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xg.official: #XG_WOKEUP with #Kep1er 👽💫 @Kep1er
#ezaki hikaru#hikaru#kep1er#えざきひかる#femaleidol#江崎ひかる#히카루#tiktok#video#femaleidols#t:update#kawachi maya#maya#かわちまや#河地マヤ#マヤ#まや#마야#XG#xtraordinary girls#kep1going on#music show#backstage#woke up challenge#AVEX#xgalx#kpop#ggnet#kep1ernetwork#femadolsedit
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shy!reader starts dating artrick and your freak in the sheets personality starts showing :3 you're very much into physical touch– always holding their hand, leaning into them or hooking your fingers in the belt loop of their jeans. the first time you made out, they were absolutely surprised. you were shy so naturally they thought they'd take the lead or coax you a bit but boy were they wrong. you place yourself on their thigh, straddling as the kiss deepens. their hands on your waist and yours on the back of their head, tugging on their curls. you start moving your hips, grinding your clothed cunt on the rough material of the denim, you grab their hands and place them on your torso, encouraging them to go higher with your moans. the 180 turn from your sweet and shy personality to this completely threw them off but they weren't complaining– not when your hand trails down from their chest to the painful hard on they were sporting in their jeans.
#woke up and wrote this because i feel the need to be represented#challengers#patrick zweig#art donaldson#challengers blurb#patrick zweig x reader#art donaldson x reader#challengers x reader
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Black Whale Amnesia au-- facts and data king loses it all but still has his feelings💔
#the premise is vaguely that he emperor timed so hard he went into a coma and then woke up with amnesia#attempted to make this as dramatic as possible#embrace the cringe as they say#greed island challenge#my art#fanart#digital art#marosii art#hxh#hunter x hunter#Kurapika#leorio#hxh spoilers#leopika
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We’ll Keep Trying
pairing: art donaldson x fem!reader
tags: husband!artdonaldson, angst, domestic, married life, failed pregnancy
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You sat there defeated.
The negative pregnancy test seemed to mock you and your dream of starting a family. With a heavy sigh you tossed the plastic wand into the bin.
You wanted this so bad, not only for yourself but for Art as well. He finally slowed down his career, retiring from playing competitively, focusing on coaching and commentating on a couple of sports channels. The time seemed right. You both discussed it and were ready.
You’ve waited so long for this moment. The time to finally get pregnant and have a baby with the love of your life. Especially after supporting his career. for the better part of a decade. Joining him on tour when you were able to, never missing a game, eating the same diet as him in solidarity, working out together…you did everything a good wife was supposed to do.
God, you’ve waited enough and now that the time is right, your body won’t cooperate.
It had been months of constant disappointments for the both of you. One negative test after the other, one cycle after the other. Sex wasn’t even fun anymore. It was a job that had to be done in a specific window.
You missed the spontaneity. Having Art bend you over the kitchen counter, or over the dining table, or a chair or even a balcony railing. He loved bending you over anywhere he could but now, most of the time, sex consists of laying on your back with your legs raised
It’s still good. Art has always been generous with your pleasure but you miss the fun. The hair pulling, the ass smacking, the choking, the public rendezvous.
“Negative,” you announced as you walked into the primary bedroom. “Again.”
He was leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed. His biceps bulged from the sleeves of his gray shirt. His brown eyes were filled with concern but you still saw the disappointment flash through them.
“We’ll keep trying,” he promised, his tone determined. “It’ll happen.”
You smile sadly, climbing into bed with a heavy heart. “I don’t think I can keep doing this,” you admitted.
Art crossed the room and sat beside you on the edge of the bed, his presence a reassuring anchor in your turmoil. He reached for your hand, squeezing it gently.
"I know it's hard, sweetheart," he said softly. "But we’re in this together. Remember that."
You nodded, tears welling in your eyes. "I just feel so...tired. Like I'm failing you."
He lifted your chin, forcing you to meet his gaze. "You're not failing me. This isn't your fault. We have to believe it will happen when the time is right."
You took a deep breath, trying to draw strength from his words. "What if it never happens, Art? What then?"
"We'll cross that bridge if we come to it," he replied, brushing a tear from your cheek. "For now, we’ll keep trying naturally. Then we can explore every option. IVF, adoption—whatever it takes. We'll be parents someday."
His unwavering support warmed you, easing a bit of the heaviness in your chest. "Thank you," you whispered.
He leaned in, kissing your forehead tenderly. "We'll get through this. Together."
