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I'm so conflicted whether or not I should get Veilguard, there are people are saying it's the best DA yet, 10/10 goty, there are people saying it doesn't even deserve to be called DA because the narrative is so bland and inconsequential....ughhh maybe I'll just wait a months or two for more voices
#shut up lea#who to trust????#like. this wouldn’t be a problem if I were still in school with an infinite amount of time on my hands#but quite frankly i'm not willing to sink precious hours and fucking 80 bucks into a bad experience.#yeah I think i'll just wait#do any of you here have impressions?
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Out of sight, out of - wait.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#granny wen#a-yuan#It's always fascinating how colours translate from the page to the screen.#It would probably surprise a lot of people to see what some of these comics actually look like in physical form.#My lighter colours takes about 3-4 washes before it shows up on scan which means it tends to ripple the page.#And my yellows and oranges are drastically different colours when scanned compared to the ink colour.#There's about 20 or so comics where everyone's hair is purple - because it scanned in the exact same colour as my light grey.#Wait my book is right here in front of me so I can...yeah...Comics 57-77 were indeed purple.#This is all to say - is it not fascinating how what we see is often not the full truth of what the subject truly is?#Is it not fascinating to open another episode that reminds us that despite everyone's claims they could totally spot the evil YLLZ-#-The man walks around among them for months as no more than a man haggling for deals like the rest.#It's almost as if he's just a person. It's almost as if none of us - no matter what we do are really anything more than just a person.#Your good acts will be overtaken by how other's interpret you in negative light.#Just as easily are people willing to forgive crueler actions if they hold you in high esteem.#But what's real? Is the page I hold the real version of this comic? Is it the one you look at?#Is the man known as Wuxian the most himself when he is alone or on the battlefield?#Perhaps he is and has always been a scared orphan boy lost in the market.#I think there is no good answer to any of these questions.#But I do know that panic rising in WWX as he frantically looks for A-yuan was for more than one boy.#To be human is to have layers around a delicate center. We only really grow around our wounds from childhood.#In other words; Donkey from Shrek would also probably call Wei Wuxian an onion. I'll see myself out now.
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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A place to rest.
#i nearly died drawing all the materials around him#i had to make a reference sheet just for them#also i think tfh might be the first appearance of the star fragments?#since in ss they were just gratitude crystals#though granted there are some statues in the mm observatory that look awfully similar#between that and the outfit system‚ it's surprising to see how many concepts were carried over into botw#these cicadas are modeled after the sand cicadas in ss#i love the cicada tree in Hytopia#something about it just hits right#my art#hm...yeah i'll tag it as#LU Doppelgänger AU#lu legend#i'm glad i made this in advance since finals are currently killing me#subtle signs that you need rest: you start imagining your fav fictional characters getting some sleep#hoping to get the next fic in the series up soon but it might have to wait until i'm done with exams
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AUGH I’d love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think she’d like; “devolve” over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O
ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go
act 3:
act 5:
#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well#isat#isat spoilers#odile loops au#day 108#isat odile#i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it#edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION#I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this#I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated#Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore#dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp#But by act 5 she's just speedrunning#Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test#act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously#tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time#anyways wait how long has it been since I posted#(sees date of last post) OH. um#sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting#will I post more from now on? No promises <3#Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3#isat au
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Those who think Lloyd avoids thinking with his heart until it smacks him in the face aren't wrong, but have you met Javier "i am feeling many things and i will simply Not Worry About That Right Now" Asrahan?
