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this weekend should provide a brief moment of relief for my writing adventures because finally, finally, here is a chapter I only need to edit, as opposed to all the stuff I’ve been (re)writing from scratch so far.
#jau rants#I've already added a little over 10K to the story and we're one third in and I know I need to add more during the second phase of editing#writing is my hobby...? and also my cross to bear
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First of all let me introduce myself and my blog.
Hiii, fellow monster lovers and welcome! I'm Näckros and this is my monster friendly (too friendly) side blog where I post any cute or filthy thought that crosses my mind. English is not my first language so if I make any mistakes please tell me so I can improve. I'm a porn with plot type of gal, which means that I tend to set the mood of the story before I get into the smut stuff, so (were)bear that in mind! And on that note, THIS IS A 18+ BLOG SO MINORS, BEGONE 💋
This blog is a safe space for all the weirdos and the delulus who think that they could get railed by werebeasts, minotaurs, orcs, dragons, weird aliens, giants even, and not be ripped in two. The fictional world is amazing precisely because we can do whatever the hell we want in it so let's forget the realistic technicalities while we're here, yeah? Let's allow our imagination to run free and enjoy what it comes up with. Let's be degenerates together. <3
My ask box is always open - you can send questions or open discussions about any theme regarding monsters; you can send requests of monsters you'd like to read a story about; you can send suggestions, share your own fantasies, recommending books, movies, videogames, other blogs; you can also send me feedback on things I've written (it's always highly appreciated and motivating). I do not put any limits - If I don't like something, I will simply not answer.
My DMs are also always open for anyone who wants to chat and become mutuals, but please be patient with me if I'm late to answer. I swear I'm not ignoring you, I'm just anxious + lazy + unable to manage time but also always doing something, which could be either writing stories for this blog, or fanfictions for my main blog or making digital art for my art side blog. So yeah, I won't always be avaliable, nor will I post daily on here.
I have a Ko-fi where you can leave tips if you like what I write and you want (but mostly, can) support me. I write for my own enjoyment of course but I'm a jobless student and money unfortunately is scarse. So even just a small tip as a 'thank you' can help me.
What else can I add?
BE RESPECTFUL - DO NOT SHAME ANYONE FOR THEIR KINKS - DO NOT BE RUDE - DO NOT COPY OR REPOST OR TRANSLATE OR MODIFY MY STORIES IN ANY WAY
That being said, enjoy your stay and thank you for following this weirdo here and enjoying the products of her weird mind 💜
SFW | scenarios - imagines - fics
Cold Hands -> vampire boyfriend x afab!human
Nighttime Muse -> vampire boyfriend x human
Meet Cute -> minotaur x human - more about this
Accidental Summoning -> demon-like creature x afab!human
Bouncer in Love -> [part 2] - [part 3 coming soon] werebear bouncer x afab!human
Death in Childbirth -> dragon husband x afab!human
Cat and Mouse -> werepanther biker x afab!human
NSFW | scenarios - imagines - fics
Period Tracker -> werewolf boyfriend x afab!human
The Lover -> [part.2 coming soon] unknown monster x afab!human
First Date with BFF -> werewolf x human
Ready For His Cock -> minotaur boyfriend x afab!human
Big Bad Wolf -> werewolf boyfriend x human
Well-Fed Cat -> cat hybrid boyfriend x afab!human
Tests Subjects -> werebear x human [longer fic coming soon]
Prankster -> [part 2] ghost x afab!human
Pouncing Panther -> werepanther husband x human
Dirty Hobby -> roommate!werewolf x afab!human
Wet for the Doctor -> gyno!lizard man x afab!human [longer fic]
Tavern Orgy -> multiple monsters x fem!human
Companionship in the Labyrinth -> minotaur x afab!human
Cow Dreams -> alien x afab!human
Helping Hand -> centaur x human
Ishtà-kurme -> husband!orc x chubby!fem!human x husband's sons
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Jack of all Trades -> robot x afab!human
Full of Eggs -> mothman x afab!reader
Search #teratosnack's poll for all the polls I made
Search #monster art or #terato art for the beautiful art I reblog
Search #teratosnack for all my stories
Search #snack answered; for my answers to your asks
Credits to @ anitalenia for all the dividers I use for my posts 🫶🏻
#teratosnacks#monsters#monster lover#exophilia#monster love#terato#monster x human#teratophillia#monster kink#monster fucker#monster boyfriend#monster romance#monster smut#monster x reader#tw monsterfucking#monster scenario#monster imagine#terato x reader#terat0philliac
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All about me!
I just feel like it’s time to put a little post about me!
My name is Ashlyn and I’m from New England America, my pronouns are She/Her ~ Age is 22 - I am bisexual ~ Neurodivergent
I’m a pagan and a witch based upon my ancestry, Hellenic polytheism and Norse/Germanic paganism and witchcraft.
I’m mostly started out as a tarot reader then became a witch and a pagan, I practice mostly folk magic and Ancestral Magic. Right now trying to find a traditional magic practice. I do a lot of knot magic and needle work presently.
My guardian animal: I don���t know if that’s the correct term but Bears 🐻, I always had dreams/nightmares about bears since I was little and when I did a tarot reading on what my familiar spirit is the bear came up.
Why I started this blog?
I guess the main reasons to keep a digital record of my experiences, thoughts, lessons, etc. to share my experiences so I thought maybe it can help people find what they are looking for and learn about it. Also a chance for me to learn about other people’s perspectives and ideas. I’m always open to learn more and share more information the best I can.
Also I like to swear in my blogs because I like to, I don’t do it excessively but it’s prevalent if you aren’t comfortable with it.
My hobbies!
I read a lot. Not just one subject, Fantasy, Fiction, Historical fiction, Non-Fiction, and Classics. I might post some book reviews and recommendations on this blog. My favorite book is LOTR it’s my cozy and feel good book, Tolkien also had a lot of pagan inspiration for his stories.
I also write! Short stories to writing long stories about whatever comes to mind. I write fantasy and historical fiction, but also horror and thriller. At times I write poetry. Sometimes when I’m bored use my tarot for a creative writing project.
I like to do crafts. Especially when it comes to paganism and witchcraft. I sew and embroidered poppets, sigils, or symbols. I wouldn’t say I’m neat with a thread and needle but I get the job done.
Video Games I love Halo, Skyrim, Fallout, AC Valhalla and Odyssey, Animal Crossing, Red Dead Redemption.
Hiking and Foraging in nature
Witchcraft and Tarot cards (obviously)
My Likes!
Season: Autumn
Holiday: Yule/Saturnalia
Music: Anything that sounds good to me: Right now Opera is my most listen to. From Opera to Oldies to Folk music to Heavy Metal to Pop songs. R&B is a guilty pleasure of mine and a couple of rappers and hiphop artists. So again I kinda like everything.
