#why is everything he does so endearing smh

[projectjasper]

pov: your trip to new york fucked up your sleep schedule and you are doing this in the middle of the night

[cawslew]

PLZ tell me some chuuatsu headcanons I love collecting themmmmmm

Also I totally agree with everything you said on their dynamic-- I've recently been exposed to way too many new ships (chuuatsu, kunichuu, kunichuuzai... etc etc), and I have fallen in love with chuuatsu and kunichuu bro😭 they have my HEART.

That's so real, BSD ships overall slay the majority of the time. Kunichuu is also a good one! Overall, I need Chuuya to be more in BSD; he needs to meet more people, smh.

But going over to the headcanons I have 👀

They technically don’t argue a lot, but they bicker constantly, specifically when Chuuya’s temper flares up and Atsushi doesn’t back down once he’s pushed too far (although it is more of a playful and sassy fight rather than actual arguments between them). They don’t hold grudges specifically because of that, as it is playful or, in the end, leads to breakthroughs in their own relationship.

They're very much "the opposites attract." Atsushi’s quiet and reflective nature overall often calms Chuuya down, while Chuuya’s boldness pushes Atsushi out of his comfort zone. They’re chaotic together, but it does balance out nicely.

Nicknames. Just nicknames. Chuuya has a horrendous habit of giving Atsushi the worst nicknames ever, and Atsushi pretends to hate it (even whining about it), but he does secretly find it endearing.

Sass everywhere. Sometimes it feels like a sass battle between the two, as Chuuya DOES use sarcastic and sassy remarks, which Atsushi isn’t scared to push back against with his own.

Chuuya wants to treat Atsushi to expensive dinners for dates. It never works. Atsushi’s simplistic nature means that while Chuuya plans for expensive dates, Atsushi always manages to get them to eat something cheap but delicious at the end of the day. The older can’t complain, though, as he does, in the end, enjoy it and even finds it endearing. Not that he’s about to admit it to anybody else.

If they live together, or Atsushi stays over for the night, Chuuya is usually a "morning grump," while Atsushi is always functional in the morning (waking up at 5 a.m. is wild, but at the same time, I get you, Atsushi... I used to have to stand up that early too a few years back). Atsushi loves to tease Chuuya about his bed head and his refusal to even speak before he drinks something.

They actually have tea times. Especially since, after some time, Atsushi developed a habit of brewing tea when Chuuya is stressed, so it became somewhat of a bonding ritual for them.

It’s not often they have missions together, but with the whole PM and ADA alliance still intact, it does happen on very rare occasions. After those missions, Chuuya sometimes drapes his jacket over Atsushi’s shoulders without really saying a word, while the other wordlessly sits beside him, offering a hand for him to hold if Chuuya looks upset.

While Atsushi is still too young to drink for now, he does somewhat pick up on Chuuya’s drinking habits. He doesn’t drink actual alcohol, usually settling on something like a soda or sparkling juice, sitting with Chuuya during his wine-drinking nights just so he can keep him company. Chuuya, in fact, appreciates the gesture a lot more than he’s willing to admit.

Atsushi isn’t stupid. He knows full well about Chuuya’s insecurities, which is why he subtly compliments Chuuya during casual conversations when he can tell Chuuya is feeling down on a particular day.

They both adopted a stray cat. It’s not to Chuuya’s ideals, as he did want a dog, but he will settle on a stray cat, which Atsushi just brings one day into the apartment... It then happens a few more times, so now they have 2–3 stray cats. Chuuya acts annoyed about it, but he does end up spoiling them with fancy treats and cozy beds.

So yeah! That’s them haha.

[thegreymoon]

LMFAO, good for her 🤣🤣

I despise these kinds of games but I am glad she was not actually upset. While I have zero fucks to give about Gu Tingye, I love her a lot and her well-being is connected to him, I want him to have a good ending, but I primarily want all her integrity and dignity to stay intact. Also, fuck Fengxian with a 🌵

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So, he didn't warn his newly post-partum wife of his grand scheme with the Emperor? 🤬

I realise the writers didn't want to let Minglan in on the secret for dramatic effect because revealing it to her would be revealing it to us, BUT COME ON.

This just makes him look like a bigger ass than usual and does nothing to endear him to me. He is literally torturing the wife who just gave birth to his child days ago and whom he claims to love, smh.

Also, does Shitou know?? He also seems extremely upset!

If Shitou doesn't know either, I will riot.

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LMAO

He had a plan and everything, but Sheng Hong plans better 🤣🤣

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Jeeeeeesus 😬😬

Poor Changbai.

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I find it extremely ironic that Minglan is now whining about the law having procedures that must be followed when she followed none of them when kidnapping and torturing people herself.

She totally took the law into her own hands and would have killed Wang Ruoyu without any trial or process if her family hadn't stopped her, so I am finding it extremely hard to feel sympathy for her here.

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God, when did she get so reckless and stupid?

She is manhandling the literal Empress! What were the writers thinking?

I am appalled.

But, OK, I had a good 69 episodes, I will live through these last four and still be satisfied, but it is incredible how badly 99% of c-dramas manage to derail right before the finishing line.

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Endless stupidity.

It's the writers who have gone crazy.

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LOL, what is she doing back?

I thought we had seen the last of her.

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LMAO? Concerned? Her?

Honestly, fuck Wang Ruofu and her concern after all these years and the hell she caused.

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LMAO, for real?

Opportunistic until the end.

With that said, Minglan will never do it because there is no accounting for taste and she unfortunately loves him already.

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Oh, Big Madam, you give his shitty ass too much credit.

He already knows and we already saw his reaction. He is overjoyed.

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ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

HE'S TESTING HER? NOW? IN THIS SITUATION? HE'S TESTING HER TO SEE IF SHE WILL LEAVE HIM?

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Instead of TELLING HER what he's doing, he's pulling this crap, smh.

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Aww, he's crying 😥

OK, so I may have misjudged his intentions. He was not doing it to test her but to protect her. He seems to think she will be in genuine danger while he's doing this. Which, true, if he dies during this shitshow, the Emperor can't exactly admit to a ploy and restore Minglan to her former honours.

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Heh.

I wouldn't take him back either, especially once I find out that the whole disaster was actually fake.

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I wonder how long that will last 🙄

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I cannot stress this enough, you two are the last thing this storyline needs right now.

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Because the writers have decided to turn her into an idiot for dramatic effect, that's why.

[whywhatswrongwithblue]

DW REWATCH

S1E1 ROSE

When Rose Tyler meets a mysterious stranger called the Doctor, her life will never be the same again. Soon she realises that her mum, her boyfriend and the whole of Earth are in danger. The only hope for salvation lies inside a strange blue box.

1. LOVE this opening. Such a great bedroom hahah. Perfectly messy and pink—makes me wonder what t2r’s shared bedroom must look like now!

2. What does Jackie do for a living? I know it’s canon (or fanon?) that she’s a hairdresser but do we actually ever see her working as one?

3. Who’s Derek? And why does Rose think a mannequin prank would be up his lane? RUN. Such a great meet cute 😭😭😭😭 these two are married now you guys!!!!!!!

4. ‘Cos to get that many people dressed up and being silly, they got to be students. 
That makes sense. Well done. 🥺🥺 nothing just the Doctor always appreciating the insight Rose brings🥺🥺

5. WILSON’S DEAD

6. ‘So, I'm going to go up there and blow them up, and I might well die in the process, but don't worry about me. No, you go home. Go on. Go and have your lovely beans on toast.’ ohhhhh he wants her to join him so bad 😭 the poor guy. This is right after he’s destroyed his entire planet and there’s just SOMETHING about Rose he sees, huh? 😭🥺 also ’Nice to meet you, Rose. Run for your life.’ Such a great line!

7. TARDIS appearance!

8. ‘Honestly, it's aged her. Skin like an old bible. Walking in now you'd think I was her daughter.’ oh my God Jackie Tyler I have missed you. Imagine your mum reacting to you almost getting blown up like THIS though 🤣 yikes!

9. Rose doesn’t tell Mickey about the Doctor—no matter how ridiculous the plastic plot sounds she believes him, even if it is unconsciously at the moment

10. All the calls Jackie is getting one after the other insinuate a pretty closely knit neighbourhood, doesn’t it? All these people know where Rose works and are concerned enough to call up. Imagine how traumatic the sudden shift to Pete’s World must’ve been for Jackie—I know she’s got the parallel version of Bev but it’s not the same, and it must’ve taken a WHILE to adjust to everything.

11. “The airs and graces” comment. So much to be dissected here! Jackie’s relationship with herself and with her daughter implied very heavily in this one line. She seems to be jealous, even.

12. They have a cat flap! Rose confirmed cat person moment (1). The Doctor waiting outside the flat xD. Talk about picking up strays🥺

13. The dialogue is so damn gooood. And Christopher’s delivery is so endearing

14. Jackie hitting on the Doctor!!!!! Need tentoo to bring this up ASAP. She’s his mother in law😭

15. Staircase shot is incredible. Love the Sort of, yeah❤️ bit. Also love how the Doctor repeatedly checks on how she’s handling the information (*Are you alright? Do you believe me?*)—however unconsciously he’s doing it, he IS checking her suitability as a potential companion 🥺

16. Mickey SMH. Also apparently he doesn’t wash his dishes 🤣

17. Loveee Clive. RTD’s writing is so immersive, it really makes the whole world come alive. These side characters add so much depth to the story—something sorely missing in the Moffat and Chibnall eras.

18. THE WHEELIE BIN. I always forget how fucking ridiculous this episode is until I rewatch it 🤣 also lord Rose is so uninvested in this relationship. P-P-PIZZA will always be one of my fav lines

19. The infamous Jimmy Stone! I love how we’re given the one line about him and it’s inspired thousands of fics. Rose considering completing her A Levels here—would that be something she’d be interested in doing in Pete’s World?

20. TARDIS!!!!! Doomsday theme begins here 😓😓 love how the Doctor is judging how easily she can accept his alienness—he claims to be done with human companions every time but he is undoubtedly impressed by Rose. Also find it incredibly interesting he didn’t even think about Mickey being dead. This, contrasted with other alien lives (including the Daleks, sometimes) that the Doctor seems to value…is an intriguing juxtaposition. Is there a little simmering jealousy of the boyfriend already? Is he slightly unable to look at consequences of actions beyond his own? He has just come off of a genocide at this moment

21. Mickey’s mother! Bit of a mistake here, we learn that he was raised by his grandma in *Father’s Day*

22. Lots of planets have a North!!!

23. I always found it funny that Rose, who seemed so upset about Mickey a second ago, is now holding hands with Nine and running down the bridge lmfao. They really are very alike in their love for the thrill.

24. ‘Yeah, that was always a possibility. Keep him alive to maintain the copy.’
You knew that and you never said? 
Can we keep the domestics outside, thank you?’ hmmm. Jealousy, perhaps? Or a disregard for lives he doesn’t believe are at the same level as that of higher beings? As much as he rejected the Time Lords, he is a product of his origin, and has quite a condescending view of humans

25. Shunt off. God, I love you RTD

26. The Nestene Consciousness is alarmed when it recognises that he is a Time Lord. Later in the show, it’s implied that the Time Lords were almost, if not as bad as the Daleks were, during the Time War.

27. RIP Clive 🕊️ fingers crossed it’s your cameo we’re getting in the 60th

28. Rose! My beloved! Bronze medalist! This screencap in particular is very Bad Wolf

29. I honestly can’t wrap my mind around people who say Rose was wrong for going with the Doctor. He came back for her!!!

30. The perfect opening episode. Extrapolation is done so elegantly and we even get a sense of how absurd the show can get. 10/10, and one of my favourite episode 1s!

[council-of-beetroot]

sending liet to a finishing school is so goddam funny. but fr liet compels me bc he's so uptight and serious, he's the goody-two-shoes, teachers pet, but then he's a feral forest boy who could not give less of a shit about showing up looking presentable. He walks into work 10 espressos deep with dark undereyes and bedhead. maybe ivan finds it endearing, everyone else is probably like bro please make an effort :/. an its not even really not caring, he genuinely doesnt notice. boy has shit to do!

Seriously Liet has two sides. Part of him is this straight laced very serious guy doesn't understand jokes, polite. He is a hard worker to a point where in his goal of being successful in his tasks he overworks himself. He's the type to have an insanely organized set of notes for a presentation at a meeting and makes sure he is prepared and has everything in order. He comes home and does several hours of paperwork. He's a great employee and assistant as well as a leader too. However his dedication and amount of work put in is unhealthy.

