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Still have no idea what a fucking thesis is
#Which isn't good#Cuz I'm working on a thesis for a book#No idea what that means#Help#thesis#writing#school#fuuuuuuck
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Sometimes [A majority] it feels like no one fucking likes me. This may seem really stupid a probably self-centered but I genuinely don't understand why I'm so ignored.
I'm funny, it's been shown people like when I say funny or relatable things but idk barely any of my mutuals interact with me anymore. Some I think is a result of an incident that triggered me and sent me into lockdown.
I hate everytime I leave any platform for any amount of time everyone just fucking stops interacting with me my shit is just a ghost town. When I was popular on.. something idr what.. I got so much fucking interacting then it was all GONE when I had left for my dad's for literally a weekend that just 3 fucking days.
My original art gets zero to little attention, and it's infuriating. My aus get nothing unless I shove it into someone's face and start talking about it. I'm upset people judge my art since it's traditional thinking it's "bad" [which is already pretty fucked up] and just scroll.
I have GOOD and COOL ideas and people have asked me "Oh, why aren't you doing x thing it's really cool!" I fucking KNOW it's cool SORRY if I don't get attention for it.
"You should go to art school" waste my time and energy on something that'll stress me out and make me not like art anymore WHICH IS JUST A HOBBY? [For me] No thanks. <- people pester me about art school [family, family friends] all the fucking time and no matter how many "nos" they get they still persist.
Idfk anymore I'm tired, pissed, upset, and I am likely crashing out.
#there's something more I want to say but I fucking forgot.#also not meant to guilt trip at all I am exressing my frustration and I want attention on that frustration instead of going on my vent blog#don't feel bad.. ig - Idfk I just haven't been saying stuff like this cause someone will be upset over it#and I don't want to deal with that#but I don't want to say that cause then people will likely just keep it in to themselves#which isn't good#so yeah#not meant to make you feel bad. Please just forget about how you feel towards this and just#idk#just please focus on me#it's just what I want some fucking attention#that's all I ever fucking want#and thing I get least of#at least when it comes from people that matter to me [mutuals and fps]
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I apologize in advance, lovelies. I'm going to post at least two writing polls today. Happy FriYAY! ❤️
#navybrat rambles#get ready#sorry in advance lovelies#i'm overthinking#which isn't good#why am i like this#love you lovelies#happy friyay#are you reading my tags?#go drink some water#stay hydrated my friends
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If you saw me online past my bedtime no you didn't <3
#hate going to bed when depresh-anne is bad#so i put it off as long as i can#which isn't good#but what can you do#cams thoughts#cam rants#at this rate depresh-anne is gonna end up with her own tag
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to make a long story short, don't interact if you stan n*wjeans cause it's clear that some of y'all really are hypocrites and i'll have to start blocking people who do.
idc if adults interact with my blog (as long as it's not nsfw). i don't wanna be that person who calls people who are 5 years older than me "hags". but i will have a problem if you stan minors that already have some problems (who is in charge, their songs, their choreo, etc)
#꒰☆彡꒱— karma speaks#i blocked a few ppl who stanned them#and then went around to talk about this situation that i honestly just found out about#i try to be nice but#i can't be hypocritical either#cause then i am not any better#and there'd be no point in me making this post#i am pretty sure that i am older than EVERYONE in the group#or at least the majority#which isn't good
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crowley
#fem presenting crowley you're everything to me#as you might know I've been recovering from an injury these past few weeks which is why I couldn't draw as much as usual#been doing a bit better so I wanted to give drawing a try again#while my arm isn't back to normal yet it feels a LOT better than 2 weeks ago#which is a good sign#still gonan take things easy of course#good omens#good omens fanart#crowley#fem crowley#why was one of teh suggestions for that tag fem crocodile#I'll have to look that up#david tennant#crowley fanart#aziracrow#aziracrow fanart#my art#fanart#my good omens art#good omens 2
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Dog Meshi.
