#which is fine but it makes me not wanna work on art or try to send anything
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Professional editor here đđ˝ piping in to say that that sentence is 100% grammatically correct, but it could use a pair of em dashes (if following U.S. English standards) or en dashes (if following U.K. English standards) to break up that interior monologue or emphasised exclamation (whichever one you intended it to be) as an interjection/interruption inserted within the main sentence. It would help your readersâ clarity and understanding, and therefore, boost their enjoyment levels too!
So, yeah, it still stands that Englishâs grammar sphere is extremely flexible, twistable, stretchable, flammable, combustible, slice-and-diceable, and however the fuck else you wanna abuse it to your selfish satisfaction! You just gotta make sure your overall creation is still readable, parseable, legible, decipherable, understandable, and therefore, enjoyableâyou know?
Unique author voices are completely different from grammatical errors and linguistic inaccuracies. The former is to be cherished! Treasured! Praised! Uplifted! Celebrated until the end of time! Meanwhile, the latter is to be reduced to a minimum, because we donât need them if they donât serve a very intentional purpose. A trained eye will be able to distinguish this without problem, which is indeed why human editors like me and my friends arenât that easily replaced by AIâthank you very much!âbut this elephantine task certainly takes on a differently flavoured toll when an author self-edits their own writing, especially if they donât have years of specialised knowledge and training in the art of editing. (And trust me, it is a wholly different and just as serious of a skillset as the writing part itself.)
Now, whether or not you plan to work with a trusted professional editor later on is up to you to decide (I mean, itâs obviously recommended, but the choice is still in your hands; and even if you do hire editors, the final choice to accept or reject their suggestions is also still in your hands), but here are a few things to keep in mind during your self-editing rounds:
Trust yourself, first and foremost! Youâre the one who understands your story best. If something strongly resonates with you, keep it in. At the very least, itâd add a touch of you and your humanity to your creation, if nothing else.
Having your own unique voice is a good thing. You should want more of it, and no one should ever try to kill it off of youânot even yourself. Stay authentic to yourself, explore whatever interests you, and keep honing your storytelling voice(s) through practice, practice, practiceâno matter how you think it âstands out againstâ or âblends in withâ or âdoesnât hold a candle toâ or âbastardisesâ other peopleâs creations youâve interacted with. Your voice is solely yours, and that is so, so valuable.
If you heavily suspect something contains a technical error, check with reputable sources, like some bigwig dictionaryâs example sentences section, or whichever style guide youâve chosen as your patron saint, or various editor(ial)sâ blog posts and articles, or Q&A/AMA sessions with editors or linguists, or you could try your luck and slide into their DMs if you have a particular someone you admire, or whatever combination of those options you fancy the most.
If youâve heard or read someone irl (including yourself) say those words or that phrase/sentence/monologue before, then itâs probably fine, dude.
For hearing folks: Say it aloud. Use various text-to-speech settings to read it aloud to you. Have your friend or relative read it aloud. Does anything feel wonky, somehow? Does anything need a sprinkle of pizzazz to liven up the dead air? Do these words fit the mood youâre currently feeling during this scene? Did your companion stutter at any point?
Let your writs marinate alone for as long as you can afford to. Forget about it. Then, come back to it with a fresh perspectiveânot one of an authorâs nor an editorâs, but pretend you are a reader who is reading some anonymous writerâs work with the intention of simply sinking into the read and enjoying whatever is served.
The world isnât divided into âgrammatically correctâ and âgrammatically incorrectâ. There are many other variables to composing, writing, editing, proofreading, and speaking. If you have the time and headspace to learn about them, do so. Finding the proper terminologies to describe your ideas and experiences will benefit you with great satisfaction.
Punctuation marks, symbols, spacings, margins, line breaks, paragraph breaks, scene breaks, chapter breaks, placements, pacing, etc. are difficult and time-consuming for us copy editors too. Donât beat yourself up for struggling with these technical details, but also, donât be so afraid of them that you omit them entirely from your writs. Instead, shift your energy and attention to creating and maintaining your very own authorâs style sheet, which you can then pass on to your editor to upgrade and tidy up for you as you kick back and relax, but it can certainly help ease your own writing process if youâve sketched up your own guide for yourself.
Editing any piece of workâfiction or non-fiction or any hybrid of themâshould always prioritise the authorâs original vision and goals above all else. Donât treat it like grading schoolwork with checks and crosses and /100 scores. There is no right and wrong to the art of writing. Why did you start writing in the first place? What do you want to explore and express in your crafts? What do you want your readers to get from your story? How do you want them to feel about your characters? What message are you trying to tell, and why is it important? Do you want to impress people more with your substance or your style? Linguistic unorthodoxy be damned; if your quirky choice gets the point across with all the right vibes and nuances ticked off, then go for it!
Remember that language is constantly evolving⌠as it should! What was once regarded as âincorrectâ a century ago could easily be the norm nowadays. If youâve decided to become the progenitor of a new trend, then you better own up to it! Be unapologetically compelling.
Remember that there is always a solution/answer to your confusion/curiosity. Even if you donât find what youâre looking for right now, thereâs still hope. Either youâll find clarity when you least expect it, or youâll create homemade organic closure for yourself, one way or another. The possibilities are endless. What matters most is to trust the process and never give up on yourself!
one of my worst writing sins is abusing my power to create compound words. i cannot write the sentence "The sun shone as bright as honey that afternoon." no. that's boring. "The sun was honey-bright that afternoon" however? yes. that sentence is dope as fuck. i do not care if "honey-bright" is a word in the english dictionary. i do not care if the sentence is grammatically correct. i will not change. i will not correct my erred ways. the laws of the english language are mine.
#thatâs it for now lol. feel free to chime in if you have more points to add!#writing advice#writing tips#writing tips for you guys#writing inspiration#writing help#rp help#writing & editing#copy-editing#self-editing#editing tips#mindset#friendly reminders#grammar#punctuation#compound words#English language#writeblr#writerblr#reblog + commentary#(I spent like 3 hours writing this reblog⌠WhoopsâŚ)
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I want to be an artistic generalist but itâs so unrealistic for me rn!!
#by that I mean like. practicing art + piano + writing + reading books#& practicing languages !! speaking French & Arabic calligraphy#all my time is consumed by full time studying & clinic & research rn#which is completely fine bc science is equally important to me & I donât think Iâd feel whole without it#but it feels like my other half is a little dormant rn#which Iâve already accepted. the next few months will be intense w prepping for one of the biggest tests of my life#but once thatâs out of the way I will be UNSTOPPABLE#so many hobbies I want to take up. and hobbies I wanna resume bc a couple of these I was doing already but just donât have the time lately#daydreaming ab it will sustain me in the meantime I suppose#or I can try to make it work somehow but rn my focus is all the new shit thatâs coming up#one step at a time or I will lose my mind#p
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Take some Fydd's I just realized I never posted
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#eternal gales#fydd is such a comfort character to me rn its not even funny I adore this lil lad#hes been helping keep me sane#Ive also been keeping sane by brainstoriming more abt how I wanna make eternal gales someday which is also helping#and lemme say its getting real ambitious folks this bad boy isnt getting made for a While lol#the more Ive been thinking abt eternal gales and how I want it to be formatted the more certain I become that while its not going to be a#game Im probably going to be making it within a game maker engine#like Ill still look into how feasible making it all into a website would be but I think for what I want to make this would work best#which is! very ambitious and is definitely not smth I can manage rn! but I have been wanting to re learn to code anyways so!#its mostly just a matter of like. doing some smaller projects first and getting my shit together#ideally I want to be able to be in a place to get started in about 5 years maybe? idk that feels reasonable to me#but Im fine if it takes longer as long as Ive gotten at least some actual real project started and worked on#Ive been playing around with the idea of maybe trying my hand at making a small game for fun#not right this second but maybe soon? idk depends on a bunch of shit#honestly eternal gales has dragged me through so much whenever I feel hopeless I just have to remember that I Need to make it some day and#imagine ppl asking me questions abt it and analyzing my writing and I go ok so I must persist no matter what I need ppl to read abt them
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i havent even read enough gl to justify the feelings and emotions i have about kyle i just have the lovers heart and also something wrong with me. and my projection. in my mind he's just like me. and he would have loved college vending machine frozen cheeseburger and heating it up in the microwave at 1 in the morning because he was bored and didn't want to work on a drawing assignment on 20" x 30" paper that was due tomorrow in his freshman year. he would have loved going to the club to push off finals work that's creating the worst stress known to man in his brain. and he would love to annoy the fuck out of his roommate when high and avoiding homework on a saturday.
