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"I would rather end my own life than betray Angelica." – John Francis
#new worlds#eve best#angelica fanshawe#john francis#patrick malahide#૮ • ﻌ • ა#my edits#me sad so me have evemmersion#JOHN FRANCIS THE STANDARD 🙌🏻#i literally bawled when i realized what he did. like growing up in a catholic country i know that taking one's life means eternal damnation#but my guy john francis really would rather suffer damnation than betray his wife‼️😭😭😭#on another note EVE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL RAAAAAAAAAAH#am i being dramatic? 🫵🏻😺 naur she's just so fucking beautiful#i wish there was an emoji that would be able to show my self somersaulting while squealing or smth#tw blood
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staring contest....
#rwby#blake belladonna#another jojo drawing. idk what character this one is from sowwy LOL#i was visiting my partners across the country for like 3 months so ive drawn. 2? times in the last 3 months. wanted to do something easier/#lower effort to get back into it while still being able to focus on anatomy n such yknow#btw i say easier cuz A. im drawing in a lower detail artstyle compared to my larger/serious pieces#B. im drawing a pose 100% from a reference as its directly based on a jojo pose where normally i use pieces from 0 or 2-4 references#mod suffering
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I'm really not a conspiracy theorist. I don't know if Trump cheated to somehow skew the election his way; however, one thing I did notice-- having followed his "public" support for months prior to the election, the second he won, things went quite.
On Twitter, tags like "TRUMP! TRUMP! TRUMP!" and "Trump47!" were trending for days before November 5th and all throughout election day. But then the results came out and those tags immediately disappeared. Which, fine, they were "old" tags, but -- it's not like new ones took their place. No "Trump won!" began dominating the trends. No "MAGA!" or "Congrats Mr. President"... nothing. In fact, various sport and international tags suddenly overtook, like the election was already old news.
Why? How? Of course, I know Elon is in Trump's pocket, and I know X/Twitter has been a MAGA megaphone for a while, and of course, I know Trump does have a real following out there-- but why did it seem so outspoken and dominating one second, and all but disappear the next?
I don't know if Trump cheated in order to win this election. I just know that the hype surrounding him got pretty damn quite the moment he won.
It just feels off to me.
#I sadly don't think there's any way we're avoiding another Trump term#Even if some misconduct happened#I don't think#as president elect#he'll be reachable by the hand of justice#considering he avoided it so well while not being in the white house#but maybe#if his support isn't what we thought#he'll have a harder time destroying the country#a girl can hope#fuck trump#fuck vance#election 2024
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in simple words:
"yeah we don't wanna end the genocide we just wanna save it for later"
The moment said genocide isn't of the white people, nobody bats an eye.
ALSO.
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It's rather telling when a country who's endured an apartheid for decades can identify Israel as one, but not the huge Western powers who caused said apartheid?
The West don't want to admit what they caused and they hide behind their own romanticised history as a woollen shield.
#the US is a fucking joke#these bastards will find any way to defend a genocide because they're too afraid of their own history to grow a pair and actually stop it#the UK too. fuck the UK.#they're too afraid of their own war-torn history of genocide and ethnic cleansing to stand up against another.#imagine being a nationalist dickriding these people as they hand over thousands while the rest of the country suffers in poverty#palestine#free palestine 🇵🇸#free palestine#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#🇵🇸#i stand with palestine 🇵🇸#فلسطين 🇵🇸#israel is an apartheid state#apartheid#israel apartheid#united nations#usa#uk#the us is fucked#anti zionisim#zionists dni#israel is a terrorist state
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god is swuarshing me beneath his thumb like i am an aphid or perhaps a clover mite. yeah. its slow and painful and im small. and also meek
