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I like that we all agree that Wind and Spirit Track Link (Spirit?) need to be separated as an lu headcanon. Since we havenât actually seen any proof in lu canon that Wind mentioned something about trains or Malladus.
So my speculation was that 1. Wind hasnât had his third adventure and, because of the location of ST, he has the quest after lu. The same way Wild will go through totk after lu.
Or 2. Jojo will never touch on anything about ST. Wich would be sad, but I have a theory on how it would actually work.
So Spirit Track takes place in New Hyrule, a kingdom found by Tetra and her crew and later reformed to be a new beginning for the once lost kingdom. By then the Triforce of courage had been fix by Wind, what meant the incarnation cycle has started again. Spirit was the next incarnation of the heroâs spirit.
Now going back to lu lore. Later in the timeline thanks to the War of Ages, time is broken and the timeline come together, creating one single timeline (ignoring aoc but that isnât lu canon as far as I know).
With the timelines now as one. There are Ritos and Zoras (Yona gave me massive downfall river zora vibes). Saltstones(?) which were used as evidence that Hyrule had been underwater. The mention of some heroâs from the past, etcâŠ,
Now to the part why I think ST could had have happen in lu lore, yet doesnât affect Wind nor Spirit if he is an stand alone link in comic.
Three timelines would mean three Hyrules become on, and that is true but one isnât actually a kingdom anymore. My Theory is that when all the branches united the strongest Kingdom stayed, while the oder faded into it and can only be noted subtle. Causing DĂ©jĂ -vuâs and the feeling of familiarity but not being able to explain why, to all the people.
Windâs Hyrule doesnât ïżŒexist anymore, so nothing is taken from there. But New Hyrule exist! And this is the interesting part.
New Hyrule isnât where the old Hyrule was. Itâs probably somewhere else entirely! Itâs also important to know that the people from New Hyrule (Nyrule?) donât take a lot from the old believe of the hylians, but rather found themselves starting from zero. Rather than the goddess, they worship spirits. Itâs not Demise/Ganondorf but Malladus in the legend.
So I theorize that somewhere there is an other kingdom with a royal bloodline from the goddess Hylia and an incarnation of the hero. But there both have different cultures, legends and maybe enemies. While Hyrule has Zelda, Link and Ganon/Ganondorf, Nyrule has Zelda, Link and Malladus or someone being controlled by him as the never ending cycle.
The quest in lu has all the Heroâs of Hyrule come together, Spirit not belonging to that Land of Hyrule may be the reason he will not join and why ST isnât taking any importance at all. But thatâs just my theory on how to take ST into account without rewriting the story of the game, but also why Jojo hasnât made any reference to it. And also to expend more countries beside Holodrum, Labrinna and Hytopia.
Sorry if it is complicated to understand, I am really bad at giving my brain a voiceâŠ
#linked universe#lu thoughts#linkeduniverse#lu theory#lu wind#lu wind my beloved#I know spirit would still have the heroâs spirit#and that would mean he can also be part of the chain#but who said it was because of the heroâs spirit?#maybe dink remembers the faces only?#why am I still here I am sleep deprived??????#lu chain#lu time#lu warriors#lu wild
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You ever think about your own life and go, "Wow, wtf, this character sounds unrealistic, they can't possibly exist?"
#not that I have had a particularly weird life#but every once in a while I say something and pause and am like#'huh'#'that's true?'#blabbing Haddock#non-dragons#Haddock Focus On Your Job: Impossible Challenge#Haddock Ramble Mindlessly On Tumblr Because Ugh Work Ugh: Success#I don't question Stanford Filbrick Pines's 12 PhDs after getting 1 Masters 3 Majors 1 Minor 1 Certificate in 4 years#why the fuckity did I do that again#why did anyone LET me do that#Haddock you are dumb and unreal#don't mind me having my own sleep-non-deprived existential crisis#[[as opposed to sleep-deprived]]#(you know -- when you slept well and so that made you MORE tired than if you hadn't slept)#(so you're still 'groggy' and your brain goes WHEEEeeEEEEEE!!!!!)#(good day but I am REaDyY to be out of here)#(hi everyone)#(hi)#(Haddock? stop rambling)#(NO!!! too late! I have sent friends a bunch of rambling DMs too!)
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Trying to Tread Water: Chapter Thirty
The Elizabeth/Darcy Marriage of Convenience fic no one asked for
Chapter Thirty: Elizabeth's first ball in town - and the first official dance she is attending as Mrs Darcy - has arrived. As have the Darcy family's collection of jewellery, which Mr Darcy sent for. Of course, despite that their marriage was made to secure her safety, his love for Elizabeth means he wants none but her to wear them. They stay close to each other during the ball, and he cannot keep his eyes off her. Especially when they dance.
Read on Ao3 here
First reviews of Chapter Thirty: "Honestly when I get the email this story has updated I get very excited and itâs a proper treat! I made a coffee and sat down to read it as soon as possible." "Loved this update! Oh man the vibes during that dance were just perfect." "I'm literally so unreasonably happy that they had a nice night outđđ grinning in public like a lunatic rn..." "I really loved the ball in its entirety, honestly. The descriptions of the room and atmosphere, and especially the last dance, all speaks to your writing prowess. 12/10, would recommend." "This story is my absolute favorite notification and I seriously enjoy reading it so much! The characters, the world building, just so incredibly well done!"
Story updates on Ao3 fortnightly, with Chapter Thirty-One coming out on the 17th May.
Story tags: Elizabeth/Darcy, Marriage of Convenience, Unrequited Love, Not Really Unrequited Love, Slow Burn, Pining, Pining Despite Being Married, Mr Darcy thinks his worst enemy is Wickham but maybe it's himself.
