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God, but my Angel of Music

TITLE: God, but my Angel of Music CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter Two: The Schedule AUTHOR: xllizette ORIGINAL IMAGINE:

Imagine you are at Avengers Tower for business with the avengers and find yourself unable to sleep. You leave your chambers and wonder aimlessly when a beautiful melody attracts your ears. You begin to follow it until you reach a room and find Loki playing a piano graciously and flawlessly.

RATING: PG NOTES/WARNINGS: Mentions New York incident and Loki’s doings that led to New York; Loki is mentioned in this chapter but he doesn’t appear yet, patience my dears; the conversations between the characters since this day will be separate chapters and on the characters’ POV so stay tuned!

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After my time out wondering the area, I came back 30 minutes before dinner so I can check out my room and make sure all my stuff was there. As I’m walking in, Captain Rogers is walking out. I couldn’t believe it. I might as well get used to seeing everyone any time. He didn’t seem to notice me but no big deal. I got on the elevator and took the trip of a lifetime, or that’s what it felt like. Finally, I reached my floor, which by the way was entirely for myself. I enter my room and so far it all looks like it’s here. Wait. My piano. Just great. Tony probably decided to pawn it or donate it or something. Oh well. I might as well just have dinner; it’s not like it was working anyway.

As I’m headed to the dining hall, I can hear them all which will probably be the only time I will hear and see them all together.

“There she is. The girl of the hour,” Tony excitedly says raising a glass to my arrival. All I can afford is a whimper, but of nervousness. Shrugging my shoulders I just wave and take a seat. “Well, as you all know, Y/N will be joining us from now on as your trainee. I know it’s Thursday, but the new schedules you all received will take effect on Monday. So, Y/N enjoy your three day weekend because you’re in for a big surprise.”

“It’s surprising already,” I chuckled along with everyone else.

“Indeed. Which by the way, why did you not tell us you played piano?” Tony sounded almost upset.

“I can see you truly didn’t read my background. I have a Masters of Music degree and I practically had to practice the piano everyday. Where did you place my piano though?”

“Yours wasn’t working so I sent it to get repaired and I’ll be donating it.” I knew it.”But I bought you a new one and it’s in the floor where the library is.”

“Oh you didn’t have to, but thanks.”

“You’re welcome. I’m not going to introduce the team, since you probably already know who they are. Please, let’s eat.”

Natasha wasn’t happy about that and she confronts Tony, “Come on, Tony. She can at least talk a little about herself.”

“It’s okay, really. I’m going to see you all pretty much every week. We will get to know each other better then,” I said with a smile. Nobody argued it and we proceeded to eat.

After dinner I headed to my room to take a warm bath. For some reason I felt truly worn out and I think it was all this overwhelming event. As I’m prepping my bath I hear a knock at my door. I left the water running so I can cut the conversation short since I’m still super nervous. “Coming!”

“Yes?” As I open the door there was nobody there. I checked both sides and nothing but on the floor was an envelope. What is this? It was blank. Going back into my room, walking towards the bathroom, I began opening the envelope and it had one simple question: Would you play us a song?

I wonder who wrote this. I moved on to take my bath with some Beethoven playing in the background. I tried to ignore the letter but I hadn’t introduced myself personally to anybody except Tony, Pepper and Happy, which only Tony was in the room. Ugh, I shouldn’t think about it too much. I finished my bath and just rinsed off for another minute or so. I decided to look at my schedule to see who, when and what time I was training with everyone. And this is what my schedule looked like:

Monday:

9a-12p: Dr. Bruce Banner

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p: Captain Steve Rogers

Tuesday:

9a-12p: Clint Barton

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p: Tony Stark

Wednesday:

9a-12p: Dr. Bruce Banner

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p:Natasha Romanoff

Thursday:

9a-12p: Tony Stark

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p: Clint Barton

Friday:

8a-10a: Tony Stark

10a-12p: Dr. Bruce Banner

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-4p:Clint Barton

4p-6p: Captain Steve Rogers and Natasha Romanoff

I can understand why the schedule this way, but a two hour lunch? I’m not complaining; I just hope I don’t fall asleep! Let’s see now, what should I do in this three day weekend? I can catch a movie tomorrow for sure. Treat myself to a good fancy dinner. Take a walk in a park in the cool breeze. Oh no! I sound so lame. Like the single memes! I need to make friends! Fine I’ll take Saturday to find someone from the team who isn’t busy so I can start getting to know them. Okay, okay. Friday for me. Saturday for them. Sunday for me again. I have to rest up for the following months. I do hope it goes by fast, but I will enjoy every single bit of it.

The next day I woke up, brushed my teeth and headed to the kitchen. I would want to say it was 10am presuming everyone was busy. WRONG.

“Hey, hey, hey. Did you have a fight with your pillow?” Natasha teased. And all I managed was a, “What?” I saw my reflection on the fridge door and yup, I looked like the pillow won.

“I know I said feel comfortable. And if this is your comfort zone, we won’t judge you,” Tony said almost dying of laughter.

“I’ve never seen him laugh so much. I think he’s taken a liking to you,” Natasha teased.

I didn’t think everyone would be feeling this loosely around me already.

“What plans do you have this weekend?” Natasha curiously questioned. “If you don’t mind me asking.”

“Oh I don’t mind and I wanted to go out today and treat myself. Then tomorrow, hopefully I can catch some of you and talk to you guys. And Sunday rest all day, you know, be lazy in bed.”

“That’s it? Well I’m free tomorrow. We can hang out. Talk about everyone,” she said with a smirk on her face.

“Oh that’s great! Yeah!”

In the background you can hear Thor storming in, “That is what Father said. This is the only concord he can give Midgard. Loki must stay here and learn the ways of the midgardians and help in any way that he can.”

Tony very displeased responds with, “How can I speak to him directly? Surely he’s a man of honor and tell me this to my face.”

“He is a man of honor. But I am the medium between this world and ours and this is his final word.”

“His final word?! I’ll have to remind you how many innocent people your brother killed. How he almost destroyed half of this city!”

“You will not understand, especially in rage, if I explain it to you. Do we have an agreement?”

Tony thinking silently gives him an answer, “I have to think about it. I’ll give you answer by tonight.”

“Why not now?”

“Because I have to think for an entire planet that was almost destroyed by a god!”

Thor nodded and went to his room to await for Tony’s answer.

“I cannot believe this,” Tony began. “Loki has to come and live with us so to ‘repay’ for what he did.”

Natasha quickly tried to defuse Tony, “Well, think about it. We will all keep an eye on him. We have the technology to defuse any of his magic. And for the most part Loki won’t feel comfortable besides anybody else but Thor, so he will be by his side a lot more than we think.”

“You’re right. I still need to run it by Fury.”

“You should get going then.”

I am in bit of a shock. Loki staying in the tower? What if he gets us when we’re alone? What if he tries what he did last year? I have faith in the team, but Loki almost succeeded. What if he thought about a better plan and perfected this one and finally take over earth? I’ll put my entire trust on the team, but I won’t say I’m not scared. I wanted to leave the kitchen area so I ate a small bowl of cereal and decided to get ready to go.

Once I finished getting ready, there was a knock at my door. As I open it, it’s Miss Potts. “Hello, Pepper, how can I help you?”

“Y/N, how are you? I came to give you your new schedule since Thor and Loki will be joining us from now on.  Everybody is already aware of the changes and if you have any questions please let me know.”

“Oh, uh, okay. Thanks!” Thor and Loki will be joining us?! That means that Stark already gave Thor an answer? Or maybe it’s a ‘what if’. No, Miss Potts would have told me so. Ugh! It’s probably definitive. I’ll try not to think about it too much and enjoy my day. I mean what can go wrong.