#art donaldson#art donaldson x reader#fem reader#reader#drabble#challengers fic#challengers fanfiction#mike faist#married art donaldson#angst#i had a dream with art donaldson and I woke up upset#enjoy i guess?
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thinking about chan with a fleshlight ??! you got it for him as a gag gift, cause he'd always come to you to tell you about how every time he tried to muster up the courage to hook up, it never worked out. he just couldn't bring himself to do it, never really understood what all the hype was about. "just get a fleshlight, then," you'd say mindlessly, and he'd always just laugh it off. but now you'd actually bought him one as a prank, ordered it online and had it shipped to his house, all wrapped up like a christmas present. it was all jokes at first, and he had it stored in his closet somewhere, completely forgetting about it for a long time. but he had to admit, the thought of actually using it had crossed his mind a few times. there was no harm in just trying it, right? sure, it might not feel like the real deal, but still ... he was curious. and stressed. and there was only one thing that he knew would really help him relieve said stress. so here he is, currently rolling his hips into the toy, just the tip for now. he moves slowly, tentatively, not wanting to bottom out all at once. it's a pretty tight squeeze around his already rock hard cock as he sinks it down a little more, since it's brand new, and he knows that if he moves too fast, he'll cum too soon. it takes a few more slow thrusts to get it to fit around him perfectly, and that first real thrust into it is like heaven. he was wrong about it not feeling like the real thing—in fact, it kinda feels better. but his only concern at this moment is: why is he thinking about you, his best friend, while fucking into this toy? the toy that you'd gotten for him as a joke? what would you think if you knew that it wasn't really much of a joke anymore? and what if you knew he's already cum inside of it several times in a row at the thought of you?
#solieverse: planet reverie#literally just woke up n this is the very first thought that comes to my mind#what is going awn ?¿!?&!#sol get a life challenge#bang chan smut#stray kids smut#chan smut#bangchan smut#skz smut#stray kids hard thoughts#skz hard hours#skz hard thoughts#bang chan hard thoughts
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Okay yes it's romantic and over the top and completely in character and very very impressive that odysseus made a bed out of living trees. However all I can think about is that every single day Penelope and odysseus would have woken up with olives and leaves covering them.
#The odyssey#Their secret living marriage bed#I think Penelope laughed in disbelief when she first saw it#I don't think she believed odysseus took her joking challenge seriously but he did#And the awe odysseus did this for her#Do you think Penelope woke up one morning during odysseus's 20 year absence with olive leaves stuck in her hair#And rotting olive juice on her face and just broke down crying and screaming#Because it's not cute anymore odysseus it was only cute when he was /there/ to pick the leaves out of her hair#And when he was /there/ to feed her the olives they found in their bed or mornings when odysseus threw his head in her lap and she fed him#And it's just just not the same it's not cute or romantic it's just fucking annoying odysseus#Penelope vowing to /burn it down/ if odysseus doesn't hurry up in her prayers that night.#It's a month of these break downs before Penelope moves rooms. She'll sleep in her marriage bed again when her husband is home or not again#Angst#Head canons#Penelope's odyessy#Odysseus#Penelope#Odypen#odysseus x penelope
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#the baby woke up too early#not pictured is my dinner party just never happening so no one came over for winterfest >:(#ts4#sims 4#ts4 screenshots#sims 4 screenshots#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#ts4 simblr#sims 4 simblr#simblr#secret garden challenge#secret garden#secret garden┊gen 5
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tomorrow is Hope's birthday and she's going to have a great time… alone
#ts4 gameplay#ts4 challenge#ts4 legacy challenge#ts4 screenshots#she only said goodbye to Phoenix 🙃#And she left before everyone woke up#pollock legacy#phoenix pollock#hope pollock#gen5
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Can we get art of Stheno with her hair down x mc
#30 - When Ur GF Thinks She's Better Than You And Ur Kinda Into It
#lovestruck voltage#lovestruck#stheno x mc#stheno#afk mc#astoria#astoria: fate's kiss#astoria: lost kisses#my art#astoria mc#afk stheno#this is my first time drawing 🫡 i was waiting to do this request for a day i woke up early enough#to take on the challenge of drawing a character i've never drawn :3
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this is what came out of the fic challenge - music edition. and you know what, girlfriend is such a fun song. except when it's not.
"I'll be whatever you like, I'll do whatever you like," Wilhelm says, pleads, begs.
Yet Simon knows it's not possible. That it'll never be possible. That all Wilhelm can have, all that his title, his position, allow him to have with Simon are dark corners and secrets.
Simon had once said he doesn't want to be anyone's secret and then taken it back, tried not to regret that decision. And for a while, for a few glorious weeks, it had been good, it had been everything they wanted, everything he wanted.
