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yes yes robin or eddie teaching steve about bisexuality that’s all good but consider!! steve talking to mike and explaining to him that sometimes people just like boys and girls, and that it’s okay. steve coming out to mike, telling him that he’s, like, kinda sorta dating eddie munson, and that that doesn’t mean he never loved nancy.
and then mike — prickly, ten walls around his heart, snarky comment on his tongue even when no one’s around, suppressed, confused, kinda scared, super in love with will — wheeler has a first, very tentative coming out. to steve harrington, of all people. and maybe that’s okay.
update: theres a fic now
#listen i’m just. i have thoughts. THOUGHTS i tell ya!!!#let me just have dinner and a shower and then i’ll write this!!! happy pride month etc etc i just. i need mike to have healthy bisexual rep#and steve’s like ‘yeah man it sucks ass sometimes but it’s also pretty neat. and will called you the heart of your group.#so what if that heart has room for boys and girls dude. just means you have a big fuckin heart.’#stranger things#this ain’t even a post i’m just hyping myself up for this also otherwise i’ll forget
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TO ALL THE HATERS THAT SAID WE WERE MAKING BUDDIE UP IN OUR HEADS HOW DOES MY ASS TASTE???
#am i ignoring the fact that fox et al purposefully stifled the queer love story we all knew was happening? yes i cannot deal with that rn#SO SUCK MY DICK WE TOLD YALL IT WAS CLEAR AS DAY#AND NOW HERE IS OLIVER HIMSELF LIKE YEAH HEY THAT WAS KINDA FUCKIN GAY THERES A QUEER ELEMENT TO HOW IVE BEEN PLAYING BUCK RYAN IS A#BEAUTIFUL MAN HIS JEALUSY WAS HIM NOT UNDERSTANDING HOW HE FELT IM RRADY TO CHEW CARPET#buddie#i love being right always
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splat 2 hero mode is so fucking frustrating omfg
#this is why i havent beaten it yet HAHA#im about to break my controller dude#callie will be hypnotized forever i guess sorry girlie#if u say s2 hero story was easy ur fuckin lying#splat 3 was easy this shit is making me lose hair man#on the last level before the final boss (bosses ? idr) i hate the splatling sm#and yeah i suck at platforming but we dont need to blame this on me HAHA#splatoon
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citing all my sources of inspiration for Nikodemus would mean unironically putting Misfits 2009-2013 at the top of the list
#second? malleus maleficarum#sometimes you can tell this character's bones were constructed sometime in the beginning of the previous decade#and now i'm trying to put meat on them#but it's why i haven't changed all the silly weird shit about him in so long#his names are still a fucked misreading of various sources i half researched on my ass computer at 15#he's still like a badly written cartoon villain in some aspects#and a vague eldritchy blob that still elludes me in others#cause yeah i maybe read a little bit of lovecraft at the time and decided the evil fratboy was ALSO gonna be unknowably complex#without having the knowledge and resources available to write him that way#ITS WHY I LOVE HIM THOUGH#reviving him and Avita after so long felt a lot like excavating a time capsule left by myself in the past#and so much of it didnt fucking make sense BUT IT WASNT SUPPOSED TO MAKE SENSE BACK THEN#it was supposed to be FUN#sometimes i wonder if i've sucked the joy out of it somewhat but it's also a motivator to stop gaf#like fuck it man#little Vee's creation should be honored as instructed#Nik the bastardous little magic man and all his adventures#where's the fuckin WHIMSY BRO#ok rant over. this post was about nathan young and his chokehold on my teen self fjdkkdks it was TERMINAL
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masato's Super Serum bullshit is still wack to me but i hope it wears out while he and daigo are tryna get nasty in the back of a hot topic and now daigo has to carry him out and daigo's being supportive and just tryna be helpful and nice but masato's acting like a damp cat three seconds away from murder the entire time
