#with the girls just in mourning
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the revelation that claudia’s rebirth was such a twisted and horrible moment, with louis dragging her like she was a thing, a stranger who neither of them knew but he kept saying over and over “our daughter, our beautiful little daughter” to lestat, really solidified the way she was never the main character of her own story. she was always an accessory to some or the other of louis’ whims: his guilt, his loneliness, his conflict of being a killer, his rocky relationship with lestat. there was love there, love from both her fathers, but it was never enough. lestat saw her too much as a wretched mirror held up to his own self, and louis was always too steeped in his own feelings to care enough about hers. claudia’s story truly was the greatest tragedy in this tale, treated horribly by every man around her, even her fathers, relentlessly exploited and brutally ignored, always second and never first. the only one who loved her the way she deserved to be loved was madeleine, and the moment she truly had her, her happiness was torn from her. and just before she died, she got to see someone actually choose her in her entirety, not for what she can be but for who she is, and it still wasn’t enough. she still burned alive in the sunlight. the love was there, but it wasn’t enough to save her.
#i want to scream i am still mourning my girl claudia#SHE DIDN'T DESERVE THIS#and fuckass armand in his silly little playpen “unable” to prevent it like NO. YOU COULD HAVE. YOU JUST DIDN'T CARE.#absolutely stumped as to how on earth louis stayed with him after this#like yea the gaslighting and the lies but king... he froze the whole coven at dinner once and stopped time and shit. he can save claudia.#but he didn't and louis might have forgiven him for it but i never will !!!#that being said i still love armand 😋#this is what makes these characters so gothic and fascinating imo#these terrible things they do contrasted with the intense way they love each other#mmmmm scrumm dilly yum yum a purr purr !!!!#interview with the vampire#claudia#claudia iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#armand#armand iwtv#iwtv amc#iwtv spoilers
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⛥ the boy with the demon blood ౨♱ৎ
#I made this in 2022 & posted it on my tiktok & I just feel like ppl didn’t get it#they didn’t appreciate it or see the vision#no one understands sam winchester like I do#anyway so the quality is shitty but I still love it sm#samcore#sammy <3#psychic sam you will always be famous#I love you I remember you I mourn you#‘you make me feel like I am clean again’#LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING?? that’s what initially inspired the edit I think#sam winchesters carhartt jacket <3#boy king of hell sam winchester#sam winchester aesthetic#supernatural#sam winchester#psychic sam winchester#sam winchester core#spnedit#supernaturaledit#supernatural edit#sam girl#spn aesthetic#boyking!sam#demon blood sam winchester#kripke era#spn s1#spn s2#spn s3#spn s4#spn s5
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The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, Suzanne Collins / Antigone, Sofocles
How do you mourn a brother you wanted dead?
#does this makes sense?#I hope it does#i was rereading the Antigone and for some reasons this quote made me think of Tigris#of her feelings after snow died#the Snow she despised and wanted dead#the same Snow that was Coryo once#does she mourn that boy or has she been doing that since she first saw his father in Snow’s eyes?#does she finally feel relieved because the monster is dead?#i just love her so much#her story breaks my heart#my girl Tigris you deserved so much better#tigris snow#coriolanus snow#hunger games#the ballad of songbirds and snakes
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In my daydreams, this is where you lean over me and slap the wall
#thefatfemme#Some very self indulgent gifs of Taash's first romance scene#They're just so cute I can't help it#And this is a whole new experience for Tillie#She's only short compared to other Qunari#she thinks of herself as tall and to most people in her life she is#she's not used to being the small one and she's also not used to being pursued like this#her heart is doing flips about it and I love how it's written all over her face#girl's got it BAD#Rook x Taash#OC: Mathilde Ingellvar#Taash#Taash dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#Veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age#Rook Ingellvar#Mourn Watch Rook
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Checking how much of an unpopular opinion that is... 👀
I don't like the Forth Doctor. Actually I do actively dislike him and I'm struggling to finish his run (I'm at Leela in Victorian London now) 🙈