But like there's always this part of him that just wants to run while and wants to go back to being feral. He wants to escape to the forest and stay there for years. It's true freedom for him and as they say once you taste true freedom you will always seek it out. He's a fighter. He's strong and athletic and loves the thrill of the fight and the way the wind feels in your hair when you are on horseback.

I love the dichotomy of this man. I think it's best represented in the fact that he wears suits and military uniforms yet keeps his hair quite long.

Yeah not sure why I'm so drawn to people being made to adhere to strict social etiquette and formality smh. I suppose the dressing aspect make sense.

[nepristoynyy]

GEPARD & SAMPO

This is part of a breakdown of Sampo's relationships~

The biggest point Sampo and Gepard have in common is that both of them love Belobog and would do everything for their home.

It feels kind of impossible for me to talk about them without expanding on who Gepard is. Gepard is a young man with a messy life: it is duct taped together and the only thing that makes sense is throwing himself endlessly into his job. There is seemingly no difference between the military and the police forces of Belobog, so he has to constantly manage both.

A good boy with a good heart, Gepard looks like a boy whose had an adequate upbringing, but has a hard time figuring out his sense of self. He is a middle child, who keeps trailing behind his siblings: even while Serval is gone from the same system they work from, it feels like he is only in her shadow. Gepard is quite dense and naive, he has not actually ever lived through hard emotional hardships where he was placed in a position to learn and grow, at least outside the battlefield and in his personal life. He blindly trusts the system Belobog is built on and has gone through the military training which indoctrinate people in this blind trust. Given the Landau's upper middle class background, it is implied to me that this systemic trust coming from privilege had their children join the Guards due to the military propaganda.

Amidst her own complex history in the system, Serval had enough critical thinking to eventually see the cracks. However, Gepard does not. Actually, Gepard's lack of critical thinking is shown in small ways, such as him not getting why he sings his sister's tunes and being annoyed at it, how he cannot listen to his plants and take proper care of them, or have proper life hygiene. He blindly follows the system's footsteps and so finds himself unable to develop a proper emotional intelligence.

Meanwhile, Sampo is the opposite. Entirely too self aware of everything, experienced in life, having his environment and life under his own agency and control (so much so he actually figured out that nothing matter *cough in nihility*) and an entire distrust towards any system: he only trusts his own judgement and his own independence.

Sampo transparently sees every part of Gepard, seeing him somewhat in a childish manner. Like someone who is 40 look at someone who is 20: I see what you are smh. For the most part, it makes him roll his eyes, to see this much good will and energy given so blindly.

Gepard's choices are entirely opposite to Sampo's... and yet Sampo cannot bring himself to entirely dislike him. He almost feels sorry for him. Given his status, Sampo cannot help out Gepard. Gepard's blind loyalty and endoctrinated black and white thinking immediately brands Sampo as a criminal and nothing else, he won't listen to whatever he has to say, and their opposite morals just make Gepard unable to trust him. So Sampo does what he can... which is to play cat and mouse, give purpose to Gepard. Give some purpose in all the mess that is his life, and at the same time... Sampo get to have fun and bother a square who is so irritatingly too square for him. And at the same time... it turned on its head. Now Sampo, who has lost any innocence in life, broken between not having any hope for life but desperately looking for a way to renew it, finds himself just... enjoying himself in the present. And something happens. A bond between the hunter and the prey, with an untold endearment where both the love and hate are real.

When it comes strictly to those two, there is no grand scheme or title, no talk of Aeons and world bending madness. They are quite a mundane pair, and... Gepard is the definition of mundane. And it does so much good for Sampo to be around mundane, much more than he thinks it does or even want to admit it period. To feel a sense of normalcy, even when he knows it is impossible for him to live a normal life, or have normal relationships, or to even be appreciated normally... it will never happen. But for a moment, he gets a glimpse of this type of joy, even if it is through quite a violent mean.

And that is another thing... the chase. There is nothing but the chase between them. They agree on nothing, they come from two entirely different worlds (on so many levels). There is nothing except those sparks, and if the chase ends... what else is there for Sampo? Comfort? Routine? Those are illusions. Entirely against his way of life. It is not about it making him happy... Sampo cannot get rid of his views of the world, he cannot find happiness in not doing anything, or contenting himself in the privilege of ignorance and inaction of doing the bare minimum to survive. He needs the chaos to thrive, that is how he came so far: by pursuing his path the way he loves it.

And through his self awareness, he can see himself hanging out in the Overworld and it is... so dull. When there is no maybe, when things are committed, if he actually got to know Gepard more, everything would feel so... empty, he tells himself. No, there is nothing but the chase. The mayhem of it. All the maybes in the middle of those tense exchanges are a hundred times better than any real relationship which could spawn. Thus why Sampo is perfectly content with how things are. He is truly happy about this... even if it is not meant to last. And, at some point, he won't have Gepard chasing him around for some petty crime anymore.

To defile Gepard who is so pure and vulnerable also has an insane appeal to Sampo's aesthetic of Elation. In a cruel world, it is rare to see someone so lawful and uptight, coddled and all soft. To have the power to gain a reaction out of this... it's so enticing!

[maehemthemisfit]

Ask: Can I have a 🍭 with cyno or albedo please :3

Prompt: 🍭 Babysitting with Cyno (I couldn't think of anything for albedo so here's our favorite matra)

Emoji Prompt List ◜⁠✧ Masterlist

Cyno Isn't the best when it comes to this field of knowledge, but he does make a great effort to learn

He's the feared General Mahamatra, tracking down wrongdoers and violent altercations is common in his line of work.

But despite his hardened exterior, underneath those crimson eyes is concern for your wellbeing. Seeing you so overworked and stressing to keep watch over a kid while balancing all your other tasks made his stomach churn.

So, him being the honorable person he was, volunteered to watch over the child so you can have a rest.

"Are you sure? I- I mean I never seen you—"

"There's no need to worry. If I felt I couldn't handle such a task, I would have volunteered to do something else," Cyno reassured, approaching you and the bubbly child you held close to your chest. "Just tell me what I need to do, and you can leave the rest to me."

You couldn't help but smile at the sentiment, your exhaustion making Cyno's offer sound even more convincing. Without further hesitation, you agreed, relaying the basics on how to care for the child as Cyno listened intently, noting down every suggestion you made and engraving it in his memory.

The young matra found his face warming when you neared him, the proximity making it hard for him to concentrate on what you were saying. Why did this suddenly feel so intimate?

He awkwardly held his arms out, muscles tense and body alert unintentionally. Despite him wanting to help you babysit, he looked utterly bewildered when it came to holding a child, and of course his reactions didn't go unnoticed to you.

A sweet melody caught his ears— your voice he recognized, sprouting an amused laugh. The beautiful sound of it unknowingly eased away some of the nervousness building up in his chest, his shoulders relaxing as his eyes softened. It was a new change from your tired sighs he'd been aquatinted with for some time, seeing the curve of your lips and the crinkles of your eyes was truly a sight to see.

You placed the child in his arms, gently guiding his hands around them. "Support their neck like this, and hold them close," Cyno nodded, his body tensing once again as the child wiggled in his arms. He cleared his throat, trying his best to relax as you instructed.

"Like... this?" Cyno looked up, his eyes full of curiosity and wonder as he searched yours for some sort of affirmation.

It was adorable seeing him so focused and eager to care for a tiny creature. Your mind drifted to the thought of Cyno having his own little bundles of life running around, and how amazing he would be as a father. Another heartwarming scene of his children tackling him into a hug flooded your mind. Another thought of how adorable his—

"[Name]?"

You blinked, snapping out of your daze as your cheeks warmed. "Y-Yeah! Just like that," You said sheepishly, backing away from the endearing scene. "Seems like you've got everything covered, I'll leave you to it!"

And then you scurried off, leaving a startled Cyno and a child that needed their diaper changed behind.

Cyno could only blink in amusement before returning to the task at hand. "What's... that smell?"

Oh dear, you never told him how to change a diaper.

He's actually decent at caring for a tiny living being

His sharp senses keeps the child out of danger so there's no issues there

Probably gets scared when the child barely moves in their sleep and has to give it a lil tap tap just to make sure they're still breathing (cats be doing the same thing too smh)

OKAY SO!! I just imagine him having a stare down with the child and his intimidating eyes makes him seem like he's glaring but really he's just a bit confused on what he should do next

Surprisingly the child doesn't get scared and just reaches out to grab his headpiece, cooing and giggling at the animalistic design.

Cyno might find it cute until his hair gets tugged along with it ouch.. don't underestimate the grip of a baby!!

ALSO I definitely see him telling his jokes to the kid AND thoroughly explaining the reasoning of why it's funny as the child just burps and noms on their hand. Also the child just giggles at random intervals so Cyno thinks they understand the joke and actually find him funny.

"...and that's why the scarab crossed the road," Cyno explained, tickling the child's tiny feet to keep them entertained, and low and behold, they giggled!

"You found that funny?" Cyno hummed, looking at the cooing child in awe. "Tighnari seemed to think otherwise, but now I know someone other than me finds them hilarious. here, let me tell you three of my best jokes,"

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[shroomi1e]

realistic reasons why genshin men are undateable‼️

ft: aether, albedo, razor, diluc, itto, gorou, childe, zhongli, kaeya, xiao (pt 2)

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aether

my man is too busy looking for his sister 💀

as nice as he his, he probs doesn't have room in his heart for a relationship

he travels so much, you'd probably get tired if you don't die in teyvat first

if we're talking ab abyss aether however...

he'd be way too obsessed and focused on overthrowing celestia and the gods

and even if he does have room in his heart for you, don't expect to be the first priority

albedo

let's be honest, he doesn't have time for a relationship

he'd probably get bored once he's done learning everything there is to know ab you

a workaholic, working 24/7

also unless you're a science nerd like him, don't be surprised if he just decided to drop you bc you can't catch up with his science ramblings

id imagine he'd use you for weird experiments like in his story quest

razor

a furry

can't communicate

would probably start barking at you idk

would 100% try to lick you

very overprotective bc of his past

would try to give you dead rabbits and squirrels as gifts/signs of affection like how cats or dogs do

diluc

emotionally unavailable but he's hot so it's fine

if you're more emotional/sensitive then he's gonna make you cry at one point or another bc of how cold he is

has his walls built so high, it's gonna take persistence to take them down

too busy running a whole wine industry + protecting monstadt at night

would be SUPER overprotective, borderline suffocating. he's gonna try to hold on to you until it hurts

he doesn't mean it ofc, he's just scared of losing you (fatherless behavior smh)

he needs to get a lot of his shit together before he can start a proper relationship *cough cough* KAEYA *cough cough*

itto

he's a complete dumbass, just like any other typical himbo

is the type to plan out a whole party and buy a bunch of gifts only to get your birthday date wrong

it's endearing but it might get annoying at one point

definitely gets into a lot of trouble with city authorities, you'd always have to clean up his mess or bail him out

again, he never has bad intentions, but it's gonna get annoying at some point

gorou

another furry

better get used to him talking ab how amazing kokomi is

also gives off overprotective vibes

doesn't have much time or room for you, at least not until the resistance is over

childe

too busy killing people 😘

depending on who you are, dating a fatui harbinger might cause some problems

unless you're cool w trying to drown a whole nation and commiting genocide idk

even though he comes off as friendly, he probably has also built walls like diluc, they're just not as obvious

somewhere deep down he's scared he might end up harming you or losing you, since he's well aware of his position and what he does

(bro did you see that line in his story quest where he says smth like "if i were to quit being a harbinger I'd love to travel the world w you😭)

ok that's enough childe for today, and yes i will be writing a fanfic later

zhongli

this peepaw is hella old fashioned

being the god of contracts, he's gonna expect 100% loyalty, and might get a wee bit possessive, even if it's not obvious

he's just incredibly good at hiding it

being immortal, he might not even try to date you in the first place bc he knows you can't have a "normal" relationship

he'd rather not have you at all than to watch you grow old while he stays the same, eventually having to sit by your deathbed

oh geez that got dark quickly didn't it

but if he does have you, he's not letting you go, even if you don't want him anymore

will probably try to keep you forever bc of the "contract" y'all made😨

someone write a yandere zhongli fic and send me the link pls 😘😘

kaeya

we've all seen him weasel his way out of doing his work

would try to manipulate you with his smooth talk

although his heart is set in the right direction, much like diluc, he needs to get his shit together before he can carry a healthy relationship

also would probably come home drunk a lot

having a "flirty personality" can often be mistaken for flirting with others

so unless you're a holy nun or smth you're gonna argue ab it with him at some point

xiao

bold of you to assume he's gonna even pay attention to you

as we all know, he comes off as cold and standoffish, even if he might not mean it

he's just carrying way too much on his shoulders to also have a relationship as well

his karmic debt as well as the duty of the sole protector of liyue is going to put a burden on him, and he wouldn't want others to share that burden with him

despite how he feels about you, he's only ever going to see himself as a protector, never your partner

because his sole priority is to keep you safe, and keeping you safe means not getting too close to you

might even go out of his way to be mean to you just to make sure you won't get close to him☹️

but even so, he'll be there when you call, since he is your protector after all

a/n: damn the amount of ff inspo i got just from writing a stupid hc...

