#wwwwwwww I don’t get it

[what-the-fuck-khr]

does anyone know how the Shonen Jump Plus website even works bc I swear I paid for a chapter but even after logging in again that chapter isn’t available anymore and I have NO idea how this website works I’ve got to be honest with you. do any of y’all know how the paying for chapters with points part works, bc Googling it didn’t help at all and I’m confused

[punishing-eden]

Hello, I would like to request a headcannon regarding Lee and F!Commander who often accidentally see and equate Lee with a cat because of their behavior. I have a cat at home that behaves similarly to Lee, when chased it gets scared but slowly gets closer on its own. So I want to know how Lee would react if he came across this situation. Thank you very much for your time, have a nice day.

Author’s Notes:

WWWWWWWW… Is it the one in your pfp?! AYe, your cat is so cute!

Yes, Lee is a cat, and nothing will convince me otherwise!

-Punishing Eden

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I Also Got A Cat At Home, His Name is Lee...

Pgr Lee Headcanons

"Awww, they're so cute~" You commented as a cat was resting with her kittens. Watanabe ignored your comment and continue to care for the family of cats.

Among the five kitten, one has caught your attention. It was small, yet it radiates an standoffish energy. Whenever Watanabe tried to coax or touch it, the little kitten fought back and hissed to scold.

"He's a grumpy one..." Watanabe sighed, "... Just like someone over there..." He motioned at Lee who was busying looking at his control panel.

Tags: Lee, headcanons.

Lee (Palefire/Entropy)

It started out small, Lee noticed that sometimes you would stare at him. He initially, personally, don’t mind.

However, the more you observed him, the more your construct feels a little uncomfortable.

Uncomfortable as in: "Why are you looking at me like that?" he bluntly asked.

"Hm? Me? Oh, it’s nothing..." you said.

Your excuses and denial was meet with Lee's skepticism and suspicion.

As time went on, Lee noticed, you seem to treat him a little differently. You seem to be more... Lenient...or...maybe a little too affectionate.

You gave him trinkets and gifts. Sometime, you (unconsciously) teased him with snacks. But, he would give them all to Kamui.

Your behaviour puzzled Lee greatly.

"You have been acting strange lately, What are you up to?", "Commdant, please, my inner device is not a toy. Stop touching them.", "You do know we construct do not require food to function. These snacks prove no use for me.", "Commandant, what are you doing?", "If you don't need my help, I should get going.", "Stop being so childish.".

At one point, he would get fed up and confront you straight up:

"What are you doing? You have been treating me a little different lately. What is going on." he said.

"... What do you mean?" You were a little anxious from him calling you out. You tried to deny it.

But Lee was able to pressure you to confess. Thus, you finally cracked under the pressure.

"I just want to be closer to you..." you confessed.

Lee crossed his arms. He seems to understand where you were coming from, in a sense.

"You don't have to worry about me, [y/n]. I am fully capable of taking care of myself... But if you want to worry about someone, it should be you, yourself."

"But, don't worry... I will always be there for you, be it on missions or in the base." Lee spoke with professional tone.

"I know, but...you're a bit too aloof.... You know, like a cat." you said.

Lee.exe. Stopped working for 2 seconds.

He didn't seem to happy with what you said. He fully disagrees, and asked why would you think of him that way.

You told him your encounter of a family of cats during your mission with the Forsaken.

Watanabe taught you about how to deal with cats, and you thought it would be a good idea to exercise it on Lee.

Lee gets a little embarassed. He was embarassed to know that you have been seeing him as a cat all this time. Yet, he never caught on.

He holes up in his room after that. It took him a while to come back out.

Once he's out, made sure to put a little more effort into group activites, hoping you won't equate him to a grumpy cat again.

(C) Punishing Eden

[plssendbones]

does the kid from joyboy have a name? I love that song so muchohmygod. also I know you mentioned that your characters lore wasn't really that important but if possible can we at least get an idea of it? ^_^ I love your music so much btw/nf

Joyboy fella does not have a name yet- (only characters from my songs up to the quick brown fox have names)

I DO PLAN TO HOST ANOTHER LIVE STREAM WHERE WE NAME THEM HOWEVER!!! I wanna do that after I finish the next song I’m working wwwwwwww.

As for character lore there isn’t much but here’s a few random facts

- the doll from twister belong to a boy in a once family of five. The boy was the only survivor from the tornado and the lyrics from twister are basically him having survivors guilt.

- the guy from wiretap is in prison for tax fraud

- smile for them silly has a dad and a brother! Her brother hates both of them!!!

- cautionary girly met tsublinky when she was going to write a story about them but they ended up becoming friends and are now dating. (Charlie isn’t that good of a person but tsublinky tries to help her become one)

- I killed JFK girly is autistic and is the cousin of Joyboy the boy. They don’t talk to often, they have their own problems and are trying to get through them.

- The quick brown fox manly man is apart of a larger story but he has a friend named coral. (they look like this)

The whole song also takes place in Damian’s dreams (that one part where he was in bed was when he was awake)

- the woman from my proclivity is basically the mother figure of the group of tense and contempt people, despite some of them being older then her. She likes snakes and Law and Order.

- DUCK DUCK GIRLY, is an arsonist and former member of the marine core. She once was on a ship by herself, the boat didn’t survive.

- joyboy the boy is trans, he has his own problems and acts in a way beyond his control. He’s getting better tho

- Existential undead (the first) was based of the vocaloid Vivi, she was s singer with imposter syndrome.

- Existential undead girly (the good one) was friends with Vivi, they are no longer friends. She is a singer with imposter imposter syndrome.

THATS ALL FOR NOW.

[hirokiyuu]

ok i said i wasnt gonna talk abt conspiracy boarded oc on here but i think abt him constantly so lin (oc, short for insulin, Yeah) talk under the cut, spoilers for vace’s friendship 100 and peace ending stuff

vace is v fun bc even post therapy he’s still kind of The Way He Is you know. (in the pringles jar) and i think on the surface someone who’s easy-going is the easy solution but i don’t think someone who isn’t driven would appeal to him at all? so rather than easy-going it’s like... someone who doesn’t hold what he does against him

i do think it’s extremely funny if at first he dates people who are very much like rex and sol (assuming golden run where he and rex make up wwww) and then later on the person he ends up w/long term is Not Like That. these two things were essentially my thesis statement in making lin�� WWWWWWWW

lin is essentially like. i don’t care if you fuck up. i do however care if you just leave the mess behind and in fact i care about that Very Fucking Much, Do Not Do It. a non-therapized vace appeals to him 0 percent past looks. a post therapy vace who is constantly fucking up but trying about it? very much his type. (get help bro)

augment is “clear-headed” -- doesn’t get swept away by his emotions, able to keep a level head in every single situations. essentially, there’s a wall between “him” and “his feelings”. in theory this means he’s got a cool head and is great at problem solving... which is true in practice as well! what WASNT part of the theory was, uh, the fact that bc he’s like that he’s not v good at dealing w/ppl who DO get swept away. kind of isolated from most people as a result but he’s dealing w/it.*

*”but ravh,” you might be saying, “vace gets swept away a lot!” yeah! he also (eventually, thru therapy) has the self-awareness to recognize this. much more appealing/interesting to lin than someone who has emotions and doesn’t bother. good at helping vace realize when he’s getting swept away as well. guy who likes problem solving his boyfriend’s anger issues.

