#why do i feel like i'm screaming into the void
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pyrettawychwiggin · 3 days ago
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Mini-Rant From a Nanami Stan
(with nothing better to do with her time)
There is so much incredible fanart of Nanami Kento from Jujutsu Kaisen. And I mean SO much of it...
BUT.
And I don't know - maybe I'm the only one bothered by it, but - why, in so many art pieces of this man, have the artists continued to give him blue eyes?
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I'm not going to call anyone out - because even in the art pieces that people have done this, they're still otherwise incredible, and I by no means want to diminish their talent and hard work. The art is still generally amazing by their own merit.
But his eyes are hazel, are they not? And I think that's one of those charming details that makes him so attractive. They suit him so well!
For me, it'd be like seeing Gojo Satoru with red eyes, Gaara with pink eyes, Sesshomaru with purple eyes - it wouldn't make them any less interesting or attractive, but it's doesn't feel like them anymore.
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Again, I dunno - maybe I'm the only person who gives a damn, and I know it probably doesn't matter but here I am screaming (or mumbling incoherently) into the void that is Tumblr.
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Alright, Imma step off my soap box. Thanks for reading! 🙃
~ Pyretta Wychwiggin
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angel-fruitcake · 12 days ago
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Amazon needs to get their ass in gear and pick up Supernatural for season 16. they literally have Kripke, Jensen, Alex, Jared, Rob Benedict, and Jim Beaver probably Misha too if we're being honest already on their payroll so it really wouldn't be that big of a leap for them to take on the SPN revival.
Misha already said that they all want to do a reboot, so clearly that's not an issue. it's almost certain that they will make time to film it. and if it's a matter of buying the rights from the CW (if they even still own them), you cannot tell me that Amazon doesn't have the money for it. honestly they could probably buy WB as a whole if they really wanted to.
@primevideo what do you need from us? more reassurance that a Supernatural revival is highly anticipated and will be very successful and make lots of money for you?? bc lemme tell ya, it'll do numbers big time. i mean look at how popular the SPN conventions still are to this day, even 4 years after the show ended, and tickets for 2025 conventions are already selling!
chop chop time is ticking and those actors won't live forever!! this fandom will not let that godforsaken show die and be at peace until we get some damn closure and a well-deserved happy ending for our beloved characters
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kalgalen · 1 month ago
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sisaloofafump · 6 months ago
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suckishima · 1 year ago
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the dichotomy of hinata being so inspired by the little giant that he'll jump at any opportunity to be like him, while the little giant is simultaneously the catalyst for tsukki to spiral down a path of negativity that leads him to be completely disenchanted with volleyball
hinata being inspired by short players, while tsukki harbors subconscious resentment toward them
hinata (the sun) and tsukishima (the moon) both orbiting udai (the sky/cosmos) from opposing perspectives
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dandunn · 7 months ago
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'don't ship that, ship THIS'
'why are people focused on THAT when they could look at THIS'
'bad media literacy nuance reading comprehension-'
'why is NO-ONE writing fic about-'
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toomanywordsnllines · 2 years ago
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What if Ghost wears his mask because, after all the torment his father rained on him... he got the nervous tic of smiling AND laughing...
He starts getting nervous and his lips start to twitch up into a smile.... He can't stop it. It just... happens
Someone can be brutality killed in front of him but because of his father, his lips just twitch into a smile instead of a frown or grimace. It doesn't reach his eyes so no one really knows it, but he feels disgusted with himself anyway. Smiling and laughing at someone suffering? "What kind of monster are you Simon?"
