#wrestling soulmates. my beloved
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i cannot stop thinking about this moment after bayley and sasha's match at NXT Takeover: Respect 2015.
After a night of excellent heel work and "Sasha's ratchet" chants, the crowd instead starts to chant "thank you Sasha," and Sasha falls to the ground crying.
Someone had to play the villain and lose the first ever women's ppv main event, and she did so beautifully.
#i watched this match for the first time a couple weeks ago and i've been thinking about it ever since#the women comforting(?) sasha are stephanie mcmahon and sara del rey (im pretty sure). which like.#do you ever think about everything the women's revolution was supposed to do and how hard so many women worked for it#// flashing#that one sasha quote where she's like 'i loved being the asshole villain for bayley to overcome"#heavily heavily paraphrased#wrestling#wwe#jifs#bayley#sasha banks#baysha#this match fucking rules#i really wanna gif the izzy parts of it also#wrestling soulmates. my beloved#i think this was the one where seth cried afterwards asdfhasjdk#which i know from bayley bullying him about it#same bro!! i also cried!!!
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M.U.R.P.H // Bradley Bradshaw
Summary: An undisclosed pregnancy that you and your husband try keeping a secret ends up being the reason you end up in hospital during a PTI session with the Dagger Squad.
Word Count: 6k
Warnings: Pregnancy. Bradley Bradshaw x F!reader. Mild Angst.
Author Note: Happy Saturday! This is pretty self indulgent but I final finished this one-shot thatâs been in my drafts forever.
âAlright team.â Pete Mitchell, although overworked and severely underpaid for the crap he put up withâgrinned ear to ear at his group of elite Naval Aviators who sat before him after debriefing this morning's training exercise. âAs you know, this weekend is Memorial Day weekend and the Admirals have decided to get a jump start on the events.âÂ
âAre we getting a long weekend?â Fanboy beamed hopefully as he sat up a little straighter. âPlease tell me weâre getting a long weekendââ He hoped that if he asked with enough conviction in his voice the answer would be yes. However, he hadnât noticed you standing at the back of the room. A protective hand over your barely visible baby bump. Waiting for the right moment to make your presence known. Bob had noticed thoughâhe was already dreading what was to come. He hated Memorial Day. Not because he didnât want to pay respects to those who had fallen, no. Heâd honour the fallen every damn day if he had to.Â
So long as he didnât have to participate in Murph.
Youâd been his PTI during his time in Lamoore. You were the first Bradshaw heâd met and before he later Met Bradley Bradshaw and put two and two together that the two of you were marriedânothing had ever made more sense.Â
Bobâs heart had sunk into his ass when he found out you were being transferred to North Island. You were somewhat of a hard task master when it came to gruelling training sessions and Memorial Day always gave you free rein to send anyone packing with their tail between their legs if they couldnât keep up.Â
You were, however, a solid friend. When you werenât working, you were the life of the party. The brightest smile in the room and always the one who everyone gravitated towards. Much like Bradley, you two always seemed to get the party started. Whether it was playing great balls of fire and singing at the top of your lungsâor starting an important dart night that saw a permanent tally board hung up beside the much too loved dartboard. There had been a time or two where youâd challenged the strongest of the bunch to an arm wrestleâBob was always the first to bow at your bark. Not one to challenge anything you said, hell heâd do just about anything you told him to doâŠ.
So long as he didnât have to participate in Murph.Â
Bob had never been one to believe in soulmates before he saw you and Bradley together, heâd never met two people more suited for each other. But neither of you needed to hear that from himâyouâd already managed to figure that out on your own.Â
âNo, Fanboyââ Maverick sighed as he gestured for you to make your way to the front of the class. âNo you arenât getting a long weekend, what you are getting though, is a killer workout with PTI Bradshaw.â You heard the mixed reviews your introduction received. Youâd only just recently finished running annual fitness testing for those who needed to be re-evaluated. So the idea of yet another gruelling workout tossed their way wasnât what some of the aviators had in mind for a head start on the weekend.Â
Jake Seresin and Javy Machado however? Oh they were wrapped. They loved a challengeâthey adored you and they certainly came over the challenges you loved to hand out.Â
âMorning everyone.â You beamed as you handed Rooster, you beloved husband, who sat in the front row with a soft grin, a pile of papers. âTake one and pass them along please Lieutenant Bradshaw.â Your fingers lingered across Bradleyâs for a few seconds as he smiled softly back at you with heart shaped eyes. He always thought you looked so different with your hair pulled back into a ridiculously tight bun. Your uniform made you look so different, nothing like what you looked like at the Hard Deck with your hair out and mum jeans on. Sitting beside him at the piano playing great balls of fire. A Margarita in your hand and his glasses over your beautiful eyes. Nothing like what you looked like tucked into his side, hair splayed every which way and silk pyjamas adorning your beautiful body.Â
âPhysical Training Instructors play a key role in developing and maintaining the health, fitness and well-being of our airmen. In the United States Navy, physical fitness is absolutely essential in maintaining good health and overall wellbeing.â Pete Mitchell had been required to say that little statement prior to any session he handed over to you. âRegardless of Rank, PTI âAgonyâ Bradshaw will be your superior for the next two hoursâwith that I hand you over.â
âThanks Mav.â You chuckled, appreciating the way you were so respected by the veteran aviator. PTIâs didnât always have the best wrapâso when Maverick commanded the attention of everyone in the room on your behalf it gave you a little more confidence each and every time. âAlright flyboysââ You teased, turning your attention to Phoenix so you could address her too. âAnd Flygirl, today weâre doing MURPHââÂ
Your declaration was met with a choir of dismay and disapproval from at least half of the team that sat before you. Suddenly their shoulders were a little more slouched and their faces plastered with existential dread when they started reading over the workout plan you'd had Bradley pass back. No one liked doing MURPH, except maybe Jake Seresin.
âMaâam, I think that sounds like a great ideaââ Hangman sent you one of his thousand watt grins as he played with the toothpick that sat between his teeth. âDonât you think your wife here comes up with some banger ideas, Rooster?â Bradley did think you had some good ideas, he wasn't going to let you know that thoughâif he did he knew his workouts, his Personal Training sessions and his Fitness Testing would just increasingly get harder and harder. It had only been by the skin of his goddamn nose that you passed his last Multi-Stage Fitness Test. Bradley Bradshaw was a hunk and with that meant he himself was not the most aerodynamic of the bunchâBob had passed with flying colours, although you did nearly force him to restart his push-ups again when you caught him cheating on range.Â
âShe told me what she had planned last night Hangman, Iâm ready to go, brought my pre workout in my bag and everythingââ Rooster just sighed as he leaned back in his chair, spreading his legs as he brought his hands up to rest behind his head. âPiece of cake.âÂ
âI have never heard anyone say MURPH is a piece of cake.â Phoenix groaned. âAggie, pleaseââÂ
âI don't make the rules, Lieutenant, I just enforce them.â You had gotten used to the love-hate relationship and animosity you received while you were in uniform, it was your job to make sure none of the navyâs finest aviators let their fitness fall to the wayside. âNow for those who don't know what MURPH is, i'll explain quickly then you can all take twenty to change, refuel, and meet me over in the gym.â As you pulled out the empty chair that sat vacant next to your husband, you used it as a footstool before propping yourself up on the desk. Clearing your throat before reading out the workout explanation on the sheet you'd distributed.Â
âM.U.R.P.H is a hero WOD dedicated to Michael P. Murphy, the first service member to receive the Medal of Honor for service in Afghanistan, during a Memorial Day event on Bagram Airfield, Afghanistan, May 24, 2015.â Although there were more people sitting before you who didn't like the idea of such a gruelling workout, they did respect the fallen. âMichael's favourite workout was dedicated to him after his passing and thus, will be your workout today.â You felt the stomachs of everyone, all but Jake And Javy who just sat a little straighter in their chairs, drop.
âToday you will complete a one mile run, 100 pull-ups, expected to be chest to bar, 200 push-ups, 300 bodyweight squats, and to finish up weâll run another mile.â Bradley crept a hand around your calf, thumbing your uniform as he squinted his eyes and bit his bottom lip, hoping you wouldn't add anything else to the listâŠ..He should have known better. But he couldn't hold a grudge against youânot when you were four months pregnant and glowing. You were hiding your pregnancy well, it wasn't that you didn't want your friends and family to know, it's just you wanted to revel in the experience with Bradley for a little while longer before telling everyone you were both expecting. âUsually the twenty pound weight vest would be optional, but boys and girls you are some of the Navyâs finest Aviators, so you will all complete this course while wearing a twenty pound vest, none-notable people.âÂ
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In the locker room, Nomex Flight Suits had been discarded for workout gear. Standard issue work boots had been replaced by trainers, and any and all standards of professionalism had gone out the window. It was the one thing everyone actually did enjoy about having you as their PTI, you werenât big on formality. As long as respect was there you couldnât give a rats ass about if people swore at you or razzed you. It made the job just a little bit more enjoyable.Â
The last thing anyone wanted to do while they were working out was keep a rigid and professional persona.Â
âMan, sometimes I hate your wife.â Phoenix grumbled as the group walked out of the locker room with towels slung over their shoulders and copious amounts of pre-workout scooped into shakers. Bradley couldn't help but to laugh, he loved you so much, the wedding band wrapped around his ring finger was there to prove it. The tattoos of your name on his left ass cheek was also there to prove it.Â
âI wouldn't let her hear you say that.â Bradley paused as he took a swig of his pre-workout before handing it to Jake who looked like he was pumping himself up for the fight of his life. âSheâll âaccidentallyâ forget to count your reps and make you start again.âÂ
âThis is surely a form of tortureââ Fanboy added as he trailed behind with Bob.Â
âIt's a hero WOD Fanboyârespect the dead.â Jake hissed, he was as keen as, the only one in the group who hadnt had a negative thing to say about your workout plan. âI don't know why you guys aren't more excited.â
âUnlike you Hangman, most of us aren't gluttons for punishment.â Payback teased as he came to sling an arm around Jake's shoulders. âOr degradation, considering the unholy things I've seen in your search history.â Jake and Bradley had grown closer in the past few years that saw them in North Island permanently, there had been more times than you could count where the two of them would stumble back to your humble abode, drunk out of their minds. There had even been a time or two where you'd caught them spooning on the couch when Rooster couldn't take the stairs in his drunken state.Â
âNone of which compare to what Bradsaw probably cops in the bedroom.â Jake was quick to turn the attention back on Rooster, sending him a smirk over his shoulder as he took a quick sip of the pre-workout they were sharing and handed it over. âHuh Rooster? Agony probably has you wrapped around her little finger.â It was no secret amongst the group that you were a power house PTI, you didnât dish out any workout you couldn't do with your eyes closed, something that the Daggers really valued about you was your integrity. You were honest and kind and above all, you levelled with them. You weren't a hypocrite and you, as much as you hated your job some days, the constant pressure, the delayed onset muscle soreness, the gruelling workouts and the sweat, you led by example and practised what you preached.Â
That didnt mean you and Bradley wouldn't reserve Friday nights for takeout and chocolate.Â
âThat she does.â Was all Bradley replied with, âHave you fucking seen her? Sheâd kick my ass any day of the week if I gave her any ounce of crap.â He was without a shadow of a doubt whipped, but Bradley had always been that way with youâever since he met you at his first water survival training weekend, he was down bad. Heâd been assigned to your little group that first Saturday and you sent his heart into the stratosphere the first time you smiled at him. He was still unsure if it had ever come back or if your unconditional love and admiration just kept it hovering in the ozone layer.Â
âShe looks like she's glowing.â Bob remarked as the group mixed with nervousness, existential dread and far too much ego radiating of one particular member made their way across the tarmac to the base gym you could be found in any given day of the week. It was your home away from home. Kitted out with state of the art equipment, a spacious and functional environment that was welcoming and motivating. âShe's far too excited about this, oh my god.âÂ
Bradley knew you were glowing, but he also knew it wasn't because you were excited. He knew that it was because of the little one growing inside you, a mix of him and you. He kind of hoped it was a boy, but everyone always told him heâd make a good girl dad. Regardlessâhe just wanted to be a dad, his biggest achievement by far would be being a good dad.
âShe really is.â Bradley beamed as he heard the unmistakable tune of AJRâs Burn The House Down blasting through your speakers, reading over the workout plan one final time as you sat on the sled track, legs sprawled as you hummed away in your own little word. Twirling the pen you held in your hand absentmindedly, Bradleyâs voice brought you out of your concentration. Alerting you that the team was ready to be put through their paces. âWeâre hear for your torture session, Agony, donât hold back on Hangman though, heâs been gloating since, wellâforever really.â Bradley teased as he offered you a gentle hand, helping you rise up from the felt sled track. You immediately felt a dizziness unparalleled to anything you'd ever experienced before. So much so you fought off the urge to succumb to the feeling of descent as you stumbled and stammered for a second.Â
âIâll be sure to keep that in mind, Lieutenant.â You smiled, exhaling as you steadied your equilibrium. Bradley caught on immediately that you were feeling slightly uneasy, placing a soft hand against the small of your back as you cleared your throat and rolled up your sleeves a little. âAlright, So Iâve measured out half a mile along the airfield, so it's half a mile to and half a mile backâ You can either run the tarmac or use the treadmill.â You explained to everybody standing around listening in to what you had to say.Â
âCan we break up the reps Y/n?â Payback asked as he shouldered Bob, forcing him to lose his footing slightly, stumbling for a second as he sent Payback look. âOr is it strictly 100, 200, 300?âÂ
âI don't care what you guys do so long as you get it done.â Your tone made Fanboy shiver, you could be a hard task master when you wanted to be. âStart warming up and weâll get this show on the road.â Bradley was quick to sneak a peck on the cheek when the group started to disperse, all except for Hangman a little on edge about what was to come.Â
âYou feeling alright darlin?â He cooed, walking with you over to your desk where youâd left your water bottle.Â
âYour baby is the size of a pear at the moment and she's already giving me a hard time.â Neither you nor Bradley wanted to know if you were having a boy or a girl, you wanted it to be a surprise, both having made lists that kept growing with names galore. âI'm just starting to feel really sluggish, which is hard to hide when I'm usually the energiser bunny on base.âÂ
âDr. Richards did say youâd need to pull back a little the further along you get baby." It was hard to accept that you would eventually have to slow down, up until about two weeks ago you had been fine, apart from the morning sickness you had dealt with in the first trimester. Bradley respected your boundaries when you were both at work, knowing professionalism in the workplace was important to you, howeverâthat didn't stop him from discreetly placing a gentle hand atop your stomach, finding the small baby bump hiding under your work uniform. The camo green fabric warping around your naval under his palm. âBut that doesn't mean you're not any less capable, just means youâre growing our little boy which in my opinion, is pretty spectacular.âÂ
âJust means weâll need to tell everyone sooner rather than later Roo.â You sighed, taking a sip of your water, not knowing that Phoenix had spotted the gentle touch of your husband's hand resting on your stomach for a brief moment. Her eyes wide in shock as her jaw slacked slightly. Phoenix though, the master of recovery, disguised her surprise when you turned around to round up the gang that were all in the process of warming up in some way shape or form. âAlright, we can stagger the start for those who aren't warm enoughââ You side eyed Bradley as he scoffed at you, leaving your side to join his colleagues. â
âLet's go boys and girl, weâre doing Murph baby!â Jake hollered out, clapping his hands down on Javys shoulders, pumping each other up as you laughed, a smile creeping across your face. âBradshaw! You gonna try keep up with the big boys?âÂ
âThink I might taxi with Bob.â Bradley replied, jogging on the spot before giving his lower back a little twist side to side. Bob just rolled his eyes, to the untrained eye he was the kind of guy who kept his shirt on during beach days, but he thoroughly enjoyed cardio. If Rooster's plan had been to taxi with him during the mile run he was in for a rude shock, but Bob knew he was gonna lose time in the pull-up department. âYou ready to go man?âÂ
âAs ready as I'll ever be for this kind of workout.â Bob groned. âIf I say I twisted my ankle now, do I still have to participate?â The group all laughed at the near winge that left Bob's mouth, he really wasn't up for this todayâbut what you came back with made the gym explode with boisterous laughter.Â
âIf you dont be careful Lieutenant Floyd lâll pack an extra pound into your weight vest.âÂ
***~***~***~***~***~***~***
Phoenix saw her opportune moment to strike about half way through the first half mile. Bradley was starting to show a red hume across his face, a thin layer of sweat had started to form across his forehead and Phoenix knew that if he was focusing hard enough on keeping his pace steady with one foot in front of the other, she knew he was in no position to formulate a lie.Â
âSoâBradshaw.â Phoenix started as she came up to jog beside Rooster. âHow far along is she?âÂ
âHow far along is who?â Bradley replied as he kept his head straight, focused on the marker up ahead that indicated the turn around point. Watching as Jake and Javy booked it around one another, racing ahead of the rest of the group who had all opted to taxi their way through this.Â
âAgony, she's pregnant.â Phoenix spoke with such conviction that Bradley found it near impossible to try and formulate a lie that would cover up the truth of the matter. âI saw you put your hand on her stomach, and I know you wouldnt do that if she wasnt pregnant.âÂ
âShe's feeling a little off today, little spud is kicking her around a little.â It was all the conformation Phoenix needed to let out a little squeal as she beamed at Rooster, smacking him in the shoulder. âOw!âÂ
âWhy would you keep this from us! Rooster! That's amazing, congratulations!âÂ
âWe just wanted to enjoy it for a while, just us, we haven't even told her parents yet.â Bradley explained as he made it to the turnabout point with Phoenix, both keeping each other's pace. âShe's four months, we don't wanna know the sex, but everything is going the way it should, doc said sheâll need to start pulling back soon though.âÂ
âAh, so thats why she isnât participating in the torture.â Phoenix had picked up on the fact you werenât participating today, she thought it was odd that you weren't but wasn't about to question it. She was scared you'd match her attitude and give her an extra 100 push ups. âMrs Bradshaw is knocked up.âÂ
âYeah.â Bradley chuckled, he liked the sound of that. âI had to beg her not to last night when I saw the MURPH file sitting out on the dining table, got down on my knees and everything.âÂ
âYou couldn't have just talked her out of the whole plan entirely?â Phoenix whined, starting to feel a little more puffed from talking as she jogged with Bradley. Starting to really feel herself warming up.Â
âOh trust me, I tried that too.â Bradley explained, laughing as he remembered how that conversation ended. âShe seduced me just to get me to shut up.âÂ
***~***~***~***~***~***~***
By the time Rooster and Phoenix got back to the hanger turned gym, Jake and Javy were already going ten reps for ten reps with their pull ups. Bob, Fanboy and Payback were just standing there, watching as they caught their breath and waited for Rooster and Phoenix to return.Â
âAlright ladies, now that everyones back, there's no rest for the wicked.â You turned up the volume on the speaker you stood by before making your way over. âLets hussle, clocks still ticking and the faster you get this done the less time you have to spend here with me.âÂ
Fanboy groaned as he turned to Bob, sharing a painful look of âI'm over this already.âÂ
âHow are you gonna break this up, Roo?â You cooed, coming to stand by your husband as you watched Payback and Phoenix get to work on the rig, everyone was working on their pull ups first. âIf it was me i'd do ten at a time.âÂ
âI think I should be able to manage twenty-five at a time.â He smiled, mumbling under his breath in your ear as he leaned in to kiss your earlobe. âPhoenix knows you're pregnant by the way.âÂ
âWhat!?â You gasped. âHow did she find out! You said we werenât gonna tell anyone yet?âÂ
âSaw me touch your stomach before, figured it was a little sus.â Bradley cooed. âI'm sorry.âÂ
âNo, no don't be, it was bound to happen sooner or later.â You accepted the reality, watching as your group worked through their reps, taking notice of Bob who was severely lacking in his rep range. âFloyd! Chin to bar!âÂ
âYeah Bob, chin to bar.â Hangman added, laughing with that thousand watt grin he was known for. âBradshaw! Stop trying to flirt your way out of this!âÂ
âThat's my cue.â Bradley groaned, throwing his head back as he ran his hands through sweat covered locks. âPlay nice please.âÂ
âNope, hop to it Lieutenantââ You bit back, biting your bottom lip as you cautiously and ever so discreetly slapped Bradley on the arse, watching as you sauntered away with a little more pep in his step.Â
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âI feel like my arms are gonna pop off!â Next was the push ups. Mickey groaned as he did his set of twenty as you came to kneel beside him. âYouâre a vicious and cruel woman.âÂ
âWell I guess Agony is rather fitting, isn't it Fanboy?â you questioned through a soft laugh as you pressed a hand between his shoulder blades. âRetract your scaps, you're relying too much on your triceps, put the pressure through your chest and your longevity will increase.âÂ
âIf i wasn't so mad i'd say thankyou.â He groaned, keeping on keeping on with his reps. As soon as he was done, Rooster started his, same as Payback.Â
âHmm, I'll take it.â You ruffled Mickey's hair, wiping the sweat you collected onto the thigh of your pants as you stood, feeling light headed as you rose too quickly. âOhââ Your vision blurred momentarily as a slight ringing in your ears rang out, you tried to breathe through it, but you couldn't catch the feeling.Â
âHey Aggie, you okay?â It was Hangman who noticed that you were looking a little unsteady at first, but as soon as the words were leaving his mouth? You were going down. Your eyes rolled in the back of your head as the dizziness from standing too quickly took over you entirely. âOh shit!â It normally wouldn't have been an issue, but you'd been feeling a little unsteady all day. âY/nââ Hangman was quick to move to break your fall, catching you in his arms before you could hit the ground. âRooster! Get over here will ya?â Jake called out, Bradley hadnt seen you fall, he was too busy focusing on his push-ups. âIt's Y/n.âÂ
âWhat's wrong?â Bradley asked as he stood, noticing you passed out in Jake's arms. âOh my god, heyââ He cooed, tapping your cheek softly as he crouched beside you on the other side of Jake, the whole ordeal had grabbed the attention of all the aviators you had in your gym. âHey, darling, you okay? Open your eyes for me baby.âÂ
You did, slowly, fluttering your eyelids with a soft groan as you tried to sit up, still feeling dizzy.
