#y cant i hold all these wallys

[pssyinboots]

a request for a wally story:

okay so i’m obsessed with wally from school spirits but i’m also obsessed with angst and wally (idk if you do angst but if you do) i was thinking maybe you could write a story about wally and y/n have feelings for each-other and are aware that they both like each other but they haven't made anything offical

but maddie has now appeared to the group and obviously being the sweetheart that he is wally is spending most of his time trying to be as welcoming and helpful to maddie as he can be without realising he isnt spending as much time with y/n.

maybe y/n notices this and starts to feel worried that wally lost feelings so she starts to distance herself from wally without him realising he is losing her more so until much later where he tries to make it all right

happy ending obviously but still angst galore!

hope this helps :)

Ok so i kinda took this in a different direction but im really proud of it and i hope you like it!!

this is also kinda written in a different style than i normally do idk i think i kind of like it)

How to get the girl

(yes that is a taylor swift reference)

You should have known, you should have known that you weren’t enough for wally. Somehow you let not only him but yourself trick you into thinking that he was into you.Now he’s here kissing maddie and you’re forcing yourself to watch instead of running and hiding in a dark hole like you really wanted to. Finally they break apart and he didn’t look like he had a ounce of regret, just smiling that stupid cute smile that made you fall for him in the first place. You could feel yourself breaking, tears running down your face . You tried to keep your sobs from escaping your throat, but you guessed you failed. Because suddenly they both turned to look at you, and that stupid lovesick expression on his face fell instantly. If you weren’t in the position that you were in right now you would have found it funny. But you were in that position so you turn and sprint inside the school heading to your sacred place, the theaters costume closet.

You could hear wally running after you calling your name but you didn’t give a shit. You just needed to get away,sprinting down the stairs you tried to close the door behind you but you’re no match for wally. “Hey come on can we please just talk for a moment”, you swear you could have hit him, you really really wanted to hit him. “Oh now you want to talk really?!?! Because it didn’t look like that when you had your tongue shoved down maddie’s throat!!!” That hurt him, he looked like he was just shot.There was a part of you that was happy that you had that effect on him.”Come on….that’s not fair.” scoffing you turn your back to him and continue walking down the stairs. Shutting down completely you sit down at your desk and start working on the shirt you started earlier for charlie. You could feel his stare on you but you just couldn’t do this right now. “Hey can you please just look at me”, “No wally i cant look at you.Every time i try i just see you shoving your tongue down maddie’s throat. After ditching me at homecoming!!!” You drop the shirt and your needle like it just burnt you and put your head in your hands. “Can you just leave wally,please” He wanted to object, wanting to tell you that he made a mistake.That if he could take it back he would. Instead he just sighs and head up the stairs. “I really liked you wally.Fuck you for making me think you liked me too.” He felt his heart break, stopping in his tracks and turned around staring at your hunched over form. He wanted to say something, run over and hug you and beg for your forgiveness.He knew if he did that you wouldn’t listen to him, you would just push him away and honestly he didn’t blame you.

A few weeks have passed since the homecoming and you haven’t seen wally since. Holding up in the costume closet/basement (of course the sports teams get fancy practice areas but the theater kids have to hold it down in the basement)distracting yourself with random projects. Nothing worked though, your brain was stuck on wally and you hated yourself for it. You hated yourself even more for regretting how mean you were to wally. He deserved it,of course he deserved it. He kissed someone else after asking you out to homecoming, and telling you that he liked you. But you just couldn’t shake feeling bad for lashing out at him like you did. On the other hand Wally was tearing himself apart for treating you the way he did. He couldn’t believe that he found himself stuck between two girls,especially when one of those girls was you. Since the day you got here wally knew you were it for him. You were everything he could ever want. Seeing past his confident fun front that he puts up and seeing the real him. Holding him when he cried over his father not showing up to his football games,listening to him when he would talk about his mom and his love/hate relationship with sports. Then maddie showed up and he felt himself drawn into the mystery, somehow ending up putting you to the sidelines. He honestly didn’t even realize he was doing it until after you brought it up a week before homecoming. He tried to put space between him and maddie,he really did.Somehow he still found himself fucking up. Now he doesn’t know if he could ever fix it.

One thing was for sure though charlie had enough. He couldn’t just sit and watch his two best friends miserable over the other one. If they weren’t going to fix it themselves he was going to fix it for them.“Ok that’s enough i’m so tired of your brooding. Yes you messed up,horribly in fact, but you can fix it.” Startled wally looked to his side to see charlie sitting next to him. He didn’t even realize that there was anyone else on the bleachers. “How can i fix it? She hates me.”, (how could straight men be so clueless),”She doesn’t hate you, she’s hurt every time i go see her she asks about you.”. Wally’s head popped up at that. Staring at charlie with a confused look on his face, “She asks about me?”. Nodding charlie gets up off the bleachers and beckons wally to follow. “She asks about you all the time. Look i’m supposed to meet her in the basement come with me.” That made wally stop in his tracks the last time he was down there you basically told him to go fuck himself . It was like charlie could read his mind, he gave wally a supportive look and grabbed his wrist now he could drag him to see you. “I cant say she didn’t mean it because she did. But she does regret saying it,she still likes you”.

You heard Charlie’s special knock, it was three soft knocks,now you knew it was him and no one else. You walked up the stairs excited to see charlie,but instead it was him. “What are you doing here?”, rolling your eyes you walk down the stairs charlie and wally walking after you.”I invited him, I thought it was time that you guys talked.” you loved charlie he was your best friend, but he loved to meddle. Right now you don’t know if you should secretly be thanking him or just cuss him out. “Charlie…the last time i saw him he was sticking his tongue down another girls throat.” Wally gets up to leave, clearly he wasn’t wanted here. Charlie just grabbed his wrist forcing him to stay. “Look he’s really sorry. He’s just been walking around looking like a sad puppy dog.”You snorted at that. Looking at wally he did kind of look like a sad puppy dog. Looking at the floor like it was the most interesting thing he’s ever seen and shifting his weight back and forth with his feet. “Plus i know you haven’t been a ray of sunshine either. You guys miss each other. You just need to toughen up and talk it out.” Charlie starts walking up the stairs to give you some privacy,”i’ll be right outside incase someone screams fire.” Once charlie left wally looked up at you with his puppy dog eyes. Curse those stupid puppy dog eyes,”Sooo…”. “Wally just say what you have to say.” He walks towards you, towering over you and grabs your hand. “Look I shouldn’t of kissed Maddie that night. I was so caught up and I let it get the best of me,it was a shitty move.I’m not going to try and make up a excuse. Just know that it’s you, you’re it for me I don’t want anyone else.” You could feel tears build up in your eyes. You wanted to believe him, like really really wanted to. There was just a part of you that still had doubts. “Wally you let yourself get distracted by another girl. I know we weren’t officially dating, but i told you i had feelings. I really thought you had them too.” Wally grabs your chin forcing you to look him in the eyes. “I do!! I swear i do, i’m sorry for making you doubt that. I don’t want anyone else, not maddie just you.” You wanted to say no, wanting to pull away and make him leave. You just couldn’t do that though, you knew if you did it you would regret it. So instead you let yourself give in,melting into him letting all the stress go. “Ok”, wally lights up with a stupid smile on his face, “Ok as in we are ok, like you’ll be my girl. We’re together?” He was practically jumping up and down.He couldn’t believe that he got the girl. “Yes wally we,re together” He pumps his fist up in the air and pulls you to him by your waist now he could kiss you. Your arms go around his neck pulling him even closer. He had one hand in your hair, the other having a comfortable grip on your waist. Finally letting go after you both ran out of air he turns towards the door, “CHARLIE I GOT THE GIRL!!”,you giggle at that still having your hands around his neck,”GOOD JOB WALLY!!”

