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A mi fi tell yu! 🗣️
#ps#postsss#fotosss#jerk chicken#bbq wings#food lover#chat to me niceee#my wife gon be alright#food photography#foodie#foodporn#with this fucking heat I still killed it#🙂��↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️#gahhhdamnnn#but the way this tasted like heavennn#foodpics#foodlover#food#mycooking!#jamaican food#Dominican food#Caribbean food#not white people food#I promise you the sauce ain’t just bbq#my special sauce#I do shit from scratch#big tings
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It should be illegal for cramps to be bad enough you risk first degree burns because you keep turning the heating pad on again after the 2-hour automatic shut off.
#the dork is being a dork#i've taken max dose ibuprofen and tylenol and i still need the fucking heating pad#someone kill me#i really need to get to a gyno lmfao#either to start bc or to start t#just#SOMETHING to stop the fucking hell cycle
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I've been reluctant to rewatch gsnk for a while bc I was kind of worried time and distance from high school would make it less funny and ruin it a bit but glad to know I was wrong
#obviously the dating sim bit is still top tier#but the mixer practice bit from that same episode where they gossip in the bathroom killed me#thank god bc i need something to distract from this fucking HEAT#gsnk#reilly.txt
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LANDLORD RAISED MY RENT $100 I AM GOING TO FLUSH MY ENTIRE COUCH DOWN THE TOILET PIECE BY PIECE
#vengeance will be mine#technically im still paying way below market rate for this place tho lol#nevertheless#god. i fucking hatesssss it but like. apts available right now that are half the size of this one with fewer amenities are going for 3300+#stuff in this price range is 400 sq ft studios. even with the rent raise.#im mad but like. i could be madder#like all of them have those super shitty washer dryer combos that take 6h to do a single load badly#or separate machines but it's still not a vented heated dryer so it's trash. 16h to do laundry? i will kill you
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i should’ve been the one to write hollywood u and i would’ve filled it with obscure references to golden age movies to the point it’s unintelligible. to be fair they did do that but with marvel movies.
#okay they didn’t just do it with marvel movies but i still find the monologue the mc gives in the TUTORIAL QUEST absolutely unforgivable#calling themselves loki. fucking kill yourself#sorry. got a little heated
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ok wrestling is dirt pits by ethel cain is sooooo raph and leo coded. to me.
#cus like first of all. 'son of a preacher/scared of the world' <-literally leo#'backwater girl' <-raph if youre me... AND ALSO 'everything here wants us dead' <-LITERALLY WHAT EVRRY TMNT SHOW IS ABOUT HELLO#'my mamas always been good at making me cry til im holding that gun to my head' <- splinter and raph obvi r u kidding..#'americas sweetheart starved straight to death/and some say theyre still peeling her out of that bed' <-ok leo trying to get himself killed#specifically 2012 when they were in the farmhouse after that fight and leo was in a coma in the bathtub for like a month all fucked up#'i keep praying youll save me/all alone in this house' <- them. really makes me think of 07 raph+leo dynamic. codependent+theyhate eachother#'i feel so goddamn crazy/i think the heats getting to me again'+'i get so goddamn angry/unlike tammy i cant stand my man'<- a#'stood over her casket thinking youre next/but america beat you in line' <-RAPH TERRIFIED JUST WAITING FOR LEO TO ACTULLY GET HIMSELF KILLED#'scared youll end up like your daddy high strung/from his neck begging his reflection for more time' <-JDSHJSHDEH!!! OK HOLD ON#2012 raph scared leo will end up like splinter#killed by his reflection(yoshis being saki). the parallels set between yoshi+saki and leo+raph r not lost on me BELIEVE THAT#i cant even explain it just. you get it#anyways. im mentally normal. happy sunday to all
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One take that pisses me off is the constant decrying of how music is getting worse. Especially when people whine about how the problem is because music is "too accessible" now, both with regards to production and listening.
Like not only do these takes always reek of the undertones of the "degradation" of society, but they always go hand in hand with the mythologizing of the idealized past and of live music (especially from the 90s). From this one video that spurred this rant alone, there were plenty of comments reminiscing on skipping out on school lunches or bus fares to save up money for just 1 cd/album and then they compared it to how all music is just under one subscription now. Like I fail to see how making music more affordable and accessible (not even just by streaming but by the advent of online piracy) is a bad thing! At all!
I think it's a good thing people can access infinitely more music than they could 30 years ago! That you don't need to know people to make a band just be able to make music as long as you can access a production software, that's a great thing!