robotics guy. mechanic for vace’s hand. originally helio affiliated, was shuffled into their engineering from a young age which is why he never had any contact w/vace before (abt ten? years younger i think) tho he’s heard Of vace. prefers to see what’s up with himself before drawing conclusions, tho.

hes the one who asks vace out lol. theres definitely a moment where vace is like “i wont ask you out i dont want to make it weird when you’re only here to do a job” and lin is like. ok cool. i will make it weird instead. go out with me. and vace is like.

good together for a number of reasons. lin helps vace when he’s upset bc he tends to focus immediately on “how do we fix this” (robotics guy) which helps vace channel his shit productively. open + good communicator mostly bc he thinks being cagey is annoying. v good at framing rship conflict as “him and vace against smth else”. 

on the flipside, vace being so emotive is like... kind of fascinating for him (guy who has Never Once been swept away). helps him get better at empathizing with other ppl + be more patient (lol). also on a practical level lin is not. great at taking care of himself (does basically the bare minimum to keep himself going) and mr i wanna protect the ppl i love! olivaceous is like. you are going to eat three meals a day actually.

THIS GOT SO FUCKING LONG ALSKHDGLKASHGLKHSADG IF U READ THIS YOU HAVE TO LIKE IT, IF YOU HAVE ANY COMMENTS YOU HAVE TO BE NICE ABOUT THEM ALSKHGLAKHSGDLKH

[pianostarinwonderland]

Reasons why I love Azul Ashengrotto because I’m a dirty rag once again 🤡

So........... part 2 of this?

OKAY LISTEN, I TOLD MYSELF I WAS GOING TO DO A PART 2 IF THE PREVIOUS ONE HITS 300 NOTES BUUUUUT NOOOOOOOO MY FRIEND IN MY FUCKING DISCORD REALLY WENT

“so....... Azul shoulders 👁👄👁”

And so here I am 😔 rotting......... immensely.............

OKAY SO I BROUGHT UP AZUL SHOULDERS SO NOW LET’S GET INTO IT

Listen listen, I don’t know what is with Azul’s shoulders

I don’t even know when I got so enamored with them ????

MANS WEARS LONG ASS SLEEVES ANYWAY

SO WHY

THE FUCK

AM I SO ATTRACTED TO HIS SHOULDERS???

LIKE???????

I DON’T KNOW IF IT’S THE WAY THEY’RE CURVED OR WHAT BUT IT’S JUST SO DAMN HOT LIKE??????????

WAYYYY BEFORE I FINALLY DECIDED I STAN AZUL, I DREW A FANART OF HIM AND HIS SHOULDER but haha you will never find it

MY FRIEND AND I WERE SCREAMING ABOUT THEM IN VC A WHILE AGO

AND THEN MY FRIEND PULLED THE TRIGGER

SHE PROPOSED TO ME THE IDEA THAT HAS CAUSED ME TO FALL INTO ROT HELL

“Imagine massaging Azul’s shoulders.”

HDJJSJFJSKFSPPFEKPDOWFKSJFKWPDPFJEIDDJFOWODSODPAKDJDKKDOD JESUS SAVE ME

I SWEAR, I RETURNED TO MY ROOTS AS AN APE WHEN THAT IDEA WAS SUGGESTED AND MELTED INTO A PUDDLE A SECOND LATER

LISTEN, I AM ALREADY THE ONE WHO MASSAGES MY FAMILY AND I ALWAYS MASSAGE THEIR SHOULDERS (and back)

SO LIKE, YES I WOULD LOVE TO MASSAGE AZUL’S SHOULDERS BUT ALSO I WOULD DIE BECAUSE HOLY FUCK

Idk, when someone proposes to me an idea with my fav that I already kinda do in real life, I die 10x harder

HIS OVERBLOT SUPER SHOWS HIS SHOULDERS THOUGH

Maybe that’s how I am attracted to them

It’s just HNNNNNNNNNNNNNGH

Ok speaking of his overblot

Ahem

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

LISTEN RIGHT HERE, AZUL’S OVERBLOT FORM IS SO GORGEOUS???????

Mmmmmm I’ll be very honest and say in his live 2d sprite, I’m not as crazy over it kdjjsjfjskkfjs

BUT IN HIS CHIBI????

HE LOOKS LIKE A QUEEN

A QUEEN I SAY

I LOVE THE WAY HIS TENTACLES LOOK LIKE A GOWN???? IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL

AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Okay but let me be real when I say this: why the fuck does he have abs in that form

I Do Not Perceive

He totally stole those abs when he went crazy taking other people’s magic and skills (I mean he did say “I’ll take your athleticism” on his rampage wwwwwwww)

Please Yana, let those be stolen abs

O okay but 👉👈💦 his arms are ,,,,,

Like okay, I like to joke that he’s a twig but

I love how toned his arms are in his overblot 😳

I Idk,,, I just feel something and I

Hhhhhhhhhhh

Okay, before this turns into all-out thirst, I just want to say there’s so much more to Azul than just how beautiful he is in terms of looks 😭

Like ok, I just wanna hug him too man,,,

Even in that image above, I know we’re supposed to fight him but,,,,,, my heart just feels a slight jolt of sadness every time I inflict damage on him,,,

PLEASE, I JUST WANT TO HOLD HIM GENTLE,,,,,,,,,,,,

I WANT TO TELL HIM THAT HE’S DONE SUCH AN AMAZING JOB, COMFORT HIM, HUG HIM, GIVE HIM ALL THE LOVE AND AFFECTION HE DESERVES

I just want to tell him that he’s more than enough as he is,,,,,,,

I’m not gonna lie, some days I wanna beat Azul’s ass glares at gacha and all elements test

But most of the time, I’m in protective mode when people joke about eating takoyaki or beating him up 😢😢😢 like I know it’s a joke but I still wanna hug Zuzu,,,,

YES I CALL HIM ZUZU IT’S A CUTE NICKNAME

Zul and Zuly are also cute but,,, Zuzu

I’d say Azuly but that’s the ship name the Discord server I’m part of gave me and no it ain’t a true ship

But anyway

Yeahhhh I go “noooo don’t eat himmmm” every time people joke about eating him

Tbh when school started, I found myself empathizing with Azul more and admiring him more???? Because holy fuck,,,,

How does he manage being a dorm leader, a student, and a restaurant manager all at once??? I could barely do 1/8 of that work and I easily burnt out at the beginning of the school year,,,

Often, I had to tell myself that Azul does all that work to push me to keep up with school and hey it works ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

But it also made me think “does Azul ever catch a break???” and God I just want to give Azul one (1) day of relaxation because man, he deserves a rest hh

Also I kinda relate to his problems with body image?? Like, it lowkey hurts when the people you live with comment about you gaining weight and it sounds like a bad thing

And I just think about how Azul is conscious about his body image and shit and it just makes me want to hug him even more because God, he’s beautiful in any shape and form,,,,

,,,,,,,,,,,

SO ANYWAY

ONE LAST THING

I DIDN’T REALIZE HOW LONG HIS LASHES ARE UNTIL I SAW THIS IMAGE OF HIM ANGRY???

