#worry not! im still drawing persona requests

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Forgot that New Year doesn't matter and what really matters is HERO BIRTHDAY!?!?!?? MAH MANNNNNNN!!!!!

Yes im drawing Omori again sorry my friend got into it and dragged me back with him. Shit

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a/n: cue me listening to the same secret time over and over to put me in the right mindframe for this bc I don’t have either of the cards for the AB set for this goddamn FISH – im still learning about him/specifically abysswalker raf as well bc I know nothing outside this audio so there are indeed going to be some growing pains uwu im still learning his voice but im in love w him <3

Wrapped in Moonlight

AO3 || Rafayel x Fem!Reader || Soft Smut, Mild Angst || 3, 503 Words

additional tags: accidental mask kink, fingering, vaginal sex, first time having sex [w/ e/o], first kiss [w/ e/o], rafayels acc so in love with you, i like the moon and havent ever had to write a lot of water motifs before

The dull thrumming of his heartbeat in his ears has never been louder, not until this moment here, with you.

Your eyes look up at him from where you lay on your bed, teeth lightly worrying over your lips as you take a deep breath, shaking your head as though to shake away the words that had his feet planted firmly on the ground. You’d taken to summoning him more often as of late and even if he could, he would never reject your requests. Rafayel knew that it was dangerous but he couldn’t think to care, beginning to crave being by your side in ways that drove him mad.

“I-I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked you. Please, just forget I even said anything,” you begin to plead, averting his gaze and retreating further into your lush sheets. Sheets he knows the feeling of, the barely there warmth that his fingertips longed to feel, his resolve cracking every time you sleepily ask him to stay until you fall asleep.

“Your Highness doesn’t think I’d really be able to forget such a request, does she?” he decides to say instead, wanting to lean into a slightly more playful side of his persona to cope with the swell of emotions crashing down into his chest.

You stay silent and he decides to take this opportunity to step closer. His gloved hand parts the beaded curtain, your breath catching in your chest as you see the way the candle’s light faintly illuminating his face. Rafayel’s eyes are intense, something you’ve always noticed when he looks at you. All thoughts begin to cease as soon as his eyes meet yours, leaning in closer to you.

“Did you really think that I’d forget that you asked me to kiss you?”

The words hang heavy between the two of you, an unnamed but not unnoticed tension sitting on your shoulders once again. It felt like the two of you were constantly doing some song and dance, skirting around the way you both felt about each other. He looks like he’s got something more to say, watching you intently before stepping away. The clicking of the curtains gives you something else to focus on as you try to still your erratic heartbeat, hearing him draw the curtains to your room open at the same time as him blowing out the candles.

He stands in your window for a moment, the moon’s light wrapping around him so intimately you can’t help but be jealous. You shift in your bed, unconsciously crawling towards him. The sound makes him turn to look at you, hues coloured with something you can’t quite understand. You think you’ll drown in the depths of them but you can’t be bothered to care. If it meant being able to touch him, even for just a moment then you’d be more than willing to suffer that consequence.

“Rafayel, I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable, I just didn’t think before I spoke.”

And you couldn’t, not when he looked at you like he wanted to devour you or whenever he’d touch you gently to reassure you of his presence.

Silence and tension continue to colour the air between the two of you and you have a fleeting thought that this might be the last time you ever see him. You couldn’t ever summon him again, not after leaving things like this. Rafayel can feel your eyes flitting over his figure, imagines that you’re committing his features to memory.

“It’s quite the opposite,” he admits after some time, long strides closing the distance between the two of you in no time.

You find yourself being pushed back against the bed. Slowly, Rafayel pushes you to lay on your pillow, staring up at him in the moon’s light. He looks ethereal like this and you can’t imagine how you’re still capable of any sort of thinking right now.

A slight chuckle leaves his lips at the sight of your eyes widening. His hand goes to cup your face, leaning in so close your noses would be touching were it not for that infuriating piece of leather that keeps your breaths from intermingling. You have half a mind to ask him again, this time in the form of a wish to see if he’ll accept but you feel your mind go blank as you feel him press his face against your neck.

“What are you-”

Your words devolve to gasps, hands going to cling onto his shoulders as you feel him periodically press a little harder against your skin. If you close your eyes and really focus you think you can feel his lips pressing against the leather, kissing you through his mask. His breath rings in your ear, you trying to keep your gasps quiet to avoid drawing attention to your chambers.  

“Fulfilling Your Highness’ wish. Is that not what you wanted?”

You know that even this much is more than you could ever ask for, Rafayel always watching you cautiously whenever your hands would near his mask. You understand that he has his reasons for privacy and you would never ask him why but now, you’re just desperate to feel his lips on your skin, desperate to know if it’s as good as you’ve fantasized about. The only solace you get is the warmth of his body seeping through his clothes, teasing the tips of your fingers as you try not to act desperate for more of his touch.

“I can feel you holding back. Don’t tell me Your Highness is getting greedy?” he laughs breathily, the slight pant in his voice unnoticed by you with how divine it feels to be under him.

“I don’t want you to hate me,” you manage to mumble, biting back a slight moan when you feel his arm creep under your back and push you closer to his face.

“Hate you?”

The words leave his throat almost bloody. Just the sheer thought of hating you made his stomach churn, murky waters of his affection for you maddened that you could ever think such a thing. His hands tighten their grip on your body to a way that’s almost painful, looking up at you with a look that has so much want in it that it steals the breath out of your lungs.

“I could never hate you.”

His hair tickles your throat as you feel him settle against your neck, nuzzling into you and resting his hand on your waist. You try to turn to face him but the weight of his body stops you, Rafayel giving you a sound of disagreement.

“I told you already. It’s quite the opposite.”

You try to ask him to clarify, about to open your mouth when you he quickly gets up. He looks at you quickly before going to look around your room, shaking his head good naturedly at the slight furrow of your brows and parted lips. You watch him rummage through your things, getting even more confused when he returns with a strip of ribbon between his fingers.

He crawls over your body again, tilting your chin with his knuckles. You think you’re imagining it in the low light but the apples of his cheeks seem tinted red. Curious, you bring your hand up to the side of his face. You’re glad that he doesn’t seem to be flinching away from your touch. A smile graces your lips when you feel how warm his face is, Rafayel now pulling away from you slightly.

“What do you think you’re doing?” he asks, a slight pout in his voice.

“You’re warm,” you laugh, bringing your hand closer to his face.

Your fingers brush against his ear, sure with how warm they are that he’s bright red. Your fingers trail down the curves, nail tracing the shape of his jaw down to his collar. He doesn’t shy away. Instead, his hand goes to grab your wrist, the ribbon tickling your skin as he leans in closer.

“This is your fault. You know that, right?” he scolds lightly.

“If it weren’t for you my heart wouldn’t feel like a hurricane over the ocean. Do you feel that?”

He brings your wrist over to rest on his chest, your palm resting over his heart. True to his word you can feel his heart pounding under your fingers. He presses his chest against you, brows furrowing as your fingers press against him.

“You should be more understanding, Your Highness. You can’t just do these things to people and leave them washed up on the beach during low tide. It’s cruel.”

The way he pitches his voice in your ear makes you swoon and you’re glad you’re already laying down. Your knees feel weak and you barely register his thumbs tracing a smooth line across your cheek. You’re both so close to each other that you’re suffocating in his presence.

“Are you willing to face the consequences?” he whispers into your ear, sending shivers down your spine.

Weakly, you nod. With this, he brings both his hands to your face and suddenly you have your vision obscured by the ribbon he pulled out earlier. You bring your hands up to reach for it, immediately stopped by his strong grip.

“You said you’d be willing to accept it. You trust me, don’t you?”

His voice is raspy, laced with something more than just the question he’s asked you. There’s a weight to his words, something dragging down the vowels and accentuating the bite of his consonants. Your breath is caught in your throat as you wait for him to finish tying the ribbon behind your head, whimpering softly when he brings his thumb to press against your bottom lip.

Forced to wait, you try to imagine what he might do now. Your mind runs wild, barely listening to the sounds around you when you feel his weight on your body again. You reach out for him but gasp when you feel his lips press against your bare skin. The sound is indecent and you’re embarrassed you were even capable of making it but when you try to hide it you feel him bite you, squeaking in response.

“Don’t hide from me. I want to hear your voice. Don’t you think I deserve a bit of a reward for this?”

He continues to litter your skin in featherlight kisses, and you realise that his clothes don’t seem as thick as they usually are. You can feel his skin through the thinner layers, about to say something when his lips press against yours. It’s soft, barely there but the contact is enough to make your mind spin. You get the sense that he’s testing your boundaries and before he can pull away you wind your fingers through his hair, kissing him more insistently this time.

“I hope you don’t mind the blindfold, but I think it’s more exciting this way, don’t you think? This way, you’re forced to guess what I’m going to do next to you,” he breathes against you when he finally pulls back.

“You just like teasing me,” you mutter, scared to admit just how much you liked this and wanted him to keep going.

“I’m just trying to get revenge on you. You’ve been teasing me too! Don’t act like you’re innocent in all of this.”

He starts to trail kisses down your neck again, sucking gently against your collar. As much as he would like to, he can’t leave any marks on your skin. Something even semi-permanent like that seems far too cruel for someone like him to leave on someone like you. He reveres you and you can feel it in the way he kisses you, showering your body in an affection he’s never felt for anybody else.

“Rafayel – please –” you whimper, his name coming off your tongue his own siren song.  

“Please what? I won’t know what you want if you don’t tell me,” he hums, hand going to play with the fabric beginning to bunch under your waist.

He slots himself between your legs and your knees rest against his hips. You wish you could see him, look at the expression on his face. You wish you could watch him press kisses to your skin, watch his fingers tighten against you the way they are now, the way his nails scratch lightly against your skin between the slits of your nightgown.

“More, please,” he hears you ask weakly. “I need more of you. Rafayel? Please?”

He thinks he should tease you more but considering your current state and his own desperation he decides not to. Instead, he pushes up the fabric on your legs slowly, trying to see if you’ll stop him. When you don’t and instead try to egg him on by making it easier for him, he lets his hands rest on your thighs now laid bare for his hungry gaze.

“Are you sure? This is really something you want?”

The question is desperate, Rafayel not knowing if he wants you to stop him or not. His body longs to be pressed against yours, to make you say his name that prettily over and over again. He thinks he’ll die if he can’t have it, kissing lower and lower over the fabric on your chest to convince you to say yes.

He doesn’t know that he doesn’t have to fight that hard for you.

You clasp your fingers with his, bringing them to rest on the inside of your thighs. He’s glad he can’t see the look in your eyes, knowing that if he did it’d make all of his resolve crack if this is how bold you’re already being without being able to see the effect you have on him.

Tentatively, he brings his fingers closer to the heat burning between your legs. It doesn’t take him long to feel the damp spot between your legs and recognise that it’s getting damper with each kiss he gives you. You start to whine as his fingers tease your slit through your underwear, your body feeling things you didn’t know you could feel just with his touch.

“I didn’t know you were capable of such dirty things Your Highness.”

Despite his teasing words, you can tell he wants it just as much when he slips his fingers between the fabric and your body, fingers haphazardly exploring your body as he kisses your lips again. He swallows each moan you give him desperately, relishing in the whimper you give him when his fingertips start circling your clit.

“You’re the one doing this to me,” you whine, hips bucking against his palm as his fingers slip inside.

“You’re the one who started this. I’ll stop whenever you tell me to,” he mumbles against your neck.

Your moans are louder now and as much as he’d love to have everyone hear how good he makes you feel he also would hate it if your maid came in and saw what was happening. He covers your mouth with his free hand, ignoring the way it feels to have your gasps pressed up against his palm. He wants to ruin you, make you cry and scream from pleasure and have you be his for the rest of time but here, in the quiet of your bedroom he’ll settle for just this for now.

His hand stays focused, letting you moan and gasp into his palm as he fingers you. You feel his palm rest against your body, thumb replacing his finger as he the heel to rest against your core. He can make out gasps of his name when he hits a certain part inside of you and decides it’s too cruel to keep your mouth covered like this. You immediately moan his name, quieter this time to avoid being heard by your staff.

You clench around his fingers, the hand not bracing against his chest going to grab his wrist. Rafayel gives you a breathy laugh and you bury your face against his neck, continuing to moan and plead for him quietly.

“Please – Rafayel – I –“

Your own words are cut off quickly by your impending orgasm, biting into his shoulder to try and hold back your noises as your hips arch into him. The bite of your clothes against your skin as you writhe does nothing to impede the feeling of his hand on your cunt, Rafayel’s voice gently talking you through your orgasm. Stars litter the space of your eyelids, Rafayel’s arm coming to hold you against him.

When you finally come down you find yourself placed carefully in Rafayel’s lap. He’s taken off his shirt and unbuttoned his pants, gently tracing shapes on the skin of your lower back. Your blindfold is still on but you don’t doubt that the hard planes of your bed is Rafayel and when you hear his voice come from just above you you know you’re right.

“You’re awful to me, did you know that?” he muses, groaning slightly when you reposition yourself slightly and brush up against his cock.

“Stop that! I can’t believe you right now.”

“I’m just trying to get comfortable! This is just as much your fault as it is mine,” you say hazily.

You sit up on your knees, carefully putting your arms around his shoulders. You reach behind yourself to touch him, shuddering at the gasp he gives you against your arm. You feel his tip prodding gently against your opening, sinking down slightly. When you hear him gasp again you know you have him where you want him.

“You really want this?” you ask him huskily, mirroring his words from before.

Your hand rests on his cheek and you can feel him nod, continuing your slow descent onto his lap. It takes you a second to adjust to his size, hugging his neck tighter as you moan. His hands come to rest on your hips and he shifts slightly to create a better angle for himself. This makes him sink into you just the slightest bit deeper, you whimpering pathetically as he starts a slow, languid pace thrusting into you.

“Rafayel!” you gasp, hands bunching in his hair as you let him dictate the pace.

“Shh, shh. It’s alright, Your Highness. I’m here for you. Don’t worry – I’ll make you feel good. You know I will,” he mutters into your ear, continuing his gentle grind into you.

For the umpteenth time you wish that you could see him. For now, you have to sate yourself with his pretty moans and gasps, the way he feels inside of you and the affectionate kisses he peppers across your skin. Thanks to his pace you feel yourself coming to a slow build of your orgasm, his soft words of praise and coaxes going straight to your cunt. He groans every time you clench around him, the feeling of your pussy finally being wrapped around him making it hard for his mind to stop swimming.

He angles his hips to find that spot inside of you that makes you see stars, bringing a hand down to your clit despite how much he loves holding you because he knows he’ll love the feeling of you cumming around him more. When you give him a sharp gasp he knows he’s found it, thrusting more insistently. You grind against his pelvis, not wanting it to be over too quickly but still desperate for your release.

“You’re close, aren’t you?” Rafayel asks, pulling you out of the depths of your stupor just barely.

“I can feel it. You’re getting so tight around me – if you squeeze me like this then I’ll cum too. It’s okay, just let go. I told you I’d make you feel good, didn’t I? You’ve already done so well. Just a little bit more, okay?” he coaxes, the sound of his voice tipping you over the edge.

You cum with a broken cry of his name, holding onto his shoulders tightly. It takes him just a couple more strokes inside of you to cum himself, unable to think of anything but filling you up and claiming you as his in this small way. The two of you sit together, coming down from your shared high. You whine a little about still wearing the blindfold but that’s quickly quieted by him kissing you again, telling you that it’s part of the condition for him kissing you.

Your breathing slows together and after a minute he feels you becoming dead weight. He laughs to himself when he realises that you’ve fallen asleep on him, carefully moving you aside to lay you back down on your bed. After cleaning the two of you up and tucking you into bed he gives you one final kiss to your forehead. You make a small noise of complaint, Rafayel kneeling at the side of your bed to take one last look at you for the night. His hand rests on your cheek softly, pretending that this didn’t drastically change everything.

“I love you. Sleep well, my Princess,” he whispers, the far away sound of waves lapping on a shore the only witness to his words.  

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i luv your account aesthetic or wtv its called!! it’s rlly cool, mmm i wanted to request for smth!

could you write homicidal liu and jeff tk with a selective mute male or gender neutral reader? if u write for only one then jeff would be ok! and if you don’t know how to write for a mute reader, feel free to ignore this!!

the reader doesn’t communicate at all with words, and only use nods and stuff 4 answers. thank u sm !! <3

Jeff the Killer and Homicidal Liu x gn. reader with selective mutism!

➥ Ah thank you so much, you are so sweet!! T^T No problem! I tried my best to educate myself, but please free to correct me! :) Im at your service! And also - please take care of yourself!

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Jeff the Killer

☆ He can be a bit tease at moments, but he has good intentions - i mean, only he can do that?? Also no worries, he is a bit of a talker - leave him with someone he likes and he will talk and talk for hours.. For that he doesn't need any words, just small gestures showing that you are listening to him! Like the way you look at him..ah he just love that! <3

☆ He is like this scary dog privilege, wouldn't let talk shit about you! Pretty agressive from me huh? Good! He is so, so protective of you! He knows people can be terrible and he doesn't tolerate meanies. Any person that makes you sad will land on his black list. That doesn't mean that he doesn't trust you, Jeff knows that you are able to manage..but he want to help you if you would need that! (plus you would spend even more time together!).

☆ This man doesn't except a lot, deep down he is just a softie who wants someone to love. Oh? And what is that? His precious partner? He would jump from joy, if he didn't had this cool persona to hold up! I promise your selective mutism its not a big deal for him, after all he is killer, come on..everyone have imperfections huh? You do you, you are still amazing! You are still his sweet S/O, and he loves you the way you are! But the same as Liu - he wants the best for you, and would love you to get professional help (only if you are comfortable tho, its a big and hard step).

