#yandere choi family imagines

[thefiery-phoenix]

YANDERE CHOI FAMILY HEADCANONS

I seriously pray for you if you're related to Charles or Crystal in some way, your privacy is immediately thrown out of the damn window and you won't ever have a moment to yourself since you'll always have your sister Crystal looking out for you and Charles would make sure Gun, Goo and DG keep an eye out for you too. He'd even ask Kouji to place a tracking device in your phone and ensure he always has access to whatever you're doing on your phone, he's a concerned parent after all and he doesn't trust this toxic world filled with darkness that could corrupt you and put you in danger. Look, he might be a complete scumbag and takes the pleasure of ruining people's lives but you're the apple of his eye and he'll do anything to ensure your safety

Let's start off with Charles Choi as a parental figure for you. He'll be controlling, manipulative and won't be above gaslighting you to spend time with him. He's a businessman after all, he's Elite, when he wants something he gets it no matter what and you're no exception for it. He NEEDS to know what you're doing at every second of the day, he doesn't care how old you are, you could be a literal adult and yet he'd still treat you like a child and infantize you. He's overbearing with his protectiveness for you, you almost feel suffocated in his presence. But you won't even realize he's secretly gaslighting you and making sure you're isolated from other people other than him and your sister and the people that he really trusts, he's really crafty and subtle about this. It's for your own good, he keeps telling himself as he threatens and blackmails one of your so called friends to leave you the hell alone unless they want to end up on the news the next day dead. He doesn't care if he's overbearing for you, he has every RIGHT to be overbearing, truthfully, he doesn't even realize what he's doing is wrong. He firmly believes that he has every right to do this since you're his child after all and he's your guardian and parental figure

He likes it when you rely on him for things, deep down he's slightly worried and nervous you'll grow up too fast and leave him and your sister behind and you won't need him anymore. He can't stand and fathom the thought of you being away from him, his paranoia for your safety and fear of losing you would act in an overdrive. Charles Choi has only one weakness and that's you, the dear apple of his eye. He sees you as some defenseless vulnerable innocent little thing that would get chewed up by the world within mere seconds and he'd be damned if someone dared to take advantage of you. It doesn't matter even if you know how to fight or how well aware you are of everything happening around you, he'll still pat your head in a patronizing manner like you're some kind of child and have a slight amused smirk while you're ranting to him. Silly naive child, you NEED him to take care of you

You won't be allowed to live a normal lifestyle, you'll have private tutors to teach you and the day he'll allow you attend a public school or university would be the day HELL would FREEZE over. He knows what sort of nonsense takes place in schools and universities these days with all those cases of rampant bullying and such. He doesn't want you falling into the hands of some lowly thug with no decorum. Of course, he'd have him killed that same night but still, he isn't going to take the risk and chance of having you get hurt. Your safety matters more than your happiness, you could plead with him as much as you want regarding you wanting to go to a public school to have a normal life and he'd just outright refuse you each and every single time, it's like you're talking to a brick wall with him. By no means is he an emotional man, he has no time for such frivolous nonsense but it just doesn't sit right with him when he imagines you getting hurt and getting scars as thoughts of the worst would flash his mind when he thinks of your life at a public school which would make him even more strict about your safety. He never wants to see the day you cry, it would just...pain him emotionally. If you're crying because of him, it was probably because of something unavoidable and he'll gently shush you and wipe your tears away as he pats your head. However if you're crying because of someone else, well...that person would disappear off the face of the earth, he goes straight for the kill. He's a man of his word and always gets straight to the point without beating around the bush, so one single shot to the head to end whatever lousy scumbag who dared to make your tears spill from your eyes would guarantee him to be dead. Surprisingly he won't let anyone else do his dirty work for him whenever he has to kill someone for messing with you, he needs to feel the satisfaction of watching the light of the world and the life leave the person's eyes as he kills them. Of course, he'll cover the death up by making it look like there was some kind of gang violence going on and blame one of his chess pawns and pay off the police department to keep their mouths shut unless they want to lose their jobs and get blacklisted from every company existing

He loves to spoil you till your heart desires. Ask him whatever you want, except for your privacy and freedom and he'd be more than happy to indulge his expenses for you. You like reading and publishing books? Well, look who managed to get a publishing contract from one of the most famous publishing companies in the country? But of course, you're not allowed to publish anything questionable like romance and such, he thinks you're way too naive for such things and you're young for it. You're also not allowed to use your real name. You're also expected to show him your works before you end up publishing something and of course, you won't need to feel the pressure of the publishers and editors pestering you constantly for new works, you can write at your own leisure. Not unless they want their company to shut down and be on the streets for the rest of their miserable lives. He'll never entertain the idea and thought of someone every daring to dictate your life. Other than him of course, he has that right thanks to his twisted mindset of keeping you safe. You like singing and music? He'll get you the best brands of instruments money can buy and a whole karaoke system for you. He'd love to hear you sing and would have a smile on his face, telling you how proud he is of you for your wonderful and melodious singing, he thinks you sing as sweet as a nightingale. Well, in a way you are a nightingale trapped in a golden cage. If you're into art he'll get you the best quality of brushes and you'll have an unlimited amount of canvases and art supplies for your use. You'll have an entire art studio at the house for yourself and he'll be pleased when you hand him a painting or one of your art works. He would definitely store all your works in a secret room to ensure they don't get ruined and where he'll have access too since other people don't deserve to see your talent, they're undeserving pests who don't have the right to look at you in the eye

You won't ever get wind of what he does behind the scenes regarding the crews and gangs and how he rose to power and such and he'll do whatever the hell it takes to prevent you from finding out the truth about him. You'll be left in the dak regarding all the evil messed up things he does and unless someone wants to lose their tongue, they'd better keep their mouths shut. Also there's no reason for you to work, whatever do you want to work for, don't be silly. However if you really want to work, he make you join his company and you can have your own office just for the sake of it but no actual responsibilities. If you think of applying for jobs elsewhere, he'll pull in some strings to ensure you don't end up getting the job. He doesn't care that he's sabotaging your chances of getting a job, you aren't allowed to be away from him, away from your family, end of discussion

While Charles would handle the killings and brutal stuff, your sister Crystal handles the planning and goes for a more calculated approach from behind the scenes. If you have the habit of maintaining a diary, guess who knows all your secrets now and you've also just sentenced half the people in your diary to death. Look, she loves you and cares for you, in her own twisted manner after all, she inherited her father's possessiveness and obsessive tendencies to protect you after all. Like her dad, she views you as someone who's pure for this world and she wants to keep you sheltered in a safe bubble by whatever means necessary. She might love you but the minute you're up to something she will immediately snitch on you to Charles. Don't ever expect her to take your side though during an argument regarding your feelings of being trapped and such, she'll always side with her dad no matter what and thinks he's doing the right thing by shielding you from the world outside. You'll understand in due time how much they love you

If someone picks on you, she'll find a way to ruin their life socially by spreading allegations and such against that person and ensure their name gets dragged down in the mud. Which honestly isn't a hard thing to do for her. She is borderline insane and crazy, she just masks it like her dad, she'll be breathing down your neck every damn second of the day and she'll always have her eye on whatever you do. She'll have Gun and Goo follow you everywhere and she'll tag along as well. You're not allowed to go anywhere without her. She'll also be able to detect whenever you're lying, her eyes will narrow instantly and stare at you with a stern look on her face like a strict parent till she finds out whatever your intentions are and if they're something she and her dad won't approve of they're shutting it down immediately before that thought of yours can grow into something bigger. Even she has access to your laptop and phone, although the only contacts you're ever allowed to have are your dad, her, Gun, Goo, Kouji and DG, that's IT. Don't even THINK about dating, romance is off the table for you

You might not know about the secret of her two bodies, she prefers to keep it that way and her dad told her to let it remain a secret as well, it'll make it easier for her to be with you at all times. She's experienced a lot of bullying from people because of her weight and thinks society is shallow for prioritizing people's looks and appearances which is why she doesn't want you suffering the same way she did and she'll tell you things that'll give you a negative view of romance. She just doesn't want you getting hurt like she did, she's a protective big sister trying to keep you safe. She won't like it if you hang around Daniel too much, he's always getting in some or the other kind of trouble and the last thing she needs is for you to end up being dragged into his messes and the whole crew nonsense so she'll ensure you maintain a distance from him till she sneakily isolates you from him completely. Don't feel bad, you have her to rely on, your sister is always there to lend a shoulder for supporting you. Overall, Charles and Crystal are borderline insane, psychotic and won't hesitate to wipe out anyone who stands against them or tries to take you away from them. You're the apple of their eye after all...

[dreamerwithoutadirection]

You Belong with Me

I am back after quite long literally. I wanted to continue Jin's part. So here it is! Though I am still stuck with next part of instalment, that's Jimin's part. It's just that he's too sweet for me to imagine him as a yandere :(

Warnings: Yandere! Not my best work, lol. xD

“How could you do this Jin?!” shouted Lord Kim as he walked back and forth in the chamber of their home. He expected such behaviour from his youngest but Jin, his prodigious child? Lord Kim felt furious, “You have left me embarrassed and ashamed to face society. How dare you try to make a filthy maid the lady of this house!!” 

Jin stood near the window looking at the vast expanse of the garden. “Then don’t. You are old now, just retire.” Jin replied without looking back. His nonchalance acted like fuel to fire for Lord Kim’s rage. 

“You..you insolent child!” Lord Kim marched towards Seokjin. 

Jin moved back effortlessly before Lord Kim could hit him. His eyes had lost all the calmness. “Don’t force me father. You know the result won’t be good if you try to go against me,” He smiled, as he bored into his father’s eyes, “I can get you removed any day from this precious little position you hold so dear. Don’t try your luck against me, it will be a losing battle.”

Jin gave one final look to his family, “All of you listen”, his shrewd eyes settled on their faces one by one, “I am going to marry her. None of you will or can stop me. Understood?” Lord Kim and his wife trembled under his gaze. They had created a monster. Jin did not move till they all nodded their heads. 

A smile spreaded on the devil’s angelic face. “That’s good! See, I knew you would be able to see it. Let’s begin the wedding preparations! I will go bring my queen.” In his twisted mind, any opposition to his desires was met with a chilling ferocity. A warning to anyone who dared stand between him and the object of his affection fixation.

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Choi could not believe it. Such humiliation, such affront on an influential Minister like him. A palpable tension hung in the air. “Where are all the servants?!” he screamed. 

Mr. Na came running on hearing the enraged voice of his Lord. “Lor-”

Enraged Choi yelled “Shut up! Bring that bitch to me. How dare she ruin my plans.” 

“Yes, my Lord.” Mr. Na had no choice. He felt bad for Binna. The poor girl’s life was hard enough with loans on her head and her brother was still young. Na took pity on her and got her the job with much difficulty a few months back. It seemed like black clouds followed her along. With much dejection, Mr. Na turned to bring Binna. 

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This was bad. The house was in a frenzy since the Kim’s left. Binna didn’t know what to do. She could feel her heart thumping against her chest. She had not anticipated the storm; her mere presence would stir within the household. Heck, she had not anticipated that her life would become upside down in a flash. Binna looked at Ms. Da Eun sitting forlorn. 

“Ms. you have have to believe me” Binna begged with tears, “I don’t even kno-..you have to believe Ms…” Binna whispered looking at Ms Da Eun, “please”

Da Eun’s eyes conveyed her hatred for Binna.

“People like you, don’t deserve kindness.” Da Eun sniffed, “I took you in, pitying you. Treated you like a friend. And look where it got me. Who will marry me now?!” Da Eun turned away from Binna. She couldn’t bear to look at her face. 

“Just go away. Leave” Da Eun resigned. 

“Aghassi, please just listen to me onc-”

“I said leave,” Da Eun pushed Binna in her rage. The vase near her broke, hurting Binna’s feet. 

“How hard is it to understand that I am not interested in listening to you? Go” 

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Tears dropped from eyes as felt herself suck in air to breathe. Binna decided to leave. It was the best decision she could make for herself and Ms. Da Eun. Binna’s loyalty belonged to Miss Da Eun and Mr. Kim’s action had left a tumultuous turn of events in its wake. His gaze made her feel dirty. And his actions impure. With renewed resolve Binna began to pack her bags as fast as she could. She needed to leave now. If his promise was true, he would come and Binna knew she would be too helpless to take a stand against the Defense Minister’s son. Binna felt a shiver run down her spine as she recollected his maddening gaze. It was dark, possessive and sinister. She needed to run and she needed to do it now. 

Engrossed in her packing, she did not notice Mr. Na had entered her room. 

“Binna”

“Aaah” She shrieked with her heart jumping out of her chest. “Mr. Na! You scared me. What are you doing in my room this late?” Binna enquired. 

The solemn expression of Mr. Na’s face made her more weary. “Is it Mr. Kim, is he here” Her eyes conveying her fear.

Mr. Na shook his head and sighed. “Binna, why did you seduce him? Lord Choi is too angry.”

She could not believe it. He too thought of her in the wrong? Binna felt a pinch. “Mr. Na” She quavered, “you have to believe me. I did not, Mr. Na. I would never.” her voice rose.

“You were caught in the room alone with him..Binna. That too in an indecent position.” Mr Na snapped. “Now come with me, Mr. Choi has called you.”

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To be continued

[ctrlsht]

Seat of Power | jungkook political au 04

pairing: ceo!jungkook x reader genre: political & yandere au

summary: in the world full of power and greed, there are people who seek freedom and peace. While the two rival families are fighting for different purposes, it's their son and daughter fighting for what they desire. You already buried the memories that happened that night while he already tattooed it on his mind. You've forgotten them while he's doing everything in his power to make it happen again. 

chapter summary: after you successfully escape in Jungkook’s territory, you are now in the care of the Choi family that helps you with your situation. Everything is now in favor of what you want until it’s not. You thought that you finally saw the light at the end of the road but it was a thunder that would consume you alive. 

chapter warnings: Jungkook breaking down, yandere tendencies, unstable mental health, Jungkook’s men breaking in the house, Y/N is physically and mentally unstable, brief smut (if there is more and not included, please do mention it. ty!) word count: 8.5k

disclaimer: This is pure fiction and I do not condone the acts of Jeon Jungkook in the story. All events and occurrences in this book are all fictional and all are part of my imagination. And also, this fiction will be political.

Jungkook receives a call while he’s in the meeting. It was your nurse who’s calling. 

It’s been only 2 days since he left to go back to Seoul for a deal and he’s going to be away for a week. It’s hard for him since he doesn’t want to leave you that long but his company would go down when he abandons his duties. His father is already doubting him for all the things that he’s been doing that’s why he needs to go back on track. 

He thought the only reason why your nurse called is to deliver a daily update from you about your condition. But he was wrong.

Your nurse didn’t even let him greet her and she immediately spoke. “Mr. Jeon, I’m sorry! Y/N is missing. We’re just preparing her meds when we left her in the living room and when we went back, she wasn’t there anymore and we still couldn't find her!”

The nurse speaks nonstop. She spoke so fast that Jungkook couldn’t understand most of what she said. 

But out of all she said, what marked him was you are missing. 

Jungkook felt like his world collapsed at his feet.

The people in the meeting got surprised when he suddenly stood up from his seat while he’s on a call. Hoseok—his friend threw him a concerned look but he didn’t give him attention. He immediately stormed out of the conference room without saying a word. 

“What the fuck happened?!” His voice thundered as he walked rapidly towards the rooftop where his private jet is located. He called his men to command a search on you. He also instructed someone to communicate with the government of Hanrim to help in the search for you. He still doesn’t know the whole story of how you went missing because he’s occupied commanding everyone to look for you. 

He was tense during the whole trip going back to Jeju. He’s been thinking a lot and he can’t stop his anxiety. He already thought about the things that can happen to you while you’re away and he’s been thinking the worst. There are a lot of things that’s been going inside his head but what’s on the top of his mind is “Why did you leave?”

