#why cant y'all be patient!

[princessfoxington]

FYI, be careful when scrolling on the internet. The Bad Guys 2 trailer is being leaked when it's not supposed to be released yet! First, Hazbin Hotel season 2 storyboards were leaked. Now, DreamWorks gets their next big hit revealed too soon! Why can't you people be patient for Pete's sake!

[astroohoe]

Astro observations

Hi! I know its been a while since i posted ...was going through some thangs loll now let's get to itttt.

•Gemini women loves to gossip lol. They can literally be gossiping about you while youre literally there, they do not care if you hear or not . Honestly, i think the end goal was for you to hear theyre talking shit about you lol

•Gemini women have anger issues. They're really HOT TEMPERED and you can hear it from the top of their voice it's soooo bad😑

•Virgo women are mean 😑...most people dislike virgo women because they can criticize you, judge you all day and it might even seem like they bullying you lol...im a virgo myself and i don't even like most of the virgo women ive met ........they're personality is just 100% TRASH and they're sooo blunt eiiii😂😂😂

Ex:Beyonce in destinys's child...lol search for her old interviews with the...girl has been judging them all day😂 and the SHADE she used to give to them!! Guuuuuuuuurl was shady aslllll😂😂😂😂

•Taurus women are GOLDIGERS

•Aries sun men are selfish sometimes, they'll choose themselves first and you'll be soooo surprised😂

•Scorpio men are SENSITIVE! DRAMA KINGS ALL DAY...I swear I've never seen a man act sooooo petty and a bitch at the same time lol.

•Scorpio men are caring

•Scorpio men love love and loves the idea of love and a relationship lol they cant be single for oneday, always looking .

•Grown Capricorn men are 100% PREDATORY🙄

•Pieces men literally have a phase in their early 20's where they're just HOES and a menace in their relationships🤣😭😭😭 they could be dating three of four girls at the time and you wont even figure it out..that Neptune energy blurs all the lies..it makes them a GOOD LIAR and skilled at it....they can even gaslight you when you ask them if they are cheating on you...but when they grow in their 40's they actually STEP UP as MEN .they can literally reject girls to tell them im married and i love me wife..so be patient...They're also EXTREMELY LOVING AND SELF SACRIFICING 🥰🥰🥰🥰

.Pieces venus and mars knows how to give love, lol they're soooooo sweet. You're lucky to have a Pieces venus a bf or gf they know how to love.

•Virgo venuses are hoes100%

•Aquarius women are hypocrites but solo beautiful. They are shady friends and good at stealing peoples husbands and boyfriends....they're NOT that good of a people tbh.

•Sagitarrius women are thee most intelligent in the class followed by Capricorn women. They always get good grades . lol are you messing with a half horse half human and LITERALLY THE GOAT??😂😂😂 at you dumb??

•EARTH SIGNS WOULD ROAST YOU...YOU REALLY DO NOT WANT THE SMOKE WITH THEM....ESPECIALLY WITH TAURUS MEN...THEY WILL ROAST YOU TO EVEN END UP GETTING PLASTIC SURGERY

•Capricorn men can insult you on every deeper level.

•Virgo women have a sharp tongue and they can literally plan on revenging you honestly...im even scared of earth signs they're not to be played with .

•Sagitarius women see LITERALLY every women as they're competion...why??? They are one of theee most jealous signs EVER...LIKE??

•Gemini women are annoying tbh😑

•Capricorn girls were the mean girls in school 100%

•Aquarius mercuries have a smart mouth and a sooooo intelligent.

•Cancer women are soooo feminine...and extremely funny ...my beauties>>>>>>

•LEOS are soooooo motherly😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 like, i love y'all

•Aries and Libra....why do y'all like each other sooooo much??...and most of the times , it is the libras who chases the Aries suns...The libra men are sooooo obsessed with the Aries woman, or Aries rising lol....

So thats it forrrrr meeeee ......hope you enjoyed? Byeeee

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for telling my coworker to stop talking down to me?

Before I get started, I just want to note that I am autistic, and my co worker didnt know that. I'm also the youngest person on staff.

So I (21NB) am a nightshift CNA at a small critical illness recovery hospital. And my Coworker (??F) is a Nurse that I shared a patient with. So it started when I went in for my last 15 minute break of the nught around 4 am. I saw her in the break room and I asked her if we could give our shared patient a bath at some point. She got upset and said that she couldnt later and asked why I didnt ask earlier. (Its in case a patient cant go back to sleep afterwards. I always feel terrible waking people up.) So then I offered to do it right then and prepared to leave the breakroom, she told me to do her front half and then wait till she gets off break to do the back since the patient is a heavier person.

So I go set things up and wake the patient, and the patient says she doesnt want a bath, I go tell the nurse to see if I can just chart down a refusal, but the nurse gets up and goes and asks the patient herself. The patient says yes to her.

Then I start wetting the wash clothes, and I was taught that you use two for a bed bath. The nurse then went off on me and told me to get more washcloths, I complied but told her I was taught to use two. She said that they dont teach you that and then told me she was once a CNA, and an LPN, and a charge nurse, etc. I then asked her when she completed training and she got offended and started going off on me, telling me that I probably wasnt even born yet. I asked her to please stop talking down to me because I felt condesnded to. She then got offended again and told me that she was going to tell her boss that I was sleeping at the nurses station (I was not, amd never had done that, and if he believed her then I would be fired immiedietly). I started to tear up, but continued on with the bath and even thanked her for helping me.

Afterwards I went on to go try and cry in the stairwell, but on my way I saw her telling a nurse and the other CNA (two people I used to respect) that I was being lazy and expecting her to do the whole bath. Then they started laughing and making fun of me. I was right there.