☆I think he would like to do stuff with you that helps you express yourself. Listen, he would love to learn you how to play guitar - unless you are this cool person who can do that. But maybe writing poems? Okay, this is just straight sweet. Photography? Hell yes, you could even make some journal together? You know, to never forgot your shared moments? Or even an art! Like painting, sculpting, drawing..he is up to anything, as long as he gets to spend time with you!

Homicidal Liu

☆ He doesn't mind in the slightest! I think he is pretty observant person, so nonverbal communication would be his thing. And if there is something, that would help you communicate better then he is right by your side - no matter if you would like to learn sign language, or maybe start using communication cards! Would do anything to help, if you would feel better then he would go with you to places, and if needed - react.

☆ Liu is a patient partner and just a sweetheart! That means that he would never pressure you over something, with what you wouldn't feel comfortable. Of course, he wants you to feel better, but it doesn't matter if you speak or not. Your well being is the most important. But! If you would be open to therapy, then he is your number one supporter!

☆ Loves spending time with you..- just you both relaxing in home. The choice is yours - games, movies, baking. Man, he would also love to slow dance with you (I bet he is a good dancer with his long ass legs). You are his safe place and he hopes he is yours..!

☆ He would do anything for you, he loves you so much! You are his favorite person and he wants you to remember, that even if mutism is part of you, then it isn't everything you are! You are your favorite drink, your favorite sweater or the way you walk.. you are this little things that makes you you..! And also! The relationship is supposed to be for good and bad times, so its perfectly normal for partners to feel vurnable and safe around eachother, just the way they are!

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[okthatsgreat]

SENDING ASKS AT YOUR REQUEST MY LIEGE. OC asks in particular. ONE. Any songs you associate w your ocs? Which songs for which ocs? TWO. Who took the longest to come up with? Who're you still working on? THREE. Whose arc took the longest to come up with? :) Who still doesn't have an arc? FOUR. Who's the most fun to draw? Who's the hardest to draw? Answer as many or as little as you like... ENJOY!!!!!

vibrates wildly yessss YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ONE: any songs i associate with my ocs?

TOO MANYYYYYYY TOO MANYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! FAR TOO MANY. my oc playlists are so scattered and strange bc they’re all a mix of like. songs they would LISTEN to and songs that REMIND ME of them/have lyrics that apply to them lmao. i’ll try to choose a few!!!

- JUST BECAUSE SHES THE CHARACTER IM CURRENTLY PLAYING IM GONNA GIVE HER TWO SONGS LOL. “sinking boat” by infinity song for sadie!! extremely relevant considering the rp takes place on a cruise ship LMAO. song all about not worrying about rocking a boat that is doomed to sink anyways :) feels relevant lol. but the one i think is MOST relevant right now to her is “paranoid android” by radiohead!! told from the perspective of somebody very miserable and paranoid but still finding a way to place herself above others

- “cop car” by mitski for sæunn. literally every lyric of this song………… so good for her. she DOES get mean when she’s nervous like a bad dog. she doesn’t think about the past because it IS always there anyways. FUCK man FUCK!!

- i KNOWWW ive said this so many times before but “the fear” by lily allen for pippy/erin it’s just such a good song for her……. losing yourself to fame the image of stardom you portray…..

- “nothing bad ever happens to me” by oingo boingo for ryobeee :) this is HIS song lmao, truly so in his own head that he can’t feel empathetic to the tragedies around him, especially because nothing bad seems to be going wrong for HIM

TWO: who took the longest to come up with/who am i still working on?

UMMMMM to be completely honest with you ALL of my ocs are in constant states of reworking LMAO they’re hardly ever complete!!! there’s always little minor changes being made all of the time…….. i’m not too sure who took the longest to come up with i’ll be entirely honest just because they mostly come to be like prophetic visions in the middle of the day BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. ryobe took a bit of reworking LMAOO. went from the ultimate tv host to the ultimate prankster to the ultimate content creator, design changed up a whole bunch, PERSONALITY got switch up

THREE: whose arc took the longest to come up with/who still doesn’t have an arc?

UMMMMM honestly as of right now probably sadie LMAOO purely because she’s an rp character that’s in the middle of an arc right now!! however with sae and erin (my other two rp characters) i had a pretty solid idea of what i wanted their arcs to look like (pippy progressing into erin, sae taking on more of her fathers temper). with sadie i ALSO had a few ideas, however it just so happened that chapter 2 fucked her up BAD STYLE and how her arc inevitably ends will depend on how things progress………. teehee :) other than rp ocs i think ries whole deal didn’t really click for me for a bit either, but i really like how tragic it is that when she does truly learn to step away from the persona she had created it leads to her class voting incorrectly and getting sentenced to death . awesome sauce!

oh there are a few ocs of mine that only have vagueish arcs LOL. like mika girl sorry you are vague 2 me

FOUR: who’s the most fun to draw? who’s the hardest to draw?

THEYRE ALL PRETTY FUN TO DRAW i do especially love drawing pippy just because she’s super bright and colorful and always has the worlds LARGEST grin on her face like this -> :D

A LOT OF MY DND CHARACTERS ARE HARDER TO DRAW AND THAT IS SOLELY BECAUSE OF ARMOUR LMAO. i LOVEEEEEE drawing for null but it definitely has been pushing me into more dynamic poses!!! it isn’t super expressive in its face but is VERY expressive in its body language, not to mention how inhuman and strange it’s supposed to look

[runa-falls]

WHA HELLO?? YOUR WRITING SLAPS!!

if you're still doing these can i uuuu request shippping game?? :) (atsv my mind only thinks about atsv)

im a 5'6 dude, black spikey/fluffy hair with snakebites >:)

im a ballsy character, i play a dangerous game with death on the daily. i do things because i CAN‼️i tend not to back down from tasks dares given to me.

i am clueless yet painfully aware of things at all times

Sometimes my first impressions are rough and messy but if you play your cards and figure me out i could be the most loyal person known to man!!! i would shove my hand in a meat grinder for u :D

i speak with sarcasm alot of the time, i make jokes for myself but i always appreciate those who laugh gehegehehe

im a stonerr fella, i walk places and look at nature n shit always!! its how i spend alot of my free time, along with drawing comics and occasionally videogames.

im a night person, youll never catch me awake during the day time :(

after getting through my messy outward persona im an easy going guy, ill drop whatever im doing to hang / help friend s ^_^

(THANKYOU IF YOU DO THIS YA YA :)!!!)

MIGUEL OR STEVEN IDK FUCKING WHY BUT JUST TAKE IT (YEAH YOU GET TWO BC AHHH)

you need someone that'll put you in your place (while you try to put them in their's) and someone to stare at you in awe as you almost die from doing something utterly chaotic.

ooo, miguel gets so pissed at you when you put yourself in dangerous situations and he needs to save you. he gets even angrier when you act stubborn and refuse his help. honestly he constantly seems so done with you, but that's just because he doesn't want to show you how much he cares and how fucking worried he is when you attempt to scale a five story building in the middle of the night.

steven gets worried too, but he thinks you're too much of a badass to actually get hurt. you and steven regularly get into trouble with miguel bc you do dumb shit and steven enables it 💀

miguel enjoys your sarcasm (he likes sarcastic people + he is sarcastic) but sometimes steven doesn't understand if you're being sarcastic or not (but he still tries to laugh even when he doesn't know what he's laughing at!). you're kind of the glue that brings miguel and steven together because they both enoy your company and love you very much, but they're from completely different worlds.

miguel is an early sleep and early riser bc he always has things to take care of. steven is a late sleeper and late riser (though he's forced to wake up early for work). you'll always have a cuddle buddy whenever you seek one of them out bc they both cannot deny you.

[kiss4kazu]

ooh! can i request something spicy?? maybe headcanons of claude, dimitri, and felix’s kinks?

spicy hcs | dimitri, felix, claude

this is combo between just kink hcs and also how first times being freaky w these three go hahhahahahhahah screams. this is not safe for kiddos so proceed with caution folks 

felix <3 

whew, okay. sweats. um 

so the first time u and felix do the do was definitely not planned. things tend to escalate a lot with felix when it comes to intimacy. pecks goodnight lead up to make out sessions and all of a sudden his hand is down your pants and you’re honestly not complaining. 

felix is definitely more of a giver than a receiver, not because he liked giving, but because he liked being in control. he liked seeing you writhe beneath him and all that jazz. 

he’d definitely deny you from reaching your high multiple times, partially to draw out the activity since you tend to come quite quickly beneath his touch but also because hearing you whine his name helplessly was a really big fucking turn on and he always swelled with pride knowing he was the only person who can turn you into a sobbing mess. 

felix has 2 moods. his soft and pliant types of fucking, and his arrogant, i’m big bad felix fraldarius and my cock is 30inches long type of fucking. he knows hes hot, he knows he has a pretty dick, might as well utilize it.

he hates praise when it’s ingenuine, for things intangible that he hadn’t earned himself. when it’s people praising him for his title or the power of a fraldarius battalion. 

but praise when it comes from you? when it’s you letting him know just how amazing he feels inside of you, how with every thrust of his hips your brain short-circuits and your eyes water with unspilled tears? when it’s you not being able to even form coherent words anymore because felix fraldarius is throbbing inside of you... yeah, that kind of praise. it does wonders for him and his dick. 

he’s also into hair-pulling

and overstimulation

hes also rly rly easily jealous like if someone else was making eyes with you or perhaps you were giggling a little too loudly with some handsome noble he’d just yank you away and march u up the stairs to his dormitory before kissing you hard 

he’s the type to make u beg and be rly possessive he’d just fuck you so ruthlessly hair stuck to his skin, panting “you’re mine. mine. say it” and u would just cry bc why tf he so sexy hello-

as mentioned in my kissing post, felix sucks the life out of you when he kisses you so it’s only logical that he fucks the life out of you too.  

im kidding ofc!! not rly

although he’s on the giving end of things, it’s still completely self-indulgent, felix gets off just knowing he’s getting you off because he’s a sexy narcissist like that. 

but on some days, he really really wanted you to know he cared a lot about you. 

felix isn’t the best with words, but he was really good with his tongue, so things usually worked out okay. he’d kiss you, everywhere. every inch of you, leaving hickeys in even the most visible places because who fucking cares. you were his, he needed you to know that. he needed everyone to know that. 

he can be sensitive sometimes too, make love, if you will. 

he has to be rly emotional tho, so it’s probably after something eventful happens in his life. like when the kingdom takes back fhirdiad, or wins the war. or when he’s sleepy and tired and wakes up hard and is just too lazy to put on his big bad scary persona. 

sleepy felix is submissive felix, aka my favorite felix. sleepy horny felix is all whiny and blushy and just wanted to come and he absolutely despised himself for it

you were well aware of how much he hated himself for being soft and needy, but that made teasing him all the more fun.

so yes, some nights felix would fuck you brainless and soak in the sound of your voice crying out his name helplessly. but on other nights, felix would lay down, his hair splayed against the pillow, your fingers twirling his locks and tugging gently as your other hand jerked him off, lips pressed against his as you breathed in his whines and grunts.

hearing him whine was a really rare sight, but it did slip out occasionally, when you squeezed the base of his member unexpectedly or when you took him deep into your throat and swallowed around him. felix really likes fucking your mouth. 

yeah felix is an emotionally constipated sex god 

claude ! 

whew lord. 

ok so claude, my sweet, cheeky, little shit <3 

the first time probs wasnt even intentional with him either he was just teasing you a little too much and things got a bit carried away but it’s a great time nonetheless

doing the do with claude is probably a rollercoaster ride, he would literally never shut up and would just say the most stupid things and you’d hate yourself for still being so desperate for his touch because somehow in between his terrible jokes and merciless teasing he whispered complete filth into your ears.

he’s a master of dirty talk, chuckling against the shell of your ear at the sound of you choking out a sob at his words, tugging at your earlobe just to spur you on even further. 

“don’t tell me you’re clocking out already?” you’d just glare at him in frustration despite your flushed cheeks and he’d kiss you on the tip of your nose and laugh in amusement at your misery 

he’ll literally do everything but fuck you, covering every inch of your skin in love bites, especially your chest. he’d literally eat you out or suck you off until you were dizzy but if you want him inside of you, he’d definitely make you beg. 

if you ever tried to get smart with him… um, he’d uh .. p-punish you 

not like in a pain kink type of way he’d just pull out right before you could nut and would laugh maniacally in your face afterwards because that’s what you get for being a smart ass ! denying u from coming is basically how he punishes u so its a pretty long night but claude’s really really good with his tongue so you’re guaranteed to come like 3 times at minimum anyways

he’d devour you, all smirks and with eyes filled with mirth and he wouldn’t give in until you were absolutely wrecked under him. 

he’s very um… dominant, i would say

but not an aggressive dom, definitely a playful dom who enjoys edging and teasing a bit too much 

he’s also pretty experimental, i can see claude as a bit of an exhibitionist also, he’d probably fuck you in the cathedral just for shits and giggles 

but he is human and despite how much of  a little shit claude is he’s just as wrecked as you he’s just much better at hiding it 

he’d probs quit the teasing once he himself can’t handle it anymore

and wow uh thats when claude gets all sensual 

when claude’s kind of in overdrive and completely uncoordinated just messily thrusting over and over again to finally get you both to that place thats when he becomes all romantic and lovey 

would compliment you to no amounts end, call you all sorts of pet names like honey, sweetheart, baby, etc. 

his messy curls would stick to his skin, his forehead pressed firmly against yours, verdant eyes blown wide maintaining eye contact with you just for that extra level of intimacy because watching you when you’re like this really drives him over the edge. 

he’d pant against your lips, kiss you roughly and somehow find it in himself to even let out an amused laugh because he’s having sex and that’s kind of funny for some reason

claude’s pull-out game probably a1 but idk he’s possessive in less conventional ways so i feel like he’d  get off to the thought of releasing inside you and watching him drip down your thighs bc yea

claude is also the king of aftercare let it be known

he’d have so much energy after sex for some reason like he’d just hop right up clean your bodies, fetch you tea if you wanted some and curl up with you resting on his chest, running his fingers over the skin of your arms tenderly and smiling softly to himself when exhaustion takes over you and you slip into a warm slumber against his chest. 

i love him bye

dima 

ok so dimi is a busy busy boy and even when he does have free time he’s never entirely there his mind is always kind of somewhere else u know 

he’s always struggled w getting a proper night's rest and always overworks himself into hysteria

so, as his lovely s/o, you presume a nice session to destress will help loosen those knots in his muscles and all that chaos whirring around in his mind

you were thinking a nice trip to the sauna or something

but dimi had other ideas 

 he’d just look at you and his gaze would darken all of a sudden and with just a glance at him you already feel the wind being knocked out of you 

it would be rly sudden, like dimitri’s just rly needy all of a sudden and he’s taking whatever you’ll give rly he has so much pent up stress and needs some form of release and he’s so so emotional and touchy and won’t stop kissing you with so much fervor and desperation

dimi is 1000% a lovemaker im sorry u cannot convince me otherwise. unless he is feral. if he is feral then understandable have a good day. 

he’s all about pampering and kissing every inch of you and asks every five minutes is this okay? are you comfortable? does that hurt? are you sure? because he’s terrible with fragile things and if he ever hurt you he’d never forgive himself poor baby

part of you just wants to grab his face and say !!! im fine !!! you big idiot !! but you just pull him to your chest and nuzzle your face into his neck and breathe him in deeply, kissing his jaw gently before reassuring him i’m fine dimi, stop worrying 

he’d calm down instantly and focus back on the task at hand, pleasuring the love of his life hehe

BODY WORSHIPPING non stop praises just kissing everywhere his lips come across you’d love it but hate it at the same time bc part of you just wants him in u already and the other half of u is just so so enamoured by him and feels so warm and loved and appreciated

he’s more of a giver than a receiver as well though for opposite reasons compared to felix, he worries about your comfort so much to the extent where it distracts him from his own pleasure, and it isn’t until he’s inside of you that he remembers and is like oh wow fuck and yea things dont usually last very long for him since he always neglects his own pleasure in favor of yours. he gets so focused on making u feel good because he loves you so much and he needs you to know that so yeah he doesn’t remember to even touch himself lmao 

you’d probably come like twice before dimi even whips his schlong out 

at the peak of his pleasure tho dimi gets kinda rough ngl. he’s a person whos very emotionally driven so when everything gets to be a bit too much he’s just slamming into you with so much force your skin stings, grip so tight on your hips there’s sure to be bruises in the morning but despite how rough he is his eyes are nothing but gentle and so so loving 

probably says something like oh seiros when he’s about to come LMAOOO 

dimi is also a king with aftercare but he’d probably knock out like a log afterwards and it’d be like the best sleep he’d get tbh all warm and satiated and just content

dimi sex god 

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Selenophile (M) | IkeVamp Comte

Fandom: Ikemen Vampire

Pairing: Comte de Saint-Germain/Fem!Reader

Rating: Explicit/18+/NSFW

Word Count: 5k

Summary: You’re just a girl who fell in love with the moon, and got lucky enough to have him love you back.

a/n: Always thought Leonardo would be my first, and then Faa happened (~˘▾˘)~ All those Daddy Comte conversations sent a hoe tumbling into love. Also told myself this was going to be short and sweet, and in doing so, played myself. Sorry about that. 

Also, for Thirst Purposes, we’re going to believe that Comte can bite her without turning her. 

Warnings/Tags: explicit sexual content, vaginal and oral sex, mentions of blood due to vampire bite, this is my love letter to Daddy Comte, pretend im v romantic, also another episode where I had fun with online translators French speakers please don’t kill me

Selenophile (n.) a person who loves the moon. 