Did he do something that you don’t like? Did he say something? Did you remember a certain memory that caused you to leave?

He still doesn’t understand why you left and he doesn’t want to acknowledge that the reason why you left is that you may have already remembered everything and you chose to leave. It’s the most possible reason for you to leave yet he chose to ignore it. 

Maybe she just wants to wander around the house? That she wants to see more than what’s inside the house. She can’t just leave me because I know that she loves me too. She can’t do that. 

His men and nurses ran into him immediately as they saw him walking in the house. They reported about what’s happening and stated how you left the house. They also showed CCTV footage of you leaving the house. It was obvious that you planned your escape but he can’t accept that on himself. He ordered everyone to leave the office because he wanted to be alone and give himself time to think. He’s been playing back the footage of you hundreds of times that he already memorized every move you make and yet, he still can't believe that you really did that. 

After he rewound it for the last time, that’s when it hitted him. 

You left him. You plan to leave him. 

He’s starting to shake and tears are now forming on his eyes. He bit the nails of his thumb to prevent himself from crying but it was too late. A broken tear was leaving his eyes. 

It didn’t last long for his tears to fall continuously until he started to scream and shatter the things in front of him. 

One of his men entered his office to check up on him but the man ended up bitten by Jungkook. He was practically screaming at his men, blaming him for your loss. He was continuously throwing punches until other men were begging him to stop before he killed the poor man. Whoever tries to stop him gets involved as well. He was already out of control when he decided to get the gun inside the drawer of his table and pointed it to the people in front of him and everyone went freeze.

“It was all your fucking fault you careless son of a bitch!” 

His eyes were bloodshot while he was pointing the gun and everyone paused to raise their hand in signal of defeat. The room was silent for a few seconds and Jungkook’s breath was in fast-phase.

He pointed the gun on the roof to shoot all of a sudden and everyone was leaning back while covering their ears as they screamed.

“Leave or you won’t be able to leave this room alive!”

And with that, he’s alone once again. 

He put his gun on the table and he tried to calm down but he couldn't. Another set of tears were flowing on his cheeks once more. He allows himself to fall down on the ground as he rubs his face with his palms and he looks at your frame hanging on the wall.

Why did you leave me alone? I gave you everything for you to stay. Am I not enough? Baby please come back. You know that I can’t live without you…

He doesn’t know how long he’s in his position crying for you to come back as if you could hear him from where you are. He’s blaming himself why you chose to leave. You planned to leave and he can’t accept the fact that he wasn’t enough for you. What makes it even worse is the fact that you might be in danger out there. It’s raining hard and you don’t have anything to cover yourself. You’re soaking wet when he last saw you in the footage and you’re probably shivering out there. You have no idea on the things that can happen to you and you were so naive in this world that there might be people who will hurt and take advantage of you. That thought alone scared him the most. He can’t just stay here and cry his ass because he knows for a fact that you won’t just appear in front of him. He must set aside his emotions and focus on finding you. 

Baby, no matter what happens, I will find you.

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You were shivering because of fear and coldness and you were starting to lose your breath but you weren’t stopping from running. The road is getting blurred and foggy but you still continue to run in it. You're frightened because of the emptiness of the wide road but you didn’t stop because him catching you is the scariest of them all. 

You don’t know how long you’ve been running and where you are now but what matters is you’re already away. You’re not familiar on the road and there is no vehicle that’s stopping by. It doesn't last long until you realize that you’re in the middle of nowhere. In both corners of the road is a woods and it’s dangerous to enter that path. You just keep on running until you see a house in the corner of the road. You suddenly feel like there’s a light at the end of the darkness and you finally received the hope that you’ve been waiting for. 

You immediately knock on the door when you reach the front of the house asking if there is someone inside. As the second goes by that the door isn’t opening, you were panicking that Jungkook might catch you. You speak louder hoping that someone can hear you inside and after another few seconds, the door finally opens and a man in his late 30s is standing in front of you.

“Please, help me!” You begged and your cries became louder. 

“Oh my, what happened to you?!” When the man processed your state, he looked at you with his wide eyes before he looked back to call someone.

“Yeobo! There’s a woman in here!” The man called inside and he looked at you with a concern in his eyes before he let you in. 

“Thank you so much, ahjussi!” Your cry in relief. 

“What is it?” A woman in her 30s as well appeared in front of you. Probably the wife of the man. When the woman saw you, her eyes immediately opened wide. 

“Who are you?!” 

They let you change your clothes and they gave you a cup of coffee to drink. They help you make yourself comfortable in their house before you explain your situation. It was hard for you to finish your narrative because you weren’t sure of what you’re going to say. But you ended up narrating the reasons why you left that place. 

You’re already covered in a scarf yet you’re still trembling from what just happened to you. It hasn’t sunk in you that you’re finally out at his control and you manage to escape. You still can’t believe that you did that. 

You’ve been talking to the married couple who helped you and they were also helping you to figure things out. They were Choi Seung-won—the husband and Choi Ji-woo—the wife. They have a daughter named Yumi who’s at the age of 12. You were so thankful to them for helping you despite you being a stranger. They also thought that it would be easy for them to find you since their home is accessible since it’s along the road, hence, they offered to bring you to their parents so that you’ll be safe until you figure things out. They even offered to give you a ride which you were so thankful for. They’ve done enough for you yet they continue to help. 

“Jeon Jungkook? The son of Jeon Tae-soo?!” The mother of Ji-woo reacted as they had finished narrating your story. The couple nodded. 

“Are you sure?” She added, obviously doubting you. 

“Eomma!” Ji-woo reacted.

“Do you even remember your parent’s name?” The mother asked you.

You didn’t respond immediately because you’re trying to remember their name. You’re squeezing your brain in the hopes of remembering their names but you don’t.

You manage to remember their names however, because of the drugs and medicines that Jungkook made you drink, your brain resets.

The sad part is, you will never know that everything that happens to you is Jungkook’s fault.

“Of course she wouldn’t remember. She loses her memories, remember?” Seung-won answered for you.

You thought that everything would be in favor of you but it wouldn’t be just like that. Ji-woo’s mother couldn’t believe you because they find it impossible to happen. You couldn’t give much information regarding yourself and Jungkook because you do not have enough knowledge. All the things that you manage to remember before you left disappear in an instant. It was when you realized that you don’t have enough information about Jungkook who claims to be the love of your life. 

The only thing that you know about him is he has a company that you don’t even know about and his age. Your knowledge was limited because Jungkook himself doesn’t talk much about his personal self. The thing that he mostly talks about is the memories you’ve created with him in the past. He also only talks about you and who you are but never about him. 

Nonetheless, the Choi family let you stay with them even though it’s hard for them because if it’s true that you’re really connected with the Jeon’s, then they’ll be screwed because they are aware how powerful their family is. They’ve seen and witnessed how you were scared for your life and it’s enough for them to convince themselves to help you. 

In a snap of a finger, your life changes after you run away from Jungkook. You don’t have a single plan and you didn’t even think about it carefully yet you still continue. You acted based on your emotion and it was late that you realized where your actions brought you. Your life with Jungkook was a dream that most people want. Having things you want and being served. Most people would want that but behind closed doors, you were living in a prison and treated as a prisoner. 

You may be living in a huge and fancy house while being served delicious food and sleeping in a huge bed—but it wasn’t all about that. You aren’t treated like a normal human. It’s more like you’re been treated like a pet. 

Everytime you feel like you regret your actions, you always go back to the reason why you left. 

Your life with the Choi’s isn’t the best but it’s better living with Jungkook. You learned how to cook, how to clean and how to communicate with other people. It was an experience that you couldn’t have when you’re in that rest house. You feel that you really belong here. 

But honestly, you sometimes feel like a burden to the Choi family because you live with them rent free and they feed you for free. You always thank them for the things that they’ve done to you. Now, you’ve been thinking about how to go back to Seoul and see if you still have a life there. But they already warned you that it’ll be hard for you because Seoul is far away from Jeju. As much as they want to help you, they don’t have the money and resources to do that.

You thought that once you leave that place, you would start to remember but you were wrong. The most difficult thing is, most of the things that happen to you after you left that place suddenly fades away. You once again forgot all the things that you remember and even the things that you found out about your family and this is all because of all the medicines and drugs you’ve taken. 

 You’re once again clueless on who you are hence, it’s hard for them to find your real family. They want to ask for the help of the police but you’ve thought that it’s not safe because you’re aware of how powerful Jeon Jungkook is. Once the police know about you, it won’t take long until they bring you back to him. 

“Hey.”

The sun was already setting and you were sitting at the front of the house you’re staying in. This place is very different from the place you have with Jungkook. It’s a forest like and the houses are away from each other. There is no signal but it has electricity. You were starting to love this place because you feel more at peace. 

You looked at Ji-woo who sat beside you as she gave you a smile.

“What’s running through your mind?” She asked you.

“Nothing in particular.” You answered, still watching as the sun set.

“Are you starting to gain your memory?” 

“Not yet, unnie.” You smiled at her but it didn’t reach your eyes. 

A silence filled both of you and after a few moments, you spoke again.

“Thank you so much for letting me stay here. I swear, I’m going to repay you once I’ve figured this out.”

“You’ve thank us enough, Y/N. You don’t have to repeat it a hundred times.” She chuckles. 

They already treat you like a family and you’ve already felt comfortable around them and you’ve realized how you feel like yourself when you’re with them. You feel like you’re at home already and they are your family. 

“But seriously, how are you, Y/N?” After both of you joked around with each other, she looked at you with full concern in her eyes.

“I  wanted to say that nothing’s been bothering me but I would lie.” You smiled bitterly and you can’t hide what you really feel right now. “It feels like the decisions I made are wrong and I don’t know already.” You added.

“Oh dear. Why would you think that?”

“I also don’t know. I’m not sure how far I will go. I’m starting to feel like I’m just fooling myself and I don’t know when to stop this madness.” You sigh before you look down on your feet. The sun finally set and it’s already getting dark and cold. 

“I’m sorry that you feel that way and we can’t help much other than making you stay here.” She lightly caresses your right arm. “My family alone isn’t enough to help you. Do you want to ask for help? Maybe they won’t bring you back to him.”

“You’ve already done enough, unnie. I’m the problem and I don’t know how to deal with myself.” 

You don’t have a plan in the first place. Yes, you didn’t plan your escape and you acted based on your emotion and your instinct but you can’t just do that again. There are already people involved. You’re trying to formulate a concrete plan this time but the truth is, you’ve already created a plan but you know to yourself that it won’t work. 

You’re already doubting yourself if the decisions and actions you’ve made are right and as the time goes by, you’re starting to believe that you’ve made the wrong decision. 

Everytime you’re thinking about the Choi family, you’ve been thinking about how grateful you are that they’ve helped an unknown woman. You’ve also learned to love them and you’ve realized how your life is better when you’re with them. However, not because they were nice to you doesn’t mean that you’ll forever depend on them. They have their own lives and you weren’t part of it. You were just asking for a temporary home but you can’t stay with them as long as you want. They’re not like Jeon Jungkook who’s rich enough to support and take care of you. 

You’ve also thought about leaving already but you’ve realized that you have nowhere to go. You can’t do what you did last time—finding a family to help you. You cannot become a burden once again. 

You might be free right now but you can’t be free forever unless you have the solution to your problem—your memories. Without that, you’re nothing. You’re still hoping that you can have your memories back but you are starting to lose your hope. And the sad part is, as the day passes, it seems like you always lose a memory. It seems like you’re a hopeless case. You were thinking of who can help you and the only person you can think of is him. Sometimes, going back to him crossed your mind. When you first think of that, you immediately deny it to yourself because you’ve gone a lot just for you to go back. But as the time went by, you felt like going back will be your end decision because the only one who's capable of helping you is him.

Weeks have passed and everything was normal. For you to at least show your debts of gratitude, you always help in the house. At first, it was hard for you to adapt to their way of living but you’ve learned with their help. It wasn’t hard and the truth is, you felt like you’ve also done this even before. It’s easy for you to experience daily hardship like you’ve been through it. 

One day, when you’re helping Ji-woo’s mother in the kitchen, Seung-won was rushing to enter the house. He’s catching his breath and he’s sweating a lot. 

“Y/N, I’ve heard the news! Everyone in the city already knows that Mr. Jeon is looking for you! Most of the people were participating in the search party and it won’t take long before they find you here!” He was speaking so fast but you understand what he said. 

You silently gasp and an anxiety of fear fills you. Your feet were glued to the ground and you can’t seem to move. You haven’t said a word while the two are discussing it already. After a few moments. Ji-woo arrived at the house as she joined the discussion. 

“We have to find a place where they won’t find her!” Ji-woo said and Seung-won shook his head.

“We don’t have a place! We can bring her to my parents but it’s in Jongdal-ri but it’s literally on the other side! The trip will cost a lot.”

They were already arguing about what to do with you while you were still in silence. Your vision is slowly becoming blurry and their voices start to echo in your head. You suddenly feel that the world is spinning and you’re about to fall. 

And in a blink of an eye, you heard a loud sound on your head. 

The relatives were shocked when they heard a loud scream. You immediately caught their attention and they ran into you. 

“Y/N, what’s happening to you?!” 

You’re gripping your head and you’re groaning in pain. You’re already at the ground and when the pain intensifies, you’re now knocking your head. They were already panicking because they had no idea what to do to you. Your situation is becoming worse as you scream is getting louder. 

You were lying on the soft fabric of his bed while he’s at the top of you. He was caressing your delicate skin as he was slowly thrusting himself on you and you were crying from pleasure. You looked at his eyes that made you drunk and he inserted his thumb on your mouth to suck it.

“That’s it baby, take me so well.” He moaned before he went down to suck your sensitive nipple and you cried his name. You pulled him by the neck before you aggressively kissed him in the mouth. He continued thrusting and when you’re about to come, you screamed his name.

“Jungkook, please don’t stop!”

After a memory hitted you, silence filled you. Your whole body stops and you are only looking in one direction while your mouth is slightly opened. 

You were in a state of shock and the people around you were already asking your feelings while you couldn’t answer them. 

You have remembered a memory of you with him. It wasn’t just a memory because he was fucking you. You couldn’t believe that out of all the memories that both of you have, it’s the memory you remember. You have no idea when and where it takes place but you were sure that it does happen in his penthouse. 

“Y/N, please talk to us!”

You were back to reality when Ji-woo was shaking your arms. You looked at her and she he was almost crying. Everyone was looking at you like you’re almost going to die. 

“I remembered a memory.” You started.

“What? Do you remember everything?” Seung-won asked you and you shook your head.

“No. It’s just a memory with Jungkook.”

“What is it all about?” You didn’t immediately respond when Ji-woo asked you, you only stared at her in response. 

What happened to you terrifies them therefore, they become alert to what can happen to you next. They don’t know how they can handle you when it happens again and the only thing that they could do is look after you. 

You weren’t talking the whole day and you're always looking away. They don’t have an idea what’s running in your mind but they know that you’re in deep thoughts. Before the day ends, you finally spoke.

“Can I come when you go downtown?” 

“What? You won’t be safe Y/N. People might recognize you!” Seung-won responded. 

“I’ll hide and if they still manage to find me, I’ll surrender.”

You don’t know what got into you when you said that. They would probably catch you without a hassle but you still want to risk it. Because of what you recently remember, you suddenly want to get a glimpse of him. It’s been two weeks since you’ve last seen him and you wanted to see how he’s been. After all, he took care of you at least. 

You’ve doubted yourself even more. You felt like all the things you chose to believe are all wrong. You might be preceded by fear and doubt that he’s lying to you hence, you choose to believe what you want.

What if all your medicines you’ve drunk were really the medicine that will help you recover? What if you were drugged for your own sake? What if he’s just thinking about your safety? What if every information that he’s been grinding to you were the truth? What if he really loves you? What if you really love him? You’ve thought all of that because of a memory that you suddenly remember.

