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Do u ever wish u can ., AUUUGHHGH......
#AUUUGHHH#having a normal night fellas#which is THE TIME FOR YEARNING!!!!#i drew myself in a way that made me extremely jealous of how it looked. i want to look like that so baaaddddd#this body aint cutting out for me yo i need to rip it apart piece by piece and lovingly and messily mend it to my own liking and satifaction#i need to but i dont know if i ever can :(#but i have hope.#one day i wont keep wishing it will look different. to look more like me. one day it will look like me#HOEHEE ANYWAYSS :3#very nervous for my photgraphy exam tomorrow :( the hells an alerture and iso and shutter speed....☹️☹️☹️
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I can't believe I decided to read orv on a whim because I just wanted a good manhwa with no romance subplot and here I am knees deep into the novel questioning my whole life because whatever these mfs have got going on is much more nastier and visceral than any romance.
#so much pining and aroaceness it just loops around into the irresistibility and the kind of devotion you see in knights from a period drama#“I shall forever rue the day I lay mine eyes on thy sunlit visage so just this once allow me bask in thy mercy like a sinner” type of shit#being so obsessed w someone to the point where the yearning gnaws at your insides#is infact THE quintessential part of the homoerotic experience#ig it's clear that i lose my mind reading this novel#which is both good and concerning at the same time#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint
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Did Ford know how distracting he was in booty shorts 😐
#I like one sided fiddauthor very much#and I also like oblivious fordsy :)#I think fidds was so enthralled by this intelligent#And I think in college ford was still having ideas about getting girls (thanks Stanley for instilling that in him)#and so Fidds was just shaking while yearning the whole time (thought he didn't like boys)#I think Ford isn't straight or gay but a secret evil third thing (in love with people smarter than him which is nobody but bill)#fiddauthor#stanford pines#ford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleauthor#gravity falls
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“I was having an emotion, and I hate that. I’d rather have nice safe emotions about shows on the entertainment media; having them about things real-life humans said and did just led to stupid decisions.” ― Martha Wells, Exit Strategy
Title sequence designs inspired by the real-life shows Martha Wells based Murderbot's favorite shows on.
#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#sanctuary moon#world hoppers#murderbot diaries#hi i spent way too much time putting these together#when i actually just wanted a tiny version of the sanctuary moon one for something else i'm working on#thank you @the-yearning-astronaut for asking for the world hoppers one assdfsjdjsd#i DID have a lot of fun making these#the shows are how to get away with murder (-> sanctuary moon); legends of tomorrow (-> timestream defenders orion)#and stargate atlantis (-> world hoppers)#i watched the first 5 minutes of the first episode of every stargate atlantis season to see which title sequence i liked best#and GOD why don't shows have openings like that anymore??? stargate atlantis looks SO stupid and fun#i might just watch it#(please don't look too closely at them they are a bit messy lol)#𓄿
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It's just a ring. Misquoting Evelyn Carnahan, what harm ever came from putting on a ring?
YES I know it's been months and months since I had a comic, but my secret is that I just wrote like 4 scripts and I'm RARING to go. Now I just have to balance that with cosplay work. :P In the meantime, enjoy another scene I've had in my head for a while and finally got to put on paper!
(Was this entire comic born out of a desire to reference this scene from Ocean's Eleven? I'll never tell.)
Tev/Dren Masterpost
#art#long post#elder scrolls#morrowind#dunmer#the elder scrolls III: morrowind#tevrani#drenim omalas#arvo#I just think it's funny that uesp points out that the ring mechanically doesn't kill any npcs that wear it#and they attribute it to either embellished legends or not wanting to script that action#thinking emoji#also I have so many regrets for featuring that door so many times#gOD#oh and a little taste of yearning here#it's like an amuse-bouche for all the yearning I have written in other scripts#which...take place before this scene#it's fine
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i'm so fucking tired of heteros ffs GIVE ME PEGGYNAT
also natasha in this entire episode is just *gay yearning* for a certain Brit
Melina just goes slipping shit like "ah go for her left knee she fucked it up in third grade" LIKE MA'AM.