Animals: I love cats I have three of my own, Rabbits, Squirrels, Deer, Horses, Bears, Ravens. I like any animals but those I wanna say are my top ones 😂
Insects: don’t necessarily like them but spiders and moths are pretty neat, but Honeybees or bees in general are my favorite they’re quite special to me. Hopefully one day I start beekeeping.
TV Shows: Penny Dreadful was amazing if you like dark horror, witchcraft, in a Victorian setting that incorporates a lot of classic horror stories like Frankenstein and Dracula highly recommended it with Eva Green and Helen McCoy. I don’t have a favorite movies or tv shows definitely but Legion, LOTR, Immortals, Harry Potter movies, the show Vikings. Are great and anything like it just 🤌
ASMR/Meditation ambiences
Smell of burning wood
Tarot cards and reading and finding anything that I can do with them that is new
#hellenic polytheism#paganism#witchcraft#hellenic community#hellenic pagan#norse paganism#hellenic worship#norse pagan#helpol
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I am writing a Jewish teenage boy who has a close relationship with his mother, but I've also read that there is a Jewish stereotype of mothers being overbearing and their children not fighting back. How can I not fall into this stereotype while also portraying my character and his mom being very close?
Hi, thanks for asking! And hype that you're writing about Jews - a virtual bagel for you!
As is often the case when I answer these sort of asks, I can better answer the more specific you are (i.e. if you have particulars of the character or a specific scene feel free to follow up via ask or message), but am happy to offer general tips and invite other Jews to comment:
Make their relationship more fleshed out in general, don't have the dynamic of an overbearing mother in isolation. They could have activities they do together, whether those hobbies are Jewish or not. Maybe they go see baseball or bake for Shabbat together. Maybe they go visit their relatives and have disagreements about those dynamics. The specifics I'm listing aren't the important part - I just mean to have them have a larger relationship beyond potential arguments or pushiness. And ideally one that incorporates Jewishness in some positive way.
Have the son argue back! Not (necessarily) in a disrespectful way, but in a way the mother respects and that is congruent with how Jews understand argument. Jewish culture understands skillful arguing as a emotionally and intellectually intimate process, not necessarily at angry odds with one another. (Not all arguing is skillful, especially from teenagers, but if you want a fight you shouldn't have the son being a pushover-Jewish-man-stereotype or the mom a pushy-Jewish-woman-stereotype).
Make him have healthy relationships with other women (sisters, friends, cousins, etc.) so it's not "and the only woman this Jewish boy talks to is his mama" and the weirdness that would imply.
Make the mom's concern valid or understandable if they're arguing about something (which makes for stronger writing generally, IMO, for motives to be contextually understandable and not just because that character or category of character is Just Like That). Even if she's wrong, the story should understand why she's pushing about whatever it is. This doesn't have to be super high stakes - it could be something like Son wants to try new recipe and Mom pushes back - it's a great recipe, but the conflict is the difficulty in getting kosher gelatin or whatever. (Again, just an example - the point is to make whatever the mom is pushing contextually understandable, not just "Jewish woman/mom = relentlessly pushy").
As I often advocate, not writing "child ESCAPES the CLUTCHES of traditional Jewish practice to LIVE a HAPPY and FULFILLED life of CULTURALLY XTIAN ATHEISM and Jewish community/parent/whatever is DEVASTED because they are OLD-FASHIONED and WRONG" type of stories. I have no indication or belief this is your plan, but always good to bear in mind that tradition (including religious tradition and related culture) isn't always some terrible cross menorah(?) to bear that elders are insisting upon. If you're not Jewish, I don't think it's likely to be productive to attempt "leaving Judaism and now I'm happy totes assimilated" stories. As this relates specifically to Jewish mothers, I would tread lightly on "she's inflicting Judaism on her son" type of content if you aren't of the community yourself. "Sharing joy of thing with son" is much less likely to get awkward or out of your depth.
Another general tip that's a hill of mine: decide what you want this Jewish family's type(s) of Jewishness to be. You don't need to infodump this all to your reader, but you'll be able to craft more believable dynamics that are less likely to bang into stereotypes if /you/ know what their deal is, Jewishly. I hope this is helpful - feel free to follow up and good luck writing!
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hi molly, you inspire me so much, thank you for being you. im about to move to a new city by myself for the first time and im scared. how did you build your life into one you loved? how do i meet people? i want so many things but sometimes they seem so far out of reach!! anyway, wishing you well and it always makes me happy to come visit your page and see you living life so fully :)
hello sweet anon!! sorry i am just getting to this, i was out of town for a few days and have been pretty offline in general lately. to be honest, i feel really really really underqualified to answer any questions about meeting people and making friends, as it is something that has never come easily to me, but i will do my best because i am SO excited for you!! moving somewhere new can be really healing!! i also want to gently remind you that social media-- even tumbr --is a highlight reel.
building my life into one i loved.
i think it's a few things.
it's a skill to find excitement about small things. delicious meals, nice weather, cute animals. being intentional about noticing and allowing yourself to feel excited about the little stuff does some kind of magic in your brain, and in appreciating your life in general. i am not naturally gifted at this whatsoever, but it's a muscle that takes practice to build, like anything.
i also dedicate a LOT of my free time to hobbies. right now it's mostly knitting, but often it's cooking and training my dog as well. watching movies and talking about them with people. spending time decorating the house. i'm very very very much a homebody, often to my detriment. it is monumentally difficult for me to take the first steps to leave the house to do things, even fun things, but once i do i am almost always better for it.
one sort of silly way i have helped to mitigate this, is that my girlfriend and i have started making seasonal bucket lists and magnetizing them onto our fridge. it turns it into sort of a game i guess, and it makes me feel accomplished to cross things off. we did really really well with ours this summer! we have three sections, small things (make smoothies, try a new dinner recipe, make a playlist), medium things (take the dog to the lake, see a movie in the theater, have drinks on a patio), and large things (go camping, go to pride, celebrate my birthday), etc. we just made our fall/winter one and i'm already sooooo excited for it!! it helped me to have a reason to leave the house while we were still getting our bearings in this new city.
i also have limited my social media time more recently on all apps except tumblr and pinterest to 15 minutes per day total. this helps me feel so much less frantic and it's easier for me to stay present than it used to be.
i also started taking medication! it's been a really big piece of the puzzle for me, personally. it helps my baseline be significantly more resilient and regulated and stable. it isn't a singular fix, but it opens up more space for that joy.
as far as meeting people goes, i will let you know when i figure it out LOL. im someone that needs a lot of quiet alone time to function and so i spend a lot of time with myself. i am still learning how to make the bridge from casual friends to a deeper and more meaningful friendship with the people ive met since moving here last august, and it's been a very clumsy imperfect process.
i'm sure this probably wasn't all that helpful haha it felt disjointed to write, and like i said, i am severely underqualified to give advice on this topic. but these are a handful of things i think have helped me in the last year, so hopefully there's something you can take from it!! wishing you all the luck and joy and wonder on your endeavors!! you can send me an ask anytime!! <33
#this is long and i'm really tired from travel so i hope this makes any sense at all#i feel a responsibility to tell you that i DO NOT HAVE IT TOGETHER WHATSOEVER#this is the blind leading the blind when ya'll ask me for life advice lmfao#idk what im doing out here guys im so sorry#asks
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Fic Writer Interview
Thank you for the tag @mercurygray!