Now, you’re having a hard time finding the truth and you just wanted to confront him to answer all of the questions that won’t let you sleep but you were scared that he will lie and manipulate you. 

But there is something that you’re sure of, your heartbeat increases when you remember the memory you had with him on his bed.

—

You were overwhelmed with how crowded the city downtown is. For many weeks, the only people you see are the Choi family and way back when you’re with Jungkook, the only people you see are the nurses, maids, doctors, guards and Jungkook himself. You aren’t used to seeing a lot of people and you find it fascinating how you see what the real world is. 

You were used to being taken care of by the people you’re with but now, people don’t care about you anymore. They mind their own business as if you weren’t existing and it smells like freedom. 

“I’m going to buy some fruits over there and you should probably stay here. Don’t remove your scarf, alright?” Ji-woo pointed at the stall who’s selling fruits before she tapped your shoulder and you nod. 

You stay in your position and you keep on watching what’s around you. You’re in an open street market as Ji-woo granted your request of wanting to go outside.. You tightly close your scarf that’s also covering your head. Besides that you’re afraid to be known, you were also getting cold. It’s autumn and it’s starting to get colder. People are already starting to wear thick clothes to prevent getting cold. 

While you were looking around, you caught a person that’s very familiar to you and when you realized who he is, your heart suddenly jumped and you immediately turned around. 

It was one of your bodyguards and he’s also the last person you saw before you ran away. Anxiety of fear is falling on you and you don’t know what to do. You immediately use your scarf to cover half of your face and you start to panic. You were about to run towards Ji-woo when you saw another person that you were hoping to see. 

Jungkook is standing meters away from you. He wasn’t wearing his usual attire that’s white button down long sleeve polo and a black slacks instead, he’s wearing a beige sweater with a white collar inside of it and fitted dirty white pants. His hair is longer the last time you saw it and you admitted that it looks good on him. He stands tall and everyone can easily notice his great but intimidating aura and he looks stunning. 

You were hoping to see a glimpse of him but you didn’t expect it to be here where he doesn't belong. With his magnificent appearance, no one would ever spot someone like him in a public market. But now he’s here, everyone that’s passing by him eventually looks back.

He’s looking around, his eyes are like a deep ocean. It can be scary with its everlasting waves but you would love to look at how beautiful it can be.

You were so close to him.

The bodyguard that you saw a while ago is now talking with Jungkook. They were discussing something and you cannot even tear your eyes away. You should be running by now but you can’t help but to stay and look at him. You can’t help but to embrace the thrill you’re feeling right now that you’re close yet so far away. 

Waves of memories with him flashes through your mind. From the day you opened your eyes in a hospital bed and the first thing you saw is his crystal eyes to the last thing you remembered that you’re with him. It was when he’s tucking you to bed the day before you left. A sharp pang of guilt suddenly filled you. You don’t remember even a one time thing where he treated you badly. But rather, he treats you like a princess. He doesn’t even let a fly land on your skin but yet, you choose to leave him. 

He treats you right and you left him. 

And just before he laid an eye on you, someone pulled you aggressively and now, you’re running. 

“Oh my god, Y/N! He almost saw you!” Ji-woo was looking around as she was checking if there is a suspicious person near the both of you. She’s already panicking while you’re in there standing like an idiot. 

“I was talking with the seller and she suddenly talked about Jungkook who’s always visiting the area in the hopes to see you! And she mentions that because he’s literally in the area! Oh dear. What if they saw you? They saw us? We should probably leave now!” Before you know it, she’s pulling your hands and both of you are running once again. 

—

“Y/N, can you get the plate for me? The food is ready to be served.” Ji-woo’s mother looked at you and you immediately responded by getting the precise plate for the dish.

“You call Ji-woo outside. Seung-won won’t join us for lunch.” She added after you bring her the plate she asks you. 

It’s been two days since you saw Jungkook in the public market yet you felt like it happened just a second ago. Everything happens in a swift way. Ji-woo is pulling you and before you know it, you’re back at the top of the mountain where you’re alone with the Choi family once again. 

Your life cycle was still the same as usual. You wake up, help Ji-woo's mother in cleaning and cooking, eat, rest, sleep and repeat. Everything is still the same but your standpoint is slowly changing as the day goes by which you find complicated. You’re not just having a hard time dealing with yourself but you are also troubling the people around you. 

When you are opening your eyes in the morning, you were hoping that you would remember something from your past. Who you are, who your family is, what your life looks like or how you are in a relationship with Jungkook. You were hoping that you will remember at least one of them but they never come.

On a second thought, you did remember a memory of you in the past. You were having a sexual intercorse with Jungkook in his bed. It was a vague memory but you were certain that it did happen. You don’t understand why out of all the memories you had, it was the memory that you remember and you don’t even know if it's relevant to your life. 

That is the one memory you have and nothing more. You don’t have a choice but to make it your basis from your past and all your standpoint is slowly trembling because of that one memory you have. 

Your life would be better if you were really a part of the Choi family. Your life is simple and the place where you live is spectacular because of huge and refreshing trees, peaceful place and you always love watching the sunset. 

You’re content with the life that the Choi family allows you to have but you should look outside the box. You were still a stranger to them and there will be a time that you have to leave because you’re not really a part of them. They were just nice and generous to let you stay with them until you figured things out. 

You were trying to hide behind the Choi’s.

But everyone and everything that’s hiding will always be found. 

—

The weather is good, the air is always fresh, you can already reach the clouds from the sky, and you were having a wonderful day with the Choi’s. 

You were cooking a native dish outside the house to eat later this afternoon. 

You are happy. Until you’re not.

They were outside the house and you went inside to get the ingredients that are needed for the dish that you’re cooking. You are humming while you’re arranging the ingredients that you’ll bring outside and once you’re done, you grab them with the help of your two hands.

You haven’t even taken a step when Ji-woo suddenly appears in front of you. Her both eyes were wide and she looked agitated and she’s panicking. You were about to call her by her name when she suddenly pulled your arm inside your room where you’re sleeping.

“Whatever happens, don’t make a noise.” She warned you in a monotone voice as she closed and locked the door. She grabs the tupperware that you’re holding and places it on a table before she sticks her right ear on the door. 

You don’t know what’s happening but you know that it’s bad and it makes you nervous with how Ji-woo is acting. 

“What’s happening?” You whispered. She looked at you before she pulled you far away from the door. 

“They’re here. The people of Jungkook are here to find you, Y/N.”

It was like you’ve been doused with cold water and you can’t move. Your head felt like spinning and you were about to pass out. 

“How come—

“Shhh!”

She turned away before she returned in front by sticking her ear on the door. The room is filled with silence and you don’t hear a thing until you hear voices from outside of the house. 

“Who owns this dress?” A man speaks.

The house is small for you to hear what they are talking about.

“My wife’s.” You heard Seung-won respond. 

There was silence for a moment until you heard a man speak again.

“I don’t think that this dress will fit on your wife. I saw her a while ago.” 

The dress that they’re talking about belongs to you. It was the dress that you wore when you left his place and you were still wearing it up until now. You gasp when you realize that the dress is hanging outside because you had laundry yesterday.

“Can we check your house real quick?”

“No! That’s against the law! You don’t even have a search warrant.”

Everything happens so fast. You heard that Seung-won and Ji-woo’s mother are already shouting outside and Ji-woo is already panicking with you. She’s pulling her hair while she’s walking back and forth. 

“We should leave!” She said before she opens the door to peek outside and when she confirms that the inside of the house is clear, she opens it widely before she pulls your hand. 

At the back of the house, there’s a door going outside and both of you immediately exit the house. Both of you were rushing going the opposite way where the front door is. Ji-woo is looking around while you’re looking where the people of Jungkook are located and there, you see again the man you saw in the public market. He was fiercely standing in front of another man who’s attacking Seung-won. Your surroundings went in slow motion when you saw the scene for a few moments. Everything is a mess and you cannot believe that it all happens at once. 

It will take a few minutes before you can reach the streets from where you’ve been but with how fast you and Ji-woo, it only took you a second to reach the main street going to the town. After you’ve landed to the ground, both of you stop to catch your breath. Ji-woo rests her hands on her knees and you lean on the pole beside you. 

The streets were empty. There’s no car passing by and there’s no people that can be seen. You look up at the sky and the sun that’s shining a while ago is now covered with thick clouds. It looks like it’s about to rain.

You can’t believe that everything turns upside down on just a one snap of a finger. 

“Our house is far from here and we don’t have a vehicle as of the moment.” Ji-woo said while also looking around. “We can’t be walking on the street right now.”

Ji-woo is speaking and it’s almost like she’s already talking to herself. You cannot even utter a word and were just watching her go crazy.

It’s ironic that you should be the one having her reactions instead of her but here you are, standing like a 3 year old kid that’s waiting for her mother to decide for the both of you.

“I know a friend! We can go there first since it’s nearer than our house.” 

She walked on the opposite side where both of you are facing and this time, she didn’t pull you. 

You notice how she’s been always pulling you to get out of the situation you don’t want you to be in. She pulls you away when Jungkook almost sees you at the public market, she pulls you going inside the room to hide and she pulls you when you escape the house of her mother to avoid getting caught by Jungkook’s men. 

She’s always the one who helped you get away while you were always acting stupid with everything. 

When Ji-woo noticed that you weren't following her, she looked back and walked back to you. 

“We should hurry! They might catch us!” She extends her hand for her to pull you once again but you resist.

“Unnie.”

She looked at you confused. You slowly let go of your wrist from her grip.

“I think we should stop this.” You spoke and she immediately frowned from what you just said.

“What are you saying?” She asked in a low voice.

“I can’t keep hiding like this. I can’t keep hiding with you.” Tears were now forming on your eyes and you inhaled deeply to prevent it from falling. 

“What do you mean? It’s okay. We can reach at the house of my friend in no time—

“No. I should… stop.” Your voice is getting lower as tears escape your eyes. She immediately went to caress and wipe your tears before she hugs you and with her warmth, you cry louder in her embrace. 

“We can deal with this. You have us, Y/N.” She spoke as she rubbed your back and you shook your head.

“That’s not what I mean. I should stop this because nothing will happen and things will only get worse.” You said as you sobbed.

That’s the reality that you keep denying to yourself. No matter where and how you hide, he will manage to find you. You will only make a fool of yourself when you continue to hide because you will only trouble the people around you and nothing will happen. 

You pulled away and you looked at her. 

“You’ve done enough, Unnie. You, Seung-won oppa and your mom have done enough for me and I will forever be thankful.” You sob and she was about to speak but you hush her.

“I feel bad that I seek help from your family even though I don't know who you are yet, you still accept me and treat me as a family and I will be forever grateful because I don’t know what will be the worst thing that will happen to me if you didn’t let me in when I was in front of your house, begging for you to help me.”

A strong wind blows on your face, an indication that there’s a chance to rain. You look down on your feet and Ji-woo grabs both of your wrists.

“I understand that you feel bad but we’re open to always help you because we know the situation that you have and we won’t let bad things happen to you. We will help you to gain your memory until you are finally able to go back home. If you feel like you’re a burden, then I will tell you that you’re not. We’re glad that we had a chance to meet a wonderful woman like you.” She’s also crying already and she hugs you for a second time. 

“That’s not only my concern, unnie. Do you remember when I was having intense pain and I told you that I remembered a memory with him?” She nodded before you continued. “It was a memory of me having sex with him.” Her eyes widened and her  mouth agape when she heard what you’ve just said.

"I don't understand why out of all the memories I had, it's the memory that I remember. Everyday when I wake up, I'm praying that I will remember something in my past that can be linked to who I am, who my family is or even who's Jeon Jungkook in my life. But I remembered nothing." You sighed heavily letting your head drop before you wipe your eyes. 

"I can't help but make it my basis from my past because that's the only memory I have. What if I'm really in a relationship with him and he's only helping me to recover? That everything that he's been doing to me is for my own sake?" You covered your face as you let go of your heavy cries. 

You never expect that you will be able to tell her your thoughts about this. You’re just taking everything to yourself considering that you don’t know how to talk about your own feelings and thoughts because ever since you’re with him, you never used to talk about it and you would prefer to keep it to yourself.

You keep it to yourself until it overflows and now, you explode.

A loud thunder roared furiously in the sky. The surroundings are getting dark and it’s about to rain. Ji-woo hasn't said a word afraid that she’ll say something wrong.

“What if what I want to believe is actually wrong and I’m just making a fool out of myself.” You wipe your tears once again before you look at her. You’re already exhausted and you just want to end this.

“I can’t run anymore because I might be running on the wrong path.” You looked at the sky and it thundered once again before you heard a drop of rain from afar. 

“Do you want to think about it carefully or do you… want to go back?” Ji-woo asked after her long silence. You looked at her and you smiled painfully.

“I’ve already thought about it hundreds of times and it exhausted me enough. I’m going back.” A rain started to pour on your face and you closed your eyes as you cried along with the rain.

From that, both of you and Ji-woo are in silence embracing the coldness of the rain. As the rain is getting heavy and louder, you slowly try to calm yourself down and let go of the heavy feeling you have. It feels like a lump on yourself has been removed when you finally decided on what to do because you’ve been killing yourself by making yourself exhausted. 

“If that’s what you really want,” You glance at Ji-woo as she speaks. “Then I’m going to go with you.”

You’re walking along with her in silence to reach the nearest bus station while the rain is still pouring. It’s like you’ve reset that you cannot even process the things that happened but you felt better. Like it’s your first time to feel relief. 

You still can’t believe that you will go back after all the things that happened to you. You’ve done a lot yet you still choose to go back. It may be ridiculous but you’ve decided that it’s the best thing to do in the situation you have. 

The bus dropped you off in a place where it’s only 500 meters away from the rest house and as your distance is getting close, that’s the only time that you feel anxious but you slide it away because you’re already here and there’s no turning back.

“I guess, I’ll just stay here until you finally enter. But I’m still going to watch you.” Ji-woo smiled but it didn’t reach her eyes. Both of you said their final goodbyes before you continued to walk.

The rain continues to pour and you’re getting numbed at the coldness of it. 

It was raining when you did your escape and it’s still raining when you decided to go back. 

You looked at the sky before you finally showed yourself in front of the gate. It didn’t last long until the guards noticed you. They’re surprised as expected and they immediately open the gates for you. 

One of the guards pulled his walkie and he radioed someone. “Mr. Jeon! Y/N is in here!” 

After a few moments, the double doors were opened and from there, you saw him wearing his office attire and at his back is where his men were. 

His eyes shine from afar like he has seen a diamond in a treasure box. 

Despite the heavy rain, he’s running fast towards you. Like it was his only chance that he can see you even though you won’t be going anywhere. 

And with a blink of an eye, he’s all over you. You never realize that you’re getting cold until his embrace brings warmth in you. He hugs you so tight and even with the heavy rains, you can clearly hear his broken sobs from your neck.

“I thought I won’t be able to see you again! I thought you won’t be going back! I thought you’d be gone forever! I missed you and I almost died when you’re not here! Please don’t do that again, baby. I’m begging you. You can’t leave me alone!” He spoke so fast like it’s the only chance that he can say everything to you. His hugs are getting tighter and you can barely breathe.

You gently rub his back in an attempt to calm him down. You felt his hot breaths on your neck when rests his left cheek on your left shoulder as he still sobs. 

“We should head inside. The rain is pouring.” You spoke and he slowly pulled away to look at you.

You’ve known him for his serious and intimidating personality and right now, he’s the complete opposite. He looked like a kid who cried so much with his red and puffy eyes, red nose and red plumpy lips.

You didn’t realize what you made him turn into. 

“Why did you run away? Why did you leave me, baby?” He broke down once again and you have no choice but to caress his face and wipe his tears away in the hopes that he’ll calm down.

“We’ll talk later but now, we have to go inside.” You tried to talk to him in a softer  voice and he nodded before he wrapped his hands on your waist and walked inside the house. 