âWoahâeasy there killer, what's going on? I've never seen you pass out like that before.â Although Jake was technically addressing you, Bradley held a palm to your forehead as he pressed his lips together, watching as you struggled to focus on what was going around you.Â
âSheâs pregnantââ The gym went completely silent at Bradleyâs major announcement. âI gotta get her to the hospital in case there's something wrong.âÂ
âBradley, I'm fine.â You tried to reason with your husband as he scooped you up and into his arms, waiting for you to wrap your arms around his neck before he stood. âI promise, I just felt a little light headed is all.âÂ
âYeah, no I don't care, weâre getting you checked out.â There was a distinct shift in Bradleyâs tone, before he was playful, enjoying the workout as much as he could but now? He was as serious as ever, nothing was more important to him than you, his family.Â
âBradley, I'm in the middle of instructing a class.â Again you tried to defend the unnecessary need to go get checked out. You really didnât feel like it was that big of an issue. âI canât just leave? Everyone needsââ Before you could finish, Bradley was interrupting.Â
âGuys? you good?â Bradley turned around, addressed the totally stunned and flabbergasted group who just looked at him like heâd just dropped a major bomb on them. That his wife was expecting, you were gonna be a mother, and he, Bradley Rooster Bradshaw, was gonna be a dad. âYou know what youâre doing don't you?âÂ
âUh, yeahââ Bob started.Â
âWeâre good.â Payback stammered.
âWeâll be fine, just go make sure everythingâs okay.â Phoenix added.Â
âWhat do you mean Y/nâs pregnant!?â Hangman asked, standing there with wide eyes and a confused expression. Bradley didnât respond, he simply turned on his heels and continued on his way, carrying you over to the admin building on base to get you checked out.Â
âDo I need to have the sex education talk with you Seresin?â Phoenix teased. âDid your parents never give you the birds and the bees talk?â Jake just sent her a look.Â
âYou fucking knew didnt you?â He called Phoenix on her cool calm and collected manor. Something was up.Â
âOnly for like twenty more minutes than you.âÂ
***~***~***~***~***~***~***
âTake a picture, itâll last long.â You pouted from your position on the hospital bed, hooked up to a heart rate monitor. Bradley sat beside you, hand in yours as he just stared at you. Trying to get a read on how you were actually feeling because he knew you werenât telling him the truth.Â
âWoah, that was incredibly rude, Mrs Bradshaw.â Bradley teased as he let go of your hand, leaning back in the chair he sat perched in. stretching his arms up over his head, enough so that the bottom of his shirt pulled up, exposing his lower abdomen for a second. An incredible sight. âI'm just doing what any good husband would do, you know, making sure your health is in top priority.âÂ
âI'm A Personal Training Instructor for the United States Navy.â You reminded your husband, deadpanning him as you swirled your palm across your stomach. Stupid hospital gown covering your small bump. âUncle Sam pays me to make sure you keep your health in tip top shape, it's not the other way around.â Bradley sent you a childish lok as his snickered back at you as you stuck your tongue out at him. âListen, Iâm fine, I'm just not used to my equilibrium being so off, I got up too quick and lost my balance, I'm fine.âÂ
âWhy don't we let the doctor be the judge of that?â Bradley sighed, leaning forward as he rose from his seat to kiss your cheek. You just accepted the loving gesture as he cupped your cheeks, swiping the pad of his thumb across your cheek. âI just worry about you, because I love you and if anything ever happened to you I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for not doing enough when I could have.âÂ
âGood thing I love you more huh?â You cooed, watching as Bradley sat back down as Doctor Richardâs entered the room.Â
âThat my dear, is not possible.â Rooster just managed to get his reply in before Doctor Richards smiled.Â
âWell the good thing is there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with bubs from the ultrasound.â She explained as she read through your chart. âBut it seems as though youâre experiencing some bouts of low blood pressure Mrs Bradshaw.âÂ
âLow blood pressure?â Bradley questioned. âThat can just happen? Y/n doesnât have low blood pressure?â He was right, you didnât, but you seemed to have it now.Â
âI can assure you Mr. Bradshaw itâs a very common occurrence during the first twenty four weeks of pregnancy, I wouldnât be too alarmed as long as you manage it.â Doctor Richards addressed you as you sat up a little straighter in your bed.Â
âHow would you like me to do that Doc?â You asked with a sigh, it wasnât that you didnât enjoy being pregnant. You did and you were so excited for your little one to arrive. What was annoying though was the fact you had been told to slow down, take things easy, enjoy the time you had with your baby. You were naturally a physically active person. Slowing down just wasnât in your DNA.Â
âTake it easy. Try to slow down a little? I understand youâre a PTI? Perhaps avoiding strenuous activity for the time being will help.â Doctor Richards explained. âTry to avoid making sudden movements, like standing up too quickly. It shouldnât be a long term thing but for now? Monitor your systems, drink plenty of water to stay hydrated to increase your blood volume.âÂ
âAye aye captain.â You groaned, saluting Dr. Richards as you slumped a little. Rooster caught onto your bad mood instantly, deciding to take over the conversation for you.Â
âWeâll do our best Doc, thanks for checking up on her.âÂ
âAnytimeâIâll have your charts done up and send a discharge notice to the ladies at Reception.â She explained before leaving the room, giving you and Bradley a moment alone. He was silent as you walked Ikeâs at him. Expecting him to say he told you so.Â
âYou feelings alright?â He asked softly.Â
âIâm fineâjust need a moment to truly process that my career is over.â You groaned, lying back as you faught of tears, it was the hormones, but not really. You just knew this day was coming.Â
âWhat are you talking about?â Bradley asked, concern lacing his tone of voice as he sat as close to you as he possibly could. âDarlinâ?âÂ
âIf I canât train, I canât tell others to train. I canât be a hypocrite.â You explained as tears fell down your cheeks. âIâll go on maternity leave and lose my strength, my endurance, my body is already changing and I can only imagine what itâll be like after having this beautiful baby.â You were well aware how crazy you sounded but itâs how you felt. âBradley, I hope you donât take this as me not loving every single moment of this because I amââ You sobbed as Braldey held your hand and brought it to his lips. âIâm just scared of how becoming a mother is gonna affect the career I worked so hard to build.âÂ
âI understand baby.â Bradley tried his best to console you, he wasnât going to tell you that none of what you were worried about was going to happen. He knew that there was a possibility it could. It had happened to other women before you and it would certainly happen after. âBut if anyone can manage being a wonderful, caring mother and a fierce, incredibly talented career woman itâs you.â
âYou think so?â You couldnât help but to scoff lightly through your tears as you turned your head to look at your husband, so thankful for his every strong presence and support.Â
âHoney I know so, weâll do whatever it takes to get you right back to where you were before this little one came along.â He smiled, helping you sit up. âBut letâs focus on you now? Alright, keep that blood pressure from dropping, keep you healthy and happy mama.âÂ
âOh god!â You remembered the fact Bradley had mentioned to every single Dagger that you were pregnant. âOh my god Roo, theyâre gonna tackle us!â You leaned forward into your husband's chest as he laughed and kissed the top of your head. âI guess we better get back and get it over with huh?âÂ
âYeah, better to rip the Band-Aid off fast than to drag it out.âÂ
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By the time you got back to base, the entire Dagger Squad was waiting back in the rec room. When you and Bradley entered cautiously, they all stood up as if they were expecting life altering news.Â
âIs everything alright?â Bob asked, you never thought his eyes could get any biggerâbut as he looked at you with hope filled eyes, you knew youâd been wrong.Â
âEverythingâs fine.â You smiled, wrapping your arm around Rooster's torso. Pulling him close as he sighed and filled in the gaps.Â
âMum and Bub are doing well, just got a little low blood pressure to manage but other than that? Everything else seems to be just fine.â Everyone went quiet, all silently thanking the heavens above and those in it that nothing major had occurred. Until Fanboy said what everyone was thinkingâ
âCan we go back to the part where youâre pregnant and didnât tell any of us?âÂ
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#bradley rooster bradshaw#bradley x reader#bradley bradshaw imagine#bradley bradshaw x female reader#bradley bradshaw#bradley bradshaw x reader#rooster bradshaw#rooster x you#top gun rooster
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Secretly strong Chrissy Cunningham my beloved. Arm wrestling with Steve as a joke over being Robins soulmate and all of them think Steve will win but Chrissy absolutely dominates.
#stranger things#steve harrington#robin buckley#chrissy cunningham#buckingham#platonic with a capital p
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Not Shipping Tag Game
tagged by its creator @ninadove~ đ„
For all relationships â OT3s, broTPs, besties, coworkers, families â that are just as fascinating as (if not more so than) what's happening in the romance department!
List as many/few as u wish & tag some friends :)
Before anyone yells at me: could u ship them romantically? Yes. In fact, some of these also feature on my top 10 ships poll! But that's not what this one is for. Sometimes people are intimate & codependent & silly & toxic & in cahoots & match each other's freak â all this without romance needing to enter the picture
Tagging: @ninadove @oatflatwhite @pixelated-glitter
@justbecringe @dying-suffering-french-stalkers @longagoitwastuesday & anyone else who wants to play! Just say I tagged u :)
Unhinged babblings abt some of these broTPs under the cut so as to spare yr dashes
(Liz don't look at the Leverage one)
Mulder & Scully: yes I love MSR yes I love them as colleagues yes I love them as friends. All is true. For this poll, I have them included as toxically codependent worsties <333 I love how Chris Carter stripped their personal lives away bc Mulder is wholly devoted to the quest & Scully is wholly devoted to Mulder's devotion. Like, Mulder doesn't even have a bed. He eats, sleeps, & breathes this quest. & Scully took one look at him & was like "this man is insufferable & beyond compelling. I'm tanking my career just to see where this all ends up đ" & they're colleagues. COLLEAGUES. What if we were each other's compass (Field Trip) & each other's pillar (Wetwired) but NOT each other's romantic soulmate (The Field Where I Died) đ„ș & we were colleagues? đł Again, I love MSR but Chris Carter's vision for whatever the fuck these two had going on was unparalleled & the fans pushing him to make Mulder & Scully end up together romantically was a MISTAKE there I said it. Seasons 1-5 my beloved. But whatever. Yr main stars are rlly hot & have insane chemistry I get it. The airwaves weren't ready for freak-matching of this proportion that stayed platonic đ
Winters & Nixon: the Winnix agenda wouldn't be nearly as powerful as it is if they weren't before anything else & at the end of the day Besties :)
RenĂ©e & Roe: cute as a ship AND as friends, but the deciding factors here were: A) kind M/F friendships are important to me personally, B) I'm not by default shoving the One Named Woman in BOB into a romantic ship w the only guy she talks to, & C) imo if ur in the dark hell of trying to heal people in an active warzone while the bodies pile high & u won't even hear the shell that kills u, establishing a platonic link is Ă100 more compelling than a meetcute w a dating prospect. to me.
Helen, Odysseus, & Menelaos: tbh 70% of the reason this is here is bc of the scene at the Trojan Horse. Where Helen walks around it mimicking the voices of the Greek generals' wives & calling each of them by name, & Odysseus is inside fighting for his life clamping his hand over their mouths & wrestling them back into their seats to prevent them from blowing the whole plan. Genuinely would love to see more of them specifically pitted against each other or working together. I would risk it all for One (1) crafty canny hero, let alone TWO. 20% of the reason they're here is due to the way Menelaos & Helen (but mainly Menelaos) talk abt Odysseus in rhapsody 4, when Telemachos visits them for news of his dad. Oh my god. Oh my god. & the remaining 10% is everything that goes on in the Menelaiad. John Barth are you fucking kidding me. Lives were changed
Cyrano & Roxane: listen no-one ships them as hard as I do (with the possible exception of @ninadove & Henri Le Bret) but THEY WERE FRIENDS FIRST. They were besties!! They were kids together, they learned how to be silly together, & they're silly together to the end (see the gazette scene)!! Also see the hushing scene đ„șđ In the Weber version, when they keep going "chut ! chut ! đ€«" at each other, at some point towards the end they go "chut !" at the same time & instead put their finger over the OTHER ONE'S mouth >>>>>>> oh my GODDD oh my god they're so playful & fun & their friendship sustains me
Parker & Eliot: "teach me to like things" just kill me now that would be kinder. The intimacy the insecurity the vulnerability àŒŒ;ÂŽàŒàș¶ Û àŒàș¶àŒœ Eliot possesses weapons-grade freak & Parker regularly leaves him in the dust, & he's visibly weirded out by this but that's as far as it goes. He regards her w such respect & trusts her about as much as someone like Eliot can trust. & Parker also clearly admires Eliot!! She sees a trait in him that she likes & asks for it directly!! Their friendship just GRAAFAHGFRGRHHFFGR. The moon emoji is there for that one scene in The Three Days of Hunter Job btw. Where Eliot tells her he's seen the rocky sets they used to fake the moon landing. "And they're gonna paint them red & reuse them for the Mars landing" BWXSHHFDKJ I can't with them
#M*A*S*H#The X-Files#Band of Brothers#(the way I was fighting not to make like half of this BOB...)#Gilmore Girls#Psych#Scrubs#The Iliad#The Odyssey#The Menelaiad#Cyrano de Bergerac#House MD#Cowboy Bebop#Leverage#poll#characters#relationships#friends#ninadove
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I don't go here (aew) but I am so intrigued as to what's going on bc I've been seeing posts about it all day where I almost never have before đ đ đ
Thatâs probably because of me lol. Iâd apologize but honestly itâs so good.
Honestly, AEW is my favorite wrestling promotion right now, but people donât seem to want to give it a chance, because theyâre ride-or-die for WWE. And WWE is good! But itâs geared more toward kids, where AEW is geared more toward adults. Idk how much you know about wrestling in general, so Iâll explain the whole thing as thoroughly as possible :)
My favorite storylines right now are: Deranged Blond Cowboy and Afro-goth Vampire wannabe (Hangman Adam Page and Swerve Strickland, respectively) hate each other but are inexplicably unable to free themselves from each other. Thereâs been stabbings, breaking and entering, blood drinking, body stapling, hanging the cowboy with a chain, and the cowboy stabbing a needle into Swerveâs face.
Theyâre the fandomâs OTP somehow. (They deserve it). We want them to be tag team champions. Theyâre wrestling soulmates. (They work together super well, no matter if theyâre feuding or a team.) Thereâs a whole playlist Iâve watched a few times on YouTube, that goes through the whole storyline so far. Itâs fantastic.
And: âBlackpool Combat Club gets Poly Divorced, violently.â
Thereâs a lot of history there, but what it boils down to now is: Bryan Danielson, one of the best wrestlers in the world, ever, needs to retire. Heâs got a neck issue that needs to be addressed sooner rather than later, but the owner of AEW wanted him to have one last hurrah, so he basically dragged him kicking and screaming into the storyline where he won the World Title from Swerve (my beloved Afro goth vampire). Danielson said heâs not going to just give up the title, heâs gonna fight until he physically couldnât anymore, and THEN heâd retire from full-time action.
