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i open tw*tter to express excitement for halloween yarne to find out no one likes him 😭 its ok you and me baby boy i’ll love you forever and ever! if yarne has one hundred fans i am one if he has one fan i am them if he has no fans im DEAD AND BURIED
#ann cries about feh#what did he do to deserve hate 😭😭😭#or i guess its less hate and more no one understands why hes getting alts#which tbf i dont either#but like. MY BABYYYYY 🥹
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What I love about Hellboy and Abe Sapien's dynamic in the comics is that, if you came into this blind, you'd expect Abe to be the voice of reason or the straight man to Hellboy's impulsive and hotheaded personality. But no, Abe is more often than not the crazy one. Hellboy would deal with fighting evil monsters and bad guys by just sighing and getting it over with, while Abe is going rabid over tearing the creature apart when he does get into a fight. Hellboy acts like it's a 9-to-5 job and will reasonably talk things out with a guy that had nearly killed him before, Abe acts like a madman in a slaughter house and his first instinct is to shoot first kill second and ask third. They're both insane, but on completely different levels.
#wheres that one comic where abe gets into a mission and has to tear down a monster with an axe#then at the end when hellboy appears and sees abe going ham while covered in blood. he's like ''oh hey abe. good job you're doing there''#hellboy was not even worried for a second. he trusts abe to handle things on his own#they both trust each other to do their job but they also know when they can handle a fight on their own and will help if needed.#their trust and bond with each other is so implicit but speaks volumes. they dont need to say anything. they just know#we talk so much about hellboy being like. an alright guy and a whole lot kinder than the world treats him. and that's right#but it really does make Abe look fucking batshit wild in comparison because of it#the entirety of the abe sapien comics is that the guy is on his hinges and the only thing keeping him sane before was his job (which is#debatable.) and the bprd. mostly hellboy and liz and kate and roger. johan and ben are a weird case but he does kinda care about them#i love abe btw. he's such an interesting critter. absolutely crazy maniac of a guy.#tbf i dont blame him considering his backstory. if i went through some of the shit he did; i would not be sane either#also. the moments post hellboy's death in the comics where abe is trying to deal with his passing but never directly says anything about it#until he was confronted by hellboy in his dream. thats the cool bit yknow. we dont need to be told Abe was grieving about hellboy#we just knew he wasn't handling it well. using present tense when talking about hellboy to other people. avoiding saying his name.#its great stuff#the fire burns#hellboy#hellboy comics#abe sapien
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i dont like spike or angel hate bc its always like ‘this one did something worse than the other’ like they were both serial killers . they both did questionable shit with and without souls. i dont uhhhhh care. im operating on fantasy supernatural show rules both of these guys would suck objectively irl but theyre not real. why are u watching the show about fucked up people who save the world and date fucked up guys (gender neutral) and complaining about the fucked up guys they date. stop putting ur fave on a pedestal by calling the other one a creep or whatever they are the Same. also they are kissing each other on the mouth.
#buffy is watching .#im a spike girlie but also an angel defender .#why is the btvs tag full of people w like 2010s level discourse brain poisoning#tbf the posts COULD be from the 2010s like who is watching that except me and the active buffy blogs i follow#but also when im tryin to look in the spangel tag could u maybe not post spike hate ?#dont like seeing angel hate in the spike tag either but i guess thats slightly more acceptable#bc its not an angel specific tag#anyways we must all ban together to hate xander#except season 7 xander kinda got ok again. my bf says he thinks joss whedon put himself more into wesley instead at that point#which. wesley did start to suck so goddamn bad#jordan talks
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seeing the scarlet witch comics made me wonder what do you think of wandavision / mcu wanda
i have legitimately like. no conscious memory i watched a movie with her in it but i did because i watched age of ultron nearly a decade ago with my bro and multiverse of madness within the last like. five years With My Bro so now what ...
#snap chats#i think the funniest part is that my sister- who isnt into comics in the slightest- wanted to watch wandavision with me#i dont even know if she actually watched it she didnt mention it again after that day#i wasnt even super into comics again at that time i think my bro and i just watched doctor strange and she mentioned it#i think she was trying to do that thing where she watched all the mcu movies and stuff in the 'right' order idk#its actually funny how we... never talk about the mcu ..... she had like a Very Apparent interest in it but ... huh#lol. anyways.#i legitimately have no memory of what she does in either of those movies. like i know shes 'the big bad' in doctor strange#but im trying so hard to remember what happens. in ultron i know pietro dies my sister was Vile for reminding me of that 💀#im p sure in doctor strange she was trying to keep her kids or somethin to that degree ... i dont remember forgive me ..#maybe if its somehow brought up in convo will like. watch wandavision or even ds again with my sis LOL#tbf tho i actually heard- when it was first coming out- that wandavision was actually like. good?#they changed the ending as people pieced things together which sucked tho but anyway ....#her skin in rivals makes me pissed tho. if thats anything of note. why are you white#like ik wanda hasnt always been portrayed with dark hair and darker skin but her base is in the game ..#also the blonde is taking me out elizabeth olsen is more like ...ginger no .. not blonde at least...#insane work really ....