#IN MY MIND HE'S JUST LIKE ME and i understand why he dropped out of art school also.#i need to get back to my readings but im too into thinking about the couple dozen issues i have read#and then going i wonder what he was like in college. and the answer is definitely fucking annoying.#if i knew him i know we would be not arguing in art history class. i would be saying his takes are stupid outside of class during break.#and he would go i dont know how somoene can defend british utilitarian furniture so vehemently and try to liken it to bauhaus design#our arguments would also stem from having very different art history and therefore philosophy education. his background would be from a pro#who would focus on european canon as per usual while my prof was coming from the perspective of someone with a phd in asian art history#and a curriculum based mostly around exploring and investigating non euro art work and how movements like modernism and#post modernism functioned in other continents.#this is such a main blog post but idont care. EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW HOW I PROJECT AND INTERACT WITH HIM IN MY MIND#he would also hate how i argue for art even i dont care about by approaching it at the philosophical angle.#'how do you like this it's barely even art. or it is art. but it's a boring cop out for suckers. honestly.'#'the thing is i dont like it. i just think you need to expand your world views and stop being close minded. youre limiting yourself.'#you might go eiffel what are you basing this on? the answer is vaguely remembered panels in my mind plus generally taste opinions of his i#can gleam from what art references they give him within issues.#it would also be funny bc like. he has a background in design... he's just stubborn and snobby i think when it then comes to the realm of#fine arts. i think his opinions and how they operate in regards to design + illustration + non gallery art are probably quite different#but i cant lie. from the singular 'i dont wanna be some loser who shows up with a blank canvas to a gallery' panel i remember someone talki#about in a post i have used it to create a variety of thoughts i think he could have had.#and the answer is the opinions of someone definitely a little annoying in art school. with a pretty standard traditional training#and background that stems from euo+american art history and sensibilities that inform how he interacts with art. which is very normal#but i think it's funny to view him as someone i would probably roll my eyes at for some comments he would be making.#and it gets funnier with how he acts generally as a person.#kyle you cant be this snobby when you are drawing pin ups of your work crush in your home studio...#good lord this got so long i have a problem. hi. sorry to my new follower your kyle posting made me go ha ha kyle. i like that guy.#static.soundz#back issues box#< it might as well go there bc i blabbed way too hard and too much. sorry. overtaken by an entity in my mind
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#sorry i cant shut the fuck up today. i think i just feel worse on the weekends bc i kno i shoulf b relaxing#ppl r telling me to relax. take a break. let me kno how i can help. let me kno if theres a problem. bc my behavior is apparently ya kno like#visibly somethings not right. but how tf am i supposed to relax when i have so much to do#so im stuck spiraling like dont work but also think insistently abt working. but get nothing done. its horrible#mostly rn im stressed abt all the grading i havent done and the work on my masters data i havent done#but its like. something in my head is on fire and it's burning thru all my cognitive energy. i am just trying to keep existing#how tf am i supposed to find the energy to read 45 lab reports? im like illiterate#and idk i just feel bad about coming into a new lab being so sick. i just dont like being a problem#it also does not reflect well on my future career that im being such a flake on things. like sorry if i have to work on my research#assistant data rn i might die âď¸ ugh. itll b fine. i just need to find a way to effectively manage my head#and i keep hearing my dads voice in my head talking abt personal responsibility but like i dont even kno how to employ that. i could suck#it up and double down on productivity but that way leads to burnout and self destruction. do i doubke down on relaxing?#i dont kno how to do that. like u would probably just have to drug me. which is y i do not partake in substances. that way also leads#to self destruction. so what am i do to? cross my fingers and pray for a fluctuation in my general mood?#hope that aliens invade and that an incoming invasion sharpens my focus onto only one single thing?#idk. but my sister is finally working on the fish i askrd her yo draw me. so i gotta think of how i wanna get it tattooed#bc shes not an art person and its an act of indulging chaos to get an imperfect image tattooed onto me#so i might have to do some things to make it make me not insane. i asked for this bc i like causing myself problems. also i was in a#slightly altered state of mind when i asked lol but i stand by it haha. anyway. idk things r just annoying and hard rn as i knew they would#b. and im good at catching myself before things get dangerous but it sucks that i feel like a ticking time bomb of destruction. ugh.#unrelated
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GAAHAHHHHH
#venting in the tags#maybe its just past darkness and the Bad Thoughts which i shouldnt listen to are clouding my brain too much#but i feel so fucking weird and inadequate over everything rn#im unable to work on drawings as i usually would have and its kinda plaguing everything which it should like yeah i love drawing but#i cant let just one aspect of me ruin everything. right? the fact that i havent been able to draw as well as i usually can should make me#feel sick to the stomach and unsure about everything i do but it happening and i hate it.#plus i got the ipad id saved up from the comms to buy and its fun and nice and all and maybe i just need more practice with it but i feel#like im not able to draw on it even more? and i spent the whole day trying to get used to it but its just not as good?? and then when i went#back to the no screen wacom i couldnt get a hang of it becuase idek its just not happening#and also the fucking art block wants me dead i swear i want to draw so bad and i have so many ideas but the moment i start anything its just#crumbles down into nothingness and i hate everything i do and gods fuck i want to cry but i can because there are people at home and#usually im a big 'crybaby' when im at home but i dont fucjing wanna be like that anymore like i can handly my shit myself im fine.#i dont need to just fuckinf cry abiut it becuase thats not gonna fox anything but also i feel like crying might just make me feel better#but then id have to hear shit from my family and i know theyre just teasing in a /pos way but i dont wanna fucking deal with that#plus my brother iust talking to him os annoying sometimes like he talks about things so condescendingly and fucking hel dude shut#the fuck up i dont need you telling me that my art is something people can 'just do' and the fact that i was able to get the ipad#'basically for free since i got that money from the little drawings i make' as if they dont fucking mean anything to you like#shut the fucking fuck up dude i worked hard on those and even though i dont like my own shit sometimes i still fucking work hard on those#fuck you you bitch#i think a lot of things are just piling up and i need to sleep#tomorrow will be a new dawn and a fresh start and maybe ill hate myself less#ps. note to anyone reading the tags#im fine i just needed to yell out and express my frustration a bit. some sleep will help surely.
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am i the only one who hates seeing ppl who can obviously draw well say âthis sucks đ¤Şâ or smthn along those lines abt their art bc it literally is j fishing for compliments (which i love to compliment) but the WORST PART is that it ensures iâll never share any art w them bc ik theyâll secretly think it sucks. and you can tell bc you see ppl say âomg amazing job!â to ppl rlly good (cause artists love to suck each others dicks and itâs funny) and then when someone who isnât as skilled or whatever posts smthn itâs crickets. ppl who draw are insanely pretentious sometimes iâm sorry /lh
#sorry i just wanna share art but ik it will be fully ignored and then some digital artist will send smthn and get immediate praise#which is fine but it makes me not wanna work on art or try to send anything#i do better w positive reinforcement too bc often times i KNOW what areas i can improve in but im maybe not super aware of my strengths !#be nicer to yourself and everyone else pls
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i'm remembering why i don't stay on dating apps for long and why i have a hard time making connections with folks in general. if i have to teach one more fucking person about polite conversation with people you do not know yet, i swear to GOD.
