#will draw the toxic yuri soon

[the-catmans-offical-2]

What if.

Listen, I see Ed and Al as trans in anyway (though my preferred hcs as of current are transfem Al and Transmale Ed).

But what if, WHAT IF transfem Ed?

What if, double hear me out, transfem Wrath(03)?

.... Yes, I'll see myself out, thank you for listening.

[nyanimisu]

I’ve had an idea for a cooking show death game cooking (hah) in my head for like the past 3 months but I’m too lazy to draw the concepts out💀💀

[saphirdevil]

Given the ring's involvement, I fucking PRAY he has a reaction. Preferably in the form of a cg where his eyes look like they're leaking blood but I will take anything

I wonder if the ring will even appear here.... or like they are not here since their job w the mansion is like done (?) If we dont get a vergilius cg when the ring is indeed in the canto... mark my words ill make one !

[ratxklng]

lethal company rotting my brain. also finals. shitty doodle dump time

[yarboyandy]

Would you ever draw Fuffy? Or Bangle?

Maybe one day yeah! I do wanna draw fuffy and if I ever get an idea for bangel i could maybe.

[faunamoth]

I need everyone to go listen to luluyam's new music yesterday

[qwevy]

i just came across fanart for your sabrina scarpenter and ariana griande au

so i was wondering if it’s like a fic or just art you post?

if it’s a fic what’s it on and do you perchance have a link?

if it’s just art you post do you perchance have a link to more art?

HI!!! right now its just art ive made! i started drawing it maybe like a week ago so i dont have any other art than the things ive currently posted 😵‍💫😵‍💫 (but theres so much more coming soon ehehe)

sadly i actually have zero story ideas in my head this was just kinda my excuse to draw pretty girls kissing but if anyone wanted to make a story based on them or draw them i would be more than happy!! :3 (im assuming a story will eventually develop over time as i design them more and maybe add in more characters 👀 but for now its literally just ‘what if scar was a pop star too and maybe its toxic yuri’)

[blanket-of-moss]

Encounter- ReVerse!LilaBug

So, LilaBug has...been on my mind lately. Just a little. But ReVerse LilaBug has been microwaving around in my brain for a good few months now, but I didn't have the proper motivation to draw them until now.

I feel like they'd definitely be a sort of toxic yuri, enemies-to-lovers kind of trope. Like, at first they definitely can't stand each other, but over time they both reach this weird limbo where neither of them can really tell if their feelings for each other are hatred anymore. This art in particular would definitely come during the later point of that process.

I'm also hopefully going to get my take on a ReVerse Lila out at some point soon, bc I've made like 4 designs for her so far (including this one) and I'm still not happy with it lmaoo💀

No Shading Version:

[alsobooger]

I hope I was in a toxic yuri codependency in a past life

As soon as I have ocs yall best believe I will be drawing them in this shirt

[guacemolyarts]

Sorry i went MIA for a bit! Got busy with commissions and another job Here's something i've been working on for @tiredandlonelymuse. If you know me at all you know I love Halsey so, so, so much and it has been quite some time since I have drawn them. I wanted to make a dedicated post for this once it was complete but i've littered my Twitter with wips so.. why leave tumblr out of it? Anywho! I'll be back to drawing toxic yuri chaos soon

[nectarine-pit]

trying to get a better handle on how to draw them for important toxic yuri (short comic) reasons... more soon, and possibly as a secret menu ask-only item at flamecon

[spheciform]

2024 Creative Year In Review

2024 was a strange, insanely productive year for me, and I seem to barely be able to recognize it!! So here's my artist year in review, just a sliver of the finished pieces I somehow managed to pull together in 2024. I feel like I really locked in with my digital art skills this year, improving a lot and finally finding a style that felt like truly "mine"! It was a great year of discovery and experimentation, and I feel like I really pushed myself. I took commissions for the first time ever, went insane drawing robot yuri, and really learned to love digital painting.

