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mindofhills · 8 years ago

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Blankets and pillows // Stiles Stilinski series

Pairing: Stiles Stilinski x Reader

Warning! (none)

Word count: Lost for words lol

Plot: It’s Carries first day in Beacon Hills High School. Once she meets Stiles and his friends everything changes. Is it a good or a bad thing to hang out with a werewolf pack? Of course it is, what could possibly go wrong!

Age: 12+ (recommended)

A/N: I don’t know. I feel like I own this for you guys as some of you thought that I actually killed Carrie. No, I didn’t. I want to do it like a real series so there will be only few more parts in season 1 of Stiles Stilinski series. (I need an actual name for it.) So there will be total 9 parts in season 1! Hope y’all are happy with it and I’ll do more stories. Happy reading x

Previous parts: (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Part 5) (Part 6)

Listen to me.

I woke up in an hospital. I was all fine just a little dizzy. Being a werewolf saved my life once again. I saw a button and I pushed it soon a nurse walked in. She looked very happy, but also sad. “Hi. I’m Scott’s mom, I work here. You must be Carrie Miller, right?” I nodded.

She looked beautiful. She checked something and then just looked at me. “Why did you do that?” I did get, what she was talking about. I haven’t done anything. I just drove off a cliff, just a bad day. “Did what?” “Why did you drive off a cliff, did you try to kill yourself?” she asked. I pushed myself up a bit more so I could properly talk to her. “I was so mad at him. I took Scott’s bike and just wanted to drive away, far far away from all the mess that was surrounding me. Then a car came and something happened, I lost control and drove off. Who found me?” she looked down and answered to my question: “Stiles. He’s waiting outside right now. He’s been here all those days. Not leaving once.” I was suprised. “How long have I been here?” “Only for two days. It’s not that much trust me, but when Stiles brought you here. You were all messed up. He was sobbing and he blames himself.”

I don’t want him to think that it was his fault. I have to admit he made me that mad, but never have I thought about killing myself, that’s just not, who I am. “Does he know I’m awake?” I asked her and I hoped that she would say no, but she said yes. “Can I see him?” she nodded and went out to invite Stiles. He must be all freaked out.

He came in. His head down, slowly walking in. I guess he was afraid to look at me. “You can look at me.” I said to him and he tilted his head up and a small smile danced it’s way across his face. “How are you feeling?” “Been better, for sure. Thank you for saving me.” He sat on a chair right next to me, but still keeping it’s distance. “It’s my fault, I’m sorry. Look, what you said in class. I had no idea, I guess I have been thinking about your and Scott’s true bongld and I jist forget about your real feelings.” he said and he cried. I wanted to comfort gim, but I just couldn’t.

“All I wanted to say is that, what happened wasn’t your fault. Yes, you made me mad and furious,but not for once I thought about killing myself.” he looked kinda relieved, but he was still sad. “Do you really hate me?” he asked. “Yes, I do.” It was the truth. He rested his head on his hands and cried. “I wish I hated you more, but I can’t. I still love you and I hate myself for it. I’m so disappointed in you.” I said he looked up and his face covered in tears looked at me. It hurt me to see him like that and I started crying again. “I can’t be without you.” I said and hid my face to my hands. He stood up and took my hands into his. “Don’t be. I’m so sorry for hurting you like that. I don’t know, what the fuck was I thinking or even doing. It’s the most stupidest mistake I have ever made. I don’t ask you to forgive me. I just ask you to not hate me and not be disappointed in me. I am truly, madly and deeply in love with you, Carrie Miller.”

At that point I was sobbing. Every word that left his mouth made me love him more and more. I knew that I couldn’t be mad at him. “I’m not even disappointed anymore. You saved my life, but wait, how did you get there?” I asked him. He smiled and looked at me: “I took my Jeep and followed you. I wanted to say that I loved you and I needed you in my life, but then I saw you driving off that cliff and…” his voice cracked and he couldn’t speak. I guess it was that horrible.

“Do you that you could forgive me ever?” he asked after recovering. I looked deeply into his eyes and I wanted him to suffer a bit more. Just so he could know not to hurt me ever again. “Sorry. Stiles, I’m so sorry, but no.” I said and he was hurt. His head down he tried to hide his teared up face. I put his hand on his jaw and tilted it up to look at me, smiled and kissed him. He was very confused, but kissed me back right away. He crabbed me by my waist. I broke oir kiss smiling: “I already forgived you. I love you, Stiles Stilinski.” he smiled.

It was nice to see him smile for awhile. “ I love you too, Carrie. I’ll never hurt you again. Ever.” he said. “You better not.” He laughed. “Thank you for giving me a second chance. I have no clue, what the hell I was thinking then.” he said. I smiled: “Baby, I never gave you a second chance. I just love you and I missed you.”

I’ve been home for a week now, but I haven’t talked to Scott much. I miss him, but I guess his hurt, because me and Stiles are back together. I took my phone and called Scott. It went to voicemail. I dodn’t want him to be sad or lonely. Stiles told me that there’s no anger between Scott and him no more, but I’m still worried.