I'l admit, Im not proud of this, but I spoke up and said "what are y'all talking about?". Then she started going off on me in front of them. At that point the dam burst, and I started crying and went to find another nurse I was working with for help. It escalated and the charge nurse had to get involved. She got both sides of our story but no one could tell me what they actually thought. I asked what I did wrong.

Then the rest of the shift had to go by, I had to pull myself together and finish. And after I got home I texted HR. I feel like a fool and childish. I don't know what I did wrong, and I'm terried that everyone is going to believe her over me because shes a nurse and I'm a CNA, and that I'll get fired. I don't wanna lose my job. If I did something wrong I want to know so I won't do it again. Am I the asshole?

TLDR; I asked a nurse to stop talking down to me, she threatened my job, and started talking shit to ny coworkers about me.

What are these acronyms?

[meruz]

hi im putting all my asks in one post again. these are from like the past month and a half approx? some digimon thoughts some tmnt thoughts some art musings u know the usual

@waywardistics YAYY thank you so much for ordering! I'm glad it got to you & that you are enjoying it!

this is kind of a missive to everyone who ordered but: I am very nervous about pre-orders whenever I do them... nervous that not very many people will order, nervous that there will be supply chain or production dilemmas and I won't be able to get copies out to people in a timely fashion, nervous about having people's money but having an indeterminate amt of time where i have not yet "held up my part of the bargain" etc etc SO. THANK U GUYS...FOR ORDERING and being patient and im so glad it got to y'all

@seanonthemoon (idk why i cant tag u BUT) interesting... i gotta be honest I don't think abt the crests that much. i agree that they're very much like heres the "girl" crest heres the "nerd boy" crest etc to the point that it becomes almost meaningless. but i think what makes them even more meaningless to me, and is probably the reason they kind of designated girl/boy crests etc is that i think like the digivices they're toys and merchandise more than they are actual narrative tools LOL. I wouldve loved something with cody and mimi! theyre both so deeply empathetic and sensitive.. theres a lot they share but i think because they look so different on the surface it would make it difficult to market that merch...booo capitalism boooo toy marketing its all sexist bullshit at least here in the u.s. idk if japan is that different though.

I'm actually a little frustrated with how often 02 and 02 related media squanders cody in general lol. he feels like a parallel of izzy, joe, and TK(season 1 tk) while also being kind of none of those and suffering through lackluster characterization as a result... and then once ken joins the team it feels a little redundant. there's a couple cody-centric eps of 02 I remember really liking but then i think abt how he's been used since in like post-series content and 02:the beginning where they made him type on the computer even though obviously that's yoleis thing but because he had nothing else to do and aghh... my blood boils. i feel like the youngest but most serious anime achetype even at its bare bones is actually rly interesting idk why they don't play it up. UM. Once again my opinion is that he should be taller LOL and maybe they should play up his kendo martial arts honorable training stuff more idk. tallest + youngest + most serious just seems like a recipe for success for me. well. theres still time. and theres always fanfic.

THIS IS SO NICE TO SAY and not the first time someone has said it but i appreciate it everytime because i really admire the mm art style so much. It's like part of why I got really into the movie because I really recognized my own artistic sensibilities and aspirations in the way they stylized everything.

UM And i feel like since watching the movie and looking at all the concept art and making my own art i do feel like its only become more obvious how much my own art is lacking LOL LIKE when you see something that feels so similar I think the differences only become more stark. those artists are definitely on a different level than me. But it's nice to hear people say it doesn't look so different from their pov. thank u ^^

thank u!!!!!!! i love mundanity and naturalism... there's something so beautiful abt it to me lol... I feel like my anatomy needs work actually but ive been feeling better abt it this year so it's good to hear! thank you!

DLKGDSGDLALSNDF WAS IT TOO FAR..?? firstly, yeah I was thinking late teen/young adult ages for both of them ie 18-19ish, definitely not the age the kids are in the movie lol.

but also they arent DOING anything in that pic it is literally just a confrontation + some innuendo... I think teens should be allowed some less than subtle innuendo.. its like one of the top 3 classically teen pastimes...

this is such a funny ask to get because i feel like i haven't been able to do thin lineart until like. this past year or two maybe LOL. UM having a line-centric art job helped I think. I started on craig of the creek back in 2022 and thats a show where we spend a lot of time inking so I had a job where I was constantly moderating my line weight 40 hours a week every week for over a year. disappointingly, much of improvement is simply horrendous amounts of practice.

Here's a tip though: I think a lot of thin lineart boils down to confidence. I think instinctively we read thick, bold, fast lines as confident but theres actually a lot of obscuring you can do with a thick line. if you're not sure whether the nose on the face or a browline should be a little more left or a little more down you can hide that with a thick line and pretend its a shadow. or hide it with a bunch of quick lines and the eye can kind of approximate where looks best among the mass.. whereas a thin line is rly singular and stark and hides nothing, it needs to be precise. so anytime i know i want thin lineart i spend a LOT of time sketching, making sure i know exactly where i want my lines to go. so im not second guessing by the time im inking...

ok thats kind of a broad tip lol... here's one thats more applicable: IF POSSIBLE, lower your pressure sensitivity on your device. most devices have some way to edit your pressure sensitivity curve. I use a surface pro at home and this is what my pressure curve looks like most of the time.

When I work on a wacom it looks even more like a reverse L shape LOL. I'm naturally a really heavy-handed artist and I use a "light" or "hard" pressure curve to compensate for how hard I'm always pressing on the pen lol. if you're like me and you struggle with going too hard with the ink too fast... this will probably help a lot!