How many works do you have on AO3?
Currently 6, but hopefully that number will go up over spring break
What's your total AO3 word count?
119,136
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Like A Girl (Like A Man) - Band of Brothers
Just A Kid - The Outsiders
Bear The Burden Alone - The Chronicles of Narnia
For Whatever We Lose - Band of Brothers
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes, absolutely! I share my writing because it allows me to connect with people who share my interests. If I'm not posting replies, it feels more like a one sided conversation, imo. Also, it seems the polite thing to do
What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
It's about to be Like A Girl (Like A Man)! You'll see why soon >:)
What the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
On AO3, it's probably Bear The Burden Alone, but I try to keep the fics that I post here on Tumblr kinda upbeat with hopeful -- albeit open-ended -- endings.
Do you write crossovers?
Yeah! For Whatever We Lose is actually a crossover with The Pacific, and I'd love to do more crossovers in the future
Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Yep! I've deleted the comments, but some people were VERY ANGRY about the background Babe/Roe content in LAGLAM -- you know, despite the fact that the plot of the fic is driven by a queer woman's decision to cross-dress. Guess they had to draw the line somewhere, but the hypocrisy of it all makes me chuckle
Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Kinda? I deleted most of it from the original LAGLAM drafts and instead just alluded to it, but things are going to be different in FWWL. Get ready for crappy ocean metaphors and religious imagery, babes!
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I hope not :( That would stink
Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not to my knowledge
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No, but I think it would be fun!
What's your all-time favorite ship?
Everlark! (said while frothing at the mouth because they make me go insane) I've been obsessed with them since I first read The Hunger Games at age 9. I could write you a whole novel about why I think they're perfect together, but I'll spare you the ramble (unless anyone wants it?)
What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?
Tears in my eyes when I tell you that it's probably the requests in my inbox. I keep telling myself that I'll get to them, but I've just felt unmotivated with all the stuff I've had going on in my personal life/at school. I really really do hope to get to them someday, though, because some of them will be really fun to write
What are your writing strengths?
I have no clue, lol. I tend to get compliments about how I describe settings, so I'm gonna say that!
What are your writing weaknesses?
My abuse of commas and italics.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
Personally, I love doing it. Especially in a fic like LAGLAM, where even though most people don't speak the language I'm using (Cherokee), I feel like they can still see the importance to the characters and to the story. And I like tricking people into caring about Indigenous language preservation. My teachers told me that anything can be a vessel for carrying language on, and by God, I took that to heart
What was the first fandom you wrote for?
Oh boy. I was in the fifth grade. I had won many writing competitions. Two classmates approached me and told me that they wished The Hunger Games had more post-Mockingjay Everlark content, and that since I was a good writer, they wanted me to write it. I was traded many cosmic brownies and other such snacks throughout the year for my services in providing my classmates with Everlark fics on pages of notebook paper that are probably crumpled up in a landfill by now. At the time, I had no idea I was writing fanfiction, but it was the start of my favorite hobby. Look at me now, baby!
What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?
I've always wanted to write for TURN: Washington's Spies but have never had the courage haha
What's your favorite fic you've written?
I have a couple of one-shots that I'm pretty pleased with, but currently I'm going to say LAGLAM because it's been so special to me <3
Tagging (but no pressure!): @almost-a-class-act @latibvles @footprintsinthesxnd @liebgotts-lovergirl
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hey :) it's very cool that you're making such organized rec lists! you probably don't mean any harm by this but is rating them necessary? by recommending them you are already telling people that you like them, and saying what you enjoyed about them is also great!
but rating fics on a scale from 1-10 and putting your opinions into the general tags/ tagging directly so that the writers that- i'm guessing largely did not ask for your criticism- are very likely to see it creates an uncomfortable atmosphere
i know that at least for me i would not enjoy being putting next to other authors like this, and having a rating put on a fic that i worked hard on and that is therefore probably very dear to me would feel discouraging. many authors on your lists also explicitly state that they are not looking for criticism on a hobby they want to simply enjoy
again, i assume that you mean absolutely no harm and simply want to help others find fics they might enjoy, but this luckily isn't school, we can simply enjoy things without having to grade them
this divide in fandom, where artist are treated like 'content creators' and readers as the 'consumers' is a larger issue that way too often causes artist to lose their joy in being active in fandom.
fan art should be about community, after all we're all just some people with a shared love for our favourite characters
so please, let's share and support the fan fiction ( and fan art in general) we enjoy in a way that doesn't feel like a product review
Hey! :) I just wanted to address this before it becomes something that I never intended/wanted it to become.
In no way, shape, or form am I trying to offend or criticize anyone when I recommend works. My “ghost ratings” are purely my personal preference out of my favorite fics. It is an easier way for me to organize my lists based solely on my personal taste and preferences. The ratings are not meant to be a grading system. They don’t measure the quality, quantity, or even the content of the works. What they show are simply which ones I preferred over others.
I will admit that choosing to add my own personal rating is to let others know which fics were my favorite. But first and foremost the entire point of making these lists is to share the love of these works. I enjoy adding the ratings just to show personal preference. After all, everyone has pieces of writing, fics, or fan art that they prefer over other ones. It’s fun to gush a little extra over the works that you most enjoy!
Again though, it is not meant to be a critique. I am not trying to offer advice or pretend that I could do better. It never crossed my mind that someone would view these recs as a “product review,” and that is my own fault for not thinking it through from that perspective. I don’t view these artists and writers as “content creators” and the readers as “consumers.” We ARE just one community! :)
That all being said, I am deeply sorry if I have offended anyone or crossed a line. I never meant to do that and truly just want to share fics that I enjoy with others. To any writers, artists, and readers that I’ve offended with my ratings, I apologize and I hope you will forgive me.
I have decided that my ratings are not worth the risk of possibly discouraging others. It would break my heart if I knew my recommendations were doing that to others. I will be taking down all my ratings and will not be adding more to any future recs.
Anon thank you for discussing this with me in a kind and helpful manner. And for not assuming that I’m trying to be a jerk and tear others down.
