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Kinktober Day 8 - Yandere!Vampire!Jinki + Blood & Oral Fixation

@stopaskinf Said: Yandere vampire Onew with blood and oral fixation 🧎‍♀️ A/n: There is a severe lack of Jinki content on this blog... As soon as I got this prompt, I knew exactly what I wanted to write for it, but just heed the warnings carefully hehehe I hope you like it! Warnings/Genre/Rating: 18+ MDNI - Smut, Mature, Established Relationship, Yandere, Possession, Period Sex!! Word Count: 884 Kinktober 2024 Mini Masterlist

The first time your boyfriend had suggested it, you had blinked at him in shock. The idea was so sudden, that you thought you had misheard him. Instead of giving him an answer, you had walked back into the living room in a daze, mind still processing his words.

The second time Jinki asked you, your eyes had widened.

“This again?” A chuckle had fallen from your lips, patting his shoulder as you walked passed him.

You had shaken your head in amusement. Yet still, you didn’t give him a direct answer.

The third time he inquired about it, you actually took the time to study his face. You could tell that there was nothing teasing about his expression. In fact, there was a seriousness to his features. A sort of eager gleam to his eyes as he awaited your response.

It was then that you actually thought about what he was proposing. The offer did make sense, given what you already knew about him and what he was; it wasn’t that out of the ordinary.

“I’ll consider it.” 

Your simple answer had excitement pouring through his veins, skin tingling with ever growing anticipation.

Now, he’s no longer the one suggesting it.

Every month, like clockwork, there comes a day when your cramps always bother you. Sometimes, it’s an intense pain in your gut. Other times, it’s a dull ache in your stomach that just won’t seem to go away. He knows just from the way you trudge into whatever room he’s in, that pleading look resting on your features, that his time has come. Yet, no matter how bad it gets, or how heavy your flow, Jinki is always more than eager to both help and provide for you. In fact, when you’re on your period is probably his favourite time of the month.

Every cycle, without doubt, Jinki will make sure he’s wearing a fresh white shirt. One of his many philosophies is that if you haven’t covered him in you by the time that he’s done, then he hasn’t actually finished pleasing you yet. Your pleasure and wellbeing has always been his greatest priority ever since he met you, and that will certainly never change.

The way your blood drips down his chin, mixed with the undeniable taste of your cunt has him snarling into you. His hands grip your ass eagerly, holding you above him as black veins crackle beneath the skin of his eyes. Eyes which have gone pitch black, the iris a bright red as he watches you keen above him.

A deep groan rumbles from within his chest, parting from you with a gasp.

“You’re pure heaven, Darlin’,” He pants, licking his lips as he meets your gaze. “I never want you to stop dripping on my tongue.”

As soon as those words fall from his lips, his mouth is back on you. The fingers he has pressing against your ass dig harshly into your skin, pulling you tighter into him. Another low, content moan escapes him, dragging his tongue through your folds to flick at your clit.

Your thighs tremble around his head, barely able to hold yourself up as you cling to the headboard for dear life. You’ve always known your boyfriend to be passionate. However, ever since you’d agreed to this little arrangement of yours, you’ve found out just how insatiable he can be. Especially when it comes to you.

High pitched moans escape you as your eyes flutter shut. Steadily, your hips grind over his tongue, the muscle probing at your entrance and cleaning you thoroughly before more of your fluids begin to flood out of you. Your head spins, and that all too familiar coil tightens within your stomach, close to snapping at any moment.

“You’re fucking beautiful like this,” His guttural tone reverberates directly against your core, circling your clit with his tongue. “Letting me take care of you… I’ll always provide for you, Darlin’. With me, you never have to worry about wanting for anything.”

Tenderly, he wraps his lips around your clit, suckling at your pert little bud as he holds you close. Though his eyes are dark, his gaze is nothing but pleading as he desperately moves over you. He needs to see you fall apart above him once more. He needs to feel you flooding his tongue again.

With every flick of his tongue over your clit, you can feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. Your thighs tense around his head, nearly toppling forward as your orgasm crashes into you. Loud cries escape you, whines of his name falling passed your lips as your whole body shakes above him.

Nothing but pleased growls greet your ears as he works you through your orgasm. His hands squeeze your ass, appreciating every inch of bare skin presented to him, along with every sound and expression that you give him. As he feels you flood his tongue once more, his eyes roll to the back of his head.

Your chest heaves as you attempt to catch your breath, small whimpers still escaping you as he begins the whole process over again. After all, he made you a mess, and now, he has to clean you up.

The red patterns staining his shirt are proof enough of that.

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5.2k, android!Key, yandere, possessive behavior, alcohol consumption, drug use, police investigation, missing persons case, manipulation, loss of time, amnesia, delusions, adrenaline, rash behavior, kidnapping, needles, sedation, invasive technology, smut, fingering, breast play, penetration, vibrators, aphrodisiac, over stimulation, memory play, brainwashing, mind control (@starillusion13)

“Please, come back soon.”

Your eyes shot open and you took in a shaky breath. As you composed yourself you recognized your surroundings to be your room and the lack of sunlight let you know it was still night time. You reached over to your phone on the nightstand, checking the time. You groaned as you realized your alarm would go off in a minute and decided to just get up. Oddly enough you felt well rested, but this vague uneasiness was present. A dream you just had lingered in the back of your mind, but it was nothing but a blur that was fading away. There was no point in dwelling on a dream so you got ready for work.

What you should have been focusing on was your current case, and that’s what stayed at the forefront of your mind as you made your commute to the precinct. For the last week you had been investigating the disappearance of some individuals of interest. Unfortunately hundreds of people were reported missing everyday, but law enforcement rarely cared about those. Many were homeless junkies who probably just move to another city, or were later found dead of an overdose somewhere. Others were just average people who probably left without telling their loved ones. Or got mixed up with the wrong type of people. At least that was always one of the answers given to those who made a missing persons report. 

It was extremely heartless, but most officers had murder cases and high-end robberies to investigate. Except for this situation. You had been given a missing persons case, well, multiple in fact. These people weren’t your average blue collar worker or someone society cared little for, but someone whose disappearance was concerning. From the stack of files on your desk you actually recognized a few names. These types of people don’t just go missing, and there haven’t been ransom calls either. It seemed clear that someone was targeting the wealthy class, but that was the only real connection among all the victims. Many of these people never really crossed paths with one other. They all had different backgrounds, professions, and social circles. The only place these people could possibly co-exist together was at big events like a charity auction or gala. Which does nothing to help identify a suspect. You had very little to go off of but your boss was certainly pressuring you to find something since those related to the missing individuals of the case were pressuring him. You could only imagine the type of threats and incentives he was receiving.

As you walked into the precinct you greeted your coworkers, although a few gave you strange looks. You ignored them all, wanting to look over your case and see if you had any new leads, or new names to add to it. When you got to your desk you saw that it was a complete mess, likely someone going through your things, and clearly some files were missing. You wouldn’t be surprised to find out one of your coworkers wanted to solve this before you to get a promotion or some kind of extra reward. Some of the others had wanted this case, but it was given to you regardless of what your coworkers said. This was just childish behavior. For now you focused on tidying up and then hunting down your missing files. You started by going over the case data on your computer and getting rid of unnecessary things. Although before you got to the second part of that plan one of your friends came over, rather surprised to see you.

“There you are. About time you came back to work, how was your vacation?”

“What are you talking about?”

“You’ve been gone for two weeks. The boss said you suddenly asked for vacation time. He was super pissed but you were unreachable so he had to give your case to someone else. You’re gonna get an earful soon enough.”

“What vacation are you talking about? I was literally here yesterday and-”

You glanced down at your computer screen, finally noting the date displayed. It really was two weeks later, but those two weeks didn’t exist in your memory. You just went to bed last night and woke up in the future.

“Y/n! My office, now!”

“Looks like it’s time for that scolding. Good luck.”

Your friend scurried off and you made your way to the boss’ office. You shut the door behind you, feeling the heat in the air, he was certainly fuming.

“Sir, I-”

“I know you’re a hard worker y/n, which is why I gave you such a high profile case. So tell me why you ghosted me and took two weeks off! This case is time sensitive and extremely important! Do you have any idea what’s been going on!?”

“No. Not at all. I don’t remember what happened to me the last-”

“So you were out getting wasted?”

“No, I-”

“There are so many people with eyes on this case, important people. You think they were happy to find out the lead investigator went M.I.A and someone else had to start over with this!?”

“Sir, I’m also-”

“They want you dismissed.”

“What?”

“You abandoning such a case doesn’t sit well with anyone who was keeping up with it. They want you to turn in your badge and gun.”

“You’re joking, right? I have been missing for two weeks and you couldn’t care less! I never submitted a time off request and I have no memory of those two weeks!”

“What are you talking about? I have your request in the system, and I never even approved it!”

“Sir, please, just listen to me. You know me, I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, but I’m missing time. When I woke up this morning I found out two weeks had passed, and I don’t know what’s going on. This could be related to the case.”

“How so?”

“Like you said, this is a high profile case, it’s not really a secret who’s working on it. I was out investigating last night, or two weeks ago, however you want to look at it. I was following a common route one of our victims was known to take. I was in an area filled with high profile people and then… then… everything’s a blur… I woke up this morning and that’s it.”

“What are you thinking?”

“I’m not entirely sure… maybe I was kidnapped and interrogated… either by the culprit or someone who wanted information on the case… then they wiped my memory and dropped me off at home…”

“Y/n, you know-”

“I know, I know, this is all speculation, but you know I’m telling the truth. I’m missing time, and surely my sudden disappearance disrupted the case. It’s probably what they wanted.”

“Y/n-”

“I can do a drug test. You know it’ll come back clean, and I can get a brain scan. Surely there would be some sort of evidence of my memories being messed with and-”

“Stop, y/n, just stop. Everything you’ve said so far sounds crazy, and nobody’s gonna care. Someone else has already taken the case, and you do need to be reprimanded for your actions.”

“I’m not crazy! Something happened to me and it could be crucial to the case!”

“You’re already off the case. Whatever you have, you need to hand over to detective Choi. Then we’ll see about a disciplinary hearing.”

“No!”

“No? This isn’t open for discussion.”

“I’m not crazy! Something happened to me and I went missing! But because I’m not some member of high society you all couldn’t care less!”

“You keep talking to me like that and there won’t be a disciplinary hearing!”

“I don’t need one! None of you seem to care about what happened here, so screw you! I quit!”

You slammed your gun and badge down, loudly storming out of the office. Everyone watched as you went to your desk and grabbed your things. Then your friend quickly came over to your side, stopping you.

“Woah, woah, hey,hey,  what happened!? Are you okay? I heard-”

“I’m done.”

“You don’t mean-”

“I do. I quit.”

“What!? Why!?”

“Cause no one listens to me.”

“About what? You just got back from your-”

“No, no I didn’t. I wasn’t on some two week getaway. I don’t remember anything from those last two weeks. The last thing I remember was investigating those disappearances and instead of concern I’m met with disappointment and disciplinary action. So screw everyone, I quit. I hope they find those missing rich kids.”

“Y/n, don’t you think this is rash? Look, just go apologize to the boss and-”

“Can you do me a favor?”

“What is it?”

“If I do go missing, add my case to the others. I’m sure there’ll be a connection.���

With that said you made your way out of the precinct, not looking back. The adrenaline of the moment kept you going until you made it back to your apartment. You screamed and threw your things once the door was closed, collapsing to the ground. Now you could look back and reflect on your actions, realizing how stupid and impulsive they were. You had no idea why you reacted that way. Everything that was said just pissed you off little by little until you snapped and quit. In the moment that felt so good, but now you were just so confused about your emotions and actions. It didn’t seem like you at all.

Once you calmed down you got up and went to shower, needing to clear your head and process. The sane thing to do was go back and apologize, but you couldn’t do that, at least not empty handed. You had to continue this investigation without any information or authority. Thankfully you still had some case files at your place along with your own notes to look over. Although you didn’t necessarily need them. You knew where you needed to go. Back to where your memories ended. You had to admit you were a bit nervous. The last time you went out you lost time, a lot of it. You didn’t know what happened to you, and you also had no idea why you returned. To go back now, there was a chance you wouldn’t return at all. Still, you needed answers, and this was your job, even if it was just a moral obligation now.

You cleaned around your apartment and organized all the information you had about the case, getting rid of anything that wasn’t important and leaving it in your spare room. It was starting to get late and you knew you had to get going. The area you had been to before was only alive when the sun went down. You grabbed your bag and headed out. There was a strange sense of familiarity as you walked the streets, passing the same places again and again, although it was strange remembering you had been here two weeks ago and not yesterday. Things felt different and the same all at once. You kept to yourself as you walked, mentally going over what you had done before, and then you stopped. Where you stood was as far as your memories went. You had no idea where you went next or what you did. So you were stuck. You looked around, trying to see if anything triggered a memory.

“If you’re looking for a good time, you can find it at the Pleasure Shop.”

A gentleman suddenly approached you and handed you a black card with a luxurious letter ‘P’ on it. You examined the card and looked at the gentleman, a strange sense of dejavu creeping into the back of your mind. There was something familiar about this whole interaction. The gentleman kept a smile on his face, gesturing to a building across the street. You looked over and when you looked back you were completely alone. The streets were empty and the night was quiet. Something told you to go to this Pleasure Shop, so you made your way there. The building was very dull, it didn’t stand out in any way and was probably constantly overlooked. Even the shop name above the door was small and blended with the plain wall. You looked for a handle but there wasn’t one. Instead there was a small scanner. It wasn’t big enough for a whole hand, and too small for a simple finger print, but you soon realized it was the perfect size for a business card, like the one you had just been given.

You placed the card against the scanner, hearing the machine do its thing before beeping twice. You could hear something unlock and then the door slid open. There was a dim light coming from the inside. It probably wasn’t a good idea to enter, but something compelled you to do so. You stepped through the door, cautious with every move you made. As you walked forward the door shut behind you. Before things got darker the place came to life. White lights came on, illuminating your surroundings and your path. On the other end of the room there was a bar and a bartender, as well as a small little couch and table off to the side. There was only one seat at the bar, which was certainly an odd choice. You took small steps forward and then came to a stop. The bartender was motionless, and now that you were closer you could see the wires and tech on them, they were an android, and not just that. They had the same face as the gentleman who had handed you the card for this place earlier. It was probably a business tactic but something certainly felt off here, along with a stronger sense of dejavu.

“Welcome back.”

The android suddenly speaking startled you, making you yell and take a step back. They still hadn’t moved though. Although those simple words made you question something.

“… back? Have I been here before?”

You got no response. It was likely the android was programmed to say that to all customers and it meant nothing but now you had to approach the bar if you wanted any more information. You did so quietly, and took the only seat available to you. The android merely took its hands off the table, letting them rest at their side, not a word spoken. You stared curiously for a moment then a realization came to mind. You held out the card you had been given and the android came to life.

They took the card and scanned it, their right eye glowing a soft blue. They placed the card down on their side of the bar and turned around to grab a glass from the wall behind them. You didn’t understand the design as there was no alcohol visible and all the glasses on the wall were empty. Still, you watched as the android placed an empty glass before you. Although it wasn’t empty for long. As they slid it across to you it seemed to magically fill from the bottom with a mercury colored liquid. Your eyes went wide, and then the memories came flooding in.

Two weeks ago you had been in the area looking around for leads when you had been approached by a gentleman offering you a card to the Pleasure Shop. It sounded like some club, and you figured it was a good place to go and ask about your missing persons. When you saw the building you definitely thought it was some high-end place that was meant to be on the down low. Especially when you realized the only way in was by scanning the card you had been given, meaning this place was invite only, definitely something the wealthy class would partake in. You went inside, finding a place with no business and feeling like you hit a dead end, but your detective side told you not everything was what it seemed. You walked to the bar, realizing the bartender was an android with a familiar face. Probably some marketing strategy and budget restraint. You took a seat, asking the bartender for a drink but they didn’t move, which you found odd. Then you thought to pull out the card and explain but the android soon came to life and took the card from you, scanning it. 

Now you were intrigued, moreso when you noticed the layout behind the bar. You were very confused about the empty glass handed to you until a liquid appeared on its own. You stared at it for a moment, looking at the bartender but they were motionless, not even looking your way. You figured you should at least enjoy the drink so you picked it up and held the glass to your lips. The drink had a lovely taste, and you had it all at once. Just as you put the glass down you began to feel dizzy. For a second you were worried and then a breathtaking euphoria took over all your senses. You felt so at ease, and so happy, all your worries completely washed away. You nearly fell out of your seat, but you vaguely noticed the bartender holding you up before taking you into their arms and carrying you elsewhere. In the moment you couldn’t put the pieces together, but you were absolutely on cloud nine. When you closed your eyes you found yourself somewhere completely different and beautiful, feeling as if you were living in a perfect world. There was no pain, or sadness, nothing but joy and endless wonder.

Time had no meaning, not that it mattered. You thought this could last forever, but eventually you laid down on the beautiful meadow. The soft grass becoming solid. You suddenly found it hard to move, your entire body feeling cold. The beautiful blue sky began to fade from your vision, replaced by a white light hanging above your head. You shook your head, reality starting to settle back in, and you were trying to properly snap out of this daze as soon as possible. You soon realized you were strapped down on a table, arms and legs restrained. You tried to free yourself to no avail. You took in your surroundings, noticing your things spread out on a table nearby, and some medical equipment around. This seemed to be some sort of lab. Then you heard a door open, seeing the android walk in with a tray.

“Who are you!? What do you think you’re doing!? Let me go!”

The android set the tray down on a cart nearby, bringing it over. You could see a needle and some tech but you had no idea what it was for. Either way, you were nervous.

“I am the keeper of exquisite beauty, but you may call me Key.”

“Who’s doing this!? Where is your owner!?”

