#won't admit lmao
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
kinda worst part of ilhóon getting caught smoking weed is that not only penięl got more lines but also he started to cover ilhoón's parts during concerts... it's just not... working out... and imho even mińhyuk had hard time because his "style" is different and esp in later years ilhóon used to do all this melodic stuff...
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
...........Hedgehog behaviour
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#sonic#this is silly but i saw so many pics of hedgehogs stucking their heads in paper tubes and had this idea#shadow probably tried that too but he won't admit it#i still don't know how to draw animal characters lmao excuse their weird faces#only Sonic's n Silver's in the tube view ares supposed to look cooked
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
birds of the same feather?
#obey me!#obey me lucifer#obey me luke#perhaps i'm putting a lot of thought onto luke but i was thinking about how conflicting luke must have felt knowing the image portrayed of#lucifer based on the celestial realm to the actual lucifer he meets#i do think it's interesting how softer he is in nightbringer so while he might seem imposing it's just not on the same lvl to what he expec#'he is your kindred but you are suppose to hate him for what he became since it's in your nature' type of deal#anyways weirdest uncle award goes to lucifer#← the only thought running in his head atm is that luke reminds him of his brothers but he doesn't want to admit it (too personal)#anyways this won't make sense w/o these tags so sorry lmao#doodles
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all
#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him#it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain#I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded#what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually#'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically#on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here#it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside#ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me#'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#rook x lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training#('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house#(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love#the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me
47 notes
·
View notes
Text
izuku and aizawa qoutes part 7!!
-----
izuku drugged up in the hospital : hehe
aizawa sitting in a chair next to him : what you laughing at bud?
izuku giggling : the lady in the corner!
aizawa now pale looking at the corner :wha... WHAT LADY IN THE CORNER?! AINT NO FUCKINF LADY IN HERE!
Nana Shimura : UGH rude! wtf man!
izuku giggling : ikr nans! so rude
aizawa pale :IZUKU WHAT FUCKING LADY? WHO YOH TALKING TO?!
izuku : da shush! your gonna wake the TV up!
aizawa done as fuck : I can't with you.
izuku : me too!
-----
izuku sleep deprived and running on 3 hours of sleep and coffee for the last 2 weeks staring at present mic :
the teachers : you good bruh? is he good aizawa?
aizawa : nope.
izuku : is your hair like that because you wanna be taller or because your a pussy?
aizawa spitting out his coffee laughing :PFFTT
The teachers laughing : OMFG KID? MIDORIYA HAHAHA NO! NO!
Mic in shock :.... what the fuck?
izuku glaring : you pussy.
-----
aizawa watching izuku stare at the wall for over an hour not moving or blinking by the looks of it :
... you good buddy?
izuku : the walls talking shit.
aizawa : okay time for bed kid common
izuku : they just said that your a bitch I'm gonna kill em.
aizawa pale : okay kiddo bed time.
-----
izuku shooting out of his chair one day during home room freaking out everyone
aizawa : what you good?
izuku : Im gonna to faint good night
class 1-a : what wha?
izuku drops to the floor
class 1-a : Oh OH FUCK MIDORIYA?!
aizawa : well at least he gave a warning....
