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hyperfixating-rn-brb · 12 days ago

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now is when I find out that the 90s gomens movie was going to have Johnny Depp ad crowley and Robin Williams as aziraphale???

#its fine im fine #but like #hard pass #not my thing #why am i learning so much today #this fandom is going to kill me #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow

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horsemeatluvr23 · 9 months ago

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i can't be bothered to edit this properly so here is a bad photo of my sketchbook <3 i didn't wanna draw a person today to give myself a 'break' so instead i spent an obscene amount of time drawing wels castle (ft hypno's fireworks hehe)

#hermitaday #i guess they're technically cub's fireworks just commissioned by hypno?#idk how i managed to spend like 4 hours on this... tbf a lot of that was not drawing it was staring off into the distance but #ngl i'm STRESSED about etho tomorrow because i know i will want it to be perfect but i am not a perfect man....#i'm getting frustrated at my own (lack of) skill for drawing people even tho i literally started learning this month lol #i need to focus on having fun w the process instead of putting pressure on myself to create something perfect #anyways...... why do i always chat so much shit in the tags #welsknight #welsknight fanart #traditional art #horsemeatluvr does hermitaday #horsemeat gallery #hermitcraft #i spent 8 hours in the library today i'm so. so eepy

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wistfulwatcher · 2 years ago

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2.08 IT CHOOSES | 1.03 THE DOLLHOUSE

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #mistynat #mistynatedit #otp: you should be thanking me #otp #parallel*#i love parallels #inverseparallel*#mine #edit #*#tag meta #meta #wordles #HI HELLO I AM HAVING FEEEEEEELINGS ABOUT THIS TODAY #~#feeling particularly crazy about 1) the fact that misty stays more hands-off in the dollhouse; it's like she's learned more about how #she needs to handle nat - that forcing her is necessary to an extent but that it made a seed of resentment when they were kids #so misty knows better now to give nat a little bit of space and guide her instead of tackle her #(i am once again Thinking about misty treating nat like a bird!!!)#so instead of holding nat back in gif two - where misty runs toward her in 97 - misty lets her go and just watches after her #and 2) NAT PUSHING MISTY AWAY HURTS SO MUCH MORE NOW #because she didn't in 97 - when they were kids nat let misty hold her back let misty justify why she needed to let javi go and then focused #her anger about that inward at herself. but in the dollhouse nat pushes misty away!! she's turning inward again but she's letting her anger #out a little at misty! and misty takes it!! misty is her knight and it is her job to protect her queen and she tried to do that #until the very end

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chaotic-toby · 6 months ago

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Morph playlists are just filled with sad love songs and girlboss music and I am here for it

#also just sad songs in general #i feel like morph would totally listen to girlbossy (?) songs #xmen morph #kevin sydney #literally learned today that their name is kevin #though I have heard no one say it #not in fandom or xmen 97 #maybe its their deadname and thats why they dont go by it (i have recently gotten into xmen and don't know much)#so plz correct me if I am wrong #morpherine #<- tagging that bc the sad love songs are about them

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tripleratskill · 2 months ago

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@raspberry-vinaigrette ha-ha! good morning

#i was gonna say stuff but no.#hhh #animation #not even gonna tag as the characters #actually SCOTT LOOKS LIKE HE IS BLOWING KISSES I just didn't know what mouth to draw it happened to look like that #Scott now has a permanent uwu face btw #I am using adobe animate for 3 years and only today I learned how to cut audio.#edit: I fricking love this SO MUCH the lines the colors #am I complimenting myself rn why #proud

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keeps-ache · 1 month ago

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sigh. i think i just do not like dogs very much lol