#'oh but Tara' you might say#'why are you only posting this on tumblr the day before the next chapter comes out'#IT IS BECAUSE THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SINCE THEN#I'VE BEEN ABLE TO CONVINCE THE TODDLERS TO HAVE THEIR NAP AND I HAVEN'T HAD OTHER DUTIES TO DO#i queue most things on my blog but not this because i like to put in some comments#which i always feel so thankful for and also i'm someone who is swayed to read things because friends tell me good things about it#and taking a few quotes from the comments is the closest i can get to that#and so here we are#posting to tumblr late#at the whims of two two-year olds and my share of the housework#and the former have not been generous to my writing this week#ten days without being able to write a word#BUT HERE I AM#RISING FROM THE ASHES OF SLEEP DEPRIVATION#SO YOU STILL GET YOUR FORTNIGHTLY LIZZY AND DARCY PINING#THE TUMBLR POST MAY BE LATE BUT NEVER THE AO3 UPDATE#pride and prejudice#jane austen#elizabeth bennet#fitzwilliam darcy#elizabeth x darcy#darcy x elizabeth#mr darcy#writing#ao3 writer#fanfic#fanfiction#fanfic writing#archive of our own#ao3
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#im sleep deprived or more like im having another brain fog moment#i also realize i might have undiagnosed something#too many backlogs which understandably is my fault#im too slow and inept to manage my time no matter how much people try to help me#why am i still here i have no idea either#why do they even put up with my bullshit is beyond me#i dont know what else to do right now....#god help me...
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My ass was trying so hard not to jump up and down with glee playing yttd with my sister and getting to the shin reveal I was like MY GUY MY FUNNY LAD MY SILLY RABBIT
#the klock keeps ticking#yttd#its like i cant get ahead of myself when talking about him cuz theres still a lot not revealed by the end of ch2 but STILLLL#i was keeping my opinions on characters pretty neutral this whole playthrough though my bias towards gin and kai was very apparent lol#and i did start screaming in agony reliving my worst nightmare joe dying#i dont think my sister was nearly as torn up about it as i was though like god ill still never get over it#the first time i played i actually gross sobbed like maybe i was just sleep deprived but i was inconsolable literally never cried that hard#but yeah we did the second main game today and i was like#ânot trying to persuade your vote but heres one million reasons why we should let shin live ahahaâ#i dont think she was very happy with her vote aldnks#but yeah i really am gonna be sooo annoying next time we play im literally gonna bring pages of shin analysis with me that i can gush about#it is an interesting thing this character cuz to me like everything about him is so clear like even from the beginning i just didnt buy#the idea that he was genuinely an asshole i knew there had to have been something more going on#and idk if ive made it clear guysâŠbut hes exactly like me guys hes just like me fr#his story hits so hard it feels like my own self insert which is weird cuz obviously thats not true#but like i feel like its either you get it or you dont and if you dont understand exactly what this character feels cuz you feel it yourself#i feel like so much of him just wont make any sense to you#maybe im just being pretentious idk but like if you cant relate to his abuse and just#very blatant bpd then I feel like youll just judge him on how good or badof a person he is#like it just doesnt feel like itd hit in the same way like when i see this character talking about being hopeless and the way his trauma#makes him act irrationally like god it just clicks so hard it makes so much sense and i can physically feel it through the screen#I MAY BE FERAL ABOUT THIS CHARACTER TO AN ABSURD DEGREE SHHH#basically what im getting at is i feel if i dont over explain everything about this character to other people i fear they just Wont Get It#and that they will be judgmental which idk i guess makes me defensive#anyway yeah i just enjoy getting to re experience the spiral this guy has given me and i will be thinking about it a lot tonight
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âa sicksâ dream come true; coming soon to fanfic channels near youâ
#presenting my cursed sleep-deprived brainworm of the day: nagisa gets sold to ft4 for uni fees#or well. more like theyâre looking for a live-in assistant dude. thing. or sth. idk#and papa shiranami just sells his son off bc âhey itâs literal free real estate!!! plus heâs gonna get paid for the entire deal so why not?â#nagisa initially pitches a fit at his dad a la gamushara yelling scene bc âdad!!!!!! how could you just sell me off to some strangers?!!!!â#âshhhh son; think of the free housing. in âšt o k y oâš. stuffâs expensive there ykâ âbut still!!!!!â#so nagi sulkily packs his bags and heads out; trying to motivate himself with thoughts of âhey at least iâll get to see hiyori more oftenâ#then he arrives at the train station and sees our favourite 5-man non-idol gang⊠and promptly passes out#when he comes to⊠poor guy finds himself right smack in the middle of a hugeass canopy bed#with dai sitting smugly by the side like âthe great me carried you back mans. youâre welcome ;)â with a tip of his cool fedora#and thatâs when nagi realises that 1) itâs not a dream and that he actually has to live with his oshis now. and 2) damnnnn this bed is soft#cohabitation shenanigans happen. as they would seeing as the entire gang + rioâs niece live together in this oddly huge megu-owned penthouse#plus free bi-weekly vacations to meguâs family villa bc they can never spend a waking moment without each other#and nagi finds it strange that the group is oddly accomodating of his uni schedule when it concerns his job tasks and suchâŠ#or that they collab with lxl (hi hiyori!!!) way more than they should typically beâŠ#but he brushes it off when rio asks him to cook with him or sth idk i mean how often do you get to cook with your oshi????#and idk eventually the jig is up and itâs revealed that hiyori was the one who was accidentally behind the whole thing#like a âsorry nagisa i told uchida that youâd be moving here too but lxl were there the entire time and they went and got ft4 to buy youâ#or something kinda thing. idk. bc everything has to be lxlâs fault; even when theyâre just lurking in the bg#iâm def gonna regret this later lmao. itâs almost 2.30 in the am; i have not written in months; and iâve never read a sold to 1.d. fic ev er#this is the kind of cosmic horror that only sleep-deprived brains can cook up igâŠâŠ.. oh wells#it is suiyoubi my dudes#the dude from gamushara
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Huh. I just realized that my hair is even longer than I think it is. Which is fuckin impressive, coming from me, considering. I normally think of my hair as waist length. But uhh, I showered just now and apparently itâs actually down to my hips? Which is fuckin wild, like damn. I know I literally never get haircuts but I somehow wasnât expecting this, normally itâs in a braid and even when itâs down itâs wavy enough that I didnât realize. Thereâs not like, an actual point to this ramble, just. I happened to look in a mirror right after showering and was surprised at how long it actually is, I didnât think my hair could actually get this long, itâs never gotten more than like an inch below my waist before. I guess the most recent addition to my hair care routineâs been having even bigger effect than j thought.