New Schedule

Monday:

9a-12p: Dr. Bruce Banner

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p: Captain Steve Rogers

Tuesday:

9a-12p: Clint Barton

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p: Tony Stark

Wednesday:

9a-12p: Dr. Bruce Banner

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p:Natasha Romanoff

Thursday:

9a-12p: Thor and Loki

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-5p: Clint Barton

Friday:

8a-9a: Tony Stark

9a-10a: Thor and Loki

10a-12p: Dr. Bruce Banner

12p-2p: Lunch

2p-4p:Clint Barton

4p-6p: Captain Steve Rogers and Natasha Romanoff

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New story coming soon

Heart of a saint, life of a sinner.

The human mind is truly the scariest thing of all. 

Her name was Raven. She had it all. The mind, good looks and sparkling personality. She truly was the Queen of everything.. or so she would let you think.  

Her name was Raven.. and this is the story of how she died.

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So this is a story I have been working on for the past year. I spent so much time not being able to write but this has helped me the past few weeks get back into writing and I’m hoping to release the first chapter on all of you within the next few days.. so please be nice lol I hope you all enjoy it. It will be a Bucky x Reader/original character and have quite a bit of angst but in a way a happy ending too.

Anyone that wants tagged please let me know or I will just automatically tag you until you say stop 😊

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[imagine-loki]

God, but My Angel of Music

TITLE: God, but My Angel of Music CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter Three AUTHOR: xllizette ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine you are at Avengers Tower for business with the avengers and find yourself unable to sleep. You leave your chambers and wonder aimlessly when a beautiful melody attracts your ears. You begin to follow it until you reach a room and find Loki playing a piano graciously and flawlessly.

RATING: PG-13 NOTES/WARNINGS: Rating is based on the fact that some thoughts aren’t so innocent haha Finally Loki appears! Sorry it took so long, I was anticipating his entrance too!

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My mind was not at ease. I still had a few things in my mind: Who wrote that letter? And Why can’t Loki just stay far away from Earth as possible? About the letter, well I can ask Natasha when we hangout tomorrow, and the Loki situation is something I cannot control. This ice cream I’ve been eating hasn’t had any flavor. I shouldn’t worry too much right? I mean the piano thing is something small. Maybe I’ll recite something for everyone one day. And I’ll only be seeing Loki twice a week for an hour. And maybe over the weekends. Besides, he’ll be under everyone’s watch. Nothing to worry about!

In the end the ice cream was pretty good! And now off to the movies! That’ll keep my head busy for sure.

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After the movie, I headed down to the park. It was still early afternoon, but darkness will soon arrive. I put my earphones on to keep my thoughts on the piano; with my Pandora station in Beethoven. Humming along and stroking ‘air’ keys when suddenly I heard a voice over the music clearly say my name, “Y/N.”

I froze on the spot… I had my earphones on. I looked around to see if I knew anybody around that could possibly call out to me. But nothing. The voice was one I never heard before. I’ll just head back. It’s probably just my thoughts.

As I’m walking back, I see captain Rogers headed towards me.

“Hello, pretty lady,” he said with a charming smile and I couldn’t help but blush.

“Oh, hi captain.”

“Please, no formalities, at least not on our time off,” he winks and stretches out his hand to greet me. “Steve.”

“Uh, ok. *gulp* Um, Y/N.”

“May I please escort you back to the tower?”

“Uh, yeah… Sure, I was already headed back.”

“I see. How did you enjoy this day today?”

Was he perhaps the one who left the note? What’s with 21 Questions? “Yes I did! I’m sure I won’t go out much, so I am taking advantage of that, haha.”

“You should. Not that you won’t enjoy the training, but it may drain you a little. I’ve seen it with other candidates. They usually leave in a week. I actually came out here to talk to you about that a little.”

“Oh, okay.” So it’s about that. Wait, how did he know where to find me?

“It’s going to get a little more challenging now with Loki on board…” So he is coming. “We don’t know exactly how he is, but we know, as well as you, that he may be challenging. So don’t be afraid to confide in us. We will train you for everything. Including to defend yourself from each and every single one of us. I hope this helps you feel more comfortable and doesn’t push you away?”

“I feel much more reassured thank you! I wasn’t sure how having a villian was going to be like, but neither do you, so I guess we’re on the same boat.” I chuckled nervously but I can see Steve with sad eyes because even he can’t give me a clear answer. “Don’t worry. We’re all in this together,” I told him as I gave him a reassuring pat on his shoulder.

“And, we’re here. Tony wants to meet with all of us in 15 minutes in the conference room. See you there?”

“You got it.”

We parted ways and I hurried to my room to put my jacket away and grab something lighter when I heard the voice again, clear as day, as though in my head, “Y/N.” Should I bring this up during the conference? Maybe someone else hears it too and they’ll bring it up.

As the elevator door opened in to the floor of the conference room, I saw a tall, dark figure walking towards the room too. I had never seen someone as tall in the tower.

………..it isn’t?………..Loki……? Sure enough, the light of the room shone on him, but he stopped right before entering noticing me. What is this feeling? Am I scared? Nervous? Angry? I had mixed emotions, and couldn’t get myself out of the elevator, until Steve’s voice broke this trance.

“Y/N! You’re going to be late!”

“Sorry!” I jogged to the room and sat as far away as possible from Loki, trying to hide, but he was in the center, so I just had to look away. But why was I feeling this way?

Then Tony began, “Okay, then, let’s get started. As you all know, this here is-“

“Loki.” Loki said as he stood up with grace and looked at everyone in the room. His stare felt longer on me, but I think that’s just in my head.

“Uh, hello? I was talking,” Tony signals Loki to sit.

“Yes, you were. I think I can introduce myself, thanks.”

“Well, reindeer games, nobody here is exactly fond of you, so you might as well forget the first impression. Anyway, Loki, here, will be staying with us until he can repay for all his damages. He will help in all missions, with restrictions, with errands, with restrictions, and help rebuild New York and my tower-“

“With restrictions,” Loki finished with an eyeroll.

“I’m glad that stuck in your head. He will, then, return to Asgard and finish his sentence there. If anybody has any issues, please do not hesitate to kick his ass or tell me. If I hear of any threats, you will spend many days regretting it.”

“I already regret this.”

“And fix that attitude. I hate you enough. Y/N, as you can see, you will train with Thor and Loki two days. If and when Thor is absent, agent Romanoff will fill in for him to make sure everything is in place.” That last part after ‘filling in’ Tony said in gritted teeth. I think Loki’s attack in the city really affected Tony. “Is that okay, Y/N?”

“Yes, of course.” God, I could really feel sweat dripping in so many places.

“Don’t be nervous, if agent Romanoff cannot cover for Thor, you may take that time off.” I think he saw me really tense because as soon as he said that I’m sure I looked so relieved.

“Oh come on, I won’t do anything to her.” His voice. So captivating.

“We don’t know what you’re cabable of, Loki.” Steve said sounding very, upset.

“At least the Captain knows my name.”

“Okay, Thor this is enough. Please take your dear brother back to his room,” Tony demanded. “Okay we can discuss the rest without Rudolph,” Tony continued.

As Thor and Loki walked behind me, I felt this chill go down my spine and cool my body, so much that I wasn’t even sweating anymore. What’s going on? As I faced the door to watch them leave, Loki had this mischievous grin. I don’t think Loki meant what Steve was thinking; I think he meant something… else.

“Alright, I just had to introduce you to the green goblin there because Fury demanded that. I know it’s your time off, so enjoy the rest of the evening. But, keep your guard up. We don’t know what Loki is capable of. So, if something is suspicious, you immediately report it, try to keep each other company, and stay safe. Any questions? Great. I’ll be with F.R.I.D.A.Y.”

Agent Romanoff and Steve approached me right after, “Don’t let him intimidate you,” Natasha said. “It’s all mind games, that’s how he tries to get to you,” Steve added.

“Thanks guys. I think I’ll be fine.” I gave them a comforting smile and left back to my room.

Today was a very interesting day. I wonder how the rest of the months will be. A warm bath and some TV should relax me and calm my nerves. As I was gathering my clothes, a knock at my door startled me a little. “Coming.” As I was about to open it, it opened. What?! Who would-

“Hi, there.” There he was, long, tall, and very handsome.

“Uh, I never said ‘open.’ So why did you open my door?”