Danielson has a group heâs in, Blackpool Combat Club (BCC for short) with dudes heâs been friends with for a long time, that was started by their mentor, William Regal who is no longer with AEW. (His irl son is in WWEâs âdevelopmental territory - the proving grounds before they actually go in front of approximately half a zillion people).
Danielsonâs BCC buddy Jon Moxley came back from some time off and was like âHey this isnât your company anymoreâ and confused the shit out of fans and coworkers alike.
But anyway, the night Danielson successfully defended the AEW World Title for the first time, his BCC team mates Moxley, Claudio (theyâre hard to tell apart at first, both tall bald white dudes) and their protĂ©gĂ©e Wheeler Yuta, along with ânew recruitsâ The Bastard Pac, and scary lady Marina Shafir. They were celebrating. Smiles, kisses, and hugs all around. Pac even hugged Wheeler.
Which is when we knew something was going down. Pac is, in fact, a Bastard. Heâs not a lovey/huggy man. He was holding Wheeler back while Claudio uppercutted Danielson which shook fans EVERYONE. And then Mox grabbed a plastic bag and tried to suffocate Danielson while Wheeler sobbed and cried out for Bryan whilst being held back by Pac and ineffectively comforted by Claudio.
Danielson was escorted out on a stretcher that night.
Blah blah blah, a week or so passes, and we see WheelerâŠnot doing well. At all. Heâs dead-eyed, almost catatonic, but heâs using Danielsonâs finisher to win matches.
BCC tries to get through to him, but heâs not interested. Heâs sided with Bryan.
OR SO WE THOUGHT.
Last night, Mox won the title but wasnât actually all that interested in the Big Prize. He shoved it into a bag. He and the rest of the BCC started beating the shit out of Danielson. But here comes Wheeler Yuta and another man named Darby Allin, to the rescue.
Darby and Wheeler chase them off, but Darbyâs back is turned, and when he turns to check on Bryan, who was sitting in the corner behind Yuta, Yuta hit Darby with one of Bryanâs finishing moves called the Busaiku Knee.
Iâm a little fuzzy on the direct actions, because I was busy staring open-mouthed at the screen, processing, but Darby ended up taped to the ring ropes, and Wheeler suffocated Danielson this time.
As heâs suffocating his mentor, his childhood hero, Wheeler is BEGGING him to stop fighting it. Just let go. Then a bunch of faces (good guys) run from the back, and finally help get them off him. Namely three dudes named Orange Cassidy, Hook, and Daniel Garcia.
Danielson was taken out on a stretcher. AGAIN.
Hereâs fan theory: Mox, Claudio, Wheeler, and the rest of them still love Bryan Danielson. Theyâre doing this to protect him from himself so he doesnât end up seriously hurting himself or worse. Thatâs how they got Wheeler to do what he did. None of them are happy about it, theyâre not enjoying it. They just think itâs their only option.
But this is a story, itâs not real, so obviously weâre thinking that this is all Bryanâs doing. Heâs KNOWN to be a devil who thrives on his fanâs horror. (Which is a positive thing in this business). We think that this, not the title, was his last big hurrah. THIS is how he wants to go out, setting his irl besties up for a MASSIVE heel (bad guy) run, while simultaneously setting up the guys that came running out to help him, to be the next big faces of the company.
âŠAnyway, yeah. AEW is fantastic. I highly recommend it. Thereâs also a lot of silly and fun storylines that wonât leave you traumatized lol.
ALSO TEN YEARS A MUTUAL HOLY SHIT.
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Six Sentence Sunday Monday đđđïž
Thank you so much for the tag @bookish-bogwitch! your chart is awesome!
I will remember to try that/ a similar thing if I keep having issues with this fic I'm writing (but I should at least try to slog through a first draft of my trouble chapters first - i just get so anxious that I will fuck up the funny-conflict and make it miserable or something when it's 'perfect' (but vague af) in my brain and has been that way for 4 years...).
And thank you everyone who has tagged me in the last months/year <3 @nausikaaa, @ileadacharmedlife, @monbons, @supercutedinosaurs, @brendughh, @rimeswithpurple, and anyone else if I missed you because my tumblr notifs won't go that far back đđđđ I love you all! Thank you for including me in the community even when I haven't been writing for a while! It's been so inspiring seeing what you all have been up to and I've finally started writing again so yay!
My goal is to finish this fic I've been writing for four years (i've written what I'm estimating is 50k words freehand and am transcribing and editing them onto my laptop and I still need to write the other half ... hahahaha đ
. But I love it. ) called *The Long Summer*, within a month (the first draft at least, I'll come back and edit it at a later date. I want to post it on ao3 over a summer so hopefully I will be ready next summer! I need to write it while I still love it!), and then I want to write the first draft of an original story for a month or so/NaNoWriMo, and then I will pick one of my Carry On WIPs to work on (hopefully just in time to celebrate snowbaz's anniversary!)
(The Carry On WIPs in question: I'm thinking I will probably pick my soulmate au fic called Meet the Parents/When You're an Adult You'll Understand, or a trans au called Fraternity house, orrrrr this magical Agony-Aunt fic called Basilton Grimm-Pitchâs 10 Step Plan for Getting Over*(letting himself be in love with) Simon Snow ).
And I'm planning to interact more with wip-wednesdays and six-sentence-sundays from now on to keep me motivated and accountable! (hopefully this works, battling my motivation is like trying to wrestle a fish or something... i'm constantly at a loss with my brain - oh why won't I do things that I love and have time to do??)
....Oh and I want to make some Carry On animations.... (this is probably why I don't do things... Too ideas many and hard to pick. I tried to make a schedule last night that included everything I wanted to do in a day and it was 35 hours long... oops).
*The Long Summer* is a harry potter fic, and since I know all of you lovely people from Carry On, and I know lots of people avoid hp stuff for obvious reasons (JKR is wrong! Trans liberation now!), I will keep the rest of this under the cut <3
here are the first six sentences from my đbeloved ficđ:
Ron Weasley wasn't an introspective soul. By the time something actually rolled around to happening he would probably have had twelve chances to predict it, if he was Hermione. He presumed something like this would never have happened to Hermione. Summers were probably a lot more quiet in the Muggle world, as an only child, with parents who werenât - well Hermione was so smart she probably already knew, no there was really no reason to write to her. And Harry - well he didn't want to write to Harry about it either. Honestly, it would probably be better if he never found out.
(I wrote these when I was 16 and they may need editing but that's for future me to worry about - rn I'm trying to push out a first draft as fast as possible...)
Thank you to anyone who read this far!
Hi!'s, tags, and hand-hearts to everybody 𫶠@stitchy-queerista, @umdiasujo, @carpeosculum, and open tag to anyone who wants to be tagged! <3
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hina for the ask game :333333333
Sexuality Headcanon: Lesbian
Gender Headcanon: girl
A ship I have with said character: SAKURA AND HINA MY BELOVED they are soulmates I think and they hurt me đ
A BROTP I have with said character: I think she would be friends with everyone but Byakuya (heâs rich and blonde smh), Yasuhiro (dumb and cringe), and Toko (itâs complicated post-udg they aren't Friends really but they learn to get along and not hate each other) She will wrestle with Genocide Jack gladly however
A NOTP I have with said character: I can't believe I'm saying this but I don't like when I see people ship her with Byakuya or Yasuhiro...i hc byakuya as gay and Yasuhiro is a grown man
A random headcanon: Hina likes to watch marvel movies đ
General Opinion over said character: SHE IS MY BELOVED...i really like her she makes me happy and very sad
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what'cha writing?
This ask just gives me an excuse to write more infomation about my WIPS and AUS! All of which are open for asks, I love talking about my writing and my little gremlin OC Jay and the polycule!
Till death do us part, please keep breaking my heart ['Til it ceases to beat, please be mine.]: My hungbucks fic that is currently leaning towards more romantic hangmatt and platonic hangnick. However I am currently unsure what way it is going to go. A look at the Bucks and Hangers relationship just after Hanger wins the AEW world title and Kennny disappears. Its highly implied that Kenny had a relationship with both Hanger and the Bucks because he totally did. Can you read it? Yes the first two chapters are currently up on AO3]
Writing Requests: Yes, I take writing requests! I have one that im currently working on but my requests are open so ive any of my followers or just people who see my tumblr advertised on AO3 [I sometimes mention it in my notes] and gone "damn I wish you would write X thing" drop it into my askbox and maybe I will, I mostly unsprisingly wrie for AEW/WWE at the moment and I will not write X readers but if you ever want that, I can suggest some people who do write fantastic X reader fics! Can I read it?: Yes I also post my requests on AO3 as well as my matherlist
The ghost story would be over: Taking place during and after AEW full gear where Regal betrays the BCC. I thought about how Jay would react to it as not just only as a member of the BCC but also as a Regals grandchild. A look at how close Jay and the BCC are with added connections to the Elite. Currently its a look at Jay's found family with the BCC and romance with Wheeler as well as just as how close she is with the bucks as brothers and Kenny as his beloved. A queer look at found family and betrayal with a distinct human touch. Can I read it?: Yes, please do its my favourite thing im working on so far! The first two chapters are currently on AO3
And I'll be in denyal for just a little while [What about the plans we made?]: A fic that looks at Jays canon story. From working on NXT as a mixed tag team with adam cole, to their blossoming relationship barely hidden as fuck-buddies, to betrayal and loss. Follow Jay through her transformation from Jayden Orton, still stuck behind her cousins shadow to Jay Orton, the poly genderqueer bisexual. A journey which is incredibly always linked with one beloved baybay with blue eyes. Can I read it?: Not yet, Currently I am half way through the first chapter but I promise you can soon!
Turn you on when I need you: Adam loves Kenny. Kenny doesnt love Adam. At least, not the way Adam wants him too. hes there for a quick fuck whenever Kenny is stressed. and its not like he doesnt LIKE adam, Kenny does. He just doesnt Love him..until Adam gets another boyfriend sometime later and Kenny realises that his heart longs for the cowboy. Can I read it?: Not yet, it is currently in the stages of just being an idea. Ya know spoken about in discord messages and linked in other stories.
And now for AUS!
The step-by-step franchise! Have you ever questioned about what wrestlers would be like as kids? what about as stupid middle school children? high school? college?! well now you dont have to wonder. as we're writing it! [me and my big sibling @itsnoosetome] a four part series following a collection of wwe/aew wrestlers as well as like three OCs! Can I read it?: No, at the moment its' currently being writen but theres ideas and asks are always appreciated!
The soulmate actor Au A look at Jay [OC] and their boyfriends and girlfriend through the lense of them all being soulmates. None of them wrestle. Wheeler and Jay work in a theatre, Kenny is an artist, Hanger is a western actor star and Cole is an a-list trans femme superstar who the elite happen to just use to fuck.
I love the taste of his pretty red lipstick [I love the taste of his pretty red tongue] The Stripper au! Your favourite aew stars strip for a living featuring a whole load of flirting and unresolved trauma. Lots of trans characters too! becuase we cannot be stopped! Can I read it? Eventually maybe.
What baking can do The bakery au! Mostly planned. but more non-wrestling AUS. Four chapters are planned. Follow Jay [again, look he has a fun veiw of the world] through the little bakery town that all the wrestlers live in!
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20 Questions for Writers
tagged by the ever lovely and incomparable @sybilius đ
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
22
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
251,933
3. What fandoms do you write for?
aew/wrestling right now, stranger things in the fairly recent past, marvel in the far distant past but those fics have been lost to time and we're not gonna revisit them ever
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
all of my top five are st harringrove fics, which checks out
lamp-bright rind - celebrity chef billy, unable to cook lawyer steve, they're neighbors, there's mistaken identities, there's cooking lessons, there's healing, there's kittens named after varying kinds of pasta
lit up like a match - soulmate au with trans billy. the idea being, what name would appear on your soulmate if you were trans
keep me in your glow - a sequel/companion to lit up like a match
sugar, butter, flour - the first st fic i wrote, a tiny stranger than fiction-ish au, but without the author narration
to carry within us an orchard - a prequel to lamp-bright rind where billy and robin get extremely drunk and bond
5. Do you respond to comments?
i used to be really good about it, but about the time i was finishing lamp-bright rind, i had what i affectionately refer to as a "hit burnout so goddamn hard i lost my entire mind and will to take part in the ever-loving hell of online existence" and just like. stopped writing for a long while. and as i started getting back into writing, and actually logged in to ao3, the number of comments in my inbox genuinely frightened me and the imposter syndrome portion of burnout recovery hit like a freight train, and i still just can't figure out how to make myself hit reply. i cherish the ones that i do get tho. like, so nuch
this has been âšđ therapy appointments are only so long we haven't made it to that part yet đâš with your friend daggs
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
i don't think ive written anything with an angsty ending, now that i think about it. not posted, at the very least. the choked out series, if id ever got around to still caring about it enough to finish it, would have had an HELLA angsty ending (the draft after mox left wwe and popped up to attack elias)
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
lamp-bright rind. just pure golden softness. the dewy soft, morning light, quiet of a kitchen with your beloved, while a ring box weighs down your pocket kind of happy.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
not since the way back of the marvel fandom, when i could scarcely sting a sentence together
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
i have, but not well and i generally stay away from writing it
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
never been posted, but there is a hobbs and shaw/13 rounds 3: lockdown wip that lives forever in my docs and will never be published
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that ive ever seen
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
nope
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
no, but i think it would be fun!
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
oof. shit. eddie/mox (/renee). they compel me.
15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
i feel like the bookshop will never get finished and i hate it. like, i know how it's supposed to end, so, just gotta get there
16. What are your writing strengths?
pfft i have no goddamn idea
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
too many words for too little meaning
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
i don't think ive included other languages in what fics ive posted, so i haven't actually had to think about how id do it all that much recently. i dont speak a second language, despite my entire family being and speaking swedish, so i feel like i struggle with using other languages in my writing. like, i have no real or true context for how this conversation would go, so i feel like i fumble and use the wrong words or sentence structure
whatever language is being spoken, i like to actually see it in fics. like, i don't like to see it already translated and in english until I've reached the end of the fic. when im in it, i like to actually hear the language and use the context of the story to understand it. or if the narrator isn't the one speaking, have them translate it in character, however (un)reliable they might be. that's just a personal preference tho
19. First fandom you wrote for?
i was a bandom baby in the way back of middle school and that's as close as we're getting and we will speak no more of it
20. Favorite fic you've written?
probably come through callin'
it just. kinda happened very suddenly, at a time when i really needed it and it's just really, extremely important to me
tagging anyone and everyone reading this, if you can read it you have been tagged tell em daggs sent ya
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Sethie for the character asks :D
favorite thing about them
the neverending shame fueled self sabotage! that's great. also the phoenix splash! it's so pretty
these days it's very obvious that he'll never hit it, but i liked its usage in ROH! it's his super super special finisher that's generally ill advised because it takes so long. the phoenix splash specifically continuously fucks up his matches with DBD. In southern navigation, his unwillingness to pivot to a different move means bryan repeatedly gets back up and murders him. In their last 2008 match, he's literally unable to go for the phoenix splash at the end because (spoiler alert) the top rope is Gone. uhh for some reason in the first one he hits it but DBD immediately rolls him up anyway. we don't have to talk about it. the rest of the match is good! super significant match in terms of seth's singles career
least favorite thing about them
his knees probably because he's GONE and i MISS HIM, and also these kicks, i think they look like ass
favorite line:
"i liked the person i was before i met you" or any of his gushing over dean being his wrestling soulmate
brOTP
kevin!!! KEVIN!! like idk it's fun to imagine them having fucked many many times (2021-2022 rollowens i love you) but i like where they're at now. kevin and sami helping him leave wrestlemania. <3 scrub room forever, oh my god.
OTP
shield ot3 my BELOVED. not a pairing but. that's the one. they're so bad!! they're so bad for each other
nOTP
he honestly has insane horny chemistry with almost everyone so it's hard to think of one people ship that i hate. i'll go with seth/kane again because fuck mayor glenn jacobs. don't though
random headcanon
as the forever designated driver, he hates hates being driven by other people. it's a control thing, it just feels less safe he's not The One with his hands on the steering wheel.
unpopular opinion
from what i've seen of his ROH stuff, i generally enjoy his tag matches a more than his singles stuff. his tag work with jimmy is pretty consistent, while his singles stuff is pretty hit or miss for me. as in, i basically only like the matches where nigel or bryan are there. i'd heard good things about his match with davey richards and i ended up really disliking it! also really didn't like match where he wins the roh title. i also haven't seen that much of his ROH work, to be fair.
song i associate with them
mitski's "everyone"
(i'm making a gifset for this, probably after finals are over grah)
favorite picture of them
FUN QUESTION!! either of these two. i recommend clicking on the left one for the full picture, the lighting is truly so erotically dramatic. right one makes me go :((( :( :(
#tyler black dbd 2008 trilogy my beloved#i haven't watched their 2009 hdnet stuff yet because it's less readily pirateable and its NOT ON HONORCLUB#its being sold by some weird amazon distributor#they're legit i got a week long free trial a while back#but still why :(#jrestling#asks#thanks for the ask anon!! super fun#insufferable bird of paradise#long post#its so long im so sorry
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A slightly late gift for the lovely @anaxandria-writes for @drarrymicrofic Wheel of Drarry mini-exchange. Thank you to my love @wolfpants for the fantastic beta.
CW for chronic/terminal illness (but with a happy ending).
Years later, Draco would think it all began when the bartender asked him, âWould you like the shiraz, sir, or the tempranillo?â
âTempranillo,â Draco said, but as it transpired, they had run out of the tempranillo, and the bartender had to dash out to the back for more, despite Dracoâs protests that the shiraz would be fine.
Draco was left to tap his fingers on the wooden counter, and as he gazed aimlessly around the crowded room, he wondered whether thirty was going to feel any different to twenty-nine.
And thatâs when he saw him; lingering by the door, flannel rolled up to his elbows, dark stubble covering his jaw. He looked tired, and Draco knew, knew before he even saw the string appear between them. He didnât hesitate; it was like drawing breath, walking over to him, and Harry looked so relieved, as if heâd been waiting for this exact moment, even though neither of them could have known, as these things were never able to be predicted, not even by the most gifted Seers or centaurs.
The string shortened and drew them together, and Draco reached out his hand to cup Harryâs face.
âYou look tired,â Draco said, and Harry leant into his neck, inhaling, grabbing Dracoâs waist, drawing their bodies together, fitting Dracoâs hip bones against his. Draco gasped.
âOf course itâd be you,â Harry muttered, and then, âweâre going back to mine.â
They fucked in the kitchen, over dirty dishes and piles of unread mail on the sticky counter, Harry eating Draco from behind until Draco couldnât take it and wrestled them to the ground, sinking down on Harryâs cock and riding him against the hard wooden floor.