I got up my bed and jumped out of my window and started just running towords the forest that was basically in front of my house. I just ran and when I eas deep in the woods I transformed. I loved running, when I felt sad or when I was angry. It helped me a lot. I got distracted and I ran into someone. I fell down “Sorry! I didn’t mean to!” I said and quickly transforming back, but then I relised it was Scott, who I ran into.

“Where have you been?” I asked him “Hiding.” he said and started walking. “What the hell is wrong with you? Why don’t you answer to any of my calls?” he turned around and looked at me. “You’re really asking me that? Are you that stupid, Carrie!? There’s some kind of evil coming and we don’t know, what it is. I’m all alone and I don’t know what the fuck to do! Stiles is with you all the time and Kira. She thinks we’re dating, because we had sex once, but I can’t be with her! I’m a mess!” he said anger raising in his voice. I stepped a few steps back and just looked at him. I growled at him, loudly. He looked at me and then just walked away.

I wish I could help him, but the last time I did that it turned out very bad. I crabbed his hand and he turned around. “Why are you like this?” I asked him, this time being calm as hell. “You make me like this.” he said and that broke my heart. It was so hard for me to know that he loved me and I loved him, but I wanted to be with Stiles. I do love him and right now I love him more than Scott. “How?” “If I only knew.” I smiled. “Let’s go to my house and just hang out.” he nodded. “Let’s invite Stiles too.” he said and I was really suprised. “I’ll call him” and he pulled his phone out of his pocket.

Scott: Hey bro!

Stiles: Heeeeeyyyy Scotty

Scott: Come over to Carrie’s place

Stiles: You sure?

Scott: Absolutely.

Stiles: Okay! I’ll be there in 10..

We got to our house and I just sat on my bed. I looked at him, he was exicted. I giggled and then turned on some music. Soon I heard footsteps coming up from the stairs and my room door opened. Stiles had this huge smile on his face and walked over to Scot. “Hey, buddy!” he said and hugged him. I laughed and walked over to my bathroom to wash my hands. “Hi, baby!” he said and hugged me from the back. I smiled and turned around, placed a soft kiss on his lips and walked over to my bed.

“So, what will we do?” I asked them and they looked at each other with evil smirks on their faces. “Do you have anybody home?” Scott asked me and I shook my head, “No, they’re both in NY right now.” “Great, then let’s do something crazy!” Stiles said and I laughed. “What would that be then?” Scott stood up and walked over to my closet. “Do you have anything that would fit me and Stiles, but would also match with your clothes?” I laughed and walked over to my closet. “Actually, I do.” I crabbed three pairs of mens loose boxers and a huge white sweater. I handed one over to Scott and threw one to Stilinski. “Put them on then.” he said and took his pants off. “Okay. I’ll go to my bathroom then.”

I changed my clothes and looked like and idiot. “I don’t want to come out. I look weird.” I said and I heard them laugh. “You haven’t seen us then.” Stiles said and I opened the bathroom door. There they stood looking like a couple of idiots. We all laughed our lungs out. “Put socks on.” Scott said and threw me a pair of black socks. “What are we doing?” I asked them and they just smiled.

“We’re going to postmate pizza, taco bell, in-n-out and some cakes from cheesecake factory. We’re going to eat and dance. This is, what me and Stiles used to do, when we were home alone. It’s a lot of fun, believe me!” I laughed and nodded my haid. Scott ordered food and I went to my basement looking for some extra pillows and blankets. I heard Stiles waling in. “Hey, babe.” he said and softly touched my hand. “Need some help?” I turned around and kissed him. “Yes, please. Hold these.” he smiled as I handed him a huge load of blankets. “Okay, now I’ll crab these. Shit. We need more hands. SCOTTY!” I heard him running down. “What?” he asked and just started laughing, when he saw me and Stiles just standing there under blankets and pillows.

We walked upstairs and placed them on my cough. I looked at Scott and Stiles and they were exhausted as hell. They tried to do something with their hands, but it didn’t work out, I giggled.

“Guys, where are are you white sweaters?” I asked them noticing that they weren’t wearing them. “Well, we took them off for a second, because we don’t want to look stupid, when our postmate comes.” I laughed at Scott’s saying. You just have to love them. “Stiles, that’s my dads hat.” I told him. “Oh, is it? I don’t know I found it. Can I wear it tonight?” he asked and I nodded my head.

Okay, I’ll go now.” Scott said and hugged Stiles. “You sure?” I asked him, it was pretty late at night. “I’m sure.” he said smiling and hugged me. “Bye guys!” he said and closed the door. “Well, that was fun!” Stiles said and took a bite out of his taco. “It really was.” I said and laughed. “Turn that song on again.” Stiles said and stood up. “What song?” “That song that you danced like a crazy to.” he said. I smiled and turned it on. We both danced like no one was watching.

“Don’t you know it’s true, girl. There’s no one else like you. Would I lie to you?” Stiles screamed from on top of his lungs. “I love you, baby!” I screamed back at him.

He jumped over to me and kissed me passionately.

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