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lunaavity · 2 years
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MAYBE IM IN LOVE ?!
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— "what's the problem baby? what's the problem i don't know well maybe im in love ! think about it everytime i think about it, can't stop thinking about it."
synopsis — xiao, the so called 'face of the music department' , or your crush, bumped into you! the 'beauty of the music majors'. for forgiveness, you give him a flower and run off. only for him to tweet about the incident and blow up! does the world really need to know about everything?
tropes — strangers to lovers, meet cute, kind of rom com, uni au, slightly ooc xiao (hes not that brooding and is actually open to making friends!), questionable humor and knowledge of universities. one sided love at first, fluff fluff fluff!!!
started — 7/3/2023
completed — hiatus until further notice
taglist — open! send an ask to be added :)
notes — bg au finished now for my lil pooks xiao. this is going to be mostly fluff and maybe little to no angst 💪🏻 do not look at the timestamps they are not important!!! taglist is open! send as ask/dm to be added. all eps will be tagged with #maybe im in love?!
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profiles
— the mentally ill | xiao's only friends
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chapters
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01 - accepted!
02 - thank you for the flower?....
03 - l word
04 - too much information
05 - study hard, love hard
06 - xiao's girl
07 - one eye open
08 - trust 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
09 - new bff
10 - operation : love !
11 - does he like her?
12 - hot chocolate
13 - i miss yn
14 - shes high
15 - libraries and games
16 - oh 😅😅
17 - man up
18 - thanks hutao
19 - beach night
20 - too much stuff
21 - that bad
22 - quiet*
23 - coincidence! 😁
tba
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taglist : @soobin-chois
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pigeon-noises · 1 year
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Got to thinking about the similarities my 3 favorite characters in Genshin share
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blazefirefox · 10 months
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me when lizzie freeman gals that are inhuman and who i've become severely emotionally attached to show up at the function
I've had this idea for a while now and I'm glad that it's finally done lol, watching the GlitchX livestream helped. This is also the first time I've fully drawn a genshin character (yanfei) in my style, so yay! also i gave ena weird bangs for some reason??? i might change it in the future haha. anyways take the voice actress sisters >:)
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an extra doodle of them (yanfei is offscreen and happy that pomni & ena are getting along also i didn't want to draw her again)
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siennetaaah · 8 months
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CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR TWO MALES TO PLAY XIAO OR VENTI IN AN IDOL AU RP
19 y/o female looking for a long-term, genshin impact rp group on discord consisting of 4 people (including myself): gxg + bxb or something similar. I'm currently new to rp and I'm not too knowledgeable when it comes to genshin Impact, but I'm still going to put a lot of effort into the rps. When it comes to rp plots and prompts, I usually base them off of my roleplay partners' suggestions and preferences, so don't be afraid to contribute your ideas to the plot. Preferences of mine: doubling up as I feel it adds more drama and makes the rp more interesting (e.g., a breakup, type of accidental discovery, etc.); rping in a discord server using tupperbot (tupperbot is optional); not TOO much ooc talk unless it's regarding the rp (esp if it's personal stuff or extremely inappropriate); and I have a few more, but I'm not too picky about it. Regarding nsfw, try keeping it in a private channel or dms; other than that, I'm completely fine with nsfw.
When it comes to genshin rps, I tend choose modern settings rather than canon divergences, but I'm not too picky about it. As for au's, we plan on doing an idol au. Types of relationships include: idol x bodyguard, idol x idol, idol x idol in rival group, etc. At the moment, I specifically want to rp Hu Tao x Yanfei and have the second couple be Venti x Xiao since I've always wanted to rp it.
Hmu if you're interested! Discord: siennetah
PS. I'm not always online so I apologise in advance! and make sure to introduce yourself!! (age, name, pronouns, rp info, etc)
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o0-iris-0o · 2 years
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Luminous
Xiao x reader (fem)
Chapter: 1/9
Genre: Fluff and smut, AU
Summary: After being isolated for quite some time, your close friend invites you to a concert with her. Although you planned to get back to your regular stress filled life after this outing, a stranger at the bar may have different plans for you. (OC in first chapter)
(repost from ao3)
I will probably only be posting the first chapter here. If you're interested in reading the rest, I left a link to the fic at the end.
There are more warnings and tags on ao3 for the full fic, but this chapter is somewhat clean. I provided warnings for this chapter below.
Warnings
Drinking | Drugs | Depression | 18+
"Who are we seeing again?" I ask, switching my attention from my phone to my friend who hasn't said much in the last hour.
Her eyes shoot up from her own phone as she turns to me with a troubled expression across her face, "Y/N! I told you to listen to them before we went to the show. Do you not read my texts?"
Feeling a bit guilty I shift my gaze to the short line of people in front of us, "Oh, I must have gotten so busy with work this week that I forgot." I nervously chuckle, trying to shrug it off. I did in fact have spare time this past week, but I spent the majority of it sleeping when I was off of work.
Sedna pouts at me, "Well then I'm not telling you, you'll have to figure it out yourself." She says half-jokingly.
I had agreed to come to this concert with her because we hadn't gone out together in quite some time, of course it was my own fault. I either didn't have enough spending money or I simply didn't feel like interacting with people. Although, this time she wouldn't stop begging me to go, she even went out of her way to buy me my ticket, so I couldn't back down.
Suddenly the sound of screeching tires and a blaring car horn catches the attention of both me and the crowd waiting in line. Looking over there's two cars stopped only inches away from each other in the middle of the intersection across from us. It looks as though they were mere seconds away from an awful accident. I watch as one of the cars pulls off with a very angry looking driver.
"Do people not know how to drive anymore?" Sedna says in a low voice as the line in front of us starts to move. Quickly forgetting about the horrendous accident that almost occurred, we slowly make our way to the front of the line. Sedna pulls out her phone and the ticket taker scans both our tickets, then we're on our way into the venue.
As soon as the stage is in view, I feel Sedna's fingers intertwine with mine and she begins tugging me behind her as we sprint towards the barricade. Once we secure our spot, she locks her hands to the fence and gives me a big smile, "Aren't you excited Y/N?"
I know she's trying to be as supportive as she possibly can, so I just give her a reassuring smile and nod, then watch as the crowd of people starts to flood the once empty space. The venue isn't huge compared to arenas I've been to, but it certainly isn't an underground venue either.
After a while of standing in a packed crowd the first band finally opens up, which just so happened to be the one Sedna was waiting for. Throughout the set I mostly just watch as Sedna enjoys herself, although I occasionally decide to jump in on the fun too, in an attempt to not be a mood killer.
Once their set is over and the intermission kicks in, I'm already exhausted. I'm not used to being this active anymore, "Hey, I'm going to go grab some drinks at the bar, you wanna come?"
"Oh, I really wanted to stay in for the next band. Don't let me stop you though, I'll meet you there when they're done." Sedna replies.
I nod my head and look behind me, there's absolutely no way I'm getting through this crowd. Instead of pushing my way to the back, I beckon to one of the bodyguards by the stage to lift me out. Once I'm back on my feet, I waste no time to start my search.
For a moment I look around cluelessly, I'm not familiar with the layout. I stand on the tips of my toes to try and see over the crowd of people, and I can vaguely make out a bar sign on the opposite end. Following the path around the horde of people, I finally reach my destination.
Lifting myself up onto a stool I look up at the chalkboard menu, "Damn, why are these more expensive than before?" I say under my breath.
"Tight on money, hm?" I hear a quiet, rigid voice say.
I look to the person next to me surprised they could even hear me, "Oh um, I didn't realize I said that out loud. Yeah, I guess you could say that."
The stranger turns to me, revealing his bright amber eyes and warm red cheeks, presumably from drinking. His expression seems bothered, as though he doesn't want to be here, but the more I stare at him the more I realize he's actually really attractive. Snapping me out of my thoughts he asks, "What do you like?" then gestures to the assortment of bottles in front of us.
"No, it's alright you don't—" I attempt to deflect the offer, but the stranger doesn't let me finish.
"I said, what do you like?" His question sounds more like a demand, making me feel obligated to answer.
I stop to think for a moment. Pressing my finger to my lips, I glance over to the board so I don't have to meet his sharp gaze for much longer, "I guess, anything light would be fine." I give a general answer so he can choose. I'd feel horrible if I accidentally picked one of the most expensive drinks on the menu.
I watch as he calls over the bartender, "Three rounds of tequila over ice for this one, and you can close my tab after that." The bartender takes note and starts pouring my drink while the stranger to my left finishes off what's left in his glass, "That should be enough to get the night started, yeah?"
"Thank you, I really appreciate it." I say giving a shy smile.
