#yearning hours in this house
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#yearning hours in this house#like it's ridiculous. the partner has been away at work for only a few hours#and my body and brain are getting deep in the 'uuu we are so starved for affection ouggh we long for the sweet touch of another person' mod#i think that maybe - maybe?? - the problem isn't this day. the problem might be the entire last weekend#i saw people and did things every day! had fun! went to places!#got to hug a new friend who was excellent to hug and excellent at hugging. brushed another friend's hair which was very nice#i think today's sufferings are actually about that. i want more of that sort of casual physical intimacy#i want to touch all my friends all the time!! i want it to be Socially Acceptable Behavior so i don't freeze up when the chance comes!#i want to learn to offer hugs instead of just accepting other people's offers. i want to initiate physical closeness without fear#so yeah#CUDDLE. YOUR. FRIENDS !!!! let's make it a thing in this world!!!#please!!#sussitalk
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(practice...used crazy amount of refs for this)
#stobotnik#my art#jimbotnik#agent stone#still thinking about them every waking hour#yearning in the house tonight
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I saw that post going around about what people have on their nightstands and it made me wonder what Din would keep by his bed in the cabin on Nevarro...
I think:
Pictures of Grogu (apparently picture frames are called holocubes in Star Wars!)
A weapon! Probably a blaster of some sort. I imagine it would take him a while to even place it there (he probably slept with it tucked into his waistband/under his pillow for a few months...)
Various empty bottles which he really needs to throw away but keeps forgetting because he's a Tired, Stressed Dad™
Maybe his helmet, just in case he quickly needs to grab it and put it on (he probably feels so naked without it)
A Mythosaur necklace. I know we never saw it in canon, but I feel like he acquired another one so him and Grogu match. He takes it off every night before he goes to sleep but it's always there, close by.
I love fantasising about the little details of his cabin... I really hope we get to see some of them in the movie!
#din djarin#the mandalorian#din djarin headcanons#din djarin brainrot#din thoughts#grogu#clan mudhorn#domestic din BRAINROT#it's severe rn i cannot stop fantasising about the domesticity of his life on nevarro#i miss the razor crest i really dO but A WHOLE HOUSE???? to daydream about?? unreal#mando movie#its yearning hours#and i want him ouT OF MY BRAIN RN#jk it would be so empty without him <3
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bro I desperately want someone to take on cute fall dates.
Pumpkin patch, apple picking, the FAIR????!
And we don’t even have to go anywhere. There’s so much we can do at home- carve/paint pumpkins, decorate, light candles and build a blanket fort to watch Halloween movies while we make cookies.
#like#PLS#yearning hours#🥹🥹#I’ve wanted this literally for always#let’s pick out our fav fall scented candles and we’ll light them both#bonus points if the cookies are specifically halloween ones#I also want spooky dates#haunted houses#haunted trails#etc etc#pls 😭#I want cute and cozy fall dates#SNUGGLES???!?#UGH#I’ll build you the literally best mf fort#fairy lights and all#cmon#and we can put lil candles in the pumpkins we carve 🥹#give me this and I won’t even be mad when you steal my favorite flannel#tags#rants n rambles#soft tam#why tf did rants autocorrect to my name 💀 what an actual mf callout#if you don’t want me at this you don’t deserve me at my fucking you nasty in a ghostface mask 💀🤚#forgot the most important tags#wlw#lesbian
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being both trans and otherkin watching i saw the tv glow
#the horror of not Being what you Should Be. the horror of being buried alive both metaphorically and literally#the horror of losing your best friend to another world. from both perspectives#the horror of screaming and crying for help while everyone stares at the ground and pretends not to hear you#the horror of trying to help someone else and them telling you youre insane.#the horror of your best friend changing beyond recognition and trying to change you too.#the horror of not knowing how much better it would be. the horror of knowing but being to scared to do something about it#yearning for a world where you could be You but can never reach. trying to climb away from life and into the tv screen#holy SHIT dude i have been pacing around my house with my hands clasped behind my back for the past hour#this is FUCKED UP#movie of the year. soundtrack is incredible too#zomb speaks#i saw the tv glow#transgender#otherkin#?