People who think there isn't good music anymore are generally also simply blinded by nostalgia. I mean, how convenient is it that music was best when you were listening to it as a kid. Baseball was greatest when everyone was 14! Like if you can't find good, creative music, then you need to look harder! The problem with the commodification of music is more to do with the hegemony of streaming platforms and their recommendation algorithms, but to act like the music industry was somehow easier to get into before the age of the internet is blatantly untrue!
This also applies to people complaining about digital art. I think its great that people don't need to shill out for good physical materials to be able to draw what they want, actually. There are still people making art in the genres you hold as the pinnacle of their medium (generally always western centric/European movements btw) so if you hate shit like dadaism or post modernism there are still people studying classical styles!
Stop blaming the fact that you can't like good music on some social degradation, fall-of-the-west bullshit and accept that maybe just maybe you are biased. And people have always made bad art. And that the influences of capital have always pushed any commodity towards hegemony and the lowest common denominator! I can't stand most popular music in many genres even from the 90s and 80s and before, and that's not because of some decay of the soul of real music or whatever the fuck but its just because I don't like it!!!
#cobaltspeaks#idk why this got me so heated#but seriously it pisses me off#just accept that you're not gonna like everything and you're always going to be biased to what you find comfortable#there are still good artists and musicians in every medium and genre#get off your high horses and stop being exclusionary#their classism always starts to show as well#sometimes i wish digital art killed traditional art so they would all shut the fuck up about it /s
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in a real big This Isnt Fair kind of mood rn
#like. its not fair that whenever i have a medical problem i still have to come to work#its not fair that im the one left alone during major sales#and that im the one who has to clean up the catastrophic messes that causes#im just so tired and everything hurts so bad but i have to stay late because no one filled the tinter#cause god forbid anyone but me do it#and so i had to fill it in the middle of a shitton of orders#and since the shelves are too high for me to reach lol the tint fucking fell and splattered everywhefe#and theres still a line wondering why im not making their paint and im covered head to toe in tint#thats not gonna wash out#im just gonna look like this for a few cays#and its like maybe if i had some help#since i told them that the last hour of the last sale day is gonna be absurdly busy#but noo nooo ill be fine on my own#i e never wanted to kill myself so bad on the sales floor lmaooooo#anyway im fine ill be fine im just heated as fuck rn
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Day infinity of my mother reinforcing why I have a personality disorder.
#negative#TLDR she lost her shit at me for daring to rightfully assume she's accusing me of things when that's her default#she ALWAYS does it even in the most menial conversations she's always like ''don't get offended BUT'' with the dumbest shit#and then when I interrupted her as soon as she started and left she accused me of ''running when we have heated debates''#and then proceeded to scream about it to herself for like 5 minutes#if she weren't the sole controller of the money and it wouldn't ruin us financially if she died right now... I shan't say it#3 of her 4 kids have wanted her dead as we grew up and 2 of the 4 still hold to that desire#and it's because 1 of them fucked off to Kansas and cut all contact and realized she missed bumming things off my mother#my older brother and I are so sick of her but we can't leave#like when she was dying of sepsis a few years ago I was the only one to do anything and it was only when I walked by the room#my older brother just closed the door on her and was gonna let her die in there#she took herself to the ER that day and died#but they brought her back#she deserves it she truly does she's ruined our lives in new and creative ways as we've grown up and we can't do a thing about it#since we're all disabled and rely on her as our carer in a state that regularly murders disabled people in the inpatient care facilities#so my older brother and I are doing our best to not kill her ourselves by making her as miserable as possible in return for her ''love''
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I was so absolutely targeted and gobsmacked off my rocker by the very specific "mid-00s horse RPers know what I'm talking about" and the example that is straight out of something my indeed 12 year old self not only wrote but ADMIRED in others writing at the time.
This is a dangerous sentiment for me to express, as an editor who spends most of my working life telling writers to knock it off with the 45-word sentences and the adverbs and tortured metaphors, but I do think we're living through a period of weird pragmatic puritanism in mainstream literary taste.
e.g. I keep seeing people talk about 'purple prose' when they actually mean 'the writer uses vivid and/or metaphorical descriptive language'. I've seen people who present themselves as educators offer some of the best genre writing in western canon as examples of 'purple prose' because it engages strategically in prose-poetry to evoke mood and I guess that's sheer decadence when you could instead say "it was dark and scary outside". But that's not what purple prose means. Purple means the construction of the prose itself gets in the way of conveying meaning. mid-00s horse RPers know what I'm talking about. Cerulean orbs flash'd fire as they turn'd 'pon rollforth land, yonder horizonways. <= if I had to read this when I was 12, you don't get to call Ray Bradbury's prose 'purple'.