#the snek rambles#i know i just got a whole bunch more followers which is still fuckin wild to me by the way#but that being said. this kind of sleep deprived rambling is pretty par for the course#so like. if youâre here for the art and writing and my current dp/dc hyperfixation you mayyyy wanna block my ramble tag lol#id lowkey been thinking hard abt what my first post after That One blew up a bit should be but yknow what?#I feel like this is a p good representation of me#ping pinging from deep shit to complete nonsense is a p good representation of my mind lol#and shit like this is literally part of why I made this blog in the first place so. I ainât about to change it#itâs like four am and I have work in the morning what am I still doing up#fuck i think I made the tags into a separate post completely unrelated to the one theyâre attached to goddamnit#Iâm gonna go to bed now
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Only reason I actually would love a hand gun is so I could fire it few times a month to keep our rent in check like its pretty high already and I'm very tired of that
But here to get a gun you either need proper criminal connections i guess or just psych evaluation and permits and if I somehow got the gun the police etc WOULD KNOW and then they'd just visit me and I'd had to be like me:*clearly gun shaped* pigs: did you do that thing again,
and yeaaaaaa..... issa hassle.
#my life#yes i should be cleaning the aquarium and not here#but you see!!!!! theres laundry that on my way!!!!! and i really don't have spoons to put them away yet!!!!!!!#ps fuck i been tired the whole week like i got into a real bad place by a thing and then it got blowed up cause i went to this therapy -#evaluation thingie whatever and had to put it in nutshell why im so fucked and i was sleep deprived and shaky already#and idk it kinda hit me how badly neglected i was as kid like i was a fuckin child???? and I didn't have anyone#and idk i been just really tired and over sensitive about shit like i know its not logical etc etc but !!!!!!#i dont wanna push over my boundaries!!!!! im tryna stop that and its been hard cause i still can't speak of my feelings too well#like i need to be alone and calm to get to them and its so hard to put them into words even then and if I'm agitated or stirred or whatever#i can't really talk about shit and !!!!!!#so its been. not so great.#its fuckin stupid how bad i still am at living with someone huh#shits hard#whiskey and silly stuff does help tho!!
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Rereading itnl to get back into the mindset for it and God Damn that first chapter really is smth huh
#speculation nation#itnl shit#like not to toot my own horn and all but like. man.#is it the most polished it could ever be? probably not. i wrote and published it within a day on nothing but a singlehanded drive#sleep deprived and so excited for this idea#i can see spots where it's not the smoothest. but honestly i kinda like it like that.#the very concept of this first chapter is that it's supposed to be chaotic and terrifying and painful#pushing him into the pure impulse decision to change EVERYTHING#and then the transition to him waking up at ground 0 of july. ooughhh#i still think that was a very good decision of mine. the more i look back on the manga and plan the more sure i am#bc theres stuff like Hoppered. who would be Drammatically different had this not happened.#and then with vash himself. july was a glaring lesson to him. a regret he can never take back.#and i'll be giving him chances to reverse some of his mistakes. but this one? the Big One? no way#and i have some very good plans for where things r going from here. i have the explanation for why he couldnt go back as far as he thought#and i am soooooo excited to reveal it. all in due time though...#anyways im getting some writing done before work today#give it up for Day 15!!!! my last day before i get a day off. thank fucking god.
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sleep deprivation 200 mph gaming had me acting most unwise last night
This was not from last night but it proves that I am not to be trusted. Liar. âŹïž
Authors note: the tags of this post were written at around 4 AM but in my wisest judgment I did not post but upon review itâs not as bad as I thought. You are once again saved by my inability to put thought into words.