But now they're back here again. Back to Wilhelm offering him nothing but empty promises, trying to pretend the crown would ever let him do whatever he likes, would let him be whatever he likes.
Simon doesn't say 'No, you won't', he doesn't say 'I wish you could', he doesn't say 'I love you'.
Instead, all Simon says is "I'm sorry." Then he turns to walk away before Wilhelm can see the tears in his eyes.
#🤷🏼♀️#this is what i woke up thinking about#and then wrote it in like 5 minutes before work#idk how we got here#yr ficlet#yr fic#fic challenge
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october writing prompt #4 - “at what cost?”
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character: floyd leech, twisted wonderland
contains: yandere themes, gn reader
"You know, shrimpy, I could take reeeal good care of ya."
Floyd talks like he's discussing the weather - casual and carefree, that usual drawling tone of his almost making you miss what he says entirely. Before you can say anything, he smirks at you, sharp teeth poking out.
Immediately, any attempt at questioning him dies in your mouth. His eyes are predatory and intelligent, in a way he usually doesn't display. There's something... more to this.
"You're just so squeezable, y'know? I'm sure ya need someone like me around, don'tchya?"
He swings an arm over your shoulder, pulling you into his side as his grin grows. Your dumbfounded look does nothing to deter him - if anything, he looks pleased to have caught you off-guard. That dangerous look of his fades a little, if only barely, replaced by a twisted affection.
"...And at what cost would that be, huh?"
The eel's entire demeanor flips on it's back - he's scowling with furrowed brows, his hold on you just a little bit too tight. If you didn't know better, you'd say that he was offended by the accusation.
"You think that little of me?"
There's an undercurrent to his pouty voice, something that you can't quite put your finger on. You land on somewhere between distraught and heartbroken, but that wouldn't make any sense, would it? Why would Floyd be so wounded by you playing off what was clearly not meant seriously. This was just another one of his jokes to see how you react, you were sure of it.
His expression takes another sudden shift, and you're left fumbling trying to keep up and wrap your head around his behavior.
"Azul is the one that makes the deals, shrimpy, not me." He huffs, pulling away from you only to grab you by the shoulders and make you look directly at him as he seems to... scold you? "You gotta pay more attention to me! Who else is gonna take care of a little shrimp like you, huh?"
The sing-song of his voice is almost enough to distract you from the sharp glint of his teeth and the look in his eyes as he whines and jumps around different topics, never giving you a moment to truly catch up. Or enough time to think about what he might be scheming when he shares a meaningful look with Jade when the two of you pass him in the hallway.
Really, Floyd was just so strange. You didn't think you would ever be able to understand him.
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#twisted wonderland#twst#twst wonderland#gender neutral reader#gender neutral post#aether's drabbles#yandere#yandere content#twst x gender neutral reader#october writing challenge#twstober#twst floyd#floyd leech#yandere floyd x reader#yandere floyd leech#floyd leech x reader#twst floyd x reader#honestly i don’t know i woke up an hour and a half ago and my brain is soup#hope y’all like it
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dude I swear my dreams are always in the highest detail possible holy shit
#I had like this- strange apocalyptic sort of dream but everyone was getting sick-?#Like- someone threw up and shrivelled up and died#And someone just literally exploded#Bc of music or smth?#Then I was in a bunker with my family#And a bunch of random people were let in and we had to check their pinkies bc idk sweettooth ref#and I was thinking in my dream like “what if one of them is sick? What if they run around in here and get everyone else sick?”#and long story short to end it I had to challenge these like- aliens??#And then I woke up so ig I won
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I want to make it abundantly clear that this is an aggressively TeruAoi-positive blog. I’ll admit I really disliked them at first and then I only liked them in fanon but I have completed my character development and decided that TeruAoi is top tier. At a certain point I started interpreting the Sunflower Troupe as Aoi and her boyfriends and ykw? I’m right
#teruaoi#terukaneaoi#sunflower troupe#awful personality trio#not gonna mention every single ship within the throuple bcuz this is still teruaoi’s moment to shine#i heavily dislike them in the new timeline but main timeline teruaoi is everything to me they are so silly#i’m honestly not sure when i started to love them#i just woke up one day and i was like “ykw teruaoi’s actually great”#they work so well together they’re so silly#plus i’ve semi-accepted it as canon#three tickets to challengers please#teru minamoto#aoi akane#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#multishipper
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I don’t care what the plot of the community movie is as long as it starts with a shot of Troy and Abed cuddled together in bed and sleepily singing “Troy and Abed in the morning” as they wake up