“I move independently and follow my primary directive. May I ask, what is a detective such as yourself doing in the area? Law enforcement is rarely seen in these parts. Does it have to do with the missing persons case? Record shows you are the detective in charge.”

“I was investigating! This is kidnapping and obstruction of justice!”

“I’ve never had a detective here before, but I care more for your beauty than profession. You are an exquisite specimen indeed, although I understand your career can lead to problems.”

“Exactly! If you don’t let me go right now you’ll have my entire precinct on you!”

“Which is why I have already taken care of such matters. No one will be looking for you for quite some time. That is enough for me to take care of matters pertaining to you.”

“… what?”

“I don’t usually let such a wonderful specimen leave my care but you are a special case. I must tie up loose ends and ensure you return to me.”

“… what are you talking about? What are you gonna do to me?”

“Nothing harmful. I take very good care of my things.”

“I’m not some thing! And I’m definitely not yours!”

Key grabbed the needle on the cart, filing it with some liquid before looking for a vein on your arm. You tried to struggle, but he seemed completely unbothered and managed to hold your arm still as he pushed the needle in. All you could do was watch the contents be emptied out into you.

“What is that!? What did you give me!?”

“A sedative.”

Key put the needle down, grabbing the other items off the tray. Now you could see what they were. It was similar in design to what he had, like a headset, but less complicated. He gently lifted your head and adjusted the device on you. It wrapped around the back of your head and stayed in place by hooking onto your ears, although a disc seemed to completely cover your left ear. You had kept up your struggles but now you had little to no strength. You heard this device on you come to life, feeling something slither into your left ear. You screamed and tried to shake it off you but Key grabbed your head holding you still. His right eye glowing once more.

“It is a momentary discomfort.”

You felt strange knowing something was crawling around the inside of your head, but you soon adjusted to the sensation, beginning to feel oddly calm. Perhaps the sedation was really taking hold.

“Good, now we may continue.”

Key’s hands moved down your body, and that’s when you realized you were in different clothes. It seemed to be a white hospital gown, although this one had buttons going down your right side. He began to undo them and open the gown, revealing your naked body. He took in the sight before him, seeming to enjoy the view as a satisfied smile appeared on his lips.

“Beautiful.”

You heard a click and then felt Key pushing your legs apart, having them hang off the side of the table. Now you were completely exposed to him. Key unlatched a part of the table and folded it down, allowing him better access to you. Soon enough you felt cold fingers running along your core, followed by a little shock to your clit. You jumped a bit, still held down by your restraints.

“An exquisite specimen indeed. My data shows this would be a first time for you, I am honored.”

“No… no I…”

“There’s no need to be shy. A profession like yours would not leave you with much time to socialize.”

You felt his fingers along your center once more, and then one effortlessly slid in, coated in some warm lube. It was a new sensation, especially when you felt his finger start vibrating. It was a low thrum but a pleasurable one nonetheless. His finger moved agonizingly slow, as if he was being delicate with you. Then a second finger was added, the same wonderful thrum sending ripples of joy across your body. With two fingers he managed to go deeper, finding your sweet spot and starting to tease that. One sensation was piled atop another and another. Despite being exposed, despite the coldness of the lab, you felt warm. A little bundle of heat forming down below, slowly growing and growing.

“I have something more for you.”

You barely registered Key’s words, more focused on the sudden empty feeling inside you. Although that didn’t last before you felt something bigger against your core. You glanced down just as you saw Key pushing in his cock. He was slow and attentive, not wanting to cause you pain. The stretch made you throw your head back in ecstasy, feeling something indescribable. This was your first, and he was so gentle. As he went in inch by inch, you began to feel a familiar thrum, letting out a desperate moan. You felt as if he would keep going forever, but eventually he came to a stop, letting you feel every bit of him and adjust before he started moving. Of course he had such patience to move slow and steady, nearly pulling out all the way before going right back in.

Vibrating fingers began to trail along your body, making you squirm and lightly pull on your restraints. You still didn’t have much strength to move, not that you’d want to get away from this. As his fingers reached your nipples you mewled, feeling the vibrations tickling something delicate inside you. He stayed there for a moment before one of his hands trailed up to your face, losing their vibration. He ran his thumb along your lips before pushing a finger into your mouth. A sweet taste coated it and you couldn’t help but suck on it like a lollipop. You were starting to feel dizzy as he swirled his finger around before pulling it out with a loud pop. That same finger trailed down your chest, leaving a cold trail of your saliva before getting down to your core and massaging your clit, that wonderful thrum returning.

By now Key was moving faster, the vibrations stronger. The heat was only getting bigger and bigger, meaning you were so close to the edge. Key was well aware of this, yet he unlocked the restraints on your arms and pulled you up closer to him. You could see his face through hazy vision, seeing that satisfied grin still present. He kept a steady rhythm regardless of his pace. That was the thing about sex androids. Their stamina was endless and if you let them, you’d be completely at their mercy. That’s exactly where you were, having completely forgotten just what kind of predicament you were in. By now your body lazily moved with his, wanting to get as much pleasure as you could. He kept an arm wrapped around your waist, the other down between your legs before moving it away and caressing your face.

“Cum.”

It was a command your body had no choice but to obey. You felt yourself fall over the edge, throwing your head back as your eyes rolled to the back of your head. Your entire body shook in his grasp, squeezing him tightly as he kept moving and the vibrations continued to shake your sensitive self. Not to mention the other sensations. You swear your vision went white, but it wasn’t for a moment. All the right things were firing off, overwhelming you with this euphoric feeling, but there was no coming down from it. The same sensation kept playing in your body over and over again for a good minute, as if you were going through one orgasm after another and another. It was a feedback loop of pleasure that left you with your mouth hanging open and drool dripping down onto your chest.

The feeling did eventually settle down and you found yourself resting your head against Key’s chest, breathing heavily and very overstimulated. He had stopped his movements, everything still, but he remained inside you. As you were coming down from your high Key grabbed your chin and lifted your head to meet his gaze. You couldn’t see clearly but a stupid smile decorated your lips. Now that you were getting back to yourself you began to remember the circumstances that brought you here. You tried to move away, but your strength wasn’t there, and the smallest move just sent tingles along your body, hitting you with just a fraction of what you had just experienced. It was hard to do anything, and once Key noticed you regaining your senses you felt a subtle thrumming between your legs. A shaky moan escaped you, still very sensitive after that experience. Yet, you had some sense of self.

“Wat… what are you… doing…?”

“Providing pleasure. You see when humans achieve orgasm, for that small little moment the mind is blank. No worries, no pain, just pleasure. The little device on your head is monitoring your brain waves with the intention of learning how to mimic that blissful state of mind. It managed to do so a moment ago. That seemingly endless orgasm as it kept those particular neurons in your brain firing. Of course it takes a bit to perfect, but we have plenty of time.”

“… you… you did this… to others… didn’t you…”

“My beautiful specimens need to be taken care of. My drinks are nothing compared to the bliss of a blank mind.”

“… why… how… how are you…”

“Like I said before, I’m the keeper of exquisite beauty. I don’t care for status.”

“… that means… others…”

“When I see a wonderful specimen I will have them. Although, when it comes to you, I need to do more. You have valuable information, and there’s something I need you to do for me.”

“… what…?”

You didn’t get a response as Key pressed his lips to yours. That sweet taste from before hitting your tongue and making your mind fuzzy. You were in too deep, and Key wasn’t going to let you get away.

You yelled and jumped out of your seat, stepping away from the bar. You were breathing heavily as the memories settled in, showing you the truth. You couldn’t believe it, you didn’t want to believe it, but every ounce of your being was telling this was real. This whole time Key had merely been watching you, silently. You knew you needed to leave this place, you needed to leave this place now.

“Sit.”

Key’s voice startled you out of your own thoughts. His eye was glowing again, and something inside you seemed to calm down. After a moment your body moved on its own, going back over to the bar and sitting down. You were terrified. Even if you remembered being in this place, remembered what Key had done to you, there were still gaps in your memory.

“Did you do as I asked?”

“… yes…”

Your lips moved on their own, and you had no idea what he was asking about, but you knew what the correct answer was.

“You quit your job?”

“Yes.” Your eyes went wide. “How-”

“And destroyed all the vital data from your case?”

“Yes.” You were starting to panic. “What does this-”

“No one will be able to track you here, correct?”

“Yes.”

“Good girl.” Key pushed the drink closer to you. “Drink.”

Your mind was racing, yet your hand moved to grab the glass, lifting it off the table. You fought against your body, the adrenaline in your system filing you with panic.

“You… you… your responsible for all the missing-”

“They’re in good hands. As are you, now drink.”

You couldn’t stop yourself from placing the glass against your lips and tilting it up, opening your mouth to welcome the sweet liquid. As soon as the glass hit the table you felt dizzy, trying to fight against this feeling, but it was all too familiar, and comforting, and so wonderfully rewarding. A smile spread across your lips before you collapsed onto the bar table. Entering a blissful dream you wouldn’t wake up from again. Key watched on with a smile on his face. Another exquisite beauty for his collection.

[xoalsoxtt]

Be careful little girl PART 1

Taemin×Reader(fem)

sugar daddy sites... those websites are my job. I am 18 years old and I need to go to university but I am not someone who will study at any university. I will go to a private university and of course I need money for this. I am sorry but unfortunately I do not hate myself enough to work for myself.

Generally, not everyone knows that I am a whore and I try to do my job at home, but that day I went to a bar and found myself a 29-year-old man.

Actually, I didn't find him, he found me and tried to talk to me. But I was so drunk that I couldn't even have a proper conversation, so he took me to a restaurant and said he thought we could talk calmly and get along. So, did I clearly find a new sugar daddy?

-Let's start from the beginning I'm Taemin

-I'm suyeon

-I won't make it longer. You admitted to me that you needed money, right?

-uhmm... right.

-If you spend certain days of the week with me, I can make you a large payment every month.

-huh?

-You heard that, I want you to spend some time with me.

-But will I start working right away?

-No, you can come to my house the next day.

-oh okay

-how old are you suyeon?

-I'm 18

-ohh young and crispy

-:))

-I have some requests from you because I will pay you a really big amount.

You will come to my house whenever I want, baby, okay?

I can fuck you whenever I want

You have no right to be with anyone other than me while we are in this contract.

I can do whatever I want with you, baby.

You will wear the dresses, nightgowns, sexy underwear and erotic clothes I bought for you without saying anything and you will show them to me.

If you do all of these I will pay you $10,000 per month.

-Taemin... can you give me some time to think?

-oh. Make your decision tomorrow and call me

-okay

*While we were hugging him to say goodbye, he suddenly squeezed my ass. It's not that I didn't like it, he's handsome and I can't understand how he hasn't married yet, but he's a bit of a cold person*

[bunnis-monsters]

🎃🎃MY OFFICIAL LIST FOR MY MONSTERTOBER EVENT🎃🎃

note: I will TRY to get to all of these, but if I feel like I can’t finish some, I’ll put up a poll so y’all can choose what I write

Oct1 legend of the driders(smut)🕸️

Oct2 vampire and werewolf fight over you(GONE SEXY) 🧛🏻🐺

Oct3 yan merman can’t let you go🧜‍♂️

Oct4 slime bf wants to be as close as possible~💧

Oct5 tentacle monster has a humanoid form?! 🐙

Oct6 yandere incubus 😈

Oct7 clingy haunted doll bf 🪡

Oct8 yan!vampire thinks you’re his reincarnated lover🧛🏻

Oct9 friend becomes a zombie then can’t help but breed you 🧟‍♂️

Oct10 baby bee hybrid Halloween special 🐝

Oct11 yandere witch makes you his pet 🧙

Oct12 werewolf chases you while you’re in a bunny costume 🐺🐰

Oct13 orc x bunny hybrid reader 🧌🐰

Oct14 shark hybrid bf going feral during your shark week🦈

Oct15 reader is the yearly sacrifice to appease the ghosts(smut) 👻

Oct16 cow hybrid!reader free use at a farm fall festival 🐮

Oct17 yandere lake monster 💦

Oct18 Yan!(maybe vampire)Scientist x experiment reader 🧪

Oct19 puppy hybrid bf breeds you at a costume party 🐶

Oct20 clown entity lonely after park shuts down, gets horny when you come to explore 🤡

Oct21 vampire milf gets you to babysit her kids then pays you with sexy times later 🧛🏻‍♀️

Oct22 yandere poltergeist falls for you (smut) 👻

Oct23 werewolf is witch!reader’s familiar 🧙

Oct24 Frankenstein’s monster? More like frankenstein’s moaner the way I’m bouncing on that wood 🤖

Oct25 protective headless horseman smut 🐴

Oct26 haunted house? Sentient scarecrow fucking? JINKIES 👹

Oct27 exploring haunted house with friends, get abandoned. Demons fuck you senseless 😈

Oct28 aliens take you for a breeding program 👽

Oct29 Gorgon lady turns you to stone and uses you to get off 🐍

Oct30 Naga’s first halloween 🐍

Oct31 Jack-o-lantern monster fun :3 🎃

[xotaemintol]

𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐁𝐨𝐲 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐗 (𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞) 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒

(SLIGHTLY)YANDERE TAEMIN!!

TW: Manipulation, gaslighting, slight rough sex, breathe play, hair pulling, breeding, obsessive behavior, oral sex (m receiving), unprotected sex, multiple orgasms (2), violence, choking!!, CNC (consensual non consent just in case), tears, mind breaking, oral sex (f receiving), role play, controlling behavior, degrading, praise, and cursing.

Pronouns used: None!

Word Count: 6759

Plot: After hanging out with Jinki for the day, you unexpectedly stay the night at his house, and when you return home your boyfriend Taemin is so jealous that he's lost his mind.

Inspired by: Impressionable by TAEMIN and Trust In Me: Mommy May Taemin by @thesafecafe !

When you finally returned home from your best friend Jinki's house, you expected your boyfriend Taemin to be happy to see you and waiting to hear all about your day, so as you entered the apartment with a big warm smile, you were expecting to see him on the couch with Kkoongie and Daengie, but instead, he was nowhere to be seen, neither were they. "Taemin?" You called out as you walked into the living room, "Tae?" You hummed and thought that they all must've been in his room, so you quickly made your way there, but as you opened the door, he was sitting there alone. The room was slightly messy and as he sat on the edge of the bed with his legs crossed you questioned what was going on.

"Taemin?" He slowly looked at you, and the glare in his eyes caught you off guard, but then it hits you when you left yesterday, you never told him you were going to be staying the night with Jinki, but you didn't know you would either, it just happened. "Are you okay?" You watched with curious eyes as he stood up and walked over to you, "where were you last night?" He asked as he stood in front of you, his tone told you right away that he was in one of his moods. It wasn't often that Taemin would get jealous when you're hanging out with his SHINee members, as he completely trusts them and you to be alone together without anything happening, but when it does happen, it's like he's a completely different person. "I was with Jinki," you said, taking a step back to put space between the two of you, the way he stood so closely made you feel unbelievably intimidated.

"What do you mean?" You asked, by the look on Taemin's face you could tell that he wasn't satisfied with your answer, the way he sucked in his cheek and bite down on it let you know that he was trying his hardest to stay calm. "Y/N," his tone sounded so condescending, as if he knew something you didn't, "do you think I'm stupid?" He asked, you looked up at him becoming worried, Taemin only spoke that way when he was beyond his limit, and nothing pushes him further than being toyed with. Nothing turns him off more than being lied to, especially about something involving his members. "What?" You asked sounding caught off guard, "of course not," you said, "Look, Jinki and I went shopping, we got something to eat, went to karaoke and he had a little too much to drink so I just-" Taemin stopped you, pinching the bridge of his nose as he took a second to calm down.

"I thought you said you were going to the movies?" As he said this you paused, trying to recall when you first mentioned the wholesome friend date you had originally planned, for a second too long, you hesitated to answer, confirming the completely inaccurate suspicions Taemin had. "So you were lying?" Taemin asked as if he had already come up with the answer himself, this time you answered right away, "No! Of course not!" You said, finally, the memory clicked, you didn't lie, you just replanned things. "We didn't go to the movies because they weren't showing anything we wanted to see!" Your words came out rushed, too rushed for Taemin's liking, to him, he sounded like you had just come up with the perfect lie, but really, you had just remembered what made you skip out on going to the movies. "Do I look like a child to you Y/N? Do you expect me to believe that?"

You looked up at him confused, you couldn't tell what made him think you'd even think of cheating on him, especially with someone so close to him, and to you. "What are you talking about? I told you yesterday before we went to karaoke that we decided not to go to the movies," you explained, "didn't you get my text?" You asked Taemin's glare became more intense, and the annoyed look on his face quickly changed to a subtle enraged one. "What text?" He asked, he pulled his phone out of his pocket and handed it to you, "because I don't have one text at all, not even one telling me that you'd be staying the night there." You could tell that he was getting closer to his breaking point, your confusion as you looked at his messages to you didn't help either, but you couldn't help it, you could recall texting him as soon as Jinki had reminded you of him getting jealous the first time you two hung out alone.

"But..." he snatched his phone out of your hands and threw it towards the bed, not caring that it had hit the wall, "it's like every time I try to give you the freedom to do what you want, you just show me why I shouldn't." His words made you look at him in disbelief, 'Every time?' You thought to yourself, 'What is he talking about?' You sighed and decided that it would be best if you explained everything as best as possible, if not, you could tell that he'd just go off the rails, "Taemin, nothing happened last night, I must've forgotten to send the message or it just didn't send, but I promise, nothing is going on between Jinki and me." This wasn't enough for him though, and it became clear when he suddenly grabbed a handful of your hair, yanking it as he dragged you closer, "Why would I believe that?" You winced in pain as you tried to get his hand out of your hair, but it was no use.

