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now that I think about it, aren't all the stories I'm consuming right now in the deep depths of angsty hell?
#Ugh seriously#Implied spoilers in tags#the only one surprisingly not in angst water is orv rn?#or maybe it's just because I've become accustomed to it#Like we have alnst#you know#tbhk#bsd#even kagurabachi#also oshi no ko manga just ended#and well#that made me sad too#do i just gravitate towards sad stuff?#also dandadan#the recent episode was sad too#blue lock because the animation is lacking enough to bring me to tears#i know that's an overused joke shh I don't actually mind#OH#the Look Back movie as well#If I say Arcane s2#does that count as well?#yes i am heavy on the tags#is it bad that I want to binge read school bus graveyard?
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jumping on the trend. I have never felt so mainstream in my picks
#gopher art#team fortress 2#meet the tf2 artist#tf2 medic#and i relate to medica lot but i have more in common with heavy weapon man#tf2 heavy#tf2 demoman#heavymedic#red Oktoberfest#all fast sloppy doodles before bed#am leepy and love meem#i love every merc. yes even spy. they're all so fucked up#but unfortunately i have medic on the brain so fucking often. i love him. he rotates so easily#im very parental friend. the “you need to eat something/hydrate/sleep” friend#and im also the strong guy that likes throwing around my weight#love lift big object#and im fond of reading and analysis#so again. im short beboobled heavy#like if he were 5'5“ and had an inconveniently large rack#(tags out of order because hellsite. sorry)
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It is done... The back took so much longer than the front. I also did a costest (without the wraps and makeup bc it is late) and it looks pretty good!
I also ripped the jeans while posing for the picture in the middle so. Gotta hand sew a patch to that and hope it lasts!
#cosplay stuff#kinda want to put this in the vivia tag but ehhh I'll hold off until I'm wearing the full cosplay#also yes the costest pics look silly but I am not putting my full face without makeup on here#purely for privacy reasons. if I didn't care about privacy so much you'd see my face here a lot.#I really like my face and I would love to post a ton of pictures of me just looking good#alas. only heavy makeup and cosplay and face covered pics is what you get
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late night cuddles
#coffee talk#hyde#gala#galahyde#hyde coffee talk#gala coffee talk#coffee talk game#art tag#you all are coming with me on the journey of learning how to draw them <3 enjoy#also did i go overboard with thr chest hair? maybe. i don’t regret it though he’s a werewolf let him be hairy#anyway i love that vampires in this universe dont have pointy ears yet here i am. because i cant control myself#i already hc’d that hyde was a cuddler when it comes to sleeping so it was nice of gala to confirm kt by compairing him to a cat thank you#they are just.. you give me a game with a vampire/werewolf bond im going to go bonkers over them .. chefs kiss#i like to think hyde is like a heavy sleeper because how else do vampires sleep for liek decades in coffins you know#i mean they probably dont in this game obviously but listen man shsjdkfk#and for gala i think he’s more of the opposite#because werewolves tend to be restless so just very light sleeper maybe even has insomnia too#overall i am rotating them so much in my brain .. like i just think theyre neat#also saw in the little pixle arts for the game that hyde has piercings as well ive never bene more happier in my life like YES.. YESSSSS
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i keep being like "i bet hunter's nervous system is Fucked after the possession, he's almost definitely feeling phantom pain in his scars because of the damaged nerves underneath & he 100% thinks it's psychosomatic. this kid is gonna go years without getting his underlying shit sorted because of his complete inability to tell when pain is 'a problem'" & then i google neuropathic pain so i can indulge these thoughts accurately & google is like "heyyy girl. how's it going haha. so, like. have you scheduled an appointment for your bum leg yet,"
#autoimmune tag#hunter toh#toh#i've actually done this several times but just did it fresh tonight#the pain i am experiencing tonight is. in fact. because my nervous system is fucked. me handshake hunter#woe horrific agony be upon yeeeee#have i scheduled an appointment about my leg?? no.#like i should. but i've just kind of accepted that it's fucked forever. when symptoms progress i'm like 'eh. it be like that sometimes'#(to partners reading this who are about to yell at me: YES i will schedule a doctor's appointment. HEAVY SIGH.)
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I had another Good Omens fanfiction dream this morning.
Basically, Crowley was due to give birth. You might ask, Pestilence, what's with you and Crowley being pregnant?.. The answer is, I don't know, and neither does my therapist.