Hey staff new feature idea where you can set a âno postâ timezone and anything you do just gets saved to drafts instead
*Staff proceeds to add a $20 set of tumblr exclusive emojis that completely break the tagging system* <- prediction
#The twitch chat in my mind: mods ban that guy now (that guy is me)#Reading my tags. What happened. Was that real. Itâs ok I am normal now#fear not I donât actually have room in my mind for more brainrot rn. this is a temporary illness#I can tell when itâs long term and when itâs not#original 4 am tags begin#But to be fair. What IS his problem? What a little freak. This guy wants to plug a usb in me#He wants to run a minecraft server on me and build a house with only one bed. Heâs griefing the villagers so weâre alone in the world#He made an army of clones to crawl over me like ants dragging me back to the nest#Hey guys I think I still might be a little sleep deprived. My bad.#heâs upgrading my batteries??#Sorry. I said I was normal. That wasnât me. who said that. Hello? Iâm scared. Why did I hear minecraft cave sound .mp3 who is doing that#Do worry. I have a game backlog that scares the hoes Iâm sure I will find more weirdos in there#Unfortunately for you thereâs like.. idk.. 5-10 more fps to get through. This is possibly dangerous. for me.#You see this is why I like to go into games as blind as possible.#Itâs like sticking my hand in the dumpster and pulling out a fresh fruit. Peels him and takes a bite. Hrm yes fruit.. I see.#Dumpster wasnât a good example here cause the game is actually great but you get that I mean#end of 4 am tags#you know I think whatâs saving you all here is the way he looks#yes heâs a tin can but not to my standard. why are you so eyes. put those things away. freak#anyway. no context once again if you know you know if you donât. donât worry about it#I am at work. dies
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How is this child so shaped
@sketchbookweek Day 3 - Sun & Moon / Family
you know I had to bring up my sketchbook kid Mattie for this one. in my mind this is likeâŠimpromptu midnight storytime bc someone woke up the entire household and now sheâs almost settled no one wants to get up or go back to bed
(Kaisa has become a little more comfortable with openly doing magic by this point, partly because of reconnecting with Tildy in season 2 and partly because no matter how shoddy her spells come out, they never fail to entertain her kids, especially her youngest. Kaisa does the best stories in this house. no child can resist magic floating pictures)
#hmkay Im reblogging this again bc you did NOT escape from me#alright so first (bc sheâs always first to ME): MATTIE. BABYGIRL#SO funny to me how she woke up the entire household. and so sweet how they all just??? gathered round to hear a story???#like Hilda Freya and alfur did not HAVE to be there. but they are. bc itâs a FAMILY AAAAA#the explanation about Kaisaâs magic progressionâŠ. op if it were anyone else Iâd think they wouldnât believe it#but youâve seen the Brainlink working so often that I think you will. remember the post where I was crying#bc Iâd realized one of my SW pieces could have done with a sequel and I wouldnât have time to write it? the fic in question is Curses.#and the second chapter would be about Kaisa being so insecure about her magic and thinking that Mattie was embarrassed/disappointed by it#with little instances of Kaisa using it around Mattie throughout the years#and then the fic would end when eventually Kaisa talked about it to Mattie and Mattie went#âI love your magic mama. I can feel your love in itâ#and anyway the thing Iâm getting at here is that I WON SO HARD. THANKS FOR CONFIRMING (somewhat) MY HEADCANONS#ALSO BROWN EYED MATTIE WIN#next up is Freya. baby. babygirl. would murder me Iâm sure. I love her she looks so squisheable#Hilda looks so CUTE that cozy next to her mothers. she accepted Kaisa into her family SO HARD Iâm gonna CRY#sketchbookâŠ. fucking sketchbook in loveâŠ.. Iâm having a heart attack#like itâs not that âbutterflies in my bellyâ love anymore. itâs steady and certain and they still hold that love and care for each other#even when sleep deprived and stressed that their baby was crying#itâs about the companionship#also damn girl the way youâve been drawing Johannaâs hair lately. FIRE đ„#lastly. you knew I was gonna talk about it. you freaking knew it. waddles. WADDLES.#sorry but itâs actually now canon that BatW is a story that theyâre reading to Mattie. I DO make the rules and these are them#this made me. so emotional.#but I also appreciate the comedy of the implication that they read fanfic about them to their child VEJDBDJDB#Mattie goes âmama youâre the beast! and mum youâre the strong villager woman!! and Hildie is her daughter!!!â#âbut where am I :(((â#and they have to make up a sequel there the witch and the villager have a baby who goes around giving the servants heart attacks#⊠itâs a good thing Mattieâs too young to speak here gendhsbshdn#another reason why it gives me feels: the way Kaisa is doing magic reminds me of that very first Kaisa fanart you made#looong time ago
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⥠Cursing The Daylight - LN 4 âĄ
Summary: Lando hates knowing you never sleep well so when he believes he's figured out why, he makes it his mission to save his sleepy girlfriend from sleep deprivation.
Author's note: A little blurb thing I wrote at 2 am. I tried my best đ
WC: 1045
CW: Lando being a bit dumb and the sweetest person ever, fluff
You were currently cursing the daylight, watching as a blue bird flew past your window.
FuckerÂ
It was yet another sleepless night in your apartment. You continued to stare at your alarm clock, waiting for it to go off, a little reminder that if you were capable of sleeping properly, youâd still have 5 more minutes of sleep.Â
For most of your life, especially in recent years, youâve never been able to get a full night's rest. Youâd always end up tossing and turning for hours, as well as waking up about 7 times a night. Every day you would feel irritated and restless due to your lack of sleep.Â
However, whenever you slept over at your boyfriend's house, you always managed to get a good night's sleep. You and your boyfriend, Lando, have been together for about 5 months. The first night you two had spent together, was the first time youâd been able to sleep well. You woke up bright and early and you felt amazing, like nothing could stop you.Â
Over the course of your relationship, Lando came to be aware of your inability to sleep well most nights. Whenever you would sleep in your own apartment, Lando would receive mass amounts of texts from you, all about how you slept terribly and that you either needed a nap or many coffees.Â
Lando, being the ever so lovely person he is, picked up on something. The only times you would get a good night's sleep, waking up and not needing to complain about anything and everything, was when you slept at his place.Â
The mattress! The boy thought, she sleeps better at mine cause my mattress is fucking mint.Â
Upon realizing this, Lando goes and orders the same exact mattress he has, and has it sent to yours. He thought itâd be a nice surprise for you so that you can get a goodnight sleep every night. Another plus would be that you guys are coming up on your 6 month anniversary, this counts as a gift right?, thinks Lando.Â
The day Lando gets an email stating that the mattress was out for delivery, he books it to your place, wanting to be there to see your reaction to his gift and so that he could help you bring it in and set it up.Â
Lando arrives at your apartment, greeted by you with a massive smile and sparkling eyes. He wastes no time in pulling you to him by your hips and wrapping his arms around your torso. As you wrap your arms around his neck you say, âAs much as I love seeing you, what are you doing here? I thought we were going to meet up later tonight for movie night.â
As Lando pulls away to look at you, the postman has just arrived. âThatâs why.â he says, smiling cheekily and pointing to the truck behind him.Â
The both of you watch as the postman begins to unload the mattress from the vehicle, before Lando jumps in and helps the man drag the mattress to the door of your apartment.Â
Whilst Lando and the man bring the mattress into your apartment, you stand there dumbfounded.Â
What the actual fuck is going on? The only thing Iâve ordered to my apartment is a new book and I donât think the book is that big? Wait, did I order the right thing?!
