#wolverine orgins

[icarusredwings]

Thinking about the storyline when Wade's face heals itself only after he proves himself as a good person to Spiderman, being only worthy of looking "normal" when he stops killing and takes peters lead on helping the community rather then focusing on killing big guys all over the place. To find a home by dedicating himself to the neighborhood, etc.

It's been years since their time in the void. They've been married for years. They both are happy with their lives, having worked through a lot of struggles, having a lot of fights, and winning tons of battles together. So now, here they are, living in the mansion and using their lives to take care of the kids, having raised about 60 already together with their individual classes. Overall? Things are good.

And one day, when Logan comes to their shared quarters and finds his 55 year old husband napping (because that's what 55 year olds do, Duh) but he gets a bit spooked.

He looks so.. different. But not. For a split second, he wonders who's in his bed. It wouldnt be a first time that one of the kids crawled into their bed to nap, esspecially Leo*, who snuck off anywhere to find a good place to sleep, including random beds he found, no matter who's. Hell, they probably should get him checked for narcolepsy-

But he does that thing that dogs do, jumping back just slightly only to lean closer, scrunching his nose as he sniffs him. Yeah.... that was Wade, alright. But it didn't look like how he remembered leaving him for his morning classes.

His head tilts, subconsiously sniffing more as he leans over, wanting to be extra sure. He didn't smell quite right. Yes, It was wade, but.. something was off. He still smelled like death just- not as much. And he could smell that his T cell count was up. Logan didn't need any allegations about sleeping with students.

"Wade?" He whispers, pulling his shoulder over to make him lay on his back.

He wasn't completely healed, but only a couple of scars were left on his face, a bit of blonde poking through at the top.

"Wade." Logan shakes him softly, enough for those blue eyes to flutter open. It makes Logan sit back on his knees, feeling a soft growl trying to rise out of his throat, but he quickly swallows it back down. He still has a bit of jaundice, but other than that? He's looking good. He's still a little underweight, but overall? He looked fine. Healthy even.

"I don't have any night classes, peanut." He mutters to him, rolling onto his side to face him as he curls back up, trying to go back to sleep.

Carefully, Logan lays next to him, staring at him, looking over his new features, comparing them to the old ones in his head. He hasn't seen him like this in... god, so long. So, so long. He wasn't even sure how many years ago that was. But that Wade was dead. And looked so much younger. Though something inside of him liked the age on this one's face. It wasn't much, but he didn't look like a scrappy 20 year old like back then. No.. this one was wiser. More hurt. The texture was different. He looked perhaps 35 at most. Someone who had kids and a mortgage.

Logan blinked a couple of times, wondering if this was a dream. If this was all fake. Hesitantly, he puts a hand out, feeling his face. At first, he wanted to pull away, not used to the softness, but he nuzzled into it the same way, opening his eyes just enough to smile at him with that same stupid lopsided grin.

Before this, part of him would feel like he was cheating with an odd doppelganger but this smile sealed it. He would have to get used to those bright blue's but he didn't care. He was estatic.

Pulling him close, Logan held him tight, burrying his face into his neck, smiling like an idiot. Wade was healing. He was getting better(!)

The small giggle coming from him made it all worthwhile, too, the rubs on his back the same, the chuckles the same, the way his body fit into his identical. Nuzzling into him, a different type of growl rings through the semi messy room, rubbing his chops all over him with a proud purr.

* Leo is owned by @bougiebutchbitch

[sweater-daddiesdumbdork]

Lumberjack Logan was a damn gift.

[rageflippedtables]

Perhaps what if he did have a wade in his world?

[icarusredwings]

LMAAOO

Scott why are you lookin 🤨🤨🤨 hm?

🗣🗣🗣 JEAAANN! JEAN JEAN JEAN!!!

[ghostcattzz]

I am the #1 Orgins gambit defender btw

He’s literally just a baby, he has done nothing wrong.

He needed more screen time

Im actually going to eat him, I wanna put him in my pocket and just kiss his forehead like it’s ok bbg I’ll keep you safe

[corinthian-og-begay-docrime]

Rewatching the xmen movies. This shot will never not be cool

[crnl-chicken-tots]

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[annieanonymous1]

I actually loved Deadpool in Orgins. And I shall call him XI, since he’s Experiment 11. …Right? Whatever, we havin soft tacos later

X-Men Origins: Wolverine (2009) dir. Gavin Hood

[loganslove]

i just realized i spelled origin wrong in all of my tags…

i’ll need to change that soon or else it will bother the hell out of me

[cheyenneisarose]

I was just thinking about how in the Watchmen movie we go through the decades and see what was happening, and how quickly it went by - I absolutely love that. It is more than a recap, it is one of my favorite things movies do. Xmen Orgins Wolverine did it too, and I loved it.