I love you all! I love all of you artists and the love for the fandom that we share! Thank you for bearing with me, and have a great day/night!🫶🏻
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Introducing...
Punk Times! My name is PK Penhasi and this is the free online hub for the culture zine I started with some of my friends in Olympia, Washington and is moving on to be based out of San Diego for the time being. Eventually, I hope to see it crossing state borders all over the Imperial core of the USA. This zine is evolving with each new issue as new collaborators come on and new ideas spring forth from the void in my head that some call a brain.
Self-published and printed for free at the library, I began this zine to keep my writing skills sharp after 4 years of college and no career prospects in mind. Specifically, a multi-genre zine seemed perfect for my many hobbies including literature, poetry, games, comics, journalism, and short prose. In addition, I want this to be a space that unites people, where your voice can be heard and perspectives shared without censorship or 450 character counts. Deep dives into culture, introspection, spirituality, philosophy, and fart jokes are the norm here!
In a world where social media algorithms seem to expand our connection with the world at large, they also are amazing at limiting what circles we actually get to bear witness too in echo chambers of similar post types. My desire is for this zine to throw new ideas into the hands of people as we share in common culture underneath the mainstream.
Stay tuned as this page unravels into chaos as I release smaller quibbles, unpublished articles, random opinion pieces, and scans of the published zine as issues roll out in time <3
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He's Just Too Busy
Never was a poet tbh but right now my brain hurts
From the longing stares to the long letters I write most nights... I don't care that my sleep is now in nonexistence.
I ought to care that my interpersonal relationships are breaking down around me in the real world... But I don't.
That my mind is in tatters and all I can natter about is the man behind the mask I perceive as true love.
I don't care that I sleep through the day and shine brightly when it's dim, because it's all for a good cause, I tell myself.
It'll pay off in the future, because it's for him.
Except... One teeny tiny detail.
Not that of his fame or fawning hoardes of women,
The fact he doesn't know I exist or maybe I'm just another 'fan'.
If it's not me... it's that he's just busy.
That's okay, I think. I would learn to cope.
We would talk over text about things that are normal.
Sport, weather, work, family, hobbies, random shit... I've no desire to discuss with him work if he doesn't want to - because I don't want a working relationship.
I want to be the person who he comes to in order to decompress. That person he feels so comfortable with in person, spending time with me isn't such a stress.
Oh, how I want him to love me... How I yearn to be loved by someone, I mean... But that's all muddled up in the crossed wires between.
How I long to be held in his arms, and fall for his infectious silliness.
That's just one of his charms, I suppose. From the clown-like, asymmetric grin to the dorky air about him, the way I've taken to feeling is so unfair and so fucking grim.
Because if it's not me, you see... It's because he's busy.
It's not like a stand a chance anyway, though I do often wonder if he would feel the same.
Would our lives intertwine, or would they fall apart, lame?
I know he isn't playing me, but he's playing my heart.
He's playing himself, also. Shouldn't he be indifferent and he fall so...
Deeply?
With the latter, I say: He's just busy. I tell myself he's just busy. Don't be so gruff.
I'm not good enough. The lonely thoughts hit.
Would he be into me?
From the spontaneous visits across the other side of the world with but a moment left behind, to the complete lack of respect for the NDA he signed - would that man care as long as it's something else we get to talk about?
Or does it cease to be like that? More mature and serious? I like that thought.
Cute thoughts and heartfelt apologies when our plans have fallen through, once again, of course.
"It's alright," I say, but he would insist.
"You deserve so much better than what I can give to you, dearest."
He's just busy. He's just busy. My head's just busy.
When he's gone for months at a time and I'm at the Universe's mercy, it might be another woman's face that I see... But I'd never tell him such insecurities. I would never misuse his fragile heart.
Not for clout and never for art.
Because he's busy, remember? It's not that he doesn't care.
Even when I'm left in the dust with nothing but cobwebs to bear. Always in someone else's shadow... I'm beginning to think I belong here.
Loveless and lonely - Perhaps my sense of fulfillment isn't supposed to come from a man... Even if he's the one I see in my plan - for the future. I picture us together... Would he picture me? Would he picture us?
No. He wouldn't, because he's busy. He's just so busy.
For him I would put aside my insecurities. I would kiss him back like nobody else was there.
I thought perhaps, in the pockets of time spent with one another,
This meant he would be patient and treat me with care.
But he's too busy.
Doesn't he want to make the effort?
Am I unworthy of his love?
No. He's just busy. Just busy, he says. That's all he says. That's his only excuse.
I'm cynical, now. It's not like he's given up on love, like me. If this goes on, one day, he'll find somebody else and be their 'just busy'.
She will have some other convincing factor, of course. That's what always happens, since I'm never good enough.
I could be the most perfect woman, the best wife.
But, I know deep down that I still wouldn't catch your eye.
Instead, I'll just tell myself that you'd never care for love or for me. It seems less wicked,
than chasing a dream fenced in pure white picket.
Because you're too busy. You're too busy for me and my thoughts. My desires. My love... I have so much love I could give you, you know.
But, hey ho...
Maybe one day, it'll be me who's just too busy.
And strangely, that would be the best comeuppance ever.
#creative writing#writing#poem#original poem#prose#feelings#romance#romantic#mental health#psychosocial
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I need to throw away my 'anonymous' mask for this because I can't bear with the weight of it any more. Plus, it makes me feel like I have something to hide, while in reality, I am a 27-year-old adult with a lot of adult-like obsessions, and I honestly have nothing to hide. 🥲🫶 There, I said it...
First of all, the noona obsessed over Hyunjin from a while ago... that's me. And that happened after I read your readings about him (especially 18+) and some other answers to asks about him. Never have I ever thought I would think about him as a 'prey' because of our age gap. Well, now sounds like it's me, I am THE prey to his gorgeousness (is this even a word, though?). 😆😆 Prey to his whole existence, it I dare to say. 🥲🫶
Now to the main point... The BtoB Minhyuk obsession is also me. 🥲 You asked to spill tea why my Hyunjin obsession is dirtier, but actually, the moment I wrote that ask, I meant it the other way around. I kinda developed dirtier thoughts about Minhyuk in the start. Well, because Minhyuk is older than me, and I thought it sounded more logical to do so... BUT, after I wrote that ask, some things have changed. I saw the actual 'mommy Hyunjin' in the SKZ Code episode, and I was like.... OMG, this creature is gorgeous. Like... Please understand me when I say this, but Hyunjin has never looked so majestic while cross-dressing for the SKZ family concept. That short bob wig was a no-go for me. And while Minhyuk does look like a greek god type of creature, Hyunjin is just effortlessly ethereal. So, here's the deal... although I have imagined doing dirtier things with Minhyuk then I would with Hyunjin, after just a short while my head was like 'Nina, Hyunjin IS dirtier and sexier in bed, so Minhyuk probably wouldn't do half of those things to you. Everything you want screams HYUNJIN.' 🥹🥹
I have been writing poems and short paragraphs (imagine kinda things) for a while, but I actually sat down to write a smutty episode about what I imagine the night with Hyunjin to be like. 😆 I am embarrassed to talk about it, but it exists, lol... I hope I hid it somewhere safe (as I tend to write on paper, not in computer... What a crazy romantic person I am huh).
