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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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The Wizard Cowboy War (Wizboys VS Cowards) continues on.

#Wizard #Fourfold soul #fitch #nobody #Digital art #Well! Kind of! This one is actually mixed media -the lines are traditionally done with ink #then scanned and coloured digitally. I like the look and the feel of this method a lot.#In case anyone out there was wondering what the original doodle the Cowboy Wizard Jousting comic was - it was this!#I had indended it to stay a sketchbook doodle but I kept thinking about it - and figured 'why not also use it to do an art experiment?'#The funny thing about using existing characters for this is that this isn't even that far off from what they actually are.#The original pitch for the setting of FFS was 'Cowboy Exorcists'. Which sort of just makes them Cowboy Wizards in a way.#Design wise all I really did here was give them sillier hats.#Fitch isn't boy enough for the boy to be more than a carry over from 'cowboy'#But our Nameless Nobody? Yeah. They earned that Coward Badge good and true.#I have a few more doodles from this (AU? I guess?) That I may post if I'm low energy this week.#I missed drawing these little fellas. I should budget my art time to draw them more often...

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moshaeu · 2 months ago

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son of gorgo

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanart #mydei #hsr mydei #why did he grow on me sm this patch…#ur prolly gonna see me with myphaidei content for the next few posts 😭😭#and the fu hua expy when she releases…. bro i dont even wanna admit what happened when i saw her in that trailer #its rlly the aqua mfs

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heartorbit · 6 months ago

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if we could stay connected, just like this

#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #mizuki5 spoilers #proseka #mizuki akiyama #mizu5 #nightcord at 25:00 #hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it #and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation #please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around #i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah #its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just #think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios #real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)

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decaffeinatedpartymuggoop · 11 months ago

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“If you want more representation” okay but what if they did a better job than all the other actors???

Like, with PJO Rick didn’t go “only black people can audition for Annabeth!! Grover has to be Indian! Zeus has to be black!”

No, the actors auditioned, did a good job, and got the gig.

Like instead of crying cause all these white actors didn’t get it, ask yourself if they even deserved the position.

Everything isn’t some “woke” propaganda or “more representation.” They just deserved the job.

#I’m gonna spend the next week emptying my drafts #I can’t even remember why I didn’t post this #i stand by what i said #no one ever considers that they just out acted the other actors #and since we’re talking abt pjo you can look at a clip of the series and see why they were picked #it’s cause they did a good job #better than who you thought deserved it #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo series #pjo hoo toa #heroes of olympus #pjo #pjo tv show #percy jackson #annabeth chase #grover underwood #acting #movies #representation

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soranker · 1 year ago

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my girlfriend

#trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d wolfwood #i saw a tweet the other day that was like. do u ever like a character SO MUCH that u feel shy/embarrassed even drawing them #AND I WAS LIKE .... YYEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yall dont even kno how hard i cringe at myself whenever i post abt this guy.. but i power thru OTL #these r a few weeks old btw ive been busy so i havent gotten to draw him in like a month and it feels so JHDSGF&UY EIY$NU&RHGFJDG!@JFHBD #save me. save me nicholas d wolfwood #why did i write all of this DO U SEE WHAT I MEANN my head is in my hands rn

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magicpiano · 1 month ago

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Bruce Wayne had a child that was somehow kidnapped right out of the hospital just hours after being born. He of them ever stopped looking despite how cold the trail had grown.

Years later there is some rouge attack and a civilian child was injured and taken to the hospital. Bruce does a DNA test on the blood found at the scene and concludes that the child is actually his long lost kid.

Dani was planning to sneak out of the hospital the moment the doctors stopped looking at her. Then Bruce Wayne of all people comes in and claims that she is his long lost child. She knows that this is very impossible because she is a clone, but Bruce won't listen to her and she really doesn't want to explain the clone thing to a "normal" stranger.

This does brings up a lot of questions about how Danny ended up living with the Fentons though.

#I think Selina is the best choice for a mom here purely because I think she and Dani would be amazing together #They would get on like a house on fire. Danny is more Bruce's son but Dani? Oh she is very much Selina's daughter. You feel me?#For this plot to work either Danny or Dani needs to be trans because Bruce would notice if his missing kid is a different sex #I have no real preference which but if we make Dani the trans one we can explain why she is so short for her age (puberty blockers)#Damian is gender affirming for Dani by telling her that he is “still the only blood son.” Dani holding back tears “Thanks bro.”#Danny would be older than Damian. But Dani isn't Danny and thus isn't as old as Bruce thinks she is. She and Damian are the same age (kinda #BUT she is oh so willing to lie and accept this fake age PURELY so she can be “older” than Damian. which pisses him off #when the truth comes out he absolutely abuses the fact that he is actually the older one to be a little shit #Dani keeps trying to run away but even with her powers she somehow keeps getting caught and dragged back #The bats are trying so hard to figure out where Dani has been all this time but she refuses to give straight answers #How DID Danny end up with the Fentons? IDK but I think the LOA is involved somehow #How does Danny feel about this realization? I am not sure about that either. I think at first he wants not part in a rich guy's life #Maybe he changes his mind later. It depends on how good you want the fentons to be as parents i guess #bruce wayne #batman #batfam #danny phantom #dc comics #dc x dp #dc x dp crossover #dc #dpxdc #dp x dc crossover #dp x dc prompt #dp x dc au #dp #dani phantom #my post #dose this one exist yet? There are so many bio kind Danny fics but not enough with Dani interacting with the bat fam