Of course, drawing isn't the only thing I did this year!! I wrote too, and quite a lot at that!! I didn't even realize that I did half of these this year, but they were all so fun! I don't post them here nearly as much as I should, so check them out here if you want! 1. CAN YOU PLEASE JUST CHECK AGAIN? — A dedfish-centered splatoon fic released before side order, focused as an exploration of the various incarnations of my interpretation of dedfish as they circle their not-quite-living life. It's got fuzzy ooze dedfish, It's got my insane interpretation of acht as a digital manifestation of marina's memories of her old friend, and most of all: it's a delight of flash fiction that somehow exactly predicted their pre-santization personality yet somehow not their pronouns. One of my favorite bits of splatoon fanfic i've made, even if wildly out of date now. [1750 words, 4 chapters, Rated Teen and a warning for discussions of suicide/suicidal ideation]

2. Four and a Half First Impressions (and the one time it sticks) — the single most definitive edition of my "queerplatonic agent 24 fics with insane formatting" series, retconning my own previous works and exploring the dynamic established with the two in a fun "5+1 things" style format that places both of their perspectives literally side-by-side on the page. The formatting was a BITCH to figure out but it always pays off— I feel like if I'm going to enter ground as well-trodden as agent 24, I've got to figure out a way to keep my perspective unique (past the aro lens of it all). [5872 words, 2 chapters, Rated Teen]

3. Post-Anthropocene Blues — my darlingest most abandoned work yet </3 A loose rewrite of the splatoon 3 hero mode meant to make more sense of Alterna and O.R.C.A, all while dealing with the lingering ghosts of the events of Splatoon 2's story. A great deal of this exists still as drafts that need to be polished before posting, but it fell to the wayside as other priorities took over. I hope to return to it soon, but I make no promises! I've always had a bad run with long-term projects, what can I say? [10,900 Words, 3/14 Chapters Posted, Rated Teen]

4. WAS THAT THE JORK OF 87???? — OC writing that I'm surprised I ever let leave the original document. Steeped in the deep brainworms I have about my own OCs (this truly was the year of Helvia, after all), despite the joking title and marketing of "insane toxic robot girl yuri", the Jork of 87 is really dear to my heart as an exploration of missed communication, denied agency, and a search for authenticity and vulnerability in a situation that otherwise outright denies it. Like, make no mistake, it is insane robotgirl yuri, but I can't deny the ability to use what is essentially shitty sex as an intense character study. It's ultimately a downer, but I love it all the same. [2865 Words, 1 Chapter. Rated Explicit and warning for Dubious Consent]

5. Chatroom A is Still Open — Created for the FREE splatoon horror zine ScreamInk (which you can find in its entirety here) Chatroom A is a bit of in-universe creepypasta writing that only counts as a splatoon fic on sheer technicality. I'm ultimately happy with the unique and punchy feel to this, paying homage to the sort of creepypasta nonsense I grew up reading. If nothing else, please check out ScreamInk as a whole, there are INSANELY talented artists involved that I feel honored to have been on a project with! [1122 Words, 1 Chapter, Rated Teen with warnings for bugs and bug death]

6. XANAFALGUE — another bit of OC writing that got entirely out of control, this is like. THE definitive bit of THREAT DISPLAY!!! writing in my opinion that fully explores most of what I'm working with when writing these guys. It's long and cruel and close to my heart. Aegis and his insistence on denying his own personhood... man. It's about giving up. It's about denial, giving in, and being the weaker person. It's about denying yourself the possibility of hope before someone can take it from you. It's about amatonormativity. I finally include Aegis, and its to subject him to the horrors of it all <3 [7637 Words, 1 Chapter, Rated Mature with warnings for body horror, unhealthy relationships, dubious consent (nonsexual), and unhealthy coping mechanisms]

2024 was a pretty good year for me creatively, and I hope to bring this energy into 2025!

[kkbardd]

tonight on the twilight zone we follow the story of one fateful Tumblr user, unknowing of their soon to be relevance. they sit looking at their most recent drawing, and ask themself our question today: how toxic can yuri get? welcome to the twilight zone

Todays toxic yuri score calculator:

Want to kill each other? ✅

Blackmailing? ✅

Codependency? ❌

I love you turned into I hate you? ✅

You are my reason for living? ✅

Power imbalance? ✅

Possessive? ❌

Friends with benefits? ✅

They’re each others foil? ❓

Overall: 7/10 could use some more symbolism

[eggs-and-autism]

