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Alright yeah I want/need to do all of this so let's try this out.
25 notes = Finish crocheting bearded dragon from scrap yarn
75 notes = Find and finish crocheting owl and crochet his crown
125 notes = Start using a self care app again
150 notes = Crochet a seagull plush
175 notes = Track my sleep again
250 notes = Crochet my fursona plush
300 notes = Begin learning C#
400 notes = Try again at learning pixel art
600 notes = Set a consistent schedule for showering and actually follow it
800 notes = Begin work on a Rain World mod
1200 notes = Try to get hired as a page at the local library
1750 notes = Buy a chest binder
2500 notes = Finally resume therapy and try to get a different therapist
5000 notes = Clean my room? Might change this one if I can think of something more important, but for now it sticks
OLD 5K NOTES GOAL, NO LONGER APPLICABLE: Come out to relatives as non-binary and tell them my new name (yeah this one just kinda Happened lol, it was surreal)
And some tags!
@fymo-blogs @therewillbenoromance @theshaddowedsnow @wxtchesheart @the-principality-of-sealand @non-tyrannical-usa (sorry countryverse members I don't have big moots lol)
#if i didnt make the numbers absurd i was going to be mauled publicly by my own brain#and the rain world mod is so high up because i just know itll be a fuckin PROCESS </3#i tried to sprinkle more enticing tasks in among the difficult ones to help convince myself to make this#see: chest binder in between the Three Scary Tasks#im not even shit at pixel art its just hard#anyways now to the proper tags#notes goal#note goals#fuck else do i tag this as#note game#notes game#yeah that feels sufficient#bye now
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the barry the chopper episode of fma 03 is such a wild addition to the lineup it really has it all. it has mini murder mystery. it has gave me nightmares as a child. it has the complete shattering of a twelve year old’s brain that fundamentally alters the course of his development. it has rampant transphobia. it even has hughes
#fma#fma 03#they really didn’t have to do the serial killer dresses as a woman thing they really didn’t..#but yeah i feel like they could have conveyed ed’s refusal to rely on anyone but al through avenues already provided by the source material#in fact imo the opening of that episode (mustang screams at ed to get over nina’s death lol) could have sufficiently accomplished that#but instead they dedicate the entire episode to reiterating this moment in his arc in a crueler and more exploitative way#none of this is to say i dislike the episode#i think it’s unique as an entry in a “shounen” show that shows our protagonist not just out of his depth#but being forced to experience this animal terror and depicting it viscerally.#it’s so important in how it… sort of primes you to sympathize w ed’s irresolution#shounen audiences are used to seeing protags who are brave have strong convictions etc... that it’s jarring to follow this kid#who is constantly making then going back on his claims about the world bc he doesn't know anything. He Is Fifteen#but here we're taking his age and beating you over the head with it#by telling a horror story fundamentally built on the premise of childhood helplessness.#that seems to be in part where the necessity of this episode lies#okay that's enough of that#frogs.txt
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she felt a little devilish 💋
#ok these were super self indulgent#is this sufficient butch bait#yes i’m grabbing u by the necktie#be a good boy yeah?#MEN DNI#i love the demon horns ok they make me feel powerful#femme lesbian#butch bait#femme4butch#butch4femme#femmebutch#lesbian#wlw#sapphic#wlw blog#sapphic blog#high femme#me <3
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.........im just gonna be real i do not see kabu misu. like period...... like dont get me wrong theyhave a good dynamic but it was NOT mithrun in the middle of his conspiracy board
#i saw someone refer to labru as wanting to see kabru get worse and i feel so violent#yeah you know i think being a caretaker of sorts(situation where you may have to ignore your wants and needs) is soooo much healthier for#kabru than being with a peer who would help him unmask and reduce his monster anxiety with knowledge#not to say that relationships or fictional shipping is all about what makes characters better#i just find the labru dynamic infinitely more interesting than kabumisu#to me kabumisu is very boring. like okay yay prettyboy helps you get in touch with your desires and learns to take care of himself better#along the way like. cool! glad theyre friends!#labru though.... the drama... the autism....i think labru would be a lot about kabru working thru#his mask and laios learning not to box humans up as More Difficult/less desirable creatures than monsters/animals#like uhh actually i think itd be good for kabru to talk to someone who is not on the page kabru assumes hes on#and urrrmmm itd be good for laios to Finally have a friend who is Actually interested in Him. who is interested in humans so much that#laios might actually get a sufficient explanation for missed social cues and conventions#im just saying labru works because they are on the same level. my favorite panels are when people call kabru creepy