LOOK AT HOW THICC THAT LINE IS LOOK AT HOW LONG HIS LASHES ARE

AND ALSO HIS ANGRY EXPRESSION IS LITERALLY MAKING ME GO 😳😳😳😳😳😳

HE’S SO BEAUTIFUL WHAT THE FUCK DISNEY

LONG LASHES ARE BIG SEXY MAN I SOB SO HARD

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEJFJDJFKDJFJEODPSKJFKEODJJDKJFDKDKDJJD

So yeah, that’s the end

Ending it here before I rot over his smirk once again

L listen MY PHONE IS LAGGING BECAUSE OF HIM I FUCKING—

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck that smirk does a shit ton of things to me

I swear to God, I better not make a part 3 🗿

[lovestruckimagines]

Heiii, can i please request headcanons for Floyd, Leona and Malleus with a female reader that hurt themselfes and they notice so they pick them up to carry them but the reader says something like ''PUT ME DOWN'' or ''It's fine i can walk by myself'' even though they can't? Thank you so much!!! Have a nice day!!!

a/n; WWWWWWWW this is a really funny rq anon... i hope you know that this made me laugh.. enjoy!

— floyd leech

oya oya? little shrimp got hurt? he’ll make his way over to you, teasing you gently as you puff up at his comments. you push him away, using the wall to get up on your own as you put pressure on your foot, but immediately collapse into him.

he catches you, of course, and giggles at your failed attempt at showing him you can walk by yourself.

he’s only a little bit concerned, watching as you try again. and again. and again. one more time. he gets bored of watching you struggle, and he scoops you into his arms and holds you bridal-style.

he laughs as you struggle against him, and he carries you all the way to the infirmary to check out your foot. he lets you struggle (and even almost drops you a few times), only being amused as he teases you.

he makes sure you actually get checked out and get a wrap around your injury, but still continues to tease you, threatening playfully to squeeze you if you don’t let him help you at least a little bit.

— leona kingscholar

he’ll only be a little concerned when you can’t balance properly, but as you argue that you can and try to get up on your own, he’ll let you continuously struggle to stay upright.

he watches, amused and a little annoyed, as you try again and again to balance yourself, and eventually, you try one last time. you collapse onto your back, with leona looking down at you, a smirk on his face.

“are you done yet?” he asks, and afterwards, he hauls you to your feet and carries you all the way to the infirmary as you pout all the way. if you continue to argue and stand your ground, he’ll set you down on the ground, watching again as you try to get to your feet.

either way, you’ll end up on a cot in the infirmary, with him (gently) reprimanding you for interrupting his napping time. he cares for you, but in his own way.

— malleus draconia

as soon as malleus scoops you up off the ground to take you to the infirmary, he’s surprised as you start struggling against him, proclaiming that you can walk by yourself. he simply listens to you, continuing to walk until you almost fall.

he puts you down, insisting that you show him that you can walk by yourself, and when you fall, he scoops you back up again. he’s seen enough, and if you still continue with your insistence, he won’t pay it any mind.

even though he doesn’t show it outwardly, he’s concerned that you won’t  accept his help. he’ll help you nonetheless, but it won’t stop him from being a little hesitant to help.

he’ll even aid in tending to your injury, muttering about how he wants to help you, and how, in the future, he hopes that you’ll let him help you without any problem. he loves you a lot, and he wants you to trust him fully.

[azroazizah]

uwu I have two soul eater questions for you: 1. did you watch the anime or read the manga ( or both)?? 2. What’s your opinion on Crona? And btw I love seeing your soul eater art🥺 you capture the characters really well

Hello there! Thank you very much!! >///////

1. I watch/read both ^^

2. Hmmmm, I have a rather unpopular opinion about them, I think, and I’m sorry if it sounds like I use them for strengthening Soul and Maka’s relationship, bc I’m an absolute SoMa shipper. And this’ll be heavily leaning to it. So if you’re a CroMa shipper, please bear with me,

here we go:

while I absolutely like them as a character (their story, quirks, warped mind and everything) but I kind of dislike them as a person, especially their manga version, because I hate their decision to go back to Medusa and betraying Maka & the gang’s kindness. They have lots of helping hands. I understand it’s kind of a stockholm syndrome and they didn’t exactly have a perfectly healthy mind and courage in the first place, but that didn’t mean I have to agree and sympathize with their choice.

The other thing I dislike is that they don’t feel any remorse. They’re not sorry about all they’ve done. As a writer, I love it so much. It’s a beautiful characterization and I absolutely love it. But as a human, simply no. I don’t think it’ll end great if they’ve actually ended up saved from the moon either bc they still have their past sins to atone. They killed too much. It’s one of the reason why I like the manga story better. It’s warped and fucked up, but it’s great and in a way, makes sense.

That is why I like their anime version better. They’re shown to be healing, and takes Maka&the gang’s kindness and even transformed it into their own courage. The gang even eventually adopts them. I approve every bit of that.

I also dislike it when Crona and Maka’s overly obsession towards each other to be depicted as romantic. I view their relationship as a somehow a little twisted version of a mother and her child. Maka is very protective of them, maybe because she has mom issues herself. And Crona likes her very much bc she’s the first person to show them kindness. They’re still very new to these feeling thingies, so maybe they mistook their feelings for her as romantic. They’re abused by their mother and they’re unconsciously seeking a motherly love. It’s canon.

If you’re familiar with Fruits Basket, I picture their relationship as Yuki and Tohru.

However, that doesn’t mean I don’t get why they’re often shipped with Maka. I know, I understand, and they do have good chemistry, but I don’t think their relationship will be as healthy. Crona is too much of a taker and Maka is too much a giver. They’re not balancing each other like Soul and Maka do.

Now to move on to my second unpopular opinion:

Crona loves Maka. Unconditionally. Whether it’s platonic or romantic I don’t care. It’s canon. I understand and approve. But here’s the thing: Crona knows Soul feels exactly the same way. I view them as another broken version of Soul.

I translate this part deeper, as in, Crona understand Soul exactly holds Maka above all else, like them. They’re both selfish. They both don’t care if the world is destroyed, not even the slightest bit. The only thing important is Maka. They both fight because Maka fights. That’s all.

And Soul knows this too. His selfishness is an ugly thing and he knows it. Maybe he’s the one who can understand Crona the best. In fact, he will do the exact same thing and sacrifice himself without a second thought if their positions are reversed, and his reason will be just the same; because Maka fights for it.