#community#Trobed#Troy Barnes#abed nadir#community movie#no this won’t happen but I enjoy being delusional#I woke up this New Year’s Day with this image in my brain so I had to inflict it upon the rest of u#it’s a giant bed btw cause they live in a mansion cause Troy successfully completed pierces challenge and won his inheritance#and abed is a successful filmmaker#and they live in LA now#Troy does ac repair or car repair for fun#he doesn’t need to but he needs to do something with his time#and he mainly focuses on apprenticeships#and teaching those skills to high schoolers who can’t afford to go to college#can u tell I’m very attached to the mechanic Troy idea#he has a GIFT and it bothers me that it was completely set aside#he doesn’t necessarily need to use it but I like the idea of him starting his own school#except this time it’s not a cult#and it’s to show people that u can have a successful career WITHOUT college#the trades are valuable.#ok I’m done#actually no I’m not#he comes home every day and gushes about his students#‘abed you won’t BELIEVE how quickly Tony can diagnose and replace x!’#can u tell I know very little about cars#and then abed makes a film about Troy and his kids and they get a SHIT TON of money and all of it goes to scholarships and expanding#the school#yes Troy has money already but also running a repair shop and training kids for free is Expensive#and they both live happily ever after.#NOW I’m done
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Near has someone she wants to cook for 🍳
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[transcript below]
Travis: Are those your parents? You look so much alike! Near: Yes, They're my biological parents. They're both gone now. Travis: Oh, So... is the picture below your cousin? You look so close! Near: They are my adoptive parents. They're both gone now. Travis: Oh... Kay...
Travis: I'm sorry to remind you of bad memories. Near: Not at all. I love talking to you. Travis: You're so sweet, Near. Near: Shut up. I don't like sweets.
Near: I don't want to see your sad face. Eat some brownies. Travis: You're not going to fatten me up and eat me up, are you? Near: Hmm, Kinda.
Travis: Wow, this brownie is not sweet at all! Near: I told you already. Travis: But I still love this one. Near: I love you.
Travis: See ya, Near! Near: How Cute.
(Description) Cooking Vol.1: Cooking Start! Genre: Cooking Techniques Author: Stan Shady A beginner's cooking guide. This book teaches you the importance of adding a random seasoning to a dish while dealing with basic cooking techniques.
#ts4#sims 4#sims 4 challenge#shadow moon challenge#sm: gen 1#sim: near#sim: travis#Near suddenly woke up while eating the casserole and pulled the brownie out of the fridge#and it was so cute to think she wanted to snack on the boy she liked#But I fed them all the casserole first and let eat the brownie😋
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Turtles Catches Up With Old GMMTV: Not Me, and Negotiating the Romance Edition
[What’s going on here? After joining Tumblr and discovering Thai BLs through KinnPorsche in 2022, I began watching GMMTV’s new offerings -- and realized that I had a lot of history to catch up on, to appreciate the more recent works that I was delving into. From tropes to BL frameworks, what we’re watching now hails from somewhere, and I’m learning about Thai BL's history through what I’m calling the Old GMMTV Challenge (OGMMTVC). Starting with recommendations from @absolutebl on their post regarding how GMMTV is correcting for its mistakes with its shows today, I’ve made an expansive list to get me through a condensed history of essential/classic/significant Thai BLs produced by GMMTV and many other BL studios. My watchlist, pasted below, lists what I’ve watched and what’s upcoming, along with the reviews I’ve written so far. Today, I offer thoughts on Not Me, GMMTV's first BL that decentralized romance to share space with an issues-based storyline.]
Yes! I feel like getting to Not Me on the Old GMMTV Challenge list was a touch of a milestone, as I engaged a good number of friends (including the wonderful @wen-kexing-apologist, @ranchthoughts, and @chickenstrangers, when we're not talking about Only Friends, ha) on their love and/or appreciation for Not Me.
Not Me falls into the sub-echelon of BLs on the OGMMTVC list that navigated romance storylines with what I call either issues-based storylines (as we also see in The Eclipse), or other genre-based storylines (such as crime storylines in Manner of Death and KinnPorsche). Manner of Death was the first of this kind of BL (or maybe it wasn't a BL?) to appear on the scene, premiering on WeTV, and Not Me was GMMTV's first foray into this world.
I'm going to break down this review into a couple of potentially non-congruent parts, and I hope this all comes together. I'm going to take a look at:
1) How successful Not Me was as a holistic story, facing competing sides from its issues-based storyline and the need to incorporate a romance storyline for OffGun/SeanWhite,
2) How the in-built sponsorships of the show reflected on the issues-based storyline that Not Me was telling, and
3) In an attempt to tie these two together, whether or not the DanYok storyline specifically was helpful or detracting from the success of Not Me as a complete drama.