“Ah, feisty one, are you? Have you been hearing me calling unto you?” The voice! It matches. How? “You’re probably wondering, ‘how?’ Well it’s simple really. I just needed to know how you looked, where you were, and touch one of your belongings.”

“WHAT?! YOU’VE BEEN IN MY ROOM?!” I blushed so much I’m sure I looked red as an apple! And he just chuckles!

“Don’t worry, dear. I heard your piano is still in the building. I went to touch that.”

HE TRICKED ME?! It’s no wonder they call him a trickster, the God of lies, the mischievous one. I sighed not knowing what to do anymore.

“Hm. You seem worn out. I’ll leave you be. And don’t overthink things,” he said with a wink and left.

It sounds like he’s already enjoying his stay. Will I be enjoying mine?

[imagine-loki]

God, but my Angel of Music

TITLE: God, but my Angel of Music CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter One: The Interview AUTHOR: xllizette ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine you are at Avengers Tower for business with the avengers and find yourself unable to sleep. You leave your chambers and wonder aimlessly when a beautiful melody attracts your ears. You begin to follow it until you reach a room and find Loki playing a piano graciously and flawlessly. RATING: PG NOTES/WARNINGS: just a few mentions of partying and alcohol and the effects on some people.

It’s been two weeks since I’ve put in an application to work for Tony Stark. After week one, I decided to party and enjoy the days I have of no worries while they call me. But after this week I couldn’t stand it. I need to work. I’ve practically dedicated my life to be academically smart. Partying with former collegues isn’t as fun as TV shows project them to be. There are all sorts of drunk people; I’ve observed the loud obnoxious, the angry, violent, the happy, all-giggles, and the quiet, observant like myself. Personally I prefer the happy, all-giggles up to a certain point. However, even when being out getting my mind off the interview, I couldn’t help but be disappointed when I didn’t even know if I was going to get the job or not!

This is so nerve-wrecking. The only thing that can take my mind off of the interview is to play a little music. Oh wait. That’s right. My piano doesn’t work. All more of a good reason to get it repaired now. I’m walking over to my phone when it begins to ring.

“Yes, hello, this is Y/N speaking,” I answer.

A very high pitch, yet subtle voice replies with, “Hi Miss Y/L/N, how are you today? This is Pepper Potts, calling on behalf of Mr. Stark. Do you have a moment?”

Holyyyyyyy……

“Yes of course,” I said while trying to hide my excitement. Just as I was doubting they weren’t going to call me. Just my luck!

“We received your application and Mr. Stark is in need of someone with your skills right away.”

“Uh, no I don’t” you clearly heard Mr. Stark say in the background.

“(Out of your conversation)Tony, not now. You clearly do; Leave me alone please,”

“Fine. But I don’t.”

“I’m so sorry about that Miss Y/L/N,” a very apologetic Pepper Potts states.

“It’s no problem,” I say with a sound of relief in my voice.

“Okay going back to business. Can you come in tomorrow at 8 am? The security clearing process takes a while and I would like to start the interview at 10am with a walkthrough of the Stark Tower.”

“Yes of course! I will be there at 8am sharp!”

“Excellent! I look forward to meeting you, Miss Y/L/N. Have a great day!”

“Thank you! Likewise,” I said as I couldn’t believe what just happened.

I wanted to call everyone and let them know, but what if I get the interview and not the job? Then I’ll be a laughing disappointment. I can’t live with that. I’ll wait until I get the job. Yeah, besides why wouldn’t Mr. Stark want me?

“I don’t need her. She’ll just be in my way,” Tony sure wasn’t having it with someone else touching his stuff besides Bruce.

“Tony. You need to get someone else to help you here. When you’re out on missions, who will continue with your work while you’re gone?”

“Uh, Bruce. Duh.”

“TONY.” Pepper sternly called him.

“Pepper.” Sassy Tony just wanted to push Pepper’s buttons. “Okay, let’s make a deal. You hire whoever you want, but they work for, oh I don’t know, you?” He smiles that cheeky smile.

“Tony. She will work for you whether you like it or not. She will be under your wing. You can send her to study with Bruce, or train with Natasha, or help Steve with paperwork. But give the girl a chance. She’s only 24 with a PhD in Engineering,” she finishes with placing a file on Tony’s desk with your information.

“You know I don’t like it when people hand me stuff.”

“I didn’t hand it to you. I placed it on your desk. She will be here tomorrow and you will meet her.”

I went to bed early because I knew I wasn’t going to sleep right away with all this excitement. And although there was a lot of tossing and turning, I managed to sleep a full 6 hours before I began to wake up and not be able to sleep. I woke up at around 5:30 and decided to make some breakfast to calm my nerves and then get ready. So at 7:30 I headed towards the Tower. I didn’t live too far from anything for this same reason; preparation is key. But, boy, was I not prepared for what was to come.

“Miss Y/L/N, welcome. You won’t be needing that,” Happy said as he took my bag and gave it to a security guard. “We will go through this metal detector and then I’ll show you around the tower.”

“But Miss Potts said she will be conducting the-“

“Yes, well, Tony sent me to pick you up and do all that Miss Potts was going to take care of.”

After what seemed an eternity (just 45 minutes) of walking we reached this room where Tony was.

“I think I was able to avoid Miss Potts, Tony. But I don’t think she won’t think of coming in here,” Happy warns Tony. “This is Miss Y/F/N Y/L/N.”

“Yes, uh, thanks Happy. I’ll take it from here.” Tony dismisses happy then faces me and smiles.

“So tell me, Y/N, why are you actually here for? Not that I don’t want this wonderful PhD in here, but you are very young. You don’t rather want to be out there partying and wasting your life away?” Tony asks.

“Um, well no, Mr. Stark. I-“ you started before being interrupted.

“Please, Y/N, Tony. Formality is not my thing,” Tony insists.

“Tony, I would like to help find world peace.”

“Is that so?”

I nod. He smiles.

“Well, you know we are far from that. And you know that being in here with all of us is life threatening. And you know that if you decide to leave I won’t hold you back.” Tony said almost sadly. His words were said as though he had lost faith in humanity.

“I completely understand and that is why I am here.”

“Very well. Now, we have had issues in the past and we want to take precautions, so this interview is actually a few months long. You will live here in the time being. Everything you need will be paid for including your cell phone, which by the way, please get rid of that old thing.” Yup. I had the oldest of the oldest of cell phones (I’ll let you guys imagine that) and he bought me the one I’ve always wanted. “You need something, just ask F.R.I.D.A.Y. and she will get it for you right away. Now I know Pepper will be barging in here any moment now and when she does she will escort you to your new room.”

“Wait, but what about all my things…m-my apartment…”

“All taken care of. Please, feel free to live as you please. But let me remind you, if we find out you are some kind of spy or evil do-er, you will regret stepping in to my property.” I was shocked that he’d think like that of me but not surprised. I know he’s just trying to prevent an unplanned event, but jeez give me a break. He must have already seen my background.

“I will, Tony. Thanks.” I smiled and just as Tony said Miss Potts arrived and escorted me to my room.

“Oh my I am so sorry Miss Y/L/N. Apparently I became your escort instead of your interviewer. But please feel free to call me Pepper.” She sincerely told me and informed me that my things were going to arrive that afternoon and be set up by dinner time. She gave me to what seemed a credit card and said to spend the rest of the day buying myself whatever I wanted as long as I was back by dinner time and a badge with my picture and name and use it to all doors with a yellow clearance tape. “And this. This will be your weekly schedule Monday thru Friday. If you wish to remain in the interview-candidate position, please don’t miss two consecutive days or a week total of the months you will be here, okay? You’ll have weekends off so please enjoy them.” She closed off the ‘interview’ with a sincere, warm smile and left me to be.

“Thank you.”

[imagine-loki]

God, but My Angel of Music

TITLE: God, but My Angel of Music CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter Four: The Captain AUTHOR: xllizette ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine you are at Avengers Tower for business with the avengers and find yourself unable to sleep. You leave your chambers and wonder aimlessly when a beautiful melody attracts your ears. You begin to follow it until you reach a room and find Loki playing a piano graciously and flawlessly.