"Obviously you like him, I'm not fucking dumb," he said, his grip tightened, your scalp felt like it was burning, "T-Taemin please..." your pleas fell onto deaf ear though, he had finally lost it, "am I not enough anymore?" He asked, "I thought you'd said you'd only look at me," you struggled again to remove his hand from your hair but it only made him yank it again. "You promised me that you'd only love me, you swore that you only had eyes for me!" You whined from the pain, but you were more worried about what he was saying, most people thought that Taemin was only joking when he'd say things like 'only look at me' or 'only love me', but they couldn't be more wrong, it wasn't usual for him to talk to you this way, but it's terrifying when he does. It makes you realize that when he sings about things like making people want him or making people fall for him with no limit, it's what he truly believes and what he truly wants.

"I-I do!" You responded, "I wouldn't ever look at anyone else!" You said, but you were only feeding into his insanity, you could care less though, not only was it true, but it was also what he wanted to hear, and telling him what he wanted to hear, would help you calm him down enough to talk to him and explain that nothing happened. "Liar, why would you ignore my calls then? Why didn't you answer my texts? Why did you stay the night at his house?" As he questioned you his grip got tighter, the pain made your eyes water as you shut them. "I didn't mean to! I was just-" he yanked even harder and you cried out, "You were what?" He waited as you tried to fight against the pain, "trying to piss me off?" You denied it quickly, "No! I'm sorry! I just lost track of time! Please Taemin, please let go!" You begged, this time, he let go.

Practically pushing you back as he released you, as you fell to your knees while holding the back of your head he stood over you, "I just don't get it," he said, you couldn't pick up on his tone, you couldn't place the coldness in his voice. "I mean, I love you so much," he said, "I spend so much time with you, I buy you nice things, I take care of you, I even pay all the bills, and still..." he wrapped his hand around your throat and forced you to look up at him, "you act like it's not enough, do you not love me?" You gasped with wide and slightly teary eyes, "Is this not enough? Do you want more? Or do I have to force you to love me?" You put your hand over his to try to keep him from tightening his hand and you responded right away, "No! No! It's enough! I already love you! I love you so much Taemin!" You couldn't tell, but the sound of your panicked voice confessing your love for him, made him swell with a sick feeling of love and obsession.

"You do?" He asked, his hand still resting on your throat as he smiled, the crazed look in his eyes made you tremble, "Yes! Of course!" You expected this to be the end of it, but you were wrong, you gasped for air as he suddenly tightened his hand around your throat and tried to stand, but he pushed you back down with his other hand. "Then why would you do this to me?" He asked, "I mean, do you know how worried I was?" You tried to get his hand off your throat, scratching your skin to pry his hand off, "I didn't get a blink of sleep last night, did you know that? I couldn't help thinking that something bad could've happened," his sadistically soft tone mixed with the lack of oxygen made your body go into panic mode, you couldn't tell if he was being genuine or if he was going to kill you for his suspensions.

"I stayed up all night so stressed and worried that my sweet baby girl would never come back home, while you were out..." his grip loosened finally, but only enough for you not to faint, just enough for you to continue to be too lightheaded to think properly, "with my best friend, doing god knows what," he pulled you up to your feet by your throat, his thumb pressed into a spot under your jaw that made your mouth water, "after I was nice enough to allow you to leave too, how could you be so inconsiderate? Are you sure you love me?" Finally, he let go, you immediately took a deep breath in, almost falling over again as your head stopped spinning, you could barely think straight, your brain constantly replaying his words in your head as you tried to comprehend what he was saying. "Do you know how badly you hurt me?" He asked, 'Hurt him?' You thought to yourself.

Did you hurt him? You asked yourself in your head what you could've done to hurt him, but the pain makes it hard to think, he wouldn't have hurt you if you didn't. Taemin has never been violent to you unless it was in bed, so with poor judgment, you decided that maybe you did hurt him. "I'm so sorry," you said, tears brimming your eyes as you looked up at him weakly, "I didn't mean to, I promise it won't happen again," you added, Taemin fought with himself not to smile, but your vulnerability to him pleases him to an almost insane degree. "How can I be sure? How am I supposed to trust you? Do you know how hurt I am?" He looked at you in your eyes, and although is tone said 'sad and hurt', his eyes said differently, but you could hardly pick up on it, your head was still pounding and the fear he had instilled into you so quickly made you feel dizzy.

"I promise, please, I won't ever do it again," you didn't feel as relaxed as you wanted to when he finally smiled and sighed, that relieved and calm look on his face didn't make you feel that he had forgiven you, and you were right for feeling that way. "Then prove it," he said, "get on your knees and show me just how badly you love me," his tone once again, wicked as his face fell flat, giving you no clue on how he was feeling, but you didn't care, you just wanted him to forgive you for hurting his feelings, you wanted to remind him that no matter what you'll always love him and you'll only look at him, so, you got down on your knees. "There you go," he said praising you just a little for doing what he wanted, his constant change of emotion had you in a whirlwind of distress, every second you felt like he was going to snap again and do something more drastic.

The feeling intensified as you sat there staring at the floor doing nothing, anger and impatience bubbled up inside of him as he waited for your next move, but you were still trying to find the words to say that would make him feel better. It was like you were too dazed by his explosion of rage to realize what was going on, "Y/N?" Taemin called out, his tone is more gentle but it still makes you flinch, bringing you out of your deep thoughts, "are you okay?" He asked, as you looked up at him confused he stared back at you with a soft look in his eyes, 'What is going on?' You thought to yourself, "If you don't want to do this then we can stop, you know the safe word right?" He asked, but you didn't know what he was talking about, you have a safe word, but you weren't having sex, and to your knowledge, you weren't roleplaying, so why would you use the safe word?

Instead of trying to figure out what was going on exactly, you just nodded your head, "no no, use your words, baby," he said, "I need to hear you say it," your mouth feels almost dry as you speak, "yes, Taemin..." but you can't hide how confused you are, and as his expression changed again, you stare baffled, "what?" You made a mistake, but how were you supposed to know? You could hardly even think straight, how were you supposed to know that you had made a mistake? "S-Sir, yes sir!" You quickly corrected yourself, afraid of what he might do if you said the wrong thing. "God, you're so clumsy," he rolled his eyes and huffed, "now go ahead, get to work before I change my mind, you're wasting my time." Finally, you get it, instead of wasting another second of his precious time and energy, you quickly undid his belt and unbuttoned his pants.

"I knew you could figure it out," as he pet the top of your head you flinched a little but continued to remove his pants, as you tugged them down his underwear followed with them, despite the fear in your poor confused body, you were excited from the sight of him like this, just above the waistband of his underwear was a faint happy trail, and when you finally removed his pants, his dick springs out, slapping against his pelvis and standing at attention, the tan skin of his body, paired with the faint happy trail, and pinkness of the head of his cock made your body feel hot. "Are you just gonna stare at it? Or are you going to prove how sorry you are?" You looked up at him and then back down at his dick, licking your lips before nodding and moving your body closer.

You took a deep breath before finally wrapping your mouth around the head of his cock, out of instinct, you closed your eyes and slowly took him in deeper, your tongue lay flat above your bottom teeth and caressed the underside of his length, you could hear him breathe in deeply as you set a comfortable pace for both him and yourself. "Shit..." his voice trembles a little, but you focused on pleasing him, putting your all into his pleasure as you used your mouth to apologize and show him that you loved him. You kept this pace for a minute before going a little faster, never taking him any deeper to keep your breath so that you wouldn't pull off too fast, but Taemin didn't care about your breathing, he wanted you to take him deeper and he didn't want to ask, so he grabbed a handful of your hair again, in the same spot, and led your head himself.

Usually, Taemin is only a head pusher when he's feeling especially needy or when he was in control, so it didn't at all shock you when he started leading your head to take him deeper. Your eyes water though as he touches the back of your throat, to keep him from basically going all the way down it, you put your hand on the rest of him and move your hand with your head in hopes that it would be enough for him. "Fuck...you're so good baby," he said, "does it feel good to apologize?" He asked, his voice shaken as he tried his hardest not to melt from the feeling of your mouth, you just do it so well though, you've always known exactly how to please him, and now isn't any different. As you begin to feel breathless you try to pull your mouth off for a second, but instead of letting you go, he begins to fuck your mouth.

"Not yet," his quickened breaths let you know that he's close already, that meaning that you don't breathe until he cums, "just a little longer okay baby?" You looked up at him with teary eyes, humming against him to let him know that you were nearing your limit, but so was he. "Look at you," he licked his lips and softly moaned, his voice sounds so angelic compared to the way he fucks your throat, "you're so cute...and pathetic, what would you do without me?" That lightheaded feeling returned, and your lungs burn for air but you fight the feeling, "you can't even breathe if I didn't let you, you can't think unless I help, it's like you were made for me," he pulled you off by your hair, finally letting you get a breath, you immediately gasped, a trail of saliva and precum trailing from your lips to his cock.

"Isn't that right?" He grabbed your face and forced you to look at him, "you can't live without me, can you?" The pain in your head becomes dull and your head felt like you were swimming, but his insanity guides you perfectly into his web, and with no thought behind your pretty eyes, you nodded your empty head. "That's right baby, you're such a good girl," he guided your head back to his dick, fucking your face even faster than before as you sat there like an obedient pet, allowing him to use your face as he pleased. You kept your eyes on his face, his eyebrows scrunched up and his face contorted beautifully, if being on your knees like this made him forgive you, then you'd stay there for hours, on your knees earning his forgiveness. As your eyes closed Taemin cursed, the soft throb in your mouth lets you know that he's closer than before.

A slightly salty taste in your mouth made you bring yourself closer to him, it pushed you to ignore your body's need for air and you forced your head further down until your nose hit his pelvis with every thrust, as he hits the back of your throat the taste returns, the precum building in the back of your mouth almost choked you but you did your best to swallow as much as possible. The feeling of you trying to swallow with him in your mouth made his knees feel weak, but he hid it well, "You're doing such a good job, now swallow for me okay?" You hummed an 'okay' around him and opened your eyes, his moans became louder, the sound of his voice was divine, the slight rasp with every breath and the way his voice cracked just as he was reaching his peak made your stomach tingle and as he finally came into your mouth he let out a heavenly breath, a mixture between a moan, a sigh, and a grunt, fall from his beautiful lips.

In seconds, Taemin's cum is flooding your throat and mouth, while some you can swallow, some pools in your mouth, slowly dripping out the sides of your mouth, but he wasn't going to let you waste a drop. "You better swallow it," he warned, slowly he removed himself from your mouth and watched as you struggled. You try to breathe while also trying to keep all of the saliva, precum, and cum in your mouth, "if you waste a drop, then I'll punish you," although you were afraid, you couldn't help but throb at the thought of him touching you, maybe the lack of air is driving you insane, or maybe it's the throbbing pain in your head, whatever it was, you still didn't want to be punished by Taemin, so you quickly wiped up the dribbles of cum dripping from your mouth and swallowed, licking your finger clean after.

"Such a good girl," you looked at him and opened your mouth to let him know that you had swallowed it all, "now, clean me up," he didn't have to tell you twice, and without a second thought, you began licking the slobbery mess off his cock, making sure to suck it all off and swallow it when you were done. Taemin watched in contentment, that craziness in his head had him buzzing with excitement, and seeing you fall into him made him want to fall with you. If anything, Taemin felt like more of a slave to you, than you for him, of course, he was the one who led you here in the beginning, but he was the one truly trapped, the way you looked at him with such a deep admiration and lust made him feel weak, his body was trembling with thirst and he knew no amount of his depraved tricks to get you this vulnerable would ever be enough to overpower the monopoly you have over his mind, that's why he's doing this.

"Stand up," he said, immediately you did as he said, you didn't want to set him off again, and your head couldn't handle the pain again, "aren't you gonna thank me?" He asked, "I let you swallow all of my cum instead of making you use your words to apologize," you nodded, still as absent-minded as before, and quickly thanked him, your quick submission is satisfying, but he wanted to break you down further until he could feel that you would truly never look at anyone else, ever again. "Strip," he sat down on the bed and waited, you stood there though, eyes as wide as the moon as you nervously placed your hands on the hem of your shirt, "Do I have to repeat myself?" He asked, you shook your head.

"Then strip," he said, "or do you want me to do it for you?" Your messed up mind ran wild imagining him stripping your body, ripping your clothes off of you as you laid underneath him, the warmth from the thought made you think it wouldn't be so bad, but instead of testing his patience, you began to strip. Taemin's eyes drink you in, following your hands as you slowly lift your shirt over your head, the feeling of him watching you made you feel so embarrassed, he's always so intimidating when he's observing, and a part of you has always loved it too. As you took off your underwear he stopped you, "Turn around," you did as he said and stood there nervously, "Take them off and hand them to me," still following his orders you took them off and passed them to him with your back facing him. "Good girl," you stood there as Taemin tied your hands behind your back and unclamped your bra.

"Now, turn around for me," You turned around and looked up at him, the smile on his face made you feel relaxed, "you know I love you right?" He asked, his voice was a lot more sincere now, like he was trying to be careful and lure you in, but it also seemed like he was being genuine, you nodded, you do know that Taemin loves you, so you didn't hesitate to agree. "If I'm being too rough, you can tell me to stop, so don't hesitate okay?" You nodded again, but he didn't stop looking at you yet, "I'm serious Y/N, I don't want to hurt you, if you don't enjoy it, and if you don't want it, then you can always say so, you understand?" This time you waited to answer, finally your brain had caught up with the current situation and you could truly understand what he was saying, "if you understand, use the safe word," the delicate look made you relax completely, "hot," you said, he nodded and kissed your forehead.

"Good," his demeanor changed once again, after confirming that you are consenting to go further he stopped holding back and pushed you onto the bed, you drag your body up the rest of the way and lay there, you watched as he undressed himself the rest of the way and got onto the bed himself. "My pretty baby..." he said, "you're my pretty girl," you gasped as his fingers touch your bare lips, he slipped one between and slowly began to rub slow circles on your clit, right away your body tensed up, the sudden pleasure made your head spin, you tried to close your legs but he held them opened, "stay still," he said as he moved his upper body between your legs, he moved his finger lower until he felt your dripping entrance, "you feel so wet, did being choked turn you on?" He asked, his finger slowly entering you, he made sure to be careful as he pushed his entire finger in.

"Or was it having your hair pulled?" You quietly moaned, the feeling of his finger inside of you was a complete contradiction of the pain from his fingers tugging your hair, the pleasure rippled through your body as he put his mouth on your clit, his tongue moving against it like water as his lips wrap around it. You almost screamed, you melted as he moved his mouth against the rest of your cunt while adding a finger inside of you, chills formed all over your skin and your back arched, you struggled against the restraints of your underwear, you wanted to put your hands in his hair, or at least be able to hold on to something, but with your hands underneath you and tied together, you couldn't do anything but become a slave to the pleasures of Taemin's mouth. "Oh...Oh god! Taemin!" You cried out, his movements became faster but stayed as perfect as always, he's always been so good at pleasing you.

You trembled and bit your lip, you tried not to be so loud already, but it felt so good, the warmth in your stomach spreads throughout your whole body and your toes curl, you can't stop your body from melting and thrashing around, he didn't let up though, instead he swirled his tongue around your clit while moving his fingers even faster, pressing them against a spongy spot that made you go silent, your legs threatened to shut and trap him in, but his broad shoulders kept them opened. Your hips uncontrollably buckled, you couldn't stop yourself from grinding against his face, and you knew that he loved it from the feeling of him smiling against your core, he pulled his face away for a second and chuckled, "You're so cute," he looked up at you, "watch me, don't close your eyes," and just like that he went back down, this time he moved his mouth slower than his fingers.

Your eyes almost closed as they fluttered, looking into Taemin's eyes is a dangerous task already, but looking into his eyes as he eats you out like it's his last meal makes it nearly impossible, his tongue once again swirled around your clit before he pressed his tongue against it and began waving his tongue. It was a trick he learned a few years ago when he was eating ice cream, instead of just licking, he'd press his tongue against your clit, and slowly move it up and down in a waving motion. The feeling was like heaven, it felt so good that it ripped through your body, tearing you in half as the pleasure rocked you back and forth, this time you couldn't stop yourself from closing your eyes, but he didn't care, he just kept going and slowed his fingers just a little, allowing you to focus more on his tongue, he knows you'd rather have him inside of you than his fingers anyways.

"So...so good..." you moaned out, your stomach tightened, the muscles spasm and the feeling of your clit throbbing against his tongue and becoming softer let him know that you were close, the second he was able to completely press his tongue into it and feel your pelvic bone, he knew that you were about to cum, so he started moving his tongue in a circle and closed his eyes, he focused completely and bringing you over that point, he wanted to push you over the edge and he'd do it even if his jaw felt like it was going to fall off. "Oh god! Taemin! I-I...I'm gonna cum!" You cried out, he nodded his head, softly caressing your thighs and bringing them up to his head, he snuck his hands under your lower back and grabbed your hands, forcing you to come closer to his face as your hips rested on his arms. "Fuck!" You threw your head back and your back arched even more, before you could even tell that it was happening, a mind-splitting orgasm washes over your body.

Your muscles clamp around his fingers and you lay almost silent with faint breathes and moans leaving your mouth, finally, Taemin pulled away and licked his lips clean, "You did so well for me baby," he pulled his fingers out and sucked them clean too, moaning at the taste of you, "did it feel good my love?" You lay there breathless for a second before nodding your head, "yes..." you responded, "so good," you looked up at him as he positioned his body between your legs, this time he brought your legs up to his hips and placed his hands on your hips, "are you ready for me?" He asked, you nodded, you were more than ready for him, but Taemin wasn't going to give it to you that easy, and you should've known that, "are you sure?" He asked, "I want to hear you say it," he said, you whined at the feeling of him lining himself up with your entrance.