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the goddamn show came out
#no actual hate tbf i dont think its BAD but. very annoying on a personal level if youre greek sorry 💀#i think the past couple weeks have been horrible for a lot of reasons and i do not have the energy to like#be reminded of dull takes on our mythos every 3 seconds esp when they hardly even acknowledge greece exists its just fandom blorbo shit#its annoyingggg its annoying i dont wanna see it i want it Gone#i actually think pj itself is a pretty middling example of this though. again its not bad esp compared to like booktok shit#a lot of it is often the /fandom/ but even still i find it annoying#at the very least the show does have jason mantzoukas which is more than the books did w like. acknowledging greece lol#to be clear tho i dont think all the characters have to be greek or played by greek ppl i think its cool to have a diverse cast play gods#and their kids and whatnot. its mostly just abt like somekinda nod to where youre taking it from i guess? acknowledging the culture#that still exists! in the books they go to fucking italy ffs whats the deal#basically i have complaints and find it annoying bc it doesnt care about greece like most things about.... greek mythos#so im not excited to see it all over my dash i just think its very annoying personally sorry#ppl can still like it and have fun with it idc abt that but doesnt mean i have to like it either 🤷♂️#ergo. blacklist my best friend do your thing and get it away from me. and we will all be at peace again
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I love how “Gregory has PTSD” is an official tag on ao3, but “Vanessa has PTSD” is not…
#Tbf though#none of her tags are really official#at least not enough to warrant the FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDYS thing at the end#literally if you look up every other character#they are official tags for FNAF#except for Vanessa#which really fucking sucks#also there’s a tag that’s just Vanessa is a jerk and it has more works than good Vanessa or protective Vanessa#so that shows where most people outside of 3 star fam fandom stand with her#they gon be mad when she shows back up a badass and I’m gonna laugh#also in the adopted tag Freddy has 200+ more fics then Vanessa#which I can at least understand since they dont see her as parental (either sibling or unspecified seems to be the general consensus)#but you can like still add it even if it’s just a guardianship ya know?#idk I’m just rambling at this point#I want justice for my fave security guard alright 😭#she didn’t get glitchtrapped and turned into a killer and forced into therapy by her company for yall to say she isn’t traumatized#also Vanessa needs a hug doesn’t have enough fics#yall don’t deserve her /hj 😭#only half bc some of you do treat her well so you’re fine#fnaf rambles#Starr speaks#five nights at Freddy’s
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Why do I feel sad knowing I'm almost caught up on OUAW and Stardust Rhapsody? 😭😭
#tk speaks#legends of avantris#I have 15 episodes of ouaw left (which is less episodes than they spent at the Witchlight carnival) and 5 eps of SR#i know being caught up will leave me with time to listen to other campaigns but im so attached to these ones#and i have no idea when either of them will return since i know Mace is on break rn#tbf too i dont know if there is a backlog of SR that they will still be uploading; most recent one was 6 days ago so maybe???#idk but whatever#might do a poll of which campaign to listen to next when im closer to finishing ouaw#and when the new month comes around I'm going to sign up for patreon and hopefully watch what theyve got on backlog there
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Speaking of ocs, I have no idea why I deleted this drawing off here. I think I hated it when I finished it, and now I looked back on it and I'm like, this is pretty okay??
#also I hate how you guys have literally sent asks for my oc game(thanks!!!!)#but i still feel this weird 'oh god im being so annoying' ickyness#will i never be freed from the prison which is my own head#im like ah i need to draw ocs more :) its comforting#and then i start drawing them more#and my brain starts clawing itself abt having not drawn any fanart in a bit#tbf i dont really have good ideas for either 😭😭#but thank you guys for supporting my recent endeavors :)#even if i still feel anxious abt it. all your asks have made me feel very soft <3#but yah idk i try to engrain in myself: my blog i do what i want#and then i still get insecure abt being annoying. but you guys dont care :) so i need to stop caring#idk i think people could literally yell at me that im not being annoying and id still have to go lay in the dark +#and have an entire self monolog to myself abt how im a plague upon this world#catie.art.