As soon as the box is in your living area, you confront Lando, âLan, my love, my gorgeous boy⊠what the fuck?â you ask, pointing at the big ass box in your living area.Â
Your Lan stands there next to the box, all but swaying as he stands and gives you the biggest smile he could plaster on his face.Â
The cheeky fuck.Â
âItâs a mattress!â he says as he poses next to it, adding a pose for effect.Â
âA mattress?â you ask.
âA mattress.âÂ
After a moment of silence, where you contemplated whether to strangle him or take his credit card away from him, you ask âWhy?â
âCause, youâre always tired and you never sleep well unless youâre at my place. So I figured out why! Itâs because you find my mattress to feel so much better and comfier. I even ordered the same bed sheets I have, but I got yours in green since itâs your favorite color. They should be here tomorrow though so for tonight you can spend the night with me or we can use your old sheets.â he proposes, smiling so wide it makes your heart melt from the sweetness that you donât deserve.Â
He gets you the same mattress he has in his home, for your home.Â
âI sleep better at yours because youâre there. Not because of the mattress, you muppet!â you exclaim.Â
You watch as Landoâs face immediately drops, âwhat?â he asks. Heâs truly been stunned with this information, âWhatâd you mean itâs not because of the mattress? You mean to tell me I havenât helped solve your sleeping issues?! I thought I was smarter than all the doctors youâve seen for this issue!â
You canât help but laugh at your boyfriend's statement.Â
âGorgeous, you thought that of all the doctors Iâve seen⊠that none of them have thought that I was sleeping on an uncomfortable mattress?âÂ
Lando just stood there silent, blankly staring at a wall, likely contemplating all his life choices.Â
âFuck. So, do you not want the mattress? Seems like a hassle to return.â he states as he scratches the back of his neck, wondering how heâs going to return the heavy ass box. âWait, you sleep better when youâre around me?â he looks at you, somewhat shocked.Â
You walk up to him, taking his hands in yours and making him look you in the eyes, âGorgeous, in the time weâve been together, weâve slept on couches and several different mattresses. And I always sleep well no matter where or what we are sleeping on. I sleep better because Iâm with you, I feel safe with you.â
âOh⊠oh!â he giggles a bit. Red starts to lightly color his face, heâs blushing, âThatâs nice.â
You donât think youâve met anyone more awkward than this man, but you love him because of that, not in spite of it.Â
#formula 1#f1 x reader#f1 fanfic#f1 writing#f1 x you#f1 imagine#f1#f1 fic#lando norris fanfic#lando norris x reader#lando norris imagine#lando x reader#lando imagine#lando norris#norris x reader#mclaren#formula 1 imagine#formula one#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 fic
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angsty fight between miguel and wife!reader
and then they make up yayayayay
Give Me Reasons We Should Be Complete
âżàžș Paring âłâ„ Miguel OâHara x F!Reader
âżàžș Summary âłâ„ Miguel has been pushing you away for some time now. After a talk with a friend, you and Miguel try to sort things out.
âżàžș (A/n) âłâ„ Inspired by âDANCING IN THE DARKâ by Joji. Writing this made me think back on past crushes/lovers. But thank you for your request! I am also holding back on writing smut because it keeps getting labeled and it takes me longer to write.
âżàžș Word Count âłâ„ 1.4k
âżàžș Content Warnings âłâ„ Female reader, angst-to-fluff, swearing, Miguel is kinda a dick head, mentions of sleep deprivationâŠ
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You stood in his cold and dark office. The best source of light was his laptop but his huge frame blocked most of the light. You managed around the crumbled paper and thrown desk objects with a plate in hand.
âMiguel?â You peer over his shoulder, âI made you dinner.â
He nods.
âYou know you havenât eaten since yesterday.â
He nods again.
âAnd you know that youâve been here for a long time. I think itâs best for you to-â
âTake a break?â Miguel interrupts you, âI donât have time for that.â
âMiguel, Iâm sure whatever it is, it can wait a few minutes. All Iâm asking is for you to eat something.â You try to set the plate down.
âI thought I made it clear that I do not want to be bothered. Youâre distracting me. Leave.â
He didnât mean it like that⊠He didnât mean it like that. He didnât mean it like that. He didnât mean it like thatâŠ
âBut Mig-â
âI said go.â He growls, his eyes turning its blood red from anger, âYouâre becoming a nuisance.â
He didnât mean it like that.
âOkay.â You tried not to let the crack in your voice show. You didnât even bother to leave the plate behind because you knew it was going to be wasted.
âAnd donât bother me again.â You heard him say as you left his office.
You took deep breaths, trying to calm yourself down before you burst into tears. But your hands shook, nearly dropping the plate.
You choked down your sobs and let your tears fall, the plate was left in the fridge, and you pushed yourself to your bedroom. It was basically yours now since Miguel was sleeping in his office.
The sheets no longer lingered on his cologne and any sign of his presence was gone, other than his clothing and a few photos. The room has become a mess of discarded clothing, old plates and cups, and candy wrappers.
