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#micro.txt#i hate this#i hate how comfortable our relationship is#i feel like a piece of shit#because it's all false to me. i don't want to be in a relationship with him#he hurt me!!!!#oh and finally taking care of his health#and he never actually acknowledged it besides the one time i brought it up#he spends money on me when we do things together and spoils me in those ways#but like when it comes to actually hard work of self reflection and change and starting the conversation#like fuck#it's crickets#and he says he's holding me with kid gloves!!!!!!#bullshit#you're holding yourself with kid gloves#you've said it before that you have a hard time saying no to yourself#his biggest accomplishment in life right now is that he works out regularly#which is honestly huge#but also not at all what i need in order to feel safe in this relationship#like spend money on your house ffs#fix the damn place!!!#oh and his health#he finally got that in order last year. also huge#quite huge#but gods#gods#every moment of this lie is agony#how do i explain the nuance of this to him?#i cant even be sure he's capable of understanding it because he never fucking opens up and shares his perspective on shit#beyond like. appreciation of art like music and video games. such a small small facet of art gods
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one day, I will set this right
#kh#kingdom hearts#kh terra#kh fanart#my art#I finished terra's part of bbs today#I knew WHAT happened but not HOW y'know?#ouch man. ouch.#honestly did not expect him to become my favorite wayfinder#I should've known really I'm a huge sucker for possession tropes#especially if they're super tragic#AND DUDE WAS LITERALLY SPLIT INTO THE 3 FUNDAMENTAL PARTS OF A HUMAN BEING#which is in the process of doing something terrible to my brain#so um. if you're a terra enjoyer hmu seriously#I'll probably be making more fanart for him anyways#sorry for the ramble#can't wait to see him again in III <3#hashtag terradefender4ever#hashtag eatshitxehanort
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Shout out to @thebibliosphere for existing, and for being open and honest about health stuff in addition to writing some amazing sexy vampires, all while suffering some of the most terrible health stuff. I know I’m not the first or the last person to say this but: uuuh you’re literally the only reason I was able to get an MCAS diagnosis after having this *mystery illness* for my entire life and the past few years having it kick up to 11 and almost dying so many times now all while forgetting how to feel like a person so much that my second dose of cromolyn felt like I woke up from the Long Sleep.
So, yeah. Thank you.
#not cured but better#that’s honestly all I can ask for these days#but seriously#thank you#I saw one post about cross nipple peircings#and then one about#MCAS#symptoms#which let me tell you#was a tonal switch#so strong your heart could stop#lol#anyway sorry to tag you especially when you don’t know me and are Going Through It#I just wanted you to know that you made a huge difference for me#just by being awesome yourself and being open and vulnerable with folks
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the idea of home
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#aloy#seyka#aloy x seyka#seyloy#oh hey i had this in my drafts oops#couldn't think of a caption so i stole a soundtrack title#i spawned seyka in to take this#her weapons are SO HUGE lmao honestly i should have just given aloy back hers#took me FOREVER to get her to look at me when i was even moderately close and usually i'd be in a terrible position for any pose#i didn't actually choose a great spot for light/bg so i ended up doing the haze trick which is kind of boring and bland in a wider shot :/#ANYWAY. tl;dr not a fun time for me setting up the shot so i hope you enjoy it at least!#hfw npcs#hfw pc#(entity spawner)#(photomode mod)
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I’m a bio!kid Jason Todd truther. But in the sense that neither of them realize it. But literally everyone who’s ever met them is like “yeah he looks a loooooot like Bruce”
#I mean#they’re both huge and jacked af#also the coloring#and they LOOK SIMILIAR#Which honestly is probably just an artist who has same face syndrome aided by the air style#but STILL#I’m in my clown era rn let me have this#jason Todd#Bruce Wayne#Batman#red hood#dc#batfam#batfamily#batdad
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As we approach the next arc in the story, an outfit change is now on the horizon! The question is, what are our lads going to wear?
