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"I didn't get these scars falling over in church."
#rdr#rdr2#red dead redemption#red dead redemption 2#john marston#my art#hiiiiiiii#first post of 2025 which is actually from december still lol#art backlog goes crazy#anyway. i was just thinking like#of little john and that particular line#did he ever believe?#before he ran away from the orphanage and lived on the streets and realized no god was going to save him or protect him#did he hope pray or beg#praying to some nebulous just god that he'd be good if it meant he'd have a warm house and a loving family and a full stomach#only to end up finding his needs filled in the belly of the beast#with literal criminals and outlaws and under the thumb of someone who meant to use him#but it beats hoping and praying for salvation that never came#etc etc etc#i just think about these things....#also i know he doesnt look young enough for what i was envisioning OUGHHHH i'm still trying to get a good grasp on how i see him b4 canon
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Also the reason I write Gortash so obsessed with Durge and literally holding them above everyone else is because
Imagine: You meet a child of god. A child of cruel and evil god who is an awful murderer. Killing is their Sole Purpose, the reason why they were even created.
And that person one day REFUSES their father, their GOD. Why? Because of you. A child of god defies a god for you. They are made for killing but refuse to kill YOU when their god commands them to.
They get betrayed and disgraced because of you. You think they're dead. BECAUSE they chose you over everything else.
And then they return and alright, the memory is lost, but it's still them. You know it's them.
Like imagine the power trip Gortash had to have upon the revelation what Durge disobeyed their god for HIM.
Of course he'd be obsessed. The child of god said only he matters.
#durgetash#the dark urge x enver gortash#dark urge x gortash#listen they fit in a way what works only for them#someone else would fall short for gortash. but durge? durge is his perfect match#they do not exist without another they affected each other too much#changed each other too drastically#mutual destruction and mutual salvation#they truly need no one else but each other#obv it applies to my durges your durges can be different bc they're yours#but yeah that's true for my three durges they and gortash are inseparable#“often bought together”#“do not separate them”#Gortash often is the only person who can keep levi in check
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shipping yhk not in a romantic or platonic way but a secret third way (⬛️⬛️)
#domo rambles#its like. u cant put a label on whatever the fuck is going on between those 3 they make me a little insane#their dynamic is just so insane in the context of the story. but i also need them in a low-stakes high school au#something very cyclical about them. you meet someone and you cant help but love them so much that youd do anything to save them#so you doom the universe and kickstart all the events that brought so much misery and suffering to others just to keep that 1 person alive#bc thats how important they are to you. you pour your soul into writing this story even as you slowly disappear#in the hopes they stay alive. bc they have to survive and you will ensure that#and to do that you create someone who will try again and again to survive at all costs. someone who doesnt givr up#and so the character is born. and you have little recollection of your life before adulthood#but one thing youre sure about is that you will see the end of the scenarios#and then you meet someone who somehow understands what you went thru in a way youve never experienced before#and they shine so brightly likr a star in the night sky you cant help but love them#and so you chase them across worldlines to keep them alive. bc they have to survive. you almost feel like thats your purpose#that you were created for the sole purpose of loving this person and ensuring their survival#and youd doom yourself to keep repeating this life just for the chance to meet that person once more#and then at the center of all this. you see the universe someone created for you and you cant help but love it with your entire being#this was what kept you alive all these years and what kept you from giving up. you dont deserve this salvation#you are rhe reason for the pain and suffering of so many including the one thats kept you alive all these years#you are the reason someone doomed the universe and created something by chipping away at themselves for years#and so to atone for this you would doom yourself to an eternity of loneliness in order to sustain this universe someone created for you#i created this universe for your survival. i was created so you would survive. this universe will survive and i'll doom myself to ensure it#sorry i ended up writing an essay. can you tell im insane about them#orv#orv spoilers#yoohankim#if you read all this im kissing u on the mouth
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sorry i havent posted in forever i am tired all the time and cannot draw and also have been playing too much bg3. but since people have been doing this lately: how i draw yoohankim!!!
