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I've been in a slump with sims lately so I tried to do some wholesome family and farming gameplay. But now my heavily pregnant sim and her grandma are caught up in a love triangle and I don't know what to do!
#they did it on their own!#and lowkey the grandma has a better chance#depending on how everything goes i might post them on here#why can my game never be normal#citrinexspeaks#💜
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I haven’t really talked about Jimmy’s hallucinated version of Polle but I do subscribe to the idea that that is the closest thing to Anya’s true thoughts and feelings along with the representation of the hypothetical baby.
Text color, the whole horse attraction and monsters based on pregnancy/female anatomy, it joking about calling Jimmy old man? It’s both Jimmy purposely trying to ignore Anya and what he did but also not being able to cause he knows, in the back of his mind it all links back to her. But the closet thing he can accept about it is that it fostered something that would be undoubtedly linked to him.
It’s not exactly Anya and it’s not exactly the child. It’s his manifestation of all the things he would’ve failed doing for it and have already failed to take responsibility for. He failed as a decent person, a captain and he would’ve failed as a father which are all things Anya would subtly acknowledge throughout the game in little ways.
It specifically being Polle, the mascot to the Pony Express is more likely a call back to how the pony express is used to mean things that were never going to make it or were rearing for an end. It’s all symbolic and it’s all in Jimmy’s head because he refuses to acknowledge the real person and events his subconscious is basing it on.
#tdlr it is him acknowledging Anya and her genuine disdain for him and how he’d be a horrible father#it’s asking why he’s so concerned with fixing curly when he never fixed what he actually sowed in the first place#it’s her and it’s not cause he never knew her as a person and never saw the pregnancy as anything but a stain on his career and life#also how Polle talks to him is how Anya talks to him in my fic as I think she’s a funny lively and well spoken person normally#but also traily??? like I think she can tell you exactly what she’s thinking but she will go on and connect other things to it that aren’t#obvious just because she’s so aware of things which is also a nod to how good of a nurse she is cause u gotta be aware#mouthwashing game#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#polle mouthwashing#mouthwashing#like Anya gives you the explanation behind the answer before the answer like are we understanding
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i love crazy contrasting 1p2p in every way(not every way). so i always subconsciously have 2P rusame be friends. unlikely friends etc. in whatever weird school au theyre friends. meri was probably bullied until he started hissing at other kids or something while rus2 was just like huhh okay yeah okay what fine. rus2 found him in a broom closet and it was as awkward as it sounds. in the weird stuckin1Pcoldwar au i have theyre friends also in the torturous existence. 1P rusame is too weird life is too short lets tomodachi✌️
#in comparison 1p rusame would be school insane psychological games social competition nerds MID OFF#2ptalia#i like the jp fanart where 2p ame is pitiful and gloomy. its cute#a little wannabe edgy but spare him he was left in the rain in a cardboard box when he was 2 years old.#i keep imagining a gay school au sorry. im gonna say shit now#rus2 is blunt and kind of. bad at reading signals. accidentally drags him and meri into karaoke with ame(enigmatic popular kid)#meri is like fuck my life... but he has a killer bitch face so people are like uwaa scary... hes brooding...#rus2 is like ah sorry i forgot you never had a normal teen friendship and clung onto (nada) all the time#meri is always coping like these people... dont get it... hes half right#they go to karaoke and ame sings really off key#actually i have a common daydream where ame's elusiveness is really funny to meri#he's like hahahaha what the hell that kids crazy ahahaha. like laughing at a cartoon#and then somehow he keeps being approached by ame (slow trying to step away) hes like noo... i dont actually wanna get close to u at all...#meri and rus2 probably play observers theyre quiet kids who go hmm im nooticing!#observing 1p rusames weirdship that everybody can see but they don't think anyone notices their crazyship#and rus2 is like oh two people talking and interacting alot. theyre friends. its just like a rivalry thing yeah?#while meri is like fuckkk the fucking golden boy is talking to us when ame talks to them rus2 is like#why dont you invite (rusia) to the karaoke arent you two friends#(ame mania face turns around)#okay thats all i got bye
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thanks to @nhldraftbust for bringing this to my attention and this random ig user for publicly posting but... LOOK AT THEM!!!!!!! LOOK . AT . THEM .
