#yes I'm at this shit again
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So I turn it off (every day)
Turning off my brain.
Every day.
Whenever I can...
I don't want to overwork it
So I turn it off.
There is so much thinking already.
Why would I add more?
It's just overwhelming and stressing
and I don't think anyone needs more of that.
So I turn it off.
And like the rest of the mindless zombies
I turn on my phone
my electric and nevreless brain
the one that thinks for me.
And I rummage through it
And there's even more thinking there
It's so overwhelming and stressing
but there's more and more of that.
So I turn it off.
And try to sleep
Every day.
#ashes can speak#yes I'm at this shit again#call that whatever you want this is the only way I can try to explain what is going on in my mind#just random rambles#also I wrote it a few weeks ago and am posting now bc I'm sitting at the beach (it's 10pm) and there is a storm on the horizon I'm vibing#although I'd be vining MUCH more if there wasn't a beach bar playing loud music 15 meters away#(but when I heard apple bottom jeans boots with the fur (WITH THE FUR) I started bopping my head ngl)
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all evenings close like this
#PEARL - AQUAMARINE#spent longer figuring out the reflection than actually painting the damn thing. yes it's still shit. no i don't care#this is all i could think of for the past like day or two#oh my gooodddd i love box soooo much#imagine being dead for years and years and years and years and the world puppets your corpse around and calls it a man#never seeing you for the woman you are. just a dead man. until you're alive again#imagine. fucking imagine#anyway i'm also a one fan and afterlife shit also makes me crazy. come see my thoughts#inanimate insanity#hfjone#ii box#ii 18 spoilers#hfjone spoilers
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Danny:
Pariah Dark:
Fright Knight:
Danny: Look, I can explain-
Pariah Dark places a hand on Danny's shoulder, crouching down to his level (or as much as he can anyway) and giving the boy the proudest, most loving look he is able. "Son. I am so proud of you."
"Hah?" Danny asked, intelligently.
Fright Knight nodded. "I am as well." He even went as far as wiping an imaginary-no wait that's an actual tear. "It is just- It is so beautiful to see my nephew following in our footsteps." He sniffed, taking a handkerchief from... Somewhere, to further dab at his eyes.
"Hah??" Danny, once more, said intelligently.
"It is alright son." Pariah Dark continued, giving his shoulder a reassuring squeeze. "You did extremely well. Never let another say you did not. I am sure Time would be most pleased as well."
"What the fu-" Danny began.
"Language." Came the instant reply from them both as Fright Knight casually bisected an alien.
"Funny cheese puffs are you guys talking about??" Danny very shamelessly changed his sentence and went with.
"You started a war-"
"And cultivated fear."
"-Were you unaware?"
Danny blinked. Once. Then twice.
"Nuh uh." He said maturely. "I didn't do shii-" Faced with the glares of two angry parental figures, he very carefully chose his next words. "Ship. I'm innocent."
"He's even denying responsibility." Fright Knight dabbed away a few more tears and sniffed. "Truly, he reminds me of when you were younger my king."
"Haha!" Pariah Dark laughed, standing up and dusting himself off. "Truly! A prince after my own core!" Pariah patted Danny on the head, ruffling his hair. "Yes, my little 'ling is as innocent as he appears." Pariah winked knowingly.
Danny has some choice words for who let him know how to do that.
"Now..." War rubbed his chin as he looked out over the amount of carnage taking place in the city below from the fight between the aliens and the League of Justice. "Fear, do you think they would oppose to us joining?"
"That would depend on which side we fight for." Fear inclined his head, kicking a corpse off the side of the building they stood on. "Though I would rather not have this planet destroyed as we have an arrangement later this week."
"Ah, with Kents, yes?" War chuckled, cracking his knuckles. "Up for a wager, Fear?"
"What kind?"
"Least kills has to attend with no food."
"Hey wait a minute-" Danny tried to interject.