As you step inside, you look around and everything is still the same but there are only a few maids that’s going around and nurses aren’t visible. Once the maid saw you, they immediately assisted you by wrapping you with a towel and drying your hair. They assisted you on your way to your room and helped to get yourself cleaned and dry. 

It’s the only time you notice something after you’re finally alone in your room. The smell of the room isn’t what it used to be. It smells like a fresh lime with the soft, sweet scent of vanilla. It smells exactly like Jungkook. 

You’ve also noticed that the bedsheets were still the same before you left and you’ve seen some of your clothes on the top of the bed—below the pillow in specific. Before you even analyze everything, the door slowly opens and you see him standing in front before he decides to enter the room. He’s wearing his sleepwear. Oversized shirt and pajamas. You admitted that this is your favorite outfit of his as he looks adorable and less intimidating. 

He doesn't break his eye contact as he walks towards you and when he’s in front of you, he slowly raises his palms to stroke both of your cheeks before he gently pulls your nape and pressed his forehead on yours. 

“You left this house and you willingly returned. Why is that, baby?” He asked in his delicate voice. It took you a few moments before you answered. 

“Cause I missed you.” His hands traveled at your back before he snaked his arms on your waist.

“Do you have an idea on how I’ve been when you’re away?” He asked and he rested his right cheek on your right shoulder. 

“You’re finding me.”

“That’s given already, baby. But did you know what I've been through?” you didn’t know how and what to answer so you only stayed silent. He looks at you once again as he caresses your face. “I lost my mind because I don’t know what to do. In the first few days, I thought it’s already the worst but when you’re already gone for a week, I died. I may be breathing but I died inside, baby.” He slowly strokes his fingers on your hair. “You killed me when you chose to leave, Y/N.”

You’ve thought of his state where you could never imagine. A pang of guilt filled you as you can’t admit to yourself that you regret leaving him.

“I slept in your room hoping that I can still feel your presence when you’re away and it helps me to keep me sane. I lie on your bed and imagine that you’re lying beside me even though you’re not.”

You stay in your position with him for a few moments as you embrace the silence between the two of you. “How about you? How have you been?” He asks after a long silence and he gently tucked on your ear the remaining hair strands that’s covering your face. “I want to know everything, baby. From your reason why you left to the reason why you willingly returned.”

Now that you’re back in his arms, you’ve realized two things: you did really miss him and you regret leaving him. If the past you from months ago will see you right now, she won’t believe the choices you’ve made. 

You’ve done a lot to prove yourself that he’s the bad guy but now, you have returned in his embrace. 

You slowly accept the fact that the only memory you have from the past and even in the present is him and nothing else. 

End.

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Note: it finally ended, yay! Thank you for reading and supporting the seat of power series and I appreciate it so much! I do enjoy writing the series and I’m happy that I got to finish writing it because there are times that I lose my interest in continuing to write a series but this time, I really enjoyed it! Again, thank you for the support on this series! ♡

[rie-092]

HEY, TEACHER

❲ platonic yandere! ha joohyun x teacher! reader ❳

rei's short note : i'm currently reading this manhwa and yeah, it is confirmed that joohyun is a certified yandere for jungmin so why not make my own yandere version of her, no?

— imagine you catching platonic yandere! ha joohyun's attention. first of all, everyone knows how influential ha joohyun inside and outside the school. there were also some people who practically worshipping her and see her as a goddess. but for ha joohyun, that popularity and influence of hers is useless if she won't be able to talk to you, her favorite teacher.

— first of all, you are a math teacher in joohyun's school. an ordinary math teacher who doesn't have any special traits except from being reaallyy good at math. but what's the reason why you were able to catch the queen bee ( ha joohyun )'s attention? it's simple, because your behavior and kindness reminds her of choi jungmin's.

— but the only difference between you and cho jungmin is for ha joohyun, you were more addicting and kinder than jungmin. joohyun was able to experience the familial love that her mother didn't gave to her. and the day that she met you and the day that you became her teacher, joohyun's life became more fun and exciting!

— how do platonic yandere! ha joohyun shows her (platonic) love for you? well... she has a very simple yet special way on showing her love. like helping you whenever she sees you carrying something. or making the class quiet whenever you were inside their classroom.

— what kind of yandere is ha joohyun? well, joohyun is a manipulative, controlling, and obsessive type of yandere. joohyun is really good at manipulating people using her flowery words. and you were no exception to that. and boy, controlling you was a piece of a cake for her. just by using the fact that she was your student made her able to drag you around with her since according to her 'she didn't get your lessons at all'

— and ha joohyun isn't a jealous type of yandere. this girl only becomes jealous whenever you talked with jungmin. because she was scared that you might also leave her for jungmin.

— ah, did i already say to you that many students are jealous of you because of how joohyun clings to you as if you were her mother? are you curious about how she dealt with them? well, a simple threats and violence prevent them from hurting you, her favorite teacher!

— all in all, joohyun is a sweet yandere, though she's willing to hurt anyone who tries to do something bad to her favorite teacher. she was willing to do anything as long as you stay as you remain with her forever.

“ ah! miss (first name)! it's good to see you here. i just want to ask you if you want to come with me to the newly opened cafe near here. hmm? you're busy? but i just want to ask you about your lesson earlier... i don't get it at all. ”

[im-657-mv]

your god

yandere god choi san

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San was the god of the land. The god of everything you could think of. Love, power, art the list continued. Everyone worshipped and praised him as the one and only god. The savior. And considering the ancient texts that were forced down every child's throat, he was here even before time, along with the other gods. The land was split into 8 sections, each god reigning in their respected district. San was your god, the one you were forced to worship even though you never wanted to.

In your opinion, all he wanted to do was to control humans as little playthings, as toys. You hated him and the other gods for forcing you to stay in this child's sandbox that was fenced off from the real world.

But of course, your parents found out. Looking down or even talking bad about San was a criminal thing and an act of pure evil sin. So your parents told the superiors in your community about your evil thoughts and you were sent to the Temple, The Holy of Holyies. You were either going to be killed by the god himself or forced a fate much worse.

So you were forced to walk, tied by the hands as your escorts pulled along the rope. You tried to stay positive among this chaos, among the fear, but you've heard of what he was capable of. The things he's done and the people he has cursed, the massacres he committed. His wrath was never something even you joked about, no one did.

In most books and ancient texts, he was described as a fair god that people sought after for his kind hand. He was thought to be merciful to those of good hearts and the people believed him. They worshiped him and committed their lives to his name. But you've heard of the people who tried to deny and resist his presence, his power.

The teaching goes on about this group of people who decided to face the god themselves. They rioted against him and shouted curses at his name to the sky, causing the god to be more than displeased. The rioters decided to take it a step further and they attempted to set one of his sacred temples on a blaze. But right as they stepped one foot into the premises of the temple they were struck down and killed. The thunder and lightning roared as it struck down each and every one of them. San mercilessly killed all of them plus their familial members with a snap of his fingers. And with the death of the rioters came San's face etched across the dark sky painted by the lightning itself.

You thought about this now, as you walked to your doom. You wondered if he would do the same. Would he kill you the same way he did to them? Or would it be a slow painful death?

The escorts slowed down to a stop and tugged you forward, forcing you to go into it. You had arrived at the temple in all its glory.

You hesitantly walked in cautious of your every step, but it wasn't like anything you imagined. It was beautiful. The colors of the walls were purple and gold among the antiquities lying around the pedestals. There were offerings everywhere as well, some were fruit baskets and others were painting of San himself.

You continued walking admiring everything, especially the walls that depictions of San in glorious poses. Some poses were slightly more sensual but you tried not to pay those too much attention.

You continued to look at the paintings observing the god in the center of all of them. He was angular and sharp but gracefull and delicate at the same time even though he was a god. But his eyes, those were the most captivating of them all. They were so captivating in fact, that you just had to brush your finger tips up against them, tracing the outline of them.

"Are you my offering?" A voice interupted your intrigue and you whiped your head to their direction. San. It was him, the god himself standing in the center of the temple, looking at you.

"You are aren't you?" Your eyes widened, you were his offering...

You tried to speak up against this, or in fact, move altogether, but you couldn't. You stood still, your face captured in his stare. He smiled devilishly as your panic seeped into your mind and eyes,

"Don't worry I always make my offerings feel good before their end. But you're special." He giggled as he moved undeinably closer to your frozen state. But the closer he got the sleepier you felt. Your eyelids became heavy and your arms dropped as they sagged downards.

"I know you don't believe in me, Y/n." He whispered as you slumped against the wall. He squatted next to your figure and stared at your face inches away. He smiled almost innocently while he grabbed your face with force making you look up at him.

"But today," he added, " you will."

[mingis-lightbulb]

A Dream Is A Nightmare

Yandere! Choi San x Reader x Yandere! Choi Jongho

Summary: The royals are having a ball for their boys to find them wives. Of course (y/n) a bright and young girl wanted to go, but her mother did everything in her power to stop he form going. But was it for good reason or just greed? Were the royals hiding something behind their clean and pristine imagine?

Warnings: Yandere San and Jongho, abuse (both physical and Mental), death, murder, manipulation, slight stockholm syndrome, royalty au, twisted fairytale au.

Taglist: @mingissoggywaffles @damissub @yungisstar1117 @beomnoi @justforyookihyun @wooyoungsbae @blessednhighlyfavoured @do-you-actually-care @winterciella @soft-teddybear @sanraes

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When you wish upon a star, your dreams will eventually come true.

I’ve been wishing for years, still hoping for a miracle, wishing that something would change

“Y/n!!”

Maybe i’ll get my own happy ending, prince charming that’ll come and rescue me from this hellhole.

“Y/n L/n!! Bring your ass down here right now!!”

I sighed softly as I climbed out of my comfortable bed, dusting myself off and heading up to the living room. I took a deep breath, preparing for the screeching that I would face. When i reached the room, my stepmother, Amanda (sorry if that's your name!), was standing with her arms crossed, a scowl on her face. I opened my mouth to speak but she marched up and brought her hand across my face, her rings leaving a small gash on my face.

“You ungrateful bitch! When I call you, you better answer! Now get to work before I fling you to the dogs!” she threatened, I quickly got up and scurried off to the kitchen to start my day. I held my cheek, trying to stop the bleeding , wincing as I leaned over the sink to run cold water on the wound.

I hate my life, to put in simple terms.

Ever since my father passed away things have been hell, my Step-Mother took over the house and fortune, not letting me have anything at all, everything going to her banshee daughters. Samantha was the worst of the two, she purposely mod your life hell, ripping my clothes, pouring/wasting her food on me, hitting me, the lift goes on. Miranda went for a more word based approach. Seh constantly told me I was ugly and beneath her, always blaming me for my fathers death, telling me that no one would ever want me because I’m just a dirty maid.

And that I could never say anything because that would end in me getting abused by their mother and locked in the basement for days without food. I could not win in this house, It was everyone in this house against me and I was always losing. After putting a bandage over my wound, I went to prepare brunch for the ungrateful family, quickly preparing it and bringing it into the dining room. As I move to the room, I hum a slight tune, trying to keep my spirits up, knowing one day I would make it out. “Ugh, about time you arrived you wasteful urchin.” Amanda sneered as i placed the tray on the table and stepped back. The two pigheaded daughters began digging in the food. “Girls, Girls! You’re behaving unladylike! How are you going to attract the princes like this!” my ears perked up at the mentions of the princes.

The land of Utopia was ruled by the King, but he had two sons that looking for brides. I cleared my throat “U-um mother, are the princes having a ball?” I asked scared a bit. Amanda smirked and chuckles softly, “Of course, They have invited all the eligible women in the land to attend” She said in a sickeningly sweet tone, my step sisters laughed amongst themselves. I gripped the side of my dress, working up courage. “M-may I go mother I know I don’t have a dress but i’ll find something-” I was stopped by all of them laughing at me. “Oh you stupid, ignorant little girl, balls aren’t for maids, They are for sophisticated women who have things to offer to the princes” She said, “Yeah! Mother says that the princes will marry us and we’ll move to the palace,” Samantha said with an evil smirk on her face. Miranda joined in, looking me straight in the eyes. “And we are going to leave you here to waste away as we become royalty like we deserve.” She said, her voice dripping venom.

I felt tears well up in my eyes as I held my head down, I could hear Amanda walk over to me, placing her hands on my cheeks. She raised my face, a slight look of care in her eyes, as if she was begging me not to go. “Y/n. Do not go to this ball. You do not have anything to offer to the royals, unlike my daughters.” She says sternly and I just nodded, turning to runback to my room as tears began to fall from my eyes.

As soon as I reached my bed laid myself down on it, allowing my tears to fall freely. “I-i can go, I can be the woman that the princes would want.” I told myself, burying my face into the pillows, crying out. My father always told me that I was a princess, that I was made to be something better, and once he passed away, all my happiness went with him. I lifted up out of the pillows, with a look a look of determination, marching over to my notebook, I opened it to a dress my mother designed but never made. I grab my sewing materials and get fabric as I decided to get to work.

“I’ll show them, I’ll show that I can be royalty.”

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After about 5 hours of working on my dress, I finally tried it on and excitedly cheered as I looked at myself in the mirror, the dress was a pretty light green ball gown dress with a sweetheart necklace, I felt proud of myself and made my way upstairs to show of my dress to Amanda, hoping it would change her mind. I happily giggle as I find my step mother and sisters getting ready in the bathroom. “Mother! Mother, I look! I made a dress!” I said excitedly, giving a twirl. I actually saw a glimpse of a smile on her face and she was about to speak before Samantha and Miranda interrupted her. Miranda grabbed scissors and and began to cut away at my dress as Samantha threw ink on it, adding insult to injury.

“You aren’t going anywhere! The princess want real women!”

“And you are nothing, but a measly servant! Not a proper woman!”

They contiuned to ruin my dress as I begged and yelled for them to stop, only mkaing them laugh at me and continue the torment. My step-mother watched before calling her daughters. “Stop it. The carriage is here girls.” She said flat, the two girls smirked at their work and turne daway, heading out to the carriage. My gave me a mixed look, as if it said ‘I told you so’ before leaving out with her daughters, leaving me on the ground, covered in ink and torn fabric. I managed to stand up and wobbled over to the outside garden, tears welling up and trickling dow my face. I wiped my eyes as I went to sit down on the fountain, letting my sobs just go.

“Why..Why..” I sobbed out, placing my head in my hands as I had completely given up. I can;t win when it comes to this family, thewy always found a way to ruin my plans. Leaving me unhappy and continuously living in their shadow.

“Oh Honey, What are yu crying for?” A soft voice called out. I lift my head confused, looking around until my eyes landed on a woman standing there. She was wearing a mermaid gown that was a beautiful gold, she wore a kind smile on her face as she slowly walked over to you. “You want to go to the ball so bad don’t you young one?” She asked, I nodded slowly and she chuckled. “Well you can’t go looking like that!” I blushed softly as I looked down at my ruined dress. She simply waved her hand humming something to herschel before snapping her fingers.

I was covered in a brihgt shine of light before it cleared. I looked down at my dress with a small gasp, my ruined dress was replaced by a beautiful black tight fitting dress that had a hint of red along the bottom, roses adorned on my waist and a beautiful choker on my neck. “Oh! And Don’t forget the heels!” She cheered happily. I lifted my dress to gaze down at my feet, seeing them covered in pretty crystal glass shoes. I squealed happily as I twirled around, glitter circling me as I did. “It’s so pretty! Thank you so much-” “Jaehee, I’m Jaehee, Your fairy godmother~ And i’m not done yet!” Jaehee says before working her magic again, turning a pumpkin nearby into a carriage and a few mice running around into some horses and Jaehee herself hopped up to drive the carriage herself.

“Your carriage is awaits my dear~” Jaehee said, ushering me into the carriage, I climb in happily, excited that my child hood dream was about to come true.

