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hey guys what does it mean when you never have energy for anything like ever. like you literally cannot bring yourself to do anything all day. i cant even do the things i like. im just tired all the time. im exhausted. i feel like im on 1% battery 99% of the time. why has it always been like this for me. why haven't i grown out of it. why can't i just do things.
#im TRYING to fight myself on going back into my room and sleeping#i have to clean up#i dotn have the energy for anything#and then it takes me 50 billion hours to sleep at night#even if i dont nap during the day#even if i go months without napping#during those months it still takes me 50 million hours to fall asleep#my body wants to sleep during the day and wants to never ever sleep at night#i dont have motivation or energy at night#im still exhuasted i just simply Dont Sleep#why cant i just be normal!!!!!!#whats wrong with me!!!!!!!#why am i so lazy!!!!!!!!
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they are so normal guys
#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#why cant i just draw normal fanart of these guys?#they are matching ;p#billford#kinda?#meme redraw#again#i was going to color these but then i thought 'actually no'#meme#NRart
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As much as I love angst I think it would be funny if he just didnt give af
#Hazel you cant just ask people if they have a dead mom#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fop#fairly oddparents a new wish#headcanon#fop hazel#hazel wells#fop dev#dev dimmadome#I think he has mildly positive associations with it tbh#He asked where babies came from and his dad actually took him aside and explained how he was super special and important#and better than everyone else because he was a clone and talked him through the whole cloning process very excitedly#(Dev did not understand a word of it but it was probably the most positive interaction he'd ever had with his dad)#later Dev came back and asked where normal kids come from and he got uncomfy and made an Au-Pair explain#other than that Dev has basically no thoughts on being a clone its just a fact to him.#Actually thinking about it now that could be a really dark explanation for why his real name is Development#I mean you dont just get cloning right on the first try#and nobody wants to name and get attached something that might just fall over dead any minute#HAHA anway angst over teehee :3#fop nature au#<-for organization since this HC applies to it too
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figure skating set right now please. thanks
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww#after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old#anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set#(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side#however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress#from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look#but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again#it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning#is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled#my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist#i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.
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couldn't resist drawing them in these outfits
og artists: @nyahalloshop and @/Potari_vt
#digital art#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#helluva boss#helluva boss fandom#helluva boss fanart#blitzo helluva boss#stolas helluva boss#sallie mae helluva boss#why cant i just be a normal person and draw Stolas in masculine clothes#Why do i aways feel the need to draw him in dresses?#He can pull them off what can i say#transgender#blahaj shark
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legitimate question ....... why do people like to tell me all the reasons they don't like miraculous ladybug? i know i complain about the fact a lot, and i find myself on the defensive a lot, and i keep telling myself i'll stop and let it go, but it really is hard when people are always coming onto my posts, in my replies, in my comments, on my art and my fics and my text posts and anything i make, and telling me blatantly all the ways that they don't like the thing that i so blatantly find enjoyment in. "the show is bad". okay? good for you? why are you on my post about it? why don't you make your own? why are you telling me, specifically, this, on the art/fic/analysis i made that i assume you found by searching through the tag?
it's kind of a behavior that i legitimately don't understand. I'm a human being and I hate a lot of things, too. there are things i've loved at first and been disappointed by and have strong opinions about. there are things i like to complain about. so i'll complain about them to my friends or my family or my cat. but i have never, once, not even for a single moment, thought, "oh let me go into the tags of this media, find a positive post about it written by someone who's having fun with it, and make it that random stranger's problem". never once.
i just don't get it. i really don't get it. i sometimes worry that i come across like i'm heavily critical of people who just personally don't like the show, when really i'm just trying to defend my interests to the droves of strangers who are always coming specifically to me to tell me all the ways they hate the thing that makes me happy.
just.......... why? where does the urge come from? what do you get out of this?
#i remember there was a poll a while back asking people if they thought it was ok to tell ml fan creators that you hate the show unprompted#and 'yes' won#and i am still baffled by that#why is this normal?#why would you even want to?#why is it impossible to be an artist/creator on the internet without having to deal with people bitching and moaning in your ear about the#things that you are dedicating your time and energy into for fun?#why is this the acceptable online culture?#you don't have to like the show. im not saying that. im not saying you cant complain or vent#im just saying. why TO ME?#buggachatter
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RIP Annabeth, I just know Percy sacrificing himself for you, after knowing you for a week, after telling you that you’ve done more for him this week than his father ever has, is permanently altering the brain chemistry of your avoidant attachment self
#epitome of the quote: there is something really healing about being loved#which is from a book I CANT REMEMBER SO I CANT LOOK IT UP PROPERLY#let me know if you guys know what I’m talking about#i just know Percy’s actions had her on her knees#what is this? unconditional love?#is this why people make friends?#i am lovable?#this is amazing#oh shit my new friend is about to die#I’m so normal about them (I’m lying)#pjo#pjo spoilers#pjo tv show spoilers#pjo series#pjo tv show#percy jackson#annabeth chase#Percy and Annabeth#mine
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That omake of little Kabru not being able to show off his howetown sweets because of Misril gets to me a lot so...
