#with the girls just in mourning
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the revelation that claudia’s rebirth was such a twisted and horrible moment, with louis dragging her like she was a thing, a stranger who neither of them knew but he kept saying over and over “our daughter, our beautiful little daughter” to lestat, really solidified the way she was never the main character of her own story. she was always an accessory to some or the other of louis’ whims: his guilt, his loneliness, his conflict of being a killer, his rocky relationship with lestat. there was love there, love from both her fathers, but it was never enough. lestat saw her too much as a wretched mirror held up to his own self, and louis was always too steeped in his own feelings to care enough about hers. claudia’s story truly was the greatest tragedy in this tale, treated horribly by every man around her, even her fathers, relentlessly exploited and brutally ignored, always second and never first. the only one who loved her the way she deserved to be loved was madeleine, and the moment she truly had her, her happiness was torn from her. and just before she died, she got to see someone actually choose her in her entirety, not for what she can be but for who she is, and it still wasn’t enough. she still burned alive in the sunlight. the love was there, but it wasn’t enough to save her.
#i want to scream i am still mourning my girl claudia#SHE DIDN'T DESERVE THIS#and fuckass armand in his silly little playpen “unable” to prevent it like NO. YOU COULD HAVE. YOU JUST DIDN'T CARE.#absolutely stumped as to how on earth louis stayed with him after this#like yea the gaslighting and the lies but king... he froze the whole coven at dinner once and stopped time and shit. he can save claudia.#but he didn't and louis might have forgiven him for it but i never will !!!#that being said i still love armand 😋#this is what makes these characters so gothic and fascinating imo#these terrible things they do contrasted with the intense way they love each other#mmmmm scrumm dilly yum yum a purr purr !!!!#interview with the vampire#claudia#claudia iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#armand#armand iwtv#iwtv amc#iwtv spoilers
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⛥ the boy with the demon blood ౨♱ৎ
#I made this in 2022 & posted it on my tiktok & I just feel like ppl didn’t get it#they didn’t appreciate it or see the vision#no one understands sam winchester like I do#anyway so the quality is shitty but I still love it sm#samcore#sammy <3#psychic sam you will always be famous#I love you I remember you I mourn you#‘you make me feel like I am clean again’#LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING?? that’s what initially inspired the edit I think#sam winchesters carhartt jacket <3#boy king of hell sam winchester#sam winchester aesthetic#supernatural#sam winchester#psychic sam winchester#sam winchester core#spnedit#supernaturaledit#supernatural edit#sam girl#spn aesthetic#boyking!sam#demon blood sam winchester#kripke era#spn s1#spn s2#spn s3#spn s4#spn s5
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The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, Suzanne Collins / Antigone, Sofocles
How do you mourn a brother you wanted dead?
#does this makes sense?#I hope it does#i was rereading the Antigone and for some reasons this quote made me think of Tigris#of her feelings after snow died#the Snow she despised and wanted dead#the same Snow that was Coryo once#does she mourn that boy or has she been doing that since she first saw his father in Snow’s eyes?#does she finally feel relieved because the monster is dead?#i just love her so much#her story breaks my heart#my girl Tigris you deserved so much better#tigris snow#coriolanus snow#hunger games#the ballad of songbirds and snakes
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mrs lovett (/sweenett) + tweets
#sweeney todd#broadwayedit#mrs lovett#annaleigh ashford#josh groban#NO RIZZ JUST LOVE#made this to LAUGH i want to LAUGH again a girl is tired of mourning#should have made these all b&w bc what the fuck is coloring!!!! but it's fine#the algo has definitely clocked how i've thought about nothing but Them for the last four months bc relevant ass tweets keep popping up#*slams first on table* I COULDVE TREATED HER RIGHT#alright that's enough grandma let's get u to bed#**#otp: if you only knew
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looking at all the comparisons of the oldest to newest tmn arts again and honestly so sad that fjords nose got so straightened out like 😐 who gave him a nose job ! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#kiddo say#hell on planet exandria#hes just so yassified but not in a way thats fun to me#give him some fat back into his face its so sad </3#i like th long hair but . the hooked nose + beard with it couldve been so good. but instead he just looks dehydrated#thee post i mentioned in prev ask. it was in my drafts#matching post to me mourning cads hooded eyelids that got deleted in the fancy collectors figure sculpt </3#but he has monolids in the new art so ^_^ . we stay winning#i wont talk about the newer yasha designs . yous know how i feel lol#i dont want to be mean also bc i think jesters new look is cute and fun but shes also got that league of legends splash art anatomy going o#like the waist and back arch is so extreme her spines just misaligned#it makes me sad . someone help my girl . get her a snack also
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this man came with receipts
#he is the realest driver on the grid#just a girl dad who drives fast#leave me be I am mourning his loss on the grid#kevin magnussen#haas f1 team#f1#formula 1
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Alicent Hightower they could never make me like you...