I was giddy all the way there, thinking about all the fun people I would meet, all the food I would eat, and hell maybe I will meet one of the princes if i was lucky. I was so in my thoughts that I didn’t even notice we had arrived until Jaehee opened the door. I jumped, making Jaehee laugh as she helped me out of the carriage, leading me into the large palace. I smiled happily as we entered, gazing at all of the people and decorations. Jaehee tapped my shoulder and leaned over to whisper in my ear. “ When the clock strikes 12:00, I’ll be waiting out here, The magic will fade, we will leave here. “ I nodded before heading off into the crowd to go mingle with the crowd.

I smile as people gave me compliments on my dress, making small talk with me, I was happily talking with a women until someone grabbed my hand. I looked up and felt a blush rise to my face. An attractive male with a gummy smile on his face, he had jet black hair and beautiful brown eyes, he wore a whitew suit adorned with gold and silver pieces. “Greetings, may I have this dance with you?” He asked and I nodded. “May I know your name? He asks, “My name is Y/n,” I answered. “Such a beautiful name.” His hand that was on my shoulder dropped down to my back to pull me closer. “What are you doing here? Do you wish to marry one of the princes?” He asked with a playful smile.

I rolled my eyes with a smile. “Maybe, if i’m worthy of his presence.” I say jokingly and he chuckles. He pulls me closer until our faces are close together. “I think that you’re worthy of me. My Princess, can I steal you away?~” I blush at the sudden closeness as we danced around the ballroom, his eyes only focused on me. I didn’t notice it until we reached the middle of the crowd that people were looking at us.

Thats when it hit me.

“W-wait...are you?” “A prince? Yes, prince Jongho, my darling. Is that a bad thing?”Jongho asked, tilting his head to the side, a smile on his face. It still took my brain a few moments to realise I was dancing with one of the crown princes, just sitting here having casual conversation, WITH THE FUCKING PRINCE. I was freaking out and I slowly pulled away from Jongho, making him give a confused look. “Where are you going?” he asked and I quickly turned on my heel and took off in the crowd, ignoring the gasps, glares and stares. He was following close behind me, calling my name, I quickly ducked and weaved my way through the people, hoping that he would get stopped by someone. And luckily he did, Miranda popped up and pulled him away from me.

“W-wait! Princes come back! Unhand me!” Jongho yelled as I continued to run through the crowd. I ran and ran until I made it to the courtyard. I leaned on a pillar to catch my bretah and took time to look back, seeing the moving around with no sign of the prince. I took a deep breath and slide down to the ground, resting for the first time this night. “God, Maybe mother was right, I shouldn’t have come here…” I started sighing as I covered my face. “I’m not made for the princes, I don’t know anything about royalty” I mumbled, trying not to cry. I could hear soft footsteps coming towards me and I kept my head down. The footsteps come up to me and stopped.

“Are you okay? It’s cold out here?’

I looked up to meet kind brown eyes, a male with short blue hair, an all black suit with some accents of gold. He gave a gentle smile before crouching down in front of me. “The ball got too overwhelming?” I nod slightly and he chuckles. “I understand. I hate balls too.” He says. “Why’d you come then?” I ask with a cocked eyebrow. “My mother made me. I had to come along or else she’ll flip, you?” “I came here to get out of my home, my mom is overbearing.” The male nods in response, he sat beside me, grabbing my hand and gently running his fingers along the back of mine. “Well, and can get to know each other, and avoid the crowd here.” He chuckled softly and giggled as well. He was such a gentle and kind guy, he seemed caring and listneing. Never failing to make me feel safe in this small time we had together.

I just seemed so enarmored by him, like something me was pulling me towards him and I couldn’t put a finger on it. I found myself staring at his lips, seeing how pretty and plump they were, a soft blush coming across my face as my eyes raised to meet his. He smirked a bit before leaning forward, placing his lips upon mine. They felt as soft of they looked, and I couldn’t help but kiss back. He ended up pulling me into his lap, deepening the shared kiss, and I could feel fireworks going off in my head. Just like that, someone had gotten my first kiss, not that I minded, Hell, I needed to live a little after being cooped up in that house.

I pulled away first, being spooked a bit by the chime of the clock, I glanced over in the distance, seeing that it was 5 till 12. I hurriedly got up, knowing that our short time together was coming to an end. I stood up straight with him following suit, “where are you going?” He asked, echoing the same phrase that I had heard from Prince Jongho earlier. I gave him a soft smile, “U-um, I’m going home, it’s quite late and my mother will have my head if i’m late.” I said, beginning to walk away, He grabs my hand, a soft look on his face as he stopped me from leaving. “Can I atleast get your name, I want to find you again.” “Not until you give me yours first.” I say quickly, pulling my hand away from his. He looks at me before chuckling to himself.

“San, My name is Choi San.”

I could feel my heart sink down to my stomach.

Our land was ruled by a King, though his two sons would soon be taking over. San was the oldest of the two, he was stunning, smart and the most sought after of the two. He was the reason they had to have a ball, as his orignial suitor only wanted him for money and power. While Jongho was the younger brother, he was kind and adorable, his kindness often being taken for granted. He was just as attractive as his brtoher but woman seemed to take him for granted and not seeing him in the same light that they saw San.

I began backing away, San walked forward. “You’re different. You treated me like a human being, Not some way into success!” He said. “And that kiss we shared. I felt a spark between us, like it was almost destiny for us to be together!” He yelled, sounding nearly crazed. I whipped around quickly and started to run. “Why are you running?! We can be something amazing. We are going to be something!” I heard San yell, I did not care. I was not fit to be Queen or anytype of royalty at all. I just wanted to get out and enjoy myself for one night. I was not made for this life. And granted I did feel something towards the princes, the moments I shared with them lighting something deep in me, but I was not worthy of being theirs.

“I’m sorry your highness! Please find someone else!” I yelled to him. San stopped in his tracks before taking off after me himself, barking orders to nearby guards. “ You are the one I want! You will become my wife!”

I was booking it in my heels, trying so hard to keep a distance between San and I. When I reached the stairs, I began running down them only to trip over the bottom of my dress, calling the rest of the rest of the way down. When I hit the bottom, I cried out in pain, there was a sharp pain shooting up my arm as I looked down to see a deep gash on it. I could hear San gasp as he near the top of the stairs. He looked down at me and worry filled his eyes, “My Darling! Stay right there! Don’t move!” San yelled out rushing down to me. I managed to get to my feet, realising a shoe came off when I fell and was resting on the stairs. I shook my head, deciding to leave it and hurried away to my carriage holding my arm, the large clock striking twelve.

“You’re hurt! Stop! Stop running Dammit! Stop her!” I ran and hopped in the carriage spooking Jaehee as she was reading. “Oh my dear, is it 12-” “Go!, Let’s go!” Hearing the urgency in my voice She quickly nodded, hopping out and getting up to the reigns, snapping them. I watched as San yelled to the guards surrounding him as he held my single glass shoe in his hands.

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That next morning was hell, as I was trying to cook breakfast with my arm hiddened. Meanwhile my family were running around like chickens with their heads cut off. “Y/n! Get in here now!” I sighed heavily and walked from the kitchen to the living wondering what I was going to get yelled at for. Not expecting Miranda to be holding my glass shoe in her hands with a wicked smirk on her face.

My step mother stood up and marched over to me, jacking me up by the collar. “I told you not to go to that damned ball! Now you got the princes looking for your peasant ass you worthless bithc!” She screamed, pushing me back into a vase, breaking it and sending shards into my back. I cried out in pain as she shoved me into the ground. “When the royal guard comes, you better tell them that it was not you. I refuse to let an urchin like you wiggled their way into the castle. ‘ She growled, kicking me in my injured arm. I winced in pain and could hear my step sisters laughing at me, tears welling up in my eyes.

Here I thought that maybe my step mother felt bad for me, that she only wanted the best for me. But at the end of the day, she only wanted the best for her own daughters. There was a sudden sharp knock at the door. My stepmother forced me up and pushed me towards the door, giving me a look that said ‘You better do as I say.’. I hold back my tears and swallow my pride as I open the door. I let out a soft gasp, Prince Jongho and San stood there with two royal guards behind them. Jongho quickly pulled me into his arms, making me wince and freeze up.

“Y/n! We’ve found you aft- o-oh my! What happened!?” He let out, looking over at my injuries. I simply shook my head. “Y-your highness, I’m sorry. I am not the one for you, I am nowhere near prepared fo-” “Shh.,Shh.., don’t say that love, don’t say that. Jongho quickly cut me off “Who did this to you? Who dared lay a finger on you?” He asked before his eyes drifted to your arguing sisters. Their attention went from each other to me, their faces turning red at seeing me in the arms of one of the Princes.

“What are you doing you urchin!? Get your dirty hands off of the prince! Miranda screeches as she marches over and snacthes me out of Jongho’s grip. She flung me to the ground, making me land on the back, shards from the vase pushing deeper in making me cry out in pain. She placed herself infront of him. “DOn’t waste your time with trash your highness! I would be an amazon-” Miranda suddenly stopped talking, falling flat on her back near me. I screamed as she had a hunting knife lodged deep in her chest, leaving her sputtering and coughing up blood. I backed away seeing Prince San emerge from behind Jongho. “Y/n...such a beautiful name for a lovely girl.” He says looking at me, eyes filled with nothing but love. “Jongho told me your name and I found your home. Princess, if your home life was so awful why did you run?” San asked as he stepped closer to me. As he stepped over my dying sister, his smile dissappears and a scowl was there as he stomped on the knife lodged in her chest, pushing it deeper until he hit the ground. He continued walking over to me, kneeling infront of me, he placed his hand on my cheek, and I leaned into his touch.

I couldn’t even fight what I was doing, this man just killed my step-sister. But the way he and Prince Jongho looked at me with such lover, that I wanted nothing more than to run away with them. They promised me a new life, salvation from my abusers. “C-can..Can I come with you?” I croak out and San smiles at me, placing a kiss on my forehead. “Of course, let us get you up. God I hate that they did this to you.” San says as he pulled me back to my feet, making sure to be gentle with my back.

Quick footsteps came running in and screaming started. “What have you done to my daughter!? You disgusting bitch.” She screeched. “I did it. Your daughter disrespected me.” San said bluntly, catching my step mother off guard. “Now. Raise your voice at my Queen again and you won’t like.” San warned and Jongho walked up to me, holding me in his arms, whispering sweet things to calm me down. “What!? But your majesty she’s not-” “Yeah! I’m ready for marriage your highness! Please chose me-” Jongho smiled at me before covering my eyes.. “I don’t want you to see this my love, come on. Let me get you to the carriage and San will join us!”

I was distracted by the blood curdling screams of my family, two loud thumps were heard against the ground as two hands cupped my cheeks. “Jongho uncover her eyes.” Jongho moves his hands and San smiles at me, blood splashed across his face and suit as he places his lips against mine. “We have much preparation for our big day. And don’t worry about your fathers things, we’ll get all of his things and leave their shit.” San says smiling and I nodded a small smile grazing my lips.

I was finally going to be royalty, and my dream was coming true.

And my family can no longer get in my way.

[binxyu]

Desire. The word of many meanings. Lust? Money? People desire what they can not have. You? You desired power. The power to hurt those who had wronged you. San? He desired to have you and if offering you your desire would get him that then he was going to give it.

>>Pairing: Choi San (dom) x fem!reader (sub) | demon!san x power hungry!reader

>>Word Count: 3.6k

>>Genre: Oneshot / Smut

>>Warnings/Kinks: Demonic themes, yandere themes, bondage, branding, biting, blood play, choking, cockwarming, corruption, creampie, degrading, fingering, marking, murder (graphic), oral (receiving), overstimulation, size kink, slapping, and spitting/saliva

“Do it”.

The voice rang in your head as it always did. It was similar to a little devil on your shoulder. Someone telling you to do the worst you could do.

“Come on, sweetheart. You know you want to”.

You closed your eyes, the gun shaking in your grip. You had nothing against this person but the voice in your head knew how much you enjoyed the thrill.

The thrill of pulling the trigger.

The thrill of having the power to do so and end someone else’s life.

“We had a deal, baby. Each kill I help you with in your favor will result in one kill for me. Kill him”.

Your finger felt controlled, a silent pull to just come forward a little. Just enough to send a bullet into the man’s chest.

He looked at you with such pleading eyes, coated in the finest ocean blue that could have any other woman in his hands.

Not you.

You were in love with the voice in your head.

A voice you couldn’t explain. A voice that offered you power in exchange for completing their dirty work.

Finally, you let yourself fall to the desire and pulled the trigger, a bullet flying into the man’s heart.

“Good girl”.

It was a raspy voice, one full of authority and mischief. You knew the voice better than you knew your own family’s.

A wave of relief overcame you when the voice went quiet. You looked at the man in front of you and wondered what he could have done to have been so worthy of death.

The gun was placed back into your pocket once the safety was on and you simply walked out of the place. You couldn’t dwell on what you had done. It was all worth it in the end.

Miraculously, the deal between yourself and the voice was true and, as you killed upon their request, you gained more power. More reputation and strength.

There was odd downsides to this deal, however. Like the dreams that occurred every night.

Dreams about the same man that left you wanting so much more when you woke up.

“Oh, it’s you again”, your voice seemed to echo in your own bedroom as you looked at the familiar... creature.

“Who else would be here?”, there it was. The same voice that appeared in your head throughout the day.

You felt witless. He was right. No other thing or person visited the realm of your dreams as often as he did.

“You did well today”, was all he muttered when you remained silent. All you could do was stare at him as he walked closer.

His wings were a masterpiece on their own, a marvelous display of black. It was a beautiful way of showing he was rather symbolic of darkness.

His eyes glowed a blood red as they looked into your’s, his pupils blown out due to his hunger. You winced as his fingers gripped your jaw, tilting your face to examine you as if he was deciding if you were worthy of another night with him.

“You still won’t tell me what or who you are”, the creature chuckled, a sound so unfitting for him.

“You’ll find out soon”, and he was gone.

Another unspoken rule of the deal between you and the creature was isolation. You were not permitted to speak to others.

That much was clear when one of your co-workers was found drained of blood, a horrific sight to anyone but you. You had seen it before and that’s when you realized you were literally in a deal with a devil.

So, you avoided others in hopes that the little devil on your shoulder would keep quiet. No one would get hurt that way.

You were wrong. Horribly wrong.

You hadn’t realized but people slowly disappeared when they were around you. Just because the little devil wanted you all to himself.

“Y/n, come here. I need your help”, your boss ordered you and you felt an itch within you. An itch and desire for that control you were used to.

Reluctantly, you walked over and picked up the heavy box.

What is this guy moving? Rocks?

“Where to?”, your soft voice asked politely, sucking up to the man that could potentially give you more wealth than you could imagine.

“My office obviously”, his tone was cold as it always was and you nibbled your bottom lip in annoyance. You turned around, about to make your way out of the meeting room and to his office when you heard his screams.

Your head whirled around to see him on the floor, his finger pointing in sheer horror at something across the room. The door slammed behind you and your eyes finally found what he was screaming about.

“Hello baby”, there he was in all his unholy glory. The same man inside your head and your dreams.

“I figured I’d take care of your little problem here”, you shook your head, either from shock, fear, or denial. You couldn’t tell which.

“N-no you don’t have to”, the creature laughed at that and with a wave of his hand, the boss’s throat was slit. He quickly bled out and his body fell in a heap on the floor.

“I didn’t ask”, his smile was insincere, a warning to watch your mouth. You noticed it and shut up, noticing how his wings were not as perfect as they had been previously in your dreams.

The bone seeming to hold them together to his back was unnaturally bent, looking horrendous and painful. The feathers surrounding those areas were anything but perfect. Yet, he seemed effortlessly attractive.

“What do you want?”, your voice came out small and weak, a contrast to the usual powerful voice that came from your body. It was obvious the creature could take away your power just as he had given it to you.

“Surely you remember why I’m even here to begin with, little one”, the nickname shocked you as the memory resurfaced once again.