How long has it been since Miguel showed affection? Or even looked at you?
This was normal behavior for Miguel, right? You should know, youâre married to him. Youâre his wife. But he experienced loss, unlike you. You didnât want to judge him for how he deals with his emotions, heâs emotionally distant. You knew that from the start.
And because of this, you felt like he deserved more than what you could give him. Itâs what kept you going through the many times Miguel tore your heart, how it squeezed in pain at his actions and words. How you look the other way and ignore his hurtful words.
You couldnât sleep. You left the still cold bed and dressed in something warm and headed up to the roof.
You sat on the edge, looking at Nueva York. How beautiful it looked during the night, which is one of the reasons why you liked sitting up here.
âSitting all by yourself?â You tense up only to relax when you know that voice, âAt this time? All alone?â Peter B. lands next to you, his daughter in his arms.
âI would ask my husband to join me but heâs too busy.â You respond truthfully.
âAgain? Heâs been at this all week.â He sits next to you.
âYeah.â You huff.
âAnd⊠how are you holding up?â
âIâm fine.â
âReally? Because it doesnât look like it.â He offers Mayday who reaches out to you.
You take her and set her down on your lap, âI just donât know what to do, everything I do seems to bother Miguel. Checking up on him, bringing him food. It feels like heâs doing this on purpose.â
âMiguelâs always been difficult and from the time I spent with him⊠Heâs different, not like the rest of us. Heâs accepted his fate as Spider-Man and believes heâs destined for bad things 24/7. But good things do come along, like you. I think⊠I think heâs trying to come to terms that he can get it because he deserves it.â
Mayday coos, pulling at your hair, âAnd I think Miguel is scared. He puts on his tough act because he has to, yet heâs afraid to admit heâs scared. Normally, people wouldâve given up on him. Why havenât you?
âTill death do us part. I donât want to lose him. I donât give up on him because when you love someone, you love them every single day as who they are.â
âTalk about romantic.â
âOh please.â You look down at Mayday, âPlus I think-â
âThere you are.â You jump and this time, you remain tense, âI was looking for you.â
âNow youâre looking for me?â You respond, refusing to turn your head.
âItâs late, (Y/n). Itâs dangerous.â
âIâm here, sheâs alright.â Mayday jumps into her fatherâs arms.
âIâve already had enough of you. Please, (Y/n).â
âItâs fine.â You tell him, following Miguel inside.
You head to the bedroom, âWhere are you going?â
âBed.â
â(Y/n)-â
âIâm tired and I do not want to be bothered. That includes you too, Miguel.â
âExcuse me?â He follows you into the bedroom.
âYou heard me.â
âPlease, (Y/n), talk to me.â Miguel begs.
âIâm sorry, did you just say talk? Like I have been trying to do for the past week?â
â(Y/n)-â
âYou know what? No, no. You do not get to try to get me to talk after all of this. I have been trying, I have been all in. All I asked of you was to look after yourself.â
âI know.â
âYou know? You KNOW?â You scoff rather loudly, âDid you know that Lyla has even talked to me about your behavior? Iâm worried about you Miguel. All the damn time, even more when I see you not eating and staying up all night. All I ask is one minute, one bite of the damn food.â
âIâm⊠Iâm so sorry.â
âIs sorry all you have to say? Not even a half assed excuse?â You see Miguel trying to form a sentence but nothing leaves his left and his head hangs low, âI need to be alone.â
You walk past him but he grabs your arm, âPlease donât leave.â He says, âPlease donât walk out that door.â
âIâm sleeping on the couch, you could have the bed.â You look up at him.
âI love you, (Y/n). I know I donât say it as much but I fucking love you. Heâs right, you know. I am scared. Scared of everything. Because at first, I didnât think I could have that, have you. You let me hurt you and that is unforgivable.â
Heâs crying. Looking right at you, letting himself be bare right in front of you. His grip on your arm loosens and his hands come up to your face, cupping your cheeks. You could hear his staggered breathing, trying to keep himself composed.
âBut I wasnât lying when I said I love you, I wasnât lying when I said I wanted a family, and I wasnât lying when I said that you make me believe in love.â
âIâm always here for you, Miguel. You donât have to go through things alone, but when you want to, Iâm here.â You take one of his hands into yours, pulling it away from your face but keeping a tight hold on it.
âItâs not that easy. I hurt you, I understand why you donât want to.â
âI love you, Miguel. Weâll work on this. I promise you.â After a moment, Miguel practically tackles you, nearly falling to the ground. The hug is tight and warm, and you could feel your shirt become wet with Miguelâs tears.
âYouâre okay, right?â His voice cracks as he speaks through his sobs, âPlease tell me youâre okay.â
âI promise you, I am okay.â You whisper.
âIâll make it up to you, I swear.â
âYou can start by getting some rest. But youâve got a lot of apologies OâHara.â
You donât know how long you and Miguel stayed like this, nor did you care. All you cared about was Miguel and he felt complete at last.
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must study but how can study if multiple sets of pretty drawings telling one cohesive story exist?
#sleep deprived#a manga/manhwa/webtoon addict's troubles#help#still dunno why I'm here but am enjoying it I guess#any recommendations? pls don't tell me cuz you will distract me further from studying and I'm not even that smart so pls just do me a favor#im just procrastinating#procrastinator extraordinaire
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Hi :)
Could I maybe get a two-for-one for your work, Deprivation? Maybe where reader takes Spencer home with them and they do some skin to skin cuddles and he just melts and sleeps for more than a plane ride?
Or if you donât like that idea, just any continuation of Spencer being so afraid of touch but desperately needing it? I feel that in my soul.
I love your work so much, youâre beyond fantastic!