[pindl3]

Since ranboo has said that everything is going to go to shit in the future, I’m going to indulge in some headcanons <3

The Syndicate

Ranboo wears makeup to cover his scars

When niki found out, she started teaching him more about makeup

Before syndicate meetings, Niki goes over to Ranboo’s place first so they can do each other’s make up

Since ranboo only did simple makeup he wasn’t very good at it at first, but even so Niki would always wear it to the meetings to make him feel more confident

Eventually Phil found them doing it, and they dragged him in to get his makeup done too

The next meeting Technoblade was very confused

One time ranboo managed to bribe technoblade to let Niki do his makeup- it didn’t go well when he found out Philza filmed the whole thing

Technoblade finds their antics amusing, and lets them get away with a lot- he won’t admit that he has a soft spot for the lot

Niki finds Ranboo wearing a skirt before one of the meetings- it was a sub goal- and proceeds to have a whole dress up party.

Ranboo stops to send a selfie of the completed look to Tubbo- that’s how Niki finds out that they are very very good friends (ranboo doesn’t tell her they’re married)

Tub n Ran Moments

Tubbo will go on frequent nightly trips (this man is missing his entire sleep schedule smh) and if he finds ranboo sleepwalking outside, he’ll hold his hand to make sure he (ranboo) doesn’t get lost

Ranboo likes to test makeup stuff on Tubbo

Tubbo has fallen asleep to Ranboo putting makeup on him multiple times- Ranboo would find it endearing if he would stop falling over and smearing all his hard work

Ranboo does find it endearing, he just uses that as an excuse to avoid admitting it

Tubbo enjoys braiding

Tubbo braids Michael’s hair- even if there isn’t a lot of it

When Tubbo gets too stressed, Ranboo lets him braid his hair over and over, gradually letting him calm down

They do that whenever they get into an argument as well, sitting in braiding silence until one of them speaks up.

It’s an unspoken rule that Tubbo cant tug Ranboo’s hair otherwise he won’t let him play with it anymore

If Tubbo finds ranboo being angsty, he’ll take him to the cake walk. After he restores all of the eaten cake, they go to a flower biome and talk about stuff until he calms down.

Ranboo, despite being less stubborn than Tubbo, always takes longer to talk about his issues. (The reasoning behind this is that Tubbo has pretty much always had Tommy, and Tubbo knows how to talk things out. While Ranboo is known for keeping secrets, trusting no one and withdrawing when stressed.)

They are both very stubborn about talking it over, albeit Ranboo is worse

Adventures with Ran, Tom n Tub

When Tommy is refusing help with something, Ranboo will start quietly assisting without his knowledge.

Ranboo and Tubbo will go on short adventures together, stalking Tommy and making sure he’s safe and well

Whenever they get caught, Tubbo always wholeheartedly admits to stalking him. It’s so abrupt that it never fails to make Tommy burst out laughing

Both Tubbo and Tommy exploit Ranboo for his huge wallet

When Tommy found out about Ranboo’s tear scars, (Ranboo was in his enderwalking state and had taken his makeup off) it freaked him out so much that he punched Ranboo, woke him up, and they both started screaming continuously at each other for a solid minute

Tubbo came outside of the mansion after he heard the elongated screaming, to see them staring at each other, standing in shocked silence. Tubbo walked back inside.

When Tommy started feeling more and more lonely, Tubbo invited him to have a sleepover at the Mansion. They ended up spending half the night looking for Ranboo, who enderwalked his way over to Sams place. After retrieving Ranboo, they all went and passed out.

Tommy denies that Ranboo is growing on him. Ranboo knows he’s growing on Tommy despite this.

They hold a slumber party every few days to make Tommy feel better- again, he denies that it kinda works

Technoblade

Techno hates being called The Blade after what happened with Tommy

Philza picked up on this and let Ranboo know. Now they only call him Techno and avoid the Blade part. Techno has yet to catch on

Techno has a major soft spot for Ranboo, despite trying his hardest at the beginning to avoid it

The voices in Technos mind always help him give people the best gifts- and by people that means Philza because he only is willing to show appreciation to Phil so he can keep his tough persona going strong.

The voices beg for blood- but they could also just go for some juice. Techno has yet to figure that out, because he never has juice

Techno has a huge stash of crowns in a chest somewhere, because they usually end up getting broken in battle.

Since both techno and Tubbo have trash sleep schedules, they have stumbled upon each other in the middle of the night.

Techno has seen Tubbo holding Ranboo’s hand at night (when he’s enderwalking, but Techno doesn’t know that), and has already made the connection that they’re married. they literally wear matching rings and heart necklaces.

Techno does not care that they’re married, despite major concerns around that. He doesn’t personally like Tubbo, but he likes Ranboo and trusts him. Also Tubbo has nukes, and being allied with his husband might protect his home from getting a booming visit.

Techno can sew, and actually enjoys it

Techno knows how to sew because of his habit of getting in fights. Fights with swords. And axes. You can see why knowing how to repair stuff would come in handy

Technos og cape, which has many stitches and hours of work inside of it, was taken when he was put on “trial”.

Ranboo also returned that when giving his armor back, which Techno was very grateful for (he wouldn’t let anyone know that though)

That’s all my headcanons for now, now gonna go keep ignoring the impending doom that’s going to be upon us in an indeterminate amount of time

[actualbird]

hey here are some assorted marius/luke ideas that swam around in my head today

wc: 1.3k

contents: 2 of these r kindaaaa smut ideas (and they r marked in the subheader) but i dont put anything detailed explicit, read at ur own risk and choice ig

luke pearce's love language is beating up everybody in stellis who even looks at marius wrong

sorta comedy fic where everybody marius even offhandedly mentions is giving him a hardtime mysteriously ends up in the hospital like, the day after he brings it up.

nobodys dead! but after that person recovers, they keep a wide wide berth from marius, shudders to even think of crossing him again lest that terrifying red eyed force of nature comes back for them and finishes the job.

and marius is like Yeah, Okay, I Think I Know Who's Doing This because luke isnt subtle LMAO. marius is endeared that luke responds to his flirting by blushing and leaving the room immediately but anytime marius is like "ugggghhh, [insert poor shmuck] is really on my ass," luke's expression goes dark. next day, the said poor shmuck in the hospital from both shoulders dislocated, like luke is leaving injured dickbags on marius' doorstep much like a cat would do but this cat is a tad unhinged.

marius eventually confronts luke like "babe, i really appreciate it, but also stop, and can we kiss?" and then they kiss and luke promises to hurt ppl a little bit less.

.....just a smidge.

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(kinda smut) au where marius is a model and luke is a photographer

comedy that turns into smut maybe because i cant stop thinking about SR Dreams Of Thebes. i want sexy hot model marius and every single photoshoot hes ever done has had him in some state of undress. when he accepts jobs hes like "can my tits be out? even just slightly?" and if hes told no hes like "awwww, boring! thanks for the offer but i'll pass."

luke is the photographer and hes a very good photographer that marius has worked with a LOT. because mc handles the projects luke does and is friends with marius and a lot of her projects just so happen to need a slutty mcthot, so they collab very often.

theyve worked together so much to the point that luke seems to be used to marius being Like That (gorgeous and on display and making bedroom eyes RIGHT AT LUKE and luke has to always remind him "eyes on the camera, not on me!") and marius is like WHYYYY WHYYYY DOESNT HOT PHOTOGRAPHER LUKE PEARCE SUCCUMB TO MY NUBILE CHARMSSSSS

he complains to mc and shes like there there ya big baby. and she pointedly does not tell marius that whenever a shot finishes up, luke goes home IMMEDIATELY, as he is very flustered. it's honestly impressive how unaffected luke makes himself seem because once marius is getting dressed luke is like "I HAVE TO GO" and mc has a suspicion that luke, er, lets out his frustrations the moment he gets home.

she does not tell marius because this is very entertaining. but also because these two are idiots and if theyre gonna get together, they should be the ones doing the work. shes setting up the situations already, the least they could do is actually talk smh

eventually they do talk. but in a convoluted setup where marius asks luke to do a, er, private photoshoot for him. cue sensual photography at marius' art studio (he still paints in this au) where marius starts off fully clothed!! but after every 10 pics hes like okay lets take this off and this off and thiiiiiissss

luke pearce: //horny grip

and then they bang about it

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(kinda smut) marius: should i be turned on by that? probably not. will that stop me? definitely not.

smut fic. luke very viciously dispatches a person who tried to hurt marius and marius is like "well mark me down as scared and horny" and they bang about it----wait, hold up. i can do this. in my bodyguard au verse. penning THAT down in my possible extras fics HAHA.

but yeah luke is like "WAIT, WHY??? WHY IS THIS WHAT GETS U HOT AND BOTHERED??? (in addition to literally everything else that gets you hot and bothered, it's a very long list, like, luke could just be stretching in the morning and marius wants to pounce)." marius like "why r u complaining, u get my hot bod, i get ur hot bod, this is a win win situation" and honestly! luke cant argue with that!

and so they bang about it

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it is nacho lucky day

comedy fic AGAIN sorta recycled from a fic i was writing for a prev fandom. marius is off to a movie date with luke when he gets kidnapped which, worrying!

but these kidnappers are hugely incompetent and marius is hugely just sorry for them and tries to tell them "guys, really, let me go. i can see you're not actually up for this and also, uh, not great at it! and i can help you guys out a little bit. but you should deffo let me go because i was on my way to a date and you do not wanna make my boyfriend mad. SERIOUSLY. IM TRYING TO SAVE YOU GUYS."

and the kidnappers r like nope not happening.

cue Luke Pearce Raven swooping in, knives blazing, and marius is like "BABE, NO, STOP, THEY DIDNT HURT ME AT ALL AND ALSO THEYRE STUPID" and luke is like "oh okay!" //drops the terrified kidnapper who he was holding up against the wall by his collar. luke whisks marius off to their date after a stern "dont you dare do that again" to the kidnappers.

and then marius and luke go get their nachos and watch that stupid movie together

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can we get some neko and dog boys in here? can we PLEASE get some neko and boys in here?

crack treated seriously, comedy, everything is normal but for some whatever reason, marius and luke wake up one day with some new parts. marius has got kitty ears and a tail, luke has got fluffy pointed dog ears and tail.

they are not dating, still pining in this fic, and luke is in agony because every time marius talks to him or even LOOKS AT HIM, luke cant stop his tail from wagging vigorously. at some point, luke just turns to look at his butt and scolds his tail "can you PLEASE STOP GIVING ME AWAY????"

the tail does not listen

marius is mostly unaffected because hes always been an attention whore and whatever emotions the new parts give away were already pretty obvious. he is a bit embarrassed tho that his ears perk up WAYYYY too excited whenever luke walks into a room like. come on, hes tryna be SEXY ALOOF.

actually, to add onto the comedy, mc curiously brings a laser pointer to hq and is like. "huh, i wonder if this will work on you guys."

marius: psssshhhh, i doubt it

luke: yeah, the new parts havent given us any behavioral changes or anything so---

mc: //turns on the laser pointer

marius and luke: //IMMEDIATELY BOLT TO THE FUCKING WALL TO PAP PAP PAP IT

the chaos leads to luke and marius colliding, resulting in them on a heap on the floor, marius on top of luke. theyre having a moment, eyes dart to each others' lips and---

laser pointer at the wall, marius frigging SCRAMBLES TO CATCH IT. luke very softly whining because NOOOOO, COME BACK, I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU

they get their acts together soon tho and they still have the animal parts and when they cuddle, luke's tail is wagging and marius' tail is swishing contentedly and is marius purring? oh god thats so cute luke is going to die

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i have a lot of thoughts

[lucianalight]

Hi! I love your blog and opinions! I've always wondered this and need to ask someone! During the end of Thor 1, when Odin told Loki "No," everyone always says Odin was denying him (that's clearly how Loki took it), telling him he wasn't good enough. But, could it have been that Odin meant, "No, you didn't have to do this" or "No, this isn't the way"? Odin's tone of voice didn't indicate he was even angry with him and we know what that sounds like from when he banished Thor. Like, up until that moment, we hadn't actually seen Odin mistreat Loki, given it WAS the 1st movie. Not to mention when Odin said he loved both of them in Ragnarok. Between the first movie and Ragnarok, Loki hadn't done anything to endear himself to Odin, which would suggest that Odin has loved him since the beginning. If he could still claim that after everything, even after Loki had used magic on his mind and stranded him on Earth, I can't imagine he was calling Loki unworthy on the bridge in the first movie.