SFHASLDFH I LOVE THIS ASK this is like the type of question a person gets asked when chalk drawing on the sidewalk at recess LOL. but i understand because I've been struggling also for like. months. I think I'm finally starting to nail it down though so here's some of my observations.

[feel free to save this img but **please do not re-post it or share broadly**. my biggest fear in the world is to spend 30 min on some notes and become a widely proliferated art tutorial im not even kidding. i made it low contrast and difficult to read on purpose.]

my other tip is to just look at and study a lot of reference because that's all ive been doing. the tmnt are really cartoony so its difficult to use like actual anatomical reference unless ur going for that look BUT theres been so many adaptions in so many different styles that there's a real treasure trove of stuff to look at for how to simplify, stylize, and dissect these characters while keeping the recognizable essence. so theres lots to pull from.

If you want to expand further, it's also good to have 5) something sci-fi 6)something fantasy 7)something mundane/slice of life. a bedroom is a really good go-to. And of course some bgs can be two or more of these things at once.

I've definitely answered asks abt bg tips before but here's one specifically for if you want to do bg design for a job:

Your portfolio should probably have at least one of each of the following 1) an interior 2) an exterior 3) a cityscape 4) a nature scene. Just to cover kind of the basics of what you'd be asked to draw on any given project.

I actually feel like I don't have that many cityscrapes in my portfolio... this is something I'm gonna try to work on in the coming year LOL. OH ALSO. This is a very basic tip and people will tell you it all the time but its worth repeating: look up portfolio websites of artists who have the job you want. An easy way to do this is to go onto imdb for any cartoon or movie you like and to find the names listed as "bg/background designer" or whatever then just google that name +"art" or "animation" most artists have some public facing internet presence so it's not hard. spend time studying their work and hold those images in your head! it's a good way to get a good idea of what "industry standard" looks like and comparing ur own art to it... I know people sometimes get bummed comparing their art to others but if you can keep your head up lol.. it'll help you figure out what you need to work on!

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ok thats all i have to say sorry for typing so much. happy new year everybody who read this far LMAO!!!!!

[gingerjolover]

Pet Names - KG (Muna)

everyone say thank you @whore4munagenius 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

also canonically thinking of soft!gf i cant stop myself we are one

All of Muna uses baby/babe/honey so those aren't included that's just canon i said what i said

rpf smut under da cut - minors gtfo

anything with sweet (sweetheart, sweet, sweet girl, sweetie) - 10000% katie's version of princess, like have they forgotten your name? nope, she just uses any variation of these names at any time. i do think sweetheart and sweetie are the sfw names, like in public or when y'all have friends over in the garden for a lil bbq, she's calling for you across the backyard like, "do you need help sweetheart?" or "here i'll get the door sweetie." i think her calling you "my sweet" is reserved for special occasions like birthdays, holidays, anniversaries, etc. i just think it sounds so formal. the other variations are fine in public but i think sweet girl is sooooo bedroom vibes. i use sweet girl for julien a lot and i think about it in the same way for katie like, "be patient sweet girl," while she's sucking hickeys into your thighs

angel - i think katie calls it how they see it okay, you're an angel and you will be treated as such. i don't think this is an everyday name like anything with sweet^ but there's no place she wouldn't call you angel. in public at the grocery store and you're checking stuff off of a grocery list? "got it, next one angel." when she's teaching you to rollerskate and you almost fall? "i got you angel." when you're being so good and patient for her as she kisses down your body? "stay still and i'll reward you angel." so it's not an everyday name but its versatile as hell

sunshine - your pouts and frowns do something to katies insides. sunshine is a name reserved for when you're feeling extra needy, katie is pouting along with you because you look like you could combust, she can practically see a rain cloud sitting over your head. maybe you're under the covers, nose and mouth peaking out so you can breathe and katie is kneeling down next to the bed, kissing your lips softly, eyes lighting up when you pull the covers down, "hiya sunshine," she says softly, stroking your hair and running a finger down your face.

darling - there's two versions of darling, there's the everyday like "good morning darling" or "text me when you get there safe darling" and then there's the dramatic darling, reserved for when y'all are fighting or arguing and she says something like "darling, i love you, but you're not listening to me," and ts paired with like a disappointed half smile that makes soft!gf absolutely lose it because how can katie still be so sweet while arguing with her.

i thought about darling being an entirely innocent nickname but then i had a thot about katie breathlessly calling you darling while your knuckle deep in her and kissing her sloppily. ok it would be sooooo cute, she'd be all like "p-please darling, you're so good fuck" aAAHH

peach - this one is so off base like i have no evidence but i think she starts calling you peach very early on in the relationship and you're confused because maybe you don't like peaches or maybe you like them a lot and you're wondering if she's mocking you? but then one night katies lying in bed, glasses on hair up, reading a book when you walk in the bedroom ready for bed. she's instantly putting the book down and opening their arms being like "c'mere peach," and when your head is on her chest you finally ask "why do you call me peach?". katie's eyes basically darken, one hand sliding down your back to pinch your ass before she leans down and connects your lips before saying, "because the first time i tasted you, you were as sweet as a peach," and smirking

[javelinspeachjam]

The Monkie Kid Style Shift

(from the perspective of a fictive. i promise that's important)

To start, for those who are unaware of my existence bc you only know mills or just dont know us at all, hi! I'm Cicada, he/she pronouns, and I'm a Tang fictive. I wanted to give my opinion on all the shit that happened today, because I believe I and other fictives have unique experiences regarding source media changes :3

(the rest of the post will be under the cut, scroll away if you'd like to avoid spoilers from the trailer) (and, quick side note, NO MATTER WHAT I SAY HERE, PLEASE DO NOT HARASS ANYONE. CHRIST I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE TO SAY THIS, BUT PLEASE DO NOT HARASS REAL PEOPLE OVER THESE LEGOS. K? K.)

