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#yea im not sure its done like this#idk how to do this#i tried lmao#anw PLS GOO WATCH GOMENS S2#WE DESPERATELY NEED A S3#good omens#good omens s2#good omens s2 spoilers#michael sheen#david tennant#aziraphale#crowely
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the weight of family and the pull of gravity
#those are song lyrics listen im running out of dramatic one liners to use as captions HGFJKD#i like the DRAMA!! the DEVASTATION!!!! if it doesnt feel fitting to the emotional weight i feel then i will DISINTEGRATE ON THE SPOT#the pic looks more saturated as i post it than it does in photoshop so hmmmgh not sure how the balance will be? c'est la vie it's j for me#u can rip those fuckign birds from my cold dead hands. i wont give them up. sleepie made fun of me for my bird motifs BUT I LIKE THEM#I NEEDED THEM FOR THE COMP IT GGRGAGAHAHHH#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#twst spoilers#ch 7 spoilers#oh yea i wanna make an animatic to that song once ch7 is done. maybe.. i fucking HATE making animatics but its SOOOOO SILVER#blame lettie its her fault#suntails
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theme progress...
#im gonna say this nicely....#i dont really like it lmaoo#its better but i wanna like it!!#i need more art for sure#im thinking of using an actual pixel art tool to see if i can get the header to look nicer#so ig ill do that for now#since i dont feel like doing anything else for this#webdev#but yea once i get at least the collection button set up and the profile ig ill start asking more people to get on here to mess around#and give me feedback#if i stop messing around i could probably have this done before next month#but...i must game#and also after work i rarely wanna code so yea#but having more people would def help with more consistent work#cause since its just me and a friend i have on here#im just going at my own pace for the most part#which is fine rn#but like id like to go faster in the future#web game
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who in the torchwood team would hate nardole the most.
#torchwood#doctor who#nardole#dr who#dw#cannot figure it out#the one (1) thing im sure of is this: andy and nardole would get along SO well. they would LOVE each other. they meet like‚ ONE time in the#presence of at least one torchwood team member & like INSTANTLY hit it off in the background while whoever it is investigates smth and when#theyre done they come back to find nardole nd andy having a very quietly intense discussion abt smth extremely mundane & the team member#is like that photo of ben affleck with a cigarette. & then gwen finds out later that nardole and andy meet up every week to play mah-jong#also nardole would NOT fuck andy theyre just friends. and both of them get defensive if anyone ever suggests it.#in particular nardoles response is: (in a high and mighty tone of voice) 'actually. i dont sleep with cops thank you.' andys like 'whats#that supposed to mean' (a little offended) and nardoles like 'no a-dog its just a bit too messy for me‚ what with the legal system and all.#i dont do lawyers either. beyond clingy you know how it is' and andys like 'yea you know what thats reasonable i guess'#ari opinion hour#also andy DOES NOT KNOW THIS but thats the only thing preventing nardole from trying to fuck him like a bird doing one of those#weird ass mating displays. thank god for this also because it means we are all spared from whatever That would be (which‚ awkward‚ mostly)#ALSO YES NARDOLE WOULD HAVE A NICKNAME FOR ANDY BY THE END OF THAT FIRST CONVERSATION. IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY.
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Everyone needs to see him. I’ve sent him to all my friends. I sent him to my brother. I sent him to my aunt. I’ll show him to my therapist. Now he is here,
catboy mobster
#im so fucking happy about him. one of the best things ive ever drawn#he’s a maine coon!!! beeg fluffy boy#kibbits i am giving you a big fat looney tunes smooch#thank you for this mental image. i could not rest until he was done#i’m queing him and going straight to bed fhgkhjfjd#eyndr does art#oc#i guess?? yea??? yes he is a new character djkhhjjdf no idea if i’ll ever draw him again#but good golly i sure do love him#he needs a name so i can tag him hang on#mr coon??? not only is he a maine coon but purhaps he also runs a tycoon djgkhjfdg#first name.. Vito#vito like vitality cause cats have 9 lives :]#oc vito coon#catboy#mobster#catboy mobster#idk what else to tag this with its 4am im too sleepy for this fjhkdhdjg i used my last braincell on his name
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we are so back..
#ivy laidir#art#doodles#shout out to my pinterest board love you babe#like do i like the lords of fortune casual wear? yea . but also there is so much fun to be had in coming up with something that fits your#protags vibe better . so much fun thinking of their personality and the little things#its so tempting to do more.. like winter wear . formal .im having putting them into scenarios thats for sure#anyway 4am i need to go to Bed#im going to work on their backstory doc tomorrow and get my refs for them done <3
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tinies from yestersay whats up with me doodlig in the worst art programs known to man ive done this with other things in the past too
#this program was like an acctual night mare to work in though#u see that box? yea it just appeared randomly#and it merged all my layers and also. locked them to position so#you cant color very good in this program which made me testing out maeda's eyes in my style incredibly difficult#literally couldnt even finish it was so sad#he comes mostly unscathed though.....#micetalk#doodles of the spine#sucks tho bc i DID really really like this pen.#like a fucking large amount#pen pressure doesnt really work on magma and ibis it's exclusive to stylus#i do not Have a stylus. i use my fucking fingers#what a cruel messed up world#hajime#i should tag me sona.. bc i will probs post the things i do with him sometimes#uhm#mouse mice mouhhh#nagito my darling#chiaki the wifey#clothing is hard to design when ure just Spitballing and not looking at anything#bc i just wanted to try her hair honestly#wondering if i should chnage it drastic or no for magikink au im not sure#i am not goin g to tag said au idgaf it's not centered its not GETTING IT. GET OUT!#strawpage has done wonders for my posting nervies#forced helplessness into bravery... its okay..... u can look at my works that i mainly keep 2 myself...