“Here’s the next stack, and please, try to finish them before dinner?” 

Collecting the last of the stray envelopes on the desk, you jog them and place the stack in one corner. Narrowed, aurum eyes watch you over the top of a letter. “These aren’t quite as urgent, so you can have a look at them later.” 

“Mm,” the Count sighs into his cup for the fifth time, no doubt waiting for you to turn around to see what’s got him so down. Your eyes drift to the ostentatious bouquet of roses in the corner of the room, a soft, blush pink this time, before you squint at the seal on the last envelope. Placing it on top of the pile in front of him, you smile down at his pursed lips and pleading eyes.

You know the gentlemanly persona is just one of the many facets of the Count’s personality, and it seems to be the one he chooses to adopt when amongst company. Your relationship thus far has been nothing short of an adventure, complete with adversaries and sacrifices, and a man that can take your breath away with just one little smile.

He loves, and lives to spoil you. He delights in drawing you into his arms and kissing you as he stealthily clasps delicate necklaces around your neck and slips bracelets set with sparkling gems onto your wrists. It still makes you uncomfortable at times, but the way his eyes shine when he admires the way they rest against your skin, a pleased smile tugging at the corners of his lips–it kills any real motivation to protest. 

And when he undresses you, with a soft-spoken request to keep the jewellery on, you’re hard-pressed to find any real reason to object. It’s all part of his favourite evening game; with you completely bare, wearing just the priceless trinkets he’s picked out for you. His seat of preference is the armchair he pulls up to the front of the bed, from where he calls out his requests for you. You can say no, you’re expected to tell him if anything makes you uncomfortable, but when he tells you to spread your legs a little more, to finger yourself a skosh slower, nearly panting as the smell of your arousal–all you feel is hot, dizzying lust. 

To see the wild lust lurking beneath that noble veneer, to open your eyes, trembling through the aftershocks of an orgasm, and see the sheer hunger in his face as he strokes his cock. The way his fangs sink into you speaks of rapidly fraying control, sending agonizing ecstasy pumping through you as he makes you come again.

You enjoy teasing him. It’s a dangerous game to play in front of the ever-observant residents, especially a certain author who would love nothing more than to see you seduce their sire. You had nearly gotten caught just once, when he had had enough of your games. 

A brush of your fingers, over his shoulder. A stroke of your thumb over his knuckles, and if you were feeling bold, weaving your fingers through his hair. A lingering kiss on the corner of his mouth and feel the air between you grow heavy. Just a quick pet at the nape of his neck and pulling away before he could lean into your touch. 

He always catches on almost right away, and gives you serene smile in response, a gentle warning. Only once had his patience spun out of his control and he pinned you to a bookshelf in the library, slipping a hand under your dress as he crushed his mouth to yours, hissing when he discovered the lack of a barrier between your legs.

You were sure he would have taken you right there if not for the sudden, loud whistling of a jaunty tune–a hint that you weren’t alone in the library. Still, he had considered it for a moment. You could tell by the look on his face–all he had to do was make sure you stayed quiet. 

But then Leonardo started singing, completely off-key and almost insistently, as if warning him off. It was the confused whispers from Isaac, no doubt wondering if Leonardo had lost his mind, that finally had your beau stepping away.

Even now, as you pour him his afternoon tea, you can feel his eyes doing a full sweep of your figure, longing and wondering. He’d been away on business for the past two weeks and you’ve missed him terribly. He had only gotten back yesterday, and you’ve somehow had your hands full with errands and tasks for the residents and no time to spend in his arms.

Although, if you must be perfectly honest, you have had a little fun leaving him with affectionate kisses and tender whispers before you rush off to attend to the next task. 

“How is your day going, ma chérie?” he asks, accepting the cup with a soft smile. 

“Well enough, I’d say. Sebas is going to teach me how to make coq au vin, so please look forward to that!” you inform him, stars in your eyes. You pretend not to notice the way his smile grows just a tad strained, no doubt at the realization that you’ll have your plate full today as well. 

“I can’t wait to try it.” His sincerity is genuine, though, and you have to restrain yourself from climbing into his lap, striding over to the door instead. “Darling?”

You turn back to see him hesitating, searching your face for something before sinking back into his armchair. 

“Have a wonderful day.” 

There’s hunger in his eyes and your heart pounds within its cage. 

“You too. I love you,” you add, unable to help it, and you’re glad you did because of the tiny smile curling along his mouth as he echoes the words back at you. 

This waiting game can’t go on much longer. He hasn’t lost his composure the way you had secretly hoped to see, but it seems that his patience is running out.

You rarely find chances to spend together during the day, and today is no different. Dinner takes up much of your time, and after you find yourself swept up in conversation with Napoleon and Isaac, cleaning up takes more time than you had hoped.

As Sebastian shares what he had discovered about Napoleon’s sparring preferences, while you dissolve into helpless giggles at his enthusiastic reenactment as you scrub the dishes, the Count stops by for more tea. 

“Ah, still here? It’s quite late, you must be tired.” He watches over the rim of his teacup as you study at a plate, before wiping at a barely-visible smudge.

“We’re nearly done, Sir. Not to worry though, it’s always fun when we work together,” your companion assures him, and you shoot him a quick grin.

“That’s right. And we do make a great time, don’t we?” You raise your hand, and with a half-hearted roll of his eyes, Sebastian smacks his palm against yours. 

“I suppose we do.” 

You turn to Comte just in time to catch his small smile, and your own fades slightly as he turns to leave with a low, murmured goodnight. 

Even as you hurry through your bath, rushing to your room to change and don a thin robe, the hint of melancholy in his smile stays with you and apprehension courses through your veins. 

It wasn’t quite jealousy. It’s tempting to play that game, but usually, you avoiding it. He’s a gentle, benevolent man, but the Count does not wear jealousy well. Thankfully, the only resident you run into on your way to his room is Vincent, who asks no questions, only wishing you a pleasant night with a knowing smile. 

His chambers are empty and you find him standing in the balcony instead, the summer evening pleasant and soothing on your skin as you step out. His head is tilted back, and you realize he seems to be studying the night sky. With the soft, shimmering moonlight eager to paint him in its subtle tones, there’s an ethereal glow beneath his skin.

He shines brighter in the sunlight, but in this moment he truly looks like one untouched by the grasping hands of death in any of its forms, blessed by Selene herself or perhaps, she chose another form, one that is surely far more beautiful than any other. You wonder if that makes you Endymion, the spellbound mortal to his smitten immortal, desperate to do whatever it takes so you never leave his side, destined to be together forever–but only in your dreams. 

“Come join me, ma chérie.” He sounds almost distracted, and curiosity bubbles up as you step up next to him. 

He’s more underdressed than you’ve ever seen him outside his room; clad only in his white shirt and slim pants. He always appears to be svelte, but with the soft fabric stretching taut over his shoulders, clinging to his narrow waist, you can only try to keep your eyes off his backside. An unbuttoned collar reveals a slender neck, his tie hanging loosely over his chest, his sleeves rolled up to his toned forearms, a glass of half-finished blanc in one hand.

He doesn’t look away from the sky, staring at the stars as if they hold the answer to all his questions. You choose to look at the moon while it observes the stars, studying him quietly, wanting to get closer before thinking better of it and coming to a halt, waiting for him to gather his thoughts. 

Always out of reach, but always returning to you. 

Or perhaps you’re the moonflower instead. Yearning for the light, for it to find you. With its quiet, yet all-consuming love; too bright for you at times, but even if you close your eyes you know its there, its soft light embracing you, giving itself over to you and sinking into your bones, its love unchanging. You thrive in his arms, blooming to life at his touch, the marks left on your skin always fading but you’re content to keep the one left on your heart, a quiet claiming.

He sighs and rakes a hand through his hair, caramel bangs falling haphazardly over his forehead, before turning to you with a rueful smile that breaks you out of your musing. He finishes his drink with one last sip and sets the glass down to the side, on top of the balustrade.

“Forgive me, darling. I’m feeling a little out of sorts tonight.” 

The muted atmosphere falls away as he turns his back on the sky to look at you, and you wonder if the stars think him foolish for it.

“Anything I can help with?” You take his hand in yours, clasping it between your palms and watch as a hint of mischief upturns his lips. And you realize it doesn’t matter if all the planets in the sky call you fools, as long as he never stops smiling at you.

“Perhaps. All day, I feel as if my most precious, mon trésor, has been a tad elusive.” He reaches out to tuck an errant lock of your ear behind your ear, his finger trailing down the length of your jaw as you tilt your head, adopting a thoughtful look.

“That doesn’t sound good.” 

“Not at all,” he agrees, assuming a downcast expression, although his eyes still glint with purpose. “Every time I reach for her, she slips right through my fingers, leaving with me nothing but the memory of her warmth.” 

“Oh, but that’s dreadful,” you gasp, holding his hand up to your chest. “What fool would try to elude you?” 

He smiles a little, leaning in conspiratorially, his mouth ghosting the shell of your ear. You can barely keep from smiling as your stomach clenches in your anticipation. 

“One who takes joy in teasing her poor, desperate lover,” he breathes, winding an arm around your waist as you try to slip away, your palms braced against his firm chest. “All day, she smiles at me, and with every smile I’m left wanting nothing more than to kneel before her and take everything she chooses to give me.” 

His next breath leaves him on a shudder as you turn your head, your lips skimming the length of his jaw.

“With a man like you, is there really ever a choice? You make a woman want to give you everything she has.” 

His smile is truer as he kisses the tip of your nose, while the hand on your hip inches lower. His eyes are bright, almost glowing and you’re struck mute as you watch his long lashes flutter. “As I should. After all, when a woman holds the power to take her lovesick fool apart with a smile, the fool can only try to aim for the same.” 

“If this fool tries anymore, there won’t be anything left to take.” 

“And, perhaps, then I’ll stop fearing her distance.” His lips trace the length of your neck, his nose pressing to your skin as he inhales deeply. “And the fear of her being ripped from my arms will fade.”

You press your lips to his temples, love and sadness tight leashes around your heart. “Then I suppose I’ll keep giving you everything I have.” 

His palm slides further down to cup the swell of your rear. “Your love?” 

You kiss his cheek. “You have it.” 

His licks at the pulse point on your neck, and you tremble in his grasp. “Your body?” 

“Yours.” A gasp leaves you when he sucks at the skin harshly, satisfied at the mark blooming to life. There’s a scrape of something sharp against soft flesh, and your knees grow weaker when you realize it’s the sharp-edged tip of a fang. 

“Your happiness?” He tugs at the sash holding your robe together, loosening it to reveal your underthings. Brimming with his desire, his eyes are molten gold as they bore into yours.

“With you.” He kisses you, gentle and deep. Your hands meet at the nape of his neck, tugging him down so you can slip your tongue into his mouth. A low noise of protest escapes you as he pulls away to kiss his way up to your ear. 

“And yet, you’ve been denying us both the pleasure of each other’s company.” He nips at the lobe of your ear, squeezing your ass gently, his tone dipping into something sly as he continues. “Then I see you laughing without a care with Sebastian. I...I cannot help but wonder if I’ve robbed you of the happiness you deserve.” 

You can’t help the quick roll of your eyes. “Any happiness I deserve is the kind I want.” Your fist the hair at the back of his head, tugging it back to look him in the eyes. They waver in the face of your fierce affection, his lips parted as you tug harder, but you don’t back down. “And I want you.” 

He sighs, but his chest quivers beneath your touch.

“Such ferocity. And no power in the world could make me give that up.” He isn’t teasing anymore, but he slips a thigh between your legs, using his grip on your ass to pull you forward. Your fingers dig into his shirt as you try not to gasp. “Ah, I’m afraid you are stuck with me.” 

You run a hand through his hair as he ducks his head to pepper kisses all over your neck, and down to your collarbone. 

His tongue draws slow, maddening circles over your skin. “So earlier in the kitchen...that wasn’t an attempt to drive me to jealousy?” 

 “I barely have to attempt, but no, it wasn’t.” You hide a sly smile in his hair. “Why, were you actually jealous?” 

“I’ll admit I do find myself rather put out when I can’t have you all to myself. And knowing how deeply you’re coveted…” He pauses. “So you were playing games.” He lifts a breast from the soft fabric of your bustier, tucking the cloth underneath as he squeezes it gently. Even as your body begins to throb under his ministrations, you throw a nervous look over his shoulder to ensure nobody’s in the gardens. “And the roses you received in my absence?” 

You roll your eyes, half-hearted this time, even as your heart attempts to inch its way to your throat. “A gift for you, no doubt, from your oldest friend.” 

He chuckles, soft and dark, and it goes straight to your pussy “A gift for me they were not. Perhaps an attempt to entice my lady love while I was away?” 

“A failed one, then. My heart is perfectly content where it is,” you retort, a pleased smile breaking across his expression before he clears his throat and looks at you seriously. 

“Even so. The very thought of somebody else’s hands on you–a touch uninvited by us, that is–I will not stand for it.” 

“What do you suggest we do, then?” A soft palm slips down his abdomen, and he smirks down at you.

“I have a few suggestions. Each more depraved than the previous, and none you will approve of.” 

His mouth closes over a nipple, sucking harshly, and this time you do moan.

“So-somebody might hear us!” Even so, you push his thigh back to push your hips into his, your lips parting at the press of his clothed arousal between your legs.

“Good. I feel that they can all do with a reminder of who you chose. Including me.” He bites down and you’re helpless to your combined lust in the way you grind against his erection. “This should be a fact they can never forget.“ 

In a quick movement, he’s shifted your positions, leaving you half-sitting on the balustrade. And then he’s sinking down to his knees, urgently planting hot kisses on the inside of your thighs as he spreads them. You can’t tear your eyes away from the entrance to the balcony, afraid that someone will walk in. 

A soft click catches your attention and, incredulous, you look down to see him looking all too pleased with himself, holding your foot up to admire a delicate anklet studded with–

“Those better not be real,” you warn, and he simply smiles at you, pressing his lips to your ankle as his other hand slides up your leg. His tongue traces the skin surrounding the jewelled band, and all the fight leaves you, not that there was much of it in the first place.

He looks happy, after all.

He pets your clothed sex, moving on too smoothly for your liking. “Sometimes, I wonder. What would they think, if they smell you on my breath?” 

He pulls the barrier of your panties aside; you can barely suck in a breath before you feel his tongue, hot and deliberate as it sweeps along your glistening slit. 

“My, my. You’re nearly drenched. Does making me suffer bring you this much pleasure?” he teases, smiling up at you before closing his lips around your swelling clit. Your teeth sink into your lip as you hold your voice back, but he presses his teeth to the flesh, almost biting lightly and a loud cry forces its way out. Your hands are wrapped around the surface of the railing, knuckles white with strain, and with each second he spends sucking at your bundle of nerves your moans get frustratingly louder. “Good girl, let me hear you.” 

You freeze when voices from the garden reach your straining ears. His tongue pushes past your entrance.

He won’t stop. 

You can feel it building in you, the slow, familiar sweep of pleasure ready to greet you, and you know you don’t really want the others to hear you scream as you come. Your thoughts begin to cloud over, and you have to act. 

“Please?” you whimper, threading your fingers through his hair. He freezes in place. “Not here.” 

He peeks up at you, groaning when he catches sight of your face, lower lip jutting out and eyes pleading with him. “Princess, how am I supposed to punish you when you make that face?” 

“I’m sorry,” you say as sincerely as possible, your smile clear in your voice. 

“I shouldn’t be lenient,” he mutters, kissing the skin where your thigh meets your hip. “And it’s so lovely out here.” 

You reach down to cup his cheek, unwavering in the face of his pouting. It’s the Van Gogh brothers down in the gardens, and you’re sure one of them will end you if you subject his brother to the sight of the Count taking you in the balcony. “Do you really want someone to see us?”

He hums, kissing your palm. “Maybe.” 

You fight to keep the grin off your face as you school your face into something thoughtful and shy.  “I could...I could show you how I’ve been touching myself while you’ve been away. I’ve missed you so much, I...did it almost every day.” 

He stares at you. 

“You, mon coeur, are bad, bad woman.” Desire flashes, burning bright, in his eyes. “Fine, if that’s what you wish.” 

You can only laugh as, before you can feign innocence, he sweeps you into his arms, tugging your robe closed as he practically sprints through the doors. His growls at the way you lick down his neck are warnings, the flash of his fangs at you arousing you more than you would have once thought possible. 

“I couldn’t sleep last night, wondering if I should just give in and sneak into your room. Wake you up with a sweet kiss or with your cock in my mouth,” you whisper in his ear, sucking at his earlobe. “You always like that.”

“___,” he warns, even as his grip tightens. “I’m not joking, my love. Say another word and you’ll live to regret it.” 

You nod solemnly. He looks satisfied as you grow closer to his chambers. Just as the doors are in sight, you catch his attention with a quick oh! 

“I used the hairbrush you gave me once. Just a little bit–”

He kicks the doors open and tosses you on the bed, striding back to slam them shut. There’s that dark, unforgiving sort of lust in his eyes and it’s exactly what you’ve been craving. You slip your robe off your shoulders as his thumbs hook into the waistband of your panties, leaning over you to get them off as you pull the bustier over your head.

“On your back. Spread your legs, you know what to do. I want you ready for me.” He brushes your hair away from your forehead. “And darling–you will not come.” 

Your fingers pause in their light stroking. 

“Comte?” 

“I know you heard me. Your first for the night will be with me. Allow me this, please.” He runs a warm palm up the length of your leg, and to your slight surprise, he takes a seat next to you instead. “Go on, show me.” 