a deatiled ecplaination of every anime ive ever watched part 2

part 1 i found talentless nana on a whim after geting bored of my 4th rewatch of school live club. it had simaler genres so i was exited. i dont know how to describe my love forr tn other then the fact i was so enraptered by it that i had to grab my sketchbook partway htough the seires. if you have not watched it DO IT RIGHT NOW, DON RESURCH IT JUST START IT!! !!SPOILERS!! i was so confued on eptisoed one i figured nano was just a weird pronouncaton of nana, even wheen nana was introdcued i just assumed they had the same name lmao; so yea end of ep 1 hit me like a fucking truck. i do not have words to describe my love for the trope of "cute/sweet character was actually putting on an act" for god sake the comic thats held me hostage for the last 4 years had it. as if that wasnt enough the fact even THAT is subverted laster on???? insane! i was ont the edge of me seat every episode. it took me until ep 3 or 4 to clue in on michinana, but i assuemd it wouldnt happen bc that would be bad for michieru. AND THEN THERE WAS THE INTRODUCTION OF JIN. THOUGH MICHIRU. y'all. i had to pause the show to cope. one must understand that TWO "cute character is actually putting on an act" broke my brain. the toxic yuri potenchal there. the "we look like besties/gfs but actually are holdingg eachother at knifpoint at all times" potenchal. the "*just stabbed her and about to do it again *waow shes pretty i wanna kiss her-I MEAN WHAT" potenchal. i was a shell of a man. then jin was reveled and i was once again destryed. littrally wrote in my doodle notbook "SHE IS GAY." as much as i love toxic yuri, i LOVE "yuri where one of them gets the other to question a deeply held beilf on accedent and now the only thing she can think about is her. and she cant even tell if its an exastencal crisis or a crush or fear or hate or all at once. and meanwhile the girl who broke her worldview is just happy to be around her and cares about her and doesnt know she is littrally a murderer." yah. i really love tn. as soon as i was at school again i begged my friend for 3 days straight to watch it and just called my other friend to force him to watch it and it was the only thingi could draw for weeks.

i didnt go out looking for new anime for a while. that is until a saw a video about so calle "loser anime" and decided to watch one of the ones mentioned for shits and giggles.

dress up darling is a bit hellish to watch, but i love it nonetheless. there is so much 2nd hand embarrassment, like actually almost killed me. Marin and gojou are unironically really cute. theres actual chemistry there. i like how at the beginning gojou sees marin as the epitome of what he lacks, she is open about her weird intrests and loved for them. gojou thinks he innately lacks something she has, making it impossible for him to have friends+ interests, but though tout s1 thanks to marins charisma and people starting to see gojous talent he finds more friends and people who appreciate his work. he doesn't innately lack anything and his biggest mistake was entirely giving up on finding friends.

and so it begun, my hobbee of finding anime i herd was bad and watching it to try to find some sort of narrative warrant within it.

so i had enjoined rachies cover of idol for a while without knowing the show it was from. i saw a video saying Oshi no Ko was good but impossible to recommend to anyone, the video said to watch it without knowing what it was about and i was intrigued. and oh my god. this anime dug a whole in my brain. listen most of it was fine and cool and not even boring, but. the first episode. [go watch it for yourself the les you know the better] SPOILERS!! seriously what the fuck kind of ferud bs was going on there. every second of that episode was fucking insane. "why is he to into that idol lol" to "HES FUCKING DEAD??" to "HES REBORN??????" to "HE CAN TALK????" to "freud couldnt even edge to this. straight up EXPLODED. clean up isle, his pants" to "what do you mean you being a girl before you were reborn means our privlaged to suck you moms tits what the actual fuck" to "waow they scared that babysitter" to "they wouldbe so cooked if their mom didnt asume they were smart" to "waow aqua is a lil freak i love him" to "waow shes really intersting and her trama responce allowing her to seced in her carreir while making her feel shalow is intersting" to "SHES FUCKING DEAD???" i ranted to my friend about it for about an hour and my voice was so score from walking laps while screaming about hoe W E R I D some lines were. didnt even bring up other eps. like i said they were fine but wow.

a while into the year i remembered a manga i really liked as a kid had an anime now, AND IT WAS DUBBED!!

i loved new game as a queer kid who would latch on to any media with wlw relationships. the anime was as i expected, same as th books. i didnt dislike it but it was more then a little boring. i think a lot of Kou and Rin's relationship was really queerbaity but ig not bc it got canonized at the end, witch is awesome. i havent watched or read it but hey we take a win. honestly i might pick it up again someday for the nostalgia.

summer 2024. from june to early aug i was on and off watching Hitorijime My Hero. witch. i would not reccomend: ITS NOT THAT BADD but it needs a

MAJOR TW!!: dont watch hitorijime or read my thoughts on if you dont wanna see: sa and victim blaming, grooming depicted in a morally positive light, age gap relationship depicted in a positive light, did i mention sa? theres a lot of it witch happens at various degrees of severity.