#hhhhh i hate making generalizations but it does tend to be the cis men who don't know how talking to people like people goes#if you ask to see someone's art and they deign to share it with you don't immediately offer concrit unless it's specifically asked for?#like yes i'm concerned Iconic Character might not be recognizable despite my use of references for once#but i did not actually ask for your help on this because i don't know what your credentials are#and you barely recognized it as it is which is telling me you might not be the biggest fan of Iconic Character as you might think!#Fuck youuuuuuuuuu#i said yes to the offer because if they are reasonable changes i haven't already considered Part Of The Art i might consider them to improv#because i'm already going to be working on it again today so it's not really going to add any more to my plate than i might already have#but i don't even remember how many similar instances of fucking BONKERS things to say to a stranger i've been like#hey you know people don't talk to each other like this right? you know that's not how conversation is right?#please for the love of god tell me you don't talk to people IRL like this#cause i might start forming ideas about why tf you're on this app in the first place#like i know neurodivergence can be a hurdle and everyone's a little poorly socialized since lockdowns started in 2020#but... i KNOW these guys are not talking to their buddies like this#they think they can get away with it because i look like a woman#and if i gotta be the person who corrects them i will but boy howdy nothing gives me the ick faster than having to tell you that people#do not talk to other people like the way you're talking to me right now we do not know each other#do not presume you can just say Whatever at me and think i'm still gonna wanna try and get to know you to sleep with you like wtf#hhhh sorry. i'm like. probably not going to continue talking to this one but i did give him the opening to respond so i'll see what he has#to say and then move on with my life#it wouldn't probably be such a big deal if the vast majority of people i've attempted to talk to actually#yknow... talked to me.#but like it's fine. i'm fine. it's fine#like yes i would love to have someone i'm able to have sex with as well as friendship and general intimacy#i don't want to teach someone else how to be a person i barely understand it myself
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so august 2018 is when my peak being-crazy-made art craziness happened, huh
#and then as soon as i left that situation all of my art became normal again lmao#i went from drawing weird cryptic things that quite literally would only ever make sense to me#to just. drawin landscape stuff like normal again sdhvfdvghsd#i mean there a couple cryptic things here n there after but like. not nearly as cryptic at all. like you could p much easily make out what#is trying to be conveyed. the other shit is like. nothing. you couldn't understand unless I had to explain everything that happened#gotta say guys doing shrooms and being abused do not mix well at all#bc when im not being abused and im on shrooms shit is great. im feeling lit. all i wanna do is draw nature stuff#but that moment in my life? phew...#vent#i literally thought I died. like i literally thought I wasn't actually alive and I was in some mirror version of earth that was the#underworld-- so much happened. its kind of distressing to think about all the weird fucking visions i got#and its not even like it was always like that when I did shrooms with that person- initially in the love-bombing phase I was fine.#all of my art from then looks pretty fuckin normal save for ig more colorful stuff and trippy patterns or whatever. but otherwise fine#if anything it enhanced my art#its only after the gaslighting and the putting me down and the withdrawing love shit started happening that i just like. snapped.#idek. it was all so surprising to me because they really did convince me they loved me.#not only all of that abuse-- also the enabling my conspiracy theory brain too which didn't help#which ironically my art didn't have much do to with actual conspiracy theories but the mindset was implemented in to me so#there was a lot of weird delusions and paranoia and just like. stuff that didn't make sense but also did if I explained it?? idek#there was like a consistent story to my weird visions but it didn't make sense also. like there was no real reason for things to be what#they were or look the way they did or whatever#but there Was a consistent story still#its something i *want* to encapsulate into maybe a comic or picture book or something but like. idek if i could encapsulate it all#theres so many bits and pieces that idek if i could fully convey- idk#dawg even my stuff from after my couple of 'acid' trips wasn't as confusing and cryptic as the stuff after being abused#one common theme in a lot of it is its intentionally repelling. every part of my being knew I needed to be away from that person in spite#of how they would pretend to be friendly with me so some of that art is trying to scare them away in a weird cryptic way that tbfh#they probably didn't understand either whenever a pic was trying to do that like what it even was trying to say- thats kinda how fucking#crazy i got from that whole situation. i think part of me felt like that at least if it was vague and unhinged that it would scare them#away idrk. i do think it worked lol. even if it doesnt really fully make sense at all. idk. but 0/10 one of the worst periods of my life
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Btw, my Arnold Palmer hairpin I'm making is so bad that I feel like I should pen a formal apology to the man himself.
Check it out đ
Extremely simian-like... Idk how I did this nor how to fix it. Oh, well! He will just be extremely simian-like, I fuckin guess.
#rae rants#i mean. i said im not good at painting faces in the first place. i did say that. but at this scale it's not particularly easy either.#even my nail art brushes were too big for this.#to be clear: they're not finished. i need to add the metallic paint to the tops and the varnish. and two more arnold palmers.#and mayyyybe the word Arizona. for sure on the arnie but idk if I wanna do it on every single one is the thing?#... green tea is there just to make the branding clearer.#i am considering opening my ask box for suggestions on what other arizona cans to do. but also. i would not get them and i know that so.#also i used a bottle instead of a can for the green tea ref and uh. turns out the cam has a blue line at the bottom. but idw do that.#the hardest ones to paint are gonna be the ones w checkerboards. not cuz of the design themselves but cuz.#my paint can be inconsistent even when I DO keep track of how I'm mixing. so I'd have to paint the base color all at the same time.#which means I would have to do all of them on the same day. which means I'd have to dedicate a whole day to like. what? i think its 3 pins?#it's six. and that would probs fill up both of my palettes. if not more fuck me dude#ah. to be clear. after all the painting is done. I'll glue them to hairpins. that's all.#still trying to find the best glue for this stuff. wood glue is what I use for my actual pins. hot glue would probs work fine too#BUT. my hairpins are different. my pins have holes on the back the glue can connect thru. not so on my hairpins.
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dilf!art being father of the bride and you being lilyâs maid of honor. *evil smile*
you could hear your new yearâs resolution to stop smoking laughing at you as you stood outside the wedding reception.
lily had gotten married earlier that day and it was beautiful ceremony but the stress of making sure none of the bridesmaids made drank too much at the bachelorette party, yelling at flower delivery guys and keeping lily a happy bride to be had gotten to you. being a maid of honor/wedding planner was hard and you desperately needed a cigarette.
âhey.â you jumped at the sound of a deep voice, placing your free hand on your fast beating heart. âholy shit, mr. d. you fucking scared me.â art walked to stand beside you, he had ditched his black suit jacket and was only wearing a white button with the sleeves rolled up and his veiny arms on display. you tried not to stare.
âsorry, didnât mean to scare you i was just looking to get some air.â he apologized. âitâs fine.â the two of you stood silently next to each other.
art cleared his throat. âdo you mind if iâŚ?â he pointed to the cigarette hanging from your lips. you shook your head, your fingers brushed together when you passes him the cigarette. art brought is to his mouth and took a deep inhale. you watched his head fall back as he blew out the smoke. âyou did a good job with planning, everything looks amazing.â artâs voice tore you out of your trace of staring at his neck. âhuh? oh, thanks. iâm seriously considering giving up my degree to do this full time.â you joked, taking the cigarette back from art, which earned you a chuckle from him.
the two of you stayed like that for awhile, passing the cigarette back and forth making small conversation. the lipstick you left on the orange end lightly staining arts lips. âso, how come you didnât bring with a date?â the question was a little personal but you were nosy. âwellâŚ.â he rocked back and forth a little on his heels. âi donât know, i guess i just didnât have anyone to bring.â he shrugged. âhow come?â at this point you were genuinely curious, i mean tashi his ex wife had even brought a date.
art sighed. âdonât know if you noticed but iâve kinda aged out of the dating scene.â he mumbled. you scoffed shaking your head. âwhat? you look really good for your age. youâve probably got girls lining up to get in your bed. bet you donât even need pill to get it up.â you even donât realize what youâve said until you said. âi mean, iâd still do you.â you really were just trying to make him feel better but you ended up hitting on him.
âyouâd still do me?â he repeated laughing.
âw-well yeah. youâve got the whole hot dad thing going on and you were like the first guy i had a wet dream about.â you rambled digging the heel of shoe into the ground below you. âreally?â he asked. you could feel his eyes burning into you. you lifted your head to look at him. âyeah.â art brought his thumb up to scratch his bottom lip giving you a look, a look you understood and gave back.
you donât know how but the two of you ended up in the back of his truck. your bridesmaid dress sitting in the passengers seat of his car as you worked to get the belt of his pants off.
artâs hands were rough and calloused on your soft skin as he ran them up your body to grope your boobs through your strapless bra. art presses kisses down your throat and on top of your breast. you finally get his belt undone and he lifts his hips to make sliding his pants and underwear down easier.
your eyes widen at the sight below you. âfuck.â you wanted it in your mouth but there wasnât time for foreplay. âdo you still wanna do this?â art asked, his blue eyes that had slight wrinkles on the sides of them looked into yours. âhell yeah.â you nodded your head leaning down to put your lips on his. artâs hands come up to hold your jaw forcing his tongue in your mouth when it fell open sighing as you sank down onto his thick cock.
