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Struck suddenly by the realization that every time I write artist Gaetan I've been writing George Rouy and his new haircut
#like... hello????#saw the new headshot on H+W and SCREAMED#gaetan#wake up babe new faceclaim just dropped#love his paintings would love to be able to afford one someday *sigh*#also i need to write more artist gaetan#because he is so undeveloped in canon he's one of the only blorbos of mine that i can take to work#without it feeling Very Strange
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marinaaa
#my art#i see she doesn't have her piercings in the sprite but drawing her without them feels very strange
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Shadow in the MLB au just constantly slipping and falling lol
DENSE SONIC
Their dynamics
Hero: Sonic flirting with Shadow and Shadow wanting him to LOCK TF IN
Civilian: Sonic is a person who is dedicated and will stand up for what's right, and Shadow deeply respects him for it
#yeah love square#shadow appreciates that civilian Sonic can stick up for himself and others without powers and that makes him fall for sonic#sonic thinks hero shadow is very fun to be around because hes serious and feisty (he unapologetically has such a type)#miraculous sonic au#ask#demiromantic shadow who doesn't know why he feels so strange around Sonic
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💖STRANGE LOVE!💖
“the lightening’s not frightening when u r w me, oh cuz love is not always what u think it’ll be!”
CROMA!!!! Croma art!!!! Cuz I forever and ever adore these two together….. they’re so good…! 🥺
#soul eater#maka albarn#crona gorgon#crona#croma#doodles#the song is strange love by Karen O#it’s a very good song… I first heard it on this rlly sweet mtmte video on bilibili…#and it gives me rlly sad happy mushy feelings whenever I hear it… it just makes my brain go EVERYWHERE GHG#but I love it!!!! I love that it does that ghgh#and yeah… I thought it was fitting for these 2…#anyway. I love crona!!!! and maka!!! and I love them kissing and holding hands and loving and supporting each other!!!!#I will never get enough of that shit!!!! these 2 are living in my brain till I die!!!#o also!!! tried drawing maka without a reference this time! usually I look one up for her#cuz I don’t have her every detail permanently stamped into my retinas like I do w crona ghgh-#but! I felt confident enough to go without a ref this time! which… is why her bangs are a lil screwed up gHG#I forgot exactly how they worked so I kinda just bullshitted them as best as I could. and! I actually think they didn’t turn out bad!#but. they probably would have looked better if I just looked up a reference lol
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On one side of me is an elderly couple I never see, and to the other side down the road is a little 4-spot apartment complex we call The 4plex. It's very small- I've only been in one of them, but it was basically a 1-bedroom apartment. I have only met a couple of the tenants, ever, since I mind my own business and they mind theirs. A long while back, there was a couple there that used to have screaming matches in the middle of the night (11pm-1am usually). They disappeared shortly after I stormed the castle at 4am because someone was blasting her horn trying to get the tenant to come fight her. at 4am on a workday.
I have also never met the person who actually owns the 4plex. Today I heard a bunch of commotion over there, construction sounds or at least lots of sawing, and big machinery, so I took Bug out to go see what we could see. We found a bunch of trucks trimming and cutting down trees. Not bad, the pines over there cause me problems if a bird gets out. So I turn and go to get the mail before heading back in.
I'm about halfway across my property when I hear someone calling me. not by name, so I turn to see Some Guy bolting across my orchard to catch up to me. I stop, and he comes up slower and introduces himself as the owner of the 4plex, and explains that he's cleaning up the property, the trees and removing the old sheds no one uses, and getting ready to sell it. I introduced myself, and as if we are in a grocery store checkout line, he begins to tell me a bunch of information while I nod along, and when I notice Bug is under his feet, I ask him to hold still, and point her out. He had not noticed her at all.