#GOD FUCKDNFLKS LOOKING AT THEM BRO#WHY DO THEY NEVER STOP#jays killed my mood but rmring this revived me i must say..#if mitch cant hook his chin over austons shoulder at any random point in the gmae he will DIE#1634#mitch marner#auston matthews#and willys there but KLFJDSKLF just witnessing honestly#toronto maple leafs#2324#i feel so robbed that auston wasnt present during my game last season bc..... they gotta be attached at the hip like#if opl aare just seeing this shit iN GAME. oh im gonna die this yr#FUCKKCKKCK anyway. anywya#can i be normal ? no i cant. and neither can mitch#hockeypic
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ive made my feelings on veilguard clear atp but i WILL say as a tragedy enjoyer act 3 really redeems sooooo much of it for me. esp having my rook-and-siblings worldstate bc let me tell u 3 rooks = 3 separate tragedies is DOING it for me rn. a bellaramancer a hardingmancer and a varricmancer walk into a bar. they all walk out single 😍
#tay plays datv#datv spoilers#datv#genuinely so funny that in my canon worldstate ashara is the ONLY one who gets an ~officially~ happy ending#tho she suffered more than jesus to get it lol#(and can i just say ''ashara goes to silent hill'' being her HAPPY ending is everything i have EVER wanted for the end of her arc kfgjfkg)#but elspeth is for sure dead in datv and probs alistair too bc in my head any alternative is worse#cillian is dead. anders in my heart is also dead#bellara dead. harding dead. varric dead. SHITS CRAZY LOL...... KIND OF LOVE IT TBH.......#< girls when theyre fucking sick in the head 😍#anyway despite the misery im actually kind of feeling like deia/matthas/evander get one of the happiest endings out of all of them#bc its like.... yes all their lovers are dead. but theyre forever bonded in love and theyre a family again and ALWAYS will be#theyll grieve but they wont be grieving alone. there is capacity for healing together#also. to me dragon age has always been about the inherently destructive nature of self mythology and people falling into legend#elspeth/cillian/ashara are all destroyed by it and thats why they cant exist in the world. they HAVE 2 die or go to silent hill superhell#deia/matthas/evander and the ONLY ones who remain PEOPLE after everything. just people. they can fade into obscurity if they want#or continue fighting the good fight - in a normal person way#whatever they pick the choice is ultimately up to them..which is a choice my other protags have never had as an option#anyway. as i said. this game goes so fucking hard when you're hallucinating 70% of it#oc: ashara#oc: elspeth#oc: cillian#oc: deia#oc: evander#oc: matthas
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I was gonna write an essay months and months ago on why I personally didn’t feel like I needed chapter 2 of 8:11 because I feel there’s enough in the story to hint at what happened prior to the game and where the game is going and that a completely open ended story was kind of cool and that it would be fine if dubuk felt he no longer needed to continue it for whatever reason. And I didn’t bother finishing it because it felt contrarian and pretentious as hell, and now that dubuk has actually made a statement on not finishing it, it just feels . Weird i guess.