You were interested in what those 'dirty' details were, I believe. Well, actually, there is no heavy bdsm and nothing close to degradation or too much pain. When it comes to Hyunjin, the dirtiness of my thoughts lies in the dollification kink and some other fetishes of mine (hands, thighs...). that's it 🥲🥲🫶
Tumblr seems to be the only place I can share this all in though. 😅💛 Thank you for reading all this nonsense 🥲🥲🥲
P.S. If you're familiar with what Succubus and Incubus are, well, Hyunjin would make an excellent Incubus. I would not regret dying making love with him 😆🥹 I hope someone writes a good smut on that sometime 🥲🥲🫶
Hello @kimnina96 and it's so great to finally speak with you over the internet plane!!!
And you don't have anything to hide at 27 because I feel like most people will just accept your adult obsessions at your age, at least the mature ones will.
Hyunjin's presence is so powerful that I sometimes forget that I am older than him because he doesn't act his age but he's only 2 youngers than me which is nothing in Australian age.
So, yeah, we might be older than age but maybe not stronger in strength haha.
I definitely see what you mean in they have VERY different types of beauty, Minhyuk is a Sagittarius stellium so he looks like a centaur and has that masculine 'Michaelangelo' attraction because his body...omg it's like he was carved by marble itself.
Whereas Hyunjin's Pisces stellium gives him an otherworldly presence, especially when he has his long, dark hair because it adds to his 'supernatural' vibes.
You write poems? On paper? Ahh my heart! That's so beautiful and it's a dying art form, I feel that's such a beautiful hobby and I'd love to read one sometime if you ever feel comfortable with it.
Okay but like...Hyunjin being the doll or Hyunjin making you the doll? Because they would be beautiful and majestic in both ways.
There are so many dollification fics here with Hyunjin and *chefs kiss*, they are an EXPERIENCE TO READ AND SO ACCURATE!
Tumblr is a great place you can just release all your intrusive thoughts with very little consequences.
And he suits being an incubus so well and I'm sure I've read fics of Incubus!Hyunjin, particularly with this fit.
Artist of the month Hyunjin is such an underrated Hyunjin look that I hope we'll see again.
And I'm also jealous of how quickly Hyunjin's hair grows, the man must have Hercules strong hair with how quickly it grows after receiving a lot of damage of bleach.
#I would bleach my 2c curly hair once and double homicide#i just know my very dark brown hair wouldn't bounce back#shout out to hyunjins hair because it's a miracle#slumber party with ruby#answered ask#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin x reader#skz hard hours#stray kids hard hours
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pun and beer :3
closing off the we are characters headcanons with these two, let's goooo
choose a character and ask about my headcanons here, if you like
PUN
🏳️🌈 a sexuality headcanon
pan (no pun intended x2).
🏳️⚧️ a gender headcanon
he gives me kind of "i'm probably not 110% a man, but that's none of my business" vibes jlfkgjkdfjglfkd
🧸 a headcanon about their childhood
unfortunately, i think some other kids definitely found him very weird and bullied him :( thankfully, like i mentioned in my post with chain headcanons, i think he and pun have been friends since they were very little, so chain was always there to protect him.
👻 a headcanon about what scares them
honestly, most things. if you jump out from a corner at him and say "boo", he will scream.
🎶 a headcanon about music
for some reason he gives me the vibes of someone who mostly listens to iconic pop stars both from the 90s-00s and current ones. he's like a britney spears and charlie xcx girlie (gender-neutral).
👽 a headcanon about a weird quirk of theirs
finally i can say it! i think, by some string of fate, he also collects plushies. but it's not bears, maybe rabbits or something.
💤 a headcanon about their sleep
he loves sleep. he would sleep literally 24/7 if he could.
🦾 a disability headcanon
autism <3
💝 a headcanon about their love language
he is so quiet about it in general that it's hard to say, but i'm gonna choose quality time. it kind of feels like spending time with chain is already enough for him.
🫂 a friendship headcanon
pun and phum are future best friends!
💔 an angsty headcanon
even though we don't see much of it, he is like... seriously distressed about liking chain. he gets really anxious about it sometimes and is really afraid someone will find out, because he is very scared of losing their friendship.
🪢 a headcanon about their family
i think at least one of his parents is diagnosed autistic, and he's had a pretty supportive and comfortable environment at home thanks to that.
📓 a headcanon about their hobbies
he writes fanfiction. also reads fanfiction. his hobby is fanfiction.
🌟 a headcanon about their desires/wishes
i do think that he daydreams about chain reciprocating his feelings from time to time. he's run about five thousand scenarios of how that might happen in his head. and that's his secret big wish.
🥇 a headcanon about what they’re best at
genuinely organising people. being a leader. he might be silly, but he can get people together and really motivate them to do something for a cause.
🍫 a headcanon about food
he loooooves food and would eat almost anything.
❤️🔥 a romantic headcanon
he is a little insane about romance, i will not lie. he has seen every single romantic movie and series under the sun. he would do the silliest but also most romantic things for his partner for sure.
😺 an animal related headcanon
he loves all animals, but feels especially partial to anyone, who gets overlooked or is actively hated. he would not let you kill a single spider. cup-and-paper method only!
😭 a headcanon about the worst thing that happened to them
from his pov, falling in love with chain :( as much as he daydreams, he often wishes he would just love him as a friend.
😶 a random headcanon!
one of his favourite movies is 'emma.' (2020). the main character constantly tries to play matchmaker and ends up marrying her best friend. actually, now that i think about it, he might have also read the novel by jane austen the movie is based on and loves that as well.
BEER
🏳️🌈 a sexuality headcanon
bi (none of those boys are straight istg).
🏳️⚧️ a gender headcanon
a cis boy.
🧸 a headcanon about their childhood
he was really upset about losing contact with phum, when he was sent away, but his parents never let him call overseas, because it was too expensive, and he wasn't really allowed to use the internet either. he asked fang how phum was doing, whenever they crossed paths, though.
🫂 a friendship headcanon
he is the type of person to have multiple best friends and really just wear his heart on his sleeve with people who are close to him.
��� a headcanon about their family
he has strict parents and one younger sibling.
📓 a headcanon about their hobbies
he also loves photography. that's something that helped him and phum reconnect, when he returned, as they discovered it separately.