and even tough it pissed me off i was demanded to watch it. SPOILERS also ahead!! THE FIRST ARC ALONEE pissed me off so much. idc enough to google their names so hair color timee. ok ok the premiss was actually really cute. brunette dudes childhood friend(ginger) moveds back and has a crush on brunette but has no idea how to confess. brunette is oblivios and ginger is already a quite person so like ok theres a plot there this could be cute. episode 2 ends with ginger kissing brunette after brunette told him to stop and tried to push him off. then this bitch ass ginger threatens to end their friendship if if he cant (AND I QUOTE)"do whatever he wants to him" what gets me about the show is how realistic some of the reactions are. brunette is torn because he cares about their friendship but dosent want to be, like, assaulted more. he plays it off as a joke to keep the peace. i cannot express how accurately this depicts abuse, its what got me to sit tough so much of it. it was uncomfortable to watch but i told myself i would see it as a depiction of abuse and not a romance, because i under that context i genuinely think there may have been something to gleen from this narrative. ginger is mad at brunette for having friends so he threatens to abandon bruntte if he doesnt let him assult him again, and god the reluctant agreement from brunette hurt me. acceptance isnt enough for ginger, hes mad that brunette cant force himself to have feeling for him so ginger insults him in the worst way he can think of and ditches school for 2 days. maybe im projecting. the writing didnt seem to intend for this so come off as manipulative, as something to break down brunette till he accepts this reality. but can you blame me for sympathizing with brunette confiding in his other friend, clearly distressed, and being told in responce that it was his fault.h brunette's friend says hes wrong and brunette is the one who forced ginger to kiss him. i dont think its wrong at all to see brunette 'realize hes been wrong the whole time' and goes to ginger seemingly of his own will; and think this is a story where someone is broken down until desperation or stalkhome leads them to accept their abuse. there's no love there, its not a happy ending and writing about it makes me sick. but its feels realistic. normally i avoid seeing myself in fiction, but i couldn't help but relate to brunette enough where i had to take breaks while watching hmh because it made me sick. and that was the first arc. when i realized the rest of the show would be the student-teacher relationship with a 12 year age gap i decided 7 or so eps in i would drop the anime bc i genuinely couldn't handle it.

hmh moved me emotionally, it was impactful and i didn't want to end my quest for good anime. somewhere out there their had to be a school live! or a talentless nana i haddnt watched yet. i finally figured out how to find the stuff i loved watching! looking though lists for tropes or tags, usually older more underground stuff. its hard to describe but i have a watch-list witch brings us to now. its my junior year and i love anime. heres a list of animes ive watched recently, completed or not, and some thoughts on them!

welcome to the NHK was huge. hell it still is huge. i cant recommend it to anyone but god i will post about it here. (minor spoiler ahead) please i swear the scene where satou goes to take pictures of school girls panties is part of establishing the character its not fansevice i swearrrr. ok but like as awful as that stuff is it genuinely isnt fanservice. when satou is straight up joirking it for like 3 days we dont see what hes looking at, theres like one bit where yamazaki walks into satous house and it looks like misaki is giving him head but like from the top of my head thats all i can think of. when satou does freaky shit hes drawn like a freak! LOOK AT THIS MAN DO YOU THINK WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOONING ALONG WITH HIM??

I CAN AND WILL TALK ABOUT NHK MORE SOMDAY BC I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON IT!

while stalking a facebook account i saw this image:

it reminded me of discourse i saw in 2022 over if femboy was derogatory to trans women. i see the argument, i really do, but honestly, i(a trans boy) LOVE the femboy/trap trope. first of all: 1st of all i like that feminine guys / gender nonconformity is thought to be generally cool within anime places(like even Facebook lowkey homophobic groups). second of all, i see where people see some "femboys" in anime as tras girl, its based like u do u boo. bu i think aspect of the femboy/trap trope are relatable to transmasc ppl too. for 1, there is literally NO transmasc anime. do not come at me with the guy in wandering son or that one mha character you know damn well thats not what i mean. in my quest for tboy rep i realized how much i realted to femboy characters. i too, constantly get mistaken for a girl and have the ability to embrace it or be upset about it. i will die on this hill but honestly cisgender 'trap' characters are better transmasc rep then any actual transmascs ive seen in anime just bc they are more interesting characters.

all that to say: i stated my teenage romantic comady SNAFU. its really good, very funny. Saika is litttrally me if i played sports. good times.

i also started princess jellyfish! Tsukimi is LITTRALLY ME!! no but for real i love this show i love how Tsukimi isnt conventually atractive. i love seeing her be autistic about jellyfish with her NEET roommates. i love her relationship with her mom.