The scenes in the beginning that give way more background, especially during the war scenes, made the movie for me.

[icarusredwings]

Thinking about how Logan must have felt being named the Wolverine by Kayla. How much he loved her and how he held her. How distracted and sedated he must have felt in her presence.

How that sedation was the only peace he has ever felt in his life. He was happy. A hard working blue collar man with a loving wife and a nice home. He had everything. How he must have felt with his head lolled in her hands, limp as he laid there with full trust as she held him in her hands, whispering such sweet things to him. How handsome and brave he is. How her day went. How she'd rub his shoulder and kiss him softly while he laid on that couch in the cabin and think nothing more of how her eyes sparkled with the reflection of him the first time she called him Wolverine.

I think of him comparing this to the last time, bloodied and exhausted, crouched, defeated in the muddle of the rain. She says his name with such venom now, such spite. Those soft, secure hands now harsh and sharp. The sparkle in the reflection of him no longer there, but replaced with pain, rage, but also regret and pity. Because it was real for her. But neither willing to give up their morals for each other. And she's no longer Kayla. No longer his loving wife. Not at all the same woman he held late at night as she whispers stories to him to soothe him from those nightmares. The woman who kept bedsheets stocked in the closet in case he accidentally ripped them for the 3rd time this month. No. She's Silverfox. The Hydra member who once held his heart. The Nazi who was the only one to ever bring him peace. Even if he was sedated. He misses it and wishes it could have been the same before. But now the name feels more or a curse than a blessing. The pang he felt the last time she called him her Wolverine.

The solidarity of the name, writing Logan into an eternity of pain. Just like Kuekuatsu.

[icarusredwings]

Prolouge to "Dog Tags" :)

I like to think- At least in my Finding home au- That Worst wolverine IS orgins Logan minus a few changes so he literally had to fight his Wade, which he feels really bad about but man they made him do all sorts of stuff that Wade would never do. Wtf you mean his Wade has kids in cages? This Wade would never. And it only hurts him the MORE he learns about wade, that he was under someone elses control to kill his parents and how Francis threatened to sew his mouth shut.

Theres so many similarities yet.. he's different. But at the same time he's not? And hes so greatful. He's still got the quips and the skills, sure his face is a little different but yeah thats definitely Wade.

So he's really not shocked to know he was a soldier, but when Wade first brings it up, Logan frowns, his eyes get a little wide as if they just entered a touchy subject.

"And.. you left?" You can actively see him internally begging."Please say you left. Please say you left. Please say you left" so when Wade, whos doing something simple like making mac and cheese turns with a smirk like "Sure- if you think getting handed the pink slip and being told you're never allowed to work for the canadian government ever again because I couldn't follow orders is 'leaving' then yeah. I left."

And a large relief falls over him because one of the main reasons stryker liked wade was because he was "the perfect soilder except for his mouth" "does what he's told" etc. So to hear that this wade didn't get picked up because he didnt do what he was told is a massive relief.

".. you got your tags?"

"Well.. yeah. Somewhere around here. Ness might have'm still.... why do you ask?" And it makes wade really nervous because no duh - hundreds of people have betrayed him. He wouldn't honestly be too shocked if Logan suddenly decided he wanted him dead for whatever reason.

Logan just smiles and tries to make a joke "Ill show you mine if you show me yours"

This eases Wade a bit so he laughs and is like yeah sure. Goes in there, digs around for a bit, brings back out the tags, his patch nametag, and a picture of his platoon but most of them are either scribbled out or ripped off.

"Turns out- when you leave special ops- You become a person of intrest to your ex friends" though the way he says this makes Logan want to hug him because OUCH- Yeaahh he felt that way too much.

So, he assumes that wades killed them for trying to kill him instead, runs his thumb over the emboardered lettering of the name tag and of the imprinted metal with a soft smile.

Now wades not dumb. This was rememberance.