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#that's a lot of wandas#anyway I'm seriously tired of steggy. seriously.#LET ME HAVE THE GAYS#also if you try to convince me lake bell didn't fight to keep the yearning in I'll dropkick you onto Neptune#if i had a nickel for every time lake bell voices a redhead whos very gay (in canon and fannon) I'd have two nickels#which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice#mb rant :)#what if#peggynat#c'mon kevin. you don't have the balls-#mcu#marvel#natasha romanoff#melina vostokoff#steve rogers#peggy carter#captain carter#I'm gonna go rewatch episode two bye bye
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'round midnight - thelonious monk // 'round midnight - ella fitzgerald
#deadlock#deadlock game#infernus#deadlock abrams#infernus/abrams#fernbrams#i just think abrams has a big ass crush on fern for a long time bc of how well fern opens him up and listens to him#that part sounded like euphemism.#i meant it though#his kill line on infernus is.... you know which one. it only worsens my brainrot#very very inspired by greg smallwood & tom king's run of the human target#but then that comic run is like everything i want to be in drawing#idk#anyway have my brand of yearning ig#and my brand of throwing music references everywhere
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The Untamed - Episode 19
Throughout the night, he [Jiang Cheng] had somehow managed to sleep a couple of times. The first reason was that, having been too tired from crying himself weak, he couldn't help from passing out. The second reason was that he still had the hope that this might be a nightmare. He couldn't wait to wake up after some rest and open his eyes to find himself lying inside of his room back in Lotus Pier. His father would be wiping his sword in the main hall. His mother would be angry again and complaining, scolding Wei Wuxian who winked in a funny way. His sister would be in the kitchen, thinking as hard as she could about what to make today. His shidi would be refusing to do their morning lessons properly and jumping around.
The Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation, Chapter 59, Poisons- Part Four
#This crappy gifset is born to show that the 'look how different cql!jc is from mean novel!jc' advertisement is exaggerated lol#look there! jc always yearns for his family! Like. While cql!jc dreams of his family in a 'better light'#Novel!jc dreams of his real crappy family lol. which is understandable when you think that#Novel!jc is a bit sadder lmao. he probably got hugged 5 times by his father while cql!jc at least seven times#The fact is that novel!jc doesn't have a lot of scenes in particular in the present but he is mentioned a lot in an unflattering way#because novel!wwx has jc brainrot#but he's bitter and resentful so his thoughts are quite mean lol#I've read so many 'I don't want to read the novel because I fear I won't like jc'#My point is that approaching the novel you shouldn't worry about jc lol#jiang cheng#*mgifs#Uh. Tbc. Both dreams are set after lotus pier's fall#Also. Another thing to understand novel!jc is to remember that he grows up with novel!wwx who doesn't like when people - in particular men-#cry in front of him#This is not to say there aren't differences obv. But tbh the propaganda is exaggerated#Anyway. In every canon jc is not having a good day
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Tobirama, some time after Hashirama's death: What do you mean I have to be the inspiring one now. That's not- I mean. Fuck.
#senju tobirama#naruto founders#naruto#hashirama senju#konoha#Tobirama: I'll be in my lab. Working on Unspecified and Completely Ethical Jutsu#It's NOT the reanimation jutsu I know he banned it this one is. It's the Living Dead jutsu.#Which I am declaring not forbidden but only for me#Hashirama Returning: Tobirama you've got this#it's your time. I can't just be Hokage forever#Tobirama: not forever just until I die or you find a different successor#He's being pulled by the ankles out of his lab and he's Not Happy#He yearns for the labs#Thus the shadow clone jutsu was born /j#He pops in front of an advisor and there's an uproar over the fact he sent a clone to do his Hokage duties#bc he wants to Make Trinkets (Weapons and jutsu)#Ik he was involved during Hashiramas time as hokage but#I feel like he was there for the Big Meetings and a lot in the beginning until Hashirama was a bit more confident in it#Then he crawled hermit crab style back to his lab to thrive on curiosity and pissiness alone
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im in the boat that f*ddlest*n (and f*dda*thor, but this is about the first ship) is just like billf*rd— better with intense stan bro tension. and stancest. but not in a fiddleford and stan are both projecting ford onto the other kind of way. i mean, fiddleford definitely is, he can't NOT do that when the guy has ford's face even as much as he tries not to see him and see stan for himself. but going off with how much stan visibly dislikes fiddleford in the show, i love f*ddlest*n in a scenario where stan is crazy jealous and bitter about the relationship fiddleford had with ford.