Everyone seems to love him and he's "the best Doctor" and they enjoy his weirdness and relationship with companions... But I find him scary, rude, unkind and dismissive, even towards his companions 🙈
I once had a dream about him, and he was standing right next to me, and I had to really look up to see his face and there he was, towering over me, smiling with too many teeth and huge eyes and damn, that was scary 🫥
I'm really looking forward to Five, but I don't want to skip Four and the struggle is real 😭
That's probably only me, but... Would appreciate your opinions, I'm open to you guys changing my mind about him, I do want to enjoy his run 😭
#I'm a Two's whimsy girl#ok??#Three was ok#would probably enjoy his run more if I wasn't mourning Two#but Four just doesn't vibe with me AT ALL#I just don't get his popularity sorry#I wish I did#doctor who#classic who#forth doctor#leela#four#tom baker
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mrs lovett (/sweenett) + tweets
#sweeney todd#broadwayedit#mrs lovett#annaleigh ashford#josh groban#NO RIZZ JUST LOVE#made this to LAUGH i want to LAUGH again a girl is tired of mourning#should have made these all b&w bc what the fuck is coloring!!!! but it's fine#the algo has definitely clocked how i've thought about nothing but Them for the last four months bc relevant ass tweets keep popping up#*slams first on table* I COULDVE TREATED HER RIGHT#alright that's enough grandma let's get u to bed#**#otp: if you only knew
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looking at all the comparisons of the oldest to newest tmn arts again and honestly so sad that fjords nose got so straightened out like 😐 who gave him a nose job ! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#kiddo say#hell on planet exandria#hes just so yassified but not in a way thats fun to me#give him some fat back into his face its so sad </3#i like th long hair but . the hooked nose + beard with it couldve been so good. but instead he just looks dehydrated#thee post i mentioned in prev ask. it was in my drafts#matching post to me mourning cads hooded eyelids that got deleted in the fancy collectors figure sculpt </3#but he has monolids in the new art so ^_^ . we stay winning#i wont talk about the newer yasha designs . yous know how i feel lol#i dont want to be mean also bc i think jesters new look is cute and fun but shes also got that league of legends splash art anatomy going o#like the waist and back arch is so extreme her spines just misaligned#it makes me sad . someone help my girl . get her a snack also
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Alicent Hightower they could never make me like you...
#forcing Helaena to face the public while she's mourning her DEAD SON!!#my girl just wants to curl up in a ball and hide away and i do NOT blame her!!#justice for helaena#house of the dragon#hotd#helaena targaryen#alicent hightower#team black#house targaryen
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I’m not crazy, I’m just a girl
#girlblogging#coquette#dollette#morute#dollcore#mochette#creepy cute#kinderwhore#nympette#lana del rey#you poor thing sweet mourning lamb#i need a lobotomy#cross#critters#crime scene#just girl stuff#i’m just a girl#abandoned buildings#angel#i'm mentally ill#pretty on the inside#im just a girl#graveyard#girly
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i've experienced like a truly ridiculous amount of grief in recent years and i would like to say now in the new year 2025 to the universe or fate or whoever: unless you are going to give me a gazillion dollars and less mental illness...dont do this to me girl
#if the mutual whos post i just commented on sees this no you didnt#but also it did get me thinking abt everything#grief is so bad 0/10 im sending a cease & desist#theres so much crying involved too & i just dont need to deal w that right now#especially not in this economy. grief???? mourning???? loss????? girl go away#talk
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jem and tessa’s love story will always hit different to me because it was so sweet when they were young, but so tragic. two kids fighting against time and terrible circumstances. and then it took one hundred and thirty years for them to have a second chance: during which jem feels himself losing the human heart he had, and tessa fights so hard to keep him alive because she can’t lose him too, not after they both lost will. catarina, he cannot die. he cannot die.
in 2008 tessa says — in a way, this is our wedding night. she picks a dress the colour of an orchid, jem’s favourite flower, to remind him of what they were, to remind him of what she wanted to be for him when she thought they’d have a future together. and jem responds with the number of days he’s counted since they last kissed: says you don’t need to remind me, says “you were my first love, and you will be my last one.”