"...Didn't you mention you had a wade in your universe? Crazy fucker? No cancer? Lucky bastard-" he grumbles, a little jealous, assuming that Logan had something with that wade too. Part of him is estatic because of the thought. Like yay! But the other part is "I would so ☠️ myself if another me flirted with my man"

"Yeah.. poor guy had his mouth completely removed."

"Well shit. Merc WITHOUT a mouth isnt a very good name now is it- Wait second. Lines all over him? Look like a weird egg? Warehouse fight?"

Logan looks at him like 'how the fuck did you know that?'

"Yeah! Ugh poor guy. Put him out of his misery like old yeller. Put a whole load into his head. Was that you- or? A different wolvie?"

Logan blinks, trying to process the fact that Wade just cassually admits to ☠️ing himself in another timeline, but also He didn't remember that which implies that this happened not only in his old universe but other universes too.

"No.. that wasnt me."

It makes him upset to think about anyone wanting to take away Wades right to speak. He understood that being yapped at, at 6 am wasn't the funnest thing in the world but he would never in a million years want to take away his ability to say such beautiful things. The way he spoke so passionatly about things, how smart and caring he was. Even when he said stupid shit like "Thats what she said" after the most random sentence.

"Hey wade? Were out of milk"

"Thats what she said."

"Huh??"

His grip tightens on the tags as he sighs heavily, digging out how own and hands them to wade, who by now has finished cooking the mac and cheese, successfully not burning down the apartment.

Wade, of course, becomes excited giggling and going "Oooooh! Special! Old as hell too- damn wolvie whens the last time you washed these? All scratched up and- they stink!"

Logan smiles. "You're more then welcome to clean'em."

But this is said to be bad luck. To clean someone elses tags implies that theyre dead because they cant do it themsleves. Wade immediately shakes his head, trying to hand them back.

"No! I-.. you clean them."

Logan dosn't even look up, still fiddling with wades, looking at the numbers and such. "Eh. Keep'em."

"You.. why do you want me to keep your tags? Theyre yours. You can't just give me your tags thats-"

"Wade... Keep'em. Im not that man anymore. And I never want to be."

This seems like a new light for wade as he realizes that he too isn't the same man who wore the ones in those rough hands. He looks at Logans tags again, the cogs in his mind turning only to be interrupted by a small..

"..Can I keep these?"

"What?"

"Your tags... can.. I keep them?"

Immediately, a lightbulb flashes in wades head.

"You wanna swap tags with me!? Oh my god really!?"

Logan shrugs, oblivious to what this means. "I mean.. I dont want mine. And if you dont want yours.."

"Yes!! I'll keep them safe I swear!"

He then runs off, leaving the stove on to go tell Al, giggling as he puts them on.

Blinking, Logan sighs heavily, shaking his head with a smile as he turns off the oven, having a bad feeling that he just did something far different from what he was trying too.

Turns out... that's how they got engaged..

Everyone forgets that Wade was a soldier. A fucking good one. The reason he is so good at being Deadpool is because of that. Yes, he doesn't have to worry about dying, but he strategically takes hits to stun the enemies.

I think Logan would love to see Wade planning out a mission for the first time.

He expects Wade to just go in guns blazing, but he doesn't. Wade pulls out a blueprint of the building, marks areas he knows have security, shows Logan exactly where the target is and how to shut down the villains evil machine of the week. He tells him exactly where he needs to go to pull it off and doesn't make any jokes the entire time.

Logan is alittle surprised, but he can deal with that after the mission.

And after the mission- that goes smoother than any X-Men mission he'd ever done- he can't help but ask Wade why he did all of the prep and how he knew so much about where they were going.

And Wade just shrugs and says "that's how we did it in the military, why? Not how fancy Cyclops did it?" and now he's even more confused because- huh? Wade was in the military??

And so that night Logan just asks him loads of questions, they share a few war stories, and Wade tells him all about how he scouted the warehouse out for a few days and planned the mission.

[isntverynice]

Origins: the playlist

(Aka a 2hr long chronological playlist for my horror rewrite of X-Men Orgins Wolverine)

[xxplastic-cubexx]

it would be kinda cool to get x-men movie skins in rivals imo. i like some of the designs, especially from the orginal trilogy

i think they'll mostly focus on mcu instead of xmcu but we already have a deadpool & wolverine skin for wolverine, and that movie is kinda both, so i don't think it's totally impossible? or maybe that's just wishful thinking, lol

We’re bringing back the black leather suits team LETS GOOOO

[local-crying-boy]

Thank you so much for all the votes <3 I'm so glad I can yap about this silly character I made.