RATING: G NOTES/WARNINGS: Steve’s POV.  I think in a previous chapter’s notes I put that the rest of the chapters were going to have everyone’s POV; partially true. Lol the POVs will actually take place on the first few days after the interviews. It’s just im having trouble arranging my ideas. Sorry! It’s my first fic >.<

So, we have a new comer huh? I wonder what made Tony hire someone from the outside. Nonetheless, I need to meet with Rhodey and discuss this Loki issue. What mess did we get ourselves into?

Any who, I’ll have a drink after, since this new comer will have their hands full with training, so will we. I’ll use the front door today, maybe I’ll see the newbie. As I headed down the elevator, Rhodey called said he’s running a little late, but I don’t mind the wait. As soon as I reached the lobby, I looked around and didn’t see anyone unfamiliar with the building, so I headed straight for the doors.

However, someone I don’t think I’ve seen around passed by next to me and stared. Could that have been her? Nah. She didn’t look lost. Just amazed. Like I don’t get those.

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Alright, it’s been a while now, Rhodey should be getting here.

“Excuse me, can I have a glass of water please.” As soon as the waitress was back Rhodey arrived. “Took you long enough.”

“Yeah well you’re not the only one who wants answers,” he said irritated.

“Let me guess, Tony was the one taking up most of your time. What lie did you give to allow him to let you go?”

“That I was meeting with you.”

“What?! You couldn’t even lie to him?”

“He would think it’s a lie. You all are going to talk about it anyway, why would you want to go behind his back, is what he would think.”

“Well, knowing Tony, you’re right. But I also can’t just pretend like I don’t know anything. Just say we spoke over the phone.”

“Like he’ll believe that,” as he finished, he stood up and handed me an envelope.

“What’s this?”

“You’re welcome.”

What’s with him today? And who’s Y/N Y/L/N? When I opened the envelope, it was the new comer, and to top it off, the same girl I past by today before leaving the lobby.

–

That poor girl. I’m not sure everyone knows about her the way I do, but if not then we should all take care of her. After talking to the team I’ll go see her and break the ice.

“Hey, Happy?”

“Yes Captain?”

“Um, where’s everyone? I need to speak to them.”

“Well you might have to wait for the dinner that Tony is holding for Y/N. That’s probably the only time you have to talk to them.”

“Oh I see. Do you know where Miss Y/L/N might be?”

“What do I look like, her dad?” I shouldn’t mess with Happy anymore; I think Tony has him up and down. “*sighs* Sorry, captain. Um, I heard from Natasha that she wanted to go enjoy herself today and that her last stop before dark would be the central park.”

“Great. Thanks a lot Happy. I’ll see you later.”

Well the park is not so far from here so it’s okay to go see her right?

–

“Hello, pretty lady,”

“Oh, hi captain.”

“Please, no formalities, at least not on our time off,” I winked and stretched out my hand to greet her. “Steve.”

“Uh, ok. *gulp* Um, Y/N.”

“May I please escort you back to the tower?”

“Uh, yeah… Sure, I was already headed back.”

“I see. How did you enjoy this day today?” I hope I’m not coming off too much on her.

 “Yes I did! I’m sure I won’t go out much, so I am taking advantage of that, haha.”

“You should. Not that you won’t enjoy the training, but it may drain you a little. I’ve seen it with other candidates. They usually leave in a week. I actually came out here to talk to you about that a little.”

“Oh, okay.”

Here comes the hard part. “It’s going to get a little more challenging now with Loki on board…We don’t know exactly how he is, but we know, as well as you, that he may be challenging. So don’t be afraid to confide in us. We will train you for everything. Including to defend yourself from each and every single one of us. I hope this helps you feel more comfortable and doesn’t push you away?”

“I feel much more reassured thank you! I wasn’t sure how having a ‘villian’ was going to be like, but neither do you, so I guess we’re on the same boat.” She didn’t sound so reassured with that nervous chuckle; it worried me a little. “Don’t worry. We’re all in this together.” But she reassured me with a pat on my shoulder and I think we both feel the same, which is good.

“And, we’re here. Tony wants to meet with all of us in 15 min in the conference room. See you there?”

“You got it.”

So young, but so smart. Well I might as well talk with everyone else now before she gets there. As I reach the room Rhodey is leaving and gave me this ‘oops’ look; I knew Tony was about to chew my head off.

“Really Rogers? You couldn’t wait until I talked about her?”

“It wasn’t even me. It was all Rhodey. Look. He handed me this envelope voluntarily. I actually just wanted to talk about the situation with Loki.” He gave me this ‘I’m not buying that crap’ look.

“Here I thought he was lying to me when he was actually telling me the truth.”

“Yeah well the envelope had information on both Y/N and Loki’s arrival. You kept us in the dark and I just wanted to know what was going on.”

“Okay, well, we will all find out together as soon as Thor, Loki, and Y/N get here.”

–

After the meeting, I couldn’t help but feel like Y/N wasn’t 100% safe. I’ll pay her a visit in a few minutes.

–

As I was turning the corner to the hallway where her room is, a figure was standing outside her door and it seemed they were speaking; so no threat there. Wait. Loki? What’s he doing there? I began walking towards her room when she closed the door. “Loki.”

“Ah, Captian. Came to visit Y/N? Well, she’s about to bathe. I recommend you wait.”

“How do you even know?”

“She seemed  exhausted and flustered.”

“What did you do to her?” What am I doing? I can’t start arguing with a god.

“Do you, perhaps, fancy her Captain? I think her feelings are reciprocated . Go on. Enchant her.”

“This is one of your mind games, Loki. And I will not play them.”

“Fine then.” He threw his hands up in surrender. “You got me. I’ll be in the library.”

He left with his mischievous grin. I really don’t know what Loki has up his sleeve. I can’t let my guard down. This will be an interesting part of my life.

[tamashisensei]

My handsome prince Loki. You can follow me on instagram @xllizette to see more of my prince.

Cats named loki are very good

[imagine-loki]

Imagine when you were just an infant, that kings fought other kingdoms for the usual growth of the kingdom or get allies.

So when you’re kingdom falls your parents, the king and queen, had an escape plan for you. But you being so young don’t remember anything so you grow up as a commoner. Your adoptive parents never tell you (they were in in the plan).

You love exploring the woods and one day find a tall and pale man with raven medium locks and emerald eyes. Love at first sight. Mutual. He observes your complexion. Golden glowing skin with rosy cheeks and rosy lips. Your hazel soft eyes staring at him as though looking at his soul. Your red fiery hair flowing freely through the wind like your soul.

You can’t help but smile and hide behind a tree.

Both of you think about the fact that you can’t be together because you notice each other’s attire. Loki still questioning your beauty as to why you are a commoner. But you meet every other weekend for three seasons.

Loki asks you to come to the palace so he can see you more but you don’t want to leave your parents behind. When you tell them about Loki they were so happy and ecstatic about your relationship. They pushed you to “live a better life.”

You begin your life as a maid but trouble grows when a suspicious maid begins planning against you because of her envy of your beauty.

Do you think the kingdom ever finds out? Will you become a royal again or go back to the commoner life?

[imagine-loki]

Imagine you are at Avengers Tower for business with the avengers and find yourself unable to sleep. You leave your chambers and wonder aimlessly when a beautiful melody attracts your ears. You begin to follow it until you reach a room and find Loki playing a piano graciously and flawlessly.

You stumble over in the dark room and he stops, hurriedly walks towards you and as you’re apologizing he pins you against the wall and threatens to make your life miserable if you say a word. You tell him you loved it and you promised you won’t tell a soul if he plays for you at your request.

[greeneyedgirls4]

Heart of a Saint. Life of a Sinner.

Summary - Her name was Raven. She had it all. The mind, good looks and sparkling personality. She truly was the Queen of everything.. or so she would let you think.  

Her name was Raven.. and this is the story of how she died.

Chapter - 2/32. Bucky x reader.