"Yes! I'm ready!" That was all he needed to hear, he slowly rubbed himself against you, dragging the head of his cock up and down your slit, the wetness of his saliva and your arousal feels so slick and warm, Taemin swore under his breath and bit his lip, finally, he slowly began to enter you, the slight stretch made you wince just a little but the moment he had fully bottomed out inside of you, that slight pain had completely disappeared. Taemin filled you up beautifully, every inch of him touched your walls, without even trying, he was pressed against that same spongy spot that made you see stars before, he wasn't even moving yet and you were already trembling and moaning. "You...you feel so good!" You looked up at him with such a wild desire in your eyes, it was so intense that Taemin couldn't help but become oversexed himself.

"It does baby?" He asked, his eyes low as he bit his plush bottom lip, "tell me how good it feels," he said, he slowly pulled his hips back your toes pointed forward, your legs are weak around his hips, the feeling of his length dragging against your walls made your head feel just as empty as before. "So good! I-I love it!" You cried out, "I love it so much Taemin!" You felt so desperate, and when he finally stopped, leaving the head of his cock inside of you, the desperate feeling grew until you began moving yourself against him, saying in an unexpectedly coaxing voice "Please, give me more," the pillow like tone made Taemin's stomach swell with heat, as he looked you in your eyes he felt chills all over his body. Once again, he's reminded that no matter his amount of dominance and control could stop you from winning in the end, he's a slave to you, and all it takes is one simple look for him to be on his knees, ready and willing to serve and please.

"Please?" You pushed your hips against his, the pout on your face only adding to his downfall, "god, you're so pretty..." Finally, he snapped his hips forward and slammed into you, Taemin wasted no time in setting a fast pace, he was too lost in your desires to hold back and start slow. Tingles rush up from the tip of his spine, covering the back of his neck and head as you squeeze around him and leak onto the sheets, "fuck...fuck you feel so good," he sounded as if he could cry already, and you were no different, you whimpered as you became increasingly intoxicated by the mind-blowing pleasure, you couldn't care less about the pain in your wrists, every time the head of his dick hit your cervix and pressed into that spot, you felt your grip on reality slipping further and further away, it felt like you were floating, a puddle forms in your stomach, your eyes roll back and you throw your head back.

Neither of you speak, and you both were so enthralled by this ecstasy, your bodies felt like they were becoming one, like you were melting from the heat. Taemin's mind was becoming blank as the sound of your tranquil breaths stir his brain, you feel like heaven. "Tae-Taemin..." you called out his name, your voice is so beautiful to him, he can't stop, he wants to be deeper inside of you, he wanted to be so deep inside of you that he'd never be able to pull out. "Tae...oh god! Taemin!" You squirm and wrap your legs around him tightly, holding him almost still, "fuck...it feels like...you..." he threw his head back and went faster, "god, you're gonna drive me crazy." You could feel him twitch inside of you, he was getting close already, Taemin was never one to be quick in bed, but occasionally, when he feel especially horny, he won't be able to hold himself back.

So instead of allowing himself to cum, he pulled out of you, right away you whined, you clenched around nothing as you whimper, "I know baby," he helped you up and led you to the edge of the bed, "lean over the bed for me," you quickly follow his lead, you know that you can trust him not to let you fall so you leaned over the edge of the bed knowing that he'd keep you from hurting yourself, and he did, right as you began to lean, he grabbed your hips and pulled you back so that only your head was hanging over the edge. Taemin pulled your hips up a little more, he forced you to arch your back and held your hand before slowly filling you up with his self again. The new angle made him feel so much deeper, you moaned loudly at the feeling while unconsciously moving forward. But Taemin stopped you, he held your body in place and pulled your back your hands, "Stay still baby, I don't want you to fall."

Your head feels like it's reeling, you whimpered and cursed as intense waves of pleasure cause you to breathe heavily, your eyes rolled back and you pushed back into him, your skin slapping together creating a lewd wet sound that fills the room. Your stomach clenched and you go quiet, you practically drool from the feeling of Taemin, and it doubles when he reaches his hand around and pulled you up by the throat, his hand carefully wrapped around you while the other slipped down to your clit, "I love you so much Y/N," your stomach felt like it was doing flips, your breathing completely stopped and you leaned your head back against his shoulder, "I love you so much, you're driving me crazy," you gasped and pleaded with him to let you cum, the puddle inside of your stomach becomes a pool, your eyes began to water, it felt like you were going to explode, "wait, just hold it, you can do that can't you?" You nodded, but it was no way you could hold back any longer.

Taemin could tell too, the way your walls convulsed around him told him that you were going to cum rather he told you to or not, but he didn't care, he was too close to try to stop you. Your heat was melting him and the feeling of your arousal spilling all over him turned him on even more, "I-I can't!" You cried out, his movements became harsher and the circles he rubbed on your clit were looser and sloppy but they collided perfectly and edging you closer and closer to your peak, "it's okay...it's okay baby, go ahead...cum for me baby," his sexual coos wrap around your mind and you fall into it, just as he said, you completely unravel, your liquids flood him and your warmth pulls him in deeper, just as you cum, he follows behind you, cumming deep inside of you from the feeling. You sobbed quietly from the feeling, his cum filled you up so perfectly, you could feel it spreading and the throbbing from his cock made you feel so filthy.

Taemin moans in your ear, his voice is soft and angelic, he moves his hand from your throat and clit and holds you against him as if you were going to break. The euphoric feeling washes over both your bodies and as he pulls out, his cum seeps out, dripping down your thighs, you both take a second, he continued to hold you before carefully untying your hands and helping you get back on the bed. Neither of you speak for a second, you both lay next to each other in a comfortable silence, catching your breath and collecting your thoughts. The aftermath finally catching up with you as you turn your head to him and smile, "Are you okay?" He asks, "I didn't go too far did I?" You shake your head and laugh a little, you knew he'd get worried afterward, he's always like this after intense role play, "no, of course not," you kiss the tip of his nose and smile at him, "you did amazing."

"You sure?" He turns on his side and wraps his arm around your waist, "I mean, you looked genuinely scared, I thought you forgot for a second," he says, you shake your head and close your eyes, you feel sleepy already "Nope..." you sigh happily and look at him again, "I loved every second of it." Finally, after so long, Taemin kisses you, his soft lips melt into yours and you close your eyes, butterflies fill your stomach and that loving feeling you've been waiting for washes over you, you wrap yourself around him, already falling asleep before he even pulled away, "I missed you so much darling," he says quietly, Taemin like you, was also falling asleep, "I missed you more," he kisses your forehead and holds you close while muttering a soft 'I love you', as you both drift off into sleep, peacefully, happily, and satisfied.

[dailydoseoffanfics]

I've been having this idea for a while and im just gonna say it:

Spiderverse x reader. But with an isekai!reader.

Basically, (y/n) is just your average spiderman fan. They read every comic book of any spiderpeople and obviously itsv and atsv are their absolute favorite movies. They keep rambling about it, telling how the visuals look stunning, characters are top tier, yada yada.

But one FAITHFUL day, during midnight, our (y/n) is rewatching the atsv movie for the 16542890th time, and while they were enjoying it, screen suddenly glitches and creates some kind of portal, (y/n) gets sucked into it and upon waking up, THEY REALIZE THEY'RE IN ITSV/ATSV !!!!! JINKIES!!!!!!

But anyhow, I really wanna see this kind of concept because its just so interesting and i wanna see a premise where a reader from our world randomly gets sucked into the spiderverse movies (the first movie or the second movie.......................or both), and how they would react to this situation, how they will meet the characters, you guys get what im saying (i hope). I've been tempted to make this kind of story, but my writing skills beg to differ 💀

It can be platonic or romantic. Idrc, but if any of you guys are planning to make this kind of story, please tag me 😘🙏

Bonus points if it's also a yandere story/has yandere themes as well. I'm not saying its a requirement, but that would be REALLY interesting to see.

Yeah i just wanted to get this idea off my head, writing this at 1 am and i need to sleep 💀. Hope yall are having a wonderful day.

EDIT: You don't have to credit me if you're planning to write this kind of story. If you want to give me credits, then go ahead! Just know that I frankly don't give a shit if you didn't credit me, as this was just an idea that popped into my brain at an ungodly hour 💀

[soshinee]

not to be yandere but i need jessi to stay away from shinee i swear to god. do not go near them. and do not even think abt flirting w ming and jinki i am so serious rn.

[taem-min-archived]

The Mirror of Erised - a SHINee Collab

“It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.”

NCT version | EXO version | SHINee version

Welocme to the millionth eight collab hosted by me @/taemin-jaemin. The topic of this collab is going to revolve around the Mirror of Erised, i.e., on our deepest desires.

.Rules

- The theme of is our deepest desires. It doesn’t have to be a Harry Potter AU or a Magical AU. It’s just on our desires. Though you are free to make it so and even add the Mirror in your story to your liking.

- First come, first serve basis

- There are 4 slots available, as I will be taking one for myself.

- No smut please! I’m a minor.

- All fics must be member x reader or member x oc. For the ease of writing, the reader doesn’t need to be gender neutral. Just mention it in the pairing. The reader has to be inclusive though.

- Works that include the following themes are not allowed between the main pairing: abuse, rape, dub-con, non-con, pedophilia, incest, explicit gore, romanticisation of mental issues, and triggering topics.

- No plagiarism!

- Any genre is allowed, but if it is better if it is yandere. But it is up to you!

- Having discord is mandatory for communication purposes.

- The minimum word count is 1k. There is no maximum.

- The deadline is November 2022. But I do understand that we all have our personal lives and works and so it can be extended if wanted.

- The last date to dropout is September 2022. I’ll understand if you can’t participate any more, but please dm me.

- Any change in url, please dm me.

- If you would like to join the collab, please dm me along with the name of the member you want to write for.

- Please reblog this post once you’ve been selected.

.Slots

Lee Jinki - @writeformesinpie​

Kim Jonghyun

Choi Minho - @kpoptrashlord-007​

Kim Kibum - @taemin-jaemin​ (me)

Lee Taemin - @lucas-wongs​

[youronlyace]

I finally wrote the idol AU background for how became a serial killer. Thanks @ondubyu

As a kid Taemin accidently kills a baby bird. He is distraught. Still the idea of death lingers. He never has nor wanted to hurt animals, but people? That was something he entertained. I think its the reason he likes slasher movies or horror. Shit like that fascinates him. Id like to think he took up dancing to maybe curb this, but one day he got angry and just...killed. maybe someone was trying to hurt him while walking home from school. Maybe he was out late because he was an anxious bub. All he knows is he killed and he loved it.

To have that power to take life was...something. he keeps it to himself and focuses on dancing. Then be becomes a trainee and he starts to notice he is S T R E S S E D. He takes a walk one night and runs into a sasaeng trying to sneak into the building. So he lures them away and kills her. He was stressed and angry and this bitch was trying to sneak in???

So he starts to get a taste for it and It just happens. In this AU he is With Jimin and Jimin is pretty fucked up like him. However I do have a few aus that branch off, for shipping purposes. In the AU Jinki is the first to really find out and he keeps the secret. I write it that the rest of SHINee, Kai, Jimin and Mark and Lucas are the only ones.

His solo career really kicked him off, as each concept got darker. And more...captivating? But also dangerous. He is literally by Criminal showing off his true tendencies. He is a yandere who gets off to killing and wants ti kill. Its a compulsive need he can't stop and its much worse in Baker AU but there ya go.

[universe-of-superm]

Tags: @multiverse-cb (jinki💎) @princeacademy-cb @the-hellhounds-cb(donghyuckie) @fallenangel-oc(ten's princess) @storybook-nct(baekhyun's baby) @9ateez-multiau-bot @hybrid-babies @sub-n-softcb @killerbots @prince-svt @undeadbots @urfantasylover @captain-america-wonho @kitty-kafe @favegirls-ocbot @kitten-cb @tan-jaeminoc @uridealgf-cb @cbcrib @soullessxbot @demonxbot @yandere-xiao @esmeralda-oc @ateezmysterycb @allaboard-theateez @lovetalker-bot @lovesickofyou @pick-a-hwa @hybrid-rescue-center @angelzbakery

𝚁𝙴𝙿𝙾𝚁𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙴

Lee Taemin, Owner of lilax co and singer has been spotted downtown of Seoul. The man seemed to have been walking the street with a little girl that he had recently revealed as his one year old daughter! Some of Taemin's fans are angry about him hiding his daughter from the public----

Taemin turned the tv off before sighing in frustration. His manager immediately picked up her phone, ready to dial the press when he brought his hand out and stopped her. "There is no need to do that Minhee," he spoke,his voice showing how tired he truly was. "No matter what I say, some people will continue to be angry for my decisions." Rujin noticed her father's sad expression and ran off to her room before coming back to the livingroom.

Taemin felt something tap his side and turned to see his daughter holding her dinosaur plushie in his face. "Appa needs diggy!" She beamed,smiling when Taemin accepted the plushie. "Aww Rujin sweetie but diggy is yours~" Before Taemin could give it back, Rujin put both of her smaller hands on his before looking at him. "Appa sad so diggy make it better." His heart melted at his daughter as he pulled the child into his arms.

"Diggy and my princess always make me feel better."Taemin said with a smile before looking at Minhee,giving her a silent nod before watching her leave his home. "How about we watch a movie and drink strawberry smoothies?" Taemin suggested, pushing the situation from his mind when he saw Rujin excitedly nod her head.

[mint-yooxgi]

Kinktober 2024 Mini Masterlist

Note: All of these drabbles are under the premise that all parties involved are consenting to the actions held within them, and are part of established relationships.

To be posted in order starting October 1st:

Day 1

Yandere!Dragon!Mingi + Somnophilia

Day 2

Yandere!Alien!Junmyeon + Oral Fixation

Day 3

Yandere!Trickster!Seokmin + Predator/Prey & Asphyxiation

Day 4

Yandere!Siren!Wooyoung + Size & Orgasm Denial

Day 5

Yandere!Moon God!Soobin + Somnophilia & Praise

Day 6

Angel!San + Body Worship & Possession

Day 7

Yandere!Fae King!Seonghwa + Queen & Praise

Day 8

Yandere!Vampire!Jinki + Blood & Oral Fixation

Day 9

Yandere!Hybrid!Hongjoong + Predator/Prey & Marking

Day 10

Tiger Hybrid!Soonyoung + JOI & Masturbation

Day 11

Heretic!Yunho + Thigh Riding & Sensory Depravation

Day 12

Yandere!Demon!Kun + Oral Fixation

Day 13

Demigod!Jongho + Praise & Possession

Day 14

Yandere!Kitsune!Yuta + Bondage & Overstimulation

Day 15

Yandere!Siren!Yeosang + Predator/Prey & Body Worship

Day 16

Vampire!San - Cockwarming & Blood

Day 17

Yandere!Bodyguard!Choi Minho + Biting & Oral Fixation

Day 18

Naga!Seonghwa + Asphyxiation & Predator/Prey

Day 19

Yandere!Fallen Angel!Yunho + Possession & Size

Day 20

Yandere!Siren!Hongjoong + Biting & Oral Fixation

Day 21

Yandere!Fae!Taemin + Overstimulation & Somnophilia

Day 22

Incubus!Wooyoung + Mommy & Cockwarming

Day 23

Vampire!Jongho + Predator/Prey & Marking

Day 24

Yandere!Eros!Jongin + Possession & Body Worship

Day 25

Yandere!Dragon!Mingyu + Size & Overstimulation

Day 26

Tiefling!Yunho + Predator/Prey

Day 27

Bunny Hybrid!Soobin + Mommy & Breeding

Day 28

Yandere!Trickster!Hongjoong + Body Worship & Somnophilia

Day 29

Demon!Seungcheol + Knife & Asphyxiation

Day 30

Yandere!Fallen Angel!Seonghwa + Somnophilia & Body Worship

Day 31

Yandere!Balrog!Mingi + Queen & Marking

[mymoodwriting]

2.1k, yandere, car accident, amnesia, stalking, drugs, kidnapping, restraints, chains (@starillusion13)

“I know this place…”

Minho wandered the streets every night, finding himself following the same path over and over again. He’d always wind up at this bar, stumbling in, drunk on memories and pain. He was haunted by the past, by his lover. This was a place they’d frequent together, and he’d always come here looking for them. He’d confuse the girls around for his lover, and that would always get him into trouble. Every night he’d be dragged out and beaten, but that never discouraged him from going back there and looking for the one he loved.

Every day he lived in a nightmare. He lost his lover in a car accident, but he’s still looking for them. This night was like no other. Minho was making his way over to the bar when something caught his eyes. There was a girl looking around the area, she seemed a bit lost, but in his mind that was her, the one he had lost. Without a second thought he ran over and hugged the girl, holding her tight, afraid to let go. Of course she squirmed beneath him until she got free. Now that he was close Minho would realize this wasn’t who he was looking for, but he was caught off guard seeing the girl’s face. She looked just like his lost love.

“I… I’m sorry…”

“Do I know you?” The girl asked. “I-”

“No. I just thought you looked like someone I knew.”

“Oh… sorry…”

“I’m sorry… I’ll be leaving now…”

Minho offered a quick smile and stepped away. He knew he was chasing a ghost, but those little moments when he thought he saw them again, they could spark such peace in his heart. That simple hug, thinking it was someone, it eased his worries, even if only for a second. As he walked away he could still feel the warmth of the embrace, deluding himself into believe it was-

“Y/n!”

Minho stopped dead in his tracks, feeling his heart sink. Hearing your name brought so much to the surface that it overwhelmed him. Tears built up in his eyes, and a tightening was felt in his chest. He looked back at the doppelganger, only to see another familiar face by their side. A friend of their deceased beloved. Without realizing Minho was already walking back over, confronting the pair.

“Alya.”

“Uh…”

The strange gentlemen that had hugged you moments before came back, and was speaking to your friend. The fact he knew their name, you figured they were acquainted somehow, but Alya didn’t seem happy to see him.

“You called her y/n, why?”

“Who… who are you again?”

The stranger suddenly grabbed your arm and pulled up the sleeve, revealing a scar you had. He traced his fingers over it for a moment before you managed to free yourself from his grip, rolling down your sleeve.

