#with big naturals as promised

[whowouldwininafite]

[autistic-greg-house]

Whiteboard doodles round 2! House MD themed requests are still open if anyone has any ideas 👀

[ominous-horse-noises]

watching misfits and magic 2 after skipping season 1 (harry potter rip off stories dont super appeal to me but taking them out of the school setting made it 100x more entertaining) and....... listen... why are sam and evan kind of. hm. hmm.

[blingbingbitch]

going absolutly crazy for the one-two-three punch of adya's fucking planned-since-the-dawn-of-time-and-happened-to-arrive-just-when-she-needed-it meteor shower, fig and zara's conversation, brennan's porter revel!

it's brennan's bts video talking about how intrepid hero seasons boil down to 'what can i do that my friends will love?'

it's emily's bts video saying she wanted fig & ayda to have their happy ending. she wanted to roll a new character, but brennan promised she'd want to be playing fig this season (fucking porter).

it's that 17 eps in, right before he drops that she was right the whole time(!!!), he as zara asks her what she wants to do with her life. suggests that once her junior year responsabilies are done (and, you know, saves the world again) she could do whatever she wants. her and adya can go off together if she chooses.

like, fucking, brennan being like 'i promise i didn't make you play this character again when you weren't as jazzed about her as you were. i see the existenal crisises fig and emily have been through together. it will all be worth it, in the next 20mins. and if we ever do a senior year you don't have to be fig!'

idk

it's how i read it

just so beautiful in the fiction and also the meta narritive of friends creating a story together.

like 'i promise there was a reason, and i'll support what ever you want to do next'

i love

[did-someone-say-aliens]

why is tumblr SO weird sometimes like sometimes its normal if arcane fanart is classified as normal but then i’ll be scrolling and see some fucking post by kaeya-big-naturals or some bullshit and it’ll be like “12 year old girls are so annoying and they’re terrible people” and all the reblogs are like “louder for the people in the back!! 👑” 😭

[raaorqtpbpdy]

Okay I’m thriving on all the Marie/Jordan posting, it is absolutely deserved, they’re amazing together, but I wish there was a little more love for Emma/Sam too because “I don’t remember you, but I do believe you” fucking broke me.

Imagine you’ve spent years questioning reality, surrounded by people who constantly remind you that you can’t believe your own eyes. You finally meet someone outside of that group and you’re convinced she’s a hallucination, except she passes your test, and she’s sweet, and she laughs at your jokes even though you have a really off-beat sense of humor, and she matches it, and you love her like you’ve never loved anyone. And she promises to stay with you after everyone else you’ve ever loved has abandoned you, whether intentionally or not. And then you start to freak out and you know your scaring her, because she’s seen you rip people apart with your bare hands, but she’s not running. She’s not even trying to make you calm down or be rational or stop. Instead she asks “How can I help you?” She wants to help you. And you run. And she saves you. She stops you from doing something you’ll regret. She’s the first one who’s done that without violating your mind.

And then she loses all her memories of you. She looks at you without an ounce of recognition, and you think you’ve lost her, even if you swear to get her her memories back. And you’re alone again, and you’re hallucinating. You’re hallucinating her. You can’t trust reality. You can’t trust yourself. You can’t believe what you see or hear or touch. Then she comes back again, but this time she’s real and you ask if she remembers you and she says no. “I don’t remember you, but I do believe you.”

I can’t even, okay, I’m losing my mind over here.

[clammyheart]

punch needle forest floor moss rug, 3x3’ 🌿

[melit0n]

I'm drunk and I'm using Tumblr as my notes app sso everybody ignore me

I am so full of love for everything. I love thr way sunlight comes through the window just right during golden hour. I love the birds in the tree outsifr my window. I love the way tge wind howls in a storm. I love the graffiti artist that keeps poppping up around the city. I love the moon and the sun and the stars and the universe and every thing that has ever been

I love the smell of new and old books. I lobe the taste of hot cocoa. I love the sounds of the city. I love the texgure of the wool of my scarf. I love sunsets and sunrises and all of that

I am so full of love and it is bursting out of my chest

Am I getting drunk because I hate myself? Yeah, but do I still want to live and enjoy because life is cool? Yeah!!

[bluestjayy]

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[argentiell]

missing him

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

MDZS Height Poll: Who is (technically) the tallest character. Please remember that these polls are for fun!

[isdalinarhot]

In the beautiful t4t universe dalinar big naturals being so sexy proud of his boob titties would make Sadeas feel less soul crushing despair about his boob titties….. like he never gets to the point of Dalinar where he’s like YEAH MY TITS MAKE ME SEXIER. DEAL. BOUNCE BOUNCE but he doesn’t feel suicidal about them anymore they’re just a neutral part of him…… yeah. Based partially on a true story since I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get top surgery :(

[sabraeal]

as a writer how do you stop thinking about like getting kudos/comments? I've just started writing fanfic, and when I start a writing something -- it goes well and then eventually I get to point where I'm like "ahh but what the readers don't like that? or what if I don't get as many kudos or comments" and it makes it difficult to continue because then it becomes stressful -- I guess how do you deal with "wanting to write stuff for yourself" and "wanting validation" thanks!

You're going to hate this answer, because I hated it too, but TIME. When you first start writing and you get kudos and comments and people love what you're doing, it's a huge validation of your effort and talent, and it's natural that you want MORE of it. When I first started putting up fics I already had been writing for 15+ years, knew I was good at it, and still for a good few years found myself really glued to the hit counter, and the kudos, and wondering how I'd be able to get people to comment the same way they did on things like Seven Suitors.

But the thing is that commenting comes and goes in waves, and unless a fandom has a big comment culture, or is large enough that you're guaranteed a good glut of them every time you post...you're going to hit a point where you write exactly what everyone wants and get crickets. And at that point you'll get ANNOYED, because LOOK, I MADE THIS, i made it for YOU GUYS, and now y'all don't have anything to say? It'll get to you. It'll make you doubt that you know what anyone wants at all. It'll happen and it'll suck the whole time.

Lots of advice will say "write for yourself," which is an excellent sentiment. You should always write what YOU want. Put into your fic what you want to see, write the nitpicky poetic metaphors and craft the most screwball twists your heart desires. Pour yourself into the most niche AUs and most tin-hat canon theories. At the end of the day, you want the IDEAS you put down to be for you, because comments and kudos are nice, but if they don't come...you have to be proud of what you put out, even when it feels like an echo chamber.

But also...we don't POST things for ourselves. We post things to share. Fic are a conversation with canon and it is perfectly natural to want to create something that creates conversation among other fans. So you're never going to fully get the need for validation out of your head, you're not. You can hide hit counts and ignore your inbox all you like, but the want to have someone interact with your work, to inspire someone to reach out to you will ALWAYS be there. You just have to create a healthier relationship with it.

Be confident in what you write. Think less about whether people will like it, and more about how you WANT them to react. The reader is the most important character in any novel, but it's the one most authors forget to manage. When you come to a point where you go "oh man, I hope this is good for them!" stop and go, "what do I *want* them to be feeling here?" Focus on where you're putting their attention and whether you WANT it there. There's so much you can do when you visualize your relationship with the reader as PART of the work, and it takes off a lot of the pressure of "is this good? is it disappointing? will this get me validation?" and brings it back into the realm of storytelling. You are taking your reader on a journey, and when you do it well people will think less about "did I like that?" and more about "what comes next?"

[lastbuckshot]

tony khan learn when to let a feud end challenge

[namedafterflowerstournament]

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No.

[whyisthisfrenchguymasturbating]

i NEED to stop listening to people on instagram hyping up books because what the fuck was that