The shovel was cold in your grip, causing a bone chilling spark to run down your spine as you covered up the box. It was the standard recipe.

The bones of a dead black cat, a photograph of yourself, and graveyard dirt. All compacted in the small box now buried deep in the center of the crossroads.

You were younger at the time by a few years, a little more gullible. A little more desperate.

As the blood moon rose, you could feel the presence of someone else in the area. Well, more like something else.

The red light shun on him gracefully as he sat on the hood of your car, not caring how dinted it could become. Your eyes trailed down his body, engulfing any feature you could take in to remember him by.

At the time, his hair was a light brown and his eyes were not that blood red you had grown used to. They were a warm brown. They were so welcoming.

“Are you the devil?”, you wanted to keep your distance from him, but it felt like an invisible string was pulling you right to him. Your body soon stood in front of his own, barely away from being considered between his legs.

“No, little one. Just something awfully close. Now, what are you selling your soul for?”, the demon expected many things. Things he had heard so many times before. Money, love, saving, etc.

What he didn’t expect you to say was that you needed a way to get revenge on the murderer of your mother.

“What? You don’t strike me as the revenge type”, his infamous chuckle came after the words and you huffed. You hated being considered too weak or kind. People already played around with you for that reason.

“Are you going to help me or not?”, your hand found solace on your hip as you waited for his response. He hummed as if in deep thought before tilting his head in a teasing manner.

“Depends. What do I get in return?”, you noticed how his gaze had lingered on your hand, watching how it softly kneaded the flesh there.

“Keep our options open? You can have my soul or whatever you want whenever you want. I just want that man in the ground by the end of the week”, he didn’t expect the hint of sass in your tone but he loved it.

“I’ll need to put that in writing darling, but you have a deal”.

“Why did I not remember you before?”, you were sure you had never had that memory before now. The demon only smirked before walking towards you, his hands holding your waist. He rubbed them up and down as if he was memorizing every curve.

“I couldn’t have you running off. Besides, it was so precious to watch you think you had killed that man. You seemed so... proud”, he bit his lip, admiring you.

“It’s been you, hasn’t it? The voice?”, the demon nodded and took your jaw in his hold, tilting it every which way as if he was deciding to auction you or not.

“Yes. Your power comes from me and I think I’ve finally decided what I’ll be requesting for your end of the deal”, a thick lump formed in your throat, hoping that this wasn’t going to be your last day on Earth.

“You have been doing my dirty work for years now. No one is more fit to be my prophet than you. I want you to be mine. My little prophet”, your eyebrows furrowed as his words processed in your head.

“Prophet? For what?”, you had to sit down, walking over the body on the floor still and sitting on the desk.

“To be the next crossroad demon. Imagine it, baby. All the power you have now will be tripled, you’ll be immortal, and we’ll be together forever. I can tell you desire nothing more than power”, you found yourself nodding before you could even register any consequences. He had you at the power being tripled.

“How insatiable”, the demon tapped his fingers against the desk as he hovered over you, “if I didn’t know better than I’d consider you a deadly sin. I think you’re more greedy than actual greed is” before you could argue his lips were pressed against your own in a feverous manner. It filled your body with warmth from the tips of your toes to the very top of your head.

Your arms wrapped around his neck as you kissed him back, feeling how his body got impossibly closer. You moaned into his mouth when you felt his crotch rub against your own.

“Unless you’re even crazier than I thought, let’s do this somewhere there isn’t a dead body”, he laughed once he pulled away, your eyes going to the forgotten body on the floor. Your cheeks went red as the demon picked you up, your legs wrapping around his waist.

His wings wrapped around your body, encasing you in a makeshift shield as black smoke surrounded you both. His wings opened up to reveal your bedroom and you realized something as your back landed on the soft mattress.

“Wait- what’s your name?”, contrary to popular myths, demons had no trouble sharing their names. He had just simply forgotten.

“San”, his lips latched onto your neck, sucking and biting the skin there as if you already belonged to him.

“San”, you repeated, testing the name and a rumble came from the demon’s chest. It was so similar to a growl that you had to look around the room to make sure no animals were there.

“Fuck, say it again”, his hands gripped the thin fabric of your shirt but he waited.

“San. Please”, there was a hint of desperation in your voice and it was something San had never heard from you. It made his eyes go blood red for a moment.

“Are you sure you want this? It will change everything”, you stared into his eyes and, for once, there wasn’t any fear in you. They were warm as they stared back at you, a sure fire way of San telling you he would never betray you.

“I’m sure. Let’s be powerful together”, you nodded and the demon smiled, ripping the fabric of your shirt apart like it was just some dusty old rag. Your hands held onto his suit and then you remembered something.

“Can I see them?”, San stopped to ponder what you meant. That’s when you lowered your hands to the small of his back, your hands gliding over the cuts on his back. That’s when he knew what you wanted.

“I didn’t think humans liked them”, he chuckled as he took off his own shirt, his wings springing out soon after. He kept them tucked towards him to avoid hitting anything on your end tables and all you could do was admire them as you laid there.

“I love them. So beautiful”, your fingers gently stroked them, trailing along the curve of the bone as if to memorize the feeling of them under your touch.

San nodded with a sincere smile, one you had yet to see. It took you off guard but you loved it. San pulled up your skirt and groaned when he saw how wet your panties had become. They were stuck to your folds, showing everything to him.

“You’re so wet, baby”, you whimpered when he trailed his finger up your folds and back down again. He simply pulled the panties to the side and you gasped when you felt his spit coat your opening. He then plunged it into you with his tongue, thrusting it inside of you and swirling his tongue to cut your walls with his saliva.

That’s when he realized you were already clenching around him in absolute sensitivity and pleasure. He looked up at you as he slowly pulled his tongue out, watching how your eyebrows furrowed.

“You’re a virgin, aren’t you?”, you flushed red from the question no matter how simple it sounded. San already knew the answer but he still wanted to hear it from you.

“Yeah, I am”, you sit up a little on your elbows, expecting the demon to stop. However, all he did was smirk and thrust his tongue back inside of you, causing your head to fall back. He swirled his tongue, searching for that certain spot inside of you that even you had never found before.

His fingers pinched and rubbed at your clit as he prepped you, causing your sweet moans to fill the room. The only thing San could think about was how badly he wanted to ruin you.

Eventually, he felt you were ready and he replaced his tongue with his fingers, scissoring you open. Then, he hit it. That special spot deep inside of you with his middle finger.

“Right there! Please”, you had never felt so good and your back arched as San kept hitting that spot with his fingers over and over like clock work.

You clenched around his fingers and he kept his pace steady as you came all over his fingers, coating them with your juices. He had you ride out your high and watched as you shook from the stimulation, barely holding onto his humanity.

He took his fingers out and you whined, feeling so hopelessly empty without them there. San licked one of his fingers, humming from how sweet you tasted. Then, he had another finger in front of your mouth.

You opened your mouth and he put the digit inside, your lips closing around it as you sucked on it to taste yourself. You did taste perfectly sweet.

“Sorry sweetheart, I can’t wait any longer”, you gulped when you saw something inside the demon snap. His hands quickly pulled his belt off and he tied your wrists together with them, attached to the bedpost.

You were too in awe from the sight of his cock to even care about the rough leather rubbing against your skin, his tip red and angry, coated in pre-cum. You wondered how it would even fit.

“Don’t worry. You’ll be just fine”, before you could even wonder what he meant by that, his lips were on your’s as he lined himself up with your pussy. He slowly pushed in and you began to fill the pain until... you didn’t anymore.

It was as if the kiss was enough to blur your nerves and, before you knew it, San was all the way inside of you. The sight of his bulge was prominent in your stomach and, when he pulled away from the kiss, you could feel the tip brush against your cervix.

Your feelings rushed back in and you felt the stretch but it was no longer painful, your cunt used to being stuffed now. As he realized you were fine, San slowly started moving, groaning as your walls hugged his dick. You were so small in comparison to him and it felt perfect. You felt perfect.

Restraint inside of the demon slowly disappeared as he pounded into you, his hips snapping against your’s. His hand wrapped tightly around your throat when you got louder, squeezing it to cut off the air going to your lungs a little. Your eyes rolled back from all the pleasure and stimulation.

“Such a pretty whore. You feel so good”, San chuckled darkly, licking his lips as he looked down at you. Your breasts bounced from the force and he watched them, almost mesmerized by the movement as his tip continuously rammed into your g-spot.

You winced when San slapped you, a red hand imprinted on your skin. The sting only seemed to add to the pleasure and he noticed, deciding to slap your clit just as hard.

“Fuck! San!”, your breathing got caught in your throat as he continued to slap it, hitting the nerve over and over to watch your reaction. You clenched around him again as you began to feel overstimulated, the knot in your stomach releasing all over his cock.

San followed soon after, filling you up so much that you could see the bulge stay in your stomach even when he had pulled out. Your heavy breathing was all you were able to let out as San undid the belt.

You expected for it to be over but the demon simply gripped your hips and spread your legs to straddle his lap. You could feel his hard cock rubbing against your pussy lips and a rush of arousal went to your core again, his cum covering your thighs as it leaked out of you.

“It’s not over baby. I wanted to really look at you when I mark you”, your eyes went a little wide when San moved your hips to grind against his erection.

“Mark? What does that mean?”, San just shushed you and gave you his mischievous smile.

“You’ll see”, you were too needy to even care as you slowly lowered yourself onto his cock, feeling for the first time how it truly stretched you out. San gripped the back of your head and pressed his forehead against your’s in an attempt to distract you from any pain.

“Ride me and you’ll be all mine”, his words made you roll your hips faster even if you already knew you were putty in his hands. You were already his and have been. He made sure of that.

Soon, you began to get tired and San smiled, gripping your hips to keep you moving. He didn’t seem angry but you could tell his impatience was coming through.

“Useless whore. You can’t even ride a dick properly”, you looked down in embarrassment from his words. It was the only time you enjoyed not having control, when San had it.

The demon took control and thrusted up into you, controlling your movements to meet his own. The new position made your mouth hang open in a silent scream, your body too overwhelmed with pleasure to even let out sounds.

Even without words, San knew you were close with how your nails dug into his shoulders and your little cunt clenched around him. As you both approached your orgasms he nuzzled his face between your neck and shoulder.

You came together and he bit you, causing a scream to erupt from your body. Your body thrashed against him but he held you still as he slowly pulled his teeth out.

The bite slowly healed to reveal a distinct ‘S’ marked into your skin. San smiled and watched as the blood from the wound went down your body and stopped at the curve of your breast.

“Good girl. Finally being put to use”, the demon leaned his face down and licked up the blood from your breast to the mark on your shoulder, sending pleasant shivers up your body.

He was still buried inside of you as he maneuvered you both to lay down, spooning you to keep you warm.

“Now you’re all mine. Remember that. Or this deal may not last”, you could tell the end was meant as a threat. You belonged to San and that was that.

“I’m all your’s”, you nodded and closed your eyes, trying to calm your body.

“That’s right. Forever”.

“Even in-“, you were cut off when he pressed a kiss to the back of your head.

“Even in hell. Then it will be...”, he hummed as he thought.

“Infernal desire”.

[cutelittlevamp]

Horrortober Day 11 - Punish

I am so sorry for the reader in todays post .-. I truly am

But having a prompt like punish with Ares is just ... well

TW: Mentions of death; corpses; blood; (Ares is the goddamn god of war, let your imagination run wild -_- I tried to be not that grafic though)

You could say Ares is a yandere or simply an asshole.

Stay healthy everyone^^ Having a cold sucks

Forgot to add @yandere-sins and @pastelbirb o.o It's their Horrortober Challenge

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➤ Day 11: Punish “I don’t want to do this! But you leave me no choice.” | Do a lineless art.

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Soldiers. Mercenaries. Paladins.

No matter what kind - good or bad - your family members have been warriors for generations. You, too, had been taught to fight with all kinds of weapons from a very young age yet you never could bring yourself to enjoy it like your siblings did.

No matter what kind of weapon you picked up you were a natural at using it.

Your parents said you must be blessed by Ares himself and they were very proud. They even took you to visit one of his shrines when you were only very little. You saw a man there with red eyes and white hair. He frightened you yet your parents took no notice of him nor your discomfort. The stranger would haunt your nightmares for many years to follow.

That didn’t matter much to you though and more and more often you left your home to ‘train’ while you actually just did things you enjoyed doing or wanted to try for yourself. Things your family frowned upon, like drawing or playing musical instruments, also fishing or gardening.

Peaceful things. A waste of time and talent, your family would call it.

You often thought about leaving them yet you never really did it. Not until that one day your cousin barged in through the door and announced that war was upon you. Forgotten was what had occupied the mind before. Everyone seemed somehow happy about the news. Not about the fact that war was coming in itself - they knew too well what war meant for everybody - but about the fact that they could show their talent to the deity they worshipped: Ares.

There was a big feast that night but you didn’t attend it. You were sure they’d be fine without you after all this wasn’t the first war your family faced so you left.

You’d come back one day after the war had ended. Maybe then you could look your parents in the eye and tell them the truth.

Yet that day was never meant to come.

When you returned home you found the house just as it used to be. The only difference was that the plants had grown a lot. Strange. Normally the training area was kept clean of any kind of plant trying to root there.

You decided to just ignore it for now and enter your childhood home. Nobody was there. You looked everywhere but could find nobody until you finally went to look at the training area.

The view in front of you almost made you vomit.

There just in front of your eyes was your entire family. Every single one of them lay dead. Even the children had been slaughtered. How you could have missed the smell of decay was beyond you as the corpses didn’t seem to be very … fresh. Some of them you couldn’t even recognize anymore as there weren’t a lot of facial features left on them. Or no head at all.

You couldn’t bear to look at the gruesome scene any longer and stumbled back into the house almost collapsing the very second you were inside.

How could this have happened? Who would even do something like that?

And, especially, why now? The war was over, wasn’t it?

“You know” you heard a cold voice behind you and tensed but didn’t turn. What did it matter if they’d kill you now too? “I did not desire to do this. They have always been so devoted to me.” Shocked, you turned around after all just to see the very man you had seen all those years ago at the shrine. “Ares,” you whispered, having finally understood who it was that you had seen. That you saw just now. He smiled faintly when he heard you speak his name. “You left me little choice here, don’t you think. After all I did for you. The blessings, the gifts. Yet you choose to reject me.” He shook his head slowly while stroking over the back of his sword, which was red as blood much like his tattered cape. Remembering your childhood lessons you looked around the room for a weapon you could use yourself, dashing towards the first one you saw but he was faster. Ares pushed you to the ground as if you were but a small child. His sword slightly cut into the skin of your throat as he made you face him with it.

“It seems you still haven’t understood but don’t worry. Once I’m done with you you’ll be even more devoted to me than any other member of your family ever was.”

[sweetwolfcupcake]

Allurement: McDonald's

Yandere Namjoon x Reader

As soon as (Y/N) got into the car, her body slumped and a loud, tired sigh escaped her mouth. Despite having no overtime for the night, the day in the office, in general, was a rush, she even missed her lunch, despite Mr Kim's disapproval, the said man did not know that she had skipped her meal though, and that was better, she hated seeing him disappointed, even if her actions were according to the situation's demand.

"Hard day?" Jimin, as always, was quick to catch how tired she was.

" If I say 'busy', that would be an understatement. Busy is every day here. Today was particularly hectic." she sighed before accepting the water bottle Jimin had passed her "Thanks...Can we hit the nearest, cheap restaurant? I'm famished."

"Why? Didn't have lunch?" he inquired while starting the car.

"No, it was that busy, I swear, I feel like bile rising up my throat now, and my head is thrumming. Glad it's Friday."

"Why? Your favourite, Mr Kim made you work extra hard today?" she knew that Jimin was being playful, like the mischief-loving man he was, but the use of 'your favourite' caused her to blush like a high schooler revealing her crush.

"Oh please, he works twice as hard. In fact, he stayed back, I wanted to stay as well, but he insisted that I should get some rest." Jimin hummed as he drove through the busy roads.