I also headcanoned that this point is the catharsis of Soul and Maka’s relationship. Soul finally understands his feelings for her and gets his shit together.

so yeah, that…. I understand other’s different point of view and I respect them, but this is mine. I dislike them, but as a writer, they’re one of my favorite characterization.

wwwwwwww I’m sorry it got so long ^^

[catsandcataclysms]

Still technically a disability, I shouldn’t be mean to myself etc etc whatever,

It is genuinely so embarassing to have to ask for help buying hygeine products of all things because if they’re The Wrong Smell you have a violently bad physical reaction to them (either sneezing, migraine, or triggered) but also you can’t actually smell and shampoo bottles don’t have labels on them about what something Smells like so you just have to guess

Like it’s such a little thing, and it’s stupid, but it’s not something an employee is going to be able to help with because it’d be weird and it’s such an uncommon thing that people would think you were wasting their time. Like. Who’s gonna be the employee that wants to go describe shampoo smells to some strange man? Nobody. They’d probably assume it was a sexual thing, because... I don’t know, I’m pretty sure allo people smell eachother deeply or you always see the weird cis men smelling girls’ hair and that’s the general assumption of what’s going on, if you ask somebody to smell shampoo for you...-- hang on what is this I just discovered I can type tiny on tumblr

What is this hello? Can I revert it? Does it get-- Cool Can I-- YOOOOO IT GOES BOTH WAYS wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Okay. Okay I’m done I’m good now. That’s a cool feature

[pbjpuppy]

5. frog lyd and cherry

5. go on a six hour road trip with (no car radio, you choose who drives), sit next to on a six hour plane flight, sit across from on a six hour train journey

OHH LETS SEE

Six hour road trip with............. I’m gonna say Cherry. Assuming she can drive I don’t think she would really mind and I like to space out staring out the window on car trips which I think she would mind even less (talking to someone like me for 6 hours would GRATE on her)

Six hour plane ride with... Frog! I feel like on planes there’s that rly loud white noise that’s like WWWWWWWW so it’s hard to rly have a conversation and again I do not want to subject him to 6 hours of me talking. Also he seems like hed be okay cramped close to another person meanwhile Cherry would be like Oh My God Go Away (but maybe I’m wrong)

Sit across from on a train ride is... LYD!! I specifically put her as this one bc she seems like the one I’d get along with the best and I feel like she’d be willing to have a long conversation with me without wanting to tape my mouth shut too bad

THANK U FOR ASKINF THESE ARE MY 3 ALLTIME FAVORITE CHARACTERS YELLS

[ryuukia]

[Translation] ORIGIN -Dark and Light- Behind the scenes ④

I said I wanted to finish posting all the backstage moments during the event gacha, so here it is. Swiiiiiits profiles might take some more because I’m not proofreading that with Ryota (uni sucks life out of us)

Once I’m done with the profiles too, I’ll be making a masterpost~

Assistant translator & proofreading: @ryota-kunstranslations (you’re an angellll)

Please don’t repost/reuse my translations.

☆The obedient person who can’t be tamed ☆

Ryota: Aah, come on, who’d throw a plastic bottle here? What if someone got hurt? So careless

Ryota: Nozomu, come here. You were rubbing your knees a while ago. It’s better to disinfect them just in case. Hey, come here already.

Ryota: I’ll stay and clean up, so it’s fine if Mamoru returns before I do. You have to work on the new song, right? Did you forget anything? Really, it’s ‘cause you keep spacing out.

Ren: Ryota-san! Ryota-san! Recently, I’ve been thinking that whenever I look at you, I feel like I can understand what the words “tsundere moe” really mean!!

Ryota: …...th, thank…… you……

Kensuke: wwwwwwww

☆ Do you see them? ☆

Shun: Tomte-san is so friendly and cute. Ah, hey, that tickles (giggle)

Yuri: I think he’s always wanted to meet the demon lord, he seems happy

Shun: I am honored. I couldn’t find the time to visit the fairy world lately

Kakeru: …...What are they doing talking to thin air? Those two, I mean..

Arata: Kakerun, we lose if we react. As long as it’s not a ghost then it’s not scary. I’m satisfied with just that. (serious face)

Kakeru: Showing that facial expression was definitely your first mistake.

Kakeru: (Nakai-san is also a fairy, but everyone can see him… fairies are deep)

☆ A gentle moment with a gentle person ☆

Morihito: ……-blows-

Dia: …… -blows-

Mamoru: …… -blows-

Arata: …… -puffs-

Issei: ……

Morihito: The cocoa is delicious

Dia: One cup after physical training is exceptional, isn’t it?

Mamoru: I feel healed…

Arata: The sweetness is just right…

Issei: …… (nod nod)

Koki: I’ve been making sandwiches as a snack, would you like some?

Aoi: I also helped. Egg sandwiches, fruits sandwiches and others. There are a lot.

Yoru: If you want something substantial, there’s also fried chicken!

All of them: Are you gods?

Koki: You’re exaggerating (laugh)

☆ People who are in high spirits ☆

Nozomu: I, no.1, Nanase Nozomu, shall start!!!

Lise: Okay! Please do!

Rui: Fight

You: You seem excited www. What are you doing?

Nozomu: For real? (Haduki You style)

Lise & Rui: That was close

You: You all better get ready.

※It was an imitation contest

☆ Are you good at dancing? ☆

Tsubasa: Well then! I’ll do it! I’ll dance!

Iku: I won’t lose either!

Koi: I’ll also give my best~!

You: Hey hey, if it’s dancing then it’s definitely gotta be me.

Kai: Oh, it looks like you’re having fun!

Shu: Shouldn’t we show them how the seniors do things once in a while?

Kensuke: If this is a test of strength, then I won’t lose!

Hajime: If it’s a competition then, there’s no way I’d back down.

Shun: My my, if Hajime participates, count me in too

Soushi: Looks like I’ll be representing SOARA. As a former athlete, I won’t hold back.

Tatsuhiko: Same here

Shiki: The seniors are making a stand

Lico: I’m the female representative!

Issei: Eichi too, come on, fight

Eichi: No way no way no way no way! I was thinking of joining in too but there’s no way I can just throw myself in at that kind of line-up!

Ichiru: If I were you I’d join them right away...!!

Rui: I feel like my energy’s being sucked out just by looking at them standing there

Aoi: Rui, let’s hang on a bit more (bitter smile)

Yuri: Movement that goes with music is simply beautiful.

Morihito: That’s right. Everyone is so cool

☆ A healing view ☆

Kakeru: …… (nom nom)

Dai: (......It looks like it)

Rikka: (......Indeed)

Stare

Kakeru: Ha! You’re watching!

Dai & Rikka: ! (jerk)

Kakeru: Dai-chan-san and Rikka-san, you've been looking at that lizz and back at me for a while now! If you think that I resemble a squirrel that much, shouldn't you be contributing to make my cheeks puffier? Please buy me at least one meatbun right now!

Dai: Roger (bitter smile)

Rikka: Please accept our humble treat (laugh)

☆ Unshakable Man ☆

Arata: Sigh~......

Aoi: You’re lying on the floor…… (bitter smile). Are you that tired?

Arata: Ah, no, I’m staying like this because I’m wondering what’s the best angle to take photos from.

Shu: You look spirited

Koki: Really full of spirit

[takakurukuru]

☎ ♢ ◔

☎ : a text following/about some kind of emergency

TO: edler-kun!! 📚

[EDLER-KUN I CANT FIND MY HAT]

[i have a show tonight! And my hat is missing!]

[No one cared who I was until I put on the hat]

[how will they even recognize me without it?]

[Oh! Do you know where it might have gone? i know i left it right here.]

[FILE SENT: hsdf7fdiyu.jpg]

... The picture shows an empty hat stand on a dressing table. In the mirror, Takaku's hat is very clearly on their head. They look like they're trying not to laugh.

♦  : a text attempting to calm your character down 

TO: edler-kun!! 📚

[wwwwww okay]

[How big of a deal is it, really?]

