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catgirl-catboy · 1 year ago

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God, I hate neutrals in proship discourse.

Like, I respect people that flat out don't care about this-

but people that pretend the "death threats" stance and the "anti-death threats" stance are the same amount of bad are either wilfully ignorant, or okay with teenagers getting fucking death threats online.

#the death threats I got at that age fucked me up #wouldn't wish that on anyone else #proship #anti anti #pro ship #proshipper #pro fiction #proshippers please interact

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mossy-rot · 6 months ago

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death note really is just like watching the worst polyam couple you've ever met

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larkoneironaut · 3 months ago

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Yes, Solas is still playing the guitar and somehow he turned into a rockstar?? Look at the stickers on his sunburst guitar, he’s so adorable 🫴🏽✨💜

(Thank you, John Epler, for reminding me of my old art 🥺)

Old versions from 3-4 years ago below the cut in a Bluesky post 🫶🏽

https://bsky.app/profile/larkoneironaut.bsky.social/post/3kz5heapl4d2k

#dragon age #bioware #my art #da4 #dai #dragon age inquisition #solas #solavellan #dread wolf #fenharel #i wish i wouldn't hate my old art #i wish i wouldn't criticize it and make it look bad before anyone else can 🧍🏽‍♀️#anyway here's the new version i like very much 💜#thanks Epler Sir for saying that - i was close to tears btw haha definitely made my day

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nekhcore · 2 years ago

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mirrors - me and my body over the years.

a short comic i've had bouncing around in my head for a few months.

when i was a kid, every morning felt like flipping a coin on whether i'd feel like shit that day. something was wrong with my body. i didn't know what it was. i was a tomboy and my family wanted me to be ladylike, so i thought i just wasn't femme or white enough.

then i got groomed out of high school, by a worthless excuse for a man who told me he understood me and liked me as i was. i wanted to reconnect with my femininity and asked for help, but he took a mile. he tried to feminize me and neg me into his perfect fantasy bangmaid. every day it was being compared to women who weren't me and being made out to be the bad guy if i didn't cave to one of his demands.

when i got away from him, i could finally examine who i was as a person without anyone else's influence. no family, no high school classmates, no abusive boyfriend. and finally figuring out the answer to that question (what's wrong with me?) didn't make things any easier. turns out i'm not a girl. now i have to live with that knowledge.

i turned 22 this year. i started HRT. i finally have a voice that i like. i have hair on my arms. i have hair on my chin and a little dirt stache. on my birthday, for the first time since i can remember, i saw myself in the mirror and thought "hey, looking good." i think i'm going to be alright.

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dolokhoded · 1 year ago

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my one season 4 complaint is Where The Fuck Was Aneesa

#never have i ever #i really wish her and fabiola had stayed together them not working out didn't rlly serve any purpose to the plot for the new season #fabiola's new relationship was barely rlaborated upon. as expected.#and aneesa was basically written out she was barely even part of the group #plus that scene of them at the staircase talking about fab's robotics team. they still have so much chemistry and they were literally just #talking about robotics #i understand she's not a major character and she can't have a separate plotline to herself but she wasn't even involved in anyone else's #her and fabiola were cute together and she would've at least been part of the plot if they were still dating #allison was barely a character what was the point of writing some random new partner for fabiola when she already had a perfectly good #love interest #it just doesn't make sense to me. whi decided it would be a good idea for them to break up #was it just an opportunity to shove in a nonbinary character who had no personality and was just there as someone's s/o and call it #representation #cause there are Many better ways to have nonbinary rep than this #but ofc mindy kaling wouldn't give a shit about this.#n e ways for this support my nonbinary aneesa hc . it's real.#fabiola torres #aneesa qureshi #OR AT THE VERY LEAST SHE SHOULD'VE GOTTEN WITH PAXTON. SHE HAD THAT NICE HOT JOCK LINE AT THE END OF SEASON 3 #im fabneesa 4 life but i would honestly be haply with her dating paxton. they're both cool and they'd be fun together. and she deserves a #nice hot jock boyfriend.