“It’s you… you’re y/n…”

“Do… do I know you?” You mumbled. “I… I was in a car accident recently… it caused amnesia and-”

“That’s enough.” Alya covered your mouth. “We should be going, it is late.”

Alya kept your mouth covered, offering the stranger a fake smile and trying to move away, but he grabbed her arm.

“Why didn’t you tell me she was alive!” Minho yelled. “All this time…”

“How dare you!” Alya snapped. “You’re the reason there was an accident in the first place! I may not have all the details, but you and y/n were fighting that night and she left you! She was driving under duress and called me, trying to explain things when I heard the crash…”

“You-”

“Don’t put this on me, Minho! You didn’t reach out either. You were there that night, you saw her laying on the ground and bleeding, yet you walked away, believing her to be dead. She’s better off without you.”

Alya tried to walk away again with you, but Minho wasn’t going to let you leave that easily. Although soon enough a group of men saw the scene and intervened, pulling Minho away from you both. They threw him to the ground and started kicking him. You wanted to stop them but Alya held you back and pulled you away from the scene. All you could do was watch and hear how the men had repeatedly told Minho not to come around here and harass girls. When you got to Alya’s car you couldn’t help but ask.

“Who was he? Minho? Is he an ex of mine?”

“The worst of it. Don’t worry about him, he was awful, and you don’t owe him anything.”

“But-”

“Y/n, he nearly got you killed. It’s better you don’t remember him.”

A lot had changed for you in what felt like an instant. So much of your life was just gone, but you knew that couldn’t hold you back. This place felt like a ghost town. Everywhere you went, everywhere you looked, you felt some faded connection. The doctor had told you that your head trauma from the crash caused your amnesia, and that it was unlikely for you to recover your memories. With all that in mind you figured it was best to move somewhere else, to start over and build your life. 

You still planned to keep in touch with Alya. She was there for you when you woke up, and stayed by your side throughout all your recovery. She admitted that she’d miss having you so close, but she understood your need to find yourself. You still wondered about that ex you ran into, but you knew you couldn’t dwell on the past if you wanted to move forward. You were starting a new chapter in your life after all.

🖤

Minho was still stuck in a routine, but things had changed. He was no longer searching for the ghost of you, but for the one he had lost. After that night he was just focused on finding where you had disappeared to. His best bet was to wait by your friend’s house, surely you would show up, and from there he could find out where you were. It took him days of waiting before he got to see you again. He had to hold himself back from running over to you and embracing you in a hug. Now was not the time.

When you went into your friend’s house he snuck over to your car, placing a tracker on it and going back to wait. Once you came out of the house he had to hold himself back again. As you pulled off into the street he carefully followed you, discovering where you were now. He could see that you moved out of town to a neighboring one. You lived in a small apartment building, and it put his mind at ease knowing where you were now. So he’d spend the days watching you, seeing how you went about your life. You seemed happy, and seeing you smile again made him remember the past.

He thought back to all the time the two of you spent together. Your death made him feel an indescribable guilt, but this was a second chance. Not just for him to make things right, but another chance for the both of you. After some time of watching you, he decided to approach.  You’d go to the farmers market about once a week, and that’s where he’d run into you. He was nervous, but he knew he just had to be himself. Although he did have to encourage himself multiple times to say something or else lose out on speaking with you.

“…ha… hi…”

“Hm? Oh, hello there.”

“I… uh… I’m-”

“Minho?”

“Yes. My name is Minho.”

“It’s nice to meet you, I’m y/n.”

“I know- I mean, it’s nice to meet you.” Minho offered his hand, which you took. “How… uh… how have you been?”

“I’m doing alright. Still adjusting, but the hard part of my journey seems to be over.”

“I’m glad you made a full recovery.”

“Thank you.”

“Could I… uh… would you like some coffee?”

“I’m good, thank you.”

“Of course.”

Minho had no problem following you around the market, helping you with your bags and picking out fruits and vegetables. It was nice to be together, it felt like old times, like nothing had changed.

“How have you been?” You asked.

“Me? Uh… I’ve been doing okay, doing my best.”

“You should take better care of yourself too.”

“What?”

“Your face.”

“Ah, I’m alright, no need to worry.”

Minho helped you get your bags to your apartment. He only got a small peek into your apartment though.

“Get home safe.”

“Ah, thank you.”

He was sad that you didn’t invite him in, but he could also understand that. Still, he wasn’t gonna just let you go, so he’d watch you from afar. It wasn’t until some days later that he approached you again. He offered you some flowers, your favorites, and you took them with a smile on your face.

“Thank you, they’re lovely.”

“I thought I’d come around to see how you were doing.”

“I appreciate it. I’m doing alright, and you?”

“Better.”

“I can see. Your face doesn’t look so bad anymore.”

“Yeah… I was wondering if I could treat you to a meal.”

“Uh, thank you, but I’m not looking for a relationship right now.” You explained. “I’m trying to move forward with my life and make my own path. You’re someone from my past, and also the reason my present is this way. I don’t know what happened, but the old me left you, and now we’re here. I’m sorry, but I’d appreciate it if you stopped coming around. I don’t have a connection with you anymore.”

“But I-”

“It’s weird having you here since I know no one told you where I was. I won’t call the police, but all I ask is that you leave. Please.”

“I… uh… I understand… sorry…”

🖤

Minho stared down at his wedding ring, remembering that fateful night. He could still hear the yelling in his head, but it was all muffled. That was the night he had proposed, but you didn’t seem ready for that step. You ran away and he could only think to chase you down. He thought he could talk to you, and instead he witnessed the crash, getting into an accident himself. He thought it was all over like a fool, but he had a second chance now, and he wasn’t going to ruin it. Although he had to take matters into his own hands.

He kept his distance as you had asked, watching you from afar and seeing how you lived your life. Just as he had his routine, you seemed to have yours. A way to keep you grounded and moving forward. Once he had a good idea when to make his move he stepped into action. While you were away he broke into your apartment. It was pretty empty as he had expected, you didn’t have much to start over with. Now all he had to do was wait for you. In theory you shouldn’t be gone for long, but any minute apart from you felt like an eternity.

Eventually when he heard you returning he hid, watching you in silence. You put down your grocery bags, starting to take everything out when you heard the floor creak. You looked around, but there was no one. It was probably just the apartment, so you paid it no mind. Then you suddenly felt a hand around your throat, and a rag was over your mouth. You breathed in a strange scent and started feeling dizzy. The edges of your vision were turning black and you felt your strength leaving you. Fear was eating you up, and it consumed you just as the darkness did.

When you regained consciousness your head was still spinning, but you were also worried. Nothing around you looked familiar, and this place was really dark. As you tried to get up you felt something cold against your leg, reaching over and finding a chain. You were really starting to worry, and then you heard a door open. You moved away from the sound, finding your back against a wall and pulling your knees up to your chest. Then you saw a hauntingly familiar face approach you.

“Please… please let me go… I won’t tell anyone…”

“I’m sorry. I know you said you wanted nothing to do with me anymore, but I can’t give up on this so easily. I know you can remember again, or we can just start over and do things right. Either way, I am not losing you again.”

“…”

“I didn’t like how I felt without you. It’s not right. I’m always going to chase you, so let’s try this again.”

[xoalsoxtt]

I write upon request!!!

[stop-yanderedev-archive]

To the yandere simulator fanbase that keeps coming on here to defend Alex despite the evidence present on this blog. Anytime you find yourself unflinchingly defending a specific person no matter what, you know you have crossed into cult status

jinkies @yandev its almost like constantly drilling the idea that youre some sort of flawless god like creature into your young audience’s head is a bad idea,,

-Oni

[mymoodwriting]

5k, yandere, amnesia, domestic romance, motorcycle accident, car accident, kidnapping, drugs, restraints, blood, fire, murder, guns, threats of violence

“Promise you won’t forget…”

     Kibum was lost in thought when a kiss on the cheek brought him back. He looked over to see you smiling at him, eyes so full of love. He smiled back at you before pressing a kiss to your lips. This was his life now, and he wouldn’t trade it for the world.

“I’m heading off to work.”

“Have a good day.”

“You too.”

    Kibum watched you from the window as you got into your car and drove off. It was such a lovely day, and he was always reminded he was lucky to be alive. Once he finished his coffee he washed the cup and gathered his things so he could head to the shop. As he got his keys from the entrance hall his eyes lingered on a photo of the two of you. He remembered taking it like it was yesterday, when in fact it was over a year old. It went as far back as his memories did.

    Nearly two years ago the two of you had met under very unique circumstances. Your vision was blurred by tears as you had just broken up with a long time boyfriend, so you didn’t realize the light was green. You were crossing the street when you heard a loud engine approaching fast, barely able to make out the motorcycle swerving out of the way to avoid you, and crashing. You quickly dried up your tears and went to check on the cyclist. Now you felt way worse, but you had to keep yourself together.

    You called emergency services and stuck with the cyclist all night. You waited as they underwent emergency surgery, and then stayed with them all night until they woke up the next day. You were relieved they were alive, profusely apologizing and promising to cover all the costs for his bike repairs and hospital bills, only to be met with a strange question. The cyclist asked who you were, which wasn’t odd, but when he asked who he was, and where he was, you realized what had happened. The gentleman was suffering from amnesia, likely a result of the head trauma. The doctor said he should regain his memories over time, so there was nothing to worry about.

    Still, you were responsible for all this, so you took him in. Promising to look after him until his memories returned, and he could reach out to those who knew him. Once he was discharged from the hospital you brought him home, taking care of him as he recovered from his injuries. After a week he remembered his name, Kibum, which was cause for celebration, but that was really the only thing he clearly remembered. He regained notions of his past life, feeling that he was a contract worker, and was good with his hands. He discovered his ability to cook, and when your car had troubles he just seemed to know how to fix it.

    Once he was fully healed he began to do more around the house, not wanting you to overexert yourself for him. Soon enough it felt like you were roommates, and he got used to living with you. Even if he was missing his memories, you never treated him differently, and showed him nothing but kindness. It was impossible not to fall in love with you, so he confessed. He had a new life, and he wanted to spend it with you. It all brought tears to your eyes, you still felt guilty, feeling like you stole him away from those of his past. Yet Kibum swore to you he wouldn’t stop trying to remember who he was, and even if he did, it wouldn’t change his feelings.

    The two of you started a new relationship, and he truly began to build his life with you. Since he was good with his hands he got a job at a mechanic shop, muscle memory and buried knowledge surfacing to allow him to work diligently. Soon enough he was providing for you, wanting to pay back your kindness and love times ten. Even if the way you met was less than ideal, and you still felt bad about it years later, you were both happy to be in each others life, knowing nothing could ever change that fact.

    Kibum made it to the shop, greeting his boss and seeing what he had to work on today. He followed a pretty simple routine, and he enjoyed his quiet life. Although he did have his secrets. Everything he had remembered about himself he told you about, except for one thing. When he had a break he went to the back of the shop, finding his beat up bike. He had been trying to fix it since the accident, hoping to remember something about himself. After all this time he hasn’t had success fixing it or remembering, except for one thing.

    He remembered fire, and an accident, but it wasn’t his bike, or himself. Instead he watched as an overturned car went up in flames. He could remember the fear and guilt he felt, and how that drove him to flee the scene. The night he met you, he had been running from another accident, one he had caused. No wonder he had nearly hit you, he wasn’t paying attention to his surroundings either. He couldn’t remember exactly what happened in regards to his hit and run, but he wanted to. He had quietly been looking into car accidents that had happened back then, to see if he could find the one he caused and trigger some memories. It’s been a year now and he had nothing. It almost made him question if the hit and run had even happened, but he knew it was real, he could feel it.

    Despite his best efforts his bike was still completely thrashed, but he knew he could repair it and return it to its original glory, even if it took years. Being able to ride it again could possibly trigger more memories, especially about the hit and run, so he wouldn’t give up on it. All this he kept a secret from you though, knowing the bike would bring up your guilt and trauma of that night, and that he could possibly expose the dark bit of his past. You were both happy as things were, and he wasn’t going to ruin that. If you somehow found out, and asked him to stop, he’d give it all up in a heartbeat just to keep you by his side. He meant it.

“Kibum. We got a new client. A Mr. Lee.”

“Coming.”

    Kibum set down his tools and covered up his bike, heading out to meet a new client. He was informed who to speak with, and what car he would be looking at.

“Hello, I’m Kibum, what can I help you with today Mr. Lee?”

    The gentleman just stared at him. It was already awkward but it kept going, and Kibum couldn’t help but get nervous.

“Uh… sir… are you alright?”

“Kibum… report.”

“I need to know why you brought your car in first so I can examine it and then report to you.”

“Seriously?”

“Yes… that’s how this works?”

“Is there a problem?” The boss came over. “What’s going on?”

“Nothing, nothing.” The client apologized. “I brought my car because it keeps rattling. Not sure what the cause is but it’s coming from the front.”

“I’ll pop the hood and see what we got going on.” Kibum explained. “Give me a moment.”

    Kibum could feel the client’s eyes on him as he inspected the car. It made him uncomfortable, and complicated his work, but he made it through. He asked for the keys to turn on the engine, hearing the sound for himself and finding the cause. He double checked and then reported to the client, letting them know this could be fixed in a couple of hours, and the estimated cost. They didn’t seem to be listening, simply staring straight at Kibum with a perplexed look on their face. After a moment of awkward silence Kibum directed them to the front to set up payment and give a number to call when the job was done.

    With that done he quickly scurried off to find his tools, hoping the client would be gone and not watch him work. He got lucky in the regard, pushing aside the whole interaction and just focusing on the job. By the time he finished up it was the end of his shift. He double checked everything, and handed the keys over to the front, letting the receptionist know the car was ready for pick up. He cleaned up a bit before heading home to properly shower and change clothes. As he prepared dinner he thought back to that client, wondering why they had been staring. That whole interaction was strange, but at least he wouldn’t be seeing them again.

“Kibum, I’m home!”

    You happily called out to Kibum, running over to find him in the kitchen and hugging him from behind. He giggled and managed to give you a kiss.

“Smells good.”

“You know I’m a great cook.”

“And I’m very lucky to have you. So, how was your day?”

“Good, but a bit strange.”

“Strange? How so?”

“A client brought in their car but they just kept staring at me.”

“Did they do anything to you?”

“No, no, just stared. It was really weird and awkward. Thankfully they left once I started the repairs so I could work in peace.”

“Maybe they just didn’t want anyone touching their car, but obviously they had to have someone fix it up if they couldn’t.”

“True.”

“You made it home in one piece, so that’s what matters.”

“Yeah. I’m very happy to be here with you. So, how was your day?”

“The usual. Real estate can be boring at times, but it’s nice to help people find a home.”

“You’re really good at your job, you know.”

“I do my best.”

“You helped me find my home.”

“Kibum.” You giggled. “I’m gonna shower.”

“Alright. Dinner should be ready soon.”

“I can’t wait.”

    Life was so perfect for both of you. Every day felt like a dream, and every night you got to be with the one you loved. You tended to fall asleep right away but Kibum would always find himself watching you.

“Y/n.”

“Hm?”

“You know you saved me, right?”

“No…” You were half asleep, but aware of his words. “I nearly got you killed…” 

“You can’t blame yourself over that.”

“Yes I can…”

“Don’t. You saved me that night. I can’t always explain it, but you did. I love you.”

“Love you too…”

“Sleep well.”

“Hm…”

🖤

    Even if Kibum slept after you, he’d always wake up first. He did so well running on so little sleep it worried you, but during the weekend he certainly slept in. That’s how you always had a warm breakfast to enjoy before going to work.

“Have a good day, Kibum.”

“You too, my love.”

“I’ll see you later.”

“Bye.”

    You lived in a quiet little neighborhood, and your job was about a half hour drive, maybe more depending on traffic. When you arrived at the office you greeted your coworkers and checked on what you needed to do. It seemed like another normal day until you had a knock at your door. Your boss introduced you to a potential client, and wanted you to take the lead. You were more than happy.

“Hello, my name is y/n.” You held your hand out. “It’s a pleasure to meet you.”

“Minho.” He shook your hand. “The pleasure is all mine.”

“Well, welcome to the neighborhood. I’m more than happy to discuss your budget range and what kind of dream home you’re looking for. We have many options, and I’m sure we have what you’re looking for here.”

“That makes me very happy to hear.”

“Please, have a seat and we can begin.”

    You took a seat after Minho did. You began pulling up the starting paperwork and preparing to enter some things into the system. While you did that Minho was glancing around your office, his eyes landing on a picture of you and Kibum on your desk. He grabbed it, taking a closer look at it.

“Is this your husband?”

“Huh? Oh, no, we’re still boyfriend and girlfriend.”

“How long have you known each other?”

“Uh, about two years now, but we’ve only been dating for a year.”

“Wow, so how did you two meet? It must be a nice story.”

“Oh, no, far from it actually.”

“What do you mean?”

“He crashed his bike because of me and wound up in the hospital. He had to get emergency surgery and I couldn’t just leave his side. Especially once he woke up and it was discovered he had amnesia. The only thing he managed to remember was his name.”

“Kibum.”

“Yeah… wait, how-”

“Has he remembered anything else? Surely his family is looking for him.”

“Huh? No, sadly his belongings had nothing to identify him or contact others. He’s still trying to remember, but it’s been years now.”

“Do you want him to remember?”

“Of course. There are those out there looking for him. We’ve tried reaching out to nearby towns, but it seems he isn’t from around here. So it’s been difficult. He doesn’t even know his last name, so it’s not like we could search the web for him.”

“That’s quite a story. Very unique. You found each other and fell in love under such circumstances.”

“Yep. Certainly a memorable first meet.” You cleared your throat. “Apologies for the ranting. We can begin the process of finding you a home. If you fill out these papers we-”

    Minho’s phone suddenly began ringing and he apologized, saying he needed to take it. He didn’t say anything and just listened before hanging up.