[will your life end? Is it a catastrophe?]

[What a tragic sorry end for ye! D:]

['course, if u rn't gonna die theeen...]

[it'll be fine! maybe not now, but later for sure :>]

[That's how it goes]

◔ : a text with a hilarious(?) typo

TO: edler-kun!! 📚

[ah, yes i have been meaning to ask about memoirs of a soul!]

[I don't have much time to read myself, but my dead older brother seemed to enjoy the series quite a lot]

[never got a chance to go to one of those signing sessions tho]

[hes probably gonna flip when he finds out i get 2 meet u wwwwwwww]

[oh wait my brothers not dead]

[Might b a little hard 4 him to flip if he's dead :P]

[meant to say dear! after all, my family r my biggest fans so theyre p dear 2 me]

[somnolenceses]

dec. 18 2021

i... honest to god don't know how to go about this? writing this feels embarassing, but it would do me good, i think. hopefully.

it's funny because i used to be super public about everything, especially when i was more vulnerable, but now it's simmered down, yet [yoda voice] i must overshare still. i've been told i have strong words/write strongly, so hopefully the education system has not let me down and somehow they were right. maybe through this i can figure a bit out about myself.

maybe i'll put up a blog i can dump it all on, (if i do, hi— you can figure a bit about myself too, now.) but for now a few .txt files will do just fine. anyways nothing quite positive to start it on. i feel a little upset which drove me here. isn't that funny? usual usual, feeling like an outcast loser that somehow makes people uncomfortable/annoyed just by existing or god forbid talking. isn't it funny i am entirely self-aware? i know these are unreasonable thoughts formed by a long chain of unreasonable thoughts from unreasonable me in 2019, but i can't help but it feel it Must be true.

it's funny because this actually started of from a positive thing— i finally managed to reach out to someone having a bad time. i had a big personal growth moment for me, i would think, and then suddenly i start feeling bad because i don't want to change, which is a New. i usually always want to change or get a re-do. it's a little funny because i am so paranoid of others not liking me/disliking me behind my back, but as something i wrote a while back states, "so, so desperate to be loved deeply and cherished and. and acknowledged". and yet despite that i still deactivate and leave on the regular, and it doesn't make me feel any better because it feels like nothing changed. in the offense, it is my fault for expecting such things when we've only known eachother for a little while, no? but i shouldn't dump it all at once. this is already quite long.

i read "suicide boy" for the past two days, and i guess it's one of those things you read to see how much of a wreck it is, not particularly because you think it's good. i took all that time trying to figure out where the protag came from because it's in every oddball grade A weirdo's profile picture, so might aswell press on. i think he does find himself in weirdo situations but i think the comic already kinda pervs on him and multiple other minor characters with certain poses and paneling, which gets worse the longer it goes on. so it kinda gives me a mixed feeling. but i'm surprised the person who made it didn't shy away from the nastier parts, like explicit self-harm. almost makes me wonder if i should invest in a box cutter it's such a stereotypical item but it might make it easy for me to finally do it  its been 3 years overdue wwwwwwww anyways i don't really recommend it. there are some nice characters in it but again, just a general wreck to avoid. though i admit there was a part near the end of part 1 that was a neat-ish quote. something like "like cheap theater popcorn. when the movie starts, and with popcorn aplenty, things don't feel so grim... but only for a moment. eventually, the popcorn runs out. and when it does, you're left all alone, to face the bad ending by yourself."

anyways i don't know how to cap this off. i shouldn't write any more, because i have all the time in the world to write. but it has helped me pass the time because now it's 6 pm and stuff and i began writing at 4pm.  i'll probably do some laundry or something before taking a nap. i don't usually like to, because it leaves me groggy and stuff, but lately it feels like i've been sleeping a lot more, even desiring for longer sleep. but both unfortunately and fortunately today was only 11 hours. i could gun for more if i found the right timing.

i don't know what else to say, so here's KIRINJI'S "anokowa dare? toka iwasetai". i wish the person who translated KIRINJI's lyrics into spanish's channel was still up....

https://youtu.be/5Xeck4hZCZE

[quell-tea-salon]

THE IDOLM@STER SideM 3rdLIVE TOUR - GLORIOUS ST@GE Fukuoka (2018/3/25) event report

Cast: S.E.M, Cafe Parade, THE Kogado, Legenders, Mofumofuen, Beit (Pierre and Minori only; Kyoji (Ume-chan) was at Anime Japan).

This is going to be long and messy and full of CAPS. Cast members are referred to by their nicknames. The set list, if you don’t mind spoilers.

Where do I start? My heart is so full.

My day started like this: I was exhausted even before the concert because I had been in the queue for the merchandise booths for FIVE HOURS since 8:30am. There was SO many people, and no doubt many, like me, had traveled interstate or even from overseas. As Fukuoka’s concert was the only one held in West Japan I think that many fans from this side of the country would make the effort to come even if they didn’t have a ticket for the concert (anyone could visit the merch booths and there were cinemas nearby showing the live-viewing). Anyway, I was planning to buy the rubber wrist bands but they all sold out within the first hour. I had to keep changing my shopping list while checking twitter updates about stuff that had sold out, and by the time I reached the booths pretty much everything that I wanted was gone, save the official pamphlet and Fukuoka limited edition charm (in pic above). I’ve attended events before so I should have known what to expect, but I was still shaking my head in disbelief ^p^ On the bright side I made friends with the person who was in line next to me (a BeitP!) and after we were finally done with the booths we barely had time to grab lunch before the show started.

There was another long (but thankfully fast-moving) queue to enter the concert hall as staff did ID checks, then yet another line for the bathroom. By the time I made it back to my seat, it was 6 minutes to start time OTL Unfortunately I didn’t have much luck with seating this time; I was two thirds down the back of the hall and could barely see the ground level of the stage. ...And of course there was a tall dude a few rows in front of me blocking my view of the middle of the stage >_> I had to keep reminding myself that I was lucky just to be there. (Sitting in the back rows isn’t all bad though; more on that later.)

The show kicked off with the standard sponsors and messages from Yamamura on the main screen. Then the lights dimmed and the whole cast appeared on stage to perform Reason!! It took a while for it to set in that I was actually physically present at a concert and not watching a live-viewing T_T For today’s concert Totto (Hazama-sensei) covered Shugon’s (Teru) solo parts in the song. Later he introduced himself as the MC for today! While I was happy for him tbh I was also a little worried bc Totto can be fuwafuwa (fluffy.... if you get my drift), but I knew Yoshiki would support him. Thankfully Totto was a decent if mostly absent (lol) host, and even Enokiya, usually a salty tsundere, was surprisingly serious for the most part *Maita P’s everywhere clutching their chests* Furukawa and Shohei both said that they were happy to be here as Fukuoka/Kyuushu is their hometown. They both spoke a few lines (in-character) in the local dialects :D During Legenders’ turn Kasama-san shared a cute story about Fuumin - apparently it was Fuumin’s first time on a plane and after landing his ears felt weird so he said “I think I left my ears in the sky!” which Kasama-san thought was such a cute thing to say wwwwwwww Fuumin turned bright red... Koma-chan was just happy to be near the ocean ww (the convention hall was right along the water).