[ynbabe]

I need more young justice x pot head reader I cant get enough lmao,

Theyer just Like me FRFR

Ignore this if your request and stuff is off tho and have a good day :p

Thank you for another request 🍃 anon!! Glad to see you again!!

If you asked anyone in YJ who the instigators, enablers and experimenters were, they'd simultaneously say Dick, Y/N and Wally, and start weeping.

Last time one of you had an 'idea', Mount Justice had to be locked down because a paranoid Nightwing believed his shadow had gained sentience Peter Pan style and was now spying on him. Which later turned into a manhunt, when the dark-haired man realised it was his partner and best friend screwing with him.

This time you had the ingenious of asking the question- "What do you think a blunt would do to speedsters?" You thought out loud making the other members snap their heads at you.

Wally was already ready and Dick was preparing the first aid unit. You ran to your room to get your stash and as soon as you came back the hall was empty and a jumping Wally and a sighing Dick stood in the room.

"Pussies" you laughed, making the redhead laugh with you.

"M'gann actually ran out, I think she forgot she could fly!" He cried out, eyes wide, holding his stomach. Next to him, your boyfriend stood unamused, a blank expression on his face.

"If this opens up a wormhole into a world where I'm evil, I'm allowing myself to kill you," he joked and set up the camera. The first time you'd 'experimented' you'd jokingly set up a camera and it had stuck.

You lit the blunt and passed it to Wally, who stood in front of the camera like a 2016's youtuber would.

You wrapped your arms around your boyfriend's shoulder, nuzzling your face in his neck, "Aww, come on, you know you love us."

"I know, it's becoming a real problem." He chuckled.

Lost in your little world, you forgot about Wally and your experiment... That was until you heard a scream from above you.

"WHOOOOOOO-" the yellow blur screamed as it ran around the mountain. You could barely see him as little sparks of lightning showed up all around you and your boyfriend.

You lit your own blunt and fell back onto the sofa, "Well, now we gotta- actually I don't know what we have to do." You shut your eyes, putting your legs up on the coffee table.

"Sorry sweetheart, that's your problem," his voice came distantly, making you sigh as he stepped into a zeta tube.

"I love you too, babe."

"WHOOOOO"

[detectiveforfree]

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[serumandsteel]

the way we heal | jj maybank

- pairings: jj maybank x reader

- summary: people deal with trauma in different ways but it seems that jj thinks you don't care about the loss of your friends and deep down himself but he just needs to understand that people heal in their own time and through their own meanings, he just needed to be reassured of it. kinda pre season 2 ep 1 give ot take

- warning(s): really motherfucking angsty and swearing. mention of substance abuse

- wc: 2.2k :))))

a/n: all my fics the pogues and reader are the age 17/18 only because that's more comfortable for me to write. its been a long long time since i have wrote something so sorry for and spelling errors

People tend to deal with trauma differently. It could be resulting to crying you eyes out until you can’t breath and you can’t see through your tears clouding your eyes. Drinking until your liver wants to shut down and you whole body is so numb that yourself and everyone around you is so tuned out that you can’t function. Resulting to drugs to either feel something or not to feel anything at all. Or to have something to blame your actions on from yourself acting out simply because you don’t know how to handle the situation of a friend dying.

See you on the other hand dealt with it internally or the whim and feeling of not accepting death. Maybe it was your subconscious talking wanting you not to accept or maybe it was the gut feeling that you always got telling you that they were actually alive and have survived that storm that ‘supposedly’ had swept them away because “no body was found”.

This ‘gut feeling’ had always been right in many life or death situations. Or even just you picking out an outfit that you were unsure of whether it was going to get the boys attention that you had a crush on. It did indeed get his attention that night because that’s how you ended up loosing your virginity that night but that’s besides the point.

The best way you could describe it was like when people would do personality tests and it would ask “are you controlled by your heart or what you feel” probably not those exact words but you get the point. I felt with my feelings if my gut said yes then it was a yes.

Since the night that John B and Sarah had ‘died’ your gut had been telling you the opposite. That they were in fact not dead. As Big John use to say when you were a kid, you can never kill a Routledge. At the time it seemed like bullshit but now it was starting to grow on you.

However now your two friends were presumed dead and not everyone dealt with trauma like you did. Some would even go as far to say that you didn’t actually give a fuck that your friends were dead because you hadn’t cried or you hadn’t drunk yourself into a state of no return or resulted to smoking weed every single day and spray painted ‘murder’ on Ward Cameron’s estate. But at least Kiara wasn’t lying.

But the thing was you hadn’t cried because you couldn’t, you quite literally hated crying because it made you feel weak. Even if you tried and you tried your hardest but nothing came. At this point you could go as far as denial. This gut feeling was like getting hit by a semi truck every time a thought came into your head questioning maybe they were dead. Maybe they did get swept away at sea and never to return.

Your gut feeling was simply not letting you mourn the loss of John B and Sarah and now everyone thought you were an emotionless bitch. I mean they were right to a point but not the whole point.

So that brought you to current day driving around the Cut and night playing fucking real life Where’s Wally but its Where’s JJ Maybank because he’s blacked out drunk somewhere and now you’re on a rescue mission. Not like you had done enough of those in the last few weeks.

About an hour ago your phone rang and it was JJ asking you to come pick him up since somehow he had now idea where he had ended up and was too far gone to put together his surroundings. Well that’s what you had assumed he said since you had to decipher his slurred words.

At this point you had driven around the whole island and gone to every hid out spot that he would go smoke at or to just get away from everyday life. You had gone to all but one place. Where you avoiding that particular house because it held so many memories, plus the fact you hadn’t been near the place since shit hit rock bottom. Yes? But it was the highest chance that JJ was sitting on that dock with his legs swinging over it with a beer in hand.

Well you were right. As you walked down the old dock to where JJ was sitting it was if you could feel all the emotions, thoughts and disbelief crawling their way up your skin from the ground you were walking on. But that gut feeling was like a wave of fire, burning it all the way back to the ground.

“I don’t know why I just didn’t look here first. I should have known aye” you half heartedly said trying to keep the conversation light since you didn’t know what state JJ was going to be in. From the huff you got in response told you he wasn’t in the mood to talk.

“How much have you had J?” You asked with concern but still trying to keep you voice light and less reprimanding because you knew he was in a too fragile state for you to be angry.

“Does it even matter how much Iv had. I don’t feel shit anymore” he replied back with his words straight forward and sobered.