#yeah lloyd pretends he's all tough even to himself#but when he admits javier is his friend and that the Fronteras are his family he Commits To It#but JAVIER#sees so many things and has weird feelings about it and just goes 'well. we'll think about this later'#his young master suddenly disappears but his mana is still around? I Will Just Leave And Never Ask#his young master gets hit by an angel? Wait That Guy Is My Friend And Apparently My Real Master In My Heart#javier is more emotionally in tune but like. wait whats that one quote-#Javier: 'I'll keep all my emotions right here and then one day I'll die'#my tged posts
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it has occurred to me that it is truly preposterous that I, the Maker Of A Ridiculous Number Of AUs, have never yet played that ask game that's like "send me an ask with a character pairing and an AU and I'll write 3 sentences"
anyway, send me an ask with a character pairing (or just some characters) and an AU and I'll write probably way more than 3 sentences
#ask game#wait now I have to elaborate don't i#ok ok so#AU ask game#i'll do ship stuff for... yeah basically any ship i've mentioned on here before (too many to list haha)#(and if you're not sure about one you can still send it! I might just write a not-shippy ficlet if I don't really ship it.)#and i'll do ANY non-ship character combinations!#any they don't even need to have met in canon! I will gladly write cracky character interactions#or normal ones too lol#and any kind of AUs are ok too#canon-divergence or wildly-different-canon or not-even-in-the-canon-universe or even maybe a crossover#but it doesn't need to be anything crazy either! like if you just want an obitine coffee shop au or something that's fine too#ok I think at this point I might be rambling#anywayyyyy please send me asks I'm trying to procrastinate on other things
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I won't write this because I'm still in a rut and I have other things to catch up on, but fun AU idea: famous person x normal person AU, except the normal person lives under a rock and has no fucking clue who the famous one is
#the fact that I am finding little plot bunnies again (that i'll inevitably do nothing with) is a good sign!!!#I just hope that the actual words are on their way soon too.#but anyways maybe May's. like. a pokemon ranger who spends most of her time out with no cell connection#but she has to come into Lilycove or somewhere to restock and the Grand Festival happened a couple days ago#and yk. she's wandering the city and enjoying being back around people for a while and all that#and then there's some sort of meet-cute. maybe like Notting Hill. wandering (cough trespassing) in the park at night#and Drew's there because he gets privacy and May's there because she misses being out in nature or whatever#and they meet somehow and she thinks he looks vaguely familiar but she can't place it and doesn't really care#and Drew introduces himself. and he sort of stares for a minute. waiting for her to react.#and she knows she should know him but she doesn't so she bluffs like 'oh you're like a radio host or an author or something! right?'#Drew‚ newly crowned Top Coordinator in the city's Grand Festival two days ago: '...something like that‚ yeah'#and shenanigans ensue idk#she sees his face on a magazine the next day while she's out with fuckin. idk. Gary or whoever else would also be a ranger#and she sees it and is like 'oh hey that's the radio host I met in the woods last night :)'#and Gary's like 'I'm Sorry What. for multiple reasons let's back up there for a second'#and I chose Gary instead of Ash because we all know Ash wouldn't have any damn clue who Drew is either 😭#to me Ash is like one of those guys who can name every linebacker but thinks Jennifer Coolidge is a politician or something#he can tell you everything about every gym leader and pro battler and champion etc. he has also Seen Two Commercials™ for contests.#anyways. it's more of a vague premise than a plot but at least I'm back to 'imagining premises I'll never write'.#and that's better than how I've been doing with writing lately!#and like. earlier today I went to the farmer's market opening day in the rain and got brunch#and I gave myself a genuine day off (...mostly)#and IT TURNS OUT that when you're burnt out‚ taking breaks actually helps you feel better. who'd've thought!!!
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Toxic yuri enjoyers need you ratmonky!
funny enough i do have an alt account to write female character x reader stuff with similar tags included what i've written here on this blog. those fics are like... practically for unknown characters and my account personality is also so different lol
i don't write lesbian stuff here that much just because it doesn't get enough engagement and i get discouraged thinking that they're bad. so i only or usually post mainstream characters like makima here
you'd be surprised just how much i abuse the cannibalism, stalking and gun/knife play tags lmao
maybe i'll post stuff here too but like i said i'm comment/engagement operated
#monkytalk#i say all this but all it takes it one person more than often for me to get passionate about writing#anywayyyyy i have so many alt accounts but this one is the most popular one cuz i think most of the stuff i write are more mainstream???#also i got a text from my partner saying 'yeah I’m definitely dating a maniac my favorite maniac' i think that explains me well#'Love my unhinged obsessed gf' cont#anywayy maybe i'll start just writing myself x reader soon#wait oh yeah i've done that too#i used to have a 'boyfriend blog' where i was writing what i'd do to my girlfriend roleplaying as a guy yep...#lost my password tho & got locked out of that damn blog just before i hit 10k i was so pissed now all my sweets are lonely... waiting for m
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Ok, I thought I'd make one of these too. Mostly to show off my fics. Not masterpieces but I like them. Should I put a little * next to my personal faves..? Yeah why not.