I watch as the bartender places a card in front of the man, sliding the card off the counter he places it into his pocket and stands up. I was expecting some sort of response after thanking him, but instead I notice him shift closer to me catching me off guard, "If you ever find yourself needing quick money, here." I watch his hand slip a small paper in front of me, and before I can say anything he's gone.
I look around a bit confused as to where he could have gone so quickly, then my attention is drawn to the piece of paper that's laying in front of me. There's nothing on the front, so I flip it over and see a phone number along with the name 'Xiao' written above it. Completely mystified, I open my bag and place the paper inside. I decide to ignore this strange experience and carry on with my night.
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Through my severe drowsiness I open my eyes and find myself stretched out across my bed. The light coming from my window practically blinds me as I lift my head. I'm still wearing the same clothes from last night, everything from my bag is dumped out across my bed, and a pack of cigarettes is laying on my stomach with only one left inside. I flop my head back down and quickly regret my actions when my head starts pounding.
Lazily I reach around for my phone and hover it over my face. While I'm reading the texts Sedna sent me explaining how she took me home last night, an email notification pops up on my screen. Curious as to what it could be, I open it and see it's an email from property management reminding me rent is due Monday, "Shit..." I mumble to myself while going to find my bank app, "One hundred mora?! Where did all my money go?" I quickly sit up, scrolling through all my recent transactions in confusion. The majority of my check went towards the many unpaid debts I've racked up, and the rest was groceries.
I throw my phone onto my bed, trying to ignore it for now, and head over to my fridge to grab some water hoping it'll ease my headache. Opening the fridge my eyes are met with an empty cold box, I shut the door not finding what I was looking for. Resting my face in the palms of my hands I lean onto my countertop, "My food is already gone, I have no money to pay for rent, and I don't get paid until Friday. Like that'll be anything with my hours already cut. What the fuck am I supposed to do?" I question myself in a rush of frustration.
My thoughts flip through possible solutions to fix this and through my hazy memory of last night, I recall the piece of paper that was given to me. I hastily head to my strewn-out bag on my bed. Moving my things around, I find the tiny paper hidden under my wallet. I quickly grab my phone and compose a new message:
Y/N: "Hey."
Y/N: "What exactly was it that you wanted me to do again?"
X: "Do you genuinely need it?"
Y/N: "I mean yeah, I'm kinda in a tough spot right now."
X: "Do you not have any other options?"
Y/N: "No, not really."
X: "You really have to consider all your options before taking my offer. There's no going back from it, not to sound dramatic."
Could it really be as bad as he's making it out to be? I quickly try to search for other options in my mind but draw a blank, there's no other way I can get rent money in the next twenty-four hours.
I confirm that I want to go through with his offer, whatever it may be, and he sends back a link to a location. He then tells me to meet him there at ten p.m. I relax a bit realizing my money issues will most likely be solved, but begin to worry about what he's going to have me do.
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Later in the evening I take a quick shower before changing my clothes and packing my bag to head out. I only bring my important things such as my phone, wallet, keys, and the lone cigarette that my intoxicated self left for me, along with a lighter.
I throw on one of my basic black hoodies then pull up the location Xiao sent to me, so I can get an ETA. The location is a bar about an hour and thirty minutes away from my home, it's also on a side of town I've never been to before. I tuck all my anxieties deep down before opening my door and heading down the stairs.
The transit was long, and I had taken two different trains to get to where I was going. Once I'm out of the dingy subway my face is met with the cool night air. This part of the city looks rather wealthy with fancy restaurants and clothing stores lining the neon lit streets. On my walk, I pass by groups of people wearing what seems to be their best outfits, all while I only have my scruffy sweater and ripped pair of jeans. I definitely feel like the odd one out this time.
Eventually I find myself standing in front of the bar I have mapped on my phone, I enter through the decorative doors and stand in the entrance for a moment. Shortly, I realize there's no waiter at the door and now it feels like the whole room is staring at me, even though I don't catch anyone moving their head.
My anxiety quickly shoots up as I try to text Xiao and ask if he's even here yet, but in the middle of my typing someone's voice catches my attention. I look up from my phone to see the bartender beckoning to me and I hesitantly make my way over.
"You look quite lost. Care to tell me what brought you to my bar?" The red-haired man asks while wiping down a glass in his hand.
Feeling greatly intimidated and out of place I fumble over my words, "I—I um.. I was supposed to meet someone here..."
"Oh really, what's their name? Maybe I can help you out." His tone sounds genuine as he puts his glass down and rests his hands on the countertop, giving me his full attention.
I quickly open my phone and look for my texts as every name I've ever known is wisped from my mind. Suddenly, I feel a soft touch graze my shoulder and wrap around my back, "Forgot my name already? What a shame." The sudden touch sends shivers down my spine, and I feel the person behind me lock their hand around one of my wrists.
"Ah, so the lost one belongs to you." The bartender puts a seemingly fake smile on his face.
"Sure does." Xiao responds before I feel him quickly tug on my arm, dragging me towards the back of the bar.
As soon as I'm hauled towards the back things start happening rather quickly, and I'm unable to even get a word in. I'm brought through a door, down a dark wooden staircase, and into a decrepit looking basement that has not a single light. We stop in front of, from what I can tell, an empty wall and I finally manage to get a word in, "Where are we, what are you going to do to me?" I ask, panicked.
"Relax, I'm not here to force myself on you if that's what you're thinking. We have other things to worry about right now." His words want to be reassuring but his tone won't let them.
My eyes quickly adjust to the darkness, and I see his hand rest on the wall in front of us. I'm slightly blinded by an abrupt red flashing light that's followed by two beeps. What was once a wall now becomes a door quietly sliding open and I'm completely captivated by the situation I'm in.
I try to analyze my surroundings as I'm again unwillingly lugged into another room and sat in a chair. There's a table in front of me with two other women sitting on either side, and the back wall has monitors with cameras overlooking the bar we were just in.
"You're late Xiao, and you dragged that stranger in from the streets? tch." The woman with silver hair to my right crosses both her arms and legs, giving a displeased look to Xiao. She's dressed in an expensive looking lace bodysuit and I can't help but stare, she's very pretty.
"Yeah, yeah Shenhe. Complain some more while you're at it." Xiao walks over to the other side of the table, drawing his hood over his head, obviously annoyed. He gestures to either of the strangers at the table, "This is Shenhe and Ganyu—Shenhe, Ganyu this is..." He then gestures to me and I quickly choke up my name. I see Shenhe give me a quick nod while Ganyu gives me a shy yet cheerful wave.
Xiao continues, "Since there is someone new here, I'll go over our plan again." He sighs, "There are some... clients on the other side of town that want that." My attention is brought to the suspicious looking briefcase in the center of the table, "You all will bring it to them, get the money, and then bring it back to the inn. Simple."
It seems as though Xiao's words agitate Shenhe, "What? You're not coming with us?"
"No, I'm not. You have her." He points at me.
"You're dumping her on us when you're the one who brought her here? You really continue to amaze me, Xiao." Her attitude easily flows off her tongue. I don't think she realized how much more uncomfortable her words made me feel though, and I sink down into my chair a bit.
"Not my problem." Xiao unsympathetically responds.
Shenhe sucks her teeth at his comment, "Whatever, let's just go." She takes the initiative to grab the briefcase off the table, while Ganyu immediately stands up from her chair. Ganyu invites me to come with them and I instantly stand up, following behind Shenhe. But before we're able to leave Xiao stops me.
"Wait. Y/N, give me your bag and your phone. I'll be hanging onto them for now."
"But, why?" I ask confused.
"For my own reassurance." He puts his hand out to me.
I assume it's so I don't call the cops or, so I don't run away. Either way, I need this money just as bad as they need to do whatever business they have. So I take my bag off and pull out my phone. Sliding them across the table to him, Xiao doesn't say anything. He just shoos us off and the three of us leave the room.
No one says a word as we enter back into the basement area. Instead of leaving the way we came, Shenhe easily finds the basement bulkhead and we exit through the back into an alleyway.
Outside is a sleek black car that Shenhe waltzes into with a demanding, "Get in." I quickly rush to the back passenger door and close myself into the car, followed by Ganyu in the front passenger seat.
Shenhe passes me the briefcase, "Will you hold this, try not to toss it around alright?"
I gently grab the case and set it in my lap, what am I even holding? I dare not open it out of fear of what I might find, or even worse, the repercussions of being too nosey. After buckling my seatbelt, I slump into the back seat in exhaustion from the stress.
"Don't worry, it's really not as bad as it looks." I look up to see Ganyu trying to give me an encouraging smile.
"Oh please, don't comfort her with lies." Shenhe says in a low voice while turning over the engine of the car.
"Come on, you know it's not." Ganyu turns back to me, "Listen everything is going to be alright. You're going to be fine, and I'll make sure of that. Okay?"