#I have so many thoughts about 8:11 chapter one serving as a standalone game tho lol#I personally think it stands alone fine. you can’t be normal about it to have that conclusion but I’m not normal abt it#is it fair to expect ppl to spend hours replaying it and pouring over and connecting all the minute details? no.#and that’s why I know I’m the weird one lol#if you only play through it once with no desire to go back and connect all the details then yeah I suppose you would want chapter 2#to explain things to you if anything#but I’m the freak with the conspiracy board who wanted to figure it all out myself LOL#anyway. there’s no right way to enjoy the game my point is just that you CAN discern at least a vague idea of what’s going on#and what logically comes next. of course there’s still lots I don’t understand#or things that could seem important but mean nothing#I’ll never know. and frankly I’m fine with that lol#I will also say I’ve seen this coming for a while now#it was still surprising to see it written out plainly that chapter two won’t be released but I’ve been expecting it for a while#and again. that’s fine. I’m a little sad I won’t get to see what was in dubuk’s brain for the ending or get more info about vivi#but I don’t think it’s necessarily bad that he can have his true version of 8:11 in his head and the rest of us get to speculate#then the mystery continues I guess. forever and ever as long as he keeps being subtle and hinting at things lol#they call me the yapper
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are u ever gonna write again
to be completely honest w u i don’t really know <3 atm i am perfectly content kicking back n playing games n reading on ao3!! i finished my last comm from my last set and i wrote one gojo thing in jan but other than that i don’t really feel like writing!! i have SEVERAL drafts sitting in varying degrees of completion tho so if i do write u would get one of those dhfbhfcn
#a sub aventurine one is there! n also rutting alastor x doe reader! n lucifer x hellhound guard!#several shou-nya n normal sho ones! more subby male content! shenhe!!#will they be done? who knows!#all ik rn bestie is that i’m enjoying life and slowly drifting from writing#this blog has NEVER had a schedule of any kind and never will <33 so it will go wherever the wind takes it#also teensie word of advice: pls work a lil bit on your phrasing <3 this came off a lil bit rude ish even if u didn’t mean it that way <3#i’m always always always down to chat tho! my inbox is always open!! y’all can use the anon button as much as u want!! its why she’s on <33#other than this tho im just gonna be rbing away n playing games n sleeping in between work n taking care of my furry terror child#anyways! back to gensh <33#cas has mail !!#caspian.anon#USER ID: guest ..!
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gotta go harvest my celery or whatever I planted in tunnel town
#The tall green one#I forget what its called#Yeah I went and got another APK for the game#Already got a sprout bunny#Needed it to breed w the mountain one cuz I both want and need a snail bunny#So yeahhh#That's sorta what I've been up to#Lets hope nobody reads all the tags#Gosh I've been in such an insane place mentally lately#Every movement makes me flinch#All the background noise sounds like people screaming a each other#Everything I touch is unpleasantly textured#I'm everything around me is just scary#My anxiety is getting really bad again and I don't know what to do bout it#I either forget how to cope in the moment or find the thought of trying to silly and embarrassing#And I'm to afraid to ask for help because I know my mom is gonna blame my problem on the fact that I never come out of my room or some shit#I hate her#She's too stern#She just recently yelled at me for booting up the wii after lunch cuz I didn't o the dishes first#There weren't that many so the thought never occurred to me to do them#She could've just politely reminded me or something and I wouldn't be upset about it#But I also feel like the one in the wrong because I'm probably just lacking another big chunk of common sense#Maybe normal functioning people are able to do stuff like that right#Here I am asking for the 100th time if the work can go in the microwave#And why my phone and printer have to be connected to the same internet to work#I'm a fucking idiot and I hate it
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in high school I had an ap lit teacher tell us that 'we all manipulate people to one extent or another, when you write an essay you are using rhetoric to manipulate me into believing in your arguments’ n thats why idgaf about the Emperor manipulating us
#ppl on reddit are not normal about him theyre like hes eeeevil!!! he's manipulator !! and a abuser !! like........#u mean to say he makes logical arguments as to why u should trust him actually fulfils his promises AND doesnt kill u in the end#even if u piss him off a bit he still joins the fight afterwards then fucks off forever#but what about orpheus??? the githyanki are insane theyve been hunting u the whole time tryna kill u n u still side w them!??#ya that be my last straw too!!#i dont care about orpheus tbh i signed up to kill the netherbrain not ignite a holy war for some space bastards#bg3#bg3 the emperor#sorry i just meet the githyanki kids in the creche this whole place can burn#never had a video game character break out the ethos logos n pathos on me before... its refreshing
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why am i seeing some emmrichmancers referring to rook in general by she/her,,, like, it's not THEIR rook, it's just them using fem words for all rooks.
besties, did we forget all the companions are pan or,,,???