I scooped her up and introduced her, and let him hold her. He took a few pictures and I said, she's a baby peacock. That's when something clicked and he went from kind of tired and polite to excited and happy. He took more pictures. I offered to let him come see the other birds, so he came back and pet Stan, and fed Indie some peanuts out of his hand. I gave him the peafowl eggs I found in the pens we visited, and a dozen quail eggs from the quail, and sent him on his way, assuming I would likely never see him again.
just now I was out in Indie's pen, lying in the grass with Bug, watching the puffy white clouds inch across the clear blue sky, and listening to a little finch sing his heart out on a mulberry branch above me. Indie was preening nearby. Absolute peace.
Someone starts shouting my name from my driveway. It's Some Guy 4plex owner. He has returned. I call that I'm out in the pens, without getting up at all. He comes out and he's got a bag with him and he tells me I had got him an eggcellent breakfast, and really made his day (his week, his month), so he'd brought me a steak for dinner, and some corn. He sets down the bag and crouches to say hello to Bug again, and then tells me he showed his pictures to his sister in Texas and she didn't know what baby peafowl look like, either. Then said he's off to pay the tree removal folks, and disappeared again.
This is like the third interaction with neighbors I've had this month, after not talking to them for 10 years. I don't know what is going on.
#stories about ked's life#there's zero chance I cook this steak without Bug throwing a fit#also it's a NICE steak too from our local butcher#I assume the corn is too#it was very sweet of him to come back#he told me several times that I lead a strange life out here#and on the one hand I feel you buddy#and on the other you do not know the half of it
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Also for the record, the whole White Witch-enchanted food thing still would have worked regardless of when the story was set. Kids like sweets, especially magic ones that symbolize temptation. The WW2 sugar rationing is not the pivotal element here
#the ww2 aspect of narnia is interesting flavor but like. it's not really essential#lots of books are inextricably linked to their historical contexts such that they can't be properly understood without them#i honestly don't think lww is one of them#the turn of the century setting of mn is far far more important to the story proper than ww2 is for lww#bc of the role it plays in genre and the influence of lewis's childhood on the story#the evacuation of london has one (1) essential story function: it gets the kids into a strange country house and away from their parents#you'll notice it gets dropped entirely in subsequent books#it's very interesting set dressing and definitely cool to play with#but narnia is not at its heart a ww2 story#if anything it's a ww1 story#narnia#idk why but I'm feeling very salty today
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#first time being home alone without my dog. feels very….. weird#whenever I was home alone I never felt alone because he was always there. and now. I really AM alone#sigh#:(#I hope hes barking as much as he wants in doggie heaven#barking and sitting outside and suntanning and eating all the treats he can possibly eat#<3#if he sees me now hes probably just giving me the biggest side eye bc he always would when I cried ahdksjaldk#I still feel like hes here just like sleeping somewhere ahfkdja and then I’m reminded that hes not#I feel like I should be playing with him and taking him outside and feeding him#its so strange
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what the hell is 19 days ?? (+ where can I read this ?)
19 days!!!!! is one of the few obsessions i haven't spoken much about on here but i recently reread it and i'm suffering - it's a chinese BL webcomic by old xian about four guys in high school (description + spoilers under the cut)
it starts off with two best friends:
jian yi (sunshine character) very deeply in love with
zhan zheng xi (also in love but needs things spelled out sometimes)
and their friend:
he tian (who is basically a shameless rich moron so stereotypically all the girls love him). the fourth, and this loser's my favorite:
mo guan shan (also known as little mo, affectionately) (i know he looks a bit shy here but trust this one is ready to throw hands anytime) (the other 3 basically bully him into a friendship and i do mean they bully him 😭)
the art style starts off a LOT different than the pics here but it has evidently improved a LOT since then. it's mostly lighthearted and extremely funny like my sense of humor exactly...but then it starts going into backstory stuff and i must. stop the laughs.