All I can really do at this moment is nod my head and wonder what I've gotten myself into as the car starts to pull out of the alleyway.
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k-n0-x · 8 months
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🎴˚⋆°˖ ~ 🍂࿔ ฅPlum Blossoms and Butterflies˚⋆°˖ ~ 🍂࿔ ฅ🎴
🪼୧ ‧₊˚ 🎐 ⋅ -a/n- This short fic is one I made a few months ago, and I cleaned it up a bit. This is more of an angsty one, though I promise I’ll make some fluff later on. I’ll always take suggestions ^^ Enjoy ୧ ‧₊˚ 🎐 ⋅🪼
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“Tao, you are aware that one of these days you are probably going to get sued due to your…. Insensitive advertising, right?”
Yanfei sighs as the Funeral Director looks back at her with a feigned sullen face, dramatically slumping in her seat
“Aiyah, ‘Fei, what’s wrong with my advertising? The best advertisements are the fun ones, is it not?”
The lawyer was stuck for a moment, because yes, she’d much rather to listen to engaging advertisements than dull ones, although funerals aren’t supposed to be fun, though Hu Tao does try to put the fun in funeral. 
“Well uhm, how do I say this- Tao, funerals aren’t like other events. They are ones that should be carried out while treading lightly. You should know that out of all people. Can you at least promise me that you can make some ads for your business more considerate and empathetic?”
Hu Tao thought for a moment. Of course, Yanfei being a law consultant, she’s obviously right.
“Nuh uh”
“Fuck you mean nuh uh?!” The lawyer’s face is a tomato, and her antlers perk up. She was about to have a complete shoutfest, when the butterfly- eyed girl snickered. 
“Oh you! You were winding me up! Honestly Tao, I literally can’t-“ Yanfei’s rant was cut off by Hu Tao’s laughing. 
The laughing turns into wheezing. 
The wheezing turns into coughing.
The coughing turns into hyperventilating.
The Wangsheng Funeral parlour director doubles over, hand over mouth. Said hand quickly becomes soaked with blood. 
“Tao? Tao!?” Yanfei’s pupils dilate. 
“Not gonna lie ‘Fei, I don’t feel so good-“ Hu Tao’s body crumples to the floor.
“Tao!” The half adeptus hoisted the limp body to face her.
Her skin is cold and pale. Oh god, is she- 
The brown haired girl coughed again, this time, producing multiple bloodied  crumpled petals. 
“Tao, we are going to Bubu pharmacy as soon as possible. Everything is going to be ok,” Yanfei says, trying to convince herself just as much as Hu Tao. 
“‘Fei, a doctor can’t help me,” Yanfei’s heart deflates and breaks into pieces when Hu Tao spoke. The voice was cracked, quiet, so un-lively like, so unlike Hu Tao. 
Then, as quick as lightning strikes, flowers bloom from the back of Hu Tao’s throat and from her chest.
“Yeah, no I will be bringing you to a doctor,” 
“‘Fei, I don’t have a crush on a doctor” 
“What in archons is that supposed to me-“ The realisation hit Yanfei harder than the fact I actually have to study for exams now hit me. 
Hanahaki. Of course. 
“Tao, please, tell me now, who do you love?” Yanfei tries to tug some of the flowers out of the Director’s chest fruitlessly. 
“I- think you know the answer,” 
“What? No I don’t-“
“Yes you do, ‘Fei, we both do,” Hu Tao’s eyes well up. She holds the lawyer’s face in her hands.
Yanfei holds the Director’s hands.
“Why? Why didn’t you tell me this? Tao, look at me!” Yanfei begs. The already shattered heart feels like it was being used for kindling.
“No, Yanfei, look at me,” Hu Tao’s voice becomes more hoarse and quiet as she spoke, so Yanfei didn’t argue, but big tear drops welled from her eyes. 
“Look at me, I am a Funeral Director, which by itself is an unsuitable profession. On top of that, I’m already under scrutiny for my personality and my hobbies. I’m perceived 
as weird and strange. Literally everyone in this archons be damned nation hates me, even if they don’t know me personally. Except you, ‘Fei. But know, I don’t know, clearly you only took interest in me simply because of your profession and you probably pity me. 
Obviously you will take interest in someone who is respectable by society, someone great like Xinqiu, or-“
“You think I’d like Xinqiu?” Yanfei’s face contorts into a face of disgust.
“Why are you beefing with him ‘Fei?! What did bro do to you?!” Hu Tao laughs quite weakly given her state and Yanfei wishes she could too, but she is too wrapped up in the fact that this could be the last time she could ever hear that, not to mention that the director is being serious right now, which means Yanfei doesn’t have a lot of time.
“Tao, Tao! Listen to me. I love you! I love you with all my heart because you actually have a personality that’s fun and endearing and you’re exciting to be around. I didn’t come to you out of law concerns, but out of interest,” Yanfei holds Hu Tao’s face, which seems to be more and more white and cold by the second. 
Hu Tao looks up and Yanfei. “It’s too late for me now…. I’ll see you on the other side” She lets out her final breath and her vision dims, which brings Yanfei to a startling stop. Everything around her starts spinning and she can’t move.
A person was in her hands.
A dead one…. 
She tried to scream for help and rushed to someone to call for Baizhu, but when she came back, where Hu Tao should be, there was nothing except plum blossoms and butterflies scattered amongst them….
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r0ttenhearts · 1 year
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won’t you hold my hand again?
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distant!xiao x reader
sypnosis: you find xiao at a party after he ghosts you
warnings: angst, no comfort, edibles, mentions of being high, cigarettes, abandonment
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“is that xiao?” your breath hitched at the mention of his name, the bright red cup in your hand crinkling. it had been a month since you last talked. every text you sent him being seen, just ignored.
you could still remember his dismissive tone the last time you saw him in his dorm room. the only thing keeping his attention was his phone, not you.
“xiao, why aren’t you listening to me? what’s gotten into you?
“i don’t care about what you have to say. can you go now?”
at the time, the new blonde haired girl being in his contacts wasn’t something you were aware of. only when you saw them both snuggled up together in the library was when you were forced to face the truth, something undeniable but you wished to not see.
now here he was a few feet away from you, same red cup in hand but a distant look in his eyes as he scrolled through his phone.
your friends giggled as they pushed you towards the living room, towards him.
you knew you should have refused their pleas to join them to attend this party. and now you’d have to swallow your regret for the next few hours.
hu tao’s loud cheers from behind xiao snatched your attention to the brown haired-ghost lover as she set a plate of brownies on the table. her wide grin answered the one question you had the second you saw the plate in her hands.
“have an edible xiao, loosen up!” she laughed as she handed xiao one who reluctantly took his split half.
yanfei smiled as she handed you and xinyan a piece. it’s not like you hadn’t taken edibles before, but you slept off your high for the most part. this time you’d be wide awake and experience everything to it’s fullest.
you noticed a pair of golden eyes on yours, your stomach churning. you’d rather be out of it if you were forced to be around him.
with a queasy smile the brownie popped into your mouth. your friends laying on the floor beside you as you waited for it to hit.
an hour passed before you were laughing loudly with your friends. the bright lights seemed brighter than before and your skin prickled with every playful touch from your friends.
“sooo, (y/n). what happened with xiao? you guys were all buddy-buddy. now you don’t even look at him! spill!” hu tao’s chipper attitude was still prevalent even while high.
you shake your head, waving your hand dismissively. “dunno, guess he got with someone else.” you answered.
“that blondie, huh? she keeps coming over.” hu tao twirled her hair around a finger, letting a strand fall. “i always liked you better, (y/n).” she giggled.
“thanks.” you whispered quietly. at the mention of the teal haired boys name your eyes wandered to his sitting form. he was still slouched over on the sofa, the same position he was in earlier. the only difference were the wired earbuds in his ears. the sounds only heard by him.
a part of you wished to take the other earbud and pop it into your ear, enjoying this moment with him. but you knew even if you found the courage to take it, he’d only be wishing you were someone else. the thought made your stomach churn.
if only you had listened to yourself you wouldn’t have found yourself in this position.
you were seated on the balcony with xiao, a few hours had passed since you both took your brownies. the night had been a blur to you both, but you both knew the burning question in each others minds.
what happened? why the sudden distance?
“so, how’s your relationship been? you bored yet?” your bold question caught xiao off guard, his eyes widening before a scoff escaped his mouth. you couldn’t hide your disdain for him even now.
“i’m satisfied with my relationship, (y/n). why do you think i haven’t called you?”
ouch.
“a heads up would’ve been nice.” you mumbled. xiao wouldn’t meet your gaze as you kept it locked on the dark sky above. he heard your sigh as you shifted to face him. “why didn’t you say anything?”