Warnings - None. One bad word.. or two. Just some fluff and Bucky being a twat :) I can’t wait for you all to read the rest! 

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It had been two months since me and Bucky started our assignment together. I say me and Bucky but I was the one mostly doing the work as every time I tried to get him to help he was either too busy with sports or flirting with some too dolled up bimbo.

I walk towards Den who is seated just inside the doors of my school.

“Got that assignment done for us yet?” I hear a familiar voice say over the commotion of the other students trying to get home.

“You would know if you actually helped.” I say, glancing over my shoulder at him. He stands with his legs spread and his hands in his pockets. That usual grin playing on his lips and its becoming harder by the second not to feel attracted to him.

“So is he secretly your child? Is that why you’re always looking after him instead of those useless parents of yours? What do they even do all day?”

He’s trying to push my buttons and it works. “Shut your mouth before I shut it for you Bucky.” I reply, turning away from his cocky grin.

I hear his heavy footsteps coming down the corridor after me and Den but I try my best to ignore them as I feel tears sting the corners of my eyes. “Don’t walk away from me slut!”

“You’re one to talk..”

“What is that supposed to mean?”

“I’m not a slut but you..” When his hand grips my arm, I stumble forward. Looking over my shoulder I see his face is red which causes me to laugh. “You have a different woman every week. I’m surprised we haven't got a hoard of your children running around yet.”

“You can't speak to me like that considering you've slept with half the city.” I hear Bucky say which causes my blood to boil. He has no idea what I’ve had to do for money.

“I’m just telling the truth and since you've clearly believed all the rumours about me, maybe you should see parallels then.”

“You speak about truth yet here you are lying to yourself. Raven you’re a slut. Just admit it. Or would you prefer to sleep with me and for me to pay you?”

“You have no idea Buck-” I’m suddenly interrupted by someone clapping their hands together. Looking over I see the headmaster with his stupid button up suit and ugly moustache coming towards us. He actually looks like a pedophile from this angle.

“Ok King and Queen of drama let’s just calm it down a bit here.” He says, using his hands to gently push me and Bucky apart. “As you can both see we have an audience so let’s take this to my office.”

I roll my eyes before walking in the opposite direction to where Mr pedo was leading us. “Don’t bother Sir. I think Bucky here will just always hate me probably because I’m smarter than him.”

“What did y-” I don't hear his reply as I’ve already grabbed Den’s hand and slammed the main school door behind me.

“Whatever you do Den.. don't turn out like him.” I whisper, letting the tears which I had been holding back fall.

“You still have a crush on Bucky though..” Den suddenly says when we reach our front door a good ten minutes later.

I bend my knees so that I am at his level and sigh. He’s so innocent in this world with his baby blue eyes and childish voice. I’m glad he is and that our parents haven’t messed him up too. “Sometimes the heart wants what it can’t have.”

“Well sometimes fighting is the first sign of attraction. I pull the hair of Chloe all the time because I think she's cute.” He says, making me smile a bit.

“I don't think he likes me back in that way. To Bucky winding me up is probably some game to him and his friends. He doesn't know how much some of his words hurt though which is why I don’t want you to turn out like him.” In the end he piggy promises not to be like Bucky. 

When I open the front door a familiar sight faces me. Cans of beer and bottles of wine litter the living room floor. Mum and dad are passed out on the sofa and the radio is blaring in the corner. I’m surprised the neighbours haven't knocked down the door yet.

“Den go to your room.”

“But-”

“Go to your room!” I shout just as his face fills with tears and he runs off in the direction of the stairs.

I should feel bad for taking this out on him by shouting but I don’t. In the end our parents have always told us time and time again that in some way all of this is our fault. Maybe I’m starting to believe them.

Lifting a few cans and the odd bottle of wine I begin piling them into the bin. The cracks and smashes of them resonating around the house. When the door knocks I try to ignore it but after the third loud thud I finally give in.

Opening it I face Bucky. Great. “What do you want Bucky?”

“Can I come in first?” He says and I can see his eyes glance behind me but stop when I step outside, blocking his view.

“We are busy so you'll have to say it out here.”

After minute of what I can only describe as him mentally wrestling with himself, he finally says something. “I came to apologise.. I’m sorry for everything I said and I’ll be more helpful with the project.”

“Accepted.” I reply, giving him a small smile which he surprisingly returns. “I’m sorry too. Now can you leave?”

“No. I have to do this. I shouldn't have called you a slut.”

“You push my buttons.” I laugh a little at how weak we both sound. “But I shouldn't have suggested you were a.. whatever a male slut is.”

“Good. I’m not the type to actually sleep around.”

“You’re probably more the type to pretend you do..” When he nods you both laugh this time. “I’ve had to do a few things for money that I’m not proud of but same. ”

He fidgets with the collar of his jacket before his steel blue eyes lift to meet mine again. “I have these tickets for a circus this weekend and I was wondering if you wanted to go with me? It could give us a chance to talk about days to work on the assignment and for me to show how truly sorry I am. I know I annoy you but we all have our reasons.”

I can feel my heart skip a beat but I try my best to keep calm. This doesn't mean he likes you Raven. “Sure. I’ll go.”

“Cool. It's on Saturday so I’ll call round after dinner.. about six?” I can only nod. It's all my body is allowing me to do. Why am I still so nervous?

He walks away and I slump against the door. Really played it cool there Raven. Walking back into the house I find my mum stirring from her alcohol induced sleep. She stinks of drink but I would never admit that to her again. The last time I did.. well.. let’s just say my face wasn't pretty for a good week after.

“Took you long enough to come home again..” I hear mum slur out.

“Well at least I’m doing something with my life.” I whisper but by the growl that leaves mum I can tell she has heard me. It’s only when a hand grips my hair that I can tell she has definitely heard me.

“Don’t you dare take that tone of voice with me. While you’re under this roof I can say and do whatever I want with you.” She snarls, pulling a face before letting go of my hair. “Go to the shop and get some drugs for this headache.”

I look into her purse and find no money. “I haven't got money for that.”

“Well find some or are you going to be a failure the rest of your life?”

Knowing what I have to do I sigh, ignoring her words as I make my way quietly out of the dirty house again. This was not going to be pretty.

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Heart of a Saint. Life of a Sinner

Summary - Her name was Raven. She had it all. The mind, good looks and sparkling personality. She truly was the Queen of everything.. or so she would let you think.  

Her name was Raven.. and this is the story of how she died.

Chapter - 1/32. Bucky x reader. 

Warnings - None. Just some fluff and of course a happy(ish) ending because you know me :) The first few chapters probably have awful writing because I started writing this then couldn't write for a good year (it was a bad year) and only got round to continuing it when I got back so please go easy on lil me lol. Are you all ready for this rollercoaster? I can’t wait for you all to read the rest.

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The human mind is truly the scariest thing of all.

My name is Raven. I’m from New York City, have a little pain in the ass brother called Den and I’m a normal young woman.. or at least I was until Hydra decided to kidnap me, experiment on me and force me to build various machines and medicines that will create their army.

As I said, my name is Raven but I’m not a normal young woman anymore. I’ve been through a lot and when you read this, I’m more than likely dead.

1931

High school. The two words I had been trying my best not to think of the whole Summer but instead, here I am, walking into the shiny new school on my first day.

It was a bright cold day in September. The breeze is soft through my hair and the smell of freshly cut grass engulfs me.

What more could you ask for?

Summer. That’s what but it had flown by. I spent most of my days reading but when I wasn't doing that I was taking my little brother Den to his random soccer games or making sure we both got fed. Our parents aren't exactly the caring type so I was forced from a young age to learn how to bring up myself but when I turned six, Den was born and I had to learn to bring up him too. Bringing myself and Den up wasn't the easiest thing in the world but when you grow up around two alcoholics.. it’s not the hardest thing either.

Making my way through the iron gates I don't hear someone calling my name until I feel a small hand grip my shoulder. “Raven! I told you to wait for me at the park.”