They fucked on the sofa, Draco opening Harry quickly and efficiently so he could take him from behind, Harry whimpering harder, harder into the cushions.
They fucked in Harryâs bed, this time slow and reverent, Harry sucking Dracoâs nipples until Draco was thrashing and sobbing, arching up and begging to be touched, and then Harry pushed into him and held his face between his huge, calloused hands. That's when Draco fell in love with him; fell in love as Harry covered him and held him like a precious, beloved thing, like he couldn't believe he was allowed to love, and be loved, by him.
After, spent and exhausted, Draco looked at where the string joined them, and asked, âWhy now?â
Harry smiled, crooked and sweet, and kissed the back of Dracoâs palm.
âProbably because Iâm dying.â
âŠ
People werenât supposed to be Horcruxes.
When Voldemort destroyed the part of his soul that lived inside Harry, Harryâs magical core didnât know what to do. It had spent seventeen years growing and shaping itself around something that was no longer there, and it rebelled.
Harry hadnât noticed for the first five years or so, too lost in the aftershocks of peace. But then he noticed the exhaustion, then the heart palpitations, the weird visions, the way he couldnât quite cast like he used to. And by the time the Healers had figured out what had happened, it was far too late.
Back then, he still had good days, and Draco took advantage of them; dragged them out to the mountains, to the seaside, to gay clubs and bars and parades. He moved into Harryâs flat and quit his job so they could spend the bad days in bed together, doing the Prophet crossword and drinking tea and watching daytime soaps. He couldnât feel Harryâs pain exactly, not like in the soulmate stories he was told as a child, but sometimes he did think he knew Harry better than he knew himself; knew the meaning of an eyebrow twitch, or a downturned lip, or a slight hand tremor. Loving Harry had been easy, effortless; like falling through clouds, and then when Harry was writhing in spasms, or sleeping through whole days, or waking in sweats and shouts, it was more painful than Draco had ever imagined pain could be.
Sometimes, Harry would get distant and withdraw, wracked with guilt that the bond hadnât given Draco a choice but to care for him. Draco would get angry that Harry could even conceive of such a thing; even contemplate the thought of them not being together. Harry still wanted to put everyone else before himself, and Draco was still the same spoiled boy who wanted more than he should. He never made any apologies for that.
Sex became more gentle, with more laughter. Draco snorted into Harryâs mouth once when Harry tried to wrap his legs around him and his entire back cracked; Draco placed pillows under his head and knees instead, and sank down on him slowly, just like the first time, only now appreciating every detail; the greys in Harryâs hair that Draco actually thought were really fucking sexy, the soft dark hair beneath his navel, the dark circles beneath his eyes that refused to budge.Â
Sometimes Harry couldnât finish, and Draco would try not to be upset about it. If he was, it was never in front of Harry.
âŠ
The summer they both turned thirty five, Harry stopped being able to cast.
He was still magical; Draco could feel it, even when Harry couldnât, could feel the golden warmth surrounding him, and could also feel its frustration, the way Harryâs magic so desperately wanted to escape and couldnât.
Things got worse after that.
Harryâs fits were worse, and he was addled and confused after, taking hours to come back to himself. Draco could only sit by the bed and stroke his hair, read to him, watch as Longbottom and Lovegood came in with increasingly bizarre herbal concoctions which never did anything, but Draco appreciated them both anyway, the way they teased Harry, reminded him who he was.
Granger and Weasley were more distressed and less able to be funny, but they tried as hard as they could. Rose liked to snuggle next to Harry after his fits, tell him about her friends and teachers, knowing he wouldnât remember the details but was always soothed by her voice.
Teddy didnât visit very much, which Draco couldnât blame him for; heâd lost enough parents.
One morning, Draco was woken up by Harryâs lips on his neck, and his hand over his stomach.
âI want you to give the Invisibility Cloak to Hugo,â he whispered. Dracoâs blood ran cold. âJames and Siriusâ mirror to Ron. The Potter fortune to Teddy. Everything else is yours.â
Draco wanted to scream at him. To point to the string, still a vibrant red connecting them, and ask him how he could even fathom leaving Draco; why his body didnât love Draco enough to keep fighting, to stay alive.Â
But Harry had already fallen asleep again.
âŠ
Not even Voldemort had dared approach the fae. They took more than they gave, always, but as long as the thing they gave Draco was Harry, he didnât care what heâd sacrifice.
The Forbidden Forest was very dark, and very quiet.
âYou called,â came a voice. The fae never showed themselves.Â
âI require your help,â Draco said, voice firm.Â
âFor your mate?â
âYes.â Draco tried to imagine Harry, seventeen and terrified, walking to his death out here. He just had to be half as brave, and he could do this. And then he thought about Harry in their bed, skin blotchy and grey, his body shaking in pain, and everything else faded into insignificance. âHeâs dying. And he saved you too, that day.â
âThatâs debatable.â The voice sounded vaguely affronted, and Draco stared stonily ahead. âIt would have taken more than a mere human to eradicate us.â
âI know. But it would have been harder without Harry.â Draco squeezed his eyes closed. âYou would have had to leave the Forest.â
Something squawked overhead, startling Draco's eyes open. The stars were very bright.
âYou do have the power to save your mate,â the voice echoed, seeming closer, and Dracoâs heart soared. âBut something must be given; energy cannot be destroyed or created. A life cannot be created from anything other than a life. Do you understand?â
Harry was never going to forgive him. Draco was okay with that.
âŠ
Years later, Draco would think it all actually began when the bartender asked him, âWhat do you want tonight, sir?â
Draco flicked his gaze over him, and the bartender flushed. âUsual spot, Sebastian. Five minutes.â
Pulses thrummed in the dark, smoky room. The night smelled like sex; arousal and sweat and blood.
Harry had started by the time he got out there. Sebastian was always too keen. It was one of the things they liked about him.
âHello,â Draco said, amused, and Harry unlatched himself from the young manâs neck. He was so beautiful like this; selfish and greedy and so very alive.
Or a version of it.
âDoes he taste good, Harry?â Draco asked. Harry and Sebastian groaned at the same time. âMy turn.â
He did taste good, Draco thought with satisfaction. Sebastian moaned as Draco pressed his hardness against him, eyes rolling back in pleasure. Behind them, Harry was panting, and when Draco finally sent Sebastian back inside with a Blood-Replenishment Potion and a quick cleaning charm, Harry was on him in seconds.
âHere?â Draco asked, amused, and Harry growled softly.
âI canât wait.â His voice was gruff and low and his eyes were trained on Dracoâs lips. Draco smiled and lifted his hand to cup Harryâs face, string dangling between them, blood-red and taut.
âSweetheart. We have time.â
#drarry#wheel of drarry#drarry fic#draco x harry#cw chronic illness#soulmates#red string of fate#rooney writes
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And, maybe, just like a scene right after LWJ realizes his soulmate is dead + some inkling of an idea when he hears WWX dissapeared?
Lan Wangji felt his soulmate die in Hejian.
His brother will ask, in later years, what the pain of it felt likeâafter Xiongzhangâs own zhiyin dies, and leaves him as a shell of his former selfâbut even then, after nearly a third of his lifetime spent contemplating that wretched moment, Lan Wangji will not be able to explain it.
He was in the middle of a battlefield when it happens, fighting off two Wen soldiers at once. Lan Wangji saw the taller one lift his sword, and prepared to duck in time to avoid it and answer the blow with one of his own; but then his legs went out from under him, and he crumpled into a pool of someone elseâs blood like a sapling felled by an axe. Over his head, he vaguely glimpsed one of the Wen cultivators gutting the other by accident, and screaming as if the very life had been sucked away from himâbut Lan Wangji lay silent through it all, consumed by the dull, empty fire burning in his lower dantian, and languished in the nightmarish sleep that followed for three dark days and nights.
When he woke, the first news he heard was of Wei Yingâs disappearance, and the pieces fell into place so swiftly that Lan Wangji nearly took Bichen to his stomach before Nie Mingjue burst into his tent and wrestled the sword away from him.
Everything made sense, all of a suddenâfor of course Lan Wangjiâs soulmate laughed so often that even Shufu knew the tells in Wangjiâs face that indicated his zhiyinâs joy, and of course Lan Wangjiâs motherâs death had grieved him so deeply that nothing brought him enough joy to make him laugh again. He does not remember laughing at all after learning that his mother was gone, not once, and if a soulmateâs laugh had to be one of pure joy, then Wei Ying would have had every reason to believe that his own was dead.
âI should have been with him,â he croaks, when his brother breaks down and begs him to eat a little plain rice with tea. âWei Ying was my fated one, xiongzhang. I should have been there with him, evenâeven just to hold his hand at the end.â
Lan Xichen covers his mouth in horror. The teacup falls from his hands, soaking the hem of Lan Wangjiâs bloodstained robes, and he mouths Wei Yingâs name a couple of times before sweeping the shards of his teacup into a waste bin.
âShould...should I inform Jiang Wanyin? We can send one of the soldiers in recovery out as a runner, the roadsââ
âJiang Wanyin is looking for him,â Lan Wangji says blankly. âI must go to join him.â
Xichen does not order him to stay, or try to persuade him to rest before he leaves. Lan Wangji leaves for Hubei the next morning, carrying nothing but his two spiritual weapons and a small bag of dried rations, and it is all he can do to keep himself upright when he finds Jiang Wanyin and hears of his fruitless search for Wei Ying.
âHe promised he would wait,â the other man insisted, his eyes alight like a couple of brands while some no-name cousin of Jin Zixuanâs remarked that Wei YingâLan Wangjiâs bright, beloved Wei Yingâmust be dead or imprisoned by now. âWei Wuxian has never broken a vow to me, Jin Zixun. Goodbye!â
Lan Wangji joins him that very afternoon, dogging his footsteps across the jianghu for any whisper of his fated one, and nearly breaks with unabashed joy when he finds Wei Ying alive at the Yiling courier station three months later.
He knows now that Wei Ying is not his soulmate, but it matters less than nothing to him. Furthermore, Lan Wangji canât even bring himself to admonish Wei Ying for his use of demonic cultivation, or for his cruelty in disposing of the Wens.
After all, had Lotus Pier not burned at the hands of these very men? Had some of them not been present at the sacking of the Cloud Recesses, and cheered Wen Chao on from the sidelines while he demanded that Luo Qingyang be strung up and bled to bait the Xuanwu of Slaughter?
Wangji steps over Wen Zhuliuâs cooling corpse with his heart newly pieced together again, and takes Wei Ying into his arms.
#wangxian#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#soulmate au#my fic#long time no see for this au omg#but here it is ;)
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Promises (Frankie Morales x GN!reader)
Summary: youâve been married to Frankie for a decade and he is your dream come true. However, you canât help but feel that he is a dream you will one day wake from. In your experience, love ends. Can your sweet Frankie convince you he wants you forever, and then some?
Genre: some angst and then teeth-rotting fluff. Soft! Husband! Frankie - established LTR.
A/n: DONâT LOOK AT ME. Not my best characterisation of Frankie at all, but I was in some feels and I needed to see this scenario play out. Blast me. I think it turned out cute.
Rating: Teen, I think, but my blog is 18+, thank you.
Warnings: married couple; quite intense relationship insecurities (unfounded but feelings are valid); abandonment themes (past implied, fear of in future); casual alcohol consumption; language. TYPOS and mistakes. Very subtly implied sexual activity (off-screen, non-explicit); kissing.
GIF: @uuuhshiny
Tagging: @pedrostories
âTen years of marriage. Fuck me, Cat,â Santi breezes, accompanied by a loose, throaty laugh. âHell. I knew from the first time you met this oneâ -he gestures to you with the mouth of his beer bottle and a smile creasing his eyes- âthat you were in some deep shit. But who the fuck knew weâd be sitting here toasting you a decade later, hermano?â
âI coulda guessed,â Will beams and you return his easy smile. âThese two got it made.â
The group all clink beer bottles and exchange goofy, beer-addled smiles. Happily, you link your closest arm into the crook of Frankieâs where he idles next to you in the booth, smoothing your other palm up and down over his soft, worn flannel and basking in the jovial atmosphere, your dearest friends and the love of your life surrounding you.
âWell. Congrats, to the Morales family,â Benny pipes up with a beaming flash of teeth as your bottles touch. âTen fucking years, boys,â Benny adds with jumped up eyebrows and a little shake of his head with respect and disbelief at your milestone. âPower to ya, man. Itâs beautiful.â
At that, Frankie twists to plant a little kiss on your head where itâs resting on top of his shoulder, his grizzled, patchy beard tickling against you. You can hear the smile in his voice as he speaks, and it makes your own cheeks hurt in turn. âTen years with my soulmate,â Frankie purrs, his voice logged with such wet, sappy sentiment that it gains good-natured groans from the group.
Santiâs expression becomes wistful, and he swigs on his beer pensively. âShit. I couldnât do what you guys do. Sticking with one person? I gotta play the field a bit longer, man.â
Santiâs comment is light-hearted, you realise. You know that deep down he longs to settle, to be loved, but you indulge him in his bravado with a polite chuckle. Benny, meanwhile, almost spurts out his beer at the prospect that Santi is still trying to sell himself as a bit of player, even as the wash of grey has crept entirely over his once raven curls.
âWhat?â Santi says, his defensiveness spiking, even as his words are paired with a lopsided grin. âMy knees have some life in them yet.â
âItâs not your knees Iâm worried about,â Benny sniggers, and the two fall straightforwardly into characteristic bickering. Your eyes crease with fondness. You donât think the two of them will ever truly grow up, even if Benny does have his partner and four kids - a fifth soon to join the family. That man wants a whole damn squad.
You let the boysâ banter wash over you, a pleasant background noise. You enjoy the slight buzz from the beer, and the sturdy warmth of your beloved Frankie at your side.
Youâre happy.
You really are. Here with your husband and your best friends, in celebration.
But⊠there is a niggle you have been wrestling with. A whisper under the surface. A worry that youâve had ever since you found Frankie.
How much longer can this last?
Frankie is too good to be true, and sometimes, you feel like heâs a dream youâre about to wake from.
âWhatâs your secret then, guys?â Will asks, politely shifting the focus back to you and Frankie, and you quickly counteract the frown that has unwittingly settled itself on your brow. âGot any sage wisdom for the rest of us?â
Yeah. Sure you do. Youâd have plenty if you thought about it. Your relationship is stronger than ever. Itâs a true partnership, and you take care of each other. Adore each other. But thereâs something about this milestone which has your age-old insecurities flaring up.
Maybe heâs bored of me.
Maybe heâll want someone else. Maybe he does already.
Maybe heâs unhappy.
Maybe he doesnât love me anymore.
Maybe he regrets marrying me at all.
Maybe heâll leave me.
How much longer can this last?
A hard, involuntary gulp trails down your throat, and you attempt to plaster over your niggles with a soft, unconvincing laugh. âWell⊠ten years and Frankie hasnât left me just yet. Think weâre doing okay - Iâll take whatever I can get.â
Your comment could have been passed off as a light-hearted one, if it wasnât for the fissures in your voice. The slight wetness in your eyes, causing the boys to exchange surreptitious glances of concern and awkwardness with each other.
âBaby,â Frankie says into your hairline, voice rich with love. âNever. Iâll never leave you.â
You want to believe him. You do. You have tried.
Frankie makes it easy to trust his love for you; but your insecurities make it hard, and itâs a constant battle. You wish you could be certain, but in your experience, the only certainty is that eventually, love ends.
Love is routinely talked about as if itâs forever, but itâs more often fleeting. Only ever temporary. No-one loves you your whole life, after all, do they? Even if you feel that you love Frankie so much that it hurts - that an eternal flame burns in the pit of you which could light the vastness of the universe and the rest of time⊠in your experience, love ends.
This love will end. His love for me will end.
He had promised you he would be with you until death, but youâd never had it in you to believe Frankieâs promise completely. Even as that made you feel guilty, as though you were doubting him.
Youâre along for the ride, for sure, as long as it lasts. Youâre invested and youâre damn grateful; but⊠somewhere deep down, you just keep waiting for it to run its course. To⊠stop. For the wheels to fall off. For it to languish into nothing. To be torn apart abruptly, intricately stitched together souls ripped painfully from the joining seams. There seem to be a million ways it could end and only one way it could last, and a part of you has been waiting for it to end since it began.
People leave you.
People have left you over and over, one way or another.
Why would Frankie be any different? Frankie is a dream come true; and dreams always end, donât they?
In your experience, love always ends.
Frankie makes it easy; so easy. But other things make it hard.
You smooth the worry lines from your face, glossing over them with a closed-lipped smile.
âI know. I know, Francisco,â you say with as much lightness as you can muster, covering over the fissures with an attempt at humour. âBut if you ever change your mind you let me know, mmmkay?â
And, you stand from the table, under the guise of buying a fresh round of drinks, that single blaring thought is loud in your head.
How much longer can this last?
He was younger when he married you.
You were younger too.
You were different.
He couldnât know how it would turn out.
How you would turn out.
What you would become together.
Who else he would meet. Who else he might want.
A tangle of emotion burns in your gut. You wish more than anything that you could feel safe and secure in this love -itâs what Frankie deserves for the way he so diligently loves you - but some things, quite simply, make it hard.
You hasten over to the bar and join the queue, grateful that you are distanced and facing away from the group as tears shimmer in your eyes, which you try hard to bite back.
Maybe he regrets it.
Maybe youâre runing his night by getting all upset.
Maybe youâre ruining his life.
Maybe heâd be better off without you.
Maybe heâd be happier with someone else. Happier alone.
People always leave you.
Youâre not good enough to be loved forever.
Love always ends.
âNever. You hear me?â Frankie asks, drawing up to your side in the queue, his warm hand appearing at your waist and smoothing the faintest and gentlest of circles there.
You close your eyes tight and maintain your position, hands folded in front of you.
Frankie knows you. He knows you in a way no-one else ever has. He is familiar then, with the weight of your insecurities. He has held you while you cried over them. He has kissed them from your bare skin. He has driven as many of them away as he could, with his love alone.
But he knows. He knows that a certain, ever present shadow lingers. That sometimes, it rears its ugly head. That sometimes, loving him hurts.
He knows you so well, in every aspect, and he shows it in everything he does. To him it is effortless to love you. Painless. Healing.
Even the weight of his hand at your back is perfectly judged. The tone of his voice. The careful balance between the amount of reassurance he knows you need and the amount of softness he figures you can bear before buckling under your emotions. He knows you wonât wish to get upset in front of the group. He knows what you need.
He is here by your side. He always is. You wish you could believe he always will be.
Heâs here with you now, and you are endlessly grateful as he kisses the top of your head and reiterates his promises.