#i hope that makes sense??#it felt like they were just assuming everybody that romanced him is a woman essentially#it wasnt even like fanart with a fem rook#it was a screenshot and gif of him walking that everyone shares#like wdym 'his wife'#my rook is male???#and this ISNT a case of 'oh just a post for fem rook emmrichmancers'#it was just a post of people thirsting over emmrich#like wdym she/her and wife#me and my rook are trans men bestie#i hate when a romanceable character is bi or pan and just gets shoved into the gay or straight label instead#like WDYMMMM#THEY LITERALLY STATED THEIR SEXUALITY STOP GIVING THEM A NEW ONE#and saying how he defends his wife and i was like HUH?#WHAT WIFE#MY ROOK ISNT A WOMAN???#AND ALMOST EVERY POST THAT SHOWN THE PERSONS ROOK WAS AUTOMATICALLY ASSUMED TO BE FEMALE???!?!?!?!?#LIKE FDIUGBFIDUGBFD#WGHAT#in fact i saw TWO SEPARATE POSTS ONE AFTER THE OTHER of the comments assuaming everyone is a woman aughhhhhhhhgfhgfhfg#why cant fandoms be normal and stop forcing bi and pan characters to either be gay or straight#and on the flip side can we stop assuming that bi and pan characters can never have preferences#no discourse#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#sorry this is going into the main game tag but not emmrich's main tag lmfao#dragon age#kwyoz.txt#kwyoz.rants#kwyoz.rambles
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genuinely wondering why some players play genshin if not for fun… like it’s literally a game it’s not that serious….
#for context#sometimes i coop the azdaha domain for fun#and like most times people play like … normally ? i guess you can say#but sometimes you run into those AR 60 long time players or those like east asian whales#u know what i mean#and like they’re obviously cooping this domain for fun like do u rlly think they need help ☠️#so sometimes they bring low level characters ir even lvl 1 characters#bc why the fuck not u play every character in the game enough times they get boring so u play a character u never play#even if it’s like lvl 1#which is besides the point#bc this persons level c6 diluc has better stats than like 70% of the genshin playerbase#like i went to check this person diluc#has 2k atk 60/160~% cr/cdmg#like also even if the diluc has ASS dmg#it doesn’t matter bc there’s literally 3 other people in a coop domain#you telling me you’re not confident enough in your builds to solo this giant lizard#me personally i know any of my dps’s solo this domain any day#unless i’m playing healer or support#idc if the whole fucking team dies bc i know i can do it myself#this girl rlly was like ‘level 1 diluc’#and just holding us hostage in character select#like BRUH JUST STFU AND PLAY DUDE#so i reply why does it matter this is for fun#and she goes#do you think this is fun?#THIS IS A GAME ????????#WHY ARE YOU PLAYING IF NOT FOR FUN 😭😭😭#even if we fail the challenge we can just play again???#i fucking swear genshin players (derogatory)#delete later
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#RIP to the legacy post editor. you will be missed. while queueing this post and the last one it's removed the option for me to switch to the#old one and is making me use the new one. which is like not bad. it's not a bad editor. i just don't like change as most tumblr users don't#it also just appends the post you make directly to the top of the currently-displayed posts behind it even if it's not meant to go there#which is a little bit scary when i'm on the queue page and i click “add to queue” for a post that's supposed to go up on august 18th#to see it immediately appear above mega metagross. the legacy post editor didn't do that. it made you refresh the page if you wanted to see#your own new post on the dashboard. which i think was better!! honestly!! i've never Made a post using the new editor to see how it behaves#only ever queued up FFP using this thang. but that's also bc i feel like i don't post very much. i need smth Interesting to say when i post#on my main blog i mean. i don't make extraneous posts on here (usually) unless i'm answering an ask or something. which. still have yet to#miss one to this day. going strong#bibarel#can you tell idk what to say about this guy. what are they‚ water-type? big chance i'm fucking wrong and they're just pure normal#OKAY i was right. normal/water. semi-interesting typing and i get why they're a water-type. but. i never use. bibarel. even as a kid who#didn't understand or care about competitive. i knew bibarel was not very strong. it's a route 1 normal-type fucker. and maybe it's like#better than i think or something but tbqh it's a sinnoh 'mon and i already have another sinnoh water-type that has my heart. buizel#so bibarel was not so much in the cards for me. bro i should do like. a mono-type run of a pokémon game one day. that would be fu#do folks do that? is that a challenge run that actually exists? nuzlockes exist so i don't see why not. okay i'm doing it. my next replay o#any pokémon game is hereby decreed to be a water-type mono-type run. i may or may not liveblog it on my main blog#and it may or may not be nuzlocke. we shall see#hell maybe i'll stream it. maybe that could be fun. i don't know of *anyone* who would be interested in that but it tends to help me#actually go about completing games when i have someone there like. waiting for me to do so