“Well have you even given yourself a break for your body to sober up for you to even feel the effects of it? Or have you still been going since yesterday when I saw you? J its not going to do shit if you don’t give it a rest for at least a day or so” you said back trying you best to keep you and your voice as calm as possible. You fucking hated seeing JJ like this, you would never say it to his face but fuck it just reminded you of his dad when he got into states like this. Until the last week you had never seen JJ this bad. But could you blame him.

“You just don’t get it do you” JJ was now facing you and by the tone of his voice you had unintentionally struck a nerve that you were actively avoiding. “Why did you even fucking come if you’re just going to tell me how I should cope. Do you even care that JB has gone? He was our best fucking friend. He was my fucking brother my only family! And he’s fucking gone just like his old man. You haven’t even shed a tear y/n. You’re just acting like nothing had happened. Do you even care!” JJ was now on his feet breathing heavily and his jaw so clenched you’re surprised his teeth haven’t broken

“J, please do not yell at me right now” you asked with your voice shaking trying to hold back something that was bubbling at the surface. Was it anger or was it the water works that desperately needed to be let out.

JJ started to walk back up the dock, showing that he was done with this conversation that he could have avoided if he didn’t ask you in the first place to come pick him up. Deep down he knew that you would be the only one to come and get him, he just wasn’t as good at showing his gratefulness due to the alcohol that was numbing him.

“JJ just wait please, please don’t walk away” You stood back up and starting walking after him quick on the backs of his feet. He halted his tracks and turned around to look at you with a pained look in his face, as you got up close you could see his eyes stained red. Either from crying or the linger of weed still in his system.

“What could you possibly want to say y/n. I really thought you would be the last person not to care about this” JJ was now right up in your face and his voice was holding back trying his best not to yell. But that last sentence had taken you back.

“You think I don’t care JJ!” now you starting yelling “of course I give a shit JJ our friends are gone, they are not fucking here. I know it might not seem that I don’t care. But just because I’m not crying my eyes out every hour or drinking myself into a state where I don’t now where the fuck I am or getting high that I spray paint on any wall I see” your breath was now battling to come to the surface because you were talking so fast.

“Just because Im not doing any of those things doesn’t mean I don’t care JJ! People deal with this shit differently and you need to understand that” you breathed out trying to grasp for air again “the thing is JJ I have this annoying gut feeling thats telling me that John B and Sarah are not dead, and its literally preventing me to mourn them. I have convinced myself that they are alive and I can’t fucking mourn non dead people J. I don’t know how to fucking explain it”

“Well why didn’t you just tell us that” he replied after bit letting your whole rant sink into his brain, weaving its way through the alcohol that was clouding it.

“Because JJ! Even saying that out loud I sound fucking crazy, like I’m in a deep pit of denial. The thing is I’m far from denial. Yes I know there is a massive fucking fat chance that they are dead and have been food for the sharks” you exclaimed

“Don’t make it worse y/n” JJ shook his head not very happy with your choice of words

“Okay yeah sorry bad wording. Im sorry” you lowered your head in sorrow wanting to slap yourself in the face for trying to make jokes out of trauma.

“So its not that I don’t care J, trust me I do care. But John B and Sarah are not physically here with us and I cant physically care for them right now. But when we see them can do that”

“Y/n -“ JJ tried to get a word in but you hadn’t finished

“Don’t JJ. We will see them again” you put an emphasis on ‘will’ “I trust my gut and even you know that when I get a gut feeling that it’s always been right. Correct?”

“Yes but -“ he tried to get another word in but you needed him to listen.

“JJ I care about you. I care about Kiara and Pope. You guys are physically here for me to care for. The thing is I haven’t spoken to Kie since she’s with Pope half the time and I have spoken to Pope since he’s with Kid half the time and you? I can’t speak to you because your too far gone in beers to for me to even get a coherent conversation in” This was such an over due conversation to be had, you were now on the verge of hyperventilating. You needed JJ to hear this. Fully sober would have been better but half sober is the best you’re gonna get.

“JJ I understand if that’s how you’re going to deal with all of this but you can’t throw yourself completely away. We need you. I need you JJ. I can’t have you going off the deep end and then we loose you too. You need to be here for when we get John B back. He will need you for when he’s back”. The water works that you had been holding back had finally been released and trust it to be in front of JJ. He was your fucking rock, you couldn’t loose him. No way that would be your last day on earth if that were to happen.

“I-. Im sorry. I’m just so fucking lost y/n. I don’t know what the fuck to do. You’re always at work and Kie and Pope are god knows where. I just want this to go away so fucking bad. All this pain, I feel like I have no one” JJ was now crying to and gripping your waist as is you could float away into the air

“I know JJ, but you have us you have always had us. But you have to be so stubborn sometimes that you won’t let us in and help, you won’t let me in a help you” you had JJ’s face in your hands making him look at you so he knew you meant every single word. “I’m so sorry if you didn’t think I cared and I wasn’t there to help you, I just deal with this shit in a different way. Just like every single other person. We all heal differently and that’s okay. It dosent mean we care less. It doesn’t mean I care less”

Now there you and JJ stand on the dock leading off the chateau both in each others embrace purging the pain that’s both been locked up inside you for so long. The past you and JJ had people really didn’t tend to understand but neither did you. But you would always find your way back to each other at the end of the day. Despite the fights you had in the past and the days you would be at each others throats screaming at each other to the days you would be secretly stealing a glance at him because you just couldn’t help yourself.

You would always be there to help him take the pain away and he was always be there to do the same for you.

[catxsnow]

hi! hope youre having a good day 😃 i was wondering if you could do YJ wally for the fluff alphabet? if you cant i totally understand. thank you either way. BTW i love your stuff

I was having a good day yesterday when you sent this I hope you did too! Thank you for liking my writing and taking the time to read it! Here’s YJ Wally fluff Alphabet: 

A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?)

Wally is an ass man. You can't change my mind.

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?)

Y.E.S. Wally cannot wait to see you deal with a little speedster toddler. He can't wait to for his kid to grow up enough to run with him but he never wants to see your kid grow up in the hero life. Wally wanted out at a young age for a reason, he's not about to let his twelve year old run off and save the world.

C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?)

Wally loves to lay on you. His favourite is with his head on your chest and your arms wrapped around him while your legs are tangled together. He loves to hear your heart race as you lay together. Also loves to lay on your legs when you're sitting on the couch. D = Dates (What are dates with them like?)

anything with food. You once took him on a date that didn't involve getting food at all and you thought he would combust by the end of it.

E = Everything (You are my ____ (e.g. my life, my world...))

You are my lightning rod (Barry told him that was what he called Iris and he thought it was stupid at first until it grew on him). F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?)

Wally believes in love at first sight and he knew it was true when he saw you. G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?)

To a degree. Wally is gentle with you when he needs to be. When he sees you upset or doubtful he knows that he needs to go to you with soft words and caution. However, when the two of you were in a good mood, he's ridiculous around you. Wally will haul you over his shoulder and WWE body slam you into his bed. He's not afraid to snatch you while he's speeding around and give you the worst whip lash of your life, either.

H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?)