Heâs a dream come true, this man.
You love Frankie Morales so much it hurts.
But there it is, all the same. That niggle. That shadow.
How much longer can this last?
One week later
âItâs been ten years, baby,â Frankie begins, his voice all choked up.
He has whisked you away on a surprise weekend to the cabin, the two of you enjoying quality time - relaxing days and cosy nights, and celebrating your milestone in the way which suits you both; together. No distractions. A âdumbass free weekendâ, you call it, finally getting some time away from the squad as well as the stresses and strains of daily responsibilities.
Your insecurities have waned since that day in the bar, though they arenât all the way gone - might never be, but they are far enough from your thoughts right now for you to be present in the moment, enjoying your husband in all respects - his company, his conversation, and his body, whether looped in his arms with your head against his chest as the fire crackles before you, or writhing, smooth and warm and tangled under the itchy wool blankets as you stave off the chill in other ways too. You are in heaven, spending slow days and nights tasting wine on his tongue and cologne on his neck and salt on his skin. Basking in him. Itâs a rare and perfect treat.
This evening, you are standing out on the wraparound porch, where Frankie had hung strings of fairy lights upon your arrival, giving the place an ethereal glow.
You nod and smile through shined eyes as Frankie speaks, your husband gathering your hands up in his and bringing them to his lips. He plants trembling kisses over your knuckles, your whole middle aching with the tenderness of it.
Aching because of loving, and because of being loved in equal measure.
He drops a kiss on your wedding ring with a smile - as though heâs still happy about the promise he made you all those years ago. As though it continues to bring him joy; the fact that you are his. That you promised to love him.
Frankie has been doting on you all weekend, of course - always does- but his statement smacks of a new intensity. A depth of feeling and intent that makes you straighten up and listen.
âTen years, baby,â he purrs in his revving, rich voice. âAnd I love you more every goddamn day.â
A half laugh half sob escapes your lips as Frankieâs deep eyes shine with an adoration more sublime than the starlight, creases radiating out across his cheeks and deepening that single dimple on his cheek.
Youâre so happy.
So happy it hurts.
âTen years,â he continues, his voice cracking, as though he needs to find more room in the thrum of his voice to let all the love in. Imbuing it with even more warmth than usual. The sound of it, thick with emotion, makes a lump ball in your throat. âA lot has changed along the way, cariño. Weâve changed. Youâve changed. But I love who youâve grown into. I love who we are together.â Your eyes search his, with a rare trepidation, and you find nothing but sincerity living there. âI love the life weâve built, together. I have roots now, baby. Something I didnât have for a long time. I have that thanks to you.â
Your lower lip trembles as Frankie continues his praises and his professions.
Frankie is a quiet, thoughtful soul. An observer. A perceiver. A man of few words; and, when he does elect to speak, to share, his words are chosen carefully. That means when he speaks now, his sentiments are all the more profound; you know he does not say things he does not mean.
Frankie inhales a breath, a punctuating moment before gently dropping your hands and reaching inside his jacket, face cloaked with a soft, watery smile.
âI say it, that Iâll never leave you. That I donât want anyone else but you. But I want you to know it. To believe it. And I figure, if asking you to be mine, and promising to be yours -that one time all those years back isnât enough, Iâll ask you again. To show you I donât regret this. That I would make that same decision -from ten years ago- a thousand times over, baby.â
Frankie pulls out a small blue velvet box, and your palms travel up to your face, covering your mouth in shock.
âI would marry you again today,â Frankie chokes, tears beading in his eyes. âIn a heartbeat. I would marry you again tomorrow. And the day after that.â He gets down on one knee, wooden boards creaking beneath him as he settles in place at your feet. âI would choose you then, baby, and I choose you now. Iâll choose you every damn day of my life. I promise you.â
Frankie ceremoniously flips open the lid of the blue velvety box, and to your surprise, there is a pendant and chain pooled inside, coordinated perfectly with your wedding ring, sparkling up at you and glinting in the fairy lights.
You look down at your husband, misty eyed and entirely taken aback for a moment, causing Frankieâs face to split into a grin.
âYou already have a ring. Youâre wearing my promise on your finger. Iâll hang it âround your neck too. Iâll put my promise on every inch of you,â Frankieâs voice cracks and with it tears ball in his shined eyes. âIâll get up in front of you and everyone all over again and show them how much I love you. Will keep loving you. So, will you marry me, babyâŠâ - his mouth tips into a cautious smile- ââŠagain?â
âFrankieâŠ.â you breathe, your fingers still clasped over your mouth, shaking against your lips as your husband sets the box aside, in favour of smoothing his palms up and down your thighs and hips, needing to touch you. Smoothing his promise into you with his palms like you are a blessing cupped in his hands.
Tears spill over your cheeks, confused noises of surprise and elation and emotion passing your lips.
âFrankie,â you repeat, looking down at him on one knee for you, asking you to be his.
Just like last time. A little older; sure. A little greyer. But every bit as sincere.
Ludicrously, Frankie almost looks just as nervous as he did the first time, and it causes a sweet, musical laugh to escape you as you reach down to clasp his warm hands in yours.
âSo⊠will you?â he asks, his soft brown eyes swimming with apprehension. âI chose who you were then, and I choose who you are now. Do you choose me, to be with you?â
You choose him. Of course you do.
You choose him everyday.
You know that this is a gesture. You know that this may have been spurred on by a desire to calm your insecurities. But Frankie doesnât say things he doesnât mean. Looking at him now, you know he means it just as much as he did ten years ago, and, hereâs the kicker; maybe even more so. Maybe even more so because your love has only depeened since then. Because you have become more solid and more intertwined and know each other better. You are better able to promise. Better able to love, with all these new parts of yourselves uncovered.
âFuck. Please say yes,â Frankie says, reaching up to scratch his mop of hair, and a small quiver in his voice - hovering somewhere between nerves and humour.
Your face splits into a grin of unadulterated happiness, adoration spilling out of you. âYes, Frankie. Yes. Iâll marry you again.â
With a gasp of air, Frankie surges up to kiss you, sudden and tender, then his arms drawing you more deeply into his sturdy embrace.
âI love you,â he revs softly into your hair as he kisses your hairline. âYou make me the happiest man alive.â
A fresh batch of tears -happy tears- wet your cheek. âI love you so much it hurts, Frankie.â
He pulls back from you then, a dull, concerned spark in his eyes, his firm hands planted on your shoulders so he can examine you. With the crook of his forefinger, he swipes away a stray tear, his eyes shining with intensity. You see Frankie select his words carefully, turning them over in his head before he settles on them. âIt shouldnât hurt to love me, baby.â A lump swells in your throat as his finger traces along your jaw - hooks under your chin. It shouldnât. Frankie makes it so easy, but other things make it hard.
âSometimes⊠sometimes it does,â you admit, the bitter pain of your insecurities flaring subtly in your eyes.
Frankie nods slowly in understanding, drawing you closer, and a tentative smile passes over his sweet face.
âI know, baby.â He does. He does know. He knows you, and he loves you. âI know I canât take your pain away,â he admits, winding his hands around your waist, a gentle heat brewing in his eyes. âBut⊠if it hurts⊠will you let me kiss it better?â
You beam at him, brimming over with love, and a longing to hold Frankie closer - skin-to-skin - spreads warmly through your middle.
How much longer can this last?
You hope it can last forever, and, as Frankie gently draws your lips to his, for once you let yourself believe it. As he adorns your whole body with his promises, kiss by kiss falling over your skin like jewels, it finally doesnât hurt to love him.
It finally doesnât hurt to be loved.
There is a different voice you take note of. A faint one, but one you hope to stoke.
One whispering:
This can last.
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Soulmate Search Chapter 8
Minors DNI 18+
Izzy POV
My fingers ran through Jacksonâs hair as she slept on my chest. Running my fingers through her hair and playing with the silky tendrils of her hair as I watched the way she seemed so content in her dreams.
She was naked in the early sunlight, laying against me more than the mattress, which I preferred. She felt safe with me and it showed with the way that she laid against my heart, the lullaby that helped her sleep.
My dream girl. My beloved. My soulmate.
What was she going to do when I told her that I needed to travel to New York to help mix the record? Would she just go with me without hesitating and just take this as part of our adventure together? I wanted her with me always and the idea of not knowing how long I was going to be there made me more desperate to have her come.
The soft sigh made me look back down at her, watching the way she shifted before her eyes fluttered open and she was looking up at me with hazy sleepy eyes. The way her smile blossomed across her face, easy as she looked at me with love in her eyes. She owned my soul, my heart, all my thoughts.
ââMorning. Wanna take me out to brunch?â leave it to my girl to wake up and be thinking of food already. Maybe because she was always cooking for us she deserved to go out to eat.
âGood Morning, my love.â I was bending down to kiss her, letting her nuzzle against me. Her body was warm as she shimmied against me, letting me roll her over. Her hair splayed against the pillows and she was smiling as she reached up, hands tangling with my hair and pulling me down to kiss her.
Brunch was going to have to wait.
Her legs had opened and I knew her body enough to allow myself to slide into her, hand cupping her face as she shook her head, smirking at her. It was easy to make love to her, to allow our bodies to become one. The way she was soft under me, so welcoming and easy to get along with. Her hips held me in tight, ankles locked behind my thighs as she held me close.
âI love you, sweets.'' She used the nickname for me, her arms wrapping behind my neck to pull me down for a kiss. Our hips rolling together with the easy familiarity of two people who were crazy in love with each other.
âI love you move.â
âItâs not a competition, Stradlin.â she was rocking against me, rolling me so that I was pinned under her, pulling up so I could take in the way her body moved as I was inside it. âAnd if it was, I would always win.â she rested her hand on my chest, her fingers searching the space, palm resting against my heart, the beat seemed to set her pace.
I wasnât going to argue with her, there was no point in arguing with her because she wouldnât stop and it didnât matter. Our love was so charged that it would always wrestle and be growing with passion daily.
âIzzy, Iâm gonnaâŠdie if we donât get a bottomless mimosa brunch.â she panted out, her silly smile on her face as I tsked, sitting up and placing her legs behind as her arms wrapped around me.
She was always smiling with me and I knew her smile made her feel safe. The comfort level she had with me as she shifted her hips against me, the slow rocking of my own as I nipped at her lip, stealing kisses as she softly moaned, so quiet as she rested against me, letting my body guide us both.
The glisten of her sweat on her brow, the way she was still heavy eyed with sleep. But my girl waned to go to brunch and there was only so much daylight,
The little squeak she let out, her nails digging into my shoulders as she was raised off the bed, followed by the gasp as I sunk deeper in her. My girl was greedy and as her eyes flashed like a neon sign for more I knew that she wanted to cum. But there was two hours before her brunch menu at her favorite spot switched over to dinner. And as I set her down on the sink, reaching for the shower to turn on I knew we could multitask.
âHard. Fast.â Two words made my head snap to look at her, her feet drawing me close, trying to get me to fuck her harder, faster but in the morning I wanted to take my time with her, let things.
âSlow. Steady.â I was picking her up and bringing her into the shower, âWe have time, my beloved.â I was watching her, the water over her as she pouted at me and tried to get her way with me
âPlease? I just want to cum with you inside me. I want to feel full of you. I want to feel your cum inside me all of brunch. Need to know that Iâm yours, only yours.â
My beloved knew how to get her way.
She was sipping her mimosa, my denim jacket draped over her shoulders because she insisted on eating outside even in the chill. Looking like a queen with her thigh high boots and tight leather skirt, an oversized tshirt half tucked in and my sunglasses. Her outfit blended between our two closets, something I loved.
âI need to ask you something.â I was nervous as she reached for a beignet, flicking her wrist as powdered sugar gently rained down like snowfall.
âThe answers yes.â She was sitting back as she bit into the chocolate beignet, always going for something sweet and then Eventually sheâd love over to my plate, looking at what I had gotten and asking if she could have a bite.
A bite meant I had lost my meal.
The way she agreed to something without even knowing what it was made me smirk, sipping my coffee as I looked at her.
âYou donât know what Iâm going to ask you. What if it was to move to the middle of nowhere together?â She looked at me, the intensity of her eyes on me as she stared me down, the powdered sugar sticking to the side of her mouth and I craved kissing it off.
âThe answer is still yes.â She was so sure of this trust for me. Since we had gone public with our relationship she was calmer, not seeming to be looking for the boogeyman to come out of the closet any longer. She trusted me and felt safe with me.
It meant the world.
âPack your bags we leave in a few days.â She nodded her head, wiping her fingers on her napkin. My hand instinctively reached out, gripping the back of her neck as I pulled her closer to me, kissing the sugar on her lips and thinking that she was sweeter than I could have ever imagined.
Maddie POV
Jeffrey was holding my bag as I walked beside him, half asleep from the early morning flight. My hair was braided in two rows thanks to Jeffreyâs ability to be a morning person.
He had sat me between his legs after having washed me in a mix of a shower and kiss, fingers moving through my hair with easy expertise. I had fallen into the outfit he insisted I lay out the night before. An over sized long sleeve shirt he had and black boots. He had laughed, pressing coffee into my hands as I pouted in the back of the taxi headed to the airport and wherever we were going.
It didnât matter to me where it was as long as we were going to be together.
The strangeness of soulmates had faded and I bought into his idea of this life forever. The surety of his presence something that I had just accepted as he continued to show me nothing but positive actions.
Jeffrey loved me in a way that I thought only existed in fairytales but was starting to believe was real. Maybe he was really Prince Charming disguised as a rockstar.
âCome sit, my beloved.â He was setting our bags in and sitting in the leather bench chairs of the airport.
I sat on his lap, his arm weaving around me and not commenting about how he meant in the seat beside him. His lips on my forehead, hand caressing my hip as I yawned, thinking I could sleep like this until our flight boarded and then catch a few hours of sleep on his shoulder as we traveled.
âNow boarding flight 2307 to New York.â My eyes snapped opened as I felt him move under me.
âThis isnât us, right sweets?â I tried to play it cool, easy going as I used the pet name for him but internally felt my organs twist and turn in the sick familiar feeling of his smile.
He was excited about this trip and had no idea that we were about to depart and head into hell.
âThis is us. Cmon. I need to put the bags in the overhead before it fills up.â He tapped my hip as I stood on my unsteady feet.
Poor Jeffrey thought that I was shocked and excited but he didnât know what New York meant to me. He didnât know that my past demon had a name. He didnât know why I believed in love so much. Or who tahg person was that still held the smallest sliver of my heart. He didnât know about the apartment in SOHO and making love in dirty alleyways as we tumbled out of clubs. He didnât know about the way a man had loved me in a way only he had matched. He didnât know that man was still there, in our SOHO apartment without me.
I had left New York, trying to find my soulmate and putting a whole bunch of states between the man I loved and me. He didnât know that I wasnât tired anymore as he guided me into our plane seats and he weaved our hands together.
He didnât know the reason soulmates made me ache; he didnât know about my husband.
I had needed Jeffrey when I was a teenager. The desperation for this person to help me in my hardest times. But he had felt like an imaginary friend and not the supportive love of my life that I had been promised. So like anyone else though I dreamed of palm trees and the Hollywood sign when I turned I went for dirty wet street and tall buildings.
New York City. Where I could be important to no one.
How stupidly naive I was.
It was a month in and I was working as a nobody waitress with the wrong name stitched on my hand me down uniform when I met him.
He had a tweed jacket, long brown hair he was pushing out of his eyes with careless perfection. Silently reading The Stranger, a worn copy with penciled in notes in the margins. He was old enough to be my father but there was something in the deep ocean blue eyes that captivated me.
It was love at first sight.
He was waiting outside smoking these fragrant black rolled cigarettes when my shift ended and he shared the clove cigarette with me as our footsteps splashed in the New York muck.
In quiet whispers that he used to have me lean in to hear him he held these talks about how soulmates was some societal constraint that we all fell victim to. Searching forever without choice.
This captivated me; I didnât want to be a victim.
He explained love by demonstrating it, making love to me for hours, his body heavy on top of mine so I suffocated under him and thought how lucky I was to be his.
He chose me. I was special.
Our marriage was an act of rebellion. At city hall they asked to see our tattoos and he calmly explained we didnât have them. The clerk had shifted, uncomfortable as she handed us paperwork with a a pamphlet about divorce rates And the process of how to file. We took that later and he cut a snowflake to hang on our Christmas tree with it.
How we had laughed as we said a big fuck you to society. Love made us feel invisible.
It was several months of wedded bliss. Clinking our wedding rings in cheers as we drank fresh squeezed juice. It was my job as a homemaker to provide for him. The natural order of things. He bought be expensive cooking classes, introduced me to faculty wives in their sheath cocktail dresses who volunteered to take me to Saks to buy things more suitable.
I wanted to fit in so badly.
And then one night, I was serving duck confit, a dish I had mastered thanks to weekly cooking classes when I watched him move through the door, eyes downcast. His keys sounded like a bomb as he dropped them in the table, falling into his chair as his head fell into his hands.
No kiss in greeting. No touching me. He was silent.
The way the initials looked on his wrist, I felt sick at the sight of them there. I wanted to ask questions about who she was. Ask him if he was going to stay with me. Beg him. Because I loved him.
He had sold me a dream of a life that he had decided he no longer wanted to live. What was I supposed to do?
The first time I saw him kiss her I thought I was going to die. The lipstick on the collar. He forgot his ring when he went to teach Wednesday evening lectures.
My wedding ring started to feel like shackles. So I did the same thing I had done when I couldnât have my soulmate.
I ran.
Sometimes I dreamed of the pamphlet where the instructions to file divorce were. Did he unfold our snowflake and lay it flat trying to figure out how to escape me being his? Or did he not care about the life we shared?
âYouâve been so quiet.â I jumped at Jeffreyâs words and felt guilty as I watched his eyebrows furrowed together in confusion at my reaction.
The way my lips tried to push together in a smile but the golden gleam of the clouds in the background reminded me of throwing my ring out of a car in the middle of a desert. The release of my shackles and the forging of a new life.
But apparently my old life and new life were going to collide soon.
How do I tell my soulmate about my husband
âIâm tired.â I couldnât lie to him so I avoided the truth. Knowing that I didnât have much longer of him not knowing. And once he knew would he forgive me?
âIâll get you to the hotel, my beloved. As soon as we land Iâll have you wrapped up in fancy bedsheets and back into one of your pretty little dreams.â He kissed my forehead and I nodded, gulping.
Why had I said yes?
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Der Geliebte
Pairing: Jungkook x artist! Reader
Gender of the Reader: female
Word Count: 6.4kÂ
Rating: 16+
AU: non idol! Jungkook x artist! Reader AU!