Okay, so we all know that Flying Bark's animation has always been an integral part to the spirit of Monkie Kid as a show, and is the main reason why a lot of people love it. As a semi source-connected fictive, seeing that style is like literally seeing me and my family in photographs.

like, y'all have no idea the emotional damage this shot specifically does to me whenever i see it.

and while, yes, there is a possibility that WildBrain can simply just be learning the style (hell, even FlyingBark had to kinda learn their own style in the early days), it's an extremely drastic change and, thus, is bound to cause collateral damage.

I love speaking about my husbands, for example, and the FlyingBark style luckily gives me a great outlet to do so (pignapped lives in my mind rent free).

However, and I can't speak for any other fictives, but the art style shift is kind of like if you watched your family get replaced by aliens or robots right in front of you and couldn't do anything about it. Stiff, doesn't really have a lot of character. I've seen people theorize that they're gonna be animating on rigs instead of handrawn, which matches up. That means, however, that we can't achieve awesome shots such as. every lbd scene ever.

I know plenty of Singlet but neurodivergent people who are also distressed about this, there's familiarity. Especially in my fellow autistic folk, that feels natural, good, and we wouldn't give it up for the world.

(We mod in one of the biggest Monkie Kid discord servers and, dear gods, the fucking backlash. we're all going through it.)

I'm kind of worried that this was pushed, not only because of the ATLA movie, but also because everyone on the staff team was worried because the fandom was antsy.

Can't speak for anyone else, but all the "save me s5" jokes I made were just light hearted, and I'd much rather have quality over quantity. Personally, i'd be willing to wait years for the next monkie kid season if it meant that we could still have it animated by FlyingBark.

Now, of course, this isn't what we're getting, and we'll have to accept that, I just think it should also be valid for fans to be reasonable skeptical at the quality, no matter if it's still the same writers and VAs. It's a huge change, and all I ask is that you're patient with me.

WildBrain is an amazing studio, but I'm not sure they can adjust to the shift in style. Of course, someone's bound to be dissatisfied with it, including myself, and I ask that y'all are patient with people like that. Don't say shit like "if you're a real fan, you wouldn't care about the art style change." That's not nice.

sorry if this isn't coherent in the slightest, I have been crying for a while for the reasoning i mentioned about feeling like I've lost a part of myself. This is terrifying for me, and i ask that you please be kind to others like me <3

anyways, follow if you wanna hear me yap ab BreakfastShipping

[fuckyeahdindjarin]

how long until we can expect another instalment of pin and joel? i cant stop thinking about them & rereading the last chapter 🫣

you are so incredibly talented ❤️

Sweetest anon! I've held onto this ask because I wasn't quite sure myself, and I'm glad I did, because I had a change of heart these couple of days that I know is for the better.

I know I previously announced a mini arc for Seams, but I've been having second thoughts as I'm not sure I am in the headspace to go straight into that after Palomino wraps up, and there are a couple of ideas I have for Seams floating around that wouldn't fit into the second arc.

So, here's what I'm planning for Seams for the rest of the year -

Hallow'seams: a Halloween special that I floated, which I'm very very excited about!

Christmas special: I definitely want to write a little something for these two for the holidays, I've had an idea knocking around since June!!

And in between, there are a couple of oneshots that I've been thinking about for a long time and hoping that I could get around to writing

The reason why I ultimately decided to go against diving into the second arc is that there's a Frankie series, Summer House, that I've been thinking about since the beginning of this year, but still haven't had time to even plan, let alone write. I still can't promise I will be able to get any of it written this year, but I want to try!

Thank you everyone for being so patient with me, I know I'm slow AF, and yet I've literally never had anyone rush me. I seriously love y'all more than you can ever know ❤️

[wonryllis]

hey not to rush u but when are we getting the sunghoon fic? so excited to read it helpkjhgfd

well baby it will take at least two weeks for me to finish writing it and then editing will also take a few days hence why i didn't give a date becuz i know i can't follow deadlines even if i die ㅠ ㅠ i ask for y'all to be patient if you want the fic to be good .. i cant for the love of god post something mediocre especially not a grand au like that it needs to be hot and perfect. ^^ i promise the wait will be worth it!!!

[isekai-crow]

Doctor Elise Ep. 5

| Ep 1 | Ep 2 | Ep 3-4 |

Nuuuuuu I'm finally caught up with Doctor Elise.... My potato chips....

This was a very fun (Mary Sue (positive)) Girl Boss episode, with Elise taking proud ownership of what she did despite being disbelieved, and keeping things professional between her and her patient.

This Prince y'all. He don't know shit about romance. He's never had the inclination to even bother with romance before, and watching his little baby-deer-leg-like attempts is very very cute. It's very fun to be watching this and the BL/yaoi Cherry Magic at the same time because man they are two sides of the same coin in playing with tropes and dealing with power imbalance in romance.

THIS show could be a yaoi if it WASN'T A COWARD.

I am enjoying this show SO MUCH because I (am old) enjoyed watching Dr. House, Scrubs, Grey's Anatomy, and the autopsy/sciencey bits in CSI:LV and NCIS (with Abby!)

Capybara is enjoying this because he is a connoisseur of well researched fanfiction, with Sick Fic being one of his main staples. He has learned to recognize certain illnesses because some of his favorite authors do a shit ton of research on what to do to their whumpees darlings, and those well researched stories don't go with boring reasons for why certain symptoms are appearing, but more realistic diagnostics.