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shadystranger · 4 months ago

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I watched the man I love die

#i wish we lingered more here #dean makes sure he takes the two civilians to safety first because it's what sam'd have wanted #but he resigns to kill himself to bring sam back right away he tells Michelle to bring him back but if he dies no hard feelings #no like legitimately #dean never considers killing himself when a parent or a friend or anyone dies #he's the further thing from suicidal he's a survivalist its in his instinct to survive #he's only willing to sacrifice himself if the trade off is the entire world like with Michael #or if it's sam who dies #its like sam is an equal to the entire fucking world to dean if not more #dean would never do this for no one else #i don't know what dean ppl have been consuming here but the idea 'dean'd kill himself if he had to kill either sam or cass' is simply untru #he wouldn't fucking do that #dean never takes a neutral stance when sam's life is on stake he'll make sure of sam's survival bc it's a primary must in him that sam does #something about the way late szns dean reacts to sam's death #like he'll leave get whatever he has to done and will naturally and certainly circle back to sam's corpse and stick there #he's worn he's tired and he's at a peaceful resolution to die when sam dies bc that's the end of line for him too #mine #samdean #dean winchester

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cuteniaarts · 3 months ago

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Mirror, mirror, on the wall...

Who's the fairest of them all?

#lowkey cringy caption but I thought it was fitting given the context #my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #original character #who I still haven't figured out a tag system for lmao #Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness #alternative title: what a difference half a lifetime can make #summiya at 18/19 vs summiya at 34/35 is like night and day. she barely even looks like herself anymore #or maybe.. she looks more like herself than she ever did? what came before wasn't her. it was an empty porcelain doll devoid of personality #hiding the rotten nature underneath that's been steadily seeping through #and now that she has been thoroughly destroyed her outward appearance finally reflects what she was like inside all along #but just as she manages to convince herself of it. she looks in the mirror and refuses to accept that this is who she really is #where did that gorgeous girl who was so excited for her wedding day go? or the one who lit up upon being showered with compliments?#what happened to them? to her? how did she sink so low?#she was supposed to be better than this... better than her siblings. she was always better than Zaheer and Aiza #but now she's easily the worst of the free. their betrayal doesn't even compare #she deserves death for what she did. she looks at the bruising on her throat and wonders why it wasn't enough #why he didn't press just a little harder. then at least she wouldn't have to live with the shame #how awful of her to wish for that. she is getting what was coming to her. she did all of that for the shame. it is her punishment #she doesn't get the mercy of dying and escaping the consequences of her actions #she is by no means innocent. what's happening now is simply justice being enacted. she's sure of it #she's alone and ruined and miserable. having driven away everyone who could have possibly cared for her. not that anyone did #perhaps it's better that way. maybe then no one else will look at her and realise just how different she looks from her younger self #she wasn't happy back then either but she was content. she was taking the first step towarcs the perfect life she was promised #now that very save perfect life is crashing and burning all around her. perhaps it was inevitable. it was always going to end this way #(sleepy tags so I apologise if they make no sense whatsoever or are just rehashes of stuff I've said before. I'm tired. gonna go to bed now)#oh. before I forget though:#injury tw #bruises tw

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 1 year ago

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"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"

#tw suicide #i wish i was joking #i am just so so tired of keeping myself alive! can't someone else do it for a change? or better yet kill me??#said something to the emergency room psych #she queried it and i confirmed i had said precisely what i intended #she blinked and said 'i usually hear that from jaded forty year olds not twenty year olds'#i won't share what because it was a highly specific explanation of precisely how i might see myself suiciding or how/whether i thought i #could. she asked me and i answered. apparently she wasn't expecting that level of detail and confidence #is it funny to anyone else that i always struggle with confidence but i can confidently tell her specifics about suicide thoughts?#this is reminding me of the fifteen year old yesterday i was conversing with and he randomly started listing all the suicide methods he #could think of and i was internally like you missed a dozen i can think of. didn't say that obvs #i don't know i am. tired. of everything. and i had a long and good conversation with an older woman from church last night (mother of the #boy. i have confided in her before she's great)#she's hte only person irl who now knows about the second suicide attempt (tho she doesn't know it was the second) and she was encouraging m #to see the psych and escalate care #but all day ive been regretting telling the psych or bro or anyone honestly #it would be so much EASIER to have said nothing and gone through with my plan #i wouldn't trust myself not to rn if i had access #i mean. i know multiple ways in this room i could kill myself. but i won't #there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that #makes sense #ooh gosh im rambling i should shut up xD #personal #puddleglum hours

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bayoubodycount · 4 months ago

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Not disclosing which platforms other than they are not tumblr..but I'm seeing more and more disheartening comments about Sam and his longtime partner.