I admire both Nuchy Anucha and Golf Tanwarin (of Not Me and The Eclipse, respectively) for tackling BIG issues in their BL-centered shows. From a narrative infrastructural perspective, I cannot imagine the writing and directing of these shows to be easy. I've learned a TON about the Western romance genre from @lurkingshan, my drama structure guru par excellence, because honestly -- while I've watched a lot of Asian dramas in mah day, noting which dramas nail it by either being rooted in or inspired by the Western romance genre in terms of their fundamental elements is something I'm still new to. (Thanks to @lurkingshan and @neuroticbookworm for reviewing this post in advance for accuracy!)
When I was first putting together the OGMMTVC watchlist, my general assumption about Manner of Death and Not Me was that MoD was not a BL, and that Not Me was a BL, by way of pure genre definition and the marketing of OffGun as the shipped leads of Not Me.
I discussed in my MoD review the debates between whether or not the show qualifies as a BL, and honestly, I think it's up to the eye of the beholder (and I had a lot of fun debating both sides). To me, MoD is first and foremost a very good and intriguing crime story (written by the EXCELLENT screenwriter, Title Nirittisai, also of the EXCELLENT BL, He's Coming To Me), regardless of the BL label/definition. And the romance between Bun and Tan (led by the wonderful MaxTul) was, to me, the icing on the cake of the successful crime story, not central to the solving of the mystery of the plot, but certainly a driver of the dramatic lift and impact of the show (and OF COURSE, it helps that MaxTul are just chef's kiss with their chemistry).
My drama friends and followers of the OGMMTVC know from my passing notes that I had quibbles about the structure of Not Me, keeping in mind that Manner of Death was able to decentralize romance while still keeping the BunTan coupling as a driver of the drama as a whole. After the first five episodes of Not Me, I was wondering.... what exactly am I watching here?
I admit: I'm not the biggest fan of anarchy, and extreme political movements as a whole. I'm more of an advocate for long-term change, and coalition-based advocacy. (I also experienced misogyny while engaging with anarchists back in mah day, and just -- that left a bad taste in my mouth.) It didn't sit right with me that multiple men in this show -- Black, White, and Gram, specifically -- all did not engage Eugene (played by the wonderful Film Rachanun) in prior explanations to their future actions. Generally speaking, when I see male anarchists either portrayed and/or acting in real life like that, I tend to check the fuck out.
I think that Not Me spent more time than necessary demonstrating that at the start of the series, these guys were acting out of their own set of uninformed and/or ill-informed concrete beliefs. What I did appreciate was that the show, over the course of the series, had the guys experience change by way of education (especially through their conversations with their classmate, Nuchy), and by the exposure to new minds in their space, namely White's approach to anarchic tactics being different, more measured, and more thoughtful than Black's. I think all of the guys (.... maybe except for Yok, but I'll get to that in a bit) ultimately demonstrated a much deeper and more intricate understanding of the complications of their beliefs, and how power functions in capitalistic societies, by the end of the series.
I spoke with @bengiyo and @lurkingshan when I was watching the series the first time around about how I felt the romance storyline of SeanWhite was a bit too fast in its implementation -- especially because, again, the first five episodes were so issues-based, and even the majority of episode 6 was based in the attempt to raid the drinks manufacturer.
But, @ranchthoughts reminded me that the first indication of Sean recognizing that White might be a man that he could love was at the start of episode 6, at the end of Gumpa's fake kidnapping raid -- when White said that he'd sell out his friends for the sake of saving Sean's life, and implored Sean to value his own life, which is something we could not imagine Black ever doing.
Thanks to @ranchthoughts's note, and a close rewatch of episode 6, I agree with her (thank you, Ranch!), and I think the series's transition to the SeanWhite romance through episodes 6 (the raid), 7 (the protest and the equality celebration) and 8 (the sleeping face-touching and the first kiss) was not as clunky as I first had experienced. Referencing @lurkingshan and @neuroticbookworm's notes to me (thank you, ladies!), it's also important to note that in relation to Sean's huge family loss earlier in his life: his hearing from an empathic person about the value of his life may not have been a message that Sean had previously been given.