“how could i? i knew how you would react.” you shook your head at his response. “you knew how i’d react because this has happened so many times. you knew it was fucked up xiao. so why? why did you make me all of those promises?”
xiao winced at your questions. the shared past you had with xiao was never pretty, never something to recall fondly. it was a messy, hurtful relationship. his calls would only come when he was alone, stopping once another girl would worm their way into his life.
but this last time had been.. different. you were both in university now. before the last time you two had spoken you had hurled insult after insult, wishing to never see him again.
he had complied with your wishes for six months. that was until you found him sobbing alone in the library. you tried to ignore it, ignore him, but his soft calls of your name brought him back into your life.
it wasn’t like him, not at all. but with interlinked pinkies he promised a future where he wouldn’t go away. he promised to stay in your life even if he found a new lover, the way he did throughout your younger years before relationships were consuming.
“i meant it at the time, i just don’t anymore.” he said coldly.
“you never changed.” you spat before standing up from your slouched position. the lit cigarette between his fingers only irked you more. a detail you hadn’t noticed in your current state.
“you’re still such a shitty person, you know that xiao?”
“i’m not a shitty person. i only am to you.” the lit cigarette burned bright as he brought it to his lips. the indifferent expression on his face only furthered the growing pit in your stomach as he blew the smoke out. “it’s strange, isn’t it (y/n)? you’re the only one who sees me that way. it’s not my fault i fell in love, i never planned this.”
“you promised—“
“you were promised by a different version of myself. now, if you’ll excuse me, i don’t want you to ruin my high.”
with a quiet click of the balcony door closing you were left alone. the fairy lights felt blinding as your senses were overwhelmed. nothing had changed between you both. the rift that slowly opened in the space of a month was now a chasm. the dark space between you was now impossible to mend.
or perhaps it was never meant to come together again, and it was meant to stay apart the way it was before he made you that promise.
“i shouldn’t have thought twice about you, xiao.”
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Abandoned by The Creator{Sagau}
Summery: After your friend decided to move on from genshin they give you their acc to play with.
Some context before reading!!: in this sagau the characters see their original owner of the acc as the creator
Gene & Warnings: angst(?), fluff, themes of abandonment, also I most likely misscharacterized some characters here and there!
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After some more weeks they still haven't lost hope, they still waited in the same spot that they were left at. The creators mains started to panic wandering if they weren't enough for them, blaming themselves for what happened.
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After a few days passed and still nothing, why isn't the creator coming back? Every single character was thinking why would they abandon them? We're they doing to low dmg? Weren't they good enough? Are they ok behind the screen? They couldn't think of any other reason why the creator was gone, at the 30th day of the creator not logging in the characters assumed that they were just burned out and were just busy, they'll come back eventually.
But atlas they logged in! But it wasn't the creator that logged in, but it was you, they have heard of you when the creator would talk to you or text you, your characters would visit their world and defeat bosses together once in a while, but where's the creator? Why are you here instead of the creator? Where is the creator in the first place? Has the creator abandoned them? Everything was so confusing but they still were obeying your commands (well not everyone) doing the daily commissions quests etc. Some of them rebelled against your wishes, like for example:
Whenever you'd pres W to walk they would disobey and use their still or their burst out of spite just to annoy you,
or when you'd cook they would never give you a bonus or their specialty,
or whenever you'd enchant a artifact they would purposely try to get the artifact to land on flat defense or hp and never the substat you want.
But this rebellion wouldn't last for that long, because eventually they would notice the amount of effort you are putting on them, from the way you pamper them with new artifacts, new weapons or even giving them some precious constellations, some of them even got a place specifically made for them in the teapot.
But not every main reacted the same way to this major change
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✧°These characters accepted the fact that the creator won't return and made peace with it and in the end accepted you as their new creator, for now they are enjoying the luxuries that you are gifting them, but there's still a hint of yearning for their first creator:
Kokomi, Kazuha, Albedo, Candice, Thoma, Yungin, Nilou, Ningguang, Xiangling, Yanfei, Layla.
✧°These characters accepted the fact that the creator won't return but they are still way too emotionally attached the the creator but they try to move on and be thankful that they have someone else to take care of them but they are afraid to get too attached to you:
Diluc, Noelle, Kayea, Sucrose, Yaoyao, Yae Miko.
✧°At first they refused that the creator isn't coming back, always hoping that one day they'll be back, but after a long period of time they accept that the creator just won't come back. They may have accepted this fact and might accept the fact that now you are the creator and cherish you but their harts will belong to the first creator and nobody else:
Ayaka, Jean, Nahida, Alhaitham, Beidou, Thoma, Barbara.
✧°These characters need a bit more time to process this huge change, they are still confused and unsure whether not to trust you, will you abandon them like the creator did? They are not sure but give them some time and they will warm up eventually:
Itto, Shenhe, Ganyu, Tighnari, Bennett, Ei, Xingqiu, Yelan, Kuki Shinobu, Sara, Lisa.
✧°These characters wouldn't show any sign of sadness or confusion but they feel betrayed beyond words, and how dare the creator abandon them! Doesn't the creator have at least pity on them? after what they have been though? They would most likely side with the new creator out of spite just to "show" the first creator what they are missing because they "choose" to abandon them:
(more mad than sad) Scaramouche, Diona, Ayato(?), Rosaria.
(more sad than mad) Fischl, Childe, Mona, Xiao.
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hisaame · 11 months
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hi hi! Could you do a Scaramouche x fem!reader with angst to comfort? Specifically with reader having issues on how they view their body?? ((Like their insecure)) preferably modern au plss
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first time writing on request yippie!! hii and ty, i hope this is what you've asked for!! <3 also im stillll new to writing and stuff, so im praying im good for now!
╰』ˋˋ"What do you mean you aren't pretty?" «
ˎˋ╰⪼Scaramouche x fem!reader ˎˋ
[angst with comfort] — modern au,,,
『warnings: body negativity, cursing, body touch, reader uses she/her pronouns, reader being like half naked (NO SPICY STUFF THO), idk what else to add im not good at warnings.... 』
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— Scaramouche simply couldnt understand.
How could you, a pretty girl with the body of a goddess, possibly think you look less than he thinks?
It was in the afternoon, you had invited Scaramouche to come over to your dorm, since it was the weekends and you had no subject to study, you finished two exams last week. So you wanted to have a nice day off, where your lover would be there.
But before that you decided to take a shower, u have already been outside with your friends Hu Tao and Yanfei, spending time with them since they were from another school.
You hated your bathroom. Why? Because the mirror there was huge.
Slowly taking off your clothes, its almost impossible to ignore your reflection. Its there no matter where you turn—seriously, its like they made the dorms' bathrooms like this on purpose, just to make you feel even worse about yourself as if before wasnt already enough.
You cringe at yourself once you took off your clothes. You should hurry up in the shower—but something made you stay in front of the mirror, criticizing yourself with your own thoughts. Turning a bit to the side to look at other various parts of your body, finding nothing decent or enough for yourself. You sighed, you should be positive right now, school isnt in the way and you should be relaxing.
With a glare at your own reflection, before getting into the shower quickly, turning on some warm water. Showers should be relaxing, but as you washed your body, using soap, making there be various white bubbles on your skin, they smell quite nice, and are certainly fun to play with.
But the feeling of your own hands on your body distracted you. The way you felt under your own touch, it somewhat... Disgusts you.
Finally—once you were done with showering, taking a towel and wrapping it around your body, shivering as the cool air hit against your wet skin. You dried off your hair, brushed it out, trying not to stare at the mirror too much. Maybe you're just too judgemental. Maybe you're not as bad as you think?
After you were done with your hair—you must not have noticed, but there was a sudden knock at your bathroom door. Then it opened up to reveal Scaramouche. Well, he peeked through it first to check was he invading any privacy.
"Damn, this was the last place i was gonna check. I came here like five minutes ago." Scaramouche sighed in relief to seeing you, not at all bothered by the fact you're only in a towel. He pressed a kiss to your lips as a greeting, ruffling your half dry hair.
Though, you looked uncomfortable. Not with the fact your lover had come into the bathroom while you were in just a towel, but the fact your body was pretty exposed to him, and you thought, what id he judged you? Maybe not out loud, but what if he was thinking about it?
Noticing your discomfort, Scaramouches eyes widened for a split second at his realization, then spoke up, "i can leave if you want—to wait for u to get changed." , he gave you a half smile. But you told him its alright. Why? You wanna just push him away.
At your answer, he smiled softly, nodding. Maybe you just needed him here, after a hard week. What he thought was different than what you thought. Seeing this as a nice opportunity, he went behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist, his chin on your shoulder as he gave you a goofy, lazy smirk, looking at the mirror where you two can be seen. Maybe you should've kicked him out...