#forcing Helaena to face the public while she's mourning her DEAD SON!!#my girl just wants to curl up in a ball and hide away and i do NOT blame her!!#justice for helaena#house of the dragon#hotd#helaena targaryen#alicent hightower#team black#house targaryen
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jem and tessa’s love story will always hit different to me because it was so sweet when they were young, but so tragic. two kids fighting against time and terrible circumstances. and then it took one hundred and thirty years for them to have a second chance: during which jem feels himself losing the human heart he had, and tessa fights so hard to keep him alive because she can’t lose him too, not after they both lost will. catarina, he cannot die. he cannot die.
in 2008 tessa says — in a way, this is our wedding night. she picks a dress the colour of an orchid, jem’s favourite flower, to remind him of what they were, to remind him of what she wanted to be for him when she thought they’d have a future together. and jem responds with the number of days he’s counted since they last kissed: says you don’t need to remind me, says “you were my first love, and you will be my last one.”
these two characters, two of the kindest and gentlest, who endured for so long. the period between will’s death and before 2008 especially is just devastating…when jem believed he was getting less and less human and both he and tessa could only hold on to the hope of someday, maybe. it kills me all the time
#who hurt me? *points at cassandra clare*#thinking about ghosts of the shadow market made me write this#also after the bridge#just like. all that waiting#and years of loneliness#on both sides.#tessa wanting to stay with jem for them to mourn together and help each other#jem saying being what i am how can i?#girl i can’tttttt#i am mentally Unwell :)#anyway.!!#happy tuesday :)#gotsm#jem carstairs#tid#jessa#jem x tessa#tessa gray
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currently yearning in a way only boys can
#yes i’m still thinking abt song of achilles it ripped out my heart#but also idk if this is a universal experience#but sometimes i feel like i mourn the fact that i didn’t get to experience childhood as a boy#like getting to be rough and lanky and awkward and soft and strong and all the things it’s okay for boys to be#like not that it’s ‘bad’ for girls to be that obviously#and i still tried to#but i feel like it came less naturally and alienated me#like i just want to be feminine in the way boys are???? if that makes sense#and i’m sad that i never got to have the experience of growing up as a boy and falling in love and all the things that came with that#and i get this almost like . jealousy when i think of it#it’s like this hot anger but i think it’s really just grief#IDKKKK WOOF SORRY FOR RAMBLING HAHAHAHHAHAA#anyways idk if this is universal but!!!!! i’m gonna go think abt my doomed gay lovers#(aka reread song of achilles)#LOVE YOU ALL HOPE YOURE HAVING A GOOD DAY!!!!!!!#q speaks
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#the love witch#midsommar#bella hadid#mourning dove#lana del rey#locally hated#lana del rey aesthetic#girl blogger#girlblogger#lana del ray moodboard#coquette#dollette#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#girl rotting#manic pixie dream girl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girl interrupted syndrome#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#girlhood#girlblog aesthetic#yayobabydoll#cinnamon girl#girlblog#girlblogging#girl blog
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this is how i envision childe and skirk's time together in the abyss went
#skirk feels like a really crappy babysitter to me#like she comes over to babysit little ajax and then just watches tv all night. doesnt even feed him#and THEN she blames him for a vase she knocked over#this is probably not the intended interpretation of her character but if the devs wanted me to take her seriously#then they shouldn't have made her look like a teenage girl in a swimsuit and galaxy leggings#just saying#anyway#the audio is a clip from johnny bravo i found on tiktok if youre wondering#skirk#genshin skirk#genshin impact skirk#god i'm still mourning her i think she's so ugly like actually. oh my god#i referenced her beta designs to try to make it even marginally better#dont think it helped rip#childe#tartaglia#childe tartagalia#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin spoilers#i'm pretty sure this counts as spoilers at least#childe tartaglia ajax#genshin ajax#genshin 4.2 spoilers#genshin 4.2#my art
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The slice of heaven that I gave to you🪽*٭♡
#girlblogging#coquette#dollette#morute#dollcore#mochette#creepy cute#kinderwhore#nympette#lana del rey#old tumblr#marina and the diamonds#the virgin suicides#glitter text#taxidermy#teddy bear#heavenly#pretty on the inside#i'm mentally ill#im just a girl#graveyard#girly#you poor thing sweet mourning lamb#pink y2k
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I love how courtney is involved with every single cool thing that comes out and I whould be obsessed w !!!