Wally can't stay still for very long. He switches between hand holds constantly. His favourite is when you draw into his wrist with the pad of your thumb to keep him calm. I = Impression (What was their first impression?)

total babe. The first thing Wally sees in some is their looks and you were a total smoke show. However, when he learned more about you? Wally knew that you were his soulmate. J = Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)

Insanely. Wally knows that you would never give him a reason to be jealous, but it's the other people that he's worried about. Especially when you're on a mission and some civilian runs up to you to try and sweet talk you. Wally's signature move is super speeding you away as soon as someone tries to flirt with you. K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?)

You were the first to kiss him and he was a little offended that he wasn't the first one to pull a move. Wally is always known for his speed but when it comes to kissing you, he loves to drag out every second. He savors the lingering kisses and is never to fast when it comes to you. L = Love (Who says 'I love you' first?)

He does. Wally's a total simp for you. To be honest, he didn't even mean to say it. You had brought him a bag of fast food one day and he was like 'thanks babe, I love you'. He freaked out about it but you had only given him a kiss and said it right back M = Memory (What's their favourite memory together?)

There was one mission that the two of you were teamed up together. You saved a lot of lives that day and the pride and joy you felt swelled in your heart. Without thinking you had kissed him in front of all the people you saved and their cheers had brought out an excited side of wally that you had never seen. N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?)

Wally is a flower man. He loves to buy you flowers at every chance he gets. Otherwise, he doesn't really go overboard in the gifts. He will however, buy you something if you ask him to - even if he's a little tight on money (but you never really ask him anything extraordinary) O = Orange (What colour reminds them of their other half?)

Whenever he sees the color of your supersuit he thinks about you. When it's a super common color he pretty much just thinks of you constantly P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?)

Exclusively babe. or when he wants to bother you he calls you hotcheeks. Q = Quaint (What is their favourite non-modern thing?)

Wally doesn't know non-modern. He doesn't like old school so he doesn't have a favourite non-modern thing. R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)

He loves baking with you. 99% of the time you always double the recipe because he eats half the dough or batter of whatever you're making before you get to put it in the oven. There was one one time that you guys had a food fight and M'gann gave you one hell of a lecture for it afterwards. S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?)

Wally runs when he needs to clear his head. It's the thing he's best at and he knows that Barry did it too. However, when that's not enough, he finds himself in your room asking if you would go on a walk with him. He can't stay still when he's upset. T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?)

Everything. When Wally gets excited he starts speed talking and you can't understand a single word coming out of his mouth. However, you always just end up nodding along and agree with what he's saying. U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)

Running. He's a speedster, it's what he does. V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?)

He loves to show off all his mission memorabilia that he gets. Everything brings a unique memory and meaning and he's proud to show off just how much he helps the world. W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?)

Wally spontaneously runs you both to the most exotic beach he could find. He proposes to you at sunset with far too many roses because he's always been the cheesiest guy you've known and he's not about to stop now. X = Xylophone (What's their song?)

Good news by Mac Miller Y = Yes (Do they ever think of getting married/proposing?)

Yes, but he wants to graduate college first and get your lives established. Wally loves you and that's all that matters. Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?)

Wally would buy the whole Zoo if he could. He settles on a pitbull instead.

[that-terrible-writer]

Everybody Knows

Back again after a long break. I will be getting more into writing as the creative juices are flowing slowly but more and more. I’m sorry to the others that it’s another update on this story. I just get more ideas with this one. You can help me by voting here and I will try and focus more on those stories that you want!

https://linkto.run/p/C5R9E76Q

I have been editing this one for almost 2 weeks. I’m hoping I’m not out of touch or that it is lackluster and is the weakest chapter. Look, it’s been a while and that’s a hit on me. This part is also shy of 70 words to make it 5k, so be in for the long run.

Also, thank you so much for all your sweet messages. They mean everything to me.

Ray Palmer x Reader

Part 6

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“please continue this.. omg I love it ❤❤❤”

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Warning: Poor Ray.

Team Flash surrounded their control room, having been in a predicament with their latest problem: Savitar. Barry shook his head, growing more annoyed each second knowing that Savitar was still out still knowing that he wasn't able to beat him. Barry turned his head to look at his best friend, hoping for good news, "Any luck with creating a weapon against him?" Barry asked.

Cisco sighed, shaking his head, "We're down an engineer, so brainstorming has returned to the same old arguing I have with Wells." The team looked over to see Harry sitting, biting his thumb while he looked at the hallway entrance, "Dude, chill out. She's going to come back." Harry huffed, a sarcastic smirk tugging on the inner corner of his lip.

"Please, Ramon, I don't need your pity," Harry grumbled. He placed down his hand to push himself off the seat to join his team. "She's with her ex―whatever you want to call it―but whatever you call it, it's something to worry about." Harry was someone to avoid while you went with the Legends. His mood swings took a toll on Cisco, making it unbearable to work with while the others were out looking for possible clues. Being difficult solving equations with, throwing tools against the wall as he found some of your things lying around the lab; Harry's emotions were out of line, and he felt hopeless not being able to control himself.

He was on edge just thinking about you being alone with Palmer. His imagination went wild: you holding hands with Ray, changing it to a simple kiss but then it would finally lead Harry thinking you were doing more than the simple act of hand-holding.

The alarms were triggered, having the monitor light up with the Legends appearing on the screen proceeding down the long hallway of STAR Labs. Iris went to the computer to shut off the alarms, informing Barry and the others, "It's the Legends." Iris said with a breath of relief. Harry's ears perked up when hearing it was them. Knowing that you returned would set his mind at some ease, "Odd, Y/N isn't with them." Before Team Flash could see what Iris was looking at, they were greeted by the Legends, who stood in the entrance of the control room.

"Hey, we were just talking about you guys―" Barry's exchange of words were cut short by Ray's fist meeting his cheek. Barry stumbled a few steps back, hand to his cheek, looking surprised at the sudden action coming from Ray. Ray wasn't a man of violence. He was never one to initiate a fight, only to defend. Barry, quick with his speed, moved away from another punch by Ray, heading to the back of the room; a couple of yards away from the Atom.

"Whoa, Ray coming in with the punches," Cisco mocked. Cisco immediately regretted his comment when the other members of the Legends gave him servals glares. Cisco raised his hands in defeat, trying to lighten the mood with another remark, "Relaxed, it's not like anyone died or anything."

"You should shut up now," Rory grumbled, puffing out his chest while his hand regripped his gun on his holster. Cisco backed away to stand in the background while Ray continued to stare down at the beloved hero.

"Ray, what's your problem?" Barry asked. Barry noticed something in Palmer's hand, looking back at Ray, "Where's Y/N?"

"She's in med bay with Gideon," Sara clarified for Ray, "She's currently in a coma, and we don't know if she'll wake up or not." Harry bolted out the door hearing the news, racing over to join you. Ray took in a deep breath, shutting his eyes to calm himself down. Harry had a right to be there next to you. He was your boyfriend, not him―not in this timeline. Shutting his eyes just made him picture your face, moments that made him smile, moments that made his heart ached for you; he had to open them for if he continued to imagine your face, Ray wouldn't know if he would be able to hold back his tears.