-Questioning Anon

Hi Questioning Anon! Thank you! :)

But, could it have been that Odin meant, "No, you didn't have to do this" or "No, this isn't the way"? Odin's tone of voice didn't indicate he was even angry with him and we know what that sounds like from when he banished Thor

Even if Odin meant to say those things, he should have completed his sentence. How else Loki could understand his meaning behind a simple "No, Loki", to Loki's "I could have done it father! For you, for all of us!" ? Saying "No" to this sentence wouldn't mean anything but "No, you couldn't have done it" or "No, you shouldn't have done it". And both are terrible things to say to Loki in his vulnerable state. And while Odin's tone isn't angry, it is one of disappointment , which for Loki it is even worse.

Because Loki's goal was to make Odin proud, to prove himself a worthy son. He is trying, probably for the first time, to do things the Asgardian way. Remember that war and genocide were literally glorified in Asgardian culture. Thor as a child saying "I'll hunt the monsters down and slay them all" without Odin ever telling him that it would be wrong, Thor gleefully telling Odin that they should finish the Jotuns together, Bor who is deemed a hero for killing all the Dark Elves are proof of this. So Loki trying to do same but without any loss of Asgardian lives, only being told that he wasn't capable enough to do that. That he shouldn't have done what was always portrayed heroic to him. And worse than all the father he was trying to make proud is disappointed in him.

Loki is hurt, confused, heartbroken and feels rejected. He thinks why is it that even when he tries to follow Asgardian way, he is told no. Odin doesn't believe in him. He never has and never will. Loki will always be inferior and a disappointment. And that realization is the last straw for Loki. That he is never going to be loved and accepted by his father.

So, you see, anything but acceptance of Loki, would have been the wrong thing say. Loki was having a mental breakdown, hanging literally and metaphorically on the edge of an abyss, desperate for a sign that Odin sees him and loves him. It wasn't time for a lecture on morals(not that Odin does have good morals, mind you) or anything of the sort. Odin didn't even need to approve Loki's actions. He could simply say "I know Loki" which is not an approval of Loki's actions but a way to acknowledge he understood Loki and why he did that. You know what, he didn't even need to say sth. He should have pulled his children back to safety instead of standing over their dangling bodies on the verge of death, having a conversation with the child who had a mental breakdown and was the closest one to fall to his death. Smh.

Like, up until that moment, we hadn't actually seen Odin mistreat Loki, given it WAS the 1st movie.

Yes, actually we had.

Odin was quite angry at Thor, and him and Thor was yelling at each other, and Odin still was using actual words. But as soon as Loki dared to speak, cautiously and respectfully calling Odin, he was met with a nonsensical scream and Odin pointing his fist toward him. Notice how Loki is clearly afraid of Odin, while Thor who is the one Odin is actually angry at, isn't.

Besides, I would call raising a child from another race with stories of how his race are monsters, never telling him about his origins, treating the truth about his race like it's sth horrific, telling the said child he was born to be a king making him think he has an equal chance only what you actually mean is that you plan to use him as a political pawn and the puppet king of the race of people you taught him to hate, favoring your biological child while pitting your children against each other, mistreatment, or more accurately abuse. Yes, Odin was an abusive narcissistic parent.

Not to mention when Odin said he loved both of them in Ragnarok. Between the first movie and Ragnarok, Loki hadn't done anything to endear himself to Odin, which would suggest that Odin has loved him since the beginning.

The fact that Odin was abusive makes the subject of him loving Loki, complicated. While I agree that Odin cared about Loki, he doesn't love Loki the way he loves Thor and Frigga. Proof of that? He tried his best to hurt Loki in the trial by saying that Loki's birth right was to die and then sentenced him to solitary confinement for life, which is literally torture, without ever seeing his mother again. When Thor had done the same thing Odin punished him with banishment and with a way to find his way back home. But Loki was doomed to rot in his cell till his last days.

If he could still claim that after everything, even after Loki had used magic on his mind and stranded him on Earth, I can't imagine he was calling Loki unworthy on the bridge in the first movie.

Odin was lucky that Loki wasn't actually a bad guy and still had compassion for a father who had hurt and abused him so much, and he knew it. Loki could easily kill Odin. After all, Odin had told him that Loki was only alive because of Frigga. Instead, Loki erased his memory, which prevented Odin from feeling pain and loss of losing Frigga. And Loki didn't strand Odin on Earth. Just because Thor says sth, doesn't make it true. Loki had put Odin in a retirement home so he could be taken care of properly and be comfortable. When Odin broke Loki's spell, he had his powers and was able to use them to go to Norway on his own.

And at the end, Odin never said he was proud of Loki. He said Frigga was. And after everything he had done, an "I love you" directed to both sons wasn't enough. Odin owed Loki an apology.

[chihomichannel]

i wish you all the happiness in the world

| pairing: oikawa tooru x short female! reader | summary: In which you loved each other for all this time but timing was never on your side | genre: angst, fluff, suggestive, kinda smut but not really | warnings: MANGA SPOILERS, cursing, alcohol, NOT EDITED ‘cause i’m tired | word count: 6964 words | a/n: hi hi! this is my first haikyuu ff. hope you like it! ヾ(＠^∇^＠)ノ i have to say though, i’m not really satisfied with this smh. it’s more like a summary of an entire fanfic i’ve thought for oikawa siiigh. this also was kinda rushed by the end ‘cause i wanna post it already jhbksdjna

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You treasure your time back in childhood. Whenever you think back to those days, you would be reminded of the times you spent with Oikawa and Iwaizumi by your side. Still young and ignorant to the world other than your own little bubble, you played around and made memories that even years later, you could still remember what you felt back then. What it felt like to pull on your sister’s hair and the terror that went with it, what it felt like to accidentally injure yourself after you tried copying that one commercial you saw on TV, what it felt like to trip over your own feet as you dived head first to receive a ball for the first time - and with all those times of stupidity and utter fun, Oikawa and Iwaizumi was always there. You don’t even remember the first time you met them. All you knew was that they were already a part of your life for as long as you could remember.

You and Oikawa are next-door neighbors and Iwaizumi lives just right around the corner by the end of the street. For everyday that passed by, you three were always joined at the hips. You can’t even remember a time in your childhood that you weren’t with either of the two. Or maybe it was because it was so long ago that you don’t remember everything now that you’re a bit older.

But a distinct memory of Oikawa forcing both you and Iwaizumi’s pinkies to his as he shouted in promise “Someday, we’ll make it all to nationals!” Nationals. What a fancy word for such young dreamers.

But hence, when you reached the age of kindergarten, your parents made it a mission and a promise to always, always enroll the three of you in the same school. They thought your friendship was cute and special. Even everyone in the neighborhood found your little group endearing. They could never imagine one without the other two or either of the bunch. You would always be three and that would never change. At least that was the ideal reality that everyone imagined for you three.

Though that ideal friendship remained true for years and years. But in your final year of middle school, that was when everything shifted its course.

It was when Oikawa and you were alone in between the two gyms that separated the boy’s volleyball team and the girl’s volleyball team. You were a setter, a genius setter. And during that time, you didn’t know the animosity Oikawa held towards genius volleyball players. So when he told you “You’re a really great setter” And with the small smile accompanied by those fluttering words, a great wave of pride swelled in your chest to hear such a comment from such a great setter, a tinge of pink painted across your cheeks.

You let out a small shy “Thank you” Your eyes stuck on the ground with your hair hiding your reddening cheeks. You didn’t notice the slight quirk in the corners of his smile. Too busy with your head in the clouds, you failed to notice the envy that flashed through his dark chocolate-brown eyes.

While you were busy pining over your new realized feelings, Oikawa was also busy over his conflicting feelings for you. You were his friend, his best friend along with Iwaizumi. So why does he harbor so much jealousy towards you? It was him who got you into volleyball in the first place. It was him who dragged you out of bed every morning for as long as he could remember just to play volleyball. But seeing you do so much better than him, even when he would never face you on the court, he couldn’t help but feel insecure in your presence.

He thinks he could do more, be better and surpass every living genius in the world of volleyball. He wants to be the best. He needs to be much much better. And with the green-eyed monster controlling his need to be the best, without knowing it, he held a resentment against you.

And you, none the wiser of your friend’s bitterness towards you, you found more reasons to be around Oikawa more. More than you already do. Which to be honest did not help calm the growing storm Oikawa harbors in his heart. You always just seem to be everywhere and seeing you always reminds him of what he’s lacking. Feelings of guilt, envy and your sudden overwhelming presence is what drove him to finally snap. To finally pull the trigger and kill whatever’s left of his fondness towards you.

Iwaizumi had told you that Oikawa has been pushing himself much more than normal. Oikawa has been losing his cool and Iwaizumi has explained the pressure, the constant need to be better and the inferiority Oikawa feels towards players like Kageyama and Ushijima. But neither you nor Iwaizumi knew you were one of those Oikawa felt inferior to.

So one late afternoon, the sun has set and the sky is minutes away from dark. Hours after classes were dismissed and the rest of the players had been sent home, you entered the boy’s volleyball gym alongside Iwaizumi to see that Oikawa is still hell-bent on practicing.

You frowned. You could see how exhausted he was but still, he stood on his two feet, determined. Before you could even call out his name, Kageyama caught your attention as he made his way to his senior “Oikawa-san, please teach me how to serve”

As if something inside him snapped in half, Oikawa’s hand flew towards Kageyama only for Iwaizumi to catch his arm in time “Get a grip you moron!” Stunned silence echoed through the gym, only heavy breaths and wide eyes spoke volumes of what just happened. “I’m sorry” Oikawa relaxed and Iwaizumi let him go. But his eyes, he was just as shocked with his actions as much as everyone was.

“Kageyma, I’m sorry but we’re done for the day” Iwaizumi’s spoke and with that, Kageyama walked away, eyeing Oikawa warily as he passed him by.

“Tooru?” Your voice caught his attention. You being there sent him in overload and before he could stop himself, before Iwaizumi had the chance to stop the words that flew out of Oikawa’s mouth, he snapped once again. But this time, there was no stopping it.

“You!” He bellowed, you flinched “I hate you! I hate you and your presence and everything that is you!”

“Huh?” “Wha-? OI!”

“-Why are you always everywhere? Why do you have to be a part of my life? You’re always in my eyes! You’re always there and I am sick of it!” Oikawa huffed, tears brimming on his eyes. You’re already crying.

“You like me don’t you?” 

He knows

“-Well I don’t like it! Stay away from me will you! You overwhelm me!”

He knows

You clenched your hand, shaking.

“-WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE A SETTER?!” With a frustrated cry, Oikawa dropped to his knees and suddenly, you realize.

‘He hates me’ You thought. You didn’t even dwell as to why when you ran out the gym. You heard Iwaizumi call out your name but you ignored him and ran. You ran and ran until your lungs forced you to stop, tumbling down to your knees as you sobbed in the empty road under the street light.

You can’t understand for the life of you. Had you been mean to him? Have you done something wrong? Or is it because he knows you like him and he doesn’t feel that way towards you. Maybe you made him uncomfortable. His mother doesn’t really help as she always gushes about how you should be her future daughter-in-law. You had overwhelmed him and now he hates you.

It was only the night before Monday did you remember what he last told you.

“WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE A SETTER?”

‘Ah’ you thought as you realized the roots of his new found resentment towards you.

Oikawa has always been ambitious and successful at whatever he sets his mind into. But he was no genius and his skills were practiced, it did not come naturally. You remembered those times he ranted about Ushijima and how unbelievably strong he is. And Kageyama and how he’s younger yet so much better than he is. And then there’s you.

He had never complained about you. Or at least none that you knew about. You should have realized when people started calling you a genius. You should have noticed the change of his demeanor towards you. How he doesn’t smile genuinely anymore. How you weren’t actually friends anymore. 

You didn’t love volleyball and maybe that’s one of the reasons why he hates you. Or maybe that’s the exact reason why. You don’t even love it yet you’re so good at it. No wonder he was frustrated about you. He’s not just envious about your skills, he’s also frustrated to see you obtain something he wants when you’re only half-hearted into the game. It was a reminder that no matter how hard he pushed himself, there would always be some genius that would trample over his hardened efforts.

You couldn’t believe how fast you could go from liking someone to hating them the next.