#bnha imagines#dadzawa#aizawa sensei#bnha incorrect quotes#bnha#bnha izuku#aizawa shouta#feral izuku#izuku mydoria#izuku and aizawa#bnha present mic#ua staff#one for all vestiges#someone let izuku sleep mahn#he's tired#i love him he's so chaotic#everyone worries for izuku but won't admit it lmao
315 notes
·
View notes
Text
rick riordan dickriders on here will be like "why are you complaining about the pjo tv show, go watch the movies and see what a bad adaptation really looks like" ok well listen to the musical watch it on youtube and see what a good adaptation looks like bitch. it can be done. as a fucking stage musical. what did that 15 million per episode do for disney that chris mccarell couldn't
#this is such a mean post from someone who does genuinely like the show I'm sorry#like there are aspects I really love!! and aspects I really don't!! which makes it mid for me#but I do genuinely like it overall. at least enough to continue watching#it's just that I see sooooo many people who seem to have this attitude like you can't critique it at all??#and their arguments are usually just. “movies were worse” (so we'll take anything now as long as it's not that?)#or “rick was involved in the writing” (<- NOTTT guaranteed to be a good thing lmao)#anyway it's pissing me off. I'm gonna bitch. “if you like the books so much read the books” I WAS PROMISED A BOOK ADAPTATION#AM I WRONG FOR COMPLAINING WHEN I DON'T GET WHAT I WAS PROMISED#“oh but changes are okay as long as it preserves the spirit of the books” since when was the *spirit* of the books a FUCKING BORE🤨#also the cast doesn't deserve this. stick leah and aryan and walker in a better show#pjo#pjo tv show#pjo disney+#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#the lightning thief musical#anyway all this to say some of the changes and choices are Actually Bad and it won't kill you to admit that I think#rereading this post in the drafts and editing before posting when I was handwringing about how mean it was bitch this is mild
53 notes
·
View notes
Text
allies or enemies by the crane wives but it's the outlanders coming to terms with caring about one another, specifically after ushari's death
#rahm said smth about the song fitting the outlanders at one point#and while i'd already thought of it before them saying it got me thinking MORE y'know#don't make me write a whole lyric analysis on my thoughts /hj#ARE WE ALLIES OR ENEMIES THIS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR BUT I CAN'T FIGHT WITH YOU ANYMOREEEE /lyr#it's both angsty and humourous because: they already lost ushari and as much as they deny it they don't wanna lose the others too#like. its definitely canon divergent but i think being under scar's rule would pact them together a bit#they would never say it obviously#but after ushari dies and then jasiri gives them a chance for reformation they're like. oh . we CAN change we CAN have a go at this again#and make the right choices this time#like i think if just one of em started giving reformation a chance then the rest of em might start to open themselves up to it#oh my god i've rambled in tags again#i guess i've already done my analysis /silly#but yeah i could do a lyric analysis. maybe#mmm i love the outlanders 😭😭😭#spinny rambles#the lion guard thoughts#allies or enemies#the crane wives#tlg outlanders#* WAIT I DIDN'T FINISH MY POINT ABOUT IT BEING HUMOUROUS#its humourous because they're like “ughhhHHHHHHHhh there's no point in reforming” but jasiri still offers them the chance#and it's humourous because they care for each other and won't admit it :]#sorry i lost my train of thought completely i am sick rn lmao#the adhd going wild mb 😔
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
fandom pet peeve of mine is characters who are forced to do violent things despite it going against everything they personally believe which emotionally destroys them but the fandom treats them like a morally gray little gremlin who immediately reacts to everything with acts of violence. like,,,you're missing the point
#I'm scared to admit what this is about lmao#but#bbc merlin#IT HAS TO BE SAID#fandom#not writing#speaking to the void#the character who is forced to corrupt their own soul for their righteous cause#even if they get what they want#they won't be the same person who wanted it#They'll no longer have a place in the peaceful world they fought for
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ellie + Joel's Jacket
The Last of Us (HBO) // The Last of Us: Part II
#the last of us#tlouedit#tlouhboedit#the last of us hbo#the last of us hbo spoilers#the last of us part 2#ellie williams#joel miller#tlou#tlou spoilers#i had to make this because i haven't seen anyone else that did#listen. there are only 2 explanations for how she got his jacket overnight#1) he woke up early and either saw or assumed she was cold#but she would never admit being cold to him and he would never admit to giving her the jacket if he did notice bc god forbid he CARE#2) he woke up early and left his jacket and ellie stole it without permission because she was cold#and her asking if he wants it back is assuming he'd be grumpy about it but he doesn't give her ANY reaction and that won't do#because she absolutely only bugs and teases him for the attention lmao#the idea that he let her have it as a blanket at any point in game makes me want to explode it's so cute#mine#mine: the last of us
300 notes
·
View notes
Text
You don't understand the frustration of seeing people having these ideas that Roy is Jason's best friend because of that damn rhato comic that messed everything up and to make everything worse, other pieces of media pass on this idea even though it shouldn't even exist 😭
I mean sure Jason and Roy can be friends and team up sometimes but they are NOT besties
#dick grayson#some desolusional 'fans' *ahem * out there know this but won't admit#it was bizarro and artemis before roy and kory so why change?#and i'm sorry for some Jason fans but once again they are stealing things from Dick to give to your fave#like be original lmao#needed to vent this out#probably going to poke a beehive but eh 🤷🏻♀️ don't like it ignore it#anti jayroy
50 notes
·
View notes
Note
Aaaahhhhh meenah/kurloz is so good!!!! Look at these stupid old trolls with their stupid old fishtory!!! An attack dog lounging on the expensive furniture and the stone cold ancient goddess holding the leash!!! Admit that they have feelings?? Never!!! Be stupidly violently painfully loyal to each other?? Always!!!