i don't want to spoil the relationship b/w he tian and little mo (as if i can explain it in the first place) but its a very interesting dynamic 😭
look at them!!! their official art and their artwork in general goes p hard ngl i love it <3
i've linked it at the top if you can access it (tho the site may crash so you can find it anywhere online ngl) it has like 460+ chapters by now all of them are pretty short but very fun. this, the here u are manga (one of the best illustrated) and nan hao & shang feng (absolutely hilarious) are the only one's i've ever properly read hehe
enjoy xo
#anon idk if you've watched bsd#but the first two are like atsushi and aku#and the second two are like dazai and chuuya#and if you've read aftg#the first two are like nicky hemmick and erik klose (except i think erik would be a bit more open than tht) and the second two are like#a very strange mixture of kevin+riko and neil+seth#without the horrors ofc so it makes for an interesting dynamic#they make me feel things#you can yap at me abt it too if you read it#:D#19 days#zhang zheng xi#jian yi#he tian#mo guan shan#tianshan#aaaaaaaaaaaa
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im so scared of the future man
#sunflower rambles#i used to be strangely and very optimistic after that event happened#throughout the months i've only watched myself slowly and slowly get less optimistic and more just. scared#life is so unpredictable#the more i pray for good basic things to happen the more the worst unbelievable things happen it feels#i wonder if i'll ever live a life without worrying about whether i'll survive or not#whether my loved ones will die any moment or not#that's all i ask for
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"Sure...likewise...? (is this some kind of trap..?)" "Did.. hold on were you following me through the bushes?—"
"Don't worry about it! Come 'nd sit, we can all chat!"
(Lodi is fascinated with this new stranger, Damascus has mixed feelings.)
#misfits of war#[Lodi either watches people without their knowledge or snipes them clean shot. Damascus is the strangest objecthead he's ever seen]#[Damascus IS strange for his even for his kind so that's fair tbh. Lodi really saw him and went 'I like this weird one having a crisis']#[The introverted sword is getting claimed by the extroverted apple. They are not even on the same side of the war]#[Not that that will stop Lodi; They do what they want regardless of the politics in any given area or who's side you come from]#[They don't discriminate much. This is both a good and a bad thing depending on the situation or their opinion. Or both]#[Damascus just had the daylights scared out of him and doesn't know how to feel about this fruitfolk; He's never seen or met one like Lodi]#[He'd seen and met a few in passing before the war but never knew any particularly well; He's never met one so...whatever Lodi has goin on]#[Damascus will become very concerned with them and their methods very quickly]#c.damascus parastin#c.lodi moros#art.post#comic.post#art#comic#Unrelated SORRY THIS TOOK LIKE. DAYS. Adhd is not kind 2 me#It took a while but not THAT long to do mannn. I had the script in my head sorted and the thing laid out in my brain#It was the Sitting Down And Doing It part that took forever#Managed to hype myself up n get it done. I should've just taken my Adhd meds that would've worked better but I forgot </3
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The TNT broadcast won me over a bit with the post-show Bobby interview 😭 I was so charmed by Bobby when he brought up Hank beating him in his last Winter Classic appearance.
Goalies ways of complimenting each other is always so fun to watch. Such strange little creatures.
Not sure exactly who said “What a stud!” At the end of the interview but whoever said it should understand now why the cats will attempt murder on anyone who gets too close to Bob. How could you not honestly.
i was honestly surprised they got bobby to do a postgame interview with them! i thought they were gonna ask maffhew again considering how much they were going on about his shenanigans the entire time im like theyre absolutely gunning for him for the postgame huh? so imagine my suprise when little ole bobby is sat politely on the bench with his headset on... damn near scared my neighbours from the yell i let out...
but so correct of them they started kitty warmies talking about the winter classic and goalies (lu and hank) they should end it talking to goalies yes!