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I mentioned this briefly yesterday but basically my mom lost her little purse while walking the dogs and we’ve looked everywhere in our neighborhood and someone definitely took it bc it’s nowhere to be found. We have no way to track the location of anything in it bc she still has her phone, but the purse contained literally everything else we had. All of our money and all of my mom’s cards and important items were in it and now we have absolutely nothing. So if anyone could help us out so we can pay for food and bills and stuff while we sort this out it would really be SO appreciated like we’re just completely screwed rn 😭 Anything any of you could spare would really help us so much like we’re currently just penniless with no backup plan or anything and we used the rest of the little food we had to make dinner tonight and now we have nothing left
My Cashapp, PayPal, and Venmo are all karmabauer
#I hate that I keep having to do this but yeah we rlly need the help rn#and I’m currently busy with therapy and everything bc I finally got mental health treatment again#after struggling to get into any programs for so long#and my therapist and case worker both want me to get myself to a point where I’m much more mentally stable#before they help me get back in the workforce#which I agree with them on bc the last few jobs I’ve had have ended rlly badly bc of how badly I was doing mentally#but it’s rlly stressful that I haven’t been able to get a new source of income for so long#I’m making a lot of progress tho so soon I’ll def be able to be more self sufficient#and idk I just rlly appreciate those of you who’ve helped me during this time#and anyone who may decide to help now#love y’all sm genuinely 😭 u guys are really so kind and make me feel so much hope idk :’) 💖
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The Red means I love you Tasting your blood means I love you
super duper mega inspired by @thtfy's nishimaji video edit! go check it & her other edits out, they're sooo immaculately brainwormingly done
#yakuza#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#nishitani homare#nishimaji#i lied. i post shippy art yet again#but this time i promise itll never happen again. yeah#anyways ahhh i really just wanted to draw a goofy lovestruck nishitani#i feel like i didnt really do the song/edit justice by just illustrating the 1st verse#but also these specific images were so clear in my mind i just Needed to let them out there#so i hope he looks sufficiently dreamy and ever so silly (bloodthirsty)!#fanart#cw blood
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If only Henry's marriage to Catherine of Aragon counted in Catholic eyes, does this mean Mary wouldn't theoretically consider any of his other wives 'real' stepmothers, as such? If she did, how would she rationalise defying the Pope's will, whilst upholding the papal authority to sanction the marriage of her parents?
She probably never did, based on the wording of that Act in question. Her attitude towards papal authority during her own reign was...contradictory in other ways, however.
#anon#the pope like you have to send reginald pole back i have to try him for heresy mary like hmmmmmmmmmmm i don't think i will......#'i don't like this pope i'd like to return him with the receipt in exchange for a new one' = kings and queen regnants for centuries.#so basically she never did but AB was the only one about whom she was honest about this? oddly funny if funny is the right word for this#since she scanted her courtesy to kh as well but not some of her others stepmothers#it would suggest that in those cases that her behaviour was more inspired by personal dislike#*other#i don't want to say that was universal either bcus that was not necessarily the case however like ...yeah...the catholics among which#upheld specifically the validity of henry's marriage to koa did not fare very well in henrician england#you would think maybe bona fides would apply to edward vi (or in some cases even elizabeth...#sources loyal to the papacy actually said pretty early on that the 'faith of the mother' was sufficient )#altho it would be hard to argue jane and henry were not aware england was in schism#(elizabeth was born beforehand technically)#but as for mary she didn't really need bona fides and might have even had mixed feelings about her supporters#using that argument in the 1530s...#as far as she was concerned pope julius had granted the dispensation and pope clement had confirmed it#that was more airtight papal legitimacy than frankly most prince/sses had#now if paul iv wanted to be a REAL bitch he could have been like yk what. wild card. that's cancelled#confirmed? affirmed? upheld? whatever the word is
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Reminder for any small furry pet owners with no AC; check on your pets and wipe them down with a cool cloth. If you have some of those plastic reusable ice cubes dedicate one or a few for your pet and gently cool them down by gliding it over the fur on their necks or under their armpits.
Brought to you by; my shorthaired cat Pikica looked like roadkill until I cooled her off for a bit and now she's her happy, slightly destructive self again. After being a lil menace and strutting around she is now curled up in her spot on the couch napping.
#moca talks#pets#pikica the spawn of peace destroyer#summer heat#cats#dogs#i did this for the first time last year and now she meows at the cooler door anytime she feels hot#i take her collar off and she nuzzles against it until she's sufficiently cooled off#so yeah. if you're hot so are they#my weather app says it's 28/31°C outside and I know that if it's hot inside rn opening my balcony would feel like opening an oven#also no that's not a filter my phone camera's been like that for a while#i either need to clean it up again or I need to buy new glass#given my phone could classify as a hand warmer most of the time it might be smth else tho
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Nameless Part Six - Provocation Page 6/7
Jen: I have done nothing wrong, ever, in my life.