You’re inexplicably nervous at first, with him looming over you, but with the way his hands glide over every inch of your skin, tender yet possessive, and his mouth sampling wherever it pleases–it doesn’t take long before your hips are jerking up into your hand. His fingers caress your soft breasts, tugging at the pebbled peaks, sucking until they appear nearly swollen.

You peek up at him, catching the slight bob of his throat as he looks at the fingers sinking into your heat. You don’t think twice before slipping them out and holding them up to his mouth, and he takes them into his mouth with a soft groan and you take this wonderful opportunity to peek at the tent at the front of his pants.

“I didn’t tell you to stop,” he says, but doesn’t stop licking until your skin is free of your slick. 

“You just looked so hungry, I couldn’t help it.” He doesn’t argue and doesn’t fight you when you pull him down next to you. He just watches you, fervent and patient, breath growing heavier as you unbutton his shirt before shifting your attention to his pants, tugging them down his toned thighs, smiling at the wet spot in his silk underpants before you help him pull them off.

His hips jerk up when your tongue circles his nipples, his hands digging into the sheets as you lick a warm path across his collarbone, a choked groan leaving him when your hand sneaks past his neglected cock to cup his balls. But as you’d suspected, his patience is nowhere to be found tonight as he groans and yanks you up into a torrid kiss.

“I thought you were going to punish me,” you manage to ask in between his heated kisses, hot jolts of arousal sparking through you at his weak moans as you stroke his cock, spreading his slick along the length. 

“Later,” he mumbles, dragging his tongue along your jaw, his abdomen taut as he twists under your touch. “Later. I need you.” 

He sits up, his tongue still licking into your mouth, and his hands are everywhere. On the nape of your neck, down your spine, digging into your waist, squeezing your ass. Urgent, needy sounds escape his mouth and send your blood pumping through you. 

It’s one of those nights.

You hold him close, even as he moans at the slow rut of your hips against his, your dripping entrance sliding over his length and back, and his fingers dig into your skin as he looks at you through half-lidded eyes, lips never too far from yours.

There are times when he loves a slow, unhurried seduction, to woo you and take his time pampering you. And there are times when he all he needs is to lose himself in your heat, needs you to peel back his carefully crafted layers and dig into the man underneath, to pull him out and hold him to your chest. This man who loses his composure, who throws his head back on a near-silent moan as you sink onto his length, who clings to you as you begin a quick, harsh tempo. 

“I’ve got you,” you whisper, your voice breaking, spine arching when he slips in deeper. “I’ve got you.” 

He holds on to your hips when you falter, stopping you from rising up and keeping his cock deep in you. “Ma moité. If I could, I would stay here forever. I would keep you in my bed, bury myself in you and never move again.” 

“Fu-,” you gasp as he grinds deeper, as if trying to gain access to your very soul, to get his hands on what makes you you and hoard it for himself. He thrusts up, his grip on your hips helping you move against him, forcing you harder onto his cock.

“Mm. Je t'aime et je t'aimerai pour toujours.” You shudder as his honeyed tone roughens into a rumble. He kisses you, hard and fast, and your mind can’t muster up a coherent thought as he bounces you in his lap. 

Comte stops to rise to his knees and press you into the bed, hooking your legs around his waist. He continues to push deeper, with his cock and his body, until your legs are bent, thighs nearly touching your sides. 

“Hold on tight, darling.”

You’re going to need tomorrow off, you realize in a distant part of your mind as he rears back to slam his hips into yours. Your head crashes back into the plush mattress, muscles straining as you try to meet his thrusts. The refined persona sheds completely and his fangs slip out, and your breath catches in your throat, your cunt clenching tight in the face of the other side of him. His hair is in complete disarray, falling wildly around him, his eyes are all greed and lust, but his hands are gentle as they slip into yours and pin them above your head. 

“You’re so beautiful. So bright,” he murmurs, pressing rough kisses over your breasts, groaning at the taste of your skin.  And you can only laugh, at this moon turned man kissing his devotion onto your skin when you’re burning inside out with desire and elation, when you’ve managed to draw the moon down into your arms and hold him in your arms. 

“I love you,” you sob, trembling with the force of his thrusts and the ardour in his gaze. The anklet jiggles where it hangs over your ankle. You drop your head back, baring your throat to him and you can feel him struggle with his overwhelming need as he whines low in his throat and leans in.

“And I love you.”

His fangs graze your skin ever so lightly even as he pounds into you, and with one last thought of how there probably hadn’t been any point in retreating to the bedroom, you scream as his fangs break through the barrier of your skin. One of his hands slips between your legs, pressing insistently. 

“My name, ma chérie. Say my name.” 

It leaves you on a broken moan as you come hard around him, your walls squeezing him frantically, and his hips stutter as he continues to suck greedily, his sinful moans muffled by your skin. You can’t stop trembling as he pumps himself into you, mind-numbing pleasure stealing your mind away. His mouth leaves your skin just as he loses control, a warmth filling your trembling sex as you watch him swallow dazedly. 

His pupils are blown almost completely wide as his licks around the edges of his lips, hips slowing to a stop as you both look at each other, chests heaving, skin slick with sweat. His blinks rapidly at the taste of your blood, looking half-intoxicated, eyes raking over your flushed skin and wild hair.

“...are you alright?” he asks gently, and you can’t quite speak just yet, nodding mutely in response. He licks the puncture wound clean, wrapping his arms around you and lifting you up, shuffling around the bed until he relaxes back into the pillows with you clinging to him, his softening length still buried in you. “Could we stay like this for a while?” 

“Mm. Yes, please,” you finally mumble, and he holds you tighter, smoothing his hand up and down your back. “Feels nice.”

He laughs softly, and you muster up all your strength to shift up and kiss him straight on the mouth, the taste of copper strong on your tongue. You brush past it insistently, tangling your tongue with his as you swallow his soft noises. He keeps you there, breath mingling, smiling fondly as you fight to keep your eyes open, your skin pleasantly warm against his.

His skin is bright with the afterglow, every line of his face relaxed, and you marvel at how unguarded he looks right now. Even now, moonlight falls in through the windows, trying to reach him, but he’s content to kiss the tip of your nose with a soft mwah, repeating it despite your complaints about sweat. You return it, stretching up to reach his nose, and it turns into a swift exchange of kisses until you’re both smiling like complete fools.

“...Did you really use the hairbrush?”  He sighs softly, tucking your head under his chin. “I would love to see that, but I can always get you better toys.”

Your responding snort is more amused than disgruntled. “Would that include ones I can use on you?”

He’s quiet for a moment, before pressing his slow smile into your hair, the rise and fall of his chest steady under your cheek.

“Mm. Anything you want.” 

Translations:

ma chérie: my darling 

mon trésor: my treasure

Mon moité: my (other/better) half

Je t'aime et je t'aimerai pour toujours: I love you and I will always love you/I will love you forever

ending note bc I can’t shut up: the moon was so gorgeous last night, I actually stepped out to get a better look. It seemed to have an almost golden tint to it, which made me think ‘Ah, yes. Comte.’ And then I rushed back in. Yes I’m that b*tch. Romance, baby. its 6 am i havent slept 

[daily-dose-of-imagines]

(っ◔◡◔)っ 𝕄𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙 𝕌𝕡♡

hii,, hope you two are doing well uwu. ok so far, ive only been requesting stuff n i figured might as well just ask for a matchup too lol,,,for knb, haikyuu, free, and fire force (i know ur rules said only 3 so it can be any three from those 4 lol) 

my name’s lily and uh basic stuff..i’m a female high school student around 156cm maybe 157 on a good day;3 im bi but with more of a preference for guys (who are tall, like as long as ur a tall guy/girl whatever, i will prolly automatically start simping akdhfj) 

i have long black hair that’s usually straight but on a slightly wavy side. my skin’s like a light-ish brown and my eyes are chocolate brown,, or so i’m told. i’m on the more busty side and would say i’m fairly curvy(?) but my grandma keeps saying i’m skinny and need to eat more:))speaking of eating, its like absolutely one of my favorite things ever lolol (so yeah kinda contradictory lol)

according to a test i did i’m ESTP-A altho i don’t rlly know much about personality types so i can’t say for sure if that’s accurate. even tho i’m usually extroverted i can be pretty introverted a times to so(?) ambivert(?) i guess. pisces (but i wouldn’t say i’m a perfect example of a pisces) im somewhat emotional and yeah kinda artistic i guess, just not in drawing lol. i can do other stuff well just not drawing akjdj,,,school-wise i do pretty well despite being lazy and procrastinating a lot (i guess you could say i’m the aomine of academics🤪) oh yeah im also on the school volleyball team and a few other “academic” clubs (MUN, etc.) i can also play the piano altho i don’t rlly play classics,,mainly anime songs akjdjd. yes, i’m a major weeb. my room’s full of posters and manga and my wallet’s full of emptiness;-;

ok some more random things about me…i’m apparently rlly impulsive, i am a pretty confident person but like i still panic a lot before competitions or anything like that ajhdjd also when i panic, i ramble…a lot. actually i think i ramble a lot on a daily basis regardless of whether or not i’m panicking oop— uh back to the confidence thing, if it’s in terms of a crush or someone i like, i don’t hesitate to confess or anything like that unless the situation is kinda complicated and it’d be hard to be together or like i’m not 100% sure of my feelings stuff like that,, basically i don’t rlly have much of a fear of rejection(?) but maybe that more cuz i haven’t rlly liked liked anyone THAT much yet. oh ohh i lovee baking esp. cookies altho i get lazy a lot so i haven’t been baking as much. ah yes another thing about me my brother will never stop teasing me about…my fear of fish:) they creep me out ok. i love snakes and crocs tho so uh ?? idk i’m weird like that lolol. oh yeah i have a little brother and sister so a lot of people see me as the “responsible older sister”. is that true? i’d say yes, my bro n sis would say no🤡. one last thing, i love elephants more than anything in this world🥺🥺💗

oof ok that was pretty long— sorryyy and thank you for taking time to read through all this akhdjf 

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Hello @pinkcowgirleggpanda~! Thank you for your request~! I’ll be handling the KnB portion of your match-up~! ^^

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And I’ll be doing the other two! Thank you for choosing us and I am so sorry this took so long to get out ;;!

>Admin 𝕋

𝕀 𝕊𝕙𝕚𝕡 𝕐𝕆𝕌 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙…

ᴛᴇᴘᴘᴇɪ ᴋɪʏᴏꜱʜɪ

Precious iron heart~! Despite his persona on the court, he’s actually a very sweet, protective, and kind spirit~! He is definitely your stable and solid rock in any situation / scenario you might find yourself in~! In terms of being emotional, he’s rather in touch with his emotions and will definitely be able to help ground you or at least bring you back to sensible ground if your emotions get the better of you and make you more stressed out than need be.

Other then that, he’s super curious and interested about your hobbies~! He likes to support you and honestly will keep you in line if you happen to stray too far from what needs to be done. He won’t really lecture you, but he’ll remind you that to get out of the hell that’s called school you gotta at least finish with passing. He wants to see you succeed and will feel bad if you happen to fall into a slump or a mood where you end up upset at yourself. 

He will definitely be out to support you at any an all of your games~! He’ll always be in the stands with the other Seirin members to support~! (Really he drags them against their will, but they end up coming on their own to support you after seeing how cool it was)

Teppei will definitely be a big help on your impulsive moments. He loves and worries over you and will definitely evaluate a situation quick enough so he can decide whether or not what you’re doing is good or not. He thinks it’s absolutely adorable when you ramble and before games he’ll be the one to gently cup your face before pressing a sweet kiss to your forehead for luck in hopes of calming you down. He knows you’re gonna kick ass anyway. 

In terms of PDA, he’s not super handsy, but he does love to let others know that you’re definitely taken. He’ll hand you one of his shirts on a whim if you are in need of one. He let’s you borrow his jackets and hoodies. He’ll always have an arm around you too~! 

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𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘦 𝘠𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘬𝘪

This cool and somewhat overprotective man is definitely someone who would be perfect for you! This man will be able to keep you grounded, and be able to makes sure that you get things done, and not procrastinate your work! One thing that he will really like about you is that fact that you can be super open and inviting with everyone you meet, but then be amazed at how when you are by yourself you are quiet and just overall a soft. The contrast will be intriguing to him!

You say that you are impulsive, and he can help you  with that no problem! Help you stay out of your head and keep you in a calm state of mind, so you don’t do anything impulsive and start panicking about something! He understand the feel of anxiety so he will do anything he can to make sure you don’t always feel that when you are around him!

He’ll take into account that you eat a lot, and will use it to his advantage so that whenever you guys are on a date, he will literally buy you food the whole and loves watching you eat until your heart’s content. He loves seeing your face when you enioy the food that you eat. It’s one of the reasons why he started liking you, because of how open you are with things that you like and enjoy.

He will think it is absolutely hilarious that you have a fear of fish, like I mean he won’t outright say it, but in his mind he will think it is funny, but adorable. Another thing that made him like you, only because it was so charming to him.

Physical features and PDA: He won’t necessarily care for PDA, as in if you were to want to engage in pda he will, but he won’t ever actively want to do excessive pda if that makes sense lolol. He won’t care if you are skinny, but it will be easier for when he wasn’t to pick you up and throw you in a fun way! And with your hair I feel like he will love just to put his hands through absently whenever you guys cuddle!

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ᴛᴏʙɪᴏ ᴋᴀɢᴇʏᴀᴍᴀ

One word, chaotic. But in a good way! See you and Kageyama would like two puzzle pieces, and the reason being is because he is emotionally stupid, that you can definitely help him with that! I mean, seriously, he needs some help. Help him. Anyways, you and Kageyama will have a blast with each other; he will be the type of person where your mental battery doesn’t get drained because he is just a quiet as you can be and just as soft. The cuddles would be endless and amazing because of this.

He will like how confident you are, from confessing to someone to being confident in competitions and such. And if he were to see you that you are panicking, he will do his best to calm you down. Key phrase here is do his best. He might not be that good at it, but you love the spirit. He is more of an introvert so him trying to make you feel better is gonna take a toll on him, but he will do it to make you feel better! Because he loves you!

This boi will love that you eat so much. He will have literal eating contest with you and then pass out when you win and he ate too much food. He’ll like how you aren’t afraid to show your “boyish” for lack of a better word. He’ll also love that you play volleyball and will want to play with you all the time. I mean it. All the time. Literally will push a volleyball in your face until you say yes to him, and then he’ll stop when he is satisfied.

Kageyama, when he finds out that you bake will definitely want to eat some of your baking! You’ll mention it in a passing way, and he’ll stop you in your conversation and immediately want you to bake for him, which you obviously can’t, but you think it’s either way and tell him you will the next day! Next day comes around and he scarfs down the cookies like he depends on it, and when done will give you kiss as thanks. It’s kind of gross though because his mouth is still full lololol.

Physical features and pda; Like Sousuke, he isn’t one to actively look for pda, but if you were to hold his hand or cuddle with him in public, he will unconciously respond to you, he will really not think about and it’s the most adorable thing ever! He will just lean into and play with your curly hair and not really think anything of it. He will get laughed at by his friends, and he will be embarrassed but he won’t stop once he gets started! You are also just very huggable to him!

[yumenosakiimagines]

👻matchup request please!! idk how long this is gonna b uh oh but im 17 (18 in june :^)) and pan (im also a cancer and an infp if that helps), i really love horror movies/games, halloween is my PASSION, i also love the occult+cryptids nd learning abt it but i also love reading n writing stories, drawing and generally vibin, OH and dating sims/visual novels, i love those. for dislikes, i despise math w everything i have (bc i am failing :')) i can be rlly quiet nd shy nd feel like people (1)

Hi hi! Sorry for the wait, I hope you enjoy! As always, please do let me know what you think of my choice for you!

I think Natsume and you are a match made in heaven!

You had him wrapped around your finger at occult in all honesty; he’s so used to being marked as weird for the things he enjoys, this poor boy. Finding someone who shares his interest is like a breeze of fresh air! This doesn’t mean he’ll let you in right away though. He also takes considerably long to open up to people, so it might take a while for you to actually get to know the real Natsume. It’ll mean a lot to him if you keep trying to get to know him even if he’s distant at first though.

Once he trusts you enough t he’s definitely inviting you to the secret room in the library! He’ll let you borrow some of his books and all.

SO MANY LATE NIGHT DATES! Much like yourself he also flourishes after the sun sets so you can expect him to ask you to join him in his endeavors under the moon. Some of these include walks around town, visiting other nocturnal creatures (read as: Rei) and stargazing at Yumenosaki’s rooftop.

Your ability to read people’s emotions is definitely going to come in handy! He is a liar after all, and while his words may be deceiving, him emotions certainly aren’t. I believe he’s still very hurt and holds a lot of grudges after the events of the war so please do use your comforting skills on him! He might act like he doesn’t need comforting but trust me, he does.

He’s most likely going to struggle with your breakdowns at first cause he hates not being able to help. He has good intentions but he just doesn’t really know how to word his thoughts at all. He’s trying though! And he’s definitely going to improve with time.  

He’s honestly,,,, not a people person so you wont need to worry too much about about crowded spaces with him. He’d much rather stay inside playing videogames or doing whatever research he’s interested in at that time, and you’re invited to join in of course.

Not only does Natsume value individuality just as much as you do, he’s also quite an individualistic person himself. He’ll love to tell you about his days as an oddball, sharing stories of the most unconventional people he knows. Despite everything that went down, the time he spent with Rei, Kanata, Shu and Wataru was truly precious for him, and even if it’s now a bittersweet memory, you can see his eyes sparkle when he talks about them.