(Please also vote in the Lan Wangji poll!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#outfitting arc#poll#Reminder that these outfits are just for the next arc#so they are sticking around for a while but will change later#I love wwx's outfits in The Untamed a lot (there are so many fun variations!) and I cherry picked some of my favourite elements#alas. I am limited in the level of detail that I can add.#but man oh man....this is already a huge step up from where I started.#wwx finally gets to have sleeves....his arms are staying warm#I honestly had a blast coming up with these 4 outfits and I'm very curious to see which one will win!#PLEASE feel free to blast me some constructive criticism too#I *am* doing this to learn (as well as have fun)#forgive me for not having these polls linked until later
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the grip that good omens has on this site is insane. barbie was trending at #1 for a week and now it's not even trending at all because good omens has pushed it out. ofmd is trending just from the sheer amount of people drawing comparisons. nobody is normal here
#good omens#i do find it quite funny about the barbie thing#because it was consistently trending at number 1 for A WEEK!! which is insane!!#(honestly as it should)#but then gos2 comes along#and fucking#not just ousts it from first place#but from the whole trending page#which implies that the intersection of barbie and good omens fans is huge#and as soon as s2 dropped they all just turned from barbie to good omens#which is like fair enough me too#love them both so much and both of them changed me on a molecular level and made me sob and sob#hall of fame#1k#yapping
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Stillborn? No, still born au - Danny’s ghost form
Nothing too fancy here. Just me detailing Danny’s ghost form in the stillborn au :]. My first rule of thumb for every dp au i make is that danny’s gotta have a different design for each ghost form. It doesn’t have to be super drastic depending on the au (like for my dp godling au his suit remains relatively unchanged).
This is mostly so I can mess with character design and also so each Danny can have his own unique ghost form for identification reasons. And because I just want to, which is the most important part :].
Stillborn Danyal, unlike Things in Threes and Yaelokre Danyal, is the first to not have an assassin-based ghost form due to obvious reasons. He was raised in foster care all his life, the League has had no impact on his life beyond being the place where his mother is. But it’s not like he knows that.
As a result he gave me some trouble, and it took me a few days and a ton of frustration to figure out how I want him to look as a ghost. I could just keep him in the hazmat suit and mess around with the detailing, but i’ll be frank, I hate doing that.
Stillborn Danyal, unlike all his other au counterparts, is a fire core ghost like Vlad is. As a result, in his ghost form he can reach extreme temperatures with just a flick of his hand or a switch in his mood. His emotional regulation is shit, and as a result it’s not uncommon for him to let off heatwaves in either form. They’re just more intense as a ghost.
His hair is made of molten lava, and unlike the other Dannys, is not white as a result. It’s an ever constant flow as well, meaning it doesn’t stop flowing where his human hair ends. It just keeps “growing”. Danny routinely keeps his hair braided back because it slows the lava flow and keeps it off his face and arms. When it reaches his past feet, that’s when Danny superheats his hands and “cuts�� his hair by yanking it off. It’s completely painless if he gets the right heat to do it. Afterwards, Danny either uses it as a weapon — braided whip, anyone? — or disposes of the excess lava somewhere it can’t hurt someone.
Molten lava ranges around 1,300 to 2,200 degrees Fahrenheit and can either be very fluid or very viscous and stiff. The heat of his hair, naturally, means that the living cannot physically get near him without proper covering. So Danny tends to keep a distance as much as possible during fights so he doesn’t burn anyone.
His emotions also affect the heat and fluidity of his hair. Which isn’t that great considering he can be pretty emotionally volatile thanks to all of his ✨trauma✨. The angrier or more emotional he is, the hotter and more fluid his hair is, meaning it burns brighter and flows faster. It’s very much possible for the lava to cool down enough to solidify into volcanic glass or igneous rock, but considering Danny’s mental state? He just isn’t capable of doing that on his own. Vlad’s hair is also molten lava, but he’s perfected how to keep it in an igneous rock state. His hair also glows bright enough that it’s impossible to see his face from a distance, and seeing it up close is equally as impossible considering all the ambient heat he gives off.
That’s not the only part thats made of lava and magma either. Danny’s hands and feet don’t have skin covering them, it’s crumbled and melted away into molten lava too. They’re the second hottest parts of his body only to his hair. Around his elbows is where his skin begins to crack and crumble into magma, and as a result he wears welding gloves in order to interact with the living world (and some ghosts) without melting anything. He can also run so hot that he can melt a blob ghost.
All fire core ghosts lack iris and pupils, it’s all one solid color. It is possible to shift their eyes into looking more “human like”, but there’s really no point to it and takes more practice and effort to achieve than its worth. Danny’s eyes are all green just like Vlad’s are all red.
Now for his clothes! Danny used to wear the hazmat suit, paired with an old hoodie he owned but didn’t wear often. Uppp until he was brainwashed by Circus Gothica. Afterwards, the only thing that transferred over was the color scheme.
Danny’s new Phantom outfit is designed more for looseness and breathability, but also means that as a result he gives off even more heat. His hazmat suit trapped most of it. He’s now wearing a white, sleeveless turtleneck (yall know the type. I am not immune to tropes and I think it looks good) with black harlem pants with an open slit up both sides and green flames running from his ankles to his knees, and spandex shorts underneath. He’s also wearing white stirrup socks. He wears green welding gloves. Due to the lack of proper footwear he tends to float everywhere otherwise he burns the ground thanks to the exposed skin. It’s significantly less “hero-like” or “scientist” and more resembling something a performer might wear.