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in the tags due to. i'm embarrassed
#xoxo.monty#i feel like the worst and most ungrateful person on the planet but godd#i always forget why i like not having birthday presents#like. i asked for a screwdriver or a dragon soft toy#and received dominoes (we already have a box of dominoes) and a four-board-games-in-one thing#neither of which i have ever expressed interest in#if they didn't want to/couldn't find what i asked for thats fine just don't give me anything????#like i'm not going to be offended lmao that's how it's been for three years now#although since when have my parents cared about how i feel in the slightest#but yeah. i like how it is normally.#my mother makes a cheesecake (which is good enough already!!!!!) i get a birthday card and can choose whats for dinner#no presents = no opportunities for it to go wrong#easy and simple#if this were a book it would be a humourous situation to show how my parents. just. straight up never listen to me#um. yeah sorry.#i feel like an absolutely /horrible/ person#disgustingly ungrateful rant over o7
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Sonic Generations is a fun time but it keeps breaking my brain every time I have to play a Modern 2D segment because I instinctively try to use the standard 2D controls that Santiago has
#this isnt really a criticism. just my brain doin its thing#this was also a problem in colors albeit much less so bc it was ALL modern controls#i just have never gotten used to the modern boost style moveset. idk#the air dash and the stomp and everything#im bad at video games and classic 2D sonic has a REALLY simple control scheme. i like that#and my brain forgets that it’s not the only sonic moveset ig.#the fact that the dropdash is only usable in modern stages breaks me more than anything#i associate that nove with 2D sonic exclusively#what do you mean i can suddenly roll in modern stages but only with the drop dash?? why no normal roll or spindash???#also i forget how fucking powerful santiago’s spindash is#so now I barely use it lmao. it’s like adventure’s (dangerous)#plum rambles#sonic#sonic generations#sonic x shadow generations#vibeo gaymes
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hooohoooohoooooo i think i need to go back to therapy im starting to have Thoughts that im too stupid for again
#sometimes i really think id like to feel something without stopping to analyse whether its fair and logical in this particular situation#but then i see someone else do that and get so frustrated and annoyed because can you not SEE how its useless and unwarranted and illogical#which is bad! this is a bad reaction! which i am beating away with a stick obv but its still there and i hate it#i wasnt always like this is the thing and i feel like its actively getting worse which is what worries me#i realised some time ago i dont actually go to therapy to Get Better. that is not really my intention deep down.#i dont need the therapist to tell me why im like this because im actually very good at connecting those dots and i like doing it actually#i feel like a private detective with a board of clues and red string. its fun. what i actually really go to therapy for#is to have someone whom i can PAY to listen to me do it because only this way i wont feel guilty about it lol#and it helps that it's a person who's smarter than me and has some actual academic knowledge that i lack#also ngl id like someone to Explain some things to me cause baby i just dont fucking get it. i dont *understand* why other people do that#and ngl its driving me crazy. its like trying to play a card game where i dont know any fucking rules and everyone else does#but the moment i ask for some i get bitchslapped. so all i know is what ive managed to Observe and its enough to survive ig#but you never know when you'll do something that seems completely normal to you and everyone at the table will start tweaking#its like the older i get the less i understand and its Weird
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