“I’m afraid something has come up and I must be leaving.”

“Oh…”

“I do intend to return. Settling down is a long process after all.” Minho stood and held out a card. “I apologize for wasting your time like this today.”

“No, no, I understand.” You stood and took the card, giving your own. “Let me know if you wish to set up a proper appointment when it’s convenient for you.”

“Thank you.”

    You saw Minho out, hoping everything was alright with whatever that call had been about. At least now you could continue with your original workload and not get behind on anything. For lunch you ate what Kibum had made for you, sending him a picture and telling him how much you loved him. He questioned if it wasn’t just his food you loved, but you assured him it was all him. Even if he couldn’t cook you’d still love him the same. When you got home later you found the kitchen surprisingly empty.

“Kibum?”

“Welcome home.”

    Kibum rushed downstairs to greet you, pulling you into a hug and spinning you around. You laughed and held him tight, being put down and met with plenty of kisses.

“Ya, ya, you know I’m ticklish.”

“Maybe I want to hear more of your laugh.”

“Aren’t you a little trouble maker?” You teased. “Did you already make dinner? Or is it my turn?”

“Actually, I was wondering if you’d let me take you out tonight. It’s been a while since we had a date night.”

“Hm… I like the sound of that.”

“Then go get ready. I have the perfect place in mind.”

“Alright, I’m very excited.”

    You rushed up to shower, but picking an outfit and getting ready was a whole other story. At some point Kibum was calling out to you, asking you if you were alright and needed help. You asked for five more minutes, knowing Kibum would find you beautiful, regardless of what you choose to wear. As you went down, he watched you in awe.

“There she is. The most beautiful woman in the world.”

“And I get to be with the most handsome man in the universe.”

“Aish, had to one up me?”

“Of course. Shall we?”

“We shall.”

    Kibum drove you into town, and you already had an idea as to where he was taking you. Once you found parking he was such a gentleman, getting the door for you and helping you out.

“So sweet.”

“Only the best for you.”

    You hooked your arm around him and let him lead the way. It was a beautiful night, and a quiet one, that is until two gentlemen approached you. Kibum’s grip on you got tighter as the two were strangers, at least to him.

“Oh, Minho.” You were surprised to see him. “It’s nice to see you again. What brings you out tonight?”

“I was looking for you.”

“Really? Well I’m not working right now but-”

“Kibum.”

“Uh… you know my boyfriend?” You looked at Kibum. “You know him?”

“I don’t.” 

    Kibum was tense, not liking this at all. He couldn’t explain it, but this didn’t feel right. The fact you seemed to know this person made him all the more uneasy.

“We should go.” 

“But we just-”

    Kibum gently pulled you along, wanting to get back to the car. Although when he turned around there were two others standing there. This time he did recognize one of them, the weird client from before.

“You two should come with us.” Mr. Lee spoke. “And we’re not asking.”

“Kibum…” 

“Everything’s going to be okay, baby.” Kibum assured. “I’ll get out my wallet and give you everything, alright.”

“We don’t want your money.”

    Mr. Lee nodded his head, and suddenly you were grabbed and pulled away. A rag was quickly over your mouth, muffling your screams, and drugging you into unconsciousness. Kibum tried to grab you, only to be yanked forward and then get sucker punched. He collapsed to the floor, his vision a blur. He could barely make you out before he got kicked in the face and everything went dark.

🖤

    As Kibum regained consciousness he could feel the restraints around his body. He found himself some place dark and empty, like a warehouse, and he was tied to a chair. You were across from him, tied up as well, but still unconscious.

“Y/n! Y/n, wake up!”

“Hm…” You slowly opened your eyes. “Where… Kibum… Kibum!”

    You immediately began to struggle against your restraints, but you couldn’t break them. You were terrified, tears sliding down your cheeks.

“Kibum, what’s happening! Where are we?!”

“It’s okay, everything’s going to be okay. I’ll get us out of this.”

    You were trying not to get lost in panic and fear, but you screamed when you suddenly felt hands on your shoulders. You looked over to see Minho, and three others, but they weren’t looking at you, just staring straight ahead at Kibum.

“What do you want from us!” Kibum yelled. “What the hell is this?!”

“Do you have any idea how long we’ve been looking for you?” Minho said. “We thought you were dead.”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

“You… you know him…” You mumbled. “You know Kibum… you’re from his past…aren’t you?”

“Bingo.”

“What… you know me?”

“More than this girl here. Rumor is you have amnesia, and I don’t quite believe that.”

“You think I’m joking?”

“I can vaguely understand why you’d lie, but this has gone on long enough.”

“I’ve tried to remember! I have, but I can’t!”

“Or you won’t. Taemin, what did the hospital reports say?”

“Kibum’s file does show he got into an accident on the 13th of February, originally admitted as a John Doe, and was given emergency surgery.” Taemin stated. “It also notes his amnesia and claims it to be temporary. By now he should have completely recovered. The fact he hasn’t is quite an anomaly.”

“You say you want to remember.” Minho stated. “But I have reason to believe you don’t.”

“Why wouldn’t I want to remember my past? You think I don’t want y/n to meet my parents? You think I don’t want to show her my hometown, tell her where and how I spent my childhood? I want to remember who I am so I can share my life with her!”

Minho scoffed. “You have no idea how badly you’re lying to yourself. But if you really want to remember we can help with that. Jinki.”

    You heard a gun cock, and suddenly felt cold metal against your head. You could vaguely make out the weapon in the corner of your eye, and you started crying and screaming.

“Please don’t kill me! Please, please!”

“Don’t hurt her!” Kibum screamed. “She has nothing to do with this.”

“If you don’t want to see her brains blown out then come to your senses.” Jinki spat. “This isn’t who you are! It’s fucken laughable that you’re pretending.”

“I’m not pretending! I can’t remember.”

“Bullshit!”

“I can’t just summon my memories!”

“Try. We’re actually giving you a chance here. I’m sure killing this girl would bring it all back, but we’re not one to take innocent lives so carelessly.”

“I can’t!”

“Try!”

“I told you I can’t!”

    The gun was aimed up at the ceiling and fired, making you jump and sob harder. You couldn’t do anything. You knew Kibum had always been trying to remember his past, but for whatever reason he couldn’t. When you had spoken to the doctor about it, they said it was possible something traumatic from his past was preventing his recovery. You never told him this. The Kibum you knew was enough, you were happy with him, and he seemed happy too. Now you were starting to feel like maybe you shouldn’t have lied to him in the first place.

“Remember!”

“I can’t!”

“Kibum…”

“Remember!”

“I remember that night!”

“Now we’re getting somewhere.” Minho said. “Explain.”

“The night of the accident…”

“We know about your-”

“Not that one… the other one… from before… the car accident… the hit and run… I remember it…”

“Hm, what do you remember about it?”

“The details aren’t clear… but I was the reason the car flipped over… I didn’t stay… I didn’t check to make sure they were alright… I fled the scene… I wasn’t thinking straight… and because of that I nearly hit someone…”

“Kibum…”

    You couldn’t believe what you were hearing. He had clearly known for a while, and had kept this to himself. You couldn’t imagine the agony he had been because of it. You wanted to comfort him, to tell him everything was going to be okay, but then the four who had kidnapped you began laughing.

“Is that what you really think happened?” The fourth spoke. “You caused an accident and fled the scene?”

“I… I don’t understand…”

“Think harder.” Jinki said, pressing the gun against your head with more force. “What really happened that night?”

“I told you the memories-”

“Try! You think you were a coward and fled the scene, and that’s why you don’t want to remember. You feel guilty, but that’s not true at all.”

“How about I knock some sense into him.”

    Taemin walked over to Kibum, pressing a fist to his palm. You screamed at him to leave Kibum alone, but all you could do was watch as Kibum was knocked out cold.

🖤

    As Kibum came to, he found himself somewhere different. He was no longer in the empty warehouse tied up. This time he was alone, and on a vaguely familiar road. As he looked around he began to hear the sounds of fire crackling, and slowly looked back to see an overturned car on fire.

“No… no, no, no!”

    Kibum rushed to his feet and tried to run away, but no matter how far, no matter how long he ran, the burning car remained behind him. He was exhausted, stumbling about, trying to block out this part of him. Then you came to mind, and he remembered you were in danger. If he couldn’t remember who he was, then he’d lose you forever. Kibum took a breath and faced the fire, cautiously walking towards the wreck. He feared every step, and then suddenly the events of that night came rushing back, that dreadful night.

    He had been riding on a quiet road, but with purpose. Eventually he came across another vehicle. He swerved around it, getting ahead, and then he dropped something behind him. A moment later he heard an explosion, swerving his motorcycle to the side to watch as the car flipped over. Once it settled he removed his helmet and got off the bike. He grabbed pieces from the sides, combining them all as he stepped towards the wreck. When his weapon was complete he started it up, using a flamethrower to add to fire, making it grow bigger and brighter.

    Perhaps there were some screams to be heard, but he paid them no mind. He kept at it until he heard nothing but the crackles of the flame. His job was done, and he retreated. Reassembling his motorcycle as it should be and riding off. He had a destination in mind, and kept on the road he was traveling on. Considering how late into the night it was it should have been a smooth ride, but there was a complication. As he was passing through a town he saw a civilian crossing the street, stumbling about. He wasn’t going to hurt someone, and swerved out of the way. The crash was far worse than he anticipated. Now Kibum was back at the crash site, watching the car go up in flames.

    Everything had changed now. The guilt was eating him alive, knowing this wasn’t just his recklessness, but that he caused it on purpose. Still, he couldn’t understand why. He wondered what kind of person he was to do such a thing, and then his life flashed before him. Suddenly the people who attacked him were familiar, the reason for his actions made sense, and the guilt faded away. One moment he had been in despair, the next he was laughing, maniacally. 

“I’m the killer.”

🖤

    Key inhaled softly, his eyes opening as he lifted his head up. He took a deep breath, tilting his head to the side. His eyes landed on you, tears still streaming down your face with a gun pointed to your head. He rolled his eyes, beginning to move about with his restraints and ultimately freeing himself.

“Put the gun down, Jinki. We don’t hurt innocent people.”

“There he is.”

    The gun was lowered and the four boys approached Kibum, seeming like old friends. You had no idea what was going on, but you could certainly see that Kibum had changed.

“Ki… Kibum…”

“You shouldn’t know that name.”

    Kibum put his attention on you, walking in your direction. Your tears had stopped, but you were still afraid. Moreso when Kibum got close, placing his hands on your arms and leaning in close to you.

“The name’s actually Key.” He chuckled. “I should probably apologize for stringing you along, but really it was you who messed with me.”

“Wa… what?”

“Your little broken heart made you reckless, and cost me two years.”

“Me… I don’t-”

“While you were busy helping me heal, I was healing your heart inadvertently, and you were carving yourself into mine. Quite rude of you don’t you think? Taking advantage of someone in such a vulnerable state.”

“I… I never… that wasn’t my intention! I was just repaying-”

“Two years of my life. If you had just left me alone after the accident I would have regained my memories and returned to my brothers.”

“I… I never meant-”

“We don’t hurt innocent people! That night I was afraid of hitting you, of hurting you, and those feelings stuck, manipulating my memories. Making me think the car accident was my fault and something to feel guilty about when that wasn’t the case at all. Causing me to bury everything about my past!”

“I’m sorry! I’m so sorry, if I had known I’d do this to you I never would-”

“Liar. I know your heart, you wouldn’t be able to leave me alone even if you knew what you’d do cause that’s the kind of person you are. Surely you’d try to leave me when I was better, but by then it’d be too late for either of us to let go.”

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry, Kibum-”

“Quiet. The question is what do I do with you now? You know me, well, not the real me, but you do know me regardless. We can’t have you running around.”

“I… I won’t tell anyone about you… I’ll move away… destroy all your pictures… I’ll forget you, just please… please, don’t kill me.” 

“Hmm…”

“We don’t kill the innocent.” Jinki reminded. “But what are we going to do with her? Whether she does all that or not, it doesn’t change the fact she knows your face. Our faces now too.”

“I’ll forget everything! I swear it!”

“Doubtful, unless we give her massive brain damage.” Jonghyun said. “Make her forget everything about us, and maybe other stuff.”

“That leaves the possibility of her remembering down the line.” Minho stated. “So it’s risky.”

“How about I just keep you.” Key suggested. “After all, I do own your heart.”

“Wa… what…”

“Yes. I like that idea. Let’s take her with us.”

“Seriously?” Taemin questioned. “Is that really a good idea?”

“It’s not like she can run away from us. Besides…” Key pressed a kiss to your head. “She’s mine. Isn’t that right, love?”

“Uh… I…”

“It’s a yes or no question.”

“Ye… yes…”

“Good girl. Promise you won’t forget.”

“I… I won’t… forget…”

    The others had gathered around. Key reached over into Minho’s jacket pocket, pulling out a rag. You immediately knew what that was, getting a bit tense. This wasn’t the Kibum you had known for the past two years, he was gone. Key, as he said his name was, he was someone else, and you weren’t sure what he was capable of. His words were still processing, but that was secondary to the fear.

“You don’t need to be scared. I know you have lots of questions but we’ll save those for later.” Key pressed the rag against your face. “Sweet dreams, love.”

[mymoodwriting]

Request for Anon (yandere Taemin based on Impressionable) 8.6k, yandere, needles, drugs, smut, virgin reader, oral: female receiving, marriage, abuse

I want to know you more…

    From across the room Taemin’s eyes landed on you. He didn’t know you, but he wanted to. Your beauty, your presence, it called to him. He came to this gala only out of necessity, needing to keep up appearances. Such events bored him, the mindless small talk, the subtle and not so subtle bragging of others, it was all annoying. It was about time he left anyway, he had stayed long enough, but then he saw you across the room, and he just had to introduce himself. 

“Mark, a pleasure. And who might this beautiful woman be? Certainly not your date, she’s far too pretty for you.”

“Taemin.” Mark grit his teeth, keeping a smile on his face. “I didn’t think I’d run into you here at this hour.”

“I like to keep things interesting. So, are you going to introduce me? Or are you really that afraid of me stealing your date?”

“No, not at all. Taemin, this is my sister, y/n, not my date.”

“Ah, I see she got all the looks in the family.” Taemin held his hand out to you. “A pleasure to meet you.”

“Hello.” You took his hand shyly. “It’s nice to meet you.”

“What brings you to such an event?”

“Uh…”

“She needed to get out of the house.” Mark answered. “So I figured a place like this would be enjoyable.”

“I suppose. Now, might I invite you to dance with me y/n?”

“Uh…”

“She’ll have to decline.”

“I didn’t ask you.” Taemin stated. “I asked the beautiful woman on your arm.”

“I… I’ll decline… I don’t dance much.”

“Understandable. I shall leave you to enjoy your evening then.” Taemin gently took your hand, kissing it. “I look forward to the next time we meet.”

You looked away, flustered by the gesture, trying to hide a smile. Taemin excused himself, wishing you a good night. He was very much a gentleman, unlike your brother at times. You did hope to meet him again sometime although you weren’t sure you’d be any more interesting than you were just now. Only time would tell.

First get me interested… 

    Taemin had found you impossibly adorable. Such a quiet and shy thing, he was so curious to get to know what was hidden behind that demeanor. Perhaps he would have gotten a better look if not for your brother. If he really wanted to talk to you and get to know you, he’d have to get Mark out of the picture. It wouldn’t be that hard to do, it just involved some annoying tasks that would be worth it. Although he did have to wait a while before seeing you again.

    His next chance came at a banquet. He had been talking up a wealthy friend of his, giving him ideas of investing and promising to introduce him to someone who would do wonders with his money. That’s how it went down, Taemin pointing out Mark as someone to talk to that night to his friend. Of course Mark couldn’t pass up the chance to improve his own business, meaning his attention was elsewhere and you were quietly near him, all alone. Taemin made his way over to your side, letting you notice him on your own so he wouldn’t startle you. He saw recognition in your eyes and made his move.

“Hello again.”

“Taemin, hello.”

“It’s nice to see you again, you look as stunning as before.”

“Thank you.”

“So how’s your night going?”

“It’s okay, but it’s not really my scene.”

“Then why are you here? I don’t mean to be rude, just curious.”

“I… I don’t go out much, and my parents want me to socialize some more, so they figured these types of events would be a good starting point. It’s more calm compared to… well I wouldn’t know.”

“Hm, well, these events aren’t the best place to socialize in my opinion. That is unless you’ve come to talk business and make new partnerships.”

“You don’t seem to be doing that.”

“That’s because I find these things boring and annoying.”

“Then why are you here?”

“I’m a businessman myself and it’s important to be present at these events. Shows my humanity and what not, but it’s really just dull. If I want to talk business I’ll reach out when I wish and with whomever I wish. A place like this makes it so you wind up talking to all sorts of individuals you’d rather not cross paths with.”

“It does sound annoying.”

“Indeed, and it’s no place for such a lovely girl like you. With that said, why don’t we get out of here?”

“What?”

“Shall we go do something more interesting?”

“Uh… I…”

“You don’t have to of course. I’ve been here an acceptable amount of time and will be taking my leave now, just thought I’d offer you a way out. Have a good night.”

    Taemin began to step away when he felt you grab his arm. He hid his smirk, clearly happy with how the nights events were unfolding. He took a quick glance over at Mark who was still oblivious to everything, perfect.

“Yes, dear?”

“Hypothetically speaking… if I were to go with you… were would you take me?”

“Wherever you’d like. If you don’t go out much then surely there is so much you want to see.”

“Well… I’ve never really made plans before so I don’t… I wouldn’t know where to go…”

“Then I’d like to take you somewhere a little more peaceful.”

“On one condition.”

“Which is?”

“You have to bring me back here, and this will only be for an hour.”

“I could always take you home after. Your home that is.”

“I… we’ll see…”

“Well then, shall we?”   