Ray threw the pregnancy test in Barry's direction, having him take a look for himself. Barry's heart sank, instantly knowing what Ray was feeling. Barry's eyes shot straight back to Ray's, "Ray―I don't," Barry fumbled over his words. Nothing he would say would make this right. Iris, Wally, Cisco, and Caitlyn came over to see what Barry had in his hands, once they saw the test, they turned away. Their hearts ached for the Atom.

"You didn't think at all," Ray spat, his hands balling into a fist once more, "You only cared about what you wanted. You wanted your parents alive. You saw nothing wrong with changing the timeline, not once thinking about others and how it would affect on them!" Ray's voice shook the room, his team trying their best to stay strong for him but their feelings were coming up; they lost a teammate, a close friend, having no idea how to fix it.

"I went back though! I made sure everything was exactly how it went―" Barry tried to explain his actions; Ray Palmer wasn't having any of it.

"As a protector of time, you cannot touch what has already done! It's the simple butterfly effect, Allen! Everything may have been exact for you on that day you decided to change anything back; it's as little as Iris taking an extra step that day to change everything! You don't mess with time!"

Caitlyn made the mistake of trying to intervene the argument, "Ray if you calm down and let me have a look at Y/N; we can figure out how to wake her up."

Jackson couldn't help but laugh at Caitlyn's suggesting. He crossed his arms, switching his weight to his other leg, "Please, don't tell my man to calm down." Jackson's sharp tone towards Caitlyn took her by surprise. "You think you're the only scientist in this room? We have a ship from the damn future that doesn't even know how to wake her up. What makes you think you can?"

"Ray has every right to be angry," Nate defended his best friend, "He lost the love of his life and just learned he also lost his child too. There's nothing you can do to make it better, nothing you can say to make it right."

"Ms. Y/L/N's body is having an internal battle with itself. Trying to figure out which timeline is correct, which memories are the original; who the real Y/N is. If she ever wakes up is completely up to her, Gideon is trying her best with Ms. Y/L/N's current state, but until we get an update, there is not one thing any of us can do for her." Dr. Stein explained to Dr. Snow.

Ray's rage was reaching to another boiling point, the type of wrath where he didn't even want to exchange looks with Allen. He turned on his heel, pushing back his teammates to move past them, leaving the room to have some time to cool down. He wandered down the hallway, entering the defense room; seeing all the gadgets laid out, a board filled with failed ideas and tools untouched. A blue book on one of the tables caught Ray's attention, picking it up, seeing the lightly yellow-colored cat was a book he knew all too well.

"That's Y/N," Ray heard, turning to see Cisco entering the room. He pointed at the book which was in Ray's hand, "She was learning about it, hoping to have a better understanding so she could apply it towards any future weapons we had to create."

The Waverider was quiet for once. The Legends had just defeated Savage and were able to find a little time to relax before Rip found another mission. Ray was strolling through the hall, passing the engine room to hear you cursing to yourself. He took a few steps back, watching you stare up to a panel far out of your line of reach, "Fucking spaceship from the future. Doesn't have a goddamn ladder." You muttered.

"Everything ok, Y/N?" Ray called out, startling you. You turned to see the tall man walking into the room to look up to see cut wires hanging out of the wall. You became flustered, trying to compose yourself and not say anything dumb in front of Ray. You admired Ray's intelligence, wanting to have an actual conversation with him but you always felt intimidated. You looked back at your current situation.

"I have to solders those wires up there, but it's too high for me." You complained, wiping your forehead from the sweat you were building. Ray looked down at you, looking off to the side before he suggested, "I can hold you up while you worked on them."

Your eyebrows rose, having a smile appear across your face, "You serious? That would help me so much, Palmer!" You exclaimed. You went to clutch your soldering iron and googles. Ray watched you as you placed the goggles over your head to fit perfectly around your eyes. He noticed how much he was studying you: your lashes, the way your eyes moved, your smile, even the little creases that appeared around the corners of your mouth. When you turned to look at Ray, he had to shake himself out of thought, to not make it clear that he felt something for you.

Ray bent down, going between your legs to have your weight supported by his shoulders. He stood straight, hearing you laugh a little by his action; he had to regrip his hands on your calves to control his argue to tell you the five words he wanted to say. You began to solder the wires, paying close attention to your craft. While you worked quietly, Ray's attention went over to the bench to see a blue book resting, "Whose 'Introduction to Quantum Mechanics' is that?" Ray carelessly asked.

Your eyes widen at his question; your body jumped slightly causing you to miss the correct wire and created a spark. You wiggled, losing your balance, Ray tried to keep his balance with you and not having you fall or get injured by your hot iron. He let you down, allowing you to place down your dangerous tool. Ray watched you, finally figured it out, "That's your book?"

You took off your gloves, lifting your goggles, avoiding eye contact with Ray, "Uh―y-yeah," Your voice went high, showing your nerves, "Don't be too impressed, it's like reading it in Latin; I understand nothing."

"Why are you reading it then?" Ray pressed.

"To talk to you?" You honestly answered. Ray could feel the butterflies forming after you said that. Your eyes were finally looking at him, embarrassed on the whole encounter, Ray seeing a hint of pink on your cheeks; Ray tried his best to hide his excitement. "I feel guilty when we talk. I have this feeling you have to talk dumb to me because I don't understand what you're saying most of the time."

"I'm not talking dumb to you!" Ray quickly corrected you, a little too fast. You pressed your eyebrows together, shocked at his response. You were fiddling with your gloves to calm your nerves. You felt hesitant to admit to Ray what you felt. He got along with everyone on the team, everyone but you. He was able to carry conversations of science with Dr. Stein; he was able to even converse with Rip about time and space and to even talking to Rory about improving his weapon. When it came to you, you talked about the small things: books, music, dreams, right down to food. Ray would even try and talk about sports with you. You didn't know if it was because you two came from entirely different backgrounds. It made you question your brains, and you wanted to put some effort into the friendship.

"You're not?" Your voice went monotone, sticking out your hand in response as you didn't believe him.

"No," He swore to you, "I don't want to talk about science all the time. I like our talks." You noticed a trace of color rising to his cheeks. His body language had changed drastically; his hands were behind his back, his eye contact moved to his feet where he watched his heel move some side to side. "We talk about anything; it's a nice break. I feel like I can talk to you about everything."

You had to turn around, pretending to be wiping your goggles with your shirt. Ray's words had an effect on you that you weren't expecting. Your face felt warm, your fingers couldn't stop fidgeting, and you felt your heart in the back of your throat. Ray looked up to see your back towards him. He looked at the book once more, gripping on it tighter to build up the courage he needed, "I can make it easier for you to understand." Ray offered. You turned on your heels, cocking your head to the side, laughing a little.

"Ray, it's like teaching a fish how to jump. It's pointless." You brushed off. You walked past him to pick up your soldering iron to check if you had damaged it.

"It's not," Ray disputed, shaking the book lightly to grab your attention once more. His voice was still soft towards you, not raising it even though he differed with you. Your eyes flicked up to stare at him, "If you want to understand  this book, I can help you."

"Ray," You groaned, placing down your tool to rest your hands on your hip. You shrugged your shoulders while being baffled by his counter-argument, "Let's face it, I'm not the smartest person in the world. I barely graduated high school and what was my first job with that education? I became a mechanic because it was the only thing that would take my dumbass. You're sweet to offer, but it would be a waste of your time."