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was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we go👍
#wild ik so many ppl getting married meanwhile im over here struggling to convince myself my friends even care abt me or want me around#pathetic to admit but i cant even fantasise abt someone loving me bc im too insecure n emotionally unstable#my mind just shoots the idea down like whoa. unrealistic. ur incapable of expressing or receiving affection in any way that matters#no matter how badly u want to... and even if someone did well u wouldnt believe them most of the time#gotta get out of the fucking labyrinth first i couldnt inflict this shit on anyone i cared abt#but it makes me so desperately sad sometimes i dont know how im ever going to get out of this ive been trying for years and years#and im a little better at it snd i dont feel like this all of the time i know it just comes around and itll pass again#but im tired of being in so much emotional pain so frequently. and shouldering it so alone. theres such a disconnect between myself and#others and i dont know how to bridge that i don't know how to stop feeling so isolated and unwanted !!!!!! im trying so hard#it doesnt even bother me w relative strangers in my life like i dont get insecure at all around them i like meeting new ppl#bc theres like. no expectations i guess. like ik they dont care abt me personally and idk them well enough to do that either#and its fun but it doesnt satisfy needs that i have like i need to feel close + connected to ppl i need to care abt them + feel cared for#but as soon as i do start to care abt ppl it gets all tangled and i end up getting rly badly hurt over and over. thru no fault but my own#bc im constantly alienating myself and bc i struggle so much w shit like physical affection which is frustratingly rly critical for me!!!!#it wouldnt fucking matter if i didnt like or want affection ik some ppl are fine without i wish it worked like that for me#but nope instead i have to be constantly messed up over my complete fucking inability to express myself in any form#and ik it makes everyone around me so uncomfortable so it just becomes self reinforcing and eventually they drift and leave me behind#and i just do that over and over and over and every time ill tell myself ill do better ill try harder and itll get easier and someone will#and it happens again and right now im at the stage where the abandonment fear is starting to kick in which is awful n paralysing#and usually a precursor to actually being abandoned ehich is always my own fault bc i start behaving so erratically out of fear or defense#its self fulfilling and im trying. im trying so hard not to let it overwhelm me again and not to start acting out and freaking ppl out#and im coping with it okay i think but just hurts me a lot its all internal my rejection sensitivity is gradually ticking up and up#and argh!!!!!!!!! and some days im okay and some days its like this and i dont know what todo when its like this im so tired and in pain#its not even that bad today tbf. once im done typing this to get it out ill be able to do smth else and distract mysrlf for a bit#and then calling friends later too so exposure therapy innit. but itll be fun and i love them but i will probably also feel very bad after#or even possibly during but thats okay ill still manage fine im not going to let it interfere i dont want it controlling my fucking life#i am going to have a nice time and be okay despite it all. even if i do have to fucking battle this every day forever#and even if it stops me living my life to the extent i want and feeling as ok as i want i just have to come to terms with and be ok w it#and im not going to be!!! a fucking asshole abt it!!! i dont want to hurt anyone else thats the most important thing no matter how i feel#thr rest is all secondary and ik i cant help a few little bumps here and there but trying hardest to keep it separate its not negotiable
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I may not be able to contribute much but I can contribute an unnecessarily organized and color coded Google drive
#everyone was complaining (understandably) about missing vital information because its all either in a gc or on the Facebook page#which tbf you do agree to at least check the Facebook page when you become an active player (evil as it is) but i digress#so im taking over the team's gmail and setting up a repository of resources and vital info#its moments like this i am comforted by the fact im an admin assistant. im genuinely enjoying this and i dont suck at it.
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I hate when people discredit NMH's story because it's more on the comedic side.
#which again#i guess youre just playing the game with your eyes/ears closed?#Yea yea I get it#it looks like he jerks off when he recharges his beam katana/and he's a dude that says moe and all that funny stuff#Im back to ranting btw#I would say this would also apply to FSR because it's light hearted as well#but the 25 fans of fsr all get that I feel#But also tbf its not like people pay attention to serious stories either#Im writing in the tags so i dont just make this a long post#Im exploding you with my mind if you say this btw!! things can be funny and still have good themes/story beats!!#I just have a lot to say about it#Maybe it's because I dealt with smth similar during Drakengard 3/Nier automata#dom.txt
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The "oh god one of my dupes caught hypothermia I need to help them immediately" to "I get it you're scalding stop crying it's only like 120 degrees" pipeline
#rat rambles#posts that are funnier depending on what temperature measurement settings you use#oni posting#now dont get me wrong I love and care abt my dupes very much I just also know theyll survive despite the game screaming at me#its to the point that I just ignore suffocation and starvation messages at this point since 99% of the time its a false alarm#oxygen not included when a dupe starts their break and doesn't instantly go to eat#tbf false alarms tend to be a consequence of needlessly long comutes so it technically is a sign of an issue#but do I look like the type of person who could be assed to set up a tube system? fuck no#but I definitely need to get some extra ranchers on my second colony because my poor besties devon and nisbet are overworked as hell#at least I think nisbet is my second rancher? its either her or camille I get them mixed up a lot#but I think camile is digger and if nisbet isnt the second rancher idk what she'd be#on my main colony I recently upscaled my rancher population by a Lot but tbf that's mostly because I have like 4 soon to be 5 ranches there#Im trying to domesticate one of every domesticable critter in this run#which I dont think includes morbs rip bestie#I dont think beetas are either but I could be wrong#but yeah Im gonna get a lightbug ranch started soon and after that I just need slicksters and gassy moos#....neither of which I have found the location of yet#Ill find them eventually but I also do need to worry abt where Im gonna actually place my slickster ranch#I'd bring them home but I dont have high hopes in my ability to get them a decent living space especially since its rime#so I might end up setting up a third colony once I find a planet with a functioning oil biome
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The ferry boat to Kings Head Island…do people have to pay to get tickets to board it? Or is it free?
