#why can't everyone just love me and be obsessed with me

[chosolace]

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model! geto suguru x fem!reader x model! gojo satoru

models!suguru and satoru are one of, if not the, most sought after models of this time. the most prepossessing faces with perfectly built bodies, everyone loves seeing both of them on the runway. they find the money nice, and yeah they love the fact that they get to explore the world for free, but they only really care about one thing, you!

models!suguru and satoru are loyal only to you. whether it's getting their hair done or touching up their makeup - they only want it done by you.

models!suguru and satoru were absolute menaces to anyone who was not you during shows that had certain hairstylists and makeup artists they hired. the poor stylists and artists who were trying to do their jobs were often compared them to you.

"oh did you even try to match it with my skin? I look like a ghost."

"she would never burn my hair. did you even use heat protectant?"

"ugh I can't do this anymore. if it's not her, I don't want anyone else touching me."

their poor manager would have to beg them to hold out until they were in a position to demand you as their hair stylist so they waited. after they became famous, they made sure to avoid those certain shows because who cares if you weren't a professional? they like how you made them look so why would they not go to you?

models!suguru and satoru are your closest best friends. because doing their hair and makeup was your hobby, they often forget that you also have a full-time job. whenever you tell them that you're too tired or you had a difficult day at work, they love to surprise you by showing up at your door with your favourite snacks. they listen to you rant as you snack on the food they brought. satoru will always joke that you should just quit your job and become their full time stylist because they can easily fund whatever lifestyle you want to live. suguru will back him up but both of them know that they actually mean it but to you, it's just another one of their silly jokes.

models!suguru and satoru hate working with other models. you rarely see them work with other models during photoshoots because they hate doing those. they never mind it if it's just the two of them but if you add another model, they'll leave. they have the privilege of picking and choosing which jobs they want to do, and they'll do anything to avoid interacting with anyone they do not want to.

models!suguru and satoru suddenly go deaf when you ask them to set you up with a model friend of theirs. you're their pretty little thing so why would they share? satoru will tell you that they only have 1 model friend and he's engaged, while suguru will lie and say that all the model friends they have are not interested in women.

models!suguru and satoru have an unhealthy obsession with you. they'll always reject the celebrities who ask for their personal number, and will outright say no to anyone who tries asking them out. the only person they want to be with is you, and no money or fame can change that.

models!suguru and satoru will always adorn you in the finest luxuries of life. they're the faces of the most opulent brands so of course they would use that to dress you up in a designer dress you really liked on a model. they would gift you with lavish jewelry that you were scared to wear in fear of either getting robbed or losing it. everything they've given you would easily surpass $1 million if you ever decide to sell them.

models!suguru and satoru never fail to intimidate your dates whenever they find out you're on one. it's always oh so convenient that they show up in the restaurant you're in when they were supposed to be in new york for a photoshoot. all they have to do is greet you in the most affectionate way with a kiss either on your cheek or on the back of your hand, and then they'd subtly (not really) make you introduce them. if their presence didn't scare off your date, then finding out who they were will. you always think that it's just a coincidence that satoru and suguru wanted to have dinner at that exact restaurant, but if only you knew...

models!suguru and satoru avoid controversies at all cost, even if that means declining jobs that could potentially give you the wrong idea. if that means posing closing with another model or even acting as a couple with someone else, suguru and satoru will always say no. they don't go to parties and if they do, they stay there for an hour max. they find parties boring if you're not there with them.

models!suguru and satoru confess time and time again that they love you. you think that they're being just affectionate friends but no. each time they're declaring their love for you and they don't care if you don't say anything back because deep down, they know you feel the same way.

models!suguru and satoru who will wait patiently for the day you realize that you're meant to be with them. they'll play along with your little games, pretending that you're happy dating some random man but inside, they're seething. they'll hang around by your side until you either get upset with them or they wronged you in some way. suguru and satoru will comfort you and cuddle with you until you feel better. if it was a really bad heartbreak, they'll console you in the fastest way — the most breathtaking orgasm you'll ever have so you'll remember how no one else can make you feel like that except them.

