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my xmas present from @mrghostrat arrived; a signed copy of good omens!!!!!!
one day i’ll stop yelling about it, but not anytime soon
#this book went from england to america to australia#and tbqh some countries in between if the 6 month delivery time is to be believed#worth every second of the wait!!!#i love u boovy tysm 🥹💕💕💕#bilvy#good omens#neil gaiman#terry pratchett
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when sorey said "i won't let you be my sub lord because this isn't your dream and i don't want you getting roped into something you don't personally believe in" and mikleo came back with divine artifact in hand and strengthened resolve to become a sub lord and he said "this is my dream too" but what he really meant was "you are my dream." and "you are my everything. your dreams are my dreams. your beliefs are my beliefs. and i would go to the ends of the earth and back just to be with you. and i would give my life and my everything just to see your dreams realized because i know it means the world to you and you are the world to me."
and when sorey says "i want to create a world where humans and seraphim can coexist" he means "my bond with mikleo is so great that i believe every human should have the opportunity to have a bond like that. everyone should get to have what i have. humans and seraphim were meant to be together and i know this because mikleo and i were meant to be together. and i would go to the ends of the earth and back and give up everything if it means the rest of the world has a chance at someday having what i have. because every human deserves a mikleo."
mikleo's "i would give the world for you" and sorey's "i need to give you to the world."
#and sorey's ''i'm going to make a huge sacrifice. and i won't see you again for a long time. but i believe it's worth it because it will#bring the world closer to my dream. it will bring humans and seraphim closer together. and i'm sorry i have to leave you like this.''#and mikleo's ''i will wait for you. i will wait every second of a thousand years for you to come back to me. i will walk the earth a#thousand times and i will make your dream a reality and when you come back i will be there waiting for you. and the time will be nothing to#me because you are worth every second. and nothing i will ever see or experience on this earth compares to what you are to me.''#and sorey's ''i will come back to you.'' and mikleo's ''i know you will.''#and im not crying. i am not crying. i am not crying. i am not-#wyvern rambles#wyvern's zestyposting#tales of#tales of zestiria#shipping#sorey#mikleo#sormik
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"no one from house dellamorte kneels"
#I'VE WAITED 84 YEARS FOR THIS MOMENT#rookanis#rook x lucanis#dragon age the veilguard#datv#the veilguard#dragon age#the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#SLOWES BURN WORTH EVERY SECOND OF IT
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finally decided to pick up pokemon scarlet after so long as my first pokemon game and honestly having such a good time with it, the npc's are all so good and make the game so much worth it
#i love them sm#they're so funny#god i'm only like barely an hour into playing#but they have made this game worth the like 60 something dollars it cost#nemona??#she's so cool and great#i love a good confident character who just likes to fight#every 5 seconds going#“let's battle right now or i'll die”#she's so real for that#and also arven?#god he's so funny#i feel kinda bad that the first interaction you have with him is kicking his ass in battle#but he delights me#and also penny omg#i only just met her#but she's so cool#can't wait to get to know her better#loving this game a lot so far#arven pokemon#penny pokemon#nemona pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarlet#pokemon#random talking don't mind me
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i was at work until half 8 today but it will still not stop me from quickly ranting about i hear the sunspot ep 9 bc again i this show never misses and never fails to make me cry. off the top of my head, i can’t think of any other bl that’s handled a subject matter so well, and not just that, but taken the time to devote a whole ep to that subject matter and used it to show individual character growth. with other bl’s, i would be getting so mad right around now that we’re not getting a lot of scenes of the main couple together and not focusing on the romantic plot, but here i’m not, and that’s bc not only is what they’re doing with the show instead still interesting in its own right, but it also still contributes to the romantic narrative of the story. i just think this show is so freakin well constructed bc it feels like a show that values its characters and stories more so than it values the bl-ness of it all. and that’s not to say it’s not a bl, it most certainly is, but it’s a bl that lets us care about its characters as people and not just half of a ship, and it makes us care about the subject matter it contains instead of just using it as a way to get a couple together. there is just so much value in taking time showing kohei bringing maya to the sign language club and including her and seeing her enjoy it and feel part of something where before she wanted to isolate her and kohei, and there’s so much value in seeing taichi speaking up for those that are hearing impaired and actually having an interesting and nuanced discussion about how the world deals with disability and seeing him want to work to make things better for these people.