I turn when Mary's voice reaches my ear. Of course she would have her blonde hair up in a ponytail. She always was the school pet in that way, following all the rules. “Sorry Mary. I totally forgot.”

We both turn towards the school building again and continue our journey to our classroom. When I reach the seat assigned to me I smile to myself when I see that Mary will be beside me, my smile quickly fades when I see the name on the other side of me. Bucky Barnes. He was known as the most popular boy in our neighbourhood.. and not for good reasons. Yes he's handsome and he has that whole bad boy look down to a T but he also flirts with anything that moves.

“Was Dennis giving you a hard time again this morning?” I’m snapped from my thoughts when I hear Mary’s quiet voice.

I take out my notebook and pencil and settle into my seat as the rest of the class filters in. “He wasn't too bad. Just a bit annoyed that I’ll be finishing later than he is now so he has to wait with the teacher.”

I hear her sigh and it’s not long before she's digging for answers again. “How many bottles have they drank today then?”

“Three.” I reply, lifting my green eyes to meet her sparkling blue. “It is nine o'clock and that was from last night so they are getting better.”

“You keep telling yourself that Rav.” She says and that’s when I look away from her. Mary has been my best friend since we were two. We met when she fell over in front of my house and mum had to bring her inside to patch up her cut knee. After that day, we would see each other all the time and soon became fast friends.

I lift my eyes to see the grey haired teacher make her way into the room but instead of watching longer I decide to pick up my pencil and doodle in my notebook. A habit of mine when I’m bored unfortunately.

After a few minutes I hear a rustling beside me and a husky cough. Lifting my eyes once more I meet the steel blue eyes of James or as everyone likes to call him.. Bucky.

“You alright there neighbour?” He says with a cocky smile and I can’t help the low groan that escapes me.

“Perfect. How about you Bucky?”

“Living life like there’s no tomorrow.” Bucky replies, his eyes still focused on mine. He leans forward, just enough for me to be able to smell the light aftershave on him. “I do love it when you say my name by the way.”

Again I groan only this time I roll my eyes too just to emphasis how much he was annoying me right now. “Good to know.” I whisper, turning my head towards the teacher who was now writing on the blackboard.

Throughout class I glance at Bucky every so often and find him already side eyeing me, only turning away when my eyes meet his. It was no secret among my friends that I have had a crush on Bucky for years, even when he annoys the life out of me. He was the first person outside of my family that I had met when we moved next door to him. I was only two when we moved from Queens to Brooklyn but I distinctly remember meeting him for the first time when he kicked a football at my head, only to miss and break my mum’s favourite plant pot.. which I then got the blame of and ended up with a fractured wrist for three weeks.

He’s never been overly nice to me though. Always teasing me, flirting maybe too but mostly doing those usual childish things that boys do to annoy girls. Today was actually the longest conversation we have had without one of us annoying the other person to the brink of wanting to stick a pencil in their eye. I think he just sees me as his little annoying neighbour. Suits me.

When class finishes I quietly leave before Mary, or even Bucky, can stop me for a chat. Making my way down the corridor I feel a strange sense of familiarity. I couldn't pinpoint what it was that seemed so familiar. Maybe it’s the fact I’m walking alone or that I’m trying to find any opportunity to just leave home and run away and marry a rich man who will hire someone to kill my parents once and for all. Yes, that sounds like it.

“Oui.. Raven.”

“Good start Bucky.” I say, turning my whole body to face him as he walks, no, saunters towards me. God this man would be the death of me. Between his gelled back brown hair, those piercing blue eyes and that smile that could melt anything in its path.. yes he was going to kill me.

He frowns and I know he's already confused by my quick reply. “What do you mean good start?”

“You remembered my name.” I reply, looking him straight in the eye. When he continues frowning, I give up. “I was being sarcastic Bucky.”

“Ohh. I thought you were actually being nice to me for once.”

“You're not that lucky. Now what did you want?” I say, nodding for him answer quickly before my English class starts.

I watch him run a hand through his hair before he answers. “Could you be my p-partner for that assignment the teacher was going on about?”

“Why?”

“I just thought because we live beside each other and are beside each other in class so it would be easier to work together.”

I glance behind him as Mary comes out of the classroom batting her eyelids at a tall black haired boy who looks like he would rather be anywhere but right there with her. “Erm.. sure. As long as this isn't any kind of joke.”

“Why would it be a joke?” He says and he almost sounds vulnerable which causes guilt to bubble up in your chest. An emotion you are not too familiar with.

“I know you Bucky. You play people, you joke and you’re with a different girl every bloody week. I don't want us to suddenly sleep together and for me to end up being another girl in a long line. This is school and a project, no jokes.”

He nods his head and I sigh with relief. “No jokes. I promise.”

“Good. It’s hardly like we are even friends anyway.” I whisper, ignoring the hurt look on Bucky’s face and turning around to make my way into the English studies classroom.

Well this was going to be fun..

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[greeneyedgirls4]

Heart of a Saint. Life of a Sinner.

Summary - Her name was Raven. She had it all. The mind, good looks and sparkling personality. She truly was the Queen of everything.. or so she would let you think.  

Her name was Raven.. and this is the story of how she died.

Chapter - 6/32. Bucky x reader.

Warnings - Just some fluff and Bucky actually showing some caring emotions towards Raven (if you really squint) :) I can’t wait for you all to read the rest!

You can also find me and this story on - AO3 and Fanfiction.net so feel free to leave some feedback wherever suits (I love feedback so honestly go for it!) please and this is my Masterlist. Thanks and enjoy!

“That is what you got from that whole conversation?” I say, pulling out of his grip but once again his hand finds my wrist. “Bucky I don’t want to talk about this right now!”

“Can’t you see I’m trying to help?” He's almost pleading with me and it both warms my heart and breaks it all at once.

I meet his eyes but the tears begin to blur my vision. “They’re alcoholics so they don't actually know what they're saying half the time.” I whisper, leaning against the wall beside us. “They barely realise I’m there and when they do, all they ask me to do is get them drink then they drink themselves into some kind of oblivion until the cycle begins again.”

“Were they always alcoholics?” Bucky asks, his grip loosening around my wrist.

“Dad never was. He has worked his whole life but mum was on and off. Now for some reason after we lost our last house they have both hit it hard.” I sigh when I realise this is my problem and nobody else should suffer because of it. “I shouldn't be telling you all of this.”

I look down at the ground only for Bucky’s hand to gently lift my chin and eyes back up to his handsome face. “It’s better to talk to someone rather than dealing with it on your own.”

“I have Den.”

“Yes but Den is only eight and doesn't fully understand it himself. Raven you're only fourteen yourself for god's sake.” Bucky exclaims and I can hear the worry creeping through in his voice. This only causes me to feel even more embarrassed.

“Please don't tell anyone about this.. the only person I have told is Mary and she doesn't even know this much.”

I hear Bucky sigh as he looks over my shoulder then into my eyes with such intensity that I almost faint. “I’m only agreeing not to report this to anyone because you asked so nicely.. and the fact you have really pretty green eyes.”

The cheeky smile that graces his face causes me to laugh and all of a sudden I'm happy again. He has a way of always keeping me upbeat. “Always the charmer Barnes.” I say, making my way towards the classroom again.

“You know it doll.” He calls out as his long legs struggle to keep up with my own. This was the one thing I did like about myself, my long legs and their ability to get away from pretty much anyone.

When we reach the classroom, I put my hand on the doorknob. “Here we go..”

Opening the door the whole class goes quiet again as me and Bucky take our seats. Bucky begins his apology by being his usual charmer of a self. “Mrs you know we all adore you well I was having a bad day and I apologise.”

The teacher only nods before glancing at me. “I’m sorry too. I shouldn't have got involved.”

“No you shouldn't have. Just ignore people when they are trying to get a rise out of you. Makes you the stronger woman.” Mrs Crawford says before pointing towards the board again and continuing the lesson.

The class finishes quickly and I rush to go and collect Den from his school across the street.. or was today football day?