I griped on here recently about the prepossession with fictional characters in fictional narratives behaving 'rationally' and 'realistically' as if the sole purpose of a made-up story is to convince you it could have happened. No wonder the epistolary form is having a tumblr renaissance. One million billion arguments and thought experiments about The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas that almost all evade the point of the story: that you can't wriggle out of it. The narrator is telling you how it was, is and will be, and you must confront the dissonances it evokes and digest your discomfort. 'Realistic' begins on the author's terms, that's what gives them the power to reach into your brain and fiddle about until sparks happen. You kind of have to trust the process a little bit.
This ultra-orthodox attitude to writing shares a lot of common ground with the tight, tight commodification of art in online spaces. And I mean commodification in the truest sense - the reconstruction of the thing to maximise its capacity to interface with markets. Form and function are overwhelmingly privileged over cloudy ideas like meaning, intent and possibility, because you can apply a sliding value scale to the material aspects of a work. But you can't charge extra for 'more challenging conceptual response to the milieu' in a commission drive. So that shit becomes vestigial. It isn't valued, it isn't taught, so eventually it isn't sought out. At best it's mystified as part of a given writer/artist's 'talent', but either way it grows incumbent on the individual to care enough about that kind of skill to cultivate it.
And it's risky, because unmeasurables come with the possibility of rejection or failure. Drop in too many allegorical descriptions of the rose garden and someone will decide your prose is 'purple' and unserious. A lot of online audiences seem to be terrified of being considered pretentious in their tastes. That creates a real unwillingness to step out into discursive spaces where you 🫵 are expected to develop and explore a personal relationship with each element of a work. No guard rails, no right answers. Word of god is shit to us out here. But fear of getting that kind of analysis wrong makes people hove to work that slavishly explains itself on every page. And I'm left wondering, what's the point of art that leads every single participant to the same conclusion? See Spot run. Run, Spot, run. Down the rollforth land, yonder horizonways. I just want to read more weird stuff.
#the fact that I can still construct sentences in early 00's Horse Speak from the Horse RP Dictionary is my least used party trick#and yet still it lives in my bones#I remember some of the RP advice I got when I was like 10 was to NOT USE ARTICLES#seriously#I would systematically hunt down and eliminate every instance of the word 'the' like it had killed my whole family#this also applies to the wolf RPers#also i cannot stress enough that so many of these RP dictionaries listed a substitute for 'lips' as 'labia' completely dead seriously#which when you are 10 and have not heard that word before makes retrospect and glancing over old writing a...sisyphean challenge#i guess it did expand my vocab rapidly but at what cost i ask you#also because i rambled about insane RP in the tags#I agree fully that we're starting to lose some vital description/poetic prose in favor of everything being so literal it feels like being#hit with a frying pan#i get really heated when people are upset about 'growl' as a description or 'their eyes deepened' like can you not see this as a movie?#in your head?#we can all have personal tastes OBVIOUSLY but the genuine hate/mockery i see for things like 'he bared his teeth' homie can you not just#feel the emotion of the words#can i read real people's facial expressions and tones properly? fuck no#but I know what the poetic descriptors are trying to evoke from me and it works#purple prose#pro-purple
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OMFGGGGGG. Listening to the InuYasha soundtrack on soundcloud as I look for a download for opening 1, and by god I keep getting chills. IT'S JUST SO GOOD. I really can't describe it in a way that does it justice, and to be fair, I can see from the outside how it wouldn't be anything special - but when you think of it from the perspective of the series? I can't even think of a follow up to that. The emotions that form in me are far beyond the - what I'd like to describe as rather large - vocabulary I possess. I may give the InuYasha anime a lot of shit, and I may mock Sunrise incredulously, but by God, I really have to give credit where credit is due. Nothing else hits quite the same way. God, play this shit at my funereal.
edit: GOD I WANNA FUCKING HIT SOMETHING IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD.
