#yana’s ramblings ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ･

[ventique18]

What if we were wrong altogether and Malleus' dad isn't actually Dire Crowley. What if Meleanor's amnesiac husband isn't actually him. What if Levan Draconia is actually Sebastian Michaelis. What are we going to do then.

[whereismymonsterlover]

This is such an unserious criticism, Yana and I just have different tastes. I do straight up find the dress ugly but I feel like I should preface with my tastes too: I'm a bit pretentious and love historical fashion, and I don't like Lolita very much so me and Yana are clashing like crazy. The pink 'robin' dress is so iconic but I have a few thoughts.

I hate Ciel's pink dress and I always have. I might redesign it because it is so unflattering and fucking PEACH PINK BLEGH like dusty pink lemonade that's been in a store cupboard for too long. It's a very childish colour which I wouldn't dare change cus that misses the whole point of it being a ploy to seduce good old uncle Druitt, unfortunately. I think I'd incorporate a dusty dark magenta in place of some of the black accents but I'd like to keep a little black to match ciel's dark blue hair. The magenta accent would definitely be satin because I am absolutely yearning for satin but I'm apprehensive since he is supposed to be "a young girl" and satin has a much more mature vibe.

Though it does make him appear taller, the fucking absence of a waistline/no separating hemline between the bodice and skirt ticks me off. The ruching blending into his bodice makes me so mad. He looks swamped in fabric which counteracts the attempt to elongate his torso. The bodice totally lacks structure.

Of all Ciel's outfits to not feature a bustle, you choose not to put a bustle on his ACTUAL DRESS?? Sure, there's a huge pink bow, but Yana actually LOSES the petticoat around the rump, it's bizarre. I hate bows so much I don't know why. The one on the front just feels so disjointed from the flow of the dress and disrupts it entirely imo. I'd probably change the texture of the bodice with a ruffle-front in place of the bow. I have no qualms with the petticoat besides there's just too much of it. The dress has a wider silhouette than typical 1880-90s evening gowns so that's an easy compromise: I'd give the bodice a more prominent waistline higher on his waist but pinch in the diameter of the skirt to maintain his illusionary height. From a large initial bump at the top of the skirt, I'd want it to fall straight down instead of the typical "ball gown" that widens towards the bottom.

Fucking black and white stripes is NOT giving evening elegance. It's giving beetlejuice (which gives me a black butler Halloween drawing idea...), or Mrs. Lovett's beach day dress in the tim burton Sweeney Todd. Despite this, I'd keep the stripes as there is so much character to them, it probably helped to entice the viscount 🤢 since they're so fucking jarring and out of place but I digress. I do think the black is incorporated really nicely in that horizontal strip on the petticoat ruffles. I HATE the vertical black strips holding the ruched pink gown - I'd probably replace this black accent with the dusty magenta. I hate the length of the ruched fabric but it wouldn't offend me so much if there was a WAISTLINE. (Again, I'm being dramatic. It's a product of 2006 Lolita-core and I can respect that. But I do detest it in places.)

I will make sketches I think which I'll add onto this post cus I LOOOOVE designing dresses. I've rambled too much.

[midnightmah07]

Malleyuu and aceyuu shippers fighting for which ship is better meanwhile here I am with the 1% of the fandom that ships ruggieyuu

[mvrdermeharder]

If i get tattoos on all of the body parts that i hate will i be able to look at myself in the mirror and will i like what i see?

[quietwingsinthesky]

the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?

to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.

[scarlet-streak-rambles]

From reading Rust Blaster, Black Butler, and Twisted Wonderland, I have determined that Toboso Yana desperately wants to create a plot heavy fantasy BL and I for one think we should let her for the good of Black Butler. Be free, Toboso, follow your dreams.

[rodentbrains]

the way sidestep ortega and chen are forever tied to each other by heartbreak mostly/especially because they cannot talk about it to each other or those who weren't there. the way that dannys feelings reflect a general truth which is that as long as they dont talk about it there will always be a wall between them and everyone else. the way they don't even get the full comfort of the quiet knowledge that at least these two other people know exactly what you went trough due to the telepathic nature of the event. the way we know the least about heartbreak from ortega's perspective who came closest to experiencing it "objectively"

[rabbastian]

Honestly, I’m really hoping that we are seeing Snake’s backstory from cinematic records that some reaper is reviewing because getting another near death situation as Bard’s would be meh :// But IF someone is actually watching Snake’s cinematic records, who is it? It would make soo much sense for this grim reaper to be William considering his involvement in the circus arc and all of that but we saw both him and Ronald in the previous arc🤔Besides there was already a scene in circus arc with William watching Joker’s records, wouldn’t be weird for Yana to do similar thing twice?