and to wrap it up, the other day i binge watched another. its incredible and one of the best examples of how horror should be done imo. it doesnt rely on jumpscares, its keeps you on the edge of your seat every episode. SPOILERS AHEAD!!: i love how the veiwer is convinced mei is undead or somthing like that along with Kouichi, and when mei confims shes alive hes even an0olages he(and we) thought otherwise. not only that but i love mei in genrel. i love how she is just a freak and there isnt a lore reason. why does she watch the other students from afar? shes just like that. why is she so pale? shes just like that. shes just a weird little thing. why does she not run when somone is comming at her with a knife??? shes just like that. why does she withold the fact she knows who the dead person is when she could have saved lifes by specking up? she doesnt talk much. the fact she went into the whole exposition of the "i see dead things" bc of her doll eye and thats why she should be trusted to know who the dead person and only withi the last 15 mins of the last ep is like "o also i saw her fall in a lake" ?????? you couldnt have like??? started with that???? god i love her.

[imscaredofart]

Whenever i reblog an art help post all the tens of thousands of millions people somehow show up and reblog it but as soon as i draw toxic hetero yuri none of you support me where are you all when i need you most

[anachr0nismm]

Please tell me about your ocs I’d love to hear <3

YAY okay so my first oc is Marius (they/them or he/she, I haven’t decided yet. White[?], intersex polyam aroace, seems to be in their 40s, started off as a sona but is still a self insert), then we have Bonnie (she/her, aboriginal, bi polyam trans woman/sistergirl, seems to be in her 40s), and finally Edward (he/him, Indian and Dutch, polyam bi trans man, seems to be in his 40s)! Relationship wise, Marius is in a qpr with Bonnie and Edward, who are married.

Content warning for like violence and minor descriptions of gore and cannibalism and unhealthy relationships and (mcd) death and corpses!

So Marius is an Angel sent to earth (specifically Australia because hell yeah represent) to help the survivors of a major world wide nuclear destruction or attack. Marius soon learns that most survivors are vampires, who feel the affects of the radiation much slower. Marius eventually gets eaten and gutted and killed by a group of vampires before being picked up by another group of vampires and taken to this shelter/institution where Bonnie and Edward work together to bring Marius back to life.

Also worth mentioning that Marius had known and helped Bonnie back when she was still alive/not a vampire with like science shit and also before bonnie dug up Edward and brought him back to life (Bonnie did this in the 1970s and Edward had died in the 1940s)

So Marius is brought back wrong (used to be really happy and cheerful and shit but is now really angry and aggressive but still loving. I’m pushing all my aggression and possible npd/bpd traits into them it’s great) and is now an atypical vampire (since they were just given vampire body parts that corrupted the rest of their body instead of being sired)

Marius struggles with like religious guilt and shit as well as new feeling of decay

At this point I should also share the vampires in my worlds like idk shit.

Vampirism is more of a chronic illness. Most vampires are not sired, and are born with vampirism. Once they die of the symptoms (usually in their 40s-60s) they are now a vampire. Vampires are constantly going through the human decaying process at a slower rate to normal corpses, and don’t feel affects of other illnesses the same or at all. Every month or so they have to bury themselves in the ground to restart the decaying process and get their body back in shape. It can take longer depending on how far into the decaying process their were. Also they have to do this if they are badly injured. They will fully decay and not be able to be brought back (unless I guess bonnie the mad scientist she is brings them back) if they don’t bury themselves.

So anyways Marius doesn’t know how to show their love for Bonnie and Edward, and is also being visited by their Angel spouse (don’t know anything about them yet) so they are just having a rough time with those emotions and also just vampiric stuff. So marius thinks the best way to show their love is to cannibalise Bonnie and Edward. Keep in mind marius thinks this is a human kind of thing to do. This relationship actively hurts everyone involved but they do love each other very much so yay we love toxic yuri/yaoi 💪💪💪

There’s some stuff with the ending where basically marius’ Angel spouse comes and is upset and they argue about marius not loving them anymore and marius cannibalises them but that just kills them and then heaven is sent down to take marius back and punish them so they get Bonnie to kill them and never bury them again it’s pretty wild

FUCK okay edit I forgot to mention that the shelter/institute is a shelter for any vampire who wants to stay and for vampires to research the nuclear shit around them as well as general vampirism shit. Bonnie is just the token mad scientist but Edward is the leading librarian as well as Bonnie’s lab assistant. Bonnie is girlboss and Edward is loser husband <333

I have a wip drawing I can show! No ID or alt because I’m very low on spoons from all this typing and calling people earlier but here they are :3

I also have an oc sideblog I don’t use much @mariustheangel

OKAY SECOND EDIT here is my playlist for all the characters