SALVATION â SPENCER REID!
after spencer gets some rest on the plane ride home, you offer for him to stay the night with you.
spencer reid x gn!reader | 1.0k | h/c | masterlist.
part one.
event masterlist.
a/n â thank you so much ml, i forgot how much i loved writing stuff like this, spencer needs so many hugs man
Your apartment was warm, a comforting contrast to the sterile jet and the cold night outside.
Spencer seemed out of place at first, standing awkwardly by the door as you set your keys on the table. You could see the fatigue in his eyes, the way his shoulders slumped as if the weight of the case still clung to him.
âWhy donât you get comfortable?â you suggested gently, motioning toward the couch.
He hesitates, lingering in the doorway like heâs intruding, like heâs unceremoniously encroaching on your space despite the fact that youâd insisted he spend the night at your apartment, insisted that he was going to get a good nightâs rest even if it meant not getting one yourself.
It makes him feel bad. Guilty. You should be doing this for him, or feeling like you have to.
âSpencer,â You sigh, âPlease,â
He reluctantly relents at the hint of desperation in your tone, toeing off his shoes and sinking into the cushions of your couch. His fingers twitched nervously, his mind still racing even in the quiet.
You brewed tea in the silence, not wanting to push him into talking if he wasnât ready but wanting to offer him somethingâsomething to show that you cared, that you wanted him to feel safe and comfortable with you.
When you came back, you set the mugs on the coffee table, then sat next to him, close, but not impeding on his personal bubble.
The air felt thick with the unsaid, but you waited patiently, letting him come to you in his own time.
After a few minutes of silence echoed only through soft sips from your drinks, Spencer finally spoke, his voice small. âI⊠I canât seem to turn my brain off. Itâs like, no matter how exhausted I am, I canât stop thinking about everything. Itâs just⊠always there.â
Your heart ached for him. You could see how much he was carrying, how much he was trying to hold together on his own.
âYou donât have to do that tonight,â you said softly, reaching out to place a hand on his arm. âYou donât have to keep holding it all together.â
He looked at you, his eyes glassy with exhaustion and something deeper. Vulnerability. âI donât know how to⊠stop.â
You scooted closer, your fingers gently brushing his. âCome here,â you whispered, your voice gentle but firm. âSkin-to-skin contact can help calm your nervous system. Let me hold you for a while,â
Spencerâs eyes widened slightly, but he didnât pull away.
You were really pulling his own moves against him.
And you werenât even wrong. It would indeed chemically help calm down his nervous system through releasing oxytocin and serotonin, not to mention promoting activity of the oxytocinergic system.
So there was no excuse to not listen to you.
Slowly, cautiously, he allowed you to take his hand and guide him toward you. You both shed your outer layersâhe pulled off his sweater, and you slipped out of your own long-sleeved shirt, leaving the soft barrier of your undershirts between you.
You pulled him into your embrace, wrapping your arms around him as he rested his head against your chest, your warmth surrounding him.
At first, Spencer was stiff, as if unsure how to allow himself to relax into you. But gradually, the tension in his body began to melt.
Your hands stroked soothing circles on his back, your heartbeat steady and grounding beneath his cheek. You could feel the way his breathing began to even out, slow and deep, as if the weight of the world was finally starting to lift.
âYouâre safe,â you murmured, your lips brushing the top of his head. âItâs okay to rest.â
Spencer let out a shaky breath, his hands curling gently into your shirt as he allowed himself to surrender to the comfort you offered.
He pressed closer, his body seeking the warmth and safety that came with your touch, revelling in what heâd lost from you after the plane had landed back in D.C.
For the first time in what felt like forever, his mind began to quiet. The intrusive thoughts that normally plagued him began to fade, replaced by the rhythmic rise and fall of your chest, the gentle hum of your voice as you whispered reassurances into the dark.
âIâm still so tired,â he confessed, his voice breaking slightly as the weight of the admission hit him. âI know I slept on the plane butâŠâ
âI know,â you whispered back, shaking your head softly and holding him tighter. âYou donât have to fight it anymore. Just sleep.â
And for the first time in weeks, maybe even months, Spencer allowed himself to let go. His body melted into yours, his breathing deepening as the exhaustion finally caught up to him.
Within minutes, he was asleep, completely relaxed in your arms.
You held him as he slept, your fingers still running through his hair, your heart swelling with a fierce protectiveness. He deserved thisâthis peace, this comfortâand you would give it to him for as long as he needed.
And as Spencer slept, you could almost see the tension lift from his features, his body finally at ease. He looked peaceful, truly peaceful, in a way you hadnât seen in far too long.
You stayed there with him, letting him rest, knowing that when he woke up, youâd still be there, ready to hold him again. Ready to remind him that he wasnât alone.
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One Bed |Naruto Men X Reader| HC
Characters: Sasuke Uchiha, Kakashi Hatake, and Shikamaru Nara.
Summary: Classic one bed trope.
Warnings: Kissing. Bed sharing. Lead up to smut but no smut.
Masterlist Ko-fi
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Sasuke Uchiha
It was shortly after the war.
The village was still recuperating from the loss, as was every other village, but there were still missions that needed to be fulfilled.
You were off to do some security work for the Daimyo, who had specifically requested the two of you to watch over his land while they rebuilt.
The only issue was that upon arrival, it wss revealed you'd be sharing a single room.
"You aren't the only ones to have suffered during the battle. Half of my property was destroyed!"
There wasn't much you could do, so you bit the bullet and followed one of the Ladies in Waiting to where you'll be staying.
One room? Whatever. One bed? Absolutely not.
You protested. It was inappropriate, even if you had known Sasuke for well over a decade at this point.
"We are low on resources at the moment, Y/L/N-san, Uchiha-san. It's why we have asked for your assistance in the first place."