Sherlock & Co:
Ghost of a Christmas Present *
Cutesy Christmas fic in which John is a dummy and loses Sherlock's gift and has to find a worthy replacement asap. 4k, G.
Untethered *
Big angst. John's out with friends when he recieves some very worrying texts from Sherlock. (don't make me say it.) 8k, M.
I won't lose you, will I?
The boys split up while chasing a suspect. Sherlock hears a gunshot. Angst ensues. 3k, T.
One evening, two blankets
A quiet moment, in 221b. Sherlock is sad, for no reason. John checks on him. 1k, G.
If I didn't know before *
Obligatory post-dancing men fic! After the confrontation with Slaney, Sherlock thinks John is scared of him. John thinks Sherlock just needs his space. 14k, T.
Acd Holmes:
"Last Words"
Whump. After a disagreement with Watson, Homes goes out to test a theory on his own. Hours pass. He should've been back by now. Watson starts to worry. 10k, T.
Ehem anyway if you like one of my fics and feel like uh sharing your thoughts you should totally do that I love reading them and I'll probably end up yapping about said fic probably ehem yeah what who said that
Sh&co fic recs here. My GO fics + Sh&Co Mailbag questions list + some of my Sh&Co theories and reactions under the cut
Good Omens
It's Aziraphale's turn to think Crowley is dead. Set in an imagined S3. 2k, T.
Tiny fic inspired by a theory I had for how they'll save the world in S3. 800w, G.
Little curse threatens to kill Aziraphale in minutes. Aka I saw the Every spoiler and tried to put it in context. Obviously written before S2. 1k, G.
Sherlock & Co Mailbag Questions
Part 1 (1-10)
Sherlock & Co live reactions
The Red Circle: 1 2 3 4
The Resident Patient: 1 2 3
The Sign of Four: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
The Three Gables: 1 2 3
The Veiled Lodger: 1 2
Black Peter: 1 2 3
Wisteria Lodge: 1 2 3
The Norwood Builder: 1 2 3 4
Lady Frances Carfax: 1 2 3
Charles Augustus Milverton: 1 2 3
[If you're asking yourself why there's more stuff after this - mostly so I can come back in 5 years when all these are vague memories and look nostalgically over them.]
Other episode-specific reactions
Mailbag 9 thoughts (the trolley problem)
Sign 6 - Sherlock's jealous and I get it
Sign 6 - meme
Sign 8 - meme
Sign 9 - trust scene
Sign 10 - further thoughts
Blac 1 - ily John + he's pinned to the wall!
Wist 3 - spider web
Norw 2 - meme
Lady 3 - love sorry proud
My theories & predictions
Chas 1 - wrong name punch meme (not op)
John will get blamed for Sherlock's death
How I'd handle the hiatus (not op here)
John told Sherlock he loves him (before Shos)
Comas exist (not feeling this one anymore)
Freaking out over ominous announcement
Fina on April 1st lol (bonus, in tags: when i *actually* think they'll do fina)
Dunno how to feel about Mary + predictions
Oh Mary's dying next episode isn't she
Next adventure after Sign 👀 + update
Mycroft or Moriarty crumbs when :( + update
One fear (not a theory)
Complaint turned theory about Norw p4
I'm gonna be honest idk how updated I'll keep this under-the-cut part. We'll see.