🥇 a headcanon about what they’re best at
he gives me the vibes of someone, who is really good at math.
😺 an animal related headcanon
huge dog person.
😶 a random headcanon!
he's gonna be in a relationship by the end of the series. with who, i have not decided. but he will.
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It's been a few months since I've read anything tgm, but decided on a whim today that I wanted to re-read MMATS (manifesting a summer romance or at least beach vacation) and stumbled upon the equivalent of a smoking crater, holy shit.
It must being exhausting trying to enjoy your free time by sharing and hanging out with people with a similar interest, and have someone hell-bent on turning it into an even worse version of high school. Like its embarrassing enough being a mean girl then, but with a fully formed brain and less hormonal influence someone is still choosing that? 🫣 yikes.
I'm so sorry that the fun silly hobby that you and so many enjoy is being used to cause harm and fear, and I hope that things can settle and restore after time. I'm seeing a lot of positive voices around, which I think is a good sign that in some ways the good vibes will return, especially when blogs like yours are standing up for the victims and being a firm voice in favor of building each other up rather than making yet another space on the internet for people to be torn down
Though I can't say I'm not excited to hear you considering Marvel, may I be the first to suggest Daredevil? He's a self-sabotaging orphan with big brown eyes and amazing abs, and he's getting a new show this year! Also the community here is active and so sweet (in my short experience)
Enjoy your time away, as much as you need, fingers crossed that the people effected recover okay, and that the perpetrator reflects on the very real impact of their actions and steps away.
Self-sabotaging orphan with big brown eyes and amazing abs, you say?? 👀👀👀
Man, what a day to come back to the fandom, huh?? Yeah, I mean, it can get a little annoying having to bear witness to some kind of drama every other week when you’re trying to write silly little stories in your down time, but soo la voo or whatever the French say
I think the fandom will be fine in the end, but it’s sad seeing so many amazing writers driven off because of this, and the scar of what happened will always be here, unfortunately.
I just think it’s funny that you still have people going around on anon sending nasty, catty things to other people, myself included.
I’ve just eaten my share of Thai food, and I have snacks and alcohol ready for the weekend, so I’ll be fine lol
Take care of yourself!!
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The Orphan Story - Baby Steps into Storytelling
I had a realization today because three of my interests (Spider-Man, D&D, and Writing/Storytelling) got their wires crossed - bear with me because this is probably going to be a long-winded post.
Something that's really prevalent in the Spider-Man fandom is the trope of "Dead May Parker" in fic. Usually, it starts with Peter's aunt and primary guardian, May Parker, being killed off-screen to set up the fic, often with just a small blurb about it like it wouldn't completely shatter Peter's world, but ya know.
It can be done in any number of ways (car crashes, cancer, and being caught in a supervillain's crossfire are all pretty typical for this).
There are a myriad of common storylines that build from this choice. IronDad, Homeless!Peter, and Foster!Peter are all really prevalent. Sometimes it's so that characters that people ship with Peter will be pushed together out of a need for Peter to live someplace new and/or needing someone to lean on. (I could go on, but you get the idea).
I could spend a lot of time talking about each of these storylines and the ways they can be done well or poorly, and the greater implications for the fandom as a whole, but that's not what this post is about so I will leave that here.
Peter Parker as a character, despite his many iterations among the various Spider-Man comics and adaptations, has always been a character with tragedy engrained in his story (Richard & Mary Parker, Ben Parker, Gwen Stacy, Harry Osborn, the clones, his marriage, etc., etc., etc.). It's not necessarily out of the norm for more tragedy to occur, and having his only living family and primary guardian for most of his life die would definitely be on par with the rest of his life.
However, I don't think that the instances of the "Dead May Parker" trope in fic are because of this. At least, not when you dig.
I think people do it because it's easy.
I'm not saying that writing grief is easy, but that's part of the problem. Most of the stories using this trope don't bother to show the grief. Her death is just a device used to further other relationships.
Generally speaking, it's easier to write stories with fewer characters. Balancing a large cast with varying points of view, backstories, voices, motivations, etc., is always going to be more complicated. For a writer who's starting out, or perhaps someone who just doesn't want to make things harder on themselves for their hobby-writing, it's easier to do what you can to shrink the relevant cast. And for something like Spider-Man, there are more side characters relevant to his life than I think any person could possibly count - especially when you look across all the versions/adaptations that exist.
(That's part of why I love this fandom, despite its flaws. There are SO MANY stories to be told and so much room to pick apart what's there and transform it into something new. Fandom is transformative in nature, after all, and comics like Spider-Man are a buffet to choose from.)
I also think that it's easier to put a character like Peter Parker (especially if you're writing him as a high schooler as so many adaptations seem to permanently keep him as) into convoluted situations if he doesn't have a primary guardian to keep an eye on him. Especially one who's loving and caring and is actively parenting him. (I would argue that this is the perfect time to write him as an adult with his own autonomy and whatnot, but you know, that's not what the movie makers seem to want so... I digress.)
And lastly, I think someone being young and completely orphaned with no caretaker to look after them is also a sort of trauma that is easy to understand. I'm not saying it's a trauma that's easy to live with, but as an outsider looking in, it's easy to say "Oh, well yeah, of course, that person is struggling. Look at the hand they've been dealt."
A character - just like people - with more complex reasons for 'Why They Are The Way They Are" TM, can be harder to empathize with, especially if those reasons are not something the reader is familiar with. And it's most certainly harder to write, with all the layers, intricacies, imperfections, and generally weird ways that the human experience works. (In the same vein, it's why people with certain traumas, triggers, mental health issues, etc., are often dismissed or harassed, but that's a whole other can of worms that I'm not going to dive into atm.)
"But FOV," you might be wondering, "How does all of this relate to Dungeons & Dragons?"
Well, y'all ever heard of the Orphaned Rogue Trope?
In the greater online D&D community, there are a lot of common tropes and character builds that people are familiar with. They're common enough that you get a lot of memes shared around about them and a lot of people building characters that both lean into the tropes and/or subvert them. (The horny bard, the dumb barbarian, the warlock with daddy issues, etc.)
One of these is the 'Orphaned Rogue'.
(Please keep in mind that I'm referencing 5e specifically. I've played many editions - don't quote the old magic to me, Witch - but 5e is the most common edition to ever be played and has brought a massive influx of people to this game in the last decade, so that's what I'm talking about here.)
A lot of people start out with a Rogue as their first character, I would argue disproportionally so. There are a few reasons for this. 1) Rogues typically (I'm not going to argue over subclasses here, don't come for me) don't have any magic, and magic-using characters are typically more complicated to learn to play than non-mages. 2) For players who aren't as familiar with high fantasy, a thieving, backstabbing character is usually still one that people can recognize. (Similarly, I think this is part of why a lot of people also start by playing Rangers). 3) Especially at low levels, Rogues don't have a whole lot of character abilities. They're really really good at the few things they do, but that's about it, so it's extra easy to step into as a beginner.