Be careful with the physical affection! Natsume.exe might stop working lol. No but seriously, he loves it but he gets super embarrassed by it, specially in front of others. He cant keep his suave persona up if you make him blush like that!

[ilguna]

hi- I’m not sure if you’re the right person to ask, but I wanted to know how to start a fanfic writing tumblr- I mean, I’m just not sure how to start since I’ve never posted anything on my account- I’m sorry if this is an inconvenience-

Don’t worry about it. I’m a little offended that you would think you’re coming to the wrong place 😂.

Imma break it down for you.

BTW this post is long bc I wanted to cover all bases

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First of all, if you’re on tumblr mobile, then that’s fantastic and we’ll start with that first. If you’re on desktop, I would like to suggest getting it on your phone because it’s more accessible and easier to manage than doing it on the computer. The only time I go to the computer is when I’m going to post fics, but we’ll get there.

I know you said you’re wondering how to start posting fics but I gotta give you some advice before that. Because there are just some things I cannot stand when it comes to some fanfic blogs, alright?

Be easy on your color scheme. I wouldn’t put any bright colors because it could hurt someone’s eyes, and sometimes it looks really bad. Going along with that, you should be careful what your second color is on your blog (let’s say that your base color was a maroon, and then you’d choose a color similar to that/darker than that. It’ll be hard to read the things in your bio, and it’s frustrating)

This is obvious, but make sure you have a profile and header picture, it’s more appealing rather than tumblrs default.

Turn ON asks and then proceed to do it for anonymous questions, because that’s the only way you get requests. Some people do it off anon but that’s not as common.

You can do this on desktop and a safari browser. It’s not possible to do on mobile just yet. Open up safari > log in > little person icon in the top right > edit appearance. Scroll until you see “let people as questions” turn that on. Turn on anon, and edit the box to whatever you want. Keep it short

Turn off “share posts you like” and the following one below it. It’s a risky game to play when it comes to what you’re looking at and liking.

No submission posts, normally people don’t submit things anyway. Turn OFF “on blog advertising” and then that’s it. It automatically saves so you can just leave to the next screen imma bout to tell you about

IF you go to my blog on desktop, you’ll see that there’s a theme. My font is different, I have a different set up than most blogs, etc.

If you wanna mess around with that, scroll to the top of page (you should still be on the same page from the anon instructions) and tap “edit theme”

It might take a second to load, but you’ll get there.

THIS SCREEN IS VERY IMPORTANT.

Besides the fact that it lets you edit your theme, this is how you put in a Masterlist, and all other links you might want in your bio.

You said you haven’t written anything yet, so there isn’t a need for a Masterlist just yet. But when you DO start posting, please come back to me and I’ll let you know how to put one in your bio, okay? Nice and shiny for your future followers.

If you wanna change your theme go to browse themes, change it from “all themes” to “free themes”. If you like mine, it’s called “Accesible”. If you just want the font, get out of the theme screen and scroll the screen on the left. Turn ON “open dyslexic

Remember, you can do all of this on desktop too, it doesn’t have to be on safari

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Now onto posting, I have some opinions that might offend my mutuals (oopsie)

I can’t tell the difference, but PERSONALLY, I think posting fics on tumblr from my phone is gross. But that’s also because I’m writing 1000+ words normally and it gets difficult to post

If you want to post fics with more than 100 paragraphs, then you have to go to desktop or maybe safari tumblr (I don’t post from safari tumblr so idk if it works) because tumblr says NO paragraphs after 100 on mobile. There is no restriction on computer

I write in Google Docs, because it’s neater and I’ve discovered some hate for Word after deleting some of the shit I wrote over and over. Plus it’s an app, and you can open it up on computer. Easy to use.

If you use Notes on your phone, or type directly onto a tumblr post, then that’s fine but you don’t know your word count and it’s a little difficult to navigate.

When it comes to formatting, I used to have it be really long. But I’ve narrowed it down to 3, sometimes 4 things.

Summary: this is where I put the request so the anon/person knows that it’s their request. (I copy n paste the entire request in the summary part, I don’t answer asks (requests) anymore because it’s easier to answer them after I posted).

Warnings: my permanent is swearing, and then I add on (what type) violence, murder, suic*de, gore, etc DEPENDING ON THE REQUEST

Word count: and I do this because I write long imagines sometimes and some people don’t want to sit through 5k words of boring shit

And the optional—Note: I put this if I thank someone for their patience on the request, if I say happy holidays or some shit like that. I don’t have notes on every post anymore because they just turn out being the same every time

Apart from that, give it a title (make it unique but not too long!) who it’s for and then copy and paste the fic in

I’m using my own posts as an example right here, okay. But I have the summary and all of that bolder because it’s easier to see, and I want it to be different from the actual post. Most fanfic writers do this.

I also put 2 —‘s between the authors note at the top and the fic to also make a difference there

Don’t have the entire fic italicized, it takes away the special part of italicizing a word

Finally, it’s tagging.

I cannot stress this enough, DO NOT tag things that have nothing to do with the post. It’s my biggest pet peeve and it’s because I can’t comprehend why people tag (for example) Katrina Stuart when it’s a fic OR A RANDOM POST about someone else

Instead, let’s keep it simple.

🌸 STOP 🌸

I forgot to mention this. But choose your username wisely. You can change it later on, but it’s a goddamn pain in the ass when you have 50+ fanfics you wrote and your Masterlist is nice and clean only to realize that you have to RELINK every post individually

Listen, I changed my username on my old blog, and it took me 8 hours ROUGHLY to relink and fix every individual Masterlist. I had to create new masterlists, with so many tabs open to fix it

Instead, change it before you start fics

If you wanna be a colby brock blog, I have a canon url (which means that it’s so fucking GOOD and I’m angry that i realized it was open only a month ago rather than when I created this account) and it’s colbysbrocks (it’s a plural canon url). And I have colbysecrets too. If you don’t like either of those, I have a couple of other ideas that I wrote down if you want them

🌸 okay continue 🌸

This is how you should tag:

(I’ll give an example after this)

Your username first, the person it’s about, the fandom (if it’s not Colby brock, then something like marvel, etc). Then the persons name, imagine, fanfic, x reader, and oneshot. Then if it was requested

EXAMPLE ONE:

Azurebrock, Colby brock, Colby brock imagine, Colby brock fanfic, Colby brock x reader, Colby brock oneshot, requested

Simple, right? You can even use this method for Wattpad too.

EXAMPLE TWO:

(This is Star Wars, im using my own username again)

Kylorenlovesyou, Kylo ren, Ben solo, kylo ren imagine, kylo ren fanfic, kylo ren x reader, kylo ren oneshot, Ben solo imagine, Ben solo fanfic, Ben solo x reader, Ben solo oneshot, Star Wars

Notice that I tagged both of his names. I do this because it draws more people in, and more people will be attracted to it (however, in the Star Wars fandom there’s a difference between Ben Solo and Kylo-Ren, so you would have to specify in the title Ex. Resistance (Ben Solo) or Struggle (Kylo-Ren). It would depend on which persona you’re using

This works for a couple of fandoms, like twilight and shit like that

EXAMPLE THREE:

(Final one, I just wanted to cover this base just in case)

If it’s a request for more than one person. Let’s say Colby Brock and Sam Golbach (like a Polyamorous relationship, if it’s just about a bunch of people, tag the people in it and don’t put the imagine, fanfic, x reader, oneshot after any of them, it doesn’t apply)

If it’s a poly relationship (or maybe more) then do everything you normally do for one person, and then just add on the second;

Azurebrock, Colby brock, Sam Golbach, Colby brock imagine, Sam Golbach imagine, etc

If you’re on desktop, I would suggest putting in a Read More (this goes BEFORE your fic but after the authors note, below the 2 —‘s). The way you do that is press enter, and hover over the new break in the fic.

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Control

Request: Can I request Jason and reader. Where the reader has been controlled for the longest time to do bad/evils things for ppl. She escaped and is terrified that she is going to be triggered to her old ways. Jason maybe protecting her from her previous captives when they come for her? If that makes since 🤣 You are so good thank you for this!!

Relationship: Jason Todd X Reader

Warnings: angst, a lot of trigger, anxiety, paranoia, capture, violence, minor character death. I think that’s it, if you think there is something else please A/N: this is basically the winter soldier and civil war plot line i’m sorry but im a slut for bucky barnes what can i say. Also, used my study hall to write fanfic but what’s new.

y/v/n is your villains name

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Your mission was failed, so you ran. You were ordered to kill the Batman but how could you kill him? He’s Batman for christ’s sake, he couldn’t be killed. So you ran and didn’t look back. You didn’t know who you were or where you came from, you figured that those would be details that you’d figure out later.

For years, your mind didn’t belong to yourself. You were by no means fit to be in society. Right now, you couldn’t focus on that. Currently you were walking through crowds, hopefully no one recognized you. You couldn’t actually run, that would only bring more attention to yourself. So you put your head down, stole a hoodie off of a clothes rack and avoid drawing attention. This was working perfectly until you ran into a hard chest.

“Hey, watch where-” The man with dark hair and a white streak down the middle stopped what he was saying noticing the fear in your eyes. “Are you okay?” You shook your head.

“You’re running from something” He concluded and you nodded.”follow me.”

You knew how to read people, and this man had no intentions of harming you so you followed him to an apartment, tucked away in the narrows of Gotham city,

“Thank you.” You whispered your voice hoarse from rarely speaking in years.

“Now who are you?” The man asked.

“I don’t-” You shook your head. “I don’t know.”

“Two days ago, you tried to kill one of my friends.” He said gruffly.

‘Oh no’ you thought looking for the nearest escape route.

“I don’t care about that, trust me- I’ve tried to kill him too.” He said dismissing your worry. “My point is,  there was a look in your eyes that has now been replaced with fear. My guess is, whoever is looking for you won’t stop until they find you. I wanna know why.”

“I’m not sure I know either.” You said. “I can’t remember much, just that I was an assassin for, god I don’t even know how long.”

“You’re safe here.”

“Thank you.”

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Thus began the relationship that quickly sparked between you and the man you now knew as Jason Todd. It had been two years and whatever was in your mind from your captors was still there. Countless nightmares, late nights, and tears were not enough for Jason to desert you. The both of you were each other’s biggest support system and you wouldn’t change it for the world.

At first you tried to turn him away, insisting that you were too dangerous to be around, saying that your captors would find you at any moment. Instead of leaving he should you his nightlife, that he was the red hood and that your captors coming at any moment was ‘all the more reason to stay’ he had told you.

Overtime, you grew accustomed to life. You made a couple friends throughout the apartment complex but it was decided that the less people who knew about you, the better. Typically, you stayed inside scared of even leaving the apartment due to fear of your captors but here you were, a baseball cap fitted low on your head to cover your eyes, and a jacket as you grabbed Jason’s hand to go to the store.

“What are we feeling for dinner dear?” He asks you as you look around hesitantly squeezing his hand to reassure yourself. “Hey, hey, I’m not going to let anything happen to you okay?” “Ok.” You whispered at him placing a kiss on his lips and the two of you finished getting your groceries before heading back to your apartment hand in hand.

When you arrived you realized something was off. The brick outside your door had been kicked somewhat recently. To anyone else it would’ve been a coincidence, to you something was happening.

Placing a hand on Jason’s chest before he put the key in the lock you pointed towards the brick and he nodded. Maybe you were being paranoid, but both of you knew better than to brush something off as paranoia.

Ditching the groceries outside of your door Jason unlocked the door slowly and had taken his pistol out of the waistband of his pants. Pushing the door open slightly, Jason went in first with you closely behind, grabbing a fire poker from beside the door as you listened for any signs of intrusion. Then, you were surrounded.

“Put the gun down Jason.” A voice called out and you instantly recognized it as one of  the voices of your captors. “We have trained men outside your father’s house and we won’t hesitate to put a bullet in each of your family members brain.”

The members living in the Wayne household wouldn’t be there right now, you knew this for a fact as you had seen the Batmobile followed by a blur of motorcycles less than 5 minutes ago, but you couldn’t let them know that so Jason slowly complied.

“Good.” Your captor said. “Now, just hand over Y/V/N and we’ll be on our way.”

“You know I can’t do that.” Jason grunted stepping closer to you.

“Very well, guess we’re doing this the hard way.” He spoke and then came the dreaded words.

“schön” Your captor spoke.

“Blut”

“Weld”

“No!” you screamed clutching your head and falling to your knees.

“Gruselig” by now you stopped fighting your mind, the gears in your brain switching and your assassin persona beginning to take over.

“Tot”

“Blume” Before he could say the last word, Jason shot the man square in the forehead. Kneeling down next to your screaming form he wrapped his arms around you picking you up off the ground. “Come on baby, we gotta go” He whispered into your hair before practically dragging you down the stairs and into the car. “We’ll go somewhere safe.” “Jaybird, nowhere is safe with me.” You sobbed violently.

“I know a place.”

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You arrived at the manor shortly after. Jason made sure no one followed you and he led you to what you know as the batcave. You’d never met his family, you knew of them but they didn’t know you. You figured it was too dangerous as the more people who knew about you, the easier it would be to find you.

Bruce Wayne was sitting unmasked watching his eldest son be patched up by Alfred Pennyworth before he noticed Jason.

“Jason, who the hell is this?” He asked harshly standing up noticing your presence slightly behind Jason clutching onto his shoulder still trying to regain your composure.

“This is my significant other.” Jason said. “And before you yell, we’ve dated for two years you can trust them. They’re in trouble.” “What kind of trouble?”

“I can’t trust my own mind.” You whispered at the brooding man. “There are still people out there trying to get me to do their dirty work.” “Then don’t do it.” Damian Wayne spoke up coming into the light.

“It’s not as simple as that, there are words- they make me do things, make me do one’s bidding and I have no say. I need- I need help Bruce.” You stutter.

“Please Bruce, we need somewhere safe.” Jason pleads. Something you’d never seen him do before.

“You’ll be safe here.” Bruce responds with a nod.

“Thank you.”

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Different Kisses with Im Jaebum

Thanks for the request! GOT7 is a group very near and dear to me… one I spent 3 + years heavily obsessed with so it’s always fun for me to write them now, because during that time, I just didn’t? I dunno, but enough rambles, let’s get into kissing JB shall we?

Jaebum has the bad boy freak in the sheets persona that so many have given him, but to you, he’s actually the softest sweetheart of a boyfriend, with kisses that could melt you in 0.001 seconds.

First kiss:

Much like when Jaebum confessed his feelings for you, your first kiss was handled in the same manner. You could tell he was nervous, as he handed you a drink he’d gotten from the convenience store on your walk together, and for awhile you travelled in silence, him fiddling with his drink, whilst you tried to time taking sips of yours, wondering what he was going to launch at you and worrying he’d suddenly do it whilst you’re gulping back your beverage. It made you tense and he seemed to pick up on this emotion, rocking back a little on his heels and causing you to turn and look at him. He grabbed your hand and smiled; telling you how much he likes you, and how much he has wanted to do this to you for so long now. And before you could ask what this was, his lips were upon yours, soft yet exploring. It was longer than you expected, but not passionate, more hesitant and gentle. It made you smile against him, and Jaebum reciprocated this, drawing you in closer to him and now really making sure you knew how he felt towards you.

Public kisses:

Your first kiss was pretty much your only kiss out in public. Even though Jaebum loves you completely, being out in public stifles his strong skinship issues, and leaves you in the realm of holding hands. Admittedly at first you hadn’t expected him to be like this, given how much he had kissed you without a care of the others passing you by in the park that night, but you actually found his gentlemanly manners attractive, happy to know that when you were in a more private setting, that he would be all over you again. And so you treasured moments out together, because not only did you get to see him from a further distance than usual (please note he is still at your side but when you’re not wrapped up in someone, there is more space) which allowed you to soak in his details from different angles, and it excited you to acknowledge that you could only be out for so long, and you’d soon be able to be back in his arms.

Private kisses:

At home, Jaebum is completely different. He’s always on you, arms wrapped around your waist, following you around the house, laughing in your ear and just genuinely happy to be around you. You’re also both self sufficient, able to have your time to yourselves doing your own tasks, but Jaebum is the type to find reasons to come and be closer with you. If you’re working on some left over notes from work/study, he’ll move over to where you are with a notebook and pen, busying himself too. You’ll both shoot each other smiles, not phased to know what the other is doing, but happy for the company. In these moments, you equally distribute brief kisses, a reminder that you’re both there for each other. It’s a giddy feeling to be so in love, having the ability to reach over and place a chaste kiss on each other, and then return back to what you’re doing with a smile.

To make up for the little amount of kisses out in public, you receive a lot during your time at home, cooking and cleaning together with kisses in between. At night it’s common for you to cuddle up and watch movies or read on the couch, and these are your softest moments, both wrapped up in each other, being playful towards one another and lots of soft, lingering kisses. It’s easy for your attention to slip from what you doing and just becoming insanely immersed within Jaebum, surprising yourself when you found something new in the way his eyes were shaded, examining the angle of his nose and then kissing it, Jaebum scrunching it up at you and then launching his lips all over you. Laughter is such a huge element to your relationship and he loves hearing you so happy, making him hold you more tenderly, and kiss you with more passion.

Making out:

Yes it’s true this boy knows how to pleasure you. But he has many ways of doing this, sometimes he is dominant, and his passion can lead you both into a hot, fast, and rough world of sexual fantasies. But more often than that, you see the more sensual side to Jaebum. He knows just how to control you, how to make you squirm at the lightest of touches, how to make you moan out his name, all whilst still fully clothed. It’s almost like he’s a scientist, experimenting to find new cues from you, smirking his way along your body, his hands accompanying his arduous testing. He’s adept in causing you to become weak in the knees with just one look, and it’s usually you who fails to keep up with his teasing, to begin begging for more. Jaebum could happily make out with you all day long, bringing you close to the edge of no return, before backing right off, biting at his lips and smirking at your obvious upheaval. You are so gorgeous when you’re unhinged like this to him, and you’d think he’d want to take you right there and then. His sensual, longing behaviours always have you on high alert, because they’re complete torment, especially when he’s got his mind set on how things are going to go.