You avoided him after that incident. You avoided him like the plague. You still talk to Iwaizumi though but not as much as before. You distanced yourself from them and before you knew it, you had graduated.

Over the summer, that was when people noticed the shift in the dynamic of your friendship. The three became two and you’re now only one. You don’t leave your house, not even when Iwaizumi called out your name for an hour because you knew Oikawa would be there.

Oikawa did not make any effort to reconcile with you and it annoyed you to no end. It was always Iwaizumi acting as the mediator but eventually, even he gave up. It was tiring to force two people to reconcile when neither party wanted anything to do with the other.

It doesn’t mean Oikawa didn’t feel guilty. His guilt was one of the reasons why he exploded and it was also guilt that made him ashamed of facing you. You were a precious friend, a childhood friend, a person who’s known him for so long. A person who knows him better than his family and yet he pushed you away. 

And now you won’t come back.

At the opening ceremony in high school, he waited for you. He thought that he would make peace with you. Apologize once and for all. You were already in high school for god’s sake. You had let the whole summer wash away the broken pieces of your friendship with no way of reconciliation. You had wasted a whole summer and Oikawa’s determined to bring everything back to where it was. Even if it meant to pick up all the pieces of the broken fragments of your strained friendship. He would do so. Because you’re precious to him, more than you nor he could understand.

But you never came. And at once, all that courage and determination in him was also washed away.

You went to Karasuno for high school and swore your soul to the gods that exist that you would never ever step foot into a volleyball court ever again. You had decided to quit on volleyball. Sure, you were a genius at it but you didn’t love it. At least not as much as some people you know. But that promise was also thrown away when Sugawara, a classmate, begged you to be their manager.

He was resolute and you were annoyed. And so you rejected his offer. Though that did not stop him from pestering you, begging you down to his knees which is why you found yourself watching a practice match held in the school’s volleyball gym.

‘They’re weak’ You thought. You didn’t really care as you watched the team pathetically lost. You could not stress enough the difference in power between your school and the away team. It was truly and utterly pitiable.

You had heard about the tale of the once powerhouse that is Karasuno and you wondered what happened. You learned that your school had once managed to make it to the nationals so why is the team so weak now? No coach, no manager, just players.

You were already leaving, indifferent to your school’s volleyball team when your ears perked up on an insult, an insult that sent you to overdrive and before you knew it, you were screaming. You screamed at your school’s team. You screamed a vow, a vow to get them to nationals once again. And so beyond your belief, you were on the court once again. Though this time, you were only at the side.

It was in the Interhigh Tournament did you and Oikawa look at each other once again. His eyes were wide while yours was determined, glaring at him as if challenging him. He knew of your abilities and how well you could use that to coach others. He knew you could use that to examine opponents and use that knowledge against them. You were a genius that way. And so seeing you in the opponent’s team as their manager made him nervous. Just because you were a manager doesn’t mean you wouldn’t be able to help the team technically.

But how can you help a team that doesn’t want your help in the first place? It was only you and your other fellow first years that were bitter when you lost in the first round. Your seniors seemed to accept that your team just wasn’t good enough. And the frustration sent you to silent tears as you questioned your decision of being involved in volleyball again.

And Oikawa, being the ever jackass that he is, used the opportunity to tease you. An excuse to talk to you. And imagine the delight he felt when you gave him the attention. And so started the rivalry you never imagined you would have with him.

You thought that maybe if he hadn’t chosen to tease you that day, you would’ve quit the volleyball club. And maybe if he hadn’t teased you that day, you would have probably never talked again.

Three years passed and it was your last year at high school. With the addition of promising first years, you faced off against Aoba Johsai in the Spring Interhigh Qualifiers. Karasuno won and would face off Shiratorizawa for the finals. You should be glad, ecstatic even. So why are you sad? Why are you mourning for your childhood friends’ loss? Why won’t you look away from the opponent and celebrate with your team?

But how could you when you could see the two special people in your life fight off the tears that threatened to stream down their eyes. And the night after Karasuno beat Shiratorizawa, you thought ‘Nationals’ 

You were the only one who made it to Nationals. And you weren’t even a player.

The thought of that stupid childhood promise left a bitter taste on your mouth.

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The high of the nationals died down once it was over and you and your fellow third years now focus on studying for the finals and upcoming university entrance exams. It was dismissal time and having no volleyball club activities any more, you head straight home, parting ways with Sugawara at the intersection.

You sighed. The sky is orange with hues of pink, purple and blue painting the sky gradient. You had arrived by your house’s gate when you heard the ruckus of voices. Male voices. So you turn and lo and behold, it was Oikawa, Iwaizumi and number 2 and 3 from what you could remember.

They turn to look at you and their ruckus dies down. You turned your back at them, already opening the gate when Iwaizumi called out your name. You turn your focus back at them “Would you mind tutoring us?”

“Please, she’s bad at math” Oikawa commented. You felt a nerve pop out of your neck “You bitch, you suck at everything but volleyball!”

“Excuse me, I’m in class 6-” “Doesn’t matter”

Iwaizumi could only sigh as Matsukawa and Hanamaki watched in amusement. ‘So you’re the famous childhood friend’ they thought.

You and Oikawa stared down at each other, neither backing down. For added effect, you crossed your arms which earned a snort from the setter “Please?” Iwaizumi pleaded. With a sigh, you looked at your friend “Fine. I’ll just tell mom first”

Why did you accept? You didn’t know. But you knew you didn’t mind being around Oikawa now. Though you don’t really trust him, not anymore.

Your mom was surprised to hear you would be going to Oikawa’s house. It’s been years and she could not hide the glee on her face as she practically pushed you out of the house. With a deep breath, you made your way to his house.

The door opened to his mother who, like your mom, albeit a bit more enthusiastic, was ecstatic beyond relief at the sight of you. She asked you continuously without giving you any chance to reply “Did you finally make up? Are you friends again? You’re talking again? How splendid! Why did you stop talking in the first place? I was so sad. I missed you so dearly. It wasn't the same without you”

She kept on beaming and you only replied in awkward chuckles, not wanting to kill her joy and tell her you still very much held a grudge against her son. But fortunately, she left you to the company of the four boys who sprawled all around the couch, bags thrown at the side with the television on in a music channel. A girl group is performing.

“Aren’t you guys supposed to be studying?”

“Shh, Miho-chan is singing” Oikawa held a finger on his lips. You could only grimace at their focus on the girl group. Maybe you should go now.

But before you could even turn around, Iwaizumi had turned off the TV much to the boys’ protests “Fanboy later you horny scumbags”

“You know I’m here, right?” You say and Iwaizumi sent you an apologetic smile.

“You don’t count as a girl anyway so it doesn’t really matter” You felt your heart drop at Oikawa’s comment. You frowned, dropping your books down on the coffee table with a slam. The three boys jumped, startled. They were sitting down on the floor when you did that.

With a huff, you sat down at the end of the table while Matsukawa and Hanamaki sat beside each other and across from them sat Oikawa and Iwaizumi “So-” You cleared your throat as they looked at you in synchrony “-what is it you need help in?”

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You looked up to the digital clock hanging on the wall. 8:47 pm, it read “Aren’t you guys gonna go home?”

Oikawa is fast asleep on the coffee table, head resting in his arms. Matsukawa has given up on his practice test and Hanamaki sat spaced out. It was only Iwaizumi whose focus is still on his notes. Even you gave up 15 minutes ago, feeling your head ache as the words start swirling incoherently in your mind.

You received a hum of reply, everyone focused on their own little worlds. You sighed, closing your book and tucking in the notes in your bag in a hurry. You stood up, groaning at the ache that has built up on your legs from hours of sitting. The others noticed this and copied your actions, slowly standing up and slinging their bags on their shoulders “You all should rest for the day. Just continue tomorrow”

Iwaizumi did not budge from his position and you walked out of the living room to the front door, Matsukawa and Hanamaki hot on your heels. Once you were outside, you were about to bid them goodbye when Hanamaki beat you to it “Hey, I’ve been thinking. Why didn’t you go to Seijoh?”

Matsukawa hit Hanamaki in the back of his head, earning a hiss from the latter “Sorry, you don’t have to answer that”

“Why? Did they talk about me?” Your smile was sad it could come off as a frown. The two boys looked at you sheepishly and you chuckled, turning away from them as you unlocked your gate “We’ve heard the three of you were close and that something happened. They didn’t really elaborate. You’re a really touchy subject” This made you laugh

“Damn” You turned back around to face them to see that they’re still on the same spot, waiting for your response. But you only gave them half a smile, bid goodbye and entered your house.

The next day, you slept through your alarm. Only waking up when your mother woke you up with a screech. And so you skipped on breakfast, snatching a biscuit from the top of the refrigerator and dashed out of your house. Only to be met with Oikawa getting on his bike, obviously late like you are.

“Shouldn’t you be at morning practice?” “Shouldn’t you know that 3rd years don’t go to practice anymore?” You rolled your eyes.

“Geez, how could I know? I don’t go to your school, dumbass” Oikawa pedaled to match your pace “You sound like Iwa-chan, chibi-chan~”

You held your tongue, though your frown failed to conceal your annoyance. Oikawa gazed at you, pursing his lips as you refused to look at his way “Hop on, chibi-chan. No matter how fast you go, you’ll still be late with those tiny legs of yours”

“Can you shut up?!” “What? Is that your best retort? How lame~” You kicked the wheel of his bike sending him trembling out of balance “Hey!”

You huffed. You did not sign up for so much annoyance so early in the morning. You groaned, head looking up at the sky in exasperation when Oikawa blocked your way “Please, please get hit by a truck” Oikawa looked offended

“Ouch, chibi-chan. Just hop on already, you know I’m right” He gave you a grin which only aggravated you more “No”

“Don’t be so stubborn, little girl” “I am not little” “Your height says otherwise” “I’ll kill you!”

Both of you were locked out of the gate that day.

Your review with the four boys continued everyday after school. As well as your morning walk to the school being bombarded by Oikawa. When he learned what time you go to school, Oikawa made it his mission to walk with you. Always biking at your pace as he ranted on and on much to your dismay. You had begged Iwaizumi to go to school with the two of you since Oikawa doesn’t give any signs of giving up on you. But Iwaizumi only gave you a grunt for a response, mumbling about respecting his sleep.

And came one Friday morning, 2 weeks left of school and 3 days before university entrance examinations. Oikawa is waiting by your gate as always and hopped on at the sight of you “Morning, chi-bi-chan~”

Closing your gate, he waits for you to walk but was pleasantly surprised when you sat on the back of his bike “Huh?”

“Bike” You said and so he did. He began telling a story about Iwaizumi tripping in front of his crush, elaborating on what happened that day. And you, you were uncharacteristically quiet. 

Usually, you’ll banter with him. And so when you called out his name, Oikawa could feel that you were about to say something heavy. So he continued rambling, zoning out your voice and filling the air with his words.

“Tooru” He paused, his heart thundering against his chest. It has been years since he last heard you call him by his name “Yeah?”

“Why are you acting like we’re friends” Oikawa let out a strained smile but you didn’t see

“Damn, that hurts y/n-chan” He said in jest but you could hear the genuine hurt in his voice. Oikawa felt your hand tighten as you clutch on the back of his jacket.

“Tooru-” You leaned your head against his back ‘-it’s weird how this makes me feel happy but hurt’ You thought

“Tooru-” ‘-I’m glad we’re talking again’

Oikawa could feel his heart go erratic, longing for whatever that is on your mind. Voice it out, he thought. Voice it out. But you don’t

“Tooru-” ‘-how come I still like you?’

That night, everyone is staying over at Oikawa’s house except for you. It would be weird considering you’re the only girl and your parents didn’t let you. But here you were, shivering in the cold as you knocked on the window outside Oikawa’s room. He was there because it was him who called you out at 2 in the morning, begging you to come. You shouldn’t have come but you couldn’t really resist him. Not even after all these years. Not even after convincing yourself to move on from him.

You’re whipped and you’re annoyed by it.

‘He’s a jackass’ You think as he holds your hand to support you down ‘He shouted at you. Never apologized, rejected you before you even had a chance to confess. He’s an annoying son of a bitch’

Your heart flutters when you stumble against his chest, Oikawa holding you by the shoulders to steady you “You’re cold” He says, his breath raining down on your hair. His breath was hot and your cheeks turned warm.

You fought the urge to look up at him but when he wrapped a blanket around you, your eyes unconsciously made its way to his face to see he was glowing red despite the darkness of his room.

“The others are in the living room” He says, pulling you down with him on his bed. Shuffling of sheets echoed around the room as Oikawa dived under the blanket. He had his arm under you while his other pulled you to his chest. He kept his arms around you, his chin on your head as you flushed yourself to his chest.