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walking in to rephrase my thoughts from discord but i was just thinking about tiger getting checked up by his ripper n yknow one could consider tiger a 'borg in cyberpunks terms sure hes not super insane looking like smasher, he likes looking human and theres almost an art to having all these enhacements and reinforcements all neatly tucked away for no one to see yes you have the obvious visible cyberware on his face, his body, the tail but its nowhere near as extreme as you see elsewhere at times, hell, look at someone from maelstrom
all in all he looks.. tame, very stylized sure but you might not exactly expect this all going on in there
#theres definitely a humm to him when its real quiet and you rest your head on his chest#would usually hear the cyberware idling#n sure... something to be said about cyberpsychosis or what have you but i think the way its done in lore is kind of. lame#i like to imagine it with alittle more nuance#highly dependant on the person and how fast you install it all#i think after a certain point yes your body or mind cannot handle any more but theres more fun ways to show this#that arent just super murdering everyone#tiger is a big guy without all of that tech. hes built and healthy so i think that sets a higher baseline#more space to build on and more options to push further up#without him being in any danger#and all of this cyberware was installed gradually over years with his ripper's watchful eye#making sure it all works#doesnt conflict or affect tiger negatively#and yea i admit it. its overpowered perhaps. but im playing touys and if theres someone like smasher looking like that being perfectly fine#well. tiger is allowed#tiger#my ocs#i also think its just a fun aspect to have this mechanical noise alongside the organic heartbeat
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Sometimes i look at the orv fandom and feel extremely envious because they get a good novel where the het romance™ isnt shoehorned at the end of the novel for the sake of 'MC needs love interest and i need to make it known that this guy is straight and loves women' and they get a faithful manhwa adaptation with stunning visuals
#teh talks#like. I literally recommended tg3d to my irl friend back then because it was fucking good!! I loved the humor!! I loved lloyds character!!#But now im just grimacing whenever i have to talk abt the manhwa because like yea. Ever since ep 105 its been shit!!!!#Stop reading the manhwa after youre done with ep 104!!! Please!!! Just start reading the novel after that!!!!#Im a broken record constantly repeating the same complaint over and over. And guess whos fault is that cus it sure asl isnt mine.
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#ever sit like a corpse in your own body?#im doing a job i wasnt designed for. theres this funny thing we do in academia where we beg for money. write in consise phrasing why we#deserve funding. what it is about our project what it is about our personhood that makes us deserving. what we're doing in our present to#give back and ensure a better future. and i can pull together a description of a nervous kid who couldn't read but loved to learn anyway.#who didnt kno how to hold proper a conversation until college and so tried and got better at ppl. who wouldnt let a language problem get in#the way of information gain. who cares about making complicated info visually digestible. and that's a nice story. but it falls apart when#projected into the future. what r u doing for the future? im just trying to continue existing#dont u want to help other ppl like u? sure but i dont have anything nice to say to them. does it ever get easier? no. it probably never will#ur brain was not built for reading. sometimes things r just terrible and u have to accept that. develop a crippling mental disorder or do#something where u dont have to read. see. not helpful. bad attitude. im just too full of blood and broken glass. all my achievements r#stained red and it hurts to look at them. to get myself to function i have to squeeze so tight i can feel the strain in my head. and even#then its not enough. do u kno what its like to spend ur whole life building something only to watch it burn to ashes in front of u? just a#broken machine rotting away underground where no one will see it. but dont let things fester. speak up if somethings wrong. and say what?#lmao i wrote this last night and then today when my advisor was like: hows it going? do u feel like u have enough time to get everything#done? and i had the gall to be like *voice strained high to prevent crying* its alright i think ive got enough time. bc yea technically i#think there r enough hours in yhr day that if i really tried i could get it all done. but that doesn't count the time i spend laying with#thr absolute desolation of my mind. so no. there isnt enough time bc im not doing well. but there's nothing he can do abt it so ya kno#whats the point in talking abt it except to say ya sorry im such a wretched miserable person. i dont kno how to fix it. my enthusiasm is#hidden under layer upon layer of pain. i burnef out before even getting here and im only making it worse#but whatever ill see my therapist Tuesday#unrelated
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palia fandom i am so sorry in advance for what i'm about to do when i get the will to draw . (Jel babygirl pose)
#blaire.txt#i want to draw like normal fanart of him too because i ADORE him. but . yea h.#i still need to play more palia and like. progress further with friendship#im still level 2 with Jel to my absolute dismay because im awful at gifting and the current thing he's asked for this week is. i dont know#where to find it . its an eyeless minnow and im not sure where to find it. rip#and romance is LEVEL 3 FRIENDSHIP AND ONWARDS ONLY </3#i am speedrunning.#ANYWAYS yes im a homosexual but jel is absurdly gendery and a very pretty man#also i love him just in general like. his whole character. appeals to me so much#the silly#also he is SO transmasc to me. and bisexual but him being at least m-spec is basically canon considering the player isn't actually gendered#which is a BREATH OF FRESH AIR#OKAY IM DONE RAMBLING but#we need more jel content .#i also want to draw Jina Hassian and Reth as well!! they are also my favorites...#Kenyatta too!!!