#masadai#snap chats#tbh from his language it sounded like yumeno's birthday was the first time he even got the medicine but w/e let me cook#microdosing on writing masadai fanfiction by finally posting my fic/comic plots#im so dehydrated please emo boys save me#i have to wait Forever to play IW cause i have. THINGS i have to do today and it SUCKS#so im copin. im copin thinking of my emo boys#but yeah no listen you will never see me use masato's fuckin super steroids or whatever#or if so it'll be fr incredibly niche shit like this LOL LIKE PUT HIS ASS BACK IN THE CHAIR#but yeah... :miku:#Unfortunately for masato daigo Isnt going to just leave him alone while he waits for ichi or sawashiro to get him#he haulin his ass outta there by himself i mean he prob has his chair nearby SOMEWHERE#mk unfortunately daigo cares like that .. he cares enough anyhow ..... man i love daigo what the helll......#ok bye i have to Do The Shit I Have To Do i just. :miku:
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saw a post talking about t.im as a 'nepo baby latchkey kid' and .... that's it that's him-
i think it was on the blog that i deleted a while back but i've always seen jack and janet d.rake in their late 30s / early 40s when they have tim, and only really having him because it's the societally acceptable thing to do. all their friends have kids already, and they need someone to pass things along to when they die, right? do they hate him? no. are they neglecting him on purpose? no. but are they good parents / do they put in any effort to parent responsibly? ALSO NO. <3
i definitely see the d.rakes viewing their parenting style as totally fine because 'what kid wouldn't want all this stuff? he's set for life!' janet stays with him when he's a baby, and they ship him off to the boarding school all their friends sent their kids to as soon as he's old enough. if his parents are gone on business trips during school breaks (really common), he's usually staying over at a friend's house or just vibing on his own at their estate when he's "old enough" (i wanna say 10-11 is when they start leaving him on his own, so he has time to go fan-stalk batman and the robins... but STILL TOO YOUNG).
t.im never sees it as a problem because that's how he was raised, he never really knew anything else. he treasures the time that he DOES get to spend with both his parents (going out to sporting events becomes something he's really into because he knows he can get them to go with him even if they'll spend most of the night talking business), but he's SO USED to being a latchkey kid and being left to his own devices that the mindset stays with him forever.
#delete /#i have so many thoughts about tim and his parents but specifically t.im and jack which is a WHOLE OTHER THING (tim's need to adapt feeling#like a neverending wave of punches to the face... and half of those are bc of jack being a jackass (ha) i just...... man...#the brainrot is Crazy tonight..#but yeah i've seen a bunch of posts and fics and stuff saying the d.rakes were Purposefully Bad Parents and i don't think they meant to#were they bad? OH YEAH THEY SUCKED. did they do it out of malice? no#when jack goes all overbearing the motive is clear that he WANTS to be a good dad but he just fuckin Doesn't Know How and can't fucking#figure it out and is too fucking stubborn to ask for help.. he pushes tim away from b.ruce and a.lfred and sends his ass back to boarding#school bc he's jealous of how much t.im looks up to them in the relatively short time they've been in his life and he's tired of tim going#over there and... yeah once i get back to that stretch of comics i'll probs get into it way more but ... <33333333 my heart hurts for this#dude all the time <33333
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im so jealous of cis guys. being able to grow up how they want and being confident in themselves and just. im so fuckin jealous. it is so hard. SO hard. to feel comfortable with someone else in a relationship when im not comfortable with myself. i hate it.