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randomingoftherandomness · 12 days ago
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#this is me just screaming into the void#but this week has been hard. like one of the hardest weeks I've had to get through in the longest time#tues was my great grandma's 12th anniversary of her passing#wed I got the news that a friend passed away suddenly#thurs was my late father's birthday#fri was that friend's funeral but I can't go#and there's a whole host of other things going on in my family now that I cannot put out into the internet just yet#personally I'm just so so tired#I am not spiralling. At least I don't feel like I am. but it's been so hard#I cannot turn to my family because of whatever's going on right now#I can't really turn to my friends just yet because my emotions are still percolating#my only consolation and also burden is that I will be away for a wedding soon and after that my last big trip for 2024#I feel so spread thin right now#I actually sat in the car with my sausage McMuffin crying to Hao's Haicheng and Woozi's What Kind of Future this morning#it's the first time I cried like that in a long while because I rarely let myself get to that point#idek why I am writing this#I think I just wanted to scream into the void for a bit#gab irl#thing is with the friend that just passed; he was part of the party crowd I used to run with#we are all kinda spread all over now -- some moved back to their own countries; some married and moved; some with kids...#we haven't partied together since before the pandemic#we kept talking about wanting to link up soon and catch up#I had even been thinking about him lately#and now he is gone and I do not have the place to pour my grief and my regrets into
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caguaydreams · 20 days ago
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Hm... never trust how you feel about your life past 9pm or however that goes and stuff, but sometimes I do be pondering what I do on the regular and it gets to me, the silliest things
#I'm once again getting anxious over putting myself out there in every sense I can think of#Socially. Business-wise. Art-wise#if there is one trait I dislike about myself the most in the past few years—#is that for whatever reason I have a tendency to be way too open about myself and what I feel#it could be annoying. It could be tmi (I dislike that concept). It could scare people off because I'm too forward and I fuck up#I spent a big chunk of my late childhood -> teenage years -> early adulthood putting a tamper on my emotions and what I'm passionate about#and now I'm oscillating between being unable to do otherwise and being thoroughly exhausted of suppressing... anything#I genuinely don't want to do it no more and the problem is that I have no idea how to navigate the opposite end of that conduct#I feel like I'm constantly messing it up. I have no experience but I am so tired and now incapable of masking#more like my body and mind are uncooperative and refuse to keep on putting up an act. It was always a way to support others#but I disregarded myself most of the time. I don't know how to enjoy myself in front of people I love without feeling guilt or shame#I feel like I'm overstepping or being disrespectful. How do you do it#it should come easy#Heh... I'm even embarrassed to voice sincere praise to artists I admire because I never know if what I'm saying could be perceived as —#—cringey or if it makes someone slightly uncomfortable. I'm tired of being clueless about a whole dimension of social interaction#and possibly coming across as inept. I could've sworn for the longest time that I was doing it right#and I can't be sure now#I want to share my work with others but I'm always hesitant and petrified by fear of all the potential ramifications that path could have#There's so much I want to do#why does the world seem so hostile to my eyes I genuinely don't know. It makes no sense. None of that is real#Annnnnd that sure is some venting#Sheesh#Hm. Funny how tumblr keeps on being this perfect void where you can just scream into without a single worry#I should go to sleep
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tardis--dreams · 2 months ago
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FUCK i still gotta write that goodbye card
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discoreptile · 3 months ago
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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sherlock-is-ace · 4 months ago
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Obviously plastic surgery is about the person getting the surgery and nobody else. They can do whatever they want and I truly hope they're doing it for the right genuine reasons and not societal pressure and shitty beauty standards. And I hope they feel great and confident and in love with the results. But the way some people change everything that made them unique and interesting looking in order to look like Generic Rando #5 is so weird to me...
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polaroidcats · 1 year ago
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having an anxiety disorder is so strange because sometimes I'll just feel really bad for hours and literally forget that it could just be my anxiety? Like I'll frantically search for reasons why I feel like everything is bad and everyone hates me and everything is going wrong and then at some point I have to just remember that's just my brain's default mode and maybe, just MAYBE my brain is lying to me and things might just be alright (sounds fake but is surprisingly often true).
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sibelin · 1 year ago
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alright i need a break, see ya
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tonyzilla · 11 months ago
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holy shit so much has gone bad today rant in tags
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fukounaboy · 1 year ago
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