#just me rambling again#guys. guys i have been just barely scraping by for what feels like so long it's genuinely so overwhelming and confusing and just very#unsettling for me to be having good feelings especially like.. big ones#i kind of feel like im dying ?? not actually physically but my entire brain just really doesn't know what to do#ive got some rational anxieties but also a lot of really stupid small ones just that are so all over my brain#and the cause feels so stupid. ok cool so ur falling for one of ur friends. happens. ok so same friend VERY OBVIOUSLY likes you too. ok ok#a little weirder but something that has happened before#but there's just so much in mybrain anxious abt stuff (ive been forgetting to take my anxiety meds a lot the past week(#idk i just feel like somehow it's not fair to them??#like. being with me or me trying to maybe be with them feels like... im taking away something from them or from their life#even tho we literally talked last night abt dates we really really wish we could go on#and how we obviously would just work well together we're compatible in basically every way#it also would be low pressure not heavy commitment because at the end of the summer we're both planning to move for college things#and she's looking at colleges in New York and nyc and im looking at colleges in oregon or Washington#so yeah.. literally across the entire country from each other#but that almost scares me more bc i have the it will come back hozier type of attachment issues where it's so so difficult for me to ever#let go of things once ive latched on (everything I've ever let go of has claw marks on it or whatever) and i really don't want to leave my#claw marks in them bc like. god i really would adore having a thing for however many months we have but im so goddamn scared#that im either not going to be able to let go or one of us is going to detach well before we leave bc thats a reasonable emotional response#and thatll be it's own hell#but also#im 18 almost 19 (and i will make clear that they're in the year below me which also makes me feel really bad but that's a whole other can o#worms there) and its been a long while since ive just. let myself LIVE. ive been the shell of a man for months now. maybe another#stupid and wonderful and beautiful and terrible teenage romance wouldnt be the end of the world.#hell i was so convinced i would never ever ever not be in love with my more recent ex girlfriend and i still love her as a person but im#definitely not still in love with her and our splitting hurt but it was something that i was able to cope with and grow through#idk im rambling a lot longer than i have in a while i just have a lot of feelings right now.#i want to kiss them (again and more) i want to go to a stupid drive in movie and go to museums together and a picnic and all the shit that#we talked about last night and we both love in similar ways and feel our feelings really big and unapologetically#idk i have so much to say but running out of tags on here. double date maybe on friday ? we'll see what happens i guess.
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My mom was like “UGH I just don’t understand why hosting thanksgiving is so hard for me to do when my mom always seemed to handle it so well. I don’t know how my parents did it. How were they able to cook everything and get the house clean and looking nice all at the same time?” And I was like well. You’re a single woman living in one of the most expensive areas in the country. And your parents were able to raise four kids in a solidly middle class environment while living off of only one income. And also they were both functional alcoholics. So. 🤷
#also they lived in another country for several years where their money went even farther#she’s like I just can’t handle it not being CLEAN okay!! my mom always did it easily!!!#and I’m like. didn’t you guys literally have a fucking maid for a while???#‘she never got stressed out like this’ well yes she was too busy being champagne drunk by noon
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do people like. Not realise that it is possible to be critical of two things at once or
#seeing some wild posts about the situation of Bangladeshi hindus. Be safe you all#I think we can condemn these attacks while also calling out Islamaphobia in India. One doesn't cancel out the other.#and—here's the mindblowing thing; you may need to sit down for this—it might actually be possible to do this without drawing up#graphs and charts to show evidence of why your pain is greater than someone else's pain.#Different resources and help being required in different countries. Spotlighting one does not have to eat into the resources of the other#No one should need to prove that 'actually WE are suffering more' like do we not have#the capacity for compassion for two different situations at once or are we 5 years old?#also there's literally no need to drag another ethnicity into this; our country doesn't exactly have a great record on islamophobia...#please let's show our concerns and support WITHOUT sounding like online h*ndutvas please please please thank you#and before you respond in my inbox: anon is off; fuck off. Why do you think this is in tags and not in the post?#I don't want to talk to you and I don't have to. Didn't write this to get argued at by you.#B*P hounds can go be mad somewhere else.