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too awake to nap, too asleeb to do shit. this is how chronic fatigue turned my life into a living hell
#chronic fatigue#i dont have cfs (afaik) (p sure)#but i have some sort of chronic fatigue issues#and im SOO tired of being tired !!!#like i want to get work done yea but also i just want to enjoy my hobbies and go outside and take good care of myself and shit#but im so so so so constantly eepy#i think its a combo of depression+bad sleep schedule partially caused by dspd+diabetes related low energy#but idk man#aphelion.txt
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Like possibly hot take but I find the Thing with Fitz and. The Fiol, one could say, to be much MORE interesting held within a context that respects Fitzs historical social attitude and sexual politics. Im sorry if the guy that got lynched to death at 15 is a little weird about the idea of being contexualized as a homosexual in Medeval Public. And anyways treating their Unrequited Requited deal as the crazy one sided situation it is makes everything about Little Mx Gayboy Moth To The Flame Mount Rushmore Behavior 'Yeah I guess if i expected you to call me beloved I really am a fool' soo much more interesting. Honey I know you quite literally have to be here but for sure you can do this without hurting yourself so much. Right. Right. Wait not like that.
#yea i finished golden fool#obsessed with the fatherhood of it all. and the witted storyline had me sooooo#out of all the 800 page books i read where Literally Nothing At All Haplens this was the best one. love it please don't make me live throug#Events.#anyways im sitting the fool down to waych big eden like THIS IS WHAT WE DO WITH REPRESSED MIDDLE AGED FATHERS WHO PLAY W OUR FEELINGS OK#this is very aro behavior of me like of course its not something you can shke off or make good decisions about#i STILL get guilt dreams of my ex sometimes and i wasnt even in love w her rly.#but also Girl. girl. surely Some things can be done#or at least you can. again. not carve his exact face four foot tall on a seperate living being. for a face. while exclaiming love public
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just started fear & hunger, met d'arce, she talked about jesus 2.0, called me a peasant, and overall just seemed very nasty. as you may have guessed, im obsessed
#shes. so bad. a literal missionary. i know i shouldnt say this about a missionary but shes just a poor meow meow#havent even played her intro yet but im sure whatever horrible things she has done havent been her fault#also god why are all the playable characters so cunty#also i have GOT to cosplay either mercenary or the guy with a miniskirt so short you can probably see his cock and balls#also im having a BLAST with the game#yea i died about a billion times during the 3 hours i played it but it was so fun and theres so much stuff and cool things#theres things i really dont like or agree with but god its a good game#its better than what i thought it would b based on what ppl have said#a fucking solo dev game!#leevi liveblogs
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last anf post for the night but damn. a lot of what was discussed in the story rlly reflects some things ive been thinking deeply abt as of late. esp the whole theme of choices and there is no right choice, there is the choice you make and how you live with it and there are a million possibilities but if you get so caught up in those possibilities you only miss out so be messy and reckless and pick up the pieces later bc it all falls into place. not everything is permanent but everything moves you into where you need to be. and yea
#correction for next tag: taichi and touma*** its 1am and im running on 5hrs#also i love hiw taichi and ichinose had to take some time to get together#like im sure they dated other ppl in that time and grew and actually came together when they were older and healed.#i really do love when stories don't just have characters always stay with their first love. bc thats really never a good thing#nothing wrong with going back to ur first love after trial and error. i do think someones first love is incredibly special most of time#and yea. idk. blue flag was what it was but overall it was incredibly thought provoking to me. really reflected a lot#when i first read it 2 years ago a lot went over my head but as ive grown and done many of the things the main cast has and sat with it and#made peace. the more and more the story hit#sleep
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well for starters he couldve believed what she told him <3
He never noticed it
#like yea he couldnt have killed him but he couldve at least believed her#and stopped bein all buddy buddy with him#like yall come on LOL#OP im so sorry that u posted a shitpost that lead to discourse#oh and he couldve at least tried to install a lock on her door somehow#what could he have done <- someone who is not willing to at least try at all to make the situation better#like should we stand around and do nothing then?#even if u can only do a bit or only just emotionally support someone its better than absolutely nothing#ohh what could we have done <- not taking responsibility as a leader#anyways mouthwashing fandom finding new and intuitive ways to make sure men are not at fault
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