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#nameless comic#pau'an inquisitor#jen june#star wars rebels#imperial officer#swr#tcw#worry not I am not about to draw a recap of whatever happened with Jen June in TCW because I have not even watched it yet lmao#but for clarification#you are about to have some spoilers in the tags#tcw spoilers#Jen apparently either covered up or directly helped kill a Jedi#while involved in exchanging a kyber crystal for weapons#so uh yeah I can see that as a sufficient reason to be labelled as Suspect#by both the Empire and by a majority of normal Pau'ans really#that doesn't stop her feeling personally victimised#anyway now they can be ~slaving collar buddies~
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tl;dr the last 24 hours:
roommate & i have decided we will, in fact, be getting the fuck out of utah.
but where the fuck out that will be, we have almost no clue.
& so the quest begins.
#(roommate is just like. existentially exhausted by Being Here. & i totally get it. that's a reasonable response.)#(& the funny thing is i'd also been feeling like i Wanted to Be Not Here but i hadn't figured out how to tell roommate about this)#(but then literally the next day he's like yeah so i feel like i maybe want to be Not Here? so like. i think we will be Doing That.)#so i pitched the idea of meeting up later this week to order some takeout dinner & make a Big Ol' List of must-haves & would-like-to-haves#& then start Doing Research & looking into whereabouts fits a sufficient amount of the bill & therefore might warrant an in person vibechec#so yeah lol hi friends do any of you like & recommend the united state you are currently living in#is it culturally & legislatively progressive enough that disabled people like roommate feel like they are generally Given a Shit About#at least more so than here lol#prior to 2020 census redistricting our federal congressperson was a man who wrote a book abt how The Liberals are 'whiners weenies & wimps'#an Extremely Normal Mormon Republican Man#such jesus very compassion
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Also my dad is having surgery on his heart on Wednesday bc the radiation treatments caused his heart murmur to get worse and leaving it alone isn't an option.
#meanwhile I'm still going 'i want to make muffins rn but i also want to paint doodle witj my new gouache but also i need to work on steph's#book illustrations and i have work tmrw and i hate it-' and then i feel weird abt just. acting like this is perfectly normal#i mean yes i am anxious but i cant actively BE anxious abt it#dad and ma both have more right to be anxious rhan i do and theyre seemingly not and if theyre just keeping themselves together then i have#no right to make everything about me and my feelings and fears#like. if i get upset ma will. dad idefk how he feels abt it he doesnt Seem anxious or uncomfortable or anything abt it. just matter of fact#like ok this is happening now#only thing is hes determined to finish ma's puzzle mat thing b4 hes stuck recovering and not able to do the bending and lifting and stretc#stretching etc of woodworking etc#but yeah am i worried Yes am i going to be able to process that before Wednesday at the earliest? no#idk#I'm not able to phrase this well its not like I'm being weird abt it but i dont want to make ma anxious or have her be preoccupied by worry#she wants needs whatever to be there for him and i need to be as self sufficient and not meltdown as i can#i also just dont want to examine my fears bc that makes them have weight instead of being illogical#if i dont focus on them and distract myself from worries they cant be real
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💕Wakefield 5 Minute Ship Chart💕
This was actually a lot of fun, thank you @aheathen-conceivably for the tag! 💖
Blank template beneath the cut for anyone else who might like to give this a go:
#humm yeah as far as driving the car goes#lets just pretend we're talking about the buggy#and jo and caleb are actually both pretty decent cooks#he was a bachelor living on his own for a while so i like to think he became a pretty self sufficient chef#and then jo wasn't very good at cooking at first but he taught her#you'll also notice that caleb is VERY tall compared to jo#i always imagined it that way tbh it doesn't feel right otherwise#jo is smol#and yes she will absolutely scream about bugs#she actually developed the squeamish trait in-game so it checks out#caleb laughs at her for it but he'll still squish the bugs anyway#wakefield extras#tag game
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Girls when they are hit with the overwhelming urge to be held and protected
#obligatory occasional vent post#sorry yall im feeling angsty today#like its chill!!! i will be self sufficient and i will manage on my own!!! but also itd be nice to have my own parents get mad when i told#them i was raped ya know??? like sure i managed on my own but maybe i want to feel like people arent just apathetic to my traumas#like yeah i am in fact independent and cool and pretty much all the progress ive made ive done on my own but also it might be nice to have#somebody who would be willing to beat up someone who hurt me. to have a person outside of me who could hold me and keep me safe and shelter#me from the outside world#i had a bad dream the other night#someone at school grabbed me by the leg and was dragging me#i fought them off and someone else im good friends with came and beat them up and held me and kept me safe#and that dream has single handedly opened up a gaping hole in my chest#but anyways!!!#tag rambles#im tired#im doing fine i promise#tw: vent
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hm. i think i am going to stop going to counseling. he does not understand me. he pathologizes things that are not pathological.