not of their romantic relationship either, he couldn't care less about that, what he and ford had wasn't normal for brothers anyway, and in any other case stan would be glad both him and ford can move on (cough).
no, what stan hates about fiddleford is how for a long time stan wasn't ford's best friend. fiddleford was. fiddleford was there for ford in college. fiddleford was smart and matched fords genius. fiddleford didnt see ford at all for his sixth finger, he loved ford for ford just like stan did, but he didn't hold ford back or "rode on his coattails". and stan knowing all that while he had nothing and no one? while stan was living in his car yearning for ford to forgive him, call him, offer they sail away together again? when stan misses his brother and could think of nothing but him, and wanted nothing more than to just see him for even a minute, while fiddleford had four years of living in the same room, laughing at the same jokes, be the brother in fords arms instead of his actual brother?
that hurts.
and stan only feels this way about fiddleford. even after finding out about b*llf*rd, he doesnt view bill as some sort of a threat when bill had to copy stan's own mannerisms to get ford on his side. bill is a manipulator, a conman, just like stan— fiddleford is genuine. whatever ford loved and saw in him was real. and ford willingly gave him the time that couldve gone to stan if he hadnt broken fords machine.
that makes it worse.
so in some scenario he and fiddleford get to meet and get together... like fiddleford is one of his "clients" or an au where they work together to get ford back, or a mystery trio, and stan realizes fiddleford feels some sort of way about him?
stan jumps on it, not to project ford onto fiddleford or anything. but just to unload all his bitterness onto him. he's not even jealous of the guy— he's just such a stark reminder of how much stan fucked everything up. he hates himself, but if fiddleford likes it then he can fucking have it.
of course it doesnt work, he never gets over that bitterness. and when ford, who is jealous and possesive about stan as a lover finds out about it? yeah, best believe that poor little hillbilly is gonna need another wave of memory wipes
that's my f*ddlest*n tbh
#stancest#this is straight up... the ONLY version of f*ddlest*n i fw#im ngl i usually dislike the ship because all the other interpretations are soooo boring and lacking sm depth#plus it ignores stans actual attitude towards fiddleford from the show where hes so rude and even more of a jerk to him#their fluff makes me gag (no offense if you like it lol)#TOXIC YAOI FOR THE WIN#i think this version of them also just works with stan and ford being completely platonic too#which is why i like it sm too#stan isnt a possesive lover kind of jealous to me like ford is#hes just a type to yearn to have more missed out time#aka... the very bitter kind#not tagging the other ships but you know the drill#i should make a ship chart for them lol
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new wheel of time trailer dropped AND WHERE IS MY GIRL NYNAEVE?! Where is Lan Mandragorian's "wisdom"?! [she was in one frame. one!] *chews glass*
but also the mythal/solas/lavellan parallels in moiraine/lan/nynaeve are actually crazy--like i didn't think about it till now, but of course i'd find inklings of robert jordan's influence in my favourite fantasy game series too
#i saw her brooding warder sweetheart swing his sword twice but where is his “wisdom”?! hmm#wheel of time#also for all my solavellan enjoyers#if you like a man bound by duty to a woman he cares for deeply. yet is also in love with someone destined for a different path...#a woman of immense (almost prophetic) proportions of power and a relentlessly stubborn attitude to being better than the world bends her#and a lot of pining. yearning. long looks across the courtyard. a very slow--like 8 books SLOW--burn#read the books#or watch the show (which kinda speed runs their pining era)#tagging solavellan because there's actually crazy solas/mythal/lavellan parallels in moiraine/lan/nynaeve#solavellan#lan mandragoran#nynaeve al'meara#nynaeve x lan#but the books!