[misteria247]

Me sees the Nightmare before Christmas special for Twisted Wonderland: Ah man-! It looks so cool! Wish I could play it!

My brain:.......say sike now. You-

My brain mentally pointing at Twisted Wonderland that's been sitting forgotten on my phone for months now: Say sike right fucking now-

[estcaligo]

I have such complicated feelings 😭

Tkdb ramble

Just finished the latest episode.

Ritsu my love. He's so funny I just can't. Also Ritsu x Taiga is the best comedy duo lol. Also glad we were paired up with Romeo😘😘

I love TokyoDebunker. I genuinely do. Mainly the characters. Also the bgm.

But the writing is so baaaaadd😭😭😭😭😭😭

There's so much potential in them, why does the writing suck so so so much. This episode could've been so cool but they managed to fuck it up like this??? I'm so disappointed.

Literally ZERO catharsis in every episode.

Idk I'll continue playing ofc because it's ten times more fun that twst actually. But the writing............

[azure-aeon-dragaeon]

A-A-ALL MY FELLAS!

They can be your angel or your devil

[zippidi-dooda]

Ok so I got the 3rd art book now and I love the little notes Toboso gives for each drawing. One of them is about Joker and Dagger

Going off of that and my idea of Doll working with Nina in a universe where things went better, I think Joker would either be a frequent customer of hers or have created a clothing branch of his own for more sophisticated wear with Doll as a lead designer/costumer.

He'd probably start off tailoring just adult clothing lines, his interest probably more focused on male suits, later doing kids clothes.

But he has a natural knack for entertainment and kids love him, so often when parents come in to try on outfits and need to bring their kids along, he can't help trying to amazing them with a simple magic trick like making flowers appear from thin air or pulling candy from their ear and giving it to them. Eventually more kids start coming, crowding around him just to see what he'll do next.

Now, since Doll is also Ciel's personal designer, he may vist once in a while. And one day when he sees Joker entertaining everyone, he offers to hire him at Funtom's toy branch.

Joker may refuse at first, but he visits one of the toy stores, sees a kid upset about not being able to get a new toy and his entertainer mind clicks on and kids crowd around him there too.

And that's how he starts working at Funtom, becoming the best employee, probably the lead of advertising, and creating an area for kids to play with products in case they can't get them. (Ciel may or may not approve of the last bit.)

And it's not a full time job, so he'll still get time to dress all suave and go to gentlemen clubs.

[midnightmah07]

I don't think this is a spoiler so I'm not gonna censor it but one thing that made me super confused as I was playing the event is the fact that Leona can just??? Walk around his country??? And no one bats an eye??? Like I was expecting at least a few of the vendors being like "wow it's second prince Leona Kingscholar what is he doing here!!!!🫢🫵🏻" or at least have like one or two bodyguards with Leona but. Apparently my dude can just walk around and no one cares like ok dang

[mvrdermeharder]

Cutest animals I met/babysat in 2024

Soo i wrote this to really just remind myself that even though this year was a complete disaster, it was worth staying alive after all, even if just to meet these cute guys at least. Being able to interact and connect with animals is truly a blessing, so here’s me sharing some cuteness and lore to leave my blog on a positive note and to share some wholesome stuff for once^^

(Oh and i’m not ranking the pets based on anything, it’s all just random really)

Okay let’s get started!!

1st nominee: Dundi

Literally the sweetest cat in the universe. Her name means Chubby, but like, in a very cute manner. She’s about 7 years old, we’ve had her since she was a kitten. Unfortunately, i don’t get to see her that much, as she’s an outside-cat, and she lives at my father’s place (my parents are divorced, i don’t visit all that often). She probably gets fed at least by 4 households, so it’s no wonder she’s fat cat lmao

And i really do mean it when i say Dundi’s the sweetest cat: she really likes ppl, even kids, always purrs like a chainsaw when ppl pet her, and she loves to sleep on the seat of my motorbike. We’ve kept each other company many times during new years, she was right beside me not long after i gave up on finishing my damn music project (iykyk xd).