As a result however, Danny is consistently cold. He struggles with his own thermal regulation and keeps trying to balance it between his own comfort and the comfort of the living around him. If he retains his own heat and keeps himself warm, he’s too hot for anyone to come near and he melts everything he touches, but if he cools down in order to interact with the world without his gloves and come near the living and only be “uncomfortably hot”, he’s freezing. He’s frustrated by the lack of balance. It was easier to interact with the hazmat suit, but he doesn’t want to go back to it and it’s not like he can either. The exposure allows him easier access to his powers.
Warm, sunny days are his favorite. He’ll sit out on the pavement and soak in the heat like a lizard. Catch him sitting on top of cars during 90 degree weather and just utterly content. It’s not as nice as the ghost zone’s Molten Springs but it’s the second best he can get without going into the infinite realms. The first best thing is going somewhere secluded and safe and just heating himself up into something that’s comfortable and letting his hair free. Nothing like cocooning yourself in your own magma flow.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#danyal al ghul au#dpxdc au#stillborn? no still born au#fire core danny#danyal al ghul#danny could. theoretically go into the far frozen. however its gonna suck for everyone involved#for obvious reasons.#so instead have the molten springs! home to various draconic and fire based creatures and ghosts#home to many dormant and erupting volcanoes and a large flowing ravine filled with molten rock that bleeds out into lava springs#its honestly a very beautiful place in a fire destructive hotzone way#hit springs and geisers exist at the far reaches of the place where its coldest#at the center of the molten springs is a massive active volcano with a huge lava lake inside that bubbles and spurts out often#every so often it creates magma storms. which is basically when the whole thing just explodes upwards in a massive lava geiser#and rains down lava over the whole place. its super fucking cool to see but completely terrifying to anyone who isnt used to it#the closer to the center you go the hotter ir gets until only fire cores can withstand it#stillborn au#stillborn danny
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caption reads ‘stupid little brat’
cunoesse in trad, again for our DE team on fandom combat
#bowyo art#i really love how sinister she looks#she def got that STABility in her#by the way our team is 24th place which is honestly huge#disco elysium fanart#disco elysium#cunoesse#traditional art
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a gentle push and a little bit of patience.
#artwork#undertale#gaster#wd gaster#fallen humans#okay fine i may have gotten super impatient with the huge drafts#bravery soul#patience soul#or rather!! for future searches in my blog!!#the laser siblings#i just wanted to draw a little soft#please bear with me as i am still writing the SOUL CATALOGUE#and perhaps show a little more of wingdings proportions#because his legs are usually covered and im :(#which like. me too honestly#cloak wearer 💍 long skirt wearer
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I jokingly thought before that reading Junie B. Jones as a kid turned me into a feminist, but unironically, it kind of did.
I honestly think it comes down to the fact that Junie B. was not only allowed to be "weird," but her character arc never concluded like other girl characters would. In other media featuring "weird girls," the girl always ended her arc tamed - by force or convince, she would be prettied up, she would smile and be polite, and she would never speak out of turn. She would be perfect then, and would shed her veneer of individuality with the freedom that is conformity. As a kid, I noticed that girls weren't permitted to be "weird" like boys were. So when I read Junie B. Jones, I loved that she was frankly just fucking weird. She said things out of turn, she was rambunctious and imaginative and she was a realistic portrayal of a little girl. I loved reading those books because the narrative taught her lessons without punishing her for being weird, if that makes sense. So often, narratives punished weird girls for the crime of being a socially unacceptable girl, not for any true wrongdoing like lying.
Anyway, I just think it's interesting, because I watched and read a ton of books and shows and movies featuring girls and women, but none of them truly empathized with (or even tried to empathize with) weird girls on their own merits and capabilities and terms, or embraced the idea of a "socially inept/unacceptable" girl without punishing her in some way for her supposed ineptitude.
