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Having some kink/dynamic thoughts. More reflective than horny. Probably.
Part of the fantasy is the idea of being someone's first priority. Knowing you're the first place their thoughts turn. Knowing their choices are driven by your needs as much as theirs. Being safe and cherished and protected.
Part of the fantasy is being someone's responsibility. The painful minutiae of life are being handled by someone who loves you. Things are scheduled or paid for or simply managed. And they're so competent and compassionate that the trust is easy.
Part of the fantasy is knowing you're doing something right. Being told what's expected of you and then performing it well. Knowing that someone is satisfied and pleased because of your talents and your inclusion in their life.
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This thing is daydrinking and trying to be horny, lol. Feel free to be a total fucking creep in my inbox. If you impress me (and/or make me hard) I'll post it.
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It's just my luck that accepting that I have some flavor of embarrassment kink suddenly makes things less embarrassing 🙄
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I'm dealing with "strangers who I find attractive consistently find me attractive in return" suddenly and for the first time in my life. So I tried to vent to girlthing about how it's confusing to once again be relearning how to navigate social interactions. But she's been hot the whole time. So she has literally zero helpful advice.
#i did bag a smoking hot dyke. not their fault it's too pretty to understand yeen's nouveau hot problems#yeen talkin bout stuff#yeen talkin bout itself#girlthing#like. wouldn't be so bad. except it turns out the methods that got me laid in the past are just total no-sells now#and also i have no sense for parsing out the different levels of flirting#unless I'm allowed to break kayfabe and be like ''okay but forreal or nah''#because flirting is fun but also i was almost never hot enough for the goal to be bangin#the goal usually seemed to be to flirt and pass time and enjoy fun chemisty#now that ppl actually seem like they wanna potentially fuck/play/whatever? or at least it's not off the table by default?#idk it's super weird for me to navigate#i hate relearning this shit
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"I'm my own Dom. I can do this."
-scrawls degrading, shaming, objectifying things onto my body in sharpie-
-throws on boxers and an A-shirt-
"Okay, that's enough dopamine to get the day rolling. I totally have enough spoons to make applesauce."
^^ It thinks it's lying to itself, but it knows that doing a Task™️ for "Daddy™️ (me)" will probably work.
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Ideal D/s dynamic for me would look something like Taskmaster or GameChanger. It's switch4switch. It's so erotically charged. Idk what this says about me lol.
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I wish it were easier to fuck my friends. But those losers have like. Scruples or whatever. So no one is taking advantage of my emotional turmoil to get their (metaphorical (or literal)) dick wet.
Which, tbf, I love and appreciate about them. However. In this specific case. I would feel better if I were getting fucked.
#yeen talkin bout stuff#yeen talkin bout itself#yeen talkin in the tags#girlthing breakup#all-in dreamer#for real tho i just really want to fuck a friend.#partly to make poor choices while in the company of people who will still care and keep me safe and be normal afterwards#partly because I'm desperate and mourning and know that the closeness of another body and being held and gasping together–#–it wouldn't *fix me* by any means. but i would probably finally cry‚ and I'd also have material proof that I'm like. still desired.#i know my ex isnt the only one who wanted me. but she did try (indirectly but intentionally) to make me feel that way.#I'll be okay#i just think I'd be okayer if i could ride a friend's cock in a dark room and then cry in their arms after. and then probably go again :p
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Cannot stop thinking about the man who kissed me last night. He knew me Before™️. After he kissed me he admitted that he had never been drawn to me like that when we were young. That it wasn't until lately. That it wasn't until After™️. It's healing something in me, honestly.
#yeen talkin bout stuff#yeen talkin bout itself#yeen talkin in the tags#this is about HRT and transition#this is about a man I've wanted to kiss since I was sixteen#he's pansexual which i think is part of why this is hitting me so deep in the soul#it's not the same as like. finally being masc enough for gay dudes#this is someone I've known for fucking ever#who I've been into the whole time#who could have been interested at any point (on a theoretical level lol)#but who specifically found himself drawn to me now that I've tipped over a certain point of masculinity#it feels good#i genuinely think this is healing something in me#*fuck* i wanna kiss him again
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Augh. Trying to think about how to convey that I'm not being hyperbolic when I say that kink and sex and intimacy and all that bullshit like... Literally saves me. Regulates me. Keeps me sane in the same way that taking my meds keeps me sane.
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I'm fueled by attention, spite, and the desperate & oft-wavering belief that love is real and worth living for.
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Feeling absolutely self-destructive in the club [my home] tonight [10am on a Saturday].
#yeen talkin bout stuff#yeen talkin bout itself#i will probably just get out of my head with the assistance of substances and video games
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Got a new phone. Autosynced photos with the last phone that I had autosync turned on. So I saw pics of myself from 2019, right after I realized I wasn't cis but before I started doing anything about it. It's... Jarring. Weird and uncomfortable but also gave me a stunning sense of "what I'm doing right now is right for me"
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I'm covered in whip welts~☆
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Genuinely hilarious to me that there are some older kinksters I know who can use it/its pronouns no problem but trip over their own tongues if they try to use they/them.
#yeen talkin bout stuff#yeen talkin bout itself#this human is an object right now so call it 'it'#works just fine in their brains lol#but singular they? they got their hands smacked with rulers over that one and the conditioning is strong#i love the older kinksters in my community they're a treat
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Spent all weekend at a kink event. I scened with my Switch, and it got to bottom for a couple of notorious sadists. I'm so sore xD
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Do I need a pup hood or do I need the hellhound creature cock?
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