"You always look so pretty after showering—like all clean, pretty, and u smell nice." Scaramouche mumbled, as if shy to admit. "wait i said pretty twice. Replace one of those words with 'gorgeous' then." You couldn't tell if he was flirting with you or genuinely fucked up with his words.
But the way you looked at him with almost surprise at what he said, his eyebrow raised as his expression changed.
"Why do you look like i fucking said i discovered the moon and flew to mars? Dont you know youre pretty?" He said, his usual personality showing. He doesnt exactly like being all mushy, but for you, he's a sucker. So he's nicer...
Maybe it was finally time to admit it. He was your lover anyway, and you trusted him. You nodded slowly, then immediately looked away, regretting what you just did. That... Shocked Scaramouche! You, not pretty? Were you high!?
".. Huh? Did someone tell you you're not pretty? Ill fuck them up. Who was it?" He narrowed his eyes, his embrace around your waist tightening. His protective side definitely was showing. But once he didnt get a reply, seeing the way you frowned and refuses to look at the mirror, he realized the situation.
"... [y/n]? Dont tell me you tell yourself that..." Scaramouche sighed. Figuring you werent comfortable with the mirror, he turned you around, so you can face him again. You even thought he was prettier than you will ever be. Well, he's here to prove you're better than you think!
"[y/n]. I know i dont say this a lot, but you're gorgeous to me. God, these words sound so cliche.. But its true. You're the most gorgeous, pretty, beautiful—fuck, what else—cute, adorable girl i have ever met. Okay?" Scaramouche stared into your eyes. He definitely wasnt the best at comfort, but he wants to try his best—for you.
Then he softly smiled at you. "Hey, lets get you dressed up and we can talk about how magnificent you really are?", he kissed your nose, hos face flushing immediately right after as he lead you out of the bathroom, talking to you along the way.
"You may have your flaws and all that, but thats what makes you, you. You know? I like your flaws." Scaramouche admitted, blushing like an idiot when he looked away once he told you what he thought.
Soon enough, you were dressed, dragged to bed by Scaramouche who quite literally forced you to be the little spoon this time. You could barely hear the tv over him talking about how pretty he thinks you are.
Yeah, if anyone even dared to even joke about you being 'ugly', he's getting suspended because of reasons you know what happens.
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Genshin Impact ✨
Fluff
Parenting Headcanons, or genshin girls as mothers: Raiden Ei, Kujou Sara & Lisa | Dehya & Beidou | Ningguang & Miko | Eula & Keqing | Ayaka & Jean | Candace | Mona, Yelan & Shenhe | Cloud Retainer
Cuddling Headcanons: Ganyu & Ningguang | Jean, Shenhe & Ayaka
Family fluff with Miko and Ei
Drinking with Rosaria & Eula!
Injury fluff with Yelan and Sara
Family fluff with Miko: Rules for the little ones
Jealousy Bits - Shenhe, Mona and Ei | Yae Miko, Ganyu and Keqing
The Hunt For Forgotten Treasure - Beidou & GN!Reader
"Ningguang's Dog" - Ningguang x Male!Reader
So about the parenting Headcanons... - Miko, Sara & Ei
Parenting headcanons: Ei & Miko and their views on dating
A unique encounter - Jean, Ningguang & Ei x Bioweapon!Reader
Gym imagines with Shinobu!
Coming home to Lumine!
On Wings of Freedom - Barbara x Male!Reader
Hu Tao x Doctor!Reader
Lisa x Male!Reader Oneshot - Library Duty
Hanging Out With Them - Male!Reader x Platonic!Tall Genshin Men
Cheering them up - Male!Reader x Platonic!Qiqi & Platonic!Klee
Voicelines About You - Inazuma Girls
🎉Celebrating Hu Tao's Birthday!
Hurt/Comfort
A quiet evening - Eula x Male!Reader
Miko, Ningguang and Yelan comforting a small Male!Reader
Dance To Forget - Nilou x Male!Reader
A Miner's Fate - Kujou Sara x Male!Reader
Comfort After A Nightmare - Lumine x Male!Reader
Smut
Nsfw headcanons: Ningguang & Yae Miko | Candace & Nilou | Dehya & Kujou Sara | Eula, Jean & Yelan | Raiden Ei & Shenhe | Keqing & Yoimiya | Kamisato Ayaka & Ganyu | Kuki Shinobu | Rosaria & Lisa | Cloud Retainer | Hu Tao & Mona | Yanfei & Kirara | Yun Jin & Kokomi
Anal headcanons with Inazuma girls! | Liyue Girls Edition! | Mondstadt + Sumeru Edition!
Loyalty Rewarded - Dom!Ei x Male!Reader x Kujou Sara
Addicted - Nymphomaniac!Ei x Male!Reader
Facesitting headcanons with Inazuma girls!
NSFW Alphabet - A - Beidou, Shenhe and Ningguang
Ayaka & Kokomi x Sub!Male!Reader
Pegging Headcanons w/ Shenhe, Ningguang & Keqing!
Keqing, Yoimiya & Ganyu x Sub!Male!Reader
Asking the hardcore girls for more!
A Fair Deal - Yelan x Kuki Shinobu x Male!Reader
Helping Miko with her heat! And Ganyu too!
Overstim with Kokomi and Ganyu
Hers - Dom!Ei x Sub!Miko x Dom!Male!Reader
Patronage For The Worthy - Nilou x Incubus!Male!Reader
Sacrum and Profanum - Sub!Rosaria x Dom!Male!Reader
Dom!Male!Reader x Sub!Candace & Sub!Dehya & Sub!Nilou
Break Time - Jean x Male!Reader
A Little Jealous - Dom!Yelan x Male!Reader
Angst
Love and Betrayal: Yelan and Kujou Sara x Fatui!Reader + Injury hurt/comfort + Aftermath (Bad Ending)
Scaramouche, Kaedahara Kazuha and Childe forced to kill Reader
Breaking up with them: Jean & Keqing | Yelan & Shenhe | Ei & Yae Miko
Dottore segment!Reader x Lumine
Death - Platonic!Childe x GN!Reader
(Necro AU) Unfaithful - Undead!Reader x Ei & Ganyu
At The Dead Of Night - Ganyu x Male!Reader
Dark Days - Keqing & Ganyu x Male!Reader
Whump
The Fox and the Hare: Evil!Miko x Male!Reader
The Magic Whistle: Gorou whump drabble
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Necro AU masterlist
Combat tierlist: How well the Genshin characters do in serious fights
A bucket of random ideas
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Poll - Reader types! (7.06.2023 - 14.06.2023)
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Diss track on Undead from Warlords Battlecry 3 (cringe warning)
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Dental whump ideas!
Non-human whumpee ideas!
Food whump ideas!
Whump alphabet!
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astranne · 2 years
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— HALFBLOOD
a greek/roman mythology x blue lock series
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— synopsis ;
„blessed we are, they all say, the ones who don‘t understand“, you whisper and trace the shape of his lips with your finger.
„blessed we are, say the stories of old, say our legacies, the mortals who only hear the glory and fame of the tales“, you continue, while he takes a shuddering breath. your words hit hard but they are the truth.
„i say we‘re cursed. cursed to be born painfully, cursed to life painfully and cursed to die, not only in pain but also alone.“ you lean closer, and it shouldn’t be allowed, when you utter so paining words, whisper the following so softly, as if you confessed him your love.
„and if we ever fall in love… then we shall love with all our heart and mind, until one of us dies. nothing else can destroy the bond we have, because i have given you my soul.“ and you pledge your words with a kiss.
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— summary ;
in which you, a halfblood and bastard child of [REDACTED], have a mortal lover who‘s heart only beats for football and you.
— genre ;
may vary from each work, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, suggestive
— warnings ;
each work will have it’s own warnings, will contain spoilers (for non-manga readers), may go really into mythology stories, may be suggestive, may contain curse words, may have different genders than gn!reader in some works
— characters ;
isagi yoichi, bachira meguru, kunigami rensuke, mikage reo, nagi seishiro, itoshi rin, itoshi sae, michael kaiser, noel noa, oliver aiku, julian loki, + more to be added!
— author notes ;
blue lock really has me in a chokehold. so here i am. once again 😭 starting to write this when i should be doing important school stuff... this series has my current obsessions put together, blue lock AND my returning pjo/mythology phase. please note that it will take some time for each piece to be written, as i want them to bit longer than my usual works (more than like 200 words lmao) and i'm in a rather studious phase in school rn. i should definitely not start another series, when i already have an event going on but spare with me. because i think this will just continue to grow and be definitely a longer series, spanning over several weeks. maybe i'll never close it.... requests are closed for this series (for now) until i put a notice on it. i don't wanna kill my currently insane motivation to write with restricting myself. other than that, i think everything has been said. enjoy!