#feminism#and like junie b. got in trouble A LOT but she wasn't punished FOR being weird (honestly i thought she was adhd as a kid)#i haven't read the books in WELL over a decade but this is what i truly remember liking about the books#and i felt as a kid it said something that she was a seeming rarity among the sea of other portrayals of girls#am i looking too deep into this? honestly i don't care#and it makes me wonder if all the pushback those books got was partially because junie b. wasn't an 'acceptable' girl#like she's no more 'out there' than the portrayals of little boys that are out there and there were lessons and things from what i remember#i'm not saying you HAVE to like the books by the way but i think sometimes other people can get really angry about GIRLS acting like kids#i was ranting about these books to my dad because he didn't like them but he did still let me read them so thanks dad 🫡🫡#i just remember them being a huge part of my personal library because of how realistic and relatable junie b. was#like i acted really similarly to her when i was a kid and i felt like i was being understood (which is why i hc she's adhd/audhd/autistic)
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Early Mega Blastoise concept art
#pokemon#pokemon leaks#pokemon teraleaks#gen 6 pokemon#pokemon x and y#mega evolution#blastoise#mega blastoise#AS A HUGE WARTORTLE PERSON I FEEL ROBBED#bringing back elements of wartortle which honestly barely exist in blastoise wouldve been so rad
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I can't resist. holy shit. I was skimming the kab vod (so... what do I do now???***) because I missed context after my last post and all that and I stumbled on this: (lifesteal spoilers below)
23:00 “‘you betrayed princezam’ I didn't do shit I didn't do nothing. ‘Betrayed princezam’ I didn't do shit you want to see a fucking betrayal of princezam I can fucking betray princezam. If you think that, if you think me killing planet was a betrayal then you have clearly never watched any of my videos. My betrayals are always so much cooler than that. I would never let that be a fucking betrayal. Don't even. Don't even”
Like FUCK man. I'm dying crying laughing. like what do you even do with that. The disconnect. The threat. The thinking it was a chatter pov and not a stream snipe. She has no idea.
Like Zam is way too in his feels to have a confrontation with her about how it 100% was a betrayal in his eyes but I want that conversation SO BAD. Especially after such a direct quote like this.
also she does say in the next stream "hurting zam would be cruel" because he's never hurt her. So like, empty threat for sure. (Unless Zam does something first :eyes: he won't.) And she talks about how it's harder to be evil on lifesteal because she knows the people too well and she feels bad about it. Going back to that duality within her about caring too much about people but also doing evil shit.
also (omg here I go analyzing) the conceptual difference in the definition of "betrayal" between her and *lifesteal* is fascinating.
For Kab evidently a betrayal is only something that you plan and execute: it can never be something impulsive or accidental.
But last season we saw Mapicc (and Clown) say Zam giving Minute the blessing was a betrayal. Zam didn't intend to betray. He was doing it because it made sense for the joker to be so obsessed with Minute to the point of giving him a blessing, and a useless blessing at that.
And yet it was a betrayal. And Zam had to face that. And he accepted it immediately when Mapicc explained how if they are teammates he should have thought of the team first.
But he also didn't understand it at first. Just so interesting.
#lifesteal spoilers#lifesteal#it's like watching a trainwreck#i know i'll get upset watching kab lore but I can't resist#because she says shit like this so seriously and I'm like you're not in touch with reality i'm going to vomit#but then she comes back from the intensity in a later stream. but also speaks with such a serious tone. so which is true?#and it's usually triggered by some chatter#it's a huge push and pull#which honestly. kinda does remind me of zam#a more impulsive and non-linear zam#who also doesn't tie the threads of personality together with lore so she doesn't really remind me of zam#gnome rambles
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Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.
Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now
Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.
Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!
Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.
#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually#also having her say “actually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things#doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously#supposed to believe shes wrong#anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr#anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope#also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and#any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther#actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other#stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss#anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller#and silver swan. and she had a “yuck WHY” to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less#informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller#and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours#or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah#interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pérez#and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also#like british colonization a lil bit#but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight#vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves#whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell#i got off topic here#blah#swishy rant#also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should#always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag#sui sq
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Went to Dave and Busters today and won this guy :D he was in one of those mystery plush boxes. The guy at the prize booth told me they're being discontinued there so I ended up grabbing one of the last ones they had
#rambles#Rick and Morty#merchandise#his head is like an egg#I was hoping it was this one or Toxic Rick#honestly I was fine with anything besides Pickle Rick XD which they actually had a huge plushie of for more tickets#but it was a good birthday lol I got my old man merch#I am not good at taking pictures of things :'D#so enjoy my wall and blinds
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Also, can we discuss how the show writers gave Allison, frankly, one of the best possible endings, given the setup?
i am sooooo pleased with how that storyline went down, i'm still trying to find the words, like...
first of all, hats off to all the actors on the show, but especially Tamberla, for portraying the inner turmoil of Carol's, as she tries to wrestle with her personal feelings and hating and caring for Allison in the same breath, and Julia for portraying someone with bpd (or possible bpd) so realistically and humanly
like the ugly side of it, how it shuts off someone from everyone else, how you don't just become this terrible person suddenly, but how your brain processes experiences and impulses and how hard it is to recognise and handle them on your own, how you will hurt people without really meaning to, the whole lot of it, truly
it was, well, brilliant.
#i love this show so much i could yell like i am balls to the walls insane about it#and i know it was not meant to be this huge show which is part of why it got to be so good and honest#but god everyone could benefit from watching it honestly#brilliant minds#ask#samjohnssonvt#brilliant minds spoilers
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