âoh my god.â you both moaned. not bothering to get use to the stretch, you put you hands on artâs shoulders and started to bounce up and down slowly picking up the speed. âyouâre so gorgeous.â art kissed and sucked at whatever skin he could find. âfucking yourself on me so well.â your head fell back and your loud moans filled up the car. âwanted this for so long mr. d.â you whined, legs started to ache so you stop bouncing to just grind your hips back and forth. art wrapped his big arms around your waist pulling your chest fully against his as you bucked his hip up, fucking you hard. âfuck, call me art.â
âartartartartartartart.â you muttered into his ear. your nails dug into his shoulder and your moans got louder and whiny the closer you got. âgonna cum.â art grunted, one of his hands leaving your waist you thumb over your clit. âitâs ok iâm on the pill.â art didnât pass up the opportunity of cumming inside you, immediately painting your inner walls when you squeezed him particularly tight. soon youâre cumming with a quiet scream into his neck.
art lets you stay in his lap for a while as he strokes your hair and places kisses on your face before you catch sight of the time on his rolex. âshit, i have to give my speech soon.â you pull off letting artâs soft cock slip out of you. art hands you some napkins to clean yourself up before zipping you back into your dress. âi really enjoy this.â you said leaning against his car. âyeah, me too.â he answered. you gave him a smile before walking back into the reception hall.
âhey, where were you was about to go look for you.â lily says to you when you approach her table. âjust maid of honor duties.â you lied to her, feeling like a terrible friend. âok.â she smiled brightly at you. oh god, you were definitely going to hell and lily would be the one to send you if she ever found out you fucked her dad.
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Masked Man//Wade Wilson Boyfriend HeadCanons
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Wade is a silly guy. So silly in fact, heâll crack jokes or shoot a sarcastic comment your wayâmid argument. âHow am I supposed to listen when you look this good right now?â Fear not! Because he knows when to shut up. (When you tell him to)
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Despite his chaotic and reckless behavior, Wade is actually super protective and would go to extreme lengths to keep you safe. And then some. âHey! Back off! Donât you fuck with her! Unless you wanna fuck with me too. In that case weâll need a sit down discussion forâ��� âWADE!â âRightâsorry.â
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Expect big, wild romantic gestures. Like standing outside your window while holding up a boom box. (playing âwhat you wonât do for loveâ by Bobby Caldwell) or (attempting at) writing your name with fireworks. (There were definitely âunexpectedâ explosions)
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âI know itâs only Tuesday, but I totally, legally rented a helicopter so we can pretend weâre in the avengâno? OkayâŚplan B then: Breakfast in bed with (penis) questionable pancakes.â
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Cuddle bug Wade. Are we surprised? This man lives off of physical touch and affection. Wrapping you up in his arms, not letting you go with a shit eating grin. âNope, youâre not leaving this couch. Weâre practicing the ancient art of Wade Wrapping, which requires at least three hours of cuddles, just sayin.â
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He is nonstop teasing you. Itâs a hobby for him, really. (And his love language) Coming up with silly nicknames for you, challenging you to random games or chores, heâs not below making fun of himself to see you smile either.
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âOh-ho? You think you can wipe the track with me in Mario kart? Thatâs cute.â âHoneyâyou look fine. Approachable even. Unlike meâŚâ (he says while laying limbless on the bed. LiterallyâŚ.)
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Uses his dark humor to comfort you in times of âwhat the actual fuck?â Knowing how to turn even the bleakest of moments into something a little lighter. âHey, I know life might suck granny tits right nowâŚbut at least weâre not in a rom-com where one of us has to die or something worse for the other to grow emotionally, right?â
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Unwaveringly supportive of you in any conflict. He is going to take your side. Every. Single. Time. Backing you up even if he has literally no idea whatâs going on or why. âYou said Rick was out of line at work today? Well guess whoâs getting a strongly worded letter in the form of interpretive dance in the parking lot?â âIs it Riââ âitâs Rick.â
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Wade loves experimenting in the kitchen with you! Attempting to make meals that sometimes end up in hilarious disasters, followed up by a take out order.
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He breaks thisâŚâfourth wallâ sometimes. Like looking off into the distance and talking to an invisible audience or camera while addressing you. This dead ass bewilders you at times. But mostly you roll your eyes at his antics.
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âCan you believe this shit?â Heâll ask, turning to an imaginary audience. âIâm over here being the perfect boyfriendâfunny, handsome, protective, all thatâand you guys still think Peter Parker is the âIdeal Boyfriendâ pffft. Get real.â *turns back to you* âanyway, where were we?â
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This overgrown man child is a PDA enthusiast. Unashamed of hugging, kissing, or trying to dip you during a playful dance in public. He doesnât care, heâs proud to be with you and wants everyone to know it. âYou know what this sidewalk needs? A spontaneous make out sessionâ
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One hundred percent would insist on wearing matching or theme outfits. Whether itâs full on costumes or something little like matching socks. âTa-Da! Matching Taco Cat shirtsâno, no. Donât fight it. This is how we show the world weâre a team. Through peak fashion choices.â
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Loves movie nights. Theyâre full of commentary, with your boyfriend narrating or making fun of the movie plots. Heâd insist on watching rom-coms or action movies for sure.
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Youâll receive unconventional love letters in the form of doodles, short jokes, or notes saying âI love you more than The Golden Girls. And thatâs saying something. ;)â
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Wade is a pretty chill dude. Heâs not overboard with jealousy. But that wonât stop the man from making his classic (not so jokey) jokes when he feels like someone might be getting too close to you. âOh, flirting? With you? Cute. Should I go over there and casually mention that Iâm the love of your life and also really good with sharp objects?â
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Beneath all the jokes and chaos, he has moments of genuine, heartfelt affection. Whispering his love and gratitude for you at unexpected times. âI know I never take shit for real. But Iâm serious about you, about us. Youâre my safe space, the one part of my life that makes sense on this stupid chunk of rock floating in space.â
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Remembers odd little details about you. Showing it with unexpected gifts that align perfectly with your interests. (Even if theyâre a bit off beat.) âI saw this super limited edition action figure of (favorite character). I had to get it for youâdonât ask me how, just say thank you and letâs runââ
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Randomly belting out terrible renditions of love songs at the top of his lungs, just to get a laugh from you.
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Acts tough for your amusement, like heâll pretend to be all macho around your friends to make you laugh. âYeah babe, Iâm like, indestructible. Just gottaâŚâ *struggles to open a jar of pickles* âwaitâhold on. This jar is definitely cheatingâŚâ
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Wade love love LOVESSS making you watch while playing with your pussy. Using his mouth, fingers and all kinds of cute little toys.
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Tying your hands together, behind your back and sitting you in front of the mirror with your legs spread wide as he slowly circles your clit with a bullet vibrator, nuzzling into the crook of your neck. âYou see how fucking wet you are for me, baby?â âLook. At. This~â âdid I say to look away? Didnât think soâŚâ
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Heâs into all kinds of crazy shitâhigh key an exhibitionist.
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Fucking you in a theatre bathroom, pressing you up against the stall while he covers your mouth, dipping the head of his cock teasingly into your aching cunt.
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âI donât give one shit if someone hears us, I need you. Now.â âShhh baby, gotta stay quiet if you wanna cum.â âStay still nowâŚâ
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Eating you out in the back of the car, hands kneading your plush thighs while looking up at you with that knowing, shit-eating grin. Not even bothering to wipe you from his chin.
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Struggling to keep your eyes on the man, a red flush taking over your face as the vibrations of his groans send shocks of pleasure through your entire body.
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Fingering you under the table/using a remote control vibrator on you when youâre out having dinner. âYeah thatâs it for me and uh, what about you babe?â He asks nonchalantly, as if he werenât bumping the bullet to its highest intensity or running his fingers over your panty clad pussy. All the tasty stuff. Itâs the thrill of almost being caught for him.
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Baby girl also LOVES when you take control. Straddling him, tying him up to the bed, slapping his face. Heâs fucking into it.
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F-fuckk~ wanâwanna touch you so bad~â he whimpers, hips bucking involuntarily while you ride him, bouncing in his lap with your hands on his shoulders and his cuffed. âMmffâneed to cumâŚplease, pleaseâIâll do whatever you waâaaah, fffuck!â
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Wade loves to buy you new toys/lingerie sets all the time! Heâll come through the door with a bag full of new things to try out or on. âOh, come onâput the bunny ears onâŚIâll let you do that one thing you like.â
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Costumes, dressing up, role play. Cops and robbers, Professor and student, Master and pet. He loves that shit and has a lot of fun with it.
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âYou have the right to remain silent, on your knees, now.â Heâll smirk, cuffing your hands behind your back, trailing a finger down your cheek before fucking your face. âCock hungry bitch, arenât ya? Such a good girlâŚâ he croons, pulling at your leash.