Genre: strangers to lovers AU; friends to lovers AU! (idiots to lovers AU!); love at the first sight! AU; soulmate to lovers! AU (kinda?); unbelievable amount of fluff; a little angst (fluffy angst!!,); tiny amount of smut (one paragraph xD)
Warnings: tiny bit of smut/some sexual tension between both of them; Jungkook is a poor shy thing and is fucking nervous around the reader all the time; teeth rotting fluff; both are so in love with each other that theyâre getting stupid to not realize it; both are insecure that theyâre not meant for another... just fluff, fluff, fluff and painfully obvious pining over each other!Â
A/N: Hallelujah, I finally did it! After I made Sibi @borathaeâ wait over three months for her Christmas + Birthday Fanfic I finished it two weeks to late for my sweetest Darlings Birthday! I am so incredibly sorry that I made you wait for such a long time and really, Sweetie, you have all the rights to be still mad at my stupid ass! Nevertheless... I love you so goddamn much and I hope the fic made at least a little bit up for it... Love you!!!! đ đÂ
Summary: You and Jungkook met right at the first day you opened your own atelier in Seoul after you had to leave your old home behind you. You love paint canvas with landscape motives, other people just roll with their eyes when they hear that you choose such usual, almost boring things to paint. Not so Jungkook, he seems to be different than most of visitors. Itâs almost like he can read your feelings through your paintings...
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* Jungkookâs POV *Â
"In what are you getting yourself into, Jungkook?"
 I quietly ask myself as I get rid of my clothes behind the paravent and throw the dressing gown over his body which you laid out for me. My hands are sweaty, they tremble slightly and my heart beats wildly, as if it wants to jump right out of my chest. Excitement spreads throughout my body, leaving a faint feeling in my stomach and a certain blush rises in my cheeks. I still can't believe what I've gotten myself into . But... you looked at me so pleadingly with your dear and downright innocent eyes that I would have done anything for you with that look of yours. I want to make you happy, see that happy and contented smile on your lips, which always makes a whole horde of wild butterflies break out in my belly. 'Normally I was the shyness and silence in person and with you... with her, I feel for the first timesomething like peace and security. Especially when I consider how shy I usually am around women.', I ask myself and I don't really know the answer to that. But what can I do against my feelings? I don't really know, on the one hand they scare me, on the other hand they feel so exciting and new that I don't want to eliminate them at all.
I don't even know exactly when the whole thing started. In which moment my feelings for you grew, when I felt more than just fascination and admiration for you and your artwork. Six months ago, a small studio had opened in my district, your own studio. On the day of the opening I simply went to it of pure curiosity, I had always had such a weakness for art and photography.
I can still remember exactly how I stood in front of one of your works and was literally speechless and overwhelmed by this picture and all his small details. This painting represents a classic image of the countryside, which was often to be found everywhere. But this work was different. So full of small details and ornaments. It was so much more... As a viewer you can see a beautiful clearing, which is surrounded by trees and protected from too many curious eyes. The ground of this clearing is overgrown with dense and lush green grass, which from the incoming sunlight almost invites you to let yourself fall into the grass. It reminds me instantly of my carefree childhood, when I rolled in it without overthinking my actions too much and those times when I playfully wrestled with my best friends around until our clothes had grass stains all everywhere. I could almost smell the scent of wild, untamed nature. The longer I look at the picture, the greater the longing became. Maybe I could visit this beautiful place one day, together with my partner, my significant other. Playing around with each other, chasing your beloved one until you fall into the grass breathless laughing and cuddling. Maybe we could have a picnic there and feed each other with homemade sweets?Â
I didnât know that such a "simple" landscape painting could touch and awaken so much more in me, in my soul. Suddenly, such a wanderlust came over me that I gasped for air and a heavy lump formed in my throat. My whole body was tingling and my heart was literally screaming to get away from this dreadfully grey and monotonous daily routine of my boring single life, for at least some weeks. I want to go to this place, where I could draw the warm and fresh, natural air could deep into my lungs and pamper myself with homemade delicacies. Just to let the soul dangle and donât stuck with my closely clocked work life. Maybe sleep until 10 o'clock in the morning and then maybe have a nice nap later. Enjoy the warm nights and hear the crickets chirping. This longing was... irrepressible. This particular wanderlust for nature, just to be out of the city, this longing for exactly this abandoned and untouched forest clearing literally overwhelmed me. What was it for an artist who could trigger such feelings and emotions in me?
I had been so absorbed in the artwork that I had not even noticed that a person step next to me. "Do you like the work?", asked a soft melodic voice, which spoke perfect Korean, but was pervaded by a light accent, which I could not quite assign. I flinched a little, but this bright, happy laugh gave me a tingling goosebumps all over my body. What a beautiful laugh... I turned to the person who was the owner of this beautiful voice. I was startled when I realized that the artist and owner of this studio was standing in front of me personally. I recognized her again, as I had seen a small photo of her in the newspaper article that drew my attention to this beautiful studio in the first place. Already in this picture she had radiated something so strong, colorful, cheerful and lively, which caused an excited flutter in my stomach.Â
I admit, I already laid an eye on her just by her appearance. Unfortunately I always had a hard time getting to know people ever since, let alone to talk to women. And now having you, Y/N, personally standing right in front of me, made me feel fluffy and excited in my stomach. Nothing is left of this otherwise so sassy and self-confident man that I used to be. Only a nervous and stodgy twenty-three-year-old idiot, who did not know what to say or wanted to say, now stands in front of this stunningly pretty and intelligent woman.
Her eyes sparkles like jewels, full of joy, struck me with interest and a playful smile lays on her lips. "Did you not understand my question?", she asked kindly, but nobly reserved. Immediately a rosy puff settled on my cheeks and I stuttered nervously: "Y-Yes, excuse me! I... I was just somewhere else with my thoughts and was completely surprised that they were addressing me personally.... Your works are truly unique! They still show such âusualâ motifs and yet they are so special because of these finely elaborated details and this passion with which this work of art was painted. They really are... Unique artworks that you do not forget so quickly. Even for untrained eyes as my owns, I can see that a talented artist has worked on it. I am very impressed by your work, especially this work here!" You could hear the honest admiration from my voice and my heart leapt as she reacted bashful to all of my compliments.
"Thank you, really, thank you so much! I really appreciate to hear such nice words like yours, even if it is rare. I am often criticized for my âlack of creativityâ, caused by my chosen motives. I just love the rough, almost untouched landscapes of my hometown, I try to depict the ânormalâ as something beautiful, unique. I would like to âreally seeâ what we already take for granted again. As a wonderful creation, a work of art. Nature is a wonderful example of this, or the architecture of buildings as well. Architects are also artists, although unfortunately they are not seen as such. I just want to offer the obvious things a more meaningful space again.... People like you have become rare. I have observed how you have recognized the true meaning, this beauty and aesthetics in such a âusual-lookingâ motif. And this pleases me so much that you can read 'between the brushstrokes'. Oh... Excuse me, I always talk way too much when someone shows an interest in art or music, my personal passions. Besides that, I have not introduced myself to you yet, I am Y/N! I was obviously so pleased to see your understanding, empathetic look at this work, if you understand what I mean... Anyway... I can guess that you knew my name already, don't you? What about you? May I know your name?", asked you, beautiful artist, with her really stunning smile.
I swallowed nervously, never before had a young lady mixed my emotions so much in me. Even the picture of her in the newspaper article, which I had read out of boredom in one of my lectures, got me so emotionallyconfused. I didn't want to say it in front of my teasing friends, but I had been really excited when I set off this Friday night. And now the creator of these works of art stood before me and seemed to want to have a longer conversation with me. My heart beats to my throat and I got sweaty hands from this nervousness in my poor body. Honestly, as soon as I wasn't surrounded by my clique of friends, I automatically turned into a nervous, slightly abashed blushing and stuttering guy who behave like an inexperienced teenager.Â
In private life, without my best mates by the side, I am not so confident and daredevil. After all, I always had someone who could cover my back when things get tough, while I am on my own without anyone I know. You could usually only believe and trust, not control. That's probably why I struggled with interpersonal relationships. I always overthink too much and have some struggles with my self-confidence.
And now this attractive young woman looked at me with such interest and joy, just me. I was actually the reason for her interest. A joyful and blissful tingling seized every pore, every fiber of my body. Yes, in fact it was just me! Not my best buddy Seokjin, whom I have known since childhood and always sought the attention of everyone. It was no exaggeration to say that he was perhaps a little narcissistic, but only to cover up his own insecurities. Never would I have thought that someone would manage to get this personification of self-love under control. I admired his wife for standing up to Seokjin and keeping him and his dad Jokes at bay. Believe it or not, she of all people had the pants on in the house and knew how to deal with my best friend.
My gaze glided over the figure of the person in front of me and once again I took a sharp breath. I was so nervous to face her personally, a person I already deeply admired and had quite a respect for. I simply did not want to do anything wrong, even if this charm of hers was almost tangible and paralyzed my entire brain with its function. I can already picture how my mind waved wildly goodbye to myself and went to the summer holiday in the Caribbean.
This carefree smile and these beautiful eyes harmonized wonderfully with your complexion. Your features were awake and alive, seemingly always a slight smile surrounded the corners of your mouth, which provoked almost paradoxical reactions in my body. Your smile awake countless butterflies to flutter around in my stomach, which made me quite nervous and at the same time you radiated such a sense of security and calm, as if there was no reason not to get a word out of shyness. My gaze, which I hope examined you unobtrusively enough, wandered to your hands. You had long fingers, I could really imagine how they elegantly held the handle of the paint brushes and worked on these small details extensively in such a calm behavior. Which satisfied and concentrated calmness you possibly radiated while doing that...
A small, noble clearing of your throat again tore me out of my fantasies and speculations. God, what was I today but inattentive! How rude I must have seemed to you...
"Oh, sorry... I... I have not been able to keep my thoughts together all day..." I lied to seem at least a little more credible. Nervously, I pulled on the knot of my tie to loosen it up a little before I have a circulatory collapse. Before I went here, I thought for a long time about what I should wear for this occasion. Jeans and T-shirt were out of the question, too casual and almost an insult for your atelier. A complete suit, however, seemed too overdressed to me and so I decided for a black dress pants and a dark blue dress shirt.Understanding, Y/N nodded and gave me a cheering smile, which made my body tingle again. This woman drove me half crazy alone with his friendly gestures. How could it be that this polite lady got me confused right away?!
And somehow, it gave me a frenzy to leave my secure, anonymous side as a visitor to her exhibition and irrevocably reveal my true identity to you.
"My name is Jeon Jungkook."I answered in a slightly trembling voice, hardly daring to look into her eyes and rubbing my neck unobtrusively.
* Jungkookâs POV *
If only I had guessed what would change in me, how you changed me. That so much more would develop from a pure interest and a simple formal business contact... that you want to make me one of your artworks.
I take another deep breath before I dare to step out from behind the dark red paravent. It is pleasantly warm in this room, I should not freeze, if I am already so freely clothed. My gaze wanders through the small room with the huge, floor-to-ceiling window, which floods the entire room with light. The walls of the room have been painted in a dark orange and red colors and dark wooden planks lay out on the floor. It looks so comfortable due to the warm, dark tones. The orange-yellow evening sun dipped everything into something so cozy... sensual. Somehow into even a little erotic?
Y/N wants to work a lot with the light of the evening sun in this painting, which could be a little complicated if it is not suitable or if it is cloud-covered. But if you have put something into your head, especially in relation to your art, then you do everything you can do to go through it! Also the changing forces of nature cannot stop you from trying to realize your idea. Sometimes, youâre someone who is quickly frustrated and dissatisfied with yourself as well, especially when something doesn't work as you wants it to. Nevertheless when it comes to your passion, drawing and painting, you donât let your idea go away, if you want something, youâll find a way to make it happen. These are qualities that I know all too well of myself and thus my fascination about you only grows even more. The more time we spent together and I get to know more and more sides of you, the more attracted I became to you.
Your art means a lot to you and youâre quite tough in this respect, can not be overcome by the reproaches and the crushing criticism. Thatâs exactly what I admire so much about you, having the courage to stand up for personal passion. When I get criticized, all too often I think about really giving up on it, so that I don't have to endure all this criticism anymore. And then I look at you. How focused you are in this moment and carefully prepare for your next project. How you adjusts you easel to the right height, let your self-stretched canvas snap into place, spreads brushes of all sizes and shapes on the small side table next to you and prepares youracrylic colours. I swallow again, as I watched this happen. I am about to become one of your next artworks.
A little uncertainly I walk towards Y/N, the thin dressing gown tightly drawn around my body... never before have I felt so naked and vulnerable. This here is something else. I feel something about it... I feel something for you. For this pretty lady, who sprays her cheerfulness around her and could conjure a smile on the lips of even the most grumpy person. This joy almost kills you, completely engrossed this person and gives you the feeling of floating. You will get the feeling of being welcome at Y/N. To be accepted, with all the flaws and weaknesses that one has. She just smiles at you so gently and lovingly and just says, it's okay. It's okay to be the way you are. Imperfect.
"It is precisely this imperfect, this contradictory and also unpredictable thing that makes us human. That makes us an individual and also interesting. If we were really all as we are expected to be, it would be boring and monotonous. The surprise is only a real gift. Each of us is a very individual gift to a very specific addressee, who is the only one who can truly appreciate this gift. Only then did the recipient find the right person as his gift... Well, if the recipient knows about his gift...", Y/N once said with such a certain look at me, when we went out to dinner together in a restaurant in the evening to clarify some details. I wanted to help her find good contacts in Seoul and help her sell her works.
I can still remember it exactly... it was a quite... extraordinary evening. I was of course once again incredibly nervous and excited. At that time, I did not want to fully realize how much I already like you. Secretly, I had observed my opposite. Your positive and friendly disposition had turned my head all around... and in addition, this beautiful body and her elegant fingers, which already haunt me in the most erotic way unintentionally in my dreams.Â
I could not prevent my dream pictures from shooting through my head, which is why my cheeks turned dark red in embarrassment. These fucking fantasies in my head! My eyes stare at the cutlery as if it were incredibly interesting because I didn't dare look up. There were scenes in my mind that made my ears turn red and I wouldâve loved to hide behind the menu card. Your body, which made her look like a Greek goddess.
Naked, body covered in sweat, your body shook in lust, you sit up with a wonderful moan... You are on top of me, I could admire your beautiful, almost divine body as you sat on top of me... and rode me. This breathtakingly beautiful distorted face of yours, as if all this pleasure you feel is carved in marble... lids closed, your lips, swollen from all the kissing, are slightly opened which let  your lustful whimpering escape. This grace and elegance, as you rose from me and then lowered yourself again... as your hands glide erratically over my stomach, searching for support... you suddenly threw your head back and clenched even more tightly around my length. The addicting sounds youâve made... itâs like the most beautiful melody in my ears... squelching noises and even more of yourjuices gushing out of your sweet, so sweet pussy when you came...
An all-too-familiar laugh tore me out of my extremely indecent thoughts, which quite relieved me at first. Until I raised my head and not too far away I recognized no one but my best friend Kim Seokjin, who made very questionable hand signals in my direction. Oh my God, no! I knew that he had recently changed his job and got accepted for a position as a chef in a new restaurant... but not in this Restaurant! He will never let me life after he found out I was on a âDateâ with a woman...
Even though Seokjin was on the other side of the restaurant, I could almost feel his smirk on my own skin. Fuck it, just pretend as if you do not know each other and hit him really hard tomorrow morning in the gym where we meet up for our work out. I quickly turned all my attention back to the person sitting opposite me and tried to ignore Seokjin as best I could.
It was only at the end of the evening, when I had said goodbye to Y/N, that I realized that this meeting had much more of a date than a "business dinner". How familiar we had talked with each other... how much I had thought about licking Y/N the drop from the chocolate sauce of her lava cake from her lips... how it would be... to kiss and touch you...
A noticeable blush has settled on my cheeks as I attended our first meeting together... or even Date in this Restaurant thought back. Four months had passed since then and I suffered from longing for you. You would never see me like I saw you. The reason you wanted to draw me was simply that she needed someone as a model. In addition to landscapes and cities, you want to devote herself gradually to more other motifs. And since I have been the first inquired. Your pleading eyes made me say yes. But I know that for me you have no more than the feelings for a casual friendship. It hurts to see how you flirt around so casually with all those other people. I would never be the gift for you as you are for me. If only the recipient would notice that there is a given heart laying in your hands...
"Ah, Jungkook! Iâm glad that you're ready!", your cheerful and melodic voice cuts through the silence of the room and youâre walking towards me with excited shining eyes. "Come~," you say and lead me to the chaiselongue, which is placed in front of the large window. The soft, orange light of the evening sun falls on the wine-red fabric of the restored chaiselounge in baroque style. The upholstery has frames covered in gold and also the lion feet on which this historic furniture stands are gilded. Everything was decorated with so many Details, it looks so incredibly elegant and luxurious. On the left side there are some cushions in the same color and an elegant design is carved on the backrest, literally inviting to get used.
"Surely you know the movie 'Titanic', right? Do you remember the scene where Jack used charcoal pencils to draw an nude coal picture of Rose as she laid on the sofa? I would like to draw you in a similar position. I hope it's okay for you if I look at you more closely without a dressing gown... i want to get an overview of your body proportions.", you say, looking me straight in the eye. I notice that youâre very concerned about my privacy and does not want to overstep any of my personal boundaries without my consent. I nod slightly at first until I get a clear yes over my lips. She looks at me silently for a few seconds before reassuring me once again that we can always stop at any time if I feel uncomfortable. Especially your patience and mindfulness of my boundaries shows me how important it is for you as well and how I actually relax noticeably. Y/N smiles cheerfully at me and I slowly loosen the belt of the dressing gown and let the last garment slide to the ground. I feel her in-depth look at me... he is not uncomfortable... only... exciting... in a few different ways.
I swallow again and lie down on the chaiselongue as instructed. You correct my arm and leg position, also rearrange all of the cushions correctly. To my own relief, you put a red cloth over my crotch area. Not that I am ashamed of anything, I am more than comfortable with you already... I just have some worries that I will get a visible problem if I constantly feel your look on my bare skin.
 "It should be able to guess something, but not be allowed to see everything right away...", she whispered with a smile, before her fingertips unintentionally glide tenderly through my happy trail. One of your last smiles are... not really to interpret. Then you return to your easel.