once again increasingly very obvious when hes answering a normal question (🥺) and when hes answering a question about a goalie (😁) like ohhhhh hes smiling so hard bringing up the 2012 winter classic against hank
That was Army who said, "What a stud!" because of course it was lmao who else on the panel would it have been but mr armdog... it tracks extensively
#ask#army about to say different but corrected to weird instead#and i jokingly went “things that /arent/ microagressions but /feel/ like microagressions”#strange little creachers indeed im so used to the puppydog eyes an entire bobby interview#to see the princess smile so serenely... it fills my soul with peace#please let her talk about goalies always it makes her happy and whatever to make my little princess happy#once again. the tnt panel is so much more lovely without b*z. case in point.#this was a perfect panel... so lovely... so nice... it got bobby to smile... good panel...#also the segement about the reenacting goals with hank is always so fun during intermissions#and i just want to mention hank going “[bobby] is always in attack mode” because that has bounced around in my head#and i never had a good word to describe the bobby scuttle with his stick where he hunkers down and pokes any pucks his way#but thats a way to describe it#i would say very paladin like#but also ill take always in attack mode because yeah lmaooo
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i don't find being a dad an overly compelling or coherent part of tommo's character but i DO like that he gets to apply Stolen Dad Valor to situations now
#ignore me#brassic#as someone who doesnt want kids myself it makes. just like very little sense to me#like if someone shows up with a baby or child or even teen and says this is your kid. yeah i get feeling responsibility in that situation#pitching in taking care of the kid and growing to love them and feel centered in a parental role#but if a fully grown adult with a trust fund showed up and was like i am your son. i just dont get the sudden Need to be a good dad#kid's fine! grew up without you and turned out great and a really good person. if anything it might have been worse if you were around.#so what is this fuckinnnnn. 'ahh well as a FATHER' shit#look probably this is just my own inability to connect to the situation and it makes sense to other people#but anyway i really find it funny that this guy who has done zero parenting is now giving out Fatherly Advice#'well if My son were second best in the world at anything' it wouldnt have fuckall to do with you would it you strange little man????
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oh i can already tell i’m about to have some really unpopular opinions about the edge of sleep tv show
#i remember everyone loving the podcast when it came out#but as someone who was an active fan of audio dramas and podcasts for years at that point the show just. made me frustrated#i realized later after listening to left right game that qcode has this very strange and almost uncanny production behind it#where they get incredibly famous actors to play characters and then bank their marketing on that alone#and the writing is always *almost* good. like sometimes you start to think you might actually be listening to a good show#bc i mean the audio quality and special effects are all stellar#but then the writing and acting is always just a little bit too over-the-top and dramatic for it to feel natural#like the writers don’t know how to portray emotion without visuals so they just make everything Way Too Intense#and each time it feels like they just ask ‘what’s the most insane thing that can happen next?’#’oh ok he’s gonna chop dave’s dick off’#and every time you start to actually like a character they say something misogynistic or just otherwise batshit fucking insane#not to mention that time in left right game where a girl confessed her love to her best friend before LITERALLY DYING FOR HER#only for the best friend in the next scene to be like ‘erm i’m not gay 😐 awkward…’ and she’s NEVER BROUGHT UP AGAIN#qcode productions are kinda like the fast fashion of fiction podcasts i think#they churn out so many so quickly and they always feel just slightly unnatural or superficial#not to mention when i tried looking into them years ago and it’s impossible to find#literally anything about them. like their minimalist ass website was so insanely insanely vague#and yet clearly they’ve gotta have a fuck ton of money backing them to have this absurd amount of a-list talent on board#(which really i think that is all they care about)#anyways yeah some markiplier fans are gonna get pissed at me for not kissing the ground he walks on. but i was one of you. i AM one of you#and i hate that somebody out there is holding the iron lung movie over us like we’re dogs and if we wanna watch it#we gotta watch this show. which BTW they are giving no details about where to watch it#and seemingly no promotion or marketing material for a show that’s been in production for years coming out in less than 3 weeks#just weird as fuck man. and i don’t even think mark has much to do with it
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underrated how laios finds shuros inability to communicate in a manner comprehensible to other human beings kind of exhausting and annoying
#dungeon meshi spoilers#The amount of hypocrisy in the feelings these two have for each other is incredibly compelling and true to actual relationships#And to be fair his inability to communicate w other ppl is very annoying and baffling#I SAY THIS WITH LOVE#But i find it sooo interesting that under all that strange objectification of toshiro as a cool samurai#laios does actually love shuro as a person and not just an idea. He has a good grasp of his strengths. He finds aspects of him annoying.#Hes willing to be vulnerable with him. He gets angry with him even tho he wont admit it to himself.#And i think thats why despite everything shuros willing to try again.#laios says he was his first friend on the island bc it was the first time he had a peer that he could hang out w without feeling judged#But i think they really were each others first friends they made for themselves in the sense that this shit is incredibly difficult#Esp the first one. The first friendship u make is gonna be a wild ride. And it was#M night shyamalan ass relationship#Unrelated but what an interesting parallel that laios gave shuro a genuine unguarded smile when he first met him#and shuro greets him w the same when he comes back to the surface#and laios smiles exactly like falin in that moment… wow… siblings
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Every time Prapai gives Sky medicine, he's narcoleptic inside 5 minutes.