They goes vaguely like this:

“I really wish he had a boyfriend.”

If he wanted one, he'd have one. Maybe he has. Maybe he hasn't. That's NOBODY'S business but HIS. If a person can't be happy that a celebrity whose work they admire, has a person, THEIR PERSON, who brings THEM joy, no matter WHO they are, then they need to go touch grass.

Have we really looped back into publically projecting on and fetishizing whom WE wish for someone instead of just being accepting and pleased they're content in a healthy partnership?

#We wouldn't tell an LGBTQ+ person I wish they were straight #Don't know if Sam's queer or not & don't care #HE gets to choose his partner NOBODY ELSE #What right do you have to say this to ANYONE?!?!?#This is just GROSS #Fandom wank rant #It's out of my system

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the-gay-prometheus · 4 months ago

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#i wish it was possible to die in a way that didnt just continue to make you a burden to those around you #like. if i could just die and know that everyone who knew me would feel nothing about it and wouldn't have to worry about shit like #paying off my student loans or paying for the funeral or whatever. that would be great.#it's like #i'm nothing but a burden and a chore if i live #but then i'm nothing but a burden and a chore if i die #why can't there be a way out that just. doesn't cause any damage to anyone or anything else.#like yeah maybe there are good reasons to live but #the financial and emotional burden of my existence outweighs my desire to keep going #statistically by the numbers i would absolutely be better off dead and should've died a long time ago #but then i'm still a financial and emotional burden if i die anyways. so. the problem remains.#the world never wanted me but here i am anyways. i wish i never revived when my heart stopped while i was being born.#my life continues to amount to nothing positive.#just an accumulation of trauma and grief and debt for myself and for everyone with the misfortune of knowing me.#just give me a way out. please.#i'm tired of being trapped here.#vent #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent #tw sui talk

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pigswithwings · 9 months ago

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alright this one is a bit dark but. current spin sooo . out of the following options how would you most like to be remembered & reasoning if you'd like

sentient ai of you in a big computer

tree grown out of your grave/with your body

ashes scattered (where?)

bones fossilized for display

buried regularly / mausoleum

used to grow biodegradable bricks out of mushrooms

traditional burial

other?

FOSSILISE ME CAPTAIN

#asks #ok but genuinely a lot of these are cool #sentient ai might be fun but i fear that my postmortem conciousness would be used for bad...#tree is alright!! but i would have a difficult time choosing the type of tree etc and it seems like a logistical nightmare #im actually more familiar with the process of cremation but its not really my thing...#regular burial is EXPENSIVE and also the whole thing where you have to go clean the headstones or nameplates -#is kind of inconvenient. sure i love cleaning headstones but i wouldn't wish it on anyone else #the bricks one is so interesting... mushrooms pale in comparison to museum though #and then yeah same thing for traditional burial its just too formal and boring to me #<- guy who's been to enough funerals etc #anyways MUSEUMS.#now that's a real cool thing #i have actually been to a museum near me that had people's organs and bones and even preserved muscles in there #and i was like woah hell yes. all of that is me #so yeah. scientific donation is for me.#and also if possible i would love a little plaque or note by my bones that reads like. idk something nice or thoughtful #anyways. intriguing ask thanks anon

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gynandromorph · 1 year ago

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in apologetics, the most common argument for why Evil exists is that God needed to allow free will to exist by letting evil exist. this is nonsense, because there are many things that people aren't freely allowed to do, like growing wings and flying around, and so on. in idletry, jessie struggles to get people to stop being evil as well. when it's suggested that she could simply make evil not exist so that evil choices could not be made, her reasoning is actually that she doesn't want to do away with the concept entirely, because then SHE couldn't do evil things. she can't get rid of murder as a thing that exists in their universe because then SHE couldn't murder people. she doesn't like being rhetorically cornered into admitting this even implicitly, but it IS more compelling to me than the free will argument.