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âYou call that begging, honey? Hate to break it to you sweetheart, but youâre gonna have to be louder than that if you want me to fuck you silly.â He teases, sending a sharp smack to your ass while prodding at your slick pussy with his shaft, making you arch and whine out for him.
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If youâre into it, he has no issue with knife/gun play. âHow does it feelâŚ?â he purrs into your ear, slowly sliding the cold metal up your stomach, circling your belly button before trailing up your chest, then collarbone, pressing the blade/barrel to your throat/temple. âScary? Hot? Scary-Hot?â
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Loves making you squirt, finger fucking you into oblivion, thumb pressed against your clit until you canât take anymore. âFuck yeah, baby.â He pants, bringing his fingers up to his mouth and cleaning them with a simple âpopâ.
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âMhhhâŚâ Wade hums in delight before shoving the same fingers into your mouthâpushing past your teeth, forcing you to taste yourself with a groan âYouâre so yummy, donât you think?â
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If youâre being a brat, expect proper punishment. âOooh, talking back to me, huh?â Heâll ask, gripping your face with one hand, forcing you to keep eye contact. âWatch that damn mouth of yours, pretty bitch. And keep riding meâI didnât say stop.â
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Heâll make you grind your hips until youâre sore. Itâs so fucking good it hurts. âAwww, my poor babyâŚlook at you crying and riding. You must be exhausted, hmm?â Wade grunts, bouncing you on top his lap as if you were a rag doll. His cock slamming into you, hitting that sweet spotânever missing a beat. âKeep goingâbe a good girl and keep goingâŚâ
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Once youâre both a spent, panting, boneless mess beside each other, heâll shower you with praise and pepper your face with kisses, combing your unkempt hair with his fingers as he caresses your arm.
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Wade would set up a diy spa in the bathroom for you. Complete with cucumber slices, a glass of wine (or whatever you want) and a bath thatâs wayyy too bubbly. Heâd try and give you a foot massage while joking âOnly the royal treatment for my queen. Minus the actual royaltyâŚthose guys were more fucked up than half of AlabamaâŚâ
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#deadpool x reader#wade wilson#wade wilson x reader#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool headcanons#deadpool smut#rainyworx#fanfiction#what can I say I like OLDER GUYS SUE MEEEEE#i wanna be saveddd#logan howlett#click4rainy
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nonsexual d/s for sub Eddie week with art here by @ent-is-indecisive
âEddie, will you please open the door?â
âI ruined it, Steve, I messed everything up.â
âYou didnât ruin anything, baby, let me in, câmon.â
All the music from the party almost drowns out Steveâs voice, but a small pathetic piece of Eddie clings to it like an anchor. He opens the door and Steveâs brows knit sympathetically at the state of distress Eddie's in. Itâs all fucked up.
His leather sleeve is wet and sticky, he canât stop raking his fingers through his hair, ruining the nice waves Steve styled for him earlier because he was too much of a wreck to do it himself. Itâs all fucked up.
âI fucked up.â
Shaking his head, Steve comes inside and shuts the door behind him. âIt wasnât that bad. Couldâve been worse, remember when Robin threw up in the middle of an audition.â
âSteve, at this point theyâre gonna pay me not to make an album,â Eddie stresses, pacing around the bathroom. âI spilled wine all over the guy. Dale fucking Grazer wants to talk serious paper and shake my hand and I just emptied my stupid little glass all over him!â
âIt was just wine, not puke or something,â Steve says lightly, trying to bring Eddie down from his frantic state. It works, his voice is a tether for Eddie to grab onto. âCome here, let me fix you up.âÂ
Eddie does as Steve says, not trusting himself to make any more decisions when all heâs done today is fuck up.Â
Steve guides him over to the sink, wetting a towel and dabbing Eddieâs jacket. Heâs so calm, like this isnât the most important night in Eddieâs life and itâs not already blown and he can still make that hotshot from the record label like him.
Steveâs acting like everythingâs fine, which makes Eddie feel stupid and small like he's overreacting, he tries to let Steveâs energy calm him too but itâs hard.
âYouâre overthinking, I can see it on your face,â Steve says, being gentle but not in a coddling way that would make Eddie feel even more stupid.
He straightens out Eddieâs sleeve, good as new, then works on Eddieâs hair next. His fingers are soft and skilled and so sure, knowing exactly how to fix it and how to make Eddie melt under his touch.
Eddie squeezes his eyes shut, just trying to let Steve fix everything. He's way better at fancy parties and schmoozing than Eddie is. He always knows how to get Eddie out of his head and thatâs what he needs right now. As pathetic as he feels about it, he needs to stop thinking. Let Steve think for him, even.
âWanna tell me whatâs on your mind?â Steve prompts softly and Eddie is helpless but to let it all out.
âI canât stop saying the wrong shit. Whyâd I tell him my dadâs in prison? Or bring up the dropped murder charges, or all that stuff about ket, I just canât shut up.â
âNo, thatâs just you, the whole big personality charismatic rockstar thing. Trust me, that guyâs got star eyes for you.â
âThis is just like with Paigeâs label. I messed that up, and now Iâm ruining Jeffâs chance again, andââ
âNo youâre not, that guy loves Jeff already, everybody loves Jeff.âÂ
âYouâre right, heâs got this, he doesnât need me. Letâs just get out of here, make a run for it.â
Eddie barely takes a step before Steveâs hands circle both his wrists, his grip gentle but solid, holding Eddie in place. It flips the same little switch in Eddie as the cuffs they use in the bedroom. It takes away the option to run.
Somewhere in the jumble of his mind, he knows itâs the right choice, trusting that Steve wouldnât let him make the wrong one.
âWeâre not going anywhere, baby, this is your chance too.â Steve rubs up and down Eddieâs arms, guiding him around in front of the mirror.Â
Itâs hard for Eddie to look at himself right now and see it written all over his face. Steve cleaned the stain and made his hair perfect again but he canât fix whateverâs making Eddie⌠Well, Eddie. Whatever it is that made him flunk senior year 3 times, or screw up the first chance he had to make something of himself, or the reason Ronnie wonât pick up his phone calls, or the reason Wayne sleeps with his keys on the bedside table in case he has to come running to Eddieâs rescue like alwaysâ
Steveâs fingers lightly cup Eddieâs chin, heâs standing behind Eddie now, his body warmly pressed against him.
âLook here, honey.â Steve gently tips Eddieâs head up to meet his own eyes in the mirror. Theyâre glistening with unshed tears that almost fall when Steve says soft but sure, âYouâre not a fuckup,â and prompts Eddie, âSay it.â
Eddie swallows the lump rising in his throat, âIâm notââÂ
He chokes up a little bit and Steve waits patiently.Â
âTell yourself,â Steve whispers, all earnest-eyed in the mirror like all he wants is to make Eddie believe it.
âIâm not a⌠fuckup,â Eddie gets the words out and a few tears slip free with them.
Steve brushes them away. âYou can do this. Say it.â
With a deep breath, Eddie tells himself, âI can do this.â
Steve kisses his temple, gives him a little praise that he admittedly needs so much right now, âYouâre gonna be so good.â
Eddieâs mind starts to clear of everything thatâs not Steve rocking him slowly in his arms, whispering, âYouâre my good boy,â as many times as Eddie needs to hear it. He feels his confidence building back up, getting more comfortable in his skin again with Steve holding him, believing the words Steve made him say in the mirror, believing the words Steve kisses into his neck and loves into his skin. He can do this.
âArenât you?â
âYeah.âÂ
âTell me,â Steve prompts and Eddie turns a little, blinking slowly, eyes feeling heavy with the slow dose of bliss Steve gave him.
âIâm your good boy,â Eddie murmurs and he believes it.
When they leave the bathroom later, Steve canât hold his hand through this, but Eddie still feels him.
He charms the fuck out of those suits from the label. They love Jeff, everybody loves Jeff, and they love Eddie too. The whole band is definitely getting signed, at least thatâs what Steve says on the ride home.
Eddie greedily soaks up all the praise and attention, feeling a little spacey with it, Steve's big warm hand on his thigh grounding him. He can't wait for them to get home so he can properly thank Steve.
#i just think eddie needs steve to tell him he's a good boy sometimes and i'm right#steddie#eddie munson#steve harrington#steddie ficlet#steddie fic#subeddieweek#also thank you again ent i'm flattered you wanted to draw this and it's so gorgeous and I appreciate it!!