speaking as someone w/ A LOT of experience with local commute ferry routes.... it depends on the local government?? where I live the ferry service was free and publically funded until like 30ish years ago and now the entire service is owned by a private (kinda shitty & mismanaged) corporation that charges about 30 dollars for a round trip. that being said for smaller ferry services between islands they might have a lower cost of about 5-10 dollars per ticket
but king's head island is pretty rich so it miiight be government funded.....?? I can't remember if we've ever seen them pay for a ticket (and because the kids definitely have gone on the ferry before without adults) so it's possible the king's head island ferry is free and funded by the new jersery government (or local taxes)
#this is not an actual answer lmao but probably its free and government-funded#unless the kids snuck onto the boat which isn't impossible if it isn't very well staffed and there's only one or two people there 😭#also i dont think bob and linda paid in the valentine's day episode either#their ferries are WAAAYY smaller than what im used to tbf they'd be like the local round trip ferries#shitty but they're cost efficient 🤷♂️#ask#bob's burgers
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Udina: a combat veteran with no ptsd, he’s perfect!
Me who talked to Kaidan religiously in me1:
#tbf he probably meant combat related…WHICH EVEN THEN I DONT THINK HES RIGHT EITHER#anyway#kaidan alenko#he is however perfect that much is true
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triple / wipeout i got today! i'm so happy to have gotten e-liter to 4 stars, it's probably been the most fun i've had playing the game recently :3 (tfw you only started playing it regularly like.. last month.. idk what this says about me)
#splatoon 3#lizz.mp4#lizz.jpg#looking back i definitely could've walked over to the e-liter quicker but also i've never been on the enemy plat for mincemeat before#so i didn't know at what angle i was supposed to shoot them at#sorry for the octobrush for making them rage quit (not really)#tbf earlier in the match i DID have a bullshit looking ass snipe where they were climbing a wall and then i shot them right when they#finished climbing and from their perspective it probably looks unfair lmaoo#but i did see their ink trail swimming in the direction of that wall so i had a hunch they'd emerge from their lol#anyway. i love e-liter. i still play other weapons but e-liter has been taking up soo much of my brain space its not funny#i wouldn't be surprised if it's the 2nd weapon i 5 star bc honestly every time i play it i dont feel like switching off of it to smthn else#so it'd feel like less of a grind compared to smthn like reeflux which. while i love it dearly. i only have so much tolerance for it#before i go 'I MISS HAVING RANGE.' anyways! i swear one day i'll post things that aren't snipes#silly snipes!#i dont think i'd post much of reload on this account. i might just make gifsets and post them on main#and im not gonna liveblog it either#but god. im so excited hehe
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exactly two hundred pages in anna karenina and something just clicked in my head. alexei alexandrovich sort of parallels madame zoe heger [town square throws rocks at me]
#i say “sort of”!!!#we don’t know what went behind the scenes#but i imagine (based off of charlotte’s accounts of her in the shape of madame beck) that she was probably colder to constantin when+#suspicions rose. the difference is that alexei didntbreak the connection (he probably will in the later pages dont spoil me) while she did#“it was too dreadful for him to recognize his real position and in his soul he closed locked and sealed the drawer in which he kept his#feelings for his family—that is his wife and son”#<- how SAD!!!!!#im a charlotte supporter by heart but that doesnt mean i cant feel bad for mme heger .#she did all that she could to protect his husband+family’s reputation.. aint no fucking way she would allow a scandal to ruin it all#and same goes for alexei#“okayy what the fuck are you talking about” this is in light of the speculation that mme heger ripped the love letters#and so we wouldnt really know if charlotte’s love was unrequited or not#tbf even if it was unrequited i kinda get mme heger bc ppl might misconstrue either way and twist it into smth else#SO to be safe and clear she did what she did#in short it’s constantin heger’s fault JDJGKSNSN#rambling on#reading tag#anna karenina#villette#charlotte brontë#constantin heger#what in the tmz shit is this why am i speculating the lives of real (and DEAD) people
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