"How can you talk about yourself like that?" Ray responded. His tone shocked you. He was offended. When you stared at him, you could see the disappointment in his eyes while he stared at you, "I never thought of you as dumb. I honestly think you could learn this and apply it to the Waverider. You may not see it, Y/N, but you adapt well. You understand things quickly, and you utilize what you learn from Rip."

There was quietness between the two of you. You grew bashful, also embarrassed, turning away from Ray once more. Ray thought he had insulted you. He didn't like that you weren't acting like yourself. "It's not wrong of you to want to learn," Ray said softly. You bit your bottom lips, taking in a deep breath, spinning on your heel to look back at him.

"If I say yes, will you shut up?" You proposed. Ray pressed his lips together, turning into a smile as you finally admitted his help. You playfully pushed Ray, pulling down your goggles to your eyes, "Alright then, now that you confessed your eternal love of learning; you could be helpful and get me back up there to finish the repairs."

Ray snapped out of his memory, hearing Nate's voice calling out to him, "Ray, what up?" Nate questioned. Ray turned to Nate, displaying the book before him.

"Y/N was reading this in our timeline," Ray informed him. Cisco peeped over to Nate while Ray explained, "Y/N was trying to find a way to talk to me when we first joined the Legends. I offered to help her understand it."

"Wait," Cisco interrupted, shaking his hand towards Ray, "You're saying that your Y/N and Team Flash's Y/N had something in common?" Ray grew dumbfounded, pressing his eyebrows together to try and understand where Cisco was piecing together. Cisco attention switched from Ray to Nate then back to Ray, "You don't see it? If Y/N had something in common with her original self, then there may be other things in common with both timelines. That subconsciously she's was the same person even though her timeline changed."

Ray regripped the writing, his breath picked up, staring at Cisco more intensely, "How can we figure out what else she may have in common?" Ray pressed, taking a step closer to Cisco.

"Yeah, is her locker filled with photos? Books? Her diary?" Nate submitted. Cisco grew irritated by Heywood's suggestions, shaking them off.

"No. Y/N gave me a key to her place a while ago to take care of things whenever she went on vacation. We can go and have Ray take a look and see if there's anything else that Y/N had in common with her original self." Cisco explained.

"Let's go," Ray was quick to move forward with Cisco's plan. He was expecting Nate to interject. He turned to look at his best friend, who placed his hand on his shoulder.

"If it helps Y/N, let's go," Nate chimed.

The three arrived at your apartment, not alerting the others. Cisco didn't want one of them to talk them out of going: mostly Harry. Ray began to ruffle through your things, making sure he wasn't careless, he put the item back neatly.

"What exactly are we looking for?" Nate whined, picking up a vase to examine it.

"Anything." Cisco flatly said, "If something as simple as a book has a connection, anything can be one: movies, music, even a dish." Nate narrowed his eyes towards Cisco, "Yes, even a dish." Cisco insisted once more. Ray dug through your bookshelf, to see if you had any more books based on science; books that he went through with you.

"Hey, didn't you take Y/N on a date to go watch Beethoven play?" Nate questioned Ray. Ray directed his attention to Nate, who stood by your records collection, pulling out 'Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata' record. Ray walked over to Nate, Cisco trailing behind, to examine the piece of music. Ray took it in hands; his breath hitched in the back of his throat.

"Y/N always had weird taste in music. She will listen to anything. She would always give it a shot; when she works in the lab, she has to have classical music playing in the background preferably Beethoven." Cisco revealed.

"He's her favorite composer," Ray confessed, "She said that his music calmed her and helped her concentrate."

When Ray officially asked you out on a date, he knew where to take you and more importantly: when. You couldn't help but smile and laugh, having Ray's hands cover your eyes. "Ray, this isn't normal!" You giggled, "Just tell me where we're going already!" Ray bent down to get close to your ear, causing your heart to jump. You felt your heart beat against your chest, biting your lower lip to control your emotions, you listened to Ray carefully.

For your first date, Ray gifted you with a beautiful dress to fit perfectly in the 1800's. The dress hugged around under the bust, flowy and comfortable to move in. You were quite pleased that Ray didn't choose an era and area where corsets weren't fashionable.

"Just a little further," He whispered, his warm breath tickling your ear. You stopped moving, finally having the light return to your eyes while Ray removed his hands from your face. You stood in front of a theatre, having people around you excited to go in and there was a name that caught your attention that was on everyone's lips around you.

You spun around, your eyes lighting up, grabbing ahold of Ray's tux, "Beethoven?" You beamed, "You're taking me to see Beethoven play?" Ray nodded, he enjoyed watching your reaction; the reaction he hoped to get from you. He would walk by wherever you were working on the ship and would always hear classical music playing. After getting help from Gideon to figure out who it was that you regularly played; that's when he had the perfect date brew.

Ray bent his arm, leaning down a little to have you wrap your hands around it while the two of you went in to enjoy a night of soothing music.

That entire night, Ray didn't pay attention to the beloved composer. Ray's eyes were glued onto you, watching your excitement throughout the night. When Beethoven's fingers picked up the pace during the Moonlight Sonata, he felt you squeeze his arm in excitement. Your smile never left your face. You beamed at Ray, clutching his arm a little bit more. He knew you perfectly. He did his research and wanted to make the night perfect. You deserved a night dedicated to you, and your heart felt full.

When you were getting ready for the date, you felt uneasy. Still not buying in with Ray's whole soulmates ordeal. When you stared into his eyes that night, your heart filled with love for him at that moment. It must have been what Ray felt for you when he first knew you were the one and it was.

After the concert, you were walking back to the ship still amped on the music, "Did you watch his fingers on Moonlight? It was unbelievable!" You shouted, spinning in the alley. Your smile increased when your eyes landed back onto Ray, "I don't know how any first date is going to beat yours." You complimented him.

Ray's heart sank. You were already thinking about future first dates. With other people that weren't him. Did he do something wrong? Was he reading everything wrong? You couldn't help but chuckle. You saw how Ray was calculating the night and your exchange of words. You watched him overthink and worrying, finding it amusing. You grabbed his hand, stopping in the middle of the street. You pulled your body close to his, chest to chest while staring up at him, "You should see the look on your face right now." You quipped. Your smile was growing wider.

"What?" Ray gulped, confused. You looked down at his hands, both in your, interlacing your fingers with his.

"I don't want any more first dates." You confessed, pressing your lips closed, "I want to give this a shot, Palmer. Your whole theory on soulmates, I want to see if you're right on this. If you're not, I mean this discredits you as a scientist. I'll make sure they take all your PhDs―"

Ray let go of your hands, only to place both of his on your cheeks to lay a kiss on your lips. The kisses became passionate each ending with a smile. One after another, each one had that spark. Ray pulled away, resting his forehead on yours, finally returning a smile to you, "Good. I don't want anyone else." He declared, returning his lips to yours.

Cisco was slapping Ray's chest, due to his excitement about his hypothesis, "This is awesome! There must be other things that have a connection to both timelines!" Cisco was more than pumped to go through your things. Ray placed the record near the door while continuing to go through your apartment.