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Diluc, Dainsleif & Dan Heng as vampires
pairings: diluc, dainsleif & dan heng x gender neutral reader
cws: biting and blood drinking, some swearing, them burning in the sunlight, slight suggestiveness in dainâs part (not rlly itâs barely even one moan)
tags: them as vampires, hurt/comfort, modern au (dan heng), kissing, dan hengâs part is dialogue heavy
notes: dilucâs part is also inspired by an art the lovely @/mmmairon as well as a drabble by @/hiraya_rawr. also also i wanna say that dan heng has more of a modern au type of thing going for him, so just keep that in mind!
word count: 3911
DILUC RAGNVINDR: (1340 words)
â˘Diluc was turned during a near death experience in Snezhnaya. A passing vampire spotted his body bleeding out on the ground and decided the only way to save him was by turning him.
â˘Though, Diluc would've rather died on that night.
â˘After he was turned, and he experienced his first craving for blood, he went on a rampage that he'd quickly come to regret afterwards.
â˘Out of guilt of realising what he's done, he exiled himself into solitude. Opting to not go back home ever again in case he'd hurt someone in Mondstadt if he did go back. He resided in an abandoned manor that he'd fixed up over a century or two.
â˘Instead of drinking human blood, he drank animal blood instead. Though he'd never drink enough from them to fatally wound the animal.
â˘Meaning for a very long time, he'd been suppressing his cravings for human blood.
â˘And when you came into the picture, it wasn't pretty for him.
â˘You'd knocked on his door one late night seeking for shelter from a storm that was starting to form. While the logical side of his brain screamed at him to not let you stay, he inevitably let you inside for the night.
â˘He brewed you a cup of tea, and let you stay in one of the spare rooms. By morning, and after you left, he expected that to be the last time he'd ever see a human for another century or so.
â˘He was proved wrong when you showed up at his doorstep again late into the afternoon with some food to thank him for letting you stay the night.
â˘After this, you ended up visiting him more and more. You quickly noticed how he wouldn't answer a lot during the day, but you just assumed he was busy working (in reality, he refused to open the door to not get burned by the sunlight).
â˘Because of your frequent visits, you ended up befriending Diluc.
â˘And before he knew it, Diluc was falling completely head over heels for you, to his dismay.
â˘The thought of loving you terrified him greatly. He was a vampire and you were a human for goodness' sake! It could never work between you two! The thought of losing himself because of you, your scent, and your blood made him so scared. He didn't want to harm you, or worse, he didn't want to accidentally lose control and kill you.
â˘So, in hopes to drive you away; he decides to reveal himself to you. To reveal the monster he is to you.
A letter from Diluc had you walking to his manor in the middle of a warm spring day, something you wouldn't usually do. You figured that he had a day off from work today and that he wanted to spend it with you. The last part of that thought making your heart throb in your chest.
You soon approached the door to his manor, knocking gently on the door three times. It didn't take long before the dark oak doors opened to let you inside. You entered casually as Diluc held open the door for you, closing and locking it once you had fully entered his estate.
He led you over to the sitting room, placing a pre-made cup of tea in front of you, to which you quickly accepted and drank out of. The two of you conversed together for a little while, with everything being light hearted and fine, as it usually was.
That was until Diluc suddenly questioned you;
"How do you feel about me?"
His question caught you by surprise, your eyes widening and a small blush starting to coat your cheeks. You laugh awkwardly, trying to calm yourself down from how his question startled you.
You open your mouth, planning to say "You're a good friend of mine!" And while that isn't a lie, a friend isn't something only you want to be to him, you want to be something more.
"Please, tell me the truth."
His words catch you off guard for the second time in such a small period. You choke down your words and take a deep breath, before reluctantly saying your true feelings to him.
"I... I'm in love with you, Diluc."
In that moment, the light hearted air in the room had quickly dissipated. With the way Diluc's eyes widened with what looked like disbelief, shock and also fear?
"N-No... no... you can't love me, you shouldn't love me...!"
He says, his voice breaking midway through his declaration.
"Why not?"
You respond. You're nothing but confused right now, you've never seen him like this before. Diluc was a calm and rational man to you, so you'd never seen him like this before.
"Because!â
He shouts, standing up from the couch forcefully. He turns away from you, walking towards the tightly covered window.
"I'm nothing but a monster! You should love someone better than me!"
"Diluc, why are you talking about..!?"
Almost as if to answer your question, he pulls the curtains apart, the tight bindings on them tearing from his abnormal strength. The sun pours into the already dimly lit room.
Diluc winces, resisting the urge to cover his face. He groans in pain and turns around to face you.
Your heart drops at the sight of him. The way his pale skin now glows and crackles from the sunlight, burning his skin.
"He's burning, he's in pain!"
You quickly leap from your seat, pulling the blanket that was draped onto the couch with you. You throw the blanket over his head, shielding him from the sun's piercing light.
Diluc's eyes widen with shock as you pull him away from the window and pull the curtains back to block the sunlight.
You look afraid and worried, as you frantically pace around the room looking for something that's unknown to him. After a few minutes of you tearing through his cabinets, you finally find what you're looking for
A roll of bandages.
You desperately cover the skin that's been burnt with the bandages. Diluc takes note of how heavy you're breathing, how you're almost hyperventilating.
Once you've covered the burns on his face, you search the other uncovered parts of his body for any more injuries. And Diluc finally hears your voice breaking the uncomfortable silence that had formed.
"Why the fuck would you do that...!?"
You try to sound angry, but your voice immediately shakes and falters, turning your tone of voice into a more desperate one.
Diluc begins to feel guilty, hearing the pain in your voice hurts him more than those burns did.
You raise your head to look at him in the eyes, opening your mouth to spit more words at him.
"Why would you hurt yourself like this...!?!?"
You choke on those words, tears beginning to fall down your cheeks at a rapid pace. The sight of you so distraught makes Diluc's barely beating heart ache immensely.
"I..."
Diluc struggles to get what he wants to say out.
"I didn't want to love you, in case I'd hurt you..."
He looks away from you, too ashamed to keep eye contact.
"Do you not see how much this hurts me though!?"
You reply, gritting your teeth.
"I don't care that you're not a human like me! I still love you, and nothing is going to change that!!"
More tears fall down your cheeks, some even hitting and sliding down his own face.
Diluc hesitantly reaches a hand up, pressing his gloved hand against the back of your head and pushing it forward so that your forehead rests against his.
"I'm sorry."
He apologises, being finally able to look you in the eyes again. He's sincere in his words.
You sniffle, closing your eyes and placing your hands on his shoulders. You don't respond to his apology, but he can tell that you've already forgiven him.
Diluc smiles and closes his eyes too, not deciding to start any more conversations, and leaving the two of you to calm in silence.
DAINSLEIF: (1424 words)
â˘When Khaenri'ah fell, Dainsleif was cursed with both immortality and vampirism. The immortality came with becoming a vampire.
â˘So he decided to travel Teyvat alone, so as to not let anyone know about his inhumanity.
â˘At first, Dainsleif struggled with being a vampire. He could only be on the move when the sun was down, but it wasn't like he could get very far with how sluggish he was from repressing his blood cravings.
â˘Eventually, he managed to figure things out. Every once in a while he'd feed on some poor drunkard walking home in the middle of the night. And he managed to construct a ring that made him immune to the sunlight, meaning he could now travel by day as well.
â˘The 500 years he's spent travelling alone were incredibly lonely for him. Because he didn't want anyone to know that he was a vampire, he isolated himself from civilisation, only occasionally stepping into the cities to get a drink at a tavern or to buy something he needed.
â˘He lived completely alone for five centuries, until you came along.
â˘Dainsleif had spotted you, another traveller, trying your best to fight some slimes that had been attacking you, but you weren't really doing a good job. So, he stepped in to help you out. He planned to just slay the slimes, make sure you were okay, and be on his merry way once again.
â˘But you had completely ruined his plans, chasing after him as he tried to walk away from you, saying that you'd pay him back with a meal at a nearby restaurant or a drink from one of the taverns he'd been to a few times.
â˘No matter how many times he'd try to let you down gently, you just kept going, insisting that because he saved your life that you should repay him.
â˘Once Dainsleif finally came to terms with the fact that you weren't going to let up, he sighed and agreed to your offer (demand)
â˘So you took him to a tavern for a meal and a few drinks. By the end of it, you were completely drunk and he was still completely sober.
â˘Regular human food and alcohol don't do much to his system. It wasn't like his body rejected them, but he would never become drunk even if he drank a sea of booze, and he would never become full off of just meats and vegetables.
â˘Much to Dainsleif's annoyance, he ended up carrying you back to his campsite to let you sleep there. He made sure to keep watch the entire night just in case.
