#which is A LOT for me

[erraticsketchings]

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Immortal! Merlin Merwaine AU

They've known for a very long time that Merlin would outlive Gwaine, as soon as they realized he wasn't aging. Merlin put an aging spell on himself and for awhile they could pretend they were growing old together. In his last moments, all Gwaine wants is to remember Merlin as he truly was.

Whoever said immortality was a gift had clearly never experienced it.

[greenbriar-j]

oliver and orion hong really invented being pathetically in love with your super cool gf/fake wife/mission partner huh

[im-not-a-l0ser]

Classmate: We were in target and they started playing this song from a horror movie, I can't remember what movie it's from, but I started freaking out like 'what is going on!'

My Starkid Trash Ass: Where's that spooky music comin from!

[ladyaugment01]

"you should watch Kamen Rider Build, it has heated drama between men" Yeah, but more specifically (and importantly), it has heated drama between THESE men. These two being petty little bitches to each other is bringing me so much joy

[little-crow-heart]

06. most played game

game: Persona 5

[mr-scandinavian]

Guys, I might have gone slightly insane and preordered the 20th anniversary collectors edition Constantine Steelbook bundle

[sapphicautistic]

one of the timers that run my life just went off and i realized i haven't eaten yet today and rapidly went through all 5 stages of grief

[zeiktreats]

thinking about old things

[thetantiger]

i don't usually post mog update screenshots on here but LOOK

AT

TREE

LOOK

AT

THEM!!!

[ljubimaya]

Maybe if I go to sleep now I could have enough energy to write and do other productive stuff tomorrow

[hirudou]

so normally i can handle an insane amount of stress. i can juggle 5-6 different things, i can handle my issues on my own. but moving back in with my grandmother is devastating for me. shes abusive, manipulative, and destroyed a good 8 years of my life. shes why i don’t celebrate my birthday anymore, why even the tiniest amount of clutter makes me nauseous. and worst of all, the source of a great deal of my trauma and ptsd, is her son. and she wholeheartedly believes he’s innocent.

i know its a few months. thats it. but knowing i have to go back there, even for a short amount of time, is making me lose the energy to keep going. i get it, its better than being homeless, but she makes it very clear sometimes im not her blood relative. she makes me feel sick, and worthless, and small.

so between all of this, and falling out with friends and being ghosted left and right. as well as work, and this looming move thats approaching— im really at my limit. my mother keeps telling me to step away from the internet, and games, and whatever. but being isolated is the last thing i need right now. idk what to do with myself anymore, im losing weight, im too tired to cry about it. im just incredibly numb and just want to sleep all the time.

i really really try not to vent like this on the dash but i want to get it off my chest. i dont have anyone to talk to about this without getting the same “ get over it “ or “ itll get better “ kind of talk. sometimes i just need to vent.

[iceeericeee]

Didn’t suspect that my “Be Aro, Do Arson” ask would actually be liked…

Better believe it bestie it’s already got 50 notes as I type this

[im-not-a-l0ser]

Yall ready for this?

[myansanidee]

The part in City of Gold where Orville Peck sings "all that I want is a kind heart to haunt, my shrink says it ain't too much to ask."

That gets me every single time. The first time I heard it, I felt that in every fiber of my being and it has been my favourite song of his ever since.

This song is beautiful and haunting in the most wonderful way and I could listen to it on repeat forever.

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[wickedcityy]

been working on thumbnailing my monsterfucker comic again i am in Hell