* The Readerâs POV *
Carefully you sit down on your old painting stool, already quite worn out on the edges and stained with the most different types and tones of colors. It had originally been dark brown. You smile dreamily when you think back that youâre used to dangle your legs around when you were a little kid because it was way too big for you back then. For eighteen years now you have exactly this stool and this easel. They had been a gift from your grandfather for your fifth birthday. He had awakened the passion of painting and drawing in you and passed his talent on to you. A certain melancholy seized you when I thought back to how you used to paint your first real picture on canvas with your new easel in the old music room in your grandfather's country house.Â
It had been the old, dusty grand piano, which must have been more than a hundred years old at that time. How the country house survived all these wars unscathed, you ask yourself to this day. Perhaps there had already been something magical about it at that time, which should remain untouched. Perhaps the small estate should remain an inconspicuous symbol of hope, the hope that at some point the sun and peace will return when the unbearable suffering and sorrow of this cruel time is over. When the wars were over and all those seeking protection who had fled to this country house were able to return to their own homes again. This house, this estate you can explain your childhood with a single word. Home.
You lift your thought-lost look from your empty, folded hands and look to Jungkook. He takes your breath away every time you see him. He is so special, such a wonderful and yet you firmly believe that he has not been chosen for you, such an ordinary woman as you are. He would belong to someone else with whom he would be happy, although he is the only one who was able to understand and read your works, the language in them. It... it had been such a beautiful moment when, six months ago, he stood in your newly opened studio, so absorbed by the painting of the forest of your childhood. All the other visitors had only looked at it briefly and smiled wearily at the fact that it was again only a landscape painting, but did not grasp what the story behind this work was. Why the artist chosed this very motif, to see, to feel what the creator wanted to communicate through the work.Â
But Jungkook had been different. He had given the work, your personal heart, a chance to unravel the true meaning behind it. He did it slowly, bit by bit with his eyes... grasped with his whole mind and heart and finally let himself be influenced as a whole. You could tell from his body reactions that he felt exactly what you had felt when you painted it last summer. Longing. Infinite Longing. Mixed together with melancholy, a little homesickness and sorrow to a unique emotional color. The day you painted it was the last time you saw the house in your official possession. Your grandfather had left it to you. But unfortunately you lacked money, you had to pay some debts and with the best will you could not earn the money in other ways. So you had to sell it with a heavy heart. Your beloved birth and childhood home and the associated lands, you had to sell your true home away. The picture is the only thing left of it. And Jungkook was the only person who understood what you wanted to express with the painting. Longing. My Homesickness.
When all these sensations came upon him, he involuntarily clenched his hands tightly, his chest lifted and lowered quickly, his Adam's apple hopped repeatedly. His eyes were glassy. He experienced your longing as directly as you did. He... is so special. So infinitely amiable. He... he is the only person whoâs able to read your true feelings in your works. He is able to read between your brush strokes.
So today you will try him... to paint a confession of love with this act. Maybe he could read... what you feel for him. Even if you know that you will probably never see him again. Because you would not be the recipient of his love and affection. He's just too... too... gifted for a simple artist like you. He would never be your gifted person.
Your gaze glides tenderly and caressingly over his body. Trying to absorb every little detail of his body, his charisma and his character into you and let it flow into the painting. Every birthmark you want to put on the canvas and hold on. You want to show Jungkook how beautiful he is. How godlike he lies before you on this majestic chaiselongue, how masculine and muscular he is, as if he wanted to embody an Adonis. You want to paint every muscle, even the smallest visible muscle, on the canvas in a realistic manner, you want to capture the strength and security that he conveys to you over and over again and make it visible to him. And yet... his gaze often corresponds to that of an intimidated, insecure fawn, which does not dare to want to get up on his legs on his own. The fear of falling again is too big. Through this painting you want to show Jungkook what he really is, what he represents for you and what you feel for him. He is... so contradictory. He is strong, godlike, powerful... and at the same time, so infinitely uncertain, vulnerable... almost pure.
Silence enters your little studio, only the regular breathing of the other and the muffled noise of the busy world outside the door could be heard. Here... here, it feels like time is standing still for a moment for the two of you. Your shared eternity had begun.
To your happiness that it is summer right now and it stays bright for a long time. Today you take more time than usual to mix colors. You want to mix a shade that perfectly matches his skin tone. You want to get the exact color of his black hair down onto the canvas, and the perfect brown for his beautiful eyes. The evening sun and the leaves of the huge treetops in front of the large window conjure up the most beautiful patterns on his immaculate body. A game of light and shadow. It seems to you that Jungkook's body, every single pore of his body has a tiny diamond, so that he begins to sparkle in the sunlight like an infinitely precious jewel. The evening sun warms him, lays a thin layer of sweat over his body. Every detail you try to bring to the canvas, every feeling, every movement of my heart, everything you feel for him, you want to bring to this canvas. You want to make him a masterpiece. Because for you, he is the most beautiful specimen, the only true crown of the human creation.
Some black strands have come loose from his manbun and have fallen on his forehead. It looks stunning, to see him like that. I had never seen him with a messy or even completely open hair... but even now these strands loosened from the braid make his facial features look so much softer and more relaxed. In it, the adult and strong man united with a young, vulnerable, shy boy. The result is... infinitely beautiful. He possesses both sides, so he makes the seemingly inexhaustible divine human being.
His eyes, drawing his eyes with that expression in them, cost you a lot of nerves. Too often you misunderstood this infinite longing that you find in his dark, brown eyes. Again and again you have to restrain yourself, not just to get up, to go over to him... and to kiss him.
This longing look you misinterpret is as longing as you own... according to your closeness, your touch, your affection... according to your love. Because you love him. You love everything about him, his sheepish laugh, the way of rubbing his neck shyly, the way he speaks and explains his point of views about things, how he smells... just everything... every blemish he blames on himself, you think itâs like an artwork on him. He is so perfectly imperfect that you just fell in love with him.
The sun has already set and only the last pink and purple streaks could be seen in the sky, with which the past day says goodbye to the world. One last time you can hear the velvety stroke of the brush over the canvas before you finally put the brush aside. It is finished. You have given everything that is in your power, used all of your artistic abilities and knowledge to the utmost and you have incorporated everything that you feel and think about into this artwork. And what you see put a smile on your lips, but also makes your pulse rise. What will Jungkook say when he looks at it? He will see it... can he read what you feel for him in it?
With a trembling voice, you call Jungkook and look at him one last time. The last time the sight of this male beauty was granted to you. One last time.
After Jungkook has wrapped himself in the dressing gown again, he slowly comes towards you and your easel. Your heart is throbbing as if it really wants to fearfully flight and jump out of your chest. Your body gets hot and cold at the same time and suddenly your hands get sweaty, the dried color on your skin mixes with the sweat to a uncomfortable mess in your palms, which somehow makes you even more nervous. Then he stands next to you. Looking at the canvas for the first time himself. The last brushstroke is still drying.
Once again there is silence, which makes you incredibly nervous and with every second that passes, you want to follow your instinct to escape. Jungkook's pupils are dilated and blown out, whether with bewilderment or horror, you can not recognize. One of his hands shoots up his mouth, he trembles all over his body. Suddenly you hear a suppressed, throaty sobbing. Surprised and a little appalled, you look at Jungkook, who has shut his eyes tightly and presses the palm of his hand even harder on his mouth, as if he wants to muffle every sound. Tears escape the corners of his eyes. This is a reaction... which you would not have expected...
Gently, mindful of any kind of resistance, you wrap your arms around his neck and hold him. He doesn't say anything, he doesn't sob, he doesn't whimper. He just cries. Tenderly, consolingly you hold him, without wanting to distress him. He literally presses his face into the crook of your neck. Salty tears drench your blouse, but it doesn't bother you. The reason why he had such an emotional outburst, you just don't understand. But still... it's okay. It is valid.
As he slowly calms down and his breathes becomes regularly again, he carefully lifts his head out of the crook of your neck and wipes the last tears out of his eyes dry in slight embarrassment. He slowly releases himself from your embrace until you finally stand silently in front of each other.
"What title youâll give this artwork?", he asks softly, in a rough, throaty voice. You swallow . "It shall be called 'Der Geliebte'. ...it is german and translated it means... âThe belovedâ ", you say barely audibly and lower your head. After this confession, you can no longer look him in the eyes.
Jungkook takes a sharp breath in and you're actually just waiting for a devastating response from him that would be like a death threat. But nothing of this happened. Instead, your chin is suddenly raised by his fingertips and you look into Jungkook's beautiful eyes. He bites his lower lip a little uncertainly,his own gaze falls on your pretty shaped lips.Â
"Do you... do you allow me to kiss you?", he asks quietly... barely audible for you even though youâre standing so close to each other. He doesn't dare to look you into the eyes after such a question, he is too afraid that you deny his request. But you can hardly believe your luck, a high pitched âyes!â flew over your lips and before you can control yourself, you press your own lips right onto his. They are incredibly soft and kiss you back in such a delightfully and endearing insecure and shy manner as no other could ever have done it.
Your heart beats full of joy and bliss and in your belly, the butterflies fly somersaults of all different kinds that your whole body began to tingle. Your mind cannot get a grasp of all this yet, but this... you don't need any more of it at this moment anyway.
The kiss is tender, shy and somewhat uncertain from both sides. Jungkook is very insecure and shy, but before he can escape like a frightened deer again, you put your arms around his neck and let your hands rest in the nape of his scalp. Again and again you detach yourselves from each other only for the fraction of a second to get a breath of air into your lungs in order to find each other lips again... until you stopped for a few seconds.
"I like you... I like you really, really much, Jungkook... I even dare to say that I fell on love with you.", you mutter softly against his lips. His shy, happy smile was too much for you, so you immediately kiss him again. Perhaps because of the sheer joy and maybe of the certainty that he feels the same for you, the next kiss turns into something more passionate than before...
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Yatori Week 2021- Day 4
@yatoriweek2021
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/32090953/chapters/79500055
Fanfiction: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13905660/1/Yatori-Week-2021
Yukine was in the living room studying for midterms when his dad busted the door down and flounced into the room.
This was a common occurrence, as this man was not his biological dad, but rather a once concerned neighbor that adopted him and was therefore hardly a decade older than the teen. There could be many reasons why his dad, a man named Yato, was excited:
He saw something to do with Capybaras
He got an extra sketchy side job for pocket change
The weather was nice
He bought junk with said pocket change
Anything to do with his beloved girlfriend, Hiyori
Based on the way the young man skipped into the living room, high on cloud nine, Yukine could only assume it was the last option. With sigh, Yukine closed his textbook and readied himself to lose the rest of his study time. Yato tended to talk about his girlfriend for hours on end, like heâs never seen nor heard of them before her, and Yukine would not be able to focus. Now, Yukine liked his dadâs girlfriend. Loved her in fact. His dad was her art tutor- and class nude model- in college since she struggled with the subject as a medical major. Eventually she had become Yukineâs tutor in everything else except math, which was reserved for his dad. It was unclear if Yato hired her, or she did it out of the kindness of her heart, or the two just wanted to see more of each other, but Hiyori wormed her way into both their hearts.
âYukine!â
âWhat?â Yukine drawled. His dad was a whirlwind of smiles and flailing arms as he tumbled towards Yukine. Used to this too, the blonde simply waited for Yato to sit directly in front of him without knocking him over. Yukine blinked as his dad struggled to find the words to communicate in a language they both understood. It tended to take some time, as falling in love with Hiyori Iki was a grand affair that wrestled your heart and tied your tongue. She tended to have that effect on people, as most kind-angels did. However, when all he did was wheeze and let out a strange coo mixed with a whine, Yukine couldnât help but scoff and roll his eyes.
âI did it!â Yato beamed.
âDid what?â
âI finished that old ladyâs kitchen and finally got enough money!â He burst. In a fit of laughter that strangers might have thought was madness, the young man rolled onto his back and kicked his feet. It took a moment for Yukine to realize his theory was somehow wrong before he crawled over top of his dad.
âWhat-ugh,â Yukine slapped away the hands that covered the manâs face, âwhat are you saving for? You never save money. Iâm surprised we havenât missed any bills yet.â Hands away his face, his dadâs bright blue eyes stared into Yukineâs hazel, full of unbridled joy . That was hardly a good sign; Yato was known for extravagant plans that he got far too excited over. Especially when they failed more often than not. Honestly, Hiyori was a saint for staying with such a spaz.
âThatâs the thing!â The man gasped. He didnât wait for his sonâs answer, leaping to his feet to dash into the kitchen. Meanwhile, Yukine was rolling his eyes, of course it was about her. Yato ran back to his spot on the floor next to his son.
âOur two year anniversary is coming up in a few weeks and you know itâs around that time! The age, the lifestyle, the current situation,â he swooned, âher parents and Kofuku and Daikoku!â
âWhat. Are you talking about?â Yukine groaned as he kneaded his forehead. Just because his dad was capable of speech, didnât mean he used it properly.
âI want to propose,â he said, âI want to propose to Hiyori.â The three magazines that he clenched in his hands were squeezed so tightly they crinkled. This time it was big blue eyes that watched Yukine struggle to find words. Yukine sucked in air, swallowed, stared, opened his mouth with nothing to come out, blinked a few times, then swallowed again. The logical part of this brain just shrugged, this was the obvious next step. They loved each other, were old enough, and that was usually the point of dating, what it led to. It wouldnât change their day to day. The emotional side was shocked, blindsided, and completely convinced this would change everything.
Just the word âproposalâ was heavy in Yukineâs mind because âproposalâ led to âweddingâ which means âmarriageâ which equals âfamily.â Not that they werenât already a family, they moved in to Hiyoriâs place a little less than a year ago but that was a financial decision if anything. The more childish part of Yukine, the one that had originally protested the relationship and acted out during the first month of their dating, feared that this would take away even more of Yatoâs attention. Because the fact was that marriage led to more children. But Yukine knew better than that by now. On the other hand, families, something Yukine had once before Yato, left a sour taste in his mouth. Whatâs more, this would without a doubt make Hiyori his âmotherâ and this would mean Yukine wouldnât just have a âparentâ but âparents,â functioning ones that both loved him.
That last thought resonated in Yukineâs chest. Yato and Hiyori loved him very much, unconditionally, and he loved them. They were already a family and Yukine- Yukine wouldnât mind calling Hiyori âmomâ if she ever wanted to adopt him. But most importantly, Yukine finally let his eyes drop from Yatoâs and fall to the magazines. They were all for different jewelry stores, the outlines of their pages lined with little color tabs. Yukine could imagine they were covered in little notes and doodles from long before this moment. Most importantly, Yato deserved this. He was a single, smart, and kind young man that worked his way from the very bottom. Even Yukine was old enough to understand that for someone in that position- an impoverished college student- that Yato had taken on a lot, adopting him. It couldnât have been easy to find someone. Someone as genuine as Hiyori who loved him just as much. Yato deserved this and he deserved to have Yukine support him. Which Yukine found that he truly, truly did.
âThatâs great,â Yukine finally said. His voice cracked from the emotion and worry flashed across Yatoâs face. But with one sniff and a genuine smile, Yukine showed that he was happy for them. The two dissolved into excited giggles and laughter, eyes blurry with emotion.
âI want you to help me pick it out. I want you with me when I buy it and help me plan the whole thing! I want you to be there with me, I need my kiddo for support,â Yato confessed. Blinking away the moist sheen, Yukine nodded once with a wobbly smile. His dad laughed with every ounce of giddiness and happiness that Yukine felt.
âOriginally I was going to make one-â
âNo,â Yukine said offhandedly as he wiped his eyes. Yato waved his hands and put down the magazines.
âI know! I know. This is super important and Hiyori deserves the actual ring. The best of the best! I canât keep getting away with handmade gifts,â Yato said as he opened to a tab in each of the magazines. Yukine eyed the objects he circled and crossed out, writing everywhere.
âYou make great hand-made gifts,â Yukine muttered as he fiddled with the cuff of his hand-made christmas sweater. His dad looked up to him, down at his hands, then back up with a smile.
âWell, I was thinking of making her golden knucklebusters, with diamonds of course, as an early wedding present.â Yato huffed.
âSheâd like that a lot,â Yukine laughed, âjust donât let her parents see.â
âOh god no! They already hardly like me.â
âThey like you.â
âYeah, cause I fix their house for free. Redo their kitchen,â Yato mumbled, âI hope they approve of this. I already asked them but the dad seemed more on board with it than her mom.â
âHey,â Yukine nudged his dad, âthatâs a good sign. At least you asked first.â
âYeah. Yeah, youâre right! This is good! She just needs to say yes.â
âSheâll say yes,â Yukine huffed with another roll of his eyes. Despite himself, even Yukine felt the small spark of fear at the possibility of Hiyori saying otherwise. They flipped through the magazines for a couple minutes longer, Yukine balking at the prices and mental math of costs per month.
âAh!â Yato suddenly shot up and grabbed both of Yukineâs hands, knocking the book out of his hands.
âH-hey!â Yukine sputtered, wincing at his dadâs sweaty hands.
âBut you canât tell anyone!â Yato insisted, âthis is a surprise. It has to stay a secret. Okay? Donât tell anyone. Okay?â
âOkay!â Yukine finally yanked his hands away.
âYou promise?â Yato urged, leaning even closer. His son shoved his face away and picked up his magazine.
âYes! Yes! I promise I wonât tell anyone.â
They really were made for each other, Yukine thought a couple days later, like soulmates. Once again he was at home, heading to his room after Yato dropped him off. They had a family dinner later and Yukine wanted to chill at home with Hiyori while Yato went to prepare for the proposal. The house was quiet when he walked in so Yukine slipped the quarts of ice cream in the freezer and made his way to his room. Hiyori must be in bed. She hadnât been feeling well recently, getting nauseous everyday for the past week. All those thoughts went out the window when, on the way to his room, the bathroom door cracked open and Hiyoriâs head popped out.
âYukine!â She hissed, âYukine!â If it werenât for her eyes being so wide and pleading, Yukine might have felt a bit more embarrassed by the sight. He stopped short in the hall.
âWhatâs wrong?â He said immediately. First she looked nervously off to the side, then to him, then up, then behind her, then back at him, letting out a whine disguised as a hum.
âWhat?â Yukine asked, a bit more nervously now. Still finding it difficult to answer, Hiyoriâs arm slipped out and waved him over. Fearing she might have a broken bone, Yukine took one look at the house phone then walked over to the bathroom door, heart in his throat.
âAre you ok-ay!â Yukine squawked as the front of his shirt was grabbed and he was yanked into the bathroom, the door slamming behind him. He quickly glanced behind him, at the barrier, then back at his friend. She looked nervous, which made Yukine nervous. He would even say she looked anxious, scared, but the air buzzed with an excited tension. In front of her, Hiyori played with her fingers as she struggled to meet his gaze.
âHiyori, are you okay?â Yukine finally got out. She looked okay, well not âokayâ okay but physically safe. The sweat that beaded her brow and the way her knees almost knocked together said otherwise.