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inspired by this fanart

[genderqueerdykes]

something that ive noticed a lot as a trans man and yet dont see talked about nearly enough is queer hatred of masculinity/obsession with femininity (which also connects to radical feminism and all)

why are there more nonbinary afabs than amabs? because queer people are "encouraged" to lean towards more feminine labels (so afab trans men are pushed towards id'ing as nonbinary, and amab nonbinaries are pushed towards id'ing as trans woman)

why are trans women expected to physically transition more than trans men? because you cant risk looking like an "evil man" of course! so you have to be as feminine as possible! this goes for both trans woman and trans men

why are gay men stereotyped as effeminate, why are masc lesbians looked down upon? it all comes back to hatred of masculinity

(and on a more minor note, ive noticed a rise in trending queer songs all being generally like "everyone wants to be a woman" "a gross MAN will never be enough for women" which is... a little weird to me?)

i myself am a fem trans man, i love being fem, but its weird asf that we've normalized such an intense hatred of masculinity. i feel really bad for my more masculine trans brothers (and my more masculine trans sisters, for that matter!). i genuinely think this is one of the major inner issues of the queer community and if we want to grow stronger and have less infighting we NEED to stop hating masculinity

thank you so much for taking the time to send this, this is very well thought out and exactly what's happening right now. thank you for taking the time to highlight the main issue.

there is a queer obsession with femininity, yes. i see it a lot. femininity is prioritized over everything else to a dangerous degree.

people claim to love transfems and then do this- which as you said, forces them to come out and transition as fast as possible because no one wants ""Scary evil men"" in their community. it's sickening. i've seen so many transfems admit that life sucked for them while they were questioning because they didn't feel welcome in queer spaces at all. some have decided to never identify as a trans woman because of this and it sucks

there are also masculine trans women and trans women who never want to pass or don't try to (or may just never end up being able to pass at all). i feel like people are unnecessarily cruel about transfems and passing, as if that needed to happen within our own walls, too. like people are so fucking terrible to trans women who don't or can't or don't try to pass. why do we force trans women to feel obligated to pass perfectly within our own walls in order to accept them? if transfems aren't super feminine and don't pass very well, they're treated like shit. no, not everyone at the meeting in a polo and slacks is a man. sometimes that's a trans woman who's butch. sometimes that's a trans woman who's passing as a man for safety.

people seriously need to understand how bad this behavior affects transfems & trans women. intersex people as well.

i love being a fem man as well, however, i also love being a gay bear. i am a feminine bear. the thing is, is people don't realize that masculinity can be feminine, too, and vice versa. not all fems are just fem. some are also masc and butch. so many people have gotten suckered into rad feminism that they spread the lie that queerness is feminine and woman based only. masc queers are still queer. we don't need this feminine/woman superiority shit. we don't need one gender or presentation to be "superior". that's not how equality works

[salty-autistic-writer]

Happy birthday Kath! @weewoowings ❤️

Buck is in love with his boyfriend.

You can't not notice that. Especially not if you’re a member of the 118.

* “That’s it,” Chimney says dryly. “From now on there’s a limit of how often you can mention Tommy in a single shift.”

“Hey!” Buck says, blushing. “It’s not like I’m talking about my boyfriend all the time.”

“Yes, you do,” everyone says at the same time.

“And you have no filter when it comes to him,” Chimney mutters, crossing his arms over his chest. “The things I heard! The pictures you put in my head! The audacity…”

“Hey, it’s not my fault Tommy is so hot, cool and interesting,” Buck says, shrugging. “I finally have a boyfriend who can lift me, carry me and throw me on the bed, how am I supposed to not talk about him?”

Everybody groans.

“Is there anything Tommy can’t do?” Ravi asks innocently, ignoring Hen’s and Chimney’s glare.

Buck takes a deep breath. And goes on.

* “You are doing it again, aren’t you?” Eddie asks, raising a knowing brow.

“Hm?” Buck takes another picture of the helicopter that’s flying past above them, squinting, trying to zoom in as close as possible.

“You're going to send this to Tommy in a second, asking him is that you, babe? ,” Eddie says dryly.

“Of course, I'm going to ask him. I have a badass boyfriend flying cool helicopters after all,” Buck says cheerfully, typing: Is this you, babe? and sending the picture to Tommy. It’s not as blurry as the last ten ones.