#i know this is stupid#im supposed to be proud of being trans and love myself no matter what and be proud of my identity but#fuck man sometimes id just give anything to be cis#like this shit sucks#i dont wanna fuckin do this anymore im tired of it#'nick ur only 18' YEAH I KNOW AND ITS STILL BAD#god im pissed off#i just. i hate that i cant be proud of who i am bc im not someone else.#im losing my mind i think#i wish i was cis so fuckin bad u guys. i wanna have the experiences of growing up as a boy that i missed out on.#i wish i couldve went to school dances in a suit and not had to worry about being stared at#i wish i could dress how i wanted and present myself how i feel comfortable without hearing those goddamn whispers behind my back#im sick and fuckin tired of it#anyway <3 im done <3 im gonna go watch youtube and pretend like i dont exist <3#vent#dysphoria mention
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this tiny mortified storyboard solas is my favorite one i've ever drawn
#how the FUCK am i going to translate this to my regular style#i don't know what this even looks like on a real face#Fucking Mortified#personal log#this comic is gonna suck because i literally cannot write solas but its funny and i need to see him embarrass himself so bad#“ohhh yeah i am so fucking efficient i am going to impress lavellan so hard rn this guy is going to be all better in 0.5 seconds im so sexy#*heals like marcille dunmeshi in front of healer lavellan*#*man experiences the worst pain in his entire life* *sound of wet bones popping* *guttural primal screaming*#“hm. i think i should go now.”#and he only ever healed unconscious people again lmao#he leaves big ole fuckin scars too. he's shit at healing#actually i take it back it's 'oh. no. he asked me to help. this is literally a no win situation for me'#instead of 'hehe im so sexy'#because he knows that the guy he's trying to impress is mr. 'huh. that kinda tingles.' specialized healer#who has only ever seen solas heal unconscious people before#SEE I CAN'T WRITE HIM FOR SHIT#no. no i was right. he's both. version 1 is revved up youngblood solas#then he fucked around and found out that people generally don't like severe pain sounds#dammit i'm an artist not a writer jim#ranting to myself in my own tags. if you're reading this: hi! it feels good to be known
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After seeing your Wars and Noivern, I'm really intrigued now - do you have any more thoughts on for your pokemon au?
yes indeed!! i've answered some stuff in previous asks, but i cannot find them and they're kinda outdated answers anyway so <3
my pokemon au is sort of a "semi-realistic" version of pokemon, where attacks are Dangerous and pokemon training is like . equivalent to being a zookeeper tending to six separate tigers. not a job for kids, and u need actual training to not like . die
the details r still kinda vague, but i had a system in place where there were actually six different main pokemon leagues; one for 1v1s, 2v2s, 6v6s, etc. (there were also double and triple battle leagues) each league had their own elite four and their own champion !
in my art w wars and noivern, wars is wearing a trainer card around his neck with a silver pokeball emblem; the color of the pokeball on each trainer's card is indicative of how many pokemon they have on their team! i forget the exact order, but i think silver meant 5 pokemon and gold meant six, and if the color has a shiny, reflective material on it, then that means they're official contestants in their league! i believe the elite four and champions have black backgrounds for their cards to better distinguish them
wars' best lil pkmn buddy is viktor, the noivern :) he also has a little drifloon named val that follows him everywhere; he hatched her from an egg and she's stuck with him ever since, and she doesn't like battling, so wars never makes her. haven't figured out the rest of his team, but wars also has a shiny gardevoir named volmoir :)
legend is a 6v6er and is Good at it. it's a wip, but his team consists of luxray, staraptor, and umbreon so far—my cherished @/nitroish picks his pkmn out :]
fig specializes in 1v1s with his beloved venusaur ! the venusaur is old and lazy but still Destroys on the battlefield when the official matches come around. it also has a dragonair that doesn't battle and is just a pet
briar has a hydreigon, a midday lycanroc, and a mudsdale, tho he doesn't battle in the league and simply considers his trainer status a hobby. he loves all his pkmn tho . cherishes them so much
aaaand lumen is an absolute beast and carries a full team of six as well! archeops, alolan raichu, ninetails, a mega-evolving altaria, frosmoth, and a mega-evolving lucario!
#qktalks#estajay#suncaster au#scpkmn#and since this au is on the darker side of things the Evil Bad Guys are actually rly terrible and straight up kill people <3#i prolly won't kill pkmn in this au tho . no animal death here only humans. humans suck anyway GVEYAGVAIU#but yeah torture is a thing here. the terrible consequences of psychic-type shenanigans are a thing. battles r fuckin Big and Dangerous#the stadiums in pkmn are so big so that the moves have enough room to not hit the audience#and a trainer dying in the stadium ? not unheard of. it fuckin happens man#if a human gets hit w a hyper beam or smth ? depending on how strong the pkmn was.... that guy might be dead#thinkin abt the logistics of it all is always fun tho so if u ever have any wonders abt it i'd be Happy to rant away
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I like horror and gore and gross scary weird stuff but at the same time I can't even handle it anyway </3 would I let my partner drink my blood vampire style? absolutely. did I pass out when I pricked my finger and squeezed out a few drops? yes.