You could feel his heart, beating its way out of his chest. His heart slowly lulling you to sleep. He called out your name. You reluctantly pulled your head away from his chest and looked up at him “Hm?”

Oikawa bite his tongue, mulling over the words in his head. Should he tell you right now? What would your reaction be? He doesn’t want to hurt you again. He doesn’t want to repeat the same mistakes. He doesn’t want this moment to stop. For the world to pause and let him hold you close to him.

He thinks it over - deciding he should tell you soon. But not know. Not when your cheeks are red, your half-lidded eyes glossy as you gazed at him longingly. Oikawa leans in, planting a soft kiss to your forehead that tells you exactly what he feels. You could feel yourself shrink under the affection.

You didn’t notice that you fell asleep. Did not know that his eyes scanned every nook and crevices of your face. How beautiful you looked to him. How you would always be the prettiest in his eyes. How he looked at you so utterly and deeply in love it hurts to know that the time is ticking.

Oikawa brushes the strand of hair on your face, pushing it behind your ears in an agonizingly slow pace. He takes his time feeling your skin, placing his lips on your forehead and falls asleep with your warmth wrapped against his.

After that night, you and Oikawa grew more affectionate with each other. Sure, you still banter. That would never change. But there was a shift in the air and you knew there was something in there. But neither of you admitted anything. Still friends but much more than just that. Nothing was official and no one acknowledged the elephant in the room.

And you were glad it was never official. Because after graduation, Oikawa’s mom threw a party for him. A graduation party. A farewell party.

It seems like night brings out the intimacy that the morning shies away. Oikawa had led you to the playground behind your house. You remembered playing here with Oikawa and Iwaizumi, practicing volleyball as always.

You climbed up the slide and sat down at the top, letting your feet dangle on the edge. Oikawa sat beside you, his long legs dangling down beside yours. You studied the difference and smiled to yourself.

“I’m going to Argentina” He says, refusing to look at you. His hands are pulled into a fist, trembling. You placed your hand on top of his, his shaking stops as he finally looks your way “That’s great” You said, and you mean it.

He smiles at you but it doesn’t reach his eyes. So you held his cheeks, head tilting to the side “It has always been your dream, Tooru. I can’t believe it’s finally happening”

“It’ll be hard” You snort “Of course. It’s Argentina dude. Japan is still miles away from their skills” Your eyes glint at that, giving Oikawa a determined smile “But we’ll beat you, just you wait”

“I’ll win first” And he means it. You laugh, hand dropping from his cheeks “I’ll look forward to it”

Oikawa gazes at you with so much adoration in his eyes. You were the only person who didn’t tell him his plans were stupid. And he loves you for that.

“I love you” he was the first to crack. Your cheeks turn red, expression shy at his intense gaze “I-I love you too” You stutter, a bit overwhelmed.

Oikawa chuckles “You’re cute” His words don't really help to die down the red in your cheeks. In fact, it only worsens it “Shut up” You grumble indignantly and he laughs.

“Hey, will you be my girlfriend?” At this, you looked at him with a sad smile.

“We can’t” Oikawa knew your answer before he even asked. But he didn’t expect the pain would hurt that much.

“Can’t we try?” His voice is painful and it broke your heart to see him so broken “Tooru” He looks at you pleadingly and he speaks

“I think I've been in love with you all this time. But to be honest-” He bitterly chuckles “-I was envious of you more than I liked you"

"And that's why it's a no" you smiled sadly.

"You love volleyball, Tooru. More than anything else. More than you. More than me" The atmosphere was somber. Until a thought passed by your mind and you tittered.

"More than milk bread" The both of you giggled.

"Yeah...more than milk bread"

Neither of you moved. Not even when the sun rose from its sleep and in a few hours, he'll leave.

He'll leave.

And you have to let him go. Even though he's right there beside you. So close yet so far away. He's there and he loves you. But for his dreams. For him.

You let him go.

And then he's gone. On the other side of the world, thousands and millions of miles away from you. And you regret the three years that could've been so much more if the two of you hadn't been so stupid and so prideful.

And just like that, years and years passed. Both Oikawa and Iwaizumi left abroad and only you stayed. Though you did move to Tokyo and worked at a hospital for a few months until the opportunity to work as an assistant manager and physical therapist for MSBY Black Jackals came up. You could only thank the stars for connections. In this field, you only get a chance if someone in it knows you. And luckily for you, you know a ton of them from your years as a manager back in high school. 

It’s 2021 and 8 years have passed and you remained in contact with Oikawa. Though you don’t talk as much as you two now have your own separate lives. He has volleyball and you have your athletes. And of course, during the course of those 8 years, the both of you had dated several people. Some long term, some not so long. And inside those 8 years, you’ve finally convinced yourself you’ve moved on from Oikawa Tooru.

The olympics is this year and along with Iwaizumi, you were pulled in to be a manager and their physical therapist. You had made quite the reputation in the industry. What with your genius mind for volleyball, opponent teams that know you fear your analytical skills and your ability to use that knowledge for the benefit of your team. Really, all professional volleyball teams want you. It just so happens that it was MSBY Black Jackals that called you first.

Oikawa doesn’t know that you and Iwaizumi are part of the Japan team. And so when his team emerged, ready to face old rivals, Oikawa swore his eyes jumped at the sight of you and Iwaizumi.

Your heart swelled with pride, lips outstretched to a big smile. You’re proud of him, so so much.

You could only yelp when Oikawa sprinted towards you and pulled you and Iwaizumi in a tight hug. It’s been such a long time since you saw each other. And a thought passed by your head.

The three of you didn’t make it all in the nationals, but you sure did all go to the olympics.

When Japan lost and Argentina won, you didn’t find it in yourself to be sad. Instead, you were happy. Ecstatic. Euphoric. You’re so proud of everyone, of your teammates and rivals. To have made it this far, they were truly beyond just amazing.

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“You could stay with me” Oikawa says nonchalantly as he takes your bag from your hand, the hubbub of the crowd ringing in your ears as you exit the airport “My car’s right here” He tells you as you near a red sports sedan. Unlocking the car, he placed your bag at the backseat as you sat at the passenger's seat.

You’re in Argentina for the weekend for a seminar for sports physical therapists. Just two days, sure nothing could happen for such a short time.

“Nah, just drive me to a hotel” Oikawa gazed at you mischievously

“What? Afraid I’ll do something?” You threw a box of tissue at him “Shut up bitch” He laughed, taking a seat before starting the car “So you are” 

“Please” You scoff.

You ended up staying at his guest room.

His house is in an apartment - a kitchen, a couch, a TV, a fucking gym, and pictures on the wall. His apartment is surprisingly cozy, you noted. 

You dropped your phone on the bed, collapsing in fatigue. Your eyes were about to flutter shut when Oikawa’s voice boomed in the room “You should shower. Ya stinky from the flight” You rolled your eyes.

You reluctantly pushed yourself out of bed, passing by him and snatching the towel from his hands. You noticed he already changed into a shirt and shorts. You could see the outline of his muscles, lining down his chest. His thighs in view, you tried hard not to stare.

But of course, Oikawa being the ever asshole that he is, comments “Take a picture! It’ll last!”

Once shower was over, you fell down beside him on the couch, the television on in the sports channel. It’s Schweiden Adlers against Azuma Pharmacy Green Rockets. You smiled thoughtfully at the sight of Ushijima and Goshiki on TV.

“What time tomorrow is your seminar again?” Oikawa asks, passing you the milk break from the coffee table. You took it “8 in the morning until 5” He hums, bread down his throat.

“Wanna go out after? My practice ends at the same time” You yawn “Sure”

True to his words, he picked you up from the university 30 minutes after five. Oikawa took you everywhere, to the beach, to a restaurant, to a park, even to a club. Which is probably why he’s dragging your drunk ass to his apartment at 1 am.

You slipped from his arms and landed on the floor with a thud “Shit” You heard him curse under his breath as he hurriedly closed the door behind him. You felt arms curl around yours causing you to giggle “That tingles”

“How can you get drunk from 2 glasses of vodka?” He mused but you only giggled at him. Oikawa glanced at the clock, 1:42 am. Sighing, Oikawa put a hand under your knees and back, carrying you bridal style to your room.

“Tooru” You exhaled, your hot breath sticking to his face as he laid you down gently on the bed. Gulping, Oikawa turned away, grabbing the blanket to put it over you. He felt your hand enclose his cheek, forcing his gaze to you.

Your cheeks are red, illuminated by the moon that is the only light source in the room. Your hair is a mess and your breath stinks of vodka. Your eyes are closing, hands collapsing on your side as you exhale, dropping your head on the pillow. Oikawa notes the way your eyelashes squint and the mole in your left eyelid. And suddenly, Oikawa felt like he was eighteen again.

You could feel his breath, hear his heavy breathing and you flutter your eyes open. You shrink under his gaze, lips parting unconsciously and Oikawa fought with all his might not to kiss you right there and then. His eyes are half-lidded, filled with desire, longing, and love.

Love. Suddenly, you’re not so drunk anymore.

“Tooru” You breathed out in a soft voice. As if something in him snapped, his lips zoomed into yours in a passionate heated kiss. You moan, slinging your arms on his nape, pulling him closer to you until he was in between your thighs.

“Tooru” You slipped out when he removed his lips on yours only to kiss you again. You could feel the heat of his skin on yours as you pulled and pulled him closer as humanly possible. 8 years flashed through your eyes and all you could think about was how good it feels to have his lips nipping on your neck.

He moans your name, fingers combing through your hair in a desperate attempt to feel all of you. He’s wanted you for so long he couldn’t think straight when he felt your hands dig under his shirt, the cold of your hands digging into his back. He groans, kissing you again in the lips before letting you slip his shirt off his shoulders.

You hum, pulling away to kiss his collarbone, hands feeling his chest down to his abdomen. You felt him tug your shirt and you giggled into his chest, taking your shirt off only for Oikawa to roam his hands on your back, to your front then to your chest. He pressed a soft peck on the flesh of your breasts that wasn’t covered by your bra and he looked up at you and asked “Are you sure?”

“Yes” You exhaled and that was all it took for Oikawa to push you gently deeper to the bed, enjoying the feeling of his fingers working its way down to your legs. He took off your pants, Oikawa took a deep breath at the sight of your cunt. He goes back up to you, nuzzling his head into your neck and whispers “God, the things you make me feel” He airly chuckles.

You took a hold of his cheeks, kissing his eyes, his nose then his lips “I love you”

“I love you too”

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“God, I’m nervous” Oikawa starts, jumping lightly as he holds your hand. You rolled your eyes but a smile plastered on your face. You grin at him and he continues “I’ve been an idiot for a very long time-” He pauses and smiles

“-still am” You snort “-but a tad bit better now that I’m with you” A soft, endeared smile crept onto your lips

“I won’t say that I don’t regret all those years that I could’ve been with you. But we both know that was crucial and all that matters is that now I’m with you” His eyes shone and his lips creased into a smile that reached his ears

“I promise to never leave you,” he pushes the ring into your left ring finger “-not even death can do us apart” You hear your family and friends laugh in the background

“I will bother you every step of the way-” you could not help the roll of your eyes “-and love you for the rest of my life”

“Actually, scratch that. I’ll love you even when I die. I’ll love you in my next life. And the one after that, and the one after that. No matter how many times I reborn-” Oikawa takes your hands to his lips, eyes fluttering shut as he pressed his soft lips on your knuckles

“-I vow to find you and love you. Like I’ve always had and always will”

For all of your life, Oikawa Tooru has been a constant even at times you wish he wasn’t. There was a time you loathed him, a time you missed him, a time you forgot him, and a time you realized you will never stop loving him.

And as you stand before your creator, in front of your friends and family, promising to love each other till the end of time. The sound of “I do”s and cheers reverberating around the hall, as he kissed you with a tilt of his head. 

