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duckprintspress · 7 months ago

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#polls #polls for authors #fandom polls #I'm a little under 50% myself #which is still a fuckton #195 out of 441 to be precise

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achillesunly · 6 days ago

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Listen i know what they built I know what they created for nandermo, and the fact that we didn't get a kiss in the main timeline can be overlooked by the Bond of nandermo and all the fucking clues about romantic involvement or at least attraction and in that I love the writing it feels natural it feels dumb like they are

But I cannot help but think the writers sort of shat all over the finale season when they could have made a queer masterpiece and now I feel like it's a way less worse klance situation all over again

It stings it hurts and the writers are fucking cowards, like what was that all for in the end what was it worth blablabla so funny haha YOU COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING MAGICAL YOU FUCKING CUNT UNTIL THE END YOU COULDVE

It's 2024 please don't be fucking bitches

Sincerely yours, a nandermo truther until the next life,

I Am Devastated,

Good night

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cozylittleartblog · 1 year ago

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everyone say Thank You Etsy. you can use this code as many times as you want over the next two days, and with most Etsy shops - and it's an etsy coupon, so I still get the full order amount!!

these sales are part of a new marketing strategy for Etsy, and they are hugely beneficial to artists such as myself. they're doing another one because the last one was so successful, so please consider taking this opportunity to make a purchase, even if it's not from me! if you're not interested in making a purchase or don't have the money, reblogging is free! 💙

SHOP HERE !!!

#etsy #small biz #artist alley #support small artists #small business #etsy sale #you can even use it between shops - so if you spend $20 in two different shops the etsy coupon will still apply!#so go make a fuckton of $40 purchases and save as much as you can dshjbhjsfghjbdfg #etsy is going hard on the actual artist support lately i kinda love it #free coupons for shoppers and the opportunity for sellers to save on fees if people purchase through our specific shop link ? hell yeah #get your holiday shopping done Now this is a good time for it #the last one got me like 40 entire sales in two days which was REALLY GOOD

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look-at-the-stars-tonight · 4 months ago

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the amount of effort that goes into figuring out what to cook and eat every day is RIDICULOUS. i used to think people were so weird and boring for eating the same thing every single day but it truly does make life so much easier

#and also it's nice to know exactly what your food is going to taste like before you eat it #like when i get unfamiliar takeout. half the time i'm like. oh.#i'm going to have to eat all of this. or be judged.#so i just do my best to suppress my gag reflex and Get Through It and then it makes me sick so what was even the point #i think my parents spoiled me. and the most annoying thing is they're significantly better at cooking now than when i was a child #so when i go over i eat three delicious home cooked meals + snacks and they're all different and amazingggg #and then i come back to texas and i am like. googling 'how to feed myself healthy vegetarian'#because I do NOT have the time or money or energy to cook three beautiful delicious meals Just For Me #i think this would be easier with a partner #this whole week i bought a fuckton of mediterranean groceries and i have been making and eating food!!#mediterranean is close enough to indian that i like it well enough #unfortunately for me. i am def going to have to learn how to cook indian food to get through life. because i cannot fucking eat american #i don't know HOW you guys do it i'm so spoiled #i'm assuming meat is this really amazing wonderful thing that just adds flavor to everything #(it is physically repulsive to me and the couple times ive accidentally tasted it it's bleh so i refuse to partake)#i think it's an acquired taste but it magically makes ur food better. that is my understanding of how meat works #cause american vegetarian food is the saddest fucking thing i've ever tasted #i still think about my coworker i was talking to about my food issues and he was like. 'do u understand that you have been given a gift #by having constant access to tasty food your entire life. i ate unseasoned green beans every day of my childhood. learn how to fucking cook #indian food already.' truly a horrific thing to hear. but i'm calling my parents more and going HOW TO COOK VEGETABLE? BEAN? PLEASE HELP??#and by god i am not going to turn into my coworker.#anyways we start with baby steps. lentils and rice it is next week .-. going to the indian store to buy pickles to make it more tolerable #and i have my cabinet full of spices already at least #i wish i was less pickyyy #sometimes lalita cooks indian food for me and i'm like wow. i love and appreciate u for feeding me. but this sure is south indian food #i don't understand How they use spices. it feels like they toss as much of as many bottles as they can into every dish #and it's. the taste is just OW OW OW and nothing else. where's the nuance. the flavor.#and i like it when things are spicy!! i can even eat things where the flavor is just Hot. but not when she cooks it.#she will like watch my face when i take a bite and then go 'if you don't like it i'm throwing away all my pots and running away'#which. honestly a fair reaction. the problem is that i am incapable of lying

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sunwarmed-ash · 9 months ago

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Life updates

Good and bad

good- after 30 hrs without power we have it again. fingers crossed it stays!

good- danny found my dbh disk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good- I finally finished painting over the shit on my wall that my ex did

bad-

I called my mom out on her abusive behavior and she proceeded to gaslight me for the next 4 hrs and tell me everything I experienced as a child didn't happen, then someone else was feeding me lies, then I was getting it confused with my friends abuse, then my friends turned me against them, oh and now I'm just a liar spreading lies about how she treated me to make her look bad.