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— greek pantheon masterlist ;
aphrodite; divine beauty.
ares; fire in our blood.
itoshi sae x fem!reader
— roman pantheon masterlist ;
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ASTRANNE 2023
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kleincantwrite · 2 years
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How they like to Hug you (SFW)
Characters: Albedo, Beidou, Collei, Venti, Diluc, Eula, Dottore, QiQi, Xingqiu, Xinyan (Seperate)
Themes: Fluff, comfort, light angst with Diluc, Venti, and QiQi
Word count: 677
Rating: SFW
Albedo
Holding your arm. Despite being a genius alchemist, he can be unsure of how to show physical affection. So, instead of hugging you normally, He starts by holding onto your hand, then hugging your arm, linking it with his own. He's worried that he will overwhelm you, or even himself if he takes things too quickly.
Beidou
Wrapping an arm around your shoulder. She 100% Wraps her arm around your shoulder/upper arm, hugging you close to her with a cold drink in her other hand, laughing and chatting away with you, or whoever she's talking to. She's not super big on physical affection, but she enjoys having you close to her at least.
Collei
Wraps her arms around you from the front. Due to her past, she finds it difficult to be close to people, despite being a very trusting person. However, once you get to know her, she starts seeing you more like family, and allows herself to be calm while around you. She enjoys the comfort of being held, because she feels safe with you.
Venti
Wraps his arms around your waist from your side. Tipsy or otherwise, Venti LOVES holding you. He can surprisingly be more reserved about physical affection when in public as to not embarrass you, but when he's drunk he's all over you, holding your arm up so he can wrap his arms around you, holding you close. He can't lose another friend, another person close to him.
Diluc
Hugs you from behind. When Diluc first hugged you, you were shocked. Diluc hates people being physically close to him, usually pushing people away if they get too close. He knows he'll lose you eventually, and wants to show you in the best way that he can that he really does care, despite his seemingly cold demeanour.
Eula
Awkwardly from the front. Eula isn't used to giving or recieving affection, opting for handshakes or the occasional word of praise towards you. So when you came to her, tired and upset and in need of comfort, she wasn't sure how to respond. At first, she had just put her hand on your shoulder, patting you awkwardly for a few moments, before moving closer and wrapping her arms around you stiffly. At least she's trying, I guess.
Il Dottore
Holding you by the waist from the side. Be it in meetings, while talking to fellow harbingers, waiting on an experiment, he has you metaphorically glued to his side at all times. Wether he enjoys your company or just wants to see you squirm, you can't tell, but you often find him wrapping an arm around your waist lazily and pulling you close to him, seeing him shoot you a scheming smile.
QiQi
Asking you to pick her up. It's become a habit for her to consistently ask to be picked up by practically anyone taller than her. Baizhu, Zhongli, Yanfei, even Beidou at one point. QiQi needs her excercise, and she techically doesn't get physically tired, but it gets boring walking around, and she can't see the finches spread across the ground from so low down. QiQi very rarely remembers people, unless they make an impression on her. She has known you, and remembered you for a while, and view you as family. An older sibling, perhaps? She enjoys the closeness, especially on colder days, when she can cope with the warmth of a hug.
Xingqiu
From the side. He finds it amusing to wrap his arms around you at random times, with little to no reason. He enjoys watching your face go from surprise to embarrassment. He likes pulling you close and resting his head on your shoulder, especially when he's tired of dealing with the feiyun commerce guild.
Xinyan
Wrapping her arm around your shoulder. Sometimes, after her shows, she'll sit with you and watch over liyue harbor, just watching how peaceful everything is, despite being a hardcore rocker. She enjoys the peace and quiet every once in a while, and she enjoys it even more when she's with you.
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your-local-hoemie · 1 year
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Hi! Can i request childe and zhongli (seperate) coming home to his beloved overworked and slumped over her desk?
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Omg I get to write geo papi :D watch me work my brain juices for ya!
Warnings: fluffffff, a tiny bit of angst in childes if you squint again because I can’t help myself, Concerned boys, not proof-read, established relationships, gn! Reader (I know you said “her” in the request but I wanna keep it gn for everyone’s enjoyment if that’s ok aaaaaa.)
Characters: Childe, Zhongli
No I didn’t get carried away hahaha….hah
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Childe~
He doesn’t understand at first lmfao
Mans constantly working so like? Isn’t this normal??
Honestly you might be helping him stop for a bit too
Gets very concerned :(
Might think you’ve died for a split second
Once he realised you’re fine he’ll make sure you’re moved to a comfier place like the bed or couch
Try to protest. I dare you.
He’ll probably arrange for one of his subordinates to complete any work you had left just to make sure you can rest
I also dare anyone to protest against a harbinger for finishing your work :)
You had been assigned a bunch of documents from Yanfei to go over after being transferred to her for extra work experience in Liyue before officially graduating.
At first your couldn’t be more optimistic about the workload telling yourself that it’s all worth it in the long run after years of studying law!
That lasted maybe a good four days before the lack of sleep and neglect to eat and drink properly started kicking in.
Raising your head you looked up from the paperwork checking the time. 4:30am. Groaning you raked your fingers through your hair, dragging them down your face trying to keep yourself grounded.
But much to your dismay no matter how hard you tried to keep your eyes open and your head free of fatigue, your body decided to finally take charge and before you can even protest, your head lowered to the table as your heavy eyes finally closed and took the rest they needed.
Meanwhile your beloved boyfriend, childe. Eleventh of the fatui harbingers, had finally got home after endless hours of his own work as a “toy maker”. He never told you about his true occupation, always worried it would put you in harms way or make you scared of him.
Opening the door to your house, making his way up to your bedroom he didn’t actually expect to see you awake being so early in the morning so when he saw the bed untouched and you nowhere in sight he’d be lying if he didn’t feel a twinge of dread run down his spine.
“Babe? Where are you?”
Picking up his pace he’d hurry around the house opening each door, his bow appearing in his hand from anxiety.
Reaching the finally room of your home he swung the door open only to find you slumped over your desk surrounded by paperwork.
Almost running over to your side he dropped to his knee’s placing his hand on your back almost like you’d break under his touch he softly shook you taking comfort in feeling your soft, deep breaths under his touch.
“Hmm? Childe?”
Raising your head groggily you look at your boyfriend for a moment trying to piece together the situation while rubbing your still heavy, sleepy eyes.
“Archons Y/N, you almost gave me a heart attack! Why aren’t you asleep In bed!?”
Giggling sleepily you tried your best to explain the situation all while still feeling the heavy pull of sleep in your body not noticing the soft, if not concerned smile appearing across his face.
Letting out a sigh he gathered you in his arms lifting you up with ease, he carried you to the bedroom placing you down on the bed before pulling you tightly into his arms kissing your forehead.
“No more work for you love”
You were pretty confused to later find out you somehow still managed to finish all the paperwork before passing out even though you swore there was still a pile to go through~
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Zhongli~
Oh he already knew.
You thought you were slick? You fool.
From the moment he laid eyes on the workload given to you all the way to your first yawn
He knew
He’d try to make it easier on you, knowing your stubbornness
Brings you fruit and tea every so often
Don’t be surprised if you get a nice back massage too~
Once he thinks it’s gone on for far too long he will take action and there won’t be a damn thing you can do
He’s a ex god. Come on.
If he thinks you should rest then you’re gonna rest
To bed with you
Lots of cuddles and head pats! Maybe even humming if he thinks it’ll help you relax
He won’t do your work for you, he doesn’t have the heart to risk ruining your hard work but he will help you if you seem like you’re struggling!
Much to no one’s surprise, Hu Tao had ever so kindly managed to gather a ever increasing collection of complaints from the citizens of Liyue from her persistent shenanigans that you’d be hard pushed not to find at least a little disturbing, leaving you to deal with the mountain on papers to sort through.
The moment zhongli caught wind of what had been keeping you so occupied from your routine walk through the harbour he was irritated to say the least.
After having a word with Hu Tao that was borderline passive aggressive he immediately stopped by the market picking up the best fruit he could find (much to Childe’s dismay) along with your favourite snacks.
Meanwhile you had enclosed yourself in your office, pondering your life choices while using all the strength you had to stay focused.
How long has it been since you started? When was the last time you ate? Questions hardly noticeable floated around the back of your mind as you intently ignored the pangs in your stomach and the worsening migraine growing across your head.
Letting out a frustrated sigh you finish reading a particularly rude letter sent in only to turn the page over by chance just to see that the paragraphs contained on the other side.
Finally snapping under the stress you lay your head down in defeat on the desk, tears threatening to run from your eyes and soak the papers under your head as you feel your body take over and force you to close them at last.