"What are you getting out of this, Cisco?" Nate asked. Cisco stopped rifling through the drawers to bring his attention to the steel man, "If Y/N comes back to the Legends, you lose an engineer."

Cisco glanced over at Ray, who didn't even bother to turn his attention to the two talking, "Because if I were in Ray's shoes, I would do anything to bring back the one that I love." Cisco confessed, continuing his search for clues. "Now, we need to bring that record with us because sometimes coma patients hear a familiar sound can help bring them out of that state. Which version of Y/N we get out of that, it's a gamble."

Ray saw a binder on the lower shelf, pulling it out, the cover decorated with a picture of Team Flash. On the cover had a photo of everyone gathered by the controls: Joe, Cisco, Caitlyn, Barry, Iris, Harry and you. Your arms around Harry's waist, smiling brightly into the camera while Harry's hand pulled you close by gripping your shoulder. Ray's thumb brushed over your image before he placed the binder back into the shelf. It wasn't as soft as Ray imagined. The binder hit the back of the bookcase, making a loud noise that alerted the two.

"Found something, Ray?" Nate questioned. Ray remained silent, pushing on his legs to stand himself upright. Ray walked away from his discovery to look somewhere else in your apartment. Nate observed Ray entering another room before digging at the bookcase. Nate pulled out the same binder to see the image that upset Palmer. Nate took the time to flip through the binder, finding out it was a scrapbook; with newspaper clippings about the Flash, inventions that you worked on with Cisco, candid photos of everyone working.

"Y/N was into scrapbooking," Cisco informed the Legend. "She wanted to document everything that would happen with us. Telling us it's for the future, to look back at all the fun times we had."

Ray eavesdropped in on Cisco's and Nate's conversation while he was in your bedroom, shutting his eyes to fight the tears that wanted to fall.

"You finished another book?" Ray asked you, amazed, watching you work on your new scrapbook in bed. You glued a photo into the book, pressing down for it to hug the paper while trying to figure out which stickers would work best for it.

"When you travel to so many places of time, it takes up a lot of books," You smiled, looking up at Ray. You sat in bed with him, leaning onto his arm while he was working on some equations to upgrade the Atom suit. "I want to remember everything. Even though we're fighting evil most of the time, I seriously feel like it's always Darhk, I want to remember one good thing from the mission at least."

"They're mostly photos of us in our outfits," Ray caught, a smile spreading on his lips.

"That's my one good thing," You declared. You got red-faced, turning back to your side project. You felt your chin pulled, having your attention return back to Ray's. Ray gave you a loving kiss, lowering you entirely on the bed. He picked up your book to place it on the nightstand while his notes fell off the bed. Making sure you knew that he felt the same way.

Ray snapped out of it, having Heywood yelling at him. "Ray!" Nate shouted, slapping Ray on the arm once more. Ray looked over his shoulder to make contact, "We're heading back. Get the record." Nate reported. Ray was walking out of the room until Nate grabbed his arm. "I saw the photo."

"And?" Ray weakly let out. Nate took in a deep breath, his grip relaxing on Ray.

"Either outcome that happens, I need to know you're going to be ok." Nate concernedly said.

"What if I said that I wouldn't be." Ray honestly answered, "What if she goes back to Team Flash, back to Wells, what if I'm not so certain that I'll be alright?"

"Because she's happy," Nate brutally stated. Ray shook his arm away, leaving the bedroom but Nate was quick to follow. Ray shook his head, not wanting to hear those words, "Either way, Y/N is happy. She was happy being a Legend, but it seems like she's happy being on Team Flash. Ray, I'm sorry. I know this isn't what you want to hear―"

"Then why say it?" Ray shouted, turning to look at Nate. Ray's face was red in anger but what shocked Nate was finally seeing the tears fall. "If you knew this isn't what I wanted to hear, then why say it?"

"Because you need to be ready if she goes back to Team Flash!" Nate yelled, "We all want her back, not just you! She was our friend, our teammate! I see how happy she is with Team Flash! If she wasn't then yeah, by all means, let's talk her into joining us but she's happy, and I'm glad that she is." Ray rubbed his tears away, forcefully pulling the record off the couch to head over to Cisco.

Cisco didn't bother to speak. He breached back to the med bay, having the Legends walk in before him. Both teams filled the med bay. Ray gazed over to see Harry by your side, his hand in yours while you slept. "Where have you been?" Sara sought, crossing her arms while she looked at her teammates. Ray waved the recorded in her face.

"We found something Y/N has in common with both timelines." Ray flatly said.

"That's wonderful!" Martin celebrated, "Playing something familiar to both sides of Y/N can give us a better chance of waking her up." Ray shoved the record on to Dr. Stein's chest, shoving his way out of the room.

"Don't," Nate directed his team, shaking his head. Everyone's eyes laid on him and Cisco, Nate reaffirmed, "Just don't." The room fell in silence until Dr. Stein placed the needle on the record to play 'Moonlight Sonata'. The music filled the room, trailing into the halls of the Waverider softly; Ray sat on the cold floors of the ship, his back pressed to the wall, finally letting his pain out. He feared about you, not only about your health but feeling you slipping through his fingers and his future.

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I Will Save Mom - Barry Allen/The Flash x Daughter Reader (Part 6 FINAL)

Summary: Your mother is saved, and Savatair has been defeated...but the Speed Force will still need a speedster to keep the world stable...making up a hard choice you decided you go in. But you knew you’d see your parents again for it will be you who is born into a new future. But you’d still be their daughter no matter what.

Note: (m/n) is the name of your boyfriend in the story that was slightly mentioned before.

Future Barry still was there holding your hand you still were not awake just yet, hearing footsteps he looked behind him and saw Iris. Standing up waves of emotions came through him just seeing her there alive and well made his chest swell with so much happiness.

"Iris..." Future Barry whispered. "So you turn out like this?" Iris asked. "Your death killed most of us, and I made a huge mistake with pushing (y/n) away." Future Barry frowned. "She kept her promise though, she saved me." Iris smiled. "She sure did..." Future Barry laughed a bit.

Silence was before them for a while, future Barry knew that since the future changed this would alter their time line. So since Iris was alive in this time line still that either memories will invade their minds and hearts or him and you would dissapear from this time line and a new future will be written for the three of you.

"Once the time paradox catches up...Savatair will not live and (y/n) and I will be back in our time line..." Future Barry explained. "With me there, because Barry...you know I'm pregnant with (y/n) right now." Iris smiled. "Yeah I remember, (y/n) can finally get the life she deserves. And the Barry of this time line can give you the future we talked about." Future Barry smiled.

Their conversation was broken when things turned for the worst, Savatair knew his end was coming near and he needed to find a way to become immortal.

Killer Frost was helping him with his mission but it ended up that Cisco tricked him into the whole thing and Jay Garick was free from the Speed Force.

The fight to defeat Savatair had began, it was Barry, Wally, Jipsy, Cisco and now Caitlin who returned from her Killer Frost time. They all worked together to defeat him, when they did they didn't expect to have him attack Barry but it didn't really work when Iris shot Savatair which in the end saved Barry.

"Look at that....I saved you this time." Iris smiled. "You sure did." Barry smiled hugging her.