“Hey Raven.” I hear Mandy say behind me. When I turn she is standing with a few of our closest friends. Mandy is another girl I met during elementary school. Mandy, Shona, Daniel, James, Robert, Carol, me and Mary all went to the same elementary school and had been in the same class until a new girl called Dorothy aka Dot moved in meaning Mandy had to move to a different class. 

Nobody liked Dot and I had heard Bucky had went out on a date with her a while ago which caused me to hate her even more. Why would he even lower himself to a slut like her. It was well known she slept with anything that moved but thankfully, as far as rumours went, Bucky hadn't gone that far with her. A kiss was all she got.

“Hey Mands, what can I do for you?” I say, smiling at the petite blonde twirling a piece of hair in front of me.

“Welllll we are having a party at mine this weekend for James’ birthday and we really want you to come. I know you've been busy with Den but just give us this weekend.. please?” She says, putting her hands together in a praying stance.

“Will all the good looking guys be there?” I whisper, winking when Mandy and the rest of the group nods. “Then count me in! I’ll see you ladies about six.”

“This Saturday. Don’t forget Raves.” Mandy calls out as our friend and now her boyfriend Robert starts to pull her towards their after school club meeting room.

I smile as I watch Mandy struggle against the dark haired Robert. He was the strongest in our group so she wasn't getting out of that grip any time soon.

“So how is your assignment with Bucky going?” Mary says and I can tell by the grin on her face that she knows she completely scared the life out of me with her sudden question.

Walking towards the exit with Mary beside me I shake my head. “It’s.. there. Bucky has just not been helping at all and we were meant to talk about it a few nights ago at th-” I stop when I realise I’ve said too much.

“Wait!” Mary shouts, making me start to shh her. “Don't tell me you were his circus date..”

“It was just a trip because he felt sorry for me. Anyway we didn't talk about it and now I’m way behind because he hasn't been helping.”

I see Mary smirk and I know she's up to something.. or about to be. “I see the way you two look at each other. It’s been clear since the moment you met that you've had some kind of connection and now it’s a clear crush on each other.”

“It is not!”

“You’re in denial Raven.”

Rolling my eyes once again I begin crossing the road. “I am not.”

“You so are! It was only a matter of time before something happened between you’s.” Mary shouts back as she stays on her side of the road and I reach my end. “If it hasn't happened already then I give it a few years until you’re both legal and you two will be fucking like rabbits.”

“Mary! Children present.” I say, nodding towards Den and the rest of his class filtering out of the small school on the corner.

“How do they think parents have children?”

“I’ll see you tomorrow Mary!" I call out just as Den hugs my legs and takes my attention away from the blonde walking into her house with a cheeky grin on her face. “How was school?”

“Eh, it was ok. How was your date the other night?” Den replies, a cheeky smile lighting up his face.

I only sigh as I take his hand and lead him towards our house. “How do you know it was a date?”

“I may or may not have heard Bucky’s little sister Rebecca talking to a friend about how Bucky hasn't shut up about you and your date.”

“It could have been any girl she was telling them about. He's gone out with loads.” I say, trying to calm my racing heart. If true then maybe Bucky does like me and is just waiting until the right moment. Or if it’s not true then it all is a game to him. He’s such a good liar sometimes it’s hard to tell.

“He may have gone out with loads of girls but none of them are you sis.”

And with his words my heart feels whole again.

Maybe life is getting better.

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Heart of a Saint. Life of a Sinner.

Summary - Her name was Raven. She had it all. The mind, good looks and sparkling personality. She truly was the Queen of everything.. or so she would let you think.  

Her name was Raven.. and this is the story of how she died.

Chapter - 4/32. Bucky x reader.

Warnings - None. One bad word.. or two. Just some fluff and Bucky being a twat :) I can’t wait for you all to read the rest!

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After finishing our ice-cream Bucky suggests we take a ride on the ferris wheel. I love heights but right now Bucky is looking a little pale.

“Please don't tell me the King of the Brooklyn is scared of heights..” I whisper, shaking the carriage slightly and causing him to gag.

“I’m not scared.. just a bit.. uneasy.”

I start to laugh and that’s when he decides glaring at me is a good option which only causes me to laugh more. Between fits of laughter I manage to stutter out a question. “So why suggest this idiot?”

“I was being nice. None of the girls I have asked to go on these before have actually said yes.”

This only causes me to burst out laughing again. “And you thought I would say no too..” I reply, trying to see him through the tears from laughing that were now clouding my vision. He nods. That’s one thing I can make out. “Oh Bucky.. I’m not like other girls.”

“I’ve noticed. Like how are you so brave? You seem to just take everything in your stride.”

My laughter quietens down and I look out the small spaces between bars, catching small glimpses of New York. It really is a beautiful city. “Worse things happen at sea and those people, who go out in all weather conditions, are the true brave people in this World. I try to live by their mottos.”

“My dad wanted to work at sea when he was younger but he grew up in Indiana so not much sea there for him to practice on.”

I furrow my brows at him as his steel blue, kill me now, eyes meet my green. “I didn't know your dad was from there.”

Damn his smile. “I was born in Indiana. Moved here when I was a baby when mum got a better job that was based in Brooklyn.”

“Lucky you.”

“Where did you move here from?” He says, keeping his eyes focused on mine. Just looking into them is relaxing.

“Queens. It’s a long story but basically dad lost his job there, him and mum hit the drink and we lost the house.”

I watch his face drop slightly and feel his hand rest on top of mine. It’s warm and I feel so weirdly comfortable having it there. “I’m sorry.”

“It’s alright. We’ll probably have to move again soon if dad doesn't get his act together again.”

“Does your mum not work?”

Shaking my head I look down at the floor. “She’s a stay at home wife or something. I practically raised myself and Den though so she's even failed at that.”

After a few minutes the ferris wheel comes to an end and Bucky takes my arm in his so we can make our way towards the exit. “Why did you not let me see inside your house?”

What can I say? Oh it’s practically a pigsty or I’m jealous of other people having perfect families with perfect houses and perfect parents while I’m stuck here with nothing. What could I actually say? Instead of answering, I divert. “Why are you suddenly all over me like a rash? Is this some kind of game to you? Playing with girls emotions.”

“I'm not that type of guy. I just.. you’re one of the most loved girls in school yet you’re always either looking after your little brother or alone.” He says, taking my free hand in his again. His skin is so soft and it just feels so right against mine. “I thought I would do something nice for once and take you out.”

I retract my hand and move my whole body away from his. “I don't need your pity!”

“N-No.. Raven. I'm not doing this out of pity. I genuinely think you're amazing and I want us to at least be friends.”

F-r-i-e-n-d-s. Is that all he sees me as? A girl he can only be friends with. I guess I'll just have to be happy with what I can get. “Ok.” I reply, looking around to distract myself and find a stall we haven't seen yet. “Want to shoot some clowns?”

Bucky only laughs at my suggestion causing me to roll my eyes dramatically. I bet he’ll be good at this too. “Oh doll. I'll show you how to properly shoot.”

Taking my hand he pulls me towards the stall and grabs two guns. Bucky insists on paying the money needed so we can both start trying to shoot the clowns. Some were moving and some were just still. Both types were still hard to shoot down.. for me anyway.

I shot down one clown meaning I didn't win anything because you need to get at least three but when I look over at Bucky he has shot six clowns meaning he has won the best prize.

How come he shot down an even number and I didn't? Before I can answer my own question the assistant pulls out a small tray full of necklaces, rings and bracelets. They’re all silver, probably not real silver but still very beautiful.

“Pick one Raven. Whatever you want.”

I let out a shaky breath, my eyes widening at the beautiful items before us. “Are you sure? Don't you want to pick one for your sis-”

“You’re here. Not her.”

I glance at him then back down at the jewellery and one piece stands out right away. It's a simple silver chained necklace with a small bird hanging from it. It sparkles in the light and feels fragile when I lift it but I can’t take my eyes off it.

“This one please.”

“A bird for a bird..”

“A bird for a bird?” I say, taking the necklace between both hands.