It wasn’t too long before you woke up in a mild state of panic before noticing a plate of beautifully arranged fruit, a warm cup of tea sitting beside you and a blanket draped over your aching back.
“Ah, you have finally awoken. Forgive me dear but I couldn’t bring myself to wake you from your much needed slumber so I took the liberty to prepare you some food”
God I love writing his funky little words
“Zhongli? H-how long have you been there?? What time is it!?”
“Hush now. No need to get worked up over such trivial things, you still have plenty of time to continue your work but I must remind you that rest and recuperation is an essential part to such dealings”
With that you find him dragging a chair next to you. letting out a deep chuckle he turned you towards him gentle pushing your head down to his lap as his fingers stroked through strands of hair. (If you’re bald then just ignore this part💀)
“Rest for now my dear, I shall assist you in this mess when you have recovered”
Not daring to protest against his authoritative tone, you close your eyes feeling your body melt at his touch.
Maybe a little rest wouldn’t hurt after all~
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Bruh writing in zhongli’s fancy words is so fun I feel so sophisticated *sticks pinkie out and sips tea*
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5iyoomi · 2 months
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> Genshin Impact
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Last Updated: August 31, 2024
Key: Fluff (🩷), Angst (🥀), Suggestive (💋), Smut (🌶️)
↳ Back To The Main Masterlist
★ = Dark Content/Read Warnings!!
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— General
just the tip [drabble] | various x fem!Reader
kaeya, zhongli, itto, cyno, ayato, baizhu, dainsleif, childe, heizou, scaramouche [🌶️]
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— Other
aether.
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lumine.
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paimon.
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NPCs.
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— Mondstadt
albedo.
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amber.
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barbara.
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bennett.
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diluc.
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diona.
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eula.
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fischl.
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jean.
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kaeya.
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klee.
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lisa.
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mika.
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mona.
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noelle.
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razor.
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rosaria.
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sucrose.
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venti.
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— Liyue
baizhu.
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beidou.
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chongyun.
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gaming.
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ganyu.
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hu tao.
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keqing.
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ningguang.
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qiqi.
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shenhe.
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xiangling.
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xianyun.
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xiao.
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xingqiu.
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xinyan.
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yanfei.
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yaoyao.
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yelan.
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yun jin.
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zhongli.
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— Inazuma
arataki itto.
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chiori.
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gorou.
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kaedehara kazuha.
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kamisato ayaka.
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kamisato ayato.
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kirara.
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kujou sara.
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kuki shinobu.
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raiden/ei.
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sangonomiya kokomi.
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sayu.
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shikanoin heizou.
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thoma.
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yae miko.
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yoimiya.
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— Sumeru
alhaitham.
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candace.
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collei.
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cyno.
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dehya.
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dori.
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faruzan.
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kaveh.
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layla.
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nahida.
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nilou.
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sethos.
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tighnari.
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wanderer/scaramouche.
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— Fontaine
charlotte.
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clorinde.
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freminet.
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furina.
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lynette.
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lyney.
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navia.
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neuvillette.
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sigewinne.
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wriothesley.
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— Natlan
chasca.
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iansan.
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kachina.
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kinich.
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mavuika.
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mualani.
girlfriend hcs [hcs/drabbles] | x gn!Reader - [🩷/💋]
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— Khaenri'ah
dainsleif.
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— Harbingers
dottore.
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columbina.
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arlecchino.
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sandrone.
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childe/tartaglia.
big brother!Childe x fem!Reader [drabble] - [🌶️] ★ incest
boyfriend hcs [hcs/drabbles] | x masc!Reader - [🩷/🌶️]
la signora.
N/A
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niiine · 1 year
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𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑
Character(s). Xiao x GN!Reader, Lumine, mentions of Yanfei.
Synopsis. Lumine never like meddling with other people’s  business if they don’t want her to, much less their relationship, but this time, Xiao left her no choice.
Mild Angst & Fluff
Lumine is reader’s close friend 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 come on she can’t always be the one that the reader is jealous of
NOT PROOFREAD, please don’t expect.
Ending sucks because it’s me. I can’t write endings ffs.
Got the idea when I’m re-watching the chasm scene where Zhongli saves Xiao’s life. My (our) hubby looks so fine tryna save everyone sacrificing himself 😳
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“They're gonna kill you.” Traveler’s voice earned a wince from the yaksha who are still trying to walk straight after the incident in the chasm. They’ve been stuck for days, if not a whole week, inside the tremendous place and the final act really did took a toll on his body.
He let out a barely audible tsk as Lumine guided his form to sit somewhere comfortable. Only when he’s settled that he voiced out his concern.
“Please don’t tell her” his golden eyes look anywhere but hers, knowing that she had that judgmental stare decorating her small face. “No.”
Her sharp refusal made Xiao snap his gaze onto her, he didn’t hear her right, right? But the looks on her face tells him otherwise. “But they’re going to feel bad about this” he gritted his teeth like a kid, and his companion is reminded how much the Adeptus in front of her loves you so much to the point that making you sad is one of the last things he’ll do.
But if he really wants you to be happy, he must learn how to take care of his self as well.
“Yes. And it’s your fault,” sometimes the traveler’s bluntness hit a certain painful spot.
“So, I’m going to tell them that you almost sacrifice yourself again despite promising that you’ll be careful every.single.time.” The blonde made sure to emphasize her points, and although Xiao appreciate her concern for you, he just doesn’t want to see you crying because he messed up again.
“I’ll let her know myself then” he tried to argue, hoping that he can at least make a little bit more nice in the ears, but Lumine knows that he’ll hide certain facts to protect your feelings—don’t get it wrong, she loves you so much that she also doesn’t want to hurt you, but she’s aware how broken hearted you’ll be if Xiao keeps doing this to himself— so she will do this herself.
“And I will also let her know. You can’t keep hurting yourself without thinking of their feelings, Xiao. What if something happened to you for real? Don’t you know that it’ll send her to an even deeper despair?” Once again, she reprimanded the man, because aside from being your friend she treasures, he also is a dear companion to her.
“I’m gonna tell (name), and you’re gonna listen to everything she says” She huffed, preparing in her mind what to tell you as too keep the damage and worry on minimum. Although all her thoughts left her when she heard Paimon gasped and your sweet voice fill both hers and Xiao’s ears.
Yanfei came across you and told you the whereabouts of your boyfriend, making it easier to find your beloved.
“Tell me what?” Ahh, Xiao missed that sound so much.
“Love,” the green haired adeptus proceeds to reach out to you as far as his damaged body can do, distress and concern flooded your eyes as you run towards him, gentle finger scanning his battered form.
“What happened?” as much as he can’t stand to hear the uneasiness laced on your voice, he also can’t help but to succumb on your touches. He missed you so dearly. Receiving no response from your lover, you turned your head towards your friend, who’s already looking at you.
“And you, too! You look so pale and weak…” You noticed how frail the two of them look and a sob escaped your lips, you were about to speak again when Lumine beat you to it. Saying that she’s fine, and then proceeds to tell you everything that happened. After her explanation, Lumine offered to teleport you and Xiao in the Wangshuu Inn where he can rest comfortably. After bidding her farewell, with a bit of light scolding from you, you then turned towards Xiao who are currently draped in your shared bed, he’s not looking at you direct in the eyes, almost ashamed of what he had done.
“I’m sor—”
“I can’t stand this.”
His golden orbs darted into yours, swirling emotions forming into heavy heartbeat as his chest tightens at your words. No, please don’t say you’ll leave.
“(Name)” he tried to stand up to reach you out, but his body failed him. “I have told you before, Xiao” no, please don’t call him that. Where’s the usual Love? or Dearest? Or Beloved?
His crestfallen face stares at you pleadingly, and on normal occasions, you have give in. But you don’t want him to abuse his self anymore, and if you don’t want him to keep tormenting the both of you, then you must prevail.
“I can stand you being unromantic, or cold from time to time, I understand that you’re not a mortal who do silly things. But heavens, I can’t take it if you’re putting yourself in danger every time.”
He noticed how your eyes glistens from the tears, but his heart breaks at the sight of you standing so far away from him, reminding him that he’s the reason you’re unreachable sometimes.
Mustering all the remaining strength he has, he tried to stand up once again, he can’t have you going farther. His digits caressed your cheeks, and your eyes look up at him, turbulent storms raging at his touch.
“I’m sorry. I won’t do it again, I promise. Please don’t leave me.”
“You better don’t. Because I hate thinking that I’m not important for you to throw yourself like that,” you sobbed against his chest “I love you, Xiao. I don’t know what I’ll do if I ever lose you.”
He kissed your forehead, whispering his own affirmations. Archons, he really doesn’t like seeing you like this.
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berriblossom · 1 year
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Hello kuki!
Call me v; i request on other blogs but this is the first for you!