So where does the orphan part come in? Well, a lot of beginners to D&D are also beginners to storytelling in general (with exceptions, you'll always have the people who side-stepped over from LARPing, theatre, writing, etc.). This means that they're new to the idea of creating a character that has no reliance on their own personal history. Their character can be literally anyone, and they will be able to interact with the story in whatever way they want to.
Creating a character is one of the most overwhelming things for a new D&D player. It's a boundary to entry that I've seen turns a lot of people away from the game. It's work that has to be done before you even get to roll your first die. It requires math, decision-making, and creativity in a way that not everyone is prepared for right off the bat.
(Yes, I know I might seem to be exaggerating here, but please remember that we live on the hellsite for creatives. This is not the norm for a lot of people. I once invited a co-worker into a game who was an avid non-fiction reader and had never done any theatre, not even drama class. She had genuinely never put herself into a fictional character's shoes since she was last playing Let's Pretend as a small child at recess. It was a hard learning curve for her, but she grew to love the game a lot and now is an avid LARPer as well.)
Your character has to have somewhere that they came from. They are a person, through and through, and should therefore have lived experiences that shape their point of view, their actions, and the way that they interact with other people.
It's not easy to think of an entire history for a person all at once, all while you're just trying to wrap your head around the math and learn the rules required to play this damn game that your friends have been bugging you about for who knows how long.
And so - orphan. No existing family means no extra characters to have to build personalities for or shared experiences between your PC and them that you have to write.
It's easier. It's removing a barrier to entry to the game.
(This is probably also why amnesiac characters are also really common first-time PCs, now that I think about it.)
So what's my point in all of this?
To be honest, I'm not entirely sure.
I think it's really easy for anyone who has been a storyteller of any kind for a while to see the annoying, problematic, or sometimes downright concerning ways these tropes manifest. There are connotations for the stories that use these 'easy' orphan tropes, and these can and should be talked about. As I said above, I could talk about the "Dead May Parker" trope and the problematic themes that regularly exist in these stories until I'm blue in the face.
But, at the same time, I think we should also take these things with a grain of salt. New storytellers of any kind are going to make mistakes. They're going to write imperfect things. Humans never pop into existence with a fully formed skill. These things need to be learned through practice and exposure, and these choices most often aren't made with malicious intent.
Long ago, when I was a wayward young teenager, my first major foray into fanfiction was through an A:TLA fic that I put on ff.net. (No, I will not link it here. No, it was not under any USN I use anymore. Don't ask.) But, looking back, even though I was so immensely proud of that story, it also had a lot of things in it that I wouldn't write today. Things that my gut reaction would be to judge and raise an eyebrow at, if I read them now. But I also learned a lot while writing it, and there was a lot of heart in that story, too. I was just writing from a naivete that made me think I had the know-how to tackle themes that I was too young to fully understand.
In many ways, I am still proud of that fic, not because of the story itself, but because of the effort I put into it and the things it taught me about storytelling and writing as a learned craft.
I think my point is this: everyone has to start somewhere.
Sometimes people need to start off with those easier stories so that they can learn enough and build enough confidence to tackle the bigger ones.
So, do I think we shouldn't critique something when it does have harmful implications? No, we absolutely should. Critique and open discussion are how individuals and communities learn to grow. (No, I am not advocating for you to leave criticism on random people's fics. I mean critique of tropes in general. It's never cool to leave negative comments on people's fic.) Open discussion is good and healthy, and it's part of what makes fan spaces and communities flourish and bond.
But I do think that those critiques can be done from a perspective of learning. I often see people so far split down the middle that it alienates people from each other.
In fan spaces where the content shared is inherently made as an act of love, freely given and freely received, it's easy for people to say that no criticism is ever acceptable. "It's free content, just enjoy it and move on!" & "You're taking it too seriously!" are often phrases I've seen spouted about both these communities. And they are true things to an extent. It is fictional and freely made content. There is a point where it can be taken too seriously. The other side will often say things like, "Enjoying ___ media makes you a ___ supporter!" & "Anyone who writes ___ is a terrible person!" I would argue that these also have some truth to them, but they are also taken too far.
(If you like a fictional trope that has problematic or harmful indications, it's a good idea to unpack why you like that trope. What draws you to it? What enjoyment do you get out of it? A lot of times, the answers to this are not actually harmful, but they can be, and it's always good to self-reflect.)
Fictional stories are a way for us to feel aspects of the human experience that we cannot experience for ourselves. It's also a way for us to find catharsis when a character does experience something similar to our own lives. It's a way to broaden our views and feel our way through the wide range of human emotions. It is not meant to reflect life perfectly, and yet it is often done best when there are still echoes of reality embedded in its soul. (I digress, again.)
Communities - even online ones - thrive when the people in them are doing their best to be open to each other's perspectives.
Nuance is never easy in online spaces. When the person on the other side of a post is an anonymous little picture with no connection to your life, it's easy to take one small piece and blow it up to be your whole picture. They become that one post, that one hot take, or that one fic in your mind. But that's not people.
People are always learning, growing, maturing. Every skill takes time. Everyone has to start at their first step - even if it's the orphan story.
So keep talking about those tropes. Keep discussing the harmful trends that crop up across fandoms. Keep breaking down the root of the problem and sharing ways to build better ones.
But if you see someone in their 'orphan story' phase, understand that they are new and learning. They might need a push in the right direction or a friend to guide them for the better.
#I was supposed to be working on SMH and got sidetracked instead with this brainworm#I think we've all had our own 'orphan moment'#this hellsite is where nuance goes to die so y'all better not f me over with this one#writing#storytelling#spiderman#dungeons and dragons#fic writing#story tropes#writer rambles#foviewpoint#ao3#2300 words I could have put towards SMH but you get this instead#fandom is community#fandom discourse#mcu fandom#spiderman fic#d&d 5e
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Hi!!! Is it possible to get a BoB ship???
I’m 5’3 with a hourglass build but I’m always a little self conscious about my chest bc it seems to draw a lot of attention, sometimes unwanted. Other than that, I’m pretty confident though most would say I’m pretty quiet unless I’m totally warmed up to someone. I tend to be very stubborn and sometimes say mean things when I’m angry, but I always try to keep a cool head as much as I can. I have auburn hair and really dark eyes. Freckles and dimples that everyone seems to love when they notice. It usually surprises people bc I have really bad resting bitch face 😭. Some people I know have gone so long without realizing I have dimples tbh.