#i love meat but sometimes i can't even stand to eat it anyway??#like sometimes fuckin chicken is? like fuckin icks me for whatever reason. can't even finish a breast#i don't often enjoy meat on the rarer side even#spooky stories and ahit work on me i get freaked out#graphic descriptions and even sometimes just mentions of like gore or just smth specific internal body thing make me feel weird or even -#-queasy a lot of the time#I've tried leg of lamb before and it relatively consistently straight up makes me gag?#eating smth like heart feels weird too#i scare easily irl. multiple times someone has walked by me in broad daylight and said hi and it made me jump just bc i was looking away#i like? have some sort of mental barrier preventing me from even being violent or breaking things? even when I'm mad and want to?#yeah theoretically i could punch a hole in the wall but even if i really want to i dont think i could#90% sure i wouldn't even like bruise my knuckles or anything#like idk man i wanna be more of a freak but I'm like too fucking normal as default#like dude! this fucking sucks! let me be normal about even slightly abnormal things please! what fuck!#crow talking#horror#werewolf#blood#vampire#fuckin hell man
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He’s just like me fr fr fr
#normalposting#and the real reason is Adam pronounced it wrong the first go around amen 🙏#I’m clawing at the bars of my enclosure rn#PLEASE LET ME SUCK HIS FUCKING SKIN OFF LIKE A ROTISSERIE CHICKEN#IM OILING HIM UP AND ROASTING HIM ON A SPIT 👋#GOD YOU STUPIF FUCKING OLD MAN YOURE NOT EVEN REAL IN-UNIVERSE#wailing#sobbing#no man is an island? get a load of this mfr surrounded on all sides by deep ass water#RAAAAAAAAAAAA HES NOT EVEN ALIVE ALL OF THIS TO STAY ALIVE AND HES NOT#still beats going to the mommy flesh dimension but FRJEHHHHHJGKKGLHKK#I need to put him in the juicer#dude is still trapped in his mommas womb at fucking 54 years old#RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGHFHFJGKGK#he’s scum#also can I get a hell yeah for hitting the characterization nail on the head here#I mean it was pretty obvi but there were like three of us posting about this back in tha day and we were fuckin right
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really wish vampires weren’t so tied w antisemitic bs bc “blood sucking rich” is a very accurate way to describe capitalists and wealthy republicans
#im sorry but i need to reclaim this narrative#i dont think when ppl think of 'blood sucking rich' most average (not alt right or rw ppl) ppl dont think of jewish ppl#eye am sorry this is gonna be maybe controversial but. yeah#also i have spent too much time writing this fuckin comic and this vampire man is very much catholic and uses a lot of catholic#symbolism in his vampire bs#id tell you more but that would spoil the plot so#basically. he takes 'drinking the blood of christ' to a different level and stretches its meaning#so it fits his worldview and motives and beliefs etc.#likea lot of christian republicans do .-.#not with that specifically but the bible in general i mean lol#edit from future from about a year later: i think people do subconsciously sometimes think of 'blood sucking rich' as jewish ppl bc of#popular conspiracies but for people who arent more right leaning and looking for a reason to hate jewish ppl i think it goes unnoticed#i wanna challenge both their perspective of it being anything to do with jewish ppl and try to change the narrative around#bc quitre frankly it describes white christian conservative politicians and ceos n such far better than any jewish person i've ever seen
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And in a blinding moment of clarity, with his sister lying dead and his brother sobbing over her frail body, Albus lost all sense of love he had ever held for the other man. With the shovel he had used to dig up what was left of the youngest Peverell, he now caved another hole deep, deep into the chest of his lover. Until he, too, lay there, bones over bones, blood as deep red as the letters in the book in his now cold hands. And when Albus turned the stone over his remains, Gellert’s ghost appeared, laughing and laughing and laughing, until in a flash that shook the layers the world was made of and rippled the folds of the universe Albus got dragged away from all the people that once loved him.