He was very excited at guessing what was wrong with each patient in these episode and it was fun to watch him get excited about it.

Spoilers Under the Cut

Elise defending and explaining her report about the Splenectomy was funny because... her hand writing was such an issue, but despite all the little hearts and the poor writing that is OBVIOUSLY not Dr. Graham, they still have trouble believing it's hers until she can walk them through the report.

MORE HAND WAVING WITH THE "I turned this surgery over and over in my head" (more like she already did a successful one with the Dead Mom Hair lady) Its just barely believable, but it marks her as a literal genius, and actually makes for a good story if she WAS an actual medical genius.

HMM I WONDER WHY THE TEST IS GOING TO BE HARDER THIS YEAR??? Fuck all the other students, we wanna make this lady fail so she can be queen! But she has 3 doctor reccs to be able to take the medical exam!

And another doctor immediately tries to steal her with NO consideration for the Head of the Hospital and Head of Surgery being RIGHT THERE IN THE ROOM WITH THEM. No subtly this man, which makes sense if he CANT EVEN RECOGNIZE ONE OF HIS REGULAR PATIENTS!!!! FAILURE.

This No-Thoughts-Head-Empty Just Having A Good Time face is so funny to me.

Then we get some more reminiscent of the backstory, and I'm okay with this being a little Mary Sue -ish type tragic backstory cause she kinda deserved it, admits she deserved it, and is trying to make amends (because she wasn't THAT evil of a villainess, just an ignorant and spoiled rich kid).

But the Prince finally admitted something was wrong with himself and goes to the clinic to get himself checked out by Elise/Rose while he is in his Ron disguise. He finds her pulling ivy off the buildings, and MAN the initial angle on this made it look like she was two stories up (so I started chanting fall, fall, fall so that you can get caught).

but no, she's on a fucking step stool lmao.

We DO get a classic "Staring at each other from across the way as the wind blows and their eyes meet and they have Thoughts."

She then proceeds to diagnose him and Capybara started chanting "Hyper thyroidism? Hyperthyroidism." as each symptom and question is answered

and dammit he was RIGHT!!!

AND OH. I WAS WRONG. YES. GOOD.

THIS SHOW IS A YAOI AND ELISE IS THE SEME.

LOOK AT THIS BLUSHING MESS OF AN UKE. She's taking your PULSE, sir, not your CLOTHES OFF.

And he keeps coming back for more lmao. And is SO UPSET when the two months are up. But is probably like HELL YES I GET TO MARRY THIS LADY. maybe. the thought probably hasn't occured to him actually now that I think about it...

Until he goes to her BROTHER for advice on what to get her, and despite being the grumpy big bro IS SO ACCURATE IN HIS ADVICE. But the Prince thinks he knows best (with ZERO experience, like, what did you even ask him for then?) and gets her a shiny thing instead and fails.

It's all worth it though cause Babygirlboy prince smiles in the end!

R E W A R D GET

I want more potato chips. Please let next week come soon so I can have more potato chips anime. Please.

[kithtaehyung]

hi ryen! dropping by to tell you that i know exactly what you're feeling, that to think that no one would notice me being gone is my personal devil that i'm still trying to fight against; and while i'm not sure why someone as wonderful as you are would ever feel that way, i hope you at least know you're not alone here and you have tons of people who appreciate your wonderful being here ♥

i'm a creator too, if i'm to be honest, and as much as i appreciate feedbacks, i also find that as a reader, i'd be giddy about leaving feedbacks on stuff i genuinely enjoy because i know how happy i am when i read people's thoughts on something that I create. That said, due to this and that, i'm not always able to do so despite of how much i actually enjoy people's works--what i'm trying to say is, i don't open tumblr a lot these days, and i'm not the type of person who scrolls through someone's blog (creators or not), if i miss something, i miss something. but i'd often wander to yours because i find it comforting and it feels safe. i hope it means something to you and i truly wish you'd get rid of those self doubts sooner than later ♥

love, starry whos on web and cant find the goddamn emoji

thank you, starry. this is incredibly ironic bc i was literally thinking about you yesterday and wondering if/hoping you were doing well. your presence is certainly felt and missed<3 if things aren't good, hope they get okay or better in due time. i also apologize if i brought down any moods! i don't like talking about this stuff bc i don't wanna bring down any vibes so if i need to go back in my little nook i will sdlkfslkj

you're so sweet to reach out regardless, especially if you're not in the best of moods. that means a lot and i appreciate you as a friend as well as a fellow creator and reader. i guess my brain is being extra mean lately. like.. i've even been so worried that y'all would leave if i'm not creating or posting or answering feedback/asks on the regular like i have been. and i know that's dumb!! like i know that. but it's still a nagging thought and something that's made me sit in quiet pain many nights.

this blog will absolutely, always be safe. that's been my personal mission since day 1, and why i've been quieter (in order to keep y'all away from whatever i'm going through. i'll get over it with time just like all the other times it's happened.) your words do mean the world to me, and i am trying so damn hard to fight them off. all i ask is for y'all to be patient if it takes a little bit of time.