#pinned post#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#fanfic#fanfiction#guess there's also a bit of#acd holmes#and uh#good omens#..yeah#what else#theories#reactions#that's probably it#you know I've actually had this in my drafts for almost three months#i think i was kinda waiting to be done with the post-dancing men one..?#and then i had a lot to say about norw and i didn't wanna clog the tag :))#but yeah yayyy finally I'll have a pinned post too :]#ah ok wait for untethered i should probably add#tw sui ideation#<- Tumblr suggests this tag.#ok well for the others just look at their respective tags but yeah#okok I'm done ok I'll post it finally ahaha :D
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ah! before i forget, i hope you all have a wonderful celebration & happy new year!!! i hope you get to have some nice time w your friends like i have :] be sure to keep yourselves safe amidst the fun <3
#it's always mildly amusing to me when the new year just lands in the Middle of the week. what a world!#jestersvaguely#but yeah i'm. well. this year has officially been possibly the worst year of my life#and it's not something that can change overnight. but there are many things to look forward to in this coming year#that i've just been waiting for. and i truly hope i'll have the chance to enjoy them to their fullest#as well as reconnect with people i've been meaning to... although it will definitely be difficult with how much i'll have to do next year#but it's important to me! if we've spoken before i really can guarantee that i still think of you; very fondly. & i'd like to show that :']
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I don't know how to say this without coming across like I'm bragging about being morally superior (I'm not) but whever a Direct or an E3 thing or whatever happens and I see people discuss what they will and what they won't buy I'm just like. We're never getting out of this hole huh.
The idea of a Switch 2 disgusts me. The neverending train of slight technological upgrades for playthings at direct cost of the lives of the people who mine for it and work to build it is disgusting. The idea of people even considering paying for it is insane to me. Before you ask yes I was also disgusted by the 3DS and Wii U the Switch is not special. IF I buy the Switch 2 it'll be years from now secondhand, likely after they've already stopped producing it, as I did with my 3DS. I'll def miss new Zelda games and other games that I'd find fun and will play them years later if at all, but like. Who cares. There's such a massive backlog of great video games on the Switch alone, why the hell would I shill out for a new system so I can buy new games as they come out? Nintendo is not getting a dime from me.
And all these overpriced €60+ games and endless mediocre spin-offs and 'HD' re-releases or subscription services to play games that are decades old, like. It's fucking criminal to me. I'm not paying Nintendo for that and it's insane to me that ppl are. I did not pay Nintendo for a single Zelda game I played. I pirated them, bought them secondhand, or in the case of Age of Calamity, played it on my friend's account for free. I watched people rush to buy Echoes of Wisdom at the full €60 price as soon as it released much the same way you'd watch lemmings dive off a cliff. I waited a few months and got it secondhand for half the retail price. It's a game that's like maybe a sixth the scale of BOTW and it's retailing only about €10 cheaper, and we KNOW it's not worth that, we all know and complain about it, and then people pre-order it anyway??? It's just insane to me.
All this while there's a thriving indie game scene where you can get brilliant games for a fraction of the price or entirely for free. Ppl are paying €60 for a game when Undertale is on Steam for €10. Literally why the fuck would you do that.
Like I'm truly not trying to be all morally superior here, I run a damn LOZ blog, I am not immune to large unethical media franchises (or poor financial decisions, for that matter), but the sheer ubiquity of it. The fact that no matter how much anyone complains about broken game releases or unethical business practices every single goddamn cash grab will still make millions if not billions of dollars. That ppl can't even simply wait a few months to buy a game secondhand, that the idea of not playing the latest installment in a popular game franchise they like is so unbearable they'll play it regardless of quality, buy it overpriced, buy a whole damn useless new game console just to keep up with future releases... It's so disheartening to me. We're never fucking getting out of this hole are we.
In conclusion: consider putting the money you would've spent on the Switch 2 or The Legend of Zelda: Link's Asscrack or whatever on indie games on itch.io instead.