(and ppl too, like she's dated half my celebrity's crushes and was bfs w my fav girls aaaa)
#still in mourning of her insta#our times biggest it girl fr#hole band#courtney love#90s#90s music#90s icons#grunge#kinderwhore#riot grrrl#female hysteria#femcel#girlblogging#girlhood#sillyposting#hell is a teenage girl#locally hated#sparkle jump rope queen#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#just girly thoughts#this is a girlblog#shitpost#just girly things#girlblogger#dollette#whisper girl#lana del rey#im just a girl#girl interrupted#baby doll
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my love is only as noble as my fear of loss
#my stuff#womanhood#fear of abandonment#fear of loss#grief and mourning#grief recovery#dealing with grief#being a woman#girlblog aesthetic#female experience#female hysteria#girlhood#girlblogging#girlblogger#feminine urge#this is a girlblog#im just a girl#girlblog#actually ocd#obsessivecore#obsessive thoughts#poets on tumblr#rural gothic#rural america#ruralcore#rural aesthetic#midwest#rural photography#countryside
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#kRILLING MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#usokaya#she was vulnerable and in mourning and he came in like that anyway aaaaaaa#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#she probably apologized to him so much after some time passed#''people that i love'' and its just her#ofc he loves other people but its kaya first....#not that anyone doubted#she is such a spunky little thing tho#not scared just yelling right away and telling him to get the fuck out#i love that#GIRLS ON GUARD#kot rereads op
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scully whispering “oh my god” in paper hearts when roche tells mulder that he just wants to see his face when he finds samantha’s body is one of the most affective small moments of the series. scully so rarely lets anything slip, so rarely speaks from a place of emotion rather than rationality, so rarely doesn’t have her words carefully chosen when she does.
but it’s just SO CRUEL!!! it’s just so cruel. and all mulder can do is sit there silently. it’s scully that jumps up and screams. i love the way she goes over to the door and just opens it and stands there, waits firmly for mulder to quietly follow her. she just gets him out of there without directing a single word towards him.
#ahab and starbuck episode#txf.txt#paper hearts#it’s so hard to be starbuck. there is so much grief in chasing ghosts#like trish was saying earlier this episode is HARD on scully. it’s the most haunted that mulder ever is.#it’s the Biggest reminder of what they’re Actually doing#they are NOT just chasing little green men and having adventures and studying sewer worms#they’re trying to make sense out of something that will never make sense. they’re trying to find ‘truth’ that they don’t want to know.#they’re living their lives in mourning of a missing little girl and scully is terrified they’ll find her#and that it will be just like roche threatens. and there is no one there but her#there is no one there but her that even CARES how haunted he is and how deeply stuck and lost and SAD it is#it’s all the little things like her ‘you did good work mulder’ and the way she asks if he’s okay to go tell the dead little girl’s family#‘paper hearts’ is them living out scully’s fear. what she thinks happened. what she’s afraid he’ll find someday.
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