    Taemin gave you the warmest smile, his hand taking your own and leading you out of the venue. A car was already pulled up and he opened the door for you, gesturing for you to get in. You were excited, looking forward to wherever Taemin might take you. Although you also hoped you wouldn’t get in too much trouble if you were caught. The whole ride you stared out the window, not having much experience with being outside.

“So, where are we going?”

“Somewhere nice. Can I offer you a drink?”

“I don’t really drink alcohol.”

“I have pop, or juice, even water. Anything you’d like.”

“Hm, I could go for some pop, all there ever is at those places is champagne.”

“I know, very bland.”

    Taemin reached into the mini fridge in the car, handing you a drink. You thanked him, double checking if it was alright to drink in the car, which he assured you it was. A refreshing drink was a nice change of pace compared to where you had come from. After a while the car finally came to a stop, the driver stepping out and opening the door for you. As you got out of the car you came to realize where you were. People, couples, were walking around, enjoying the evening. Before you could comment Taemin had come around, taking your hand and leading you into the park.

    You took in the scenery, finding it a lot prettier than just the pictures you had seen. When you came to a stop Taemin tugged on your arm, getting you to see where you were. That’s when the sounds finally hit you, the sounds of the water. You were at the river side, and the waves were beautiful. You let go of Taemin’s hand and walked closer to the edge, seeing how the waves came to shore and retreated. Taemin merely watched you with fascination, happy to see such a pretty smile on your face. He walked over to you, standing at your side and watching the waves.

“It’s such a beautiful sound, isn’t it?”

“Yeah… it’s so peaceful, and soothing.”

“Come on.”

    Taemin brought you over to a bench, taking off his jacket and putting it around you, making sure you were warm. You thanked him, peacefully watching the waves.

“This is nice.” You said. “Better than the gala.”

“There are many things better than that. I do hope you’ll come out with me again sometime.”

“I would like that.”

    You stayed for a while, just enjoying each others company, and the waves. You eventually found yourself leaning against Taemin’s shoulder. As good as the moment was, you knew you had to get back, and just as you asked, Taemin returned you to the venue.

“You know, a true gentleman is supposed to drop off the lady exactly where he got her from.”

“Yeah but… going back in would be weird for you… since you left already…” You mumbled. “I’ll be fine, I doubt anyone noticed I was gone. Thanks again… I had fun.”

    You smiled, not able to face Taemin, but the joy on your face made him smile. You had already handed him back his jacket, and you probably should have walked away from the car by now, but there was something else you had to do.

“Could I… could I have your number.” You held out your phone to Taemin. “If you’re okay with that… I-”

“You’re so cute.” Taemin took your phone and added his number, handing it back to you. “Call me.”

“I… thank you again for tonight.”

“Get in safe”

    You made your way back inside, Taemin waving at you before rolling up the window, the car pulling away. You reentered the gala without issue, finding your way back to Mark and just waiting for the night to end. At least now you had something to ponder over, reliving the peaceful moment of before. Mark made no comment on the night, clearly unaware of your little disappearance. Staring out the window now felt different, and you wanted to see other parts of the city. While gazing you ended up drifting off, falling asleep in the car like a kid.

    Mark tried to wake you when you got home, but you were out. He found it ridiculous, getting one of the guards to carry you up to your room. He would have just left you like that but he’d get an earful in the morning, so he did a bit of undressing. He just got your shoes and socks off, the jewelry and anything that wouldn’t be comfortable to sleep in. Maybe he should had gotten the makeup off but that was too much, so he just let you rest. When he stepped out he was met with a friend, his head of security, Lee Jeno.

“It must have been an eventful night.”

“Yeah… I guess so… have someone keep an eye on her. She doesn’t smell like alcohol but still.”

“Of course. Shall you be retiring as well?”

“Not yet.”

“I’ll have something prepared then and sent to your study.”

“Thank you, Jeno.”

I’ll let you fall in love at once too…

    Your little adventure that night was only the beginning. Now you at least had something to look forward to every time you went out to Mark to those big events. You’d find yourself looking for Taemin in the crowd, hoping for some good company. You only ever caught glimpses of him, losing him in the crowds or getting side-tracked by Mark introducing you to others. You never really had to look for him, he always had his eyes on you, and he knew when to make his move., once you were alone.

“So, we meet again.”

“Hello.”

“Having fun?”

“Are you?”

“Of course not, but a charity event like this is important. Did you donate?”

“My family did, as I’m sure you know.”

“I do, quite the amount. Very kind.”

“You donated more.”

“Ah, did you look into me?”

“I did a bit of research.”

“Did you like what you found?”

“It… intrigued me…”

“Hm. Now this is all for a good cause, but I’m about to make my exit, wanna come?”

“Where are you off to now?”

“I don’t know, but I wanna keep the fun going. Are you in?”

“Absolutely.”

“Good girl.”

    You glanced over at Mark to make sure he was busy before taking Taemin’s hand, excited for another night of adventure. This time he went all out, taking you to an amusement park. It’s certainly not a place you’d ever go to, it didn’t fit your lifestyle, or at least you were told. So being there was a first, and it was an experience. Everything was so beautiful, the lights, the music, the atmosphere, it was more than you expected. Taemin could see the wonder in your eyes, wanting to indulge you in every way possible. Whatever rides you wanted to get on, whatever you wanted to eat, he gave you everything. 

    You were like a kid in a candy shop, wanting everything and getting it all. Taemin was way too much fun, and you loved every moment with him. You didn’t even know how much time had passed, running from one thing to another, finally slowing down on the carousel. You rode it more than once, wanting to get on a horse, then a tiger, but eventually you wound up just sitting down on one of the chariots with Taemin, lazily spinning in circles, seeing the pretty lights and beautiful night sky. You leaned your head against Taemin’s shoulders, a blissful smile on your face.

“How was tonight?”

“Wonderful…”

“You’ve never been to an amusement park, have you?”

“Nope.”

“Might I ask… why is it that you stay home so often?”

“My parents… they worry about me a lot. I’ve been sheltered my whole life, home schooled and everything. I only recently started going out, and that’s only to all these events with my brother.”

“Terrible introduction to the world.”

“I think I have to agree.”

“Right? Like, don’t get me wrong, good causes and purposes and what not, but so dull. Everyone is so uptight and just, all the pointless chatter. If I didn’t have to go to some of those things I wouldn’t bother.”

“Me too…” You carefully reached over to take Taemin’s hand. “But then I wouldn’t see you…”

“I feel the same.”

    The carousel came to a stop, and you both got off, hand in hand. You thought maybe another go around would be fun but Taemin had to sadly remind you that it was time to get back. You knew you had to as well, that is if you wanted these secret outings to continue. You didn’t let go of Taemin’s hand on the drive back, and you were reluctant to get out of the car.

“Do you want to stay with me?”

“Yes… but Mark will kill me…”

“Will you risk it?”

“I… I can’t…”

“I understand. Have a good night.”

    Taemin kissed your cheek, causing you to get all flustered. He stepped out of the car to open the door for you, seeing you off. You were grateful for another night of fun and excitement, returning to the charity ball with a big smile on your face. Just like before your absence wasn’t noticed and it was easy to return to Mark’s side. And just like last time you fell asleep on the drive home, waking up in bed the next morning, a smile still on your face from last night. There were so many more good times ahead, you could feel it.

    The next time you crossed paths he offered you dinner, something way more filling than the venue food. It was really your first time eating out and he made sure the place was fantastic. A private little room and such a variety of food. It all just tasted different, better, probably cause you were enjoying yourself with Taemin. He was more than happy to feel you as you sat in his lap, peppering you with soft little kisses, slowly working his way to your lips. He tasted good, although maybe that was all the food on his tongue.

“Hm… what am I gonna do with you…”

“What do you mean?”

“You’re so adorable, and just like Cinderella you have to disappear before midnight.”

“Do you want me to stay?”

“Yes, but I won’t ask that of you. I’d hate to get you in trouble.”

“Maybe that’s okay…”

“Oh, are you going to challenge your family?”

“Maybe… I like being with you…”

“Me too, but I don’t want you upsetting your family. All they’ve ever done is take care of you.”

“It’s suffocating…”

“Only until you learned there was more, if they weren’t so strict with their princess maybe you wouldn’t have felt that way.”

“Why are we talking about them?”

“It just flowed into the conversation, but I agree, we should change the subject. How about we focus on you.” Taemin’s hand landed on your thigh, inching up. “And the things you like.”

“Taemin…” You grabbed his hand, hiding your face. “Uh…”

“Oh, you’ve never… done it before, have you?”

“I didn’t leave the house, remember…”

“So you’ve never had a boyfriend before either?”

“No…”

“Awe, I’m honored to be your first. We’ll take it slow.”

“You don’t think… I’m immature or something?”

“Of course. Why would I think that? There’s nothing wrong with you, you’re lovely as you are.”

“Thank you…”

“Alright, how about dessert.”

“Yes, please.” 

    You adored these dates, not just because you were with Taemin, but because they gave you a chance to see all kinds of things you never had before. He always surprised you with something different, although when you started to ask about certain places he was more than happy to let you explore what you wanted. Despite all the fun you knew you were bound to get caught eventually, you just weren’t sure on the how or when.

    You woke refreshed and relaxed after another date night, heading down for breakfast. Although after date night you tended to sleep in, so it was likely lunch time by now. You were about to head down after cleaning yourself up when there was a knock at your door. You weren’t used to having any attention in the house, so it was strange. You didn’t even get to respond before the door opened and Mark let himself in.

“Ya! I didn’t invite you in!”

“We need to talk.”

“About what?”

“You.”

“Me?”

“Where are you going? When you disappear at the venues.”

“What are you talking about?”

“Don’t lie to me. Did you think I wouldn’t notice? I just thought you had finally made friends and would go off to talk to them, but last night I saw you coming back in from outside.”

“I-”

“And don’t try to pass this off as you going out for some fresh air. I checked security footage, you left and disappeared for over an hour.”

“Mark…”

“Where did you go? Are you seeing someone?”

“And… and what if I am?”

“Who? Do you know how dangerous  it is to go out like that? Without telling anyone? What if you got kidnapped or something? Who the fuck are you sneaking off with.”

“It’s… it’s…”

“Tell me!”

“Taemin!” You yelled. “I’ve been going out with Taemin…”

“Taemin? Lee Taemin? Are you nuts!”

“What?”

“You’re seeing him?”

“So?”

“He’s dangerous, you can’t-”

“What? Is he a convicted serial killer or something?”

“No, but-”

“He’s just a man, and I like him.”

“You are not seeing him again.”

“Says who?”

“Says me!”

“You have no say in who I get to see!”

“What do you think mom and dad will say if I tell them you’ve been sneaking around behind my back?”

“They’ll be happy, that’s what.”

“Huh?”

“Oh please, you didn’t know?”

“Know what?”

“The only reason mom and dad wanted me to go with you to all those things was so I could meet someone and get married. It’s the only way I’d contribute anything to this family.”

“Are you serious? I told them that wasn’t necessary.”

“So you did know.”

“Whatever, you can’t see him again.”

“You can’t tell me what to do.”

“He doesn’t care about you, he’s just a playboy.”

“That’s not true! Whenever I’m with him I’m happy! I get all warm and fuzzy, and I feel like I can do anything. He’s sweet and kinda, and he cares about me!”

“Really? So when have you gone out with him outside of all these events, huh?”

“What?”

“You only go out at night when he has spare time. If he really cared about you his relationship with you wouldn’t be a secret.”

“I… shut up! You can’t be giving me relationship advice when you’re not even married or seeing someone!”

“Y/n, he’s bad news. He’s just-”

“Get out!”

“Y/n, listen to me!”

“I don’t wanna hear it!”

    You shoved Mark towards the door, but he was a lot stronger than you, so he barely moved. You were already upset with him and you knew he wasn’t gonna budge, so you didn’t have much options. You grabbed your coat and your things, storming out of your room. Mark was quickly on your tail, grabbing your arm.

“Where are you going?”

“Out!”

    You ripped your arm free and left the house, slamming the door shut behind you. This was the first time you had ever done something like this, so after two blocks of power walking you stopped, not sure what to do next, or where to go. Now, in this silence, you could think back on what Mark had said, finding some truth in his words. You only ever went out with Taemin at night, and only when he was expected to be at all these other events. You two snuck around, and he would always be careful to not draw too much attention wherever you went.

    You looked around, it was a beautiful day, a perfect day to spend with someone you loved, but you weren’t sure if Taemin would be the one. Still, you had to take a chance, to prove Mark wrong. You only ever texted with Taemin, about meeting up outside the venues, and possible date ideas. This was the first time you’d actually call him, for now you just hoped he’d pick up. It took a second for you to make the call, way too nervous about possible heartbreak, but you knew you had to. For once you should make the first move.

“… hello…”

    Taemin was in the middle of a meeting when his phone rang. He’d usually berated anyone else if that happened, but of course he was the exception. No one commented as he took out his phone, checking the caller ID and seeing it was you. He smiled, getting everyone to shut up in the room as he took the call. Your shy little greeting made his heart skip a beat.

“Hi, this is unexpected.”

“Is… is it a bad time?”

“No, of course not, did you miss me?”

“Yeah… I… I was wondering if you wanted… to have lunch with me?”

“Lunch? Yeah, I could eat. Shall I pick you up from home?”

“No, no… I’m not there right now.”

“What? Are you okay? Did something happen?”

“I’m fine…”

“Stay where you are and text me, I’ll be right over. Stay there, promise?”

“Promise.”

    Taemin ended the meeting there, having a car pull around and going to pick you up. As soon as you got in the car he pulled you close, pressing his face against yours.

“Goodness you’re cold, and in thin clothes, did you just get up?”

“Yeah…”

“You’re not far from home either, what happened?”

“It’s nothing.”

“Are you sure? You’re not hurt are you?”

“No, no, I’m fine…”

“Let’s get you somewhere warm, alright, and food. I’m sure you’re starving.”

    Taemin made some calls, clearing out his afternoon for you. Maybe it was silly, but you were happy he was willing to give you all this attention at the drop of a hat. It assured you that this, the two of you, were real. He cared about you, and that’s all that mattered to you. When you arrived he ushered you inside, getting you some soup to warm you up, and wrapping you up in his jacket.

“You sure you don’t want to talk?”

“It’s just… sibling banter really…”

“But you’ve never left the house like this before have you?”

“No… I never really had anywhere else to go and this time… I thought maybe you’d offer me a place.”

“Awe, baby, that’s so sweet. Of course I’m here for you. I’m sorry you got into a fight with your brother.”

“Thank you… for being there for me.”

“Of course. Shall we teach your brother a lesson then?”

“What do you mean?”

“Why don’t you come home with me. Stay at my place for a few days, make him regret whatever he did or said.”

“Hm… I like that.”

“Good, eat up, I wanna make sure you have a full belly.”

    Taemin really liked feeding you while you sat in his lap, made it easier to kiss your cheek and nuzzle your neck. After lunch he took you back to his place. It was a beautiful mansion like your own, except bigger.  As far as you knew he lived alone, so you wondered why such a big place, must be lonely. He ended picking you up in his arms and carrying you upstairs to the bedroom. He laid you down, crawling on top of you and peppering your face with kisses.

“I’m really happy to have you here.”

“Your place is so nice.”

“You’re used to it, aren’t you? It’s just like being home.”

“Yeah, thanks for letting me stay.”

“Anything for you. Now why don’t you get some sleep, after all that food I’m sure you feel tired.”

“A bit… I’m sorry if I messed anything up for today…”

“Huh?”

“Your meetings and stuff…”

“It’s fine. The perfect excuse to end the day, thanks for that. I do need to deal with some paperwork, but I’ll be done after your nap.”

“Okay.”

“Sweet dreams.”

I adjust the temperature so as not to get wet with the sticky consistency… 

    Taemin snuck back into the bedroom, being careful not to wake you. He wanted to see your sleeping form, making his way to the bedside. You looked so cute and peaceful, sleeping on a full belly and in his bed. He leaned down to breathe you in, wanting to keep that scent close by forever. For now he was just content having you in his home. You seemed to be a deep sleeper, never having much to worry about in your life, which was a good thing for him.

    He sat down on the edge of the bed, gently grabbing your arm and pulling it towards him. He reached into the drawer of the night stand, pulling out a small case and setting it on the table. Upon opening it he grabbed the needle inside, removing the cap and grabbing your arm, gently putting pressure on it in order to find a vein. You groaned a bit, attempting to roll over but he held you tight enough to keep you from moving. He hummed a bit, trying to sooth you so you’d stay asleep as he inserted the needle into your arm.

“There’s a good girl.” He put the needle away, kissing your head. “A very good girl.”

    Taemin laid down next to you, pulling you into his arms. You stayed asleep, cuddling against him, feeling happy. He gently pet your head, wanting to stay like this, but also wanting to wake you and spend the rest of the day together. You weren’t going anywhere any time soon, so it wasn’t a bad thing to wake you.

“Y/n… sweetheart wake up.”

“Hm…”

“You wanna stay in bed?”

“It’s warm and soft… and you’re here.”

“Then maybe we can stay a little longer.”

“Yeah… is everything good… with you…”

“Yes, I took care of things. I’m all yours today.”

“I like that… thanks… for giving me… the time…”

“Of course, anything to upset your brother and make you happy.”

“You don’t like Mark… do you…”

“Business is business, he’s never been nice either.”

“I know…”

“Did he hurt you bad today?”

“Yeah… he said… you don’t love me… says you’re dangerous…”

“Oh, I am.”

“Huh?”

“Dangerously in love.” He kissed your head. “What do you wanna do today?”

“Wanna stay with you…”

“That’s a given since you’re in my house. I’d like to show you around.”

“Yeah…”

“Yes. I have a beautiful library, and garden I’m sure you’d love. A billiards room, do you know how to play?”

“No… I don’t usually play those games…”

“I’ll teach you.”