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Hi hello ( ◜‿◝ )
Ill talk more in the tags to keep the post short; hope yall have/are having a good day !
#so like#i never got to go to prom right; and tbh its not like prom is REALLY anything special but#i also didnt finish highschool; i dropped out for various personal reasons#(i went back and got my GED though)#alot of my childhood and teenhood wasnt like.. idk; it was more like i was having to live as an adult right#which yk unfortunately this is common#and just like alot of people i kinda yearned to have a somewhat normal time; atleast sometimes. prom was one of those things i really wanted#to do but i couldnt; so now i think#that maybe Daisuke wouldnt mind getting dressed up with me and dancing around the house or apartment or wherever we live at the time#just to make up for it#itd be nice#oh and his suit is clearly inspired by that clearlydusty person i reblogged from 😭😭😭 idk a pink suit on him looks nice#anyways if you read this i appreciate it; you didnt have to I just like to blab sometimes#my self ship with daisuke means alot to me and i also struggle to gush in dms so doing it in tags or on my posts helps me out 😭#love you guysss; and so do your f/os especially 🫶🏻#f/o#romantic f/o#self ship#self ship art#self shipping#🌺🩷
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《山河令》 WORD OF HONOR (2021) | Episode 20
Dear, the kiss that steals your breath Will steal your soul instead When night is all that's left So wait, keep your heart inside My hand won't keep it safe I'll just feed on dreams and smile as hope slowly dies –The Rigs, Run Baby Run
#my gif#okay so the way wkx doesnt think these times can ever return#not just that things change and will naturally turn into memory#but also that he feels like he won‘t ever get another chance at being as happy as he was then#simply because hes Changed now#and he knows Bad Things Happen (to him) (because of him)#it reminds me of the nails reveal scene (‚i found u bad its too late.‘)#only much worse because so much more of wkx himself is revealed#so the stakes are higher#and he and zzs are so much closer#he inevitably needs to reveal what happened to zhen yan#but how can he? when hes convinced zzs will turn his back#if he ever finds out The Other Side of him (master of ghosts)#hes like working with a deadline#hnnng#wen kexing#zhou zishu#zzs#wkx#gifset#word of honor#wenzhou#山河令#shl#shan he ling#also this is dedicated to Spare Me by staringatstars#which im currently rereading again and its having me Feel Things#about wkx & his yearning to sacrifice himself if the odds are against him#also: hii!!!!!! my first gifset!!!!! i know its not perfect but thats fine (tears of labour streaming down my face as i smile bravely)#priestnet
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i was tagged by @deerest-deer to post my favorite first watches of 2024! thank you so much! <3
tagging: @lottieurl @musicaltheatredork @lais-a-ramos @femmeetart @rebeccamarinwife @ongreenergrasses @deankarolina and anyone else that wants to share!
#i'm assuming it's movies not released in 2024?#there's so much yearning here holy shit#one of these movies derailed my entire life and you all know which one#yes there's a straight romance hallmark movie there what about it#at least two of these could've been replaced by more cinephile movies like i watched the lobster and raw for the first time this year but#you know what. i stand my choices#thanks for tagging me!!!
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a plethora of doodles, old and new
#sk8 the infinity#reki kyan#langa hasegawa#renga#doodles#csp art#i love all of these#i feel like my art has stopped improving lol but idrc#i keep drawing them in voids time to start doing bgs#the first one is the most recent . try to geuss which ones the oldest#my art#sk8#langa doing that classic reki yearning yelp... help!
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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.
#my art#this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3#sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants#the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open#on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks#even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it#for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness#and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3#ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues#(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choice—#—which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple#(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop#OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot#andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont 💛 peace and love and body craft#OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT#i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing#me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major#me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again#au Good what can i say
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