#dungeon meshi#falin touden#marcille donato#laios touden#The foreshadowing of the laios's barking is so funny. It isn't even just Marcille's flashback. It's everywhere.#It's the love of dogs. How he intimidates the basilisk. General fascination with creatures and their behaviours.#This is a man who is would not be a furry per say but would own a fursuit for the fascination of the craft.#Laios is the guy in the forums rating people's hybrid fursonas for nothing but the love of creatures.#Dog Laios would use his powers to go into dog-free restaurants.#That human impression is so good. One might say 'Woah who's that confident hairy guy? Alright boss; in you go.'#He would be the no.1 customer of a New York Deli that has no legal business license but makes the best sandwiches in the city.#“Would Senshi run it?” I think he would also be a dog in this theoretical AU. Which...makes the scene even funnier actually.#A comic in which everyone is dogs was never something I thought I'd make but here we are!#Marcille is a borzoi (elf of dogs). Tolden siblings are golden lab-retrievers.#Senshi is a scottish terrier. Chilchuck is harder; I need to think on that one. Another terrier perhaps.#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. I hope this comic makes someone laugh half as much as I did while drawing it.
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My exams are starting next week and I'm about to lose my mind. (sigh)
But the good news, if everything goes successfully, I'm going to have February off and I will be able to go back to writing!!
Let's just hope I survive this month.
#no seriously I'm so close to losing it#and i haven't even started studying really#which isn't good#but whatever#wish me luck cuz i will need a lot of it
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I keep on hearing people go all "The voice of the Smitten is such a creep. All he wants in the princess is someone to control and keep as a pretty object. He'd drop the princess if she wasn't the perfect petite maiden like in the damsel route." and I will not stand for the Smitten slander.
Like- He's been in love with her as a burning corpse ghost lady:
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A terrifying ghost woman who wants to bring fear and chaos to the world:
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And even a murderous blade monster woman who would kill you and enjoy every second of it:
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Like, he ALWAYS loves the princess no matter what she looks like or how she acts, he loves her for being herself no matter what or who she is. That's the point of his character and I'm tired of people slandering my boy.
#dappy's twaddles#slay the princess#he loves the princess quite literally unconditionally#He'd love her even if she were a worm#voice of the smitten#cw burns#cw gore#cw blood#I feel like that's also like- The actual flaw of him ppl look over#It's 'Oh his flaw is that he only loves an idealized version of the princess' which couldn't be farther from the truth#His real flaw is that he loves the princess NO MATTER WHAT even if she was the most evil horrid person he'd still die for her#And while that sounds good initially that leads to a lot of messy things in excess#because yeah- still loving and basically white knighting for someone no matter how awful they are isn't a good thing
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I will likely never play her again
#Dead by Daylight#I got her adept on my first try#but I ended up having to play her optimally#which isn't good#Elodie gave up#Claudette and Mikaela hid the whole time#and I accidentally tunneled Dwight out
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The Heart Killers + tumblr text post (FadelStyle edition)
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#joong archen#dunk natachai#fadelstyle#thktext#tusersilence#tuserhidden#vishingwell#esmetracks#userrlana#userlinnea#forfive#rinblr#tobelle#zeystuff#gif: thk#in honor of my post with the text meme getting over 1k (even though half of them are just likes *big fat sigh*)#and I might probably also working on a kantbison edition I have two gifs already which isn't giffed#but I've been giffing a lot this week so a break would be good don't you think? :)#and also I didn't giffed that much in a super long time over 5 sets in a week it's a new record for the last two years#let's hope this post won't get flagged
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This might seem like an "old man yells at cloud" situation, but it's just wild growing up and being told how dangerous distracted driving is - how, at highway speeds, you can traverse the length of a football field (100 yards, 91 meters) in a matter of seconds - how one split second sending a text while driving could result in a potential fatal crash, and then getting on the road as a driver and being surrounded by billboards. Their entire purpose is to catch one's attention, so they're lining major roads, which tend to be highways. How is it that you're told how important it is to never be distracted while driving, but still being advertised to?