I love her dearly💘

2nd nominee: Hamu

Her name means Ash, she’s the twin sister of Dundi. Despite looking completely identical, she couldn’t be a more different regarding the personality... Meaning: she’s a lil princess, a little bitch to be exact. And i say that with all the love and affection ofc💖

She doesn’t like to be pet (by me and my family at least lol, who knows how many other houses she frequents) and she’s a very talkative girl, she liiiives to complain. I see Hamu even less than i see her sister, but she still has such a special place in my heart

3rd nominee: Alíz

Her name is kinda the equivalent of Alice but it’s pronounced a bit differently. She used to be grandparents’ dog, she’s at least 12 years old by now. I remember playing with her a lot when i was little, i used to chase her around the garden as we both loved running. I really really cared for her a lot, and i still do… unfortunately, as the years went on, she became quite insufferable bc my grandpa spoils her way too much, no matter how much i tell him it’s no good. But well, both of them only have one another to keep each other company. I love Alíz a lot though, even if i see her extremely rarely nowadays.

4th nominee: Nymeria

The absolute love of my life. My personal antidepressant. The cutest angel who always cuddles with me in the cold.

She’s about 5 yrs old, and my flatmates’ dog. A true sneaky girl, she just has that up-to-no-good-look in her eyes. She’ll definitely kill me with her cuteness one day, that’s for sure.

I absolutely adore her, we really befriended each other FAST and she loves my company now: sometimes, she greets me at the door when i arrive, she’s always down for pets and cuddles, and each and every day she scratches a bit at my bedroom door to be let in. She then gets underneath the covers with me and we stay there for hours.

I feel a bit less lonely when Nyme is beside me and ughh i really just love her so much, can’t wait to see her again when i get back to Spain❤️

5th nominee: Chía

I’ll be honest, i’m not a huge fan of bunnies… but Chía is a very cute one unfortunately, and she seems to like me a lot despite not spending much time together lol

She’s always running in circles around my feet, and she’s a very persistent lil trespasser: for some mind blowing reason, she NEEDS to get into my room… she even jumps up at the window out on the balcony to get inside, it’s actually ridiculous. Chía’s not allowed in tho, bc she eats the wall under my bed lmao

6th nominee: Niko

He’s an 11 year old angel, literally the sweetest most innocent boy you’ll ever meet. He’s my neighbor’s dog, and during the summer i’m often asked to dog-sit him for a week or two.

He loves human company, and apparently, i was told that he often searched for me when i was away at Spain for my studies. We met up this Christmas when i returned, so i spent a day with him, he was quite happy to see me. So well, he likes me a lot and always follows me around literally EVERYWHERE when i’m with him💘

7th nominee: Cserkész

He’s my mom’s friend’s dog, his name means Scout! We were asked to visit him every day for a week, just for a few hours, so he wouldn’t be lonely while the owners went on vacation (the owners’ grandparents kept him fed, but they couldn’t be with him during the day as they had to go to work).

We got along very well, he’s such a playful cutie who enjoyes running around but he’s also absolutely down for some good pets, a real sweetheart in true form🧡

8th nominee: THE CAT

Housemate of Cserkész, and i still don’t know her name to this day… my mother dislikes cats, so she didn’t bother to ask for her name from her friend -_-

So. She’s THE CAT for now.

THE CAT is a lil baby btw, so she’s extremely playful and curious, but was very wary of us when we first visited her. She warmed up to me quickly tho, and ig her trouble-maker nature got the better of her wariness: she was constantly trying to sneak up on me when i pretended to ignore her/be unaware xd It was so cute

Ig she must have figured that i’m no danger and that i looove cats and respect their boundaries, so i was allowed close. She’s a real heartthrob, at the end of our visit she even settled on my lap for a few pets… until she got distracted 10 seconds later and sprinted away xdd

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So i think that’s all!! Some of the pics are in horrible quality ik ik… Hope the cute animals made you guys smile, i really do live laugh love for these guys lmao

I’m hoping i’ll be able to make a recap like this next year too, kinda want to make these posts an annual thing to appreciate the small things in life<3

Happy new year to everyone, and see yall in February!!

[flowerakatsuka]

the one very specific atsuyana headcanon i have is that they hooked up once in college and then proceeded to never talk about it again.

[sassyfever]

Now that the new mini arc is finally starting Imma make a couple predictions. Angelina is now a bizarre doll and ✨coincidentally✨at the hotel. Grelle is also there. For drama's sake you know how it goes.