#just me hi #don't kill me but they are not for me #and i think our dog is alright :) but i am glad he's not mine jfshvh #i'm nervous and unsure about them every time i interact and i don't know why!#tried to tell my mother that at least and she just kinda brushes me off ? so i guess i'll just have to contend with this lol #he's still being trained but i dunno. don't think that kind of animal is for me #which sucks cuz i really did want to like them!! but they're confusing and a bit annoying and a decent sprinkling of scary #and he's a PUPPY. this is the goofiest problem ever jfsvhjfh #+ the dog at work still makes me nervous too.. this is a very Blahhh situation lol #'you've just gotta learn to stop being scared of them' but that Does mean that i have to interact with them more. and it seems #every time i do i just get more nervous ?? urgh #guess i'm not for dogs ! oh wells!#//and in other news why is it that every weekend i do not hesitate to obliterate my sleep schedule Lmfshvjfh #like without Fail it's actually crazy #//OH and it snowed a couple days ago too btw !! like almost a foot of snow i believe which is cool :D #i walked to work and it was fuuuun i enjoyed it :D #though i didn't get a chance to take pictures bc they'd plowed the road by the time i got out </3 it was so cool though !!#//oh also we were playing one of our story games last night w/ siblings :3 #it's our longest-running one (it's been ongoing for maybe over a year or so! wild) and the amount of stuff that has Happened is so much Lol #i think last night they helped free half-a-town's worth of people from mine work (the mine turned out to be a crater from a Wish that hadn'#come true so they were mining the tiny shards of the wish-star bc they still have the chance to grant veeery small wishes!) and then also #got the guy that had kidnapped and enslaved them (for ransom + tax reasons) killed “by accident”#/they got into even more arguments with the other characters they're traveling with-#/OH chess also almost strangled one of those guys to death in the mine Lmaooo #there was a whole moment when he realized i was dying jfsvjgh #//yea though i have got to go get some thangs done though..#my dad used all the hot water so i'm just. waiting... stewing.... sauteeing...... gently marinating.............#ooeeoo #yea though !! hope i can work on some ideas i have today !! let's cross hands and hold fingers. wait #anywho Yea i'm gonna get on that 💥 CIAO

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crossbackpoke-check · 5 months ago

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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee

dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.

jason “robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3

#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked #i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVEN’T SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the #sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team #liv in the replies #dallas stars #jason robertson #nhl periodic table poems #guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a #couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was #like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make #expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the #shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if we’re animorphing it’s SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT #WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down I’m so happy #the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy #i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water #the ice!!!!! it’s so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didn’t it’s fine. but i wanted to be included #if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send #it may not look like it but i queue #pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that it’s there inside my brain u can ask #GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRA’S ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never return… like i wish i could say anyone else but it’s #i KNOW number nineteens bismuth don’t make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also there’s ej for stable so.. also half-life #actinium claude giroux my beloved… when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that #I don’t know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but #couldn’t commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons #anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovský but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole #the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative #(the most recent is cam yorke’s acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)

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thelioncourts · 8 months ago

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#and it sucks because i am so excited for tvl #sam is a master of expression and truly just a masterclass of an actor #and the comments he's made about shame being a driving force and claudia haunting him #the way he broke at the trial and the 'i hurt the one - I hurt the only one'#like i am so happy the narrative itself is making it known that the family is still central to the story #and to lestat #because i do think it's where he learns so much about himself and that potential of happiness first truly made itself known in his life #since vampirism #and sam's comments about being excited to see where lestat comes from #because YES #anyway #it's also super clear that 85% of the lestat fans only care about him as their flamboyant queer boy #and don't give a fuck about any of his actual background outside of he's queer #don't give a fuck about his present except flamboyant and queer #like no part of him and the relationships that shaped him matter outside of flamboyant and gay #like had to see 30 tweets today about him and akasha's strap do they see why i can't take them seriously

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widevibratobitch · 3 months ago

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nothing sad but i need to bitch and im tired and need to frow up

#someone's eating mcdonalds on the train. oh the guy next to me actually. i really am gonna throw up #anyway killing god for not giving me perfect pitch ig we're just doing some pathetic sight reading today #then again its not like the third lady is much more than pretty much just a continuous bass line but there are Words too and quite Fast #and idk why im so nervous about Not Being 100% prepared if none of these people ever do their fuckin job.#and i love the third lady more than anything but i do think its a bit of a dick move to make me learn the entire second lady part last time #when i literally begged for the third one. and NOW to be like 'you're doing third lady btw. oh and the queen of the night too btw'#and god i WISH it was because of my incredible primadonna assoluta skills and amazing vocal range lmao #but its just because those other teletubbies cannot be fucking trusted to learn their shit :)))))#the first lady is just. the melody obv so its hard to fuck that one up. and the second is the least important lets be honest #why im suddenly jumping to the queen in the finale is beyond me tho and like sure its nice to finally be allowed to sing a soprano part 🤡#but its so stupid. there's zero consideration for our voice types really. also im tired of doing everyone's job #'oh our zerlina didnt learn her part can you cover for her. oh the soprano is sick but we have a spare mezzo #so can you do norma instead of adalgisa today? yes i know you never sang it before. can you cover the cenerentola too next week?'#DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING HORSE #and most of all. do i SOUND like im a good fit for ANY of these roles really? 'oh you know idk what they're telling you but to me it sounds #like you're a beautiful lyric coloratura mezzosoprano' NO SUCH THING BUT THANK YOU.#'you're not a mediocre lyric soprano you're a magical unicorn that shits rainbows' this is what you sound like.#its not about my skills its about me knowing all this shit by heart and being willing to be used ig and it's just. god.#im not even getting paid for this 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