[QUICK WARNING: this is long asf + not proof read]

= I also make a lot of Avengers references because I grew up on both of these franchises, forgive me =

So… my Mutant OC that has come in many forms throughout my obsession with the X-men, then was ultimately left to fizzle out and die from lack of attention when I inevitably got into the Avengers side of the MCU.

I mean just look at how my oc (originally called Y/n because that was a huge thing for me back in 2020/2021) was back then

Clearly I was desperately wanting this oc to be not clearly human (hence the wings, wolf and elf ears). This was like BEGINNING of me drawing and obsessing over making so called PoVs for my favourite films. So, in my 11 year old brain, I started to work on this 'Y/n' and gave it an actually name (then completely forgot about it until I watched Deadpool and Wolverine).

Now, do I remember the name I originally gave 'Y/n' after I decided it wasn't going to be called 'Y/n'? NO! of course not. I mean, in reality, this 'OC' had COMPLETELY changed when I revisited it. The OC isn't even a female anymore, and it become more of a 'persona' or based off of myself, which, to be honest, defeats the entire point of an Original CHARACTER. But, hey, ho, it is what it is.

So, let me start the actual ramble over this character:

His name is Nicolas Jasper (not the most creative last name, I'll admit). He is twenty-five years old and he's the most British character (I've decided) who is an x-men.

I haven't actually decided what his hero name is yet because, well, I don't want to give him a shitty cringy one by accident, so I've left it for whenever I actually decide to brainstorm some ideas.

His Mutation

Nicolas has an 'animalistic' mutation of sorts, he's got small horns, ones that goats have and he has a tail too. He's got retractable claws, but his nails look relatively normal (almost like sabretooth, but Nicolas hasn't sharpened them), while also having more sharper teeth than before his mutation developed.

Now, with his claws, they work the same as cat claws do. So, when Nicolas developed his mutation, he gained the function of dorsal elastic ligaments, which is similar to how cat's are able to retract and protract their claws when needed.

So this is a diagram of a cat's paw, clearly. Therefore, my OC had developed similar functions in his hands that allow him to do the same as a cat!

And, one downfall of Nicolas' mutation was that part of his brain chemistry/instincts altered. So, obviously, humans don't act wild and overly aggressive to the point of murder. However, due to Nicolas' 'animalistic' mutation, he started to slowly act more like a wild animal.

I originally grew inspiration for the 'wild animal' aspect of the mutation from Bruce Banner and The Hulk, because Hulk acts so aggressive and attacks and destroys (or, at least, he did). Banner had to learn how to control his anger so that Hulk wouldn't show up and be all aggressive. So, I wanted to do something similar with my OC.

Of course, though, Nicolas doesn't have some alter ego that comes out when faced with a dangerous situation or when faced with heightened emotions. Which just means that Nicolas just goes absolutely, simply feral when he first developed his mutation and got pissed.

His backstory:

Nicolas originally had a pretty normal family: a mother, a father and he had two siblings - a sister and a brother. He did, however, grow up with parents who didn't exactly like mutants, so he grew up with ideals in his head that mutants were horrible and monsters, things that were unnatural and not to be trusted.

Because mutants gain their, well, mutations throughout the years of puberty, Nicolas started to gain his mutation around the ages of 13-14. Obviously it was clear with the horns and the tail, his parents had started to get a little bit colder towards him and it got worse as his mutation progressed more and more. This whole 'parents-starting-to-neglect-him' thing slowly led to his emotions starting to get more out of hand, so you can thank his parents for his overly angry anger issues.

Around his two siblings, however, they really didn't mind the whole mutant thing and the three of them were able to have a lot of fun with Nicolas' newfound abilities. His two siblings were actually a large part of the reason that Nicolas didn't immediately become hateful towards his mutation, since they actually showed him that some people liked the fact that he had these abnormal developments in his youth.

However, after three years (so when he was sixteen) of this neglect from his parents and his instincts starting to become much more 'animalistic', he finally snapped and, basically, acted as a wild animal.

[Little ramble - feel free to skip, it was just me explaining the whole 'wild animal' idea]

Now, I know what your thinking, "A wild animal? That's stupid, boy, what the hell were you thinking?"

Now, now, hear me out, yeah? Let me talk you though my insane, weird thought process.