I just finished reading your rubber ducky fic, and was wondering if you could write a fic alike it (gn child with papa zhongli /p) but are you able to have the reader be something like him, immortal but like just born? (Around 5-8?) As well, if its not too much to ask, and you able to make them a hybrid of a swan, so a avian (arms are wings, knee down are bird feet) if so, please do have fun with this! (Its perfectly fine to twist it to your liking, but please keep away from too much angst!!) (You can do it if you wanna)
Remember!! Take your time, and have fun with this !! ^^
I'll chat later !
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Zhongli x Gn! Child Reader | Im twisting it a little to have the reader be considered more of an illuminated beast so it fits a little better with Papa Z! A little angst about immortality, Zhongli feeling the stress of being a parent, Aunty Cloud Retainer, and Big! Sister Ganyu and Big Bro Xiao moments. Reader is about 6 years old. [ALSO, MY FIRST ASK ON THIS ACC!! YAY!!]
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The day Zhongli came home to see random feathers all around the house he thought one of two things. You stole a real duck this time and not its feathers again, or you messed with his pillows and that is why he is seeing all these feathers on the floor. However, when he bent down to pick them up, he noticed the style of the feather. The individual bards and quills of the feather reminded him of one akin to an Adeptus. Specifically Cloud Retainer or Cloud Shaper. But the color and size of the plume, it was more like a swan. Zhongli placed his bag and the few groceries he bought(childe bought) down and heard your little footsteps run down the hall. You came bustling into the main living area. But Zhongli couldn't believe his eyes.
There you were standing there, fluttering your supernatural-like wings. Zhongli felt his world collapse. He leaned down and opened his arms for you. pleading you come his way.
"[Name]what...what happened?" "Look, Papa! I'm a pretty birdy like from those stories you tell me at nighty-night time! Am I so pretty?" You look as beautiful as an Adeptus, he knew that. But Zhongli knew there were illuminated beasts all over Liyue, some that were Adepti and some that weren't. He knew some could reproduce and wanted to have children, I mean look at Yanfei. But Zhongli felt the slow creep of anxiety and fear enter his soul. Your feather, the glow of your wings, your full appearance, and your aura screamed an Illuminated beast. But how? Zhongli slowly sat down on his knees and asked you a few questions.
"Yes, my sweet darling [name] you are a very pretty bird. Very, beautiful indeed. But how did you turn into this bird? Can you turn back for Papa? Show Papa please how you did it?" You nodded and slowly shifted through a small glow of light back into your regular body, albeit a little naked but the details didn't matter. You at least had underwear on, but Zhongli look mortified. You felt like you did something wrong, was your birdy making Papa sad? You reach out to touch Zhongli and ask if you made your Papa upset.
"Papa? Papa, are you mad? Do I have to go to time out again? Did I do something wrong Papa?" Zhongli was panicking in his mind but hearing you on the brink of tears, fearing you made him mad and were scared he was angry with you for your little(huge) discovery. Zhongli curled you in his arms and held you tightly. "No, no Papa isn't mad, Papa would never be angry at you for telling me anything. Papa is just a little worried, only a little bit. Papa just wants to make sure you're safe and okay [Name] okay?" He kissed your forehead and cradled you similar to how you were a few years back when he found you in Qingce.
Zhongli pulled off his long suit jacket and curled it around you, gloved hands pinching your cheeks and tickling you sweetly. That's right, he didn't want you to feel scared about your new discovery. But Zhongli also knew that he needed answers. He knew you were an illuminated beast for sure, but he needed to know if you were related to any of the current or past Adepti of Liyue. Given you are a swan, a bird he could narrow down the lists of names he knew and their contracts to him as Rex Lapis. However, a swan is more specific than a crane. Zhongli walked deeper into the house and pulled out one of your sets of pajamas and helped you change clothes, he hung up his suit jacket on the coat jack near the door. "Come on [Name], Papa wants you to see someone he knows, maybe we can play some games too." You smiled and practically jumped in his arms as he opened them to you. Zhongli laughed and picked you up and held you up in the air with a small laugh. He wanted you to smile so he could too. Walking out of the house, and closing the front door, you two set off to Jueyun Karst. The home and meeting place of most of the Adepti. Zhongli remembered the last times he was here, but since he became more human he hasn't stepped foot here, now that he had you, he didn't dare to.
Humming along with you and getting taxi runners from Liyue harbor to the mountains in Minlin was a bit pricey but it was better than walking. Once you made it to the top, even see the statue of Rex Lapis, which you said looked just as cool as Zhongli did. Which made him smile. "Remember [Name], what do we do when see we an Adeptus?" He asked while crouching to fix your pajama's little footsies. You repeated back what he always told you, "We are respectful because they protect us day and night all over Liyue." You nodded as you recited his words. He was glad you remembered. He picked you up again, you were barely 6 now. He knew children can grow faster or slower than the usual rate. However, you were still fairly small, even in the swan form you were a little smaller than average. Maybe it was due to your possible extensive lifetime so it takes longer for you to age and grow, Zhongli has seen it before.
Entering Jueyun Karst, Zhongli knew about 3 different Adepti who had eyes on him already. Once you saw little ducks in the pond at the top of the mountain you quickly crawled out of your Papa's arms to play and see them. You ran over to the pond, Zhongli reminded you about your feet and getting dirty, but you stepped right into the muddy water near the calm pond. There goes those sets of pajamas if he can't get the stains out. He sighed and noticed the sun was setting down, Zhongli had more things to worry about. "One must question how the fallen and deceased archon, Rex Lapis is standing before one? Or is it the ghost that brought that child here?" Flipping around Zhongli saw Cloud retainer at the other side of the pond. Behind her or more so above her, was a Yakasha. "Cloud Retainer..." It had been so long, but a small splash cut off his thinking as Zhongli cut his eyes towards you to see you giggling with Ganyu and playing with another rubber ducky you managed to get from her. He smiled as Ganyu was distracting you from whatever the adults were doing. He mentally thanked her and Cloud Retainer for doing such. The Adeptus gestured to the seating near the pond.
Zhongli took a seat, he kept his eyes on you and Ganyu, Xiao the Yakasha sat beside you too, he looked so stiff but Ganyu encouraged you to hand him a rubber ducky too. A sign of friendship. You happily giggled as he played too. Zhongli looked back at Cloud Retainer. She looked pissed. "Well,-" "I know what you are going to say, to put it simply. No, I'm not going to rejoin Liyue and come back as the Geo archon. No, I didn't come here to be rude or to give off such an impression. No, I didn't come here to speak about the war or anything. I did what I did for Liyue and for the people of my nation to move forward independently. The contracts I made are still in order with everyone, I just wanted a change." He stated he kind of sounded deflated a little. Cloud Retainer stayed quiet for a few moments before speaking slowly."One was going to ask who was that child of." Zhongli looked flabbergasted. Was she really not going to ask about the whole...Rex Lapis is here before me and just died before the Liyue public thing? Before he could answer about it, Cloud Retainer beat him to it.
"You're not here to discuss the topic of becoming the Liyue archon again, one can see that. But rather you came all this way for something to do with that small child one may presume. So what may it be? Zhongli readjusted his posture and let out a breath he had been holding since he had left the house. Soon his words came out like word vomit. About how he felt becoming a parent, the fears that now his child could be immortal and possibly related to a late Adeptus, the feeling that he would have to explain that one day the friends they know won't always be there with them anymore, or that he their Papa too knows the pain because of who he is or what he was and the things they will have to embrace now that they can live a long life. All of it spilled out, and at that moment, Zhongli realized something too. He really needed someone to talk to. He had been raising you practically alone and didn't have anyone to really talk to about raising you. Zhongli was used to being alone at times but didn't really know about being alone always with a child. Cloud Retainer sighed and shook her head, looking towards you too.
"Even if the small child is one of us, they at least have a family to share the burden on, rather than be alone and scared within the human world. They can share and build a family within you. You, Lord Morax-" "Zhongli, Zhongli for myself as a human." "Zhongli...at least your child had you, so you can share the burden and memories and help them adjust. One doesn't know whom they could be related to, but one can try and find out. Mountain Carver and Cloud Shaper may help as well." Zhongli smiled as he relaxed his posture. It was so refreshing, he looked back at you and you waved as you and Ganyu along with Xiao had a rubber ducky race. He guessed you were winning.
The Yakasha and the other Adepti glanced at Zhongli. The questions they bore could wait, his eyes were solely focused on his child. You. He knew he would have to give some proper answers before doing his research on the type of illuminated beast family you come from. But for now, he joined you and your new family in racing your rubber duck toys. "Look, Papa! I'm winning!" It was fine, you had a larger family than just you and him. And with this one, he knew it could last.
[I.E I mean moon carver instead of mountain oml]
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