#fun story: in 2018 we went to interview ex-president jimmy carter#and I had a bit of an odd feeling in my throat#august 24 2018 i remember that date well#because that was the first signs of an illness that annihilated me#i blacked out for most of the month of september- i only have very sparse memories#i had a strange kind of pneumonia the doctor hadn't seen before#and over those 6-7 months they threw every single anti-anything they could at me#IDK if I slept so well because of the knockout effects of all the antibiotics and antivirals#or because I had a recurring fever and a chronic brutal cough for 6-7 months and was terribly weak by the end#but i was sleeping so deeply the more pills they added#and now i know i can function with a 102 fever on and off for months on end#everyone- family and coworkers- also made fun of me for insisting on wearing a mask but guess what bitches#when the pandemic rolled around i still had 2 unopened boxes from being sick a year before and those were worth more than toilet paper#lita#love in the air#prapai#sky#prapaisky#true facts: I don't remember writing one of my own fics#it was during the blackout month and i refuse to read it because i think it's funnier that i don't know what it's about#i also had to work- it was one of our biggest events that we do every 4 years#two weeks straight of 14 hour days with no weekends#and i was there every single day#i have no memory whatsoever and when we did the event again in 2022 the organizers kept saying 'oh wow you're alive!'#i like to say i had the BEST time because it's a tedious af event and everyone is surly by the end#but from MY pov i was trapped in dense fog and couldn't breathe; trapped in that twilight feeling when you're neither awake nor unconscious#and then when it passed I had a nice paycheck in my account without any of the mental strain of working for it#watch
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#very random (not snz) haha but#does anyone else feel like their social battery fluctuates like. 0 to 100 with no middle ground or is this perhaps something wrong with me#i will go for weeks without having the social energy to talk to people i love and treasure 😭#maybe it's a lack of dopamine in general idk... would not be thrilled to add another mental illness to the list#but then i'll have a night where i am super talkative and happily reply to half the people i've been talking to#or times when i send off all my responses and sit at my laptop like when are my friends going to reply 🙂 i can't wait to talk to them ����#i apologize if you have personally been on the receiving end of my extreme inconsistency 😭#i have been thinking about it recently and i think that's in part the reason why i also gravitate towards long form conversations;#it feels mentally easier for me to deliver a meaningful response once in a blue moon than like sustain that level of#conversational depth on a more consistent basis? because i am inconsistent#but sometimes in the long wait between responses (which i have arguably played a large role in establishing) i feel unexpectedly social and#then feel strangely lonely 😭 (🤡)... truly i feel like i am lowkey a badly adjusted adult#this is not a catastrophizing post (though i did catastrophize slightly more over it in past weeks); just passive musings atp#i go through similar flows with artistic motivation but the highs and lows are not synced with my social energy at all#i think i am someone who likes to analyze my habits just as a whole because i really enjoy optimizing for things 😭 so this tendency in#particular really perplexes me#delete later perhaps because i know this is truly a yap post. (i apologize)#i met with a friend earlier irl and this might be the remnants of the social energy from seeing her or it might be a function of#the drink i had (strawberry matcha 🥰) if you have read this far i apologize personally
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