#im fucking exhusted #on the bright side yall are gonna have a fuckton of angst fodder #its been a while since I wrote in The New Kid #which is the rewritten but still watered down AU version of my home life

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odetolovers · 4 months ago

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i have such trouble making normal friendships

#i either cant connect to people properly (autism) and so the friendship fizzles out #or i have no energy to reply / hang out so it fizzles out #or it's weirdly homoerotic which always ends in disaster. or me finding the love of my life (that only happened one time though)#i am a Taken Woman so id rather Not have any other friends that randomly catch feelings for me #im a massive introvert but i still want a close circle of friends #but im also in my twenties #didnt go to uni so i dont have uni friends and i dont go out a fuckton now so it's just like. Shrugs no friends it is #i dont really feel like im missing out though but that is most likely because i have a wonderful girlfriend who's my best friend and #not enough money/time to go out and do things etc. hopefully when i do have those things i can make some friends #but they weren't lying it really is harder as you age esp if you're an introvert #valentina talks

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ladyimaginarium · 10 months ago

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Hey y'all uhhhhhh.

#arcana.txt #UHHHHHH #LMAO ?????#i. may or may not be questioning if i have pcos lmao #intersex.txt #granted im already intersex chromosomally so its like. SWEATS #bc i always thought in order to have pcos you had to have heavy painful moontime and/or have a fuckton of body hair #which i mean granted i do but i dont have any on the chin or on my chest or back or anything like that & its really dark bc native tingz #& my moontime was always crazy light & lasted for literally like two days max #im on nexplanon now so i rarely get them now but still #i also have a skintags in those areas too. but honestly ion even know where to start. im not even sure if i WANT to get tested #bc idk ppl might not believe me lmfao #pcos

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astrxealis · 1 year ago

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good morning my personality for the day is that i'm uncontrollably sobbing on the inside about ff9 and ff10

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#RAGHHH FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AGAIN....... feels unreal tbh lol whatever #i'm a tad bit sick which is worrisome and it's been raining a fuckton in the ph . thankfully i'm not affected #but my heart goes out to those who have :') you guys here stay safe okay!!#and HIII I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL <3 it's way too early for me in the morning i woke up at 5 holy fuck uh. i hope u all are well #anyway Not Alone and Suteki Da Ne and Melodies Of Life ..... i am ruined #the ending of ffx . the whole thing with Friendship in ffix.#yk the funny thing... ffx was my childhood it is and was everything to me and my first final fantasy but i still haven't finished it actuall #ik the story and i'm literally at the end but my spheres suck. i was not even 13 when i started playing okay.... on ps3 And ps4 #:(( tidus and yuna are everything to me. the whole main cast is tbh. i love them dearly #ix i have not actually played yet hahaha i'm crazy ik but my twin has!! anddd i just love all final fantasies vvv much #ik some stuff abt ix but obvs it's nothing compared to. Actually Playing The Game #i did play a bit tho ^_^ until the #vamo' alla flamenco!!#oh i had to search it to make sure i was right in spelling and Bless. i actually was lol #honestly idk my fav in ix but x it is . tidus yuna rikku. can't pick! but yes i adore tidus he's everything #uhmm ix tho... freya? zidane? dagger? vivi? ya #awh. i love ff sooo much #still also very much in a xiv mood btw. uhmm raha themis alisaie hyth zenos zero my beloveds!#those r my top favs me thinks but i have wayyy too many :] lyse... magnai... fandaniel... venat... thancred... ryne... urianger... fordola #and etc. dhgjsbsj there is a Lot. my heart goes out to so many of them but i think my top favs are the ones i said first fr ^_^#funny daniel got demoted to a lesser fav i'm sorry luv LMFAO but maybe when i'm in a fandaniel mood again someday. yay!