#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#yoohankim#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#han sooyoung#art thyme#to be clear the [redacted] on kim dokja is demon king of salvation#i just needed to leave it out in case of spoilers#since i sent this to people who have not finished reading#please pardon my poor handwriting
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The problem with the church today is that so many "Christians" do not actually believe in redemption.
#unironically christian#i say this because of all the people who make comments about people's testimony#like saying they don't believe that only fans girl who was saved and baptized was really saved#like... reading through the comments it becomes clear that the “Christians” don't actually accept her#like... my brother in Christ... your good deeds are as worthy as my used pad#that is straight up in the bible#you are not better than her and you do not deserve redemption more than her#her salvation is between her and God#and yes... you say that time will reveal her fruit and you are correct#but guess what#ananias was called to extend a hand to paul *before* his fruit showed#and he was a frigging serial killer who was out for ananias's blood the week before#you do not get to pick and choose which converts you get to except#you are not God and thank heavens for it because if you were we would all be doomed#*deep breath*#i am just so sick of this... farse... that Christianity has become#Christians need a wake up call#oh! and and when you act like its impossible to accept that she could be saved you belittle God's power#you call into question Jesus's blood and it's ability to cleanse and if that is false your salvation is worthless!#also also you go against the things clearly written in the Bible while wearing the title of Christian#which means you are misrepresenting God's nature and intentions which means you are breaking the command to not take the lord's name in vain#wow... i thought i was done at the deep breath... guess not😅#rat rants
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"Noé" being the name of the biblical savior of all life.
"Vanitas" meaning vanity, futility, something that is ultimately meaningless and doesn't last. I am unwell.
#there is also this interesting thing going on where their dynamic clearly represents the conflict between selfishness and selflessness#but vanitas ends up being the successful savior despite doing it for his own benefit#while noé fails to save the people he actually cares about time and time again#I'm very curious about how they're gonna handle the theme of salvation and what it really means#I think it's implied that killing vanitas would be an act of salvation for him#when his formula gets rewritten to the point he's no longer himself#but chloe d'apchier's storyline seems to kind of contradict the notion that death is the answer and a perfect escape#and with how vanitas views himself as a lost cause already... wouldn't it be nice if they kind of turned it around#like no. you don't get to die. you need to life and that's harder#because I think showing a character who doesn't see a future for themselves and has given up on hope#be forced to confront the fact that that's not the case at all. that there is in fact hope for them#would be more interesting that simply proving them right#<<me delusional about a character that's clearly doomed by the narrative#vnc#the case study of vanitas#moje
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i am predicting that sunday will be a nihility character to contrast robin's harmony (hoyo PLEASEEE make him a dot buffer 🙏 i really want him but if he won't synergize well with kafka then i fear i'll have to skip...)
honestly at this point i just want sunday to be drip marketed and released and in my account 😭😭 like i will be pulling him and his lc no matter what his synergy with the charas in my account are bc i need him. carnally. and desperately.