These were sent before the new chapter came out but they definitely encouraged me along because YEAH DUDE!!!! YEAH!!!! If you just look at them night by night they're like. "Old mean drinking/war buddies who give each other shit constantly but also are obviously incredibly horny for each other". But if you dig deeper and push harder, there's an incredibly fraught deeper layer that's "I'm your champion, you're second only to my gods and if push came to shove I don't know who I'd choose, I'm the only one who could ever serve you like I do, I'm your attack dog, I'm your lover, I'm your helpmate, I'm your oldest friend, I'm your deadliest weapon." IT MAKES ME CRAZY!!!!! It makes me. fully insane. I'm so wildly abnormal about it! AHH.
If they didn't manage to keep things purely pitch, then yeah, probably they'd have a higher chance of getting in hot water about it. I've definitely been assuming that muddled quadrants produce less good results--although pitch to flush would presumably be like, possibly still valid, if the swing was complete and intense enough? 🤔
These nasty old trolls are allergic to feelings and communication but on god they WILL talk their shit out if I have to half-kill them to make it happen lmao
#ask time!#price of forgiveness#It's Meenloz hours in my inbox tonight lmao I'm glad y'all are with me on like#the Knight/King Dynamic except it's an immortal fish-alien empress and her enormous sadist attack-clown.#they are. bad for each other. but they also would never EVER admit it. but also: won't do anything about it!#KARKAT VANTAS MASTER OF ROMANCE! WE NEED YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER.
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sometimes I feel like people will read one (1) story and base all their perceptions of a unit/character off of that which. Just doesn't really work imo, ESPECIALLY in the Reminisce stories.
Of course you won't like Shu if you only read Marionette. Of course you won't like Keito if you only read Meteor Impact. Of course you won't like Eichi if you only read Three Magicians (or literally any other reminisce story). Because they all play an antagonistic role.
You're seeing the absolute worst parts of them, their lowest points, when they're at their most desperate and ruthless. And that can be a good thing!!! I would not have the same understanding of any of these characters if I had NOT read those stories, and I'm grateful that I can fully know them better now! But I feel like sometimes, people run with it way too far, and refuse to acknowledge any change from them, even when all three of these examples have apologized and genuinely attempted to better themselves.
That's definitely not to say you have to read all the stories for a unit/character before forming any opinion on them (I freely admit that I could tell you almost nothing about Eden or current fine's development). However, be aware that your opinion may be influenced by certain stories, and that it is very likely you are missing some context for why a certain character acts the way they do.
Therefore, please stay open-minded, or at the very least, honest and polite!
