#winterposter

[yellow-computer-mouse]

pubgh.. my boyfriends...

they kimss........

[warcrimesimulator]

Preparing for my underground life. I think this is a good setup.

[adiiiivs]

"Winter never lets you forget you're alive. Maybe that's why it makes people sad."

- Ainslie Hogart, "Motherthing"

[chamerionwrites]

Twice in the last two days I’ve seen someone post about First [Local Flower] Of The Season and while I do ofc intellectually understand that there is such a thing as different climates, emotionally it makes my brain do the biggest double take. This has been an unusually mild winter but we’re still smack in the middle of it! There’s a solid 18 inches of snow on the ground. People are ice fishing. That ice is unlikely to break up until sometime in April

[upmala]

riga, december 2022. hoarfrost

[whereserpentswalk]

Why is 5:00 nightime?

[isunklikeastone-blog]

Hand Drawn Nun Hijinks

[witchmaestra]

still coping over being driven off the platform that ive been posting on for years and i actually really have to make a new home here

[aces-and-anime]

To put your back flat against a heated blanket is to see the face of god.

[plantgirlpropaganda]

I feel like healthy multiplicity is a fair and reasonable thing to want as a system, and if therapists will help you induce thoughtforms, help get healthy switch triggers, then maybe there is a way for me to get there.

Maybe i can start some of the work myself.

Its been working so far.

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[yellow-computer-mouse]

You interacting with me made me start questioning being alterhuman again /notneg /lh

another has fallen victim to the curse /silly

[warcrimesimulator]

soooo bored [starts to go through a process of radioactive decay]

[pidgefudge]

love the new icon btw

winter king brainrot real

[chamerionwrites]

[knight-of-ashes]

With my powerful buns of steel, and our homophobic pastor neighbor who insists on voting against us but still using his snowblower on our sidewalk, there is now a pathway for the trash can to get to the curb and for the mailman to get up to our mailbox. Alas, the back is not so beautiful:

Cattail and I got Princess Peach dug out pretty well, but I was unable to cut us all the way down to the alleyway because...

This is what the apartment maintenance guys did. No way I can shovel all that, no way I can squeeze the fat ass of a Toyota Avalon through that.

Fuck I wish my truck wasn't in the shop. I miss the Dragon Wagon so much 😭 she needs new fuel injectors, standard 25 year old car problems, but I could climb all over all of this fluffy white bullshit with her oversized tires.

Also check out this giant icicle:

[junebbugs]

〔 Sat. ≈ Aug.24; 〕

When I was in 7th and 8th grade, I had the BEST art teacher (at least, for me personally). She literally never made us do anything. We could come to her class and do whatever, including being on your phone for the entire class if thats what you wanted, which I would do sometimes if I was having an off day. It was a problem for some people ofc, those who didnt actually care about art and just took the class to talk to their friends and browse on their phones every day, never creating any art or learning anything.

But for me it was perfect. I loved drawing, had a passion for it. This gave me a dedicated time to create along with any art supplies I wanted/needed! I studied what I wanted to, on my own. My art improved SO MUCH in that time. I went from squiggly blob-people that werent much better than a stick figure, to having an actual artstyle of my own, improving greatly on my anatomy, posing, shading, lighting... purely from my own natural motivation amd independent study. It was great, I was so happy with myself and still motivated to improve!!

Then I hit high school, and got the complete opposite for a teacher. She had us doing stupid art projects I couldnt care less about, half of which seemed like random crafts you would have elementary schoolers do. It was such a drastic change after the years before, and so many other things were going on in my life at the time as well. I lost my only friend because she moved away. I was struggling with an ED that was only getting worse. I had issues with my bf and we ended up breaking up. My mom was having major mental health issues starting a few years before. I was already dealing with depression and SH for years before that point.

That art class was just the last straw for me. Some things happened, and I managed to talk my parents into putting me in homeschool. (For a second time actually, but the first time is a different story for a different day.) I easily managed to just stop doing the online schoolwork because my parents generally dont know how to parent properly, so... thats how I ended up dropping out of school.

Idk. I saw a post on twitter/X that reminded me of all this and I wanted to share... if you read all this, thank you for taking the time to hear a small snippet of my story. 💚

〔 1:49am 〕