#omg a convo !?#nonnies !!#may this journey lead us starward <3#but omg him being nihility to contrast robin....#im just super curious as to how he will be when we next see him bc he was confined but then freed?? i think??#and now its basically up to him to choose his own path so that could majorly affect his path#originally i thought he was going to be erudition but now i feel like it could be anything depending on how he goes abt it#like stellaron hunter sunday would be cool.... but then again him joining the express..... i want that....#mainly bc they have been hinting about another member joining in the future to make the crew 8 members#read: when tb was talking about wishing we had another ae member to play to games of celestial jade since we had 7 not 8#and so what IF sunday is that 8th member and his initiation is playing celestial jade bc we said so#also i think it would be so so nice for his character growth to see diff worlds with us and experience the independence humans#have within them to make peace and forge their own life as opposed to how he was forced to believe humans/everyone else#were inherently weak and needed that protection and shelter; smth gopher wood told him he could provide and be their salvation#but yes astral express crew member sunday who finds the warp jumps so baffling and he stumbles and falls and wonders how he got here#and then he watches march fail miserably in trying to stay balanced#and then he somehow finds himself growing fonder and fonder for humanity and its inhabitants and discovers his own resolve#through likeminded individuals and has this massive growth and development arc and oiulrjtlg
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My beloved is mine, and I am his…
—Song of Solomon 2:16
#It’s one thing to know you belong to Jesus#As in you are saved and He’s with you#it’s another thing to know that Jesus is yours to enjoy#That all that He is is yours for the enjoying#We so often focus on the “I am yours” and I think we put less emphasis on the “you are mine” part#So whenever a song or something quotes that it makes me extremely emotional#Since. You know. That’s what I’ve spent the last 11 years trying to discern#If you don’t know how much of a gift Jesus is#Not just the grace and pardon He gives you#But in His person#You’re given a Person#And He’s the best Person in existence and is infinitely wonderful and will satisfy your deepest longings#If you don’t see that you need to change how you see Him and go to Him for the gift that He Himself is#Not just His grace and forgiveness and salvation#Though those are obviously of innumerable person and value too#But who He is in Himself#You’re given Him! As a gift!#And for me#He’s really all I want honestly#I mean I have other things I want and even sometimes idolize#But it’s the “there is nothing in heaven or on earth I desire besides you” vibes#Yes the psalmist wanted other things#But he was saying that compared with his desire for God Himself#Every other desire pales in comparison#And just. Yeah#That’s me#that’s where I constantly find myself#And yet am unable to know or really believe that He is mine to enjoy#Even though He is all I want and I’m desperate for Him#It’s a fun time :)
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#bring me the horizon#post human: nex gen#top 10 statues that cried blood#.mp3#i literally cant pick a favorite song#i NEED to see strangers live tho#to hear a room full of people who believe theyre beyond salvation sing that song#augh pls#SoundCloud
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I know it happens often to see writers during a long fic to complain at some point about the first chapters because they got better in the meantime and they look bad to them now.
But this is the first time where I saw this happened when the writing actually got worse
#Like this fic is enraging me#Because it started okay#Simple writing that generally worked despite some awkward moments from time#And evolved into this word vomit where everything is just stated (litterally zero show and all tell) multiple times!#Like it builds zero emotions it just tells me#Conversations made less and les sense going on#I saw zero bonding between the main characters despite being together basically in every scene#It drives me insane#This person believes they got better just because they write longer chapter and longer paragraph#But they tell me litterally nothing#Or so little in proportion to the amount of words#This isn't to bashing on the writer of course#Which is why I am consciously saying nothing about the actual content of the story here#But Jesus christ#Not only i feel like the whole plot that I had interest in was ruined#But also all the potential of the writer themselves#I saw at first someone who just needed to learn some more but was doing generally fine#And instead of improvement i am seeing them getting worse and worse#If they truly believe this is better then they're beyond salvation#I am so sad for all that wasted potential#Rant#Sort of#Ignore me i just needed to express these thoughts and feelings somewhere#I don't want to upset anyone#Maybe I should just delete this post
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The problem with starting to think about the Pack more is the fact that now I want to grab Skalamander the same way I grabbed Bobo like. My house now. I want to use your character potential.