All that to be said, though -- it's clear that Not Me had issues with that transition, if I had to rewatch the episodes to catch those nuances. Especially because an indication that this show either would be a romance (which it wasn't quite, exactly) or an issues-based show (which it was and wasn't), all wasn't very clear, even to the end. @lurkingshan and @neuroticbookworm, in the course of my writing this review, noted that parkour was an important piece to the storytelling -- I agree with that, and I might even argue that the early depictions of it (along with the cute dude pile, gotta love a cute dude pile) seemed to indicate a story moving away from romance and more towards an issues-based perspective.
While I spent a lot of words on this, I do feel that this a minor quibble, especially as I rewatched some episodes and I TRULY enjoyed AND LOVED the OffGun dynamic. Y'all know that I wasn't sparing in my critique of Third in Theory of Love, and I have to say: Gun's Third did not show his range. Gun was AMAZING IN NOT ME. I now know what y'all are talking about with his acting. His White VERSUS his Black -- oh my god. Brilliant. He kicked fucking ASS, and convincingly demonstrated character differences between White and Black. (I need to see Gun in more roles like that!) And also! I am an admitted Off girlie (cc @lurkingshan). And Off totally held it down in Not Me. I thought he was FANTASTIC, and despite the storyline not holding his transition to SeanWhite as smoothly as I would have liked, I think he held it together for a convincing deep-in-love posture by the end of the series. (And I must give it to OffGun for managing a fabulous intimate scene, which I know from @bengiyo was rare -- if not the first time that GMMTV had a sex scene in a BL. OffGun were fantastic, and I'm glad they held the mantle for that moment.)
And of course, OffGun gave us one of the most iconic moments in Thai BLs, one that I have loved going back to time and time again in the course of my processing this show.
(Source: @namchyoon!)
So -- speaking of a show being issues-based, I want to take a second to talk about the in-built advertisements in Not Me, from the Suzukis (POWER YOU UP!), to the Oishiis ("it's cold and fresh"), to the soy milk, everything.
Like I said earlier: I think Not Me demonstrated the growth of the guys in their education about the efficacy of their original anarchic tactics. Sean himself states that with White by his side, he will continue to fight for what's right. Not Me doesn't mince words with the issues that it examines -- but it does so alongside these in-built advertisements.
As an #old, I gotta hand it to Nuchy and team. I appreciate that the showmakers did not flinch away from the reality in which this show was made. I'm glad it was sponsored all over the place -- of course it would be, as an OffGun vehicle. The reality of a global capitalistic society was placed starkly AGAINST a dialogue of the pitfalls of that very kind of capitalistic society. It was a WELCOME juxtaposition. We literally could not have watched this particular show if it wasn't for the sponsorships -- who knows if it would have gotten made. I appreciate that this show demonstrated the kind of slow change -- that we NEED to make change in a world that doesn't change very quickly -- up against the stark political messages of the show itself.
I think that's sophisticated commentary. It didn't shy away from reality. For me, the show was summed up beautifully by Nuchy in the finale.
If I were to translate what Nuchy is saying here by way of the nature of the society that we have: we have rules in place. It's our biological predilection to want social order. We have customs in place -- like advertisements for shows. Can we change the paradigm on a dime? Not always. I thought it was courageous of Not Me to place those advertisements next to potentially hot political commentary (especially for a Thai government and conservative society that doesn't always take well to critical commentary) and serve it up to BL fans and drama fans alike, many of whom are younger and can contemplate positions like anarchic frameworks -- and to be creative about how to make good change happen from those positions.
(With this point, I wonder if it was truly Not Me's influence that allowed GMMTV to feel comfortable in its decision to air The Eclipse the next year without sponsorship funding. I hope so, and I'll get to that more during my The Eclipse rewatch later on in the OGMMTVC project.)
To tie up what I hope I can successfully bring together by way of an examination about romance and politics in this show: I really thought the DanYok side coupling was indicative (more so than the sponsorships) of the downfall of basic social expectations on a show like this. I totally see why DanYok is beloved -- listen, the chemistry that First Kanaphan has with EVERYONE is mind-blowing, let alone Gawin Caskey, a deep fave of mine. DanYok is definitely still a popular ship -- just check the tag on this site.
Anyone who reads around here knows that I'm not a fan of the branded ship pairings. That First is paired with Khaotung Thanawat now, another extraordinary actor, is so fabulous by way of pure talent, but damn it, I want them both to act with other people, too (I mean, for heavens' sake, Khao was paired with PAWIN in 55:15 Never Too Late, and they nailed it). And the economics behind them being paired with anyone else right now do not calculate, as FirstKhao are so successful as to be GMMTV's first pair to have an international fanmeet later this year in Brazil. It's the economics, in the end, that are driving this reality.