After the intro talk the lights dimmed again and as soon as we heard taiko drum beats we quickly set our pen lights to fluro pink - it was From Teacher to Future! S.E.M appeared in the ouendan cheer outfits and recited the lines from ep5 (as per Makuhari day 2) before striking the Pose of Passion as the crowd cheered :D Again, they shed the ouendan coats before singing. This time Cafepa were the background cheerleaders!! (Later, Enokiya said that he felt whoever was behind him (Asselin iirc) hit him with their pompom a couple of times ww)

Next was Mofumofuen with Welcome Happy Kira Park! THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST SONGS TO DO CALLS WITH! It was sooo much fun and there were all so adorable T_T To this day I’m still in awe of Yano every time Nao’s voice comes out of his mouth lmao

Cafepa was up next with Cafe Parade! As a fan of Furukawa I was excited to finally get to see him live and he didn’t disappoint. Idk why but today he cranked up the seduction to 100 and his Asselin was.. ajfh;ajfk;ahk;s Asselin u ok why are you dripping sex appeal.......... this is not the Asselin that i know... Also i was wearing concert earplugs (bought a pair after realising that attending so many concerts was gradually damaging my ears; didn’t help that Japan’s concerts are RIDICULOUSLY LOUD) but I could still feel his insane vibrato through the ear plugs O______O But I digress. Cafepa are always rly fun to watch on stage as their performances tend to be dramatic and have a musical flair.

Legenders - Symphonic Brave. I was shaking bc MY OCEAN BOYS!!! It’s my least fave Legenders song but I’ve gradually warmed up to it after watching them perform it on LV a few times, and i rly do love the vocals. Combined with the visuals on the monitor this song makes you feel like you’re soaring through the sky and that anything is possible... Sadly Koma-chan wasn’t performing well today (I briefly wondered if he had a cold or something bc his voice was rly weak in both volume and control), but Kasama-san and Fuumin were amazing! I love the use of mic stands in this song T_T

Kogado - Tsuyoku Toutoki Kemonotachi. Each time they perform this song they do a brand new fight sequence during the bridge; usually Shohei is the one who comes up with the moves (with help from the dance instructors) but for Fukuoka, all three Kogado members worked together and performed a badass fight scene complete with explosive sound effects www

For the next song, a grand staircase decorated with red carpet unfolded on the main screen and Pierre appeared on the upper level of the stage. Mahou no Stair!!! (Yes!!!!!! We knew that Pierre and Minori were definitely singing their solos since they were unlikely to do any Beit songs without Kyoji, and it also happened to be the last day for Beit in the tour.) As Pierre made his way down the stairs towards the lower level of the stage, the steps lit up in red, mimicking the red carpet, while the staircase on screen shifted so it looked like Horieru was a prince gracefully descending upon the ballroom to join us for a dance ;______; Tbh I’m not fond of Pierre’s solo as it sounds rather flat (a pity considering Pierre has such a cute genki voice) but he was super cute and princely and melted every heart in the vicinity T_T At the end of the song he made a gesture like he was waving a magic wand to cast a spell (the main screen behind him showed a sparkly golden spiral) and when he moved aside to retreat from the stage MINORI APPEARED ON THE UPPER LEVEL HOLDING A BOUQUET T______________T Pierre had summoned Minori!!!!!!!!! We screaaaaamed omg Beit medley T______T

During Cherish Bouquet TakaP unleashed his sparkly princely charisma by 5000000% and killed a bunch of people (both girls and guys) in the audience [FANSERVICE INTENSIFIES] By the end of the song most of us were dead.... and when he held out the bouquet towards us (the camera) our SCREAMS lol istg ;;;;;;;;;;;;

Then both Pierre and Minori appeared on stage again wearing blue happi kimonos as the next song’s intro played AND WE LOST IT BC IT WAS FUN FUN FESTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEIT!!!!!!!! GROUP SONG!!!!!!! THEY’RE DOING BEIT SONGS AFTER ALL!!!!! T__________T AND FUNFUNFESTA IS MY #1 FAVOURITE SONG TO DO CALLS WITH omg i felt sooooooo spoiled at that moment...... There was so much to love about this part. Pierre usually dances with his Kaerre plush in this song but this time he was holding Kyoji’s pierre plush (the blue one!)  so Kyoji could perform with them ;___; And both Pierre and Minori were super generous with the fanservice! TakaP’s winks are so destructive >< During the catering part konamono was replaced with “Ramen!” (specialty dish of this region). THEN KOGADO BURST ONTO THE STAGE, ALL WEARING HAPPI KIMONOS AND CARRYING A MIKOSHI PALANQUIN djhfaglhgdfLJHGLFHJDSdf they were hopping and cheering and it was both hilarious and amazing to see Kogado like this......... Really there was so much happening, my heart could barely keep up ;;;;;;;

Shinonome was up next with Piece Montee. This whole sequence was really cute! During the song he mimicked making a cake, piping cream and taste-testing before finally being satisfied with his creation. A HUGE (like, human-sized) balloon art cake was wheeled out onto the stage. After Shinonome left the stage, the lights dimmed and Nao-kun appeared, admiring the cake which had a plate saying “Happy birthday Nao!” on it!!!! NAO-KUUUUUNNNNN THE BIRTHDAY BOY <3<33333

Nao was the cutest thing during Hop Step Hai, Ship T___T He kept admiring the cake and looked soooo happy... He even showed us his fluffy tail and i just jhdfkj;gf;KDF,lkl just, an angel ;;;;;;;;;;

Later during the talk segment, Yano thanked us for all the love, support, and birthday wishes, and said that while he’s feeling incredibly happy and blessed, he has no doubt that Nao is feeling even happier and at the top of the world. It was also Minori’s birthday around that time, so as a double birthday celebration they asked us producers for a favour. We all held up our pen lights in red to mimic candles on a birthday cake, and when Minori and Nao made the motion of blowing out the candles we turned off our pen lights all at the the same time. The hall and stage lights were completely dimmed for this and it was a really pretty sight T_T Happy birthday, Nao and Minori!!!!!!!!!!!

Then it was time for Mofu In The Park, another super fun song to call along to! ME ME! PYON PYON!! GAO GAO!!!!!!!!!!!! This was Mofu’s last day in the tour and they really gave it their all ;___;

THE NEXT PART......IS WHERE I DIED. When i heard the song intro play i FLIPPED MY SHIT BECAUSE I RECOGNISED IT AS SECRET! PLAYFUL! DRIVE! which is a song from the St@rry Collaboration series (the extra CDs that came with the anime BD/DVDs) and NOBODY EXPECTED THIS BECAUSE IT WAS BELIEVED THAT THEY WERE SAVING THOSE SONGS FOR FIVE ST@R PARTY DKJFA’JGFA;KJGAF;IYLAKYJK