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stabbylambchop · 1 year ago

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Hey uh

anyone here on Art Fight this year or-

Cuz I'm on there, same name and everything. I'm on Team Vampires.

You can like, add me or whatever...I mean, if you want...

I haven't interacted with anyone on here or even really drawn in a couple months, sweet pulsating spider-christ ...

#I KNOW I KNOW I CAN JUST. DO THE THING. BUT I ALSO CAN'T. YKNOW????#I DON'T KNOW WHERE MY MIND HAS BEEN I DON'T #I'M STILL STRUGGLING WITH HEALTH Y'ALL #and sometimes instead of bouncing back and forth from feeling stable enough to do things and absolute dog shit i just-#-'welp i guess I'll just not do anything! that'll solve all of my problems! I'll get better if i don't do things and just rest and space out #-'WOW I CAN JUST BE ISOLATED AND PATHETIC IN MY ROOM ALL DAY COOL'#like...I EVEN GOT MY PAIN MEDS BACK! AND I QUALIFIED FOR A HIGHER DOSE WHICH IS A MIRACLE BC THIS IS FLORIDA!!#but like. idk.#and it's not like i don't care at all!!! I've missed you guys like fuck!!!! i just feel like I'm so far behind and everyone is on another-#-plane of existence at this point! and the longer it goes the more guilty i feel coming back bc i feel ashamed and lazy...#but i know you guys don't give a shit about at all. and I'm sorry for assuming and being so hard on myself #but also my fandoms are all over the place rn so uh. I'm so sorry LOL #but seriously anyone on art fight?? i really need to get back drawing but it's daunting...#especially since my guess 2 or 3 years were kickass by the last 2 literally no one but my wife interacted with me #one friendly fire from my partner. in two fights. after putting HOURS OF EFFORT THRU CHRONIC PAIN AND ILLNESS into all of those pieces...#i know I didn't draw a fuckton but i just got so discouraged and sad after awhile. and some never even got any attackee comments.#it all felt so damn pointless #but I'm nothing if not a survivor #as Zapp Brannigan once said; 'the spirit is willing but the flesh is spongy and bruised'#I'm a hot fuckin mess but even if i barely get any interaction at all again i can at least say i didn't give up-#and put in effort and love like always. no half-assing with art fight unless it's just me and my wife or a friend doin stupid friendly fires #BUT ANYWAY I STILL WANNA FUCK SLASHERS. IF ANYTHING THERE'S STILL THAT. IT'S STILL ME.

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andromedasummer · 1 year ago

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yesterday was. a lot

#was sick on saturday right. slept from 4pm to 10am the next day #had a convo with my sister that turned south #and because of the weather being awful my SAD combined with that and sente into a depressive episode #had a breakdown over my relationship with my family and their (not. great acceptance/treatment of my autism)#cried for hours until my mum and dad sat down to have a talk #i vented stuff i have wanted to say for like. 2 years now. both understood and talked to my siblings about it #brothet completely understood #think my sister kinda understands #which is better than i expected because i was fully prepared for her to just. not give a fuck because i have trouble communicating with her #and now i feel kind of better?#i did. purge a fuckton of motorsport stuff from my blog because it was related to the conversation we had #but was one of many many many things that compiled into a very uncomfortable atmosphere for me in house #my mum is gonna try harder not to use the r slur which is a relief. my sister has agreed not to make fun of me when i do hear it #and become upset about it. they understand why i am upset about specific people they support and talk about in front of me #and i made sure to let them know i understand that they have diff opinions on people who have said hurtful things about disabled people #because they none of them will ever come from a place where those words hurt them #but still let them know how that affects my.... i dont wanna say trust? like my comfort in being autistic vs masking with them #which ive often been forced into doing and am still unlearning #most importantly theyve now accepted that i am autistic #that my diagnosis was not officially completed/given because the doctor advised against it. because it makes things way harder #really im just happy that i wont get comments from my sister about not actually being what i claim i am/have because they.#really upset me esp when these things that i am (autistic+adhd) and have (ocd/anxiety/depression) are linked but have been confirmed #multiple times by multiple doctors #idk i just hope things get easier from here. i can tell my family werent aware of how much this stuff was affecting me so im glad we talked #because keeping that inside was. exhausting

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flying-potato2 · 2 years ago