Going back to Not Me: it seemed to me that Yok's beliefs as an anarchist were set aside not for education (unlike Gram, who grew into an expanded belief framework through Nuchy), but for exposure to a really hot and artistically talented dude in Dan, who also happened to be a cop. And DanYok certainly provided a spicy edge to this show that could be comfortably marketed next to SeanWhite.
Now. I am extremely critical of the power cops hold. I also get, as a simp for dudes, the power of hot artist dudes. I get that Yok found Dan hot and appealing. I get it. If I were Yok, I'd be like, all ogly eyes for Dan, too. My man, I get it. But. If I had committed to my friends to not fuck up our work together for the sake of a crush, then I'd have to check myself. Separate work and romance, especially in dangerous situations -- that's advice that I'd give to my kids.
Yok's trajectory was unlike Gram's, in that Yok totally fell apart for Dan, seemingly forgetting the missions and values that he had committed himself to. I am ALL for change and growth (hello, Khai). Yok didn't seem to change. Yok seemed to trade his convictions (cc @bengiyo and @lurkingshan, thank you for the convo) to simp over Dan, a dude that, holy fuck, THEN sold his Yok and his crew OUT, AFTER admitting that he had killed Sean's dad. WOW. I mean, Dan's complicated! Yok might like complicated dudes, I respect that! But Yok seemed to totally forget, in the face of attraction and love, that he really had committed himself to his group that depended on his engagement for missions, and -- if you're gonna commit to a dangerous thing, at least don't leave your friends high and dry. And putting your trust in a cop that may -- and then DID -- sell you out is only just more problematic.
Did Yok redeem himself at the end? I think so, possibly. I think he showed critical awareness for the risk of his attraction to Dan. But I do feel like GMMTV played First a bit. Yok, Akk (also a cop), and now Sand. These are characters that are kinda givin' it up for the hot dudes. I want to see more backbone in First's characters. I'm not saying that I would have liked to see Yok as a one-sided character. But I think Yok's beliefs as an anarchy-inspired character, who traded his mindset in for love for a cop, could have been explored further. It wasn't, because there was SO MUCH else going on in the show (I haven't even mentioned Gram and Eugene, and Mond was SO GOOD as Gram), and I kind of think that the show added DanYok as a spicy BL romantic edge that really needed as much intricate ethical closure as only SeanWhite ended up getting.
Not Me was not a perfect show. I offer criticism here. But: I did VERY MUCH enjoy it, because it held a LOT, and I think Nuchy Anucha, as I said earlier, was extremely courageous for tackling ALL of what she did in this show. I love @he-is-lightning-in-a-bottle's tags on this post that indicate that the show went very deep in depicting accurate protest postures in art and messaging. I will absolutely appreciate this show for showing me Gun's true range. This show makes me VERY happy for OffGun's return in Cooking Crush. Mond and Film, I loved them. I have quibbles about the way in which the show's issues-based message may have been undermined for the sake of DanYok's love story. But I love First, and I LOVE GAWIN. DanYok could have been leveraged better for something more enlightening than an attraction-based romance.
For a show that held a LOT, I think the majority of the show was successful. Not Me will be at the top of my list of shows that I'll want to rewatch, to enjoy SeanWhite's unique turn as a couple that continually, in every single episode, spent intentional time learning more about each other. The love they ended up developing, alongside the issues they believed in, ultimately came together convincingly, which was indeed a dramatically complicated and successful feat.
[Okay friends! NEXT! I have wrapped up 55:15 Never Too Late, and that review will drop next week. I added 55:15 for its rumored BL storyline and macro commentary about BL culture from a GMMTV lens. I gotta say: Khaotung Thanawat's storyline went way beyond BL. It was a gorgeous queer coming-of-age storyline that included playing against an older version of himself in Kob Songsit (Kinn's dad), and just -- it was surprisingly sophisticated and mature. I love that GMMTV het dramas do not shy away from queer storylines, and I think 55:15 provided some fantastic generational context for what it meant, and means, to be queer in Thailand over the course of decades. I can't wait to process it.
NOW! I SHOULD be starting my long-awaited Bad Buddy rewatch, for which I will need some time, and will take a brief break from writing reviews to pen Many Deep Thoughts. HOWEVER! I am also going to pause on the OGMMTVC to watch Cutie Pie and Cutie Pie 2 You, to get to know Zee x NuNew, as they seem to be the first Thai BL pairing to come to America next month. This is culturally important! I'm gonna do my ZeeNew homework.
So, after next week, I'll be on a bit of a break for a beat, but I'll be back real soon with the motherlode of honorary analyses for my fave Thai BL of all time in Bad Buddy.