"This is not within my favor." Fear said calmly. "But I shall take you up on this offer regardless, my king."
And just like that, they were off.
Danny stood there for a moment, questioning if he should really step in and try to stop them. What would the Justice League say when the Ancients of War and Fear join in on a totally out of the blue invasion that Danny totally didn't have a hand in. How would the GIW react to this?
Then Danny thought. 'Wait, I have nothing to do with this.' And then decided this... Isn't his problem.
Then went back to sleep.
#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp crossover#Hi yes hello#Me again#No idea what I'm doing with this one#But then again that's like 90% of my stuff#In the BG this has Farmer Pariah Dark#Danny is Pariah and Clockwork's kid#And Fright Knight's nephew which makes Fright his uncle#Danny accidentally caused a war that he takes no responsibility for#War and Fear are so proud of him for that#The rest of the world just thinks “Aw shit we getting randomly invaded again.”#Okay I'll shut up now
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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The cat is ok
#i thought I was over them too 😔#me? drawing animals?? very badly but yes I did!#i did say that I had an idea that i sketched out. here we go again...#i'm gonna try to tag my stuff properly from now on so sorry in advance to those who will see this shit#jiang cheng#jin ling#mdzs oc
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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good morning happy election day to all you americans please vote if you haven't already or i'll hunt you down
#anyone who remembers my multiday cnn lockdown four years ago yes i will be doing it again#i'm not gonna spam us politics on here but it will be a topic just fyi#i accepted long ago that if i can't avoid it because it's The Only Thing On Every Website i will have to join it#i need to get snacks and shit it's gonna be a long night. and morning. and all day tomorrow probably. and another night
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in my head zack was never a gormogon's apprentice. in my head all interns are friends and often hang out together. it's just like the lab au. but daisy have a girlfriend. zack and sweets kiss. vincent and wendell also kiss. everyone is queer. cause I said so.
#and I like to think at least some of them love to shit talking about booth and how fucking annoying he is#because I don't like him and they shouldn't like him either#yes it's me thinking about show that ended in 2017#I said it before and I'm gonna say it again zack addy storyline is my roman empire#bones 2005#bones tv#daisy wick#zack addy#lance sweets#vincent nigel murray#wendell bray#squinterns#gormogon#temperance brennan#seeley booth#but this is not canon#maybe for YOU I am however delusional
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To be honest my biggest "my WoL would not do that" in the whole game is when I, playing a WoL called Bounding Frog who named herself from her lifelong love of studying frogs, was called out for acting like a bad frog by Erenville, a man apparently her equal in Frog Knowledge. I have to believe that Alphi-toad and Ali-toad were so bad at being toads that even though Frog was doing her best to be realistic and guide them, it was hopeless and their poor acting was what betrayed them to the frog guy.
#ffxiv#endwalker spoilers#yes I'm still mad#but not at him he's perfect I love Erenville so much#just the game in general for boxing you into a character who APPARENTLY doesn't know shit about frogs#like do you know how THRILLED she was to be turned into a toad#she probably is constantly bothering Shtola to do it again for fun#frog feud
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The thing about the argument that the sword makes Laudna uncomfortable is that it's valid if it does, but if you've been in any sort of organization that attempts to have an emotionally open dialogue in making decisions, and especially if you've been in any sort of leadership position within it, you will almost certainly encounter people who suddenly become uncomfortable when, as the meme goes, we are not about them. You encounter people who suddenly express discomfort - which should ideally be brought up early in the conversation since that alone may be a reason to blackball a decision - when multiple other arguments haven't worked (and during the ensuing argument this episode, you can easily watch Orym stick to the same exact story he's been saying for 50+ episodes and that he wants to reclaim this sword and use it to kill Ludinus while Laudna throws out multiple arguments, switching from one to the other as the rest of the party slowly realizes the sword isn't cursed and that this is Delilah's influence). You see this in internet spaces as well; people who do not draw a line between "trigger" and "squick" or "discomfort" and "dislike" even though that line very much exists.