a glimpse into the worldbuilding of the fic i'm writing. this isn't part of the fic (at least i don't think it will be) this genuinely only exists because i apparently can only think when i'm writing, but it was fun so here goes
#yeah man i just wrote 1.2k words of dumbledore and grindelwald existing#just so i could somehow figure out how death functions#which was fun cause that was how i came up with my slightly alternative deathly hallows#i hadnt considered them at all until i was literally writing about them#idk how people brainstorm in just like bullet points and stuff i wish i could do that#how do yall plan out stories#hp#fic: krabat au#man i really need a title for this but i fuckin suck at titles
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I wish I liked the books. I really, really wish I liked the books.
#like I don't. dislike them.#I just. the way the prose is written is tedious on a level I have rarely experienced#they were a SLOG getting through to the point where I'm not even sure how much I remember about the differences between the books and the#show. like I do remember that some of the characters I was less interested in during the show felt more complete in the books. and some of#the politics were tighter. but like. straight-up I cannot read these last 2 if they ever come out. I can't do it.#I love the characters but the actual writing style makes my brain cry#and it's just so frustrating to hear 'but the books are so much BETTER' because like yeah I guess on some level they are but I CAN'T FUCKIN#READ THEM. AND ALSO THE SAME THINGS THAT PEOPLE HATED IN THE SHOW ARE PROBABLY MORE OR LESS ALSO GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE BOOKS#idk man. it's one thing to be told that something you love sucks. it's another thing to be told that the act of loving it makes you stupid#and like. idk anti-intellectual or something. there are plenty of books I like and make an effort to read. I just didn't like these.#I wish I saw what the rest of you did I really really do but I just don't#In the Vents#genuinely I am so sorry to like half of the people who follow me I know this will be a profound disappointment#I just HAD to get this out of my system#this blog is first and foremost A Place Where I Scream About Things#unfortunately. for everyone. including and especially me lmao.
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(water + wood) What are the chances that Miguel comes out of this as some kind of ambush predator that hangs off skyscrapers and murders Fly Boys? Look, no one knows what genre they live in, but I am pretty sure that this all this dehumanization the scientists are doing is just going to result in a Murder Animal that Hates Them.
i can’t properly answer this without potentially spoiling anything, but It Is Interesting That You Would Say That, Anon ! : )
#talking tag#asks#spider-man 2099#miguel o'hara#my fic stuff#mig hell au#one of th allegories Baked Into The Overall Fic is being just old enough to recognize youre being abused but not being able to change it--#--on your own. or. at least. the specific kinda feelings of powerlessness that come from that i spose#it doesn't like. Ruin The Experience if you do or don't Know That Specifically i know it's english class Nerd Shit.#but yeah just. keep your theories percolating i REALLY wish i could just Spill but i am tryin REALLY REALLY hard not to#and remember!! we are only seeing miguels perspective. he exaggerates some things for his own sake.#usually just 4 Melodrama yes but Not Always! tagged it Unreliable Narrator for a reason#we are skipping around between the quote-unquote Boring Parts of the whole Experience because he is Mentally Checked Out most of th time#and when he Is cognitively aware of himself + the situation It Is Usually Because The Situation Sucks!#everything i write it's all just allegories for shit we aint processed yet you know how it fuckin is.
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ah...yeah. had a feeling I'd fuck something up today, lost a friend just now
#(: im. im. im#its fine its whatever#its just. at least i was prepared#it went#friend 1: hey friend 2 youve been on stardew for 5 hours#me: dudes getting married#friend 2: I'm fuckin depressed and have nothing to with my time so ywah im playing a fucking game leave me the hell alone#<- direct quote. ok#he left the chat after that i think hes pissed#we were just kidding i just. yeah idfk man i didnt know#idk we're both stubborn and afraid of confrontation so i doubt either one of us are gonna come back#mannnn#this fuckin sucks im tired of this shit#tired of being upset all the time
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