Although he likes the control factor, he’s equally surprised and accommodating when you express your obvious desires for him first, his smirks aren’t there, but his teasing words are, asking if you really can’t control yourself and have to have him right now. He’ll oblige of course, sucking at your neck and upper chest as you dictate the course of your more intimate moment, lots of hard kisses followed by an abundance of soft, sensual nips and licks at your body.

Last remark for this section haha remark – love bites. Jaebum’s biggest kink is leaving his mark all over you. He’s got a bit of a possessive streak when it comes to you. Not in a negative, controlling way, but he likes knowing your body is his, and his only. And leaving a trail of his marks on you is a way to know just how much he loves you, and you appreciate being only his too.

Morning kisses:

You’re more prompt at getting up in the mornings. Jaebum isn’t so interested in moving when he first opens his eyes, and so there can be a bit of bickering in the mornings, you telling him you have to get to work/school and him not accepting this as a response. When Jaebum first wakes up, he’s incredibly soft and enamoured by you, chuckling at how awful your hair is. To you, this can make you whine, which he was aiming for, he loves teasing you, because you look so beautiful in whatever form you come in. It surprises him to not find anything about you unattractive, even when you have a birds nest on your head. But before you can do anything about it, he’s thrown himself over you, pinning you to the bed under him and is refusing you to get up, no matter what complaint you give him. You even once tried to tell him you needed the bathroom and he told you that sheets are washable; he’s so stubborn and unromantic at times. But he’ll always back his bluntness up with soft, sweet kisses over the bridge of your nose and cheeks, forehead and all the way down to your jawline. He purposely leaves out your lips just to mess with you, smiling widely when he sees you pouting and then presses his mouth upon yours, silencing any of your residual nagging about starting the day. And you almost forget until the second alarm goes off, telling you that you’re now going to be late if you don’t move it. Jaebum hates that second alarm so much that he snuck into your phone to disarm it once, and now you’ve created it specifically for him, using a couple of lines from Dream High 2 on repeat as the alarm tone. That gets him up out of bed quick smart, and you’re gripping at your phone, thankful it saved the day, but also worrying that he’s going to grab it and throw it away sometime soon. Love and war go hand in hand in the morning with Im Jaebum.

Making up:

Jaebum has a temper; you know it exists, but he’s also so blunt and honest, that fighting between you rarely occurs because you both try to not allow anything to build into a problem. But when it does, it’s like you forgot how bad it truly gets, he’s so worked up, yelling at you, making it worse by adding in things that he’s clearly not let go of like you have, and is convinced you’re out to destroy what you have. He’s so petty when you fight, unable to clearly think straight because he’s so furious that you’ve started something up and upset him. He’s not going to stop and think about how you’re crying during these moments, because he’s too worked up in his own feelings, sometimes going as far as to feel like you’re inflicting this pain on him, and it’s not a mutual effort. He’s blind to how you’re now shaking and not responding in the argument, and most likely you will try to leave, him screaming at you that you’re not done fighting yet, but you yourself are more than done.

It can take days to recover from these outbursts and a lot of it is down to you both needing to think internally about what the real problem is, and how you’re both going to fix it.

There’s no apology kisses, it’s more of a sweeping under the rug initially. You will address the problem, but for Jaebum he needs to feel the connection first, because it’s been so lost between you for days now. He’s focussed on kissing you, exploring you, remembering how you taste again because he’s so worried you’ve somehow changed. It’s a relief when you haven’t, and that you kiss him back with just as much demand, sometimes silently picking you up and taking you down to your bedroom and exploring every inch of you. Out of everyone I’ve written for, Jaebum is the most likely to have make up sex after arguments, not because it fixes the problem, but because he craves a full connection with you again.

Crown kisses:

You often go into Jaebum’s music room and find him working away on his songs, the boy barely noticing your arrival when he’s immersed in his work. In these moments, his dedication is truly admirable and you cannot help throwing your arms around the back of his chair and onto him, kissing the top of his head. And it won’t be long until he’s turning around to face you, wrapping his own arms around your waist and relishing in the affection you’re giving him, burying himself into you. He loves it when you kiss the top of his head, although when you first did it, he was embarrassed because it seemed so odd to him to receive a kiss like that from anyone but his mother. But now he had another beautiful woman in his world and he cherished these kisses like no other.

Stressed kisses:

When Jaebum is stressed, he’s like a small child. Fragile, and lost, his eyes narrowed as his mind races to try and keep up with everything, to find what priority needs to come first and how to solve whatever is stressing him out. And you’ve learned he needs some time at first, because he does like to internalise, and he does like to come to conclusions himself. Although he is very open with you, and tells you everything, when he’s stressed, you know if you rush him, he’ll get impatient and closed off from you. And so you wait, hoping that he’ll solve it himself. But there are times where the problem is just too big for him alone, and he gets too emotional and self critical, beating himself up for not catching this problem when it was smaller and more manageable. This is where he needs you the most in your relationship, as a sounding board for the issues, and to try and help him through, like he always does for you when you’re struggling. Unlike you, who turned to him at the drop of the hat, Jaebum has an ego that prevents him from unleashing everything on you, wanting to be the man who solves problems. It’s not a sexist belief entirely, he knows your advice is second to none, but he struggles with being weak in front of you, wanting to be your strong, protective boyfriend at all costs. Crying in front of you is the worst thing he can do, and so that’s another reason why he avoids it until he can no longer, and those stupid tears fall without his request, frustrating him further. You try your best to not make a big deal out of him, even though you just want to envelope him in your arms and coddle him, to tell him it’s going to be okay. In those moments, simply holding him and kissing him lightly without any words is enough to bring him down from his emotional state, Jaebum gripping at you to steady himself, embarrassed that he cried, but also so thankful that it was you comforting him. Once he’s calmer, you can then talk out the problem, little kisses along the way to reassure him that you’re here for him no matter what.

Night kisses:

Last kiss! Like Daehyun, I had to add this in here for Jaebum as well. Because at night Jaebum is the most sincere and raw that you will ever see him be. After the daily grind is over and you are both in each other’s arms in bed, he’ll use this time to tell you everything on his mind, how much he treasures you for accepting his heart, how he cannot wait for you to be a Mum to more than just your cats, how one day he’ll make you the most beautiful bride. And you have never felt so speechless in your life during these sessions, amazed at how deep he feels for you, how expanse his future visions are for you both, and not wanting to hold back, in case they didn’t come into fruition like you sometimes did. You were certain he would make them happen just because he believes you and him are for ever. It was magical to have someone so invested into you, knowing you were in him too and just expressing those feelings is enough to have you finding his mouth with demand, deepening the kiss for a bit before ending it with a final graze of your lips on his. You can see how much he loves you during these moonlit experiences, and how much he cherishes having you in his world. Because of these moments together, falling asleep is always easy, his voice in your ear as he lightly kisses it, lulling you to sleep, to dream of the future you both want to greet when the time arrives.

 Someone call the doctor (Hwang of course) because I think I forgot to breathe again. Jaebum is honestly so hardworking in whatever he does, and his honesty and comfortable nature within his own skin is so attractive, that anyone lucky to be spoilt with his love is going to die a happy, beautiful death.

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Other GOT7 members:  Mark // Jaebum // Jackson // Jinyoung // Youngjae // Yugyeom

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GOT7: Im Jaebum - Inner Planet Natal Chart Reading

💕Hello! It’s my obligated duty as a Capricorn to talk about other Capricorns! So today, we’ll be looking at another Capricorn-- Im Jaebum from GOT7! I was contemplating whether or not I’ll do an overview or a inner planet natal reading, but I figured-- eh, I might as well go full out! 

This will tie in somewhat to my earlier SVT series since I touched on Joshua’s Capricorn-Capricorn, Seungkwan Capricorn-Virgo and now Jaebum’s Capricorn-Taurus (see: link in note at the end on how to find your own decans).

 I hope this gives you insight onto how he behaves/reacts! You don’t have to read the previous posts to understand this. I hope you enjoy the read!

@somewhere-inwonderland​, sorry it’s been so long but I finally got around to doing a reading for him! Thanks for requesting it in, this was super fun to do! I hope this does him justice! 💕

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💕disclaimer: i’m not claiming to be an expert astrologer nor do I know these people personally. These are my interpretations and how they’re working based on my experiences/studies on them. Everyone has different opinions/studies in astrology, please be mindful of others and all interpretation/experiences is valid to an extent. However, feel free to make your own post or skip if you strongly disagree. There might be inaccuracy and difference in opinions. But the point of this post is to entertain and relate. I’m hoping to help people with similar experiences and get people excited about astrology. Also, since we don’t know most of their birth times, I’m using the standard 12.00pm💕

Im Jaebum (JB) January 6, 1994 (Goyang, Gyeonggi-do, South Korea) 

Capricorn Sun - 2nd Decan (ruled by Venus/Taurus)

I’ve been talking about quite a few Capricorns these past few days, it’s only right that I finally get to talk about the last of the Capricorn decan -- Capricorn influenced by Taurus/Venus !

People say Capricorns are bland and boring but honestly there’s so many different types and tonality to a Capricorn they can’t just be grouped into those adjectives. 

Capricorns influenced by Venus are one of the most alluring decans Capricorns can be in. Those blessed by the planet of social relations are full of charm, and even in their native form they exude the type of charisma and comforting serenity to them that it’s hard for others not to like them.

In fact, Capricorns in the Taurus decans are usually very magnetic people. They don’t tend to be overtly aware of the effect they have on those around them, but they can often find themselves drawing eyes where-ever they go. 

Their quiet nature are often seen in one of the most favorable light, honest and naturally charming they usually have a youthful look to them. A childish, innocent aura no matter how old they get.

They’re dependable, sure. And are often reliable people, but they’re not afraid to show that they have some vulnerabilities to them. (often unexpectedly, as in when they let their guards down)

In fact they often take advantage of it, instead of seeing their softer sensitive side as something they have to guard/hide, they’re much more laid back in terms of allowing people to help them than other Capricorn decans. (There’s complications to this, see later)

These people often feels like a kid at heart. At their core, they cry easily when they feel like they’re not being supported. 

Despite trying to carry the load by themselves, and the usual Capricorn ‘facade’ -- they are the types who are much more willing to open up genuinely to other people than their other Decan counterparts once they get past the initial struggle of figuring themselves out, whether or not they want anyone to help them or not (This is just something all Capricorns have to go through). 

There’s still a sense of mystery to the Capricorn natives, but Capricorn Taurus trusts are much more welcoming and accepting of others. There’s a warmth to them that Taurus brings, different from a Capricorn-Virgo decan that relies on Mercury to facilitate intimacy through forms of intellectual balance. Capricorn Taurus trust for the sake of intimacy, and they’re often very caring and comforting people to be around.

You can’t deny that underneath all his ‘strong, cool’ persona there’s an innate gentleness to his charm. Like a shyness and a deep-rooted devotion in him for the people he cares about/let in. 

Capricorn-Taurus are almost unshakable when they set out for something. Whether it’s about their own opinion (incredibly stubborn) their sense of self or their trust on someone. Although they can be shy and appear sort of nervous when they first start letting someone through, you can be sure that somewhere along the line that devotion will turn in a long-lasting fidelity they’ll have for the person. 

Comparative to other Capricorn decans, Capricorn-Taurus are also much more optimistic and less weighed down than Capricorn-Capricorns or Capricorn-Virgos. While others might exercise caution that turns self-destructive tendencies (chronic isolation-habits, distrust of anyone, hyper-critical and suspicious of anyone who approaches them) -- Capricorn-Taurus are one of the most social of the bunch (Venus rules social relationship)

Although they’re quiet, they easily enjoy being surrounded by others. They don’t necessarily need to talk (responsive like Capricorn-Virgo Decans) but they want to feel accepted and just --‘let be’, in the groups of people they’re surround themselves with. Most of the time, it’s very homebody-attitude, they’d rather fall into comfortable familiar habit with someone than -- y know, verbally changing it up all the time. 

Taurus is the youngest of the earth signs. They’re easily appeased by Things (food, immediate gratifications, hugs, spontaneous physical contact) but with Capricorn being one of the oldest signs, they also have heightened sense of responsibility and ambitions about them.

Capricorn-Taurus are big aimers, they don’t necessarily have to know what they’re aiming for or if it’s possible. But generally, they’re not satisfied unless they have a goal/drive. The combination of the goat and the bull makes them a consistent and steady climber, a feet-on-the-ground but eyes-on-the-prize type of person. No one really knows what’s at the summit, but they’re the kind of person who would climb for the sake of reaching that top and then take it from there. 

They’re not one to -- over-worry or over-work themselves unnecessarily, in fact Taurus gives them a pretty good balance of common sense (what they can do/achieve) and relaxation. They know how to indulge in their breaks, and knows when to stop working. One of the things that allows them to make time for social interaction at all is this easy-going, laid back but balanced (disciplined) manner they have with themselves and their own mental health. 

Capricorn-Taurus might also tend to put social relationship as one of their top priorities unlike Capricorn-Capricorn who puts tradition, principle and fidelity (concepts) to the fore front. Capricorn-Taurus cares for the people they actually know. Family, friends and lovers are important. And the things they do, they consider and try to support those people around them.

To them, it’s all about balance. Between self-independence and goals while simultaneously learning how to be a good support system/be there for others around them. They’re not the type to ditch people (unless they have something else in their chart that indicates it) 

Although one thing to make note of is that they’re usually the most stubbornly tight-lipped out of all the other Capricorn decans. They’re extremely uncommunicative when it comes to their feelings unless they learn how.  

Most of the time, Taurus makes their love so deeply rooted and devoted the Capricorn self-restraint keeps them from ever speaking about it. They feel like they exude this love, this gentleness that they can often feel like verbally communicating it, is an entirely different, foreign language to them. 

Love to them comes physically, and in the context of time, devotion, actions and auras. So talking or stating how they feel about others might take some time because they have to learn how.

It’s sort of like, trying to be ambidextrous? They’ve learnt how to show their affection physically since they’re a child (imagine being right-handed) that learning a different component of showing the same kind of love can feel awkward to them (learning how to be left-handed).

Unlike Capricorn-Virgo who can become verbally communicative (but tsundere) about it, or Capricorn-Capricorn who just-- states things without emotions sometimes (doesn’t mean they don’t feel emotions, just that they don’t want to burden others with their emotions) -- Capricorn-Taurus are usually in a very awkward in-between where they feel like they have this potential and expectancy of themselves, to be fluent and good at communicating their love verbally too (because they do feel all that love and it needs to be externalized) yet at the same time, they lack practice.

What makes Jaebum such a good leader is his striving nature. Capricorn-Taurus are set to pursue whatever it is they made their mind up to. Once they make it a goal, they’ll aim for it and won’t stop no matter the set back. 

Capricorn Sun makes him extremely resourceful, and having that Taurus decan working for him makes him good at flipping a bad situation to stabilize the whole team (optimism and realism). No matter how ‘world ending’ a situation can be, he’s the type to tell others ‘its ok, we’ll keep trying’ -- a natural fighter, but in a grounded and stable way. 

He definitely needs space, since Capricorn does tend to make him need his time away from others. Usually, it’s with people who are too nosy or Air/Fire signs who pushes and pushes too much into his business. He likes his independency, yet at the same time doesn’t like to admit his weaknesses/vulnerabilities. 

Although he knows that he craves intimacy to others and the only way to show people he cares is to let his guards down. His Capricorn remains stubbornly fixed on maintaining a facade in front of others, and it lead to becoming a defense-mechanism that might cause him misunderstanding or appearing ‘two-faced’/’cares only for his statues’ when he’s with people he truly cares about. (He does it to protect himself/them that it becomes misunderstood instead. Can often feel like being stabbed in the back from the person you’re protecting. ) 

Watch for being stuck in a relationship that may be toxic, more so than the person, he himself can be fixed in trying to work the relationship alone. Like all the other fixed-signs, he can try to maintain a failing relationship just because he’s devoted himself to it already (emotional intensity/commitment).   

Aspects

Sun (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Mercury (Capricorn)

He possesses great mental prowess, often times a great and eloquent conversationalist and leader. His voice and his sense of self aligns, making him seem reliable and dependable.

Has great magnetism and power in the way he talks. People listen and feel awestruck by him. He can be soothing but also commanding.

A direct talker and thinker, he comes across as someone honest and honorable. What he says holds weight to whoever is listening. 

However, he tends to be an over-thinker, and a bit of an over-worrier. His pride lies on his mental and verbal capabilities, takes on responsibilities so seriously that he can often feel like he’s disappointing people around him (even though he’s just disappointed in himself).

This might be his downfall considering he probably goes back and hits himself over everything he says, because he thought he could’ve done better.

Watch for self-decrepitation or destructive behaviour that comes from self-doubt or frustration at not being ‘enough’ or ‘doing enough’. He often feels like he has to be more, prove more and has to be accepted/loved by everyone.   

He causes himself worries over the future and tends to stress himself out, even on things that hasn’t even happened yet. 

Because he puts the weight of those who are depending, on him on his own shoulders. He likes to ‘hard carry’ everyone. 

It might become a habit, and therefore it’s much more detrimental to him than anyone else. His biggest pride is also his biggest downfall, doesn’t know how to let anyone else in.