So, Crowley's due to give birth, he's scared and in pain. Beelzebub shows up, along with a few other demons (I guess I'll look through the Key of Solomon, I remember a few have to do with healing). She told him they'll support him. I have a feeling, the dream adhered to my idea that Crowley and Beelzebub are siblings (in spite Beelzebub looking like she does in S2, so Indian).
Crowley had to change to his snake form, because while his human form was male (so he couldn't give birth without surgery, which was too dangerous), his snake form was female. The demons put him in a whelping box (genius idea). Crowley gave birth to either 4 or 6 baby snakes (apparently, they're called snakelets). It was a live birth, which, fun fact, some snakes do give (i think boa constrictors, and snake Crowley kind of looks like one, aside from the colouring). The baby snakes then morphed to human form. I don't think Crowley nearly died, but he lost a lot of blood, and got extremely exhausted. No, it probably wasn't realistic to how snakes actually give birth.
(They were far larger, though)
Oh, and at some point, Aziraphale found out, but someone (possibly Beelzebub) forbade him from coming, because an angel's presence would distress the babies, and they wouldn't take human form. They could also die.
No, I don't think Aziraphale was the "father". The babies were demons, while, according to my headcanons, when an angel procreates with a demon, the baby's an angel, as it's the original form (though, they do retain some demonic features). Maybe, Crowley mated with an actual snake, or something... It would be very Greek and Norse god of him, but what the Heaven, dude... I guess, Beelzebub could act as the litter's she-father, once the two had reconciled. Which, is a word I use for maternal figures who, traditionally, would be considered more paternal. You know, kind of emotionally detached, more provider than carer, often absent, that sort of deal.
This is incoherent, but I only remember fragments. I guess, I will put it down in my notes for the future. I already did. (I'm kind of tempted to write the birth scene, I like writing birth scenes, they're brutal).
Don't you just have a love/hate relationship with when you are already swamped with WIPs, but the Fanfiction Gods send you another vision?..
Also, don't you just hate it when you give birth to a litter of snakelets, with the help of your coworkers, and your estranged sister.
What the Hell do you even name that many damn whelps...
#yes it's not the first mentioned the previous one but just in passing that it's very heavy... it's also crossover w legion#this is unhinged i am unhinged#diary pages#dream journal#idea archive#i'm making notes#good omens#good omens fandom#good omens fanfiction#crowley#snake crowley#good omens crowley#good omens beelzebub#good omens aziraphale#i'm just... adding as many tags as i can so i find this when i need it#i can't remember if idea archive was my tag for this#story ideas#pregnant!crowley#i learned some information about snakes#beelzebub is always female in my works and always looks like shelley bc she's pretty#crowley ending up w she-fathers for his/her children is becoming a trope#first michael then... his sister i guess this is kind fo the crowley x beelzebub inc*est au#not the crimson peak one tho#seriously who in the hell is the snakelet daddy for once as isn't the accidental deadbeat#crowley did you go all loki my dude were you creeping on animals like some greek gods#i think beelzebub asked him whom he mated but i don't remember the answer#wtf now that beelzebub's pretty she's no longer the enemy to protagonists but their relationship softens most times#having 4-6 children now that's an actual nightmare#i have fankid names for crowley's kids but they aren't this damn litter#just name them after heathen gods or musicians or something
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Every time a trans girl realizes she doesnt want to be just some guy anymore a trans boy realizes he doesn't want to be an alt manic pixie dream girl anymore. This exchange is what keeps the universe in balance.
#whenever eye see a trans woman dye her hair blond and start wearing heavy makeup Im like YES! YES! YES! YES! because a) shes beautiful and#b) thats exactly how eye looked before eye had my Ohhhhh Okay moment. I am so happy for you girl !!!#I love it when ppl find joy in things eye cannot!!! god!! explodes with joy and love#tag
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this is my blog and my regression.