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merlins-strawberriesandroses · 9 months ago

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POV you’ve informed the Queen and the Court’s Sorcerer of something and they very clearly know something that they’re not letting on

#hehe just a silly doodle #Gwen’s great at subtlety so would this even happen? debatable #just feel like they’d definitely get up to magical shenanigans post-canon #plus there were enough things in the show that could make a reappearance #Lady Vivian is visiting? Oh no is she still under the curse??? D: *cue mutual looks of alarm*#(it’s okay she’s not. justiceforvivian2024)#but anyway STILL they’d definitely go sneaking around in the vaults or library to find answers to the latest Situation tm #like yeah magic is legal and Guinevere is literally the queen #but that doesn’t stop them from shiftilly snooping!! shiftilly snooping just Happens when ur friends with Merlin #it’s like enrichment for them #ANYWAY yet again I have NO idea what proper anatomy is and I did not use a reference for Merlin and only glanced at one for Gwen so #sorry I cannot do u justice merlin + guinevere </3 #my mom once glanced at one of my doodles when I was home and she was like why does Merlin look like a monkey #WHICH WAS KINDA OUT OF POCKET TBH 😭😭#but maybe one of these days I’ll actually learn drawing-related things so I can better spread my beloved post canon Merlin agenda #Merlin #Gwen #merlin fanart #bbc merlin #my art #art #merwen #EDIT: fixed up the colouring bc it was bothering meee rip

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glitter-stained · 1 month ago

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"why does fanon love making Jason care about his goons when he kills them in canon" I'm sorry to tell you that Jason's Robin run is a significant work for his characterization. And that Willis Todd was in fact a goon. Like, that's a significant thing that happened.

(jaybin fans exist not every Jason fan is a hardcore UTH fan who thinks everything about Winick's writing is pure and just and the right way)

#look i get liking Winick's jason and he's a super important jason writer and wrote two of his foundational works #but there is a third one and it's called Jason's robin run #and asking jaybin fans to accept anything especially classist/psychophobic depictions #just because winick wrote it #even when it contradicts important elements of Jason's story and origins #is unfair #i don't think he should have been a crime-lord in general a killer yes but not a crime-lord #but if he did become a crime-lord I can see the appeal of him doing it in a way that gathers community #also: “why do people like making AUs where things are more fun” idk maybe it's because it's fun #sorry for the vague post but #sometimes i get annoyed at people using one writer for a character to diss people's AU #while disregarding other aspects/important runs of these characters #vagueposting #vent post #jason todd #dc #red hood #dc comics #robin ii #jaybin #fandom discourse

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quailsprout · 2 months ago

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what's better than one prowl? zero prowls-- i said zero! zero!!!! nooo!!!!!!!

edit: template added below the cut bc i originally put it in another post lol

#prowl #transformers #maccadam #tf earthspark #mtmte #i was feeling a little rusty after not drawing tfs in so long #so i just decided to draw This Guy all evening #throws rocks at him #and why is the milne study the only one smiling?#well that is because i like the way he draws smiles #the corners are always inked a little thicker and it's really charming..#anyway #i hope i did these justice #i feel like this exercise was really helpful for me #so i will post the template separately if anyone wants to use it #my art #character study

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kandavers · 2 months ago

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I've met/been with 3 girls and as it turns out, all those 3 girls have been with each other TOO and now we're basically one whole group of sexy girls who kiss each other

#this is the kind of greed they talk about in the bible #whenever i see the saucy pictures they send my heart rate spikes and i cant breathe #i cant handle allat /j/ref #theyre too gorgeous i'm so lucky #me and the 3 WHOLE BAD BITCHES I PULLED BY BEING AUTISTIC!!!1??!?1!#well...almost #i have yet to... heh.... i shant say... with one of them #perhaps one day all 4 of us can get together and.... heh... i shant say... 🤤#kandavers has so much rizz #its such a funny thing 😭#kandaversart #kandoodles #now i basically know all the wlw in the area im not even kidding #if god didnt want me to be a lesbian why did he sculpt these women with his own hands and give them all to me #IRL GIRLFRIEND POST!!!

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evilherehotel · 3 months ago

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