these two characters, two of the kindest and gentlest, who endured for so long. the period between will’s death and before 2008 especially is just devastating…when jem believed he was getting less and less human and both he and tessa could only hold on to the hope of someday, maybe. it kills me all the time
#who hurt me? *points at cassandra clare*#thinking about ghosts of the shadow market made me write this#also after the bridge#just like. all that waiting#and years of loneliness#on both sides.#tessa wanting to stay with jem for them to mourn together and help each other#jem saying being what i am how can i?#girl i can’tttttt#i am mentally Unwell :)#anyway.!!#happy tuesday :)#gotsm#jem carstairs#tid#jessa#jem x tessa#tessa gray
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Ok you know I can hardly call this a redraw. But it’s a redraw… in concept… in uhhh character placement? #4 of 4. Maybe I’ll do more later we’ll see
This I think is the VERY FIRST digital drawing of my trio from 2020. They were once friends you know
Emmeline changed a lot both in design and character. Liam hasn’t changed much in design but he’s very different in character (he used to be friendly). Finn’s name changed from Everett because I got really into life is strange 2 and there’s a guy named Finn in that game and I was like “… hmm wait 🤔” (his full name is still Everett Finneas Mercer tho). Also can’t exactly remember why I decided they weren’t friends anymore?? I know Liam was always intended to be magical in some way (though it was originally he attracts magic but wasn’t magic himself) and one random day I was putting my laundry away and I was like “… Finn dies. OMG who said thaaat that’s so crazy I could neveeeeerrrr 🤭”
#Liam and Finn also used to be like 30 and married and living that Van Life™️#originally it was that they were hanging out in the redwood forest as one does and Emmeline (then called SDP— spooky deer person)…#… just showed up and was like ‘heeeeyyy just gonna hang out with you guys now is that chill’#and they were like ‘… uh yeah sure wanna be in our band?’#and Emmeline agreed and played the banjo#honestly kind of slay maybe that’s the true ending to their story#maybe Emmeline murders Finn but when he comes back he’s just like ‘ah happens to the best of us I forgive u <3’ and they play in a band#honestly tho that’s something Finn WOULD do my guy is too patient#also shout out my creative writing instructor in 2021 who thought Finn was a girl because Liam put flowers on him in mourning 🙃#anyways#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#drawing#oc#redraw#(in concept)#old art#original character art#original character#oc art#oc art tag#oc artwork
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currently yearning in a way only boys can
#yes i’m still thinking abt song of achilles it ripped out my heart#but also idk if this is a universal experience#but sometimes i feel like i mourn the fact that i didn’t get to experience childhood as a boy#like getting to be rough and lanky and awkward and soft and strong and all the things it’s okay for boys to be#like not that it’s ‘bad’ for girls to be that obviously#and i still tried to#but i feel like it came less naturally and alienated me#like i just want to be feminine in the way boys are???? if that makes sense#and i’m sad that i never got to have the experience of growing up as a boy and falling in love and all the things that came with that#and i get this almost like . jealousy when i think of it#it’s like this hot anger but i think it’s really just grief#IDKKKK WOOF SORRY FOR RAMBLING HAHAHAHHAHAA#anyways idk if this is universal but!!!!! i’m gonna go think abt my doomed gay lovers#(aka reread song of achilles)#LOVE YOU ALL HOPE YOURE HAVING A GOOD DAY!!!!!!!#q speaks
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i deleted love&deepspace
im RAGEQUITTING the game. with a heavy heart. im sorry my dearest angsty 3d men with tragic backstories. i will love you Always.............fuck the game though i aint spending my life harvesting thousands of diamonds for 1minute kindled moments ok (hav to rely on luck too for thst)
idk man the devs r more focused on releasing limited memories and events than updating the main story. "but they released main story branches..." Ya after months of nothing, and the players were dissatisfied with how underwhelming it was too.
it doesnt hurt to make the game a little more cinematic (?) okay. it would also b so nice if there was a landscape mode feature. tbf i have more issues regarding the game but currently cant think of the rest so ill end it here
oh btw im still a part of yhe fandom ok, i love our very sad hopeless romantic and a little deranged 3d men thx
#im so fucking sad#praying for better device guys#hope the game improves or smth idk#mourning#love and deepspace#love and deepspace meme#lnds meme#rafayel#lnds zayne#sylus#lnds xavier#lnds caleb#qi yu#lnds homura#li shen#lnds rei#qin che#lnds shin#shen xinghui#lnds seiya#xia yizhou#lnds mahiru#coquette#girl diary#just girly things
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#the love witch#midsommar#bella hadid#mourning dove#lana del rey#locally hated#lana del rey aesthetic#girl blogger#girlblogger#lana del ray moodboard#coquette#dollette#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girl rotting#manic pixie dream girl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girl interrupted syndrome#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#girlhood#girlblog aesthetic#yayobabydoll#cinnamon girl#girlblog#girlblogging#girl blog
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this is how i envision childe and skirk's time together in the abyss went
#skirk feels like a really crappy babysitter to me#like she comes over to babysit little ajax and then just watches tv all night. doesnt even feed him#and THEN she blames him for a vase she knocked over#this is probably not the intended interpretation of her character but if the devs wanted me to take her seriously#then they shouldn't have made her look like a teenage girl in a swimsuit and galaxy leggings#just saying#anyway#the audio is a clip from johnny bravo i found on tiktok if youre wondering#skirk#genshin skirk#genshin impact skirk#god i'm still mourning her i think she's so ugly like actually. oh my god#i referenced her beta designs to try to make it even marginally better#dont think it helped rip#childe#tartaglia#childe tartagalia#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin spoilers#i'm pretty sure this counts as spoilers at least#childe tartaglia ajax#genshin ajax#genshin 4.2 spoilers#genshin 4.2#my art
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