Incredibly stubborn on his performance and perception of himself, his self-worth is tied to his mental fortitude/ability to ‘wow’ others. Incredible hard to let his guards down, and doesn’t really know how to let others support him back.  

On a lighter note, he’s extremely humorous. Often witty and takes alot of care/pride in cheering other people up due to his quips and humor, he can tend to feel hurt easily (gets whiney/sulky) if he feels he’s not heard or ignored. Especially if he made a ‘funny joke’ and tends to look for others for validation (can even point it out blatantly ‘look at what I did’ looking for some praise-- which is, endearing.)

When he’s talking to people he’s comfortable with, on a topic that he’s interested in he can become very expressive and animated. He doesn’t like being made fun of for that, since his joy and sense of self can come across looking very pure, naive and sometimes childish. Despite how his facade makes him ‘mature’ -- he really is more childish at heart.

Humorously, unless the conversation is about him he doesn’t really care for it. Can have a dramatic, often ‘me-first’ attitude (Sun) towards conversations (Mercury). Likes talking about himself best. 

Sun (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Venus (Capricorn)

His sense of self (Sun) is tied to his social relationships (Venus). Again, it can be a double edge sword especially since Capricorn (in both planet) places an emphasis on fidelity, responsibilities and establishing a long-term relationships with others.

Even when the relationship might be taking advantage of him, or even if he’s uncomfortable in the relationship -- devotion and fidelity might sometimes be enough to keep him tied in it anyways. 

He can also often feels like he has to carry over the burden of others along with him, and tends to worry about things he usually isn’t responsible for. Underdeveloped Capricorns finds it hard to say no to people when they come to them for help, even when they don’t have the resources to spare. This can lead him into a lot of stress/worries in disappointing others, and therefore-- more self-destructive behaviors.

Because he’s so naturally well-liked, and gifted in appeasing others, people come to him in flocks. He’s admirable and honorable, and often draws the awe of everyone else around him to him.

Has a gift for mediating and being diplomatic, but often times it can feel stifled or dogmatic in his approach. Because his Venus is in Capricorn, he ‘reviews’ the overall objectivity of the fight (whether it was a valid thing to fight over in the first place) to be the deciding factor sometimes. Can have a hard time not upsetting one-side because he doesn’t really know how to deal with emotional-fights, or one based on subjectivity. 

He relies alot on people coming to him, and often doesn’t really know how to pursue other people. He can often find himself confused whether or not he is actually, genuinely attracted to someone for who they are, or just because they like him, that makes him automatically likes them.

The lines between what he actually looks for in his friend groups, or people he surrounds himself with can be blurred. And he may find himself in people who are just sucking up to him or looking to take advantage of him. 

Sun (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Mars (Capricorn)

Work comes first above all. He’s strongly disciplined and possesses great self-restraint. In fact, he does fantastic in his roles and job that he’s often promoted and trusted to do more. He thrives on an environment that is structured (JYP is pretty big, and well established) and often very adept at climbing the ladder. 

He feels he can control this part of his life (which is so important to Capricorns) the self-restraint his Capricorn has truly comes in handy when he needs to abstinence himself from some kind of pleasure (which-- he takes pleasure in abstinence himself). 

He feels like he’s truly working hard to make his goals/achievements come true, and when he’s given the opportunity to face challenges- he does so with willingness and a spirited direction. 

It’s truly passionate person that comes from a place of deeply productive energy. 

A balanced mix of feminine and masculine energy, often times he tends to overdo the masculine part just a bit. But it’s forced the feminine part of himself into being hurt, he should just let himself be sometimes. 

Sun (Capricorn) - Sextile - Jupiter (Scorpio)

He likes to help others, whether it’s sunbae or hoobaes. Often times he’s very generous and would willingly go out of his way to make first impressions on someone.

He especially enjoys guiding others or assisting those around him, being helpful or seen as a dependable person is important to him.

Capricorn and Scorpio here makes one seek to be reliable in both their internal and external environment, what this means in combination to Jupiter is that he wants to be seen this way. 

He wants others to feel like they can depend on him because he is internally stable (Scorpio), but also wants others to see him directing and organizing his external environment as well (Capricorn). He wants to be seen as truly a calm and controlled, balanced and stable person. 

Generally very well-liked by other people, and enjoys hanging out with friends. Outside of his professional setting, he’s a popular person. 

Sun (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Uranus (Capricorn)

He feels himself obstructed or contained inside of traditions. Often times, it’s a confinement he can work by. He sometimes agrees with it, or sees it as ‘acceptable’-- he works hard under the social construct of what’s ‘traditionally acceptable’.

Yet there’s also part of him that questions some of the harsher aspect of it. He can’t help but admire those who possess an unconventional mind, and likes to assist them in navigating how to become accepted even to the conservatives. 

Sun (Capricorn) - Conjunct -Neptune (Capricorn)

He often has big dreams, and big intuitions. Often times he has great sense for what’s going to happen, and can sympathize greatly with people. 

He possesses a big heart, and often very comforting to be around. He’s easily moved or touched by others but might have a hard time expressing it.

His sentiments are often slow, not very showy but very touching. He feels touched by others often, and tries his best to make sure they know he sincerely appreciates him.

To him, supporting and loving those around him is so important. He’s genuinely happy for people he’s close to for achieving their dreams, the type of person who’s just--- genuinely happy for others without feeling any kind of jealousy for their personal achievements. He’s proud of them. 

Scorpio Moon - (0′ degrees) 

His Moon (depending on his birth time) might have been in Libra, but without an accurate time, he possesses a Scorpio Moon. In this post we’ll take into consideration how Libra might play into his Moon as well. And his overall personality in the process. 

Social relationship is so important to him, it cannot be understated. Coming from the earlier Capricorn-Taurus and combining his Scorpio Moon, he often finds himself drawn to try and reconnect himself with others around him.

His emotions are deep and sensitive, often possessing an abundance of intensity that he finds it hard to control. Often times, with the combination of Capricorn needing external stabilization and Scorpio needing internal stabilization, everything can sort of feel like it’s melting or breaking out of control all the time.

He either deals with stress very well or he doesn’t at all, there’s not a lot of in-between here. For others, he can always put on a brave face and has an incredibly steady hands. But internally, he might find himself repressing his emotions more often than not.

He knows this, and it weighs on him more so than any other combination. Without stabilization inside or outside of himself, he can often feel like he’s constantly swinging from a pendulum, from one extreme to another.

Thats why he seeks out others, he possesses so much strength and self-restraint. A formidable giant. 

But when the time comes, when he can relax and let himself be -- there’s so much emotion and suppressed thoughts inside of himself that it can come gushing out in floods of vulnerabilities.

Wants someone there who can truly care and support him, even when he’s feeling weak. He doesn’t ever want to be seen as weak but he knows there’ll be instances where he has to be, and he doesn’t ever want to be defined by his softer side constantly.

Wants to be seen for his duality, his tough exterior and his soft delicate emotions-- and accepted for it. You know, normalize it? But in a very sincere and honest way. 

Often, he’s much like a gentle giant who only wishes to protect and be loved at the same time.

Possesses great analytical skills, in fact he possesses great strength and intensity in his emotional response alone it can be hard for him to even trust someone up close (because he’s constantly analyzing them and he can’t stop).

He feels drawn to those who are more emotionally in-tune or sensitive. Although he’s awkward with his affection, he does his best to receive affection from them and protect them.  

Has deep romanticism in him, and alot of sentimentality. He devotes himself to someone, he does it entirely. There’s no holding back with him, he wants to experience everything with his partner. 

May sometimes dream or get very whimsical for the idea of a perfect partner, romantically or platonically. He might feel bouts of loneliness on the inside if he doesn’t truly ‘have’ someone with him. He seeks people who can perhaps handle all the emotional intensity he has inside of him. 

He wants to pursue others and want others to appreciate all the effort he puts into it (because it doesn’t come easy to him at all). With so much power and love to give, if he truly settles for someone who he feels secure enough with-- he wants to be obsessed with them to the point where they feel flattered by it (not in a creepy way, just in a way that he wants to learn all their tics and traits, wants to be ‘their ultimate best friend’ or someone they can be proud of, he wants his effort to be reciprocated.)

When his emotions are hurt, he can tend to have a very critical and sharp tongue. He lashes out emotionally, more so than any level-headed open minded approach. He says things he knows would hurt the other person the most, even when he actively tries to hold himself back. 

His insecurities often turns to suspicion of people, and that can lead him to under-appreciating them or hurting them intentionally to test them. 

Often appears emotionally ‘cool’ or mysterious to those who truly doesn’t know him, he seems level-headed but actually loses his temper pretty easily. Has a cool, restrained kind of anger to him. 

Because of his Capricorn and Scorpio in his chart, there’s a struggle that feels more of like a brawl most of the time. One side has to be smacked down for the other to reign victorious. It’s like a pendulum, again. 

His intellect/principle (Capricorn) and emotions (Scorpio) are often clashing. None of these signs wants to lose to each other, and they both exude a stronger sense of masculinity for him on the external front (even though they’re both feminine). 

He may seem emotionally distanced, or personally detached from others-- most of it’s due to his own internal problems.  

At this point, it wouldn’t even be called inner tension. Instead of just the normal push and pull, tug of war or tightening of the corset. Jaebum’s internal self/emotions often either feels like a complete meltdown or a god walking through the burning flames of hell going ‘this is fine’. 

Whichever sides wins at the moment, the other side will get up again and fight continues. This might also be because it’s at a 0′degree (Scorpio Moon) so he has to constantly relearn and grow from the experience over and over again.

Other than that, he’s actually a really soft and sensitive person when he lets himself be. He’s naturally perceptive to others, and can handle all kind of emotional stress/duress from others. His depth of emotional intensity allows him to handle others well, yet at the same time it always feels like he’s caught off guard by his own emotions/internal development.

In tune with his own emotions, but whether or not he’ll actually express it is another matter entirely. 

Considering how he’s both dramatic and intensely critical he is at the same time, it can be his biggest downfall (doesn’t know how to accept vulnerabilities within himself without feeling like he’s publicly embarrassed himself. Even between private manners.) 

Aspects

Moon (Scorpio) -Trine- Saturn (Aquarius) 

He sometimes has (what he considers ‘insane’) thoughts of just letting it all go. Not in terms of duties or responsibilities, but his idea of ‘relaxing’ or ‘letting lose’ is more about indulgent in being less traditional. 

He thinks it’s absolutely insane to just-- idealize things or let himself go with hypothetical thoughts sometimes. When dreamier placements like Pisces or Taurus brings up the idea of an idealized world, he likes to fuel into this imagination. (gosh you can tell how rigid he is sometimes even with all the sentimentality he has)

His Scorpio Moon makes him find joy in indulging them, creating a structure and some resemblance of reality for them, while his Aquarius Saturn makes him come up with ideas for an generation that lives in such world.

It’s alot like-- world creating/building? (such a Capricorn/Aquarius thing) Because he finds it so hard to lose control, the most optimistic he can let his emotions go is to this extent. Idealizing ideas, and to a certain extent, entertaining semi-believable thoughts. 

Despite possessing alot of intuition and want inside of him (Sun-conjunct-Neptune/Uranus) he doesn’t like his feelings being out of control. 

In fact he tends to repress them more and more in his daily life. He feels like if he loses control, it’ll break down all his credits, his reputation, his respectability. It’s usually not the case, but he’s paranoid about it. Over-dramatic, but also intensely critical. 

Capricorn Mercury - 2nd Decan (ruled by Venus/Taurus)

Again, he thinks a lot about others around him. But in this sense, he’s consciously aware of it.

He works best when there’s people around him, people supporting him. He wants love and he wants possession over those love. He wants it in tangible matter, fan letters, fan gifts and small projects of dedication (birthday projects/donations), he keeps them close and reminds himself everyday that he is loved.

In fact, he’s so fucking hard on himself naturally from his Capricorn placements and Scorpio moon that he truly sees his relationship as something that’s saved him. It’s his reason to move, the reason to get up every morning. He truly feels like it owes it to everyone else, who made him who he is today-- to continue fighting for them.

He’s merely a vessel in the overall scale of things, his disciplined nature and all his efforts are just the middle-man for realizing the fan’s ideal into the world. He gives-- so much, back to the world. Words really cannot understate how much he cares about others. To the point where he’s humbly careless about himself.

Sometimes he’s riddled with so much self-decrepitating thoughts, he sees himself only for his worst self. And constantly blames himself. He  everyone else who loves and supports him on a pedestal instead. 

Whenever he feels down, he probably pulls out letters just to read them over and over again. So he can feel less lonely, less fucked up than how he is. 

Although I doubt he does this often anymore, when he faces hardship this probably happens alot to fuel him to work even harder. To remind himself that, in that point in time, someone truly appreciates what he does. And it does matter. It does impact someone other than him and that-- is enough to keep him moving forward. 

His mind reads impressions off of people, Capricorns are so observative and astute when it comes to taking care of the people around them. 

The reason they feel like they’re not doing enough is because there’s dissatisfaction from the world around them, and they soak in these emotions all day every day. They’re almost like-- Pisces in a way. But in a way that they take it as it is and work with it. 

So just, when there’s a moment in time; that’s captured. Where someone is just-- so genuinely happy he’s here; doing things, expressing their sincerest whole hearted support for him, the impression is so much more important for him.

It can almost be a life changing experience the first time he receives that kind of validation. It’s truly amazing, when they stop in a single moment to just breath and look around them and realize that wow, they’ve changed someone’s life. 

That minuscule impression, that moment in time where they might’ve influenced someone for the better. That means the world to them. 

He’s not the type to dwell, but I wanted to touch on the vulnerable moment in a Capricorn’s shield. 

There’s so much emphasis earlier on his internal conflict, this Capricorn Mercury truly is the main mastermind in how his Sun and the rest of his chart becomes so Capricorn heavy. It controls everything in his life, makes things 1000x harder for him. 

But at the same time, it’s how he’s lived and how he feels pleasure from living his life. It’s how he’s going to achieve success-- his way, and sometimes that path isn’t going to be easy (he doesn’t want it any other way anyways). 

Aspects

Mercury (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Venus (Capricorn)

He strives to bring others together, often time by mediating between people. He knows when a situation is going to go wary and what to do to stop it. 

He uses himself as a shield to protect others, his instinct is to keep a cool, calm level-headedness at all times. 

He’s perceptive, and would most likely-- after the conflict is avoided, look back at the person he’s protecting and give a subtle ‘you ok?’ 

He’s so quick on picking up on cues and scrutinizing others, he’s naturally guarded and protecting others is something he feels-- he can show his dedication to them, shielding them from harm. It’s how he shows he cares and that he loves someone.   

He doesn’t make a big deal out of it, allows his actions to speak louder than words. 

At the same time, he leaves it at that. He takes your word just as it is, if you say you’re ok. It’s not because he’s detached, it’s just that he trusts you. If you truly need someone to talk or make sure you’re ok, he trusts that you’ll come to him and be honest about it.   

Mercury (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Mars (Capricorn)

His mind and his actions are aligned, he often possesses great power to accomplish his goals. In a way, his Scorpio Moon would benefit from this too. 

Although it’s not directly correlated, he feels like his internal struggle, his emotional ones can be pushed forward through his actions. In combination to his Capricorn it makes him formidable. He’s an unmovable shield for his teammate, and a great power to push them up from.

If anyone ever needs his reassurance, that he won’t ever let any of their fucks up -- no matter how bad of a fuck up they might have made -- make them feel like he values them any less. He won’t drop them, he’s a steady presence that’ll stand by them and support them. Even if he has to discipline them in a gentle manner (Taurus Decan). 

 He cares for others and it shows. He’ll speak up about it, although he’ll feel more comfortable showing that he cares than actually speaking about it-- especially in terms of feelings.

He’ll speak about it in a way that’s very direct, straight-forward. But it might seem kind of detached, or more like-- someone older/more experienced looking after someone younger. 

Mercury (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Uranus (Capricorn)

He’s sociable, yet at the same time ingenious. He often tries to break free from the mold, and feels inspired by others around him. 

He enjoys company from people who are also hoping to change the world in some way. He likes the thrill it gives him, a little rebellious side to his nature. 

He feels engaged intellectually, feels like it brings a purpose to his nature. 

He often tries to contribute his strengths, whether or not that means his actual strength (active/physicality) or just his level-headedness. He tries to be anything that they might need, and he knows he can do .  

Mercury (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Neptune (Capricorn)

He finds it easy to be creative, he often takes action/initiation over his own work and his artistry. 

He finds it thrilling to his personal sense of self (Sun) that he gets to express himself this way, he has a natural inclinations for the arts. 

Capricorn Venus - 2nd Decan (ruled by Venus/Taurus)

You would think he’s soft and gushy, and he is! But he’s so much more than that.

The way he shows his love, is kind of different but really in line with who he constructed himself to be on the surface.

I’ve put so much emphasis on him being ‘seen’ a certain way throughout the post, and also a lot on ‘possessing’ a certain trait and ‘obsession’ (see: tendency to blame himself) It’s all because Capricorn, Scorpio and Taurus all talks about similar things and that all points to scrambling to gain some sort of ‘Control’.

‘Control’ for him comes in form of constructing himself, constructing a shield in order to stop ‘obsessing’ over his faults and hyper-fixating his ‘habits’ (self-destruction, needing validation, feeling lonely/isolated). He keeps an inventory on his pros and cons (his traits) in terms of ‘possessing’ certain things to be proud of (’imagine’ regulation or ‘shield’ maintenance). 

His pride/ego/sense of self (Sun) and how he views or feel about himself (Moon and Mercury respectably) is all tied to this-- obsessive habit he has of constantly accounting his possession in order to feel some kind of self-worth within himself. 