Here's a happier Kabru (and Lairu)
#kabru#lairu#labru#laios#dungeon meshi#my art#my fanart#fanart#idk why i resort to fluffy fanart even tho i keep thinking and seeing gag/hornt lairu stuff#kabru is just so.. fascinating and actually endlessly tragic#i kinda like that ryoko kui doesnt try to over-explain or dramatize her characters that have tragic backstories. it makes her world that-#-much more believable and realistic. that being said i will devour more kabru stories from her#i kinda cant stop thinking abt kabru (and to an extent lairu)#ik in Lairu/Labru fanart Kabru is usually depicted as humorously in denial guy#but i see it everywhere and it made me think more of their more understanding phase in the epilogue#maybe laios is ooc here but i think he will also warm up to human connection now that he actually has people he cares abt around him#(and maybe because kabru is teaching him tips and trick to be a Normal Guy lmao)#im also not very good at humor so theres only so much i can do with gag lairu 😂
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#I've always been the weird one#why cant i be normal#i love my room#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#coquette#lana del rey#lizzy grant#female hysteria#girl hysteria#femcel#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#female insanity#female rage#vintage americana#vintage#i am cringe but i am free#girlboss fr#french cinema#franz kafka#grunge coquette#dark coquette#cinema#i am just a girl#girl interrupted#gilmore girls#nymph3t#nympette
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Selfship amirite fellas
#normal beetle art#sunbeetlebug#selfship#they hate each other but like. they enjoy hating each other.#terrible couple really#genuinely their dynamic at first#as beetlebug sets into trying to piss sun off because hes a dick to them for (to them) no reason#meanwhile sun is just. you think you're funny? you do? well ahahaha you forgot to clean x y z!!! ...i cant wait for you to quit/get fired#why are you people sharing this /silly
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I know most TNMN ships make no sense, but counterpoint: Stevenois cute
#thats not my neighbor#tnmn#steven rudboys#elenois sverchzt#stevenois#beautyplane#tnmn fanart#selenne sverchzt#tnmn selenne#tnmn elenois#tnmn steven rudboys#i love them so much lowkey#highkey actually#funny thing is i cant even explain why i just started liking them together so much outta nowhere#i think it started as shipping teutates and lilith bc of their similar aesthetics#and then i extrapolated it to their normal versions as well#and now i care abt them deeply#i need to find someone to talk to abt them OTL
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i refuse to touch the ground so have a v2
#ULTRAKILL#v2 ultrakill#ultrakill v2#PROCREATE#ALL ART#FANDOM ART#DOODLE#NO COLOUR#THE GEIGER COUNTER#SMALL CAPTION#TAG YAP#moderators !!!! kill this machine with hammers immediately !!!!! /ref#i dangle her around like a mii /aff#man. if i knew who v2 was prior to getting into ultrakill like#the whole reason i got into ultrakill would have been entirely v2#thats because im gay#this is technically how i got hooked on portal.... giant robot ceiling lady.... hi......#“its been 15 years can i please stop liking robots” i asks my brain#“fuck you” says my brain (comma) which was actually the 'fuck you' organ /ref#i dont actually remember why i started playing ultrakill#just thought it was cool looking#best decision of my life. havent had robot yaouri like this in ages. thank you hakita#man..... i............ i need to learn how to paint#dude my mat i need it my body hates the floor#like that one dog online who cant walk on normal floors because of the texture and only walks on mats/rugs/carpet#please. mat. come back to me
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Alpha!Ghost with an Omega!reader that is captured by enemy forces and goes through their heat alone and in confinement???? And Ghost finds them after they're finished??? And you're too weak to even move??? Sorry just and this thought and i wish i didn't have to write it and it was already there for me to read asdfghjk
#why#why can't i be normal#also#why cant i just think things into existence#its a flaw honestly#call of duty fanfic#simon ghost riley#cod fanfic#cod#ghost fanfiction#ghost x reader#cod x reader#angst#omegaverse#cod omegaverse#alpha ghost#omega reader#aaaaaaaaaa#asdfghjk
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Thanks.
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#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop nature au#fop dev#fop dale#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#comic#The 'Thanks' after all of that makes me so insane Im not even sure I can fully articulate why#I mean. He got what he wanted. Honesty. Thats what you wanted right Dev?#what else do you say to that#He's spent his whole life being sure he knew the answer. That deep DEEP down dale did love him#Have you ever seen that post thats like“I was bawling my eyes out and somebody told me to shut up and I was so taken aback I stopped crying#I think he was so stunned that he just stopped crying.#or like when you get so upset that your feelings turn themselves off to protect you#is that a normal thing that happens to people Erm. anyway#Sorry lol as someone born to parents who.. should not have had me. Writing dale basically admitting as much is actually really cathartic#He shouldnt have had Dev. He doesnt love him. He cant. Dev cant do anything to change it. Its just a fact.#Hes not 1:1 with my parents they tried their best ig but like. their best was still pretty awful child neglect LOL
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wyd when your friends are crazy asf and youre the only normal one there
hooray for ns?au bad end
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#ava au#NS?AVA#ava victim#ava tco#ava the chosen one#ava agent#ava primal#ava hazard#ava ballista#we are so back guys (just kidding)#doyou like my designs :3#while i was away i (and a few others in the au chats) thought up whod be the cg!bad end equivalents of ns?ava#pretty coool right#scn is the only normal one sorry i cant think of any evil thing for him#its funny. tr and their creations are all glowing in one way or another#“wait why is tr glowing what happened” oh thats just VENGEANCE dont mind them#lilacsart
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stupid OLD MAN YAOI!!!!! *scowls while kicking up nearby pebble, imagining it as two fucked up oddly drawn to each other older men who need each other carnally in ways thatd be considered a plea of insanity within any and all courtrooms* it always finds a way to mess with my damn sleep schedule ;(
#i hate them so much why cant they just be normal#we should all just kill ourselves#/j#stobotnik#sth#sonic#agent stone#doctor eggman#dr eggman#doctor robotnik#dr robotnik#ivo robotnik#dr ivo robotnik#old man yaoi#yaoi#tboy talkz#sonic movie 3#sonic movie 3 spoilers... ig?#not really
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