dni nsfw/kink
#txt#i have a whole thing in drafts that gets into it better i might post later but..#idk. this blog is meant to be my safe space and continues to be personal even if it has more followers than i thought it would#and its hard not to phase my own expression out for the sake of an audience who doesnt wanna see the ugly parts#i do want to clarify as i usually am with these kinds of tag heavy posts that im just thinking aloud and processing my thoughts this way#also yes this is fine to rb bc i think its a good thing to remember
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put my loadouts into one team called PNK and theyre pink because i am very normal about the color pink. also yes i did change my loadouts drastically again. whats it to ya huh. huh. (i am addicted to scrap tf someone take this fucking website away from me)
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 pyro#tf2 spy#tf2 engineer#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#tf2 sniper#tf2 soldier#thats a lot of tags sorry#my posts have been doing horrible as of late so i hope you guys like this one#they all have the same emblem and its a heart#do not ask what pnk stands for. is it funny? yes! is it appropriate? not at all#soldiers hat flew off of him like that one maya winky video in the doom image btw . he has hair. so scary#I GOT A BALLOONICORN ALSO!!! i was thinking of selling my reindoonicorn cuz of this#but no.. im too attatched to him atp lol#theyre homophobic dog coded to me#pyro is the team leader id like to think#just cuz hes got one of my fave loadouts#sniper has like a kenny mccormick thing going on#he can speak. he can be understood#only spy really cares enough to hear what hes saying though. it sounds like gibberish to everyone else#spy is the sniper translator basically#yes they r sniperspy . except sniper loves spy and spy acts like he doesnt but has the biggest soft spot for him ever#the woke left is making sniperspy WHOLESOME!!!#anyways im sleepy. also i have a pimple groing on my lip and it really hurts#that moght be tmi but i am pained#ok anyways. goodnight guys
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Seeing your own grave is a surreal experience, to say the least....
Even if you're a sinner, you won't be able to see your grave, since you're in hell
So... Why am I staring at it right now.
Loona was standing behind me, holding back tears. It was her idea to visit it, even if it was only the 3 month anniversary of 'Blitzø's death'... That first attempt.
Blitzø Buckzo 19XX - 202X "He deserved better"
Is what it read, I think. There's no way in Satan's taint I read that right, I can barely read anyhow, but this 'he deserved better' bullshit can't be accurate. I didn't, I don't. Why in the seven rings would anyone think that, except maybe Loona... Or Fizz... Wait that actually makes sense, fuck.
"Hey, Sam, you okay?" Why was Loona asking me that, she came here to grieve and only brought 'Sam' as emotional support, just because I was staring at it doesn't make me weird, that's what people usually do. "Of course I am, are you?" "About as fine as I can be" Loona seemed to hold her chocker for some weird spiritual comfort. Mama's chocker
We quickly returned to just staring at the grave again...
This can't be real... I don't even deserve a grave
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Hoping y'all like this, somewhat at least =3
Enjoy your angst!
#helluva boss#blitzø#revival au#fic#fanfic#fic snippet#I don't know whether to make this fic in first or third person#angst#tw referenced sui#tw implied sui attempt#tw implied sui#yes i am putting those tw in everything of the revival au#since this isn't just 1 fic on ao3 i should everytime#yea i may be using both the end of the fic part and tags as author note spaces#heavy angst#i didn't know how to end this srry
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Another day i shall be spending the whole day Out and am thus unable to draw anything. if only you guys knew. I have so many thoughts. I can imagine anything 👉😎
#i thought of shepard masseffect in a mech labelled spectre and got dizzy. sorry good morning. afternoon. wherever. robot..#every day i forget what i was imagining the day before though. and i am also not good at finishing my work. burdened by lack of skill#yes i know theres the atlas mech in me3. i never shot the pilots out in time and it is not a sexy robot either. unfortunate! oh well.#imagine if you will. krogan crawler mechs built like tanks. or a sniper mech named archan- (i am pulled off stage.)#please dont show up in tags. i will now blab more before i put it in my own sorting tags.#thane's with a sort of camoflaughing cloak with heavy life support built in. biotic amps and massive energy fields.#salarian stgs/mordin with supporting group of smaller field recon suits for covert ops. covert as you can get with mechs LMAO#ok thats eight tags or so. thats enoufg right. ok. sorting time#mass effect#armour clanking
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The preview for the next episode of My Dearest is like “you can have a little comfort now. As a treat.”
So I predict we will get maybe half an episode of sweetness before we are back to hurt
#I am loving this drama so much#but wow is it heavy to the suffering#but yes a few scenes of sickbed tenderness are very overdue#my dearest#kdrama#drama tag
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Thirsty Tag Post v2
Alright it was time. My notes are overflowing with thirst. Peep the tags for my favorites!! Did you make the cut this time?
Most of these are from the Sweat Gale posts but I was very glad to see some more Rolan thirst this time!!
NEVER CHANGE!!!! <3
All tags are posted anonymously!