#Generator rex#genrex#Just. Ough. OUGH.#Bobo was just a bad use of his potential but Skalamander is just a nothing use of his potential. Very little character there.#But looking at his design I just. Cannot get the question out of my head of 'Is it painful?'#Is he an EVO who lives in constant pain? We see that he can't stop drooling and is blind on one 'side' of his head.#And his tongue flops around when he has his mouth open. His skin stretches and sags in awkward places#It makes me think that he probably lives a pain-filled life and has probably got a wrecked mind bc of it. And then follows VK#Someone who looks at him and says You are not broken. I have use of you. I have salvation.#And with the disability symbolism with Genrex Skalamander also looks the most chronic pain having#Though granted most EVOs with significant body changes probably have chronic pain#I just. Head in hands. Fucked up lizard. How much of his mind is actually still there.#Do you think he has good days and bad days. Bad days where he can't move or days where his mind is more of a mess than usual.#He definitely has to struggle to eat and drink. With no other mouth.#Thinking also in context of Rex Pack AU of like. Skalamander having his bad days and having people who actually care about him#Doing the best they can to help. Bringing him food and water with specially designed straws and utensils#Sitting and talking to him on days his mind isn't fully there so at least he's not alone. Giving him space if he needs it#But making sure to keep a close eye on absolutely anything he needs.#Bc they're one big disabled family and they take care of each other
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this game is altering my brain chemistry & im not entirely sure i like the implications of whats happening up there
#the downside of misto & i cofronting constsntly is thst i cant tell whos absorbing which character.#bc we're just like a hydra. a gay ass hydra#but also i just need to listen to kainés salvation for a little while.
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what happened to boreas during the events of saint's campaign? I'd have figured because of his self sustaining properties, he'd be one of the last iterators actually functional before saint inevitably bababooeys him
-snaps fingers n fingerguns atcha- you got That right, buckaroo! Boreas indeed is still kicking just fine when Saint enters the Aeolus Root ring, especially if you ignore his mental state consisting of crushing loneliness and nasty ass giant case of guilt. i told Shkiki this- i geniunely think he'd only die if a lot of ice would block his water filtration systems. he's like a damn cucaracha
(see, Beebee is stationed very high up north n i think he's close enough to the sea that he uses That as his water supply. he runs Very cold, much more so than a normal Iterator- this is mostly the case cuz i wanna give the greek god Boreas shout out with it, but in-universe can be blamed on his sheer massive size. he needs to keep himself as cold as possible. can't exactly cool his systems with solid ice tho and so this person who doesn't like/can't handle other people Needs these other people that warm up the atmosphere n keep the polar caps at bay. so honestly even tho he's fine n dandy when Saint finds him, he was already living on borrowed time)
Saint has a bossfight with Boreas just like with Sliver except Boreas is.. kinda more sturdy n also more aggressive n has a bigger chamber- he's like Sliver+, that girl was a weasel. hard mode Sliver.
it takes a bit, but eventually Boreas' puppet falls and the antigravity stutters to a stop. i imagine that working iterators that put up a fight need multiple blasts before they completely die because each blast is killing only a portion of the Hivemind, then the rest of it rushes to fill in the holes, that gets blasted and the process is repeated until there's no more of the collective left. so you can imagine what kind of state B is prolly in after like 9 direct blasts
torn apart, exhausted and so much more smaller n lonelier than before, Boreas finally stops fighting and instead huddles in a corner. for once absolutely terrified out of his mind n insterestingly enough- regretful. he tries to send out a warning signal to the rest of the group, but he can't manage it with how diminished he's become. Saint approaches. Boreas doesn't plead for mercy. he stares the rat down even when its eyes wildly flash
Saint finishes him off. Leaves. Notos watched the whole thing
to say that Notos is fuckin Traumatized from that is an understatement. its special overseer stays with Boreas' puppet beeping at it for an hour, waiting for him to wake up. but of course, nothing
now, i'll add- Beebee n Notty didn't ever really Fully Click together. either they didn't interact much because of their "i gotta work, man" mentalities, they were shit at interaction or they barked at each other (even in mythology it says that fights between Boreas and Notos were catastrophic and absolutely terrifying- fun fact! Notos actually seems more dangerous than Boreas from what i've read n this Is meant to be reflected with the Anemoi Iterators too). like i've had the idea that when Notos calls for an elder brother n Boreas n Euros look up, it'd specify "the elder brother that I actually appreciate" when needin Euros