#purrs#the premises of counseling / therapy are that you need to have boundaries and be self sufficient and fully healed. FUCK THAT! relationships#are not transactions. we are allowed to need each other. we are allowed to blur lines. we are human and messy. our thoughts and feelings ar#PRECIOUS. im not letting go of my thoughts they mean EVERYTHING to me they are the key to the WORLD. im not letting go of redacted why on#EARTH would i stop redacteding to redacted that is HELPFUL for me. i don’t CARE about the roots. who the fuck is it hurting????? NO ONE!!!!#the way he flat out told me he agrees with my mom. bitch im done forever. im done literaly forever. i don’t know how to tell him but im don#forever. maybe it’s just my id which is what he said to me LMFAO and like maybe i just don’t like being uncomfortable or facing hard truths#but i don’t fucking think it’s TRUE!!!!!!!!!! yeah i need to grow yeah i have unhealthy behaviors. but i don’t need to let go of the whole#THING bc of some arbitrary transactional concept of what relationships are supposed to be / mean. ive NEVER had a counselor try to uproot t#the whole damn thing like omg what is WRONG with you. i#im paying this man $25 a week to UNDERSTAND me and not ONCE have i felt understood by him. counselors can disagree with me but i literally#never feel like he is on my side. he’s adhering to conventional ideas about what parents are supposed to be and friends are supposed to be#and work is supposed to be etc etc. and so patronizingly said just enjoy being 23 you don’t wanna waste your 20s! FUCK YOU. i will not#regret anything even if it’s unusual. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!#and also i know he probably watches back thru the recordings and has like his supervisor and professors watch them too which means that#there is a whole team of scientists + my family studying me in a lab and thinking im insane and finding ways to tell me. but fucking bold o#him to assume he can give me any meaningful valuable insight when he is actively checking his laptop / phone during our sessions and rarely#if eve gives me a chance to drive MY OWN CONVERSATION THAT IM PAYING FOR and is so phony abt being on the recording. like Omg. maybe im jus#grown out of it. it fucking SUCKS bc i actually have things i am not normal about and really need help with and i can’t actually get help f#from ppl whose job it is to fucking help me bc they think im not normal about things i PROMISEEEE i am normal about. and the way i effectiv#effectively told him that and he responded that he can’t take that credibly bc there’s no action behind it BY WHICH HE MEANS I HAVENT#STOPPED REDACTEDING TO ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT REDACTED IN MY WHOLE LIFE? THAT I HAVENT DECIDED IM DONE LEARNING SND GROWING AND CUT IT#OFF?????? DO YOU FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF. INSANE. the ANTITHESIS of human. we are MEANT TO BE CONNECTED. FUCK!!!!!!!!!#delete later#my old counselors challenged me and disagreed with me b it i never felt like they flat out were unwilling to meet me where i am and#compromise with me. is that not what counselors are supposed to do???? or have i just had bad counselors until now??? because im NORMAL. i#swear to fucking god. im normal. im literally normal and it is not doing ANYONE harm. what is wrong with you. GOD
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my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/
#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man#i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks#and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig#even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them-#better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them#like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it#hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders#for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee#the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want#me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so!#anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too#its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh#we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its#kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way#im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily#cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction#its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things#for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a#want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them#and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎#i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay.#.vent
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What if instead you engineered a breed of bigger lobsters to fulfill your dream of eating a giant chitinous creature?
I prefer crabs bc you can give them an honorable death by the blade, most restaurants boil lobsters alive on some assumption it improves taste and since i learned that i try to avoid it out of sympathy.
#my stuff#like they have very different nervous systems than us so it was long thought they couldn’t feel pain#but tests have shown avoidance of things that cause an electric shock so i’d say they experience pain#and they also have no trauma shock response like humans do where sufficient injury instakills us#so they boil way longer before it presumably kills them#so yeah tldr lobster specifically i will avoid eating for that reason unless i’m guaranteed it was killed beforehand
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