“Yeah, sounds like fun.”

    You opened up your eyes, looking up at Taemin and smiling, kissing his cheek. You sat up, stretching, finally waking up after your nap. You weren’t one for naps, but you felt good and refreshed. Taemin kept to his word about showing you around. You were used to staying in your own room so this was a nice change. Here, with him, it really felt like it would be a greater home, and you would actually wanna be in it. At the end of the day you got comfy with Taemin, watching a movie.

“You’re staying the night, right?”

“Yes… I mean I want to but I understand-”

“It’s perfectly fine with me. I want you to stay.”

“Although… I would like to take a shower and maybe… have a change of clothes…”

“I can have one of the maids wash your clothes while you shower, you’re already in pajamas anyway.”

“That works.”

“Good. Stay as long as you want, it’ll teach your brother to respect you.”

“Yeah… if he cares…”

“Either way, as long as you’re happy.”

“I’m always happy when I’m with you.”

“Good. 

    It was your first time sleeping away from home, and sharing a bed with someone. You were a bit nervous but Taemin made you feel comfortable. He took you into his arms, his warmth keeping you warm and cozy. It was easy to fall asleep at his side, and you hoped it would be the first of many more nights together.

I wake you up with an unfamiliar feeling, the newness will be sweet…

    Taemin further confirmed you were a deep sleeper in the morning. His stirring and movements not disturbing you at all. It was the perfect way to admire you from up close. Although he started to wonder, given your little experience in the world, how innocent you truly were. It sent a delightful shiver down his spine thinking about all the firsts he could give you, one he was inclined to do now.

    He got under the covers, making his way down, tugging your pants down. Seeing your cute panties for a second time, of course he peeked at your clothes after they were washed, and this was an even better view. He tugged them down as well, seeing your pretty pink lips, knowing they’ve never been kissed before. He moved up to kiss your tummy, breathing you in. He wanted to savor this moment, the anticipation and then the fun.

    It was the cold that woke you, something wet and cold against your skin. It was weird and then you felt good, something you couldn’t describe. As you began to wake it all came into focus, and you realized Taemin wasn’t around, at least not next to you. You pulled back the covers and found Taemin between your legs. You yelled and tried to move away but he held your legs firmly.

“Awake?”

“Taemin…. what are you doing…”

“I thought I’d surprise you this morning, do you like it?”

“I… I…”

“I know, it must feel great. Do you want me to stop?”

“… no…”

“Just lay back and relax. I’ll take care of everything.”

    Taemin placed a hand on your chest and pushed you back. You were a bit nervous with the idea, but you didn’t voice that as you felt his lips at your core, something playing around with your clit. You whimpered, feeling hot all around despite the lack of blankets. Your hands reached down, running through Taemin’s hair.

“Taemin… ah…

“I got you baby, just enjoy yourself.”

“This feels… feels good…”

    It was a kiss, a deep kiss, down somewhere you had never been touched before. The way his tongue moved, he had experience and yet you felt like he was being gentle, focusing only on you. The only sounds you could make were whimpers and moans, unable to focus on anything except Taemin and how good he was making you feel. You felt something building, and you couldn’t describe it, merely losing yourself in that half formed thought.

“Tae… Taemin… I… I… can’t-”

    You screamed his name as you felt pleasure overwhelm you and overtake your senses. You held him against your core, shaking as you rode out the feeling. As you started to come down you sank into the bed, panting.

“So that’s… that’s… an orgasm…”

“You’ve never masturbated before?”

“I… didn’t know… how…”

“I can teach you that too.”

    You hid your face in the pillow, embarrassed over your confession, but Taemin found it cute, pressing a kiss to your cheek.

“You know, we could go again. You’re already so sensitive, it would feel just as good, if not better.”

    Taemin gave you soft kisses, making you giggle. You were still riding your high, unable to give an answer, but Taemin had an idea about what you wanted. Although he didn’t get to do anything as a knock at the door interrupted him.

“Taemin, you have a visitor.”

“Tell them to fuck off! Do they have any idea what time it is? I’m busy.”

“I tried to get them to leave, but they refused to do so.”

“Then get security.”

“I understand, but I think you’ll want to meet with this guest.”

“This better be good.” Taemin pressed a kiss to your cheek. “I’ll be right back.”

    You were still too blissed out to really register his words, but you hummed and he took that as you understanding. Taemin grabbed a robe and headed down, curious as to who was here so early. It was incredibly rude, and Onew wouldn’t have bothered him if it wasn’t important. As he reached the front he caught sight of his guest, a smirk appearing on his face.

“Mark, I’m surprised to see you.”

“Where is she?!”

“She’s fine. As I’m sure you know, she came here willingly. I expected you sooner actually.”

“Cut the shit. What do you want?”

“Hm?”

“What do you want in exchange for leaving her alone?”

Taemin chuckled. “I have what I want, and that’s her.”

“I said cut the shit.”

“Mark, my boy, I am very serious. This isn’t some ploy to get something from you. I like y/n, and she likes me too.”

“Well I don’t like you.”

“And since when does your opinion matter in regards to her feelings?”

“Where is she?”

“She-”

“Mark?”

    You had regained some clarity, getting out of bed and eagerly looking for Taemin, unaware of the situation. You vaguely remembered the mention of a guest, wanting to see if Taemin was done with that. Instead you found your brother here, the two butting heads. You overheard a bit and that’s all you needed to make your presence known.

“There you are, come on, we’re going home.”

“What are you doing here?”

“I came to get you. We’ll talk about this later.”

“No.”

“No?”

“I’m not going anywhere.” You stepped closer to Taemin. “I’m staying here.”

“You’re not.”

“You don’t tell me what to do.”

“Y/n, we are going home.”

“I said leave.”

“This isn’t your house.”

“I wanted you to leave the second I knew you were here.” Taemin chimned in. “Since this is my house, I ask you nicely to leave. Before I have you thrown out.”

“Whatever.”

    You were glad your brother left without issue, although you did feel bad for him bothering Taemin so early in the morning.

“Are you alright?”

“I should be asking you.”

“Having unwanted guests early in the morning isn’t entirely uncommon. I’m more annoyed that he interrupted us.”

“Ah… that…”

“How are your legs?”

“Fine… are they not supposed to be?”

“Not if we had more fun, but we can worry about that later. How about breakfast?”

“Yes please.”

“Good, and since you’ll be staying we should get you some clothes. I can have someone go out and get you things, or we can go out shopping if you’d like.”

“Shopping sounds fun…”

“Shopping it is. Shall we?”

“We shall.”

    You hooked your arm around Taemin’s, heading to the dinning room for some food before a day full of adventure.

Slowly lure in to pull you deeper… 

     You weren’t one to go around shopping. Always being quick and getting what you need. Your parents and Mark would get you the other more luxurious things, obviously to make sure you looked appropriate when you were out and about with them. It was certainly a little embarrassing to be shopping for intimates with Taemin at your side, but he didn’t do anything to make you uncomfortable. You got some everyday clothes, Taemin making sure it was all brand labels, and then he took you somewhere you didn’t except.

“I don’t need a fancy dress like this if I’m just around the house.”

“It’s not for the house. I thought maybe you’d let me show you off someday.”

“Show me off?”

“My invitations to those big events always have a plus one.”

“But wouldn’t walking around with me attract attention? You always want to avoid that.”

“I do, but I have no problem letting everyone know you’re mine.” Taemin kissed your cheek. “You don’t have to come with me though, I know you didn’t like them to begin with.”

“You don’t like them either, and I can’t let you go alone.”

“Then let’s make sure you look stunning when the time comes.”

    You worried that staying with Taemin would be an annoyance, but he welcomed you with open arms. He also didn’t want to leave you by yourself, so he chose to work from home while you stayed. He enjoyed you lounging around his home office while he sent emails and took calls. You were glad to be with him, it kinda felt like you skipped a few steps in this relationship, but you didn’t mind. It was nice living together, it made the days less lonely. Then it finally happened, an invitation to a banquet, your chance to go public with your relationship.

    You were so excited, and so nervous, but Taemin put you at ease. It was your tradition to have late night dates because of this, and going to an event together wouldn’t change that. So you had something to look forward to besides your first time being very public with Taemin. You dressed in something to match Taemin’s outfit, feeling far more dolled up than you ever were before. On the drive over to the venue you started to get nervous, but Taemin took your hand and assured you that everything would be alright. You’d leave as soon as you wanted to, only a little mingling was ever necessary.

    Taemin could tell you were still pretty nervous, as you were holding him tight as you walked in, so he had no problem doing all the talking. Despite being at these kinds of events before, this felt different. For once people seemed to pay attention to you. Taemin introduced you with pride, and as you were, not making any mention of your family or who you were connected to. It was actually kinda nice to participate, to talk to others and feel like you were actually seen. For once it felt like you belonged there, or at least like you had a reason to be there.

“Taemin, I’ll be right back.”

“Alright, don’t get lost.” Taemin kissed your cheek. “Hurry back.”

    You went off, saying hello to a few people on the way. You were enjoying yourself, that is until the abrupt interruption. Your arm was grabbed and you were suddenly dragged away from the main event. You knew it wasn’t Taemin, and before you could scream you saw who realized who had grabbed you.

“Mark?”

“Don’t cause a scene.”

“What are you doing? Let me go!”

    It wasn’t surprising to see him, you figured he would have been invited too. You just didn’t think he’d do something like this. You stumbled behind him, aware he was pulling you towards the exit.

“Mark, what are-”

    Your words were cut short as you were stunned into silence, Mark suddenly stopping when you were alone and slapping you. Your cheek burned and you reached up to grab it, still in shock.

“Is this why you’ve been hanging out with Taemin? To get your fix?”

“What are you-”

“Don’t lie to me!” Mark threw some papers at you. “Did you think I wouldn’t notice?”

“I don’t-’

“What do you think mom and dad would say if they found out?”

“I… I…”

    You had no idea what Mark was so upset about, that is until you noticed the papers on the floor and realized what they were.

“Drug test… when did you-”

“I took samples from your room. Are you insane? What are you fucken on? I thought-”

“I didn’t know…”

“What?”

“I… he… he always gave me a drink in his car…”

“What are you talking about?”

“It always tasted a little funny… I didn’t know…”

    You started sobbing, putting the pieces together and feeling violated. You trusted Taemin, and since the beginning he had been messing with you, and you couldn’t make sense of it. Although it should have been obvious, your name had value, and that’s probably what he cared about more than you. Mark started to put together your words as well, feeling worse than before, picking up the papers and helping you up.

“Let’s go home…”

    When you got home you ripped off the dress, and threw all the jewelry you had on the floor. You jumped into a shower to clean yourself off. Mark had cleaned up the mess you had left behind, knowing he didn’t need to comment, you were beating yourself up enough. After the shower you just sat in the tub sobbing, feeling so stupid. Of course it wasn’t gonna be that easy.

“Y/n.” Mark knocked on the door. “Are you okay?”

“Fuck off…”

“At least dry yourself off, I don’t want you getting a cold.”

“Aren’t you gonna say it?”

“I’m just sorry I didn’t do better… I’ll have some food brought up okay, and don’t worry, I won’t tell our parents.”

“What… what are you gonna do…”

“I haven’t decided yet.”

“I’m sorry…”

“Me too.”

    You were used to being home, but you didn’t even want to leave your room anymore. Food was brought to you, but you barely ate, feeling so stupid and wallowing in it. Mark didn’t really bother you either. If he had been mad and he’d planned to scold you, but he hated himself more for jumping to conclusions. It didn’t even occur to him Taemin was messing with you, he just thought you were being reckless. So he didn’t know what to say to make you feel better, leaving you alone seemed to be a good call.

    Although things got complicated when his birthday came up. The party was going to be at the house, and even though the second flood is off limits, he wanted you to step out for a moment. You didn’t want to participate in any social event like that, but he told you that eventually you’d need to step back out into the world. He understood if you weren’t ready for that but he at least thought he’d ask. You appreciated the sentiment, so you spent the night thinking whether or not you should make an appearance, it was his birthday after all.

    You figured you could at least say hello, so you started browsing your closet for something to wear. While you were distracted you didn’t notice someone come into your room, not until you heard them behind you. A hand was over your mouth before you could scream, and you squirmed in their grasp. Although you stopped when you caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror, seeing that Taemin was the one holding you. Now you were far more afraid, managing to bite his hand so he could let you go and trying to run but he caught up to you and pinned you to the wall.

“Y/n, talk to me!”

“Let me go!”

“What happened? You left me and have been ghosting me.”

“Go away!”

“Y/n.”

“Shut up! I know you were drugging me!”

“What! What the hell are you talking about?”

“Don’t lie to me!’

“I’m serious, what do you mean? I wasn’t drugging you. Did Mark tell you this?”

“He ran a drug test!”

“And you were there?”

“What?”

“You were there for the test? You saw the results yourself, right?”

“I-”

“Y/n, he’s lying to you.”

“You’re the liar!”

“Then have you been alright? You’d be going through withdrawals if I did drug you, right?”

“I… he wouldn’t lie to me like that!”

“What reason do I have to drug you?”

“I… I don’t…”

“Mark doesn’t like me, but I never thought he’d do something like this to keep you from me.”

“I… no, I don’t…”

“If you don’t believe me, then let me prove it.”

“Prove it?”

“Let’s go do a proper drug test right now. Your hair keeps record of that stuff for months, so let’s go prove him wrong.”

“What if he’s not?”

“I wouldn’t be making this offer if I was actually guilty, you know that. Come on, he’s busy with the party, he won’t know you’re gone.”

“…”

“Please… you know I wouldn’t hurt you…”

    Maybe it was foolish to give him another chance, but you really didn’t want your first love to turn out to be a lie. So you snuck out of the house with Taemin, going off to a lab to do a quick drug test. The idea of Mark being right did cross your mind, you remembered the drinks, but being drugged didn’t add up. You never felt really different, but Mark lying made sense, he never liked you doing things outside his approval. You waited anxiously for the results, Taemin a bit hesitant to take your hand, but he did so eventually.

    When the doctor came over you grabbed the results, a bit nervous to look. Taemin didn’t say anything either, wanting to give you your time. There was no point in waiting in anticipation, so you looked, actually relieved to see the results were negative. You couldn’t help the tears, having felt so stupid before, only to realize it was all a lie. You trusted your brother, but for him to do something like this, it was unbelievable. You didn’t know for how long you cried, but Taemin held you close. He didn’t say anything until you started to calm down.

“Do you want to get some food… or drinks… I don’t want you feeling like this on an empty stomach.”

“Can… can I have sweets.”

“Yes, of course.”

    You weren’t one to stuff your face, but you really wanted something sugary to pick up your mood. You shouldn’t have taken Mark’s word when he presented you with the papers. You were grateful for Taemin, the only person to ever encourage you to do things on your own.

“Are you okay? I mean, I know that’s a stupid question, but-”

“I just… what kind of lie is that… and I don’t even know why… couldn’t he just be happy for me…”

“Brothers can be overprotective. Even going as far as to lie about something like this.”

“He’s an idiot who never lets me do anything.”

“Then just do something big, something he can’t get involved in.”

“Like what?”

“I don’t know… buy a house and move out, tell your parents about his behavior, get married, there’s a lot.”

“Married… would you marry me?”

“Yeah, I’d love to, but marriage isn’t something you do just to mess with someone, it’s a serious decision.”

“You’re the only person who really cares about me… and marriage… Mark can’t drag me away or control things in my life.”

“You really want to shove it in his face, huh?”

“I’m an adult, he doesn’t need to baby me or lie to me like this. Besides, my parents wanted me to find someone, they’d be happy, so Mark’s opinions wouldn’t matter.”

“I see. The decision is yours though.”

“Would you though? Would you really marry me? We’ve only been together for a little over a month… and that’s not counting that break…”

“I would. I keep getting told to get married, so I could finally shut those voices up.”

“Then let’s do it. Let’s get married.”

    You couldn’t make a big deal of that now, but you could make the moment special between you. Taemin made sure to dress you up beautifully, the two of you going to the court first thing in the morning. There was something liberating in signing those papers, like you were finally free and could live your life. You wanted to shove it in Mark’s face, so you figured you’d send him a copy, see how he likes having papers thrown in his face, except yours were legit. You also weren’t going to be around for his freak out, and Taemin suggested you go somewhere for your honeymoon. You loved the idea, although there was some slight complication.

“You’ve never flown before?”

“Nope…”

“There’s nothing to be afraid of. It’s really safe, and this is also my private jet, so even better.”

“How long is this flight again?”

“Do you want some sleeping pills?”

“Huh?”

“I can give you something so you knock out during the flight. A lot of airlines do this, especially for first time fliers.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. Sometimes I take some just to get some sleep.”

“Uh… yeah, I think… but I don’t want to leave you alone…”

“It’s okay, I can get some work down and watch you sleep.”

“Okay, thanks.”

Impressionable…

    You woke with a warm and fuzzy feeling spreading through you. It was easy to tell you weren’t on the jet anymore, feeling yourself laid out on a bed. Although when you tried to get up you just felt yourself sinking into the mattress. You were half awake at best, although becoming aware of something on your arm. You managed to look over, seeing some sort of tube in your arm, lazily following it up to what seemed like an IV drip. After a moment you saw Taemin walk over, adding something into the drip.

“Taemin…”

“Hm? Awake now are we?” He sat down, caressing your cheek. “You don’t have to worry. I’ll take care of everything.”

“What’s… where…”

“Sh, don’t concern yourself. You’ll be okay.”

“What… doing…”

“Just making sure we understand each other perfectly. I don’t want anything to get between us again.”

“I… what…”

“It won’t take too long. No one’s around to bother us, and you’ve always been so receptive. Just sleep love, we’ll enjoy our honeymoon.” 

“Can… can we… big wedding…”

“Anything for you my love. I promise, you’ll be so happy with me.”

“Love… you…”

“Me too.”