One day, Tommy is going to answer yes. And Buck is not going to be able to contain himself.

He gasps when his phone vibrates a few moments later. Tommy sent him a picture of a happy labrador, together with a text: No, that’s not me :(, but look, I met your twin today! ;) 

Buck giggles and sends Tommy five kissy emojis.

“Oh for God’s sake,” Eddie mutters, looking over Buck’s shoulder and seeing Tommy sending ten hearts back. “Why do you two have to be so disgustingly cute?”

“Hey, be happy it’s not his dick this time!” Buck says and smirks, putting his phone away and patting Eddie’s back.

“How could I ever forget about that,” Eddie mutters and sighs heavily. “It’s still burned into my mind. And I still don’t understand how he could send it to me. Just because Eddie starts with E like Evan?! Maybe you should get him to wear reading glasses after all. Please do. The potential of this happening again is too much.”

* “Firefighter Buckley.” “Firefighter pilot Kinard.”

Buck is clearly trying hard to maintain a professional distance while buzzing with excitement about finally meeting his boyfriend during a call.

They do manage to focus on the job. At least until there’s no danger left and all civilians are taken care of. After that, no one can miss the longing glances they throw at each other. It’s just a matter of time really.

“So. See you later,” Tommy says, half-smiling and wringing his hands.

“Yeah,” Buck nods, his eyes wide and shiny. “Later.”

They should be ready to leave. Tommy should go back to the chopper. Buck should return to the truck.

But they are still hesitating. And to the surprise of absolutely no one, they move at the same time, bodies all but colliding, lips pressing together, hands reaching for hips and hums escaping as they kiss passionately.

“Get a room, you two!” Chimney calls and cackles.

Hen snorts and rolls her eyes. She’s not surprised at all when Eddie tells her, “Tommy is just as obsessed with Buck by the way. He literally can’t stop talking about him when we meet up. They behave like teenagers with a crush, but imagine teenagers stuck in bodies built like brick walls.” *

The face of the grumpy deliveryman is hidden behind the biggest and most colourful flower bouquet Hen has ever seen in her life. She knows before she hears the words. “Those are for … Evan?”

“Buck!” Hen calls, lips twitching. “You got a delivery from your man!”

“What?” Buck approaches curiously, wiping his hands with a towel, a splotch of oil smeared on his cheek. He freezes and gasps, his eyes widening. “No.”

“Yes,” Hen says, smiling.

Buck blushes. Like strawberries and cream. It’s cute. He carefully takes the bouquet, taking a sniff, shaking his head. “No one ever got me flowers,” he says, voice shaking. “It’s not even a special day.”

Every day is special when you’re in love , Hen thinks to herself, still smiling.

Chimney whistles and takes a picture with his phone. “Aw. This is like straight out of some cheesy romance movie. I have to show Maddie.”

“Is there even a vase big enough for this monster?” Eddie asks teasingly. “You probably have to put them into the sink to water them.”

“Guess everything is big when it comes to Tommy,” Ravi murmurs, ducking to avoid another glare from Chimney and Hen. *

“Is that Tommy’s hoodie?” Hen asks when Buck appears at the station one morning, still yawning and his eyes clouded with leftover sleepiness.

The auburn is not Buck’s colour. And it’s worn out, carrying the signs of a beloved comfort item.

Buck chuckles. “Oh. Oops. Yeah. Uh, I spent the night at his house and … Well. This somehow happened,” he says, fidgeting with the hem of the hoodie, his face flushing lightly.

Hen smiles. She feels the sudden need to tell Buck something. “Buck. I hope that no matter how much we tease or joke, you do know that we are very happy for you two.”

“Yeah. I know,” Buck says, nodding. “You know, I think that this relationship … It’s going to work out this time. It’s different. I … I can’t really describe what it is. But I can feel it. You know what I mean?”

“Yes,” Hen says gently. “I know. Happiness looks good on you, Buck.”

Buck smiles, but his eyes fill with anxious seriousness. “I just hope I can trust it this time, you know? I want to. I hope I can trust myself to not mess this up.”