âUm,â Hiyori looked up then down, âyeah, yeah, Iâm okay. I- I think so?â Terrified at the thought of anything bad happening, Yukine quickly approached her with his hands up.
âWhat happened? Whatâs wrong? Do you need me to call Yato? We should call-â
âNo!â Hiyori blurted out, causing Yukine to flinch. At this point he was almost shaking, Hiyori was rarely against calling Yato, especially during emergencies. More than just being the man of the house, Yato knew everything! He was calm and cool under pressure and could take on any problem without delay, dropping everything to help. Yukine certainly didnât want to deal with whatever this was without at least telling his dad. Seeing the panic bubble, Hiyori reached forward and gently held Yukineâs hands like she often did during these times.
âNo, no, no, itâs okay! Itâs nothing bad! Nothingâs wrong!â Hiyori comforted, âI just got worrie- excited! Iâm nervous about something and I wanted to tell you in private. Itâs okay, nobodyâs in danger,â her words quickly calmed Yukine back down.
âO-oh, okay,â Yukine nodded, âso, so whatâs up?â He stuck his hands in his pocket to hide their shaking while Hiyori went back to fiddling with her fingers.
âI have a, uh, surprise! For Yato. And I, uh, wanted to hear your thoughts first.â She stammered out. This was rather confusing, but Yukine was relieved to hear that was all it was. Maybe she had a big anniversary present planned that she wanted his opinion with.
âOh okay, what is it?â
âWell itâs not an âitâ exactly. Itâs more of a, uh, uh, thing? Not a thing! Itâs not a thing! Iâm a thing? Iâm something? I-I-I have something to give to Yato. And you? The family. My family too, you know, once I tell them. Iâm just not exactly sure,â Hiyori babbled just like her not-yet-fiance, looking all around. Yukine resisted the urge to roll his eyes- he stopped doing that to her ages ago- and he refused to rush her.
âItâs okay,â Yukine offered a smile, âIâm sure whatever the thing is, Yato will love it. You know how sappy he is, heâll love it cause it comes from you and you mean it.â
âHaha, yeah,â she didnât sound too convinced and Yukine worried about why.
âI mean it, he will.â Yukine tried again. This time, Hiyori seemed to get rather bleary eyed and she hugged herself.
âMaybe not this time, Yukine, Iâm just not sure. I mean we talked about it but itâs too soon and- who knows- maybe he wonât?â She continued looking around the room, biting her lip. Yukine was still an awkward sort of a teen and not very good with crying young women so all he could think to do was squeeze her hands.
âDonât say that, Hiyori, thereâs nothing on this earth that he-â
âIâm pregnant.â Her confession rang throughout the empty bathroom, echoing against the tiles and Yukineâs ribs. The boyâs mouth clicked shut as all those images heâd imagined, with Yato fawning over another child that was actually his, flooded in. When Hiyori sniffed again, the pictures shattered, leaving a frightened young woman holding her stomach.
âYukine, Iâm pregnant,â she repeated. Swallowing Yukine let his hands lightly rub her arms up and down.
âThatâs,â he breathed, âamazing.â The honest wonderment he felt bleed through his voice and Hiyori looked up at him, eyes shining with pure hope.
âReally?â
âYes,â Yukine promised. They deserved to be happy and experience having a baby and raising them with all the love and care they gave Yukine. After all, they already saved his life. What more can he ask of them? Once again he found himself blinking away the moisture in his eyes, Hiyori trying to do the same.
âBut, what about Yato? Do you think heâll,â Hiyori bit her lip and Yukine struggled to find the words and push away any jealousy he felt. Of course he wanted to be Yatoâs one and only, for the man to never have kids of his own cause he had Yukine. But that was as selfish as it was stupid. Yato had a lot of love and Yukine knew he was no different than a son to him. Yato would never abandon him for something he deemed better and Yukine would be there to support him. Both of them.
âHe will absolutely love them,â Yukine assured her, letting out a dry sob, âheâll make the best dad.â
âWell, hehe, I think he already does?â Hiyori wiped under her eyes and Yukine found himself laughing.
âThatâs right!â Yukine said, joyfully, âheâs the best.â
âYeah, he is. The best I could ask for,â she murmured happily. The room was considerably warmer, lighter as Hiyori set her palms gently over her abdomen with a soft smile.
âNow I just have to tell him,â Hiyori said, âand my parents.â
âIâm sure theyâll be happy too,â Yukine sighed as he leaned against the door, âyou havenât told them yet?â
âNo, theyâre old fashioned and I would rather tell Yato first. So you canât tell anyone!â Hiyori suddenly stepped forward with pleading eyes.
âHuh?â
âItâs a surprise! I want to tell him on our anniversary but I really need you to be there as support, so you canât say anything, okay? Â Promise me youâll keep it a secret!â She begged. Yukine gave his answer before he could think, not realizing until later what it would entail.
âI-I will! Iâll be there! And I promise I wonât say anything!â
The anniversary dinner reservation was booked at the restaurant Yato took Hiyori to on their very first date. It stood on the corner of an annual festival that followed the date and where Yato often took them every year since. In the car ride, various levels of anxious excitement is so palpable one of them could cut it with a knife. The excitement mostly came from the two adults in the front seat. Yukine, who sat behind Hiyori, was the majority of the anxiousness. Both hands were stuffed firmly in his jacket, balled up in his right hand was a little box protecting a diamond ring, his left was gently pinching the image of an ultrasound. He kept trying to rip his hands out of his pockets, worried about the cold sweat ruining such valuable commodities.
âSo Yukine, are you excited about the festival?â Yato peaked at him through the rear-view mirror, smiling gleefully. It was unclear if his dad noticed Yukineâs flinch, but he quickly shoved his hands tight in his pockets and tried a smile.
âY-yeah!â His voice cracked and Yato let out an awkward laugh. In the passenger seat, Hiyori turned around to look at him with an equally wobbly smile and a nod.
âWeâre glad you can come with us to dinner this time,â she said, âright Yato?â
âSure are! Soon youâll be too old for us to force you to come on our dates!â Yato laughed. Even with the implication, the air in the car was considerably lighter. Yukine found himself laughing too, secretly knowing that there would never come a day he would need to be forced. While anniversary dinners were different, dinners with your parents hopefully lasted forever.
âYato!â Hiyori chided through her giggles, giving him a good whack on the arm. The family continued to snicker as Yato pulled into a parking spot. He ran around the car to open the door for his beloved, taking her hand and helping her out. Yukineâs amusement sank like a rock when both the adults gave him a pointed look and a nod, he was reminded of what was to come. Giving his name, Yato could barely contain his excitement as the waitress brought them to a raised booth in the back.
âYato,â Hiyori said with a light gasp. It was unclear if she noticed that this booth was the only one with fake roses strung up along the back but Hiyori wore a look of awe as she sat down on the other side of the candle.
âTwo years,â he sang in reply.
âYukine, you can take off your coat,â Hiyori suggested.
âN-nah thatâs okay!â Yukine said. Both of them must have understood the implication because neither of them pressed it. They took a glance at the menu and eventually, the waiter came to take their orders, offering the most expensive bottle of champagne that Yato had already paid for.
âOh, uh, no thank you, Iâll just have water, please,â Hiyori asked as she shut the menu and handed it to him. Yukine watched the waiter flash Yato a lost look who just nodded as he handed his own menu.
âIâll have a colosi,â Yato said. The meal picked up quickly after that, the three of them ordering good dishes. Shortly after they started to dig in, the violinist Yato had called from college- a man with glasses named Kazuma- came over and began to play.
âMmm!â Hiyori slurped down her pasta, âthis is our song!â
âHmm?â Yato cocked his head.
âOur song! You know, the one they played at the after party for the art exhibit? Our first dance,â Hiyori said. She ducked her head, looking suitably embarrassed until Yato hummed.
âI remember! Of course I do,â Yato smiled, âbest night of my life.â Love in the air, they finished their meal, sharing a dessert Yato treated Yukine too. Once the dinner was complete, Yato distracted Hiyori long enough for Yukine to run and give Kazuma a tip and the next phase. Then Yukine jogged after them, the three of them walking out into the festival. Hiyori, rather obviously, tugged Yato off to the right. The woman on track to being a doctor was clever enough to know her romantic boyfriend would be taking them to the spot of their first kiss. Of course he did that every year, but Hiyori hoped being in such a nostalgic place would help the news to be received more positively.
Still, the two of them put a lot of effort into making sure Yukine felt included. Part of him thought this was just done out of gratitude for his help, but theyâve taken him here more than enough times for Yukine to understand they just wanted him to have fun too. Of course, this was still part of Yatoâs extremely detailed plan. A handful of the game stands held certain prizes that Yato planted for the proposal. So far, Yato carried a hand-made scarf that mimicked something Hiyori used to wear while they were dating, a small wooden house that was used in sketch class, a box of sparklers, and binoculars. Currently, Hiyori was selecting another prize Yato and Yukine won for her by playing darts. Based on Yatoâs instructions, the man offered Hiyori the prize box of fake jewelry, one of which was real and hand made. Knowing her, she would notice the pink-flowered charm and select it.
âIâll have to go back for that bottle,â Yato sighed as he watched his love look over the options.
âI can go back and put it in the car,â offered Yukine.
âNo, no, no, I need you here with me,â his dad looked at him, âI canât do this without you.â He sounded confident but his eyes were so scared that Yukine couldnât help but nod. Yukine had made a promise to himself some time ago that he would protect this eccentric, kind-hearted man that saved his life, from others who would try to take advantage of him or go out of their way to hurt him. Just like Yukine once did.
âI have tissues in case she says no and I put the ice cream in the freezer for you.â
âHaha! Thatâs my boy,â Yato let his fingers noogie Yukineâs hair and they laughed. The moment of truth was upon them. As Hiyori came back to them, showing off her new bracelet with the claim that it was something Yato would make for her. They walked to the edge of the street, the overview circling out over the park with a fence and benches. Yato handed the house and sparklers to Yukine, wrapping the light scarf around Hiyoriâs neck. The fireworks would start in exactly seven minutes and Yukine still had both objects in his pockets.
âYato,â Hiyori suddenly said, âI need to talk to you.â She looked at Yukine who stared back at her with wide eyes.
âWhat is it? We can talk here, you know,â Yato tried to get Hiyori to come towards the railing, but she remained firmly where she was.
âI just decided that I want,â she looked around, âsome cotton candy!â Hiyori frantically pointed towards one of the mini carts.
âWha-? Right now?â Yatoâs shock and fear cracked his voice but he quickly tried to cover it with a laugh.
âHow about after the fireworks? Theyâre going to start soon and you know how much I like-â
âPlease Yato?â Hiyori put her hands together and cocked her head. From the middle of them, Yukine sucked air through his teeth and looked at Yato. Those were the big guns, Yato rarely said no to begging.
âUh, um, okay, Hiyori. One-one sec!â Yato started towards the treats, âcome on, Yukine!â
âNo, no! Thatâs okay! Yukine can stay with me!â Hiyori insisted. She smiled when Yato just sputtered then ran off to retrieve the sweets.
âOkay, give it to me,â she frantically hushed.
âYouâre going to do it now?â Yukine gave a quieted exclamation.
âI have to! I canât let this continue without him knowing!â Hands shaking, Yukine handed the ultrasound to Hiyori who stuffed it under the top layer of her shirt against her spine. Once glance at the clock told Yukine there was four minutes until the fireworks would light up the sky and Kazuma would light the sparklers next to the matching mini wooden house just below them.
âOkay! Okay, here!â Yato ran back to them, âhere you go, Hiyori!â He handed her a pink mass of sugar, shoving it in her face.
âWha-! Yato!â Hiyori sputtered. As she struggled to get the sugary treat out of her face, Yato dove his hand in Yukineâs pocket and plucked out the ring.
âHeheh, sorry,â Yato said as he stuffed it into his pocket, âI tripped?â he offered as she moved the candy out of her face. As Yato smiled awkwardly at Hiyoriâs narrowed eyes, the first firework of the night boomed in the sky. Slack-Jawed, the three of them looked up at the sky, then back at each other.
âAh! It started!â Yukine gasped.
âLetâs go get a closer look Hiyori-â
âYato, I have something for you!â
âI have something for you too, but, uh, itâs over here. So letâs go over here!â Yato was quicker, and louder, than Hiyori and managed to grab her wrist and pull her towards the railing. Deciding that his job was done- and that he didnât want to really get caught in whatever was about to happen- Yukine chose to stay a couple feet back.
âYato, I- '' Hiyori's words were caught with a gasp as she looked over the railing. On the stone patio that surrounded the park were a bunch of pigeons eating the seeds Yato had Kazuma put down just as they left the restaurant. Feeding pigeons was something Yato did a lot in college and one of the places Hiyori would find him sketching before they started dating.
âLook at them all!â She gasped at the massive heart made purely out of hungry pigeons. In the center of the feathered shape was a small note, leaning on the matching mini home, with fancy calligraphy made clear by the sparklers that were stuck on either side.
âIs that a note?â Hiyori squinted, âI wonder what it says.â She looked at Yato when he cleared his throat.
âWhy donât you use your binoculars?â He offered them. Hiyori didnât seem to think much of it, taking them and leaning over the railing.
âIt says âWill You Marry Me?â Aw I wonder who thatâs- for?â Hiyoriâs sentence fell off her lips, drifting through the wind as she lowered the binoculars and turned her head. Yukine watched her eyes drop to Yato on his knee, who was gently holding up the box and the ring. When she gasped, eyes growing wide, he nudged the box up higher and cocked his head with a forced smile.
âWill you?â he asked. It took a moment but Hiyori finally moved, closing her mouth and blinking rapidly.
âYes,â she breathed.
âReally?â Yato sprang up with a gigawatt smile, Hiyori laughing at him.
âYes! Yes!â She professed, bouncing up and down with Yato. Quickly putting the binoculars around her neck, Hiyori quickly grabbed Yatoâs face and they joined in a passionate kiss. From his spot, Yukine found himself bouncing on the balls of his feet and clapping with the few people surrounding them. Through their love-sick laughter, and Hiyoriâs many kisses, Yato took her hand and raised her to the ring. Before the rock could slip onto her finger, Hiyori jolted, finger freezing.
âWhat is it?â Questioned Yato, terrified at the way she took her hand back.
âBefore you give me the ring, I want to give you my thing,â Hiyori said. Her weak words were slightly drowned out by the fireworks display and chatter of the audience but Yato just nodded with tight lips. Eyes downcast, Hiyoriâs fingers slipped under her shirt. Then, she handed the ultrasound to Yato who blinked at once before he gently took it. Yukine watched him stare at it, almost incomprehensibly, for a little longer than necessary. Yato blinked again, turned it around and blinked once more. Adamâs apple bobbing, Yukine watched Yatoâs lips say something that was too quiet to hear. Hiyori nodded, a jolting movement, trying to force a smile around her wet eyes. This was it, Yukine thought, they were a little family; a mother and her future husband. Yato was a husband, a father, a man of the house. Yukineâs clapping hands stopped and gripped his shorts.
Yato suddenly got his breath of life back, his head jolted up and he looked to Hiyori with an open jaw. He couldnât force it close until he tackled her into a hug, holding her head and waist so close, like she was the only thing keeping him standing. Whatever Yato said convinced Hiyori it was time to slip the engagement ring on her finger as they squeezed each other tight. Their laughter sounded again, overshadowed by the fireworks and sounding considerably more breathless than before. Lit up by the dancing colors, Yukine watched them alternate between laughing, talking, kissing, and pointing at the objects in their hands. Just as Yukineâs happiness was starting to be completely overshadowed with loneliness and isolation, he watched both of them point at their gifts then turn and face the blonde.
âYukine!â They cheerfully called his name, arms open to welcome him into their hug. Heart leaping for joy into his throat, Yukine ran forward without a thought. By the time their arms wrapped around him, holding him tightly against their bodies, Yukineâs wet laughter was bubbling out of his chest.
âYukine! You double player you!â Yato exulted.
âYou did such a good job!â Hiyori complimented with tears, âthank you so much!â The family gave another tight hug before pulling away.
âWe really couldnât have done it without you,â Yato sighed. He kept his arms around their shoulders, holding the ultrasound up against the sky, the three watched the final colors of the fireworks illuminate the tiny bundle of life that would be greeting them soon. As the final boom pounded against their beating hearts, Yato finally gave it back to his fiance.
âIâm glad it all worked out,â Yukine said, mostly to himself.
âAre you sure?â Yato asked him.
âHuh?â
âWe just want to make sure that youâre okay with all this,â Hiyori started, âwe know this is a lot and we just want to hear your thoughts about all this.â She gestured to everything but when Yukine gave them a blank look, Yato put his hands on Yukineâs head.
âOur family is getting a little bigger, are you happy?â He asked softly. Warmth spread throughout Yukine, building in his heart and fanning the heat behind his eyes.
âYeah,â Yukine breathed, âIâm happy.â He blinked and let out a hum of a laugh as Yato and Hiyori smiled at each other.
âThatâs great because we have something for you too,â Yato grinned.
âFor me?â Yukine blinked. What could it be? What more could they possibly give him?
âYes, a surprise for you too! Mostly from me to you,â Hiyori offered. When she looked at Yato, smile matching his, the three separated and Yato lifted his top shirt to reveal a folded packet. He handed it to Hiyori who handed it to Yukine with a shy smile.
âIf you want,â she tacked on. Yukine kept his eyes on her as he unfolded the paperwork, already knowing what it was before he looked it at. It was so familiar, nearly identical to the one Yato gave him so long ago, the one that now sat in a protective folder in Yukineâs bedroom.
âYou want to? Adopt me?â Yukine asked. He squeezed the papers tightly against his chest. Unable to say anything more, Hiyori pressed her trembling lips together and gave a short nod, a couple tears falling from her eyes. He was back in her arms just as she opened them, sniffing against her collar bone.
âIs that okay? Will you have me, Yukine?â She tearfully asked as she brushed his bangs out of his eyes.
âYes,â Yukine cried, âIâd love that. So much.â He had a mom now. Not that woman that gave birth to him, a real mother figure that loved and cared for him and his dad properly. He had parents.
âSee?â Yato sniffed, âI told you he would gladly welcome you into the family!â He tried wiping the tears from his cheeks but it hardly made a difference.
âThe family?â Yukine repeated, feeling the word on his tongue.
âOf course! Canât be a family without you, kiddo!â Yato insisted. He pulled them back into a hug, each of the gifts to each other- sealing their love and connection- squishing under the force of their laughter. They came together in a rather unconventional way, and they were nothing Yukine imagined for himself, yet they were everything he could ask for.
His parents.
His family.
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