Obviously you do have to still listen, because there are plenty of valid reasons to change a decision because someone involved is uncomfortable; but even a legitimately uncomfortable person does not automatically outweigh the needs of everyone else and you cannot please everyone at once. These decisions must be made contextually because otherwise "I'm uncomfortable with this" becomes a magic Uno Reverse card to hold the group decisions hostage. It's a factor, but ultimately, even if Delilah were in no way involved, if Laudna's the only person uncomfortable and this also means a lot to Orym, the solution is likely going to be either "keep it out of sight" or "give it to a member of the Accord". And yeah, as Imogen points out, if Laudna's genuinely uncomfortable with Orym having a sword with a dark history, absorbing it herself really undercuts that point.
#i think the issue with the abuse narrative is that like. yes you should be a haven for a friend with an abuser#but if the abuser is causing your friend to attack you in your sleep and steal your shit then the conversation changes drastically#i feel those demanding laudna's (delilah's) needs be prioritized forget there are 6 other people in the room#who just realized that if they find an item Delilah likes in Aeor Laudna might do this again#cr spoilers#cr discourse#it is really something also where people are like ORYM SHUTS DOWN EVERY CONVERSATION WITH HIS PAST TRAUMA#turn around and be like LAUDNA SHOULD SHUT DOWN THIS CONVERSATION USING HER PAST TRAUMA like ok kipperlily.#(i'm going to start calling this type of fan kipperlily. it's funny to me. we'll see how long it lasts.)
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Local minor heavenly official ignoring instructions to not approach calamity ghost.
Day 5: Caught / Found
Ascended Yue Qingyuan and Calamity SJ! Consider this a continuation of Day 2 :) There's their happy ending, they finally meet again. Fits for both prompts tho I drew this with Found in mind.
memey extra under cut
#qijiuweek2024#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#svsss#qijiu#mxtx svsss#yeah I'm sorry I have no force to make anything more I got too much shit to do with the con#fun fact this is scheduled so I'll probs be traveling at the time this pops up lmao#why yes I had to draw all the prompts in advance#i drew most of them in 72 hours#end me please#i'm never doing this again (i say like a liar)#sj here is mostly harmless as calamity#he mainly went for mt tonglu to have the power to secure his place#he just occassionally hunts men and slave traders for sport. he needs the enrichment#so mild canon typical murder#well mild depends on the measure we apply#look yqy won't care he's just stoked to have xiao jiu back#got sent out on a prayer demand and found sj instead a succesful mission to yqy there#ling wen: Why are those ppl still dead. And what do you have there#yqy: *holding a bloody and feral gk!SJ* A mission report sir#ling wen: the mission was subdue the ghost not MARRY HIM
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Hey here's three minutes of Plane Jane and Katya vibing/flirting you're welcome
#dont worry I'm still team trixie#but i'm so here for Katya having a young hot cunty bf who is into all the shit he is into#plane jane#katya#katya zamolodchikova#katya zamo#the bald and the beautiful#tbatb#the brians#CJ post#drag race#rupaul's drag race#also jane is my GIRL#out here making drag race for the gays again#we love a mean gay#it was so great to watch someone get excited over Katya's special interests#it was also so cute to watch jane get giggly as the episode went on too#these two speaking russian and katya instinctively grabbing at him and jane knowing all this stuff about him#because is he a katya fan#yes yes he is#you know they fucked after this#or have since then#because mama jane was throwing out some power bottom vibes at him and god almighty them fucking would be so hot#but also Jane's face lighting up when katya asks him to go see loboda with him#and maybe this all made miss trix alil jelly#good incentive if it did#flirting via reading#we love to see it#the flirty little “well now I like you” at the end 🥵
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DP x DC Prompt #71
When Stephanie first discovered her father was Cluemaster, she knew what she had to do. She knew she had to spoil his plans, and make it known to the world. She had to be smart about it, however. If he found out it was her behind it, he could do something bad to her. Or worse, bad to her brother, Danny.