You fell in love all over again.

i suck at ending lines ajhbsnckl. i’ma edit this later when i ain’t tired AND hungry

[elysianslove]

first of all can i just say congrats on the 500 like i'm so happy for you and you absolutely deserve it (huge bear hug :) ) now i had this crazy hcs idea and i immediately thought of you so long story short how would Karasuno , Aoba Johsai and Nekoma react to their sweet manager having powers similar to those of scarlet witch (marvel) or mirajane strauss (fairytail anime) feel free to pick whichever one is easier and thank you so much for indulging my crazy request. love u lots - safiyah <3333

oh my goodness thank you sm for your words here’s a bear hug <3 also also i was literally just thinking just how cool it would be to have like a supernatural au haikyuu thing and then you send me this wow we on some mind reading shit. anyways i really hope you like this. sorry it’s like hq on crack if you want a serious one lemme know hsjkhsk

karasuno high

they lose their shit. 

every single one of them. 

mentally they’re all like 12 (except daichi and mqybe ennoshita) so i definitely think they’d have a very childish reaction to it. 

it’s so endearing though. 

they find out while walking you home one night: it’s very stormy and they just wanted to make sure you get home safe because they worship the ground you walk on. cue like a fucking billboard nearly falling on you and the group of boys and your instincts just kick in and you stop it mid air. 

noya’s still screaming even after everyone’s just gone silent and is gawking at the fact a billboard (or whatever the object is i can’t think rip) is hovering above them. in mid air. because of you. what the fuck? 

daichi’s blood pressure drops he’s like somebody catch me im about to faint wtf is going on. 

you kinda freak and just toss it away and run your way back home, as far away from the boys as possible. 

but alas, you’re their manager, and you have duties to fulfill. so you show up to practice the next morning terrified for your life. 

you’re not really sure why you’re so scared and nervous. you just are? it’s a huge part of who you are and it’d be a big bummer if the most important boys in your life didn’t accept it. 

noya greets you with a really big hug

tanaka’s so loud but what’s new <3 

daichi and suga just come up to you and gently ask if you’re okay because you ran off so quick yesterday

they all act super normal during practice but you can tell

you can tell

they want to ask so many questions they’re gonna explode 

after practice, when coach ukai and takeda leave, and it’s just you, kiyoko, and the boys, it’s s o quiet. you would hear a pin drop. 

you just sigh and go “you can ask” 

your poor eardrums </3 

they’re so fascinated by everything you say 

kiyoko’s like “i had a hunch” like how do u have a hunch about something like this anyways what a queen

noya’s like “make me fly” 

and tsukki in the back “drop him on his ass pls” 

they definitely make you do so many things for them with it 

cleaning duty is now on you because hello !! you can move things with your mind !! 

kags doesn’t get it. he’s like. ok? and ? i can set volleyballs perfectly, hinata can jump really high despite his height, she can move things with her mind? so what? 

i love him 

they’re also crazy good at keeping it a secret? 

not hinata tho he slips up so often like thank god the secret isn’t realistic or believable

he’ll be like “oh yeah? well our manager can move things with her mind!” 

and suga just has to usher him away with a pained smile like “yeah she’s so incredible haha” while doing that thing moms do where they squeeze or pinch your shoulder if they’re mad at you in public 

it feels like a weight lifted off your shoulders when they find out because the closer you grew to these boys, the more they felt like family to you.

aoba johsai

my favorite team 

i hc makki as someone that smokes weed. pls don’t try to convince me otherwise. look at him. he’s a pothead <3 

this is going somewhere i swear.

so you’re a 3rd year manager, meaning you’ve been with these boys a while now, specifically the third years of the team, so y’all are pretty close. 

how they find out: it’s like 3am on a weekend, the seijoh 4 and some of the second years. you’d baked a cake with like all of them all at once in the kitchen, so it was now a mess, so you’re attempting to clean it up as fast as you can the way you know best — with your hands and your mind. makki walks in, high as shit, sees this and just. 

“damn must be the weed.” 

you don’t hear him. so. uh oh. 

he was probably sent there by iwa to get water or something, so iwaizumi walks in and just yells so loud “what the fuck!” 

it’s like they’re all summoned by this. they eventually all pile into the kitchen and you’re literally just frozen in fear with pots and pans and utensils and specks of flour hovering by you. and then you maintain eye contact with iwa as you lift one hand and direct the pans into a cupboard and slowly shut it. 

“so it’s not the weed?” 

they honestly. don’t act any different tbh 

it’s like an added feature of yours that they appreciate. 

oikawa asks you to read his mind to test if what happened that night was real and you just lift him up from off his seat. 

“i asked you to read my mind tho hm” 

yeah mind reading is just a regular thing now. they will slyly ask you to read the other team’s minds during a match and you’re like no that’s cheating. but you do. and you subtlety give them advice. like “hm i wonder if that team’s gonna do this specific attack” 

also oikawa asks (read:begs) u to like help them make it through to nationals

you say “will it feel like a true accomplishment if i do?” 

shuts his pretty face up <3 

they also make you like. toss volleyballs to them. but with your mind. multiple of them. they take it as some stupid challenge idk these boys are dumb i love them 

they also love throwing things at. YOU. LIKE WTF? 

like haha dodgeball but it’s a group of 6’0+ athletes against just. you. 

sounds fair 

they also become insanely protective of you after they find out. idk how that clicks w them but. yes. 

especially mattsun and iwa ? like men. relax.

anyways they would abuse the shit out of your powers genuinely but it’s okay it’s out of love <3

nekoma high

they. they’re idiots. all of them. 

kuroo would probably be like but scientifically ! this makes zero sense 

omg kenma would lose his MIND. 

HES A GAMER BRUH 

HED BE OBSESSED W YOU.

but lowkey bc none of that simp shit </3 

ooou okay so you’re at a training camp and they sneak you in with them so you guys can play truth or dare 

bc yk. you’re kids. 

and y’all are going around and you just pick truth and someone asks what’s the biggest secret you’ve ever kept from us and they expect some dirty shit they’re nasty smh 

and then you straight up go “i can move things w my mind” 

and theyre like ok miss stop playin fr 

keep in mind it’s dark as hell in the dormitory and eerily quiet and you shift one of the chairs in there, and it squeaks loudly

yamamoto jumps and looks at you w so much fear in his eyes. “that wasn’t you” 

“bet?” 

and then suddenly all chairs are moving all at once and yamamato deadass screams 

kuroo’s shrugging like. “it’s just the wind,” like ur not in a closed off room w all the windows shut whatever u say sir <3 

lev’s like

gone into shock. seriously someone go get him water or something. 

when morning comes they’re all like hella scared to approach you except kenma and kuroo bc kenma— is in awe. kuroo — does not believe it. 

you’re kinda :( that they’re scared of you and you approach them after the day is over and just apologize, and tell them you didn’t mean to scare them and that you’d never hurt them or even consider it. 

they do a 180 bruh they just all go “awwwwww” and suffocate you in a group hug so you shove them all off for good measure lmao 

kuroo still doesn’t believe it until you save his ass in broad daylight and he’s like ok maybe it wasn’t fake so what sue me 

whenever there are training camps where other schools come they beg u to help them prank the boys 

especially bokuto and hinata 

and you do obviously 

it’s hilarious watching them scream as something moves slightly. you never do it that it’s suspicious just enough to be like did that happen or is my mind messing w me rn 

scarlet witch also has the ability to mess w people’s mind in the literal sense and whenever one of the boys pisses you off particularly you just make them see their biggest fear 

kenma asks you to reenact some of his favorite gameplays for him

it’s literally just roleplay and you couldn’t care less someone catches the two of you you’re no pussy you can admit when you’re having fun 

overall a very chaotic reaction 

they don’t treat you any different they’re just like 100x more hyped about who you are. like the fact that you’re their manager is already a blessing and now this !!! 

incredible <3333

[realcube]

waking up the hq boys at midnight to get ice-cream hcs🍦

characters: tsukishima, tanaka, nishinoya, ushijima, sugawara,  oikawa,  kageyama 

note: yes, this was very much inspired by that one tiktok sound where the girl wakes up her bf to get ice-cream- 

also, i use midnight as like..the middle of the night- not actaully 12AM lol

tw// fluff, sangwoo- 

Tsukishima Kei

you did not need to wake him up at 1AM to get ice-cream

man was already up, having just came off his phone and laying like this 😐 in bed as he either waited for himself to fall asleep or was thinking about an awkward interaction he had earlier that day 

anyway, as soon as you turned to him like ‘tsukki, do you wanna come with me to get ice-cream?’

he was suddenly 😴 fast asleep, fake snores and all

you were stubborn though, so you hopped out of bed up to go get ice-cream by yourself if he was just going to ignore you 

although, once you threw your coat on, tsukishima decided to start questioning your unusual behaviour, ‘why do you want ice-cream? it’s night; can’t you just sleep like a normal person and have ice-cream in the morning?’ 

honestly, tsukishima probably finds your nightly antics more endearing and cute rather than annoying 

he’d never admit it though- 

if you talk to him after midnight, on the outside he always looks displeased but really, he loves talking to you period

whether it is at 5PM or 1AM

you shrugged, without an explanation for your craving, ‘i don’t need to reason my midnight urges to you.’

with that, you turned on your heels to head out the door with the full intention of going to get ice-cream - this wasn’t a game 

tsukishima groaned as he finally deduced that you were being dead serious and not just doing this to irritate him

‘ugh, wait.’ he scoffed, forcing himself out of bed to follow you, ‘we have ice-cream downstairs, dumb-ass. don’t bother going out.’ 

you didn’t spare him a glance, continuing to venture to the front door, ‘yeah, but we don’t have strawberry.’ 

tsukishima glared at you, realising that persuasion would not work in this situation so he’d have to resort to brute force and trickery

‘ah, alright.’ he let out a sigh of defeat, ‘at least give us a hug before you go then.’

you paid no mind to how he referred to himself as plural, which is something he only does when he is lying or guilty as he is talking on behalf of his two faces 

also, you should’ve realised something was up when he actually asked for a hug instead of just expecting you to give him one

obliging, you wrapped him in a hug; allowing him to scoop you up into his arms, throw you over his shoulder and carry you to the kitchen

‘let me go, you whore!’  you squealed, lightly slapping his back as if that’d make him let you go 

tsukishima snickered at how childish you were being, ‘you can’t go out in the middle of the night to get ice-cream. you’ll die.’ 

‘i won’t die!’

‘you definitely will.’

anyway, he ends up making you both a bowl of ice-cream and eating it with you at the kitchen table while watching Spirited Away

and despite the fact he had some too, he’ll tease you about this for..the rest of your life 

like sometimes he’ll just wake you up in the middle of the night (during holidays ofc - he respects your sleep schedule) and whisper in your ear, ‘(y/n), do you wanna come get ice-cream with me?’

Tanaka Ryūnosuke

IORFHIEBGEGBO THIS MAN

ik most ppl would think he’d just go with you without a second thought or that he’d be the one asking you to go out for ice-cream but- no- 

well, yes; he wants to 

but when you wake him at 1AM 

(which he doesn’t mind btw bc  sometimes he accidentally wakes you up at like 3AM bc he’s ragin’ on Battlefield oop-)

and you’re all like ‘ryū, wanna go get ice-cream?’ *puppy eyes*

he’s like ‘sure!- but i ain’t got money so- no ❤’ 

then he goes back to sleep 

however, if you say that you’ll pay..he’s already standing with your bags by the door

so you’re definitely gonna have to fork up some cash for that good quality pistachio gelato for him if you want his presence 😌

but tbh, if you said that you were just gonna pay for yourself, he’d come anyway-

Nishinoya Yū

y’all go out at midnight for ice-cream at least once a week-

and it literally began bc you were watching ASMRs and Mukbangs together at 1AM during a sleepover 

and one person was having some lemon gelato and it looked 👌✨ immaculate

in that moment, you both looked at each other and neither of you had to utter a single word for you both to know that there was a mutual goal in mind; to get ice-cream, ASAP

so yeah ig you didn’t have to wake him up but you did need to awake the desire for ice-cream inside him

needless to say, y’all ran to the nearest ice-cream place 

and you made a race out of it 

(you won, ofc)

AND YOU BOTH SHARED A CUP OF GELATO AND IT WAS SO CUTE ! q(≧▽≦q)

and y’know the trope where you have food on the corner of your lip/chin etc and the person kisses you to get rid of it? 

yeah he tried to do that with the trope in mind but he deadass LICKED you IWFBVBBFRI

he was like ‘omg (y/n), lemme get that for you’ 😋👅

honestly, ig it depends if you are into that kinda stuff but ik some ppl would leave fast af ( ﾟдﾟ)つ Bye

Ushijima Wakatoshi

sorry i might have a bit of favouritism going on but i feel like ushijima would be a bigger bitch about it than tsukishima (at first)

but it’s like- solely bc you woke him up y’know?