At best, this type of advertising is an eyesore to pedestrians and motorists and a general waste of electricity to light it, and at worst, it is an active danger considering they are there to advertise and therefore, must catch people's attention.
I'm not even against advertising in theory, but this particular mode bothers me so much and I hate how pervasive it is - especially in large cities or highways.
#politics#i don't know much about são paulo banning marketing billboards but on paper i want that here in the USA#as a motorist it at best just makes me more anxious driving in those larger cities because i want to FOCUS ON THE ROAD#and passing 5000 billboards per mile isn't helping actually!#i've gotten good at filtering that out of my FOV but it's still fucking exhausting lol#i especially hate those modern electric billboards. despise them actually#i am aware that advertising is a critical aspect to business management in some cases...#...but it shouldn't risk the safety of the populous for you to advertise to them and i see things like billboards as risking safety...#...i feel similarly about online advertising in that so much of it risks internet user's safety...#...such as flashing ads online which risk triggering epileptic seizures in light/photo-sensitive folks#distracted driving (texting): NO >:( || distracted driving (being advertised to): YAYYYY :D#i've been driving on my own for a few years now and i've been thinking about this for ENTIRELY too long
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 6
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 4] [Pt. 5]
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr incorrect quotes#hsr textpost#hsr memes#honkai star rail memes#hsr meme#honkai star rail meme#boothill#hsr boothill#argenti#hsr argenti#sunday#hsr sunday#aventurine#hsr aventurine#black swan#hsr black swan#argenhill#boothill x argenti#i love their 'guns n' roses' ship name a whole lot but im not trying to unintentionally put this in the actual band's tag lmao#i dont have a good concise title for this one its just like. 50% Boothill and 50% my other fav hsr men. thats it thats the theme#also. dont fuckign come at me like 'but the 6th one isn't accurate! he wasn't born in a test tube!!' listen. i know.#he was found abandoned in the snow or smthn idk i haven't dug into his lore leaks yet but i Know. the first half isnt all that accurate#but the overall vibes of it are funny enough to me that i had to make it anyways. let's all just learn to suspend our disbelief a bit#for the sake of laughs. also also. hopefully it goes w/o saying but if something ever lacks a source it's bc i found it like that#i always leave the op's handles even if they dont fit the characters but sometimes the posts i find have already had them cropped out#which irks me bc i Try to be a stickler for giving credit. but anyways. enough overthinking the making of these silly memes#also. some of these are prob a bit more accurate only if you've seen some of Boothill's voiceline and message leaks but eh its fine
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Some of you people sound exactly like the fundamentalist adults in my life who were dead sure that Obama was going to abolish religious freedom and term limits and turn the US into a single-party state when he got elected in 2008 as opposed to like. being a pretty standard-issue federal politician with policies they didn't like. You know that, right?
#i hate go ''you have become that which you once hated'' but good grief some of you are annoying about it#this isn't about my mutuals for the most part I'm just venting my frustrations into the void
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The squad of all time has arrived on scene.
#dungeon meshi#mithrun#Cithis Ofri#Pattadol#Fleki#Lycion#Otta#Happy Canary Debut Day! These guys wont really get to be very present until the next season of Dungeon Meshi#But I can still be excited to see them animated!!!#Shout out to Pattadol - I also tend to occupy 'The Punchline' niche of the friendgroup.#The punchline differs from 'The Jester' who willingly absorbs the jokes. The punchline is often unwillingly the joke.#You are either the one no one likes or the well beloved little-sibiling-esque friend. Good luck figuring out which!#Yes it is canon that Otta is into Women. YES she dates younger women and dumps them when they age.#This isn't a fan made bit. It's real.#Dungeon Meshi has no romance but it does have canonically queer characters.#Shipping is fine and all but it is a running theme in the series than *everyone* who expresses romantic interest in someone -#-finds that love unrequited. Just something to be mindful of to measure your expectations of this series!#Ah! In other housekeeping notes; I'm going to *try* and add Alt Text to my dungeon meshi thurday posts going forwards.#I might not be able to do it day of but I will try to get it done within a week.
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