[moon-mage]

Just some venting about being a working adult because I have no other outlet feel free to ignore! :3

why WHY DID YOU IDIOT HIRE ME WHEN Y'ALL DONT HAVE YOUR OWN SHIT TOGETHER WHAT THE HELL

these assholes had the NERVE to hire me and after that tell me the doctor will be out for a month so I wont be starting until a month later which I was like okay, sure! And my nice ass didn't see the red flag and was actually honestly excited to start this job and kill it but the first day I'm sitting there like a lump because no one had my passwords to access anything and there's no patients because the doctor is out. There's no use teaching me anything when there's not even patients and I cant access the systems....oh yeah and there was no desk for me to sit. I was the fourth hire and they had no space for me. Not even an extra laptop to use which is very common as an MA anyway. So like what The next day its so fucking busy no one has time to even break it all down for me. So I'm just following and smiling like wtf. Oh yeah and the trainer is not also the daughter of one of my mom's friends she's the most crabby and grouchy person EVEERRRRR. So shes just spending most of the time talking shit on the other MAs and low key quizzing me to see if I know my shit. Oh and I got my logins now. Day three is hell incarnated because they had my trainer going to another site so I'm with only one of the MAs that work there while two are there from another site and its OVERWHEMLING because they think because I have my logins that I know exactly what to say and do and I'm like whAT??? and I already have a perfectionist personality so even though I know this ain't my fault, I still feel like a failure for not grasping everything in DAY THREE. I literally had to excuse myself to go outside and cool off because I was PISSED. That's never happened in a NEW FUCKING JOB WHAT THE HELL. Fourth day is still as hectic and crazy with no fucking direction because the trainer was busy and yatta yatta...and I'm like....brah this ain't fucking SHIT. Then trainer is like 'yeah I have two weeks to train you' and I'm like...COOL. Considering you have yet to truly train me on DAY FOUR. I refuse to put my energy into an already established mess that seems to want to make itself messier. I have spent most of my career coming into messes and tidying them up and now....I don't wanna anymore. Fuck that. I don't have the patience for it anymore...but I guess that's what happens after going through a the most deep depressive episode of my entire life. At first I felt guilty like I can't handle it...but I actually sat down and evaluated this and went wait...IM NOT THE WRONG ONE HERE. IT'S THEM. THEY'RE FUCKED!!!!

im pissed I wasted valuable time and I'm pissed I was excited to work for them but there's nothing I can do but move on. I need money but I also need my fucking sanity...because I woke up dreading it...how do you wake up dreading the FOURTH DAY OF WORK? kjdsnkdsnkdskjndskn what the hell man. Working ain't fucking shit.

yatta yatta one door closes another one opens my I guess

[pizzasteveofficial]

ugh

no u know what Im pissed. I got back into the SCP foundation cuz of Dr Bob so Ive been perusing old articles. They redid Clef's daughter to literally just be Noelle from Deltarune which I guess is ok cuz the original article was weird and uncomfortable but I was able to work with the material. I can still work on the material but they fuckin linked this new article to this called "The Tombstone of Alto Clef" which was published in 2019, the same year where in the beginning of the year the DJ Kaktus obsessed circlejerk crowd booed me off the site because "ethics" (since when did SCP care about ethics????). So in response to me wanting to give Dr. Clef a happier life in the foundation, they just straight up kill him off. Fuck y'all. And they stripped Jack Bright of all character he even fuckin had in the story and kept everything a "big fucking mystery oooh" no fuck y'all that writing is abysmal, stupid, makes no fucking sense given Dr Alto Clef is a goddamn reality bending and warping anomolous entity he isnt even fuckin human and u kill him off? Nah fuck y'all new SCP circle jerk shit sucks ass and when I do my DND campaign Im cherry picking everything cuz FUCK the current moderation staff like I hate all of you. Half of you for bullying me off the site cuz I dared question why a new writer's fanfiction is not allowed but their own fanfiction fucking is. And half of you for having limp dick syndrome in denying my request to have everything deleted so I couldnt be associated with y'all anymore. All of you collectively ruined the fucking SCP foundation and now I have to fix it off site in a DND campaign because you guys think circle jerking yourselves and stroking your own egos is more important than actually nurturing creative writing. Im not saying my stories are perfect or whatever but Im not some idiot that doesn't know how to write like I excelled in all creative writing courses Ive ever taken as well as other writing courses because I do know how to write I do have talent but because I don't cater to men jerking themselves off I get accused of shit they do all the fucking time. Cant have a psychiatrist date a patient cuz it breaches ethics but we can have Donald Trump be an SCP and have Dr Bright scream about how he shit his pants. And we can have a reality warping entity die in the line of duty thru "mysterious circumstances TM" like hes some fragile human bitch. No fuck y'all everything y'all write is bullshit and has always been bullshit you should be ashamed of even moderating the site. Step down cuz y'all don't even know how to run a creative writing website. Stop ruining everything. Make your own circle jerk corner and circle jerk yourselves to death in there instead and give SCP back to the people who actually like to have fun. Fuck y'all all to hell especially ONE PARTICULAR CUNT I WONT NAME but you probably know who you are.

also before anyone gets it twisted I don't hate Kaktus. He's a fucking dickhead but I respect him as a writer. It's the moderation team that all suckle his dick that I have a problem with. To the point that he can produce subpar shit and its fine because the moderation team is taking turns deepthroating him. Which is sad because he's a talented writer but they don't nurture that when they worship him like a god instead of treating him like a human and actually helping him create amazing stuff rather than just "I can do whatever I want!!!!"