I hear Bucky chuckle behind me. “No.. your name.. you know what I mean? Let me do that for you.” He replies, taking the necklace and putting it on my neck. He is so close I can feel his soft breath against my neck causing me to involuntarily shiver. “Are you cold?”

“Oh no I'm fine thanks.”

“So you just shivered for no reason?”

I nod before smiling up at him. “Pretty much.”

I don't see him take off his jacket until it is wrapped around my shoulders. That fresh smell and warmth surrounding me now. “So what's this about you and even numbers?” He says, looking between my eyes and lips.

“What?”

“Back there you were mumbling something about even numbers.”

I sigh. So I said it out loud. Go you Raven! “Oh well I have this thing about even numbers. It's weird..”

“It's cute.” He replies, a little too quickly causing us both to laugh. “I mean it's a cute quirk to have. I don't have anything.”

I rub a finger along my lips before replying. “You run your hands through your hair when you’re nervous which is kind of cute.”

“You think that’s cute..” It’s more a statement than a question but I can now tell the difference with him. Nodding I smile up at him as we reach the front of my house. “You should see me dance then.”

“Maybe that can be our next trip.” I say, leaning over and gently kissing him on the cheek again. Leaving my own pale lipstick print behind, on purpose of course.

Before I can react Bucky has taken me by the hand and pulled me against his lean but muscular chest. I notice he has this aura that surrounds him, confidence maybe but whatever it is it keeps pulling me closer. “I want to be kissed on the lips next time doll.” He whispers, his warm breath fanning my lips and his blue eyes shining like crystals under the starlight.

Pulling away I smile again before heading up the path. I can make out the wide grin on his face when I glance back but decide not to think about it too much. “Goodnight Barnes.”

“Goodnight Raven.”

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Heart of a Saint. Life of a Sinner.

Summary - Her name was Raven. She had it all. The mind, good looks and sparkling personality. She truly was the Queen of everything.. or so she would let you think.  

Her name was Raven.. and this is the story of how she died.

Chapter - 3/32. Bucky x reader.

Warnings - None. One bad word.. or two. Just some fluff and Bucky being a twat :) I can’t wait for you all to read the rest!

You can also find me and this story on - AO3 and Fanfiction.net so feel free to leave some feedback wherever suits (I love feedback so honestly go for it!) please and this is my Masterlist. Thanks and enjoy!

I walk into the small shop at the end of the road. It’s a corner shop but it has everything you would need in such a tiny space. It amazes me really. Noticing the young man behind the counter looking at me, I nod and slip quietly behind the rows of drugs and food.

Glancing at the opiates my mum usually gets, I grab a pack and stuff them into the pocket of my jacket before smiling at the young man and leaving. It won’t always be that easy Raven.

Getting back home wasn't too difficult. The streets are quieter around dinnertime and I knew for a fact I had only a small chance of running into someone I know.. and that’s exactly what happens.

“Raven..” I hear a voice shout. Turning I slowly feel my heart begin to race. It’s the young man from the shop. Once he has caught up with me I give him a small smile. “You don't recognise me.”

I take him in for a moment. He’s quite attractive, I think I would remember him. Shaggy blonde hair and crystal blue eyes. He’s wearing quite rough clothes too and he's very small and skinny for a boy who I would say is my age. “I’m sorry, I don’t.”

“I’m Steve. My dad works with yours at the factory.” He replies, a wide smile gracing his face when I slowly nod.

“You’re the little boy that was always sick..” I say without thinking.

When he nods I feel a little sorry for him. His head almost looks too big for his body and like it is ready to drop off at any slight movement. “I was.. am.. always sick but mum is letting me go to school again.”

I smile at him once again only this time it’s softer and brighter. “That’s amazing! Will you be going to our school?”

He points to the shiny building standing out among the rows of houses at the bottom of the hill. “I will. I should probably go, I’m covering for a family friend and I can’t leave the shop unattended.”

“Of course. It was nice seeing you again.” I shout as he begins walking away. I grip the packet in my pocket and begin turning away only to stopped by Steve’s voice again.

“You can keep the drugs but next time use money.”

I don’t even face him. I can feel my face heat up and I can only imagine that I look like some kind of tomato now. Once I get home I slam the packet down on the table in front of mum and go to bed without dinner. She’s the one making me do these things. If mum and dad would just stop drinking then we would have money for the house and for things like drugs and food and clothes but instead we don’t. I wouldn't be surprised if we’re homeless by Christmas.

The rest of the week comes and goes and it wasn’t long before Saturday came around. I had no idea what to wear. Was it a date? Should I dress up like it is one or dress down like it’s not? If I dress up then he may get the wrong idea but if I dress down then he may think I’m not interested in him and simply put me in the dreaded friend-zone. A dress. A plain dress. What could go wrong with that?

After a good hour looking for the perfect plain dress I find my favourite flowery yellow one in the back of my wardrobe. It’s nothing fancy but it’s also not a complete let down. It’s somewhere in between I could sleep with you now and I’m not interested in you at all.

I don’t want to overdo it so I only put on a small bit of makeup and some nude lipstick. I wait at the door for Bucky, not wanting him to see the mess the house is still in. It’s been fifteen minutes past when he said we were to meet. I’m about to go back inside when I hear him calling my name.

“Sorry I’m late.. wow.” He says, his eyes automatically looking me up and down as I make my way down the path towards him. “You look beautiful.”

“Really?” When he nods I smile. Of course I do. “Thanks. You look quite handsome too.”

Bucky stretches out his arm for me to hook mine with which I happily do. As we walk in silence it gives me the opportunity to take in what he’s wearing. It’s nothing special but it suits him. A light black jacket with a white t-shirt underneath and a pair of dark trousers and shoes. Yes, it suits him. He must have seen me taking him in because I see his face move so that it is in front of me.

“Getting a good look there Raven?” He cheekily says causing me to blush.

“Don’t flatter yourself Barnes. I’ve seen more attractive chickens roaming the streets.”

“You hurt my pride doll.” I see him act hurt and do the whole dramatic hand to chest look but the cheeky smile later returns when I roll my eyes.

After a few more minutes of silence and me trying to walk down the hill in super flat shoes, we finally make it to the field that the circus is being held at. It’s not a big field and it’s certainly not a big event but it’s the first circus we have had in a few years so of course the place will be packed.

“I didn't know there would be so many people.” I whisper as we weave through the line just in time to catch the gymnastic act.

When the show takes a break for a few seconds Bucky takes my hand in his. It’s bigger than mine but so warm in comparison and I find myself loving the feeling. “Do you want to go somewhere else?”

I shake my head, eyes still focused on the woman hanging upside down on a rope about twenty feet off the ground. “No, no I’m just surprised.”

“Well if you want to leave at any time.. just ask.”

“Sure thing.”

When the show is over and after visiting a few stalls and animal acts we head over to the food section. Bucky orders a vanilla ice-cream for himself and, surprisingly but politely asks if I want one too. I have no money though so I make an excuse that I was full from having too much dinner. In fact, all I had for dinner was some toast that I found in the back of the cupboard, allowing Den to have the last of the beans instead which I knew were still in date.

Bucky returns with not just one but two small tubs of ice-cream. “It wouldn't be a date if the lady didn't get some ice-cream.” He says, handing me the tub and spoon. “Not that it’s a date.. or anything..”

Not a date. Good to know. “I understand and thank you. I feel like I should pay you back.”

“Mm..” Oh no, the cheeky smile has returned to his face and I know exactly what he has in mind. I’m pretty sure he does this with all the girls. “A kiss could do it.”

Sitting up straighter I carefully lean in before turning his face and gently kissing him on the cheek. Retreating back I watch as his mouth hangs open as if I was the first woman to ever not kiss him on the lips. I probably was. “You said a kiss.. you didn't say where.”

“You’re too cheeky for your own good.” He says, lifting a spoonful of ice-cream and watching me as I take one too. “Remind me to specify where I want kissed in the future.”

“Oh so you see this as a regular event?” I say, keeping my face neutral as my heart races.

“Maybe..” And with that said we both sit in a comfortable silence just watching the hundreds of people make their way through the circus.

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