and it’s interesting bc of what maya said, that a bull will turn when it finds its next target. bc it’s meant to be directed at taichi, but the same sentiment can be said for kohei, it could be said that both of them are turning, meaning both of them are lessening their focus on each other and expanding their own worlds, kohei with maya and the rest of the hearing compared community at the university, and now taichi, wanting to help the community at large instead of just a single person. and i really like that they are taking this turn bc it brings up a really interesting way through which to explore their relationship and exactly what they are to each other. bc they are the people that opened up the world to each other, and now that that world is open, they are exploring it… so what does that person mean to you exactly, what is the feeling you have, is it just gratefulness that they introduced you to something more than you had known before, or is that feeling actually more? both taichi and kohei have done amazing things for each other, they have helped each other to find happiness and purpose, it makes you wonder is it the world you now know that is special, or is it the person? and i know for them it is the person, i just really hope that the show is gonna go down the road of showing taichi and kohei realising that- that they don’t just value what they’ve done for each other, but they want each other as people. there are people that do wonderful things for you and there are wonderful people, and i think for taichi and kohei, what remains now is for them to see that even in this big wide world they now know, it’s still each other that are the most special people in it, and that they don’t want to explore that world without each other by their sides.
so yeah… something tells me there might be some heartbreak and sadness on the road to that realization, but it’s so gonna be worth it in the end.
#i hear the sunspot#hidamari ga kikoeru#god this show is so fucking beloved to me#it’s pacing is just fantastic i love a show that knows how to take its time and knows what to do with that time#bc I don’t feel like I’m waiting for the end I’m not just sat bored waiting for them to get together#bc the journey is so good and beautiful and interesting and worth showing every second of every bit of development
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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.
and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠
I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.
I’m just. I give up.
this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭
#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive#half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass#NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone#but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her#all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed#just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one#like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no#leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate#of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it#like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for#oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow#and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks#towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else#I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey#and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense#I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too#I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted#to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest#and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long#fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest#for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days
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The blushy vampire girlfriends who won Mémoire 60.
#vnc spoilers#vnc 60#vnc#vanitas no carte#domijeanne#dominique de sade#jeanne the hellfire witch#worth every second of the wait during the hiatus!#🥰💕🥰💕🥰
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Saw The Wild Robot today and... wow, I was not expecting that. One of my favorite movies this year for sure.
#I cried like four times and even now I feel like I could cry again. I loved every second of it#I can't believe it took me so long to decide if I wanted to go see it or not (I don't know why because they even have candy crush ads!#I mean that's wild to me hahahaha)#but yeah go see it if you can or wait until it's on digital. it's so worth it#random#personal#my shitty English#The Wild Robot
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hi ut:y fandom! apparently i made 2 of my friends cry with this animatic script so i figured i might as well share it here??
its clover-centric and mostly focused on the true pacifist ending, set to "sands" by nana grizol and has the song linked so you can listen while reading! i dont know if or when i'll ever get to make this into an actual animatic but hopefully the script is just as enjoyable ^_^
!!! FULL SPOILERS FOR TRUE PACIFIST BELOW !!!
#undertale yellow#ut yellow#uty#clover uty#this clover uses they/them!#i have so many goddamn thoughts abt this game its been 4 weeks since i finished it and its making me insane#waited for this shit for 5-6 years and it was so so so so so worth every second#ren art! :3
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OKAY SO A WHILE BACK MY MAIN BLOG WON AN ART GIVEAWAY FROM @thestarbornpilgrim AND HERE IS MY PRIZE! IT HAS FINALLY ARRIVED AND I LOVE HER!