Also if anybody from the moderation team contacts me I will be blocking you because I don't wanna hear what you have to say. Y'all suck period end of story justifying yourself or insulting me won't change my opinion of how fucking bad you suck and how fuckin bad you ruined the site. I hate you!!!!! and I get any anons on this too deleted. I just wanted to say my piece because for years your bullying fucked up my mental health and I have been unable to write anything because of you!!! I will be changing that hopefully soon when time allows, but fuck you!!!! I hate you SO fucking much and I want it to be known that I detest the moderation on SCP and your writing is dry, stupid, don't make no goddamn sense, and boring AF and you're making that the standard for the site. Fuck off 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻

[slumpcd]

🩵 - jake/jada

send me a 🩵 and i'll answer the following regarding our muses' relationship!

who curses more? both are ppl who curse so i feel like it's a tie, at least so far hahaha

who is more patient? hmmm so far ... jada lol.

who does the driving? i feel like when they grew up together, he was the one who started driving first? and she got to be passenger princess and would force him to drive her places

who is louder? who is quieter? hmm idk ?? i feel like both are not like loud people generally even though they're not afraid to make their voices heard

who is more physically affectionate? i feel like they've always had that kind of relationship we're they were close. like yk the ppl in hs who you asked "are y'all together?" and they were like "nah, why?" while sitting in each others laps... like they're touchy and close generally

who is more likely to tease the other? jada ... clearly

who is better with time management? neither? i get the vibe of them like they take their time when they want it

who wins the arm wrestling matches? jake obvi, but it annoys her that he looks so proud when he beats her

who controls the music in the car ride? they both fight for it but then jada pulls out the puppy eyes and he can't help but be nice and give it to her ??

who covers dinner when they order in? ouhh, i feel like this is jada!! she when he's in town he forces him to be over and orders them food so they can watch movies and be in a food coma

who is more outgoing? who is more shy? jake is more outgoing? but neither of them shy

who has the more outlandish fashion sense? i feel like none of them, maybe jake pulls out some frat fashion ??

who starts the tickle fights? who ends them? jada starts them and jake ends em lol, prob him holding her arms and being like "are you done????"

who has the darker/more "edgy" sense of humor? idk actually ??

who is more competitive when it comes to games? idk but jada is sure as hell competitive but i feel like jake would be too

who has the bigger appetite? the bigger sweet tooth? jake wins both, my lady cant handle much of anything before she's like "wow im about to explode" shes more of a little nibbler

who is more likely to get in a confrontation in public? jada ... she could get annoyed v quickly if pushed

who hosts the parties/hangouts? who organizes them? jake hosts them !! and jada helps him organize them

who is better at cooking? do they ever cook for each other? neither? jada hates cooking and im having a hard time imagining jake being a cook in the frat ... but maybe he has hidden talents?

who is more likely to engage in dangerous and/or illegal behavior? both. esp together when they were teens !! drunk and maybe high, just going off doing stupid shit

who is more likely to notice when something is wrong with the other? i think both tend to notice but since they're trying to keep things friendly ... then they dance around it until it like explodes. like it did where were at rn

who does the talking in public settings (i.e. to the waiter at a restaurant)? both!

who is more likely to extend a helping hand & provide emotional support? both ! maybe jada for more emotional support and jake for the helping hand?

who is the bigger prankster? do they get the last laugh or do they suffer for it? jake ... jada tries to come up with good ones but they never hit as good as his does lol

[aleunprince]

i don't think cis people get how tired trans people are.

I'm so tired. I'm tired of correcting people, getting misgendered, getting told I'm a woman, and will never be anything, even though I paid roughly $8k in surgeries (which I had to beg Friends and my friend took a loan for on top of a donation page [ON FULL COVERAGE INSURANCE]), over $500 (I think $1k in total) in legal name changes/gender/birth certificate changes and have taken testosterone (which without insurance is between $400-$1k a month), yet some will never except me. including some family.

but nah dude. my motherfucking brother in christ. my 13 year (21 year after realizing what i am but the catholicism of it all) come out is a phase and I'm just spending this money just cos it's a phase, right? even though half the time I cant pay my rent, but go off.

i have wanted to kill myself since i was 7 when I realised I was trans cos i never imagined I'd have family or friends that would except me. But nah bih I'm fine.

Thats why I don't talk to half the family I know. And I FUCKING HEAVY APPRECIATE the ones I do. Y'all make me remember not everyone is shit.

so if me or one of your trans friends gets "a little emotional" or upset by shit people say, remember we not only get verbally but physically abused daily.

Unless you've had the shit beat out of you just for using the toilet that makes you comfortable, or have been told you're essentially less than human, shut the actual fuck up and sit down and listen.

you can disregard this cos I'm just a tad salty but, please, be patient with trans people and respect them. even if they're the worst humans on earth, no need to be transphobic out of spite bro.

edit: oh yeah I also have to fill out an awesome form for my taxes saying yes im still (deadname) etc

every. fucking. tax season. fantastical bro.

writes a post about getting misgendered while wearing a he/him pin at work on A TRANS GIRLS POST ABOUT BEING MISGENDERED and gets backlashed by a bunch of transphobes.

Drag Culture don't want your sorry transphobic asses.

highkey give all the love the the dragula queen Niohuru X for putting up w all the shit and being an AMAZING drag artist despite all the shit.

[alittlesimp]

Heyyy I just wanna say first off the freezing s/o headcannons literally made me so happy soo would I be able to request chu, kouyou and aku with a s/o who cant say no like they just feel bad saying no to people so people just take advantage of that ljke at their job or something they will always end up with more work cause they can’t say no to people when they ask that was literally the only example I could think of off the top of my head ahaha :))))))

a/n: tysm aaa!! i'm so glad you enjoyed them <3 i really enjoyed writing them!

warnings: none

Chuuya, Kouyou and Akutagawa with an s/o who can't say no - headcanons

· Will not notice you feel bad about it at first (like yeah, he’ll notice you’re a bit more tired and stressed but he doesn’t have a clue why), though he does have his suspicions about the intentions of the people asking you for help

· He just thinks you’re a kind person, maybe a bit too kind

· He however only knows about the tip of the iceberg when it comes to the extra work you get asked to do

· Gets very worried when you start coming home late but, unlike usual, doesn’t immediately confront you about it, fearing the worst

· When shit really hits the fan and you start looking more and more on edge, he decides he’s been patient long enough and asks you about what’s been going on

· He’ll be so relieved that you’re not doing anything dangerous or cheating on him

· But at the same time, he will be furious.