#I just keep thinking about that one post quoting some weird article about buying a shitty Taobao mouse pad#Where the author went 'I know it's bad and stupid but I'll continue buying cheap trinkets I don't need'#'I just can't resist the siren's call of shitty Taobao trinkets'#And that one comment someone left on it that was like#'Perfect illustration of the western need to endlessly consume at the expense of the environment and global south'#And yeah fuck man. It sure is#Westerners are not the only ones Nintendo is Japanese obviously#But like. The endless consumerism of the imperial core that even leftists seem reluctant to part with#Again. I am not special or some enlightened zero-waste person or whatever#But like. U can't even wait to buy it secondhand? Can't consider not buying it at all?#It's bleak and depressing#Anyway. Done being a downer now#My posts
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sorry for the radio silence of the past few days. life has a way of not just kicking me while i'm down, but letting the heavens open and adding a pouring rain too. tho right now it's actually snow, but that's neither here nor there.
i'm working on moving blogs. the new one's almost all set up, and i'll advertise on here when i move it all over. i will, however, be moving every muse to a single blog multi--meaning there will be marvel, dragon age, and bg3 (characters from those 3 for sure, but also aus for skyrim, fallout, and others) all on one blog. i'm working out tags for folks to block and it should be very easy to do so, but i very much understand if that's not the vibe. i, personally, need one blorbo writing space in these trying times. so, for threads and asks, if you follow me over there, i'll take it as continued interest and keep the thread/ask and answer in a jiffy. if not, no hard feelings, i totally get it.
#[ general ] ooc.#[ general ] psa.#[ i don't think i'll get it all done today i need to go fight photoshop ]#[ and i currently have a headache from the storm ]#[ so that may be a no go idk but probably by this weekend ]#[ i thought i'd wait and do all this other stuff and then realized i'm just making myself miserable with arbitrary rules ]#[ and this is. a hobby ]#[ so yeah. this is the week methinks ]
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ok sorry for whining. i have hope that a happy adult life is possible for me; i will keep working & keep having hope
#txt#this might sound corny but i was really happy reading the new rook content & i realized i havent been that happy in months which is why i#but i cant just Hit Da Bricks right now bc i have a vacation coming up + also want to get pto to pay for my top surgery recovery time. which#- it will i just dont have the surgery appointment yet#but anyway after that i want to find a new job.#they r actually thinking of making a new position at my work that i would likely get if i applied for & it sounds a lot better but im#- certainly not going to Wait for it. just might mean a change to this plan#but anyway after getting surgery i want to get a motorcycle license bc i wanna get places but hate cars lolol#and then i want to get my own apartment. by that time i hope i'll have a job that pays a little more and that gives me more time to relax#- and be creative#so yeah that's my 5 year plan lol. ideally many fewer years than that. maybe the 5 year thing is moving somewhere warm#in the meantime i want to hang out with online friends more; take more walks; draw more and try to fit more relaxation time into my schedule#that's another thing i look forward to about having my own place. the house i live in now has a balcony & i really hope to have one wherever#- i live
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really gotta say. not a fan of norman. dude has to be one of the worst dads in pokemon and the bar is already pretty low 💀
#to being said i have not made it to the black and white arc yet so ghetsis might just beat that record but so far? its norman#pokespe#like as many jokes as i make about Giovanni being a shit dad the dude does actually care about his son#yeah he is not a good person nor do i think he is supposed to be written like a good person however#Giovanni still like actively cares about his son Ruby's dad in the meantime just keeps#just keeps hitting me with fhe exact opposite thing you would think a dad would do#yeah yeah yeah let me train my son and be emotionally disconnected from him so i can train him to go through a really dangerous tower with a#a really dangerous pokemon yeah yeah yeah wait? my son hates? ok so like I'll get another kid that#that i did not want to train to begin with and only wanted to be a good trainer and make him climb the tower even though he already#has problems breathing go climb the dangerous o zone tower go go go
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it's just me and my little pot of tea against the horrors
#what horrors you ask? words#i do think it's funny how one moment i want to burn it to the ground and the other i'm like yeah okay maybe i'll just jot this down#i should probably do like 10 other things but nah#better not poke that bear if i can help it#when is it considered rude to send a follow-up email though i wonder#anyway i'm good at waiting
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