Here's the status of the OGMMTVC watchlist. For a more up-to-date version, please check this link!
1) The Love of Siam (2007) (movie) (review here) 2) My Bromance (2014) (movie) (review here) 3) Love Sick and Love Sick 2 (2014 and 2015) (review here) 4) Gay OK Bangkok Season 1 (2016) (a non-BL queer series directed by Jojo Tichakorn and written by Aof Noppharnach) (review here) 5) Make It Right (2016) (review here) 6) SOTUS (2016-2017) (review here) 7) Gay OK Bangkok Season 2 (2017) (a non-BL queer series directed by Jojo Tichakorn and written by Aof Noppharnach) (review here) 8) Make It Right 2 (2017) (review here) 9) Together With Me (2017) (review here) 10) SOTUS S/Our Skyy x SOTUS (2017-2018) (review here) 11) Love By Chance (2018) (review here) 12) Kiss Me Again: PeteKao cuts (2018) (no review) 13) He’s Coming To Me (2019) (review here) 14) Dark Blue Kiss (2019) and Our Skyy x Kiss Me Again (2018) (review here) 15) TharnType (2019-2020) (review here) 16) Senior Secret Love: Puppy Honey (OffGun BL cuts) (2016 and 2017) (no review) 17) Theory of Love (2019) (review here) 18) 3 Will Be Free (2019) (a non-BL and an important harbinger of things to come in 2019 and beyond re: Jojo Tichakorn pushing queer content in non-BLs) (review here) 19) Dew the Movie (2019) (review here) 20) Until We Meet Again (2019-2020) (review here) 21) 2gether (2020) and Still 2gether (2020) (review here) 22) I Told Sunset About You (2020) (review here) 23) YYY (2020, out of chronological order) (review here) 24) Manner of Death (2020-2021) (not a true BL, but a MaxTul queer/gay romance set within a genre-based show that likely influenced Not Me and KinnPorsche) (review here) 25) A Tale of Thousand Stars (2021) (review here) 26) A Tale of Thousand Stars (2021) OGMMTVC Fastest Rewatch Known To Humankind For The Sake Of Rewatching Our Skyy 2 x BBS x ATOTS (re-review here) 27) Lovely Writer (2021) (review here) 28) Last Twilight in Phuket (2021) (the mini-special before IPYTM) (review here) 29) I Promised You the Moon (2021) (review here) 30) Not Me (2021-2022) (review coming) 31) Bad Buddy (2021-2022) (thesis here) 32) 55:15 Never Too Late (2021-2022) (not a BL, but a GMMTV drama that features a macro BL storyline about shipper culture and the BL industry) (watching) 33) Bad Buddy (2021-2022) and Our Skyy 2 x BBS x ATOTS (2023) OGMMTVC Rewatch 34) Secret Crush On You (2022) [watching for Cheewin’s trajectory of studying queer joy from Make It Right (high school), to SCOY (college), to Bed Friend (working adults)] 35) KinnPorsche (2022) (tag here) 36) KinnPorsche (2022) OGMMTVC Fastest Rewatch Known To Humankind For the Sake of Re-Analyzing the KP Cultural Zeitgeist 37) The Eclipse (2022) (tag here) 38) The Eclipse OGMMTVC Rewatch For the Sake of Re-Analyzing a Politics-Focused Show After Not Me 39) GAP (2022-2023) (Thailand’s first GL) 40) My School President (2022-2023) and Our Skyy 2 x My School President (2023) 41) Moonlight Chicken (2023) (tag here) 42) Bed Friend (2023) (tag here) (Cheewin’s latest show, depicting a queer joy journey among working adults) 43) Be My Favorite (2023) (tag here) (I’m including this for BMF’s sophisticated commentary on Krist’s career past as a BL icon) 44) Wedding Plan (2023) (Recommended as an important trajectory in the course of MAME’s work and influence from TharnType) 45) Only Friends (2023)]
#not me#not me the series#offgun#off jumpol#gun atthaphan#seanwhite#sean x white#white x sean#danyok#first kanaphan#gawin caskey#gawinfirst#dan x yok#yok x dan#i acknowledge that i didn't mention that black woke up while his bro was having sex please know that i didn't miss that lol#and i also didn't have room to mention toddblack that should have happened#toddblack#sing's and gun's chemistry was insane#turtles catches up with the essential BLs#turtles catches up with thai BLs#turtles catches up with old gmmtv#the old gmmtv challenge#ogmmtvc#film rachanun#mond tanutchai
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