#inuyasha#inuyasha ost#ost#music#Very introspective music to be honest.#On rainy nights like these - in my heated room - it honestly just makes me wish I could stay like this forever.#Sadly though - comfort comes and goes.#But it's these moments of clarity - calmness - and stillness in life that make it all worth it to me.#I may have worries - I may have faults - but right now - I have a childlike comfort.#It's not something that hits me often - but I welcome it with open arms. It makes me think of the future.#It's pretty impossible to know what it holds - good or bad - and planning too far only leads to disappointment.#Despite all that - I'd like to think that I find something - whatever it is - to dedicate myself to. It's what I've always wanted.#A struggle - a fight - a zeal - a reason to go day to day. It's something I've never really had for as long as I can think.#Despite all this - it reminds me of a quote from someone smarter than me.#“The struggle towards the heights alone is enough to fill a man's heart.”#And right now#I'm happy.#Anyways#The Inuyasha OST made me philosophical and poetic. FUCK.#I always do this when I'm sleepy. I'm going to bed.#goodnight.#my friend would kill me rn if they were on tumblr.
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i got rickrolled today but it didn't work because i have adblocker installed, so youtube just told me i violated the terms of service. yesterday i was trying to edit a picture as a joke for my girlfriend, and google made me check a box to prove i'm human because i wasn't "searching normally".
it isn't just that capitalism is killing fun and whimsy, it is that any element of entertainment or joy is being fed upon by this mosquito body, one that will suck you dry at any vulnerability.
do you want to meet new friends in your city? download this app, visit our website, sign up for our email list. pay for this class on making a terrarium, on candlemaking, on cooking. it will be 90 dollars a session. you can go to group fitness, but only under our specific gym membership. solve the puzzle, sign up for our puzzle-of-the-month-club. what is a club if not just a paid opportunity - you are all paying for the same thing, which makes you a community.
but you're like me, i know it - you're careful, you try the library meetings and the stuff at the local school and all of that. the problem is that you kind of want really specific opportunities that used to exist. you are so grateful for libraries and the publicly-funded things: they are, however, an exception - and everything they have, they've fought tooth-and-nail to protect. you read a headline about how in many other states, libraries have virtually nothing left.
do you want to meet up with your friends afterwards? gift your friends the discord app. you can choose to go to a cafe (buy a coffee, at least), a bar (money, alcohol) or you can all stay in and catch a movie (streaming) or you can all stay in bed (rent. don't get me started) and scream (noise complaint. ticket at least).
you want to read a new book, but the book has to have 124 buzzwords from tiktok readers that are, like, weirdly horny. you can purchase this audiobook on audible! your podcast isn't on spotify, it's on its own server, pay for a different site. fuck, at least you're supporting artists you like. the art museum just raised their ticket price. once, they had a temporary exhibit that acknowledged that ~85% of their permanent art galleries were from cis white men, and that they had thousands of works by women (even famous women, like frida! georgia o'keefe!) just rotting in their basement. that exhibit lasted for 3 months and then they put everything away again.
walmart proudly supports this strip of land by the street! here are some flowers with wilting leaves. its employees have to pay out-of-pocket for their uniforms. my friend once got fined by the city because she organized a community pick-up of the riverfront, which was technically private property.
no, you cannot afford to take that dance class, neither can i. by the way - i'm a teacher. i'm absolutely not saying "educators shouldn't be paid fairly." i'm saying that when i taught classes, renting a studio went from 20 bucks an hour to 180 in the span of 6 months. no significant changes to the studio were made, except they now list the place as updated and friendly. the heat still doesn't work in the building. i have literally never seen the landlord who ignores my emails. recently they've been renting it out at night as an "unusual nightclub; a once-in-a-lifetime close-knit party." they spent some of those 180 dollars on LEDs and called it renovating. the high heels they invite in have been ruining the marley.
do you want to experience the old internet? do you want to play flash games or get back the temporary joy of club penguin? you can, you just need to pay for it. i have a weird, neurodivergent obsession with occasionally checking in to watch the downfall and NFT-ification of neopets. if i'm honest with you all - i never got into webkins, my family didn't have the money to buy me a pointless elephant. people forget that "being poor" can mean literally "if i buy you that toy, i can't afford rent."
you and i don't have time to make good food, and we don't have the budget for it. we are not gonna be able to host dinner parties, we're not made of money, kid. do you want some kind of 3rd space? a space that isn't home or work or school? you could try being online, but - what places actually exist for you? tiktok counts as social media because you see other people on it, not because they actually talk to you.
there was a local winter tradition of sledding down the hill at my school. kids would use pizza boxes and jackets and whatever worked, howling and laughing. back in september, they made a big announcement that this time, rules were changing, and everyone must pay 10 dollars to participate. when im not scared shitless, i kind of appreciate the environmental irony - it hasn't gone below 40. so much for snow & joyriding.
i saw a bulletin for a local dogwalking group and, nervous about making a good first impression, showed up early. the first guy there grimaced at me. "sorry," he said. "there's a 30-dollar buy-in fee." i thought he was joking. wait. for what? the group doesn't offer anything except friendship and people with whom to walk around the city.
he didn't know the answer. just shrugged at me. "you know," he said. "these days, everything costs money."