either way, these two were still siblings and Boreas *did* Mentor Notos when it needed it (along with Euros; the Winds r kinda like a lil self-sustaining group within the bigger group- they are "Elite"/Leading Iterators of The Children of Eo after all) n they still like... Loved each other. even when Notos cut the communications with him after everything started going down the drain, it still loved him. n it regrets some things it said to him (thoughtless.. cruel things...) but cuz of the way it is as a person it never decided to step up n be the one to reestablish contact and apologize
and now Boreas is dead. one of the first iterators of the group gone, maybe the third. it can never say now, how it is so sorry and never meant it
#Spot says stuff#rw#oc tag#Notos' relationship with saint is a strange n complicated one. nobody traumatized notos like saint. saint is its friend. saint will kill-#-it one day. saint killed all of its family. Notos is the one who guided the death to them. saint is the salvation they need. saint is the-#-final doom. its family isnt moving anymore. it did the right thing. it's so terribly lonely and scared. saint hugs it in comfort.#No One Else couldve pulled through All That the whole way. only Notos who is painfully used to what it means to do a horrible thing for-#-the greater good. yet it doesnt mean these things dont torment it. it can state that it is a machine however much it wants. at the end of-#-the day Biting Notos is a Gen 3 technoorganic Iterator. at the end of the day it's still a little sister to over a hundred other Iterators#well this turned into Notos thoughts party my bad GJDSCKMMKLS hard to talk bout just one of em im doin my best to interconnect em as much-#-as i can. i Might make a comic for Boreas' fight at some point too but rn theres other things i wanna do n also just. need a bit of break
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DONNA GOT TO SAVE HIM BY LIVING
#doctor who#ndw#dw#dw spoilers#the giggle#i'm so!!!!! she said she'd save them --- and normally this would foreshadow dying for them ----#and she DOES save them but it's by BEING THERE#by STAYING FOR ONCE#the one form of salvation he never gets and thing he needs most of all#(i am alternating he/they on purpose btw it feels correct for this point in their life)
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i think most art that tries to critique christianity, and specifically american charismatic christianity, is shallow and honestly corny unless it comes from someone who has experience w that institution
#and by experience i mean either grew up in it or has done a lot of research#i'm listening to saved! by reverend kristin michael hayter (lingua ignota's new project) and parts made me very nauseous in a good way#like for the most part she's just playing it straight and that's more effective than any over the top parody could ever be#like being raised to believe that you are constantly at war w yourself and your mind and your body and you cannot trust yourself#bc you're inheritantly sinful and these authority figures (both the church leadership and god) are the only ones who can properly guide you#and all of the ppl you love but aren't christian are going to hell and it's your job to either convert them or leave them behind#bc they'll just tempt you to abandon your own road to salvation so you should only form relationships w other christians#is already terrifying on it's own w no more random bits hooked on to it and her voice is so haunting and the production is so off putting#like she sounds so desperate in parts of this album like she NEEDS what she's saying to be true and she's gonna force it to be real#anyway parts of this album brought me back to being a child and seeing ppl collapse screaming sobbing and speaking in tongues around me#and i forgot how much that scared me#my posts#.txt
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Happy new year from the Wanderlust duo! May everyone have a wonderful and prosperous 2024!
#HAPPY NEW YEAR#Uggghhhh it’s 2024 already#I still haven’t have a proper name for their duo so uhh… that’ll do. For now#Ally’s ocs#OC: Ruka#OC: Haru#art#original character#original art#Fun fact: they’ve been existing since at least 2020#These two are twins#they were put into experiment by some salvation cult#who firmly believed that they need to create a perfect being#these two were some of the failed experiments that were released from the cult after they were exposed and captured#now they wander the world on their small van and fully intends to live out the rest of their lives like that#No worries. No final goals#Just themselves. Their van. And the compensation money from the government.#I mean they also do miscellaneous work here and there#so they actually picked up some skills from that
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