You looked at Sasuke, who just gave you the same bored expression he always has.
You thanked the woman and began getting settled in your room. Sasuke offered to sleep on the floor, which you told him not to bother with.
You'd likely be here a few weeks, so it'd be best if you were both comfortable.
Sasuke was nice enough to let you shower first, which you'd gladly taken after two days' worth of travel.
He waited patiently for you to finish so he could prepare for bed as well. It was late, almost midnight, and he was tired.
It was awkward the first night. You'd slept uncomfortably back to back with this weird air around you.
You'd put on your most conservative pair of pajamas despite how warm the room was, and that only made things worse.
The second night wasn't much better.
But by the third night, you both grew tired of the tension. It was difficult to be fully rested when you'd slept terribly, so you formed some kind of unspoken, mutual respect for now.
You'd opted for your normal nighttime attire - a pair of shorts and thin t-shirt. You already felt better.
Sasuke, on the other hand, had been grateful for your prudish clothing. He had never said anything before, not that he had the time to, but he'd always been attracted to you.
Your revealing pajamas were not helping his comfort, so while you slept better that night, he did not.
Nor the next night.
Or the night after that.
By then, you'd become very aware of his antics. On top of being physically aware that he wasn't sleeping, you'd also become annoyed by his poor attitude.
He was already an ass as is, you really didn't need him sleep deprived on top of it.
So that night, as you lay in bed next to him, you roll onto your stomach and prop yourself up on your elbows to look at him.
"What's your problem?"
"I don't have a problem."
"Really? Could've fooled me."
He tsked at you. Why'd you have to be so annoying?
You pushed yourself up so you'd be sitting on your knees, your hands flat on the bed so you could still lean forward to talk to him.
His eyes darted down to your chest before looking away entirely.
No way. There was absolutely no way.
"Are you... bothered by my clothes?"
"Don't be stupid." He snapped.
You tried to suppress a knowing smirk but failed.
So you leaned forward and kissed him.
Despite his surprise, he immediately responded to your kiss, going so far as to roll you over onto your back so he'd be on top of you.
"Maybe I am a bit bothered."
Kakashi Hatake
This is Kakashiâs first Kage Summit, and he asked you to be his plus one.
You accepted with no hesitation. You were anxious to get out of the village since the war ended and going out with Kakashi was sure to make it all the more interesting.
The summit was boring. That's a good thing compared to the last summit, but it still made you want to gouge your eyes out. They discussed the status of their villages and what sort of issues they'd been running into, blah blah blah.
When it was nearing midnight and everyone was growing tired, they agreed to call it a night and resume in the morning.
Everyone went to their respective quarters, but when you got to the Leaf Village's wing, there was only a single room with a bed.
Apparently, during the rebuild, they'd slipped up and only added a single room instead of the usual two, and no one had noticed (Thanks Sasuke).
It wasn't too big of a deal. You'd known Kakashi since your Genin days and slept in the same room plenty of times.
You were a bit surprised when he actually got into bed with you though.
Despite all those sleepovers, this was the first time you'd actually slept so close together.
You stared at him. Not on purpose, just happened to be doing so while your mind was racing.
"Is this an issue? I can sleep on the floor."
You shook your head.
"You sure? You were giving me quite the look."
"I was just... wondering what you'd look like under the mask."
You lied. You couldn't tell him how you were thinking about sleeping in bed with him and it's implications.
He snorted and did something that completely caught you off guard.
He pulled down his mask.
You blushed. How could you not? All these years, and he chooses now, the most random moment, to finally reveal such a wel kept secret.
And then he does something else that yo weren't expecting.
He leans forward and kisses you. You kiss back. He pulls away after a minute.
"I've been waiting to do that since we were teenagers."
You laugh at him, then pull him in for another kiss.
Shikamaru Nara
Shikamaru, being the lazy man he is, put off booking a room to stay in for so long that there was only a single room left st the inn.
You'd scolded him, and he took it, knowing he should've done it when he'd gotten the mission report.
The room was on the smaller side and contained only a single bed and dresser.
Neither of you were interested in sleeping on the floor for the next week, so you agreed to share the bed.
Something you wouldn't have done if you'd known Shikamaru was such a... uncharacteristically chaotic sleeper.
Seriously, he moved around more at night than he did during the entire day. Maybe it's all the pent up energy.
Within an hour of him knocking out, he was already sprawled out across most of the bed, leaving you two options: sleep on the edge or lay on him.
You tried to sleep in the bit of space he hadn't taken, really, but it seemed he was basically drawn to you.
You caved, allowing whatever was going to happen to happen, too tired to fight it any longer.
When Shikamaru eventually woke up, you were on his chest, one arm thrown over him and peacefully sleeping.
He got flustered and quickly tried to get out from under you, waking you in the process.
He was able to dart away without much suspension. Or at least he thought.
The next night was the same, minus the internal battle you'd had prior.
When Shikamaru woke up to the same dilemma, he decided it was best to fall asleep after you.
That night, he'd stayed awake under the guise of a mission report update for the Hokage.
You'd simply shrugged and gone to bed.
He followed when he was sure you were asleep, making sure each of you were on your respective sides of the bed.
He was surprised when he woke up with him on top you, head on your chest as if it was the most casual thing to happen.
He'd begin to stammer about, but stopped when you'd groaned.
"Settle down, would you?"
"I was just-"
"It's not that big of a deal, Shika, just go to sleep."
He listened to you, despite not understanding what was actually going on.
In the morning, he attempted to talk to you about it, but the conversation didn't quite go as planned.
"Yeah, you're a cuddler. Not much I can do about it, so it's whatever."
From then on, it slowly became more natural for your nights to get more personal, even once you'd gotten home.
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