â˘When you woke up, the first thing you saw through a bleary gaze was a pint of water being held out to you by Dainsleif. He scolded you for drinking too much last night and forced you to drink the water to lessen your hangover.
â˘And since then, you've somehow become a pest in his side. You both travelled around Teyvat together, soothing Dainsleif's centuries-long loneliness.
â˘Though, having a human companion by his side wasn't easy for Dainsleif. Especially if he was due for another feeding.
The crackling fire illuminated the campsite that had been darkened by the evening sky. The entrancing flames distracted you as Dainsleif tried his best to calm himself down in your shared tent.
He was due for another feeding, and the smell of your blood was driving him crazy. He was trying his best to hold back on his desperate cravings until you slept, so he could drink from another bumbling drunkard roaming the paths.
But it was getting increasingly harder and harder to hold himself back as the minutes passed by.
Dainsleif refused to drink from you. He didn't want to harm or scare you away. Overtime, he'd come to actually enjoy your company. Driving you away with his monstrous tendencies is the last thing he wants, especially after being alone for far too long.
"Dainsleif?"
Your voice breaks him out of his thoughts, and he looks up to see you, placing a hand on his shoulder. He hadn't even realised you'd moved away from the fire to come to his side.
"Are you alright? You look awfully pale..."
Awfully pale was just how he always looked, though he was probably as white as a ghost by now from how badly he needed to feed.
"I-It's nothing..."
Dainsleif utters with a surprisingly weak voice. He averts his eyes away from you, feeling embarrassed that you have to see him so weak.
"Are you sure? I think you may be ill..."
You respond, holding his chin to keep his head in place while you studied his features for any signs of illness.
Dainsleif's breath became ragged at how close you were to him. He was using all of his self control to not just pounce on you and drink straight from your neck.
In your eyes, you had just thought that he was refusing help because he didn't want to seem weak around you. Though the issue was much bigger than that.
"P-Please, I'm fine..."
He breathes out. He does not look fine in the slightest.
You furrow your eyebrows at him, starting to become annoyed at how he's pushing you away.
"You don't have to pretend, Dain. I can tell something's wrong, you can tell me yâknow."
Dainsleif swallows. He wants to resist, to run away and return to you while you're asleep and he's finally been fed. But he cannot.
"H-How much do you know about... inhuman creatures...?"
He finally asks with his voice and breath shaking.
"Hmm... like slimes? Have you been poisoned by one or something?â"
"No, no, it's nothing like that..." He cuts you off, taking a deep breath before speaking again. "I-I meant creatures who appear to be human... but they aren't..."
You think for a few moments, thinking back to all the books you read before you decided to set off on your journey across all of Teyvat. After a few minutes of thinking, you manage to come to a conclusion.
"Like a vampire or something?"
"Yes... a vampire..."
"What about them?"
Dainsleif doesn't even find the energy to tell you. He simply just opens his mouth a little to show off his sharp fangs in his teeth that replaced his canines.
Your eyes widen. You're surprised, and even a little bit scared, but you know Dainsleif won't hurt you.
Not hurting you is what got him to this state in the first place, isn't it?
"Are you hungry?"
You ask him, and he weakly nods in response.
You take a deep breath before undoing the top button on your shirt, pulling your collar down enough to fully expose your neck. You hold his chin against and force him to look up at you.
"Drink from me." You say, and Dainsleif's eyes widen.
"B-Butâ"
"I don't want to hear it. I know you won't hurt me, so just drink already.â
A bit of anxiety goes through your mind, wanting to back out. But you'd rather be in pain than have your closest companion die of starvation when you could've prevented it.
Dainsleif hesitantly pulls you close to him, pressing his mouth against the side of your neck. He places small kisses on the warm skin, whispering out a bunch of "Thank you's" as he prepares himself to drink from you for the first time.
Right before he drinks from you, he whispers a small "I'm sorry," before taking a bite.
At first, it hurts. Your nails dig into Dainsleif's shoulders as he feeds from you. His thumbs draw comforting circles on your back to try and soothe you.
When the pain finally subsides, it actually starts to feel a little good. You let out a mix between a sigh and a moan as your nails stop digging into his shoulders and instead grip at his shirt.
Once he finishes drinking from you, he licks and kisses the spot he bit into, lapping up any blood that's spilled out from your neck.
The experience left you completely exhausted. You rested your head on Dainsleif's shoulder as he grabbed the first aid kit from your bag, pulling out a small bandaid to put over the bite.
When he's done patching you up, he lays you down gently onto your mat, pulling up the small blanket you had. His gloved hand brushes the hair sticking to your forehead away, and he plants his lips there in a gentle kiss.
"Sleep well..."
He whispers, before your vision fades to black.
DAN HENG: (1137 words)
â˘Unlike the other two, Dan Heng was actually born as a vampire. Though he's never met his parents before.
â˘Vampires like him age super slowly. So he's got another few centuries on his belt until he becomes weak enough to die or be killed easily.
â˘Instead of hiding himself away though, he works as a librarian in a public library.
â˘While he's very quiet and hard to communicate with, he is actually a very good worker (he plans to go down with the library if that ever happens)
â˘Nobody actually knows he's a vampire, not even his boss or his coworkers. While his previous bosses had noticed that he barely seemed to age as the years went by, they always felt too intimidated by his quiet and stoic nature to ask him about it.
â˘Dan Heng, like Dainsleif, also has a daylight ring. Though this is just something he's had with him for as long as he can remember.
â˘You show up for the first time in his life when you're hired to work in the library with him.
â˘Unfortunately for him, you just happened to want to strike up a conversation every time you saw him. His boss must've noticed this, because suddenly, majority of your shifts aligned right with his.
â˘Dan Heng is a bit annoyed that his nice peace and quiet is now being interrupted by you. But he's not a bad guy, so he's not going to get mad at you and push you away or make you feel horrible because of it.
â˘So, after a bit of trying to get him to talk to you, he caves and replies to you.
â˘And that started your friendship with him.
â˘You two remained as good friends for a while. It was until Dan Heng realised that he had started to fall for you that he started to push you away without even realising it.
â˘He felt bad for falling for you. He felt bad that he'd live on for centuries, while you only had a few decades. It made him feel guilty thinking of how you'd grow old and he'd technically not even be 30 yet.
â˘So, he started slipping informative books about vampires into your piles of books that you were going to borrow. He didn't know how to tell you outright the truth, so he hoped that this would get his message across.
â˘It did not.
Dan Heng notices you sigh while you're looking through your stack of books that you had left to the side unattended for only a few minutes. He watches you walk over to him and place the book he had slipped into your pile in front of him on the desk.
"Can you put this back in its original spot?" You sigh again, tapping on the hardcover with your nails.
Dan Heng picks up the book. "Are you not a fan of vampire books?" He asks bluntly, slightly raising an eyebrow.
"It's not that." You reply "They just keep showing up with the books I want to borrow even though. I don't put them there... do you think we're being haunted by a vampire or something?"
Dan Heng shakes his head. "Don't be absurd. Ghosts are the ones that haunt, not vampires."
"Oh? Sounds like you know a lot about vampires. Perhaps you're the one slipping these into my pile behind my back?"
You notice the way Dan Heng's eyes practically pop out of his head with how surprised he looks. It was an odd expression for him.
"Hey, you don't have to look so surprised, I was jokingâ"
"You're right."
Now you're the one who's surprised, though not to the same extent as he was just merely a few seconds ago.
Dan Heng sighs. "Can we go somewhere private? I have something to tell you."
You nod your head and follow him. The both of you are silent as you walk to a secluded spot in a corner of the library. When you both stop walking, Dan Heng turns to face you with a guilty expression on his face.
"I have two things to tell you..."
He begins, taking a deep breath before looking straight into your curious eyes.
"I have... fallen for you."
A cute red blush appears on his cheeks, and with the way yours had started to burn, you probably looked the exact same as him.
"But... I cannot be with you."
That immediately makes you confused. Your heart starts to pound harder.
"Wh-What do you mean?"
You stutter, your voice raising in a pitch a little too high when you emphasise your question.
Dan Heng sighs again, rubbing his shoulder awkwardly.
"The reason I've been slipping books about vampires into your pile is... well... because I am a vampire."
You cannot tell if you're being played right now.
"...Are you serious?"
"Yes."
With the way Dan Heng continues to look straight into your eyes without faltering makes you believe him more. But you have no reason to not believe him anyway, after all, Dan Heng was a serious person, so what would he get out of lying to you like this?