He’s not vain at all. He’s just trying to find something to be proud of and to call his own. Something he can stand by indefinitely.

It’s a cautionary warning for those who has alot of Capricorn in them, but also an abundance of the sister signs -- Scorpio and Taurus. The way he goes about things can become an overabundance on it, all under the tonality of Capricorn which makes it all the more harder. 

If you think about it, he has an emphasis of Saturn over everything in his chart. And then you have Mars and Pluto, and Venus working at the same time. There’s bound to be some clash within himself, but through it-- alot of internal change and turmoil.

That’s four opposing forces trying to fit in together. Saturn and Pluto might have similarities, but you can also see it as the planet of trying to find long term stability and hardship, meeting the planet of turmoil, change and transformation. And Venus and Mars finding the find some sort of balance between each other, but with Saturn and Pluto taking precedent they end up in a wrestling match most of the time. 

So just-- keep that in mind when thinking about all this. I figured that, I should explain it at some point. And since I did talk about the softer light of Capricorn Mercury earlier I felt I needed to expand more on this as well. 

Now, onto the part about his Capricorn Venus:    

He’s kind of a slow and steady person, but once he decides on something he absolutely devotes to it. The initial state of making a decision isn’t really the biggest factor for him, he can make a decision pretty easily.

Capricorn Venus tends to have criteria they’ve already set for what it is they’re evaluating, if everything ‘feels’ right and is ticked off (simple things: like integrity, respectability, dedication) -- the part they’re truly dedicated to is the showing that they care part-- it comes afterwards. 

He puts in so much effort into seeing his dreams created, his dreams come to life. He wants to see his artistry become something that withstand time.

The decision wasn’t hard, the hardest part was the path. That’s truly what it’s like to really understand a Capricorn Venus. 

Not really one to put it out there, but there’s a sense within them that goes ‘alright, let’s do it’ and they shift gears towards pursuing those goals.

Hard work isn’t something they cower from, instead they encourage it. They want to feel like they’ve achieved something from it, like they’re truly worthy of the reward at the end of their victory (success/reputation/praise) 

It’s like-- winning a medal isn’t really worth it if you’re naturally gifted for it y know? Winning a medal is only worth it if they put in work, if they felt that grind, if they’ve shared that experience with those around them and truly-- be adored for it at the end.  

It’s the support, the camaraderie that comes with it that truly matters. To Capricorn Venus, it really is the journey that matters most.

They’re often not very vocal about their wants or needs, but they’re the type to be pretty direct once prompted. Like, they wouldn’t start a conversation about it but they would reply pretty honestly. 

If the subject something about work/objectively they’re trying to gain something from it, they’ll often just-- stare really hard until the other person become self-aware and asks them themselves.

They know they’re not good at conversation, which is why they rely on others to instigate it for them. Contrary to like-- being a cardinal sign, he does things more through actions than words. 

Honestly though let the boy sing! He has such great potential for it and he truly would’ve liked to be a great vocal at some point (acknowledged for it) y know? 

With Taurus influencing his love for artistry he wants to become an accomplished singer by like-- some point in his career. 

He’s actually quite studious and takes training very seriously, like he’s good at it. He’s good at theory and practice, and he actually gets things pretty fast.

In fact he can be so perceptive of like-- subtle cues or hint that he just lends a hand to others (people he cares about) as well. He’s observative, and then he kind of just-- explains it to those around him. 

A bit of an individual study kind of person, he needs time to grow into something or learn something. The way he does it best is by himself, through practice.

Relies alot on muscle memory but again-- he’s cautious about it. Doesn’t tend to put all his cards into one goal and but spread them out instead, this way he has more than one option to fall back on (very thorough).

Makes him multi-talented in a lot of different things, and a stable base to go from. He can honestly go into so many different field just by this alone. 

Aspects

Venus (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Mars (Capricorn)

Puts his effort into what he loves. To him, there has to be passion in what he does. 

Often he knows he possesses a strength of will and need for activity, the goal he sets for himself in order to pursue/externalize those energy is important.

Once he decides he wants to be in the entertainment industry, there was really no stopping him.

Aim to reach a certain level of stability in his achievement, wants to be acknowledged and viewed positively by the public. He wants to be seen as someone who’s maybe a bit mysterious, but good-hearted and dependable. Someone who’s in it for the long-run and admirable for others to look up to. 

Maybe in the future, he wants to be one of those people the younger generation would say they want to be like him. It’s one of the greatest goal. 

Venus (Capricorn) - Sextile - Jupiter (Scorpio)

Posseses alot of charm and strength, people are attracted to the sensitive yet powerful side of him. 

He’s abit reserved and humbled by it, but you can see he appreciates it nonetheless. 

His softer side comes out when he’s flustered? Or slightly embarrassed. He’s more of a receiver than an instigator but is willing to meet others half-way most of the time.

Would like his relationships to be fair, with the public, with himself and with his personal relationships too. 

To him, the external public (general public) may be his personal relationship. While his personal relationships are treated like they’re external public. 

Meaning he’s much more open about himself in the public than he is with his immediate interpersonal relationships (in terms of intimacy).

Venus (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Uranus (Capricorn)

Needs his space and independency in his relationships. Doesn’t do well with someone who’s clingy or doesn’t let him have his space. 

He doesn’t like-- people nosing into his business or nagging him on what to do. In fact he takes it quite seriously. Would be hurt by it because it breaches a sense of trust they have. 

He trusts the other to have their independence and autonomy from him, he respects and gives space to other people. So he naturally wants to be treated the same way. 

If he feels like he’s being suffocated if he has to be-- reporting what he does all the time, he’ll get really uncomfortable about it. 

Venus (Capricorn) - Conjunct- Neptune (Capricorn) 

Has a true love for the arts, really its the only way he feels like he can truly express himself properly without being judged for how awkward he is sometimes. 

There’s a purpose here for him, can sometimes be so focused on the actuality of the career that he needs to just step away and switch gears into the creative process of things. 

These are usually slower to start up, but once he’s in the zone-- he carries on with it and then he has to switch gears again to deal with the other side of his career (responding to the public versus his private creative process). 

Capricorn Mars - 2nd Decan (ruled by Venus/Taurus)

He’s amazing at keeping his temper in control. In fact he absolutely hates losing control over himself. So much that expressing anger can lead to even more self-decrepitation.

The only moments he actually loses control and gets angry is when it’s prompted emotionally, as in an instantaneous reaction. (from his Moon’s response).

He feels like he’s been wronged in the most serious manner (as in, objectively, it’s not something petty. It’s a huge breach of trust, sensitivity or moral code), or someone close to him is being mistakenly taken advantage of unfairly. 

Highly protective of the people around him and insanely perceptive to other people’s intentions-- he can see it coming and the way he protects others can sometimes get-- out of hand.

Scorpio-like anger from his moon; cold, chilling, cutting and powerful. Self-doubt and years of decrepitation externalized outward into actual anger (self-manipulation turned outwardly is very powerful).

Combined with Taurus here it makes him incredibly scary. It’s persistent rage. It’s shouting and yelling, it’s in your face and not backing down type of anger. It’s not listening to anyone else-- because that was the end of the line for them. 

You can imagine that these sister signs are scary for a reason. Despite all the magnetism and romanticism about them, don’t ever cross them. 

Given, it takes alot to get him to that point if he ever gets to it at all (considering his Capricorn’s stronghold). But if it ever happens, beware.

In fact there’s not a lot to stop him from being angry and staying angry. He’s one to hold grudges for sure, but also the kind of anger that doesn’t go away even when the other person apologizes or begs. There has to be a vindictive justice from karma and the entire downfall of the other person’s world for him to be truly satisfied. 

See, as much as he loves people so deeply and is incredibly loyal to them-- when he’s absolutely hates someone he’s especially thorough as well. (powerful devotion-- it takes ALOT to get him angry.)

If it’s a person he-- cares and trust, and they’re wronged him. He usually just takes a deep breath and sit them down to talk. He’s more of the objective disciplining type. Or rather he holds himself back and then when he knows he’s calm and controlled-- he addresses the problem in a very private manner.

The type to be more about-- collaborating and understanding each other rather than ‘you’re wrong and this is why I’m right.’ -- he knows full well he has Problems of his own so he’s always going to come from a place where he’s not going to be unsympathetic, y know?

Like he’d like the same sort of mercy/lee-way given back to him. So the anger described earlier, it’s if he’s SURE it’s absolutely unacceptable, that it’s personally offensive to him-- with or without his own faults.  

He truly doesn’t think he’s perfect and he’s always willing to work through it-- and be as honest about it as well when it comes to-- working through individual problems with others. (this is the stiffest way to describe it, but it would absolutely be the way he would describe the process himself as well.)  

See that the self-decrepatition is so ingrained inside of himself that sometimes, people do take advantage of him for it. Subconsciously or intentionally, make sure he’s not around emotionally volatile or manipulative people would help a lot. 

People who are quick to blame him for things, gaslight or becoming extremely passive aggressive towards him are going to hurt him the most. There’s no sincerity there. And Jaebum is genuine through and. through. It’s in his core. Even when he absolutely can’t see it within himself, and scrambles to find his worth in something else (’tangible’ traits) he’s absolutely blind to his own strengths and how honest he is sometimes. 

Being especially aware of how some people deal with their own anger in a defensive and ‘messy’ way-- and not letting that or their relationship define him (because god forbid he’ll think it’s his responsibility to reassure or teach them how) can really help him.

Defining a sense of self that’s away from others, and letting himself grow and prosper from that really would help him develop his Capricorn better. 

The problem here might be taking on too much responsibilities when it comes to other people that he blames it on himself. Again, he has to really regulate a balance between the two.   

Aspects

Mars (Capricorn) - Sextile - Jupiter (Scorpio)

Comes across as a very sincere person, often direct and sensitive. At the same time it’s easy to see when he’s trying to put up a ‘facade’ and can lead to people assuming he’s ‘two-faced’ or ‘hard to get to know’ because of this defensive mechanism. 

He tends to take it personally as well, and tries to bring down his own walls even though it’s there essentially to protect him and it’s good for him because it defends him from people who tries to take advantage of him. 

He trusts others so much, remember the part where he’s more ‘free’ to be himself to the public than his actual interpersonal relationship? Might’ve stemmed from this. 

He values people’s opinions that sometimes, he’s too readily trusting of others even when it’s not good for him. Can be kind of like a kid in a way, naive and innocent to a certain extent (and will retain this sense to him even when he ages, a purity to his aura) -- needs someone to truly help guide him with his best intentions at heart. 

Someone who is people smart and with the know-how, wont be lured to listen to others easily and is self-assured. That someone should also be a person he can trust, and can take care of him even in his innocent side. 

That someone should want him to be free, and has a strong sense of independence and a visionary. Needs to be accepting of his emotional depth and sensitive side as well.

If you’re looking for a match (romantically or otherwise) someone with a Sagittarius, Scorpio Mercury but with a Capricorn somewhere (Venus/Mars) and Libra somewhere. Capricorn/Aquarius would also help because he has too much Capricorn not to look for it in others (Saturn aspect or decan) or possibly a strong Taurus person (developed). Platonically (or otherwise), a Virgo would get along great because they can share some of the burden together and it’s more of a balanced dynamic where he doesn’t have to suffer alone (they understand each other’s suffering/Virgo Moon).  

Mars (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Uranus (Capricorn)

He likes working in the public, for the public. Maybe a specific audience but he knows his appeal. He tends to appear in a very traditional way -- as in, his charm is more of the ‘traditionally handsome’ kind and he knows he can get some support from people who likes that. 

Does things like posturing and plays up his masculine side for those people, it’s possibly just for them not really for himself (since it’ll be detrimental to himself) 

He feels good when he’s playing the part because he feels like he receives love and adoration that way. 

The same kind of feel it is when you see someone playing sports and thinks they’re cool? He’s the person you’re admiring and he knows it. He’s having fun, and at the same time he has fans. You know? It’s really nothing bad, it’s a healthy kind of ego thing. Self-confidence!

Mars (Capricorn) - Conjunct - Neptune (Capricorn) 

He likes people who are outside the box, dreamier or can tap into their creativity easier. 

Often he feels stimulated by other people’s wisdom and experience, he’s humbled by it. Wants to learn from it.

It feels a lot like-- innocence in a way.

Like being on a boat trip in the middle of the ocean, blankets all around you and looking up at the starry night sky. Someone talking to you about their experience, and the world is infinite. You’re just a tiny speck of matter in the whole magnitude of everything, and he goes ‘woah’ and feels humbled by that. 

Other Aspects

Saturn (Aquarius) - Square - Pluto (Scorpio)

Can make him kind of narrow minded, talks over other people. Doesn’t like changes. 

He can tend to see the worst in others if he makes his mind up that they’re not really people he should trust. 

Feels like his ego/mind is above others or that he knows best (Sun-Conjunct-Mercury), can be dictatorial in the worst way when he’s pressured. He just has to watch out for that. 

Asteroids

Libra Juno

Looks for a relationship that’s of equal partnership, a life long partner. 

Ties in pretty well with his Capricorn who needs established ties. Isn’t one to rush in easily but definitely one to commit and stays in it for a long time. 

Would need a partner who would try as hard as he does in keeping the relationship afloat, makes sure he’s not taken advantage of and both of them working equally hard at achieving their own goals. 

He tends to give so much into the relationship and into others that he can have a hard time taking care of himself. He doesn’t want to feel like -- losing control or being coddled. He just wants someone who can meet him at a balance, and help him keep that balance. 

Makes him feel like he’s ok-- everything about him isn’t so topsy-turvry all the time.  Someone who is his constant and someone who can regulate him. Not afraid to call him out but in a manner that’s non-intrusive. 

Someone who doesn’t need to spend any effort or thinks its hard work to help him like that-- like it comes naturally to them.

Also a romantic, he likes romanticism so much. 

He’s very sentimental and soft remember? So it’s only fair he gets to actually externalize all these hidden desire for romance onto a relationship. 

He doesn’t want to overdo it, so someone who can meet him half way or lead him somewhat would help (reign him back). 

Has alot of deep-rooted affection and infinite love, so he needs someone who can be in it for the long run and not like-- give up on him as soon as the emotional part runs dry for them 

Committed is so important. Like the actual decision making to stay committed is important and not just-- the passionate emotional roller coaster that might bring them together for a while.   

Virgo Chiron (R) 

Not being too hard on himself is something he has to learn. 

Wants to serve the world yet at the same time his biggest hurt is that the world spits back in his face. 

Wants to be publicly accepted, possibly for his work to be acknowledged and seen as a thorough, detail-oriented hard worker. 

Wants to be respected and honorable person (he is-- but in a different way) wants to be seen for all the hard work but also his studious side. 

Aries Lilith

Likes action, wants to be more action-oriented in his life. 

So people who are bravely themselves, reactive, dynamic and unapologetically outspoken appeals to him. 

People who are direct but not crass, head strong and instigative really inspires him. 

He wants to have that as a trait for himself as well. Wants to learn from others who has that factor.

Someone with a good balance of Venus-Mars like him. 

Possibly someone he doesn’t have to expend himself to help too much/too often, who’s pretty balanced and has their life developed so he doesn’t have to nag is good for him. 

Conclusion:

I think the main focus here that’s dictating his life might be the Sun-Conjunct-Mercury, both being in Capricorn and working strongly in his life it has domain and control over things that he does. 

It keeps his Scorpio Moon in check, at the same time Jaebum has so much Venus influencing his chart that he truly deserves to be loved and appreciated for everything he does. 

He has a great balance, due to his Sun and Mercury conjunction to his Mars. So between Venus and Mars, he possesses both the spirit and the sensitivity to be great at both.

The struggle for him here is embracing his Venus-influence somehow, his Scorpio might act temperamental and push him towards his Mars, but his Capricorn truly wants to be more Venus-aligned.

It’s a confusing and interesting mix. Because unlike any other readings I’ve done it really does feel like he’s constantly trying to wrestle each side of himself down into submission in order to actually ‘be’ anything (his authentic self). 

Every day is a fight and it’s truly-- something amazing to witness someone continuously doing this and coming out on top without ever stopping or complaining or even talking about it. He just-- walks along the step like everyone else with this large burden on his soul that he just deals with naturally?

He never takes credit for his strength or how incredible he is as a person because that’s just how he is. He never asks anyone to sympathize or understand him completely. But he truly deserves people around him who can see this and help him anyways, because he doesn’t deserve to be alone (platonically or otherwise) -- ever. 

I have never met someone with such strong Capricorn in their chart, along with this much conflict from their Scorpio and Taurus. It’s honestly kind of amazing? 

A homebody, truly loves art and simple things in life. Wants peace and harmony, just wants to live in nature and be surrounded by animals.

An actual Softie Confirmed. 

Such a sweet, genuine and sincere person who? just wants to have fun, goof off and do well in life. 

Wants to be appreciated and love. 

💕That’s it for JB! Gosh this took a turn i didn’t expect. It’s been so good to just look at his chart, I actually cried writing a bit of this because it just hits me so hard. I hope this gives you a little bit of insight/thoughts on his character.

I feel like this sort of feels more like a scenario than an actual analysis mostly because of the way I wrote it. But I actually feel satisfied with that surprisingly. Usually with astrology, you tend to leave a lee-way for another possibility (like ‘possibly’ or ‘perhaps’ or ‘maybe’) but with this reading-- I just went for it. 

Again, we don’t know them personally, so maybe don’t take this so seriously. I hope it helps you feel some type of way for him though! 

PS. If you want to find your own decan, I answered an ask about it here. 💕