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@thekinderwizard me an you infodumping to each other

the rant in the tags ended cus i reached 30 tags lol

pictured: nerd to nerd friendship

#didja know towers have these things called piles that transfer the load of the structure through giant concrete sticks into the bedrock #bedrock being the solid stone below the loose sediment an stuff that makes up the ground #so basically when youve got a really big structure you dont want to put it on the ground just like that cus youll end up with [tag limit]#the leaning tower of pisa and thats just not gonna work #because while it worked out fine for the romans sorta kinda it would not be good at all if this happened to a skyscraper #because we dont build them like that anymore #anyway so this leaning is caused by the uneven settling of the loose soil which towers are built on #its called earth settling and the rate at which it occurs exponentially decays #anyway so this is not good with towers and to prevent it you need to not build on loose dirt #but its very expensive and hard to dig all the way down to the bedrock and start pouring foundation #so the solution is to make really long concrete sticks and just shove a fuckton of these into the ground where theyll touch the bedrock #and thus the weight of the building isnt actually on the soil very much #so the settling isnt a huge problem anymore #and then you can pour foundation and slap a tower on top #there are different types of piles too #sometimes when the bedrock is really far underground its possible to use the friction of soil across a pile to distribute weight #and the friction of the soil across the entire surface of the pile would hold it up and support the structure #its generally not used for really tall buildings though because it cant support as much as full pilea #full piles being the ones that go all the way to bedrock #actually this contributed to new yorks skyscraper boom in the 1920s cus the bedrock is really shallow there #so piles arent nearly as expensive and its easier to build tall #of course its still expensive but not nearly as expensive as doing it in someplace with really deep bedrock like florida #and hell florida bedrock is absolutely dogshit awful at beinf bedrock #its fucking limestone and thats water soluble #which makes for pretty caves n shit but its the worst place to build anything heavy cus it likes to collapse #it also makes florida prone to sinkholes and the like #not very good #which is to say that florida is the worst place on the planet to build literally anything (glaring at tampa)#oh btw manhattan is built on a giant granite boulder of bedrock #which is fucking great for construction cus granite is hella durable

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utaite-mun · 7 months ago

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i said i should make that meta about 1b's perception in the early chapters before monoma becomes relevant again like a year ago and i should really get cracking on it

#bnha meta #kiy must scream #a mega tldr is that it was mainly focused on the time around joint trainings manga (and anime) release about how 1bs actions are often #villified and that 1a's actions are seen as status quo #see: shouto todoroki pushing robots over to flatten people in sports fest being normal vs honenuki getting tetsu to drop the tower being #seen as dangerous and too much and too lethal to iida and shouto #or literally all of the jokes about kinoko choking tokoyami (still bad) compared to just about anything else that 1a's done that may kill #or my favorite shouto todoroki threatening tetsus safety just being totally glossed over by the narrative mirrored by people going #'but if you alternate ice and fire itll beat tetsu' yes because itll crack the metal which is worse because thats his skin or maybe his bod #but god forbid tetsu try to basically knock todoroki unconscious because if he does that then he stops making fire and they both dont #ya know overheat to the metric fuckton of fire that broke cameras #WE DO NOT EVEN GET STARTED ON THE METRIC TON OF PEOPLE WHO LOVE BAKUGOU AND HATE MONOMA DESPITE THEM BEING THE SAME THING BUT LIKE #WITH DIFFERENT SPRINKLES ON TOP #do you see why i want to talk about this kind of almost double standard before monoma explodes in popularity?

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godforg1veme · 9 months ago

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FUCKED UP how I can't post art on this account

#actually being hyperfixated on this is difficult for art generally because #you either draw it using references. which NO NOPE I'M OUT FUCK YOU #or you draw it WITHOUT references which is also stupid #like oh I guess I'll just draw him as a twink now? i mean I GUESS he gets. described. that way. a lot?#but with everyone else you are still using the og appearance but there's a mental barrier for googling references #like if you see the reference you're like AHHG FUCK why am I drawing him again #and also art ideas in general were hard. at least until this most recent book with so many drawable scenes I guess #but it's still fucked up because you are actively choosing to draw art only 1 person aside from yourself will actually see #despite this you can't draw art of anything *else* because your brain is fully occupied with this and your personal life #which you have always been quite allergic to drawing art of #and you can't draw nonpersonal og stuff because your art's development has hinged on fandom for a very very long time #so now it doesn't feel right #you also get a fuckton of shitpost ideas and none of them are understandle without like. a mountain of context #sigh it's fucking 5 am now WHAT am I doing

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marmotsomsierost · 1 year ago

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This cough is such fucking BULLSHIT, i am goddamn tired of it BEYOND TIRED in fact.

I have coughed so hard that i have fully - FULLY - dislodged my menstrual cup.

Four times.