**Time Skip**

You had awoken and began to talk with your father before stepping out of S.T.A.R Labs, everyone thought they were safe and things were finished but it turns out the Speed Force needed another speedster to make things calm. Lighting stroked everywhere within the city, Barry knew what he had to do...he had to run into it or run into the speed force to make things stable for this place or the world might just get destroyed.

A breech opened and someone stepped out, a man with (h/c) and (e/c), it was your boyfriend the man you fell in love with as a kid. (m/n).

"Who's that?" Joe asked. "That's my boyfriend, (m/n)." You replied. "No...no I you can't do this." Future Barry said. "Dad I'll be born again either way, mom is safe....the me living now wont be hurting forever. You have a chance to be happy once more and it might be a while before I'm reborn but I'll always be your daughter." You smiled. "She has to come with me, I'll make her happy this time I swear...I did promise her to return for her." (m/n) said. "Yeah but you died in our time line, you cant' just...." Future Barry didn't finish. "My promise and love for her helped my soul return. I'm still the man she fell in love with. And I will always follow her to where she needs to go..." (m/n) replied with.

Iris shook her head and held you back, even if you were to be reborn to her she knew you wouldn't remember this. But you just smiled at her and held her hand, you were just like your father. Wanting to save others with the powers you had. "What about your future?" Iris asked. "I'll still have one, because I'll have you and dad guiding me to the right path. And who knows I'll maybe one day fall in love in that life as well." You smiled. "Your just like your father..." Iris smiled teary. "I'm like the both of you." You smiled, whiping the tear that fell from her eye away. Hugging each and everyone of them who were your family no matter the time line you walked up to your father from your time line.

"Be happy with mom, and now that she lives we will have a future with her...so treat us with love and care like I know you will...I won't remember anything but I will become a good hero again someday...goodbye dad.." You smiled hugging him.

Not liking this but accepting it Future Barry hugged you before letting go, his tears never stopped rolling down his cheeks, in fact everyone was crying because within the time that you came to the past they all formed a bond with you.

"Never forget everyone, the bonds I created with you here in this time line won't be broken. I might not remember what happens when I come back in this time line but I know that things wont be different. Or bonds and relationships won't unravel they will stay strong." You said.

Smiling at everyone you walked over to (m/n) and held his hand, smiling at one another you both walked into the breach that would take the two of you into the speed force and you'll both would forever spend your days there together. Not in hell but in a different time of your lives.

Even if you were to be soon reborn the you in the speed force would forever be a different type of you, just the you that knew more about your powers and more about what you could do with them.

'I leave the rest to you mom...dad. It's up to you now to keep the world safe until I am reborn...have a happy future together. It won't be to long before I am born to you once more but this time it will be together as a family...the three of us like it should always be.' You thought.

**Many Years Later**

Barry and Iris were now married, you were of course reborn to them again but right now you were only a four year old and haven't gotten your speed just as of yet. Your parents didn't forget what had happened four years ago but they were still happy you were born to them once more.

Now they had a bright future and now they could give you the future you deserved.

"She was right, she did come back to us." Iris said, holding your sleeping form in her arms. "She might not know it yet, but she'll be an amazing hero in the future." Barry smiled. "Yeah she sure will, thank you Barry...for giving me a daughter." Iris said. "I should be thanking you for this." Barry laughed.

Smiling the Allen couple kissed but pulled away when the four year old you whined as you woke up.

"Sorry sweetie did daddy and I wake you up?" Iris asked. "No mommy..." You yawned. "Looks like someone finally woken up from her nap, ready to go to the park?" Barry grinned. "Yeah! Can we also ask Grandpa and Uncle Wally to come?" You smiled. "I don't see why not." Iris giggled. "Yay!" You cheered.

Iris and Barry smiled and hugged you, you giggled and hugged them back. Placing you on your feet you ran to where your shoes were. Barry was on the phone with your grandpa and uncle. Even though the future changed for the better for the Allen family they knew that one day you'd become a hero yourself.

(Y/N) West-Allen, would someday be known as....

(H/N)

The daughter of The Flash.

But most of all you'd be your parents hero all because you from another time line before came to the past and saved your mother which gave you and Barry a life chance with Iris West-Allen.

You'd forever be their hero.

||A/N: And the mini series comes to and end!! Ahh this is my first small series to be honest so I hope you liked it!! I felt like writing this part since it seemed like only fair to end it considering the title does say ‘I Will Save Mom’. And reader-chan did for sure!! So I hope you liked it and thanks for those who followed this series!!||

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Here we go again! N, Wally, and Ilima first date and proposal headcanons?

HESUS IM SO SORRY HUN

it gonna look super messy bc im out and i cant use my laptop now but here it is!

wally’s first date

what is a date

“GALLADE DO I GET S/O ROSES SJJDSNDHKDGaje HElP”

gallade has to pick him up and carry him the house

“I CAMTE DU DIS GALLADE HSJEJSKYAL”

poor boy would arrive so early 

“oh… you’re y/n?…. you’re…you’re so pretty, i MeAN Uh NoTHinG”

may actually dig a hole in the restaurant

wallys proposal 

lol is this real life

“h-eyy, uhhh-y/n i uh re-really enjoyed th-the past two-two years with you and likei wan-want to-uh thank you for deal-dealing with me and tak-taking care of me and WILLYOUMARRYME”

it would be like cliche af

which in turn means that he’ll bring you to the same restaurant he dug a hole in

“rea-really? oh gosh’

how cute he is

hehehe bonus bc i love wally

wally finds out you’re pregnant

oh dear

get a straight jacket bc he’ll be so excited he’ll break things

purely on accident though

“OH MY GOD, REALLY” *smacks a vase* “OH OUCH”

would cuddle and talk abour baby names

“awe i cant wait!”

“gardevior and gallade are gonna be pratically aunts and uncles now!!”

i wanna hug him:’))))

N’s first date

worse than wally 

poor boy doesnt even know the anatomy of a female does he look like he knows what to do on a date

answer is no

would simply go for a walk through pinwheel forest

if you touch his hand

oh

god

he loses his shit

he would be so shy omg 

“awe look y/n, a petilil!!”

N’s proposal

hot mess

clammy hands

armpit stains

“oh god what of y/n says no?”

“oh god i need a plan B”

“if y/n says no, what can i do?”

“oh god, oh god, oh god here he/she comes”

would def make a long ass speech about how much he loves you

if you say yes, he may actually faint

poor kid hug him ok

ilimas first date

gentleman in the dictionary should have a pic of him

hes pretty well off, so he will bring you to super exquisite restaurant 

would pull your chair out for you

“can i hold your hand?”

a walk through melemele meadow after dinner

hes so sO SO sweet tf he might as well have a jolly nature

will end with a good ol kiss on the cheeks

ilimas proposal

hes so chill????

prob cause he planned 6 months ahead

he would propose when he thinks is right

like if you were cuddling with him on the couch in silence, he would totally ask then

“hey y/n, have you ever thought of being married?”

“really, well its now or never”

“y/n would you marry me?”

“great, i’ve planned out the entire wedding already”

GOSH I LOVE ALL 3 BOYS SO MUCH SKXBSJMXJAKX