‘ushijima, wanna go get ice-cream?’

he’s just laying there with his bed-head like :/

silently livid bc you messed up his potential 9 hours of sleep

‘no.’

pester all you want but that is the best you’re getting out of him that night

HOWEVER, the following afternoon (after practise ofc), he took you out for ice-cream 😊

and unlike some would believe (by ‘some’, i mean myself 2 secs ago.) i don’t think he’d be all ‘ice-cream is horrible for your health, (y/n)’ or ‘i can’t believe you’re eating that filth. your body is a temple.’

but that rather he’d just happily eat gelato with you; everything in moderation ig :)

OH AND HE’D PURPOSELLY BUY A DIFFERENT FLAVOUR FROM YOU SO HE COULD BE LIKE

‘(y/n), do you want a bite of mine?’ and give you a spoonful to try like the romance king he is  

Oikawa Tōru

you wouldn’t wake him up bc mf needs his beauty sleep

plus, it was during a sleepover at your house so ofc you didn’t want to wake up your guest 

but he’s a light sleeper so when you’re shuffling through your stuff at 1AM, sneaking around the house to find a jacket (trying to be as quiet as possible so you don’t wake him up); his eyes are open and he’s speculating that sangwoo is near

until he turns around to notice that you’re not laying next to him and he is in fact being spooned by a large pillow (probably a sangwoo body pillow smh)

after that, he hops to his feet and storms through the house in search of you so he can yell at you for ruining his sleep grr

however, once he finds you and realises that you look ready to head out, he feels inclined to firstly ask, ‘where are you going? you know it’s 2AM, right?’ 

you replied by explaining your plan to sneak out for ice-cream and he just stared at you, absolutely bewildered for a few moments

he stood like a statue with that stupid expression on his face for ages so you asked him if he was alright, to which he responded, ‘that’s such a stupid idea.’

‘so, you’re not coming with?’

‘of course i am.’

so you both ended up sitting with your ice-cream cones, in your pyjamas, on a park bench somewhere, admiring the moonlit sky along with the stars adorning it

oh, and that was actually the first time he said ‘i love you.’

Sugawara Kōshi

if feel like suga would be exactly like the guy in the sound/video: confused, tired and extremely reluctant but ofc inevitably he ends up standing outside of a dessert place, hand-in-hand with you

he’d wake up, weary from fatigue and he barely has the strength to argue with you during the day - so how exactly was he supposed to do it in the middle of the night? 

thus, he lugged himself out of bed and threw on a coat but as soon as the cold winter air bit at his nose, he was flooded with the energy and will-power to try convince you stay in with him

(It’s his parental senses) 

‘you’ll catch a cold, darling!’ (yes, he does call you that.) ‘and it’s night too, there’s probably a bunch of creeps out and around!’

at that point, it was just a battle of will

bc you both had each other’s wishes at heart

you wanted him to have peace of mind and he wanted you to have ice-cream

(and he was kinda craving some himself tbh)

so you both decided to stay in, tucking into the half-eaten tubs of Ben & Jerry’s in the fridge 

and after that, neither of you got any sleep bc you both stayed up watching movies and cuddling 🥺

Kageyama Tobio

he was wide awake at 2AM, laying beside you on the bed, practising sets 

so ofc the time wasn’t an issue

but kageyama wasn’t big on sweet treats so when you suggested that y’all should go out for ice-cream, you were shocked - to say the least - when he simply replied 

‘sure’

like why would he oppose? he was already awake. plus, he was kinda craving something sweet tbh

also, he could tell it’d make you happy and he’s whipped tbh

so you took advantage of this indifferency by immediately jolting up and dragging him to your favourite dessert place

the whole time, he acted as usual - it was as if he was just on a regular walk to school

when you got there, you both shared a sundae and he paid; what a king (❤´艸｀❤)

(it was bc you had forgotten your wallet/purse at home- but still a kind gesture 💕)

you both just sat in a booth, pecking away at the sundae while talking about anything and everything that came to mind as the low, distant R&B music from the shop’s speakers played in the background

 ‘it is flat. have you ever been on a plane before, (y/n)? did you see a single curve? no.’

you rolled your eyes, finding it physically painful how stupid kagyeama could be sometimes, ‘it’s science, kags. the earth is round! the curves are just very subtle.’

‘no.’

‘YOU CAN’T SAY NO! IT’S SCIENCE!’ 

[ddarker-dreams]

helping with bugs / scarlet ribbons.

Inspired by the recent discussions of SR Reader and her mortal nemesis, bugs. 

[Scarlet Ribbons description]

Bruno Bucciarati; 

Bruno never fails to be anything less than the most reliable boyfriend. If you ever have the option to pick who to ask for help from, you go with Bruno. He’s not going to judge you. He’s here to take care of the problem, and to do so in the most efficient way. 

Has the straightest face as he squashes whatever bug has been tormenting you. Bruno will inform you that you don’t have to worry about it anymore, giving the clear to come back into the room. He tries so hard not to point out how cute you look when you came to him all panicked and flushed.

In the case no one else is around, he’s gonna point it out, he can’t hold himself back. You’ll see him fighting back a smile and know you’re in for it. 

“[First]... I must say, I like this side of you. It’s very endearing.”  

In the case he finds the bug to be nonthreatening (like a moth), he’ll use a zipper to let it outside. 

He’ll check up on you afterwards, making sure you’re feeling alright. Bruno is such a good boyfriend :’)))

Giorno Giovanna;

He picked up on your fear before you even thought to mention it to him. Giorno is nothing if not observant. 

In the moment, he’s not going to fans the flames further by teasing you. Unless it’s an invasive species that does harm to the ecosystem, he won’t kill the bug. He’ll find a way to transport it outside and far away from you so it’s no longer a problem. 

Should you be amiable, will offer to help you overcome your fear by creating “cute” bugs. It’s a good time to bond and he gets to subtly show off Gold Experience! Giorno is a partner that wants you to strive to overcome things. He’ll transform some nearby objects into a ladybug or butterfly for you to interact with. 

“See, it’s alright. You’re doing a good job. This creature doesn’t want to hurt you.” 

God Giorno’s presence is so soothing that you can’t help but feel a bit better. He’s so composed, still as an anchor. He doesn’t fully understand why it bothers you... but that doesn’t matter, he won’t mention it. Might make a Single sly comment that’s so subtle you don’t even fully pick up on it until later. 

“Wait, Giorno, were you teasing me?” 

“Hm? Whatever do you mean?” 

He has the tiniest of smiles, and you can’t get upset with him. 

Guido Mista;

For such a doting boyfriend, Mista is the least ideal person to seek help from. Mista is going to be too preoccupied laughing at your misfortune to offer any assistance. When you hit him with a low “Mista...” and frowny face he gets his act together. 

Imagine his surprise when you’re asking him to get his gun out. Is that... really necessary? It’s just a bug. Why do you want him to shoot the bug. Wait, why are Pistols getting into position to shoot the bug, hold on this is devolving fast-- 

“Leave it to us [First]!” 

“Yeah, we’ll take care of it!” 

Mista disappoints his Stand (and you) by refusing to shoot the bug. He uses the famed “stomp it with your shoe” method instead. Pistols are calling him a coward. It doesn’t matter though, because at least it’s gone, and you can live in peace again. 

He’s not going to stop bringing it up. Teasing you, pinching your cheeks and cooing over “how cute” this quirk of yours is. 

Pannacotta Fugo;

A chaotic experience.

Fugo is trying to explain to you why this fear is irrational. Especially if he’s familiar with the bug, and its potential to do harm. He isn’t doing it to flex his intelligence. Instead, he really thinks he’s going to be helping you out in the long run by getting you over this. 

“See, by this coloration we can tell whether or not it’s venomous-”

“Fugo, please for the love of god just kill it!” 

Purple Haze is more than willing to slay the bug for your honor. Unfortunately, Fugo is not a fan of this idea, and has to keep his Stand from inviting itself out and activating its virus. Purple Haze just wants to impress you and earn your praise, and so does Fugo by extent, he’s just better at hiding it. 

He’s just sighing at this point. Whatever, he’ll do it himself, god he has to do everything in this house. Gets rid of the bug with a scowl. Then proceeds to look at you and ask was that really such a big deal? When he sees the grateful smile on your face though he shuts up. 

Will say it’s the last time he’s doing this. It’s not the last time he’s doing that.

Narancia Ghirga; 

Narancia knows a prime opportunity when he sees one. This man is not letting it go to waste. He’s whipping out Aerosmith, putting an arm in front of you, telling you not to worry. That he’s going to take care of it for you. Narancia wants to be your knight in shining armor... 

Which is all well and good, until Aerosmith starts firing away. Does it take care of the bug? Well, yes, but there are more pressing issues afterwards. Namely the path of destruction left in Aerosmith’s wake. Narancia will look back at you, sporting an ear to ear grin, internally celebrating over how cool that must’ve looked to you. 

Now you realize that there’s a new problem at hand. The fact that Narancia, in his eagerness, obliterated the wall. There’s smoke rising and everything. He doesn’t consider his response to be an overreaction, and is going to vehemently stick by that. It was bothering you!!! Of course what he did was necessary. Smh.

He’ll tell you to come to him if you ever need someone to get rid of bugs again. Has a little bounce in his step afterwards if you thank him... :’)

Leone Abbacchio;

Abbacchio does not get what the big deal is.

It’s a bug. You’re more the capable of dealing with a bug. Why are you being so dramatic? He’s going to be giving you a long look, before sighing. The frantic expression thaws his heart. Honestly, he’s grateful that you’re relying on him. Won’t admit that though.

“... Alright, stop staring at me like that. Where is it?” 

He can’t maintain his composure when you hide yourself behind him, hugging his arm. Okay who gave you the right to be so cute. Aaaand now he’s trying not to blush, great, this isn’t going well. Abbacchio has to tell himself to focus to get through it. 

Later on when you’re asleep he’s going to replay the entire scene. Seeing how adorable you looked when you came to him for help, replaying you thanking him, all of that. He can’t get enough of it. 

Trish Una;

Listen... Trish loves you. She really does. You’ve been by her side at the lowest points in her life, and the highest. The two of you are inseparable once you get together. Practically glued at the hip. Trish would do almost anything for your sake, as you would for her. But if you asked for help killing a bug, well...

Nah she’s not gonna do it. Trish isn’t a fan of anything icky, and bugs are at the top of that list. She’ll keep telling you to use your Stand to take care of it. When your rebuttal is that you don’t want to, and she should just use her stand, she’ll point out that yours has better range lmao. Trish came prepared to win this argument. 

It ends one of two ways.

One: you power through the anxiety and slay the bug, further earning Trish’s approval. She’ll be impressed by the display of strength. So it’s worth it in a way? You’ll get a kiss on the cheek, and semi sarcastic comment about being her savior. 

Two: bolting out of the room and hoping it’ll just die somehow. That room will be sealed off until further notice. 

[plutowrites]

PLUTO I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THAT HUG QUESTION YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. RAMBLE AHEAD:

FIRSTLY- Kita & Yuuji give the best hugs imaginable - ION WANNA HEAR IT. Kita is PERFECT at the perfect time a hug should last, always kisses ur shoulder/neck/head/cheek at some point too. Always goes in for the under hugs and rubs your back a little too, and ALWAYS gets a little squeeze in after or a second little hug. His goodbye hugs last longer than his greeting hugs cause it’s his way of trying to convince you to stay :(

AND YUUJI HELLO??? He is determined to pick you up every. Single. Time. And does so without fail smh. His lugs last extremely long too technically cause once he pulls away he will continue to have his arm wrapped around you body while you two walk/talk. Subconsciously dances his fingers along the nape of your neck too when you guys hug :(((

Honorable mention from me: tobio HEHEHE. Not even because his hugs are objectively the best but they’d hold a special place in my heart </3 he always hugs a little too tight n stiff but he adores hugging you so bad but it always seems a little aggressive 😭 when he sees you it’s always “hey-“ and you’re yanked into a hug with a couple dad pats but his heart goes 18;&.!?@/9;8( whenever he hugs even though it seems like he’s pulling you in for a “good game out there bud”. His kisses are sometimes a little too wet and hard on ur head too and he’s just “😐 hey.” But yk it really means “hi hehehe 🙂” LMAO. Truly so endearing

you are absolutely right as usual but you don't understand just how obsessed i am with these hcs

first of all kita hugs? the 2 for 1 HUG AND KISS COMBO??? I WILL DIE. I CAN'T. i love him he is the absolute sweetest <333 :(((

YUUJI hugs can cure everything wrong with me and that's why i need him. bad. ALSO?? THE AFTER HUG WHERE HE'S STILL TOUCHING YOU? ARM WRAPPED AROUND YOU AS YOU WALK? THAT'S SO HIM ELLE YOU ARE INSANE

I'M LAUGHING SO HARD AT THE THOUGHT OF TOBIO HUGS BECAUSE WHAT YOU SAID IS SO ON POINT PLSS AND YOU KNOW HE'S THINKING ABOUT HUGGING YOU THE ENTIRE DAY LIKE HOW HE WANTS TO GO ABOUT IT HAHAHAHA i really want to marry him