· You’re gonna have to hold this man back after you tell him.

· Like who is stupid enough to take advantage of you, his s/o??

· While he’s obviously a very fiery personality, I do believe he has the self-control needed to not fucking murder them

· He’s not above yelling at them to set things straight though :’)

· Kouyou is the type of person who immediately notices what’s up but doesn’t say a thing at first

· How everyone looks at you when they approach you? How others laugh when gossipping about you? She knows.

· Behind the scenes she’d already be planning what to do about this

· She’ll find the pettiest reasons to make sure the people taking advantage of you get fired (even if you don’t work for the Port Mafia, she’s an executive and she definitely has power outside her organization)

· When you mention a lot of people have been fired lately she just laughs a bit

· She’d only give very vague and slightly ominous hints on how she’s involved in all this LMAO

· And like, you suspect she has something to do with your work being much easier lately but you can’t find proof

· She’s just happy to help :)

· When you tell him, he’ll be a bit indifferent at first

· He doesn’t really see the problem? Just do the work??

· But when he notices you’re seriously struggling he gets concerned

· Like I don’t think he would ever date someone who he doesn’t respect or at least sees as an equal

· So seeing you like this is uncharacteristic, to say the least

· Immediately confronts you about it

· But he won’t ask you if you’re okay, oh no, he’ll go straight to the “What do you want me to do about this?”

· Like holding your shoulders, bending down a bit and aggressively staring in your eyes

· Which would probably confuse the shit out of anyone, it’s just so sudden LMAO

· When you don’t respond he nods, stands up straight and pats you on the head once (1 time), before walking off saying “I’ll fix this”

· He won’t tell you what he’s going to do to them, but the next day you’ll find way less work on your desk… (and coworkers looking at you in fear)

please comment/reblog if you enjoyed! i’d love to hear what y'all think <3

taglist (please check this post for more information!): @missrown @pjofics @jessbeinme15 @whorefordazai

[writtengalaxies]

hey hey! im down for a little chat <3

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i only found this blog like, 2 days ago but i can already feel myself getting the urge to go back and reread everything here. content of the highest quality over here <3 /gen

all the fics on AO3 would be really nice as well imo! although i cant say that i use the site that frequently, it could be a good way for others to find your works! at least thats how i see it

i think its due to how much i simp for this man, but i really love love LOVE the memory files. the trope is fairly common (from what ive seen) but the way you write it? chefs kiss. i am patiently but eagerly waiting for the next part mwah <3

the cup god chronicles were also a really fun read. i dont fully really see content (READ: fics) for him regularly so i was immediately intrigued and when i tell you, i was HOOKED. big fan, i love this doofus <3

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now imma ask you something. who's your fave ego? my guess is engineer lol

also, whats your pronouns? i havent seen them listed anywhere ^^"

if you dont mind me asking, how long have you been writing? just in general. it seems like a basic Q but the answers are fascinating.

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and as a last little tid bit of me im willing to share for the night, i read most of your works in around 2 hours. what that says about me is irrelevant,, goodnight, i hope this isnt too big of a text wall to answer <3

WAAAH thank you!! Also all of that in two hours?! Oh gosh! (And you're all good! I like big text walls!)

That was more or less my thought with posting them on Ao3! I know a lot of writers do cross-post them, so I figured "hey, why not". I...might end up doing that today, since I managed to pull a muscle in my back real bad in the night and I'm laid up in bed. gfhj

Ooooh, Lost Memory Files does tend to be a fan favorite. XD I'm really happy people like it! It...actually spun out of a similar idea but with Engineer and a Captain who can't remember wormholes and looping...heh. The next part, based on my loose notes, is likely going to continue the hurt.

Cup God Chronicles was really my first attempts at writing Night, the smug bastardass. The reader being a sarcastic little shit is in part I'm a sarcastic little shit, and in part based off of @ghostf1ux. I did notice there aren't a ton of fics for him that aren't...uh. Spicy. I have a couple more fics planned for it!

Favorite ego is 100% Engineer. "The smartest dumbass" was how I saw him described at one point and I'm like "yes. THIS ONE." There's something about like...realizing that even through all the hurt on both sides of that, he still fully trusts the captain? Despite everything. Never knowing the full extent of everything the captain goes through, despite his own misconceptions...

And well, hope is very important to me. So ISWM being very centered around never giving up hope kind of hit real hard, you know?

I DIDN'T REALIZE I DIDN'T PUT PRONOUNS ANYWHERE. ghjk WHOOPS. Honestly, almost anything! (My one exception is it/it's, and that's just because it doesn't feel like me. Big love to everyone who does though! Y'all rock it!)

I'm a genderfluid menace so they're always changing anyway!

How long I've been writing...the first thing I really clearly remember writing was either HP or Yu-Gi-Oh! fanfic waaaaaaaaay back in the day. I must have been about 10 or 11? So...20+ years at this point.

If I had to think about creative writing and doing it more consistently, that's closer to about...16 years? (I had to think about when I graduated high school and I felt like I aged SIGNIFICANTLY in an instant.)

One of my English teachers really drove a lot of confidence in my writing! Shout out to Mr. Craig, who liked some of my original stuff I had written for his class so much, he still has it and checks in from time to time on what I'm up to.

He's a big reason as to why I have an 111k original fiction novel and a novella I self-published for a while. He also did a front-flip off a stage with a lightsaber for a student-written play.