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Today's BakuDeku Song Is: Such Great Heights - The Postal Service
And true it may seem like a stretch But it's thoughts like this that catch My troubled head when you're away And when I am missing you to death
#bakudeku#bkdk#dkbkdk#dekubaku#dkbk#here's one from izuku's pov!! i told you i had some!!#this one just has the vibe of the two of them being on different missions#maybe izuku's in another country#or maybe katsuki is#and they're both stuck being long distance for a little while because they got split up for different missions#or maybe it's during those 8 years where katsuki's a hero without izuku#and katsuki's on a mission and izuku's teaching or he's taking his classes to become a teacher still#maybe izuku's stuck in his college classes and katsuki's off in america on a mission#i do love me some long distance bkdk vibes
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my stress level right now is sky high, and the fall of the Republic is like fifth in my priority list of concerns. which should emphasize just how stressed I am
#my sister#who lives in another country#went into labor yesterday#and I haven't received any updates#(she specifically requested not to be pestered and I am trying to respect that)#my online business was supposed to launch this past week#but because of a technical problem#that I am not responsible for & have no ability to fix#I probably won't get up and running until February#my business launch has already been directly & indirectly undermined#by the political regime change in serious ways#I am having a bunch of health issues#that could be quite serious#but I won't be able to see a doctor for at least another month (possibly more)#i am having to get married this week to access insurance#and while I've been with my partner for 10+ years#marriage was something I was always ambivalent about#with him AND in general#but I am being forced into it by our absolute abomination of a health care system#and it is worth it to be able to get health care#but i am resentful that is my only real access point#my quasi estrangement with my mother#is in this weird limbo#and I am thinking about it a lot#because of my sister#and several other things#my life just feels very heavy right now#and I am feeling a lot of general and specific fear
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wait what was the media storm during game 7?
media storm as in after going up 3 and dropping the ball the next 3 there was a lot of headlines/media attention that was bandwagoning on edm and calling the cats the worst sports meltdown in history because of the possibility of a reverse sweep when in their opinion the cats shouldve closed this out long before and pauls talked about it right after winning the cup especially the whole TURN THE TVS OFF episode
and montys mentioned walking in on game 7 and seeing the tvs still on when they were supposed to be off (presumably because of said media from what we know of because of what paul said)
lets not even mention how pro-edm a lot of the tnt panel was even during the series and spittin chiclets was notoriously very pro-edm its why during the cam&strick podcast when they bring up the whole "do you pay attention to media? do you know whos on your side?" to ekky (especially considering how much pressure they were under the whole finals) that ekky brings up the spittin chiclets podcast like "i saw all those spittin chiclets guys all over edms bandwagon" and then proceeds to try not elaborate too much about it
#ask#its a culmination of recency bias momentum and how much media attention edm naturally brings being from a country that deifies its players#ive been meaning to transcript that section for a while now#but i kept looking at the timestamp and i was like ughhhh its so long (its only 2 minutes but still >>)#because i think its one of the more fascinating takes we've seen on cats players talking about the finals#because for the most part players are like well it doesnt matter now we won!!!#or we'll we didnt pay attention to it THAT much we just focused on our game we knew we were gonna close it out one way or another#and to a certain extent im sure that is true#but also you cant tell me theres no way a part of you wasnt a little irked about the whole THE PANTHERS ARE A MESS 😱😱😱#also because a lot of hockey podcasts at least the bigger ones tend to be run by ex players so like you know#anyways i really just think ekky is so insightful and has fascinating thoughts is all#does any of this make sense
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So a Jewish woman visited Kerala, India and came across a pro-Palestine poster here. And then she proceeded to tear it down.
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When she was confronted, she decided to act entitled and argue with the locals. She even said that "we make money off the jews. And then spread hate against them."
You do not get to go to another country and vandalise people's private property there. And you certainly don't get to enjoy the services provided by us and then blame us for taking money for said services.
And most importantly, if a poster which appeals to people to stand up for humanity triggers you so much, maybe take a look at who you are. Don't make this conflict and being pro-israel your entire personality.
#palestine#kerala#india#stop the genocide#at the very least realise the irony of complaining about being a victim#while you are visiting another country as a tourist#compared to the Palestinians who are literally starving/dying/sick with barely any means to escape
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Gogglehead most likely to commit a crime.