#finemeal prompt#dp x dc#stephanie brown#danny fenton#arthur brown#cluemaster#i do think arthur is generally a decent dad who didn't lay a hand on steph#but i bet steph is probably like#“hey he's a criminal and I don't know what he's capable of!”#which is fair#plus that's her little brother#she gotta watch out for him#ya know#also yes i'm back on my bio sibs shit again#can't stop won't stop#i think they'd be great siblings#and i think they'd bring so much chaos to the table
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Pros of training your dog with treats: dog is rapidly becoming world's best dog. Bravest, smartest, most polite little angel.
Cons of training your dog with treats: i no longer remember what it's like to not smell dog treats. It's what I breathe, it's what flows through my veins. The World has been reduced to pungent salmon and pork.
#eef talks#genuinely though i'm very very happy to have access to treats again#we spent all of last year eliminating proteins from her diet due to allergies and it drove me nuts#that i couldn't properly work on her behavioral issues during that time#and now that we finally have a bit of a pool of safe foods to work with we can start figuring that out again#which works *so* well and so quickly as long as you're consistent and quick with it#so yes i am never further than an arm's length away from dog treats at any given moment#and that shit reeks#blegh#but hey#anything for my girl#Soup is love Soup is life
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Part 2: Wilson's silver streak
Part 1 here
#Hey so I don't have access to a computer so but I'm so happy that you liked part 1 of whatever shit this is#The quality is HORRID I'M SORRY#But it's either now and out or never ever#So we get this#I realise Wilson's face in all of this is exclusively >:(#But as I said#It neeeeedssaa out#And it only gets sillier#At least I got Wilson to flirt a little#House#House md#Wilson#Hilson#Hatecrimes MD#Robert Chase#Whose face I'll need to practice#Foreman#Yes that angy face is Foreman in case you couldn't tell by the demeanour#Again will have to draw him properly#At some .#house md fanart#Comic#gays anatomy#House x Wilson#my art tag#My art tag
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life is hard for us oz fans who are only meh about wicked. have half a meme.
#it's not even that i dislike boq as a character - he's fine. i think galinda is the most intriguing of the musical esp in her relationship#with power and how that relates to her relationships with other people. but boq is fine#i am just SO fucking tired of conflating boq wicked with nick chopper baum books#that's not my tin woodman. and i don't want him to be. nick (unlike many oz characters) has a very specific and set backstory#he has a whole damn book about it ffs#and boq is such a different character in terms of role symbolism and personality that i just cannot see him as even an au version of nick#fiyero too to be completely honest. though his mischaracterization doesn't bother me quite as much bc i read the book and he is rather#intriguing as a separate character - i don't love him in the musical tho. anyways specifically calling boq the tin woodman and saying#all the baum book stuff happened to him is so irritating to me because they are not at all the same. and nick is one of my favorite charas#in any media ever. idk. no hate if you like boq ofc and i don't want to stop you from having fun with the characters#i just am getting tired of the greater oz fandom latching on to wicked as fleshing out the baum or mgm characters. it's an entirely#different world. (and yes we can discuss the fact that wicked is intended to be canon compliant with the 39 film - but once again it's#a stretch to say it fits the charas. and that isn't the issue i have here.)#anyways. sorry. i'm just tired of wicked = boq = nick stuff#esp im annoyed at the fiyero and boq blorbo-ifying i see when the women of this musical are far more interesting and proactive#boq and fiyero are just furniture/pawns in the great drama that is elphaba's life and the way she pulls glinda into it with her#but WHATEVER i DIGRESS and shit. ignore this. whatever#it's the way people attempt to reconcile a lot of non-compliant media into whichever one they like the best. which is all fun and games#i am just being a hater. ok? this is me being a hater.#analysis#wizard of oz#wicked#wicked musical
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