#shu keito and eichi may have all been assholes at one point or another#but they did it out of love#does that make it justified? hell no! and they admit that!#but shu treated nazuna and mika as dolls because the only way he knew love was to force someone to achieve their greatest potential#keito yelled at and kicked out souma because souma was going in too deep and he didn't want him stained by akatsukis war actions#eichi started the war out of his love for the idol industry with the full intent of eventually being overthrown by people like trickstar#and he keeps tsumugi hiyori and others at a distance because he knows how terribly he hurt them and sees it as taking responsibility#yeah i just. i really love all these characters and don't like them getting slandered for things people don't fully understand#that's not to say i won't slander them because kaoru hakaze is never living down the souma scene in crossroads as long as i live lmao#but genuine bad-faith hate is something im very uncomfortable with and i wish people would realize that they may be missing the big picture#enstars#ensemble stars#ensemble stars music#fandom culture#enstars units#meteor impact#ryusei bonfire#reminisce marionette#enstars three magicians#enstars stories#enstars story#shu itsuki#keito hasumi#eichi tenshouin#enstars war era#enstars war#raelyn rambles
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
drunk as fuck once again and i got a job interview for a job i really want in less than 11 hours, we'll see how it goes
#i kinda feel i won't get it because of schedule conflicts but if i don't i will directly blame the belle gueule beer compagny idc#also i'm not proud to admit it but booze made me crave weed so i'm currently smoking the worst of scrap#like i just did a tiny little hit of whatever actual kief was left in my grinder#and i have enough for 2 tiny little other ones but realistically they're probably gonna be at least 5% dust and 5% garlic powder#or whatever other spices accumulated on top of my microwave#i also smoke a cigarette so my lungs are certainly like girl what the fuck is wrong with you???? right now#i'm not proud of it but i'm actually in a great mood so whatever man lmao
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
did y'all know that apparently i'm a good dancer. who'd have thought
#i keep being told that irl lately#yesterday i kinda panicked from an assignment that requires awareness of my body and movement#(bc well. yknow how bodies are. esp when you're fat + trans + got chronic pains) (also i was off balance hormones wise)#and both our director and choreographer were surprised by that#they said that i seem to have very good control of my body and how to move it and such#which is funny bc ngl. i do not move much lol. i mean i used to barely get out of bed or off the couch before i joined this program#i didn't actually dance properly in years. in part bc my stamina is shit lmao 😭 which is also part of why i panic over this stuff#so. being told this stuff is 3 different types of distressing kinda#1 bc it catches me off guard 2 bc it changes my perspective of myself 3 bc i'm scared it'll develop expectations that i can't actually meet#anyway. been stressed by physical assignments and practices since i joined practically all the time#but i remember the first time i did i got praised for it. it was like. exaggerated acting like a silent film#and apparently i had enough control of my body to pull it off. again. who'd have thought#this is so weird this is a topic i rarely unpack bc i just assumed i lost all ability to dance or even control my body properly#and bc my body always feels like an enemy. so i usually don't even wanna try#but i'm going against my nature practically all the time these days bc i love theater and i love my group mates a lot. hm#anyway this was. a long and meaningless ramble#tomorrow we're working exclusively with our choreographer which doesn't happen much if at all so i'm a bit worried#i considered telling her i can't come but i feel like another day of rotting in bed won't do me any good 😭😭#vent#i guess. technically#letting out thoughts heh. this does help process shit i must admit
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
woke up thinking about Mael again and how his devotion to the God of the Grove is based in true belief and not simply in faith because he could commune with the God and knew it was real, and how Marius's response to having his worldview shattered wasn't "omg Mael's people are correct" but "I just witnessed SOMETHING and I gotta figure out what the fuck this means" and how he tried to contain and protect something he couldn't understand during a time in his life completely dictated by his lack of control, vs Mael having an opposite quest to deepen his understanding of the God, to find Avicus, to go on a journey to figure it all out and remember, and how he immediately fell to prayer when he finally met Akasha, prayed to her in the Druid language and knelt before her, because she was the answer for him, and it was what he was looking for, and it made sense, and Marius can't forgive him for the part he played in Marius's captivity and murder but Mael can't forgive Marius either for destroying his community and stealing this validating ancient knowledge!
#it's 9am i didnt have coffee yet so i cant really explain but something about this#im also up to marius's first big sleep in my B&G reread and im having a lot of feelings about#marius being way more dysregulated than he'll admit to but also#how the other main narrators are his miniature who is also very dysregulated and probably won't call it out#and his traumatized fledgling who ultimately idealizes him too much to criticize him either#more pandora pov please LMAO#blood & gold#vampire chronicles#mael#marius de romanus#deep ass thoughts about vampires
12 notes
·
View notes