"There is a Chinese takeout in our way, you want to get there, or McDonald's?" (Y/N) folded her lips in, it was a tough match, but who would say no to McDonald's.

"McDonald's! Quick! Quick! I can't wait anymore." she urged him, tapping on his arms as he scoffed

"Ah, really, this girl, I swear, it's a car, not a bullet train, hold your rats."

"That is 'holds your horses' by the way."

"I said rats because you are hungry and rats run inside a hungry stomach, not horses, by the way."

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"Aish! Just look at you gobbling up like a beast."

"I wwm hunwry okay."

"Yes, I know, I know, don't have to talk with your mouth full, that is lowkey disgusting." he dipped a French fry into the sauce before popping it into his mouth "Aish, I wonder why Namjoon gave you the job."

"He is your boss as well, and he gave me the job because I performed well in my internship, I used to be his then secretary's assistant, Ms Choi, that's why."

"Yes, I know that. But seriously, imagine him finding you like that."

(Y/N) let out a giggle, of course, she did not want that "He better not."

"Yes, thank God he does not visit such places." she could not help but frown at that

"What? Mr Kim loves places like that, he loves to explore unknown, small corner places." Jimin almost choked at her words, before taking a gulp from his cold drink.

"What? I'm talking about Kim Namjoon (Y/N), he is the heir of the Kim family, they're too snobby to visit such places."

"Mr Kim is not like that, he told me himself how he likes to eat at such places, that was how he had found about my previous workplace, a  restaurant that was fifteen minutes away from my home by bus." Jimin blinked at her words, evidently caught off guard.

"Oh...Well, my mistake then, he must like to discover such places." she did not miss the uncertainty in his eyes

"What is it?"

"What?"

"No, I mean, are you okay? Mr Kim had never gone to such places with you before?"

"No, I mean, I never really accompanied him that much. So...I must have missed it. Anyway, you want something else?"

Despite being accompanied by the nagging feeling that Jimin was holding back something, (Y/N) did not push it "Uh, no, I would order some more for home. I missed McDonald's."

"So you would have some fries and cheesy burgers for midnight snacks and breakfast?" he looked at her with an exaggerated 'judgy eyes'

"Yes, any problem?"

"No, you're going to be bloated like an air balloon, not me. Finish up, I have a life at home as well, you know."

There he was, Park Jimin with his casual sass.

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[amoc94]

INFATUATION

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Pairing : Seokjin x female OC (from reader's POV).

Genre : Yandere.

Warning : Nothing for this part.

Wordcount : 1.4K

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Full Masterlist and elaborate warning please read here.

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List of Chaters here.

Part 4 - OVERTURN

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After months of constant struggling with money problem, you felt a little relief today.

Not that you were debt free, or Lisa was in complete recovery, the possibility was still far in the future.

But the money that you got from the man was enough not only to cover the hospital bill, current monthly expense for your mom, but also to settle one of the three of your current loans.

It gave you a solace, a belief that somehow you would be able to overcome all of the obstacles in your life, wishful thinking.

You stared at your reflection in the tall mirror inside your small studio apartment.

You gained a little weight.

Four pounds didn't make too much difference on your appearance, but ... you pinched your waist, you thought you could see some curves.

Maybe, you weren't sure. But you were optimistic. You had been eating well for the past week, courtesy of the windfall that you got from Mr. Kim.

The regular packets of instant ramen had been replaced by regular visits to Mrs. Choi's stall, and it was really mood lifting.

You never realized food could give so much satisfaction in your mind, not only your tummy. You already imagined the fragrant dak gomtang that you were planning to have this afternoon.

You glanced at your surrounding inside your apartment.

The space was indeed small, one that you might call a shoebox apartment, and you still had to share it with Nari. The rent itself was dirt cheap, you were quite lucky, but still it would help a lot if you could save more.

Although the unit wasn't located in an exactly pleasant neighborhood, but in Seoul, when you could afford to live a few level above the ground, you were considered rich enough. The opposite of living in the semi basement apartment.

And you had to be grateful that you could find this apartment, albeit small, but it got suffice sunlight in the morning, and pretty quiet most of the time. The duty manager said that the owner didn't really care about money, as long as the building being occupied. Empty structure was destined to deteriorate inevitably, he said.

You were getting ready for your shift at the night club, already in your red dress uniform. It hugged your body better than before, maybe because of your weight gain.

You put on slight heavier make up than usual, complete with mascara and eye liner, which you usually skip. It gave an impression of your eyes to look bigger, and brightened your face.

You still had another two hours before your shift would start, so you decided you would relax and pamper yourself a little.

Walking to the tiny kitchen counter next to the stove, you poured water to the kettle on the stovetop. With a delight, you poured one tablespoon of coffee powder to a cup, with two spoonful of sugar and a cup of fresh milk. Usually instant coffee mix was all you could afford, but this time you wanted to splurge a little.

While waiting for the water to boil, you stared at your fingers.

The last time you had manicure was probably three or four years ago, when your father was still alive.

The first seventeen years of your life was the best one. Your family weren't rich, but enough to live comfortably. Hearty food on the table everyday, comfortable two bedroom apartment in a mediocre neighborhood in Daegu, both you and Lisa went to school just like any other normal kids. And most of all, the smile that your parents shared to each other whenever they were together, it was something that not many couples out there could have.

Falling in love was easy, but staying in love was another story.

Against all odds, your parents proved that being in love after decades of marriage wasn't only in a fairytale.

That was before lung cancer took your father away from you, and changed your life altogether.

You decided to discontinue your education after finished high school, chose to work full time at a ramen restaurant instead, to provide for your family. To enable Lisa continuing her education.

Lisa's condition was never serious, she struggled with on and off relapse of her illness, but nothing your family couldn't handle.

Until last year when she experienced an extreme pain in her stomach that required her to stay more than a month in the hospital.

And another two episodes of hospitalization after that. The insurance cover the first and second admission, but not after that.

In the end, the salary from your job wasn't enough anymore, so when you stumbled upon an ad for waitress in a night club in Seoul with promising benefit package, you didn't even think twice.

Maybe it was fate after all.

You moved to Seoul, met with Nari, found the decent space to live, and even Kevin was a nice supervisor at the club.

No matter what your circumstances, it was like the universe eased the way for you, just at the right time.

There was the sound of bathroom door being opened, Nari walked out with towel wrapped on her head, wore a pink bathrobe.

"Hei, I thought you're off already." She plopped on her single bed a few meters from yours.

"I'm about to go after I finished my coffee." You lifted up your steaming hot cup.

"Right ... btw, I tried to call you yesterday, but your phone was off." She scrunched up her nose, like something tickled her nostril.

Living with her for the past month, had you realized that sometimes she did that when she felt anxious.

"Oh, I completely forgot to tell you, I changed my phone number." You lightly patted your forehead.

"Really? Why?"

"Nah ... just something happened at the club."

She observed you with curiosity. "Man, huh?" She chuckled.

"Unfortunately."

You couldn't forget the night you sold yourself to him. The fear, and the lust, everything mixed into a forbidden feeling that you were not sure you could resist the temptation if you saw him again.

So you just changed your number in the hope to completely disconnect any possibility of link with him.

The man was your bittersweet mistake.

Fortunately, you never saw him in the club.

"Anyway, yesterday Mr. Kang came here, when you were still at work. The building owner wants to sell the property. So we need to move out soon."

You furrowed your brows. "Why so sudden? Isn't it mandatory to give us prior notification?" Suddenly the coffee on your cup tasted sour to your tongue.

"That was exactly what I told him. But apparently the offer price was so high that the owner can't really resist. So in return, they will refund our remaining balance, plus one month rent compensation in cash. I personally thought that is very generous."

Generous indeed, but it wouldn't help your situation.

Where should you go?

The visible option was to find a banjiha, but then the one with adequate condition would probably priced higher than this apartment.

Your mum and your sister also lived in a banjiha in Daegu, but with the same amount of money, they could get the one with more space and better condition compared to Seoul.

"How..how about you? Where are you thinking to stay after this?" Maybe you could find another decent apartment around the neighborhood, and Nari wanted to join, hopefully.

"I was thinking of that too, but I need to save some money for my tuition, I'm in my last semester anyway, so I'm moving back to my parents' house. Besides, I'm not sure there will be another apartment around here this cheap."

Yes, you knew that well too.

"Hei, are you ok?" Nari looked at you with concern in her eyes.

You shook your head, trying to snap back to reality.

"If you want, I can ask around about decent apartment somewhere. Who knows you may get it in another location?" Nari tried to lighten the mood.

That might work, but the possibility was very slim to none.

Banjiha might be your only options for the time being. Imagining to live without sunlight was what dreaded you the most.

There was a sinking feeling churned in your stomach.

Apparently, you had to forget about Mrs. Choi's chicken soup today.

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Part - 5 Cobweb

[blackheart-skz]

Ateez as Yanderes.

TW: Mentions of abusive behaviour, toxic relationships, violence, self-harm and other topics that might be triggering.

Note: I am, in no way, trying to romanticize or portray the persons involved as heroes. The behaviour of the characters is not healthy and extremely harmful. If you or someone you know sees such characteristics in someone, do not overlook it. Furthermore, this is a work of fiction. I am not trying to represent the idols through my writing.

Ahhh I'm actually not very good at doing reactions. I feel that for some of the members I did a sort of a mini scenario but then for others it's like a description oof. Hope it's not super bad.

Kim Hongjoong = Over-proctective

- Hongjoong's caring and protective personality was what made you like him and now the same personality makes you despise him

- Hongjoong does not trust you at all

- He thinks you're incapable of doing things without him

- He treats you like a porcelain doll that could easily break

- He has put a lot of restrictions on where you can go or what you can do

- He will not let you go anywhere without his permission or go somewhere without him

- He doesn't trust you with anyone

- People are evil and they could hurt his precious one

- He is very afraid of something bad happening to you

- If you even get a minor cut, he will freak out and will not even let you move

- You do not have the freedom to do anything

- If you ever say that you want to leave him, he will lock you up

- He thinks that you're not mentally strong enough to know what's good for you

- And that's what drives him become your guardian and imprison you in your own house

Park Seonghwa = Dominant/Narcissistic

- Seonghwa has a huge ego

- Rejection is one thing he never accepts

- He expects everyone to worship him and you're no exception

- You wouldn't have been forcibly taken away and chained in his basement had you not uttered the word "no" to his face

- If you do anything that he even feels was disrespectful or if you try to leave him, he will severely punish you

- He sees inflicting pain and other severe punishment methods a way to mold you into his perfect slave

- You have to be really careful to not displease him cuz his anger is unpredictable

- He will reward you if you're obedient at all times

- He also makes sure he is the only person you invest your time and effort in

- He is your master and your life should revolve around him and him only

Jeong Yunho = Jealous/Overly-sensitive

- Yunho started off as the best man ever but then as time passed, the good in him started fading away.

- He started getting jealous a bit too often

- And now it's a daily occurence

- He does not trust you one bit

- He downloaded a tracking app on your phone so that he can keep track of where you go

- You talking to any guy or girl makes him go absolutely nuts

- he threatens people behind your back

- He also twists your words a lot which is rooted from his lack of trust as well

- He thinks that everything you say has a hidden implication behind it

- Like seonghwa, he wants your life to be about him

- He doesn't like you giving attention to anyone else be it a person or a hobby

- So if you want to talk to your mom or write a bunch of poems as a hobby, too bad.

Kang Yeosang = Sadistic/Cruel

- Yeosang was very good at hiding his sadistic side when he first met you.

- He used his charming looks and soothing voice to make you fall in love with him

- Once that happened and you entered into a relationship with him, his true colours started showing

- He slowly started getting both physically and emotionally abusive

- His initial reason was to keep you with him but eventually he started enjoying it

- As much as he loves you, seeing you helpless and at his mercy pleasures him to no end

- He prefers using physical punishments over emotional anytime you disobey him

- He loves seeing you break piece by piece

- But he also likes peppering you with kisses and telling you how gorgeous you are

- which makes him even more scarier

- Trying to leave him is not a smart idea at all

- You try to run away and he breaks your legs

- He will never hesitate to use excruciatingly painful methods to keep you from leaving

Choi San = Manipulative

- Just like Yunho, at first, he treated you like a king/queen

- But then slowly he started becoming a bit too obsessive and wanted to be with you 24/7 and know everything that you did

- He wants to know every single detail of your life

- If you ever try to reject him, he starts guilt tripping you

- He says that you're ungrateful for all the things that he does for you

- Afterall, he did treat you like no one else in the beginning

- Your family and friends slowly start cutting ties from you

- You don't know why but San knows very well

- If you find him being too burdensome and call out his behaviour, he blames it on you instead

- He targets your weaknesses to justify his behaviour and make you feel guilty

- No matter what, he never admits that he's wrong

- If you try to blame him, he starts playing victim

- He makes himself seem so pitiful that you can't help but feel guilty

- If you ever try to leave him, he would threaten to kill himself

- He will make you feel like you're the bad one in the relationship

- And you'll not have anyone to go to either so it's a win for him

Song Mingi = The clingy/stalker type

- Mingi was absolutely mesmerized by your beauty when he saw you for the first time

- He wanted to talk to you but he didn't have the courage to so he just start following you around and keeping track of every move you made

- He found out everything about you from what school you went to to what your pet peeve was before he made a move

- It took him a year worth of courage to eventually talk to you and of course considering how much he knew about you, he also knew what he had to do in order to make you fall for him

- And it worked

- Once that happened, Mingi stuck to you like gum

- Now, he does not leave your side for even a minute

- He wants to be with you 24/7 and sends you over a 100 texts everyday

- If you try to leave him for even a second he'll throw a tantrum and cling on to you to you like a koala

- Has become too dependent on you and you would actually believe him if he says that he would die without you

- coming back to him biting his nails to the point that his fingers were bloody and him literally jumping on you when after you left him alone for not even 3 hours is enough proof for you to believe him

- He has never and never will hurt you but he wont hesitate to hurt others

- He hasn't yet but he surely will if you don't take his threats seriously

Jung Wooyoung = Delusional

- A very dangerous yandere

- but more than that a pitiful yandere

- He isn't able interpret your words or read your emotions

- He mistook your gesture of kindness as an invitation for love

- After helping him once, you started seeing him around a bit too often

- He started talking to you as if you guys were close friends

- You ignored him but he never stopped

- After a while, he started treating you like his girlfriend/boyfriend though you barely knew him

- At that point you realized that this wasn't normal and you needed to do something

- You told you friends and were planning to contact the police

- Wooyoung started noticing how people looked at him weirdly and he thougjt its cuz they were jealous of your "relationship" and want you guys to break up

- You had come to the final decision to report him but before you could, he kidnaped you and locked you up in his house claiming that he's trying to "protect" your relationship

- The more you try to push him away, the closer got

- Be it physically or emotionally

- None of your attempts to snap him out of his imaginary work

- His imagination is too far gone for him to come back

Choi Jongho = The selfish/violent type

- A bit of what you would call a spoiled brat

- A lot actually

- What he wants, he gets

- Even if that means hurting others in the process

- He's a selfish man and he isn't scared to acknowledge that

- Kinda like Seonghwa but not quite

-Unlike him, Jongho is aware of what he's doing

- Seonghwa's ego leads him but Jongho leads his ego

- Jongho doesnt hesitate to get violent either

- You disobey him, he punishes you

- But the fact that he remains calm both before the punishment and after shows that he isn't actually bothered by your behaviour

- He just likes the power he has over you

- To him it doesn't matter if you love him or not, you're something that he admires therefore he has to have you

- No matter what you do, his heart will never go soft and even if it does, it will only be to an extent where he let's you breathe freely

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CHERRY PIE ; introduction. 

genre: mafia au, 3rd person.

trigger warnings: yandere themes, kidnapping, drugs, weapons, violence, gang related shit, graphic details about death, adult content, cursing, stockholm syndrome ? 

setting: present day - new york city.

rating: 18+

authors note: the female character’s name is solar and referenced as halsey HOWEVER imagine her however you would like it isn’t too important. this is just an introduction, almost prologue to any more chapters. also !! pls let me know if you’d like to see this on either tumblr or wattpad !! i’d prefer wattpad because it’s easier for me to update.

character mention: solar (original female character), moon (original female character, solar’s younger sister), romeo (original male character, solar’s father) park seonghwa, jackson wang, choi san, kim hongjoong, im jaebeom, jung wooyoung, park jinyoung, park sooyoung (joy), bambam bts (brief mention as the group bangtan), aseven (ateez and got7)

word count: 1.1k

MASTERLIST - INTRODUCTION - CHAPTER ONE

she sighs, the dress pressing tight against her skin, it’s almost as if she wants the night to be over before it’s began. her makeup is perfect, flawless in fact, red lipstick against her lips like a second skin, and eyeliner just right. she takes the black high heals and slides them onto her feet before leaving her bedroom to walk down the hallway and take the stairs to the ballroom; her mother and father’s wedding anniversary party just beginning, the house filled with guests from all over the world thanks to his work.

it wasn’t her fault she was born into that family - a family known for their businesses that weren’t exactly legal. she hated it. years of private schooling, and louis vuitton baggage couldn’t make up for the long nights left alone with only her younger sister to keep her company in the house too large for a family of five. the minute her older brother turned eighteen her went into work, working for their father, and by the age of twenty two he was shot and killed in a fight between rivals. her father was way too old fashioned to believe that his elder daughter should be involved in anything they did and she was thankful for that.