THEM
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#digimon story cyber sleuth#ami aiba#takumi aiba#does hiro picking locks and getting up in shit he should not be getting up in count as crimes#does hiro count as a gogglehead#does marcus count also because he feels like a criminal to me kskdkf#IS WRATHFUL ENDING TAKUMA TECHNICALLY A CRIMINAL?#I still stand by Aiba being THE gogglehead criminal tho#daisuke might commit a crime on accident while visiting another country I think
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Do not stop talking about Palestine. Do not forget about Palestine. This is not a battle of religion and I do not think it should be treated as such. From the river to the sea, they will be free 🇵🇸
Disclaimer: I am not an expert. I am just some guy in the US. I am not a direct source of information. Please listen to Palestinians. Please help them directly. Please help with protests if your country is supplying Israel with weapons like the US.
#but wait there's more#it may take a while for me to gather my thoughts so not immediately#I have so many thoughts specially about holy land experience type shit#my personal belief is that Palestinians should be given back their land#Israel will become a part of Palestine and would receive full citizenship#and all of them will be treated as equals#Aid will go to Palestinians as the country and rebuilt as much as it can be after so much tragedy#Since the idea of Israel was to have a protective Jewish state#I think the better option would be for the world to agree collectively to be a place for refugees#if there's another situation like the holocaust#all refugees should be given that opportunity to escape#there's so many conspiracies against Jewish people which is why I think it needs to be declared by countries to protect any Jewish person#that is fleeing antisemitism in their current country#it doesn't need to be a Jewish state especially with so many Jewish people being pro-Palestine#and living outside of Israel#I know people currently living in Israel and I want them to be safe#And they will be if their government just lets Palestinians live#but yea later on I'll talk about the holy land experience thing I'm pissed about rn#I feel like I haven't said enough on the blog. I have terrible OCD where I'll ruminate about this until I panic#I do not want to be a source of that for others so I encourage you to educate yourself without ruminating#It does not help Palestine to shame yourself and others for not being able to do a specific thing#So instead I ask you to look it up when you are able to and do what you can#I usually do the daily clicker and I wanted to join my university's protests but couldn't#since I was the only one working my job which is monitoring the queer safe space on campus#and I didn't want to close that area just in case it was need by protesters or queer students#just found out today ppl at my school will be expelled if caught so that's why it's at the front of my mind rn
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made the mistake of thinking a bit too long about political situation at home and now i'm crying again lol
#i cant i really cant anymore i've been crying almost every day for weeks now and i'm tired of mourning my country's future while sitting in#another country doing fuckall trying to get some stupid degree in things that are not important or real!!!!!!!!!!#i hate myself for being here i should not be here#i think i've been alternating between desperate optimism and denial since tuesday but today it really hit how bad it is#and it's exhausting to have to constantly remind people of it and explain why we're all so worried#idk man. i truly and genuinely don't want to be alive (like in general too but also wrt this specifically)
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is there a word for survivor's guilt but like......expat's guilt. where you're watching your country go to shit and you have to watch as all your friends and family bear the brunt of it
#and you want to scream because you cant help all of them and it doesnt feel fair that i get the protections of my country of residence#where i could probably choose to spend the rest of my life here#but i feel like that would just be abandoning so many of my friends#idk man it's a really weird feeling!!#all i can do when im chatting with my friends in the US is go 'haha i hope they let me spend another 4 years on my phd'#while we're all filled with existential dread#why is it fair that i feel comfortable to be visibly queer or not worry about having access to abortion??#just because i got lucky and got into a university and could afford to move abroad a few years ago??#and yes im fully aware that even this whole post is coming from a place of privilege of being usamerican and that many many people have#it much worse#idk it's just. god. why.#xena.txt
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its crazy seeing ppl whos favorite "jokes" abt the us are abt kids being shot and killed in schools talk abt how inherently good and nice they all are
#🍯 talks#'americans r finally gone its going to be so nice and kind here!'#yall giggle abt gun violence every other day on here#and get pissy when americans are nice#bc u think its fake#like how are u gonna get mad abt americans being nice and then turn around and brag abt how much nicer u are#and the ppl who complain abt americans being usa-centric while also talking abt americans 24/7#like americans may be usa-centric but so are YOU#big difference btwn world news including the us in everything and talking abt what the us does type of us-centricness#vs indicidual citizens of another country talking abt american citizens 24/7#idk it just pisses me off how ppl from european countries (especially uk) canada australia etc act like theyre perfect#and the us is the sole cause of the worlds problems when thats blatantly untrue
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