I was trying to think about some animals that are just, I guess, naturally aggressive because I wanted this sense of Nicolas going 'feral' and almost 'merciless' when he has heightened emotions. Initially, my mind went to animals like wolves, hippopotamuses, sharks and crocodiles.

However, Nicolas only comes into this aggressiveness when provoked or overwhelmed and whatnot. So my mind went to Chihuahuas (which I thought was spelt 'Chiwawas') because you see so many videos of Chihuahuas being aggressive, but that is only when they are feeling threatened! (Guys, they aren't actually aggressive!! They just feel threatened when they act like that most of the time!!!)

So the idea expanded.

Nicolas final straw to 'snapping' is when his parents started to get loud and extremely aggressive. And, because Nicolas has seen how his parents have spoken about and to mutants, he started to get afraid about how loud they were.

His parents had seen how he and his two siblings had been messing about with some of Nicolas' abilities, and they HATED the fact that they had been doing it ever since Nicolas' mutation started developing.

His parents were starting to get closer and closer to him, becoming louder and louder until this sort of 'instinct' that he developed finally kicked in.

Call back to me getting inspiration from Bruce Banner and the Hulk (if you read that), just like how Banner blacks out when switching to the Hulk, Nicolas blacks out when he goes 'feral' or 'wild'. Which means that Nicolas only remembers bits and pieces to when he initially snapped.

All he remembers is swinging for his father, claws out, his mother screaming in fear and his two siblings behind him as they tried to grab his arms. After that, nothing. Completely empty. He remembers... absolutely nothing.

Meeting the X-men:

Time skip to three years later, Nicolas still being in a sorts of 'blind rage', Charles Xavier - using Cerebro - was able to find Nicolas.

Prior to Xavier looking for Nicolas, everyone thought that the series of attacks that were appearing were simply animal attacks. Everyone who survived was able to describe a creature who was too quick to see and some sort of snarling noise. Which meant that Charles Xavier didn't think twice about looking for a possible mutant. However, the attacks were too frequent and the victims were all describing the same 'animal'.

After the second year of these 'animal attacks', Charles Xavier wanted to get rid of the suspicion of this 'animal' being a mutant. Although, he did believe that the chances were slim and that, if it was actually a mutant, they would be hard to reason with if they were going around attacking hikers out in the woods.

However, Xavier, obviously, was correct in his suspicions and himself and some other one (I don't know the others aren't really SUPER relevant). They first tried to talk Nicolas down from his 'feral' episode, but it didn't have much affect.

Nicolas had immediately tried to attack the X-men, and so one of the others (not Charles Xavier) had to give Nicolas a sharp blow to the head and knock him out. Similarly to how Natasha Romanoff knocked out Clint Barton to stop Loki having control over him.

When Nicolas came to, he was back in the mansion. Everyone was on very high guard, just in case this was just how Nicolas acted. However, Charles was able to look into Nicolas' head and see that he really had no memory of those three years during his 'feral' episode.

Similarly to Logan (which wasn't actually on purpose), Nicolas asked Xavier to help him retrieve those years of memories that he lost. But, alas, even Xavier wasn't able to help all that much.

brief yap about Nicolas in the films:

In my mind, Nicolas was introduced to the X-men around the same time as Jean and Scott (which was DEFIENTLY NOT because I wanted him to interact with Logan shhhh it definitely was).

However, because I am so bad at inserting my own characters into films half the time, Nicolas really isn't in many of the scenes. Or, at least, he isn't yet, mostly because I haven't EVEN thought about inserting him into the films yet. I've mostly been thinking about his character as a whole.

Though, because I am so INSANELY in love with Logan, I may, perchance, add in a small unrequited love type trope. Only because I love making my characters suffer about small things after giving them trauma.

So, yeah! That's my yap for those of you who actually wanted to hear about it. Once again, thank you for voting in the poll about whether or not you wanted to hear about Nicolas, I appreciate it very much!

I’m currently huperfixating on x-men because I watched Deadpool and wolverine like a week ago and now am working on consuming ALL x-men content RELIGIOUSLY. Like, I LOVED the x-men as a kid, then clung onto the Avengers for dear fucking life. However, the film has resurrected my obsession and I’m already working on a mutant oc.

I’ve got such a good background for said oc and it literally is making tweak that I don’t have anyone to talk about it to.

Question is: does anyone actually wanna hear about this shit?