#worthlss

[know-news-is-good-news]

The fact that Emmer is well-respected among Republicans in Congress is NOT ANY kind of special qualification for MOST of US ! !

[corrodedseraphine]

here we are again where my brain is making me think that my writing is worthlss, pointless and bad, shut up you punk, why do u hate me so much

[hamptrmaeda]

ahh,,, amazing,,!! this “mandy” person istruly what inspires hop within u,,!!!

hmm,, but ill be honest scarlt,, as much as you seem nice,,, (at least outwsrdly),, maeda not reallyconvinced,,. besides,,,, worthlss scumlik me shouldnt interfere wif somethingthis crucial,,,, ahh,, truly,,,,

thequestion is can u convince me,,? howstrong IS that hope of urs,?? im intruiged 2 know,,

hey maeda,,i dont think we’ve met before!

@hmaperscarlett

ah,,, idont think we have,,,!

u alreadyseem 2 know who iam though,,, sointrofucing would b pointless. idont know who u r thougj,,

[sunfishkid]

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[abandonedsdjfhcvndfbv]

IKn the Im worthlss Phase. M art, i feel proud of it butits not enough ITs notttttttttttt enough Eugh Beugh

[chainedtothedarkness]

ok last posts aside idk if its bc of the 8 hydroxyzine pills i took last night but moodwise im not as awful..? still negative and mostly numb but its more of a daze than say, feeling like im drowning

theres a specific spot/muscle in my right shoulder thats hurting intensely for who knows why bc of course something somewhere has to act up without reason ahaha...

my a.c.e seasons greetings is supposed to arrive today but i feel mostly apathetic about it ? no excitement or anything. in fact the only thing i feel is “why did i bother to waste money on such a pointless thing” bc truly why did i waste money on it lmao i dont fucking have money to waste on unimportant shit like this why am i irresponsible idc if i bought it last month or whatever its so irresponsible and worthless

also for today i have clean laundry im supposed to pack out and a few other tasks i should do if i dont want to be an utterly useless piece of shit as i normally am , like try applying to that job that lobo told me about in november that i chickened out from applying to just because they wanted a cover letter which idk how  to do bc ive never done one before pure self sabotage its almost hilarious if it wasnt so disgustingly pathetic

i also hve to make my bed bc mother washed the sheets but idk how to do that when im in so much pain but whatever i guess

oh this  is off topic but today and yesterdya i woke up to geoffrey lying down right next to my head ? he doesnt normally do that so idk if the cat is worried abt me or something but its...nice i guess. but i wish he had a better owner than me ahahaha....... poor cat

uhh i also kind of miss a few persons significantly like uh... andi, cami, hajar, emballa, jester, anjali, brooke, taylor...? i guess? like part of me is worried(?) and wonders how theyre all doing etc but i also still dont want to converse because i know im only capable of causing pain in this state ahahaha... and theyre all better off without me...

on a much more pathetic note while im still strongly disinterested/indifferent about a.c.e i do somewhat miss donghun . .? his voice and his smile and his comforting presence..? ahahaha its so laughable and pathetic. imagine missing a stranger who doesnt know you exist. imagine wishing he did know you when all you are is pain and negativity and uselessness and worthlssness. imagine missing someone you only know some sort of warped image of... its so stupid ...

anyway thats enough rnating for now, my arms/wrists/hands hurt from typing so im just going to go force mysel f to at least unpakc the laundry and make my bed just so that mother doesnt get angry with me for being useless. . .

[transoberon]

god !!!! you fuck up !!!!!!!! now theyr’e rfucking worired about you becuase you overreacted and this owther person i s going to fckuing hate you andnd nadn and and 

[slice-worthy-garbage]

stupid worthlss garbage cant even go a few fucking days alone without breaking down

god i want to ccut so bad i havent cut in something like fucking 10 months i dont fucking remeber but fuck i want to

ive had 3 stupid little wine coolers but i havent drank in ages and ive barely eaten today so i guess this works i wish 

fuck i wish i was back in that airbnb a year and a half ago so i could just be high and drunk and bleeding and not care

but now there are peoplewho care about me

jackie cares about me

and i cant do that to them

[addicted-howell]

I feel like shit, im worthlss and a freak. I need help. Plewse,, just,,,,,, idk nevetmind

no no you can come talk to me if you want to and need, don’t worry

and you’re not worthless or a freak that’s bullshit 

[akarooke]

Worthlss #rockshow #independentband #glasgow #gig #livemusic #poppink #independentvenue (at NICE N SLEAZY) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnUc0YmnWj3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fbs1w7h1iqmb

[chronohydra-blog]

i think about death a lot these days

mybei should ccept it

maybe i shouldn’t, i don’t know

but it pains me

i know it will stop

but people are gonna suffer

i dont know wht to do i have nowhere to go no one to turn to

i’m a pain in the ass for everybody and they all mean well and want to help but everyone has their problems and can’t deal with me

i’m useless, i don’t sing dont dance don’t write n more don’t draw shit

my parents dontccept me some of my friends either

i cant deal with people and buses and college and working

everything pains the meds are worthlss

they will simply not hire me why would they im not cis

and not cis i’m not straght i’m nothing at all and i’m better dead

[lost-girl72]

i do so much wrong thins in my life but the worst thing was really the one person i mean wehn i don´t know everything aboout you i dont smoke i don´t drink i were happy everyday but no im not happy i am broken i am really sad about this but its good wehen yozu can say me you are fine you are good s i am brocken you broce myand my self and everything and this i good i am worthlss

[noosesurroundsme]

UNWANTED.

[princesspunk12]

[cwonderlend]

LESS THEN NOTHING

Don’t hold my hand if you plan on letting go,  Don’t kiss me if you’ll need to breathe,  Don’t hug me if you won’t hold me forever,  And don’t love me if it’s not true.  You’re everything I want, but you barely see my love,  I’m falling hard for a boy who doesn’t get how I feel, what I want.  You extend an arm, a hand, a heart,  But because I know you’re doing it without thought,  It means less than nothing to me.  All I’ve ever wanted was to love and be loved.  He was the first chance I got at that,  So I of course jumped and fell hard.  You’d think I’d’ve been struck by the reality of the fantasy,  But I keep on coming back around, around.  You’re everything I want, but you barely see my love,  I’m falling hard for a boy who doesn’t get how I feel, what I want.  You extend an arm, a hand, a heart,  But because I know you’re doing it without thought,  It means less than nothing to me.  I thought he was perfect, that he loved me,  He tries to act like he does.  He’s sweet that way but still,  It’s not real, no, he says it all and shows it all to prove it all to me,  But he doesn’t love me like I love him, I love him.  You’re everything I want, but you barely see my love,  I’m falling hard for a boy who doesn’t get how I feel, what I want.  You extend an arm, a hand, a heart,  But because I know you’re doing it without thought,  It means less than nothing to me.  Don’t hold my hand if you plan on letting go,  Don’t kiss me if you’ll need to breathe,  Don’t hug me if you won’t hold me forever,  And don’t love me if it’s not true.  You’re everything I want, but you barely see my love,  I’m falling hard for a boy who doesn’t get how I feel, what I want.  You extend an arm, a hand, a heart,  But because I know you’re doing it without thought,  It means less than nothing to me.

[resistible]

why i love you so much <3

what i’m trying to say is we’re both still young and weve barely lived enough to know what the meaning of ‘alone’ is because in all honesty, we’re not.