“Just listen to your heart, Buck. And remember that no one is perfect. Tommy and you are adults with adult issues. Each relationship has rocky roads. And there will be clouds. But as long as you’re being honest to each other, they will pass.”

Buck nods, expression thoughtful. “Thanks, Hen. Oh, uh, by the way, Tommy always says that he’s grateful he got to know you at the exactly right time of his life because he needed a verbal kick in the ass. So thanks for that too.”

“That time wasn’t easy for all of us,” Hen says, remembering. “But we managed to grow together. That’s the important thing. Now let’s get some coffee before all hell breaks loose.” *

“Hey, Tommy,” the whole 118 says when Tommy comes by the station in a free moment, hugging Buck and commenting on how delicious the lasagna smells.

“Sit and have some,” Bobby tells him, nodding at a free chair.

“Thanks,” Tommy says quietly, a whole spectrum of emotions hidden in a single word. His eyes meet with Hen’s and she smiles at him, nodding barely noticeable. Telling him that he can have this. That he is part of this family.

Tommy sits, his shoulder nudging Buck’s.

The 118 eats, talks and laughs.

And it feels like it’s meant to be this way. Like an invisible string connects the past with the present, leading to the future.

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[rene-lads-nikki-trashcan]

I wanna briefly rant about Caleb cuz he's now my second bae and I am intrigued by his future storyline.

Also, this man is living rent-free in my head so this is my attempt of getting him outta my mind cuz good lord I have loads of works to do I can't afford to be distracted by his dreamy smile.

(A BIT OF SPOILERS ABOUT CALEB'S BOND STORYLINE& SYLUS' DRAGON MYTH UNDER THE CUT IN CASE YOU HAVEN'T CHECKED THEM OUT YET)

So, I have seen posts and theories that he gets the Bucky Barnes treatment and those red flags behaviour are because of the mind-control chip MC suspects being implanted into his brain...

But is it really tho?

Cuz in the bond storyline as they reminisced of their past as literal teens/children, Caleb admitted to purposely lock MC in the attic because he thought that the school bullies will target her if he confronted them with her tagging along.

That's a red flag behaviour and he was a child then.

Personally, I don't think he is mind-controlled or brainwashed at all. He has always shown the willingness to go to the far extreme route in his attempts to protect MC. The behaviour has been there long before the KABOOM, even back when they were children.

I have also seen people pointing out that he seems to change personalities when bright light flashes on his eyes, and although that might be a compelling clue to the mind-control chip plotline, it doesn't add up to his bond storyline (which if I understand correctly, happens before the KABOOM, therefore he isn't yet involved with the Fleet). The lightning flashing on his eyes and his personality immediately shifting happened in the bond story too so now I'm considering that instead of a trigger implanted into him by the Fleet, it is just a storytelling device to indicate that there's untamed storm beneath the sunshine persona he usually is.

I mean, look at these. He has always had those cold calculating look whenever he thinks he needs to keep MC safe.

Looking at what I had of him so far (I haven't got his memory pair yet so my info is a bit limited) I think Caleb has always been obsessively fixated on MC. He is a red flag right from the start and the trigger to his yandere-ness is his motivation to protect her.

MC is threatened, must protect at all cost. <- Caleb's yandereness in a nutshell

That's it. That's all he needs for his inner yandere to rear its ugly obsessive head.

When they were children, the threat was bullies, so he locked her up in the attic while he dealt with it.

In the recent main story, the threat was the Fleet's agenda to get Kevi and MC's own stubbornness to rescue the boy, so he drugged her (you can't convince me that the meds MC took that night isn't some drugs to keep her asleep) and therefore stopped her from getting in the Fleet's way.

When MC is curious about the "clean-up", he perceived her desire as a threat to her own safety, hence why he hid her guns and locked her in her room.

The pattern I'm seeing right now is that the more prominent the danger MC is exposed to/MC exposed herself to; the more unhinged and extreme Caleb's actions to keep her out of the danger will be.

It's obviously toxic and seriously unhealthy kind of love, but it also showcases those nuances of his motivation and love, which I think fleshes out his character. I personally hope that the writers wouldn't chicken out on the foundation they have laid for his storyline. He might not be the ML for everyone, but I really hope they don't give him the Bucky Barnes treatment in the future. It would feel like having him brainwashed @ mind-controlled by the Fleet kinda discredit his motivation as a character as we then would have no choice but to put him as the helpless victim under the control of a faceless organisation.