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ar lath ma, vhenan
#I've been obsessed with DAI over the last couple weeks#been putting my hours in like its my job#anyways here's janne my dalish lady inquisitor#she's so cute I love her sm#romancing solas ofc because in this house we love pain and yearning#oc: janne lavellan#solavellan#solas x female lavellan#my ocs#dragon age: inquisition
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I wanna fall in love I wanna fall in love I wanna fall in love I wanna fall in love I wanna fall in love I wanna fall—
#this is an open invitation to e-date me /jjjjjjj#sorry for yearning on main#I was watching#kimi ni todoke#I'm literally two episodes in and I'm already shedding tears#I've never cried so much from happiness alfjsdlfajlsfsajd 🥹#I mean it's sad too why is everyone so mean to Sawako :((((((( baby I will protect you#when is it my turn to be special to someone and go to their house and cuddle and call them mine /hj#yearning hours#yearning#love
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Passive Yearing + Larry Stylinson lyrics
Harry Styles. From The Dining Room Table//Painting by Malcolm T. Liepke// Louis Tomlinson. Holding Onto Heartache// Joe W. Carter. Telephone// Harry Styles. Meet Me in The Hallway//A Weeping Mary Magdalene// Louis Tomlinson. Too Young//Drawing by Nickie Zimov//Harry Styles. Don’t Let Me Go// Malcolm T. Liepke. Watching Her Sleep// Louis Tomlinson. Miss You//Ambrogio Antonio Alciati. Il Convegno / The Conference// Harry Styles. As It Was// Holly Warburton. Making Amends// Louis Tomlinson. Defenseless// Alan Stephens Foster. The Fall// Harry Styles. Sweet Creature
#harry styles#one direction#larry stylinson#larry fandom#larry is real#music#heartbreak#love#art#poetry#harry styles hs1#fine line#harry’s house#louis tomlinson walls#walls#faith in the future#louis tomlinson lyrics#harry styles lyrics#pain#band#hurt#unrequited love#it hurts#yearning#yearning hours#louis tomlinson
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sigh…yearning hours
#i’m sick and don’t feel good and it’s making me all mopey and thoughtful#i called out preemptively for tomorrow because i know i won’t be feeling good still#and i just…don’t want to be there#lately i’ve been yearning for something else#something different#i want out of the corporate american grind so badly#i want to wake up and not dread going into a job#i want to garden and make things#i want to create and explore and enjoy this world#not be trapped behind a desk for 9 hours every single day#i spend more of my life at work than with my own fucking wife at my own HOUSE#that’s hellish#my heart and my soul are yearning for freedom and something different#i love the things i’ve worked for…don’t get me wrong#and i understand that there are so many people who have it worse and would kill for a life like mine#but there’s something aching in me#for a life that is not spent behind a desk where i miss my wife and my animals and i just stare outside of my little window longingly#there has to be a better way…right…?
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I wish i had a friend i lived rly close to nd we could just hang out and cuddle and watch movies and stuff :((
#it is prime yearning hours#who wants to be my friend u.u#whenever i watch shows with besties that just go over to each others house i get so jealous
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i miss my guy.
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pookie..
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I told you everything last night.
All of it, every bit, even the really icky parts that make school counselors and suburban moms gag and turn away. I meant to keep it short- just thank you for your time and disappear into the dark- but once I was standing in front of you for maybe the last time in our infinite and insignificant lives, the words started pouring from my mouth like bitter ichor until they had dyed your shoes a pathetic honeycomb hue, dripping with the sincerity of my confession.
I hope I don’t remember the way your face fell in agony when I told you what I planned on the floor of the shower last week. I couldn’t look you in the eye as it came out, rushed and wet, so I looked at the tip of your nose, the one my best friend looked at it in a blurry picture and told me surely it was Jewish.
You floundered for something to say, panicking as if the emergency was happening at that moment and not replaying in my mind as it had for the the last ten days, and I looked at my trembling hands, swollen and useless from biting cold and clenched up in stinging nervousness, although the only thing i could see was the blurriness of tears and the fleck of stale mascara on my contact.
I know I’ll never forget the way your lips parted in the silent gasp when I said your name or the way your eyes flashed when you found the connection between The Event and my figure shifting before you. The way you didn’t hesitate to pull me into your chest and hold me there like it could be the home I so desperately want and the way you whispered “I’m proud of you,” into my hair with such ease that it felt true even to me.
I remember choking out “Thank you,” and you flashed that smile at me, the endless, soft, affectionate one and I sobbed with the sudden overwhelming feeling of want that took over me.
“I’m glad you stayed.”
I mumbled something that felt socially acceptable even though there’s absolutely nothing exactly right to say to something like that and you looked at me like there were a thousand more words you wanted to bless me with, but you didn’t say anything else.
So I walked out of our lives for the last time. And I cried the whole way home.
You probably went home and fed your cat and brushed your teeth and gripped the counter for a moment and thought of me for the last time.
But last night, on the floor of the shower, I didn’t want to plan anymore. I felt resolved for once in my life.
I don’t know what you pushed through my skin during that hug. But I found the home I needed nonetheless.
#shut up jay#my writing#its Soft Yearning Hours in the waffle house again#this actually happened btw#hot supervisor is gone from my life now
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You bite your nails for the exact same reason I do. QUIT BEING THE HOT GIRL VERSION OF ME! Stop it! You're making me yearn!
Well if it makes you feel any better, I'm only a girl on a part-time contractual basis
#anon asks#friendly anons#sorry pal yearning hours are 24/7 in this house#and believe me I would love to not want to bite my nails#it's gotten better than it used to be#in elementary school I used to chew on my nails/fingertips so much that the ends on my fingers were constantly drying out and cracking open#i used to tell people that I had fallen and scraped my fingers on the playground#the state of my hands at any given time is a really good litmus test for how stressed out I am about life in general#they're a direct line to my anxiety level#has any of this ramble helped diminish your yearing at all?
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dimitri has enchanted me in ways that which i cannot describe. i knew this shit would happen the second he opened his mouth in remire village. good thing i did blue lions last. thank fucking god.
#do y'all know i spent two hours staring at him on the house selection screen when the game came out#i've spent five years yearning. i thought pining for years was fake but i get it now.#boeybop
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I just think that all the dragons in my phone should be dragons in my house. Is all.
#i think if all these dragons were in my house we could sit in one big pile and watch tv#and drink hot chocolate#X3#i guess its my nightly yearning for a nap pile hours#aka bedtime#okie goonight bye byyyeeeeee
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