“solar, sweetheart, come on and say hello.” solar’s mother’s voice echoed through the ballroom, and the young girl followed towards her. she didn’t want to say hello, she barely wanted to be there. she just wanted her bed at the moment, her stomach growing - craving carbs, and sweet things. her mind pre-occupied about the thought of pizza, chicken wings, garlic bread - even cherry pie right after. 

it’s an hour into the party when things start going weird, a glass of champagne in solar’s hand as her father started to speak to his guests; businessmen from paris with their wives, leaders of other gangs and their men, and family members who knew nothing of what went on behind closed doors. 

“thank you all for being here tonight to celebrate my twentieth wedding anniversary with my wife, alana. it’s been a wild few years since the passing of our son - “

while she had been paying attention to the speech her father was saying, someone else had his eyes on her. and slowly but surely, he’d managed to get his way to situate himself behind the girl, placing the tray of champagne glasses down and pulling out the ten millimetre gun from his pocket, placing it against her lower back; signalling to his men to follow through with the plan. a plan that had been in the making for the past six months.

“don’t make a fucking sound,” his voice whispered against her ear, ripping through her soul as she held back even a whimper at the object pressing into her skin.”you’re going to listen to everything i say, got it, solar?”

she could only nod her head, a smirk forming against the man’s face. “in a few minutes the lights are going to go out and i’m going to lead you out of this building. don’t worry, you won’t be alone, we have your sister.”

for park seonghwa the thought of capturing the girl he had lusted after for the past year was more exciting than scary - knowing what her father could, and would, do them if he found out or got the chance, didn’t even phase him. he’d have his love in his arms - she just didn’t know she was the apple of his eye. he’d met her when aseven had been working under bangtan in japan; well he didn’t exactly meet her.

she sat in the car while her father had discussed things with the korean gang, aseven being hired as mainly protection with men like jackson wang and choi san in the group they had quickly become sort after bodyguards in both south korea and internationally. seonghwa had spotted the girl with bright blue hair and immediately fell in love with her. 

the “friendship” between the buffalo group and bangtan was short lived, after the deal had finished a few months later the two didn’t acknowledge each other which meant seonghwa couldn’t see his beloved who didn’t even know his name. 

it turned out that the buffalo group had a lot more money than they let on, and brothers (well, half brothers), kim hongjoong and im jaebeom had the idea of taking something romeo treasured dearly and getting enough money to sort out any shit they needed to figure out back home. it was seonghwa who suggested his daughter, jung wooyoung had suggested his wife but the group decided against it. and park jinyoung had an idea that would shake everyone up, brilliant and evil.

it took six months of planning but now they were ready; a select few dressed as waiters had gotten into the party, that had been invite only, while another couple managed to sneak their way into it, thanks to the help of park sooyoung. and now they were ready.

the lights had gone off, like the mysterious man had told solar, and she was pushed out of the building before the gunfire started. the van she was transported into was a catering van with blacked out windows.

once seonghwa had managed to get the girl into the van, he gripped her wrists in his hands, securing them with rope. “now, sweetheart, we don’t want you to get feisty, do we?”

solar let out an almost laugh, lifting her legs up to attempt to kick the taller boy, to which he pouted as he grabbed her legs, knocking her off balance from where she had been made to sit down, “you’re fucking lucky you’re beautiful.” the words were mumbled, and before solar had known it her legs were joined with her wrists, tied up with rope. 

“fuck you,” she spat towards him, anger filling up her blood. 

it took seonghwa a lot of effort not to laugh and say something that would most likely ruin their plan, “if you keep that dirty mouth up you won’t see your sister, princess.” 

that killed her inside, her sister was her entire world. just before she could say anything else, the doors opened and in flew a few more men, masks covering their faces, blood decorating their clothes. 

“mingi, drive!” one yelled, throwing his gun to the floor and wiping his hands. he turned to the girl, a grin appearing on his face, “ah, seonghwa managed to get you i see.” his fingers pressed against her jaw, her face immediately turning away, a mark of blood landing on her cheek. 

“bambam, leave her alone, she’s not yours.”

[hanmemyphone]

Masterlist PART 1

Pt. 2 Here (Match ups, incorrect Mystic Messenger Quotes, rants, headcannons, poems, miscellaneous, my memes)

Request Rules!

[A little heads up]!

Kpop Au? (discontinued)

Planning

More Planning

Debut Teaser pt.1 [18/3/2017]

Where I am in this AU

Debut Teaser pt.2 [8/7/2017]

Debut Teaser pt.3 [3/8/2017]

Prologue [25/4/2018]

Prince AU (Battle Between Kingdoms):

Prologue [1/1/2018]

Imagines/Scenarios:

RFA

My personal headcannons for MCs that fit the characters [Complete] [5/6/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to an MC who is weak and can’t open water bottles or jars [Complete] [3/6/2017]

RFA reactions to female S/O proposing to them [Complete] [11/4/2017]

RFA attempt to confess but believe they’ve been turned down [Complete] [16/5/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to MC who plays 17+ otome games [Complete] [5/4/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to MC wanting to have sex in a public place [NSFW] [Complete] [26/3/2017]

RFA reactions to MC being intoxicated and obsessed with their cologne [Complete] [23/3/2017]

RFA + Saeran as Studio Ghibli characters [Complete] [16/3/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to an MC who frequently makes self-loathing jokes [Complete] [14/3/2017]

RFA as sports [Complete] [8/3/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to an MC who watches anime hardcore [Complete] [5/3/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to MC with Schizoid Personality Disorder [Complete] [5/3/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to MC’s cutesy/feminine tone compared to her normal low tone [Complete] [26/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to Elizabeth becoming a human [Complete] [26/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to MC having an asthmatic reaction to their cologne [Complete] [26/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to MC with a tiger cub [Complete] [25/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran as BTS Title Songs [Complete] [25/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to an MC who has a phobia of needles [Complete] [25/2/2017]

RFA reactions to reading Annie96 [Complete] [24/2/2017]

RFA + Trio on a rainy, chilly, Sunday afternoon [Complete] [23/2/2017] [Slight NSFW, extremely slight]

RFA + Saeran giving fluffy comfort to a bullied MC [Complete] [19/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to going to a family reunion with MC and the family is large and rowdy [Complete] [19/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to an MC who is scared of giving birth [Complete] [19/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to an MC who has changing eye colours based on mood/emotion [Complete] [17/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to an MC who doesn’t ‘celebrate’ Valentines Day [Complete] [14/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to an MC who doesn’t like having their picture taken because they think they look ‘ugly’ [Complete] [13/2/2017]

Things in Jumin’s closet [Complete] [12/2/2017]

RFA reactions to an MC with wide lensed glasses and says “Wide Lenses are for Winners” when asked [Complete] [12/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to a MC who has trouble sleeping and takes sleeping pills quite regularly [Complete] [12/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to a MC who has glasses, braces and likes comics [Complete] [10/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to MC who has Aspergers [Complete] [10/2/2017]

RFA + Saeran react to MC being a rough ice hockey player [Complete] [5/2/2017]

RFA as vampires [Complete] [3/2/2017]

RFA as RPG like classes [Complete] [2/2/2017]

RFA reactions to MC being deaf or HOH [Complete] [2/2/2017]

RFA reactions to MC having a hard time expressing their feelings because they thought nobody cares about them [Complete] [30/1/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to an MC who really jumpy and fidgety from past physical bullying experiences [Complete] [28/1/2017]

RFA + Saeran in Long Distance Relationships [Complete] [27/1/2017]

An Unexpected Visit [Complete] [26/1/2017]

Reactions to MC having a ‘self-esteem’ crisis and mental breakdown [Complete] [26/1/2017]

An Alternate Beginning [Complete] [26/1/2017]

RFA + Saeran reactions to MC always sleeping with a thick blanket no matter the temperature [Complete] [26/1/2017]

Reactions to MC’s cute hiccups [Complete] [25/1/2017]

Reactions to MC being a yandere [Complete] [24/1/2017]

RFA as Shoes [Complete] [24/1/2017]

Reactions to MC being a black belt in martial arts + small build [Complete] [23/1/2017]

Reactions to MC being drunk and extremely affectionate [Complete] [22/1/2017]

RFA turns Yandere? [Complete] [21/1/2017]

RFA as salespeople [Complete] [21/1/2017]

Reactions to MC loving Psychological Horror [Complete] [21/1/2017]

MC takes revenge on RFA [Complete] [19/1/2017]

RFA as University Students [Complete] [18/1/2017]

RFA: Cat or Dog? [Complete] [17/1/2017]

RFA as Romance Clichés [Complete] [16/1/2017]

RFA as Doctors [Complete] [14/1/2017]

RFA as Teachers [Complete] [13/1/2017] [POPULAR]

RFA + Saeran discovering MC has severe anxiety and depression [Complete] [5/1/2017]

RFA discovering MC has an hourglass-shaped body [Complete] [29/12/2017]

RFA as types of people at Christmas [Complete] [20/12/2016]

RFA described with one word [Complete] [15/12/2016]

RFA as Pixar quotes [Complete] [14/12/2016]

RFA as Christmas figures [Complete] [13/12/2016]

RFA is a family [Complete] [12/12/2016] [POPULAR]

RFA as genres [Complete] [11/12/2016] 

RFA + Saeran at the waterpark [Complete] [29/12/2016]

RFA’s diary contents [Complete] [12/11/2016]

Shy MC trying to give affection [Complete] [9/11/2016]

RFA goes clubbing [Complete] [3/11/2016]

RFA as different cats [Complete] [2/11/2016]

RFA as things I have said [Complete] [2/11/2016]

RFA as Disney Quotes [Complete] [29/10/2106] [POPULAR]

RFA as school clubs [Complete] [27/10/2016]

RFA as students at high school [Complete] [26/10/2016]

RFA + Saeran reactions to seeing magic [Complete] [25/10/2016]

When Zen becomes your husband [Complete] [22/10/2016]

RFA reacting to their phones being taken away [Complete] [11/10/2016]

RFA’s reasons for picking up $10 off the ground [Complete] [10/10/2016]

RFA at dinner [Complete] [7/10/2016]

Hyun Ryu (Zen)

Opportunity [Complete] [5/6/2017]

Best Friend Zen [Complete] [14/5/2017]

Zen’s wonderful birthday surprise [Complete] [1/4/2017]

Change and Support [Complete] [17/2/2017]

Valentines Day Special Event: Zen Day [16/2/2017]

Kim Yoosung

Best Friend Yoosung [Complete] [17/5/2017]

Mistakes [Complete] [27/3/2017] ALTERNATE ENDING

Valentines Day Special Event: Yoosung Day [13/2/2017]

Mistakes: Yoosung bad ending 1: What happens next? [Complete] [7/2/2017]

Kang Jaehee

Valentines Day Special Event: Jaehee Day [17/2/2017]

Han Jumin

Jumin and MC’s kitty playdate [Complete] [18/6/2017]

Best Friend Jumin [Complete] [17/5/2017]

An MC who doesn’t like designer clothes [Complete] [7/4/2017]

Uncertainty [Complete] [4/3/2017]

MC in the cage (scenario based off Jumin joking about having a cage in his apartment) [Complete] [19/2/2017]

Valentines Day Special Event: Jumin Day [18/2/2017]

Jumin vs Weird Food Habits [Complete] [25/1/2017]

Sunday Mornings [Complete] [11/10/2016]

Choi Saeyoung (707)

Best Friend 707 [Complete] [17/5/2017]

Seven is dared to treat MC like Elizabeth 3rd [Complete] [10/4/2017]

Seven gets a kitten following him around [Complete] [6/3/2017]

Seven hacks into Jaehee’s private tumblr [Complete] [26/2/2017]

Valentines Day Special Event: 707 Day [15/2/2017]

You Lit Me Up [Complete] [18/10/2016]

Kim Jihyun (V)

Best Friend V [Complete] [21/5/2017]

Heliotrope [Ongoing, deciding whether to continue or not] [26/2/2017]

Second Chances [24/2/2017]

Valentines Day Special Event: V Day [21/2/2017]

Choi Saeran (Unknown)

Best Friend Saeran [Complete] [9/6/2017]

Drunk Saeran [Complete] [9/6/2017]

Saeran in College [Complete] [5/3/2017]

Reaction request to Saeran breaking into your apartment and you wanting to leave the world... [Complete] [15/2/2017]

Valentines Day Special Event: Saeran Day [14/2/2017]

Christmas Ending: Unknown: What happens next? [Complete] [30/1/2017]

Fanfictions:

Zen (Hyun Ryu)

Alone [Incomplete/Dropped] [22/11/2016]

Strange Turn Of Events [28/1/2017]

Kim Yoosung: 

Yoosung’s Yild Yirthday Yadventure pt.2 [Complete] [12/3/2017]

Yoosung’s Yild Yirthday Yadventure pt.1 [Complete] [12/3/2017]

Han Jumin

Separation [Complete] [8/4/2017] GOOD END BAD END

Artemisia [Complete] [4/2/2017]

Won’t You Stay For A Bit Longer? [Complete] [NSFW] [15/12/2016]

A Night Worth Waiting For [Complete] [NSFW] [23/11/2016]

Misconceptions [Complete] [27/1/2017]

Choi Saeyoung

If Only It Could Be Like This [Complete] [27/4/2018]

Time pt.3 [Dropped] [6/3/2017] [AU]

Time pt.2 [Dropped] [31/1/2017] [AU]

Astilbe [Complete] [28/1/2017]

Time pt.1 [Dropped] [24/1/2017] [AU]

A Brush With Death [Complete] [22/1/2017]

Kim Jihyun (V)

Pick Me Up (birthday special) [Complete] [10/9/2017]

I Can See You [Complete] [26/12/2016]

MISCELLANEOUS

[Jumin V Week] Day 5- Innocent Words [Complete] [14/4/2017]

[Jumin V Week] Day 4- Letters [Complete] [13/4/2017]

[Jumin V Week] Day 3- First Meeting [Complete] [12/4/2017]

[Jumin V Week] Day 2- Reunion [Complete] [11/4/2017]

[Jumin V Week] Day 1- Childhood [Complete] [10/4/2017]

Nothing Could Compare [Complete] [30/12/2016]

Prompts:

When [Complete] [15/4/2017] the messy end [14/7/2017]

Curiosity [Complete] [13/3/2017]