I love to read!!! Like totally obsessed. I also know way too much about dogs but I love all animals in general. Id say baking, running, and gardening are like my top hobbies but I also love a glass of wine and a good tv show tbh. I for some reason have a knack for drawing in either very unhinged guys or very calm guys. Idk why there’s never been some middle ground there but 🤷♀️. Idk if any of this even helps but I love your ships! If you can’t get to this one, it’s totally fine! Thank you!
Thanks for your request lovely! Sorry this took so long to get to! life has been busy but i'm glad to finally put this out :))) of topic but from your description you sound gorgeous! Hope you enjoy <33
I ship you with......
Joe Liebgott!
Song recommendation:
I think you two would compliment one another so nicely.
You want unhinged? Here’s your guy, he’s the perfect mix of sweet and psycho. An awesome boyfriend and chaotic in the best way, but if someone crosses you wrong he’s coming at them full force.
When he first meets you, he would swear that you were the girl for him, he genuinely thinks you are the prettiest human being he's ever met, he'll do anything to have you.
Let's say you're a nurse and you two meet in some small pub before D-day. He would be staring at you all night, just waiting to make a move on you. He wants to approach you but then all of a sudden he gets really shy?
And he never gets this way when it comes to women , so he's not really sure what to do. Just say hello? Ask you to dance?
He finally decides on the latter, making his way to you quickly before he can regret it. And when finally gets to you, he's blank. It's like he's forgotten everything he was going to say to you when he looked into your eyes (sounds corny ik but just bear with me) it’s also so cute but the first thing he would notice about you is your dimples 🥺
You guys would have a ball, dancing and talking all night with one another, by the time the night ended, he would be completely smitten with you and try to see you anytime he could, and even during the war he would write you tons of little love letters that would make you smile
He thinks you’re jaw-dropping beautiful, he can’t help but think about you in such a sweet way, while he was gone, he would spend any down time that he had thinking of you or writing you letters. All of the guys would tease him about it for sure 😭
And don’t even get me started on how cute some of the letters would be, he’d write them in his best handwriting and write out the sweetest things ever (he would turn into shakespeare fr)
When he finally comes back from the war and you two settle down together, the first thing he gets for you is a sweet little dog. (if you want one) He knows how much you love them and would do anything to make you smile
Speaking of making you smile, this man would be so attentive to you when it comes to your interests and such. If you wanted, he would buy you plenty of books and he would always ask you about the book you’re reading, or if you want to run with him he would go along with you for sure!
I know for a fact that he would LOVE your baking, I mean this guy looks forward to your famous brownies and cookies. For his birthday his ask for you would be lots of your homemade treats for him.
He would hate for you ever to be self conscious about any part of your body, he would remind you over and over again how beautiful you were to him, and if anyone tried making you feel uncomfortable he would make sure to kiss their ass.
He would love to watch a nice movie with you over a nice glass of wine, it’s probably one of his favorite times with you honestly. Just you and him relaxing with one another after a long day.
Both of you can tend to be a bit stubborn sometimes but it’s really only because you guys want the best in y’all’s relationship, even if he does (very rarely) get snappy with you he’ll make sure to buy you flowers and some treats to say sorry
I know for a fact that he would be so attractive to your confidence, just the way you walk and the way you carry yourself makes him want to praise the ground you walk on.
Also, he lowkey finds it attractive when you get mad at him or you show him that resting bitch face. Like whenever you get heated about something you love and you’re trying to prove a point all he can do is look at you with love 😭
Overall he’d be such a great bf. He’s so sweet and supportive of you and just know that he would ALWAYS be in your corner no matter what 💞
Thank you for your request!! I hope you enjoy again lovely!!! 💝💝
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15 Questions, 15 Mutuals
tagged by @genginger, no-pressure tagging ANYONE WHO WANTS and also uh maybe @brennacedria @curiouscanvas @defira85 @eponymous-rose @foxghost @indigorally @atomicpen @msviolacea @rubyvroom @quilleth @angstmongertina @teaandinanity @thedivinemissema @twistedsinews @michellemisfit ???
blank questions for copypasta after my answers ALL HIDING AWAY under the read-more
Were you named after anyone?
My Great Aunt, who was a model and an artist and had an amazing smile and I am not very much like her but it's a thought that makes me smile when I think of it.
When was the last time you cried?
Uh. About 15 minutes ago at a stupid (but sincere & heartfelt & thus effective) Red Cross video?
Do you have kids?
Yep
Do you use sarcasm?
When warranted. And frequently when not. 😅
What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Depends on the person? Usually height and/or hair. Basic silhouette stuff, yk?
What’s your eye colour?
Brown
Scary movies or happy endings?
Both! (Happy endings tho)
Any special talents?
No? I used to be really good at tailoring my recommendations to the person I was talking to (books/movies/tv/whatevers) but I now mostly just tell everyone to read Murderbot. 🤣
Where were you born?
At a hospital! After my poor mother had been there a month!! Placenta previa is a shitty thing y'all, especially 40+ years ago.
What are your hobbies?
Reading, writing, and casual/cozy games because I HAVE NO BRAIN for anything that takes more than half a minute of concentration.
Have any pets?
Almost always. (Currently two dogs and a cat.)
What sports do/have you played?
I... cannot think of any? I am a potato.
How tall are you?
Just barely under 5 & 1/2 feet tall
Favorite subject at school?
All of them tbh, I am a giant nerd. But I am also very bad at school, so that has not been a thing for a few... decades... so my memory of subjects probably don't bear much resemblance to what they'd look like now.
Dream Job?
No idea. I am always taking suggestions. 😉
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♡ soph ♡ • 28 • she/her • married • • aquarius • ravenclaw • intp •
welcome to soph's cringe zone! ☆ blog is like 99% queued ☆ mostly aesthetic pics, fandoms, & anything i want to post ☆ multi-fandom
fandom/interest list:
alphabetical to not play favorites:
♡ animal crossing, avatar tla/lok, baldur’s gate 3, danganronpa, elder scrolls (online), free!, game of thrones, genshin impact, haikyuu, harry potter, hetalia, homestuck, mcu, overwatch, pokemon, star wars, stranger things, supernatural, the walking dead, welcome to night vale, yuri on ice & others i probably forgot
i also love: ♡ sanrio, san-x, pusheen, gloomy bear, and other cute characters ♡ pastel goth aesthetic ♡ many other aesthetics ♡ pictures of the sky and scenery ♡ horror/dark aesthetics
hobbies: ♡ gaming, reading, writing (fanfic lol), making resin stuff blog: ♡ text posts: /tagged/soph.txt ♡ images: /tagged/soph.jpg ♡ queue: /tagged/♡☆
if you know me irl, no you don't :) previous urls: - inukuza (changed april 2024)
also known as: - soap, rayne Please note: This blog may contain content that some may find problematic. My engagement with such content does not reflect real-life endorsement of its themes or creators.
[updated 07/31/2024]
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