So i was in disbelief already and my brain barely had a second to process that this song belongs to S.E.M and Jupiter before S.E.M APPEARED FROM THE SHADOWS ON AN ELEVATED TROLLEY DECORATED IN BRIGHT RAINBOW LIGHTS AND I JUST DIEEEEEDDDDDDDDD ajbgadjakhaf;l ok so i kinda expected a trolley to come out bc i noticed the staff running around and looking like they were securing the routes, but i wasn’t expecting it to be S.E.M, much less them singing this...sinfully sexy song ;_______; The trolley started from the left side of the stage and made its way around the perimeter of the concert hall, doing a left into the walkway RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BLOCK OF SEATS WHERE I WAS (they were so close omg S.E.M!!!! BEFORE MY EYES!!!! crying forever) before ending its journey on the right side of the stage. As per tradition they were throwing rubber balls at the audience (sadly not in my direction ><). Jirou-chan and Rui were perfect idols and dishing out fanservice the entire time //// Hazama-san was amazing and beautiful and stoic ajhgfsaldgsl god i love SEM so much ;;;;;; As the trolley passed in front of me JIROU-CHAN POINTED AT ME!!!!!!!! At that moment i was actually grateful for getting a shitty seat at the back of the hall sobssss Jirouuuuuuuuuu ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

I REALLY love this song but i have to admit i was barely paying attention to the singing because i was... distracted....... haha... Also this performance changes things for Shizuoka because if SEM did their collab song without Jupiter there’s a chance that DraSta will sing Etranger without Beit. Oh my god. I’m shaking just thinking about it. I’M JEALOUS OF EVERY SINGLE PERSON ATTENDING SHIZUOKA T_T pls say hi to my babies on my behalf.... Anyway, back to the concert.

Tbh i was already 1000000% satisfied with the concert after SEM’s performance lmao but the set list continued to blow my mind... One of the solos i was hoping to hear was Saki-chan’s Favourite ni Odorasete, AND THAT WAS THE NEXT SONG!!!!!!! I started out not rly liking Kobapyon’s voice for Saki-chan because he does this weird squeak that a lot of female seiyuu do too for cute moe characters, which ig kind of describes Saki-chan... But the more i learned about Saki-chan the more i started to like him (her? they? idk which pronoun Saki-chan prefers, pls do enlighten me if you know) and his solo is such a cute and catchy song T_T Kobapyon is srsly really cute in person as well.... just a bundle of angelic cuteness and ribbons tbh.... To top it off, the guest performers for this song were Minori and Pierre!!! Minori was at the top of the stairs and as Saki-chan approached he gave him a bouquet, which Saki-chan happily accepted. Then Minori held out his hand like a fking prince and held Saki-chan’s hand and escorted him down the stairs AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH (the crowd wouldn’t stop screaming ajkh;skjfg). At the bottom of the stairs was Pierre, sitting on a bench and reading a book (iirc). Saki-chan bade Minori farewell and approached the bench, and Pierre pulled out a handkerchief and set it on the bench for Saki-chan to sit on JKAHGLFHGLAHG WHO EVEN DOES THAT ANYMORE OH MY GOD T_______T Saki-chan danced with the both of them in turns and just looked like a beautiful princess with her princes... (I just remembered a tweet i saw about this... “Saki-chan with B(eit) LOL BURUZON CHIEMI REFERENCE) By this point the audience had died again from both jealousy (of Saki-chan) and just overall bliss from getting to witness this cute af performance. Compare this to last year when SEM were the ones escorting Saki-chan and got slapped in the face instead LOL. (When this was brought up during talk time Yoshiki was like “Oh, so it’s fine if it’s Takatsuka?” LMAOOO)

The CafePa medley kept going! Next up was Roll’s One Whole Wonderful. Roll is SO cute!!! TwT He mimed being surrounded by cakes and took a bite from all of them before breaking into the HAPPIEST smile, omg just precious ;;;;;;; Why is CafePa full of cuties ;;;;;;;;;;;; My heart was purified ;;;;;;;;; Then the rest of CafePa joined him on stage for Reversed Masquerade. I love this song more and more each time i see it. I especially the single-file march they do towards the end ;w; 

I started yelling again when the next song played because it was another one that i had been hoping to hear!! Amehiko’s Sweep Your Gloom!!!!!!! (Lol before the concert i was like “I’ll be happy if i get to hear this ONE song. And maybe these others too if i’m really lucky” and i got to hear pretty much all the songs on my list dhjgladhflajdh BLESSED) I love Amehiko’s smooth voice so, so much and this song, despite the serious and uplifting lyrics, sounds sexy af bc of Kasama-san’s voice //// To make the performance even more amazing (THIS KEEPS HAPPENING THROUGHOUT THE CONCERT ISTG WE ARE SO LUCKY) Rui and Jirou-chan joined the stage as the backup dancers and i wished that i had extra pairs of eyes to watch all my favourites doing the moody sensual dance T_T

As a LegeP i was still feeling giddy and happy AND THEN SORA APPEARED ON STAGE FOR FLOWING FREEDOM omggggggggg my heart >_____< I LOOOVE this song and Sora did such a great job performing it T_T Fuumin was even wearing red contacts to match Sora’s eyes and the text graphics on the main monitor was really stylish and well done, so much so that i found myself watching the graphics half the time. Next, rounding up the Legenders medley was Legacy of Spirit. Legenders’ starting point! This LegeP couldn’t have asked for more TwT (I guessed that they would save Chris’ solo for Shizuoka.)

Finally it was The Kogado’s turn again! They’ve performed RAY OF LIGHT at every appearance in the tour and it just gets better each time!! Just kickass in all aspects and I love Ren singing in a higher tone, esp that last note of the chorus *__*

Back to SEM with ∞ Possibilities! I’ve heard this song a million times but i’ll never get sick of it. We cheered each time Hazama-sensei hit that goosebumps-inducing note in “koeTEEEEEEE” ;____;

Next was yet another song on my wish list! Hazama-sensei’s Learning Message! Like everyone else I’m absolutely in love with Totto’s amazing vocals and the song’s technopop instrumentals are to die for. Imo this song’s key sounds a tad high for Hazama’s in-character vocal range but Totto never fails to deliver a strong vocal performance >< In true SEM tradition he had some weird dance moves haha (someone on twitter interpreted them as possible math symbols).

Beit took the stage again for Smile Engage!!!!! Ahhh THE representative Beit song T_T Horieru and TakaP were sparkly and charming as usual but tbh the vocals sounded a little thin without Kyoji...

SEM joined them on stage next for Eureka Diary. As with the previous songs i think Minori sang most of Kyoji’s lines? I have to admit that I don’t really like this song but it was great seeing Beit and SEM on stage together ;w;

We were in the last segment of the concert which followed the standard template - Beyond The Dream, costume change break/”Encore!” yelling time, then GLORIOUS RO@D, and lastly, DRIVE A LIVE. Iirc Jirou-chan sang Touma’s solo part in GloRoad? I was jealous of the people sitting in the front half of the hall as it was raining paper/foam stars with the Glorious St@ge logo. But more importantly I was ecstatic to be able to participate in yelling “WE ARE 315!!!!” during Drive A Live T_______T I’ve never felt closer to the im@s community and the 315 idols.....

I don’t remember much from the ending talk but I do recall SEM attempting to speak in the local dialects, a somewhat teary-eyed Murase addressing F-LAGS who were watching the LV, Beit & Mofu & Kogado expressing gratitude for the support they’ve received (last day for all these groups), and SEM blowing a synchronised kiss at the camera before disappearing from the stage right at the end akjgfa;kgjfas; *clutches heart*

This day will be a treasured memory of mine for years to come.... Ngl, because i didn’t have a great view from my seat at times I kinda wished that i could’ve split my body in two to watch the concert live and the LV at the same time. But SEM drove by in their rainbow limo trolley within metres of my seat and Jirou-chan shot me in the heart so there’s that.... And while it’s a shame that my main baes DraSta weren’t at Fukuoka, the amazing set list gave me everything else that i wanted, plus more. So much more T_______T Thank you, 315Pro. This P will keep working hard to support our idols!!