I personally don't want that because I think having him perfectly aware and consciously making the choices he thinks (no matter how misguided and arrogant this mindset is) will keep MC safe, regardless of how unhingedly toxic those choices are, would bring out a more interesting and nuanced storyline. Since he is obviously gonna be the dark romance route, I don't want his route to be that of a black and white romance where we see him as the good guy of the whole conflict halfway of his story. I want it grey. Make me weighs his perspective and choices against my personal moral values. Make me fear for MC's well-being/safety while she is around him, but at the same time make me fully understand and support MC when she simply couldn't find it in herself to abandon him for good. Make me understand his motivation behind his concerning actions yet not find a single reason to excuse them. I want to be made to debate against myself whether he should have the chance with my babygirl MC or not.

I have had my fill of dark ML who ends up as the greenest of green flags from Sylus. All those edits I saw making Sylus to be this dark romance route but then the dragon myth came out and changed my perspective of his route 180 degree. With the dragon myth storyline, all of Sylus' concerning red flags actions has been put into a much brighter and bittersweet light. He forced the resonance at the start because Sorceress MC owned part of his soul and honestly, it feels justified for him to attempt that connection. After all, she cursed him to never rest in peace until they became one once again. Man probably has all the rights to be offended when MC couldn't connect to him despite cursing his whole existence. The whole myth also provided the much needed context on why Sylus always put himself as literal flesh shield for MC, because he has been doing that even during their first life together. I mean, he willingly died by her hand/sword in the myth because he couldn't bear submitting to the dragon curse of being made to kill his own beloved. Ain't no way I can view his route as dark romance route anymore when the tragic love shared between the dragon and the sorceress is so heartbreakingly pure.

I wish Caleb's route will remain true to its dark romance roots. Keep the red flags bright and loud that we as the players couldn't excuse him. Make me both fear and love him. Put MC in the crossroads, torn between accepting his poisonous devotion (because he does that for her sake, doesn't he?) and attempting (and failing) to fix him. They probably need lots of couple's therapy if both of them survived until the end but hey in this day and age, who didn't?

TLDR; As of right now, Caleb's storyline has the potentials to be so grey and deliciously dark that I really hope they don't fuck it up simply because he isn't everyone's bite of apple. His route doesn't have to appeal to everyone but I desperately NEED it to stick to a very grey and dark romance.

Aight, rant's over. Caleb, gtfo my head I got works to do my man 😂

[malakaie]

in all seriousness (i'm still thinking about the death riders close up with renee stuff) i think part of any wrestling storyline/promo feeling a bit meandering sometimes is that it's like 70% improv, right. sometimes more than that when irl circumstances change suddenly and whatever was 30% planned needs to be tossed out

the result is that we've pivoted from a mox who was harsh on everyone being too egotistical to really hold and represent the title and understand/value what it means - a mox who claimed to want to push younger talent and stop giving all the flowers to aew veterans - to a mox who is now doing some of the exact things he's been so angry about (claiming that he IS the world title so no one can take it from him; getting involved in older guys' retirement tours and simply throwing young guys down the stairs when they inconvenience him)

and at first it threw me off a lot because like, what the hell is this, even? but the more i think about it ... I might be totally wrong about this, because it IS heavily improv so they may yet take a secret third direction that i didn't even consider yet. but i think the hypocrisy is the point. i think the cruelty is the point. i think he's being an exaggerated parody of a set-in-his-ways aggressive type who might not actually believe in much of anything other than himself ... but who was initially savvy enough to know you can't just say that or you'll get laughed out of the building

but now it's crumbling around him, or starting to. he's tossed out and dismissed the people who were so close to proving him wrong, and now he doesn't know what it's for. he doesn't actually feel like he's won or accomplished anything so he keeps moving the goalposts and inventing new fights and new guys to be mad at

guy who unceremoniously dumped people who were against him in the trash: why is no one trying to fight me?