#spilled ink#warm up#“why did u tag it warm up” bc i wrote it off the cuff while drinkin coffee lol#btw the 30 dollar buy in for the dog walking is bc they pay the organizer a small pittance so she can#run fb ads and stuff and like she does put in a lot of work i don't mind paying her#but that's exactly what im fucking talking about like.#ppl can't afford to volunteer their time anymore and we all understand it!!! everything costs money for everyone!#like we didn't have to use to say ''do you mind paying me back for the stuff we ate''#we used to be able to afford to feed our friends once in a while!!!
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It's unbearably hot in my apartment bc of the heatwave and bc fuckers won't stop doing their laundry during the day...I can't do shit when it's this gd hot AND IT MAKES ME ANGRY. 😭
#the heat#is killing me#i just wanna sleep#my dog passed just in time to avoid this#it would be hell for him so i'm glad he is at peace#still missing him#but fuck it is HOT 😭😭😭😭😭#real life shit#california heatwave
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me after walking around 3 campuses for 6 hours for their university's open day
#IT WAS SO HOT OUT TOO a bitch was sweating like a wild hog#7 hours post event and my feel still hurt. we ran around so much to not miss the presentation times and my shoes were not built for running#who's idea was it to have both university open days at the same time. haha i'm just curious *cocks gun*#it was hot in the buildings and outside the buildings it was hot the whole time i wanted to kill#courtesy of my heat intolerance inducing meds 👍#there was so much information and so much yapping some of it just flew over my head#i was half listening half trying not to groan in despair and run out the building#i did come close to screaming at my mum after she insinuated i was massively stupid for the 49037th time. but i kept quiet to keep the peac#7 hours post event i need a smoke and 5 beers and to jack off and kill myself#stomping around and sweating my balls off and glaring for 6 hours while my family slowly trailed behind me#while i had to repeat everything at least twice while keeping an even tone lest they make me stop me walking and complain about my attitude#is some kind of new form of cia torture#the worst part of it all was having to repeat myself so many times. i love dealing with 3 slow to understand stupid fucking idiots
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Satoru who does not give a single FUCK that you haven’t shaved. You both were getting freaky, all over each other with heavy breaths, until you feel his hand go down to your pants.
“No,” you pant out breathlessly, “let me just do you.”
Satoru isn’t displeased to hear those words—he never is and never will be—but he still grunts in confusion. “What?” He asked blankly, as if you’d told him you killed his cat.
“I haven’t shaved,” you groan in explanation, getting restless now, “so let me just suck—“
You don’t even finish your sentence before he’s flipping you over like a toy beneath him, his eyes full of hunger. His hands go to the hem of your pants again, wasting no time to pull them off, along with your underwear.
Your throbbing heat lies beneath him as you try to cover your face, way too embarrassed and flushed with heat to look at him. But Satoru doesn’t care. He leans down and dives in with no hesitation.
“Do you think I care?” I mumbles against your sex, raising his hand to land a firm smack on your wiggling hips. “You think I fucking care if this beautiful cunt has a little hair?”
You can only mewl and squirm under his tight grip, his tongue darting out to tease you every other word. “S-Satoru!” You can’t help but squeal, the words you want to use stuck in your throat as jolts of pleasure rack your body.
“What love?” He grins, the vibration of his laugh against your skin. “M’ just trynna enjoy my meal…”
Idk how I feel abt this one, but I hope you guys enjoy. I woke up just a few minutes ago to post this, may or may not have had a dream abt this🥲
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going to the airport 8hrs early bc i can’t stand this 25/30°c weather anymore
#stream#it’s fucking HOT#there’s NO AC#im dying#i’ve been in the uk for like 10 months i can’t do heat anymore#literally i was wearing shorts & a t shirt for literally 3 days in june & now it’s back to sweater weather in the uk#until like september lord knows it’s going to be a fucking mess#for like 2-3 weeks then it’ll go away again but still#im just going to work on deferred assignments at the airport like im just#OVER IT !!!!!#im …#my back still kills
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