[hirokiyuu]

[star] i had to log in on my computer to do this

thanks boo this is why i love u xoxo anyways let’s switch gears entirely and talk abt the twewy xover!! (more specifically, the goro + neku part!)

so i wrote the josh+akira stuff a while ago bc the second anything takes place in shibuya or even shibuya adjacent my first thought is Always going to be “but what does josh think of this” (kicks my owasera/twewy stuff deep under my bed) since I Love Yoshiya Kiryu Deeply. part one was honestly mostly written on a whim bc i think a post-game josh would have a lot of accidental fondness for this kid who’s got all the odds stacked against him in an unfair game (lol) i didn’t spend too much time thinking abt like………. Logistics of stuff

but after i published it i sort of wondered what josh would think of GORO since like…….. damn. this kid’s fucked up. i didn’t think they would get along and i tried to write it a few times but p much every convo they had was too unproductive and i stopped after a few lines LMFAO bc neither of them is going to try to make any sort of genuine connection w/the other? so i sort of shelved it for a while

idk how i started thinking abt goro+neku tho but once i did it was soooo much easier to write this. the first line i wrote was the “don’t worry. i’m perfectly fine on my own.” and like………. knowing that neku was going to attempt to connect w/this person he can see so much of himself in and that goro was going to take it Absolutely the wrong way made the rest of the fic flow so much easier LMFAO

it was also interesting bc i was in the middle of writing pef while i was working on this but i was jumping to a goro who’s brainspace was in a much dif point than pef goro’s? since this is before even teh casino and he hasn’t even spent time w/the thieves yet really wwwwwwww so he’s like. super not into People Or Bonds Or Whatever wwwwwww writing him that belligerent/angry was a lot of fun

also im p sure it didn’t come thru but im p sure neku is either producer or on his way to becoming producer here. i have kinda mixed feelings abt him being a New Conductor bc i dont think it necessarily fits him? but someone did a fic once where mr h takes neku as an apprentice post-game and ever since thats been my fave headcanon wwwwwww 

neku’s graffiti definitely imprints the “trust others” message and i wanted goro to be both attracted to and repulsed by it. there’s a part of him taht’s definitely longing for smth like that but he won’t (can’t?) admit it so he’s also pushing it away. 

thanks for the ask babe ;)

[ssoheartbreak]

,

went to pick up my meds today bc pharmacy closed early yesterday and I missed it, but when I get there they didn’t have it ;w; so I had to be on hold for like 15 minutes while I anxiously called to see where they were

turns out they weren’t wrote down as going to my local one, so I was told it’s likely at the one next to my gp’s office but I drive up there and they don’t have it either ;wwwwwwww; and I was told they might get it later when they get more from the gp’s at like 2pm, so I gotta call them later and hope they have it and if they don’t I’m just shit outta luck ;wwwwwwww;

also my freaking fit note thing isn’t until the upcoming wednesday when I thought it was yesterday so I gotta tell that to my work coach and hope it’s fine ;wwwwwwww;

after thinking I was done and could chill, it’s just more and more anxiety inducing stuff constantly for checks date literally a week

[brotheryanny]

UraShimaSakataSen hold a namahousou whilst Sakata is trying to sleep

From Senra’s 2015 twitcast named 「ShimaSen broadcast (UraSaka are dead)」 when everyone went to Senra’s house

Sen: Sakata~ Sa: … Sen: Sakataa~ U&Shi: wwwwww U: Who’s voice can wake him up Shi: Ah, I see. Senra couldn’t get him to wake up Sen: I’m useless Shi: So next, me- U: So my- Shi: Ah, then Urata go ahead U: Sakata Sa: … U: I’ll ne- (beginning of the song Zettai Rival) Sen: (BELTS IT OUT) I’LL NEVER WANT TO LOSE TO YOU~ Shi wwwwwwww⤴︎⤴︎ Sa: … U: Ohh~ He’s not waking Sen: It didn’t work huh U: Hmm Shi: Ooh U: Why U: Sa-ka-ta? Sen: Sakata, the Kano Sisters are here U: wwwwwWWWW Shi: wwww did he react to the Kano Sisters? Sen: Hu⤴︎hu⤴︎huuu⤴ Shi: That’s how it is.. Sa: Ah Sen: Sakata the Kano Sisters are here Sa: (small voice) ..The Kano Sisters? U&Shi&Sen: PfftWWWWWWWW Sa: W-what? U&Shi&Sen: (still laughing) (U: KAHKAHKAHKAH Shi:Gugugugugu Sen: Aha⤴︎ha⤴︎ha⤴︎⤴︎) Sa: What time is it right now..? Sen: Sakata get up, we’re doing a broadcast right now Sa: Ah… Sen: Do you like the Kano Sisters? Sa: Well, they’re ok Urata: wwwwww Shi&Sen: ‘THEY’RE OK'WWW USSS:… U: ww Shi: Ffuuwwwww U: This is bad www Kano Sisters wwwww Sen: www Shi: I understand now, the Kano Sisters is what he reacts to Sen: wwwwwww Kano Sisters wwwwwwwwww Shi: I- I can’t stop laughing www U: Did he fall asleep? Sen: He fell asleep again Shi: Ahh, the Kano Sisters weren’t effective Sen: the Kano Sisters didn’t work.. U: Sakata~ Maki Horikita got married~ Sa: (small voice) ..I know U: I see Shi: Sakata~? Sa: Hm? Shi: Looks like the iPhone6s is being released Sa: Seriously U: Sakata~ Sa: Yeah U: Looks like humanity will be able to move to space soon Sa: Seriously Sen: Hmm Sa: That’ll be a pain…. Sen: ‘A pain’ wWWW Shi: 'That’ll be a pain'wwwww U: www Sen: His reaction wwww 'That’ll be a pain’ wwwwww Sa: (muffled) Sen: Say something, hey, Sakata~ Sa: Hm? Sen: Don’t 'Hm?’ me www You looked like a snake when you repliedwww Shi: WWWWWWww-wuh? Sen: Sakata, was today fun? Sa: Yeah Sen: Today… Did the magyo-* taste good *I think this is a type of fish? Sa: Yeah Sen: Hell no it didn'tww Sen: How was the caesar salad? Sa: Yeah Sen: 'Yeah'wwwwwwww Shi: WWWWww Sen: Is it okay to hit you ww U: What’s one plus one? Sa: ……. Shi&Sen: Ah Sen: What’s one plus one? Sa: One ten one… Sen: www Shi: What the hell is one ten one U: Ah, this guy is starting to laugh Sen: Ah, Sakata~ Sa: Please forgive me Shi&Sen: wwww 'Please forgive me’wWWWW ⤴︎ ⤴︎ Sen: We’ll forgive you if you can make the listeners happy Sa: Hmm U: Say something sweet Sen: Something sweet Sa: GOOD NIGHT ♡