#sky: children of the light#that sky game#koulakani#sky: cotl#fanart? of me?#BTW when I say ages and finally I'm not trying to guilt you or anything#I am HELLA time blind‚ thanks‚ ADHD™#I just wanna make it clear that I have been excited about this a long time and am STILL very excited#150% worth every second of waiting#I love the little details???? the butterfly???? the petals on her flower crown????? y'all I am WEAK over this 🥺#THERE'S EVEN THE TASSELS ON HER LITTLE BOOTS 😭#AND HER HAIR RIBBONS .。・゚゚・(>_<)・゚゚・。.#YOU ARE A FUCKEN MIRACLE WORKER
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i am so happy carina can still have her dream and get pregnant, i was really worried they were going to take it away from her. maya offering her eggs so they could grow their family was really sweet and on top of that she was also speaking italian which was too much for me to handle
maya apologizing to beckett really showed her growth but this scene also served as a reminder that no one has apologized to her, especially beckett who deliberately created a hostile work environment for her by bullying and mistreating her for almost a year, he should also take accountability for his actions, all of them
there were some really sweet small things this episode that i loved so much like maya calling liam probie, carina telling liam she wishes he would’ve met his zio andrea and carina wearing a full sfd outfit
#i’ve been waiting for maya to speak italian for years now and it was worth every second#and now carina will get to hold a little maya#maya bishop#carina deluca#maya x carina#station 19#station 19 spoilers
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This is the best treat after a whole day - especially after the evening
Best thing I heard this month. Best thing I heard since the first time I heard "Quadrophenia" - how the heck does this lasts only 25 minutes? It feels longer
#I waited a few days for an opportunity to chill and listen to this album#every second was worth the wait#I love this tiny album#talking corner#Spotify
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I’m still thinking about the update
#it was just so gooooood#we got happy twi and obnoxious wild and confused legend#and Warriors and ilia talk and Midna and hhhhhh#worth every second of the wait#rambles from the floor#linkeduniverse#linked universe
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thinking about how the live action had zoro be unsure about luffy as his captain until luffy showed he wouldn't stand in the way of his dream and only then had him explicitly declare his devotion to luffy, unconditional and everlasting and projected on a vowed on future together, vs how in the manga zoro accepts luffy as his captain since the beginning with the condition that luffy never gets in his way and how, despite zoro having shown over and over and over again that he's ready to die for luffy at any given moment, he's never explicitly promised he'll stand with luffy until the end unconditionally because, by all means, he's still holding luffy on trial. the conditions are still there. in water seven he explicitly says that if luffy stops acting like a worthy captain he's leaving, the only reason why zoro is so devoted to luffy in the manga is that at any given moment luffy is acting in a way that makes him worthy of that devotion in that specific present moment
#something about the fundamental difference between opla zoro being projected towards a future with luffy#vs manga zoro finding so much worth in every second with luffy that the present is all he needs to decide to throw his life away for him#i love them both I'm not comparing either of them negatively#it's an interesting difference between the two relationships that makes for two equally beautifulbut incompatible dynamics#opla zoro waited for proof that he could dedicate his future to luffy#manga zoro immediately promised his present to luffy for as long as luffy deserved it#I'm partial to the manga version for obvious familiarity reasons#but still#beautiful zl is always so beautiful
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Nope, I'm still crying
#i wish literally anybody from school remembered me#literally only 2 people i was friends with hace talked to me in the past four years#i had the realization tonight that i was never given the choice to nurture most of my friendships#everytime i tried outside of school hours including trying to join clubs my mom would make me leave halfway through then lecture me#that she didn't have time to drive to town and get me#but as soon as my brother wanted to join junior air force she suddenly had all the time and energy in the world to devote to that#so what I'm getting here is that my friendships and interests weren't important enough or worth her time#i wasn't interested in Junior air force 1 cause it wasn't offered to me and 2 I'm not a boit licker#no#i was interested in the video game and board game clubs cause my friends were in them and they WANTED me to join#but after not getting to stay for more than one full session after a month i left the board game club cause it wasn't fair to the others#and i only went to the video game clu once and i don't remember much of it cause i was too anxious that she was gonna flip on me#i kept waiting for her text but instead she showed up at the classroom and made me leave#so when the same teacher that ran the board game club asked if i wanted to join the chess club cause he knew i liked chess#i told him i couldn't cause i was too busy because i didn't want to deal with begging my mom to let me join#she would have said yes but would have continued not letting me stay and being super passive aggressive#I'm not even in the year book for the year my friends graduated#the one thing she did let me do was drama and i hated every second of it. it was genuinely a bad experience for me#yeah i had friends in drama but it's not the same as hanging with my nerdy guy friends playing a star wars ttrpg#the worst part is she gets so defensive when i bring it up and won't give me a reason outside of 'I guess I'm just the worst parent'#it's in those moments i really remember she's the youngest in her family#OH!! it gets worse! she told me when i was younger that she had to be an honorary cheer leader cause HER MOM absolutely refused to#let her join cheer and she's alsways been bitter about it but then she turns around and did basically the same thing to me ffs#at least she was allowed to hang out with people after-school i wasn't allowed to do that either#no. instead i spent the hours after shcool alone most days and my weekends home alone in my room. and she wonders why my social skills are#maybe if I'd been allowed to work on my relationships outside of a classroom i wouldn't have felt so abandoned when everyone i knew#graduated without me. maybe if i didn't have to start back at square one socially again and had people to text and hang with after class#i wouldn't have dropped out. and i think only atlas knows i dropped out. idk how to text these people without spunding like I'm looking for#sympathy when they ask what I'm up to. like yeah I'm stuck at home with an anxiety disorder and unemployed trying to get on disability#prisma vents
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manga dazai laughing while chuuya tries to pull the teeth out my heart is light and full of joy
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