#idletry spoilers #in my head i picture some core vices continuing to exist regardless of how specific jessie attempts to be #i think that jessie does not bar murder for everyone but her because she doesn't want to think of herself as a murderer #or what it means about her #but if she DID make it impossible for anyone but her to murder #people would just become wildly negligent around people they wished would die until a Terrible Accident happened #but i did consider having jessie bring up that the issue of defining murder also arose #for example... if you're poisoning someone to death this usually happens over a long span of time #does that mean you cannot ever poison someone even if it wouldn't kill them? would you just stop being able to poison them #at the last dose when they would die? what about them dying of something else after being weakened by poison?#in my head the characters of the world would find increasingly passive-aggressive ways to kill each other anyway

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slurpyboii · 1 year ago

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Fan art of one of my fave vocaloid songs <333

#vocaloid #maid factor #rin #len #kagamine rin #kagamine len #len kagamine #rin kagamine #vocaloid rin #vocaloid len #just realized this looks real cool on the pride theme cause the boarder disappears #you shouldn't turn to it to check tho cause you may just go blind #i wouldn't wish this on anyone else but myself because im a lightmode/eyestrain truther #even my discord is on light mode

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thefrogdalorian · 7 months ago

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Having of those moments where I wish to yeet the like button into the sun or maybe make it so there was setting you could turn on so that people can only reblog posts (even better with the minimum requirement of adding at least one tag)!!

It's kind of absurd that one of my fics is getting close to 500 notes while simultaneously being one I've had the least actual human interactions come from. Like...... come on, that's now how it should be AT ALL!

Don't get me wrong, I'm so thrilled people are clearly finding it and I guess enjoying it(??) but just having endless likes without people letting me know what they enjoyed about it or even if they liked it kind of makes me sad. That's not why I want to share my writing here!

I love having those little human connections with others. I don't ever want my writing to feel transactional. I would love to talk to more people about things I've written. It's truly one of the best feelings and I would hate to lose that, the more I write or the more notes my fics get. Please don't be shy!! I get the social anxiety, but there is no reason to be. I am truly just a Din Djarin obsessed loser.

Anyway, whine over. I don't want to focus on the negatives here and I appreciate every single person who has ever left a positive interaction with something I've written. You are truly a light!

#i don't JUST like posts too often #really the only posts i dont reblog but like are to save for later or if it's too personal/explicit #or i guess i have nothing to add and OP has said it all yknow #but if i see some writing or art i love then hell yeah i always force myself to add at least one tag i like just so the artist/author sees #otherwise it feels like a hollow transaction and i really want people to know i appreciate their art more than just pressing a button yknow #and I KNOW it's intimidating at first to interact with others!! TRUST ME i get it and i'm still awful at it #but just one little comment can make someone feel so good about their writing... why wouldn't someone want to try that at least #especially if you enjoyed it!!! even a key smash or a string of emojis!!!#and the death of the tumblr tag is SO SAD because where else am i meant to talk to you lot?#i mean these tags are longer than my actual post and that's the beauty of tumblr #you don't have to perceive me down here but you can if you wish and i love you for that!#and it's a nice way to organise your blog to make it navigable for others #ANYWAY said i was done whining and continued whining down here so there's that LOL but i always want to interact with more people #please do not be afraid of reaching out to me! scroll through my blog for 5 seconds and you'll see what a nerdy loser i am #akdjgds i mean aren't we all here #spud rants #writing #but thanks again to anyone who leaves nice comments im giving you a (consensual) forehead smooch MWAH

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alullinchaos · 7 months ago

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wait off topic if I change Cinder's semblance for my rwby canon-adjacent au.... would this be controversial editing to warn people that the tags are novel length but that i love them and also @graythegreyt pls read them when u have a chance