#I LOVE YOU ALL!!#druizard#thirsty tags#this right here is what the internet was built for#oh we're starting the day like this huh#😭😭😭#hhjiddshrdhhhhhh#i want him#heavy sigh#I have bluescreened#I am melted#I am a puddle on the floor#I want to grab his hair and pull his head back and lick the sweat off his neck#I am so glad I didn't see this while I was in the office lol#It suddenly got hotter in here#what a sight to see at 5:30am tysm#do you guys think seeing naky gale as soon as i wake is a signal that is will be a good day?? i hope so :p#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#how am i supposed to work now#unhinged galemancer thirst#that happy trail is doing things to me#he's so hairy 🫠#my mouth actually started watering at these i am Unwell#sweaty naked wizard + updo my beloved my downfall#look at that fucking face#he's sneering at me and i love him for it#yes be mean to me#tease me Rolan#sir you can't just go around looking at people like that i feel like i'm going to combust#I just needed this back on my blog oKAY DON'T JUDGE ME
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Whats your favorite part about cap?? What drew you to the mon the myth the legend????
I'm grabbing you I'm grabbing you so tightly you don't understand I can't explain it to you but look. Listen.
A character must be at least a little Cringefail to get on my F/O list, right? I've said as much. It's my staple. I love a pathetic guy (gender neutral) who has something bullyable about them.
Except. For some ungodly reason. Pokémon.
A Pokemon does not have to be Cringefail to catch my attention. Rather the opposite. A Pokemon just has to be a little cool, have a neat animation, use a sick move, have a really epic battle in the anime, and I'm all over them like a Shounen girl is over the OP Protag boy.
And I don't. Know. Why. But it's happened Five times now so I simply must acknowledge the pattern.
My favorite thing about Captain Pikachu? What drew me to him? He's cool as hell. He's so cool. Babe this Pikachu, this yellow rat. Is so damn cool.
His thunder punch, his volt tackle, the way he protects the kids teaches them challenges them. He's the Captain of an Airship, he loved the sunrise so much he taught himself to fly just to see it, he faced a raging Moltress with no hesitation. He drinks coffee. He perches above people and scoffs in a Knows Better way.
And yeah at the end of the day he is just the Mascot Pikachu with a lil hat. He's got the same Overpowered anime Pikachu power as Ash's Pikachu.
But man does he use it to look a lot cooler
#Captain Pikachu#Thankyou for asking#Proship Selfship#pkmn selfship#gif heavy#I'm not a shounen person#But I sure do become one for the Pokemon anime specifically#The FIGHTS recently have been AMAZING LOOKING#I'm English only so I'm like waaaaay behind but I'm having a blast#I love this super cool over powered Pikachu#And yes I count his spars with the kids where he very easily dodges all their attacks in his coolness factor#I don't know why this exception is Pokemon only but it really is#Cringefail or a Badass Pokemon those are the only two types on my F/O list#...That's not true but it's fun to say#Ask to tag#Sorry if my blog feels quiet recently btw#I am just. Sitting around thinking about Captain Pikachu#But there's only so many posts to reblog about him#Especially when you're English Only
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what came first, the body dysphoria flare up or the internet deciding now was a fantastsic time to show me transmasc content
#rin rambles#tw i get real heavy in the tags#SLAMMING. MY. HEAD.#HHHRGHHGHHH I GET SO ANGRY AT MYSELF#WHICH I KNOW IS STUPID AND POINTLESS BUT ARGH#every time i like. even have the twinge of these emotions. my brain is like ah.#so you're a failure? you're a fucking disappointment? man. sucks to be you. you should do something about that dysphoria. OH RIGHT.#and then i cry a little in Adoration it's okay#it doesn't feel okay. but like. ah.#i just feel like a disappointment to God. like He gave me this body and i hate it. and i hate that i hate it.#idk i just feel like i'm in so much pain. and then i try to talk with other Catholics about it and i'm seen as a wounded animal. or inhuman.#and they're like 'your dysphoria isn't causing you the anguish it's something else' LIKE IT CAN BE BOTH?#is it so bad to say that YES i am sad that i can't transition? that this causes me grief? but i follow Christ because ultimately He is worth#that pain and suffering?#is it bad to say that love is a sacrifice? and that the whole point of sacrifice is that it hurts?#where was that one post about the ai generated Bible verse. bc it wasn't /totally/ theologically correct but ough.#it made me feel things. i know God sees me and loves me. despite everything. there is love
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AWOOOOOOOOO!!!!! go team werewolf!! 😎🐺🌛
come fight me on ARTFIGHT!! get these FANGS!!! 👄
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#artfight#artfight2023#artfight 2023#gotta make sure the tags are all covered lmao#remember that servers may be slow due to heavy traffic! everything loads real slow rn#also yes i am alive i just haven't posted art in awhile lol. obviously.
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