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permanentreverie · 11 months ago

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#ok so mini rant session #i am doing a bit better today - little less distraught over getting fired from a job i thought i was doing pretty good at and i was trying #really hard and genuinely enjoying #and just more baffled because truly i had no warning and i was completely blindsided #i was in the middle of a 3 month trial and i would have a review at the end in which i would be offered a permanent position if it went well #and i thought i was making my way towards that! granted i was still making mistakes but genuinely not of such a great scale i thought it #called for my immediate dismissal #that being said i was still VERY MUCH IN TRAINING. i had only been there A MONTH AND A HALF learning COMPLETELY NEW SYSTEMS #and i was told that i had been there a few weeks already and that i wasn’t catching on quick enough. that there were some areas i was #understanding and others i just simply wasn’t #and i asked what areas specifically so that i could learn more and try harder #and they didn’t give me a specific answer.#ok and so. so. i have this insecurity.#that at first impression people will like me. that they may think i’m pretty or kind or funny or whatever #but then they spend time with me or get to know me and realize that that’s all bullshit.#that i’m actually not pretty and im mean and loud and selfish and lazy and rude and etc etc etc #MASSIVE fucking insecurity in that like that’s why i genuinely don’t have friends or a significant other #and that genuinely i’m just a Bad Person #and when i was fired? i was told ‘a persons true colours show after a few weeks’#so that’s MAJORLY fucking me up.#when i was hired i was boasted to about my boss’s hiring process and how she’s ’only been fooled twice’#and the morning before i was fired in a meeting my supervisor told everyone that i was doing quite well.#so yeah i truly had no fucking warning. at fucking all.#hurt and confused and angry and baffled and did i mention hurt #anyways if you’re still here i’m sorry i know this is not a good look for me

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gibbyslounge · 2 years ago

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things im still not over (as someone who was mostly inactive since mid 2021):

mask and change my clothes!! i dont think i was active on tumblr when change my clothes was released, but the way i ascended when i heard his soft sweet singing voice <33 mask is my favorite song of his and it still makes me emotional to think about what the song meant to him. his creativity is one of his greatest strengths and i am endlessly happy that he found a way to share more of himself in a way that he really enjoys

DREAM TEAM MEETUP tbh i really did not know if these days would ever come. its so so so crazy to think that florida man dream texas cowboy sapnap and british george are really all living together and existing in the same space. seeing them be THEM irl is still very surreal and makes me pause for a second without fail. so so much of the community centered around them not having met each other irl

DREAM FACE REVEAL!!!! this one i REALLY HONESTLY didnt know if it would ever come, just because the courage it takes to face reveal after building one of the largest audiences is fucking crazy. i thought that even if they did end up living together, dream might’ve found that he is happy to just be with them and not want to face reveal anymore. ig never doubt dream- he’s such a “go big or go home” type of person. i love him regardless but now he is also a big bear who wears cat beanies and has the prettiest eyes and im emotionally attached

dream pics before his face reveal with a big emphasis on suit pics, swt halloween, and strawberry dream. his white hoodie posey pose and the ones with the blanket and patches have a permanent home in my heart but these had me convulsing and i didnt get to gush about them here </3

#long tagsss #why does it feel like no time has passed yet SO MUCH has changed #i feel very very late to everything i think in some ways i am still kinda stuck in the past #it was just today where i officially really matched dream to his voice and that was rlly cool #he has always been very cute and dorky kind generous and open hearted #and you can see that when he interacts with people in irl streams too #ik i kinda left wo saying anything and sometimes i wish i had still been active to freak out abt everything w everyone #but basically it just got more stressful than fun bc my hpfx became unhealthy and i had to move for college and learn to be on my own #im back home now after transferring and my mental health is a lot better #sm has changed in my life too!!#being active here still makes me feel nostalgic abt all the old times though #however it really is just the beginning and i keep thinking abt how dream spoke abt things speeding up and im v v happy that i get to tunein #dreamblr

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pierogipete · 5 months ago

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just because im scared doesnt mean its bad for me

#my mantra of recent #had a korean lesson this morning where the goal was to just speak #got super scared right before and was like why am i even doing anything #but forced myself to do it anyway and guess what it was fine and normal #actually it was good for me #learned a lot #everytime i am pushed to speak i learn so much #but it is so scary😭#anyways im interviewing a candidate later today and am scared again #im being so brave today yall

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early-october-skies · 10 months ago

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