"So... how does that play into you loving me?"
Dan Heng bites his lip, fiddling with the ring he always wore to calm his anxieties down.
"I'm practically immortal. If we ever end up together in the future, you'll die way before I even reach the age you died at..."
It seems his anxieties only worsened as he explained the reason to you. That thought hadn't crossed your mind, but you understand why he looked so guilty and distressed over it.
You exhale, taking a step closer to him and placing a hand on his shoulder. He looks at you, wondering what you're planning to do.
"I'm sure we can work something out when that inevitably comes around. For now, why don't we just enjoy ourselves without worrying about the future?"
You smile warmly, brushing your thumb over his bottom lip.
Dan Heng doesn't respond for a second, but he finally nods to your statement.
"Alright, let's do that."
He grabs the wrist of your hand that's touching his face, moving it away and intertwining his fingers with you, giving you a small reassuring squeeze.
Dan Heng looks at you and smiles for the first time during your whole conversation. Your heart flutters at the sight of it, and you can't help but lean in and kiss it.
Dan Heng's eyes widen again when you pull away, and you immediately regret doing that.
"I-I'm sorry! I should've asked for permission first!"
"N-No... it's fine."
Dan Heng touches his lips, the blush on his face growing.
"...Can I kiss you again then?"
You ask shyly, playing with his fingers in your linked hands.
"Yes, you may."
And that's exactly what you do.
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Alternative idea. Artist reader, except more in a traditional sense. I.e. painter, digital artist, etc.
Like imagine a reader who adored making art of people specifically -- they've painted and sketched hundreds of people, except their sketchbooks are only filled with friends and strangers, no family.
And yeah, maybe there's an old sketch of some of the family members before things soured completely, but it's crumpled and torn, and the features are barely recognizable. And when the reader's kidnapped, they're just not having it. They absolutely fucking refuse to pick up a pencil to sketch or paint any of them. Over their dead body. They refuse to associate any of them with art, which is something so personal and important to them. The family don't deserve to be portrayed so intimately after everything they've put the reader through.
And they're petty, too. Like if Damian critiqued one of their pieces they've been working on, they completely ditch it because it's been soured in their eyes now.
Except (and playing off that last post), everyone's growing more and more frustrated, and the reader's not giving even an inch. And suddenly, people start questioning... well, if the reader won't share their art with the family, then what good is it to any of them? You don't wanna paint any of them? Alright, that's fine. They'll just break your arm! It's not like you were using it for anything important anyway. Maybe if you hadn't been so fucking stubborn, none of this would have happened. You brought this upon yourself. This is your fault.
And the reader's just crushed because that's their livelihood gone. I mean, they live to create art, it's the only thing that's kept them sane whilst kidnapped, and now they can't even hold their medium properly.
I can imagine some of the more delusional members of the family convincing themself that it's the user's art that's somehow driving a wedge into their relationship, and thus by removing their ability to create, they're getting rid of the obstacle in their relationship. And some of them are just bitter. Like you won't share this precious key part of your life with them? Fine. Then they'll just take that part away from you so neither of you can have it.
You guys have to stop reading my mind sometimes I swear to god... I didnât even have Artist!Reader written in my notes yet.. what is this? LMAO
But all jokes aside, I have thought of an Artist!Reader and mixed in with a few other elements since my brains is so weird with ideas that are too similar, and believe me when I say that while it is a similar-ish conflict at the start, it does derail into its own thing- and I'll just say that, well, hurt people, hurt people.
Regardless! Before I spoil and give away too many of my own ideas and what I already have planned for such an idea, I can see that in a way!
Though, don't get me wrong, the family does collectively have a very strong resolve, and as good as they work individually - when they come together, it is truly a sight to behold. The reader will have to be as unwavering as them, and it'll take more than just the reader being unwilling to paint for them specifically for them to even consider physically harming the reader over it - even for the more impulsive members of the family.
However, if such a thing were to happen- depending on who it is... yeah, they'd definitely point the finger at anything but themselves over it. Though, I will also say that some will absolutely own it, and this goes for any reader and just hurting them too.
Like, yeah. They hurt you, but because you weren't listening. You weren't being yourself. You were going to hurt yourself- and they're just stopping you from doing that. They will do it again if you don't stop. So, get with the program, and no one will get hurt, okay?
Because you get what you give, right?
(Good luck trying to break or even sprain any of their arms to throw their point back in their face, its not happening - they've dealt with people twice their size, with powers, and more- and they not only have beat them, but the bat has plans to take care of them should anything happen, even if that is thanks to his paranoia. You'll be lucky enough to even get a lucky shot in no matyer your combat experience prior. It's not happening... not easily, anyway. Not as easily as they can break yours.)
Even then, I think they'd try to just 'temporarily' fracture or break your wrist at most over that, and even then the family member would have to be really pissed off and impulsive - especially to a point where they just won't leave the room to cool off.
I'm not about to say that it'd be 'deserved', but it'd take a lot for the family to even try to do something that they know will take away the reader's ability to do something they love so much. In an Artist!Reader scenario that you described, they'll definitely just try to get what they can - even if they can't get anything for themselves.
Really, I think something that'd make any of them sort of 'snap' like that is if the reader kept doing pieces of other people, and the family member's own jealousy got the best of them in that moment. Be it just the situation and reader's overall attitude n just little things building up, or a small thing the reader said that was just the straw that broke the camels back.
Would they feel bad? Absolutely, but depending on the person, would they lowkey view it as punishment for the reader being so stubborn and adament about not doing even a sketch for them? Most likely, if only a little, and even so they'll keep it to themselves, unless they've got a big mouth or are just that pissed off.
Honestly, I don't know what would push them to do a whole arm - but probably something similar to the OG limb removal post â just them being pushed to an extreme edge after such a long time.
I don't think they'd be that cruel, and if so then only in a fit of anger as that does tend to happen, but genuinely? No. Absolutely not. Maybe jealous because your attention is elsewhere, but to deem it unimportant because the reader isn't doing something on them? I donât really think so, but maybe that's because I don't really see the Batfam being those kind of people, even on an off day.
They do enjoy whatever the reader is into as they can see it makes the reader happy, and even if some definitely feel like they should be the reader's biggest source of happiness, comfort, and all of those good things, they will ultimately let it be. If anything, they might find themselves enjoying the things the reader is into for one reason or another.. unless its dangerous or drives them crazy, which.. well, it depends on how you look at things if its easy to do that or not. They're selfish, yes, but I wouldn't say they're so overly sensitive? I'm not totally sure how to word it, but maybe what I mean will show more in the future, haha!
Especially since... well, Chapter 4 isn't going to help, but I'll be real and say that I don't really consider the Not [ ] Series to be my best work, even if I do enjoy it quite a bit. I could definitely do better, but I consider it more of an introduction into what I write, how I write, and things like that so... hopefully that shows in my other projects when i get to them as I finish up this short series!
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#fecking no i aint in tags lol#gosh i love my friends but man do i have a inferiority complex- and they dont exactly help with it-#like. today tryed join in with smth with making ocs cause friends already did that#was having a lil bit of fun trying mojo#and then another friend joined in and idk#i dont wanna sound mean but took it?#i was gonna make a charscter or smth planned out with heizou but they sorta took over my channel and made smth with him#which is fine im fine i just gosh#i feel so dumb and bad when others sorta take my spot#all my friends are so so good at character creation and figuring out lore fast and i just#i suck at it. i struggle so hard with writing and trying to get into characters heads#i suck at roleplay and usually go with whats funniest to me#i feel like a joke. they only just moved channels and its been an hour.#i know what i would have made wouldnt be half as good but i wanted to make something#and that got trampled. it really dosent help that i was sorta the art one and then a way better artist joined the server#i just- i know it dosent make sence but with it all i just feel useless? is that ok??#i want to make things and be as good as my friends with it but i alwase feel like im just worse. i wish my head worked right like all of#theirs do. i know i make good ideas and things. but thats after months and months of working out and revising#they make a whole coherant story in an hour. wile multitasking. how am i supposed to keep up with that??#i also just feel pathetic cause they are my only super close friends. one being only irl friend that dosent just feel like my brothers#and even then that friend is moving away soon. damn it i just wish i could be as good as them with something. anything#i dont wanna just be the silly younger sibling friend all the time. i dont wanna help just make jokes. i wanna make cool stuff like them#they all have their stuff so much more together and i just want to be decent compared to then on one thing#i just want one please.
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