guy who's doing the exact shit he started out complaining about: well, can't let them realise my morals and values were actually hollow and meaningless, i gotta replace them with something else

the hypocrisy is the point, i think. the cruelty has to be the point - because people who act like mox irl are only ever forced out by acts of love

from the improv perspective, he is, i think, trying to become so hateful as to be unrecognisable - so that the people who love mox for what he used to represent, the people who love aew and the title for what it used to represent, will love it hard and brave and loud enough (and TOGETHER enough) to drown out the guy yelling into the microphone

and when they do, whenever that happens, he's going to be blindsided because it'll almost certainly be people he thinks he already destroyed. because the cruelty is the point and it's making him exactly as self-obsessed and paranoid as everyone he claims to hate

[bl00dn0t3-x3]

hey siri, how do i become a cute and attractive prince that everyone loves and adores and never wants to go away?

hey siri, how do i become an angel that people flock to like pigeons?

hey siri, how do i become a magical boy that nobody could ever mistake to be a girl?

hey siri, how do i become a cute and pretty little doll that's beloved and cherished?

[cosmicredcadet]

Y'know me never believing love at first sight makes a lot more sense once I realized I was AroAce.

I was the annoying kid who would always go "Um actually it's infatuation not love." when "love" songs came on that was about one night stands or men finding women attractive on first meeting and saying that they were in love or whatever.

I am so AroAce that even younger me knew this Love nonsense was bullshit.

[tytangfei]

-Open your eyes. -I won't! I won't give you a reason to kill me in the future.

Lost You Forever (2023) - Ep. 8

[tackrusso]

show tempe gang crossover with the morris islanders would actually have been the best episode of bones ever. btw

[rustystars]

watched the piano 1993 for film class um. have a lot of thoughts about it. but anyway we were assigned an essay to read which analyzes the movie & costuming & it's crazy i feel like i have never disagreed with an analysis more in my life. like kept rereading sentences going They can't possibly mean that? but they did?

[chelleisamazing]

Wow, 8+ messages in the past 12 hours; is this what it feels to have fans?

[theokusgallery]

I freaking love your au and your latest comic because MAN

I FELT THOSE LAST WORDS AND I WAS LIKE "OH FUCK"

First panel was already a bit unsettling itself - like you get it's just intimate manners as you do as a couple but he felt so possessive already and

Sunny's inner thoughts

I'm sure 100% his abandonment anxiety will increase drastically the more he stays with nick and honestly slay

I mean it's kinda obvious

But like I felt that

Yeah

Nick is unhinged

Nick is crazy

Y'all are gay for him

Good 😵💥

Sunny has soooo many issues. So many of them. He's so vulnerable and he makes himself vulnerable to Nick while still being intimidated by him, it's... Dude's got some problems.

[mcbitchtits]

i feel like disney really biffed it on indy 5 and my evidence for that is the fact that last week i was hanging out with like 30 indy nerds and not a single fucking one of them wanted to talk about the movie. most of the people i talked to did not even bother seeing it. i feel kind of personally betrayed, tbh

[vampiiric]

i loved the new spiderverse but miguel is so funny when you think about it. yes hes sad but the whole reason he's an antagonist at all is that he assumes miles is a good person and gets REALLY mad about it. like hes not wrong but he's very angry about it

[elytrafemme]

okay actually fucking level w/ me here. i meet this guy at a college day and we hang out the entire time including me eating dinner w. him and his MOM. and then we don't get contact info and i cry in the car and hotel bed Whatever. we end up at the same school and he accidentally gives me the wrong number and starts acting weird around me so i realize and get the right number from a mutual friend then text him then he never replies to my second round of texts post confirming but comes up to me later while i'm with a bunch of people and he's with a bun ch of people and interrupts a convo to say i'm SO sorry i didn't reply and invites me to this game night w 0 detail of when it'll be and i'm like it's fine lol who cares and then he never gives me info and never texts me back and starts ignoring me again and acting weird around me and then i talk to my roomate who fucking adores him like he hung the stars so i'm like okay for her i'll give him a shot so i text him again and he never replies but he does apparently seem sad the same day i text him but i haven't really run into him since . LITERALLY WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM MEEEEEE

[slimyenemy]

look good for you the cult can go fuck itself anyway