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they should put cat ears on this motherfucker and call him nYan.
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following up on vic's yan kita proclamation (legally binding) the other night i opened my yazuka!osamu wip—titled uh-ohnigiri dot docx—and came across a bit where kita is actually very scary and controlling and i'm ngl to u all it did something for me
#men who are calm when they're angry and rule in a quiet way... like nobody questions it#everyone defers to him without question because they KNOW#that fic is like the MOST yandere thing i have ever written#kidnapping and stockholm syndrome levels of yanposting
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i admit and acknowledge i'm addicted to the thrill of being co dependent and don't plan on doing anything about it.
however i am also deep in my healing era
#🕯️‧ yanpost#yanblr#yan blog#irl yandere#bpd thoughts#actually bpd#bpd#bpd fp#yan#yancore#bpd problems
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i want to keep you in a little room all to myself, so you’re truly mine. i’ll take such good care of you, i’ll be so good for you, shh shh shh don’t struggle please don’t leave me my love please
#literally love sick posts#hyperromantic#obsessive love#lovesick#obslove#hyperrose#yandere coping#yanposting#tw yandere
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everyone who thinks he belongs with someone other than me is digging their own grave ^_^ get in bitch
#mine#yandere#yancore#irl yandere#yanderecore#yandere vent#yanposting#OK SO APPARENTLY IM NOT ACTUALLY FINE SEEING FANART OF THEM TOGETHER AND I WANNA THROW UP REALLY BAD#WGWUGHHAGH
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you would be so pretty covered in blood
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#trauma posting#lovesick#yandere#yan#obsessive love#yanposting#actual yandere#actually yandere#actually obsessive
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isnt it rlly funny how in my mind "love" and "happiness" are one and the same and isnt it so cool that its impossible for me to love anywhere between makes me smile for a second but leaves me feeling the same bleakness the next moment or pure violent obsession with something that makes me feel alive for once in my meaningless life and isnt it awesome how even with that i still end up with an empty abyss of a heart in the end because i'll never truly know reciprocation of those feelings and since "love" and "happiness" are the same for me i'll never be happy without that love without being loved as much as i love and isnt it just wonderful that even if those feelings ever were reciprocated id probably never even believe it because ive barely ever been shown any love outside the world of screens that isnt entirely conditional and dependent on how well i can perform what someone wants from me so basically i will never feel truly loved so i will never feel truly happy and i will always feel so empty and crushed and like im drowning so much that i wish i really was drowning seriously please someone just hold me under until i stop moving please i just want to die i want to get out of here and go somewhere i'll be loved so fanatically that i wouldnt even be able to question it and im sorry but i wont be able to get there until this body's heart has stopped beating
#im so sorry to the people who followed me for my silly little yanposting not suicidal breakdowns#but ive been slowly breaking more and more for the past few years and every day im closer to completely shattering#it cant be fixed anymore so please try to accept the inevitable and just enjoy whats left of me before the time finally comes#sui tw
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claim
it must be the demonkin in my speaking but oh boy do I wanna claim him publically,
hes so s m a l l, and petite. hes 5'3 and even tho im short myself i cant help but feel hunger looking at him
he goes to the gym but has no muscles, he has wide hips. he has thin wrists id love to grab.
despite all his attempts to change it, he was made to be mounted. claimed by a bigger creature than himself.
his cocky attitude excites me even more. look at me with those big doe eyes when you swear at me. all pin you down with one hand and remove your pants with the other.
nobody will help you because everyones been waiting for your douchy attitude to be tamed. all give you what you've truly been waiting for. craving for.
#tw sa implied#tw r4p3#obsessive love#actually yandere#demonkin#yancore#irl yandere#obsessive yandere#selfawaware hornypost#selfaware yanpost#selfaware evil
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waaagghh im gonna start assigning emojis to my fixations instead of using the first letter of their name bc if they ever found my blog id be scared that theyd know who im talking ab...
iiim gonna use 🍁 for my crush & 🕷️ for my best friend (who ive been hopelessly in love with forever ;w;) ...
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it hurts to have to leave you alone after spending only a little bit of time together, my darling. i really wish i could stare at your cute face for longer. i guess staring at the pictures every chance i get will just have to suffice. i'll miss being near you, though...
i'll be back as soon as i can, dear. at the very least, i know you have your own collection of pictures of me, right? i know you'll still miss me even with those, but it could help to keep them handy.
you know, i wouldn't mind if you took more pictures of me from a distance. i'd love it a lot, actually. keep 'em coming. i wanna see proof of your devotion. i wanna see just how much you need me when you're waiting for me to come back. i wanna see if our level of obsession with each other matches. c'mon.
#vivian.rpy#bunny love#kitten purrs#ummmmm i booted up the game and started playing as a way to feel like me and milo were spending time together. it was nice#and then it hadn't even been that long when i realized i got something i gotta work on. and then i got emotional#and then i was like this post isn't complete without some proper yanposting. bring on the illness#so yeah. ummmmmmmmm. yeah
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i remember that time i got so fixated on a character i had to go cold turkey on the whole source because i would hoard and stare at their pictures for hours
what a time huh?
#🕯️‧ yanpost#yan blog#yanblr#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd fp#irl yandere#yan#yancore#bpd#bpd problems
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✭I go by Lola or Lala and use fem/nb pronouns and neopronouns.
✭if you're a bigot (transphobe, racist, zionist homophobe, xenophobe, misogynistic, etc etc) dni.
✭I am part of a very complicated system. fakeclaimers or those here to hate will be reported and blocked. i will not allow anything hateful on my page. this is a safe space for people like me. i will not engage in discourse of any kind about any aspect of me or my system, or anything else for that matter. I am set in my beliefs and being hateful will only get you reported and blocked.
✭basically, think before you speak and don't assume shit, just dont be a dick and we'll be fine. have some common fucking sense.
#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd problems#tw obsessive behavior#bpd yandere#actually obsessive#tw yandere#yan irl#yandere irl#yandere#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd meme#bpd#bpd blog#bpd thoughts#bpd things#yanposting#yandere post#bpd posting
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i dont have anyone to stalk here, this is so sad
#💌 —꒰ ‧˚ toga posting! 。˚ ꒱#literally love sick posts#yanposting#yandere#hyperrose#obslove#obsessive love#unhealthy obsession
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It's difficult dealing with so many people who think we aren't meant to be with eachother. I don't get why someone else's relationship can mean so much to bystanders. Can't you find something else to do?
#mine#yandere#yancore#irl yandere#yanderecore#yandere vent#yanposting#i just. self confidence can only get you so far. surrounded by people who are saying awful things wears me down so much#i hate them so much and i wish they never existed. its making me stronger supposedly but the only thing i feel like its actually doing is#making me violent and miserable and angry and nauseous. please stop saying those things about him#i try to block it out but its literally everywhere. this is all i have. this is ALL I HAVE. BUT IT DOESNT MATTER HUH#and it feels like theyre all against me. and the only thing i can do is cry and hate them more and more#and the only thing i can do is love him the most. but only by myself. because no one can comprehend the lengths i would go#and no one takes it seriously and appreciates that its the only thing keeping me sane and the only reason why im here rn#but then again. they dont matter do they?#i just need to permanently kill that part of me that cares what they think. because nothing else and no one else matters!! ok??
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maybe that’s what romance is anyways. is being consumed. is having bite after bite taken out of you until all that’s left is the bones. if I give and give and give maybe one day I’ll be fulfilled in turn. maybe that’s how it was always meant to be.
#being an apple would be awfully romantic don’t you think#idk ramblings#does this count as yanposting#sure#yandere#yandere aesthetic
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